AlterEgo

www.alterego.co.uk June 4.50

Sex change at 63
I kept thinking my new vagina would just fall out

TRANNy MoNTH
Magical make-up
Which wig works?

of the

SPARKLE

The summer festival with a difference

Waacking & Vogueing

Find out about the alternative dance craze sweeping the UK

talking bollocks with the controversial Trans artist

Scottee

NEWS REVIEWS FEATURES ADVICE HINTS & TIPS

Editors letter
Welcome to the first issue of AlterEgo, a magazine exclusively for the Trans community. Whether youre new to the scene, or have been out and proud for years, AlterEgo has something for you. We are your handbook, here to guide you through the trials and tribulations of life in the Trans lane. Whatever you are cross-dresser, transvestite, or transsexual we are here for you. Every month well deal with the issues that matter to you, from make-up methods to going through a sex change, fashion tips to support and advice. For our first issue weve gone all out. Our roving reporter Kineta Kelsall finds out about the new dance craze sweeping the alternative club scene. Its called Waacking and Vogueing, and it can get a bit out of hand! Here at AlterEgo we are all about celebration, so were very excited about Sparkle the national celebration of all things Trans, held in Manchester every year. We find out how it all started, and tell you what to look out for over the long, fabulous weekend. But we havent forgotten whats really important the beautiful Trannies of this fair land! Weve gone out and found the most exciting Trannies this country has to offer, to show you that you dont have to conform to be a success. Scottee the controversial Trans artist tells us how he carved a unique place for himself in the art world, and we speak to Seffie, a Transsexual woman whos gone under the knife aged 63. And we announce our first ever Tranny of the Month the outspoken Trans DJ Jodie Harsh. We are here to help, celebrate and inspire every single one of you, so enjoy our magazine and dont let anyone tell you that you arent beautiful.

s ex Franci Al

Editor-in-chief

Welcome to

The last word on the Trans community AE Regulars On the Cover Contents
AE Fashion and Beauty
Magical make-up..............................4 Get those eyes sparkling Trans fashion....................................6 Top your summer wardrobe Trans model Lea T.................8 Taking over the fashion world Joesph Harwood....... ........16 Innovative new make-up brand Curator of Queens.................20 Gill Springgays top 20 drag make-up tips Which wig works?............................5 Find the right do for you Sex change at 63............................10 But still necking pints Waacking and Vogueing.................24 The alternative dance craze sweeping the UK Sparkle.....................26 A Trannys Mecca Scottee........................30 The multitalented queen

AlterEgo
Real life..........................................42 Erics story Dragony aunt.................................43 Vixen Minx solves your problems Reviews..........................................44 Whats taking our fancy this month Tranny of the month......................46 Jodie Harsh Follow us on Twitter @AlterEgoMag or on www.facebook.com/alterego
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MAGIC
When it comes to drag makeup, it is important to know what you are doing, the last thing that you want is to come off as looking tacky or as if you are trying too hard. Knowing what you are doing will show your sensitivity, commitment, and know-how. So with that in mind, well be giving you our top tips each month for achiving a fierce feminine look.

Eyes
General rules for any Queen
Keep cheeks and lips light if eyes are your focus.Always keep your eye pencils sharp - ideally sharpen them before each use. When short on time, simply apply the mid shade to your eyelid to give your eyes some pop. The first spot where you place your pencil or makeup brush will get the most colour. Utilize concealer and powder over the entire eye area - under and over - to ensure a higher quality, longer-life appearance to your eye makeup. Remember to have fun, and dont be afraid to experiment with different eye shadow colours, eye liner designs, and unique eye makeup looks. You may find a new idea that makes your eyes more beautiful than ever before. Whatever your style, here are our top three looks, and how you can get them.

THIS MONTH:

1. Smokey eyes
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The key to the perfect smokey eyes is proper blending. You want to make sure colours are blended together flawlessly. Also, its important to pair light base colours with rich dark colors. Nice mixes include: Soft gold base with deep purple on top, champagne base with bright blue and peach base with a green hue.

AL MAKEUP
All you need to know about creating that lucious look

Beauty

2. Cat eyes
This glamarous cat eye look is both sexy and sleek, and will enhance your eye colour this summer. Try a bright shade, such as turquoise or yellow, on your upper lid, and keep the rest of your makeup fresh and bright - but on the natural side - to balance the eyes. For a fun, funky eye makeup look, try using

two different eye makeup colours on the top and bottom of the eye. Spice up a smoky eye in a fresh new way with the addition of a metallic or shimmer eyeliner. Or, use a coloured shadow for your smoky eye look, such as blue or purple, instead of the standard colours like black or grey.

3. GAGA eyes

Begin by tracing the shape using a Metallic Eye Pencil, in Silver - the light colour of this pencil will make it easy to clean up mistakes! Lady GaGa wears her thunder bolt under her right eye. Begin tracing the shape from the outer corner of your eye, drawing a diagonal line to your ear lobe. Think of drawing a diagonal H shape in the top right-hand corner

aiming to meet the bridge of your nose. Once you have your basic shape, you can begin shading. Pick your favourite colour from twelve funky shades of Solo Eyeshadow, and use an angled eyeshadow brush to blend in. Once you have the shape you want, seal it by tracing the outline in 8ml Liquid Eyeliner.

TOOLS OF THE TRADE

The hardware every T-girl needs

Max Factor Eye Shadow Brush

Made with luxuriously soft goat hair, this brush is great for flawless application. Just 6.13 from Boots.

Rimmel Eye Definer

MAC Liquidlast Liner

A rich colour liquid eyeliner from the beauty experts at MAC. Its non-smudge, non-flake, and will last you ages. 14.00 from the MAC website.

This strong definer will give your eyes that extra umph. Its waterproof, and comes in five vibrant colours. Pick it up for 3.99 from Superdrug.

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Leopard peep-toe heels
Leopard print is all the rage this season, so grab yourself a pair of these sexy heels to give your pins that fierce look. 59.99 from bananashoes.co.uk

Thigh-high PVC heeled boots

Look like a sexual dominatrix in these intimidating thigh-high killers. Not great for a day in the park, but whip these bad boys out at night and youll certainly turn some heads 119.00 from bananashoes.co.uk

Oasis straw bag

This gorgeous straw bag will go perfectly with your new summer frock.

Denim 3/4 length casual skirt

30.00 from Asos

Yellow floaty summer skirt

Casual wear or night wear-this skirt will go with anything. Wear it with a nice pair of heels and a strappy tee 19.00 from plussize.co.uk This skirt will compliment those lushes tanned legs. Ideal for festivals and day time wear for all you extra girlie trannies. 25.00 from Topshop

2 colour vest

Straw hat with pink bow

Strappy pink and white tee

Bright blue two colour vest with purple underlayer detail. 30.00 from Topshop

This simple hat will keep you looking and feeling cool 25.00 from Topshop

This little number will go perfectly with you denim skirt. With the backless drape-this is perfect for the summer sun. 15.00 from Topshop

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This online shop not only has wigs, but also wigs accessories, false eyelashes, eyebrows and clip in extensions. If that wasnt enough they also sell wig shampoo and conditioner. All at a reasonable price too.

. If youre on your way to a party and want to look fabulous, check out this website. They offer fun dress-up wigs in the style of 40s glamour, Dolly Parton, Jessica Rabbit, Amy Winehouse, Pamela Anderson, you name it, theyve got it.

2. Julia Lampard salon.

If youre looking for luxury, check out this out. Based in Guilford, Surrey, Julia Lampard make monofilament wigs. These have a translucent bridge along the crown which blends in with the scalp. They look 100 per cent natural as theyre so lightweight. We can feel a because youre worth it hair swish coming along.

Steal her style

Nicki Minaj

Nicki Minaj - rapper, singer-songwriter, diva star. Her image is sexy, outrageous and daring. We love this 60s style of hers, the cute blonde afro and black wedges. Our fashion co-ordinator has been out and about searching high and low for the shops that can give you her style in under 250.
This digital space-print body con dress will look great in the summer. It has an asymmetric cut-out neckline, contrasting full and cropped length sleeves, and a wrap panel to the bust. 44.00 from Asos

Strut your stuff in these sexy purple ankle-boots from bananashoes.co.uk. At 159.99, they arent cheap, but they are custom-made and will last you a lifetime.

This animal print metal cuff by River Island is a great accessory to any outfit. Just 13.99 from River Island.

Fashion

Lea T
s the first trans woman to front top fashion line Givenchys latest advertising campagign last year, Lea T has shown that you dont have to conform to be successful. Born Leo Cerenzo, Lea became fully femme in March 2011 after she underwent her final sex reassignment surgery. She has been an inspriation for all Trans women out there, with her stricking Brazilian look, walking the walk on some of the nations biggest cat walks. The fascination with Lea has led

Gender is not about what kind of plumbing you have

her to appear in a number of fashion magazines around the world. She was shot completely nude in French Vogue, with only her hand barely covering her genitals. The shoot has had world wide impact seeing a transgendered women in the worlds biggest cosmopolitan magazine has changed the way we view gender. Its not about what kind of plumming you have. This is a woman, she identifies as a woman, so she is a woman. The shoot has caused cultural controversy with a mixed bag of opinions over whether this is socially accetable. Lea looks absolutely stunning in the French Vogue shoot, her hair cascading delicately, her face appearing strong, yet vulnerable, staring directly at the camera. The perfect facial structure for a top model in the making. Here at AlterEgo we love strong trans women who can stand up to socity and be what they want to be. Well done Lea!

