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PARADISE
AND BEYOND
MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY
CHRIS SUTTON
with MARK GUIDI
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CONTENTS
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
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INTRODUCTION
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STRICKEN BY STRACHAN
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DEJA BLUES
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MY TEAM OF WINNERS
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MANAGING EXPECTATIONS
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
There are many people I would like to thank. My wife Sam for
her continuous love and support throughout. My parents, Mike
and Josie, for their patience, love and guidance, which led to me
having a career in football.
Mark Guidi, a man of incredible patience and humour, whose
help and input in this book has been exceptional. The work he
has put in and the time he has given me are something I will
always be grateful for.
Campbell Brown and Alison McBride at Black & White
Publishing for giving me the platform to tell my story. John
Richardson and Rachel Kuck for their work on the book. Janne
Moller for her research on the pictures.
I would like to thank Mike Walker, Kenny Dalglish, Roy
Hodgson, Gianluca Vialli and Martin ONeill for taking the time
to contribute to my book. I may not have always been straightforward to manage, so I appreciate their time in giving their
thoughts.
Henrik Larsson and Ian Pearce for their contributions. These
are two people who I have the utmost respect for on and off the
pitch.
John Robertson and Steve Walford for their guidance and
mentoring through my happiest period in football. I owe them
so much. Dave McGhie and Billy Mckinlay for their advice and
friendship.
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FOREWORD
BY HENRIK LARSSON
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the good, the bad and the ugly. As a player, I was probably
my harshest critic and was rarely, if ever, satisfied with my
performances. But this is a piece of work Im satisfied with and,
crucially, Im completely comfortable with everything Ive written
in Paradise and Beyond.
I hope you find it enjoyable reading.
Chris Sutton
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ITS NOT MORE IMPORTANT
THAN LIFE OR DEATH
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that Id give the club doctor a call. Id called Roddy many times
in the past about the kids or taken them to see him. But I was
never in a rush to do it. I wouldnt have had the urgency Sam
had. I could never relate to coughs and colds being split-second
decisions. In terms of having that split second to make up your
mind, I have not, and never will, make a decision as important
as the one Sam made that day.
When we landed back in Glasgow after the game, I went
straight to the hospital. I can still remember all the attachments
to his body as he lay on a life-support machine and he looked
totally helpless. I felt terrible. As a dad, I just wanted to pick
him up, cuddle him and make everything go away. But I was
helpless as well. It was a horrible situation to be in. The lifesupport machine was keeping him alive, tubes and leads going
into his nose, arms and stomach.
It wasnt until I arrived back in Glasgow that they diagnosed
what exactly was wrong with James. He had a condition called
RSV (Respiratory Syncytial Virus). Its basically a cold to us but
hits young babies hard because they are so small. They usually
get it between the months of November and February. When he
came out of hospital after being born prematurely, he was getting
stronger, improving all the time, he was putting on weight and
was getting there. But then he contracted RSV. The pipes to his
lungs were so small they blocked up with secretions. His lungs
had stopped working but his heart had carried on, trying to
compensate for that. Eventually his heart couldnt cope with the
extra strain and it packed in. Its quite a common virus for babies
over the winter months and it can be very dangerous.
I sat there talking to James, hoping hed come through it all.
I was thinking about what life would be like without him and
what life would be like if he survived. What he would look like
when he got older. How his life might pan out. But you just
have to get on with things, visit the hospital every day, do what
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you need to do. We were there all the time but we also had our
other children to consider and it became mentally tiring and
draining. We couldnt neglect them, of course, so there was a
balance to be struck between James and our other three boys.
Looking back, it was horrendous but you get through it. You
have no choice other than to get through it. We just got on with
things, as any parents in our position would have done.
He was in intensive care for six days and was then allowed
into the ward on oxygen. He was there for another three days.
When we got him home, we kept him indoors for four or five
months. We didnt take him anywhere, we were so scared something would happen to him with all the winter germs. We were
very protective. No one touched him unless they washed their
hands first.
