CAEPAHA flE J IA OCKAPA flABHHA

K BH rA ABAHAECTA

Ilpupegwta
PoKcaHfla E>eryin

H 3A A BA BH
n P O C B E T A — E E O rP A fl
C BJETJIO CT — CAPAJEBO
 OCKAP AABHHO

IJP H O H A B E JIO

EEOrPAfl 1969
n P E flro B O P
 lip e n eto turo com xpeuyo, mhozu cy mu caeeroecuiu
da npoHuraM A^pincy1. Aau , cxeaxuhere — od ohux com
Koje n y m a zpo3nutpi ouecnocoGAyje 3a mhozo uitouito.
M ehy octoaum u 3a nuratbe.
IIo noepaTKy, norpaotcuo com npenopyneny xw uzy,
oreopuo je nacyMi^e u nponurao:
»Hacnotben na npo3op Kase, nocMarpao com . . .«
Upodyoicuo com. Onuc je GpuAaHTan: pyMeno neGo,
rponcKu oGAaipx, cytm ee 30A03aK, u3A03ax. Ja Huuiva
HucaM dooicueeo toko uH eem ueno ceeoice, cpnano Mauiro-
euro, noMano Tyoicno, noMcuio onaj ho, jednoM penu Taico
noercKU Aeno xa xo je to ayrop pexao.
Mcrima, HU.H>eHiii\a je da nujedna atppunxa K03a
neMa npo3opa.
To je HUhbenuiia.
Ona He yxA a n a Moj umpepuopu30M y odnocy na
KOAeze Koju cy, n y ry jy h u nexad, ocehaAu ce6e v:ao 3eMA>a
uito ce ocehaAa y flroAOMejeeoM ezot\empuHHOM, napdon!
zeot{eHTpuHHOM cucreMy.
Aanac hu Tazaptm, hu Turoe, hu Tach, hu TUenepd,
nocAe nyra y ceeMup, He cMarpajy yxycnuM da hoc ez3u-
6 ui(uohuctuhku oGaeemraeajy o npujam uM ceo jim edun-
KOMYUieKCHUM cHoeuMa u HeeoAaMa c KOHcrunatfujoM, xaxo
je to huhuo ayrop A^jprnce <J>aHTOMa. Ohu, nacynpor MuuieA
Aeupucy1, unax K03yjy cee uito od doxcueAenoz Mooice
UMOTU um ep eca 3a n a yxy xo ja naauupa npodope y Gecxpaj.
AcrpoHayru udy u dajbe. H3Aa3e y cycpeT pad03H0A0cru
npedcraenuxa uiTOMne. K oja je npe xAadnopaToecxu onpe-
deAena nezoAu Haynno.
n a unax, HUH>eHui{a je da xa3e neMajy npo3opa.
1 Pacnto TleipoBHh: Atpputca.
* Michel Leiris: Afrique fantdme.

7
 He lc a x c e M t o U 3 c u T H u n a e o c r u .
H a x o u x n e M a jy , n p e u n o M e n y x u n y x o n u c c a n y e a o je ,
u n o c / ie H e x e p x e e ic a , e p n o m h o z o d o x y M e m a p H u x a n e
c o m o K h b ia ic e e H u x e p e d n o c x u . H j a c o m 3 a e o n e o r y x n > u z y
n e u i t o c e T a ic o m h o z o 6 a e u n e j3 a o ic u M a , n e G o M , o 6 u H a ju M a
u o n a c H o c r u M a , n e z o t u r o , o d p e h e n a tb U M a , u n a ic , m o k c u -
m oaho dapoeuro u r u ie M e n u T O , c a o n u i x a e a c e o j c y x c e n u
c u r y a tfu o H U n p o c r o p . K n u x c e e H O e e n a n .
A p y i a . j e 3 o n a n p u e y x A a M o j y n a o ic H > y n a t o m n y T y .
He ja, ne A u r e p a T y p a no ce5n. Ja c o m x x e o da u c n p u n o M
u n a c o m e u d e o y A z p p u tp z y K o j o j M e jb y d o o tc d e p u H tic y
c a x c e a x a n u u n p o z y r a n u x y n o 3 a z /ie d a H U y t m d u z o o x e a n a
u neG a.
He u i T O t u x u H d u z o - 6 o j a H e M a y o G u A > y . H H e i u t o
K a3e n e M a jy n p o 3 o p a .
H u tb e H tm a j e d a 6 o p 6 a 3 a e M a m iu n a ip ijy A z p p u x e n u j e
U M O J ia u i a H c e 3 a y c n e x , h u c a e e 3 n u x e y n e e o j b u n p e h o
u it o c e e c r A tfip u ic o H a ifa n u j e c r a ji a d a n p e n a M a 6 e n y 6 o j y
6 e A i{ a u a M p a x y A x p a m a , n p n o — xo ao w l, euoA em o —
M u c u o n a p a , e u o A e m n o — H e o K O A o n u ja A u c r e , p e 3 e d a — a u -
6 e p a jia u n p e e n o — c o i^ u jc u iu c x a .
To p a 3 A a z a H > e 6 0 j e G e A a t f a — ( p e n o M e u j e c a c e u M h o b .
Tex j e 15 z o d u n a n p o u u i o o d n a c a 1c a d j e n a T n e A c p p u x e
c ra rA a noA H T m ca u x a d c e je d n a d o x a e b a H H c ro p H jCKa
ceecr c x a n a da n p e n o 3 H a j e y n p o u u i o c x u , y c a e p e M e n o c r u
c e e x a u y n a d a jn a , 6 y d y h H o c x u . Y x a x e o M n a c y m u c a u m
d a j e H y o tm o d a n A a e e , c u e e , 3 e A e n e , c M e b e u u p n e o h u
G eA ux nocM axpaH a A cp p u xe, n p u ep e M e n o G ap a x o n e xo -
h o h h o , o x p e n y A e h a e e A U H a n c re e H O M tp o A X A o p y , e z 3 0 T u tp i
U O C T O A U M p 0 3 A U H U T 0 C T U M a U IT O C y U X d O T A e 3 0 H U M 0 A e .
3a dea M e c e n a , x o a u x o c o m npoeeo y 3anadnoj
A xppunu, u nocAe, 3 a 37 dana, x o a u x o c o m nucao oey x h >u -
oxuny, ja c o m cey ceojy naxcrby ycpedcpeduo c o m o ua o h o
y aicryeAHOcru t o z xoKcuneHxa u i t o m u ce h u h u a o 6peMe-
h u t o Gydyknouihy.

H u c o m t o y n u n u o i u t o n o T t{ e H ,y je M n p o u i A o c x , x a x o
G u m u t o m o z a u d a n p e G a n e A > y G u x e A ,u o M e h e n o z , M U A e -
n u ju M a x p e n u p a H U d a n a G y d y h n o c r G a v p ijy u c x / b y n u e o
n p o d o p n e 3 a z p o 6 n e n o z jie d e u a u d a n a w y z jie d a jy x a o n a
u ix e d n y xu u zcu n y y c m u iy G eA e n a p e 3 a n p n o z cp u h y .
Ja x a x o H e Z A e d a M n a x e c r e a p u . H n e z o e o p u M o 6 y d y h -
h o c tu da G u x h> om , x a o oxeapaneM xoH 3epeu, oxeapao
A U M enxe c n p o m a c ru M n e x p a w b u e u M e u u ie M U T o ew m , 6 u a o
da ce x p u c r a A u u iy 0x 0 M oxuea p a jc x o z uau naxnenoz
H aceA > a. H y A t p p u i f u U M a o c o m n p u a u x e d a c p e h e M A > yde
3a x o je je ocehan> e G y d y h n o c x u c a c x a e n u d e o ca M o n o m xo -
earba u je d n e A ynudne odzoeopnocru, x o jy M UCAe d a ,
oxueehu, cnoce n ped d p y z u M a . CeojoM a x r u e n o u i h y o h u

8
xohe da O A x n c u i a j y o i c u b o t H e p o h e m i M a . C e o j o M d e / i a r H o u i h y
ohu oicene d a ycnocraee Creneue nopodum e c a u h h o c t u
u3Mehy ceojux cnoea u nuxoee ceaKodueeutfe, ceojux
otce/ba u peaaHocvu u i t o he jednoz dana 6utu dan ceux
oicueux.
A k o je oea KH>uoicutfa cea OKpeuyra TeicyheM y t o m
jednoM axppuHKOM TpenyTtcy y rpeny npoAcatcetba, MopaM
npu3tMTu da je t o naMepno. Hucau xreo da nponycruM
da ne cfruKCupaM, Maicap u oenaui, o h o u i t o je, y nacy
crynana acppuHKOz Hoeetca Kao cyGjetcva na caepeMeny
ct^eny ucropuje, jedan Eeponejaq 6e3 npedpacyda npeu
nyr dooicueeo. V daruM ycnoeuMa, caMOceecr AjppuKOHvpi
jaejba ce Kao nezoea coAudapnocr ca npozpecuenuM noxpe-
Ttma y ceery, a Ta coAudapnocr — Kao U3pa3 o h o z u i t o
My ne oreapa o h u 3a pa3Auxe Mehy A>yduMa, uezo 3a c a u h -
h o c t u . H , ynpaeo t o u i t o Te c a u h h o c t u ne Aune yee k na
oho u it o ce HOMa h u h u 3ajednuHKUM cadpjtcaTejbeM Jbyd-
c k o c t u , t o m u je u noTephusoAO da cy a ene u cAoSodne
ohu AfppuKanav^a eeh oTeopene 3a dpyzapcreo, 3a npozpec,
3a nay icy, 3a pad, 3a cee u i t o OHoeenyje, u i t o je onoeeHUAO
u u i t o he oHoeeHuearu.
 I

IJP H O H A E E JIO
1

<b
 1
E H B i n H E E A A It

EecMHCAeHO j e , aAH n r r a M ory, c t h a Me. HapoA

k o m n p n n aA aM h K A aca n n j n caM c h h H n cy m ncaA
MopHAH, p o 6 h a h , yS njaA H . CxoAe&HMa cm o caMH
po6oB aA H . Aa, aAH j a caM 6 e o , t o j e CBe x h to n p o -
Aa3HHijH BHAe. K aA 6 h x H a p e B e p y M o rao A a h o c h m
caaceT y H C T opnjy CBoje 3eMA>e! A a h 94 o a c t o j e Ty
HenHCMeHO.. IIocAeAHHa KyATypHe noAHTHKe k o a o -
H HjaA aiia! O cTaA a 6 h 3 a B e h n try T ajH a OAaKAe caM.
3a h»hx H3rAeAaM K ao »I>paHny3, EHTAe3, E eA rn jaH aij,
IIo p T y ra A a ii, E y p , cerperaupnoHHCTa h AHBraep H3
A h t a P oK a. A cpaM OTa Me o a noMHCAH Aa y oHHMa
jeA H or caMO AcfjpHKaHija M ory 6 h t h H3jeAHaneH
c oHHMa, TaKBHMa. K aA 6 h x M o rao A a npoMeHHM 6 o jy
K oace, yHHHHO 6 h x t o 6 e 3 o K A eB aaa. I I o a th m cyH-
HeM 6 o j a m o t A n n a 6 o j a j e c b h x HenpaBAH h c b h x
c y p o B o c r a K o je c y A>yAH o b o t KOHTHHeHTa AoatH-
BeAH, 6 o j a rpaM3HBocTH h ce6HHH>aniTBa, 6 o ja He-
c p e h e h cMpTH, 6 o j a MHCHOHapcKHX A aacn.
H 3 HpKBe HaAHK H a KaMeHH ce4> rpMH a > y th th
TAac 6 eA o r cBeniTeHHKa. P e n n c y H aM eaeH e p p H o j
nacTBH h o H h h x n y B a p a , paAHHKa H a HAaHTaxcaMa
h 6 o je B a KojH K yB ajy, c n p e M a jy CTaHOBe h n e p y
py6A>e naTpoHHM a.
AaKaKO, 6eAHM.
» H e KpaAH r o c n o A a p a A a He 6 h A o n ao naK Aa,
tot cT p an iH o r x a n c a y k o m 6 o a c jn acaH A apn naA e
BeHHe B aTpe h n y n iT a jy OTpoBHe 3MHje H a KpHBite.«

13
 O b o npoin n p eH > e a b k o h c k c CHHajcKe 3anoBecTH
»He KpaAH« npH A arobeH O je , o h h t o , HHTepecHMa
6 n B m e KOAOHHjaAHe b a b c t h h c b c a o h h Aa c e n p o n o -
BeAaoHHpe He nceAe Aa n p a A a ro A e CTBapHOCTH MAa-
A hx a<j>pnHKnx peny6A H K a. MoJKAa H e M ory. He
3H ajy j o m , h i t o He 3HaHH Aa He n o K y m a B a jy . A a h
p a c n e fe a c HerpoHAHHM H cycoM n o K a 3 y jy Aa npHAa-
ro b a B a ite He HAe AaA>e o a 4>° P MaAHCTiraHe OHOMa-
T o n e je h a h MHMHKpHje.
YocTaAOM, HiTa Aa c e n p ir a a . B h b h ih E eA rujcK H
K o h to AaBao j e 90 o a c t o CBeTCKe npoH3BOAH>e HHAy-
C T pnjcK or AHjaMaHTa .H 30 o a c t o ypaH H jyM a. IleTO-
MHAHOHCKa T aH a 3aAOBOA>aBa T p e h ib iy n o T p e S a c b c t-
c k o t TpHtHiHTa y K a n a y . O a rB H H ejcK or SoKCHTa
HeMa S o r a r a j e r aAyMHHHjeM, a H>eH x e n a ra T j e c k o -
p o HHCTa TB03ACHa p y A a. Peny6A H K a MaAH A aje
CBeTy KHKHpHKH, naAMHHo yA>e, a noA3eMA>e j o j j e
nyHO Ha<j>Te . . .
TA ac SeA or CBemTeHHKa nyH j e npeTH>H. » H e
K paA n! H e y 6 n j! « — BHHe n p H o j nacTBH. HeKH c e
o a h >h x o c B p h y . JacH o ! H n c y o h h t h k o jh K paA y
h y 6 n ja jy .

14
 2
JEAHA EHOrPA<DHJA: YIIOPHOCT

YnHTeA) y neH 3H jn, M aM 6y, 3 b s h l i a n a , HMa

6 ah 3 y ceAaMAeceT roAHHa, 36pm caH j e , hah h h o h
cBeiK a o k n p im a :
— M o jn c y c e Bpnra>axni B eh h c c h h a h KaA caM
n o m a o y nncoA y. H 3 caBaH e, rA e caM n a c a o cTOKy,
OABeo Me S p aT y CeH A y j h n ocA e ocaM roAHHa a o -
6 h o caM AHnAOMy acj>pHHKor ynnT eA .a » cnocoS H or
Aa n p e A a je n p H o j A eim eAeMeHTe H H T aita, m ic a ita ,
CAaBHe 4>paHnycKe H C T opnje h n e r a p H panyHCKe
paAH>e«. CAOHaiheTe c e Aa c y h Te panyHCKe paAH>e
TeKOBHHa noBeKOBor A yxa, cA aB H nja o a njeA H e HapH-
OHaAHe H C Topnje, noroTOBO OHe T3B. KOAOHH3axop-
c k h x H apoA a. A o 6 p o . C K opo neA eceT AeTa caM
cAyHc6oBao. H 3y3eB OHa n e r a p n K o ja caM n p o B eo
3aKA>ynaH y S y B a p a h a h y ceo cK o j K33H k o a M ajKe.
3 a n rro ?
H hm caM 3 a B p n m o ocMOAeTKy h n o c T a o ynHTeA>
— n p n n a AaA>e — cAo6oAHe caM n a c o B e n o c B e ra o
H 3ynaBaH .y e T H o rp a ^ n je , a H T p o n o A o ra je h H CTopnje
CBor K p a ja . H a y n H e MHCHje K o je c y KacHHje, He3-
BaHHHHo, y noT pa3H 3a pyA aM a h Ha<j>TOM, KpcTapHAe
CyAaHOM, 3BaHHHHo c y c e 3aHHMaAe h ck a> y h h b o 3a
H am e o S n n a je h B ep o B am a. Y nyHOM He3H an.y o c h o b -
h h x HHH>eHHna, t h c y m h c e A>yAH oSpahaA H h j a
caM hm CTaBA>ao H a p a c n o A a ra m e pe3yATaTe CBojnx
HCTpa3KHBaH>a, O TK piiha, cHCTeM aTH3aimja h oS paA a.
O h h c y n o noB paT K y CBe t o o6jaBA>HBaAH noA c b o -

15
jh m n o n m c o M . M o je m e HHcy h h cnoMHH>aAH. Y n a j-
6oA>eM C A yqajy: »HeKH H pH aii m h j e p e icao . . .«
A a h r o p e o a T o ra naA aA o m h j e h>hxobo HCKpn-
BA>aBaH>e c m h c a h noA aTaica, H 36eraBan>e a o c th h k h x
3aKA>yHaKa, H3BHronepaBaH>e caApJKHHa h 3HaHeH>a
pH TyaA a o KojHMa c y iih c b a h c y n p o r a o o a OHor h i t o
caM hm O M oryhaB ao Aa ca3 H ajy . YBeK Ha rnxeT y
A4>pHKaHapa. YBeK yBpeA&HBo 3 a h>hx. H cnaA aA o j e
HeKaKo Ba3Aa A a cm o aA orcraaH h n p e A o n ra a H CBex,
A a He yMeMo A a m h c a h m o K ao HopMaAHH A>yAH, Aa
cm o AHBA>aim h 6 a p 6 a p n , A>yAOJKAepn h H epaA H m m ,
KOHTeMHAaTHBiiH h BeAHKa A eija, cM pA n6y6e h Heo-
npaHHH, jeAHOM p e n n A>yAH K o jn c y HeAopacAH,
3 z p a n y u u h HeyMHH A>yAH KojHMa h e 3aA yro Tpe6aTH
T y r o p n . npH TOMe HaMeTaAo c e K ao 3aKA>yqaK Aa
t h T y r o p n i p e 6 a A a 6yA y 6 a m H3 3eMA>e H3 K o je j e
h OBa h a h OHa »H aym ia« M H cnja. Y 3 y p n a T o p n ?
M oacA a. Ten, p e n m o caM Aa noAaTKe BHme He AajeM
HHKOMe. B a p He 6e3 H3BecHHx ycAOBa.
Y tom j e H am nA a h 4> paim ycK a M H cnja T pnoA a.
T p e 6 a A o j e 3 a A se roAHHe Aa n p o h e n y r oa A a ic a p a
Ao U n S y T H ja. IIo3BaH A a h m noM oraeM , oa 6 h o caM.
3 a n p e h e H o m h je . O cT ao caM ir p n cbom . H 3 6 an eH
caM c n o cA a h y x a m n e H . OAAexcao ocaM M eceim 6e3
c a c A y m a m a h n p e c y A e . 3 a CBe BpeM e x a n c e , jeAaH
cthx K o jn j e H 3 roB opno TaA, y BpeM e n p e r o B a p a a a ,
jeA aH HAaH M H cnje, 3 a K or caM HaKHaAHo n y o Aa j e
necHHK, 6 h o c e yKOBao y M ojy rA aB y: »H pB eH a tah -
H a j e nonH A a 6eA y BpcTy«.
B p cT y A>yAH! — n p o T y M am io caM n o p y K y tot
CTHx a . IIpH 3H ajeM , o c e x n o caM c n p B a 3aAOBOA>cTBO.
H T p e S a A a HecTaHe c a 3eMA>e Ta BpcTa 6eAHX
HeA>yAH.
A a h M oje c e 3aAOBOA>cTBo K a c m ije npeTBopHAo
y cT p ax . 3 a m T o A a HecTaHe? 3 a p He 6 h 6 h a o aoboa >-
h o Aa c e o h h n o n p a B e ? A>yAH c y h o h h . A HOBeK
H Hje h h A p 6 p o h h 3 ao K o je y jeAHOM TpeHyTKy
MOHce Aa yHHHH. HoBeK j e h ijeA a HberoBa npoiiiA ocT .
H p e A a SyAy^HOCT. H e . H n caM j a xT eo Aa 6ya,eM

16
h h h j h MywreAi. H aK h h CBojnx MynHTeA>a. M h c a h m
Aa h h k o k o j e a h h h o h a h pacHo 6 h o nporo&eH, H
6e3 KpHBHue HMao Aa OTpnn HajBehn 6 o a h Henpe-
CTaHO Bpebaae, He Moxce Aa ce 3aAOBOA>H o c b c to m ,
Koja ce, y Kpajitoj AHHHjn, CBaA>yje c tb o j'h x Aeba
h o6pa3a Ha Tyby naTH>y h cpaMOTy h Ha Taj h x
HaHHH OBeKOBenyje Mecxo Aa h x yKHHe.
OAHCTa, n p e H o m e a e M M o jn x r y r a h p a H a, M o jn x
TAaAH h MOApmra H a OHe K o jn c y o a to b o p h h 3 a
M oje cy 3 e, j a HHcaM yKHHyo y 3 p o K e 3aAa. A paAH
c e yrrpaBO o TOMe: yKAOHHTH h > h x . T aK o caM HexaKO
o c e h a o h m h c a h o , MaAa h h c b m 3H ao rA e c y h K o jn
c y y 3 p o im HaiiTHx H e c p e h a .
CMHcao O H o r cTHxa, MecTo x ip B o S n T H o r 3aAO-
BOAsCTBa, MyHHO Me, KHEbHO, nAaiHHO. He, TOBOpHO
caM ce6n. He Tpe6a noBepoBaTH a e r o B o j 3 A y p a A o j
nopyim. O a S h t h j e BaAia!
To HHje 6 h a o AaKo. O cBeTa j e 3aTBopeHHKy
BpAO npHMaMA>HBa; HHje nyAO a n o j e cxB axn Kao
npaB A y. 3aTO, h h m caM n y n rre H , h o h h c m Aa c e p a c -
n H ry jeM k o j e a y r o p o h o t ocBeTHHHKor c n i x a h
nocA e H3BecHor BpeM eHa t o A03HaM, n a Ha6aBHM
B aA ep n jeB Cimetiere marin, npoHHTaM xieAy noeM y,
CXBaTHM OHaj CTHX y KOHTeKCTy H OCeTHM OAaK'
xnaH>e. E h o caM n p e c p e h a H h i t o caM , 3axBaA>yjyhH
cbom npBoSnTHOM raeBHOM p a c n o A o x c e iiy , y cT B apn
noTnyHO n o rp e n iH o pa3 y M eo B aA ep n jeB c th x . H 30AO-
BaHa H3 KOHTeKCTa, OHa espece o K o jo j c e y noeMH
roBopHAO, M orAa ce, y CHTyannjH K o ja j e 6nA a M oja,
h nojMHTH Aa c e o a h o c h Ha A>yACKy B p c ry , Ha p a c y
6eAHX. Y cT B apn SnA a j e t o aA y3H ja Ha KaAHHjyM-
cK y M axepH jy k o c t h , K o ja j e jeA H a ( h 6eA a) 3 a CBe
AjyAe H CBe XCHBOTHH>e.
Y CBaKOM C A ynajy, 6 h o caM n p e c p e h a H n r r o M e
HH M o je CKAOHOCTH, HH CTHXOBH neCHHKa He TOHe
Ha OCBeTHHHKe 3AypaAOCTH. npOHHUlheH OA 3AHX
xceA>a, HacTaBHo caM A a c e 6aBHM CBojHM c T p a c im ia
— e T H o rp a (j)H jo M , H C T o p n jo M . JeA aH A nSepaA H H

2 Ocxap AaBMo — XII

17
H aco rm c y M eiponoA H o6jaBHO m h j e y to m HeKOAHKO
H anH ca. AMaTepcKH c y t o paAOBH S h a h , h a h a o h o -
c h a h c y H eno3H aTe noAaTKe, HcnpaBA>aAH n o r p e n m e
npeACTaBe. H3a3BaAH c y MaAy c e H 3 a ip ijy . M o je j e
HMe, S a p y H3BecHHM KpyroBHM a, n o n e A o HeinTo Aa
3HaHH. CpecKH HaneAHHK K p a ja y k o m caM jk h b c o
y3HeM Hpno c e Se3 n o T p eS e. M oncA a o h h HHje S h o
a o h i HOBeK. MoHCAa j e T paatH o caM o noBOA Aa n o n -
paBH recT H a K o jn j e S h o npHCHA>eH B H H ie caMHM
CHCTeMOM KOMe j e CAyJKHO HeroAH 3axTeBOM T p n o A a
h A P y rn x . TeK , BpaTHo Me y CAyxcSy.
floAHTHKa j e k o a H ac A oniA a 1947. Y CTBapn
h c h i t o KacHHje. He S h x 3H ao TaHHo Aa npeipi3H paM
AaTyM. H>om c e HHcaM HHKaA SaBHO, naKO caM no3-
H aBao H ain e B o b e h BbHxoBe HHA>eBe. H o h h c y MeHe
3HaAH. ToAHKHMa caM S h o yHHTeA>.
IIo cA e p e ^ep eH A y M a o a n p e A se roAHHe h
HeniTO, AaAH c y m h o p a c h h yHanpeAHAH Me y CAy-
hcS h, aAH KaKO c y m h c a h a h Aa caM n p e c T a p —
neH3HOHHcaAH c y Me. To m h c e HHje A onaAo. H 3A ej-
cTBOBao caM Aa Me Se3 nAaTe cTaBe H a p a c n o A a r a a e
MnHHCTapcTBy HH<J>opMaijHj a . CBaKOM k o Me nHTa,
OATOBapaM. A k o 3HaM Aa o a to b o p h m . Aanac h a c m
y ceA o. K o a c h h b h y H y n n h a .
— A ja ? — y n H T ax .
O a t o b o ph o m h je :
— Y peA y. EyAH tbhho y A aa c aT a OBAe. A a h
tbhho y A sa. Ily T j e AOCTa AaAeK h H an o p aH . IIpeK O
cto KHAOMeTapa.

18
 3
CABATAHjE A0AA3H O A QA VA?

IIocAe HexoAHKo 6e3ycnemHHX noKymaja Aa

caM npoHabeM MHHHCTapcTBO HH<j>opMapHja, rrpH-
beM, He3aA0B0Aj3H co 6 o m , caoSpabajuy K.ojn je, c
OKpyrAe nAaT^opMime y TPH 6oje, cyBepeHo AnpH-
roBao 3axYKTaAHM koh> ckhm CHaraMa.
— MoJKeTe a h m h p e b n rA e j e MHHHCTapcTBO. . .
C a o b p a h a j a i j Me h H e n o r A e A a . II p o n y c T H O j e
6 a p j o m AeceTaK HecTpmbHBHx cH TpoeH a h p e H o a
n p e h o mTO m h k a h m h y rAaBOM h ynaAH H a CBe
HeTHpn c rp a H e npB eH e ceM acjiope. T aA c n b e c a CBor
xmjeAecTaAa, j a n o n p H , yBepA>HBo CHancaH, b h c o k
a n p n ja T H a , M en a rA aca.
MHHHCTapCTBO?
— H H ^Jo p M an n ja! — no»cypHM .
O h j e rA eA ao y M0Je ip in eA e noppB eH eA e o a
n p an iH H e h , rA e A a jy h n y h >h x , MOJKAa h HHje h o m h -
caho Aa c y y cbhm a<J>pHHKHM rpaAOBHMa ac<J>aATH-
paH H caM o K0A0B03H 3 a ayTOMo6nAe 6eAHx a>y a h .
H Aa c y n e m a m c e T p a x e — ro A a 3eMA>a: 6AaTo y
ce30HH K a m a , n p a m H H a — y c y n iH o j. O a HeKaAam-
H>e k o a o h h jaAH e y n p a B e n y re B a HHje c e cmcao T pa-
jk h t h Aa c a o c e h a c a n em apH M a. B h a h c y to n p m tH .
C a o 6 p a h a ja n y to m n a c y cnrypH O HHje m hcaho H a
t o . TAeAao j e caM o y M oje ip m eA e a o k j e noAaKO
ifp y n c a o p y K y 3 a pyKOBaEbe.
— Q a v a ? — y m r r a o M e HeKaKo pirryaA H O ,
BHm e npncT ojH O HeroAH h c t h h c k h 3aHHTepecoBaHO.

v 19
 — Q a v a — oAroBopHM . — A b h ?
O h HcnycTH h s k h rpAeHO-HOCHH rA ac, K o jn m h­
c a h m Aa B a& a TpaHCKpnSoBaTH c a a-xa , MaAa HHje
6 h o cacBHM a -x a y OHoj CBojoj MeAOAH03Hoj pa3B y-
neHOCTH i h t o j e noTBpbHBaAa Aa c e o c e h a A o6 p o ,
HaKO to m A o S p y He T p e 6 a npniiHCHBaTH cyBHHie 3Ha-
n a j a . K a o h i t o r a HHje BaA>aAO n p e ie p a H O A a n i h h
H>eroBOM cAeAeheM m rraifcy K o je j e noiiiA o H3 n p o -
C T o p n ja cAHHHe paA 03H aA e paBHOAyniHOCTH:
— K a n o T B oja n o p o A H ija?
— : A o 6 p o ! — OABpaTHM A a 6 h x 6 h o A.y6a3aH
h c a K p n o CBoje n y b e i i e . — A B a rn a ? — CMaipao
caM 3 a HyjKHo A a My c e p e B a m im p a M .
O neT o h o h c t o a-xa. H h o b o ite r o B o n H x a a e :
— JecH a h A o 6 p o nyTOBao?
IIpcT H KojHM a m h j e j o i n yBeK A P ^ tao p y K y
6 h a h c y My xAaAHHjn h BAaatHHjH o a M ojnx.
— He HapoHHTo! — o a to b o p h m .
— XBaAa! — p e n e H a t o h n aK c e AaKo HaKAO-
h h , H e o S p a b a jy b n n a a c a y n a T py6A >eaa i h t o c y
AOAa3HAa c a c b h x c ip a H a .
IIlT a HMa A a m h c e 3axBaA>yje?
— JecH a h A o n y ro B a o H3 E B p o n e ? — nH Tao j e
AaA>e.
— H 3 Jy ro c A a B n je .
H e AHHtyhn norA eA c M o jn x rp m eA a, j o in yBeK
GTHmhyhH m h p a c e ja H o p yK y, p e n e :
— CAanceM c e .
IIlT a HMa Aa c e cA axce? D lT a HMa K or baBOAa
Aa 3axBaA>yje? C A arao c e h a h He, j a A°Aa3HM oAaKAe
AOA33HM h to j e m o t e r a m a K o ja He TpaacH C A a ra a e
Aa 6 h 6 n A a oho h it o je c T e — H H aeH m ia. H>y j e
Aoboa >h o ca3HaTH h TanK a.
y h c t h M ax noMHCAHM: MOjKAa j e o h p e K a o A a
c e cAance 3aTo h i t o j e roAHHaMa 6 h o npHCHA>aBaH
Aa H 3B pm yje CBaKH npoxT eB KOAOHa h Aa c e c a o h c h
c a CBaKOM H.HXOBOM peHHJ MOHCAa j e MHCAHO caM
y>K yp6aH o AaA>e — p e K a o Aa c e cA axce K ao n r r o j e
p e K a o n p e T o ra x e a jia , n p o c T o 3aTO n r r o My j e cj>paH-

20
uycKH koj' hm roBopn CTpaH je3HK na, He 3Hajyhn ra
Aoboa»ho, H acyM ue ynoTpe6A>aBa H ex e H 3pa3e h
npe4>a6pHKOBaHe 4>pa3e, HecBeciaH m ra OHe 3anpa-
bo 3Hane.
Hah j e p e K a o A a c e cA axce cacBHM CBecraH cmh-
CAa OHor n r r o K a3 y je, je p My j e ncnxoA oniK H no T p e-
6ho A a c e npeTXOAHo caohch c n o c T o ja a e M HHH>eHnne
Aa 6 h j o j M o rao npH3HaTH ereH C T em pijy HHH>eHmie;
j e p j e H>eroBa o c e h a jH a aKTHBHocT j o i n yBeK Ba3Aa
aH rancoB aH a h n p e 6 o ra T O npH cyT H a y cBeMy cB aK or
T peH a Aa 6 h c e oh yM eo A a mhph c a CBHMe nrro
o6jeKTHBHO n o c T o jn , 6 e3 o 6 3 n p a n r r a o Toj nocTO-
je h o j o6jeKTHBHOCTH OH MHCAHO. DIto, HpOAY^KHM,
n o T B p b y je A a j e a^eKTHBHTeT E B pon& aH a, TpeHH-
paHHX cTOAehHMa Aa c e n p o c r a p y n p eA 4>aKTHMa,
C H poM annrajH oa ohhx A ^ p rn c a H a iia , K o jn , hh y H aj-
6aHaAHHjHM pa3roBopH H M 4>opMyAaMa, He 3 a t a j y j y
CBojy yBeK n p n c y T H y A>yACKy c y 6 j ckthbhoct, KaAPY
h Aa c e cynpoTCTaBH npH3Han>y n o c T o ja a a ohhx
HHH>eHHiia K o je, H3 obhx hah ohhx p a 3 A o ra, cmht-
p a j y HenpHXBaTA>HBHM. IIIto j e cBaxaKO ocTaTaK
MeHTaAHTeTa ApyKHHjer oa OHor K o jn 6hx Ha3Bao
npaKCHCTHHKHM h K o jn j e AOBeo ao p a 3 6 n ja H .a h
paniHAaH>aBaH>a cinrreTHHHe HOBeKOBe toibahocth
H a cacT o jK e, ao pa3BOAa 30He ac^eKTa oa 30He c a -
3HaH»a ( oa CBe C A a6 n jer o c e h a jH o r cayHecTBOBaH»a
y AorHHHoj aHaAH3H 4>eHOMeHa ao acjjekTHBHor mh-
p e a a c ohhm niTO je c x e , He 3aTo iuto to 3 a c A y x ty je
M H p e a e , H e ro 3aTO n r r o , e i o , n o c T o jn ) . O c e ra M oneT
cpaM .
3acTaHeM .
H h h h a o m h c e HCTOBpeMeHo A a c e HenoTpebHO.
cpaMHM, Aa caM HenpaBeAaH h n p e c T p o r y ocyAH
H e n e r iiit o j e o 6 h h h o p a3 A o r h M o je r o p A o c r a 6 a -
mTHHHKa OHe K y A ry p e h pHBHAHaaipije K o ja j e
noAHTHyra H a TeMeA>HMa oSjeKTHBHCTHHKHx Aorara-
k h x K a T e ro p n ja , 3axBaA>yjyhH y n p a B o n p erp a A a M a
nocTaBAjeHHM H 3M eby o 6jeKTHBHCTHHtcor ca3Han>a h

21
eMOipija j u t o 6 h ra, 6e3 t h x 6paHa, HcyBHme nAa-
BHAe h 3aTpnaBaAe cySjeKTHBHCTHHKHM HaHOCHMa.
O neT noijpBeHHM : OApnneM a h c e c e 6 e ? Y peAY,
t o m h c e He MOHce 3a6paHHTH. H e 3HanH Aa HMaM
n p a B a Aa 3aT o nopeK H eM CBy H a y x y , caB n p o r p e c ,
CBy M oh, CBy ncHXHHKy h HHTeAeKTyaAHy BepTH-
K aA H 3aipijy HOBeKOBy, y y 3 p o n H o j Be3H c o h h m p a a -
b o a o m K o jn j e , h h m j e ocTBapeH, onpaB A aH o HaMeHHO
cnopeA H y y A o ry orpaHHneHHM H3paxcajHHM cpeA-
CTBHMa acjbeKaTa? H n j e a h h H a jB e h n a^jpHHKH n e -
c h h k A im e C e s a ir e , CBecTaH HeAOCTaTKa Te ca3H ajH e
h a4>eKTHBHe HenoAeAe p a A a k o a c B o jn x , ocybeHHX
H a cHM6H03y 30H e o c e h a a a c a 3 o h o m c b c c th , y
Ceectiu o noepaxKy y podnu Kpaj t b p a h o c rop-
HHHOM HHjy j e OTpOBHOCT HaABAaAaO jeAHHO jaHHM,
noSyHieHHHKHM npK ocoM npoTHB HenpaBAH CHCTeMa
y k o m c e iMopa c B e c ip a H o 3 a o c ra ja T H , A a HieroBH
npH ijH

Huey U3MUCJIUAU hu 6apyt nu Gycony

nucy 3HOJVU da yicpore napy u enexcrput^ureT
Huey nuKad ucrpaotcuea/iu hu Mopa hu
nečeca.
3aiH T o? 3aTO jh to Ta 6 n h a , ch a o m H eA aha 3a-
ApncaH a H a n p a r y n o c T o ja a a , j o m H a c r y n a jy yabo -
jeHO, H ecneuH jaA H 30BaH a h H eoA sojeH a n e p m m H p a -
H>a (K a o HHHa n o c T o je h e r B eh c n p a i a c B e c r a ) o a
ocehaH >a ( m m a nocT ojaH >a).
C a o 6 p a h a ja n m h j e yTOM n y c r a o p y K y h n o n e o
A a ro B o p n :
— MHHHcrapcTBO Koje TpaacHm HHje AaAeKO,
naipoH! HAem caMO HanpeA obom y a h h o m AeBO.
AocTa Ayro, b a h caMO ncnpeA ce6e TAeAam. B h a h h i
a h OHe 3acTaBHije? Ao h>hx.
— A o o h h x 3acTaB H ua o a noAHBHHHAa H a irp-
bom yrA y , h a h a o o h h x AaA>e?
— Ao o h h x npBHX. K aA cTHTHem a o h>hx, 3a-
CTaHern aK o x o h e m . A aK o H eh em , npoA yJKH ni a o

22
CAeAeher y rA a, rA e M o p a in A a c e 3aycTaBHm , XTeo
h a h He. TaM o j e rAaBHa yA H ua h t h M oparn Aa npBO
n orA eA am y ceMa<j>op. CaM o aKO j e 3eAeH, M oacein
Aa n p e b e m . A a h He OAMax. H M a npBO Aa norA eA am
AeBO He HAy a h HeKa KOAa HenponncHOM 6p3HHOM.
A k o HAy, 6oA>e n p ira e K a j A a n p o b y , n a n o j e 3eAeHa
CBeTAocT. H nK aA c e He 3Ha je c y a h K o m n m e Ha
KOAHMa H cnpaB H e. A o 6 p o . I lp e m a o c h y A tm y h cT ao.
A o 6 p o j e h i t o c h CTao. CAaaceM c e Aa j e A o6po.
CTao c h h OKpeHem c e AecHO. J e c n a h cA yacno Boj-
CKy? Y peA y, n a ip o H . OHAa 3H am m r a 3HBHH oK pe-
HyTH c e Ha b e -c n o . O K peH yo c h c e Ha d e-cn o h He
MHHein ce. O r o jin n h rA eA am t b h h o npeA co 6 o m .
XBaAa. IIorA eA ao c h h n n a c h BHAeo? BeArnca acyT a
3 rp aA a, j e a h ? CAaaceM ce. BeAHKa a c y r a 3 rp aA a H a
AeceT K o p a n a o a T e6e. A H a H,oj r o n n e b c a h k h m
HpHHM CAOBHMa --- eBO OBBKBHM ---- MHHHCTapCTBO
K o je TpaacHHi. TaKO. CaA c h r a H a n ia o . B p a T a c y
yBeK oTB opeH a. H M a caM o Aa y b e m , naTpoH .
3axBaAHM My c e , a o h m h n p y a c n py K y h , n o -
rAeAaBHiH Me npBH nyT y A m je, MaxHHaAHO ynHTa:
— Qa va?
— Axa. A t h ?
— Axa. A n o p o A H p a j e a h A o 6 p o ?
— XBaAa.
— CA aaceM c e h a o B H beraa, n a i p o H ! — b h k h y
3 a m hom h n o n e c e H a CBoj nnjeA ecT aA .
TeK KaA caM n p e r n a o yAHijy, y r a c n o j e A sa
ppB eH a CBeTAa. n o p e A MeHe j e , a >yth to <J>pKbyhH,
n p o x y ja A a KOAOHa B03HAa, AOAa3ebn y hckom o npaB -
AaHOM ra e B y , h h h h a o m h c e , H3 cbhx H eM oryhnx
npaB ana.
THeBy? Aa. 3aniTO m h je peKao n a v p o n ? HncaM
ja h h ra3Aa, h h k o a o h . 3ap 6 h o h A npH roB ao cao-
6pabajeM Aa H>eroBa 3eMA>a HHje He3aBHCHa, a o h ,
y H>oj — CAoboAaH h o b c k , jeAHaK cb h m A>yAHMa 6e3
oSanpa Ha 6ojy Koace? Bpaba cm o. ApyroBH cm o.
Hnje a h Tora CBecTaH? H a h KOMnAeKCH CTBopeHH
23
k o a o h h jaAHHM CHCTeM OM m i a A a T p a jy A Y ^K e OA
a e ra ?
B h o caM OAjeAHOM c p e h a H : A enaiiH K o jn c y
HtypHAH y HiKOAy rypH yA H c y Me y n p o A a3 y , JeA aH
c e OKpeHyo h p e K a o :
— Pardon, camarade!
O n p o c r a t h MeHH, Apy>*ce! — XTeo caM Aa My
KaaceM, a A H o h j e B e h y r p n a o y h h c o a c k o A B o p H n r r e .

24
 4
T A ^H O Y ABA

Ehao je TpH MHHyTa ao Asa. CBa cpeha m ro,

no3HajyhH CBoj HeAOCTaTak cmhcab 3a opHjeirra-
Tmjy, noAa3HM aoboa>ho paHo Aa He 3aAOUHHM naK
h KaA npeABHA/bUBo HenpeABnfeeHo 3aAyraM.
M aM 6y, 3BaH l i a n a , n o jaB H o c e TanH o y 38 ce-
KyHAH h 17 MHHyTa n o cA e 5 c a r a . Ee3 njeA H e p e n n
H3BHH>eH>a npyjK H o m h je cM eacypaHH H cylncacra
AA3H c npHO H3ByneHHM AHHHjaMa A>y6aBH, yM a,
HCHBOTa. H , B e p o B a ra o , c h p to m b p a o pa3B H jeH or
CMHCAa 3 a HeTaHHOCT.
— Q a v a ? — y n H T ao Me n o r a y H o HeKOMnAeK-
CHpaH, caBprueH O AHmeH rp m K e c a B e c ra .
— A x , A o n iA H e r e ! — H e oA O A ex.
— A ra ?
H c y B H H ie ja c H o ! Aah t o j e nH TaH >e H 3 A e re A o H3
H .e r a oH aK O , 6 e 3 pa3M H niA »aH >a. K a o i h t o j e , o A M a x
3 a r a M , h M o j HerrpoM HHiA>eHH o a to b o p H 3 M eH e:
— Ja caM 6ap 6 h o TanaH .
Hnje TpeSaAo t o pehn. 3Hao caM Aa rpeixiHM
jom a o k caM t o H3roBapao. liana yABocTpynn 6ope,
nAaHy:
— TanaH, Aa, aAH 3anrro? TanHo c h Aomao Aa
6 h m h cBojoM TanHonihy Ka3ao Aa cm o m h A<j>pH-
KamiH HeTamm, HepaAHH, HecnocoŠHH. 3HaM ja Bac!
Ryra! Ilp e h o h i t o HaM je AoniAa noAHTmca, paAHAH
cie nrra CTe x t c a h , ocTaBA>aAH CTe Hac no mrraBe
25
AaHe Aa c e yrA>eHHHieMo H a c y m jy n p e A BaiitHM K a H -
H eA apnjaM a h pe3HASHE[Hj aM a. A a h caA, KaA cm o n o -
CTaAH He3aBHCHH, b h H ac HacTaBA>aTe Aa MaATpe-
THpaTe CBojoM n p ep H 3 H o m h y . CaTOBe H aM enrraTe
Ha n c y p 6 y Aa c e caMH c e 6 n ymiHHTe h c p tb o m H am er
H eM apa h H arne A e3opraH H 3aim je.
— B e p y jT e , M aM 6y, HHje m h T a n o u it o 6 hao
hh H a K p a j n a M e ra .
— M oH C A a T eS n He — pene n o M H p A>HBHje —
hah j a 3H aM 6 e A p e !
OAaxHeM. IIp o iiiA a r a A>yTHE,a. A y r o j e TpeSaAO
Aa c e 3 an aA H a A<j>pHKa o c a o 6 o a h KOAOHciee ao m h -
H a rp ije . X o fre a h c e c x a p n jH A>yAH m caA o c a o 6 o a h t h
CBojer HH<j)epHopHCTHHKor ppH O -6eA or KOMnAeKca?
A a h n o cA e, y pacKAHMaTaHOM, n p acT ap o M c h -
TpoeH y d eo K O tb tjy o d r p u Kon>a, h h m j e H a H3Aa3y
H3 rp a A a n p e c T a o actjjaAT h jaA H a KOAa n o n eA a Aa
Ha MyicaMa H n cp n n e h A ax h y n p e K o HeMaicaAaMH-
caH e T p a c e n y T a rrp o T H y ro r K po3 KpneBHHy c He3a-
TpnaHHM j o i n p y n a M a o a H3BabeHHX n am eB a, n y T a
OHBHneHor o a HeK or BpeM eHa c a o 6 e CTpaHe H enpa-
b h a h o pa3MaKHyTHM BHCOKHM T ep M H rajep aM a Me-
c t o HaBAain nocTaBA>eHHX MHA>OKa3a c ManjHM
OHHMa, l i a n a c e p acn o A o aceH o p a c n p E tn a o o c ra p o M
z p u o y , necH H K y-neBany, CAaBHOM aeA y, H ajcT apnjeM
S a p A y A ^ p m c e . HbeMy Me j e no B eo . A a r a nyjeM . A k o
6yA e pacno A o aceH . Y M A aA ocm j e paTO Bao c a CaMO-
p n je M ; 6 h o y r a n a j a H y n iT aS y T o r reH H jaA H or Boj-
cKOBobe h ApJKaBHHKa n a , n a n o HHje 6 h o M apaS y,
Tj. Bpan-nyA O TBopaii, KberoBH c y c e c a B e r a CAymaAH
a H,eroBe c y necM e pa3raA>HBaAe h x p a6 p H A e B ojcK y
BHme h o OAMop, x p a H a h A o 6 p a n o n m A E a M yH m pije.
K a a te l i a n a .
— KaKBe j e caM o o h ch e o k h c p e n n 3Hao Aa Ha-
fee! — y3A H cao j e l i a n a . — C T p aiim o cn ocoS H e p e -
h h ! H n jeA H a nceH a K o ja 6 h h x n y A a, Ma k o a h k o bo-
AeAa CBor n o B e n a , H H je M orA a Aa h m o a o a h . H aK c y

26
c e M ajice c AeTeTOM H a AebHMa h a h H a npcH M a n p o -
CTHpaAe n p eA h >h m KaA 6 h 3 an eB ao .