Meet Seffie, 63, now a woman

Im finally

comfortable life
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Lizzy Kingham discovers that youre never too old to change - or neck a cider in Baker Street

Dressed in a simple cotton jumper, a knee length skirt and barely-there makeup, she could be on her way to a W.I meeting. Instead, shes downing cider. But underneath this conservative exterior is a woman who has been through various operations, counselling sessions and all-out soul searching in a process of becoming a true woman. Seffie was once known as Ray. A bloke from Bermondsey who was born into the wrong body. This softly spoken member of Mensa took the decision at 63 to go through sex reassignment surgery. From a young age Id always been confused about whether I was a boy or a girl but now Im finally comfortable with my life, she says, with a proud smile. As Seffie sits at the bar, she perfectly mirrors a woman, delicately opening her purse to pay the barman and tucking her short blonde hair behind her ears. Then she takes a long manly gulp from her pint glass.
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effie looks slightly giddy and nervous as she smiles, wraps her arms around me and guides me into Wetherspoons on Baker Street where weve agreed to meet for a drink.

Lady drinks are rubbish, she winks. Starting a conversation about sex reassignment surgery is difficult, especially with two old ladies sitting within earshot of us. But Seffie, in her matter-of-fact way, shows no signs of embarrassment with regards to the topic. I had my major operation this February and it took around

My friend told me horror stories of women with prolapsed vaginas

three hours. The first month I was in real pain. Its very low level pain but its there all the time in your lower half. It stings like fury and you keep thinking things like, oh no its all going to fall out. A friend of mine told me horror stories about women with prolapsed vaginas, so I spent a good few weeks worrying about that. Despite the inevitable pain she went through, Seffie is full of praise for the doctors who helped her make the transi-

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tion. My doctors were so supportive and made things as easy for me as possible. I was referred to my local mental health trust, where I was assessed. Then I got an appointment at the gender identity clinic at Fulham Palace Road. Its actually above a Sainsburys which is very convenient because you can go down there and do your shopping- I bet they get an awful lot of transsexual customers in that Sainsburys! I saw a man called Doctor Davis. He asked me a few questions like; have you ever thought of committing suicide? To which I answered; good heavens no! If you say youre suicidal they wont consider you because they assume youre not thinking straight. I also had to prove I could live full time as a woman. So I got a job at Argos and for two years went into work dressed as Seffie. Surprisingly most people didnt batter an eyelid. Sitting neatly cross-legged, on the outside Seffie may look like a mumsy middle aged woman, but her choice of words is far from conservative. Speaking with confidence she explains her early realisation that she was born into the wrong body. Masturbation is a big part of it. I remember I would think of myself as a girl when I touched myself. This was something that I of course felt disgusted at as a youngster. social disorder similar to autism. It was actually my gardener who diagnosed me, she says with a snort of laughter. One day he asked me what work I wanted doing in the garden. So I reeled off a whole list. I apologised as I was going into lots of detail. He then said: I think you have aspergers. I read into it and I thought; yes this is me. Ive been formally diagnosed now and at 63 thats pretty late. But when I was a kid, no one had heard of it. Seffie speaks about her sexuality in the same, off-hand way that she speaks about her ever changing hairstyles. To be completely honest, Im not sure of my sexuality at the moment, its a tricky one I guess. I do generally prefer men though, so I suppose if anything Im probably gay. I worked at Reuters as a cleaner I had a relationship with a man at work. I used give him blowjobs so I guess Im OK with that. I had quite a long relationship with him before I transitioned, but he ended up being pretty pompous and he bought me cheap wine so of course, I had to end it. But as for now, I havent had sex with anyone yet because my vagina isnt working properly at the moment, I need to go for a further op in June. I feel that to have sex, it would need to be with someone Im really close to. When asked about future plans, Seffie goes into a dream mode and speaks of her hopes for a fairy tale ending.

I havent had sex with anyone yet because my vagina isnt working properly at the moment, I need to go for a further op
At times, when asked to recall her childhood Seffie looks sad and sighs with a feeling of regret. I remember that I couldnt look people in the eye because I felt I was lying to people. Whether you feel you are male or female is a fundamental to who you are and very difficult to lie about. I was a kid growing up in the 1950s and things were very I want to have a partner I can go places with and truly enjoy myself. I want to have a garden with a river running through it and nice golden globes to light it up at night. Ill host summer parties and we could all sit outside and listen to the Cicadas. I want to meet my prince. Seffies energy is infectious, but she looks sad as she brings herself back to reality. I do worry though, at my age going through a sex change is hard and Ive not got a long time to meet someone. Were interrupted as Seffies friend Elton taps her on the shoulder. Hope Im not in your way, he says, as he sits slightly awkwardly at the table. Seffies friend has come to meet her as they have trip planned that afternoon. Were going to a fair in Morden, it should be great, Seffie beams. The pair first met at an Aspergers group and have been firm friends ever since. I get the impression that Seffie has a soft spot for Elton as she pats him on the knee and asks him how his day has been. Elton is my little pet, did you see him flinch then when I touched him? she says laughing wickedly. We part at Baker Street station and they wave me goodbye. As the pair walk off together down the tunnel I get the feeling that Seffie is happy, in a very unconventional way, but happy none the less.
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I asked my mum for a cooking set, she told me it was a girls toy
different back then. It wasnt easy. One day I asked my mum for a cooking set and she said; thats a girls toy. I always remember her tone; you mustnt even say, or think something like that. I also remember being about 14 and trying on ladies slips for the first time. I was in my mothers room. She had this beautiful big oak chest of drawers. One day I opened a draw and saw a pretty slip lying there. I grabbed it and ran to my room where I put it on for the first time. Once I was caught dressing up and it was mortifying, I ran to the toilet and locked myself in there for a good few hours. As well as having confusing thoughts about her gender, Seffie also later found out she had Aspergers syndrome, a

Get the look without going under the knife

Oestrogen
This Can be used to give you the subtle feminising effects. This includes widening of the hips, desizing of the penis, testicles and all bodily muscle. As well increasing breast size, hardening the nipples and making the mammary glands more tender. The hormone prepares the body for change, easing you both physically and psychologically. This is something that I will have to take for the rest of my life. It sounds offputting but it has just become part of my routine. I like to think I take a bit of woman every day, and say hell yeah to my tantalising titties! we all love a good tug, and that exhilarating feeling of the orgasm. When taking the hormone some Trans women find it hard to get an erection, and find orgasms a lot more difficult to achieve. I used to catch myself trying to squeeze one out, the veins popping out my head rather than the throbbing on my genitals. But dont worry, this will get better as time goes on and the body becomes accustomed to the drug.

Health

Seffies four safe ways to get that feminine look without having the chop op

Electrolysis
A permanant method of hair removal for face and body to give you that desired femine look. Electrolysis works by lifting the hair from the root by a surgical probe destroying the cells. This is repeated until no hair is visible. This was one of my most effective treatements, as removing all hair on my face gave me more confidence when becoming a real women. I rememeber the first time I ran my hands over my baby chin, thinking to myself, I feel alive today.

Side Effects:

Taking any sort of hormonal drug has risks, but as long as you take with care and stick to the instructions you should have no problem. With any medication there are always risks; the oestrogen hormone can increase the chance of stroke, deep vein thrombosis, blocking of the blood vessels and alterations of the liver functions. A question I got asked a lot is: how was my sex life? Lets not lie,

Botox
This has probably been my proudest moment; sliding my rosy red lipstick across my bold blossomed skin. The striking red colour emphasising my womanliness, and when the lady at the counter complimented my choice: I really like your lippy love. Where did you get it? Was when I first felt like a real lady? If youre considering having botox done, make sure you find a qualified doctor whos properly trained. Ask any questions you might have about the procedure, no matter how insignificant you think they might be. Choose a medical office that has a sterile, professional environment.

Side Effects:

Can cause temporary redness, dryness and scabbing. Using sudocream on where you have had treatment it will ease irritation and reduce scabbing.

Regaine
This is an over the conunter treatment which has been proven to prevent hair loss. It is said to help strengthen the exisiting hair, stimulating growth. I have been using regaine for years now and I still have a full head of hair. There are no real side effects to this treatment, but to be on the safe side, you should still read the instructions on the box to double check.

Side Effects:

Botox is a safe and effective treatment when used in acaccordance with FDA-approved procedures. Any side effects are generally minor, if they occur at all. When side effects do occur, theyre usually the result of overtreatment. If used in excess, Botox

may immobilize too much of your face. It is usually quite rare but I was warned that symptons such as nausea ,muscle weakness, drooping eyelids ,facial pain, heartburn and indigestion, tooth problems, are all common.