We were also given a heart-monitor to take home with us
when James got out of hospital. It clicked all the time and if
James stopped breathing, it triggered an alarm. Thankfully, it
never happened.
Had James been sleeping in bed, rather than in the car with
Sam, that morning back in November, he would have died. We
were lucky he had his lapse in the morning. Someone was definitely looking over us.
We all got through it and the most important thing is that
James is alive and well and healthy. He has to wear hearing aids
now but that is a small price to pay.
Sam: The reason why James is partially deaf is not from
when he was born, it resulted from that period afterwards
when he was so poorly. It could have been down to the
drugs he was administered or the lack of oxygen that got
to his brain. The doctors got to him just in time, as the next
stage for him would have been for his brain to be affected
and that would have left him brain-damaged.
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THE GOOD LIFE
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us. But hes a sensible boy. So, Mum was right to relieve me of
my duties!
My parents always said I was mischievous as a child but never
nasty. Id have tantrums and fall-outs with my parents and siblings,
which would usually result in me threatening to run away and
Id set off on my bike. But when I got to the end of the driveway,
Id say that my chain had fallen off or I had a flat tyre.
I was always encouraged to study and work hard on my schoolwork. I once wrote a story about a footballer and Mrs Robinson,
my teacher, asked me to write about something else. So I wrote
about a cricketer. I just loved my sport. That was my life, what
motivated me. When I was with friends wed organise sports
days in our garden. It was great fun. Id be dribbling with the
ball in the garden, doing a commentary and pretending to be
John Robertson. Id practise kicking the ball through the centre
of the tyres and hitting the ball with my left foot off the garage
door to improve my game.
I was good at high jump and a decent cross-country runner.
I loved playing snooker and darts, too. I just wanted as much
sport as I could get, really. At Christmas and on birthdays, I
wanted sporty presents football strips and football boots. The
Shoot and Match annuals were always a must. I enjoyed reading
about the big stars of football at that time.
I went to the local village schools in Horsford. At Horsford
Middle School, I was heavily influenced by the then headmaster
Steven Slack. We used to play lots of sport at school and I was
lucky back then that Steven was in charge. His love of sport was
brilliant for a sports-daft pupil like me.
I attended Hellesdon High School, where my dad was a PE
teacher. It wasnt the natural high school for me to go to but it
made sense to go there, travel in with my dad, that kind of thing
and maybe so he could keep a closer eye on me.
We were a very sporty family and all pushed by our parents
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in Scotland. Sadly, she died in May 2010. I was very fond of her
and miss her. She put a lot of work into keeping scrapbooks of
my career, from when I started at Norwich, all the way through,
and she did the same for Johnny. I now have those scrapbooks
in my possession and treasure them because my Nanny put them
together.
Before I made the back pages as a professional footballer, Nanny
would come and watch me play as a kid. But as she probably
well knew, my journey to becoming a professional wasnt going
to be straightforward.
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play football for the school and on a Sunday. It would have been
difficult not to get better. As a consequence of me getting better,
I was asked to attend a trial at the Norwich City FC Centre of
Excellence. I was also selected to represent Norwich Schools and
we played games against other area School Select teams such as
Yarmouth and East Dorset.
I was still attending Horsford Middle School at this point.
Every Monday Id leave school and get a lift to my grandmothers
house in nearby Hellesdon. She would feed me and then walk
me to the house of another boy around the corner, Neal Carey.
He was also on trial at the Norwich Centre of Excellence and
his dad, Peter, would drive us to the training ground at Trowse,
on the other side of Norwich. We both attended for a few months
and football-wise I felt reasonably comfortable. I wasnt the best
but I was by no means the worst, either.
I was growing all over the place, all arms and legs, and I probably looked uncoordinated and clumsy at times ok, nothing
has changed there, then! When it came to the decision being
made as to who the club would sign on a schoolboy form so
that they could continue at the Centre of Excellence, I was rejected,
deemed not good enough. I took it really badly. I didnt like the
feeling of rejection and I was devastated. And embarrassed.