» H ciko h u c u r y , j a n e m u c a u m n a r e 6 e ,
H oko h & m u c a u m n a r e 6 e , j a n o ife n y n o h
n a a n e M .«

O p a l i m o c y t o c n o c o 6 H e p e n n , 3 a p He? M a
KOAHKO CTap, j a APXTHM AOK HX H3TOBapaM. A
3aMHCAHTe KaKo c y OHe M opaA e AeAOBaTH Ha AeBoj-
Ke KaA 6 h h m h x o h m a n y r a o y yBO. Kpa/bmie c y c e
pyiiiH A e n p e A h>hm. T o c e 3Ha.
— PeKAH CTe A a j e paTOBao c a C aM opnjeM . IH Ta
c y TpaxcHAe aceH e y b p x o b h o m H iTa6y B o jc K e ?
— IIlT a c y TpaxcHAe? H e x o BaA>Aa T p e 6 a h Boj-
c im Aa KyBa, H epe. A k o j e 3apaTHAo H a 3eMA>H, He
3HaHH A a HaA h >om cyH ije H e c n ja . A eiIY T p e 6 a h
Aa& e p a b a r a , 3 a p He?
3 a b y T a o j e . H n j e c e m otao t o b o p h t h : n y r c e
n p e T B o p n o y c h th o nA H cnpaH y K aM eny cyKH>y, y
KpoB oa hepaM H A e. A a h h cm o h b p c t o cthcah ycT a,
nperpH 3A H ohcm o je3HKe.
B h t k h C eH eraA ait 3 a BOAaHOM HMao j e A yro,
irpo<j)HH)eHo AHi(e h HeacaH noTHA>aK. O h h h jeAHOM
p en H AocaA HHje A ao H a 3HaH>e A a H ac cA ym a, o 6 y -.
3eT 6p30M BOJKBE.OM KOMbHHOBaHOM C HaTAHM ycnO -
paB8H>HMa n p eA HeoneKHBaHHM OKyKaMa c HenpeA-
BHbeHHM p y im a ra M a h a h nenypKOAHKHM TepMHTHje-
p aM a H3pacAHM HeoneKHBaHo h H acpeA HpBeHor
n p aiiiH .aB o r h a h KaM eHor n y r a . KanceM to j e p caM
npHMeTHo Aa c y c e oa hckot BpeM eHa m o ^ e p o B a
paM eH a c ra A a A a AHxey h c n y u iT a jy m h m o pHTMa
K o jn HaM j e cBHMa HaMeTaAa T ecT epacT a Ha3y6A>e-
h o ct H H ^pacT pyK T ype. *IaK y c h h k o iih o m npoTHBpe-
n j y c h >o m .
— IH T a My j e ? — y m rra M t h x o e r a p o r l i a n a .
— I lA a n e .
— Je a h My ce ir r r a a o c h a o ?
27
 — 3 a irrro AecHAO? IIlT a x o h e m A a ce a s c h B in n e
o a OHor h i t o ce a c c h a o KaA caM H3p e K a o penn B aK a-
TeoBe necM e. H h c m o m h 6 e 3 0 c e h a ja H CBeT. He yMe-
MO MH Aa OAOAHMO XHIIH03H HCKpeHHX peHH y KOje
c e c b h j o n i yMeMO Aa yjKHBA>aBaMO. B e s o r a o p a
n p eA H>HMa, OHe H ac n o H ecy , ocehaM O h x K ao H 3pa3
caM o r c eS e. 3aTO h x MaKCHMaAHO h a o h c h b A>yjeMO.
A n o n j e n y o p e m i K o je caM H3roBopHO. H KaA caM ,
HaBOAehn c r a x o B e B aK aT ea, p e K a o : »Ja n o p eA y H oh
nA aneM «, o h j e c x b b th o h y 3 e o K ao Ha j a h h h h j e
CBojy T y ry M AaAnha H3 necM e K o r n o H o c t o h h Aa
Kaxce Aa He m h c a h Ha AeBojKy H a K o jy m h c a h h 3 6 o r
K o je nA an e, a He npH 3H aje h h H>oj h h c e 6 n Aa 3 6 o r
H»e nA an e. H c y B n m e cm o c b h m h naTHAH Aa 6 h cm o
c e MorAH orAyniHTH n p eA Ma nnjH M 6 o a o m . K aateM
a h caM o p e n : 6 o a ! c b b k o r a o a H ac K ao npo3B aH
o c e r a ; K ao Aa j e 6 o a H>era 6 a m H a m a o Aa noroA H
y to m n a c y . Y cnoM eH e? Aa. A a h y CBOjoj C T p a x o ra
HCHBA>e o a CBera aKTyeAHor.
O neT j e ir y r KaMeHo 3aTpH A epH cao a m h 3a-
ijBOKOTaAH y n p K o c j o m c h a o b h to m n a K o k o c o m ,
orpoMHOM c y H n y H a oroA>eHOM H e6 y 6e3 A>ycnniie
o6A anK a.
A a h KaA c e o n e T M orA o t o b o p h t h 6 e 3 o n a c H o c r H
A a heM O c e y j e c r a 3 a j e 3 HK, l i a n a j e B e h n p e c K o n n o
CBe H e p e n e H o h n p o A y n c H o A a m h c a h H a rA a c T a n H o
oA aH A e rA e j e y MHCAHMa 6 h o y M eh y B p e M e H y c th -
r a o , H e c M a T p a jy h n A a T p e 6 a A a m h o 6 ja cH H K aK o
j e t o c aHaAH3 e B aK aT eoB H X CTH xoBa cKAH3H y o n o -
h o b o H a m o th b 6eAan,a h BbHxoBe HCKOHCKe HeTan-
h o c t h , K o j a h x j e h H a T ep a A a A a H3 MHCAe n acoB H H K e
S y A y h n A a c e HOBeK n e m e TaMO rA e r a C B p S n .
HeoneKHBaHO 3aKA>ynH: To j e CBe 3aTO n r r o e r e
b h EBpom baH H pa3M£OKeHH; B ac B an rn yMepeHH y c-
a o b h HHcy HaynHAH c r p a x y .FBh r a npocTO He yMeTe
Aa noAHeceTe. B a m S A arn n o j a c y B ep aB a B ac, H3-
TAeAa, A a C B e CHAe CBeTa HM ajy B am p acT . B h HHCTe
y CTamy Aa 3aMHCAHTe Aa B ac m n a npeBa3HAa3H.
H h 6 o a , h h naTH>a, h h n e c p e h a . B h H H C ie oA p a cA H

28
y TponHM a, rA e cm o npH H ybeH H Aa c e o a MaAeHa
m h p h m o c a cBHMe h i t o H ac HaAHAa3H; npeA cym ieM
h KmnoM , 3BepHMa h TpaBOM, npeA A im iheM h cbhm
HeBHAA>HBHM H3a H>era; n p eA CBHMe noKpeTAHBHM,
HenoMHHHHM, TAacHHM h yrHHiaHHM — m h ce oce-
haMO MaAeHH. CBe j e Ty c m p to h o c h o h MOJKAa 3 6 o r
n p e j a n e CBexAOcm t o a h k o h HejacHO, HecxBaTA>HBO
h HeyxBaTHBO. 2 K h b o t K ao h c m p t t o a h k o c y Ty B an
AiyACKe BAacTH A a j e HaMa o a KOAeBKe nojMA>HBO Aa
c e HHHITa 4>pOHTaAHHM oTnopoM He MOHte npoTHB
CHAa o k o H ac, H H iirra AHpeKTHHM h>hxobhm n o p n n a -
H>eM. TpnA>eH»eM ce Monce H3ApncaTH BHme naK He-
roAH 6e3rpaHHHHHM cTpnA>eH>eM. A yK aB o?
A a h AyKaBCTBO j e CH ara CA a6nx. O hh x K o jn c y
6 e 3 6 p o j n y r a H a CBojoj u p H o j, n o A ep aH o j, K p a c ra -
BOj KOJKH, H a T oj jaAHOj KOJKH CBOr pOAa OCeTHAH
CBy He3aKOHOMepHOCT h 6e3y3poHHOCT y A a p a p a KojH
c e HeMOTHBHcaHo p y m e A a yHHmTe h a h Aa hcto TaKo
Heo6jaTTTH>HBo o S p a A y jy . M h cmo cbcchh Aa cm o y
BAacTH c A y n a ja .
CAanceM c e , CA ynaj — t o j e CBe o h o h i t o H ac
npeBa3HAa3H. A a h t o HHje H 3roB op. Brane npeA A or
3 a pa3yMeBaH>e n a m e r noHam aH>a. H KaA c e m o ah m o ,
KaA c e k h th m o aMyAeTHMa h rp n rp H jH M a K oje CKy-
n o nAabaM O, m h 3h h m o Aa Be3e H3M eby h>hx h He-
MepA>HBHX CHAa KOje H ac TaKO HeHaKAOBbeHO OKpy-
Hcyjy HHcy yBeK OHe B am e MaTeMaTCKH H3BeAeHe h
A O K paja oroA>eHe A o n w H e h ja c H e Be3e c b h x y 3 p o -
K a h c b h x nocA eA H pa. JeAHHo y n r r a c e OBAe AOcaA.
m o ta o k o a h k o - t o a h k o onpaBAaHO, A a He KanceM
AOrHHHO BepOBaTH, TO j e 3aKOHHTOCT CAynajHOCTH,
K o ja feyAAjHBO H 3 a 6 n p a cB o je ncpTBe. A KaA je TaKO,
KaA c e y H anpeA H H nrra paijHOHaAHO He M oate y n n -
h h t h 3a CBoj c n a c , n p e o c T a je Aa c e n o T pance A p y rn
o a h o c h K o jn MOJKAa n o c T o je h H3M eby H am e a<j>pH-
KaHCKe »ceA>e A a h ch b h m o h yH HniTaBajyhHX CHAa
OKO H ac. 0HHTO, CBH CMO MH CBeCHH Ca3HajHHX cAa-
•60 CTH T3KBHX AHHHja KOHTaKTa H HeKOHTpOAHCaHHX
HOAyAapHOCTH H3Meby yH yrpannt>H X H aroH a h yHH-

29
H rraB ajy h H x p a 3 A o ra H3BaH H ac. H , aico x o h e T e , m h
6oA>e o a s a c ocehaM O 3 a KaKBe ce t o cAaMKe a b b -
A>eHHHKH xBaTaM o. A a h BOAe x h to n a c n o c e He craB -
A>ajy HaM HaAOMaK p y K y HHHrra cnacoH ocH H je. H
OHAa? K aA H H nrra HHje y H a m o j b a h c th , KaA 3 a
CBaKO jy T p o h 3 a CBaKO B ene hm bm o Aa 6AaroAapHM o
o h o m h i t o y HeAOCTaTKy 6oA>er Ha3HBaMo CAynajeM,
jeAHHo h i t o HaM n p e o c T a je a o k nocTojHMO, t o j e
H am e aocto jaH C T B o KojHM Tpm iM o T aj x c h b o t. H
j o i n — t o j e o c e h a a e 6 e c K p a jH o r 6paTCTBa. H t o
j e HeyTOA>HBa caMHAOCT n p eM a cBHMa K o jn c y , K ao
h m h, npH H ybeH H Aa noAHOce y x c a c , H e c p e h y h 6 o a .
Y t o m , 6e3 n p rn ip e M a h y B H ja a a , c y m ie 3 a b e h
CBe c e 3aMpaHH. Y t b m h HeoApeBeHo h h c h h tk o 3a-
CBeTAyiiajy cKa3aA>Ke h S p o jn a m n c mot caT a.
CeAaM h AeceT. A n ° n n o n e Aa n c y je . CaA j e caM o
jeA aH 4>ap paAHO. AeBH. H a AecHOM j e n p e ro p e A a
CHjaAHpa h a h B p a r 6 h r a 3Hao in T a j e HajeAHOM to m
4>apy K o jn H eh e A a c b c t a h . A c h h o H j e j o in CBe 6 h a o
y peA y. K a x o t o ? CBejeAHo, HOHaKO h h c m o cyBHHie
AaAeKO. B n ru e o a n o A a n y T a j e 3 a HaMa. CeM T o ra,
o h , A n o n , HOHaKO 3Ha caM o A a Hio<j>Hpa. M exaHH-
n a p c K a c y 3HaH>a 6HAa pe3epB H caH a 3 a 6eA e ra3A e
h HiHxoBe 6eA e noM ohHHKe, K o jn c y n a n p e H o HanAa-
hHBaAH CBaKy onpaB H H iiy h , Ma k o a h k o HiMpKaBH
h 6aAaBH 6 h a h , A P ^aA H c e n p eA A HrayrHM noK A on-
HeM MOTopa K ao M a p a S y n , a o k t o p h , nyAOTBopiiH. A
o h o , H3a A a x o ie AySoKoyMHOCTH, 6 h a o j e yrAaBHOM
y n H T a ity Aa c e cacT aB e h a h p acT aB e ABe H om e.
BaBO j e y TOMe h i t o c y 6eAH yBeK TaKO 6 p 3 o p a -
A h a h Aa o h , A n o n , HHKaA HHje M o rao Aa y x B a ra
K o je c y t o H o m e 6HAe. H M a h x t o a h k o , 3 a p He? Ax,
npoKAeTH 6eAn!
l i a n a r a 6 A a ro npeKHHy: » rA y n ch , A n o n e *
H n j e a h h oB aj h o bck 6 eo ?«
— A aH M e a a 6 o jy ! — npoM yM Aa A n o n . —
yiCHBOT j e T aK ohe KaMeAeoHCKH 6acT apA . A ah iip -
H aii o c T a je n p H a ii. Oh j e o6p e3 aH , AaKAe jaK , j a n n
oa Heo6pe3aHHX. — IIlT a MeHH BpeAH h it o M o ry

30
6e3 o n e H a m a H3M eby jeA H or h A p y ro r h i p e h e r n y r a
K aA m o t o p n n j e 6eH3HH, a He M oje ceM e.
A a h oho h it o j e l i a n a 3 a ra M O A roB opno A ^ o n y
npoTHBypem iAO j e cBeM y h it o j e AocaA H3roBopH o.
J e p j e CTao Aa n p i r a a K an o caMO n o B p im n i A>yAH,
to jecT 6yAaAe 3 a c T a jy k o a cnoA>HHx pa3AHKa. » 3 a p
j e 6 o j a Konce BancHHja o a caAP^CHHe A ym e h a h o 5-
AHKa c p iia ? CBa c y A>yACKa cpuja HaAHK Ha 3peA y
M a m y . H o bck K o jn y o n a B a caMO pa3AHKe KOJKe, a
He h cAHHHocTH c p n a , T aj H e p a3yM e A o 6 p o h h
KOHcy, a KaMOAH c p u a « .
H a M o jy HaM epHo 3ajeAA>HBy npHM eASy Aa, ro -
B o p e h n o bo , npoTHBypeHH ohom h it o j e n p e cyH ne-
B or 3aA acK a t b p a h o o 3AOAeAHMa 6 e A a iia , oh cAeace
CKopo paBHOAyniHo paMeHHMa.
— I l a HiTa? H o fr H 3jeA H anyje 3 ao h A o 6 p o —
h , peKaBiiiH to , npoA yncH noHeT T p eH y m oM h h c iih -
p a itn jo M , AocAeAaH caMO n o B e p e a y K o je j e HMao
n p eM a cbbkom cbom p a c n o A o x c e a y h cbbkom MHcao-
h o m p eA y K o je r 6 h c e AOTaKAa H>eroBa npoMeHA>HBa
hyA :
— H eM oj TaKo! — p e n a o j e caA MeHH, He A h -
o n y . — 3aiHTO BepoBaTH y 3 a o ? H n c y 6eAH 3AH 3aTO
h i t o c y 6eAH. O h h c y A P y n n n je 6 o je , t o j e TanHO.
T o He H c p p m b y je pa3AHKe H3M eby H ac h h>hx. A a h
Te pa3AHKe T p e 6 a pa3yM eTH, HH ane H H nrra o a CBe-
A>yACKor 6paTCTBa. H n j e ao b o a> h o p e h n : »C bh c y
6eAH xyA,e«. YocTaAOM, xyA,e! A a a h AonoBH, K pn-
BOKAeTHHHH, pa3 B p aT H m p i h y 6 im e H eM ajy p a3 A o re
a n o He h onpaB A asba 3 a CBoje H eA ahe BHHie HeroAH
3AOHHHe? H n j e a h h HajSeAHHje t h k b o o n p a B A a a e
AOboa>ho A a c e h h k o He 6 h c e 6 e r a y n i a o ? H u e y a h
c b h A>yAH c e 6 n A o S p n ? H a n h o h h K o jn HaM m m e
3 a o ? H n c y a h h o h h n p e xcpTBe H ecnopa3yM a h He-
3HaH>a HeroAH c B o jn x HarOHa h n p o x T eB a? 3 a p 6 h h
H ajcy p o B H je rpaM3HBH k o a o h 6 h o TanaB KaicaB jecT e
Aa j e yM eo Aa CBoje nocT y m ce carA eA a o hh m b o h o t
K o jn HMa Aa oTpnH a e r o B y rpaM3HBOCT K ao HenpaB-
A y h in b a H K y ?

31
 — A a j e Y M eo A a c x B a r a A a c y H H T ep ecH t o t
A p y r o r 6 a p t o a h k o B p e A H H k o a h k o h H > eroB H , 3 a p 6 h
o h H a n y c r a o C B o j y 3eM A>y h A o m a o y B a m y A a B a c
IXA>aHKa H K H H .H ?
I[eC T y OCBeTAH 4 > a p O A 0 3 ro . IIp O B H p H M Kpo3
AHTHyT npo3op deux chevauxa od rpu Kou>a.
H e n y H H n o A y M e c e p H aA H K H a n c y K a H y K p H B y
ca6 A > y c e K a o j e H c n p a n tB b e H o H e S o , H a A y B e H o K a o
H e K a n p o 3 p a H H a K aM H A>a r p S i m a . T a K o HaMeTA>HBO
c j a j a H K a o H m c a A A o c a A h h je A a H A p y r A e b h B c h h M e-
c e u . C a M caM H H T H a o r p o M H o j n p e x n y cT H H > C K o j n y -
h h h h , n p o r y r a o j e C B e 3B e3 A e o k o c e 6 e . Y C B o jo j j e
CBeTAOCTH A a B H o T e m K o A o c e n o r y B e H e p B b a n y , a y -
6 o k o y c a B e H y y T a M y . I l a c e h h h h a o A a H>y h o h h
m h , 3 H a jy h H rA e c e H aA a3H , B H m e c a y t h m o h o h i t o
j e y o n aB aM o n o A th m C T paxo6H o ta 3 a h h m c y H b ep a -
CTHM y C M H H a M a H H A H p e K T H e CBeTAOCTH. C a M O T aM O
H a A H y x o p H 3 0 H T a BH A eA O c e h c k o a h k o H e M y n r m x
cB eT A ynam a.
J e a h t o T y C B aK e H o h n T aK O ? H e 6 o : 6 A eA 0 3 e-
A e H K ac T o n A a r a o c 6yK T aB O M , rp o 3 H O A e n o M h n a -
p a H H a c T o CBeTA OM M eceH H H O M . C r n y p H o H H je T a K o .
A a h H 3 M e fe y t o t H e 6 a h 3 a c T a B a nycT H H > C K H x H a p o A a
H H K aK B e p a 3 A H K e. JeA H H o m T O c e t o a o m O K y n a -
M e h e , t o j e n p n c y c T B O t o t 4 > a p a K o j n , y c aM A > e H , H e -
3 an y A O n p H B A a n n CBe n o rA e A e . A n o n 3aycT aB A >a
K O A a. H 3 A a 3 H M O h T A e A aM o M e c e i t . » C y i m e H e b o a h
A.y A C K e o h h . B o j n c e y p o K a ! « — m a n H y A n o n .
» H n j e a o b o a >h o 6 A H C T aT H . T p e 6 a t o h h h h t h n e -
JK H O «, m a n y h e l i a n a o n e T y K O A H M a.
— Cth x?
— B aK aTeoB.
— Je ah oh n n c a o c a M O A > y 6 aB H e n e c M e ?
— 3ap je c a M O A > y6aB A O C T o jH a c e h a m a ?
IlH T a a h to h a h O A T O B a p a ? 3aK A > yH H :
— 3nM a je .
— C n r y p H o m h j e K o a c a n o n e A a A a 6 eA H — y M e -
m a c e A n o n . — K a A t o a o h A y s a , je n c H M c e .

32
 — H A m iih e j e cB eT A H je c AOH>e c x p a H e ! —
p e n e lia n a .
— K aK B e t o B e3 e r a a ? — ynH T aM .
— I I o c T o j n nocA O B H ija: » H a je a c e H a K o a ta n p e -
B p h e a h c t ap aiH H A a H a a o h >y cT p a H y « .
— T oB op H T e o B e T p y . A CBe j e t h x o . T onA O j e
K a o h A o ea A .
— A o A e . A a h T aj B eT a p A y s a b h c o k o . B h r a H e
o c e h a T e . Y nycTHH>H j e HH3 aK h T o n a o , b a h 6 p A a
H a K o ja H a A eh e H a rpaH H ijH <&yra B aA O H a O A S a n y jy
r a yBHC h o x A a A e . C b h c e m h t b a je>KHMO. I H t o c e
C M en ram TaKO n p e 3 pHBO ? — y m r r a M e HarAO.
— He CMeniHM c e y o n n iT e . C A ym aM Te.
— n o A C M e B a o c h m h c e . O c e r a o caM . 3 HaM h
3a n rro . T h He B e p y je m y A o6 p o T y K o jy 3a c o 6 om y
A yn iH ocTaBA>a BeAHKa naTHba K a o h i t o o c e K a o c r a B -
A>a HiKOAiKe h p a n u h e H a a c a A y .
— Y o n n iT e HHcaM m h c a h o o TOMe.
— J e c H . J o i n OHAa KaA caM r o B o p n o o A o 6 p oT H ,
noMHCAHo c h : »Ilpana o A o S p o r a , a A >yAoacAep-
CTBO?«
K p B m h y A a p n y rA a B y . Hnje M o r y h e A a caM t o
noMHCAHo. HncaM y o r m iT e m h c a h o o TOMe. 3amro
m h H M n y r a p a TaK Be C TB apn?
— Y o n n iT a B a m , n a n a ! CaM c h r o B o p n o A a c b h
6 eAH H H cy h c t h . A j a a o a 3 3 h m h 3 3 eMA>e K o ja j e K p-
BaBHAa y a y t h m 6 o p 6 aM a n p oT H B c b h x BHAOBa
naTH>e.
OcTao je npn CBOMe.
— H e ! B h e r e 6 e A im O A peA a p a c n e r e , j e p y o n -
H rraB aT e cAynajHOCTH, a HeBancHHM n o ja B a M a A a je T e
y rA eA 3 aKO HH TOcth. X o h y A a 3 H a m : K aH n6 aAH3 aM
HHKaA H H je 6 h o CBeTOBHa n o j a B a , B e h B epcK H p n -
T yaA . K o j n H e c T a je c a CTapHM o S ir a a jH M a . K o j n j e
H e cT a o . CacBHM C K op o. Y ocTaA O M , n iT a r y . K a o A a
CTe b h 6 h a h 6 oa>h. H n c r e a h b h n o je A H c p n e c b o m
CHHy 6 o>KHjeM. H H e HacTaBA>aTe a h cB aK e HeAeA>e
A a M y ir a je T e KpB h je A e T e TeAO. A k o BaM CTaBA>a
o c r a j y y y c T a ? Barn M a p a 6 y . A OHAa, c A y m a j: o a jy-

3 Ocieap — XII
33
T pO C , KaA CH M e IIH T aO O aH H M H 3 M y H n p e A O rH H H O M
MHHiA>eH>y, p a 3 M i m i A j a o c a M O T K yA t h n p e n o T e H i p i j a
A a n p e T n o c T a B H H i A a j e c e A ia K y T B o j o j 3eMA>H A P y K -
H H jn o a i i p H o r p l a n t e u r a . H e r n b y j e a h h o h A a
6 h c e c a n y B a o o a y p o K a ? H e x B a T a j y a h c e h m h o th
o a B a c H a jim c o A O B a H H jH x 3 a A p s o A a 6 h c e 3 a iP T H -
th a h o a H ecpehH H X m hcah? H e M a H a m e n p e A p a c y -
A e K o j a H H je npeB O A A > H B a H a H eK O B a n i e n p a 3 H O B e p j e .
H e npeB O A e c e caM o n a M e ra e C T B apn. H r A y n o c r a
c y n p e B o aa>hb e . n a p e p n , K a A j e B e h T a K o , 3 a i i r r o A a
n p e T n o c T a B H M A a B a m C B em xeH H K p a c n o A a a c e B ehH M
n y A O T B o p H H M B e u iT H H a M a H e r o A H H a m M a p a 6 y ? H e -
M aM a h n p a B a ?
— J a caM 6e36oacH H K .
— H H ceH C K a C T p a a o B H p a H e B e p y j e y 6 o r a ,
n a K o a h h h H a K e p e p p ! — npoM pcn A non.
— n iT a t h A p y ro n p e o c T a je ? — ynH Ta HCTOBpe-
MeHO M aM 6 y nana. B h CTe c b o t 6 o r a AaBHo nojeA H
h nortHAH. YocTaAOM, jeA aH Moj yneHHK, caA me<J>
K a6nH eT a k o a H ac y M HHHcrapcTBy, A o n iao m h j e y
n o ceT y . A k o x o h e rn Aa 3H am , 3aTo caM h 3aAopHHO.
H o c h o j e c a co 6 o m nocAeAH>H 6 p o j HeKHx <J>paHpy-
c k h x H A y cT p ap n ja. H a K o p n p aM a — KpaA> BoAyeH
h B e p e im p a . CAaTKO c e CMeme jeAHO H a A p y ro K ao
Aa y 6 o r a h A>y6aB B e p y jy . A o h o — B p a n cjn A>y6aB-
h h h h h aHheAH! AyM yM 6y 6ecnpaBH O y x a n c y A P^te
6 a m n o Hapefeeity t o t KpaA>a, t o t baBOA>er ro'cno-
A ap a. Je c H a h n y o m T a paA e n o ceAHMa E aA y 6 a? H a
K o p m jaM a H A y cT p an n ja c e Taj KpaA> 6 a j a r n B epe-
h h h k h cMeniH, to 6 o h c caM o y BepeHHHKH npcTeH rAe-
Aa, a p y K e My KpBaBe. YocTaAOM, B ac 6eAOKOinpe,
B ac nopro daneho, m h cm o p a n n j e 3 b b a h h nopruo
6one, m r o 3HanH ppBeHOKompH, B ac, eTO, OTBopeHO
npH 3H ajeM , j a 3 a n p a B o h He h ccah m Aa pa3yM eM .
— 3am T O ?
— 3aT o!
A y r o j e h y r a o , aAH OHAa j e p e K a o :
— 3 aT o m r o H eh y Aa yHHmTHM CBojy B e p y y
CBeA>yACKO 6paTCTBO. M o a h m i e ! n p e M a noAapH M a

34
YjeAHH>eHHx Haimja, ^oMSe je 3a panyH EeArnja-
Hapa no6no Ha xha>3A6 h xHA>aAe EaAy6a. XaMap-
meAA* npHMa 3HaH>y, o ciaje MirpaH, naK H3pancaBa
caynemiie nopoAHpaMa. Aah KaA Troem-a yxancn
jeAHor EeATHjcLHpa, XaMapmeAA napebyje Aa ce H3-
BpiiiH OAMa3Aa HaA ceAHMa EaAy6a. JeAaH 6eAan h y
OHHMa ceKpeTapa YjeAHH>eHHx Haipija, HHjn cy HAa-
hobh h a4>pHHKe AP^aBe, K orapa XHA>aAy h xHA>aAy
n y ra BHme o a cbhx nonHmaHHx HpHapa 3ajeAHo.
Ila OHAa canyBaj Bepy y 6paTCTBO h jeAHaKocT.
Yhyra Ha jo m hcko BpeMe. KaA nporoBopn, 6 ho
je raeBaH, elah cy3AP»caH:
— Ila miaK, Tpe6a BepoBara y to. To je HCTHHa.
Aah Aa HCTHHa nocxaHe hcthhb, xpe6a je ocBojnxH.

* Taj je pa3roBop BofeeH KpajeM AeueMSpa I960. ^loMSe,

Koja je OTaA no HapeBeity CBojnx nocAOAaBana y6iio Ay-
MyMSy h Kacmije caMor XaMapmeAAa, cBojHM je nocTyn-
HHMa AOKa3ao Aa HHje rpeuiHo MsusiSy liana, Hero XaMap­
meAA, Ta HtpTBa CBoje noAHTmce Heomrpaaa hoahthhh
Compagnte Mini&re de Catanga. Tfajn je H3BpmHAaq *IoM6e.

3* 35
 5
Y KA3H H BAH

CnoA>HH 3 h a — M eT ap b h c o k ; yHyTpaiiiH >H , HMa

noA ynpeH H H K K p a h n 3 a jeAHO o ca M a o A eceT C T ona;
K poB — o a CTOTHHy cH o n o B a CAaMe; HHTAe n p o 3 o p a ;
ca M o yA a3 K ojH c e H o h y 3 a T B a p a H 3H yTpa; H 3 0A ai(H ja
c a B p m e H a ; h 3 a B peM e H a jB e h n x JK e ra y Ka3H j e n p H -
jaTHO h CBence; H a 3eMA>aHOM n o A y — h c k o a h k o
a c y p a ; y yrAOBHM a — HHCKe nenypK O A H K e A p se H e
CTOAHHHite; H a 3HAy °A HAOBane — n o H e K a n o A H p a ,
noH eK H k a h h . T o j e o K p y rA a a<j>pHHKa K a3 a . H M a
h x h neT B pT acT H x. A a h OBa j e 6 n A a O K pyrA a.
MyjKeBA>eBa c e H aAa3H o 6 h h h o y cpeAHHH o r p a -
feeH or A B opH niT a. H h n o n eM y c e H e p a3 A H K y je o a
ocTaAHX n e r a p H , n eT , n a h BHUie. C B aK a a c e H a HMa
C B ojy. A o k c y j o j A e u a M a/ia, M a jK a c e H e O A s a ja o a
h >h x . IIocAe, a o ^ceH H A Se h y A a je , 6paha — m o m u h
h c e c r p e — A eB ojK e n a m e y OABojeHHM K a3aM a.
OTan h c h h ceAe jeAaH npeMa ApyroM h , He ta & -
Aajyhn ce, nocTaBA>ajy jeAaH apytom nHTaH>a: Ka-
k o c h ? Kano 4>aMHAHja? A t h a h h h o ?
M aM 6y l i a n a j e HMao n e r a p n HceHe. H ajM A ab a
My j e jo m y h c h b o ty . TaM o y r p a A y . B n h e j o j o r a p n -
AHKe n e ip A eceT aK AeTa. ToAHHe c e HHKaA Ty TanHO
He 3H ajy. KpHAe c y c e n p e A y ro . n o p e 3 a c e nA ahaA a
n o TAaBH. H o B o p o b e H n e j e neKaAO h n o AeceTaK
roAHHa Aa 6yA e npHjaBA>eHO K ao jeA H oroA ne. A e u e ?
JeAHo neT H aecT opo j e HMao. H em TO je , Aa6oM e, n o -
MpAO. CBe c y My HCHBe b e p K e noyA aB aH e, h c h b h c h -

36
hobh noJKeH>eHH. CaA cmo y n o c e r a jeAHOM oa h >h x .
K ojeM n o p eA y ?
— Ko 6 h t o 3H ao? Hnje h h H a jc ra p n jH , h h H aj-
M Aabn. IleAeceTaK M y je roAHHa. AMaAY ce 30Be.
B e c e o HHane h o bck , ma/bHBHHHa, ctbaho HaMH-
r y j e h n p c K a y K pynaH ABocrpyKH cM ex: y3Aa3Ha Me-
AOAHja h T e p u a y cHHKonn. E h o j e K ao MAaAnh neT
ro A n n a y IIa p H 3 y . PaAHO CBaniTa. I l p a o cyAOBe h
n A ecao y 6 a p y . Ile T nceH a caA HMa h A saA e cei h
ABo j e A ene.
3KeHa K o ja yAa3H A>ymca je , c h t h b , AOCTa cbb-
TAe n o n c e . A Be n o c y A e cTaBA>a H a noA H3Meby H ac.
Y 6eAOM j e A aB opy n n p H H an , y a h m c h o m A o m m y —
A>yTH c o k . IlHpHHaH c e r p a 6 n n p c n m a H3 A aB opa h
yM an e y AOHHHh. P y n e h h c m o npaA H n p e B en ep e. Y
to m K p a jy HeMa ao b o a> h o b o a c . E[peTnocTaBA>aM Aa
h h k o m HHcy npA>aBHje o a M ojnx, n p e M a TOMe — a o -
Ae x H rn j eHCKe npeA p acy A e! A n o n , M aM 6y, AMaAy,
j a — peAOM rpa6HM O h yManeMO n n p H H an.
— TAeAaj 6 eA n a, noA H ocn A>yro! — Kance Anon,
Kojn n y n iT a SpaA H py. H AMaAy je H M a.
— OTKaA HocHTe 6 p a A y ?
— E eA ap j e n p H M e ra o Aa h o c h m o 6paA y! —
Kance Anon. AMaAy c e CMeje: b o a o c k o k y c h h k o iih -
p a H o j T ep im . Hank o S ja m a a B a nyHHM ycTHMa:
— OTKaA j e A yM yM 6a y x a n m e H , m h o th x o h e Aa
AHne H a H .era. EpaAOM j e to H ajA aK ine.
0 6 p H caB m H n p c T e o noH>aBy o a naA M m m x BAa-
KaHa Ha K o jo j cm o ceAeAH, l i a n a H 3 nbe H3 K a3e
HHM j e yTOAHO TAaA-
AMaAyoBa HteHa y H ece rpo3A 6aH aH a, cthbh r a
n o p e A M ynca h oAMax c e n o B y n e.
— Y IIa p H 3 y caM H a y h h o Aa jeAeM t o MajMyH-
c k o Bobe. l i p e HHcaM M o rao Aa c m h c a h m n p e c H y
6aH aH y. CaA m h j e Ta n a p n c K a HaBHKa ocTaAa!
H C M e je c e rAacHO.
— J e a h to jeAHHO p it o CTe AOHeAH H3 E B p o n e?
— T y6ep K y A 0 3 y caM jeA Ba H3AenHO. Bparao

37
caM ce koct h kojke. Aah OBaj Ba3Ayx, xpaHa h paA
Ha Kojn caM HaBracao, cpebeH nopoAHHHH jkhbot . . .
— I l e T H te H a ?
AMaAY ce Ayro cMejao.
— IIlTa mhcahui, ja CBane hoIxh ca cbhx neT?
H oneT npacax h CHHKonnpaHo ineHAyHeH>e y
TepiiH. OHAa ce yo36ha>h.
— Y JKHBOTy CTBapn CToje ApyKHHje. JeAHa nce-
Ha hah Ase o6hhho cy mh TpyAHe. Te ce He Anpajy.
JeAHa hah ABe — Aoje. Harne HteHe xpaHe Aeiiy np-
CHMa roAHHy, ABe, na h tph . H h Te ce He AHpaljy,
HHane 6h hm ce MAeKO noKBapnAO. npaKTHHHO
ocTaje jeAHa. . .
— A ocTaAe? H ncy ah A>y6oMopHe?
— 3amTO 6h to OHAe? Mh ce y cBeMy TOMe
cnopTCKHje noHamaMo oa sac. OHa HajcTapnja cme-
Tpa Aa je npBa h Aa je cemhm thm H3HaA cbhx
ocTaAHX. HajAenmoj je oneT aoboa>ho to ca3HaH>e
Aa 6h 6nAa 3aAOBOA>Ha. H3Meby Mojnx neT aceHa,
jeAHa je cnrypHo HajnaMeraHja. OHa mhcah Aa 6e3
aeHHX caBera He 6hx HHniTa nocTHrao. H3Meby neT,
jeAHa je o6aBe3Ho HajApaxca. Ta je cpehHa nrro
je Myxc HajBHme boah jep My Hajnenxbe cnpeMa
Benepy. H, Haj3aA, HajMAaba xceHa o6hhho mhcah
Aa ne HaAJKHBeTH ocTaAe, na je 3aAOBOA>HHja oa
cbhx. Pa3yMem?
— He. H o HHje ah yrrpaBO cbekh oa thx HaBe-
AeHHx npecTHJKHHx pa3Aora H3Bop CTaAHe HeTpne-
AjHbocth H3Meby tbojhx xceHa?
— HHKaKo CTaAHe. Ao CBaba h Bmce o6hhho
He AOAa3H necTO. Aah arco Aobe, Ty je Myxc. CaMO.
Hame cy xceHe KpoTKe. Banie BOAe, Kaxo Aa KaxceM,
BOAe MyniKapne, yxcHBajy c ibhme y HHHy A>y6aBH,
He3acHTe cy. Harue HMajy MaTepHHckh HaroH, BOAe
Aa ce Ma3e h BOAe Aa cmo hokhh c H>HMa, aAH caM
hhh . . . noAHOce ra, h to je CBe. nacHBHe cy.
— 3anrro?
— EKCHH3Hja!
— Hyo caM. Aah 3ap ce c BpeMeHOM He c6H3h6h-

38
A H syjy A p y re e p o re H e 30He M ecro eic cix H 3 H j o m o t k a o -
BbeHHX YCMHHa H KAHTOpHCa ?
— KaA c e o n e p a im ja H3BpmH KaKo T p e6 a, HeMa
onacH ocTH o a KOMneH3apHja.
— 3 a u iT O 6h to 6 n A a onacH O C T?
— H a M a j e n o A H ra M H ja H y x c H a H 3 c k o h o m c k h x
p a 3 A o r a . CeM T o r a , MopTaAHTeT A e n e H c y B m n e j e B e -
AHK. OCHOBHH j e p a 3 AOT 3 a H > y 3 a o 6 p a A y EE>HBa H
B o h a a K a H a H a m y o S n n a je H H TponoA >H H H a m m , T p e -
6 a M H o ro p y n y . A o H A a . . .
— 3 H a m i a h Aa 6 h y B o b em e caBpeM em ijHX a r p o -
TexHHHKHX h caHHTapHHx M epa nocTeneHO ymmHAO
BHmenceHCTBO h 3 A h h ih h m ?
— H eM y? H aM a HHje A om e h h oBaKO. H eM ojTe
m h c a h t h A a j e c p e h a jeAHHO y TexHHmcoM n p o r p e c y .
O a KaAa c y k o a o h h o t h i h a h , H H urra Me He t o h h Aa
m h c a h m H a npoM eH e. PaAHM y noA>y, He n p e x e p a H o .
3 a m x o 6 h x KaA He T p e 6 a ? K p a j MeHe j e Ba3Aa a o -
boa>ho OApacAHx cHHOBa Aa m h noM orH y. A a h h h o h h
He p aA e M Horo. K o a H ac c e He M o p a a y ^ o k o h nyHO
Aa K o n a A a 6 h c e o cH ry p aA a x p a H a h ocTaAo. A ceM
OApacAHx CHHOBa K o jn m h noM aHcy y paA y, hm bm
yBeK h ao b o a> h o c h t h c A epe Aa Me p a3 ra A e. O Ha c y
m h MecTO Ka<j>aHe, n o 3opH m T a. A a HMaM caMO jeAHy
xceHy, h Aa j e o a o h b k b h x ycnaA>eHHX nA aB ym a Ka-
KBe caM HMao npHAHKe A a yno3H aM y IIap H 3 y , h h t h
6 h x AoxcHBeo oBe roAHHe, h h t h 5 h x 6 h o TaKO c p e -
h aH . J e p j a ceim c p e h a H HOBeK. Y noAHe p y n aM c a
CBHMa yKyhaHHM a. TaA j e 3a6aB H o « HCHBaxHO. A
yB en e xceH a k o a K o je h y HohHTH CKyBa m h B en ep y .
TaA j e n p H ja r a o .
M aM 6 y l i a n a y fe e o 3 a p e H . » B a K a T e j e p a c n o A o -
HceH A a T e b h a h h A a t h n e B a . B p n c e « .
O npocT H M c e c A M aA yoM , H3jy p H M y H o h .
— A a K in e ! — nocaB eT O B a Me M a M 6 y l i a n a . H e
T p e 6 a HHKaA JKypHTH.
H y o c e TaM-TaM 3 A ecH a . »TaM O?« »CaMO 3a
m h om ! H noA aK O « — O A ro B o p n nana.

39
 T o p e — oH aj h c t h ycaMA>eHH noA yM ecep. H OHa
HCTa HCKpHHaBa CBeTAOCT H aA HOTOCTynOM Kp03 IIIH-
K ap y . BaK aTeoB e Ka3e 6 h a c c y yAaA>eHe BHHie o a
KHAOMeTpa h n o . A s c h o K p aj H ac jaBHAe c y c e ABe
HcyhKacTe yA>aHe AaMne. OAaHAe c y AOAaBHAH yA ap-
HH TaM-TaMa. C Ta3a j e HarAo 3aBHAa h BOAHAa caA
n p a B o k ftHM a.
C a neA eceTaK M eT apa B eh, BHAeAe c y c e A se
A y re KAyne c A saA eceTaK A e n a w ih a H a AeBoj h He-
h i t o BHHie AeBojHHpa H a A ecH oj. H 3 M eh y KAyna n e-
T B o p o y rao y x a 6 a H e 3eMA>e. Y A ny — A sa TaM-TaMa,
T p y 6 a h 6eAa4>OH. CBH pan j e HMao n p a n o p n e o k o
HA anaK a p y K y h H ory.
Y n a c y KaA cm o HaHAa3HAH, T p y S a n je cHaacHO
yAapao necHHHOM jeAHy AeBojnimy y Aefea.
— He H rp a j o j ce! — o6jacH H o j e l i a n a .
— I l a ? HeK je ocTaBH Ha MHpy.
— K a n o ? I l a o h j e h o a h t h h k h O A roB opaH y ce-
Ay 3 a OMAaAHHy t o t y 3 p a c r a . M a A a M o p a A a n r p a .
OAHCTa, A e B o jn n p a c e , CBa H 3rpyB aH a, hyTKe
AHTAa c KAyne h H aw Aa Ha n eT B opoyrA y y ra S a H e
3eMA>e. JeAaH A e n a n n h ycTaA e 3 a h>om h OAMax n o ­
n e Aa H rp a . C n p B a AOCTa MeKO, m b a o AeHbo h K ao
yM opH o, aAH c a CBaKHM TaKTOM n A ecao j e CBe jk h b -
A>e, CBe aH rancoB aH H je. A eB° j 'tiim a , c T o je h n n p eM a
BbeMy, CMenraAa c e h O A cyrao jo m yBeK Tpym caA a
H OHawaM a y noAHBHHHACKHM HcyTHM caHAaAaMa.
A a h n ocA e H eK or BpeM eHa aoh>h Aeo H>eHor TeAa,
yBHjeH y CBeTao nAaTHeHH nan, c OAnrraMnaHHM Kap-
TaMa 3 a n o K e p , n o n e A a c e yB H ja, KOMema, canA H he,
ApxTH, T p e n e p n , pa3rAaBA>yje, a o m h ; y n p K o c HHH>e-
h h h h Aa j e 6 h a o H en er no3HaTO opnjeH T aA H or h h o -
n e n K o r y H>eHOM H a m m y n A e c a w a , 4>aciwHHpaH, j a
caM rAeAao A enaK a h A eB o jn n n y K o jn c y , caA c a-
cbh m npeAaHH n r p n , h 3 b o a h a h CAo6oAHe Kopeorpacj>-
CKe B a p n ja iw je H a n p a c T a p e MOTHBe epoTCKor
HHHa; b a h h h h h a h c y h x c t o a h k o 4>aHTa3Hje h
a K p o 6 a T C K e C K O pO B H p T y 0 3 H 0 C T H , C TOAHKO pH T M H H -
Ke o6y3eTocTH h c t o a h k o HenpeKHAHor y6p3aH.a Aa
40
c y , riom aB iiiH o a jeA H or K opaK a H a A sa h a h T pn
y A a p n a AAaHoM y TaM-TaM, B eh h h h h a h n o neT-m ecT
n o n p e T a H3Meby TaMa h TaMa, yBeK y CKAaAy jeAHO
c ApyrHM, K ao yBenchaHH npocJiecHOHaAHH nAecamcH
n a p , caM o 6oA>e, c p n a m ije , OAaHHje ho HjeAaH K o jn
caM BHAeo, ManiTOBHTHje h h h cth j e y 6e36pm K H oj
n y H o j BeceAOCTH h H eonncH B oj jeA H oj p a jc K o j c p e -
SLh K o ja c e oa th x M aA H m ana HomeHHX p h t m o m n p o -
CTHpaAa y h o H n p o b n je H y rAaAHOM MecenHHOM h
MyTHOM CBeTAomhy H3 npa3HHX a h m ch h x n o cy A a y
KojHMa j e ropeA O naAMHHo yA>e.
A e B o jn ra ia j e H r p a jy h n rAyMHAa, 3anyA o a y re H -
t h h h o , CTpacT BeAHKHX A>y6aBHHpa, TpecA a j e H eno-
C T ojehe rpyA H h , A eSA ehn CKopo HenpeKHAHo y Ba3-
A yxy, jeA Ba AOAHpimaAa TAe, n p n neM y j e CBe n cyp-
HHje KpuiHAa CBoje 3aAH>HHHne h BaA>aAa yAerAHM
T phym nH heM ; a o k c e A e n a n n h , K o jn c n ry p H o h h -
KaKBHX HCKycTaBa y ohAacTH epoTHKe TaK obe jo m
HHje HMao h h t h M o rao HMaTH, T p e c a o TaKo y6eA-
a>hbo peAHM TeAOM, KOAyrao orpoMHHM 6eoH>anaMa,
HCTypao jeA aH ocM ex caB o a h h c t c 6eAHHe h n r p a o
K ao Aa 3Ha o a ^ e r a c y noniA H n o K p e r a K oje j e h h -
h h o , HHMe c e t o H H c n n p n m e H>eroB 3aHOc, o a KaKBe
c e CTBapHocTH o h oTHCHyo a o Te cyrecTHBHHje o a
cTBapHocTH cTHAH3aim je MyncjaHKHX H anaA a h n te -
A>a, npeA K ojnM a c e , K ao A pxT ehn CBe 3aBOAA>HBHje,
noBAanHAa H>eroBa n a p r a e p K a .
3a to B peM e A e n a im c y H a K A ynH , c n p a h K a M a
oko B p a T a h n e n o B a H a A y s e H H x M ynunujoM o a
rA a T K H X n iA > y H a K a , n o K a 3 H B aA H je A H H A p y r H M a iith -
p e K o je c y t o n o n o A H e y S n A H h a h paH H A H h c a A
n y B a A H H c n o A p a 3 A p A > e H n x p a 3 H o 6 o jH H X K o m y / b a .
T h x j e KOiny/ba 6 h a o jeAHohojHHX h BHmeboj-
h h x , y HajHeBepoBaTHHje CMeAHM KOMhHHaimjaMa.
B h a o h x je HcneraBA>eHHx Kao Konca AeonapAa, h c -
npyraHHX upHO-ncyTo Kao Konca THrpa, 6 h a o h x je
c AHKOBHMa IIpeAceAHHKa H>nxoBe 3eMA>e, c upTe-
jKHMa 3Bepn h uyHTAe y cb h m 6ojaM a. B h a o h x j e
ancTpaKTHo HmapaHHx, B h a o h x je naK h y MaHHpy

41
e H (J)o p M e A H H x C T p y K T y p a A H H x x p a a c e i s a . A a h h h j e ­
A H a , M a k o a h k o no c e S n A n c o H a H T H a K O M S H H a n n ja ,
H H je A e A O B a A a H e M o r y h e . K a o A a c e h H a jK a K o c jjo -
H H H H H je 6 o j e H H c y B e 3 H B a A e y C B O jo j H e ip n e A > H B O -
c t h 3 a OHe h i t o c y h m c e A npeK T H O npoT H B H A e n a K
h K aA c y c e H a A a 3 H A e je A H e y 3 A p y r e . C B e c y c e B e3 e
6 0 j a BaA >A a y c n o c T a B A > a A e n o c p e A H o , h t o n p e K O
T a M H e , y j e A H a n e H e K o x c e A n n a . Be3yjyhn c e 3a H>y,
6 o j y K o n c e n p B O , H enoM H pA >H B O C T H c y c e y S A a n c a -
B a A e H a K o m y A > H , n a K M n p H A e h , c M H p e H e , A eA O B aA e
xapM O H H H H O . B h o c a M y S e b e H A a 6 e 3 B e3 H B H o r TK H B a
a (j> p H K aH C K e n H T M e H T a im je , M H p a h HCHBOTa M e b y
th m S o ja M a H e 6 h 6 h a o .
Ha 3HaK TpySana, h o b h je nap y c k o h h o A a 3a-
MeHH irpBH, HH 3aAOBOA>aH, HH He3aAOBOA>aH HITO ce
B p a h a H a CBoje KAyne; h h yM opaH , h h HeyM opaH.
IIocA yH iaH caM o. K a o 3 P h k h b h h K o jn c e OAjeAHOM
y n p e A a x y TaM -iaM a ja B e m h o t h , c a c b h x CTpaHa,
HHjaHHM, 6e3pa3AOHCHHM, MeceHapCKHM TAaCOBHMa.

42
 6
HE, HHJE CE 3BA0 <£HAHn BHUUtHB.,
A HIIAK.. . .

O h o i h t o j e n p H T H C K H B a A o H H je 6 h o n p B e H O
y c n ja H H M e c e p . B A a r a j e n y 3 a A a y 3 K o n c y , n rra B H A a
j e h , H e 3 aAOBOA»Ha T H M e, n p o A H p a A a y 6 p o H x n j e ,
O A y3 H M a A a A y iH H H K y KAH3 a B y K pT O C T , nA jO H iT H A a r a ,
A H H ia B a A a n A y h a AOBOA>He M a c e B a 3 A y x a , n a j e h h k b a
A O K p a ja o c B e n c e H a K p B t p o m o 3 a n A > y c K H B a A a y M o p -
h o T eA O h M a A a K c a A e m h c a h h i t o H H c y K a o k o a K y h e ,
y E b p o h h , c K a K y r a A e x m p o , h i t o c y c e je A B a B y K A e
K a o c h t h rM H 3 a B H H n p e T B o p e H H y j e c e a e A e n & H B e
M yB e, n o n a A a A e y c y c T a A y p e K y h i t o H e T e n e , i h t o
H e c T o jn , h i t o H e A e n ce , i h t o n y n c e K a o n y n t H3A y -
H ceH H a y c n j a H o j h a o h h M e i a A H e 3 eMA>e.
A a h B a t c a T e j e c e A e o H a n p a r y K a 3 e H 3 K o j e ce
t h x o r A a c a o 6 aA a< ^O H c o h o m C B e T A y n a B o m f r y A y 6 o -
k h x h 6 h c tp h x BOAa h i t o c e 6 e3 H a n o p a n p n A a ro B y jy
n o c y A a M a c B a n o r p a c n o A O H c e H > a . Ca h c k o m b p c t o m
6 e A e C K H ja im c e B y H e H e K a n e H a rA a B H , y n p o c T p a H O M
6 eA O M z pan 6y6 y h c h o a K o r a c y B H p H A e iu H A > aT e 6 e -
A e M ap o K aH C K e 6 a 6 y i n e , h h h h a o m h c e A a j e p a 3 M aK
o a n e A & a H3 M e b y K a n e h r p a H 6 y 6 y a 3 a y 3 e A a c a M a
H o h . A a h a o k c m o c e pyK O B aA H , H M ao caM npH A H K e
A a H 3 6 AH3 a n o r A e A a M H 3 p o m aB A > e H O C T H > e ro B o r b p a o
y c K o r A H p a n n j h c y y rA O B H h p e 3 0 B H , M a A a y 6 A a -
JK6 H H 6 e 3 6 p o jH H M T O A H H aM a H T p aT O B H M a B eA H K H X
6 o n n i , a , j o i n y B e K 6 h a h o n r r p H . C a M O c y H > e ro B e a h -
<J>y3 H e y c H e , a o k j e h y r a o , n o A c e h a A e H a je A a H A o r n e
3apacrao, H e n p a B H A a H , dySpencacT OHCHA>aK. HeH3-

43
6 o p a H a o b o A jH O 3 a C B o j B e K , p e T K 0 3 y 6 , H c n p m e H o r ,
ti B c p H O B a T o r n e A a , H H je c e A n r a o c a H H C K e, H 3 p e 3 -
6 a p e H e CTOAHpe K a K B e c y H e n a A iiA eM eH C K H M i n e -
(jjO B H M a C A yjK H A e K a o n p e c T O A > a . I I p y x c H O m h j e h y i -
K e X A aA H y , B A a x c H y , M e K y m a K y ; n r a p o K H p y K a B
KA H 3 H y o M y j e a o 6 e 3 M e c H e c x a p a n K e M H ii m p e . H o ,
n p e o c e T A > H B , O A M a x j e K H H y o h , y n A a m e H o B H iu e
h o 3H M o r p o 3 HBO , n o B y K a o p y K y . A o k j y j e c n y u i T a o
c e 6 n y K pH A O , p y K a B j y j e 6 p 3 0 n o K p n o .
C eo caM y TonAy ppB eH y n p an iH H y npeA h >h m .
l i a n a c e cnycTHO a o MeHe. EaAa<j)OH j e h A^A>e acyS o-
pHO, 3aKAOH>eH o a H ac. YAapaA>Ke HHcy AOTHpaAe
acH pe. P eK ao 6 h x n p e Aa j e to HeKH k o a h 6 p h hyA-
a >hbo CKaKyTao AOAe-rope n o creneH H p aM a oa BOAe.
A ko j e to M o ry h e . J e p b o a s HHOTKyA. TpA o j e cyBO.
B a T p a niT o HanyniTeHO j o m r o p n H a oTBopeHOM o r-
H,HniTy AeBo oa K a3e, h Ta B aT pa yB A ann CBoje Ha-
paH p acT e xiAaMeHe p o ro B e K o je HaKOCTpemeHH MpaK
caH .a, h caB H ja, He 6paH H h He xpaH H , caM o hx
npHTHCKa h c y 3 6 n ja , n a a c a p THH>a, r p e j e h He p a -
A y je. H m ir r a He p a A y je — h h norA eA Ha Te i p n Ty
n p H c y r a e nycTHH>e: OHy n ecK a, OHy M paK a h OHy He-
6 e c K o r 6 e c K p a ja , BaH BpeMeHa.
M a M 6 y l i a n a m h j e p a H H je B e h p e K a o A a h h k o
H e 3 H a k o a h k o ro A H H a H M a B a K a T e . Oh H H je H3 o b o t
K p a ja . M o acA a c e 3 aT o h H a h e n o H e n a a ceH a K o ja
t b p a h A a o h H M a c a M o n e A e c e T ro A H H a . A a h je A a H
M a p a 6 y K o j n j e 6 h o c h>hm k o a C a M o p n j a t b p a h A a
j e T aA s e h H M ao 1500 ro A H H a .
H e T p e 6 a c e OAMax c M e j a r a cM en ra o M . n p B o
T p e 6 a p a 3y M e r a j e a h 3 a n c T a c M e n r a o o h o n e M y cm o
c k a o h h A a c e noACM exHeM O. Oh j e H3 K y h e n n j a
aceHCKa A0 3 a A a j e necH H K e o a naM TH BeK a. C b h c y
H>eroBH neB aA H h c n r y p H o j e A a h e A^Te H eK e o a
BberoBHX c e c T a p a HacTaBHTH T y aeA C K y T p aA H p H jy.
3 anryM H A a j e H erA e 6 AH3 y b h c o k b T p a B a . H e ,
B a K a T e j e n o n e o A a MpMA>a. C n o n e T K a HHcaM p a 3 a 3 -
H a B a o n iT a j e 3 H an H o T aj 6 p y j t b p a h x T p a B a , T aj

44
inyM AHmha. IIocAe OATOHeraeM pen. IIoHaBA>ao je
jeAHy jeAHHy.
floniTO je ABaAeceTaK xiyTa raroBopno A(j)pHKa,
A(j>pHKa, none Aa Be3yje Ase-Tpn penn: »CpaMOTa Me,
A(J>phko. CpaMOTa Me, A<J>phko, Hohn, ce6e h Te6e.«
OHAa je CTao Aa H3roBapa caMO jeAHy pen: hoH , Hoh,
Hoh. To noHHH>aH>e necMe a h h h a o je Ha Ayro HeoApe-
beHO y3AHcaH>e, h h TyjKHo, h h He, Ha Heicy 6op6y 3a
h o b h npocTop y npocTopy; Ha JKaAocT npeA Heno pa-
b a a e Kpaja h oSpnca, 6e3 aKneHTa h HHcjjAeKcnja.
BaKaTe je AocTa Ayro TaKo y3AHcao h H3AHcao. A a h
oAjeAHOM H3 rpyAH My ce jacHo npoSn rAac. O h h ih -
KHy 3anpaBO. Iteo ce t o h o b c k npeTBapao npeAa
m hom y CBoj rAac. HaAHK Ha a y S o k o Heimro h CBe-
t a o . Kao Mecen. Ee3 TeAa h Anna. CaMO o a ycTa
h o a penn.
IIpBH ce CTHX H3BHO b h c o k o . MoJKAa AaA>e OA
H3Bopa CBeTAOCTH, aAH je a o h o c h o CAyTH»y AaHa. He
o 6 h h h h x . E n A a j e t o cAyTBba AaHa o a HeKe HCKOHCKe
je3e h CTpaBe.
MoHCAa m h ce t o y h h h h a o caMO 3aTo nrro je,
ynpKoc xpanaBoj AHpeKTHocra, H>eroB roBop 6 h o 3pa-
naH h h i t o je, ynpKoc HanoHy cHare, 6 h o pa3AHBeHO
nopa3aH. Kao caH K o jn HHje o h caMO caH>ao.
npecTao je Beh o a HeKor BpeMeHa Aa A03HBa
je A H y A p y r y h o & , H e OHy h i t o c e o ir a p a A a h K OCTpe-
IHHAa o k o H ac .
np n cy T H a, Aa 6 h 6nA a p an raep e n eH a h yiiHmTe-
Ha H>eroBHM penHMa, OBa c e Hoh nocA e npB or c r a x a
noHOBo BpaTHAa c e 6 n H3ry6A>eHoj HerAe y OHoj 3a-
3HAaHoj om iiToj H ohn h nocTćiAa KaKo j e OAyBeK t o
CBe 6 h a o . M h p h o . HeHsucocTpemeHo. PaBHOAyniHO.
H n je o h 6 h o B pan, Hero necHHK. To je cnrypHO
Man.e MohHo h MaH>e npeTeHimo3HO je p je y CTBapn
BHHie: jeAHHH hbhkh Aa ce He AonycTH Aa HecTaHe
o h o h i t o M opa Aa h c h b h y c b c c t h a>yah a o k a>yah
HMa.