Side Effects:

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Welcome to the Chameleon Club

A safe place where we can be ourselves

In a small back room above a bar in Manchester the sugary smell of perfume lingers. Amid the distant sound of chatter, hairspray cans are furiously fizzing and skirts zipping. Tonight is the night to dress to impress, Lizzy Kingham reports.
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hich top looks best? muses Vanessa, as she slips a blouse over the false boobs strapped to her chest. Hmmm, that one is really nice, I like that fit, replies Mary, who carefully places her wig over her short scruffy hair and slips a pretty jumper over her broad shoulders. Like a couple of teenagers getting ready for a night out, the two girls excitedly swap necklaces and sparkly earrings. Tonight the Manchester Concord, a transgender social club, is gathering for one of their weekly meetings. Head organiser Mary and her friend Vanessa are preparing for the evening ahead in a small cramped room in the NewYork NewYork, a bar just off Canal Street. As Mary chats away, she is clearly excited to start the meeting. We never know how many people are gonna turn up, but its always a great evening. Everyone is very friendly. Whats important is this is a safe place where we can be ourselves. As we walk into the dark gothic-style bar, I take a seat next to a couple of friendly ladies. They sit and chat quietly, both dressed in conservative skirts and a blouse your mum would be proud of. We watch as the first few guests arrive. These are the chameleons of Manchester, ranging from the modestly dressed, mumsy transvestite with a job in IT to a diva pouring out of a skin tight dress. And their stories are as varied as their hair styles. From men who get dressed in car parks because they dont want their wives to know their secret, to others who share their girlfriends lip gloss when they get ready together in the ladies. These are men who step out of their bankers suits and into short skirts and fish net tights after a hard days work in the city. I get changed in my car, late at night after the meeting finishes, one tranny explains, as he orders a pint. Otherwise the kids on my estate will knock me out. If this evening is anything to go by, you cannot stereotype transvestites. At the Manchester Concord, anything goes. As their website says, we make it clear, that the term transgender is intended by us, to include all levels of cross-dressers, transvestites and transsexuals, who are all welcome at our club. How did such a diverse mix of men from various walks of life and backgrounds, find this hidden gem of the transgender world?

being tall, she looks statuesque rather than butch. But her long slender legs are definitely her best asset and she showcases them perfectly in black tights. I do get a lot of compliments about my pins, laughs Mary. Lots of men have surprisingly slim legs, so its easy to dress the bottom half. Whatever Im wearing, I always make sure their on show. Mary has perfected her own personal style, a mixture of lady-like knitted jumpers combined with leather skirts and lacy tights. And unlike most fresh out the closet trannies, Mary isnt afraid to be daring. I always tell the new girls that its going to take a while to discover what clothes work best. Then once you find your own personal style, you just need to build up the confidence to show it off. Some find this easier than others, she explains. Personally, my look has changed quite a bit over the years. At the moment Im loving little black skirts, she says with a naughty wink. As the NewYork bar fills up, Mary is whisked off by her fellow trannies. Towering above all the others in her pointy heels, her brown wig can be seen bobbing amongst the crowd as shes engaged in conversation. As the organiser, she spends most of the meeting chatting to friends, as many of them come to her for advice. Im completely comfortable with who I am, and crossdressing is a big part of my life. Im always happy to listen to others who have been through the same. The Manchester Concord is a safe place for these ladies to come and feel secure enough to share with me their issues. And Mary has certainly heard it all. From fashion queries such as, does this dress suit me?, to more deeper issues like will my wife accept that I wear her underwear? Ive been cross-dressing for over 30 years now so, trust me, Ive been through it all. She says in her soft London accent. Im just happy I can help others who are struggling with cross-dressing. It seems that the concord is a safe haven for these transvestites. Whether the tranny closet door is swinging wide open or tightly shut, the concord is a place they can feel accepted.

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I get changed inthe kids on my car late at night. Otherwise my estate will knock me out

The social club first met in 1986, when it went under the name of Northern Concord. They met in bars such as The Rembrandt and other venues around Manchesters gay village. But in 2008, after some dispute about finances at the old club, the group reformed to create the Manchester Concord. The newly formed group then had complete control of its finances, website and membership list and Mary, aka Mary the Legs as she is known amongst the group, became chairperson of the committee. As a member of the group for over 20 years, Mary also organises dinner parties, arranges trips to shows like The Rocky Horror show, and even writes her own blog to review the weeks meetings. Mary has been a cross-dresser for over thirty years and certainly makes a convincing woman. Despite

Mary, right, the organiser of the Manchester Concord

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All I wanted to be when I was ol a prince with hair so long I could th in the air, and climb up it into space
Innovative new make-up brand Joseph Har Cosmetics is gearing up for the launch of its collection. Nathan Toth catches up with the himself, to find out what sets it apart from
ooking at Joseph Harwoods immaculately painted face, perfectly shaped eyebrows and freshly glossed lips, one would be forgiven for making assumptions about his character. His mask of make-up could be read as vanity or superficiality as the face of someone who lives a carefree life of glamour and excess. Harwood, however, is simply a personification of that age-old phrase: Not just a pretty face. Harwoods lyrical imagination and romantic outlook are incredibly captivating; he talks about make-up as if he were a sorcerer. Make-up has different values to different people, but to me it is about creating magic, Harwood tells me when I ask why make-up is so important, When I was really young, all I really wanted to be when I was older was a prince with hair so long I could throw it in the air, and defying all gravity this hair would float up into outer space, and then Id climb this lustrous ladder into a sci-fi world of beauty and colour. Dont be fooled, however, into thinking that his head is in the clouds. At just 19 years old, Harwood already has a pretty impressive CV. There was always a huge focus on academia when I was younger, which was inflamed when I gained a Mensa IQ at age ten, explains Harwood about his quiet, restricted upbringing on the outskirts of Brighton. I passed my first GCSE at eleven, which led me to be short tracked to a biochemistry degree education at age 15. For most, the world of academic science and the beauty industry seem like two polarized entities, but Harwood has taken it upon himself to bridge the gap. Despite a teenage rebellion against this academic nurture, it is his knowledge of science that is proving invaluable in his latest creative venture as the founder of Joseph Harwood Cosmetics. A misplaced assumption about Harwood is his
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gender identity; it is often assumed that his dedication to make-up and feminine appearance mean that he identifies as female. Im completely male, I am biologically male, and I am psychologically male. I am considered anomalous because, from third party perspective, my actions fit more with the female trend, and I wear in this culture a stereotypically effeminate aesthetic. My intentions behind the way I choose to express myself are completely unrelated to gender, I see beauty and I want to create my own interpretation of it. Although he may be young, Harwood is no stranger to the world of fashion. At 15, he was scouted as a model in his home town of Brighton, before being flown to Barcelona, followed by Paris, before moving on to Tokyo where he started studying fashion design alongside modeling. On his return from Japan, Harwood spent the next 14 months exorcizing his creative energy into a capsule fashion collection commissioned by Fashion TV. It was during this creative process that Harwood began receiving calls from photographers that he had previously worked with, but this time he began to make a statement behind the lens. I started to work behind the scenes as a make-up artist, and I naturally took a shine to it. I was fascinated by the amalgamation of science and art, and captivating people with this world of illusion, but it got to a point where I felt that what was out there in the beauty industry was just really inadequate. The products werent creating enough beauty, or enough magic. I began constructing my own tools and cosmetics and using them on clients, which is where my own cosmetics brand started. For Harwood, the focus of his initial collection isnt about the make-up itself, but the tools that are used to apply the make-up. Im working on a bespoke

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set of brushes that Ive conceived, designed and even forged from the word go. I really believe in quality and I am not content with what is on the market today, so it really is about making my imagination reality and extending it to other people. What is it exactly that differentiates Harwoods brushes from those already available? Right now Im working on the ergonomics right down to the size of the crimp in the taklon fibres, because that dictates how much product can be picked up, and that means you get less product wasted. Most companies ignore these little details because they just want to get the products onto the shelves, but the quality isnt actually there. Its really important for me to get this right. Although Harwoods childhood was ruled by academic pressure, his imagination was inspired, and his interest in beauty and make-up soon surfaced. I was recently was told by a family friend that I insisted e paint my finger nails with crayons at the age of two, so I guess its always been part of my nature. My grandmother
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used to buy my sister magazines with make-up on the front, and Id steal them and go to school with blue or pink smudged around my eyes. I really started to get into the art of make-up when I was 15, Joseph recalls whilst retracing his memories of make-up. It felt like I was painting, and if I could paint a photograph exactly how I saw it, they why couldnt I paint it on my face? Although it is clear that his relationship with make-up is about fantasy and illusion, it appears that Harwood like many of us uses make-up as a disguise. At 15 I loved being able to cover my freckles, which had always been a big insecurity for me. I had to wear opaque make-up to cover them, and so if I had no other features painted in it would look ridiculous. My mother always said to me, If youre going to stand out for something, make it look expensive. So I did. Joseph never did manage to climb his lustrous ladder of hair into a fantasyland of beauty, so he decided to create his own. His unique brand of makeup goes on sale this Autumn, so dont miss out.

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make- up artist to the queens, Gill Springgay has found that her passion lies in transvestite beauty. Gill Springgay has her work cut out tonight. Men flock around her watching closely as she transforms another client. These men are queuing up to be the next Make-over Girl. Gill is a make-up artist with a difference. Shunning the boring wedding make-up or prom queen scene, she prefers to transform transvestites, giving them advice on ways to look as naturally feminine as possible. Tonight Gill has been invited to a meeting at the Manchester Concord, a transvestite social club who meet every Wednesday at the NewYork NewYork bar. Along with her vast knowledge on beauty, Gill has brought along her massive make-up collection and like magpies to silver; the Trannies are drawn to it. This isnt Gills first time at the club, in fact it was the Manchester Concord that helped her build up her client base. She contacted the group in 2009 after stumbling upon the transgender market, and by giving demonstrations to the group, her business began to take off. Gills popularity at the club tonight isnt surprising. Like any real woman in a transvestite group, the men hang upon her every word. But what stands out the most is her passion for her work, which is fierce. My reward is being able to do the job I love, seeing my clients completely happy with their appearance and the confidence it brings them. I just love to help other people; this

Born to be a beauty queen

Make-up artistry wasnt Gills first career choice but her love for beauty came at an early age. I have always been interested in hair and make-up from being a child. My favorite Christmas present ever was a Girls World doll. But how did this former housing officer end up working in such a colourful industry? I worked in local government for almost 20 years, but then was made redundant last year. Prior to this, I made a decision in 2005 whilst on maternity leave that I was wasting my talent. I had always dreamt of running my own business. I had an idea that I would start my own company called Makeover Girl and study to become an image consultant. I immediately started studying and qualified as a professional make-up artist in 2006, shortly after having another child. I then went to college for two years, whilst working part time, with a one and two year old to look after, and gained two qualifications with distinctions as a ladies hair stylist/colourist in 2008. At this time my clients were females, family and friends mostly and I was trying to build up my client base and my business. But it was when Gill helped a friend get ready for a fancy dress party that she first got a taste for the transgender market. In 2009 I said I would help out a friend of mine. He worked at the

same place as me and I offered him my services as he mentioned that he needed help for a fancy dress party he was holding. I dressed him up as Cruella de Ville. He then asked me if I would dress him as a female in my studio. I was completely amazed at the results and felt that this was a completely natural thing for me to do. I had finally found what I was supposed to be doing; its a bit clich but true. It was then I thought of the name Makeover Girl for my business and the strap line-Re-invent yourself.