I liked the fact my school friends knew I attended Norwich
City on Monday nights and when it stopped I felt I had lost face.
I was very self-conscious and at that age I was either twelve or
thirteen and thought I would never be a professional footballer.
Even though my parents tried to encourage me and keep my
head up by saying that time was on my side and that I could
still achieve my dreams, I thought that was it. Game over for me.
Dad was once told an interesting statistic by a coach at youth
football level, that only one in 5000 kids who play football at
the age of twelve, thirteen and fourteen will make it as a professional. Its a frightening statistic.
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I hated Norwich City for rejecting me. I was too young and
just not mature enough to understand their decision. My dad
told me I was going to be a late developer and that I should
keep practising, become fitter and stronger. Inside, however, I
was fragile. I was very young and at that time I didnt believe
my dad. It was clear-cut in my mind, simple and straightforward Id been kicked out and my big chance had gone.
Looking back, I should have believed in myself more and in
my dad, Mike. He had a good professional career as a footballer.
He started on the groundstaff at Norwich City at fifteen, making
his debut for the first team at eighteen. At the age of twentytwo, he moved on to Chester City and then Carlisle United until
his knee injury forced him to retire from the professional game
at the age of twenty-seven. He still played local football when
I was really young. I can remember him playing for Great
Yarmouth. He was a great reader of the game and a lovely passer.
He had to learn to jump off his other knee after retiring from
the professional game and that couldnt have been easy. He was
a big influence on me and didnt give me false hope. He always
told me the truth, even if at times I didnt like it.
He was and still is an extremely fit man. At times, I thought
he was extreme in pushing his fitness on me and my older
siblings. My grandparents on my mothers side lived in
Lowestoft, a pretty seaside town on the east coast with a lovely
beach. It was very picturesque, especially on lovely summer
days when most families would enjoy a leisurely stroll along
the sand; some of the kids would have their buckets and spades
and others would be paddling in the sea. All of them, at some
point during the day, would enjoy an ice-cream. The Sutton
family? Well, my dad used to have us running up the sand
dunes and slopes. It was all in good fun, but his drive and
knowledge on fitness and how to build strength and stamina
were very beneficial to me.
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I was never a natural athlete, I was very skinny but genetically its fair to say I had more slow-twitch fibres than fast ones.
But through cross-country and beach running and circuits before
school days when I moved up to the senior school at Hellesdon,
I developed a base in general fitness. But my body wasnt developing as quickly as I would have liked. Physically, I could have
been described as gangly.
After the rejection from Norwich City, my attitude changed
towards football. Looking back, I pretended I wasnt interested
in becoming a professional footballer and that I wasnt bothered.
I could take football or leave it. It was a kind of defence mechanism I suppose and I started to really take a strong interest in
cricket and quickly harboured hopes of becoming a first-class
cricketer. I had always liked cricket from a young age but football had been my first interest.
I began to go to coaching courses from the age of twelve at
Notre Dame School in Norwich and as well as playing at school,
I joined the local cricket club, Horsford. I wasnt outstanding or
prolific and, up until the age of fifteen, I had never scored a lot
of runs on a consistent basis. But I really enjoyed the game and
I turned myself into a reasonably capable batsman. I was selected
for the Norfolk under-15 team. Norfolk is a minor county in
cricketing terms but at the youth age group, we played firstclass counties. In my first game, against Nottinghamshire, I scored
85, and that was a big surprise and a real confidence boost. I
scored a couple of 35s against Lancashire and Yorkshire, 70 against
Cambridgeshire and 105 not out against Northamptonshire. With
this form, I was selected for a Midlands trial and I was very
proud and considered it a good achievement.
There were four regions in England the North, the South,
the West and the Midlands that took part in a cricket competition called the Bunbury Festival, which was started up by the
former Bee Gees manager David English. David has worked
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