45
 r o B o p n o j e caA-'

»Uj/iclm jedno Mecro na nehuMa,

M oju za npcru ne Mozy da noneuiy, ..

Aohu, dohu, dobu, dohu,

3oeeM re da mu nonem em Aeha«.
T oko je nopynuo T oicyry Keura,
Kpajb Manemcea, oscanehu ce na nneMe IleA
6enoM zenepany Eypzuc Aedopdy.

EaKaTe j e p em rro B a o CBe ao s o p e , m r o ce n p o -

cyAa y h c t o Taico HarAoj KOHByA3Hj h y KaKBoj je
h MpaK HacpHyo 6 h o n p e AsaHaecT c a r a Ha neA»ycra
AaHa. JeAaH je đ n o M aTepana ApyroM. IlecHHK je
caMO, HexajaH 3 a CBe o k o ce6 e, HeyMopHo HH3ao
crax o B e o He3a6opaBHHM 6op6aM a H3Meby 6paTCKHX
nAeMeHa h a p y th m HeAeAHMa h > h x o b h x aM 6im H 03-
h h x B oba h rocnoA apa.
M aM 6y l i a n a j e 3a t o BpeMe y h c k o a h k o Ha-
BpaTa 3 acn ao h y cHy HacTaBA>ao Aa c e p h tm h h k h
A>yA>a noAyoTBopeHHX y c ia . CuM yAnpajyhH, H3TAeAa,
CAym aEte. CBy H ob j a HHcaM h h TpenH yo, MaAa caM
y ApyrHM npHAHKaMa paHOAera cnaBaA tm a. Y 36ybeH
noe3HjoM?
IIo e 3 H ja ? Ile c M e Me 3H ajy. H j a 3H3M n e c m n c e .
n iT a OHAa? H H inT a. CaMO, E aK aT e j e 3HanHO BHme
o a necHHKa K o jn n n m y cthxobc h n r ra M n a jy KH>Hre.
Oh j e HMnpoBH30Bao c ra x o B e 3aKOHOMepHO K ao 6 h a >-
Ka CBoje xAopocj)HAe, HHcmrpHcaH CBe BpeMe K ao n o -
t o k ; o h j e MeHH y oh o m n a c y 3HanHo nyHH a o jk h b -
A>aj K o p e a a n e c m n n T B a ; npBH c y c p e T c a n p a o n e M
cbhx HacyroHHX y M e r a o c r a .
3 a T B ap ao caM ohh A onoA a Aa My He 6 h CMeTaAa
M o ja y3 6 y p K aH a h x y A eh a paA03HaAOCT, M o ja Ae-
n a m c a H eB ep u p a, M o ja noAM AabeHa B e p a y n p n p o A -
h o c t BepSaA H or npeBa3H A acK a HaAHapaBHor y o 6 hh -
h o m , aAH h M o ry h e r y HecBaKOAHeBHOM.
HnaK, HHcaM o a H>era n y o nyHO cTBapn K oje 6 h
m h 6nAe cacBHM Heno3HaTe. H n ia o caM Beh h c t o -

46
p n j y Acfjpmce. A a h Te h o Bh HHje 6 h a o 6 h t h o o h o
iuT a j e E aicaT e KaaHBao, H e ro KaKO j e to KaaHBaHO
BaAHo H3 c e 6 e . H to H e H3 c e 6 e — c e 6 e . H 3 c e 6 e —
CBeA>yACKe nponiA ocT H K ao A a j e H3MaMA»HBao p e n n .
EyAaAacTO o6a3pH B , 3a6eAencHO caM caM o HeKe cth -
xoBaH e n o A a n c e . H eno3H aT e. CaA m h j e n cao: Tpe-
6aA o j e cB e c r a x o B e oA peA a.
A a caM 6oA>e no3H aB ao ycM eHy noeTCKy TpaAH-
HHjy A<j>pHKe — K a3yjeM to ABa M ecen a KacHHje —
j a o h x , s H a jy h n n r r a je c y h n r r a HHcy o6aBe3HH
enHTeTH h K A innea HacAefeeHe e n c n e 4>opMyAe A o m ae
Aa 3aMeHH h n o M o ra e necHHKOBOM cT B apam y Ha tc -
K y h o j TpaijH , j a 6 h x naaT H o AaHaK ycxHBeH.a caM o
OHHM CAHKaMa H CTHXOBHMa H30HAHM H3 npaBOT Ha-
A axH yha. OsaKO caM c e n p o c T H p a o n p eA cbbkom
penH .
CBejeAHO. H h h h a o m h c e Aa j e C Bana nyA ecH o
ayreHTHHHa, o c e B a o caM c e n p im e M K o jn h o c h A4>pn-
Ky y c e S n , A<j>pHKy TaKO CBeTy naTH.OM h T an o Be-
AHKy yncacoM A a H3 3axBaAHocTH 3 a t o , caA, A sa
M ecen a KacHHje, npHMaM H a A y m y h B e p o B a ra o aeA-
c k o niapAaTaHCTBo. CacBHM 6e3ycAOBHo ynoTpe6A>a-
BaM Ty p e n . H e M ap n . H e K a caM h ncpTBa yjeA H a-
n eH o r B p a h a a a h noHaBA>aH>a. Pm raM , y n p K o c Hen-
c t h h h h HenpnpoAHOCTH, noeTCKa j e peaAHOCT Be-
KOBHMa cTaBA>aHa h HecTaBA>eHa y cyMH>y. H eK a caM
6 h o h o n n je H npec|>a6pHKOBaHHM o 6 a h k o m y K o jn j e
CTpnaH HCTopnjoM A a r a caAP^Kaj. H eK a. B e p o B a ra o
6 h c e h 4>a6yAa K o jy j e n eB ao 6oA>e o c e iia A a y <j>opMH
j o m HeH3MHHiA>eHoj. MoHCAa 6 h j o j 6 h a o jo m 6oA>e
Aa j e caM a, H a c T a jy B a cnoH TaH H je, A orpaB nB aA a
c e 6 e K opaK n o K opaK c a o S a h k o m . CaA K a3yjeM
Ta ABa Mootcda. A a h cA yinajy& H B aK aT ea, HCHBeo caM
caB y n a c y T o r CBor c A y m a m a h HCTOBpeMeHO x h -
A>aAe roAHHa n p e , h CTOAeha n ocA e, h mocaKBHx rrpn-
ro B o p a HHcaM HM ao. E h o caM caM o y c x n h e H h c p e -
BaH. H M ao ocehaH >e A a nocTojH M n o T n y tm je h o HKaA.
Y cBaKOM p a j y c a M o o c e h a a a KpHTHKa j e « e 3 a -

47
MHCAHBa. 3HaHHAa 6 h n p o T H B p en je o h o m n r r o H aja-
KyTHHje n o c T o jn .
Ho He3aBHCHO OA TUX pe3epB H K o je MH c a A AO-
Aa3e Ha yM, B urne H3 6ecnA aT H or C Tpaxa Aa He H cna-
AHeM AaKO OAymeBA>eHH HaHBKO, OHy caM neA y H oh
n p o A p x T ao npeA poAOHaneAHHKOM xipH or O p4>eja,
K ao h i t o 6 h x j a OTiiBOKOTao h Aa caM c e M orao H a h n
n peA MeAHTepaHiieM X oM epoM , K ao i h t o 6 h x je , caB
o a je a c y p a , OACAymao h npeA ^ h a ih io m BmnHbnfreM
A a caM H3 H>eroBHX y c T a n y o o h o »KaA c e in h a m e n o
3eMA>H C p 6 n jH « .
P eK ao caM A a j e CBanyAO. IlaA M e c y n p e c ia A e
Aa n y u K e T a jy h K an& y Ha KpoBOBe K a3a. H 3 OHe
n peA KojoM c m o ceAeAH H3Hm ao j e AenaK o a Aece-
TaK roAHHa. Y p y iin — A sa H rra ira h a , a npeKO rpyA H
— iir a p o K H 6 a A a c j)O H : H e je A H a K e THKOBe n A o m o je
H a cyB H M T H K B H naM a p a c n o p e b e H H M h c h o a h >h x , H a j-
B e h e n p B O , n a C B e M aH >e h M aae.
— M o ry a h A a OAeM Aa cnaB aM ? — y ira T a o je ,
a H ajc T a p n jH y ja K H a CBeTy p e K a o j e c e c T p n h y Aa
OAe h c th m rA acoM KojHM j e n eB ao B ojH e norxB aT e:

— H d u , n o c /ie d fb u c u u e M o je n a jM jia h e c e c r p e
u H6K t u d y x o e u n a u iu x n p e b a ic a b o n e c y c a n
o r e o p e m i x o n u j y u H cm y/b en u x y u i u j y ,
d a 6 u e u d e o u n y o oho u it o com o Jbydu n a m e
n o 3 e M o zy
y c n a e a n u n o b c y m ie M u i t o o n u ja
y cnyoicbu M ecet^a ic o ju 6 y b u n n u M e u p e n u .

JecaM a h 3a6opaBHo Aa KaaceM? BaKaTe je ro-

Bopno yBeK y crnxoBHMa. BeniTanKH h h b c h a h h pn-
TaM noe3nje noerao je H>eroBa CBaKOAHeBHna. Jecy
a h c b h pajeBH ocybeHH Aa 6yAy HenpHpoAHH?
A ok j e 6 h o MAafen, n p e ABaAeceTaK roAHHa,
ro B o p n o j e AaH>y K ao cbh Ajy a h , naKO j e B eh

48
6 h o cXaBaH n e c ra n c . A a h OTKaA j e o cA eneo o a 60-
rHH>a, pHTMOBaHo j e H 3 ro B ap ao h H a j t p h b h j aAHHj e
CTBapn. C to m orpaAOM — AonyHHO c e H a noBpaTK y
M aM 6y l i a n a — i h t o HHniTa h i t o j e H3Aa3HAO h 3
H>eroBHX y cT a HHje 6 h a o t p h b h j h a h o . CBe j e n o -
CTajaAO Heo6HHHO, CBeTo h K ao npBH n y r H3peneHO.
J e p yBeK npBH n y T ao h ch b ajB h o .

4 OcKap A^bhmo — XI] 49

 EKCIJEPIIT H3 KOHTEKCTA CACBHM
HCTOPHJCKOr

»H3Mefcy MaAHx me<j>epHja, Kao h H3Meby BeAH-

k h x iiAeMeHa, oABajKaAa cy nocrojaA H cyKoSn. 3a
HOBeKa paT HHje HHiHTa ho b o . H h h o b o HHje 6 h a o
Aa ce noSeAHHUH cAaBe, a n o 6 ebeHH oaboa® Y p o 6 A>e.
H o b o j e HacTaAo KaA cy TproBim — 6 eAO-ppBeHa
AHLja — CTaAH Aa OTKynA>yjy h 0AB03e npeK o M opa
t o p o 6 A»e Aa 6 h c a y jk h a o h yMHpaAo AaAeKO o a
CBoje 3eMA>e. DIe4>oBH h Kpa/beBH 6e3 caB e cra h yMa
3anrpaA H c y ryfey n rp y , 3aBeAeHH noKAOHHMa h 60 -
HaMa pyM a, AacKaH>eM h 6e3BpeAHHM yKpacHMa. H a -
CTaAo j e BpeMe o im rre HecAore, o n rrp H je o a m b m s l,
ySncTBeHHje o a Tona.«
AoTAe caM h 3anHCHBao a OHAa n p e c T a o . T p e -
6 a a o j e n o H e r a MarHeTo<j>OH h yxB araT H CBaKy p e g
p e n e H y h npefeyT aH y, CBaKH n p e A a x h CBaKo noA a-
HteH>e hobot p e T o p c K o r T aA aca. Ty HaH3MeHHHHy
nAHMy h o ceK y aio jeH aT a. T y x y ry rA a c a KaA 3aneB a,
o n y BeAPHHy HeBHAA>HBe npaTH>e SaA atjioH a.
B aK aT e j e 3 a n eB ao K a 3 y jy h n C Tapa BpeMeHa
OHaKo KaKo c y ocT aA a y p e 3 a H a y CBecTH HberoBe
A03e: peHHMa H3 16. cx o A eh a CTBapn K o je c y c e TaA
AoroAHAe, cTHXOBHMa H3 17, 18. h 19. BeKa o h o h i t o
c e TaA H c n o H a a c c h a o . H m iiT a o h HHje M e a a o . OHa-
k o K an o j e 3anaM THo Aa j e H>eroB CTapn y ja K o n n -
C H B a o n p o n iA e A o ra b a je , TaKo h x j e h o h n p e H o c n o .
A y ja K h x j e g y o o a CBor y ja K a ; OBaj o a CBor. Opa/v-
H a j e TpaAHijHja pH ro p o 3 H H ja, p e x a o 6 h x , o a kh>h-
irnce. OHa nyBa crape HH<j>AeKCHje h aKHenre, He
caMo peHH h pHTMOBe. A a h 3a Aorabaje H3 HOBHje
Hcxopnje caM je cacraBHO craxoBe. Y Ayxy HacAeba.
HoBe no m h c a h m 3 h 36nBaH>HMa.
YKpanco, crapa, CTpauraa rrpHna o H3AajaMa:
k o a o h h HHcy ycneBaAH Aa ce HaMeray 3axBaA»yjyhH
cbom 6oA>eM opyncjy. A jy a c k h h b o J h h h k h KBaAHTera
HanaAana He Mory HHKaA Aa ce Mepe ca BpAHHaMa
OHHX KOjH đpaHe CBoje AOMOBe H CBOjy CAo6oAy.
Tycapn h peryAapHe Tpyne b c a h k h x CHAa noSebu-
saAH cy nocAe h c c c to k h x h k p b b b h x 6op6n 3axBa-
A>yjyhH A4>pHKaHHHMa Kojn cy noerajaAH opybe h>h-
x o b h x HHTepeca H3 cyjeTe h a h noxAene, rAynocTH
h a h KyKaBHHAyKa. M o th b Byxa EpaHKOBHha.
Oh ce y A ^pm m HHje jom cnAeo c m o th b o m
Apyror Byica, OHor Kypjaica H3 Tprnnba. H h k o o b a c
HHje cHCTeMaTCKHje cicynA>ao h h necMe, h h irpeA a-
H>a. CAymao caM h 3aTo Ba3HeceH. Ta necMa Hebe
HMara CBor ByKa Kapamiha, h h cBojy cyrpaimBimy.
A OHAa h 3aTO, 6ojao caM ce Aa 3anncyjeM. Mo-
JKAa 6hx THMe 36yHHo 6apAa, a ce6n caMOM 3acMe-
Tao Aa caB 6yAeM npncycTBo CAyxa caMo y 4>a6yAH
h i t o je TeKAa.
IIaMbeH>e ce jaBHAO nocAe. He3BaHO ce oAa3BaAO
H3 6pa3AH Koje je Ta Hob ype3aAa y ocehaaa. Y
KpynHHM HpTaMa caMo,
IIoSeAHHxm cy ce m o ta h ocebara 6e36eAHHM ca-
m o y rapHH30HHMa h yTBpAaMa Koje cy yxtypSaHO
rpaAHAH CByA rAe 6 h h o to m CTaAH. HmcaAa Ayro
HHcy TpajaAH MeAeHH Meceim curypHOCTH H3a 3H-
AOBa. H noA H>HMa h y H>HMa ycTamm cy ce pebaAH
3a ycTaHHHMa, yTBpAe cy ocBajaHe Ha jypmn h a h
AyxaBCTBOM. HaKO cy m h o th <J>paimy3H h EHTAe3H
OCT£lBA>aAH KOCTH y A<j)pHUH, He T p e 6 a HX JKaAHTH---
HHcy 6 h a h HeBHHa j a r a a A . OcTpBA>eHH c y n c n Ty
AomAH A a p o 6 e , naA e, CHAyjy, A a c e S o raT e. E h a h
c y paBHoAymHH 3 a H e c p e b e K o je c y 3aAaBaAH, c e jy b n
ceM e A em eBa y 3 ra p n m T a x o ja c y H>HBe 3 a AeTHHe

4* 51
r a e B a h CMpTH. Y S m j e 6 H B a j y y S n j e H e . KaA-TaA. T o
j e 3aK O H .
A oA a3H A n c y c n p B a A a 6 h o a b y k a h p o 6 o B e n p e -
k o M o p a . A o A a3 H A n c y A a caM H n o c T a H y x p a H a t o a o -
B p aT H X O pA O B a H T ep M H T a H 3 T e p M H T H je p a i i i t o c y
c e t h x r o A H H a H aM H O ^K H A e a y > k c b h x O o j i n i r r a h
H e c T a . Hh A (j> p H K a c e ymhphth H H je A a A a . Hh A a r a
M o r A a . 3eM A > a j e h O H a c A>yAHM a h c x h m K a o c B y A a
A>yAH h i t o c y .
noCAeAH>H BeAHKH a<J>pHHKH paTHHK nOA HH]HM
c y yAappHMa HecTajaAe 6e36pojH e k o a o h c <J>paimy-
c k h x 3aB ojeB ana 3Bao ce CaM opn T y p e , H3 3eMA>e
MaHAHHra, H3 rp aA a MHH>a6aAaHAyrya.
C npoM aiiiH o j e 6 hao H>eroBO a o th h >ctbo , nAe-
MeHHTO j e ao c m p t h ocTaAo H>eroBo c p u e . A a OTKyim
CBojy M ajK y K o jy j e 3 a p o 6 n o noKpajHHCKH mec|> h
BeAHKH p a ra H K C o p n E n p a M a , m a b a h j e C aM opn T y p e
n p n c T a o A a My 6yA e BojHHK nyHHx ceAaM roAHHa.
3aCAyJKHBXIIH 6 p 3 0 nOK33aHHM jyHaHITBOM h paT-
HHHKOM BeiHTHHOM CAoOoAY CBoje MajKe, OAyJKHBraH
CBojy o6aBe3y 3axBaAH0CTH 3 a jk h b o t , m a b a h C a-
M opn nocBeTHO c e o h o m h i t o c e o t k p h a o Kao H>eroB
JKHBOTHH n 0 3 H B .
B eh j e y 1 8 7 0 . 6 h o y cn eo Aa noM Hpn 3aKpBA>eHe
H3Mehy ce 6 e me<J>OBe K p aja y K ojn j e Aornao Aa
h c h b h . H Aa h x , noMHpeHe, cTaBH y CAyxc6y HAeaAa
K o jn j e a o t h h h o TpeSaAo Aa 3aH ecy h o ciaA e c h -
HOBe A(j>pHKe.
n o A a 3 e h n h h o a H era, a e r o B a c e BAacT y 6 p 3 o
npoiiiH pH A a AaAeKo. Y cK o p o c e npocT H paA a o a h3-
B o p a H n r e p a a o o S A a c ra m yM a H a j y r y , o a K pa-
A>eBHHe CHKaco a o ApJKaBe A m a A y a . 3 a rrpecTOHHijy
j e y 3 e o BH caH A yry. 3 6 o r MeceHHHe K o ja TaMO H aj-
C H a JK H H je 6 A H C T a .
Y3 BojHHHKe BpAHHe, OTKpHo j e y ce 6 n h AP^caB-
HHHKe. Y3 ynpaBA>aHKe, h OHe M yA papa. O TB apao j e
HiKOAe CByAa h a o h o c h o npaBHHHe 3aKOHe, HHjy c y
■6AarOTBOpHOCT yBHhaAH CBH A>yAH AOCTOjHH TOT
HMOHa.

52
 IIpH to m j e HapoHHTy naacHby o 6 p a h a o Ha Boj-
CKy, K ojy je CBy oAeHyo y jeAHaKa a c y ra OAeAa h Hao-
p y acao opyacjeM o t c t h m HenpHjaTeA»y h a h HaHHH»e-
h h m y AHBHnuaMa h KOBaHHHpaMa HHje j e CTBapaite
TaKobe n o A c r a p a o .

sKueeAO ce crpozo y nezoeo epejae.

IlaMTUM crapuja epeMena od tbezoeux.
T a d j e 6 u a o Mooicba npuja.TH u.je o x u e e zu .
Aj iu HUKad m u z p y d u H u je n a d u M a o raicae n o n o c
K ao o n d a K ad com c r u z a o y B u c a n b y z y ,
HUKad cpeha n uje t o k o K/bynana y Menu
Kao rad Kad com y odeny cocf)e,
y obeny CaMopujeeoz eojnuKa,
neeao ceoje npee necMe o 6op6u 3a cnoCoby,
o Acppui^u jebHoj, jebuHcreenoj u ceojoj.

TaA j e T o K y ry K e n r a , K pa*. M aA em cea, no3B ao

O p a H p y 3 e Aa My m o n e u i y A e h a z d e n e z o e a p y K a He
CTuotce«. Y HeKOAHKO c y K o 6 a c H>HMa, o k o 1881, C a-
M o p n j e n o ic a 3 a o CBojy BpeAHOCT. A a h oS aB enrreH
A a EHTAe3H o 6 a p e H a AHpa c n p e M a jy TajH o y C n je p a
A eoH e B ojcK y c HaMepoM Aa r a HanaAHy, o h oAAynH
A a y KeH>e6a-KypH n o T n n m e npH M H pje c O p a H p y -
3HMa (1886).
Aa 6 h yBepno reHepaAa Eyprnc-AeSopAa y CBojy
HCKpeHOCT, o h npHCTaAe Aa CBor CHHa KapaMOKoa
nomaA>e y IIapH3 — m h c a h o je — Kao rocTa <j>paHpy-
CKe BAaAe. OHa HHje npaBHAa pa3AHKy H3Meby rocTa
h Taopa.
I lp e h o n rro j e Ha neAy B ojcne KpeHyo Ha C h-
je p a AeoHe, M opao je CaM opn Aa o c r a y p a 6 o k o b c
OA HOBHX npeTH>H HITO Cy AOAa3HAe H3 C nK acoa.
3aTO noT iraca jo in jeAaH yroB op y EncaHAyry, KojHM
j e yHBpcTHo ycAOBe paH H jer npHMHpja. n a MHpaH
Ha 6oKOBHMa, n o b e y HanaA.
Y cn ecn c y c e pebaAH 3a ycnecHMa. n o 6 eA e c y
ca3peBaAe 6pace h o h i t o c y npoAa3HAH AaHH K ojn

53
c y r a j o in pa3A aajaA H oa noB paT K a A n y eA ea K a p a ­
MOKO, oa n o B p ax K a A>y6AjeHor CHHa M ajK e A nyA e.
H a j3 a A c e h o h B p a x n o H3 I I a p n 3 a , rA e j e BHAeo
orpoM H e (JiaSpHKe TonoB a h MHxpaA>e3a, noA H roH e h
K acapH e, n a j e h y jeAHOM 6aAOHy, A eSA ehn K ao
n x im a , npeA eT eo b h c o k o , b h c o k o HaA Mapcoetm no-
jbeM . 0(j)HHHpH K o jn c y c e CTapaAH o H>eMy b o a h a h
c y r a H a nA ecoB e h CBenaHocxn. M oH tA a c e h 3 ax o
A>y6A>eHH KapaMOKO, c h h M ajKe A n y A e, B p a x a o 36y-
H>eH H3 3eMA>e H e n p n ja x e A a .
T o j e CBe nojMA>HBO. A p y r o j e Hbera yHHmxHAo;
AonycTHBiHH My A a y h h h h CMpxHy rp e im c y .
A oneK aH o a o u a oK pynceH or cb h m cBojHM a o -
rAaBHHHHMa, KapaMOKO j e x o a h k o 6 h o MAaA h Ma-
AoyMaH A a H3peKHe, j o m 3aA nxaH o a n y x a , n p e h o
m x o j e Ma K or H3 n p a x m e y irn x a o K a n o My HAe, n p e
h o m x o j e 3arpA H o CBor poAHxeA>a: »One, H eM oryhe
j e 6 o p n x H c e npoxH B <PpaHHy3a. H m x o B a j e B ojcK a
H enperA eA H a, a H a o p y H c a a e hcoaoajH B O . T p e 6 a c e
noM H paxH 3ayBeK c H>HMa«.
T o j e peK ao jo m y ceAAy.
»IIpBo Aa ce no3ApaBHMO, cm ie! 3 a o36HA>He p a-
3roB ope 6 iđ ie h KacHHje BpeMeHa«, oATOBopno je
m y a p h o x ait h y m rra o : »Qa va?«
J e p C aM o p n c e npaB H o A a HHje h h n y o n o p y ity
H3 ceAAa.
A a My j e KapaMOKO 6 h o peK ao y nexHpH OKa
CBe o h o m x o j e jaBHo H3peKao, o x a n 6 h r a H3rpAHO,
a MOHCAa 6 h naK h pa3MHmA>ao o 'chhoba> 6bhm p en n -
Ma h xpaacHo H am m , MOJKAa, Aa h c k o p h c x h 3a CBoj
HapoA CHary h 3HaH>e ja n e r h 6 o ra x n je r CBexa.
A a h KapaMOKO j e HecM oxpeHo K a3ao CBe m x o
j e p e K a o n p eA c bhm y n m M a jaBHO.
JaBH o r a je , 3HanH, x p e6 aA o h Ka3HHXH. K a n o ?
A nnrnxH r a m m a y b o j c h h h A axn My n y im cy . H eK
noHOBO oxnoH H e o a o S m m o r cocfoe. H eK c x p a n c a p n ,
HeK c e 6 o p n , HeK MOHCAa norH H e.
M opxHHfeaH j e HMe 6 h a o TAaBHor caB exm nca
C aM o p n jeB o r. H o h , 3BaH M o p u U p n u u Be/iuKU,

54
cM pKHyo c e o a T y re KaA j e BHAeo K ano c e H>eroB
ro c n o A a p M ynn 3 6 o r CHHOBA>eBe r A y n o c ra , b a h HHje
3H ao K an o Aa My n o M o ra e . 3aTO, KaA K peH y c n o p y -
k o m C aM o p n jeB o j A enoTH im C ap aH , HajMHAHjoj nce-
h h CBor ro c n o A a p a , o h j o j , ceM n o p y K e , K a3a h CBe
u iT a j e jaBHO H 3peK ao c h h M ajKe A n y A e.
KaA y MpaK CaM opn y b e y Ka3y CapaH KesbH,
Aa c b o m B enepa je p jo j je y noAHe t o 6 h o n o p y -
h h o n o M opxHHbaHy, OHa r a He npHMH paAOCHO
KaKo T pe6a; OKpeHyTHX r a A eba AoneKa.

Aah oh je ynHTa:

»3ap ce raKO, najMtiauja Moja Aenorut^e Capan,

d o H e x y je Myotc pasdupan CpuzaMa dpoicaenuM
n o c /ie M yHHux paszoeopa o c r a jiu x 6ea od/iyK e?«
Ha t o A e n o T u ifa CapaH, O K p e h y h u M y n e n o /iui{e,
pene:
»Aaj m u ceoje n a K u iu p e , ja h y Te6u ceoj n a m .
Tu c u o c r a p e o u c y c r a o , M y u iK o c r Te T e o ja n p o u in a
a c h>om u n p a e e d n a MpoicK>a n a o n e x o j u n a c
y n u tU T a e a jy .
noznedaj oee pyKe. One ne Mozy eutue da xzonajy,
OdeuK/ie cy ce u od TKatta. He 3Hajy eutue hu da
npedy.
Od neza hy ja da oaueuM, j a u M o ja M ana dei^a,
K ad nyjeM d a k e m n o n a z o e o p y 6 y d a n a c r o z c u n a
M ajKe Auyne
d a c e KyKaeuHKU n o M u p u m c T y 6 a 6 y O p a n c im a .«
K a o patbeHu n e o n a p d uockohu y e p e h e n u C aM opu
u o d M a x n a p e d u d a c e 3 a jiy n a y p a r n e TOM-TOMe.

Crpnam e ce cbh cocjbaKyMH, CBe rAaBe BojHHKa,

CBe KeAe-THTH, cbh rocnoAapn paTa.
C aM o p n hm OKynA>eHHMa TaA caonm T H C B o j y
OAAyKy.
— C O paH ijy3H M a HeMa MHpa!
3 a C H H a je TaKobe oAAynno. HapeAHo je Aa ra
3aTBope y jeAHy Ka3y tbpahx 3HAOBa h HapeAHo a &
55
ce cnoAa 3a3HAa yAa3. OcraBHTH CHHa Kora cy 3a-
BeAH HenpnjaTeAjH Aa yMpe o a rAaAH HHje cypoBOCT
cpija, Hero cypoBOCT h y x c h o c th .
Ha neAy cBojnx co4>a, KpeHy 3bthm CaMopn Ha
<E>paHHy3e Aa o c b c t h Tenney c m p t CHHa h h>hxobo
BepoAOMCTBO. Y CnrypHjy cy My t h x AaHa, y3rpeA
6yAH peneHO, <DpaHCH, ynpKOC npHMHpjy jom Ha
CHa3H, CTpeA>aAH jeAHor BojHHKa.
O a TaA n a 3 aA y ro , MHpa HHje 6 h a o . CeAaM j e
nyHHX roAHHa T p a ja o Taj paT . <I>paHCH c y ocTaBHAH
6 e 3 6 p o j C Bojnx CHHOBa n o caBaH aM a, n p am y M aM a h
n n n c a p a M a . M h o th c y c e AaBHAH y H n r e p y h B o a t h ,
yMHpaAH y n e c x y C a x a p e h Mefey AHjaHaMa TaH e.
M H o re c y caTpA e 6 o accth . A a h H a jB e h n 6 p o j' h x j e
norH H yo oa MeTKa h a h ca6A>e CaM opnjeBHX co4>a.
BojHHHKa KberoBa e n p e r a a x p a 6 p o c T y to j e
BpeM e 3aAHBA>aBaAa h HenpHjaTeA>e. H >eroBa cTpaTe-
r a j a 6 n A a j e M y A p n ja oa 6oA>er H a o p y H c a a a h
Be h e r 6 p o j a O p a H c n ja . B o jc x y j e CBojy 6 h o noAeAHo
Y T p H K O A O H e.

Haj6on>e H aopyoicane rpyne r y K /ie cy <PpaHcuje

c nena.
Y n 03adu.HU c y c n a ć u je naopyotcaH e cocf/e o e n o ć a -
ha/ie Tepuropuje
3a napod Koju je npem ocraeuo noenanevbe ca
CaMopujeM
Poncrcey y enacru ocrpe/benux 3aeojeeana.
H aj cnaćuje onpeMJbenu eojHUt^u noMazanu cy na-
p o d y K o ju c e c e n u o
d a c UMoeuHOM u dpoicaeoM n p e n e c e y n o e e x p a je e e
K o n eetce u z p o ć o e e .

3axB aA .yjyhH CBOMe H a m m y p aT O B aita, C aM opn

j e y c n e o Aa to k o m ceAaM roAHHa He a o 3 b o a h Aa y
p y x e HenpnjaTeA>a naA H e h h jeA aH H>eroB norHHyAH
6 o p a n , HHjeAHo h c h b o AeTe, HHjeAHo 3pH o n p o c a ,
HHjeAHO rpAO CTOKe.

56
 I I o B A a ^ e h jH c e n p e A H a A M o h H H M C H a r a M a H a h c -
tok hah n a j y r c T O T H H a M a h X H A »aA aM a K H A O M e T a p a ,
o h j e 3 a n c T a n p e c e A > a B a o H H T aB y C B o jy A P ^ a B y , CBe
CTaH O BH H U ITBO , 3 a je A H O C S o ra T C T B O M H H a c e o 6 H H a -
M a, 3 a je A H o c a a n B a M a h K o p e a e M y a H M a , H e
C M a a y j y h H h h 3 a n e A a A ), y n p n o c C B e M y T O M e, C B o je
yB eK h o b o n ap cT B O .
< l> paH H y3H c y T aK O o c B a j a A H c a M o n y c T e K p a j e -
B e , r A e c y h x A O H eK H B aA e y h c b h a a j H b h m 3 a c e A a M a
6 o A e cT H h rp o 3 H H iie . J e c y a h O H e 6 n A e H a M e p H o o c -
T aB A se H e? H a h c y MOHCAa o A Y B eK B e 3 a H e 3 a 3eM A >y,
H a c r a a e H y h n y c T y ? C a M o p n 6 h H a t o MOHCAa y M e o
A a O A TO B opn. J a H e.
3a c e A a M r o A H H a , c e A a M j e n y r a T a x o c e A H O ,
n o p e A C B or H a p o A a , h B A acT , h o S i r a a j e , h c a B h c h b o t .
T aA O p a H n y 3 H , A O A a 3 e h n c h o b h m B o j c x a M a c a
c e B e p a h c a H C T O K a, 3 a y 3 M y E o S o - A n y A a c o o r p o M -
h h m C H a raM a. H m i e M y 3 a n p e T e H e c a M o n p n c T H -
t a h m a p M H j a M a n iT O c y r a H a n a A a A e c n e A a , H e r o h
ja K H M r a p H H 3 0 H H M a 3 a A e b n M a , O H e M o r y h y jy K H M y
A O TA e p e A a x H B H o A a K e o n e p a n n j e n o B A a n e a a .
I I p e r o B o p H o M H py K o j n c y n o n e A H 1898. H H cy
c e b o a h a h H3 M efey n o 6 eAHHKa h n o p a a ceH H X . A s e
ap M H je c y C T ajaA e je A H a n p e M a A p y r o j . H a n p T M H pa
H H je n p e A B H b a o H H nrra i h t o 6 h yMaH>HAO AOCTojaH-
c t b o C a M o p n ja , h h o k p h »h a o a e r o B y He3 aBHCHOCT.
Aah, H 3 A a H , j e A H e j e Hobn y x B a h e H y C H y h
H c y p H O o A s e A e H y ^ p a H n y c K H A o r o p , O A aT A e y T a -
6 o h , n a H a o c t p b o O r y e , r A e j e A 3 e r o A H H e K a c H H je
h n o r y 6 A i e H . I J p H a A <j>pH K a c e 3 a B H A a y h y T a y .

57
 8
APYTA CTPAHA MEAAA>E HAH AHE[E
K0A0HHJAAH3MA

3a BojcKOM 3aBojeBana ByKAH cy ce TproBHH,

npo6HCBeTH h o a o h i oAacByA. A°A.a3HAH cy 6e3 Kycjpe-
pa h CKpynyAa. CnpeMHH Aa He nponyere HHjeAHy
noBOA>Hy npnAHKy. KaA h x HHje 6 h a o , cTBapaAH cy
h x : oTBapaAH cy KpnM e, 6opA eA e, KoincapHHne.
HeHaBHKAH Ha xcecroKa nnha, A<j>pHKamm cy nocp-
hyhn KOAyraAH oHHMa. EBponejnn, yxcHBajyhH oAaK-
XHHHe, noApncaHH apsmjoM y3HMaAH cy y 6ecneH>e
AOMahe npoH3BOAe, a yBe3eHy po6y AaBaAH no
TpocTpyKoj neHH. EoraTCTBa cy ce CTBapaAa npexo
Hohn.
CnoA>a j e to ry x c B a ite motao a h h h t h H a 6A aro-
e r a i t e . 3nA aA e c y c e M Hore ynp aB H e 3 rp aA e, n p n -
BaTHe pe3H A eH inije.
Kaxo ce 3HAaAo?
Bojcxa 6 h oracoAHAa ceAo h a h rpaA. C b h Myrn-
K a p n n cnoco6HH 3a paA HacHAHo cy oABobeHH Ha
rpaAHAHHiTa. TaMo cy SnBaAH npHHyfeeHH Aa 6ec-
nA aT H O paA e.

K aA a j e B ojH a y n p a B a 3aMeH>eHa h h b h a h o m ,
aAMHHHCTpannja j e HacTaBHAa n y re M K o jn j e coAAa-
T e c x a 6 n A a npoK pnH A a A p xcehn c e n p H H in m a — paA-
Ha c H a ra y k o a o h h ja M a HMa Aa 6yA e S e c n A a ra a .
Y npBO j e BpeM e TaKo 6 h a o .
K acH H je, KaAa c e c ra A a Aa rpaA H n p y r a K po3
irp am y M y , nyHTAy, niH K apy h nycTHH>y, yBHAeAO c e
Aa je peHTaSuAHH j e n A a h a n i npncH A H o noK ynfoeH e
58
paAHHKe h o H3ApacaBaTH AOBOA>aH 6 p o j CTpa>Kapa
K o j n 6 h na3H A H A a H e n o S e r a y .
I L v a f e a A o c e n o 5 n a p a a h c b h o , a t o j e 6h a o
n e T p A e c e T n y r a M a t t e h o n r r o c e A o S n ja A O 3 a h c t h
p a A y M e rp o n o A n , h a h o caM A eceT n y r a M a tte h o
h i t o c e n A a h a o 6 e A H p a A H H K y k o a o h h j a M a A<i>pHKe.
E e c n a p n n a j e T O A H K a 6 n A a A a c y A>yAH 3 6 o r
T e n e r a a p a H K e H a ja M H H H e n p e c T a A H A a 6 e x c e c n p y -
r e , n aK O h x j e p a A H a t t o j A eceT K O B ao: n o p e 3 y j e
T p e S a A o H eH H M n A a T H T H . H e M H A o c p A H a p e K B H 3 H H H ja
oA H O C H A a j e K o n o K , T y <j>HHy T p a B y o a 6 a o 6 a 6 a , K a -
y n y K , n a M y K , M a c A O , B o h e . C e A a c y T A aA O B aA a. To
H H je 6 h a o C B e. B o jH H H H c y a o h o c h a h n p a 3 H e B p e h e
n p e A K y h e h , c e A y o B p a T y , n e ic a A H A a c e H a n y H e .
K a A 6h J K e T B a o M a x H y A a , c e A a c y S n A a n p H H y b e H a A a
K y n y jy n o c x y n e n a p e je n a M h O B ac y ip a A y k o a
T p ro B a u a A a o h H anyH H A H B p e h a p c K o j B o jc im yB eK
npa3H e B pehe.
A s a A e c e T h n e r a p n t o a h h c c e rp aA H A a n p y r a
o a K a j a h K y A H K o p o a a o E aM aK a. C A B e roA H H e npe-
KHAa 3 6 o r H cy re r p o 3 H im e K o ja j e 6 n A a n o K o cH A a
H exoA H K o A eceT H H a xH & a A a A 4>pH K aH ana h E y p M a -
H a u a AOBeAeHHx 6poA O B H M a K a o p o6A > e H3 A aA eK e
A 3 n je .

Tpu c y mu 6 pa ra obeebena n a n p yzy,

C u jio m c y o b e y n e n a u s K ase y je b a n b a n ,
Auzu ce nuje nuvzab eparuo M a jx y ba
npeb CMpr noz/ieba,
Eaupe ce epahao beanyr y tier zobuna
na no Tpu bana,
A au rpehu n y r ce n uje eparuo nu
n o c n e u ie 3 b e c e r z o b u n a ,
Ocxao je 3ayeetc 3ZH>enen nob
zomuaom T e u u c u x n p a zo e a .
CaMĆa c e e p a h a o n e r n y r a , u n o c A e
nu ica b e u u ie .
A oao 3 uo j e c e e M p tu a e u ju u c A a b u ju .

59
 Mecro da My ce odpadyjeMO, ceu cmo
ruiaicajiu nped h>um.
Aazice ico repdu da revcaic pad jana
Mutuuhe,
Acaice, jep icad ce deanaecc caru
du eeu o p a d u 3a r p u (fipamca
Mecenno,
o d k o ju x ce d e a m ajby ot^y y ce/io
da 6u nnaxuo n ope3y,
u H ajicpynnuju M/iaduh n p e r e o p u ce y
cemcy
u Hecrane jednoz nodneea Kao uito ceuKe
uecrajy.

Y t o j e B p eM e n y ro B a A O HaniOM 3eMA>OM h m h o -
r o AOKOHe 6 e A e r o c n o A e . M en>aAH c y n o m e c r k o -
m yA >a h T p n OAeAa AHeBHO. Y Ky<j>epHMa c y h m b a h
py6A >a h o A e h e , i m h a h x p a H e 3 a M e c e p A aH a. T p e -
6 a A o j e H o c a n a 3 a t o . H eK a A 6 h r y B e p H e p HapeAHO
A a c e M o6H A H iiie 3 a je A H o r TaK Bor AOKOH>aKa h n o
CTOTHHy A>yAH. Ohh 6 h h o c h a h K y ^ e p e H a K y A p a -
b h m TAaBaM a h , roA H a o n o j a c a h 6 o c h , h i i i a h 6 h
H cn p eA HOCHA>Ke c 6eAHM naT poH O M . K o j n c e A a a y
XAaAHo A en e3 0 M o a cAOHOBane, a y B e n e y c b o m c b h -
AeHOM n ia T o p y n a r a o o a H e c a im n e . H m r r a o KH>nre
r m j y h n JK ecro K a ir n h a . B a p A sa A e c e T 6eAHX B ojH H -
K a n p aT H A o j e c B a K o r TaK Bor n a T p o H a . Oh H H je b o -
A h o p a n y H a h h o KOMe. C b h c y M op aA H o H>eMy,
KOMe j e 6 h a o CBe cB ejeA H O . C p e h a j e 6 n A a KaA 6 h
c e n p e M paK a c t h t a o y HeKO ceA O . T a A 6 h b o j h h h h
H3 npaTH>e HapeAHAH in e 4 > y A a H aSaB H x p a n y 3 a h o -
c a n e h h>hx. H lecj) 6 h HapeAHO c e A > a ip a ia A a j e a o -
H e c y . A M 6 a p n c y c e h H a T aj h b h h h npa3H H A H . J e p
6eA H n a T p o H H H je HHKOMe HH niTa n A a h a o . Oh j e
6 h o t o c t r y B e p H e p a h a h K O M aH A anra. K a A 6 h H o c a n
n o c y c T a o n o A TepeTOM h a h o a t a b a h , H H cy r a 6eA H
BojHHHH KyHAanHAH. T y K A a c y r a H>eroBa n p H a 6 p a -
h a n o H a p e b e a y B ojH H K a. M h o i h c y yM H paAH h o a
6aT H H aM a. T e K y 1 9 3 1 . H 3 6 h a c c y Te KpBaBe CTBapn

60
H a M y r a o h c A a 6 o b h a s a o . A AM H H H C Tpaim ja j e n p n -
H y b e H a 6 n A a A a y S A a x o i o S ir a a j e . He h A a h x c e
O A peK H e. To H H je H m n r a . B h a o j e h HcaAOCHHjer:

Ha dcuieKa bo/iasum, crpatme, u hucu nyo

3 a p a r n u H a n o p Acfrpwce vzoju j e o ć o z a r u o
3a6ym am e.

C B aK a j e n o p o A H u a 6 n A a AY>KHa A a , y 3 c B a
o c T a A a A aBan>a, A o n p H H e c e jeAHHM b b a h k h m n a ic e -
to m M eceH H o paTHOM H a n o p y M e T p o n o A e . H a p e b e -
h o j e A a c e t h n aiceT H c xpaHO M h TKaHHHaMa a o -
H o c e KOMaHAaHTHMa y p e 3 H A e m iH jy . T b p a h a h c y A a
t o T aK o T p e 6 a h h h h t h A a 6 h c e y n r r e A e A a n o r n r a -
p H H a a h i t o S p a c e A on p eM H A a p o 6 a 3apo6A>eHHM
paTHHUHMa y X AaAHy T e p M a in ijy .
H a jB e h n 6 p o j t h x n a ic e T a H 3B eT pno 6 h » y cn y T « .
H e 3H a c e A a j e H jeA aH c i n r a o a o 3apo6A>eHHHKHX
A o r o p a . KoM aHAaHTH c y h x c a 3 a h p o b a i p m a y <PpaH-
iiy c K y h a h h x n p e K o M p e ^c e n p en p o A a B a A H H a itp -
HOj 6 e p 3 H .
To H H je CBe. H [e4>oB H c y 6 h a h a y > k h h A a M e-
ceH H o c K y n e o A p e b e H y k o a h h h h y H O Biia. Ko H e 6h
C K ynH o, 6h o 6 h C M ea eH . H h je A a H me<J> H H je 6 h o
C M ea eH h i t o H H je O A ro B o p n o h to m o 6a h k y p a r a o r
H a n o p a K o jn j e nyHHO y e n o B e S eA H x aAM H H H crpa-
T opa.
P aT je oraHb Kojn r y r a M H ore n ry M e. C B aica M y-
iin c a TAaBa 6H A a je o 6 a B e 3 H a A a n o c e n e TpH KybHa
M eT p a A p s a M eceHHO h A a h x A on p eM H a o n p y r e .

Ko n e 6 u t o ynuH U o, 6 u o j e r y n e n ,
k o He 6 u t o y n u H u o o e o z M ecet^a,
M o p a o j e u d y h e z d e o c tp y K O d a n o c e n e
u caooku y 3 n p y z y .

PaiHH H a n o p o p a j a o j e oa 1940. ao 1944. A y

HeiiiTO M eKiueM o 6 a h k y CBe ao 1947.
61
 K a A 6 h HeKOM A ocaA H A o A a A a j e h c a M o A a je ,
KaA 6 h n o S e r a o y m y M y , H>eroBo j e c e A o 6 h a o n p n -
H ybeH O A a nAaTH K a3H y. I le T n y T a B e h y o a A y r a
O A Č erAor. A we<j> j e , ceu T o r a , M o p a o A a y p o x y o a
2 4 M aca H a b e 3 aM eH y (S e r y m iy . H n j e h x 3 aTO h h
6 h a o M H oro. Y rrp K o c npoA aH H M A y m a M a , nA abaH H M
A a 3aBO A e h H a r o B a p a jy M AaAH be h H en c K y c H e H a
SeKCTBa h A p y r e j o i n y H o c H H je n o r o c n o A a p e o 6 a h -
K e H e n o c A y iiiH o c r H .
P a T HMa c p i i e n p e n y H O H 3 r o B o p a 3 a c B a x y H e-
BOA>y. O h h h h c y A o S p n , n a n n a K M o r y c e n o H eK a A
yBaiKHTH. A a h H a n o p n M H pa H H cy A<j>pjmH 6 h a h
M H oro A a io n H . Travail de prestation 6 h o j e 0 6 a -
B e3aH 3 a c B a x o r o a 1 6 . a o 5 9 . roA H H e. A e B e T A aH a
r o A H m a e M opaA O c e p a A H r a S e c n A a r a o , o c b o m K p y -
x y h p y x y . T a M o rA e B A a c r a H a p e A e .
B o r a r a c y M orAH A a c e H c x y n e HOBpeM. IJ e H a
j e T a 6 HAa T p H n y x B e b a o a A eB eT H aA H m ja n p H o r
paA H H K a.
A a h k o j e 6 h o t o a h k o O oraT ? B h a o j e H naK h
TaKBHX. M ebyT H M , cBaKH c e TaKaB H H je y c n e B a o A a
O T K ynn. IIo A a 3 H A o j e t o 3 a pyKOM c a M o OHHMa K o jn
c y CTeKAH n p n ja T e a > c tb o m e tjjo B a . O b h c y jaBHO T B p-
A h a h A a c y npHjaTeA>H c a M o o h h x K o j n h m A ajy
noKAOH e.
C b h rpaA O BH , CBe K y h e S e A a p a y B&HMa, CBe
ynpaBHe h ja B H e 3 r p a A e H 3 r p a b e H e c y S e c n A a r a o
n o M o b y K yA yK a. T p r o B a n , mhm 6 h M y n o c a o K p e -
H y o H a 6 oA>e, 3arp a> K H o 6 h o a KOMaHAaHTa 40, 50
h a h 60 paA H H K a H a H eo A p eb eH H 6 p o j A aH a. A o S n j a o
6 h h x KaA 6 h C B o jy MOA6 y n o T K p e n n o noKAOHOM
KOMaHAaHTy. O h r a j e TaA A H m a B a o o 6 a B e 3 e H e c a -
m o A a nAaTH paA H H K e H e r o h A a h x x p a H H .
Travail de prestation 6h o j e o 6 a B e 3 a H 3 a cb&
AcjjpHKamie a 3a T B o p e H H i X H c y HOHaKo a o 1 9 4 6 . p a -
Ahah noA CTpancoM S e c n A a ra o . PaAHAH c y caM o 3 a
MHHOBHHKe, O^HHHpe H nOAO<j>HHHpe, 3a TprOBHe H
3aHaTAHje, 3 a aABOKaTe h A eK ape. Tj. 3 a CBe 6 eA e.

62
 IIo p e3 ? CeM OHor y nAOAOBHMa H>HBa h y ctoijh ,
OAMax nocA e TaK03BaHe naijHcjmKaimje, yBeAeH je
n o p e3 n o rABBH. CBaKe Ase-Tpa roAHHe SnBao je
Bmxra. IIoneAO ce c noAa <J>paHKa roAHnn&e, Aa 6 h
ce, 1946, 3a npaBO Ha jkhbqt y k o a o h h j hahom p o n -
cxBy nAahaAO n o 200 <j>paHaKa.
A Hame cy nopoAHpe MHoroSpojHe. B hao je one-
Ba Koja cy MopaAH Aa CTBope 4000, 8000, n a h 12000
4>paHaKa roAHxmte. IHto je 6 hao HeMoryhe. PexmMo,
n pe 30 roAHHa nope3a je H3HOcnAa 50 <j>paHaKa n o
rAaBH. CeA>aK je TaA npoA asao KHAorpaM khkhph -
KHja 3a 5 caHTHMa, KHAorpaM n p oca ynoAa Man>e.
O n e B H c y y o n a ja i& y A aB aA H O o r a r a M a y 3 a A o r
C B o je K h e p H . To j e 6h o ycaob A a hm ce n o 3 a jM H ho-
B a i i n o x p e S a H 3 a n o p e 3 . Ako H e c p e h m n c H e 6h 3 a
ro A H H y A a H a B p a T H O n o 3 a jM H i* y , S o r a T a m j e M o r a o
A a y n o T p e S n A e c e T o r o A H n n ty A e B o jq x m y K a K o H a k e
3 a cxoah o. P e T K O 6 h j e y 3 e o 3 a n c e H y . Aah K a A 6h
c e h oJK eH H O c h>om, H e 6h M o p a o H H H r r a o u y A a
n A a r a 3 a a y . Y H a j 6 oA>eM C A y n a j y 6 h M y O T i m c a o
n e o A y r . Ho t o c e p e T K o K a A A e x n a B a A O . Te cy A&-
B o j n u n e n o c i a j a A e H a H e K O B p e M e A jy S a B H m x e 6 o -
r a T a m a , a n o c A e 6h, y 3 o T K y n H y u e H y B e h y oa n o -
3 a jM H i ie a e H O M o n y , 6 n A e y c T y n a H e S o p A e A H M a h ah
TproBHHMa p o 6 A>eM.

Ja koju bom zoeopuM

uMao com dee cecrpe.
One cy y ceojoj deanaecroj zodunu
odeedeue y Cjedutbene Apxcaee.
H Hwcad eutue hucom nuuira nyo
o tbUMa,
cecupaMa mojum npucwmo cjeduteeutiM
c t^eAUM dpoxaeaMa.
T e K 1932. r o A H H e , 3 a x B a A > y jy f r n n p o T e c T y K o j n
j e n e c H H K K o j n mh j e o T O M e c a A n e B a o n o c A a o Apy-
in T B y H a p o A a h O p a m iy c K O M n a p A a M e H T y , T a j e
n p a K c a y K H H y r a . He c a c B H M . Y rA a B H H M p p i a M a .

63
A a h je A H o yKHHyTO 3AO H e C M a a y j e n o B p n n f f le 3A a
y KOAOHHjaMa 6 eA H x . O c T a o . j e recensem ent, H a
n p H M ep .
CKopo cBane roAHHe npe6pojaBaAO c e craHOBHH-
i h t b o Aa 6 h ce Ha ocHOBy 6poja rAaBa H3panyHaAo
k o a h k o cBaKa nopoAHqa Mopa Aa nAara nope3e.
Y c e A y 6 h c e H e H a ja B A eH o n ojaB H O o<j)HHHp h a h
H aneAHH K c p e 3 a . IH e4> c e A a 6 h H a 6 p 3 H H y C K y n n o
caB H apoA h npH M opao r a A a 3 an eB a n ecM y A o 6 p o -
A oiH A H ije 6eAOM n a T p o H y .
T a necM a:

Hana Kaicende!
Hdapa ry6a6y Kaxende?
Aeumcenu. ice ce 6a,
3HaHH:

Aouiao je, dotuao je!