Girl power
Gill has found that groups like Manchester Concord and Renaissance, another TG group in Queen-friendly Blackpool have helped provide her with a client base. At these groups she carries out demonstrations for men who want to learn how to apply make-up. From the queue of Trannies at the Concord meeting, its clear that some need more help than others. The transvestites range from high-fashion divas with bright, outlandish make-up, to those who simply look like, well, a bloke in a skirt. But whatever their look, all these men feel they can benefit from Gills help. Ive really had to learn the basics of applying make-up, Ive had some real disasters, says one man as he waits in line. Everyday rituals, like putting on foundation, real women take for granted. But it can be a mind-field to us. The important thing for me is that I treat my client just as I would a

Stepping into the TG world

female, says Gill. And it seems her approach is paying off. She has numerous TG venues lined who are interested in booking her for future events. I find my work very rewarding, Gill beams, as another transvestite compliments her on her handy work. Watching as Gill demonstrates different make-up techniques reminds me of a mother teaching her daughter how to apply lippy for the first time, as she catches her red-handed rummaging through her make-up bag. Handing out business cards, Gill excitedly speaks about her future plans for the business. At the moment I am developing my marketing. I hope to be able to network with other groups nationwide and carry on doing these make-up demonstrations. This should help me find future clients. I have also designed my own brochures as a transgender image consultant and they will be available at the end of May. I am also creating my own website which I have bought the domain for so that should be available soon.

you have removed all oils from the surface of your face. Witch Hazel is very weak and therefore appropriate for even sensitive skins.

14. Apply the eyeliner. Use it as 6. Start withyour cheek and blend a pencil or liquid line askeepingeither your concealer. Put liner, a few dabs on close to the lash possible. thoroughly with your fingers, using circular strokes. This, as with 15. eye areatechnique to open A good all makeup items, should be a thin up the is to stop the liner
coating. Continue to cover the entire beard area in this same manner. I would recommend using Dermablend foundation.

brown and gold works well with blue eyes. Blue eye shadow looks amazing on brown eyes.

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Heavy enlarged pores can be a problem. I use a pore minimiser by Clinique which practically disguises them.

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16.areistidy as they frame the It essential that the eyebrows

halfway under the lower lashes. For smaller eyes, never apply dark pencil to the inner rim but instead use of a white kohl pencil which will give the effect of enlarging the eyes.

usually 8. Get avery lightly lipstick and dot 17. Next apply mascara,dry inmatte red two coats, allowing time to your face over the beard area and blend this into the Concealer with your fingers. The idea of this is that the red of the lipstick cancels out the bluishness of the beard area.

To minimise pores completely, steam the face one a week.

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whole face. I tweeze eyebrows and would recommend using a pencil in the correct shade to apply lightly along the shape of the brow, either with a pencil or with a brush and shadow.

Gills top 20 make-up tips 9. for trendy 10. trannies:

How does Gill create that feminine look? Here are her tips for men who are more Barry Evans than Brigitte Bardot.
up sits better on the skin.

Once the foundation has been applied, set it by applying loose powder. This also removes excess shine from the face. Now we need to highlight certain parts of the face. A highlighter brings out certain features. Use a little highlighter on the cheeks to bring out the cheek bones.

. Finish with lipstick or gloss or both. I always use a lip pencil in a natural colour, or one closest to the lipstick colour. I use this for two reasons: firstly to line the lips to ensure the lipstick doesnt bleed. The other is to correct or alter the lip shape. Thin lips can be made to look fuller by drawing a line just outside the lip area and vice versa.

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11. Use a shader to play down certain features. Shading the con-

Keep the lipliner soft for a feminine look.

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1. IfFirst thingistosmooth, thethe do is prep skin. the skin make. Start with a clean-shaven face. Use a good double bladed razor like Gillette Sensor Excel. If you are using an electric, it is time to convert. Wet face thoroughly. Use the hottest water you can stand, without hurting yourself of course. Apply ivory soap and use the rough side of a facial scrub sponge to loosen hairs. Use a gel shaving cream and shave carefully. Rinse thoroughly and pat dry. If necessary, use an astringent such as Witch Hazel to make sure

tours of the cheeks makes them appear hollower. Shading along jaw line and under chin slims down face and jaw and also double chins. You can also slim down a large nose by shading down either side of the nose.

19.compliments the skin tone. Choose a lipstick shade which

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If your using a shader, dont pile on the bronzer.
. Follow with a blusher which should be applied on the apple of the cheeks and swept upwards. Choose a shade that is flattering to the skin tone. . Now for eye make-up. First you need to examine the eye colour to determine which eye shadow to use. Blue and Grey eyes should avoid blue eye shadow as it will not bring out the eye colour. Terracotta,

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left to do is to debut your fabulous new look...

For example, warmer shades such as orangey reds bring out peachy complexions. Cool shades such as plum, bring out fairer skin. If you have thin lips you should avoid darker colours which will slim the lips down even further. If you have fuller lips avoid lighter or pearlised colours which will emphasise the lips further. Most importantly, make sure the shade doesnt wash you out.

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Stylist Alexis Knox has worked on runway shows, music videos, and fashion editorials, and now hosts Londons hottest drag night. Kineta Kelsall finds out how this humble Oxford girl made it in the cut-throat world of fashion journalism.
dancing gyrating performers, Alexis started mixing with some of hottest names in drag. When I am working its fun to turn my attentions to myself and completely transform, wigs, hairpieces, lashes and strong makeup, colourful outfits and very high heels! Its great to create a new image each time and of course NEVER the same outfit twice I used to think of myself as quite a trend setter (I told her) but in my skinny red jeans and battered converse I now feel like a fashion disaster. I make the most of getting the best makeup, hair and style tips while I have the chance. Circus attracts a whole variety of people from those who like to dress up to be observed and those who simply like to observe. Although Alexis mixes in a lot of top end drag circles, she tells me there is a misplaced assumption about the term Drag Artist. I dont really even like the term drag queen because all my male friends that do these fierce styles are all in the creative industry one way or another, whether it be musicians or makeup artists. The looks they do are not for sexual kicks but as a way of expression and an interest in the avant guard. For most of the UK it seems to me that there is still this confusion of what you have to be to be a Drag. Transgender, exual lucent its irrelevant. Alexis tells me that it is in fact to be free of labels, boundaries and also presumed expectations. Ive had straight friends and gay friends who have all worn the most outrageous outfits purely as a form of self-expression and art. Despite her garish attire and bold qualities I can honestly say Alexis is one of the most genuine characters I have ever met. Even sat in front of this fashionable female, with my bic pen and scruffy paper, I feel like we have been friends for years. After swapping fashion tips, I tell her how I get my fierce eye look, we hug and depart to our polar opposite worlds. She leaves me with one tip for all our expressive readers Respect and always be true to you theres nothing cooler than originality.

lexiss ostentatious dress sense and creative personality draws me in immediatly. At just 21 she moved to London after completing her degree in illustration to find work in the fashion industry. I was offered a fashion internship based solely on my outfits, I was lucky not to even have to put a cv out. Working hard assisting led eventually to be a fully working stylist and fashion director for Notion magazine. Through her work as a fashion stylist she spent most her early days transforming models and musicians into new characters and images. This has led her into hosting one of the funkiest alternative nights in London, Circus. With its fire breathing , p o l e

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Waacking and Vogueing

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in the arts and dance. Somewhere my mind can run free and limits are there own. I took myself down to Shoreditch high street where I was greeted by an uncertain character. On the platform from what I could see was a pretty young man innocently manipulating the stage with his fierce strut. This all seemed fairly PC. I had arrived later than the rest, fashionably in style of course, so I had a good look round to see what sort of audience I was going to be mimicking tonight. Transforming myself into an art lover- that is the fun thing about performance you can be anybody you want to be, Nikolas Snode tells me. Im going to call him Artist Exhibit A; his strut more prominent nowhis innocent persona becoming more and more expressive. While he undressed almost too quickly to capture the essence of his guiltless body, I looked round and saw that my audience did not even batter an eyelid. His small waist line barely filling the outer elastic of his knickers. My performers like to adapt into their roles by wearing feminine underwear, says Nikolas as I question him about my confusion of As sexuality. The club was lit by candlelight that aroused a feeling of pureness. Everyone was hugging tightly round the stage closely watching the act take form and take control. A began his posing and posturing in a style famously named Waacking and Vogueing. He bent over with his small boy like behind to the audience, shaking his perfectly rounded backside. To then slice a tear in his spandex panties was the point when I knew I was going to have an extreme evening that was quite frankly, right up my street. He proceeded to pull mounds and mounds of thread from inside his boy garden. It was quite intriguing, firstly how much string one can actually fit up their arse hole, and another how he made something so potentially nauseating in fact so beautiful. Performance art like any other artistic medium is highly subjective. There are possibly multitudes of people who would have loved the performance, but as art is taste it can make others eyes sore. Nikolas Snode, dance teacher, life liver, arse giver, tells me you dont have to be chinese to like chinese food. I am a straight man who loves to dance. I bought this type of performance over from America and hope to expand into something quite unique in the UK. Waacking and Vogueing is a type of dance, almost imitating