KaKO ce oceha 6e/iaif. dotuao
U3 Cenezaaa?
Aoćpu u xpa6pu CUH.
IIp eB O A eh H r e p e n n , B a K a T e j e 3 a p H A a o . H j a
K o j n b a m n p en p B ra a B a M o h o h i t o m h j e o h p e p H T o -
B a o n e B y m e h H c B o j e c r a x o B e , t b p a h m A a HHKaA h h -
caM n y o S o A H a je p H A a a e . O h H H je 3 a n A a K a o n p n -
H a j y h n m h c M p i C B o ja T p n 6 p a T a , h h y n c a c H y c y A -
6 n H y C B oje A s e c e c T p H q e . IL v a K a o j e c a A o a c p a -
MOTe i i i t o j e a e r o B a A<J>pHKa 6H A a n p H M o p a H a A a
n e B a y CAaBy c B o j n x n o p o 6 A > H B a n a .
» H a H a K aK eH A e«, n e B a A a c y A e q a , HceHe h M y-
HceBH. Y n o H o h h a h y n o A H e. M y iin c a p im c y M opaA H
A a t o n e B a j y roA orA aB H , c K an oM y A ecH o j p y i i n .
I I o i i h c j e noHHH>ao a o k c y n eB aA H . JeA aH n o j e ­
A aH , cBaK H 6 h o T a q roA o rA a B H C T yn n o H3 c r p o j a h
K a 3 H B a o y . n e p o 3an H C H H n ap y HMe CBaK or HAaHa
C B o je n o p o A H q e . T e ir n c o o h o m k o c e H e 6 h c e r a o
C BaK or HAaHa C B o je K yfee. A k o 6 h o T a q 6 h o H a K y-

64
Ayiey hah y 3 aT B o p y , H a jc T a p a ja je M a j ic a M o p a A a
TO Aa yHEGHH.

Ja koj'u eaM zoeopuM

6 uo com cu h npee oicene ceoz otfa,
a M oja Majica oicueehu y cen y dajieico od zpada
Huje UMona odunaj da euha 6 ene
a kom oau da p a s zo e a p a c denuMa
na ce to a u k o 3dynujia
Kad je rpedajio da icasyje y nepo deAUM eojnutfUMa
UMena ceoje detj.e
u deiie o c to a u x xcena nauiez 014a
Koju ce HCLACL3UO y 30T60py,
na ce to a u k o 3dynuA a da n u je 3Hcma
da uadpoju hu UMeua ceux cunoea
K o je je caMa podm ia.

C ih x o b h K o je j e naroBapao B a K a x e 6 n B a A H cy
CBe H e c a a c e r n jH , aA H o h j e CBe 6 p a c e A a x r a o . H a j3 a A
M y r A a c n o T O H y y C T H C H y ro r p A o . EaA a<j>OH j e c b h -
p a o y K a 3 H h AaA >e. I l e c H H K j e c a M o A a x T a o . OAjeA-
HOM A H H ieH TOBOpa.
l i a n a c e i p r a y o H 3 A p e M e a c a h , n o r A e A a B n iH 3 a
T p e H y T a K y H e 3 B e p e H o y B a K a x e a , O K p e H y o c e M eH H :
— Je ah C T H r a o MOHCAa ao nonnca?
IIotbpah m . A oh pene:
— O h He MOJKe Aa IneBa KaA A o fc e ao tot Mecra.
— 3 a u rro ?
— BHAeTH ro A y M ajK y T yneH y n o to a o m h
ocrraTH h s h b ? 3 a p j e M o ry h e ncnpuraaT H KaKo M a jn y
OABAane y c T p a a y , c ip r a r y n a n . c H>eHHX S eA apa, 06 a-
A jyjy npeKO CTOAa h y A a p a jy 6 aM 6ycoM n o poAPOM
x p 6 y x y h cTpaJKH>HHH CBe a o k c e H e o H e c B ecra. IleT -
HaecT j e A a n a 6 oAOBaAa H e M o ry fin A a c e a p e h e ,
a KaMOAH Aa paAH. YM pAa j e c s a y p a n a M a , nocpaM -
A>eHa n p eA AepoM . BHAeo caM j e yoH H c M p ra , A se
ceAMHite n ocA e n o ir a c a . E n A a j e c s a OTeneHa.
5 OcKap A sbhmo — XI]
65
 Tlpaede nuje rad 6tuio 3a i^pne hok u Kad je
AtppuKauati cyduo.
Jep CBe je cyAHje nocTaBA>ao H a n e A H H K . EeAH
cy JKHBeAH no rpaAOBHMa h H3pnnaAn Ka3He n a
ocHOBy 3aKona Kojn Huey 6 hah cacraBA>eHH 3a Hac.
IJpHH cy hchbcah no ceAHMa n cyAHAn Ha ocHOBy
OApeA^H a4>pHKaHCKor oSnnajHor npaBa, aAH TaKo
Aa cy hx npHAarobaBaAH xceA>aMa 6 e A n x rocnoAapa.
He caMo h >hx. Hero h cbhx Soraxajax napHH-
napa.
Ako 6 h CyAHjn, npHOM hah 6eAOM, napHHnap
Aao janbe, K03y, BOAa, 6 ho je npaB. Ako hhch HMao
HHnrra Aa CTaBHin npaBah noA 3y6e hah Ha A^aH,
6hO CH KpHB y H>eHHM 3aBe3aHHM OHHMa 6ap, 6 ho
ch KpHB n a MaKap c io nyTa HMao CBeAOKe h AeAa
Ha CBOjoj CTpaHH.
CnpoTH Bba HHKaA (H H je HM aAa n p a B o . CnpoTHH>a
j e yB eK 6 n A a K pH B a.
He m rraj — 3ap ce c n p o M a x h o b c k H H je M o r a o
Aa o S o ra T H ?
C y B H i n e c a M A y r o n o m e o A a H e 6hx 3 H a o A a
c B aK O M u n j e A a H o A a K p a A e , n A » a n K a , othmh T y b
3 H o j h y 6 n j a A a 6 h H » e ro B K p e B e T 6ho M e K u r a , c a H
CKynA>H.
HnaK, y BpeMe bahcth <3>paHCHja, mhoih cy ce
npHH A>yAH 3apaacaBaAH h>hxobom 6e3AymHomhy.
HeKaA jeAHHCTBeHH h caojkhh A>yAH no ceAHMa, tao-
jkhah cy ce caA oko MecTa Ha npenaraMa hito cy
BOAHAe yBHC Bpxy Kojn HHje 6 ho Bpx. Ao ynm jy
h onnjy KOMaHAaHTa, Ha sp x BHcoKor japboAa, mo­
tao ce AOcneiH caMo npeKo AecTBHpa Ha KojHMa ice
yBeK noTKa3HBaAo, xyKAO h 3ahao. HenpaBAa Be-
m rra npo3Aohn CHpoManrae, Kao nrro ce30Ha KHma
Ha6anH p b y naK h Ha 3AaTO.
O h h K o j n c y h m h a h M a j M yH C K O c p n e y 3 B e p a A H
6 h c e H a jB H m e h , A p n c e h n c e p y K a M a 3 a n p e n a r y n a
A ecT B H paM a, H o ra M a T e p a A H O H e K o jn c y c e n e ita A H .
He A a 6 h r o p e o c r a A H , H e r o A a 6 h y c b o m o n a j a a y
66
noAacTpAH cBojy HtaA6y npeA HaneAHHKOBe ynm Ha
B p x y HajBHiner japSoAa.
IIpaBeAHH H CHpOMBTTTHH HHCy HHKaA AOCneAH
Ao H>HXOBor cAyxa.
EHBaAo je rynepHepa kojh, caarypHH y Taj ch-
CTeM, a 3acnbeHH, atmcy CMaTpaAH Aa fee hx 6AaroxoT-
hoot cxajara CKynAje oa hckoahko Ao6pohyAHHX
penn h HeKOAHKo 6AaropoAHHX ocMexa y npoAa3y.
MoJKAa caM npeo3AojebeH. MoxcAa je Meby H>HMa
6hao hcthhckh AoSpnx A>yAH. Aah mTa Moxce ao-
6poTa y peAy cTBapn rAe je CBe 6hao cpanyHaTO Aa
noBpeAH, yBpeAH, paHH h H3MppBapH noBeica?
I I o r A e A a M y M a M 6 y I l a n A K A a m o c e A P e M a ~

j y h n . A a h H a n y A > e H H X y u m j y .

H a j r o p n oa cbhx H3AajHHKa cbot poAa 6 hah c y

T yM an n . E e 3 6 p o j H a c y 3A a HaHeAH HarneM c B e T y .
IIoamhta>hbhj h oa A e n n m a p a , A a cn a A H c y n p e A p a -
cy A a M a SeAHX. 3aK A eT H A a fee HCTHHy roB opH T H HaA
jeB aH beA seM h HaA A pyrH M K m n ra M a y K o j e H H cy B e -
poB aA H , ohh c y 6hah th K o j n c y , K p M a H eb n kpmom
C B oje 3 a p a A e , HaM H paAH neBHHHM a o M n e oko B p a T a ,
HcnaAiHBaAH nAOTyHe hah cabah C B o jy 6 p a b y H a
A y r e roA H H e p o 6 n j e y K a3aM aT e H3 K o j n x n o B p a n c a
H H je 6hao.
J o m m r r a m khko c e to motao, to c T yM am iM a?
J e c H ah c y c p e T a o 6 e A e H aneA H H K e y B p eM e m n x o B e
BAacTH? Hhch? T e im c o h y th OHAa oA roB opH T H ao-
boa>ho jacH O A a c x B a T H m , aoboa>ho K paT K o A a H e
3 a cm n n K ao lia n a .
— Ja ce cehaM h cAymaM! — pene liana He
TprayBHiH ce H3 6yAHor cHa.
— B H A m n . . . 6 eA H a A M H H H c rp a T o p . . . m h c a h ih
A a j e o h B O A eo A a h c h b h M e b y H a M a ? H 3 I I a p H 3 a c y
CA aA H o B a M O A>yAe K o j n c y T aM O y h h h h a h H e K y r p e -
i m c y a h m b a h n p n j a r e ć e a o b o a >h o y n m a j H e A a h x
H 3 B y K y H3 i n K p m m a . A o A a 3 H A H c y n o B p e b e H H h
xceA jH H A a c e A o c n r a o 6 o r a T e . H a B p a h a A H c y H e -
M H p H ,a iiH K o j n c y 6 e a c a A H o a k o 3 H a K aK B H X 6 p n r a
h 6 y B a . A o B A a m iA H c y c e 6 e 3 H a n a j H H h h 6 b h a a >h b h

5*
67
a>yah y HaAH Aa he ce Ty HCTahn, ao6hth opA©H,
hhh, nocTam DHAA>HBnjn. H a OBe c y ce o6aAe HCKp-
xtaBaAe 3Aohe h pa36njaHH, aBaHTypHCTH h Ae4>eK-
THH, CBH, jeAHOM peHH, 3a KOje Y AOMOBHHaMa HHje
6 hao TpeHyTHO Mecra. H hko ko je Ty Aocneo HHje
mhcaho Ty h Aa CKOHHa. CBaKO je can>ao TpnjyM-
4>aAHe h nrro 6pnce nospaTice.
I l o c a o KojHM c y c e 6aBHAH, h o t o t o b o ajco j e 6 h o
ApncaBH H n a M Hje 3 a x T e B a o m h o t o pa3M H iiiA laH>a h
H a n o p a , B p n n iA H c y AeH>o, O A c y r a o , OBAam . T AaBH o
j e 3 a h >h x 6 h a o yA apH T H H3rAeA c o a h a h o c t h n p e n o
noB pnm ocT H K o ja h m j e n o cra A a np n p o A a. H a crp a -
H y Mp3OB0A>a h 6 o A ec T H , aAH, pepH M O , c y A a ja M a j e
6 h a o CBejeAHO K o r a h e A a o c y A e , K o r a A a n y c r e .
B h a h c y ySeheH H Aa c y c b h h p h h h h c ih . T o b o p h a h
c y : — H y A H o , j a H e p a3A H K yjeM h h n o c A e n e T r o -
AHHa C Bor 6 o j a o a c y c eA O B o r.
To je roBopno h bpxobhh cyAnja y nnjoj ce
ryMan H3Aa3Ho hbkh Mernc P a y A .
C A yn cS n Kao
A Taj ce PayA yBeK cMenncao, aAH je npeBOAHO
haBOACKH noraHO. CyAjnja My, na npHMep, Kance HeK
nnra onrreheHor nrra 3Ha o okphba>6hom, a PayA
noHHe Aa Ha 6aH6apa je3HKy pa3roBapa c hobckom
( oa Kora je ipe6aAO ao6hth hck33) o hcctbh h hbhh
apamHAa, o hopoahhhhm CTBapHMa hah neMy toa
6hao, na ce OHAa OKpehe cyAHjn h , rAyMehn 3anpe-
namheHbe, H3jaBA>yje noA aaKAeTBOM Aa My je TyatH-
TeA> npH3Hao KpuBHny h Aa je onrreheHH oHaj 3a
Kor ce CMaTpaAO Aa je KpHBap.
»TaKo!« — peKao 6h cyAHja mhpho h H3pmiao
HHAHTHHpaHO Ka3Hy. Ee3 npHSHBa.
H eM y? H Ha BHnxoj HHCTampi napHHneH.e ce oa-
BHjaAO npeKO TyMana noBe3aHHX H3Meby ce6e Kao
maKaACKa ppeBa 3a maKAACKH HMap. TyMann cy ce
cbh 3HaAH, ApyncHAH H3Mehy ce6e, AorypaAH jeAHH
ApyrHMa Ao6pe KAHjeHTe h iHHje ce acchao Aa je
HeKO nynrreH ca cyheH>a Kao hcbkh a Aa 'HHje, npeKO
CBojnx, HMao npeTXOAHO c H>HMa 3BenehH, SAejehn
h Bpenehn p a 3 r o B o p y nempn oKa.

68
 H 3M efoy c y A H ja h H a p o A a H aA asH AH o y c e , c e n t
T yM an a, c e o c K H , c p e c K H h o K p y a sH H m e4>oB H , rp a M -
3HBHjH jeAHH OA APyTHX. A H a B p x y ---- paBHOAY-
ih h o c t S e A e r r p a B A e |3 a H C T H H y h H O B eK a.
IIp aB A a? BAacT KOAOHa h np aB A a? IIpaB A a h
HejeAHaKocT rtA axa? 3 a h c t h p a A u h c t h yHHHaK
ppH H j e HOBeK 6 h o iiA ahaH AeceT n y r a M a a e o a
6 eA or, K o ju j e HMao CBaKHX o caM H aecr M ecepn n p a -
b o H a nAaheHH inecTOMeceHHH o n o p a B a K y CBojoj
3eMA>H. 3 a A<j>pHKaHpe HHje 6 h a o OAcycTBa, h h o p o -
paB K a. » T a o h h c y h b b h k a h H a ncery ! T o je , KOHaHHo,
H>HXOBa 3eMAja, 3 a p He?«
H a CBe c m o c e m h HaBHKaBaAH. H a pcefe h rA aA ,
H a S e c n p a s A e h o n a j a a e . H H a cp aM O T y c m o c e m o -
paA H HaBHKaBaTH.
K a A 6 h c e HeKOM HaneA H H K y, a 6 h a o h x j e n a j -
pa3A H H H TH jnx B p c iH , yHHHHAo A a 6 h T peSaA O y 6 p -
3aTH ixpHAHB npHXOAa y a h h h h caH A yK , o h 6 h 0 6 a -
BecTHO m e4>O Be o x p y r a A a n o A a 3 H y H H cn eK p H jy.
3 H a A o c e n iT a t o 3HaHH.
BhAO j e THX PH B H A H H X K O M B H A aH aT a K O jH H H -
K a A H H c y 3 a 6 o p a B A > a A H A a n o H e c y H a T y h h c p 0 K-
H H O H y T y p H e j y 6 h h o a K p o K O A P A C K e taM K e. J e A a H
c e , c e h a M c e , 3 B a o M aubert, A p y r n Courtine. O c r a -
AH H H C y C aM H T y K A H . H a p e A H A H 6 h H eK O M HOAo4>H-
P H p y H3 npaTH be A a t o y h h h h .
n o A S n n e M o a KpoKOAHACKe a co a ce h a h n o A
o S h h h o m 6a M 6 y co B O M n aA H p oM , A>yAH c y yM H paAH
H a MyKaMa.
YMHpaAH? A a . H n c y , 3a 6 o r a , c t h t a h Aa H cn A aie
p e o n o p e 3. H n c y AocneAH A a O T K yA yne a o K p a ja .
TaKo j e t o 6 h a o .
H pH H a > y a h HHKaA HeniTO nucy. T o h i t o H H cy
HAaXHAH HAH OApaAHAH 3HaHHAO j e A a je c y 3p eA H
3 a CMpT.
n o ir r r o 6 h n o K y im o 3 a o c r a T K e n o p e 3 e h p o -
KAOHe, K a o A a h h k o H H je n o A A e r a o S a ir m a M a , H a-
HeAHHK j e c y r p a A a H HOAa3HO y cA e A efre c e A o H a
c m ic K y . A y ^ k p e A o r n y r a , o a c e A a a o celA a, H aT e-

69
p H B a H H c y a >y a h , a c e H e h A e n a , n o K y n A > e H H o A a c B y A ,
n a h c A s a A e c e T K H A O M e T a p a y A a A > eH o cT H , A a C T o je
caT H M a H a c y m jy K aK o 6 h no3A paB H A H n p o A a 3 a K
6 e A o r n a T p o H a c a » H aH a K aneH A e«.
CeA>apH c y M opaA H 6 h t h T a m r a . H e h HaneAHHK.
A e m a B a A o c e A a r a HeKH H e n p e A B n b e m i n o c a o , a o -
r a b a j , 3 a 6 a B a , n n ja H K a h a h 6 o A e c T 3aAp^Ke n o H e-
koahko A aH a y jeAHOM c e A y . H p h h c y a >y a h c r p n -
Aj H b o neK aA H , n o p e b a H H a y ^ n e c r e , a o k o h H e H a n b e
h H e n p o b e . T K eH e c a e h o m H a A e b n M a , a c e H e c A&-
UOM H a n p cH M a , H teH e c A ep o M y T p S y x y . A o r a b a A O
c e A a c e T pyA H H n a n o p o A H T y y p e A y , H a o h h t a c a
a »y a h k o j ' h c y 3aT B apaA H o h h .
A k o 6 h y c n y r H aneA H H K n p H M e r a o n e K y A e s o jK y
h a h H c e n y K o j a 6 h M y 3 a n a A a 3 a o k o , a o b o a >h o j e
6 h a o A a je n o K aace T yM any. O B aj 6 h je n o K a3 ao
rn e c jb y . Y B e n e 6 h y h h c t o m n a a y h Ć A y 3 H 6 n A a a o -
B eA eH a y n o c reA > y 6 e A o r n a T p o H a .
3 a B p eM e t h x o 6 n A a 3 a K a , H aneA H H K j e H 3 p n -
q a o C B aK O B pcH e K a3H e.
O H e c y 6 h a c H e H c n p ira a B p e A a n p n x o A a . T o H e
h TOHe nA O A O B a A O H o m e H e c y h ocraBA>aHe y A P ^ a B -
H e M a r a p H H e h n p H B a x H e M a r a 3 e 6e3 H K a K B e n o -
TBpAe.
A a 6 h H a n e A H H K H M a o C B e i h t o j e X T e o , H H je
M o p a o A a H3M HHiA>a p a 3 A o r e 3 a K a 3 H y . H n j e M y 6 n A . a
n o T p e S H a n y A O T B o p H a A aM n a. K oM aH A O B ao j e n aH A y -
p H M a , B o jc K O M , m e ^ J O B H M a . B a & a A o j e c a M o A a H 3-
r o B o p n H M e C B o j e JKeA>e A a 6 h c e O H a o c r a a p H A a
n p e A h > h m . C B a K o r Mecena c y m e tjjO B H M o p a A H A a
A O H O ce H a n e A H H K y n o H e K H K i t A o r p a M 3 A a T a . Y K p a -
je B H M a T A e r a j e 6 h a o a o b o A j H o , m e<j)O B H c y h c t o -
B ap H B H A H y H a n e A H H K O B e c e c jjo B e h n o 1 6 K H A o r p a M a
t o t M eT aA a M ecenH O . Je A a H o a h > h x , o S h h h h c eo c K H
in e c j), H M a o j e 2 0 n c e H a . B y p M e o a c y B o r 3 A a T a h o -
c h o j e H a CBaK O M n p c T y p y K e h H o r e . » T h H M a m j e -
A H y H c e H y h j e A H y S y p M y « , p e K a o j e T a j K O M e A H ja m
H an eA H H K y . » J a h c t o . f l o je A H y 6 y p M y 3 a C B aK y
j K e n y .« K a c H H j e , K a A c e j o m B H m e o S o r a T H O , T a j

70
 SBWBSP

ine4> je , n o B e h a B a jy h H n ocT eneH o 6 p o j iaceHa, HOBe-

h a B a o h 6p o j n p c T e ita . K aA je c n i r a o y IIap H 3 « a
KOAOHiijaAHy H3AOHc6y 1931, AOTepao j e Beh a o n e -
THpH SypM e H a c b b k o m n p c r y . TanaB j e h cAHKaH. I l a
c y HOBHHe h n n c a A e o H>eMy H a OHaj oAaKo n o c n p -
AHH HaHHH H a KojH Ce TOBOpH O AjyAHMa H3 MaH>e-
BpeAHHX AyimpAacTHX cpeAHHa.
H a c a M H a 6 p o j a o C B a 3A a. C B aK H m e4> c e T p y A H o
Aa HaneAHHKOB 6 o p a B a K y cbom c e A y y A e n m a h y H H -
h h H e 3 a 6 o p a B H H M . IIpH peA S e, n A e c o B H <h n e c M e , 6 0 -
r a T H AOBOBH H T 0 3 6 e , nO K A O H H JK 6H H , A e ilH H E beM y
a h h h o , CBe j e t o n o c ra A O pH T yaA A o n eK a h H c n p a -
h a ja . H e n a B p cT a npH M eH e o S n n a jH o r n p a B a H aneA -
m n c a A a y 3 H M a , m e < |> a A a M y n o H y A H C B e h i t o j e mo-
r a o A a o T M e o a A 4 > p H K e.
B h t h A cjjpuK aH au y t o j e Ao 6 a 3HannAO 6 h t h
HenpeKHAHO p e b e H K ao AHMyH, a H eM ara n p a B a h h
KHceo A a 6yA eni, a KaMOAH He3aAOBOA>aH. Ilp H a ii j e
M o p a o noica3HBaTH A a j e c p e h a H , n p e c p e h a n h i t o
CMe Aa A aje 6 eAHMa BHme h o i h t o n o c e A y je.
IIo cT o jaA e c y T3B. duci^unnuH C ice caH K ifuje. H
nocAeAH»H 6 eA an HMao j e rrpaB o A a y x a n c n C Banor
H pH iia H a 15 AaHa. Be 3 o 6 p a 3A o ^ c e a a . Be 3 n p ecy A e.
A oboa>ho j e 6 h a o A a r a n o n a n c e npBOM n o A H n ajn y ,
BOjHHKy HAH HHHOBHHKy. H Aa KaJKe: »YBpeAHO Me«,
» H n je Me no3ApaBHO«, h a h : »ByHH c e H eiirro«, h a h :
» T b p a h A a npHHM a HHje Ty A oo p o « .
B eA oj c e p e n n yBeK BepoBaAO. IJp H o j HHKaA.
3 a BpeM e p a T a peK B H pnpaH e c y npHHHMa CBe
K paBe MAeKyA>e. T p e 6 aAo j e o c ra y p a T H aoboa>ho 6 e-
cnA aTH or MacAa 3 a 6 eAe.
Ja K o jn to n p im a M HMao caM ich ep 3 a y A a jy
1947. PaT j e AaBHo n p e c T a o , na Me MOAHAa Aa j o j
HaSaBHM n o T p e 6 He TKaHHHe hito he c a co6om n o -
HeTH y K a3y K o jy j o j j e M A aA onteita Beh noA H rao.
HMani n p aB o ! — p e n a o caM j o j h n o rn a o HaneA-
H m c y , KojH Me j e 3H ao h cAaBHO M oje n e B a ite . 3a-
TpaacHO caM A a m h A a HeKe o a 6 oHOBa KojH c y m h

71
n o aaKO Hy n p n n a A a A H h K o je n y H H x ceA aM roA U H a
HHCaM Y3H M 30.
» B y im c e OAaBAe, npA>aBH n p H n e , a o k t h h h c h m
pacKpBaBHO TB ojy A pcK y n p H y H>ymKy. IIlT a h e Te 6 fl
6 o h o b h 3 a TeKCTHA. 0 6 y n H K hepK y y nay nH H y K o jy
CTe h o c h a h n p e h o h i t o c m o m h a o h i a h A a o a c o 6 y-
qeM o h Aa BaM H3rpaAHMo n y reB e!«
Penn K o j e ca M M y p e K a o TaA Y o h o B p eM e j o m
h h jeA a H O p a H n y 3 H H je q y o H3 y c r a A ^ p r n c a m ia .
A a h h h B a u m e K o j e caM 3 h t h m n o A H e o h h k o H H je
n p en cH B eo !
J a HHcaM HM ao n p a B a Aa yMpeM ynpK O c yBpeAH
h paH aM a. HeKO j e T peSaA o A a n eB a B o a A4>pmce o a
naMTHBeKa a o pe<j>epeHAyMa. M o j TAac j e M opao Aa
j k h b h . J e p c h h M o je HajMAafee c e c i p e , y k o m c e 06-
p e o A yx M o jn x n p a y ja K a , TeK j e n p o x o A a o h HHje
3H ao H njeA H y necM y, h h n p ira y . J o m roAHHy-ABe,
A o k r a He HaynHM cBeM y h t t o neoHHK M opa S H ara,
n p H M o p an caM A a h c h b h m . Y M p eh y KaA 6 ya,eM c n ry -
p a n Aa A<j>pHKa HMa y c r a K o ja j o j n e h e A a m A a 3a-
6 opaBH c e 6 e , cB o j 6 o a h y sp e A y . H HaAe m r o H3 t o t
K o p e n a caM o M o ry Aa H cpB eT ajy y A aT inje M n p n c a h
XpaHAiHBOCT nAOAOBa.
Y cT ao j e h n o m a o n p e M a m o h h . X p aM ao j e H a
AeBy H o ry .
H n caM c e 3anyAHO. Y MeHH j e n e m r o peKAo:
xpaM & e K ao O H a j H3 T p n m h a naKO n e SeA encn necM e
K o je j e < 3 > h a h h n e B a o . CaM h x neB a.
K o a h S p h H a rpaHHHHH M a n r a 3aH B pK yra. T A a c
M y c e h h h h o B e h n h b h ih h o a M ajy m H o r TeAa, h a h
MeAOAHja K o jy j e noHaBA>ao n o A ceh aA a j e H a n o n e -
TaK E p o rn te . TaMTaMTaM-TaM. Ho no cA e t o t n p o -
Ay^ceH or TaM a, nTK ranua j e AOAaBaAa j o m jeA aH n e -
H3peHHBO BHCOK H HpOAOpHH TOH, KOjH j e MHCTHH-
h o m TaKTy h i t o j e npexxoAHO AaBao je A a n BpAo cbb-
to b h h , BpAo jyrapH >H CBeJK 3 a K A > y n a K .
X p a M & y h n A o n p a T H O H a c j e B a K a T e A o C T a3e.
E o p e h n c e H 3 M e b y c b c c t h o H eyM ecH O C T H h n o i p e S e

72
o cT ap eA o r cKojeBixa Aa xeHAeHrpajy n o xiipxaM c x p n
nrrpH K A e, peKHeM:
— Je c T e a h HMaAH HKaA y p y u H K o jy MapKCOBy
Ki&nry?
— K a n ry ?
3apebaM:
— KoMyHHCTHHKH MaHH<j>eci, CBeTy nopoAHHy,
K an H T aA . . .
— Ja?
— m xo? 3ap HHCTe CBecHH Aa caMO coipyaAH-
3aM . . .
— Ki&Hre H e m ixaM , a h He 3hhm i m a j e c o im -
jaAH3aM. H h rn x a c o ix h j aAH3aM 3 a n p a B o x o h e . M a ­
A a caM n y o A a r a HMa n o CBeTy. I Io c T o je A>yAH K o jn
ro B o p e o b o o H>eMy h a h o h o , cynpoxH O . CBe rn x o
3HaM, x o j e A a r a H e b o a h h h jeAaH o a 6 h b i h h x k o -
AOHa h A a j e caM coipijaA H 3aM A>yxn npoxHBHmc
OHor m x o c y o h h paAHAH. 3o B e a h c e x o k o a o h c k o
cx asbe K annxaA h a h A pyK H nje HeKaKO, He 3HaM. A a h
3HaM A a caM npoxH B OHor m x o j e 6 h a o h A a caM 3a
CBe m x o o h o S n s m e n o p sra e .

73
I
 n
y JIYKCy3H0M XOTEJICKOM OOAJEY
HEKAA 3A EEJIE CAMO
 25. janyap 1961.
M o c t n p e K o H i i r e p a , o r p o M H o r h M o h H o r aAH
y B e A E ra a n o r h o c H a jK a H o r okaohom H en p eK H A H o r m c-
T aA H o r c B e T A y iia a a , c e n e T y p e n H H y « a o 6 p a H a , aA H
6 p a H a c 6 e 3 6 p o j m bah x O T B opa K p o 3 K o je M o ry A a
n p o B e c A a j y c b h p n S a p c K H naM HH 3 a T p n HOBeKa H a j -
B H H ie . H h je A a H 6 p o A -
Ho p a H o j e j o m 3 a p h S o a o b .
P a H o ? C B e c e h h h h n p H K O B an o h AOBeKa h e 3 a
CBe n a h 3 a 6 a i i a i t e H e p n S a p c K H x M p e a c a 6 h t h p a H o .
C aM o BOAe T eK y. B o A e h n e 6 o , to H c n p y n c e H o KopHTO
K a o HeKH S ecK p a jH H h o 6 e 3 6 o je H H K o p H A o p K o j n
H e iBOAH IHHKyA, aAH OAA33H. C B e A p y r o CTOjH. H
c y m j e . Y A ea H A O c e o a j y r p o c h y x sa T H A o pyK O M 3 a
H6 b h a a >h b y Ae s e A e c e T y :C T en eH H u y 3 eH H ra , n a A a x -
h y h n , n e o c e a s h O A M apa h npeM HniA>a A a a h A a n o -
HHe A a c e c n y n r r a »H a 3 a n a A « . r y n h a j y a h t o HeKH
3aKOHH mTO r a y 3 a A y A n o j K y p y j y ? T p a B H r a ip ija c n a -
B a. O T en caA a o a T en n cH x K a j m b h c k h x cHO Ba. T o 3H a-
h h A a h e c e n p oS yA H T H o k o ceA aM y B e n e . Y c n y h e
n o B p eM eH o rrpyncHTH p y K y , n p o 3 p a H H y h AeH>y, h c a -
h >h b o n o B y h n c y m i e 3 a m m e A y h a h H o r a B n n y . A a h
o h o h e HcnaAHTH H ia p n cep -A B a B a T p e h p y K a h e c e
Aen>o BpaTHTH H a 3eMA>y n o A y c H y A e rp a B H T a rp io H e
o 6 p a 3 e . H a h H e h e h h to A a ynH H H . n y c r a h e o h o
Aa 'My OHa C B yn e o 6 y h y , x A a n e , K onryA >y h A a r a

77
o r o A H . 3aiiiTo A a c c . c t h a h cede? Heina p a 3 A o r a . H
r o A o o h o yMe A a c H j a .
A a h o ro A je H O n o H e K a A H a T a j H a H H H , c y H H e c e h
H e x o T H ii e n p n d A E B K H 3eMA>H. H n r e p c e T a A H 3 A H B a,
j e p c e o h o , n o p a c A o , o rA e A a y a e M y . A a h M p3H r a
A a c e H 3A H B a. C aM O j a n e c B e T A y n a . T a A K a n c y A a
p n d a p n B aA e H3 M p en ca K yB aH e p n d e .
Ha K y B a H y H p B e H y n i K a p m n r y n o A c e h a o j e y B e -
H e A O nH C H H K I H B a jlta p C K H X H O B H H a.
— IH T a? — C M e j a o c e . — Xha> a A y r o ah iiih jH n e -
c h h k B aM p e n a o A a f ie r A a c a r a 3 a doA > m eB H K e?

M p 3 e A O M e A a M y o d j a c H H M K a n o c e M o a c e h m &-
th H e n a A h 2000 r o A H H a n o A c y m x e M K a K B o j e A a H a c
npacH A O h n e K A o . B h a c o caM A e ^ a n a K o ju j e n y c r a o
K aM eH H 3 n p a f ii c e h B H A eo K a K o j e K aM eH n o A e T e o
h o H A a H e o o ja m H iH B O 3 a c T a o , h a h H H je n a o , o c T a o
j e y B a 3 A y x y j e p j e r p a B H T a H H ja 3 a 6 o p a B H A a A a r a
n o B y n e H a A O A e, y c e d e , H a y c n j a H y n A O H y 3eM A>e.
— A o d a p H a cA O B 3 a n p B o a n p H A C K H d p o j x y M O -
p n c T H H K o r A H C T a! — C M e ja A a c e j o m y B e K m B a j -
H apcK a H ncapnH H a 3adopaB H B m H A a n p e c ra H e .
C y H H e j e A aB H O 3 a iH A O h H o f i c e 3 r y c H y A a n p B O ,
n a c a d H A a b h a a >h b h c b c t o rp o M H H X r r p o c T o p a y n a -
K e r a f i h it o j o j j e b h c h o o m h a o m n p c T y . B e 3 H a M e p e
A a c H .H M H K y A K p e H e . I J p H H K e A H e p H c y H e n y jH O
n p o A a 3 H A H H o c e f i n n a m e c K O M aA H M a A e A a h H e i i r r o
B H C K H ja . Ho dH A O j e h A>yAH K o jH M a c e j e A o . B n r n e
H 3 H a B H K e H e r o A H OA T A aA H . J e A H c y M p 3 0 B 0 A > H 0 H 3
cp ed p H H X T a a n p a , A y ro acB aT aA H M aA e 3 a A o r a je , H e-
oA A ynH H A a h x n p o r y r a jy .
Ja c e H H c a M o A A y H H s a o A a a h A a H a p y H H M H e -
ih t o , n a K o j e ceA H K eA H ep, y npB eH O M c m o k h h iy h
3 e A eH H M 3 y a B C K H M i u a A B a p a M a n i T o c y M y A O A a3H A e
A o ro A H x H A a a a ic a , c M e p H o H e x a o H e in y fin a c b h m
d o cH M T adaH O M a g c h h a h c t .
— E o c h h a y ! — p e n e iiiK a p n H H a -H O B H H a p K a A
K e A H e p o A e . — A H H je A a n e M a j y c a H A a A e . To B a M
j e T aK O — H a iiH O H a A H 3 a H H ja !
 TAeAao caM y n o A y6eA y a te H y 3 a a p y th m c to -
ao m . C a a a p n A a j e TpA >ajyha oAcyTHHM AAaHOM H a y
A a m m y CBor M aT o p o r aoB eK a. KaKO M oaee? I lp e -
B p y h e h 3a y A ap A>y6aBHor rp o M a .
— n i x a CTe peKAH? — T p ra e M c e . H lB a jiia p a it
cAeace paMeHHMa, b a h p e a e A>y6a3Ho h c t p il a h b o :
— A<j)pHKa j e j o i n y n o B o jaM a. To caM p eK ao .
BE>eHa j e APymTBeHa cT pyK T ypa j o m nyiraaHOM B pn-
iio m noB e3aH a 3 a aHHMaAHO poAOBCKy 3ajeAHHiiy.
O k o M aAor ynaft>eH or a d a a c y p a AexeAH c y HeKH
KpyilHH TBpAOKpHAHH.
— A a saM a c n p a a a M . . .
A o k caM 6 h o y M aA H jy 3 6 o r B aK aT ea, o h j e cbo -
jHM KOAHMa cKOKHyo a o C eH eraA a: 3 a A p acao c e
A y « e H a rpaHHHH, K aace. X T eo j e A a c e y B e p n KaKO
t o 3anpaB O a r o j a c n p a a a M a o h o b h m 3aBepaM a.
Haje o h HaHBKo K ao j a h it o caM , A a n o B e p y je tb k
TaK o CeK y T y p e y , K ojH j e y cbom nocA eA aeM ro -
B o p y noM eH yo A a j e OTKpHBeH A p y r a n o K y m a j k o -
AOHa Aa H 3Bpm e y A ap h H3MeHe t o k CTBapa y
TBHHejH.
— HnKaKBH M araim H H o p y a c ja H a rp a H a m d
H aK aK B a 3aB epa!
T o Me p a 3APMa, HaA>yTH. Y m rraM r a Ao 6 p o
B acnH xaH o:
— I D r a CTe m h c a h a h , A a h e c r p e A im e H a Apy-
My HOKa3HBaTH Bam eM m e B p o A e ry n p a B a ij ao T aj-
h h x cA araA H n rra o p y a c ja ?
— H e caMO A a caM c e n p oM yB ao Ayac r p a in m e ,
ja caM h p a 3 ro B a p a o c y p o h e H H rp m a . C jeAHe h
c A p y re c i p a H e . . .
— . C Y pobem m H M a 6am? A k o mcaA AoheM y
IIlB ajH ap cK y n o T p a a c a h y B ac y B a m o j y p o h e H a m to j
peAaKimjH.
— n iT a C H T H aaapaT e? M o a b m . E r r a t a . Pa3ro-
B a p a o caM c A<j>paKaimaM a — j e A a caA y p eA y ?
CBe n r r o cmo a y A a y TBHHeja o A p y ro j 3 a B e p a a a -
cT a j e n p o n a ra H A a , aaMeH>eHa n o T p e6 aM a yH yT pam -
H>e-noAHTaaKax A paM aTH 3aitaj a.

79
 — H e 3 a B e p e m m H K o j e C Te b h a c a h 3 a a c T a B aM
H u e y H H n rra m o ta h p e h n . 3 a B ep e H H p H 6 h m oxah. J e -
c x e a h h x opeA H ?
— Y A ^ K p y caM n o c e T H o p e c o p H o r M H H H cxpa,
H O B eK a B p A o K O M n e x e H T H o r h n a c H o r .
— 3 a p CTe 3 a 6 o p a B H A H H C T op n jaT O T K p n h a n p B e
3 a B e p e y n e p e H e npoT H B T B H H eje?
— M n cA H T e a h H a n p o h ia o t o a h h ih >y ? O h o j e ,
n p H 3 n a je M , 6 n A a 3 a B e p a .
— C e h a T e c e ? Y n o n e x K y j e n p eA ceA H H K C eH e-
r a A a , C e m o p , o n r y H c e H o a c i p a H e T B H H eje A a n o -
KpH Ba 3 a B e p y , H H A H ran p aH o H3jaBHO A a j e c n r y p a H
A a H a A eceT K H A O M erapa o a TBHHej cK O -ceH eraACKe
ip a H H p e H eM a H H jeA H e n p a 3 H e n a y p e o a M exK a, a K a-
m o a h n y n n c e . T p n A aH a K acH H je, C e H r o p o B MHHHCTap
H H 4>opM aiiH ja M o p a o j e A a H 3jaBH A a c y , H a ocH O B y
A O K a p n ja K o j e c y A o S n je H e o a rB H H ejcK e B A aA e, H a
x ep H T op H jH C e n e r a A a , KHAOMeTap o a rB H H ejcK e r p a -
HHHe, oT K p H B en a x p n n oA 3eM H a cA a ra A H n rra o p y x c j a
H MyHHHHje.
— TaHHO. A a h yxBpAHAO c e A a <j>paHpycKa BAa-
A a H H je c x a j a A a H 3 a T e 3 a B e p e . 0praH H 3O B aA H c y j e ,
H a C B o jy p y x y , k o a o h h H 36erA H n o c A e pe<J>epeHAyMa
y C eH eraA , h HeniTO o ^ H t p ip a h HHHOBHHKa.
— ^ in jH x ?
— O p a m jy c K H x . Y p e A y .
— H n j e y p e A y KaA r e H e p a A H h b h c o k h A P ^ c a B -
H H (Jjy H K H H O H ep H , H je A H H H A PY TH H a 3 e H H T y C B o j e
C A yH c6 eH H H K e K a p n j e p e , C M e jy A a H a C B o j y p y K y
M a H H n y A H m y S a p a H H M a , M H T paA > e3H M a h T o n o B H M a ,
K o j e c y , K aK O c y n o c A e H 3 ja B H A H , c t 3 b h a h n a p a c n o -
A a r a a e H e3aA O B O A »H H pH M a.
— E h a o j e , n p H 3 H a je x e , h T B H H e ja iia y M em aH H X
y 3 a B e p y . H e caM o < & paH py3a.
— E h a o . Y x b p a h a o c e A a c y o b h o h h o J K e ite H H
< 3>paH rrycK H H >aM a, A a c y c b h h m b a h y t o m n a c y a c h y
B a H 3eM A>e h A a c y c b h o a p a H H j e B e h 6 h a h y C A y -
h c 6 h 4 > p a H p y c K e a A M H H H C x p a p H je , n r x o j e , h n o
B a M a , je A H H a a A M H H H C i p a p H j a H a C B e T y K o j a C M e A a

80
UHBHAHMa 6ecnAaTHO a c a h CKynoiieHo opyacje 6 e 3
OAoSpeHia AP^taBe HHje je 3anpaBO t o opyncje. Haje
AH BaM HyAHOBaTO HITO HHjeAaH HHHOBHHK H 0<j>HHHp
HHje 6 h o nocAe no3BaH h h Ha MaTepnjaAHy o a t o -
b o p h o c t , h h Ha A pyry. Opyncje Koje je HafeeHo oa
y3anheHO Ha TepHTopnjH TBHHeje, y noApyMHMa pa-
3Hopa3HHX TaMo O p a H n y 3 a h noAy-<3>paHny3a, Bpe-
A6AO je Ha CTOTHHe MHAHOHa 4>paHaKa. H h o h h
4>yHKitHOHepH Kojn cy ra y3eAH H3 BojHHx MarapHHa
H npeAaAH IfHBHAHMa, TprOBHHMa H BAaCHHHHMa
HAaHTaHca, a h h t h Kojn c y ra npeHeAH y TBHHejy,
HHCy HAaTHAH HaK HH CHMOOAHHHy OAHITeTy AP^Ca-
b h . A a S o M e , Ta ApncaBa HHje HMaAa Be3e ca 3aBepoM,
aAH je HenojMA>HBa H>eHa h c j k h o c t npeMa CBojHM
HsnocAyuiHUM irpeACTaBHHHHMa. YHanpeAHAa h x je
CBe HeAaBHO.
— Ao3BOAHTe, ja caM p en ao caMo Aa 4>paHpy-
CKa B A a A a HHje Kao B A a A a 6nAa y n A e T e H a y t o . He­
Ma HHjeAHor AOKyMeHTa Kojn 6h noTBpAHo Aa je
M a y k o m B H A y 6 n A a a H r a a c o B a H a y T y nrpy.
— A o 3 B O A H r e h M eH H A a B a c n o A c e T H M A a B A a ­
A a K o j a e r e e M n A a p H O H e K a n o t a B a C B o je BHCOKe h
OATOBo p H e c A y H c S e H H K e 3 a H e A e A a K o j a n p e A c r a B -
A > ajy H H c y 6 o p A H H a i m j y c B H H ie h o n iT e T H H M n o c A e -
A H ix a M a n o n p e c T H H c b a h a s , A P ^ a B e h 3eM A>e, K o j a ,
n p e M a B a M a , H H je S n A a a H ra J K O B a H a y 3 a B e p H , a o 3-
BO A H Te m h A a B a c n o A c e T H M A a T a K B a A P^EcaBa H e
M OHce n p e T e H A O B a T H A a h k o x p e 3 B e H , a K O H e h i p e -
3 a H , n o B e p y j e H>eHHM A e M a H T H jH M a h n H A a x c K H M
n p a H > H M a p y n y . H I t o c e M e H e T K rae, 6 h o 6 h x c k a o h
A a c M a r p a M irp H 3 H a H > e < j> p a im y c K e B A a A e 3 a M a s b e
H e o n p a B A a H y n p e n o i e m p i j y H e r o A H n o p n p a E b e H > eH or
O H H T A eA H or y q e m h a y 3 a B e p n .
— X o h e T e a h A a ro B o p H M O o M aH >e p y x c H H M
C T B a p H M a . T a K o c e m b a o j k h b h . J o h i je A H o n n h e ?
— Ja no3HBaM oBor nyra!
— Y B a m e 3A paB A > e! E o j , o 6 p H i n n T e cro!
KaA cTapn ppHH KeAHep y nnrpoKHM 3eAeHHM
6 OcKap A^ bh ^ o — X II
81
niaA B apaM a h ppBeHOM cMOKHHry o S p n c a cto h oAe,
ynHTaM KOAery:
n iT a MHCAHTe, KOAHKO j e TOAHHa T aj KeAHep
C TapnjH oa .Bac?
— Bap AsaAecer.
— A no3BaAu CTe r a : 6 o j! H n j e a h yBpeAA>HBO
3BaTH denKOM HOBeKa C T a p n je r o a c e 6 e ?
— HncaM o T O M e m h c a h o .
— Ilfre T a ! HyAHO A a j e y je3H K y KojHM to b o -
pHMO OHaj K o jn m v a h a yBeK C T apnjH h B a a u n ijH o a
o h o t K o jn j e MAafen, Ayfen h 6e3H anajH H jH — je p
paAH. H 3 m o t je3H K a H e c ia jy TaKBe p e n n . H 3 B arn er
He. I l a HHje nyAO n r r o He yMeTe Aa B ep y jeT e y A p y ry
3aB epy. K a n o A a n o B e p y je T e y H>y KaA HeMaTe c a o c e -
HaH>a 3a 6 o je B e , M Aabe o a s a c BHHie no p e rry He-
roAH n o roAHHaMa.
H oBH H ap H3BaAH K y r n jy n r a b a p a h 3anaAH p n -
ra p e T y K o jy j e A P ^ a o HeKO BpeM e B eh y ycTHMa.
— CBa c p e h a h it o c e y M aA H jy A o 6 n ja jy naAH-
A p s p a K o ja n aA e OTnpBe. Y TBHHejH, rAe c e M ory
H a h n caM o irm S H p e Made in Poland, A>yAH c e k a pa c
y neT y. IlecHMHCTH y AeceTy.
— H n caM p y o . M oacA a 3aTo ih to c e cAyatHM je -
Ahhm n pacT apH M ynaA>apeM.
— KaA cm o k o a Te TeMe — p e p e acHBaxHo —
je c T e a h npHMeTHAH Aa c e pycK H m e h e p y KopKaM a
He TOiiH y p a j y a jeAHHH j e K o jn ce n p o A a je y Ko-
H aK p n jy ?
— Ja roijeM p a j 6e3 H Per. n i e h e p y 6 n j a M n p n c
p a j a . A to j e o ho y peM, m rjy h H ra, yacHBaM.
— B a h to BaMa. Ja p a j im jeM caM o c A o c ra a h -
MyHa h c T p n 6 a p K opK e r n e h e p a . A Te K oje A o S n ja-
m o TaMo TaKo c e CKaMeHe y K onraK T y c TeK yhtm oM
Aa m h AOAa3H Aa h x peKHheM HCTypaM y iho a> h p h .
3ajeAHO c h>om. He paAHM t o — hm bm cepBHC o a
n p a B o r janaH C K or n o p p eA aH a. A a h n o n iT o CTe cn o -
MHH>aAH peaAHOCT h H 3pa3e i h t o j e c a o n u iT aB a jy ,
npeAAaaceM BaM Aa o S o jn p a noBeAeMo 6 o p 6 y npoTHB
je3H PK or p e r p e c ah TaKo p e h n 3aBepeHHiHTBa. B h y
82
BaixiHM h j a y cB ojH M HOBHHaMa, HanaAHH M o p e a K -
P H O H apH y 4>opMyAy: »3aAOBOA>aH c e HOBeK Tonn K a o
m e h e p y b o a h .« H e M a BHrne yjKHBaEba! H e M a B H m e
3aAOBOA>cTBa! T o j e h h c t h k o a o h h jaA H 3aM !
— A k o TaKO m h c a h t c , HanaAHH Te n p e T o r a k o ­
a o h h jaA H 3aM en bloc.
— A a h , H O B ene, j a caM He3aAOBOA>aH c a M o p y -
c k h m m e h e p o M . KoAOHHjaAH3aM en bloc M e c e H e
THHe.
— T o j e 3 a o . 3 a p HHCTe n poT H B 3Aa?
— n p oxH B H H K caM p y c K o r H ie h e p a . n p e A A a n c eM
BaM A a 3ajeAHHHKH o6jaBH M O y m o m AHCTy m van aK
npoT H B p y c K o r r n e h e p a . H eH C T om bH B or.
— B a m a B p cx a He3aAOBOA>CTBa H H je h c t o h a >h b 3
y m o m M acTHAy.
— B a M a j e a o n ia A e . A MeHH j e y K o H a K p n jy a o
n a j a K o jn H H je r o p a K .
— IlH jT e r a H a p y c K H H a m m . C a k o h k h h o m
m e h e p a M ehy 3y6n M a.
— TBH H ejpH H e n n j y n a j H a p y c R H H a m m . O
TOMe 6h TpeSaA O A a c e b oah p a n y H a .
— H h H a m B a jp a p c K H r a H a m m H e r r a jy . Y o -
CTaAOM, MoHCAa h e C A eA eh e noroHA>Ke 6 h th n p H A a -
r o h e H e rBHHej c k o m H a m m y . Y npBOM T peH yT K y
T p e 6 a A o j e AOCTaBHTH m e h e p . <t>paHpy3H r a H H cy
CAaAH. C r a r a o j e OBaj K o jn j e M o r a o A a CTHTHe.
— K a o A a j e p e n c a M o o m e h e p y . Y T B H H ejn c e
H e MOHce B H ffle A a K y im H rn n r a A o S p o h necraro.
H h r a h n p e 3a K yn am e.
— 0 A A a 3 e h n 1958, <J>paimy3H c y o a h c a h CBe.
B h a h c y y B p e h e H H . A a h c y m h c a h a h : » X o h e A a xcHBe
6 e 3 n a c . M o a h m « . O a h c a h c y TeAe<j>oHe c K aH p e-
AapnjCKHX CTOAOBa, yHHHITHAH MaiHHHe K o je HHCy
MOTAH A a OAByKy, KBapHAH eAeKTpHHHe HHCTaAa-
i m j e . P a n yH aA H c y A a h e h x 3 a n e r a a e c T A aH a C e K y
T y p e H a KOAeHHMa m o a h t h A a c e B p a T e. IIp o iH A o j e
o a TaA A Be h n o roA H H e. H h k o h x H H je m o a h o . H a -
rrpoTHB. n a p a A H c a H y n p B H M ax, j k h b o t c e M aAO-no-
M aA o B p a h a o y C B o je k o p h t o . Y3 n o M o h A p y r u x ,

6* 83
HCTHHa. A a h t h m A p yrH M a Je H a c p p y 6 h a o y n p a B O
OHO IHTO 6 h BIIIHM KOAOHHMa H H je. He3aBHCH0CT T b h -
H e je . O a OpamiycKe M aK ap. A He3aBHCHocT j e AHBHa
cT B a p . Y TBHHejH j e c p e h a BHAA>HBa. H h t a c c e n e
c y c p e h e t o a h k o B e A p n x A H pa.
— HnrAe y A^pmjH HeMa toahko Aonie o6y-
H6HHX A>yAH. HeKaA cy ce oacbhah Kao MaHeKeHH.
— He 3H3M KaKo c y 6 h a h HeKaA o6yneH H . J e ­
AaH m h j e A tjjpm caHaH, K o ra caM 3H ao y cTyAeHT-
c k h m AaHHMa, ro B o p n o TaAa: » O a H a m e noTHHiTeHO-
c t h HeMa Ayf>A>e. JeB pejH H H a jn e m h e He a h h h Ha
K ap H K ary p e H3 S tu r m e r a . O h Monce Aa n p o b e h 3a
H ejeB pejH H a. M h CBojy 6 o jy He MonceMO Aa caK pn-
jeMO.« Te HOTHHITeHOCTH HeMa TaMO BHHie h h Ha
jeAHOM AHiiy. CAanceTe a h c e ? H h t h HKaKBor HH<j>e-
pHOpH3Ma.
— Aah caM03aAOBOA>CTBO j e cA eno.
— K a A j e H 3 p a 3 n p e n o T e H iin je . H>e H eM a r A e j e
c T p a c r 3a yneEbeM h ca3HaH>eM t h k o o im r r a .
— Ja caM B in n e 3 a xyMaHOCT h o h i t o m h c a h tc ,
aAH HHTepecH 6eAHX A>yAH, K o jn c y t v roA HnaM a
paAHAH h CTBapaAH BpeAHOCT h h H3 H era . . .
H H T ep e c H THX 6eAHX A.yAH H a HpHOM KOHTH-
HeHry OABeAH c y h x y 3aBepy Koja je HecAaBHo 3 a-
BpiHHAa.
— H e m h c a h m A a h x 6paH H M . A a h cx B a T a T e a h
Aa n p e h >h x T y ancoA yT H O HHHer H H je 6 h a o . H e . H e
SpaH H M KOAOHHjaAH3aM, c a M o H e h y h h A a c e OAy-
HieBAaaBaM 6 a p 6 a p cT B O M . Y K aH K aH y c y HeAaBHO
y x a n cH A H H e ip A e c e T A>yAH K o jn c y y n e c T B o b aAH y
pHryaAHO M y S n c T B y jeA H e H pH e H teH e. K o j y c y n o -
jeAH. J e p j e M a p a 6 y m h c a h o A a h e h io k o m K o j n h e
nocT H hH ySncT B O M h je A e it e M A>yACKor M e c a o cT B a-
pHTH OHy A y x o B H y B e 3 y H y a cH y n o c A e p ep eM O H H je
o6pe3H B aH >a H eT p A eceT A en a K a . H eK H c y B e h c r p e -
A>aHH. A p y r n K a a citeH H p o 6 n j o M .
— H ncaM nyo 3a Ty npH ny. CBaKaKO H3MH-
HiA>eHy.

84
 — H a j e . A a h 3h hm j o m jeA H y . O p m y aA H O M
y 6 n c T B y y S m je .
— T y caM n y o . H n p o B e p n o .
— II o je A H c y M y A e c H y p y K y h c p p e . M o a h m
B a c!
— 3 a T y B a c n p ir a y , n y m r e H y y c a o 6 p a h a j n p e
HeKOAHKO A aH a, M o r y A a yB epH M A a j e A H m eH a CBa-
K e ocH O B e. A a H c n p a o j e je A a H B e A r n ja H a ij H3 K aH -
K aH a. O h j e jeAHHH h y x a m n e H y B e3H c t h m '»p n -
TyaAHHM y 6 h c t b o m « . M h c a h m A a j e B e h irp o T ep a H .
TaKO TO CTojH C TOM A>yAOiKAepCKOM a<i>epOM, aAH
X Teo 6 h x A a BaM K anceM H em T o h y Be3H c MojHM
» H e c x B a T a a e M A a T y n p e H ira er H H je 6 h a o « . H e r a
H H je 6 h a o ?
— A y T O -n y reB a , n n c o A a , y o m iiT e . . . rp®BHAH3a-
p n j e K o ja j e H a m a h B a m a .
— O paH H y3H c y H3rpaAHAH y TBHHejH CBera
150 KHAOMeTapa ac<j>aATHpaHor n y r a . O cTaAa h h -
4>pacTpyK Typa — CTape H enonA onaH e c T a 3 e h irpo-
ceK e K p 0 3 n n n c a p y h pyHTAy mTO n o c T o je OAyBeK.
— B aiH H n p o c jp e c o p n k o j h A O A a3e A a 3aM eH e
4 > p a tm y cK e n p e A a j y y THM Ha3njaM a h ynHTeAjCKHM
TTncoA aM a. H>h x c y noAHTAH e K cn A o a T a T o p H , H e ? Y
CBOjoj nOSHaTOj Ce6lIHHOCTH.
Aa. Ilp H H HHHOBHHK 6 h O j e jeBTHHHjH OA
6 e A o r . T o H a cT p a H y , T e THMHa3Hje c y 6 n A e H en oT -
n y H e h H H cy A aB aA e n p a B O H a yHHBep3HTeTCKe c r y -
A H je; yHHTeA>cKe c y m K O A e C TB apaA e h c k a > y h h b o
cufipuHKe ynure/be, A o 6 p e caM O 3 a A cjypm cy, a M e-
A h p h h c k h cfiaicyATer y A a K p y , jeAHHH y H p H o j A<j>-
p m m , c T B a p a o j e caM O cuppuHKe dovnrope, 6 e 3 n p a -
B a H a p a A y M eTp o n o a h . H e 3 a 6 o p a B H T e : 3 a c b b k h
4>paHaK T y y A o n ceH y n n c o A e h o c T a A o , k o a o h h ja A H -
3aM j e H3BAaHHO H OAHOCHO BpeAHOCTH 3 a 100 h BH­
m e 4>paH aK a. A OHAa, 3 a c B a x y O T B o p e n y <J)paim ycK y
IUKOAy, KOAHKO j e a(j>pHHKHX 3aTBOpeHO? Y 14. H 15.
n a h 16. B eK y 3 a H a j c a 3 b h h j h yHH Bep3HTeT H a CBeTy
s a n c H o j e OHaj y T o M 6 y K T y . C A aB H H jn j e 6 h o o a
C o p S o H e h O K c4>opA a, o a n a A O B e h CeBHA>e. H ja c e

85
hhthm 3 a m x o koaohh, K o j n T B p A e 3 a c e 6 e A a H M a j y
n y A a 3 a T p a A H ip iO H a A H e bpcah o cth , H H cy canyB aA H
T p a A im n jy ToM 6 yKTyoBCKor yHHBep3HTeTa? O A roBop
3H aT e h c a M H . . .
— K oahko 3HaM, Ha tom ce YHHBep3HxeTy HHcy
npeAaBaAe er3aKTHe Hayne! ^ y o caM Aa ce KOMeHTa-
p n cao caMo KopaH.
—■K ao hito ce y E bpoiih Ha yHHBep3aMa y oho
BpeMe KOMeHTapncaAO caMo CBeTo hhcmo.
— To ce, xBaAa 6ory, h AaH-AaHac hhhh . Ho
to He CMeTa HaypH Aa pBeTa h aoiiphhoch BHTaAHO-
cth Harne pHBHAH3annje.
— Heo36HA>HO je CBaKo npH naite o BHxaAHOcra
itHBHAH3aipija cxBaheHHx Kao napAaK h h Ha He6y
h h Ha 3eMA>H. A o k cy nocTojaAa BeAHKa CBea<j>pHHKa
papcTBa, KpaA>eBCTBo MaAH Ha irpHMep, h a h oh o
TaHCKO, AOTAe c y Ha thm cTa6AHMa pacAH cbh iiao-
Aobh, n a h o h h jeAHe oco6eHe KyAType h pHBHAH3a-
HHje. O cB ajaaa h k oaoh h j hahh craTyrH noceKAH cy
Ta CTaSAa, yHHiHTHAH nAOAOBe h TeK noiHTO c y h x
yHHHiTHAH, noneAo je Aa ce rrpHna h bok oao o HaA-
MohHOCTH eBponCKe HHBHAH3apHje. II03HaTO BaM je
Beh: KHHe3H cy 3hbah 3a 6ap yr n pe EBpombaHa.
Pa3AHKa je — 6eAH cy ce H>HMe nocAyxcHAH Aa y6n-
ja jy , a o k c y xcyra TaA npaBHAH o a Bbera caMo xca-
6 m ie h nypapaA>Ke 3a CBenaHOCTH. IIpBa 3Han>a H3
aAreSpe h acipoHOMHje cTHTAa cy y EBpony H3 MaAe
A 3nje h A<j>pHKe.
IlyCTHMO npOIHAOCT Ha MHpy.
— To h x o h y Aa KaxceM. H n cy je ocTaBHAH Ha
MHpy. Y 6 hah c y je. C h >om je ySnjeHa h jeAHa hh-
BHAH3apHja ApyKHHja oa Hanie, pHBHAH3aipija O KO-
jo j HHje rrpaBo p eh n HHiHTa Aorne, jep He 3hhmo
KaKo 6 h ce pa3BHjaAa Aa je ko AOHH3aiiHj a HHje ca-
TpAa. H a ocHOBy ohot ihto HaM je o H>oj AaHac no-
3HaTO, BaA>a jeAHHO p eh n Aa je y mhoto neMy 6nAa
y cbom BpeMeHy HanpeAHHja oa eBponcKe, a Aa hh
y neMy HHje 3aocTajaAa 3a h >om.
86
 — 3 a n i T O c e h KaKO c e OHAa HaM erHyAa EBpo-
n a ? HyAOM SoHcnjHM?
— HacHA>eM.
— T o HacnA>e 6 h 6 h a o H ep a 3yMA>HBO 6 e 3 60-
A>er H a o p y H c a a a h ecjjmcacHHje BeniTHHe p aT O B a aa .
— Phmcko j e ijapcTBO 6h ao Ha BimieM HHBoy o a
repMaHCKHx 6 a p 6 a p a . K o jn c y r a yh h h ith ah .
IIpeACTaBHHK HiBajixapcKe nrraMne HacMenra ce
A>yxiKo:
— 3HaM Ty Teopnjy. HMa AOCTa 036ha>hhx Ha-
yHHmca Kojn je He ycBajajy. H o , ocrajyhH HeyrpaA-
hh y OAHOcy Ha npo6AeMe Phm ckot napci-Ba, CBe-
AOPH cmo Aa BeAHKe caBpeMeHe MeTponoAe noTBp-
feyjy acaom Aa hm HHje BHme ctb a o Aa AP>Ke noA
CBojoM BAamhy hh jeAaH HapoA, Ma k oah k o o h 6h o
jo m Hepa3BHjeH. n a je HeyMecHO 6 h th eBpocjioS Kao
bh ih to CTe 36or Beh 3a6opaBA>eHHX eKcneca HeKHX
AaBHo y rocnoAy ynoKojeHHX EBponA>aHa. TKhbhmo,
3a6ora, y BeKy AeKOAOHH3aimje. H e 3a6opaBHTe, h
Bam MapKc je 6h o EBponA>aHHH. MHorn cy EBpon-
A>aHH yHHHHAH h noHemTO Ao6po 3a Ty H p n y A<j>-
pm ty. Mhcahm y npBOM peAy Ha OHe HayHHmce n nja
c y HCTpaacHBaHba OMoryhHAa Aa A^prncaram nocTaHy
CBecHH CBoje crap e HHBHAH3aimje. Mhcahm Ha erao-
Aore h ocTaAe, Kano ce CBe He 30By, Kojn cy Ty hh-
BHAH3aim j y peKOHCTpyncaAH. A ah 3amTO He 6h x mh-
ca h o h « a OHe Kojn cy je 3aAy>KHAH AOHOcehn joj
AeKOBe, 3HaH>a h MoryhHOCT npocnepHTeTa.
— npeA A anceM BaM Aa M a p n c y He AenHMo hh-
KaKBe eBponcK H 6 eAe eTHKeTe. E ho j e 3a eMaH-
m m a im jy c b h x A>yAH. H p rn ix , ncyTHx h 6 eAHx. H
jo m H eiirro : o n c a A caM Ty, n p o m r r a o caM c bbahkhm
He3aAOBOA>CTBOM HeKOAHKO CTapHjHX H HOBHjHX
KHjHra o AcjjpHHH- AyTopn cy h m CBe HeKH, nrro
6ncTe b h peKAH, yrAeAHH, 3HanajHH h c a b b h h a > y a h
y CBeTy HayKe. H He t b p a h m Aa y h > h x o b h m AeAHMa
HeMa HCTHHa. HMa nan h SAHcraBHx oTKpnha no-
AyHCTHHa. A ko HnaK He Mory Aa Me yrem e Ta AeAa,
t o je 3aTO m ro CBa noAa3e o a npcrnocTaBKH Aa cy

87
pa3AHKe y BepoBaBbHMa h MeHTaAHTeiy H3Meby 6e-
a h x h iq?hhx CBOAA>HBe Ha CTpyKTypaAHO-pacHe pa3-
AHKe H3Meby A sejy p a ca h BpcTa A>yAH, a He Aa cy,
KaKo ce CBe BHme yBepaBaM, nocAeAmja pa3AHKa y
ycAOBHMa noA Kojmwra ce pa3BHAa jeAHHCTBeHa a>ya-
cKa npnpoAa h n p u p o d a Te otttttt c a-ivap.kp. ijpHe hah
6eAe npapoA e. OTyA je y thm KH>HraMa o A ^ p h h h
to a h k o npocTopa nocBeheHo er30THHH, H3y3eTHOM,
jeAHOM peHH — pa3AHKaMa, a He cah h h octh . A ja
6h x BOAeo Aa, oSpHyro, HanbeM Ha Hairac k o jh 6h
nornao o a yTBpfeHBaaa h noimcHBaH>a HCTOBeTHHx
peaK ipija 6en oz h tf.pHoz HOBeica Ha HCTe noApaacaje,
o a Ha6pajan>a inTa je CBe cbhm A>yAHMa Ha 3eMA»H
3ajeAHHHKo, a o HcnHTHBaBba eAeMeHTapHor H h cto -
BeTHor. Be3 Tora HeMoryhe je cxBaTHTH »ereoTHHHo«,
»HeoSmmo«, »ApyraHHje«. IIpoyHaBajyhH caMO yBe-
AHHaHe h anc0AyTH30BaHe oco6nH e HencTor, h t o
H3BaH KOHTeKCTa, TH IIHCHH H HayHHHHH cy, HceAehH
t o h a h He, onpaBAaBaAH nocTymce KOAOHHj aAH3Ma.
Jep aKO cy A(j>pHKaHixH AeTHH>acTH, h HepaAHH, KaKo
TBpAe HeKH 6eAHH, aKo cy cnnpHTyaAHCTH h aHHMH-
c th , aKO yonurre He 3Hajy ao th h h o Aa MHCAe, 3ancTa
h He Mory caMH Aa BOAe nocAOBe CBojnx AP^caBa. H
TyTOpCTBO SeAHX yHHEbOHO j e pa3yMA>HBHM aKO He H
onpaBAaHHM.
— J a caM B eh npHAHHHO BpeM eHa OBAe h M ory
BaM p e h n Aa HH3 MaHH<J)ecTaipija KbnxoBor a y x o b h o t
HCHBOTa, H jH xobhx BepcKHx h a p Y th x pHTyaA a CBe-
AOhh o n o cT o jai& y jeAHe cacBHM A p y r a n n je MeHTaA-
He c ip y K T y p e H e ro n r r o j e H a m a . 3H aTe a h b h Aa
acfipHKaHCKH p la n te u r i, t h a4>pHmcH ceA>aim, B e p y jy
Aa xp aB e h KaM em e H M ajy CBoje je 3 m te ?
— 3HaM naK Aa cy Taj je3HK ceA>aifH y Mojoj
3eMA>H H 3 3 B a A H HeMyiHTHM je3HKOM. JeAaH CTapH
yHHTeA> A^pmcaHan nprniao mh je o npeBOAHBOCTH
cbhx npa3HOBepHHa ca Ma Kor ppHor TpnSaAHor je-
3HKa Ha Ma Kojn 6eAH HaimoHaAHH. Tbpaho je Aa
HeMa CKopo HHjeAHor Meby cbhm T3B. hphmhthbho-
-MeHTaAHTeTHHM npeAa&HMa, mhtobhmb h pHTyaAH-

88
M a K o j u iHe 6 h « a m a o cboj' K o p e A a T y A e re H A a M a
e B p o n C K H X H A H a 3 H jC K H X H a p O A a . Y o C T a A O M , o h je
A y r o r o A H H a p a A H o H a jeA H O M tbkbom y n o p e A H O M
peHHUKy n p a 3 H O B e p H H a h o c T a A H x eeput^a.
K o A e r a Me xy h npeKHHe:
— Caojkho 6 hx ce. JeAHHa pa3AHKa je y Bpe-
MeHy. T h mhtobh h AereHAe koa Hac 6 hah cy hchbh
n p e HeKOAHKO XHA>aAa roAHHa. K oa h ,hx — jo m
AaHac.
A h HM HCTHHKH M eH T aA H T eT H H je JKHB B H m e
hh koa je A H o r HOAe o 6 p a 3 0 B a H H je r A<|>pHKaHna. Oh
H H je j o m cacB H M H e c r a o H3 cb cc th H eo 6 p a 3 0 B a H H X
E sp o n e ja n a .
IIlBajnapan n poryra 3aAoraj, otiih ryrA>aj HeKe
pyncHne h nocaBeTOBa Me cBeTAynaBHx HBHKepa:
— H e A o n y cT H T e ah BaM c e oxab ah m iA e h e n e -
n e i t e . H ah CTe mojkab h bh n o c x a A H ahckphm khbtop
nHAeTHHe? M h o ih c y . H n j e nyA O . Cbbkh j e AaH T y
jeA eM O . JeA aH H a m KO Aera tb p a h A a c e 6 o j n A a h e
n o n e r a A a h o ch j a j a KaA c e jeAHOM BpaTH K y h n .
H n j e a h aA orH H H o H M a ra y 3eMA>H o a ABa h n o MH­
AHOHa cTaHOBHHKa — m hahoh h n o r o B e A a , a 3 a 6 p a -
h h th K A a a e p o r a T e CTOKe?
— BpAO je naM erao He pacH nara HannoHaAHO
SoraTCTBO. 3 a roAHHy AaHa n onehe OBAe Aa ce npoH-
3boah co rn ed -b eef y AHMemcaMa. 3 a cBany h e koh-
3epBy OBa 3eMA>a a o 6 h th y ACBH3aMa TpH a o nerapH
n y ra BHme h o nrro 6 h Ao6nAa AaHac 3a oATOBapa-
jy h y xexcHHy roBeher Meca. BmnaK 3apaAe yAOHtH-
h e ce y HOBa HHBecTHnHOHa Ao6pa.
— Pa3yMeM Bam 4>HAoa<j?pHKaHH3aM. M opa
6 h th Aa H3Meby npo6AeMa Acjjpmee h ohhx Banie
3eMA>e HMa a o a h p h h x Tanana. A a h KaA 6oA»e yno-
3HaTe npHe A>yAe, MHCAHhere o h>hmb h ito h ja.
Ohh cy Aei&H.
— Ako cy, KpHBHna HHje ao h >hx . PaAHe Ha-
BHKe ce CTHny.

89
 — J o in H H cy C T e a e n e . I I o n e A y H o h n A e m y . Ha
n o c a o A OAa3e H e a c n a B a H a . To j e Heo36nA>HO.
— He3aBHCH0CT j e a a c o A a K o j y T p e 6 a A a 3 a -
B p n r a CBaKH H ap oA - Y H>oj c e C T a a y a A o 6 p e n aB H -
Ke. P aA H e, p eim M O .
— H p b a B e . Y a eE b e 3 a o p e H y , ocAaH>aH>e H a
n a M h e a e h A o m a n T a B a ite .
— H aA aM c e A a THMe HHCTe a c n p iiA H CBe n r r o
CTe H a y a a A a y i h k o a h .
— H e . H a y a a o caM h A a j e CAo 6 o A a C K yna.
H cT H H a, y je A H o j o a H a r n a x 3anaA H H X n n c o A a . M e -
byTHM , He3aBHCHOCT a c jjp a a K a x 3eMaA>a A o S a je H a j e
6 e 3 KpBH. Pe4>epeHAyM OM . H A o a iA a j e K a o p e 3 y A -
TaT oA H O ca C H ara y C B exy, paB H O T eaca H 3 M eb y 6 a o -
KOBa.
— n t r a t o A O K a 3 y je ? A a j e C B e x c a 3 p e o 3 a j e -
A H h c tb o . A A a H e 3 a 6 o p a B H T e : a o T aK B H x c e o a h o c b
C H a ra y C B e ry , K o ja o M o r y h y jy C T a p a ite cA o S o A e
r A a c a s b e M , a o i i i a o n p e n o M o p a K p B H a M y K a . H, H e
3 a 6 o p a B H T e h h o b o : a a 4 > p a a K e k p b h ! a a < j> p a a K H x
M yna!
— K aK B e KpBH ? KaKBHX M yK a? H 3aiiiT O ? A a 6 a
y r p o 3 H A a H arn e n o 3 H ip ij e ?
— A 4>paKaHHH?
— Cb h . H o h h . H a e o H ctok, K o ja x o h e Aa
y n p e r a e a A<j>paKy y c B o j a KOAa.
— K a A c m o H a T o j xeM H, 3an iT O c e CTHAHTe A a
Ha3H BaTe CBe CTBapa irpaBHM HMeHHMa? B a CTe . . .
O h ce a c r ip c a H anoA a.
— I I lB a j a a p a ii . B e3 a H o S a a a j a M a , n a a a H O M x c a -
BOTa, H H B H A H 3aaaj o m , K yA T ypoM 3 a 3 a n a A .
— 3 a in x o 3 a n a A ? P e a a M o 6 o 6 y 6 0 6 . n o c r o j a
KanHTaAH 3 aM a n o c T o j a c o a a ja A H 3 aM . T o c y c k o h o m -
c k h cacT eM H , a H H T ep ec a . A H e c r p a H e C Bexa. H
moahm B a c . . .

PayA norAeAa Ha CBoj 3AaTHH ca T . A yT eH T a a H o

iH B ajijap cK H .

90
 — MeHH c e H cypn. H 3rA eA a A a caM 3aicacHHO.
— Y t o caM OAaBHO c n r y p a H . Join o a 1931.
— B h c e rnaAHTe, rocnoA H H e. T a j caM cacxaH aK
3aK a 3a o jy n e , a H e 1931.
— Oa 1931, KaA caM n o c T a o KOMyHHCTa, yBe-
p eH caM A a KacHHTe H a CBe cacTaHKe Ha KojHMa je -
AaH 6 a p o a A B o jm ie caSeceAHHKa pa3yM e 36HBan>a
y c s e iy .

91
 ni

TPH aaha y y y H r jiH

 1
TIPBH AAH

H a aBHOH 6 h T p e 6 a A o n e K a r a HeAeA>y A aH a.
A p y r o r peA O B H or c a o S p a h a j H o r cpeA C T B a H H je 6h ao.
HeKO p e n e A a M y c e h hh h A a c y T p a y j y r p o n o A a3H
jeA a H m u a k u a o 3 a T B H H ejy.
noiiiAH cmo npeKOcyrpa n o noAHe. T h m mhakh-
aoom.
Ha nAaT^opMH KaMHOHa HaTOBapeHor cyBOM
HeniTaBA>eHOM kohcom, BpehaMa apaxnHAa h 6aAaMa
TeKCTHAa, MorAo ce c noneTKa h AexcaTH. YMopaH,
3acnao caM 3a BHAeAa.
KaA caM o tb o p h o ohh, 6h ao je jorn TaMHo: ne-
THpn caTa. Bho caM OAMopeH, aAH rAaAaH ynpnoc
3anapn. Mojn canyTHHipi cy jeAH k h k h ph k h H3 o t-
BopeHe Bpehe. Y h hhhao mh ce Aa h x HMa Aaanyr
BHine h o paHHje.
— Qa va? — ynHTa Me jeAaH Kpaj MeHe h npy-
hch mh pyxy, c Koje ce OAAenn KOMaAH& cyBe, rnyin-
KaBe A>ycKe. 3aHHMaAo ra je h KaKO je Mojoj, no-
poAHTm, a OHAa h caMOM MeHH ahhho. 3a TO BpeMe
rpmiKao je khkhphkh. Aa My npeKo KOAeHa aokh
AOBaHKa nyniKa, Ha3peo caM TeK KaA je KaMHOH
CTaO, OCBeTAHBIIIH ABOjHIiy nyTHHKa KOjH cy ca He­
KHM caHAynHMa CTajaAH Kpaj nyra. H, HHAHpeKTHO,
neB nyniKe.
ino4>ep je 3aycTaBHO ManiHHy irpe h o h ito cy
6 h ah a h ta h pyKe. To je 33koh nyHrAe: noBecTH
CBaKor.

95
 JeA aH o a n p H A on iA H H a y im T a h m e a h k o BOAe.
0 6 ja c H H A a o a jy n e c T o je Ty h n e K a jy x o h e a h k o
n p o h n Aa h x noBe3e y JeM S o p n . A a h , K ao 3a naKOCT,
AOcaA H Hje h h k o n p o m a o .
— JecT e a h H3 J e M S o p n ja ?
— H e . O A aB A e c m o 6AH3y. O b o m h je 6 p a T , b o -
AHM ra y Aenpo3opHj. H yo caM Aa TaMo to Aene.
T y S a B a H c H aM a? H y o j e A a » t o « A e n e . Ey<j>e-
m h c t h h k o »t o « j e r y 6 a . B aB O A a, CBe h e H a c j o i n
3apa3H T H . A a h c k o h h m h ca n eK a M A p y r n HeKH K a-
m h o h ? J e c T e , n a A a m h c e C M ejy. IIo rA eA a M o k o c e -
6 e : h h k o c e H H je h h n o M e p n o . 3 a in T o 6 h x OHAa
j a 6 h o r o p n ? 3aT O ih t o noHeiHTO BH U ie o a ee>h x 3HaM
o T oj o n a K o j 6 o accth ?
— H M aM j a MaAO BOAe! — p e n e HeKO H3 M p aK a.
— X o h e r n a h , 6paTe?
T y S a B a n He oA T O B op n , b a h y 3 e 4>Aamy, o t h h A sa
ryTA>aja h n pyncH j e 6 p a T y , K o jn n o ir a ocTaTaK, o 6 p n -
c a y cT a h ih p o k h m pyKaBO M rp a H 6 y 6 y a h , B p a h a jy h n
j e BAacHHKy, 3axBaAH c e A>y6a3Ho h y h t h b o .
J o i n y B eK H ec H r y p a H , n o K y m a B a o caM A a c e n o -
MHpHM c H ajrop H M . — I l a HiTa aKO h A o S n je M A e-
n p y , n n j a j e H H K y6ariH ja c n o p a , JK H Behy a o b o a >h o
TOAHHa H30A0BaH HCTHHa Aa 3aBpiHHM OHO H e-
k o a h k o C T B apn K o j e 6 h x x T e o j o m A a 3aB piiiH M . M o j
JKHBOT j e HOHaKO yTABBHOM <j)yHKHHja CTHXOBa H
n p u ra a K o je T p e 6 a A a H cneB aM h H cn p rn ia M . T a m c a !
— peK H eM c e 6 n , noM H p eH B e h c a C BojoM ry6aB O M c y A -
6 h h o m . IleT -H iecT roA H H a HHTeH3HBHor p a A a — BHHie
m h h H e T p e 6 a . T o a h k o T p a je H H K y 6 a iiH ja , a OHAa
— S o A e c T H H je o a M yaeB H T H X . M o r a o 6 h x MOHCAa
A a b o a h m AHeBHHK r y 6 a B H a . Y T e n ie n , 3axceA H M A a
p a3roB apaM c 6 oacchhkom .
A a h a e M y c e H H je n p m ia A O . C e A e o j e H a 6aA H
reKCTHAa, ca B 3aMOTaH y CBoj c b c t a h r p a H 6 y 6 y , h
h y r a o . M o n cA a j e y M o p a H 3 a c n a o h h m j e c e o . H o c r a -
a h c y 6 p 3 0 3 a cn a A H . A a o 3 o p e A s a h n o c a T a . IQ T a
A a paAHM ? C b h c y a y S o k o a h c b a h . ’J a K h r y S a B n e B
6paT .

96
 Y ex a H eM h h&caohhm c e n a K p o B ino<J>epcKe K a-
6 n H e . IIo a roAHM AaKTOM 6h a o j e j o n i M AaKo. Oa
jy ^ e p a n n te r cy m ja .
TAeAao caM n yx npeA c o 6 o m . I H k p t o o c b 6 t a >6h .
KaMHOH je Hcypno, xeacaK h HeyroAHO npurymeHa
6peKxaH>a. H3a KOMnaKTHO CAHBeHe npHe Mace Ap-
Beha KpexaAe c y ce Hoime 3Bepn. UlTa 6 h h p h o m
naHTepy 6 h a o Aa, ynAaineH SyKOM h <J>apoBHMa xein-
Kor KaMHOHa, c k o h h Ha H.eroBy OTBopeHy nAax4>op-
My Meby 3acnaAe? A o k 6 h x crarao Aa y3MeM h yno-
Tpe6nM rryimcy, o h 6 h 6ap ABojmjy canyxHHKa npe-
KAao h pacTpnryo. B h a c o caM c e o e KaKO oKHAaM
6p30 h KaKO CMpTOHocHo paH>aBaM ppHor naHTepa.
A nocAe, HacraBA>ao caM Aa ce b h a h m h nyjeM, aKO
mcaA CTHTHeM y BeorpaA, KaKO npiraaM T y aBaHxy-
p y B o j h h BorAaHy npeA npocxpxoM orpoMHOM np-
h o m k o s k o m . 3 a CBe xp e6a AOKa3a. H 3a AOBanKe
npirae.
C B p eM eH a H a B p eM e c n a 3 H o 6 h x HOBeKa K o jn
HaM j e n n x a o caH>HBO y c y c p e x h H e c x a j a o 6 p 3 0 y
M p aK y 3 a H aM a. K a M o j e x o n r n a o ? I I o A a c a x a K a c-
H H je, y 3 c a M y HBHHy n y x a , <j>ap j e ocB exA H O x p n
n o B eK a K ojH c y , c e A e h n H a 3eMA>H, A ebH M a OK pe-
H y x n H ecxH , H e m x o B eceA O n p ira a A H . O n e M y ? K a A
cmo h x npeiH A H , OKpeHeM c e : x a M a h x j e 6 n A a B e h
rrp o ry x a A a . A caM H . H e H a o p y a c a H H . Y M paK y.
3am xo?
Jom c m o Asa-xpH nyxa a o 3 op e cycpexaAH no-
HeKy ycaMAjeny aceHy KaKO ceAH Ha caMoj h b h h h
nyxa. Kpaj CBaKe, peAOBHo — b c a h k h nAaAan. ca
Kor c y ce SeAeAe xpH-nexapn OA»ymxeHe Hapamie.
HnjeAHa Hnje a h t a b rAaBy KaA c m o je MHMOHAa3HAH
3acH najyhn H.y h Bbeny p o 6 y npBeHOM npaunraoM.
CeAe a h xaKO no CBy n ob 3axo m xo c e HaAajy Aa
h e npoAaxH xe 3, 4 Hapamie?
— IIoH eK aA h ir p o A a jy ! — o a t o b o p h m h K ac-
H H je OHaj c AOBanKOM nyniK O M . B h o c e n p o 6 y A H o h
c x a o K p a j M eH e. I l o m a o j e y r o c x e A p y r o j xceHH u h -
BHAHor KOMaHAaHxa n p B o r r p a A a n o c A e J e M 6 o p n ja .

7 OcKap AaBCTio — X II
97
O H a M y j e p o fe e H a c e c r p a n o M a jp n h n o o n y . I l y -
T y je [jep t h m o HM a AOBa k o j H b o a h . I l T s q a c b h x
B p c r a . IIoroA H T H i m m y y A eTy. T o M y j e H a jB e h e
3aAOBOA>cTBo. K aA j e A o 6 p o c a c n e canM OM , n a A a
K ao KaMeH.
— H cnA ara ah ce?
— IH ra?
— K o a h k o MOJKe A a A o 6 n j e je A H a o a t h x n c eH a
K p a j n y r a 3 a H a p a H n y ? A s a 4>paH Ka H a jB H m e?
— T o j o j j e a o b o a jh o . H h b p a a a h h A>ymTeH>a
j e H e c T a j y H H n rra. C eM T o r a , H>oj j e ceA eH be K p a j
n y r a 3aHHMA>HBHje H eroA H c e A e a e npeA K a30M , K o j a
o o h h h o H H je AaAeKO. H a n ecT H c e BHAe A>yAH K ojH
n p o A a 3 e . C ip a m iH c e y B eK HHHe 3aHHMA>HBHjn, o a
o h h x K o j e A o 6 p o no3H ajeM O . A OHAa, H H je y nH T aH .y
caMO H>eHO rA eA an>e. C e A e h n K p a j n y T a , h c a M a m o -
a c e A a 6 y A e B H b eH a. H T aK o A a & e.
II lT a MHCAHTe n o A t h m u-Taico-dcube?
— K a A 6 h x H n ia o caM n e n m n e , h H a n m a o t h k o
Ha c a M y A e B o jK y , a H o h — p a 3 y M e T e ?
— H e ! i— n a M e p H o peK H eM . — I H r a 6 n c T e y p a -
Ah a h ?
— K aK O ? n o n p H H a A H 6 h c m o , e r o .
— nixa 6HCTe h m e a h o a T o r a npKraaEba?
— 3aAOBOA>cTBo j e M y n n c a p n y n p u r e a r a c A e B o j-
k o m h cAaTKO j e A e B o j n n n onpH H aT H c M y n n c a p u e M .
H e 3HaM K a n o A a t o K aaceM . A a h T aK o j e . H M aM
y B eK aneTH T A a c e CM enncaM a o k n p n n a M c a A e B o j-
k o m . A H a jn o c A e , KaA c e T aK o M y n iK a p a n h A eB o jK a
H a n p H H a jy , MOHce A a c e A e c n A a c y c e y M e b y B p e -
M e n y jeAHO A p y r o M CBHAeAH. Y t o m c A y n a j y —
3 a b e c e m b a o y n 6 y a e , cx B a T a T e?
— O rapH A H K e. A a h 3 a p c y s a m e A eB o jK e t b k o
cAoSoAHe?
— 3 a n r r o H e 6 h 6H A e?
— M h c a h m , HHcy a h B epH e . . . ?
— 3ECeHe H M ajy KOMe A a t o 6 y A y . A a h KOMe
H eyA aT e A eB o jK e? I l a 3 a n r r o A a H e noJK H Be H OHe,
A a c e h OHe n e p a A y jy ?

98
 —- He y A a jy a h c e OBAe a o b o a > h o MAaAe Aa 6h
ce MorAO npexnocTaBHTH A a y 6paic yAa3e neBH He?
HoBeK c AOBaHKOM nymKOM c e H a t o rA y n o r a r -
TaH>e H acM eja rAacHO.
— To j e HOHceAjHO. IIoHeKaA c e h a o t o a h TaKo
KaKo KanceiH, aAH o 6 h h h o h c b h h o c t , 3 H a i n , HecTaHe
j o i n 3 a BpeM e A e n jn x H rpH. TanHO j e Aa c e H ain e Ae-
BojK e y A a jy y 15. t o a h h h . M o ja M ajK a j e HMaAa 12
KaA c e yAaAa. CaA t o 3a 6paH >yjy. He CMe ce. A a h
A>yAH t o h AaA>e x o h e h m m e . J e p y ABaAecerroj n e y -
AaTy c M a ip a jy B eh yceA eA m joM , a y A a iy B eh n p e -
3peAOM.
2KeHa K o jy H 3a oKyKe HarAO ocBeTAH 4>ap H e
AHHce rA aB y H a H ac, H e ocM exHy c e m . CeAeAa j e
MHpHO, c nA.aAH>6M K p aj c e 6 e h , A P ^ceh n h o jk y A e -
B oj, BeniTo j e npoA yncaB aA a A a SeAH i i a o a napaime
CKHAajyhn j o j 3eAeHy K opy.
H 3 a b h c o k h x M panHHx 3HAOBa xoAHHKa o a A p se-
h a noBpeMeHO c e n y o , yAaA>eHHje h a h 6 AHXce, TaM-
-TaiM. TaA H a n e c r a He S h cm o r a n c o r cycpeTaA H . n o A
noKpHBeHHM n eS o M jeAHe 6 a p H a p a m ta p ic e Aa j e TaA
6 h a o . H njeA H e. — CBe c y H a xiAecy! — o 6 janra>aB a
AOBan. — A4>pHKaHim — yBepaBaM c e h cSm y t o
— MaAO c n a B a jy H o h y .
H 3rAeAa H e npH A excy necTO h h A a a y . Hohy c y
u n a K hchba>h HeroAH 3 a x cere.
Y cK o p o cm o c e 3aycTaBHAH. B a A > a A o j e h c k p -
naTH jeA H or n y ra H K a . E h o j e CKHHyo o 6 a CBoja Aera-
Ka, 3aTHM 6 p 3 0 c k o h h o y iipB eH y n p an iH H y h m h Beh
KpeHyAH KaA j e ypAHKHyo h , cycT H raB im t H ac, y Tp-
Ky c e n o n e o x ir r p o H a BHCOKy nAat<j>opMy neTOTOH-
Ha. H in c o r HHje rA eA ao, TpaxcHo j e n o M paKy, n p o -
6 yAHO r y 6 a B p a, A n ra o r a , h H aj3aA n p n cBeTAocTH
y n a A e H o r KOMaAnha n a ir a p a H a rn a o 3a 6 opaBA>eHy
T o p S m iy c aM yA eraM a, 3 6 o r K o jn x j e h K peH yo Ha
n y r a o no3 H aT o r H eK or M a p a d y a , o a n o r h x j e 3 a
CBojy SoA ecH y M ajK y K y irao n o CKyne n a p e . TaA c e
cM H pno h , n o n iT o c e H3pyKOBao noHOBo c a CBHMa,
h c k o h h o AaKO h eAacTHHHO H3 KaMHOHa y n o K p e r y .

7* 99
 H e c r a o 3 a OKyKOM, o h y M p a icy ca A T p a a tH c h -
r y p H o C B oja ABa A eiw ca.
— He! — p e n e AOBap, 6 p aT A p y re nceHe h h b h a -
H o r KOMaHAaHTa. — CaA j e n o m a o C B ojoj K y h n . Cy-
T p a he 3a BHAeAa A o h n n o CTBapH.
A p s e h e j e , KaHAa, noneAO A a r y 6 n OHy AOcaAa-
n m ,y KOMnaKTHOCT Henopo3HHX 3HAHHa. noH eK aA 6 n
c e H3AaAeKa n y o n eT ao . H36AK0Ke 6 h H ac c n a c a
H a n a c cAeAHO n o H e io t K pm c HtpTBe n p a h e H n o S e A -
h h h k h m ypAHKOM npam yM CK e 3 B ep n . B h tk c H3Mehy
acpTBe, yBeK H3HeHaheHe, h H an aA an a 6 h a c c y , KaH­
Aa, BpAO KpaTKe. H a n a A j e , M o p a 6 h t h , AOAa3Ho He-
oneKHBaHo h H anaA H yra AHBA>an 6 h jeABa HMaAa
BpeMeHa A a nocAeAH>H nyT KpmcHe CTpasnHHO, Hey-
nAameHO, HaAacBe raeB H d.
noMHCAHM H a AeBojKe K o je ceA e K p aj n y T a, n a
AjyAe K o jn c e ycaMA>eHH h •HeHaopyJKaHH K p e h y
H o h y K po3 n p a m y M y ; 6e3 HeBOA>e; noniA H c y ch -
ry p H o a o o6AHHCH>er HaceA>a Aa n o c e T e H eK or p o -
h a K a h a h AeBojKy, A a H a h y H eK or npnjaTeA>a h Aa
y npnjaTHOM h a c K a m y c h >h m y 6 n j y HeocBeTA>eHy
H oh. ITo m hcahm — h H a n m c e to H ohm m tH y cTBa-
p n 6 o j e A a 3 a c n e n o M paKy. A e h n y cB H Taite, to j e
nehHHCKO j o m H acA ehe o h h x CTpaBa o a TaMe mTO
HHcy AaBaAe OKy Aa ce cK A onn n o cB y H oh.
— O a n e r a HCHBe a »y a h y m yM aM a?
— O ro n a p c T B O , 3eMA>opaAH>a.
— Y m yM H ?
— IH yM a HHje K a m a . Ha K o jy CTOTHHy M eT apa
AeBo h a h AecHo o a n ecT e n o c T o je c r a p e npaAeAOBCKe
j o m KpneBHHe. H HOBe.
— IH T a A>yAH H ajB m n e c e jy ?
— O a c B e ra noMaAO. Henrro n p o c a , cJ)OHHja,
AHjaMa, MaHHOKa. nHAHhH, OBpe, noHeKO ro B en e . CBa
A<j>pHKa BaH rpaAOBa jk h b h TaKo. H He hchbh A om e,
OTKaA ey k o a o h h o t h h ia h . J e p n o p e3 H c y noAHO-
niA>HBH h n o cT y n aK H a n m x bahcth n y H pa3yMeBaH>a.
— nojaBA>yjy a h ce KAacHe pa3AHKe? Kao TeH-
Aempija Manap?
100
 — H e pa3yM eM H a i ir r a m h c a h tc . 3eMA>a n p n -
n a A a ceA y, nAeMeHy. A o n c a A c y CeK y T y p e h M o
Ah 6 o KeHTa noABaAHAH KpAOHHMa, th m o 1957, h n o
M ohy HiHXOBe BOjHe CHAe AHKBHAHpaAH Hie<j>OBe H
m e ^ e p n j e noA E eroB opoM A a t h m etjjoBH xceAe Aa
n p n r p a S e BAacT, H airm A>yAH H o m e y nyHOM 6paT-
CTBy.
— T o j e h 3 a o ! — jaBH c e HeKO H3 TaMe H a
6 oA>eM <J>paHHycKOM o a o h o t KojHM j e ro B o p n o 6p aT
A p y re HceHe it h b h a h o t KOMaHAaHTa. — A a h m j e He-
i h t o r o p e h o i h t o h m j e , noMHHiA>aAH 6 h Aa H anycTe
ceA a h a h 6 h cMHHiA>aAH KaKo A a Aofey a o BHme h a o -
AOBa. MaAO c e paA H k o a H ac.
— JecH a h to th , A n aA o ? — ynH T a ra 6 p aT
A p y r e K O M aH A aH T O B e H teH e.
— U lT a OHAa? J a ćaM .
— H e cA y n iajT e r a , o h HHje A ^ p rn c aH air — j a ­
BH c e h T p e h n rA a c H3 M paK a — o h j e K nH e3.
norA eA aM K nH e 3a K po 3 TaMy h i t o c e p a a p e b n -
BaAa — itp H e o c e o h s m n e o a c b h x ocraA H x. K a n o
OHAa K h h 6 3 ?
K a o A a j e h c k o c a c b h x c r p a H a n o n e o 6p 3o Aa
AOAHBa n p B o MAeKo y Ka4>y, OHAa S n c ip y necMeH-
CKy b o a y Y n o c y A y h o & h . . . t h k o a b h 6 aH y caB o a -
jeAHOM. Y ceAaM h A saH aecT MHHyTa. K a o h jy n e .
K a o n r r o h e h c y r p a . H rteA e roAHHe. O a AsaAeceT
h HeTHpH caT a, TanH o noAOBHHa n p n n a A a H o h H ^n o -
AOBHHa A an y . H 3rA eA a Aa jeAHHo Te ABe n o A y iK e
n o n r r y j y 3aKOH TaH H O cra (H jaBA>ajy c e peAOBHo y
3aKa3aHO BpeM e. »BaA>Aa jeAHHH Ty h H M ajy 0 3 6 h a >-
h h x nocAOBa!« — p e K a o 6 h H fR a jn a p a H PayA . O h
h e ocTaTH y BaM aK y 6 a p j o m A ae HeAeA>e. TaA H3-
rAeAa A a HCTirae n p a B o O p a m iy c K o j Aa a p * h cB o jy
B ojcK y y P enyS A H im MaAH. T o B o p n c e A a j e M o a h 6 o
KeHTa y n y rH o H e o S m m o e H e p n ra a H 3axTeB A c ToAy,
TpaxcehH HeoAAOxmy h n y H y eB aK y aim jy .
» O p a m jy s H H e M o ry t o A a y m m e « — O T K pno m h
j e P a y A C B o je H a A e . — » O t o a h a h 6 h i j e A y i p a m m y
M a A H ja n p e M a A A H C H py. n p e x o f B H H e je O e p x a T A 6 a c

101
6 h M o r a o A a H e c M e T a n o A o 6 n j a o p y m j e o a C BaK or,
a A o6poB O A >ue o a — Kime K o ja M y h x rA a cH o hyah.«
» I l a HiTa?<t — p e x a o ca M M y — » to 6 h A onpH H eA O
n o 6 e A H F L N -a , He3aBHCH0CTH AAHCHpa.« »KHHe3H H a
M eA H T ep aH y!« — y3B H K H y P a y A — »TaMaH 6h HaM
t o T p e S a A o !« — C r p e c e ce h AOAaAe: »H aA aM c e A a
h e y O p a m t y c K o j n p eB arH yT H 3A p aB p a 3 y M h A a h e
A e TO A OKOHHaTH T aj 6e3H 3A a3H H p a T .«
TeM y j e npeKCHHoh n ocA e B e n e p e HaMeTHyo Pa­
yA, TBpAHEiOM Aa y MAaAHM a4>pHHKHM 3eMA>aMa H y
HeKHM jyncHoaMepHHKHM y r a i i a j K a H e p a c T e oceT -
HHje o a cB hx ocTaAHx h Aa j e , p a c iy h H , n peB a3H iiiao
CBa 3 p a n e H .a CoBjeTCKor C aB e3a. A ° A a o j e jeTKO Aa
A frpm cam p * He 3 a3H py o a K m ie j e p m h c a c Aa j e h
OHa T pneA a k o a o h h ja A H y AOMHHamijy, 6 n A a h o a
HbOM noAjeAHaKO o6ecrrpaBA>eHa K ao n r r o c y h o h h
caMH joxii yBeK, b a h A a j e , 3axBaA>yjyhH C B eH ap o A -
Hoj ocAo6oAHAaHKoj 6 o p 6 n , T a A pJK apa A aHac H e c a -
m o CAoSoAHa y o 6 h h h o m , B eh y neKOM H3y3eTHOM
CMHCAy. O H a j e , n o H>HMa, 3 a C Bera A e c e i roAHHa
copHjaAH3M a y c n e A a Aa nocT aH e cHAa o a npB o p a3 -
peA H or 3 H a n a ja . H>eH npH M ep j e cnerpijaA H O 3a
A<j>pnKaHHe OAyineBA>aBajyhe 3apa3aH .
Pa3yM e c e , j a caM n o 6 n ja o n p e T e p a H o c ra P a y -
aobhx 3aKA>ynaKa. He3aBHCHO o a CBera T o ra, 6 h a o
mh j e caA HaAacBe 3aHHMA>HBo A a yno3H aM noSAHxee
p p H o r »KuniS3a«. H n caM m hcaho A a My c e oAMax
HaMeheM. H M a BpeM eHa, n y r j e A yr.
IIpHAHKa 3a no3HaHCTBo npyxcHAa mh ce npe h o
mTO caM ce HaAaO.
E h o caM yrA eA ao y ro M n c n p e A (Hac H a n A a T ^ o p -
mh, H a A aaAeceTaK M eTapa, ABa M ajM yHa KaKO n p e -
Aa3e n e c T y . E h a h c y t o npBH K o je caM BHAeo »y
cao 6 oah n p n p o A e « . He oAOAeBnra neKOM ycxHheH>y,
j a h x noK aaceM npcTOM AOBHy h noBHneM :
— TAeAajTe h x . KanynHHH!
OMaAeHH HOBeK, HcycTpnx, 6p3HX n oK peT a, y Ae-
6eAOM ByHeHOM nyA O Bepy, upB enH M nAaTHeHHM naH -
TaAOHaMa h Kaim HaAHK Ha 4>ec yiimmHyT Kao
102
m ajicam a, oH aj HOBenyAaK K o jn j e CBaKor o a H ac
6 h o , h h m j e cBaHyAo, noH yA no h o a y t k o m a h k o t h -
AeAOHCKe A.y6ira a c T e KOAe h o t b a CBe BpeMe xBaAH-
caBO h AeJKepHO 6 p 6 A>ao c M e m e h n c e 3ainTHTHHHKH
CBHMa o k o c e S e , caA j e c k o h h o , n p m iia o m h, yxB a-
t h o Me raeBHO 3a p y K y h p e K a o OAjeAHOM 036HA>aH:
— H e B a& a noKa3HBaTH H a MajMyHe pyKOM!
C b h c y o ctbah canyT H H ua rAeAaAH y ho a h a h y
CTpairy. H h k o y MeHe h a h y H>era. H e M e m a a e .
CeM »KuHe3a«. O h m h c e naK h o S p a r a :
— H e A>yrHTe c e . npa3H O B epH pe!
H M ao j e HeAOBpnieH, K p a ia K ocM ex, ba h y n o p a n ,
CMeo norA eA .
n p n b e M My. CeAHeM y3 a e r a H a cyB e Koxce.
— T proB H eB e c y to KOJKe .— p e n e h p h h KHHe3
— T p ro B a p j e oH aj K o jn BaM j e M aA onac p e K a o Aa
He n o K a3 y jeT e npcTOM H a MajMyHe. PaAHO j e n p e p e -
4>epeHAyMa y jeA H oj <j>paimycKoj paAH.H K ao noM oh-
h h k . CaA n iB e p n y je 3 a p a n y H ApncaBe. JacHO, He
h c h b h o a nAaTe: b h a c a h cTe, c b h m b j e a c a h o KOAy.
n o c a o K o jn paA H BpAo j e noBepA>HB: H H nrra n a n n -
CMeHo. C n ry p a H caM A a My c e npHAHHHO K ojenera-
3aAenH 3 a n p c r e . A a h a o k e o k h . A caMH BHAHie A a c e
n o H a in a A p y K n n je o a ocTaAHX. CaMOCBecTaH j e h Ha-
MeTA>HB K ao KaHAHAaT 3a nocAaHHKa. CaM o MeA>e.
A axcH a j e t o A>y6a3HocT. O h j e y n e K y p y K y np o T o -
THn H am e MAaAe H aim oH aA H e 6yp5K oa3H je. Jec T e a h
BH HeXOCAOBaK?
— H e.
— AHHHTe « a jeA H or kot caM n o sH aB ao.
— Ja? — 3anyAHM c e . — H n caM c p e o y KoHaK-
p n j y , rA e h x h m e m h o to , h h jeA H or TaKO H enpeTem iH -
03H or K ao j a n r r o caM l — noK ym aM Aa c e HamaAHM.
— JecT e a h 6 h a h H a h> hxoboj h 3Aohc 6 h ?
— I U r a KaaceTe! — H acM eiira c e HeAOBpmeHO,
aAH ycxnheH O .
— ■ H e pa3yM eM c e y TeKCTHA. A a h cB er o k o
MeHe H3rAeAao j e rrpHAHHHo p a 3 o n a p a H . HeKH c y c e
h BpebaAH. JeAaH j e cpeAOBenHH Acj>pHKaHart rA a c n o

103
roBopHo: »IIoTneH>yjy Hac. Dla&y HaM n n c a p T h
6o4>a. MncAe: »Ao6po 3a npime!« He aHajy Aa c m o
HaBHKAH ry Ha Eycana.«
— K a n o M O H c ex e x a x o n r r a A a K a x c e T e :— n p e -
K o p n M e o m x p o — K a A A o 6 p o 3 H a r e A a j e H ecK O C A O -
B a K H j a c o n n j aA H C X H ratca 3eM A>a.
— H e A > y rH T e c e H a M e H e 3 a T o i h t o j e p o 6 a K o j y
c y H3AOXCHAH y K o H a K p H j y , n o M H H IA .eH .H M a K O je
c a M H M a o n p H A H K e A a n y j e M , 6 n A a A o m a h H H je
A o n p H H O C H A a y r A e A y H .n x o B e H H A y c x p H j e . H e x o c A O -
B a i m M o r y , c n r y p a H c a M , A a H p o H 3 B e A y u 6oA > e h
Ae n m e C T B a p n . H e K a c e H»HM a T y n p e A c r a B e ! A a h
j e A a H j e o a h »h x o b h x H 3 B 0 3 H H K a p e K a o c b o m K O A e r a
a m o m 3 e M A .a K y : » H a j e B a x c a H K B aA H T eT , s a x c H a j e
y B 0 3 H a A H n eH p a!« T o j e K A a c u x a H n p H M e p d n p o K p a T -
c K o r c x B a T a a a H e c a M o T eK C T H A H H x h 3 a o x c 6 h H e r o
h o c T a A o r.
A n a A o 3 a x c M H p H H a A eB O o k o :
— H 3 K o je C T e b h 3 e M A . e ?
T p r n y o c e y H a 3 a A K aA M y p e K o x oA aK A e caM , n a ,
c a B A a A a B n m O A S o jH O C T , n p e 3 p H B O c e H a c M e i n n o h
npopeA H o:
— CaA m h j e j a c H O .
— I I lT a B aM j e t o ja c H O ?
— J y ro c A a B H ja ! — h M ax H y pyK O M .
— H P r a 3 H a i e b h o M o j o j 3eM A>H?
— C B e n iT O T p e 6 a A a M e H e M o r H e T e n p e B a p H T H
C B o jH M n p u n a M a .
— K o B aM K a x c e A a x o h y A a s a c n p e B a p H M ?
— B h C T e A C B H jaupaoH H C T . H e b o a h M c T aK B H M a
A a p a 3 ro B ap a M !
O K peny m h A eba. H sp a3 A nna: K ao A a 6 h Aa
n o B p a r a o a n p e H a r A a m e H o r r a b e i t a . IL v aH e M y B e p -
A»H BHje h o n r r o j e o h h 3 b o a h o M y n H H H y :
— C K o jH M c e b h t o n p a B O M y c y b y j e T e A a m h
t h r o n r r a K a x c e T e ? H c K o j e j a t o A H H H je C K p e h e M
T H M e n iT O c a M J y r o c A O B e H ?
H n j e M y c e p a 3 r o B a p a A o , aA H u n a K n c m c H y H 3
c e 6 e H e y A O C T o jH B n n i M e h h n o r A e A a :