Modern performance art and dance is increasingly reliant on vulgarity to incite a reaction. Kineta Kelsall meets Nikolas Snode; a dance teacher and performer who doesnt feel the need to follow have this repugnant trend. always been interested
catwalk runway, explains Nikolas. but It focuses more on the posture and shapes a performer can make with his body. When my boys get on stage I dont know what they are going to be doing. We do have some planned routines which involve a popping, locking and bending style, but once they get into it, the art comes out. Back to the stage, Exhibit A, after teasing the audience with his arse hole, was accompanied on stage with who we are going to call Artist Exhibit B. Placing a long black rubber friend, (Art exhibit C) on the stage. What was to follow was just extraordinary dance and art fused together. I warned you, Nickolas explained how some may find the act quite profound. Exhibit B was now having the time of his life with rubber friend C. As Graphic as it was - his arse hole beautifully stretched round C was more than just a vision, I could feel it too, something even Monets paintings didnt do to me. I was a pretty insecure teenager

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Nickolas tells me, so its been a process of learning to grow, and to become more comfortable with who I am. Naturally, thats materialising in my work. I dont actually do as much runway sexual posing; I focus more on the old style of Waacking and Vogueing. Waacking and Vogueing dates back to the 1970s when the elaborately structured Ball events took place in gay nightclubs in the United States. The clubs were underground and predominately run by gay black and Latino men. Being gay or tranny in the deep dark streets of Harlem and the Bronx was taboo and unstated. The nights were run by word of mouth, and the guests were usually frequent and from houses, what we would now call fraternities. We wanted to bring this style to the underground London scene, as I feel there is a magnitude of people who would love it. He tells me that the old style nights consisted of competitions in which contestants adhered to a very specific category, theme or walk (much like a fashion models runway) and subsequently be judged on criteria including the realness of their drag, the beauty of their clothing and their dancing ability. Now the act has gradually become something of its own, with people experimenting with sexuality, art and dance, says Nikolas. The style also explores the subjects of racism, homophobia, AIDS, and poverty. A lot of the performers used the form of dance as self expression, to deal with their struggles in life. A lot of people think that the act is quite perverse and seedy but I just expect that sort of character to steer clear from our nights. I like Nikolas, he was blunt, to the point and clearly had an interesting life. So I took a deep breath, strapped on my tranny heals, took off my clothes and partied hard with the artists, for all I knew it was just a vision, and tonight I was part of it.
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That time of year is almost upon us once again: grab your heels and a new summer frock, its time for Sparkle - the national celebration of all things Trans.
For those of you who dont know, Sparkle is a summer festival with a difference. Held in Manchester each summer, Sparkle gets bigger and more fabulous every year. It is a Mecca for the Trannys of Britain. And whether youre taking your first tentative steps out of the closet, or have been strutting your stuff for years, Sparkle has something for you. The weekend event, running from the 8th to the 10th of July, has it all, from fashion stalls to live music, club nights to evening meals. Now in its seventh year, Sparkle has become a stand-out feature on the Trans calendar. So how did this unique (and thoroughly overdue) festival come into being? Bella Jay is the organiser of Sparkle, and has been there right from the start. She said: Sparkle started life as just a one day event. These days there is special day for everything, so we thought why not have a day for the Transgender community. It was such a successful and we got so much positive feedback that after a couple We get great guest speakers in each year, dealing with a range of issues of years we grew it into the weekend festival it is now. But Sparkle is about more than just a good time. It is a support network, offering help and advice on any issues you may have, and is a helping hand into the community for those yet to step out in full female attire. Each year guest speakers are invited to give talks, and workshops are run throughout the weekend. We get great guest speakers in each year says Bella. And they deal with everything. Weve had guests talk about going through gender surgery, living life full-time as a woman, coming out as a Transvestite to friends and family. But in the workshops we deal with more practical problems, like hair and make-up advice. The police have also run some workshops on staying safe. So we really try to deal with as many issues as possible. Sparkle has now been granted charity status, further confirming the integral part it plays in the Trans community.

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We were so proud to be granted charity status says Bella, because so many people come along and find it an inspiration, and in a lot of cases a life changing experience. Weve had feedback from some people whod literally never been out cross-dressed in their lives before coming to Sparkle. We arent on the same scale as the bigger charities, like the Beaumont Society, who help Transgendered people every day, but it is something that a lot of people find very beneficial and helpful. Thats what is so unique about Sparkle it is a bold and open celebration. Most Transgendered events tend to Most Trans events are in pubs or bars, which can be daunting for a first-timer

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kle who get something out of it. For Saturdays event we try to get performers from the Trans world says Bella, its an opportunity for Transgendered people to showcase their talents where they perhaps wouldnt be able to elsewhere. Were really lucky in that people approach us to play at the event, its just a shame we cant fit them all in. Chrisie Edkins, a Transgendered new 80s style singer, will be hosting part of the event as well as performing. She said: this year will be my first time at Sparkle, Im really looking forward to it. Its such a great event because it does so much for the Trans community. I think its important for people who arent part of the community to know more about it, and to realise that its not some strange or abnormal thing that people do, its part of who we are. So the more people who understand, the better. Well said Chrisie. Sparkle is a mostly free event but if you feel like contributing to what is a very worthy cause, you can make a donation on the website sparkle.org.uk. All thats left to do now is pick your best outfit, get

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the fake tan flowing (if thats your thing) and head on up to M a n c h e ste r. Well see you there!

Transgendered singer Chrisie Edkins will host Sparkle in the Park

be in pubs or clubs or bars in the night time, and that can be daunting for a first-timer says Bella. At Sparkle you are able to step out in the middle of the day in a safe and friendly environment. It also helps that we are in Manchesters Gay Village, so youre safe to walk down Canal Street, have a drink outside a pub, and feel comfortable. And thats probably something you couldnt do elsewhere if you were a bit nervous and not used to being out cross-dressed. Over 2000 people are expected this year, but its not just visitors to Spar-

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Theres all sorts to do over this fabulous weekend. Here are some of our highlights:

Sparkle this year?

Saturday
The heart of the festival is Saturdays Sparkle in the Park. Held in Sackville Gardens, this daylong celebration is a nonstop party. Trans singer Chelsea Attonley is back hosting the event for the third time, which kicks off at 12:00 am. Festivalgoers will be treated to a host of entertainment, as the best musicians and performers from the Trans world descend on Sackville Gardens. ers arent your thing, fear not. Sparkle has also lined up two of the Trans worlds biggest bands. Three piece band Frillerz are up first with a funky mix of original tunes and re-imagined covers sure to blow the audience away. Quick on the heels of Frillerz are new band The Strawberry Elephant Experience, a unique outfit whose members are all Transgendered girls. But far from being a drag act, they offer a rock and pop

Friday

The weekend starts here with a Welcome to Sparkle meet and greet, held at the The Rembrandt Hotel on Canal Street. Its a great opportunity to get settled, meet with friends a n d plan the wicked weekend ahead. And firsttimers fear not, there is a get-together for newbies to meet others in the same position and find out whats in store for the rest of the festival. And feel free to come in male-mode to ease your-

self in. But its not all about friendly chats and welcome meetings, oh no. The Sparkle organisers waste no time in getting down to what really matters a good ol fashioned k n e e s up. The Sparkle Launch P a r t y kicks off at 8:00 pm at the AXM Bar on Bloom Street. Get yourself in the party mood before heading round the corner to Manchesters famous Gay Village to dance the night away.

Your chance to wind down after the intensity of the two day party that makes up most of Sparkles magic weekend. Head over to the Villagio on Canal Street at midday for a Sunday lunch, a three course set-menu for the bargain price of 12.50. Or, if your hangover wont allow a big meal so early in the day, there

Sunday

is a goodbye evening meal at Sangam Indian Restaurant on Wilmslow Road at 6:30 pm. The prices are very reasonable, around 15 per person, and the restaurant is very Trans-friendly, so its the perfect opportunity to say goodbye for another year.

First up is Sparkle regular Gloria, a Bulgarian singer who has been wowing audiences for years with her unique blend of pop, rock and folk music. Other solo artists include new 80s performer Chrisie Edkins, psychedelic musician Samantha Eames, and experimental performance artist Joey Hateley. But if singer songwrit-

experience anchored in audience enjoyment. Trust us, you wont be disappointed. But as the music winds down, the night is far from over. Pop over to BaaBar on Sackville Street for TV Chix Big Night Out, with DJs and music all night long. Or head for Crunch2 on Canal Street to celebrate the launch of BLUSH a new Trans support group. Both events are free and sure to be well worth a look.

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Ive never been

Trans artist Scottee on fashion, performance, and middle-class gay men sitting in a room bleeding
trousers. No one on my estate could believe what I was wearing; I took some stick for that. But of course a few years later camouflage was all the rage. But that isnt the only formidable fashion foresight Scottee has had: I remember a few years ago I wore some trousers with one leg rolled up and the other down, and my mum looked at me like I was mad. But then a couple of years later she saw someone doing the same thing and thought oh my God my sons a genius. So keep an eye out for clowns with pink tou-tous coming soon! And where does sexuality fit into all this? My sexuality isnt relevant to what I do, and I do not call myself gay. For me, the term gay relates to people who go to the gym, who have an Ikea membership card, and are very muscular and very fickle, and that just doesnt relate to me at all.

erformer and artist Scottee has exploded on the trans scene in recent years. Through his blend of artwork, live performance and dance, he has carved a unique place for himself in the creative world. AlterEgo caught up with him after a busy night MCing or talking bollocks (his words, not ours) to find out more about what makes Scottee tick. We ask what five things everyone needs to know about this unique fashion force.

He has many hats

You may not know it, but youll have probably seen Scottees work before. Remember Rihannas food fight performance on X Factor last year? That was Scottees handiwork. I really love my job, I get to wear the hat of performer, dancer, artist, director, curator, and everything in between. But Scottee doesnt reserve his creativity just for TV talent shows. His performance company, Eat Your Heart Out, of which he is artist director, is about to go on tour. We explore the ideas around transgenderism, the grotesque, taste, body politics, lots of different things says Scottee, but I always try to make them entertaining. If people

Hes a fashion psychic

As we sit down to chat, Scottee is oozing confidence in a white strappy top, black leggings and pink toutou, not to mention the clown-like, almost vulgar makeup. I have never been afraid to be different, Ive always embraced the person I am says Scottee. He certainly has, as he tells us his first shopping trip, at the tender age of 12, resulted in a pair of bright green baggy camouflage
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Dont mention drag

Scottee is reluctant to be pigeonholed, and he certainly doesnt want to be called anything hes not. Terms like performance art (white middle class gay men sitting in a room bleeding) are a strict no-no for someone this unique. I wouldnt even call myself drag. Im Trans I enjoy wearing the clothes of both genders and it doesnt frighten me.

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Its hard being the only tranny in the village

go away with an idea in their head, great, but if not, at least theyve had a good time. Eat Your Heart Out start their tour this month in London, with shows in Bristol, Brighton, Edinburgh, Manchester and Southampton.

Hes a council flat boy done good

One thing that strikes you as you talk to this overbearing, larger-than-life character is his eloquence, and his use of the English language. This is not by accident. Scottee did not have the best start in life: born on a council estate with two alcoholics for parents, he was kicked out of his Roman Catholic school at 14 for having a relationship with a boy. It was then that I made a conscious decision to make something of myself, and speaking eloquently meant more people paid attention to me. This abrupt end to his education has not held him back. I was recently running a class teaching people with a PhD in performance, what performance is. I kept thinking, how does someone with the most working class, grubby background end up teaching performance people whove studied it for seven years? But its a testament to British culture, there are no limitations here.

Hes a patriot
Scottee is a Londoner through and through, but is quick not to belittle the rest of the UKs Trans credentials. The UK is very diverse and forward thinking. But the Trans scene thrives in London purely because of the amount of likeminded people. Its hard being the only tranny in the village, so these people come to London because its a hub. The Trans scene is growing across the UK, but London is its Library. But he doesnt stop there. Scottee is an international artist, collaborating with people from around the world on his solo work, as well as performing across America. And he is always happy to sing Britains praises. I would say that the UK influences America when it comes to Trans culture, not the other way round. Weve got more grit over here. Cities around the country have gone through a lot, with lots of economic changes. America has had a certain amount of stability. If you look at New York, its a very safe space to be homosexual or Trans, whereas here there are challenges every day. Well said Scottee, and lets here it for trannys up and down the country, keep flying that flag!
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very year around 800,000 lesbians, gays, drag queens, transsexuals and any other diverse creature you can think of all make their way to London town, for the Gay Pride festival. Glittered torsos, fetish boots and leather thongs all meet on Regents Street every summer and gyrate to the infectious high energy rhythm of the festival. But organisers of the festival are in a bit more of a pickle this year, what should be more important, the party or the message? Its a far cry from 1969, when the gay regulars of a New York club became so fed up with homosexual harassment that they formed a revolt against the New York police force. The Stonewall Riots were seen as the birth of liberation for homosexuals, and they fought for a worthy cause to be accepted. Gay marches were seen as the front line of the fight against inequality, with streets being closed off and people being arrested until their message was heard. London Pride is actually to commemorate the riots of the 60s, and to pay homage to those who quite literally died (Harvey Milk, the first openly gay politician to be elected to public office for California, was tragically assassinated in 1978) for gays to be free. But beneath the euro pop and muscles would anyone really know the politics of it all? In 2009 not a sausage was mentioned at Pride about the Stonewall Riots, not even on its 40th birthday. Instead, festival organisers decided to go ahead with the more hedonistic theme of Come and Play. As you can imagine, the gay community was well and truly pissed off. Samuel Reynolds, 53, an avid member of the Lesbian, Gay, and Bisexual and Transgender (LGBT) human rights group damned the 2009 slogan. I mean its ridiculous, everyone is there to have a good time and to have a party. Its terrible that that was all they (London Pride) wanted to focus on. I think its disgusting that there was no mention of the riots whatsoever. Sam wasnt the only one who got upset; there was a public outcry, with thousands complaining to Pride. Of course, the message was heard. 2010 London Pride had quite a different mantra, Pride and (No) Prejudice. This year was not so much a piss-up but all about the politics. With this ethos in mind, the feel of the festival was distinctly different. The flamboyancy was quietened like a mother telling her teenage brat to keep the Dubstep down.

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With Gay Pride fast approaching us, the organisers of this years event have a difficult decision to make
There was a military style march that took place on Trafalgar Square, with the place was teaming with Protesting for Pride and love knows no gender banners. John Steeply, 23, a member of the LGBT attended last years parade. It was still (London) Pride obviously, but it just wasnt as fun. I know there is a reason behind it, but people travel far to come and enjoy themselves for the day. It was too outdated. Is this the death of front line gay campaigning? Is it outdated? I mean, it will no longer quench the thirst for die hard equality campaigners, the moment is over. Television shows, clothes, music and anything else involving modern culture is behind gay people. Homosexuality is not merely being accepted. Its being celebrated. So who are they going to preach to now, when everyone is already converted? Director of the UK Lesbian and Gay Immigration Group, Anita De Jong said in an interview in 2009: Pride should be providing more of a political space in line with its history, which is about visibility being a political statement in itself. The whole Pride issue is not just about celebrating our identity but about making a political statement about our identity and addressing injustices. Mixing the celebration with the information this year truly will be a struggle, but will have to be done. Of course, Pride should be fun. Its a chance for people to come together, have a dance and a drink and dress up in bad fancy dress costumes. Music and colour come together in the delicious vibrancy that is pride, and everyone should have the right to party. Samuel Reynolds said There (London Pride organisers) are going to have to show everyone this year what its all about, and what people had to lose to gain the right to be the way we are. I dont want it to be boring, no one wants it to be boring; we just want to be taken a bit more seriously. It is true, how seriously can you take a juiced up muscle man in a pink tutu wearing a popes hat on his head? With Pride approaching us in July with even bigger crowds expected then last year, Pride has got a hell of a lot to live up to. It is going to need to rethink what its all about. All I ask of you is to keep the message and the march for everyone to see, but please dont let go of the unique magic that makes Pride so special.

Last year was not so much of a piss-up but all about the politics

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aula stands out from the crowd, which is certainly an accolade in a room full of transvestites. A builder by day and a diva by night, this statuesque blonde oozes confidence and pride. Paula explains her journey into fabulousness. My wife came home from work one day and said; you know what? Weve only got 10,000 days to live. So we sat down and said, right lets do something, she says in her husky Manc accent. I asked her what she wanted to do. So she told me shes always wanted her own horse. She then asked me what Ive always wanted. So I said: I want to go down Manchester dressed as a woman. I just came out with it like that. Then to my surprise she said, well we better go get you some clothes then. Thats how it started; she helped me put some make-up on and found some clothes and on 27th September 2006 I walked down the streets of Manchester for the first time in full drag. This gorgeous blonde is a rarity in the transgender world. With a wife backing her all the way, she recognises her luck. I know of men who have been doing this all their lives but havent told a soul. I realise its rare to be in my position. Deciding she was ready to take the plunge, Paula debuted her new look at The Manchester Concord,a transvestite social club. I knew it would be the safest place to start. I thought it was a great place and have been in every Wednesday bar two since that date. Ive always appreciated it as coming out is such a hard thing to do. When asked about her first girly outfit, such a chavvy little thing! Paula squirms with a dont-go-there look. I bought this nasty outfit and a cheap thirty pound wig, which was probably horrible and I didnt know anything about jewellery. I had my blokes watch and ring on; I noticed that no one else had made this mistake so that shot the night up In her short, figure hugging dress, its clear that Paulas style has developed into all out sex appeal. Ive realised I do go over the top as
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I had to find my feminine side

Ive had to find my feminine side. Its something Ive got to prove all the time which is hard. Now totally out of the closet, Paula is turning heads in Manchester, but for the right reasons. Ive actually found that nobody bothers. If I walk into a restaurant, yes people might look, but its not a rude stare, more one of interest. Paula says shes happy in her own skin. I am totally out and proud. I eat in every restaurant in Manchester in head- to- toe drag. Ill even walk down the Arndale centre like this, i dont get embarassed because im a secure person. Proving shes no shrinking violet, Paula also decided to make an impression at Aintree racecourse last April. I wore a catwalk collection pink A-symmetrical dress, it was up to my knicker line on one side, she says with pride. But she got even more attention than expected when a photo of Paula was featured in Janet Street Porters Daily Mail column Girls up north are great, but why do they dress like Lily Savage? She was, of course making a remark that us northern girls look like queens, but the article genuinely mistook me for a woman, Paula squeels with delight. And it didnt go unnoticed at the Concord meeting either, causing a flurry of gossip and a proud photo on the groups website. Paula responded to the article by writing a message to the Daily Mail, explaining that Janet Street Porter should do more research, as the woman she was slagging off, was in fact, a man. I go to Aintree to get looked at. I go to get photographed. And thats all that happens all day, click, click, click. Its just even more of a bonus to appear in a newspaper. Its refreshing to see a transvestite so openly embracing her femininity and so proud of who she is. This is me and Im happy to be me, says Paula, her head held high.