104
 — C a M ap KCHCTH^iKe!
— H a o c h o b y n e r a AOA33HTe a o TaKO M O H C ipy-
0 3 H o r 3aKA>yHKa? H a o cH O B y Heno3H aBaH >a M o je
3eMA>e HAH M apKCH3M a, MOHCAa?
R y T a o j e . H H C H c m p a o ca M . Y m r r a o M e H a j3 a A
npeK O p aM eH a:
— J e c y a h BaM n p e n e ic H AaH o n e r A M ep m caH n H
AaAH n a p e h a h H H cy ? J e c y . R y r H T e oH A a.
— A XoheMO AH HM MH BpaTHTH Taj HOBaQ HAH
HeheMO?
— n y c T H re ! H e A a jy J e m e n n a p e 3 a A ene o h h
M o p a A a t h 3ajMOBH n p e A B n b a jy T ajH e BojHe h n o -
AHTHHKe KAay3yAe.
— npexnocT aB K a! H eo cH O B a H a . 3A O H aM epH a!
— OAHCTa, He Mory AOKa3ara CBoje TBpbeme.
H h c t c Me 3BaAH Aa npncycTByjeM B a m H M nperoBO-
pHMa c HxHMa. A h Aa cTe Me 3BaAH, He 6 h x npn-
cycxBOBao.
— 3 a n r r o ? H e b o a h t c a h A a 3H aT e HCTHHy?
AMepHHKH HMnepHjaAHCTH H nOTna&HBaHH
p aT a m h c e raA e.
— H n c T e caM H . H e M a n o m x e H a n o B e K a K o j n c e
t o t c o j a H e raA H . B h a h o h h A M e p m e a H in i h a h H e
6hah.
— AMepHHKH c y HMnepnj aAHCTH HajarpecHB-
HHjH.
H a n p a B H n a y 3 y h H 3 6 a ip i:
— A a h j a c e raAHM h o h h x K o j e o h h n A a h a j y
A a 6 h p a 3 6 n ja A H m o h o a h t h o jeAHHCTBo c o in ija A H -
CTHHKOT 6AOKa.
A y r o ca M M y o 6 ja n m > a B a o y n e M y c y H>eroBe
3 a 6 A y A e , H a p o n H T o OHe y Be3H c » p a 3 0 H ja H .eM m o -
h o a h t h o t jeAHHCTBa«, H 3 p a 3 a K o j n j e n o c i a o m h o t o
p e b n o a c t aAjHHCKHX B p eM eH a HaoBaM O , h H H je nyA O
h it o caM , H M a jy h n n p o x H B c e 6 e a M a T e p a HHTaTOAom-
K e Ka3yHCTHKe, M o p a o h ca M A a M y in r r a p a M M a p x c a
H AeH>HHa, K a n o 6 h x y T o j TAaBH n eM eH T H p aH oj n p e -
4>a6pHKOBaHHM AOTMaTCKHM HHTAaMH CTBOpHO yCAO-
B e 3 a carA eA aB aH >e H e c x e M a T H 3 0 B a n e KOMnAeKCHOCTH

105
CTBapHor1cBeTa y KOMe cmo, a thmc, nocAe CBera
m ro AOAa3H nocAe Tora, h 3a jeAHy peBOAypHOHapHy
4>opMyAy coiptjaAHCTHHKor nporpeca. Aah Ha CBe
Moje apryMeHTe, ynopHO je OAroBapao <j>pa3aMa:
— IIocToje 6 aokobh. AonaAaAo naM ce hah He,
jeAaH je CaMO MapKCHCTHHKO-AeifcHHHCTEraKH. Ehth
Ban H>era 3HanH He 6hth 3a HAeaAe ocAo6obeH>a cbhx
A>yAH oa HMnepHjaAH3Ma h KannTaAH3Ma.
Y jeAHOM mh ce nacy ynHHHAo Aa rySnM BpeMe
H3Hocehn My astbajho eAeMeHTe noAHTHKe aKTHBHe
Koer3HCTeHHnj e. HnaK c H>e caM npem ao Ha paAHH-
HKe caBeTe, Ha cncieM KOMyHa h ueAy crpyKTypy
Moje 3eMA>e.
PeKao je Ha to Aa AeiteirrpaAHsaipija 3Hann hcto
ihto h 6ypHcoacKa aHapxnja.
CpehoM, nopeA KapAeA>eBor Cotpija/wsMa u pa­
ra, HMao caM y HAaTHeHoj TopOinjH h HeKe 6pomy-
pm ie o eKOHOMCKOM ycnoHy Moje 3eMA>e. H3TAeAa Aa
cy ra HeKH noAaqH Koje caM My OAaHAe npom rrao
HaTepaAH Aa ce o cera M aae y npaBy h M aae CHryp-
hhm. IIoroTOBO KaA je tok Harne HnaK CBe JKynmije
pacnpe Aocneo ao pa3MarpaH>a rrpHHinma Ha KojHMa
ce jeAHHO Mory OABHjara oahoch Meby coipijaAH-
cthhkhm 3eMA>aMa, Koje HHcy cxeMe Hero CTBapHO-
CTH, HCTOpHjCKe, eKOHOMCKe, nOAHTHHKe, KyATypHe,
ncHxoAoiiiKe, h npaBe CBabe oko Tora nrra Mopa Aa
3Hann He3aBHCHOcT conn j aAHCTHHKHX 3eMaA>a, irrra
— npoAeTepcKH HHTepHanHOHaAH3aM, aAH h rmra
je c r e xyMaHHCTHHKH, cao6oaoa>y6hbh cMHcao co p n -
jaAH3Ma.
HMao caM, ynpKoc ncynn KojoM cmo ce 3acn-
naAH, yrHcaK Aa Me CBe na>KA>HBHje CAyrna. IUhpoko
OTBopeHHX OHHjy, nyinTao Me, He ynaAajyhn mh y
pen, Aa H3AaaceM cxBaTaaa Koja My, nano HOBa,
HHcy MopaAa 6 hth h cacBHM Tyba. Ee3 o63Hpa n a
CBa 6npoKpaTCKa H3BHTonepeH>a, 6 ho je 6opan y
SecKpajHoj CBeA>yACKoj apMnjn HCHBOTa, npaBAe h
cAo6oAe. H Beb caM ao3boaho ce6n Aa noMHCAHM Aa
— eTo — hh AyroroAHnnBa HHTOKCHKaipija AoraaT-
106
ckom nponaraH A O M He M oace koa n jeA H o r hcthhckof
KOMyHHCxe Aa 3aAyro 3aMpann cbctao tkhbo mhcah,
o c e h a a a h cTBapHHx p a 3 A o ra 6 o p 6e 3a n p o r p e c Apy-
HiTBa h HOBeKa y H>eMy; h B eh caM homhcaho A a j e
A n a A o n o n e o Aa 6 vm a npnjeM HHB 3 a H c r a n e c KojnM
caM r a yno3H aB ao KaA cacBHM HeoneKHBaHo p e n e
c TBpAorAaBouahy K o j y HHKaKBa A o rm ta HHje noM e-
pH A a c MecTa:
— MoJKAa HMa h TaHHor y ohom ihto roBopnm,
aAH 6hTH H3BaH COHHjaAHCTHHKOr 4>POHTa, naK H
H 3 A o rH H K H onpaBAaHHX pa3Aora, 3HaHH CAaSniH Taj
4>Poht h , o6jeKTHBHO, ja n a ra OHaj HMnepnjaAH-
CTHHKH.
— KaKO ce Mory aoiiphhocom hcthhh, cmhcaom
3a peaAHOCTH H HajnpOipeCHBHHjoM COHHj aAHCTHH-
kom irpaKcoM cAaSHTH cHare nporpeca h pa3yMeBa-
n.a cAo6oAe Kao hcthhc cBeTa? He cxBaraTe ah Aa
h y oKBHpy cohhjaAH3Ma nocroje CHare hito Kone
HanpeAaK h OHe Koje ce 6ope 3a ihto ycnennrnje
OTBapaH>e rryTeBa KojH boas k H.eMy?
OcehaH>e Aa 6paHHM cTBap He caMo CBojnx yBe-
peH>a, h Aa to paAHM caM y tom KaMHOHy Kojn 6peK-
h e Kp03 rycTO, A>nraBO oa BAare, npe6yjHO h tbmho
3eAeHHAo irpamyMe, hhhhao Me BepoBarao pchhth-
jHM ho iiito caM HHane, noHeKaA Aeu> Aa A>yAe y6e-
hyjeM y HeuiTo HcyBmne ohhtacaho Aa 6 h TpasKHAo
neAaroniKe Hanope. A jy rp o je 6hao npHjaTHO, npo-
AynteHe cB,e>KHHe MOHtAa 36or noAy3acrpTor He6a,
n a je to caA motao npo6yAHTH y mchh npe HteA>y
Aa npeheM npeKO cnopoBa h Hepa3yMeBaH>a jeAHHM
AoSpohyAHHM oAMaxHBaHbeM HeroAH Aa npoAyaty-
jeM 6e3H3rAeAHy AHCKycnjy. Aah HHcy 6nAa y mrra-
H.y Moja pacnoAOHceH.a h ckaohocth. H ano caM
Ao6po 3Hao Aa je HeMoryhe yhhhhth n p n j bmhhbhm
3a pa3Aore HOBeKa Ae^opMHcaHor iiphthckom H3Be-
CHe nponara«Ae, ja caM npoAyJKaBao Aa 3aciraaM ca-
6eceAHHKa npeiiH3HHM AeTa/bHMa o ycnecHMa coimja-
AH3Ma y mojoj 3eMA>H, ycnecHMa ihto ce He ncupn-
A>yjy caMo y SypHOM h HenopeHHBOM ckohomckom

107
H a n p e T K y , H e r o h y nooA M aK A O M x ip o ir e c y p a 3 0 T y b e -
H .a H O B eK a k o j ' h n o c T a j e C B e C T B a p a A a m c n j e , C B e
o c A o 6 o b e H H j e 6 n h e . r o B o p e h n t o H e 6 e 3 H 3 B e c H e° T y ­
r e i h t o OHHje B e h K a o k o a s a c C B yA y C B e i y n p o r p e -
c a , r A e c e , T aK O n e c r o , o n p a B A a B a m o h o h o A K O M aH A e
y p y K a M a pyK O B O A C TB a ycA O B H M a 6 o p 6 e , rA e c e y c -
a o b h 6 o p 6 e y 3 H M a jy K a o H 3 ro B o p 3 a n p e T e p a n y k o h -
T p o A y H a A A >yA H M a, 3 a o h o T 3B . 3bpaeo nenoeepeme
y mux h r A e c e t o H e n o B e p e H > e T y M a r n i, H a j 3 a A —
3 a T B a p a j y h H n o r p e m a H K p y r — T e im c H M y c A O B H M a
6 o p 6 e . ^H M e c e y A a p a p e 3 a H a B p aT a H cnpeA n n -
T a i t a m r o . T e K c a A H a B a A > y jy T p a n c e h n O A r o B o p e :
K a K o ? 3 a iH T O ? n e M y c y M H b a T H y p e B O A y iiH O H a p H H
H H T e rp H re T a > y a h K o j n c y A O K a3aA H H e c a M o o n p e -
A eA.eH >eM 3 a 6 o p 6 y H e r o y n e m h e M y H>oj A a y M e j y
A a M H C A e, O A A y n y j y h A e A a j y 6 a m c n o 3 m m j a H H T e -
p e c a H O B eK O B e e M a m m n a i m j e , h A a , n p e M a T O M e, 3 a -
C A y n c y j y c y A 6 H H y 6 o A > y o a T eA eA H p H T O B a H H x o p y h a
y p e B O A y p H O H a p H o j a K i p i j n , T j. je A H O C M e p m ix n p e -
H O C H O iia H a p e h e i t a i h t o T aK O H e M o r y h e A O A a 3 e h c -
KA>yHHBO H 3 j e A H o r jeA JH H o r H e M o r y h e C B e o S y x B a T -
H o r u e H T p a . IL I t o j e m o j k a b 6 h a o p e a A H O H e K a A , i h t o
j e A a H a c , K aA j e c o im ja A H 3 a M n o c r a o c b c t c k h c h -
C T eM , H e o A p a tH B O K a o n p e T e H 3 H j a , H e o c T B a p H B O K a o
n p a K c a . H 3 H a m i T ayT O A om K O p a c n H K y h c T B o K a o
o p r a H H 3 a i m o H a c x p y K T y p a M H A n ja p A e h B u r n e A>yAH
yiH A H X Ae4>HHHTHBHO y O p 6 H T K O M y H H 3 M a.
— n iT a y Toj arryaim jH 3Hami — n on eo caM Aa
BEraeM — KanAapcKOMHcaoHa KOH<j>eKiiHja, jeAHa
3a CBe, jeAHaKa y cbhm Hajpa3AHHHTHjHM ycAOBHMa,
KaA je coimjaAH3aM oSyxBaTHO 3eMA>e Ha Hajpa3AH-
HHTHjHM HHBOHMa? MapKCH3aM yHH jeAHOM H H>e-
roBH c y npHHiiHUH jeAHH. A ah HenpHAHKe h cnry-
aim je Koje h>hm jeAHHM Tpe6a o c b c ta h th , He Mory
hctom Hcapy/bOM 6 h th ocBeTA>eHe Aa 6 h MorAe 6 h th
cxBaheHe. CoBjeTCKH CaBe3 je Aanac 3eMA>a HajBeAH-
HaHCTBeHHjnx Haym m x pe3yATaTa, MohHe HHAycTpn-
je, Hee<i>HKacHe jo m noA>onpHBpeAe. A ah h 3eMA>a
OApeheHHX TpaAHijHja, MHcaoHHX h ncnxoAonncHX.

108
H a c A e b a n p o iiiA o c T H c e H e 6 p m n y h h A aK o h h 6 p 3 0 .
IIoroT O B o aKO c e H3 H enpH H pm iH jeA H H X o n o p T y m i-
c th h k h x p a 3 A o r a n o M a a t y h a h T O A e p n m y . O h o x h to
c e TaMO o A A y n y je h p a A H , H e M o a ce ce 6 e 3 AaA>er
npHMeHHTH H a p e o CBeT. J e p c b h h h h h o p h o K ojH M a
caM r o B o p n o H a H 3B ecT aH H a m m H a M e h y A p y r A e A p y -
t h y r a o n o c M a T p a a a , h A p yK H H jy M O H xaaty b h -
b e H o r K p o 3 T aj n p o 3 o p , h A p y r e MeTOAe K a n T H p a a a h
H 3p aacaB aH .a K arrrH paH or. I l a H H je nyA O p i t o o S a h p h
HCHBOTa, HITO OAHOCH, HITO HCEipaBHH H3K 3aKA>yHE[H,
HacTaAH y npH A H K aM a K o j e c y a n x o B e , H e B a n ce h h
3 a J y r o c A a B H jy , a KaMOAH 3 a A(j>pHKy. M apKCH3aM
T p e 6 a A a HaM n o M o r a e A a H a b eM o n p a B H h jeAHHH
KA>yn 3 a cBaK H b h a je A H e h y B eK A pyK H H je 6 p a B e
pa3AHHHTo iKHBHx n p o 6 A e M a . H e h A a e K c n o p T H p a
neKHHHHce KA>ypeBe y T n p a H y , h h THpaHCKe y
I l p a r , h h n p a im c e y K o H a K p n , pepH M O .
T oB opehH t o , HHcaM 6h o c b cb h m c n ry p a H A a b y
r a ybeAHTH Aa j e KOMyHHCTH K o jn c e 6 e n o n n y j e Hy-
jk h o A a 6 yAe OTBopeH pa3A03HM a cB aK or A p y ro r k o -
MyHHCTe. A a h , HnaK, h je c a M AOHeKAe. IIpeB apH O caM
c e j o r n jeAHOM.
— Y3aAyA BaM CBe! — p e n e . — OcaMAeceT h je -
AHa n a p r a j a ocyAHAa j e B arny noAHTHKy K ao peBH3H-
OHHCTHHKy h p a 3 6 H ja m c y . J o h i j e BoATep ro B o p n o Aa
rocnoA H H p e o CBeT 3Ha BHtue h o a caM or BoA Tepa.
— He pHTHpaTe 6am cb cb h m t b h h o . O c th b h m o
a h HeBOATepoBCKH AeTaA» H a c x p a H y , 3 a n a c j e p e o
T aj KOMiiAeKC o k o o c y A e K o j y noM HEbeTe o p e b a p e -
n p H 3 a , a H e n p e M H je p a .
— H n j e BaJKHO iir r a b h cy6jeK T H B H o m h c a h tc .
BancHO j e A a c e H e M o a te 6 h t h caM y n p a B y . K a A
t o a h k o pyK O BO A H A apa h n a p r a j a , A aK A e n a p o A a , n a ­
n c y jeAHO, a c a M o JyrocA O B eH H A p y r o , 3 a M eH e k o -
j n HHcaM h h P y c , h h K h h c 3 , h h H e x , H er o A ^ p m c a -
H ap, n p o 6 A e M a H eM a. Ja b y 3HaTH A a c e onpeA eA H M .
— 3 aT o p i t o cTe y c e 6 n AaBHO n p e h o mTO cm o
c e h cpeAH 6 h a h B eb onpeAeA>eHH. B h CTe 6h a h y
<I>paHpycKoj?

109
 — Aa.
— OxKaA e r e HAaH K Q O -a ?
— O a 1947.
— npoTHBjyrocAOBeHCKy p e 3 0 A y u H jy H h 4>opm-
O n p o a H3 1948. npnMHAH cTe He cyMHiajy&H h h y
jeA H y H>eHy p e n ?
— E h o caM H OCTaO AHCIJHIIAHHOBaH BOjHHK
CBoje n a p r a j e .
— HeicH K ancy Aa c e K a H o c a OBor BeKa 30Be
EaTajHHHKH aepoA poM . A a h 3 a p B a c 6 a p X p y n ra o B -
A>eB pe<j>epaT H a X X K O H rpecy HHje H aT epao Aa c e
ynHTaTe HHje a h 6 h a o n o r p e u r a o H3jeAHaHHTH a o
KpajBbHx KOHceKBeHira AncipniAHHy n a p r a j p a h OHy
BOjHHKa?
— H e . X p y iira o B j e c npaBOM r o B o p n o npoxH B
n p e re p a H o c T H KyATa a h h h o c th h npoTKB . . .
— H n c T e a h c e OHAa KaA j e , n o BaMa, cclmo o
TOMe TOBOpHO, HHTHMHO yHHTaAH: jecaM AH KpHB
h ito caM 1948. roAHHe npHMHo K ao HCTHHy cbbkh
CTaB pe3 0 A y x p ije H 6 e a ?
— K a o HAaH jeAHe n o A im ra K e n a p i n j e , j a c e 6 n
He nocTaBA>aM h h t h m h 3 r n r r a it a . J a cnpoBOAHM o a -
AyKe.
n a n n a K , n o A a c aT a KacHHje, H>eroBH c y o a to -
B o p n cTaAH A a nocTeneH O r y 6 e n p B o 6HTHy OA^ojHy
HtecTHHy, n a c e h M oj pa3ro p eA H B eh ra e B cT ao Aa
C TH m asa. C noM emaHHM ocehasbH M a ix ito c y o c im -
AHpaAa H3M eby npHjaTeA>CTBa h caJKaA>eH>a, H3Meby
A>y6 aBH c KojoM c y cp eh eM 6 e3 pa3MHniA.aH>a h nexiH-
AAaneHba 6 o p n a 3 a HCTe HAeaAe b a h h HeTpneA>HBo-
c t h n r r o o c e h aM n p eM a A o rM aim p iM a K o jn Ha CHAy
HocTaATHmyhH, pepH A H B H pajy y c t h a jeA H or BHAa
x e p o jc K e nponiAOCTH 6e3 noA A ore BHHie, nponiAOCTH
i iito He oAy3HMa HHjeAHy m a H c y c a A a m a eM BHAy
x ep o jcT B a, j a caM c M a a e H cynn h c BHine HceA>e Aa
r a pa3yBepH M n p B o , a OHAa h yBepHM, n p o A y ^ a B a o
Aa H3Aa>KeM CBe o h o h o b o HHMe c y jyrocAOBeHCKa
HCKycTBa ocaBpeM eHHAa T e o p n jy h n p a K c y MapKCH-
3Ma, h e e h My A ao h C B o r K a p A e A > a h o c r a A e 6 p o -

110
m y p e K o je caM HMao: HeKa CBe t o npoH H Ta jeAHOM
Ha MHpy h HeK c e h caM y B e p n y h c t h h h t o c t o h o t
niT o rofiopH M . H B eh j e o h , CBe t o A pJK ehn y pyipat,
AHCTao h OHAa C Tpnao y seAHKe p e n o B e CBoje mvaT-
HeHe BeTpoBKe KaA c e jaBH jeA aH (HeoSnnHO, c y n -
THAHO H CKOpO HeCTBapHO M pm aB H OKaT MAaA HO-
BeK C AyMyM 6HHCKOM 6paAHHOM, MAaAHh KOjH je ,
ceAeliH AOTAe HeynaAA>HBO h HenoMHHHo n p eK o n y r a
MeHe H a jeA H oj B p e h n apainH A a, H3TAeAao y CBojoj
HenoMiHfflocTH 3aoKynAjeH HCKA>yHHBo nocM aT pa-
H>eM p n p -n p o je K p H je A p s e h a i h t o c y 6 p 3 0 npoM H-
p a a a K p aj H ac:
— H 3B H H H Te i h t o caM C A y m a o . A a h j a caM p a -
H H je B e h H M a o n p H A H K e A a h h t b m H e K e jy r o c A O B e H -
c K e 6 p o m y p e h B e h c a M 1 9 5 5 . H 3 H in a o H 3 4 > p a H iiy c K e
K O M yH H C TH H K e o M A a A H H e . J a n o 3 H a j e M A o S p o A n a -
A o a , c k h m C Te ro B o p H A H , a h o h n o 3 H a je M eH e. J e a h
T aK O ?
— J e c r e , K o a o k o . H 6 a m 3 aTO h i t o T e n o 3H a -
j e M , H e a ce A H M A a A H C K y r y je M c t o 6 o m .
— B o j K o i y j e m h AaA>e c b o t 6 p a T a A ^ p m c a H p a ?
— J a H e 3 H 3 M 3 a 6 p a h y , c a M o A p y r o B e n p n -

3 H a j e M .

— C b h c m o m h A « j> p H K a H im je A H O , n p H 3 H a B a o
th t o h a h H e. A 3H aT e a h 3 a m T o M e H e n p H 3 H a je ?
— o S p a T H m h c e noHOBO. — ToAH H e 1 9 4 8 . a o 6 h o caM
o a c b o t h e A H jc K o r c e n p e T a p a y C T p a 3 6 y p y 3 a A a ia K
A a yTHHeM H a je A H o r J y ro cA O B eH a , c k h m caM n p n -
ja T e A e B a o , Aa c e H 3jacH H 3 a p e 3 0 A y im j y . 3 B a o c e
P ynH H K . MoHCAa b h t o HHTaTe h P y im H h . H n c a M c h -
r y p a H . Y c n e o ca M . P y m r a h , 6 n h e A a c e t o T aK o H 3-
r o B a p a , H 3jacH H o c e 3 a P e 3 0 A y p H jy . C e K p eT a p M e
n o x B a A H o . I I o c A e H e K o r B p eM eH a H 3 a 6 p a H caM n a K
y 6 n p o h e A H je . C P y m m h e M c a M A p y r o B a o h A aA ie.
A a h y c K o p o npHMeTHM A a H e c T a je H .ero B e p a H H je
HBpcTHHe h A a c e o n e T K O A e6a y HeKHM T am caM a
P e 3 0 A y n H je . t InH H A e c y M y c e H e o a p ^ k h b e . A a 6 h x
r a y B e p n o y H c n p a s H o c T cB a K e TaM o T e3 e , o a OHe
o K yA am T B y, H A eraA H ocTH B a m e I la p T H je h c a p a A a e

111
c T ecT ianooM 3 a B p e M e p a T a , j a A o b e M H a M a c a o —
c p e h H y h a h H e, 3aBHCH KaKO 3 a K o r a — A a M y n o -
M o h y 3BaHHHHHX jyTOCAOBeHCKHX AOKyM eHaTa, KO je
h e M o 3HaTH A a m r r a M o h H 3 M eb y p eA O B a, AOKanceM
HCTHHHTOCT c b h x o irry n cb H . H a 6 a B H M M a T ep n j a A e
c V K O H rpeca KILT h OHAa noH H eM A a y s a m o j k h > h -
H cap n o a T aM o H eK o r A P y r a , m h c a h m A a c e 3 B a o
A a K . . . AaKBHK h a h T aK o H e m r o , y3HM aM S p o m y p e ,
n p e r A e A e iir r a M n e h 6H A TeH e B a m e a r e m m j e . Y K p aT -
k o , MecTO A a yH B pcxH M P y m m h a , p a 3 y B e p H M H>era,
aAH h c e 6 e . A o b e M y K p H 3y. H npB O n H T a a e c KojHM
c e OAMax 3 3 t h m cyA ap H M , rA acH A o j e : A a a h j e h c -
rrpaBaH h a h H H je c t s b 4 > p a m iy c K e n a p r a j e , m i j n caM
HAaH 6 h o , n p e M a ocA oS oA H A am tH M noK peT H M a T3B.
k o a o h h jaA H H x 3eMaA>a. B h r a B e p o B a r a o 3H aT e. H
j a caM AOTAe m h c a h o A a j e H cnpaB H O h H y x c H o A a
c e MH A4>PHKaHB[H 6opH M O C 4>paHHyCKHM APyrOBH-
M a npoT H B a n x o B e 6 y p n c o a 3 H j e y M eT p on oA H , h A a
h e , KaA paA H H m ca K A a ca < B p a m ry cK e y 3 M e BAacT y
C B o je p y K e , ayTOMaTCKH 6 h t h c k h h y t c A H eBH or
p e A a h n p o 6 A e M KOAOHHjaAH3Ma. A a h r a A caM n o -
n e o A a c e m rraM : k o a h k o fee roA H H a 6 h t h n o T p eS H O
4>paHirycKHM A p yroB H M a A a C B p r a y c B A a c r n y M e­
T p on oA H C B o jy 6 y p x c o a 3 H j y , n n j y ca M BAacTO A P^can-
K y O K pyTH ocT, aKO H e h H B p cx m ry B A acrH , H M ao n p n -
AHKe A a OCeTHM H a CBOjHM A ehH M a, BAaCTH KOH-
u eH T p H caH e H a m s a o m n p o c T o p y 3eMA>e y K o j o j c y
cy n ep n p o 4 > H T H H3 KOAOHHja, y 3 A o c r a c H a x o r y h h -
A y c T p n j y , CTBopHAH M H ora S A a r o c T a a a H e caMO y p e -
AOBHMa CHTHe 6 y p J K o a 3 H je H er o h y K pH Ay b h c o k o
KBaAH4>HKOBaHor p a A H H m T sa , n r r o B e p o B a r a o 3 a T o
h H H je HM aAo M H oro n p e m a x p a 3 A o r a A a c e 3 6 o r » x y -
MaHHCTHHKH AeEtHX H A eja O paBHOrrpaBHOCTH H je A -
HaKOCTH« AHQIH CBOjHX CTBapHO BehH X n p n x o A a H
n p H B H A ern ja, B e h n x y OAHOcy H a n p n x o A e paA H H K a
y Hepa3BH jeH H M 3eM AjaM a. ^ T a j y h H 3aTHM H3 A aH a
y a h h p a 3 H e jyrocA O B eH C K e H a n n c e , OHe o eKOHOMHjn
h noAHTHHH, aAH h OHe o B a m o j napT H 3aH C K oj C Tpa-
T e r a jH , j a caM A O A a 3 H 0 a o y B e p e a a A a 6 h M o x c A a

112
T p e 6 a A o H3MeHHTH cthb 4> p aH itycK e I la p T H je o a«|>pH-
HKHM OCAoSOAHAa^KHM HOKpeTHMa, KBaAH(J)HKOBa-
hhm K a o H aipH O H aA H cnracH h 6 y p J K o a cK H . IIomh-
u iA ja o caM , MO^CAa n o ip e m H o h MeraAOMaHCKH, A a
6 h jeA H a O p a H iiy c K a , A n m e H a k o a ohh j a h o c n p o -
M a in eH a , npeACTaBA>aAa M asbe H B p cx 6 a c r a o H 3 a n a -
n a A e H>eHe paAHHHKe K A a ce B o b e H e KIM&-OM. IIo-
MHiiiA>ao caM , n p n 3 H a je M , A a 6 h k o AOHHjhahh H a p o -
AH, o c A o S a b a j y h H c e , A onpH H eA H A a o c A a 6 n n o A p -
H iK a K o j y opeAH>H C A ojeB H 3 a c a A j o i n A a jy HaqHO-
HaA H oj 6 y p a to a 3 H jH M e r p o n o A e , n n j e 6 h p eB O A y ip t-
OHHcan>e h A e6 y p jK o a 3 H p a H > e n a T a j H a m m m otao
A a n oH H e H3 A 4 > p ic ce h n o M o h y a e . A a K A e , o S p ir y r o
o a H a m m a K o j n j e n p eA B H b a A a KIK>.
Te caM CBoje m h c a h y b h a y n H T a a a ynyrH O
I^eK ay. A p y r K o ja m h j e caomrcTHo HCKA>yneH>e cAy-
n a jH o je c T e 6 a m OBaj K p a j Bac. Je a h TaKO, A n aA o ?
H aM profeeH , a >y th x o n n jy , CHKHy:
— JecT e! A a h 3hbm n r r a x o h e m A a K aa tem .
— M h a o m h j e n r r o 3H am Aa c h n o r p e im io .
— Bpaxno caM c e y 3eMA>y n p e ABe roAHHe.
— niecT Meceim nocAe nporAameaa Harne ne-
3aBH CH O CTH .
— Y peA y. A o m a o caM c y s e p e a e M Aa n e h y
rrpeno3HaTH TBHHejy, K o jy caM AaBHO H an y crH o h
K o ja j e , o cA o S o b eH a k o AOHHj aAHe BAacTH, 3axBaA>y-
j y b n H a npBOM Mecrry c h 33h CCCP-a, KHHe h o c ra -
a o t c o n n j aAHCTHHKor cBeTa, n o H H a a A a A a y c p eb H o j
KAHMH 3 aj eAHHHKHX H jeAHHCTBeHHX HACBAa H 3ipa-
b y j e cormjaAHCTHHKH h c h b o t. T aK o caM B epoB ao Aa
h e 6 h t h . A o h o ? C y c p e o caM c e c jeAHOM MeKOM, Tpy-
AOM, KOAe6 A>HBOM nOAHTHKOM, jeAHOM KOMIipOMH-
cAepcKOM K o m ie m m jo M BobeH>a AP^caBHHx nocAOBa,
jeAHOM HenojMA>HBOM nonycTAjHBOinby Ha CBe
c rp a H e .
— K o je n rra ! — p e n e A>yrHTHM TAacoM K o a o k o ,
k o t j e AnaAO h c k a > y h h o , b a h H>eroBO MpmaBO h
OKaTO AHpe o cT ajaA o j e m h p h o — K o je n rra , 6 p a -
Te Moj!
8 Ocitap A^bhho — XII
113
 — H[Ta Kojetura? U tra cmo h obo H3rpaAHAH?
— Terraco c e noHHEbe KaA c e cTapTyje oa HyAe.
— Ktm a j e h c t o noneAa o a HyAe. A ah TaMo
cTpaHH KaimraA HHje BpnxA>ao n o 3eMA»H h o a h o ch o
caB CKopyn c MAeKa.
— JeAaH npHMep.
— C t o t h M o r y H3HeTH. II lT a c m o HanpaBH AH
y K aH K aH y? A njaM aH T C K y 6 e p 3 y . K o O T K y m b y je n a ­
m e A H jaM aH Te? B e A r a ja H p H , K fo p a eA ira , EHTAe3H, 3 a -
naAHH H eM H H . J e c M o a h H auH 0H aA H 30B aA H n je A H y
C TpaH y KanHTaAHCTHHKy K O M n a im jy ?
— I I p H H e K a j M a A o . H a M a c y n o x p e S H e A C B H 3e
A a 6 h c m o n A a T H A H c B o jH M n p n ja T e A > H M a o h o n r r o
y B 0 3 H M o : < j> a 6 p rn c e h C B e o c T a A O . A a S h c m o , A& K A e,
A o n iA H AO A C B H 3 a, M o p a M o n p o A a s a T H , H 3 M e b y o c T a -
A o r , h A H ja M a H T e . H t o c a M o 3 a k o h b c p t h Gh a h h h o -
B a n . r o A H m a e A p n c a B a A o O n ja c a M o H a A n ja M a H -
T H M a OK O 7 0 M H A H O H a A O A a p a .
— A nrra 6 h jo j <j>aAHAO Aa h c to to a h k o y3Me
nope3a o a O p n e? IH to je He HaimoHaAH3yje, yMecTO
Aa A onycra kocm ohoahtckom KainrraAy Aa 3rphe
npo4>HTe Ha panyH Hamer Ookchtei h aAyMHHHj a. H
k o c e t o CBe He S orara Ha Ham panyH, 3Ham ah?
A ceM 0pue nocToje h npe6oraTH pyAHHHH raoacba.
— <tpna je aKimoHapcKo ApyinTBO, a pyAmnpi
npnnaAajy. . .
— O a c b h x a i o m j a , n a n p e M a TOMe h xrpH xoA a
p y A H H K a rB O H c b a , 5 2 % A o O n j a j y ^ > p a H n y 3 H , 3 0 %
E H T A e3 H , 5 % U l B a jH a p H H , 3 % A M e p m c a i m H . T a x o
HAH CAHHHO CTOjH H C a A pyTH M K O M n aH H jaM a. ^JaK H
boaoboa Y H a m e M TAaBHOM r p a A y n p n n a A a C T p a n -
H H M a. E A eK T pH H H a e H e p r a j a T a x o b e . *
— TanHo. CaMo j a H e m h c a h m A a T p e 6 a A a t h
o 6jacH H M 3 a m T o j e t o T a x o . H c a M 3 H a m A a HeMaMO
K aA p oB a K ojH 6 h m o t a h A a n p e y 3 M y CBe T e H>HHe h h -
A y c T p n jc K e H H C T aA aim je h o B A a A a jy T exm m K H M n p o -
* KpajeM jaHyapa 1961. roAHHe rBHHeja je HaipioHa-
AH3oaaAa boaoboa h eAeKTpiMHe peHTpaAe, a HeAaBHO
irpeAY^eAa onnpe uepe npoiHB nmeKyAanaTa y tptobhhh .

114
iie c o M npoH3BOAH>e. A o k H e 6 y A e M o y iie A H c b h m
thm caM H A a y n p a B A .a M o K aK o T p e S a , r o B o p n iH o
H anH O H aAH 3anH jH j e e r e h a h A e M a r o r n ja h a h TOTaA-
H a H eoA roBopH O C T. Y t o a h k o n p e h it o 3H aM o A a 3 a
C B an y TOHy rAHHH pe K o j y H 3B e3e, O p n a xiA ah a T a n ­
c e h n o p e 3 e y AOAapHM a h A a to h c t o n m a e h p y A -
H H H H TBOHcba.
KaMHOH n o n e A a y c n o p a B a . H e n r r o H H je 6 h a o y
p e A y c M O TopoM . Y c K o p o c e cacB H M 3aycT aB H M o.
O k o n o A H r a y T o r n o K A o im a xA aAH bana o K y n n A o c e
B e h HeKOAHKo A>yAH K o j n c y A aBaAH c a B e T e in o 4 > e p y ,
rA aB e h T p y n a A o n o A a H ecT aA H x n o A n A ex o M .
— IIlT a caM t h p e x a o ! — A oSaijH m h k h b h o
a c y c T p n dpotcaenu T p r o B n n h . H h c k o h h A a h o h no-
M o ra e m o4> epy cBojHM H eerpynH H M caBexHMa.
3 a 6 o p a B H o caM n r r a m h j e p e n a o h H a n r r a j e
to m hcaho KaA m h j e t o c a A Y n p o A a 3 y p e n a o .
— He! He! — r o B o p n o j e A ^ h a o . — M h T y
paA O r o B o p e a p >k h m o h n a p a A e nyHO b o a h m o . A
Y3MH O h a s a K a c T p a ! A a cm o o a a y h h h K a o Ky-
S a m p i , S h a h S h c m o oAaBHO MpA>a 3ejT H H a ih t o c e
HiHpH n o M a n n A4>pHKe.
— IIlTa ir p H n a m ! — H a c M e ja c e K o a o k o . — Ka-
CTpo j e n o 3 H a T K a o t o b o p h h k K ojH H eM a M e p e . O h
n o m e c T c a m HenpeKHAHO r o B o p n .
— A a h KaA ? C a M o KaA y p a A H H e n r r o n p o r a B
A M ep H K aH an a. A m h ? H a n m p y k o b o a h o h h p e o p a A -
h h AaH n p oB O A e H a a e p o A p o M y , H c n p a h a j y h n h a o
n e K y jy h H CBe n y rH H K e, n a n h ceH eraA C K e 4 >Yh k h h o -
H e p e . H e , A p a r a M o j, aepoA poM CK O M c e h o a h t h k o m
He H 3 r p a fe y je c o ip ija A H 3 a M , h h t h c e o S e 3 S e h y j e a e -
3aBHCHOCT. J eA H a S eA H a noA y3aB H C H a j o n i H n r e p H j a
M on ce c e S n A a a o 3 b o a h n p eK H A O A H oca c a O p a H n y -
c k o m n o c A e c a x a p c n e e K c n A 0 3 H je , a m h — n p o T e c iH H
T eA erp aM ca M o .
— IH T a 6 h x i e o ? A a cT yiiH M o y A a r e p ?
— H a r e p n j a H H je h h y jeAHOM A a r e p y , na
H n a K . . . A a h H e 6 h S h a o A o r n e h h KaA S h c m o y n i A H

8* 115
Y Aarep coimjaAjH3M a. YBepaBaM T e . E h a o 6h t o a o -
6po. H Te KaKo. A o 6h a h 6 h c m o Behe KpeAHTe, sume
CTpypiBaKa, CAaAH join Burne m a b a h x A>yah y naj-
6oA>e nncoAe. . .
— A pe3yATaT Tora? 3aycTaBA>aH>e npopeca A&-
KOAOHH3ai(Hje, npeHoineite 6 a o k o b c k o t XAaAHor pa-
Ta Ha Ham k o h t h h o h t ? Kao Aa K o h t o HHje noynaH.
Kaico He cxBaTam Aa m h 6am He cm cm o Aa nocra-
HeMO HcpTBa nceyAOAeBHx 4>pa3a h recTOBa. HnrepH-
ja Moace ce6n Aa ao3BOAh npeKHA OAHOca y 3HaK
npoiecTa npoTHB b to m c k h x npo6a. He Tpe6a 6h t h
HaimaH. EHTAe3H, Kojn CToje y cy4>AepmmH meHe
noAHTmce, xTeAH 6h Aa H36ape Ha neAo A4>pmce Hh-
repnjy, Ten CTaAy Ha csoje HOAyno3ajMA>eHe, noAy-
noAynpTe Hore, iHTaxaMa made in Great Britain.
Hrpe HeoKOAOHHjaAapa m h o to cy KOMHAHKOBamije h
pa|>HHOBaHHje o a o h h x cTapnx. He TpeSa HaceAarn.
Ba&a 6 h t h naMeTaH.
PeKaBiiiH t o , cnycTH ce Ha 3eMA>y 3a A h b a o o m h
npHApyncH OKynA>eHHMa o k o xAaAH>aKa. Mopa Aa cy
MHorn 3HaAH Aa ce AaaAo pa3yMe y MOTope. Hanpa-
b h a h cy My npoAa3. Hax ce h mo4>ep c k a o h h o h
npenycTHO A®taAoy CBoje MecTo zjiaenoz CTpymtaKa.
Ha KaMHOHy cy ycKopo ocraAe, ceM rySaBpa h
MeHe, ABe nceHe c no AeTeTOM Ha AebHMa h jeAHa
TpyAHa h OAcyTHa. HeAaAeKO oa Hac Ha nAaT4>opMH
cMejaAa ce cHancHa, MacHBHa Aesojxa, CBa HaAHBena
3ApaBA>eM H MAaAHM COKOBHMa. A°TAe je HHCBM
npHMeTHO. HcyBHme o6y3eT AHCKycnjoM. A SnAa je
ynaAA»HBO Aena.
MAaAHb Kojn ce paim je, KaHAa, 6 h o OABojno o a
rpyne Myimcapaua Kpaj AHTHyTor xAaAH>aKa noKa3a
joj H3AaAeKa CBoje 3y6e, xoje je eHeprmmo TpA»ao
K u p d a n o M ySpaHHM c ApseTa 6oje AeniHHKa. BHAeo
caM h npe Te rpam nm e Ha t o m h a h no imjanaMa. n a
cycpehyhn Beh npBor AaHa y KoHaKpnjy MHore My-
imcapne h nteHe Kano Ha yAHpaMa y x o a y TpA>ajy
H>HM3y6e h AecHH, KyiiHO caM jeAHOM h ja Taj TaHKH
iirranHh h noneo h>hm Aa »nepeM« ycTa. CnoA>HH om o-

116
T a n K H p A aH a 6 p 3 o c e n n j a o h B A aK H ao, aA H c p x c ,
K o ja M y j e in n p o K a u H M a n p n j a r a H H aK H ceA o ip m c H
y K y c , T o n H A a c e A o n y H > y j y h H n e H y n ia H > e M t o H H iiih e -
H>e 3 y 6 a n a c y B O . P e 3 y A T a T : 6 eA>a 3 y 6 H a r A e b , a c s h h -
4 > e K i p i j a y c T a . Ho B e A e A a c e T aK O H a j 6 oA>e A e q n
h im o p e ja .
H acA O iteH caA H a iiAaT<J>opMy KaMHOHa c MaHe-
KeHCKOM A eacep H o m h y , MAaAHh nonyA H A en o j, h h -
TeH3HBHO IipHOj ACBOjOH HeHaHeTH lU Tam ifr KHpAaHa,
k o j h H3B yne H3 ije n a n A a ra e H o r K a n y rH h a . H s h x o b h
c y c e npcTH , M o p a 6 h t h , AOTaKAH. O H a j e 6 p 3 0 n o -
ByKAa n p cT e, c o h h m h c t h m npuKpHBeHHM h caBAa-
AaHHM y3HeMHpeH.eM c KojHM t o HHHe CBe AeBojKe
H a cBeTy. O h c x B a r a t o n o rp e iiiH o , n a My c e , K ao h
c b h m HecHiypHHM y c e 6 e MAaAHhnMa, ocM ex 3aAeAH
o a caM oonTyH cSn Aa j o j j e , e r o , n o c T a o H enpH jaraH
3 6 o r CBoje npoK A eTe h 6p3onA eT e arpecHBHOCTH h Aa
c e , eTO, OHa caA H afo y m A a h yBpeAHAa. A OHa, Ce-
A eh n H a jeAHOM caHAyKy 6AH3y HBHpe nAaT<j>opMe,
B eh j e K ao nonpaBA>aAa H a 6 o p e H a c b o m npoiBHA-
h o m iimpoKOM o rp T a n y o a A>y6 EraacTor THAa rrpe-
6 aneHOM n p e K o 6A y3e h n a a a . 3aBpniHBHiH t o , c s a
HeKaKO OKpHAareAa, BeAHKa h c n ry p H a y c e 6 e , Ae6 -
AeAa j e cyB epeH o H3HaA C K pym eH or yA B apana. no-
neA a j e A a My H e n rro AaKo ro B o p n t h x h m rAacoM .
K a A M A aA n h cT aA e A a j o j n o c A e A y n te n a y 3 e
O A r o B a p a , O H a j e B e h T pA > aA a 3 y 6 e H e 3 a 6 o p a B A > a -
j y h n A a c e c B p e M e H a H a B p e M e n o c A y JK H o p y n c je M
noi/ieda ucKoca. H h m 6 h r a T aK O n o r A e A a A a o x p o M -
h h m O K p y rA H M o H H M a , o h 6 h c e C T p e c a o , 3 a c T a o 6 h
A o6 a p T p e H y ra K O T B opeH H x y c T a , a o k H e 6 h o n e T
y c n e o A a a o x b h t h c e 6 e H B pcT O y p y n e , n p o T p e c e h
n p o A y n cn p a 3 ro B o p .
M o p a 6 h t h A a j e n p r r a a o 3aHHMA>HBe c r a a p H ,
j e p KaA c e y c K o p o c b h n o i r a y H a k h m h o h , K o jn ,
onpaBA ^eH , K p eH y OAMax, o h H a h e M e c r a a o A eB ojK e
h H acTaBH A a j o j r o B o p n . Y xipBH M ax H e o S p a m M
n a a o t y H a OHe o k o c e 6 e . T eK K acH H je npH M erraM A a
HeMa A n aA o a.

117
 M a m e 3 a H e T a o a H >era, h a h m p a j y h H B e m r r y
n r p y MdtbBZ odytuee/betba, O H a 6 h O B A e-O H A e A H 3 a A a
r A a B y h , C B e c H H ja h o H K a A A e j c r a a C B o j n x o n n j y H a
M y i m c a p n e , S a n a A a n o H e K H 3anaA > H B H n o r A e A H a n y r -
H H K e. C B aK H 6 h o a o b h x y c K o p o H a r n a o H 3 ro B o p A a
jo j n p n b e . O S h h h o c nonyA O M .
— Xohem ah Hapamiy? Y3MH.
— E bo th je A a H M a m . 3 p e o j e .
— TAe Aen je.
c h H a6 aB H A a O B aj t h a ?
To je ymrrao ap^ksbhh TproBan. OHa My ce A>yn-
k o HacMeuiHAa h o6jacHHAa rAe ra je KynHAa. 3 a -
upaBO He OHa, OHa ra HHje KynHAa. Kyimo joj ra je
jeAaH E bH xoB c y c e A - H h h o b h h k je. E h o ra je Ha6aBHo
3a CBojy H c e n y , b a h BHAehn je K a K O npeAa3H npeno
yAHpe, noTpnao je 3 a b o m h noKAOHHO joj ra je.
O H a c e c M e ja A a . A n r r a 6 h A p y r o n o c A e T o r c k o -
p o A H p eK T H o r n o 3 H B a A a j o j h o h noK A O H H H em T O ?
M A a A H h j e y t o m n a c y h m b o H 3 rA e A n c p T B e . Y B p e -
b e H e JK p T B e . K a A c e r p r o B a n , H e 3 H a j y h n n r r a B H m e
A a r o r r a A e B o j K y , c n y c r a K p a j H>e h y h y r a n p B H n y r
o a j y r p o c , O H a c e O K p e H y a o c t o j aH C T B eH O M A a A H h y
h n o 3 B a r a n o rA e A O M A a H a c T a B H i r p m r y . A a h o h
c e o n m A e A H O o c e h a o ja A H O . H n j e H M a o c H a r e A a
n p o A y J K H . M y n H A o ra j e 3 y ja H > e t o a h k h x M y m K a p a -
n a — C T a p n jH X , 3 p e A H j n x h H C K y c H H j h x o a H > e ra —
o k o T e A e B o jK e K o j a M y c e jeA H O C T a B H o 6 n A a c b h -
A e A a h j o m C B n fe a A a n a 6 h M y 6 h a o H e o S m m o cAaT-
k o A a n p K ra a h A a & e c b o m A a j e c a n y B a A a y n m h
o h h c a M O 3a a e r a .
Ho c a A y A p y m T B y , n r r a A a j o j A e n o K a a c e . To
h j e c r e o h o y B p e A /fa H B o . O H a j e K p H B a n r r o c e o h H e
o c e h a H H M a A o CA aBH O . 3 a n r r o S a n a O H e A y A e C B o je
n o rA e A e H a M y m K a p n e o k o c e S e ? 3 a n r r o h x H 3a-
3 H B a ? 3 a p j o j o h H H je a o b o a j B H ? B o a h a h O H a A a
cb h oSA eny o k o a e ?
O H a H H je O A S njaA a H H n n a u i t o 6 h j o j c a n y r -
h h h h n o n y A H A H . H cn e A H B n m c e S n c o k H a p a H n e y
y c T a , OHa j e npe3pH B O S a n n A a H a n y r H>eHy S eA y
A > y c K y h rrp e n iA a H a M a m c a h c k o h a h o m k o h ith -

118
ito M . H H .y 6 a i p i , n a n o n e A a c e m p a C B o jo M H a p y K -
b k u o m . CeM T p r o B i i a , j o i n c y j e T p o j i n j a O K p y a t H -
B aA H c e A e h n . M A a A n h , c e T H B ir r a c e k o h b h h o k o 3 H a
O T K y A a h K aK O A a M A a A e A e B o jK e p e H e s n m e c r a p n j e
A>yAe o 6 e 3 6 e b e H H X n p n x o A a h n p H 3 H a T o r y r A e A a , H e
M o r a A e B i n n e A a H 3A P3K H , n o K y H > H c e K a o A a M y j e
CBe n p o n a A O , aA H H e o c T a 3 a A y r o i n h y h y p e H K p a j
H>e, H e r o c e r p > K e , y c n p a B H , n o r A e A a j e n o n i p T a H O
6 o a h o h r y a c H O , n a c e A H JK e h , H e B H A e h n c p A a n H O
noA C T H H yhk o c M e x K o jn M y j e y n y T H A a, OAe 6 e 3 p e n n
y c y r r p o T H H y r a o nA aT < j> opM e. A a 6 h c e o n p a B A a A a
n p e A A P y r H M a h c a n y B a A a C B o je a o c t o ja H C T B o n a K h
B H x n e H e r o A H h i t o j e M H CA H A a A a j e A o r a n H o A a t o
y p a A H , A e B o jK a c A e n c e n p e 3 p n B O paM eH O M , K o je c e ,
r o A o n o A t h a o m , c a c n a A O M A eBO M H a p a M e H H n o M
6 A y 3 e , h h h h a o A e n r n e , O K p y r A H je h c o m m j e . H a K O j e
o 6 h h h o 3 H a A a A a je A H H M 6 p 3 H M H e n p H M e T H H M n o -
rAeAOM H c n o A O K a B H b e H o 3aAP^KH A o 6 p o y c e h a H > y ,
H e n p H M e r a A a M A a A H h y H H je rrp o M a K A O t o H>eHO
npe3pHBo (a Kano 6 h ApyKHHje h m o t a o 6 h t h ) CA e-
ra K b e p a M e H O M h A a c e j o i n B H H ie n o K y H > H o H a A a 3 e -
h n CBe H O Be h H O Be p a 3 A o r e 3 a c aM O o rrry H c S e h , o h h -
TAeAHO , B pA O neC H M H C T H H K O -H H ^JepH O pH C T H H K e 3 a K -
A > ynK e o c e 6 n , C B e T y h HCHBOTy.
B h a h c m o Beh H3nuiAn H3 myMe, AoxBaraAH c e

caBaHe OTBopemiM b h a h k o m AeBo, AecHo h ncnpeA

c

Hac HH3 pecTy. BncoKa, HBpcTa TpaBa, noBHjeHHx Bp-

xoBa, pyjaAa je t h x o , 3peAa h h h h h m 3aA>yA>aHa. A a h
h h c m o nponiAH h h neT cTOTHHa MeTapa o a TpH MaAe
Ka3e y ABopmiiTy orpabeHOM KOA>eM KaA HHTaBO
nAeMe rnSoHa, ceAehn ce y noTpa3H 3a xpaHOM h a h
6e>KehH o a HeKe onacHocra, npeTpna necTy He o6pa-
b ajybn na>KH>y Ha Hac. HajKpyrtHHjH Meby b h m h ,
OHaj Kojn je npBH h36ho Ha iryr, OKpeHyo HaM je
Aeba h MAaTapajyhn KOMaHAaHTCKH AecHOM pyKOM
noHcypHBao CBoje ApyniTBO Aa i i i t o 6pJKe H3BpniH
npe6aimBaH>e. Ten KaA cy h nocAeAH>H mncaBiiH H 3
CTaAa npeniAH nyr, o h HaM ce oKpeny, HCKe3H h , a h -
Hcybn o6e pyKe yBHC, 3anpeTH ueAOM neTOTOHiry.
119
 H m t a A j o m h h c e l m h h y jeA H O M 3 0 o a o i h k o m B p T y
B H A e o t o a h k o M a j M y H a H a je A H O M , na ce, y 3 6 y b e H ,
O K peH eM oK aT O M K o a o k o y h , n o K a 3 y j y h n n p y iK e n H M
K a JK H n p c T O M y n o n o p , b h k h c m :
— TAeAajTe k o a h k o h x je. I I I t o cy a h b h h !
A a h T p r o B a n c k o h h h A H B A je M e A o x B a x n 3 a
p y ie y .
— J e c a M a h t h p e i c a o Beh jeA H O M A a H e n o K a 3 y -
j e m rrp c T O M H a M a jM y H e ! A k o c e x e S n H e c r n i c e K y-
hn, M eH H ce x c y p n .
H o K p e n y c e ocT aA H M a, T p a x c e h n o A o S p a B a a e .
H h k o h h O B or n y r a He p e n e h h p e n . H anpoxH B , K ao
A a c y c a A c b h 6 h a h j o i n o A c y n m j e 3 aA y 6 A > eH H y
C B o je m h c a h . C b h c e M r y S a B i i a , K o j n j e A a r a o r A a B y :
6 h o j e t o c T a p a n , y C T B apn. K a o h 6 p a T M y K p a j
H > e ra .
— TA e j e A ^ a A o ? — y rn rraM K oA O K oa.
— K o a nio4>epa. Pohapn c y . KaKO A a K a x c e M ,
H3 h c t o t c y n A eM eH a. To j e e r , o h h c y h B H m e — H3
h c t o t c y K p a ja .
He 3 H a M K a K O , p a 3 r o B o p o A n a A o y c e H e n p e -
K H A e. K o a o k o m h j e n p i m a o o H >eM y. M e x a m r a a p j e
6 h o y O p a H n y c K o j , aA H c a A p a A H p e A a T H B H O c y 6 a A -
T e p H H n o c a o y c y A y . Y n p K o c T O M e, o h j e y rA e A H H jH
o a m h o t h x H a H a jB H m H M n o A o x c a j H M a , n a M o x c e 6 e 3
K y p a a a A a y n a A H e h M H H H c rp H M a y c o 6 y , a H M a y
CBaK O A o 6 a n p H C T y n a h y K a m j e A a p H j e n a p r a j c k h x
py K O B O A H A ap a. A ^ a x a H a je 3 H K y H e M a . K a x c e y B e K
CBaKOM y A H n e a o K p a j a C B e x u t o m h c a h . 3 a T O c e
h h k o h H e A>yTH H a a e r a . I l a H e M o j x e h h b h . T p y 6 j e ,
a A H c b h U e H e a e r o B y o T B o p e H O C T h H > eroB O c p n a H O
n o n r r e a e . B h o j e T aM O , y O p a H n y c K o j , h 6 k o a h k o
n y r a x a n n i e H h M y n e H . H m c a A H H je h h k o t n p o B a A H O
h h T e p e r n o . H i n c a A m m r r a H H je n p H 3 H a B a o , a jeA H O M
j e npeA aT n aK h cyA y je p c e 6 h o 3aT eK ao H a M e c ry
H e K o r , a A H o a p c K o r p e ip i M O , a T e H T a T a , a H H je H M a o
a A n 6 H j a ; n n a K , HCAeAHHK j e 6 h o n p H H y h e H A a r a ny-
c t h : y c T a H H je o t b o p h o h h n a n o A H H H jn h h H a c y A y .