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I love it when p mistake me for

It takes around two and half hours for Collagen Westwood to get ready for a drag show. Getting ready is the best part. Everything needs to be perfect for a show, she says. I live for perfection.

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he huge peroxide wig, the lavish slap and stripper heels all come together to create an undeniable, impeccable drag queen. But take a closer look, not everything about Collagen is how it seems. Her eye watering enormous bust, her Barbie Doll waist and her delicate frame all point a polished fingernail to Collagen hiding a secret. With not an Adams apple or a compromising bulge in sight, Collagen Westwood is in fact Michelle Dowling. Ive never been what you would call normal. The 21 year old tells me in her thick West Country accent. When I was younger everyone else loved the Spice Girls or Britney, I was in love with Pete Burns. Michelle grew up in a rural village outside of Bristol with her Mum and step-Dad, watching Cher music videos and experimenting with makeup. At the age of 18 she left the remoteness of Bristol and headed for the drug and punk fuelled streets of Camden. I have always been in love with the place, you can be anyone or anything in Camden and no one cares. Its full of crazy people, its my true home. It was here where she found others like her, people who relished in the idea of extreme and want nothing more than to be considered different. Collagen is undeniably shameless about her fixation with vanity. Its an idea that spits in the ugly face of the beauty is from the inside mantra, and is all about the outside. It was here where Collagen Westwood was born, a queen who is a fusion of colours, idols and a sickening obsession with Plastic Surgery. An obsession which has left unemployed Michelle 5,000 out of pocket. Her main obsession is with her lips, which are ludicrously big and coated with gloss. I love Pete (Burns) so much to the point where I want to be him. He is beautiful; he looks like a Bratz Doll which is what I eventually want to be. I just want to be plastic. I cant wait to get some ribs removed so i can wear smaller corsets. But why become a Drag Queen? Anyone of any gender can have admiration for Boy George or Pete Burns, but why take it there? Ive always loved the music the makeup and the glamour of it all. So i thought why the hell not? I absolutely love lip synching and Im confident so why shouldnt I do it? I get a feeling Collagen has had to gain this defensiveness to deal with it. Starting out as a fresh queen is hard enough, but not actually being a man is probably much harder, after all, Drag is notoriously known for its cut

throat bitching. Yeah it was really tough for me at first; people were not that nice to me. I used to get a lot of shit off regular queens in the clubs, and a lot of the gays too. But once they saw that I could do my make-up just as well and sing just as well as them they wanted to become my friend. A lot of them were actually fascinated with me. And they werent the only ones who were fascinated with Collagen. Since she came out on the Drag scene in 2008, Collagen has managed to perform at G-A-Y nightclub in London, and at the Bizarre festival. She has also had the chance to perform in front of her super idol, Pete Burns. That was the most amazing day of my life. Collagen gushes, It was fantastic to actually see him in person. I had been practising Dead or Alive routines in my bedroom since i was young. He looked beautiful, his lips were so big and he was wearing his Gorilla fur coat. Its difficult to imagine Pete Burns as being beautiful, but the way collaged speaks about him youd think he was the most attractive man on planet Drag. Although shes had a little bit of media attention, the world that glitters hasnt been quite so lucrative for Collagen. I love nice things, expensive things and designer things. My eyes cant help but wander down to her right arm, which has the huge Vivienne Westwood Orb logo tattooed right across it. She catches me looking, I had that done when I was 18, before fucking everyone else started liking her. Collagen has now managed to stack up an enormous debt of 10,000 pounds, all spent on her surgery. Apart from her lips, shes also had her nose done. I think I suffer from Body Dismorphia, not a lot, just a bit. Unemployed and verging on homeless the dollar hasnt been rolling in for a female drag queen. Ive got no job, and I cant be a full time Drag Queen, so Ive started doing my Cher impersonations again. Michelle used to sing Cher songs in her local pub in her village when she was a kid, with her particular favourite being the classic If I could turn back time. The expenses of London have gotten too much, and Collagen has had to pull the sequined plug on her London dream of being a drag superstar. Things have been hard for me, but I really do think there will be room for a female Drag Queen one day; just watch me. And with that, Collagen is to go on stage in London for the final time.

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Move over Simon Cowell, the Queen of Reality TV has arrived

Welcome to
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RuPauls Drag Race

A reality television show with a twist
liberating. Its made Drag look like a joke. Fair enough it is meant to be enjoyable, but its made everything about it seem so tacky. Drag artist Trixie Bella from Manchester said. Apart from some queens getting upset, America has kicked up a good ol fuss over the show, with Entertainment Weekly labelling it as tawdry and the glamorisation of people with no real talent. Social Psychologist Megan Anderton, from Sheffield University explained why it has caused controversy. As children we are socially trained to form gender patterns in our mind about males and females. Men wear mens clothes and women wear womens clothes. When we see this role reversal, it often leaves a disturbance in our mind which we then socially form as perversion. With drag queens now being depicted as entertainment, our mind gets confused between what we find enjoyable, and to what we have been socially trained to believe as wrong. As its Drag show, its controversial in the sense that it is linked to homosexuality. Although generations are more accepting now, homosexuality is still looked on as unnatural by some people. The fact of the matter is, that it is seen as bit too gay for a mainstream audience, but the show has managed to claw its acrylic nails to having a cult status title. But its not always fun and games. Beneath the eyelash glue and Diana Ross fishtail dresses, it has shown a much darker side. Contestant Ongina won a competition to design a campaign with MAC make-up , with all the profit going to HIV research. Ongina completely broke down, admitting to the other contestants and the rest of the world that he was HIV positive. I just wanted to say, and Ive always been so afraid to say it, that Ive been living with HIV for the last two years of my life, and this means so much to me. I didnt want to say it on national TV because my parents dont know. Oh my God. A genuine sympathy was felt by the other queens and the public watching. The Simon Cowell creation of a sob story had gained a true identity. The support for Ongina was overwhelming. It had appeared that the tiny Chinese man had turned over a new generation to the dark side, the show had got its X factor, quite literally. Since the revelation of Onginas disease, the show has found its voice. The eclectic mix of music, drama and talent has given it its edge. The girls may have desperation in their eyes, but there Queen of Queens is behind them, uttering her immortal mantra and remember girls, dont fuck it up.

he stage is deadly silent, the two queens step forward. Side by side they both look up from their heavily glittered eyelids with sheer desperation in their eyes. The 6ft 7 inch reigning queen steps out of her gold throne. Her platinum wig bounces on her shoulders as she turns to look at the pair standing before her drag court. And with her piercing gaze she shouts: And now, you must both lip-synch... FOR YOUR LIFE. The light escapes the stage and the music begins... As far as reality television shows go, RuPauls drag race has all the necessary ingredients. Agonising pauses, unnecessary crying and pantomime like villains, heroes and underdogs all play out in the show like any other successful reality series. The show has caused quite a bit of a stir across the pond, and over here too. But has it benefited drag? And why has it caused such controversy? The razor-blade wit, the china doll make-up and costumes so deliciously ostentatious that they make Lady Gaga look like a wall-flower but to name a few reasons. The show is totally devoted to all things drag, and is a competition to find Americas next Drag Superstar. Its headed by the notorious queen of Drag herself RuPaul, who first sashayed onto the New York City gay scene in the early 90s. She soon rose to become one of the most recognised drag queens in history, using her powerful combination of spectacular costumes, shamelessness and genuine musical talent. Her career has gone from strength to strength, collaborating with Elton John on a cover of Dont go breaking my heart, as well as co-hosting the Brits with Elton in 1993. She has also been the first drag queen to become a supermodel, after signing an exclusive contract with MAC cosmetics and has had her own TV chat show to boot. So yes, this queen knows a thing or two about being at the top of your game. Tell Tyra Banks that the Queen has returned, and while youre at it have Heidi Klum clear the runway. Im going to pump some realness into reality. To be a winner on this show the contestants need to be a fashion designer, an American Idol, and a top model all rolled up into one. And they definitely have to be smarter than a fifth grader. The series whittles down 12 wannabe queens to one superstar queen through a number of challenges often involving singing, acting, costume designing and a hell of a lot of bitching. Its rife with sexual innuendos and suggestive acronyms charisma, uniqueness, nerve and talent. Of course, not everyone has found the show quite as
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To be a winner on this show the contestants need to be a fashion designer, an American Idol, and a top model all rolled up into one

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Eric Garthwaite, 62, has been crossdressing all his life. He is happily married to his wife Naomi. But it hasnt always been this way for Eric.
ome on dear, were going to be late said Naomi. We were getting ready for our fifth wedding anniversary celebrations, and my wife was panicking as usual. Naomi and I have only been married five years, but have been together for over a quarter of a century. Every day I think how lucky I am to have someone who puts up with my awful timekeeping, my hours of getting ready, and, of course, my crossdressing. It wasnt always like this. Ive been married before. My first wife, Rita, struggled to cope with my crossdressing. I first met Rita at university in Warwick in the late 1960s. People remember the 60s as a time for change, for experimenting with who you were. Not for me. Even at university, when everyone around me was exploring their sexuality, when people were free to be whoever they wanted to be, I couldnt bring myself to step out in front of my friends as a woman. And that included Rita. After months of being friends, Rita and I started dating. It felt right, and as we grew closer and closer,
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I decided to tell her about my cross-dressing. Looking back, I still cant believe how supportive she was at first, considering what she was like by the end of our relationship. After we finished university, we stayed in Warwick together and got married two years later. It was a happy time, and I grew in confidence with my crossdressing. But as soon as we got married, Rita started to change. The more confidence I got to dress up, the more Rita hated me doing it. Youre not wearing that fucking dress again are you? she would say. Or, I thought once we were married this little perversion would stop. I started to realise that Rita saw my cross-dressing as some kind of sexual fetish, and not as just part of who I was. She even used to call me a pervert. Shed never allow friends round to our house in case I was dressed up, and she refused to go anywhere with me if I wore even the slightest bit of make-up. After three years we divorced, and I was back to

Eric and Naomi have been together for 27 years

square one in terms of my confidence. When Rita and I separated I was forced to tell my family about my cross-dressing, as a reason for the breakdown of our marriage. I knew they would never understand, especially my father, and I was right. My father, a working class, evangelical Christian could not forgive me on both counts: getting

I felt like I was 18 again, a naughty teenager with a guilty secret

divorced, and dressing as a woman. He hardly spoke to me again for the rest of his life. I felt like I was 18 again. A naughty teenager with a guilty secret. But as the years went by, I learned to feel good about myself again, and started going out dressed up more and more. It was then that I met Naomi, the love of my life. We had mutual friends, and met at an art exhibition in 1984. We started dating

almost straight away, and moved in together after just a year.Of course, Naomi knew about my crossdressing right from the start. But unlike Rita (and other women in between), she was fascinated by it, rather than sceptical. After years of misunderstanding and judgement, she was a breath of fresh air in my life. OK, Im ready I shout down the stairs to Naomi. After plenty of deliberation over eveing gowns and pleated skirts, Ive settled on my smartest suit for our anniversary dinner, with just a hint of make-up. You look lovely Naomi tells me, giving me a kiss on the cheek. We leave the house hand in hand, as happy and comfortable now as we were in 1984.

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Got a problem? Your resident dragony aunt is here to help. All you need to do is

Advice

ASK VIXEN
Negative response
My friends and family have found out that I am a transvestite, and Ive had a mixed bag of responses. The negative responses have come from family. I really dont want to change. What should I do? James, 25, Scotland

Vixen says: The first thing to say is that the hardest part is over, and

you should congratulate yourself for coming out to your family and friends, its not an easy thing to do! Try and explain to them why you like to live this lifestyle, that its part of who you are, and that its not something you can or are willing to give up. In my experience people are not always as narrow minded as we first think. When I came out of the tranny closet I found that if you show confidence and hold your head up high people are a lot more accepting of your lifestyle. So hold your head up high, and never be ashamed of who you are.

High heel conundrum

I have size 10 feet and struggle finding high heels to fit. Is there anywhere I can go or any online sites which cater for cross-dressers, so I can look and feel like the women I admire so much walking round my local high street? Simon, 38, Leeds

Vixen says: Yes there are some websites that can cater for your

needs. There seems to be a growing number of internet sites popping up especially for this market. There is a brand called Pleaser who are the main supplier for shoes for bigger sizes. You can also try bananashoes.co.uk and sexyshoes.co.uk. What heel height you go for is down to a personal preference but, as always, practice practice practice, you dont want to be walking like a man in heels! Remember to break your feet in first if needed as there are different fittings depending on the supplier. Good Luck!

Meet Vixen
Meet Vixen Mynx, the UKs answer to Rupaul. Vixen is a funky, modern drag queen from Rotherham. She has been cross-dressing for as long as she can remember, and became a drag artist eight years ago. She has performed all over the North of England, and now runs an internet support group for first time T-girls. In her spare time Vixen also works as a support worker, mentoring the LGBT community in her area. So whether youre a first timer worried about stepping out dressed up, or an old hand that needs some new shoes at a low price, Vixen is here to help!
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Am I normal?
I am a straight male and recently find myself admiring womens clothing and heels. Is this normal? Sam, 24, Birmingham

Vixen says: What is NORMAL? There are plenty of guys out

there that I believe secretly enjoy wearing womens clothing and heels. So yes you are normal, and more of a man if you have the guts to admit your feelings for ladies clothing. Dont suppress your feelings as the urges will only grow, as is normally the case with a lot of cross-dressers/ transvestites. Your story reminds me of myself. I went through the same feelings of loving women in sexy high heels, to wanting a pair for myself. My advice to you is to embrace this new side of you and research specialist shops on google for cross-dressers. The best thing to do is try before you buy, if youve got the courage. Sex shops are normally a good place to start as they usually have quite open minded staff.

Got a question for Vixen? Email vixen@alterego.co.uk

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SHOWS Its theatre Darling
After a colourful nine years performing alongside Jonathan Ross the perky poofs are back. Their brand new show is said to be bigger and better, full of comedy, audience interaction and flamboyancy. The boys are currently preparing for their summer performances through Edinburgh Fringe Festival and Glastonbury. If you are a

Four Poofs and a Piano

woody, raw, a democratic Jonathan Ross fan, gay, straight, or just completely nuts then get yourself down to the Cabaret tent at Glastonbury Festival on the 24th and 25th of June. As well as the festivals, the boys are also lined up for a three week show at Charing Cross Theatre, starting on the 26th of September. Its bound to sell out, so get tickets while you can!

Priscilla Queen of the Desert

Those who like their musicals tasteful, subtle, and dull should give this wildly entertaining import from Australia a wide berth. Ten times more enjoyable than the screen version, the opening moments see three exotically costumed divas descend on wires from the flies. The mirror ball flashes round the house, while the audience is belted with music and sprayed with confetti. The word filthy is inadequate. But the one-liners and snide put-downs are also wonderfully funny. The story is simply told. Three Sydney drag artistes travel across the outback in a bus they call Priscilla. They encounter hostile locals, a friendly mechanic, and bitch, moan, and rehearse their lipsynching and dance routines to a glorious end. It is hugely touching as well as entertaining.

Meow Meow
Currently appearing in The Umbrellas of Cherbourg, the singing star of La Clique, Meow Meow, makes her long-awaited West End solo at the Apollo Theatre. Following her sell-out season at the Soho Theatre, the crowd-surfing queen of song is back. Her debut show is a mix of her unique brand of kamikaze cabaret, combined with obsessive love songs, 1930s Shanghai show tunes, 60s French pop, and, of course, Dolly Parton! Even Radiohead get the Meow Meow makeover. There are some old tricks and gorgeous cabaret ditties aided and abetted by musical director Lance Horne. Meow Meow never disappoints, and this is sure to be a fabulous night out. Fans will have to be quick though, Meow Meow is only performing her debut show for three nights, from the 23rd to the 25th of June. She is sure to be popular, so what are you waiting for?

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Review
The old and the new thats tickling our taste buds this month

DVDS Because going out is such a drag

Paris is Burning
In Jeannie Livingstons celebrated snapshot of the New York drag-ball scene, such terms as beauty and reality become loose mercury. The fashion obsessed New Yorkers who created vogueing and drag balls celebrate the powerful expression of personal pride. Set in the late 80s, this documentry beautifully portrays the lives of the American black gay men in urban communites, watching thier lives of high fashion, stature and wealth become an affirmation of love through thier struggle to be normal in society. An absolute classic that weve seen a dozen times. Its the last word on 80s drag fashion, well worth a look.

Boys Dont Cry

The heartbreaking story of Teena Brandon, a young woman with a sexual identity crisis. She wants to be a man but cannot afford an operation. Not content to live as a woman and definitely not comfortable as a lesbian, she becomes a transvestite par excellence. Teena Brandon, at that point, becomes Brandon Teena. He falls in well in the town of Falls City, Nebraska, and even gets to the point where he finds himself in a relationship with Lana. However, Brandon faces trouble from Lanas previous boyfriend, the psychopathic John. Brandons trouble goes from bad to downright terrible when Brandon, through failure to appear at a court summons is arrested and her true gender is revealed. A real tear-jerker, keep a box of tissues handy.

Lady GAGA
One of the most anticipated albums of the year, Gaga has kept to her word and not let us down. She has put everything into this album, and you can hear her blood, sweat and tears on every track. The album starts off slowly with Marry The Night, a beautiful ballad, full of heartache and soul. We then move into

MUSIC Turn it up
a cocktail of poppy electro rhythm. Tunes like the hit single Born This Way and the jumpy Americano will have even the most conservative listener up on their feet. Born This Way is a fun, feel good album. Wed even go so far as saying it tops her first, and thats saying something. Move over Madonna, pop has a new queen!

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DJ JODIE

HARSH
odie Harshs Friday club night, Circus has become legendary as one of the hottest nights in London. Through the doors it has seen former guest DJs including Ladyhawke, Kissy Sellout, Roisin Murphy, Friendly Fires, Amy Winehouse and Peaches. Jodie was also the host of the aftershow party for the Peaches concert at the Royal Festival Hall as part of the Ether Festival and throws sporadic pool parties on the roof of Shoreditch House with performance artist friend Jonny Woo. The 23 year old over the
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Jodie Harsh is Londons answer to GAGA. The hit icon in hot pink lipstick is without a doubt the most striking DJ to hit the Capital this Century. DJ, dancer, diva - she is undoubtedly the reining Queen supreme of international nightlife.

last few years has made a popular name for herslef in the fashion and showbiz industry. She has been found spinning records at Week parties, showbiz bashes and clubs around the UK, America and Europe. Jodies house and electro sets have taken the DJ to New York, Milan, Russia and Ibiza, and she is now a resident DJ for Manumission, after embarking on a world tour with them this summer. Harsh has been known to collaberate her hot electro djing with some of the biggest names in music-from Swedish House

Mafia at Pacha in Ibiza, to Pete Tong on Radio 1. She has also been seen to play at big festivals as the likes of Glastonbury and Gatecrasher Clubs. Circus is touring the UK as we speak. This year shes got bigger and better things planned. Shell be guest starring at Sheffields leading alternative club night Revolution, as she launches her new Circus tour. Shes then off on the road, playing

some of this summers hottest electro beats. So keep an eye out for this outspoken, dragtastic diva, coming to a funky club night near you!

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