120
 IIoHyAHM My imrapeTy. npo&HpamcH koacSahb ,
TaHaK ocMex, y3e jeAHy
rA eA a o j e y naKAO. H a j3 a A , y 3
ć ABa Tamca npcxa, CBaKH TaifeH oa rparapeTe. CBe
j e Ha H>eMy 6 hao TaHKO.
— Bam Ao 6 p o , nyxim mh ce oa jyrpoc, a He-
craAO mh.
— 3ap će HHCTe CHaSAeAH 3a nyr?
— XTeo caM Aa KyimM, aAH caM nocAe 3a6o-
pasHO.
— A ja caM ce, AOAa3ehn osaMo, cHaSAeo Ha-
iqhm imrapeTaMa.
— AoSpe cy. Pymmfr hx je noHeKaA HMao.
— YnpaBo: H a m e cy mirapeTe Aošpe koa Hac.
Ila h y EBponH. OBAe je npeBAancHo 3a h>hx. IIocAe
HeKOAHKO AaHa, ySybaAe cy mh CBe, ynpKOC ueAo-
4>aHy.
— To je 3aTo hito bh npaBHTe imrapeTe oa He-
KyBaHor h HenpnceHor AysaHa.
— TaHHo. Ham cyme Ha cymty.
— Ty rAe ce noHeKaA npoueHaT BAare Aimce
Ha 80 h 100 jeAHHHiia, caMo MpTas AvsaH Moace Aa
ce OApncH — KyBaH 4>pamxycKH, hah npnceH aMe-
pHHKH.
IlymHAH cmo. TAeAao caM My npospamry upHy
pyny c HeacHO AtyxHM AAaHOM.
— AoKAe bh 3anpaBo nyryjeTe h OAaKAe?
— Bho caM Ha CBaASn koa pobaKa.
— 3 a p CTe H 3 M a A H ja ?
— He, ja caM TBHHejart.
— HMaTe pobaKe npeKo?
— KaKo Aa BaM oSjacHHM. Ja caM M a A e m c e .
BHAHTe TO HO OBa TpH OJKHA>Ka Ha MOjHM jarOAH-
HaMa. Hac HMa h c OBe h c OHe CTpaHe rpamme.
Jep, KaKo Aa BaM oSjacHHM, — Te rpamme cy ca-
CBHM <j)HKTHBHe H, KaKO Aa Ka>KeM, --- npOH3BOA>He.
Ehbhih aAMHHHCTpaTopn cy hx AeHHpoM ynpTaBa-
ah Ha KapTaMa na ce TaKo aschao Aa cy crape Tepn-
Topnje npeceneHe no ftyAH OAOBKe a nAeMeHa noAe-
AieHa na xaprajH. Hac HMa y MaAHjy h y TBHHejH,
121
C y c y n a a iB e y C n je p a A eoH e, n a n a x h H a OSaAH
CAOHOBane h a y ^ c TBHHejcKe o 6 aA e. O y A a HMa y
O y r a BaAOHy, y T o p a o j B o a t h h y A a x o M e jy .
— 3HanH Aa nocT ojehe HaimoHaAHe AP^caše,
yxoAHKo h je c y AP^taBe, HHcy Hapnje.
— KaKBe Haipije! KaKO Aa BaM oSjacHHM? Pa3-
ahhhthx Hannja, BHAHTe, y A4> p h h h yomirre HeMa.
H e ic n 3 ajeAHHHKH eKOHOMCKH HHTepecH noneAH cy
Aa ce 4>opMnpajy h xipe <J>aM03He lo i-cad re. Pa3A03H
h c t h —■norpeSe aAMHHHCTpaiiHje. K o a o h h , Kamrra-
a h c t h , KOMnaHnje — HMaAH cy o6aBe3e npeMa aA-
MHHHCTpaTHBHO TepHTOpHjaAHOj jeAHHHHH. Mh CMO
p a A H A H 3a H»HX. JeAHOM peHH --- HHTepecH cy KpH-
CTaAHCaAH OKO aAMRHHCTpaTHBHHX, aAH HeHailHO-
HaAHHx jeA H H una K ao i h t o c y H a r e p , H aA , T o p a a
BoATa, MaAH, TBHHeja, O SaA a CAOHOBane. H o CBa-
KOj OA THX eKOHOMCKH H nopeCK H KOMnaKTHHX
T ep H T o p n ja HeAOCTajy OHa A P y ra ABa HHHHOiia cyA-
6 oHOCHa 3 a c|>opM H paae H a im j a — H cxopnjcK O -
-nCHXOAOHIKH <J>aKTOpH H je3HK.
H e 6 e 3 H 3 B e c H e r o p A O c r a no M H C A H O c a M y r o M
A a, y n p K o c cB eM y, A aA H H aM a, h c t o p h j h h K o je n e -
M y i h t o H a c p a 3 A H K y je , o n n r r a c o im o A o n i K a 3 H a a a
A a H a in f t H X n p o r p e c H B H H x a > y a h c B a n o T K ra y H 3 h c -
t h x H 3 B o p a . Oh j e n p o A y a c n o A a m h o 6 j a m a a B a o h o
i h t o c a M h c a M A O H eK A e 3 H a o . H n c a M r a n p e x H A a o
j e p M e 3aH H M aA o H e t o a h k o o h o K O H K p e ra o h b h -
m e o a M o r 3 H a a a , k o a h k o a e r o B a M apK C H C T H H K a
T e p M H H O A o n ija , T y , H a 8 . 0 0 0 K H A O M e T a p a B a 3 A y iH H e
A H H H jc K e Y A aA seH O CTH , H C T 3 K a o O H a K O jO M c e
C A yJK e H A>yAH y M o j o j 3eM A >n:
— Hcropnja A4>pHKe? Ako Ha a y mhcahmo, oh-
Aa CBe OBe AaHaiuae He3aBHCHe h noAy3aBHCHe AP-
HcaBe He npeACTaBA>ajy HHnrra. nocTojaAO je HexaA
ABbho y cpeAH>eM Bexy HapcTBO MaAH, uapcTBo ca-
cbhm npa<j)eyAaAHo h Taxo Aa&e. 3HaTe, 6hao je
cahhho ohhm BeAHKHM arAOMepaimjaMa KaKsa cy
6 HAa KpaA>eBCTBa y Ebpohh y AoSa KapAa BeAHKor
h AOipmje. HyAH CTe BepoBarao h 3a OecxpajHo bc-
122
a h k o iia p c T B o T a H e , K o je j e o 6 yxB aT aA o C K opo HCTe
T e p H T o p n je K a o h M aA H . E h a o j e j o m r a x KpaA>eB-
CTaBa h p a p c T a B a , BpAO a h 4 >Y3 h h x , a BpAO c a h h h h x .
O cT aA a c y o a m i a B irn ie n p e A a a a H eroA H AOKyMeH-
r a . T o j e 6 h a o . H n p o n a A o . P a c n a A a A o c e t o H eK aK o
ca M o o a c e 6 e . H 3 M e b y r a x a 3 b h h x B peM eH a h A aH a-
IIIEbHpe, HaA 33H c e BaHHCTOpnjCKH XHjaTyC. K o a o -
H njaA H 3aM j e c n p e m j o H a m HopM aAHH p a 3 B o j. 3a-
A p a c a o HaM j e CBecT o H aM a H a HHBoy n p a c T a p n x
B peM eH a. O S n n a jH h B e p o B a m a H n c y eB O A ynpaA H
CTOAehHMa. n o c A e A m e ABe-TpH A en a A e n o m u t y A a
H e c T a jy caM H o a c e 6 e n o A HMnyACHMa j k h b o t b h n o -
T p e 6 a . T o n e c e n o A n p H racK O M caB p eM eH e h h b h a h -
3 a u H je , OAHOca K o jn H a c T a jy c ke>om, A p y r n x o 6 h -
n a j a , HaBHKa h H A eaA a K o jn c e H aM e h y A aH aim BeM
CBeTy, XTeAH m h t o h a h H e. X o h y A a K aaceM — H eK a
HOAe n p e u H 3 H H ja A pJK aBHO -HCTopnjcK a CBecT y no3H -
t h b h o m cMHCAy y A tjjp m m H e n o c T o jn . H em T O APyTO
er3H C TH pa — mveMeHCKa T p a A H im ja , h i t o c e n o r p a -
AOBHMa r y 6 H, a y ceAHM a *O A P^K asa. IIo c T o jH h H e-
n r r o m T o 6 h H a3B ao k o h b c k c h o m c B e n ih y h a h cB e-
r n h y y H3Ay6A>eHOM CMHCAy. T o j e o 6 jeA H H >yjyhe ca3 -
H a a e K o je HMaMO, c b h y n p H o j A c ^ p h u h , A a c m o
6 h a h HeA>yACKH H 3pa 6 A > H B a H H h A a HaM j e 6 p a H a
K O AO H H 3aim je c b h m b cnpeH H A a n p n p o A H H p a s B o j h
cneuH<j>HHHy H a m y eB O A yiprjy. O TyA c y k o a H ac nA e-
M eH a cT B apH H je o c e h a jH e p e a A H O c ra o a H a im ja . A
n r r a 3H anH r u e M e K ao A pym T B eH a K a T e r o p n ja y CBe-
T y y KOM JKHBHMO? 3H aH H npOHIAOCT. IIpom A O C T KO-
j a H e c T a je M a k o a h k o c e m h TpyAHAH — He j a , j a t o
H e HHHHM, aAH HMa H TBKBHX KOjH MHCAe A a HX T pe-
6 a c a n y B a r a — C T a p a nA eM eH a h c r a p e o S ir o a je , h
A a j e H a m n y T y H e r o B a iiy T aK 03B aH or a ^ p H H K o r
cnH pH TyaA H 3M a, j e p c e t o 6 o h c H>HMe m h OABajaMO o a
o c T a A o r cB eT a h H>HMe caM o m h H e m r o M oaceM o A a
3H3HHMO y H>eMy, a H e — TBpAe OHH — HMHTHpa-
j y h n E B p o n y h a h A p y r e H eK e KOHTHHeHTe. Ja t s l k o
H e m h c a h m . C B e c ra H caM A p y r o r H e n e r, KyAHKaMO
B aacH H jer n o H a m y eB O A y ip ijy . To j e HaAHanHOHaA-

123
H a C B e c T A a c m o A < j> p H K aim H . XCeA>a A a c e p e A a I J p -
H a A c[> pH K a y je A H H H . B e h n H H j e c B e j e A H o K a n o ne
c e t o A o ro A H T H , K a K B e h e o 6 a h k c n p H M H r a T a C B e a -
4 > p E ra K a A P ^ c a s a . X o h e a h O H a H M a r a jeA H H C T B eH O
h C T p o r o ije H T p a A H 3 0 B a H 0 y p e b e a e ? H n j e h h t o c a -

c b h m H e M o r y h e . P a 3 A H K e y H a m m y HCHBOTa h C B e-
M y i h t o H a c h h h h H H c y B eA H K e h 6 h t h c . H M a h x
o n e T k o j h M H C A e H a j e A H y k o h <|) e A o p aTH B H O y p e h e -
H y A p n c a B y . H m b h < j> eA epaA H C T a. O b h c e M eH H m m e
H a jp e a A H H jH M h H ajA aA eK O B H A H jH M . A a 6 o M e , A a -
6 o M e , C B e t o H H je o c T B a p H B o o a A a H a c a o c y r p a . I I o -
p e A H H 3 a A o 6 p n x m a H C H K o j e H a M j e n p y iK H O c h c -
T eM y B e A e H n o c A e loi-cadre 1957, m a n c H K o j e c y ,
K a K o A a K a n c e M , H e K H H a m n i i o a h t h h k h B o fe n y
4>paH K o4>O H H M o6A acT H M a A 4>pH K e yM eA H Aa hck o -
pH C T e y HHA>y o c A o 6 o h e H > a , H H a e m m a j e A a h x j e
6 h a o h K o j n t o H H c y yH H H H A H h h a o A a H a c . H H e h e
h h c y T p a , 6 e 3 o 6 3 H p a H a B pA O A H ^ e p e m p i p a H e H
c y n r H A H e H n j a H c e <]>opM aA H e H e3aB H C H O C T H y 3 e M -
A>aM a K O M H H O T ea, K o j e 6 i i H e K H M a 6 a p n p y n c H A e m o -
ry h H O C T H A a c e o c a M O c r a A e h o c A o S o A e 6 e 3 B e h n x
H a n o p a h T p 3 a B i m a . A a h y h >h m h 6 a x n h n o c T o j e
B pA O a M 6 H IIH 0 3 H H B o B h , B p A O p a3 A H H H T H X n p O (j)H A a ,
a h h h o c t h K o j e H e y M e j y A a m r r e p e c e C B o j n x nceA > a

3a n p e c T H JK O M n o A p e A e H O T p e 6 a M a p e A o r H a m e r k o h -
T H H e H T a , H > eroB H X A>yAH h a e r o B e y A o r e y c B e T y .
A p y r a je o n e T C H T y a i p i j a y C T B a p H o H e3aB H C H H M
3eM A > aM a K a K B e c y T B H H e ja h M a A H ( n a K o y H >eM y
r a p H H 3 0 H H p a j o i n y B e K H 3 B e c T a H 6 p o j 4 > p a im y c K H X
T p y n a K o je h e H e 3 a A y ro j o m 6 h t h T y ). M o a h 6 o h
C e K y BOAe c e h n o n r r y j y h j a H e c y M a a M A a n p o 6 -
A eM n p B o r h A p y r o r H O B eK a y 4 > e A e p a im j H T B H H e ja
— M a A H H e h e np eA C T aB A > aT H H H K a K B y c M e T a y y j e -
A H aeay.

— A TaHa?
— Aa! — pene 3aMHHiAjeHO — TaHa. H hctc S h­
a h T aM O ?
— HaMepaBaM Aa oacm. ,

124
 — BHAehere h caMH Aa je to , Kaico Aa KaxceM,
Apyro HeniTo. M hcahm, Apyra npoSAeMaTmca.
— Jecre ah cnrypHH?
— EHTAe3H cy ApyKHHje BAaAaAH oa <I>paHHy3a.
— M a j M y H H c y a c b o H a A p s e h y , H e H O K a 3 y jT e
ix p c T O M H a h>hx! — y 3 H e M H p e H o p e n e T p r o B a p n p n -
Aa3ehn mh.
— HncaM TAeAao. IIpHHaM c xipHjaTeA.eM.
— A o 6 p o . A o 6 p o . I I p H M e T H o c a M h x, n a caM
n o x c y p n o A a B a c y n o 3 o p H M . H e n o K a 3 y j T e B H u ie n p -
ctom H a h>hx. M o p a M c y T p a A a c a M y C B o jo j K a m j e -
A a p n j n . H a j 6 o A > e j e H e B H A eT H h x, H e n o K a 3 H B a x H
h x, hyTaTH.
— Obot nyTa bh npnnaTe o H>HMa, He ja.
— IIpHnaTH ce CMe. H ax je A03BOA>eHO h penn-
Ma Ha3HanHTH rAe ce HaAa3e. Oho mTo je onacHo h
ih t o h x A>yTH, Bpeba H to h h Aa Hac ypeKHy, t o je
KaA npHMere Aa ce Ha h>hx noKaayje npcTOM. A yBeK
npHMeTe. H OHAa ce yBpeAe. H e Anxarre TAaBy. . .
— HIto ?
— H a ApyroM ApseTy MaHra o a OKyKe HaoBaMO,
nyHH BeAHKa rnSoHKa c mbahm Ha npcHMa. OHa Hac
TAeAa. E ojn Hac ce h A»yTH ce Ha Hac!
— A o6p o! — h Aa ra cKHHeM c BpaTa, okhhcm
— XBaAa Ha yno3opeH>y.
— C A a x c e M c e ! — p e n e y M H p e H , n o r A e A a ok o
c e 6 e h , B H A e frn A a B e h n H a K y a a A peM A >H B o, o A e n o -
hobo AO A e B o j K e , K o j o j n o H y A H n o A y T K y K O A e, c n p e T -
H O j e p a 3 A B O jH B IH H HOKTOM . A a h H e H a B e M eCTO y 3
H>y n a c e A e H e A a A e K O .
HncaM cAym ao nrra joj npiraa, bah BepoBa-rao
Me j e oroBapao je p n p e h o niTO ce oKpeHeM oKaTOM
KoAOKoy, yxBaTHM norAeA Kojn mh je ynyTHAa. Eho
j e npe3pHB h y h c th Max 3aHHTepecoBaH. KaA ce Ha-
cMeja rAacHo, KpajeBH ycaHa, je3HK h acch h 3appBe-
HeAH cy jo j ce h h tch sh b h o o a KOAe, t o t nAOAa
o6AHKa h BeAHHtme KecTeHa, ropKor Kao Ka(j>a.
YBepaBaAH cy Me Aa Ta BohKa, Koja pacTe y Maxy-
HaMa, caApxcH m hoto KOHpeHrpncaHor Ko4>CHHa,

125
K o ju CTHMyAHpa h , y BehnM KOAHHHHaMa, AeA yje
K ao A p o ra .
— O c i a j e BaM A a m h o6jacH H T e npo6A eM je -
3HKa!
YAa3HAH cmo noHOBO y m yM y.
— K a n o A a BaM K asceM . . .
OAjeKHy cHancaH n y p a iB , k b m h o h oackohh h n o -
KAeitHy, H arA o 3arueB pA a h 3aycTaBH c e .
H 3 K a6nH e HCTpna mo<i>ep h norA eA a, caB o n a -
jaH , y AeBy npeAH>y ryM y, HHKHy, y x B a r a c e A >ynrro
3 a rA aB y h o n c o B a H a 4>paHpycKOM: »Merde!«
H e 3HaM 3am T o , b a h KaA roA A«j>pHKaHait Ka-
3 y je H a je3H K y S h b h ih x KOAOHa HeKo CBoje c h b jk -
HHje o cefrasbe, Ma k o a h k o 6 h a o ayreHTHHHO y h c t h -
h h , o h o A eA yje AancHo h H eyB epa>hbo. 3 aT o c e h He
y3HeMHpHM cyBHHie. U lT a Ty h3B o ah !
— CnAa3H! — p a 3 A e p a c e h n o n e Aa O A se3yje
pe3epBHH TonaK , A am m M a n p u H B pm heH o 6 o k xa 3 a -
H>aKa.
B h a o j e A eceT c a m h H eTpA eceT M HHyra. A ° 6 p o ,
3aMeHHhe T onaK h K peH yheM o 3 a A saA eceT MHHyra.
A a h M or M Hpa H eciaA e KaA BHAex Aa mo<j>ep
h nocA e AeceTaK M HHyra jo m TpaJKH BpAo naac/bHBO
HeniTO H e n o c T o je h e , KaHAa, M eby b a b to m , K o jn j e p a -
3acT p o H a nanyHHHH. I IP h S a h jk h m My ce. MpMA>ao j e
6ecH o:
— 3 H ao caM! 3 H ao caM . 3 H ao caM A a b y r a 3 a -
6 opaBH TH .
— ntra c h 3 a6 o p aB H o ? — y m r r a r a AnaAO, K o jn
c e BpaTHo H 3 BHCOKe TpaiBe.
— Kfloyn. H e M o ry A a OAinpa<j)HM rBHHTOBe h
CKHHeM TOHBEC.
— H e MOHce a h o b h m ?
— H e , t o j e o a AHMy3HHe.
— E I to ch r a n o H eo ?
— Ohbko. MecTO npaBor.
— A a ixpoSaM O ?
— 3 h b m yHanpeA Aa j e npey3BK. -

126
 AaiaAo noKyrna. Y3aAyA. 3aBpTH>H c y 6h ah npe-
nrapoKH 3a KA>yH..
— IIoAHrHHMO KOAa Kao Aa pacnoAaJKesio no-
ipeSraiM aAaTOM. H an k y ah HeKH kojh ra HMajy,
MaH»e h e Aa neKajy h AaHry6e.
— CAanceM ce.
MebyTHM, HH C AH3aAHIIOM HHje HHIAO. IIeTA>aAO
ce Ayro aok ce HHje Hamao Hamm Ha Kojn TpeSa M a-
HHnyAHcaTH c he>om . Haj3aA je h to 6 hao totobo.
HeKaKo mh ce HHje ceAeAo y TpaBH Kpaj nyra.
36 o r 3MHja h ocTaAHx rMa30Ba. He3aBHCH0 oa ona-
chocth, ocehaM raheBbe npeMa H>HMa. MojKAa je oho
MacKHpaH cTpax, aAapMHo 3BOHue. HeKa. TaAe mh
ce. Bho caM HepacnoAoxceH. TAaAaH, yMopaH, a ko
3Ha, MOHCAa ao Hohn Hehe HairiiH HeKO ko 6 h HaM
Morao noMohH Aa oAJBHHTaMO TonaK.
M ojn canyrHHim 6 h ah cy m hpho noceAaAH no
KaMeay h TpaBH Ha hbhqh myMe, H3 Koje ce, cbhco-
Ka, nyAa ynecTaAa Apeica MajMyHa.
— PeKao caM th ! — n pn b e mh 'rproBait — caA
ch ce yBepno.
IHTa Me AaBH? OKpeHeM My c e cnpeMaH Ha
cBaby:
— TAynocTH. Ako heMo npaBO, ja caM noKa3ao
npcTOM caMo Ha OHy BeAHKy rpyny rnSoHa. H? H h-
nrra ce HHje AecHAo. A obo npcK aite ryMe ao ih a o je
noinTO ch Me y n o3op n o H a MajMyHe AeBO h AecHO
o a nyTa. HncaM h x h h norAeAao.
— HeKa hhch . To ch th 6 ho Ha&yTHo oHor Be-
AHKor MyacjaKa. O h Hac je npoKAeo. BnAeo ch KaKo
j e AHrao o 6 e pyKe.
— To je hhcto 6ancKo Kojenrra — peKHeM cyBO
a OASojHO. — To ce He a p ^kh - To He nocrrojH.
— UlTa Me ce Tnne jecTe ah hah HHje ah Henrro
hito jecTe. T h ch noKa3ao npcTOM h , eBO, — ryMa je
npcAa. EHTaHbe je koahko heMo Ty neKara 36or
Te6e. M oxce 6 hth Aa j e H>eroBo np okactctbo Ha Ay-
3KH p O K .
— K oahk o HMa a o npBor HaceA>a?

127
 — IleAeceT h BHme KHAOMeTapa.
Y t o m ce B p a x H A a O H a A B o j m j a H a j R p y n H H j H x h
H a jo H a a c H H jH x Hairmx c a n y T H m c a . I l a A a c y m h h p a -
H H je y o h h . A a h o h h c y C B e B p e M e h y r a A H K a o A a
c y B e 3 a H H 3 a j c a h h h k o m h c k o m T a jH O M . Y k p p a A H c y
c e K a A h j a , o a C T B a p n H H c y H M aA H H H m r a , h !h h
c k h m A o caA H H cy h h p e n n p o ro B o p H A H .
J e A a H j e o a h»hx c a A B y K a o bcahkh 3 e A e H H r p o 3 A
c O K p aT K H M A e S e A H M 6 a H a H a M a , A p y r n j e y ckh-
H y T o j K om yA rfH hocho A e c e T a K K p y r o m x B o h K H H a -
a h k H a AHH>e. O A a S p a H a j B e h y h Hohyah j e 6 e 3
p e m i A e n o T H H H , oko K o j e c e o n e T B p x e o A p JK a B H H
i p r o B a p , n a K O j e p a 3 r o B o p H 3 M e b y h>hx n e c T O 3 a -
cxajKHBao. Bp6a«hb H H a n e c A p y r H M a , c h.om M y c e
C B aK H n a c n p e K H A a A a h h t mhcah. C M a T p a j y h H A a j e
feyT E ba H e i n T o H a j r o p e , oh 6h j o j T a A Y B eK n o n y A H O
H O B y n o A y T K y K O A e h o 6 a s e 3 H O y n H T a o : » K a n o ch?
K a n o n o p o A H p a ? K a n o t h ahhho?« 3 a to 6h M y c e
B p e M e y n a A H A a c n j a A H p a h oh 6h c e A o c e r a o H e K e
3aHHM A>HBe T e M e . »Ao C B o je A e c e T e ro A H H e n a m o
c a M oa n y n n a H e x e p H H j e . O B O A H K a mh j e n r r p H a A a .«
A e n o T H p a j e 3 eB aA a.
P a m n p H O j e neA aA > h O H a c e H a c M e ja A a . Bece-
A O ? IIO A C M e m A .H B O ?
Oh 6h h y r K e c a n e K a o A a j e n p o b e H a n a A C M e-
j a m a . H a h j e t o H >eH o c M e j a a e K O H H ip iA H p a A o c a
irp e K H A H M a m e r o B H X m h c a h ?
n y r a HHje a o h i a o a o 3acToja. IIpoAy-
A ah o b o t
jk h o j e AaKo: »H3AenHo m h je t o Ham ceocKH u a -
pa6y. O b h m 3amicoM. C t 3 a h o ra h o c h m o Bpaoy.«
— »niTa m m ie Ha jeAHOM TaKBOM 3 anHcy?« — ynH-
TaM HaHBHO. O h Me He n y h h KaA caM ipehn n y r n o -
h o b h o mrraifce.
A e s o j K a j e H a m c a A a hoc, h ito c e H e c M a x p a B aA r-
A a H e n p H C T o jH H M . Oh j o j n o n y A H H O B y n o A y T K y ko-
A e . Aah O H a oa6 h taobom. Oh j e y n H T a : » K a n o ch?
K a n o n o p o A H p a ? K a K O t h ahhho?« H a C B a K o j e hh-
T a a e n p n c T o jH o c T H a A a ra A a A a c e o A ro B o p n c a

128
» A - x a .« A K aM apa — T aK o c e 3B aA a Aenoxapa —
6 H A a j e n p H C T o jH a A e B o jK a .
OHe ABe >KeHe c a stc to m Ha Aebmaa ceAeAe c y
n o CTpaHH h t h x o npKraaAe. TpyAHima j e cxynA>aAa
cyBapKe 3 a BaTpy. H ano ce h h h h a o Aa je y nocAeA-
h > h m HeAeA>aMa TpyAHohe, carm taA a ce AocTa cnpe-
t h o . AHaAo je AOHeo h c k o a h k o AHjaMa. O K a r a K o -
a o k o Haube Henrro KacHHje, Hocehn HHiaBy nperpnrr
Ayrnx HBopHOBaTHx KopeHOBa MaHHOKa. JeAaH je
Beh 6 h o oA>yuiTHO ycnyT h h o h y a h o m h ra: » Y 3 M h ,
CAaTKO j e « .
C b h c m o n o c e A a A H H a n p o n A a H K y H3 a np B H X p e -
A O B a A P B e T a A eB O o a n y r a . K a M H O H , n io < J )e p h H eK O -
a h k o p a A 0 3 H a A a iia 3 a A p a c a B a A H c y c e j o m y B e K H a
C TO TH H aK M e T a p a o a H a c n o A c y m j e M K o j e j e c a A
n p n c H A O . y K e r a j e n p H T H C K H B B A a. B A a r a M o p H A a .
A n j a r H 0 3 a : < j)ja K a h o n m T a H e p B H a H a n e T O C T . Y x A a -
A y m n p o K o r e y K a A H irry c a T p y A m n ia j e c eA eA a k o c o ,
H o r y H 3 6 an eH H X H a A eB y C T p aH y . H e K H M yxm capH H
c y A P eM aA H . T y S a B a ii j e H e c T a o 3 a H a j6 a h j k h m a c 6 y -
h o m . C acB H M c a M A o 6 p o B H A eo K aA j e m o 4 > e p , n y -
H e h n K p a j T o m c a c i r p o S y m e H O M ry M O M , A H r a o r A a B y .
H n c a M n y o m T a j e p e K a o jeA H O M H O B eK y K p a j c e 6 e .
H h m T a M y j e O B a j O A r o B o p n o . A a h m o c j> e p j e H a
t o X H Tpo c k o h h o h n o n e o A a B H ne. K a o o 6 oA eH , A h -
aA O n o j y p n . H j a c e a h t h c m h n o h e M y c y c p e T A>y-
A H M a K o j n c y c e c B a fe a A H . IIIo < i> e p , K o j n c e 3 B a o
C y A a , B H K ao je :
— I la mTa a x o caM Te 3aMOAHo Aa m h AOAam
KAemTa? H h c h 6oAA>HxaBo npace Aa He CMeM Aa Te
noTAaAHM.
— O a nocT aH K a c B e ia h h j a h h h k o M o j H H je
HHKaA H3BpniHO HapeA6y jeAHor npA>aBor Cycya.
— n i T a ? — y p A H K H y o j e m o < j> e p . — H o h o b h
m ia c h K a3ao!
— n i T a HMaM Aa noHaBA>aM. IJeo c b c t 3Ha k o
cTe b h . H 3 CTpaaoBHHe 6eAHx cTe c e xpaHHAH. n o
x p a n y CTe ce OAyseK yBAaHHAH y CTpaHotmje n o p r o
daneha.
9 OcKap A^ bh^ o — X II 129
 — Mh? J e a h ? Mh? — r p n a o j e m o 4 > e p . — Mh?
J e a h ? Mh? M h K o jn j k h b h m o Ha o 6 a A H o K ea H a ?
Mh? O, n p o K A e r a <&yAO, n p oK A eT 6 h o t h h n e o TBoj
p oA .1 3 a p c h 3 a 6 o p a B H O A a c m o T e c h a o m M o p a A n
H axep aT H n p e A B e t o a h h c A a r A a c a m c a tie? H t h
c e y c y b y j e m M eH H H en iT o A a R a n c e m , t h K o jn 6 h
r A a c a o 3 a KOMunore A a Te m h , C y c y n , h h c m o H aTe-
paA H A a r A a c a m endenandan K a n o j e BaA>aAo!
Y B p e fe e H H <& yA a y h h h h A s a 6 p 3 a K o p a n a , 3 a -
C T aA e A a x h y h n npeA H a M p r o b e H H M C y c y o M , n a M y -
H>eBHTo n y n H y , 3 r p a 6 n M y K o m y / b y 3 a K p a j , n o B y n e .
IlA a T H O n p c H y , n o n e n a c e h o c T a A a b h c h h h 3 m h -
m n h a B H T o p 3 0 in o c jje p a , K o jn c e p a 3 A p a :
— B h a h t c a h , 6 p a h o , n iT a y p a A H 4 > y A a c m o -
jO M HOBOM KO m yA >O M !
OAMax 3aTHM O yA H H a j e KomyA>a b h c h a b y
A pO H A IH M a.
— 3 a iU T O c h M y j e n o n e n a o ? — y n H T a H eK O oa
A>yAH K o jn c y C T a ja A H 6 A H 3 y .
— A a c e t h H e cT aB A > am H e m T o H a t t e r o B y c r p a -
H y ? K a n o h H e 6 h , K aA c h h t h h c t o n c e T o ! A a h a o -
b n , T p o j n n y b y O BaK BH X K a o h i t o C T e B a c A B o j n n a
c a M A a cM A aB H M . A o b n c a M o . H n c a M j a x h t i o k p h t ,
j a c a M A eM O K paT!
D l o ^ e p c e 6 y c a o y rp y A H . A a h M y A p y rn O y A a
A o6 a n n :
— T h A e M O K p a T , a n o n e n a o c h K o n iy A > y jeA H O M
c H p o M a n iH O M H O B eK y ! C p a M T e 6 h a o !
Oh o A ro B o p n c e B a jy h n om hm b:

— M o j a j e KoinyA>a 6 HAa HOBa! A H>eroBa —

HOHaKO A P 0H>HH.
— A p o H iim c y cHpoM attiHO M cKynA>H o a 6 o r a -
T a m e B o r 3A aT a. T h 3 a p a b y j e m h n p e ic o xiAaTe, a o h
H H m T a.
— H e n H em T o H ay n n n a b e h oh 3 ap ab H B aT H .
O y A a c e n o A a K o n p n S A H n c a B a o m o c jp e p y . K o -
p a i m c y M y 6 h a h T aK O A aK H A a c e h h h h a o A a k a h 3 H .
H3TAeA a A a j e n ce A eo A a M y c e n p m c y n H a o b o a > h o
6 A H 3 y a s 6 h O H A a, y T p e H y T K y K o j n H 3 a 6 e p e , M o ­
r a o A a r a A O X B aT H , e r e r a e h T p e c H e o 3eM A >y.
A a h A n a A o , n p e o S p a n c e H h h p h > h o a c b h x , c ra A e
y 3 m o 4 > e p a h , H e B A a A a jy h n c b c b h m c o 6 o m , y n H T a :
— I I l T a j e , «l> yA e? M a A o m a A e ? T o b o a h m . C a M o
H e AHHCHTe p y n e H a H a m e . H M a H a c o B A e A a a n y r
B H iiie o a B a n iH x . A o r n e S n c T e c e n p o B e A H l
— A o b o a > h o H a c j e A a B a c n p e d n je M o K a o M aA y
A e x iy ! J e A a H < & yA a B p e A H y c b b k o m 6 o j y k o a h k o
A e c e T h B H in e C y c y a .
H I o 4 > e p c e c a a c e , 3 r p a 6 n K O M aA r a o J K b a h K p e n y
A H T H yT e p y n e . H > e r o B r a c a n A e M e H H K A ^ a A o 3 r p a 6 H
3 a p y ic y , H 3 K o je H c r p n c e M eT aA H y n o A y r y . C aA B e h
ro c n o A ap eh n c o 6 om , p e n e:
— 3 a p c m o yH H H iT H A H C B e H e n p H ja T e A ) e A c|> pH K e
n a o a A O K O A H ite c a A T p e S a j e A H H A p y r n M a r A a B e A a
p a 3 6 n ja M O ? X o h e u i a h , S p a T e O y A a , A a m h K a a c e m
u iT a j e 6 h o noB O A c n o p y H 3 M eb y T e š e h M o ra p o -
baK a?
— H e A o n y u r r a M A a m h 3 a n o B e A a je A a H C y c y
K a A c e 3 H a A a c y H a M C y c y n 6 h a h p o š o B H Koje c m o
m h n p o A a B a A H c B H M a , h b k h 6 eA H M a.
— 06pHyTO ce neinhe AemaBaAo! — BHKHy AP-
acaBHH TproBan. — KyHeM ce.
— T o j e 6 h a o H eK aA ! — p e n e A H aA o n o M H p -
a > h b o . — A a h n r r a T e t o yB peA H A O ?
O y A a j e rA e A a o 6 e c H o y A p ^ c a B H o r T p ro B ita .
H n a K o A ro B o p n A ^ a A o y :
— H n j e cM eo A a m h K ance n r r o m h j e p e n a o .
A h s a o c e , h b a h k H a 3 H a K n H T a n > a , O K p e H y nio-
4> epy, K o jn p e n e :
— Oh j e c T a j a o 6 A H » c e a A a T y o a M e H e . H j a c a M
r a 3 a M O A H o A a m h A O A a K A e n iT a .
— C K o jH M n p a B O M ? J e A a H <3>yAa H e h e h h k 3 a
nocA ym aT H H apeA Se C y c y a.
— A a h o h t h H H je H a p e A H O , o h t b p a h A a T e
3BM OAHO. J e AH T e 3 3 M 0 A H 0 ?
•=— 3aM OAHO h a h H e , je A a H C y c y H e cM e h h A a
noM HCAH A a 6 h M o r a o m c h h A a K O M aH A yje!

9*
131
 PeKaBHiH t o , n o n e c e oneT npnbAiUKaBaTH m o -
4>epy. A p y t h O y A a K peH y n p e M a T proB iiy. A**aAO
cTaAe H cnpeA o 6 o jm x e u b h k h y :
— AoAe pyKe!
JeAHa ce pyKa TaA cnycra Kao MaA> CHaacHO Ha
AnaAOOBy TAaBy. O h nocpny, nobe yH a3aA, yAapn
y Hio<J>epa h Kao Aa ra Taj a o a h p c TeAOM pobaKa H3-
6e3yMH, 4>pKHy Kao nacryB, KpmcHy, yAapn h o to m
y caHAaAH o 3eMA>y, nocKOHH, AoxBara <&yAy npeKO
nojaca, oAHHce ra h 6apn ce6n H3a Aeba.
A a h <I>yAa c e H e CTHHce A a A H r a e H 3 n p a i m m e
K aA A B o jn n a A p y r n x H a c p H y m e H a A Ha A o a . f f l o t^ e p
A o x B a m j e A H o r o a h >h x 3 a H o r y h , o K p e h y h n c e c h -
a o b h t o o k o H b e ra , n o n e A a r a B p r a K a o H t r r p y , n n r p y
K o j a j e 6 p 3 0 c K a K y r a A a H a je A H o j H 03H , aA H K o j a
j e , o n i a M y h y jy b n c e , M o rA a C B aK o r n a c a A a c e c p y -
n m h H e 3 ro A H o n o B p e A H .
Y to m OAjeKHy oAHeKyA H3a Hanmx Aeba Haj-
AySadH 6ac Kojn caM y h c h b o ty nyo. B h o je t o rAac
jeAHor o a OHe ABojmie hyx&HBHX, rAac OHor Kpyn-
HHjer, oHor Kojn je MaAonac AOHeo y CBojoj k o -
uiyA>H AeceTaK nanaja, Te cAaTKe h conHe naAMHHe
AHH>e c MHpncoM KojH, HCTHHa, noAceha Ha ySAaiKe-
HH C M p a A o6ojaKa TeK H3BabeHHX H3 BOjHHHKOr caH-
AyKa, AaKAe h h c t h x h onpaHHX, aAH BoaaBHX o a
paHHje. HajcHaacHHjH h HajKpynHHjH carryrHHK pa-
iimpH pyKe h CTaAe H3Meby c b h x 3aBabeHHX.
B hao hx j e B eh, M eby BHM a K p a j KOAa, aAH h
oko HjHX m hoto A>yAH 3aKpBaBA»eHHX norA eA a h cth -
CHyrHX n ecH H ua, cnpeMHHX Aa c e y M e m a jy h n p e -
TBope p e H K a a e y o im rry T yny.
— B p a h o A <j>pH K aH H H , n r r a t o p a A H T e ? He y m i -
n rra B a jM o c e H 3 M eb y c e 6 e! M a A o a h j o m H e n p n ja -
T e A .a H M aM O ?
— H y A H cm o t o . R y T H ! — p e n e A p ^ ta B H H T p r o -
B a p . Ho A p y r n H eK O y i iH T a :
— Ko a h j e T a j A y r a n K H ?
— 3 H a a h r a k o ? — 3aH H rep eco B a c e r y b a B -
neB S p a T .

132
 — O A H C T a, K O j e o h ? — y n m - a h r y S a B a n , k o j 'h
c e B p a T H o h c a A C T a j a o no C T p aH H o a ry > K B e , a A H
A O B oajH O 6 A H 3 y A a M y H H n r r a 6 h t h o H e n p o M a K H e .
H 3 r A e A a A a h h k o H H je 3 H a o A a o a t o b o p h H a
T a nH T aEba.
— He HcypHTe, 6paho, CBe hy BaM caM peha.
Ja caM H3 KoHra. Moje ce HAeMe 30Be EaAy6a. HyAH
CTe, BaA>Aa, 3a Moje?
H n je T p e6 aA o A a t o nH T a. J e p h h m j e p e K a o A a
j e H 3 K o H r a , 3 a B a h e H H c y A>yAH o S o p H A H T A aB e h
p y K e h H jH x o b h c y c e H a n eT H rp y A H H K o m e B H n o -
neA H A a o n y n iT a jy .
K a c H H j e , K a A c y c b h 3aAOBOA>HAH C B o jy p a A 0 3 -
H aA O C T , a o 6 h b h i h o a E a A y 6 e O A r o B o p e H a C B o j a
K p a T K a n H T a H > a , c b h , K a o A a c e H H n r r a H H je a c c h a o ,
O A o m e A a p y n a j y K y B a H H A H ja M . H e K o j e H a m a o
n a n h o h h x A>yTHx T p a B a K o j e c e r p n u K a j y K a A n e -
M a n a n p m c e , B pA O o n p e 3 H O , j e p c y m h o t o A >yhe o a
H>HX, O B A e y A 4> pH H H H p B e H H X H CHTHHX K a O H O K aT .
C eA eA H c m o c b h H a T paB H n p o n A a H K a . C A yncH A e
c y H a c OHe A s e a c e H e K o je c y cK H H yA e A e n y c A e h a
h n y c T H A e h x A a 6 a y A > a jy o k o M y n n c a p a n a . K a A 6 h
K o je A eT e A o n y 3 a A o a o H e K o r o a h .h x , 6 ap aA H 6 h
M y n o K O M aA nh t o t K p o M n n p a . T p y A H H n a j e ceA eA a
n o A a A > e n o A jeA H H M e y K a A n n T y c o M . H 3 T A eA aA 0 j e A a ,
H acA O H > eH e T A aB e H a c T a 6 A o , A p e M a A H m y h n T e n n t o
h cnopo.
— O t k y a b h y M a A n j y ? — ymrraM B a A y 6 y .
— B p a h a M c e y C B o j y 3eM A »y.
— I I p e K o E a M a n a ?

O hH e O A ro B o p n . A a a h c e caM O n p a B H O T a ja H -
CTB eH , h a h j e H M a o h c t h h c k h x p a 3 A o r a A a H e A a j e
noA aT K e o c e 6 n ?
— Jecie a h 6 h a h y EBponn?
— He! — pene.
— Hero?
M ecT O A a o A ro B o p n , y n H T a M e oA aK A e caM h n n ra
T y paA H M . n o n i T o M y o A ro B o p H M , o h c e o 6 a 3 p e , n a
t h x o , M a A a B p a o jeA H O C T aB H O , p e n e :

133
 — I I p o y q a B a o caM m ctoas u T e x H H K y repnA-
C K o r p a T a .

— Y AiUKupy?
K a o A a k a h m h y rA a B O M . I l a n o h y r a M aA O , T A e-
A a j y h n rip e A c o 6 o m .
— M h HKLHTa O A THX H ajH yH C H H JH X C T B a p H H e
y M eM o . X a n c e H a c , M y n e , y 6 H j a jy . I la A e H aM c e A a .
A m h — r o A o p y K H h ro A o y M H H . H n u i T a H e 3H aM O .
H h K a n o c e p e c r a y H H H iT a B a , h h m o c t A n a c e y B a 3 -
Ayx, h h a y T o 6 A H H A a H a n a A a . CaA 3 h b m . H M o r y A a
H a y H H M M H o r e . J e p O B a K o K a ic o j e c T e , H e M o n c e c e
B H H ie n o A H e T H .
YnHTaM HaMepHO npeHaHBHo:
— He B e p y j e T e a h y M o r y h H o c r C M H peH > a h
a p am K M aH a H 3M eby H oM 6 e a h B a u ra x ?
— A o k A P ^ K e n a T p n c a A y M y M 6 y y x a n c y ? A o k

p a A e ih t o paA e? P e K A H e r e H o M 6 e . Aah ko j e H om-

6 e ? B e A T H jc K H n A a h e H H K . K a o h it o j e M o o y r y —
a M e p H H K H . H n c y ohh h h ih t b . O Shhhh n p o A a m i bo-
AOBH.
— O h H M a B o jc K y .
— 0 A y 3 M H T e naA M H H O M n a p o B y n a A M y , h o h
h e A a A in m ie . H > n x o B a B o j c x a j e A o 6 p a A a y 6 n j a
r o A o p y K e . Y c K o p o m h t o H eheM O 6 h t h . T a A h e H o M o e
h H b e ro B a n p o A a H a S a H A a b h a c t h m b a o K a K o n o 6 e -
C H eA H c a o h o b h r a 3 e . n a H e K a i r n c H y c a M o .
B y A y h n A H B e p 3 a H T c e y 3 6 y h H B a o .

— J e p H H c a M j a c a M . J a h a s m K y A H A eM A a 6 h x
n p H X B aT H O H eK O A H K O r p y n a H a n i H x M A a A H h a . O h h
h e c e , A O A a 3 eh n c p a 3 H H x c T p a H a , c a c T a r a H a O A pe-
heH O M M ecT y. O A aH A e h e M o y K o h t o . C b b k h y C B oj
K p a j . H e M a M H p a a o k t h m M a M S o H M a y K O A O H CK oj
c A y n c S n H e 6 y A y H 3 B a h e H H m y n A > H 3 M H jc K H O H a a i i H .
n o p a 3 H T H , p a 3 o p y n c a T H , h O H A a, o 6 e 3 6 e h e H e n o -
6 e A e , n y c T H T H h x K y A x o h e . M h c e A>yACKOM KpBA >y
H e xpaH H M o.
H > e ro B c a n y T H H K , H e u i T o M a a e b h c o k h H e T a K o
cH an c a H h K p y n a H , A O H ece h c k o a h k o 3peA H X a h -
M yH O B a.
 — B oA e HeMa y 6 a h 3 h h h . H h K a3e.
— BaA>Aa h e 3 a A aH a j o i n H a n h n K o ja K O A a
h h j'h j e r n o ^ e p o n p e3 H H jH o a H a m e r n a j e n o H e o
aA aT c a coSom !
O h c e ocM exH y, y h y r a , OHAa y r n r r a : — JecT e a h
npH M eraA H Aa j e T p ro B an H3 o n a j a n . a n p e c T a o Aa
ce yA B apa A enoTH ipi. I Ip o n a A a My c n ry p H o HeKH 3a-
KaaaHH n o c a o .
— PeKao BaM je?
— E h o r a H a ApyM y. 3B ao caM r a Aa p y n a —
M ax n y o j e pyKOM y K o jo j HHje B m n e 6 h a o noAyTKe
KOAe. — H e n a A a My CAynaj AOBeAe 3a p y K y HeKy
AHMy3HHy.
T oB opehH t o , 6 h o j e n p e c e K a o B ohK y Ha A se
noA e HOHceM, n n j e j e A y ro , TaHKo h o m T p o cenHBO
A>yTHTo HCKOHHAo, H36aneHO H3 A pm K e jaKOM noA y-
roM h , noHyAHBUiH m h h o jk Aa h j a to ypaAHM c a
CBojHM AHMyHOM, carHH>ao c e k MeHH, KaA c a CTpaHe,
HeAaAeKO H3 n h y m a , OAjeKHy yxtacH yTH A e n jn KpHK.
C aB H jajyhH c e j o m k MeHH, H crp x ce m h h o jk , SaijH
CBoje noAyTKe AHMyHa, H3BH ce, h y cko k v HecTa 3 a
AHinheM. Y cK o p o H3Hhe H3a y S y H a A P ^ e n n AeTe y
pypn.
— A h m y h ! — BHKao j e — M oj AHMyn!
C b h n o c K a n y h A o jy p e a o H>era, KojH j e B eh c n y -
c t h o AeTe y T paB y h , npHTHCHyBiiiH My H oxcim e k o -
AeHOM, c A sa My j e n p c r a OTBapao c r a c H y ro o k o y
K oje j e OAMax CTao Aa neAH, jeA H y 3a A pyroM , o 6 e
noAyTKe CBor AHMyHa.
A eT e c e Tp3aA o h B pH nrraA o. K nceA H H a r a j e n e-
KAa. M a jn a j e c r a ja A a n o cTpaHH, neneA>acTa h HeMa.
— A o 6 p o je ! — m becH y AeTe n o o 6 p a 3 y h n y -
cth ra .
— 3 M H ja nA>yBaHHna? — y n H T a O H aj M A aA nh,
n pB H AenoTHHHH y A B a p a n .
— Aa! — p e n e paBH O A ynm o cnacH A an. — E h o
j e TaMo. H onceM caM j e n p m co B ao 3 a A p so .
H n o K a 3 a pyKOM n p e M a r y c T o j h y n n A p s e h a H 3a
« 6 yH>a.

135
 Y 3A p aB C T B eH H M o 6 a B e n rre H > H M a K o j a c y m h
A aT a jo in y B e o rp a A y n p eA no A a3aK H a n y T , c n o -
M H & a H e c y T e 3 M H je n A jy B a H H ije , K o j e , HeBHAA>HBe,
c r p a H e M o ry A a m iiT p n a jy CB oj o t p o b h n o r o A e
H O B e ita T a H H o y 3 e m m y c A a fo H H e o a A s a n a h
A B a n y r A s a M e T p a . M h c a h o c a M A a j e t o je A H a y
H H 3 y n p i r a a o o n acH O C T H M a K o j e M H H xay3eH C K H
B p e S a j y c a c b h x C T p a H a y S y j H o j <J>AopH h <J>ayHH
T p o n a . A e r a . Aa H H je 6 h a o A H M y H a n p n p y n n ,
A e r e 6 h yM pA O 3 a M H H yT. O B aK O h e H 3 ry 6 n T H c a M o
je A H o o k o . M o J K A a h H e h e . O A M a x c e h h te p B e H H c a A O .
Y 3 6 y h e H ie c e n o n e A o A a cA ex ce. M a j n e c y , n o y -
q e H e o b h m , n o H O B o y n p T H A e C B o jy A e n y H a A e b a .
O h o n o r u b y e a n o h c n a c e H o jo n x j e p y u a A O . A p y r o
j e , 3 a 6 o p a B H B H iH H a C B e, O A M ax 3 a c n a A o , o S p a n r a a h a
H a cA O H > e n H x H a T o n A a M a j m r a a A e b a .
— Y c K o p o c m o — o c a M H a e c T o p o H a c — ceA eA H
y X A aA y A p s e h a K p a j A P Y M a . n o A a & e o a H a r n e r p y n e ,
M A a A n h c e o n e T y A B a p a o A C B o jH H a r y S a B a n j e c n a -
B a o y X A aA y n a A M e . E b e ro B 6 p a T j e H a m a o M ecTO
A eB O o a H > e ra h O A c y r a o K p y H H O S p o j a H H i x e , y r o H y o
y H e x y K O H T e M n A a q H jy 6 e 3 p y 6 a h K p a j a . A M A a A H h
j e , K aH A a, a s a h m h h h o 6ap c aB A aA a o jy T p o n iH ,y
T p e M y , H e c n ry p H O C T h y B p e A y . A k o r a j e O H a j o m
y B e K n e K A a , t o j e 3aTO h i t o c n o p o n p o A a 3 e p a H e
K o j e H O B eK c a M c e 6 n H a H e c e .
P a 3 r o B o p c e B y K a o . H n c y CBe np H T H C K aA e HCTe
6 p H r e . M o J K A a j e H a j B e h n 6 p o j A>yAH n o n e o A a n o -
M H niA >a A a h e 6 h t h n p H H y b e H A a T y o c T a H e a o
M p aK a h a h n a K h A a T y H o h n . Je A a H j e o n a ja B a o .
H ecK pH B eH o. A pncaB H H T p ro B a p . IIp e c T a o j e A a
n p n n a o n p o M a in e H O M n o c A y . T b p a h o j e c a A A a
6pH H e 3 6 o r 6 p n r a K o jn x h e c e H aSpH H yT H o h h K o jn
r a A a H a c o n e K y j y . »A M e H e H e M a !«
T A y n o , a A H h h k o c e H H je c M e j a o . A p y M c e n p o -
C T H pao A y r h A enpecH B H O n y c T .
A n a A o n p B H H 3 H b e H 3 C B e H aM eT A > H B H jer o c e -
h a H > a K p H B H i^ e h n o p a 3 a .

136
 — E p a f c o , m h c a h m A a H e M a c m h c a h T a x o . ntra
cm o c e C H yjK A H A H . M e H H c e A e c H A o B e h A a c a M T a K o
H a j e A H o j n e c T H , y K p a j y n y c T O M a H e 6 o ra T O M K a o
O B a j h i t o j e , n p o B e o n e T A a H a a o k H H c a M c a C B o jH M
A p y ro B H M a A o n e K a o n o M o h c n a c H A a p a . H M a H a c
OBAe n e T H a e c T a K M y im c a p a n a , 6 e 3 S o A e c r o n c a h 6 p a -
T a M y , T p n H c e H e , A B o j e A e i je . I I p B O , T p e h a A O 6 h n o -
T pa> K H T H H M a a h r A e y 6 a h 3 h h h B O A e. A p y r o . r A y n o
j e A a , O B a K o H e 3 a n o c A e H H , ceA H M O H e p a A e h n H H m T a .
IIp e A A a H c e M : a) A a H a c A e c e T a K O A e y n o T p a r y 3 a
b o a o m h x p a H O M 6 0 A 1OM o a B o h H e , 6 ) A a c e n p e A 3 a -
A a 3 a K c b h H a h e M o H a obom M e c T y h o ap ^k h m o n a c
c a M O K p H T H K e , b ) A a O A peA H M O C T p a n c y 3 a H o h a c .
H 3 y 3 e h e M o o a T e a y ^ k h o c th m o 4 > e p a , K o j n M o p a
6h t h c a c B H M O A M o p a H A a 6 h , H a n f e e a h n o M o h , M o ­
r a o n o c A e A a p a A H C B o j o a j o b o p h h n o c a o . A m h,
n p o K A e ra , H a H o re .
— Ko c h t h A a M e H H 3 a n o B e A a i n ? — n o 6 y i m
ce O yA a.
— Ja n p e y 3 H M a M o A r o B o p H o c T 3 a C B e.
— 3auiTo t h 6am? JeAaH Cycy!
— I I p e A A a H c e M A a r A a c a M o ! — p e n e E a A y 6 a .

— K o j e 3 a A n a A o a ?

AeBeT c e p y K y AHJKe yBHc: 3 a A n a A o a . HeTBO-

p m t a O y A a 6 w ia c y rrpoTHB H>era. A a h A B ojm ia —
HH 3 a, HH npOTHB. OAAyHeHO BehHHOM, yCBOjeHO oa
c b h x — y p a h e H o . I l l o ^ e p , T p ro B au , SoAecHUK h 6p aT ,
K ao h MAaAHh, T p e 6 aAO j e A a ocT aH y H a MecTy K o je
cm o noneA H Aa 30BeM 0 c b h — A oropoM .
K p e H y A H cm o n o A B o j m j a y jeA H O M n p a B i j y .
M e H H j e 3 a n a o O H a j T a ja H C T B e H H 6 e 3 H M e H H j o m 6 p o j
A B a , M aA O H aniK bH c n a c H A a r ? A e T e T a . C h»hm c a M n o ­
m a o n p e M a c e B e p o n c T O K y . H ih a h cm o c a B a H O M h
rn y M O M . I I o H e o j e M a n e r y , 3 a C A y n a j A a c e T p e 6 a
n p o S n ja T H K p o 3 np am y M C K H ry c T m n .
C n o n e T K a hyTA>HB, n o n e Aa oAroBapa H a m r r a -
H>a TeK KaA c e yAaA>HCMo ao b o a> h o o a A o r o p a . O h
H H je KoHToaHan. G r p a m m e j e 0 6 a A e CAOHOBane h
A a x o M e j a . A 6h o j e . . . m h a o no A4>pmjH. . . H H iiiTa

137
H ap o ^ H T o . . . TeK A a b h a h K aK o h c t h jeA aH H ap o A
jk h b h y p a 3 HHM A pacaB aM a. Y ceAHM a j e CByAa h c t o ,
a y rpaAOBHM a — A pyK H H ja b a b c t . O a <J>opMaAHo He-
3aBHCHe a o cacBHM He3aBHCHe.
— K a n o j e k o a B ac?
— K a n o MOJKe A a 6 yA e KaA j e Y <£ye EoaH>H CBe
h CBa! H y o oh 3 a H>era?
— O cH H B an P A A * ? — peK H eM A a 6 hx r a H 3a-
3B ao.
— H 4>paH nycK H nocA yiiiH H K !
— K aK O t o TyM aHHTe?
— H 3A ajoM . I I p o A a o c e A a H e 6 h 6 h o o c y b e H
H a p o 6 n j y . K a x c y A a j e n p e T o r a 6 h o x a n rn e H h M y-
n eH , aAH TaA, npB H n y T , A a j e n o A H eo x p a 6 p o My-
n e f t a . Y c T p a x y A a j o i n jeAHOM H e M o p a A a h x o T p im ,
n p n c T a o j e H a ycA O Be K o je c y M y nocTaBH A H <l>paH-
Uy3H h , eTO, — ca A j e r o p n o a h>hx.
— B h c n r y p H o H e n p n n a A a T e H C Toj iio a h th h -
K o j n a p T H jH ?
— M h H 3 H A eraA H e IIporpecH C T H H K e c rp a H K e ,
m h c e 6 opH M o 3a He 3aBHCHocT, T j. 3 a n p o r p a M A e -
M OKpaTCKor a(j)pH H K or o K y iL b a a a , T o r n o K p e r a k o j u
j e n o B e o , aAH h H 3A ao Y (j)ye. H p o H H ja j e y TOMe h i t o
c e B A a A a jy h a h jeA H H a cT paH K a H a 0 6 a A H C a o h o -
B a n e h AaA>e 30B e P A A , n a n o TeopeTCKH n o K y m a B a
A a o n p a B A a n p n c y c T B o <3>paHpy3a t h k t h h k h m h HAe-
o a o i h k h m pa3A 03H M a. 3H aT e a h b h A a j e Y<j>ye
B oaH .H , caA H aTO Bau, 6 h o n p e h c k o a h k o roA H H a aK o
He HAaH K T I O - a , a o h o k p w i t o k o m y h h c t k o J h j e h y
n apA aM eH T y h BaH H>era O A P^caB ao H a j h h t h m h h j e
OAHOce c a K II-o m h n o x a b a o nyH H X roA H H y A aH a
n a p T H jc K e B e n e p i t e K y p c e B e ?
— Y<j>ye EoaBbH j e 3 a B a c o S ira a H H3AajHHK?
— A n iT a A p y ro M oxce 6 h t h npeA ceA H H K BAaAe
4>opMaAHo He3aBHCHe 3eMA>e y K o jo j, 3axB aA >yjyhH

* R assem blem ent dem ocratique Africain, rrpBH h

jeA H H H nOAHTHMKH CBeat&pHHKH IIO K peT y <j>paHK04>0HHM
30HaMa, ochobeh nocAe paTa, 1946.

138
H>eMy, CBe o e r a j e h c t o K a o h n o A k o a o h h j b a h o m
yn paB O M ? O a h o c h h e K c n A o a T a im ja , cnp oM am T B O
HpHHX h a p o r a H u n j a 6eAHX.
— H e n o m h j e p e n a o A a c e B e h noM im iA >aA o H a
H .ero B y a h k b h a h u h j y .
— Y 6 h t h H>era? — hckoaqmh o h h . — 3 a iir r o ?
— H 3 A a o j e ! — p e K H e M 3 a n y b e H H >eroB H M n y -
heH > eM B H H ie H e r o A H i h t o j e o h 6 h o h o c T a o 3 a n p e -
n a i n h e H M o jH M p e K A a-n o M H H iA > aA O M .
— H 3 A a o j e . T o j e TaHHO. A a h n H T a a e r A a c n
3aUITO je TO yH H H H O ?
— 3aT O h i t o j e 6 h o c A a d n h !
— C n r y p H o ! — O A ro B o p n h AOAaAe 3 aM HinAjeHo
K o p a n a j y h H K p a j M eH e — h b p c t h o b c k t o H e 6 h
yH H H H O . A a h . . .
3 a c T a A e h y h y T a . I I o c A e H eK or B p eM eH a K p e­
H eM o.
— 3 H a T e, j a o c y fe y je M H 3 A a jy y o n iH T e . . . A a h h
b h T p e 6 a A a H a c cxB aT H T e. M h c m o t o a h k o T pneA H . . .
H y o caM B e h t o » m h c m o t o a h k o T pneA H «. I I o -
TAeAaM r a H C K oca: n o A p x T a B a o j e n o A TeuiKHM u p -
BeHHM cy H u eM i h t o j e npHTHCKHBaAo n p o 6 H ja jy h H
c e K po3 r y c r a B a3A yx n p e a a c n h e H b o a c h o m n ap oM .
B e 3 n p eK H A a 3 H o j h a h c m o c e caM O, a o k j e o k o H a c
CBe h y r a A O . H a K h h K anyuH H H uhH , K o j n x j e y t o
A o 6 a roA H H e 6 h a o nyH O , M ajyu iH H h o 6 h h h o n p e -
rA acH H , c a A H H cy h h H B pK yraA H h h K peniT aA H .
— H e n y je M n p B H n y r t o — npeK H H eM THHiHHy
— a a h n p H 3H ajeM A a H e p a 3yM eM T y B p c i y 6 o A e -
hHBOCTH n p e M a TaKBHM ph aB H M , CeSHHHHM H 6 eA -
HHM A>yAHMa.
— IIoiH T eH o r o B o p e h n , h h j a H e p a3yM eM C B o jy
6 oA eh H B ocT , KaKO j e 3 0 B e T e . CaMO — e T o — o c e h a M
j e . K aA CTe cn oM eH yA H A H K B H A aim jy, j a caM 3aMH-
c a h o c e 6 e c peB O A B ep oM y p y u n h y r A e A a o c e n p e A
Y 4>yeoM .
— J a r a H e T prniM , j a r a Mp3HM, j a r a n p e 3 H peM ,
a a h a K o j a T p e S a A a 6 yA eM T aj K o j n HMa A a M y
n p eK H H e h c h b o t h y C H A y . . . H e , j a c t h m H e 6 h x m o -

139
ra o h h y MaiiiTH A a c e noMHpHM. 2K h b h o b c k HHje
caM o o h o pfeaBo i h t o j e ypaAHO. H, y o n n iT e , caM o
oho ih to j e ypaAHO. H e r o h o h o h i t o j e o c e h a o ,
m hcaho h — O M o ry h n o APyrHMa A a A o 6 p o y p a A e h
AOBpme.
— EaHTy-4>HA030<j>Hja?
— H e . A a h HHje Taj Ha A a c y c e YcJjye E o a a n h
CeK y T y p e b o a c a h h noiuTOBaAH. H >nxoBa c y cxBa-
T a a a A aH ac irpoTHBpeHHa. E h a o 6 h AoraraHO Aa c e
n p e3 H p y . H e n p e 3 H p y c e . O h h c e M ebycoSHO ocy -
b y j y , H a n a A a jy h B p e b a jy . B p e b a jy , aAH c e y jaBHHM
HCTynHMa He HM eHyjy. H 3 noiHTOBaH>a n peM a o h o m
h i t o j e HeKaA 6 h a o . H eK o BaM j e cray p H O B eh M o p ao
p e h n Aa CeK y T y p e 6e3 Ycjjye E o a a n j a He 6 h rancaA
6 h o y TBHHejn H 3a6paH y A caM 6A ejy. A s a n y r j e
n p o n a A a o H a H36opHM a n p e pe<j>epeHAyMa, j e p j e , 3 a
pa3AHKy o a Y<j>ye, j o i n c noneT K a n o B eo AeBy noAH-
THKy. TaA r a j e Y4>ye, K o jn j e B eh HMao CBoje apaH -
JKMaHe c <J>paHiiy3HMa, ybeAHO Aa T p e S a caM o jaBHO
Aa Kance A a noA pncaB a a e r o B y , Y ^ y e o B y , noAHTHHKy
TaKTHKy, K o jy My, yocraAOM , y noiriyHOCTH o a o
6 p a B a KII3>. I H to , K ao h i t o 3HaTe, h HHje 6 h a o He-
TanHO. CeK y j e n o c A y m a o Y<j>yea. M h c a h o j e n p n
to m u r r a j e m h c a h o . TeK , E o a a n j e ySeAHo aAMHHH-
C T p aip ijy h KOAOHe Aa He T p e 6 a Aa O H eM oryhe CeKy
T y p e o B H 36op. To j e 6 h a o 1952. C eK y T y p e npoA a3H
H a H36opHM a h OHAa, nocA e H3BecHor BpeMeHa, H any-
HiTa E o a a n j a h B p a h a c e CBojHM AeBHM, He3aBH-
caaHKHM , HcnpaBHHM cxB aT aaH M a.
— n iT a x o h e T e A a AOKanceTe? A a Y<j>ye HHje
npaB H H3AajHHK, 6 e3 o 6 3 H p a h i t o j e npeAceAHHK k o -
MHHOTepcKe BAaAe 0 6 a A e CAOHOBane?
— K a n o B a M n a A a T aK O ihto H a y M ? n a Y 4 > ye
c e c n p e M a o A a B o jH H H K H H a n a A H e T B H H e jy 3 aT O hito
j e A a B a A a a 3 H A H 3 B e c H 0 M 6 p o j y i n e 4 > oB a H a m e r n o -
K p e T a . H M o p a A o M y c e H3 H h n y c y c p e T , o 6 ycT aB H T H
m a n n p o r p a c j j H c a a e H a iim x HO BHHa K o je c y H3A a3 H A e
y K o H a K p n j y . Y 4 > y e ? n a oh j e y c B o j o j bahah 3a-
AP^cao CBe cTape <l>paiHty3e h yB eo hh3 hobhx. Ha
140
npH M ep CaA a, K o jn j e a e r o B m h h h c th p nA aH a h <J>h-
HaHCHja. E o ra T a m , k o a o h , BeAenoceAHHK. Y oranT e,
Y<J>ye E o a a H a h h h o A a je H ajBH ine o r a o p a acjjpmca-
HH3a p n jH K aA poBa y n p o c B e r a h jaB H oj cay h c 6 h . CaB
YB03-H3B03 o h 3aAP>KaBa y pyK aM a h c t h x a>yah y
HHjHM j e h p a H n je 6 h o . 3axBaA>yjyhH a e M y , npHBa-
r a a KOMnaHHja France-Amerique h Aa/be A H p n ry je
K anaoM h Ka(j)OM, Cnpoa — eK oiA oaT aipijoM m yM a.
HeAaBHO j e niB ajnapcK O M Hecrney A ao n p aB o Aa
noAHTHe n o c T p o j e a a h 4>a6pnKe KaKo 6 h Ha AHny Me-
CTa, C jeBTHHOM paAHOM CHarOM h cnpoBHHaM a —
6yA3aniTO npoH3BOAHO CBoje HOKOAaAe. CBe TaMo
k o a H ac KOHTp oAHHiy HeacjjpHKaHHH, o a Recherches
minieres, c a cb h m A H uem iaM a y <j>paHijycKHM ce<J>o-
BHMa, a o a h j aMaHTCKHx noA>a y CereAH h K o p o ro y
— ycTynA>eHHX aMepHHKHM KOHpecHOHepHMa.
— A H apoA ?
— HapoA? HapoA, to caM h ja , 3ap He? E na
3HajTe: ano caM Aeo HapoAa, ja He Mory p eh u Aa caM
h Aeo ApncaBe hah Aa hmhm Ma KaKBe Be3e ca h>om.
HncaM caM Kojn Monce to Aa Kance. Mhoto je TaKBHx
Kao ja Kojn cmo ce oApeKAH CBera Aa 6hcmo, n o
yrAeAy Ha HcroHHoeBponcKe irpocjpecHOHaAHe peBOAy-
HHOHape oa n p e neAecer h me3AeceT roAHHa, 6y-
Ahah, opraHH30BaAH h noBeAH A>yAe y OAAynHy ,6op-
6 y . He3aAOBOA>CTBO je y 3eMA>H onniTe. Toh KyAH-
6aAH, me<j> noKpajHHe y Kojoj cy a h j aMaHTCKa noA>a,
He3aAOBOA>aH je hito j e Y<j>ye Aao KOHiiecnje A iie-
pHKaHUHMa, KOjH Cy AOHIAH C MOAepHHM MaiiiHHaMa
na KOHKypHray aeroBOM cHHy, Kojn ce oa paHHje
6aBHo thm nocAOM, HMajyhn Ha pacnoAaraH>y Haj-
npHMHTHBHHja cpeACTBa. Toh je n oneo Aa niHKaHHpa
AMepHKaHne. Y<j>ye ra je yxancno.
H Yomirre. ELvaHTepn cy He3aAOBOA>HH 36or hh-
CKe OTKynHe neHe Kacjpe, Koja je naAa ca 200 4>pa-
HaKa Ha 125 npBO, na Ha 90. H>hxob je raeB npHMHO
TaKBe pa3Mepe Aa je Y<j>ye, TeK n o n penop yipi cbo-
jn x 4>paHnycKHx caBeTHHKa a He n o CBojoj hhhhh-
jaTHBH, y 1960. yKHHyo nope3 n o rAaBH, Kojn je

141
o c T a o j o i n H 3 K O A O H H jaA H H x B p e M e H a . Y rp a A O B H M a
j e u e H a x p a H e n o p a c A a . H a p o H H T o im p H H H a . Y A 6 h -
u a H y , K o j n 6 p o j n c a M o 180.000 c ra H O B H H K a , H M a
B H H ie o a 30.000 H e 3 a n o c A e H H x . 3anocAeHH n A a h a j y
n o p e 3 H a n A a T y K o jy n p H M a jy . A h h h h o b h h u h . O h h
c y y H eK O A H K o M a x o B a 3 a x T e B a A H A a 3 a je A H a K p a A
c < I> p a H iiy 3 H M a A o 6 n j a j y h j e A H a n e n A a T e . IIlK O A C K a
o M A a A H H a n p H M a y n o c A e A H > e B p e M e C B e MaH>H 6 p o j
C T H neH A H j a . A 6 e 3 h > h x , K a x o A a c e H a i i m M A aA H
A»yAH n iK O A y jy n o A H iie jH M a h y H H B e p 3 H T e T H M a ?
O n e B H c y c b h — c H p o M a u iH H . O h h K o j e T p n e p e -
A O B H M a K H >H ra H H c y H a iry H H A e H H je A H a y c r a , 3 a p H e ?
Heice n o K p a j H H e , n a h H H T a B e o S A a c r a , K O M n a K -
t h o y A a 3 e y c a c T a B n o K p e i a 3 a n y H y H e3aB H C H O C T
O O a A e C A O H O B a ie . I I o K p a j H H a C a H B H , H a n p H M e p .
H a h o 6 A acT A c h h h .
* CAymao caM ra, noAcehao ce: — Taxo caM h ja
roBopno npe peBOAyunje. Hnje t o npBH nyT Aa npe-
no3HajeM CBoje MAaAnhice o 6 y 3 e T O C T H y k a h m h h
nej3ajKy c b c b h m APYKHHjHM, a nnaK HeBaacHHM 3a
cno3Hajy HAeHTHTeTa.
A a h H O B eK c 0 6 a A e C A O H O B a n e H H je n p B r a a o
c a M o , o h j e h n o c M a T p a o . O A je A H O M npeA A O H C H :
— A a c e BpaTHMO?
— 3 a p ? H h c m o j o i n H a ir a iA H H a B O A y.
— K a n o A a H e. IIp o iiiA H c m o n o K p a j A s a H 3-
B o p a . J e A a H j e H a o c a M CTO TH H a M e T a p a o a p e c T e .
H h c h a h npH M eT H o T aM o T p a ro B e c p H e ?
— C pH e? — 3a 6 opaBHM ce. — K a n o 6h 6h ao
Aa K ancern t o H am eM AOBiiy ? J a 6 h x r a ca n eK ao
k o a H3BOpa.
— He M O H c em o c T a r a c a M T y !
O h M e H e n o rA e A a , H e p e n e H H n rra , n o B y n e M e
caM o 3 a p y K y .
B p a iia A H c m o c e h y T K e . T Io c A e H e K o r B p e M e H a
n o A H H c e p y n y h y K a 3 a n p e A H a M a H a je 3 H K m h o t o
C B e JK H je r 3 e A e H H A a o a o c T a A o r o k o H a c . H e A a A e K O
6 h A H c y H 3H H K A H HHTBBH Č O K O pH B p A O BHCOKHX KO-

142
k o c o b h x naAMH, niTO eone da dpotce noze y eno3u a
znaey na cym \y.
— T a M o j e H 3 B o p . M o i K A a j e H a i n A O B ait h 6 e 3
H ac Hara3HO H a c p H y K o j y c a M c n o M e H y o .
H h c m o n p o i i i A H h h cT O T H H y M e T a p a K a A 3 a n y -
je M O A B a n y x iH > a. Moj canyT H H K c e H a M p m ra .
— IIT ra je ?
— He b o a h m h h a o b , a o 6 h h h o h h O H e Kojn ra
B O A e. To j e K p B O H teA H O . Th t o b o a h h i, j e a h ?
— A a ! — h it o A a r a cAanceM? — IIoHeKaA ao -
BHM. ATaBH3aM.
— H a m j e CB eT T a x a B — o h n p e 3 H p e A O B iie .
H>hx h H e M a T y 3 a n p a B o . C a M o j o m y n A a r o m a M a .
A o 6 p o . A a h A p y r o r H a m m a h c h b o tb T a M o h H H je .
H eB O A >a M o n t e C B e A a o n p a B A a , o 6 e c T — m m i T a .
H o c T a A a m e c T o p m i a c y c e B p a T H A a . BoAe j e ,
H 3 rA e A a , 6 h a o H a C B e n e r a p n c i p a H e . A o B a p j e a o -
H e o A s e r p A H ii e .
— ■ 3 a T p y A H H u y je A H y , 3 a A e ity h n c e H e —
A p y r y .

K o A e o a o c a M c e , a A H H e o a o a h m . n p e A A O JK H M
M y A a c a n e K a y 3 a c e A H c p H A a h a H a n o jH A y . H n j e
X T eo h h A a n y j e . H e b o a h o h c n c a p e A a y 6 n j a — .
n o H O B H . — C a M o i m m e . A O H A a, H e h e c e T y o c r a T H
jo m A y ro . H e K a KOAa M o p a jy y c K o p o A a H a n h y .
O A H e K y A c y H 3 c a H A y K a h a h 6 o iiih h H 3 B y H e H e
T p n A p s e H e n o c y A e . G ra B H B iH H h x H a r A a B e , o 6 e
aceH e, C B a x a c A eT eT O M H a A e fe n M a , K p e H y A e c y a o
H a j 6 A H H cer H 3 B o p a , O H o r y r r p a B i i y j y r o n c T O K a .
M o J K A a 3 6 o r B a T p e K o j a j e T H H >aA a, 3 6 o r H e K o -
AHKO a c y p a o a n a A M H H e c A a M e n o A O H c e m ix n o T p a B H ,
3 6 o r oT B o p eH H X K o p ir a , 3 6 o r x a p r a j m i a H a CBe c T p a -
H e, T aj n p o c T o p H a r p a H m m rn y M e h c aB a H e n o A c e -
h a o j e B e h H a a c th > h h 3 A 6 th h h k h A o r o p , a K o H e h
H a c t h a h o H a c e A .e . H 3 A e T ? 3 a m T O A a H e ? O K O A im a
j e 3 a n c T a 6 n A a npH M aM A > H B a. A o c T a a y ^ o k o , n p e M a
j y r o 3 a n a A y , n p o < i)H A H p a A H c y c e n y A H H T p a n e 3 0 H A H H
o 6 a h iih H A aH H H a m T o c y c e A H 3 a A e c K o p o n o A n p a -
b hm y rA O M n o h c k o a h k o c T O T H H a n a h x n / b a A y M e-

143
Tapa yBHc. TAeAaHe H3 AaAexa, noAcehaAe cy Ha
orpOMHe naHiHHe npeceneHe npeKO crpyKa eAeK-
TpuHHHM TecTepaMa: ncaAOCHo cy npyacaAe cBoje
o6e3rAaBA.eHe BpaTOBe He6y. OA03ro nocMajpaHe —
AHHHAe 6h Ha aepoApoMe — TaKo cy H3ipH3eHe na
yTa6aHe AejcTBOM BepTHKaAHHx TponcKHX r a n a hito
HeMHAocpAHO h yjeAHaneHo Ty Anjy Kao H3 npeBp-
Hymx KopHTa cbhx 6ecKpajHHX pena, je3epa h Mopa
no HeKOAHKO cara AHeBHO TOKOM peAOT T3B. HBep-
h s o k s l , HiecTOMecenHe ce30He Kama. TeMnepaTypa He
onaAa hh TaA. CaMo je BHine MocKHTa h mhoto Burne
BAare. Aah c MecTa c kot caM rAeAao nAaHHHe, y3-
SybHBaAa je cTporocT hhxobhx 3ariTHBeHHX <|»opMH
(c HeSoM HaAerAHM abktom Ha hhx), y3aAyA npo-
neTHX neAOM 3eAeHOM MaCOM, CBHM XtpHO nHTMeHTH-
paHHM KaMeaeM.
— EpeAAaaceM Aa oap^khmo KpaTaK cacraHaK!
H C K O pH C T H AHaAO n p H A H K y K a A CMO, B p a T H B U IH
ce cbh, rioceAaAH Kpaj APYMa, CBe Meione ocBeTA>e-
Hor h 6am Kao oa tot ipeHynca CBe HenpeKHAHHje
nocnnaHor jeAHHM jeABa npHMeTHHM cAojeM jom
yBeK npo3panHor neneAa.
CyMpaK?
Ona3Ho caM Ty nojaBy npBH nyT. X tcaox Aa
ynHTaM KoAOKoa Kpaj MeHe, bah caMOKpHTHKy je
Beh 3anoHHHao AnaAO. YcTao je, ctbbho »CopnjaAH-
3aM h par« y Hen BerpoBKe, h peKao:
— HeAocTojHO caM ce noHeo. CAynaj Hac je ca-
ctbbho h AapoBao HaM Ha HeoApeheHo BpeMe HCTy
cyA6HHy. M h cmo cbh a>yah 6e3 bcahkhx (jjyHKUHja
h, mTo HapoA Kance, cyHnoSpaHa, na aKo ocTaHeMO
Ty h HeAeA.y AaHa, hhko ce hhtac Hehe 036HA>HHje
3a Hac 3a6pHHyTH. CeM Haiimx nopoAHija. OHe, cpe-
hoM HAH He, HHCy TAaCHe H H BHAA>HBe.
Ap^KaBHH TproBan 3aycTH Aa Kaace Henrro, bah
ra A hbao iipeKHAe norAeAOM h nonpeTOM pyne. Oao-
3ro, ca mnpoKor Mama, 3aKpenrra maba Kanymra.
Je ah XTeo Aa najaBH 3aAa3aK? Cbctaoct Kao Aa je
144
npecTaAa Aa cAaSn. Bame m h ce HHje h h h h a o Aa je
o6y3HMa OHa neneAaBa, <j>nHa MpeHa.
— Y n y h e H H c m o je A H H H a APYre 3 a C B e B p e M e
n i T o h e M o T y 6 h t h . H M a H a c O A a c B y A n o M a A o , M A a-
A h x h c T a p n x . J e A a H je M a n h 6 e A a u H 3 A a A e K a . H n j e
t o a h k o B a a c H o KaKBe h e o h y T H C K e n o H e r a o H a M a .
Mh H e M opaM o A a cm o t k ih h h h . A a h je 36o r H ac
B aJK H O K a n o c e n o H a n i a M O . H e h y A a 3 a A a 3 HM 3 a T O
y p a 3 A o re 3 6 o r K o jn x j e a o h ia o j y r p o c a o C B ahe.
X T e o 6 h x A a B aM K a a c e M A a o c y b y j e M c e 6 e h i t o c a M
c e n p e n y c T H o H enpoM H m A >eH H M H a ro H H M a h y c T a o
y O A ^ p a H y c b o t p o b a K a n p o c T o 3 aT O i h t o j e C y c y
K ao h ja , n p e h o h i t o caM 3H ao je a h y n p a B y h a h
H H je . To m h c e B H H ie H e h e a o t o a h t h . O n p o c T H T e m h .
3 a H.HM j e <E>yAa o S e h a o A a c e H e h e o A c a A 6 p e -
H a r a h h H a K o r k o H H je o a H > e r o B o r p o A a h H A e M e H a .
A a o h t o o S h h h o H H K aA h H e p a A H . A a h 6 h a o M y j e
K pH B O H iT O H a M c e A e c n o K B a p , A y r j e , y C T B a p H , 6 h o
H a r n o ^ e p a i h t o j e H e n p o m h h ia c h o n o m a o H a T anaB
n y T 6 e 3 n o T p e S H o r a A a T a , a H e B a a c H a H H it e H H i i a A a
j e C y c y n o c T a A a M y j e , 3acA enA eH O M o a ra e B a , B a-
a c H a 3 a T O n r r o c e p a 3 T H e B H O 3 6 o r H io 4 > e p o B e a A K a -
b o c t h h . . . HUKad to suuie Hehy da ypaduM.
n i o < j ) e p j e o i r r y a c H o c e 6 e 3 a A aK O M H C A eH ocT .
3 H a o j e A a r y M e , h K a A c y H a jH O B H je , M o r y A a n p c H y .
3 H a o j e A a j e H e rA e n p e H e A e A y h a h A B e, a M o acA a
h B H H ie , n o 3 a jM H O C B o j o T i m p a n H eK O M K O A e rn . H
j o m j e , B p a h a jy h H c e n p o in A H n y T H3 J e M S o p n ja , 6 h o
peK ao ce 6n Aa M opa A a no T p aacn T aj K A yn h a h Aa
H a 6 a B H h o b h . Ho K a K o M y c e T a A , n ocA eA H > H n y T ,
H H iH T a H e 3 r o A H o H H je A e c H A o , 3 a 6 o p a B H O j e H a T y
p e n 3 a A a i y c e 6 n . J a C B o je 3 a B e T e , o h e h a a a , p a c n o -
A o a te H > a , 6 p a h o , H e y M e M A a n a M T H M . M h c a h m A a t o
m h o t h H e y M e jy . E o A e 6 h H aM CBHM a 6 h a o A a c m o
h 3A onaM T H A a H e ro t b k b h — o a T p eH y T K a a o T p e-
H y T K a . A >yA H M H C A e A a c m o h c o a t o b o p h h . A H H je
t o — H e o A ro B o p H O C T . A p y 1 0 j e n o c p e A H : n p a 3 H O M
iie n y j e a h k o o a A a H a c a o c y ip a . C aM o m h h h c m o
B H in e n p a 3 H H u e n o B H . C B o j y A p i K a B y h m b m o . K a j e M

10 OcKap A asirao — X II
145
ce. I l a , e r o , AecHAO ce i u t o ce AecnAO. KpHB caM.
CBe caM Bac ja yBaAHo y He3roAy. M o a h m Bac npBO
CBe 3a onponiTaj. A APyro, m o ah m 6para OyAy Aa
m h onpocTH 3a o h o npe KomyA>e h o h o nocAe, a k o -
HiyA>y hy My nAaTHTH h h m ce 6yAe c t h t a o a o npBor
HaceA>a.
C b h c y XTeAH A a r o B o p e . ^ a K h r y S a B a n . I l a KaA
j e A om ao peA H a a e r a , p eK ao j e Aa x o h e Aa h c k o p h -
c t h npH A HK y A a HaM K axce A a j e o h obeA eJK eH 3aTO
n iT o c e K ao MAaA h o b c k o r p e m n o o jeA H y o a yAO-
B H na c e o c K o r in e 4 > a . . .
H e i c H c y XTeAH A a HacTaBH Ty n p m ry , aAH Be-
hH H a c e ycnpoTHBHAa.
IIo c A e 3aB p x n eH o r c a c ia H K a , A ^ a A o c e yAaA>H h
H ecT a. K o a o k o m h n p u b e :
— AyJKaH caM t h obaBenrreHie o je3HKy. IIp-
CKaae ryMe Me je npeKHHyAo. 3aHHMa a h Te jom t o ?
— K a x o Aa He!
— C A p a n H M a j e A aK o . A ko je A a H C H p n ja n H e
p a 3 y M e cacB H M n iT a M y K ax ce A A x e n p a n , o 6 ja c H n h e
c e rtH C M eH O . M h T y M o ry h H O C T H e M a M O . T o b o p h m o
MOHCAa h B H in e o a CTO TH H y n A eM eH C K H X je 3 H K a . A a
H M a CAHHHOCTH H 3 M e h y H>HX, H H je T eiH K O yT B p A H T H ,
aA H A a H 3 M e b y i p y n e 6 a M 6 a p a j e 3 H K a h r p y n e x a -
y c a n o c T o je p a 3 A H K e , 6 a p T aK o B eA H K e K a o h i t o c y
O H e H 3 M e b y po M aH C K H x , rep M aH C K H x h c a o b c h c k h x
je3 H H H H X n o p o A H n a , t o j e H H H > eH H na K o j y O B A e y
3 a n a A H o j A 4>phhh H e i p e 6 a 3 a 6 o p £ iB H T H n a K h O H A a
K a A ro B o p H M O o jeA H H C T B y . Y n p a B O O H A a h H e T p e 6 a
3 a 6 o p a B H T H T y H H H > eH H py. H a n r a h o a h t h h k h A>yAH
p a n y H a j y A a h e y c K o p o 3 a j c a h h h k h h c h b o t a>yah
c K y n & e H H X n o M a A o O A a c B y A , p e n H M o H a rp a A H A H -
n iT H M a i h t o H H n y B e h y O K B u p y n o c T o j e h n x H A aH O B a,
A O B ecT H a o n o c T e n e H o r r y b A j e a a p a 3 A H K a H 3 M e b y
nA eM eH C K H X r o B o p a h A a h e c e T a K o n o A e n c o c tb o -
P H th , p e ii H M o , j e A a H T B H H e jcK H je 3 H K K o j n h e c a -
A p a c a T H e A e M e H T e c y c y a , 4> yA e h M a A e H K e a . T o j e
y CBaKOM c A y n a j y n p B a o A r o B o p H H j a n e p c n e K T H B a
3 a p e m e a e t o t a K y r a o r n p o S A e M a . I I p a B H O A ro B o p

146
Ha to mname Morao 6h Aa ce Habe TeK 3a Ase-ipn
reHepaitnje. Xofee ah ce Ta Hama MyKa pacnAecra
TaKo jeAHOcTaBHo h ayTOMaTCKH Kano to 3aMHiiiA>ajy
noAHTHHapn jep hm ce HaMehy Kao 6hthhJh ropyhn
AHeBHH npoSAeMH? He 3HaM. Aah je3mm KOjHMa ro-
Bope 400.000, hah mhahoh, mhahoh h no A>yAH, na
H Asa H no MHAHOHa, HHHe MH ce HeOAP»HBHM. H
mTa? Aa roBopHMo h Aa&e H3Meby ce6e 4>paHuycKH,
eHTAecKH, mnaHCKH, nopTyraACKH? He. AaKAe? npo-
rAameae jeAHor oa Asa HajBeha acjjpinnca je3HKa
3a 3BaHHHHH? EaMČiapa hah xayca? Aah h jeAaH h
Apyrn Hepa3BHjeHH cy. Hncy aćkcu^kh cnpoMamHH,
a HnaK caA He 6h motah Aa ce HaMeray. BaM6apa
je3HK je BpAo HHjaHcnpaH, aAH, ynpKoc TOMe, HH3
TeXHHHKHX TepMHHa H anCTpaKTHHjHX <J)HA030<|>CKHX
H3pa3a HeAocTajy My. He 6hx Morao Aa 3aMHCAHM
MapKca, AernHHa, Maoa hah THTa Ha 6aM6apa je-
3HKy. O cycy h He roBopHM. Ha CTpaHy HenocTO-
jame HH3a penn h H3pa3a (ohh 6h motah eBeHry-
aAHo Aa ce CTBope), bah HcnAaTH ah ce npeBOAHTH
Ha TaKBe kpxothhckh ycHTaeHe je3HKe AeAa 3aMa-
nraa h 3HanajHa? Pehn hem — 6H6AHjcKa ApyniTBa!
Aa, jeBaHfceA>a cy npeBobeHa h Ha HeKe 6e3HanajHe
AnjaAeKTaAHe roBopHe aTOMnahe, aah 6oA>e Aa He
roBopHMo 3amTo, y Koje CBpxe, 3a nnjn panyH h
Kano, h Aa He roBopHMo Ha nrca teikbh MHCHOHap-
ckh nanopu Hajneinhe AHne. JeAaH Moj npnjaTeAj,
Kojn caBpmeHo no3Haje oko AsaAeceT neHTpaAHHx
h 3anaAHoa4>pHHKHx je3HKa, HMao je npnAHKe Aa
bhah TaKBy ondAHjy. Tbpah Aa HHmTa cMeimraje,
jaAHHje, CKapaAHHje, CMymeHHje h mamaBHje HHje
npoHHTao. Oho mTo, BepoBaTHo, y Toj kee>h3h SBymi
nAeMeHHTO y opnrHHaAy Ha tom je a<f>pHHKOM je3HKy
AeAOBaAO ByArapHO, HenpncTojHO h 6ecTHAHO. To je
OHHTAeAHO h 6AH3y naMeTH: He CMeraeMo ah c yMa
Aa cy ce Hanm naTyA>acTH je3HHH <j>ocHAH3HpaAH y
nacy KaA HHTaBa npeKjynepaniH.a, jyHepaim&a h Aa-
Hanma TexHHHKa, cf)HA030<f)CKa h HaynHa HOMemcAa-
Typa HHje mtrAe y cBeTy nocrojaAa. HmnmpaTH hm
10* 147
Te TepMHHe h e c h a h o , HeMa c m h c a e . A unaK. . . Y3-
m h m o Moj CAynaj H3 i h k o a c k h x join AaHa. Aa c x b e -
t h m Aa je H3Meby TanKe A h TanKe B HajKpahn nyr
npaBa AHHHja Koja nx Be3yje, Mopao caM Aa Ao-
b o a > h o HaynHM 4>paHU[ycKH je3HK. B h a o m h je 1 4 ro-
AHHa KaA caM Aopacrao Aa t o h c t h h c k h c x b e t h m .
OpamiycKo bane Monce t o Aa noHMH Beh y 7 . ro-
A h h h . nponiAe roAHHe 6 h o caM Ha HcnHTy, H3Meby
AaAa6e h MaMya, y jeAHoj i h k o a h nnjH je ynHTeA»
noKymao Aa Ha 4>YAa je3HKy objacHH Aeipi o a 7 h 8
roAHHa 6ain Taj e u c c h o m . CaBpmeHO cy ra nojMHAa.
niTa t o 3HanH aKO He Aa Hac je3HK xeHAHKemrpa.
0Ay3HMa HaM 5 na h 7 roAHHa HCHBOTa. T o a h k o k o ­
a h k o Tpe6a Aa ce Haynn pa3BHjeHH CTpaHH je3HK,
A o b o a > h o Aa 6 h ce HcnpaBHO c x b e t h a h h nojMOBH
Kojn Ha MaTepH>eM He nocToje.
IIpofjA eM j e t o OTBopeH. EberoBHM O A A araaeM ,
KOjeM c y MHOrH H aniH APJKaBHHHH, nOAHTHHKH A>YAH
h npaK T H H apn c k a o h h , H H iirra c e H e nocTHHce, ceM
o A P ^ ca B a ita npeAHOCTH o a 7 roAHHa K o je KyATypHH
CBeT HMa y OAHOcy H a H ac, noA ycAOBOM, h h c t o x h h o -
TeTHHKHM, A a HaM j e y cBeMy o c te a o m c r a p r a a itp T a
noAjeAHaKO yAaA>eHa o a r*HA>a.
3 aT O m h c e h h h h A a h e , c n a c o M K a A c e n p H A H K e
KOAHKO-TOAHKO C T a6 HAH3 y j y y A ^ P H H H , T j . K a A c e
h KOAOHH H 3 K o H r a , K e H H je , A A H c n p a , Jy > K H e A c J jp n -
K e, P o A e 3 H je , A H ro A e , P y a H A a -Y p y H A H ja h t e k o A a & e
n o M H p e c H H fte H H H O M A a c e h h j e A a H H a p o A , eK O -
HOM CKH H A P y K H H je 3 aO C T aO H A H H e , H e MOHCe A P ^ a -
t h y 3 a B H C H O cra h 6 e cn p a B A > y , n p o S A e M j e 3H K a 6 h t h
o a H a j n p B o p a 3 p e A H H j e r 3 H a n a j a K a o <j>aK Top H a i n e r
n p o r p e c a h H a m e c a M o c B o jH o c T H . C a M o , A a 6 h c e
t o T aA , 3 a K o jy ro A H H y , m o t a o A a p e n m , T p e 6 aA o
6 h B e h c a A o 6 p a 3 0 B aT H K O M SnH O B aH e e r y A u jc K e
r p y n e o a 4 > H A O A ora, c o n n o A o r a , a A H h o a n o A H T H -
n a p a . H H a n e h e H a c caM j k h b o t H a T e p a ra A a H a
6 p 3 H H y H M n p o B H 3 y je M O O A A y K e K a c H H j e , K a A c e t o
n H T a s b e 6 y A e n o c r a B H A o y C B o j aK yT H O C T H j e A H o r
n a H a ^ p H H K o r 6 u tu uau ne 6utu. J e p y 3 a A y A H O je

148
M a u iT a T H o p e a A H o c T H c n a c o H O C H o r jeA H H C T B a H a
6 a 3 H c T O T H H y h a h CT O T H H a A n j a A e n a T a , 3 a p H e ?
— Benepa! 3c>By Ha B enepy! — AoSanH HaM Ap-
jKaBHH T p ro B aij n p o A a3 eh H K p aj H ac.
— O rA aA H eo je ! — p e n e K o a o k o .
O K y n H A H CMO C e OKO K O T A a C A H jaM O M c b h c e M
r y 6 a B p a h H > e ro B o r 6 p a T a , h x a A a n /b H B O j e A y h n
y c K o p o 6 h c m o c a h c t h a h CBe A a c e A ^ a A o H e c e r a
H H jHX.
— A SoAeCHHK?
— H>HMa c m o o A s o jH A H j e A a h O A H eA H h m r a
p a H H j e ! — p e K o r n e o 6 e JK e H e y r A a c .
— H > H M a h Aerm! — jaBH ce h TpyAHHpa, OAjeA-
hom H3MyneHa h Kao 3ryncBaHa Anna.
n o c A e A H ja M a , C B aK H j e ao6ho n o hckoahko
K p H H U tH C A a r a e n e n e H e 6 a H a H e .
I I p B H c y c e ah tah h H e c T a A H H 3 A p y n n n a M A a-
A u li h A e B o jn a . K a A c y H n e 3 a b e , A n a A o n p o n n r a p e -
A ocA eA C T p an cap eE b a H a A p y M y K p a j neT O T O H na h
C B aK H j e H M a o A a n o H O B H m e O H o r K o j n h e r a n p o -
6 y A H ra h O H o r K o r c a M T p e 6 a A a n o c A e je A H o r c a T a
A H TH e c A e n c a j a . I I p e n o p y H e H o j e A a c e c n a B a H a
IIAaT<|>OpM H K a M H O H a .
— 3M Hje BOAe p e c T e H o h y . Ha roAoj h m j e 3e-
m a >h TonAHje H ero y TpaBH! — p e n e HeKO.
E h a o j e o c a M c a r a K aA caM o r a m a o A a n p n A e r -
H eM . K o a o k o h e M e n p o 6 y A H r a y je A a H , j a h y K o h -
ro a H n a y A sa.
n p e ho n r r o c a M K p e H y o , n c n o c T a B H A O c e A a j e
M o j p y n H H c a T je A H H H K o j n o B A e n o c T o j n . O H a j H a
ynpaB A > anK oj T a6 AH, H 3 M eb y 6p3H H O M epa h a M n e p o -
M e i p a , 6ho j e , n p e M a n p n n a H > y n io < J > e p a , O A aB H o n o -
K B a p e H . C icH H eM C B o j c a T , H a B H je M r a h n p e A a M
A naA oy.
M o p a A a c a M c a n > a o c e 6 e y A e n p o 3o p n jy ; H H cy
mh O T n a A H c a M o n p c T H , H e r o h o 6 e p y n e , H o r e , T eA O .
O c T a A a mh j e r A a B a , n a hh O H a — c a M o n e T n y A a
h M 0 3 a K . C B e c e t o 3 6 n B a A o H e rA e A y S o n o h A aA eK O
oa B e p 6 a A H o r T O K a , T a n o A a c a M K a n r a p a o BHme

149
 je A H o 3 a r p n H y T o o c e h a H > e H e A a ro A H O c ra h a K y r a e
3 e 6 H ie H e ro A H H e x e n p e im 3 H H je cA H K e. H h h h m h c e
A a c e c e h a M A a c a M 6 h o H 3 ry 6 H O h je 3 H K . I l a o h o
B a> K H o h 3 H a n a j H 0 i h t o c a M y n p e A C M p r a H M n a c o -
B H M a x T e o A a K a x c e M H H je m o t a o H 3 M e r ie . H n c a M
n p n t o m o c e h a o ra n ta K a B 6 o a , c a M o n a r a > y h i t o H e
yM eM A a H 3H eceM o h o h i t o c e 36H B aA o c a m h o m h
i h t o h e 6 h t h 3 a y B e K H 3 ry 6 A > e H o y c B o j o j H e m p e n e -
h o c t h . O A je A H O M m h c e y H H H H A o : H 3 p e h H j e B a x c m i j e
h o A O iK H B e iH . J e p H H je M e y a c a c a B a A a c m p t K o j a m h
• c e n p n h A iD K a B a A a . H e r o t o A a nocA eA H > e K o p a K e H3-
M e b y a e h M eH e H eM aM HH M e A a c a o n n iT H M . A o h h ,
T H K O p a ilH , H H c y c e P a3 A H K O B a A H OA OCTaAHX H HH­
c a M x c aA H O i h t o h e A>yAH 3 6 o r M o j e H e M o h n 6 h t h a h -
H ie H H H eK aK B H X C yA 6 oHO CHHX n p e B p a T H H H K H X OT-
K p n h a . A a h H e n o m h j e n o n i T e i t e H a A a ra A O A a
o h a B e c T H M CB eT y n p a B O h o t o m c b o m 6 e 3 H a n a jH O M
H C K y c T B y , h o T O M e A a c e h h n o cA eA H > H K o p a K
C M pT H , A a c e HbeHH X A aA H H h B A aJK H H n p c T H 0 6 a -
B H je H H OKO MOT MćlAOT M 0 3 T a H e p a 3 A H K y j y H H OA
n e r a p a m i j e r . . .

IIoiHTeH>e K o je caM M a A o n a c c n o M eH y o H H je
6 h a o n o c p e A H o , AOAa3HAO j e H3 H eK e op raH C K e Hy-
» c h o c t h A a c e c a o r a u r a caM o o h o i h t o je c T e , 6 y -
A y h n A a M o p a 6 h t h caM o t o i h t o j e c i e h HHHiTa
A p y ro .
H n j e M e y r o M K o a o k o npoS yA H O . C a M c a M o t -
B opno o h h . P y x a , p a M e , i ie A a A e B a C T p a H a a o n c n o A
A H C T a, C B e m h j e T p H y A O . I I o K y m a M A a c e a h t h b m .
Y cneA o m h j e A a c e c H an o p o M npeB pH eM H a
A e b a , n a c M yK O M H a A e c H y c i p a i r y , H a j 3 a A A a
ceAHeM.
H a n o A a j o m n a p a A H c a H , o c A y rm c H B a o c a M j o m
H e p a c a i t e H T a H e M y m T a H C M a p e i ta n o n e A O M m o m
n o T H O M T e A y K a A iip H M e T H M H e A a A e K o K o H r o a i m a
h K o A O K o a K a K o n e T A > a jy H e m T o o k o m o t c a T a . C n y -
c t h m c e c iiA a T c jp o p M e h , C T H m h y h n y c i a , A o m a H T a M
AO H>HX.
— K oahko j e c a r a ?

150
 O h h c e T p ra y Kao y x B a h e H H H a H e A e A y . I I p B H
c e H a c M e ja E a A y o a .
— X T e A H c m o Aa Te m b a o npeBapHMo!
K o a o k o , j o m y 3eT o a 3 a n p e n a n ih e H ia , n p o q e A H :
— T A a B y A a j e M A a H M a r n jom j e A a H c a T !
— H eM aM ! — m h p h o peK H eM , T pyA ehH c e A a
TaKO H H 3T A eA aM .
— O H A a c h r a n p o r y T a o ! M o x tA a K a o A eT e.
— CnrypHo ra je nporyrao! — n o T B p A H h Ea-
Ay 6 a .
— n p o r y r a o c h r a a A a h h c h h h n p H M erao .
H M a T a K B H x M a A H x H ceH C K H x c a x o B a . K a o a c n n p H H H .
— H I t o ? — y n H T a M ra jom y B e K y H e 3 B e p e H o r .
— T aH H O j e je A a H c a T .
— Eta m i o Me h h c h n p o S y A H o ?
— E h a o H aM H c ao . H 3 rA e A a o c h n o n o A H e n p n -
AHHHO ja A H O H y M O p H O .
— AoroBopHAH c m o ce t o jom KaA c h nomao
Aa A e r a e i n ! — pene K o a o k o .
— H h c m o ycneA H A a Te npeB apH M o! CaA je
T anH O je A a H .
— H c n a B a o caM c e .
— C B e je A H O . I I p H A e r H H ! — p e n e K o H r o a H a q . —
J a caM 6 yA aH .
HncaM X T e o h h A a n y j e M . Ha M e H e j e p e A A a
n a 3 H M h ro T O B o — 6 e 3 3 a 6 y m a B a H > a . A a n p e i o r a e M
AaA>e H a B A a n e H ie o k o T o r a , y n H T a M :
— J o m HHnrra? H h k o H H je n p o A a 3 H O ?
— H h H 3 M a A H ja , h h y M a A H .
— HAHTe Ae3HTe. Aaj caT!
K oaoko mh ra n p y a c n . C y x c A p a tA > H B o H e K a K O .
— 3H am . . .
none h 3acTaAe, OHAa y3e Ba3Ayxa:
— EojaAH c m o ce m h Aa ce t h h caM He npo-
SyAHm na c m o x t c a h Aa ra BpaTHMO yHa3aA 3a Asa
caTa. Ten nrro c m o noneAH, ycTao c h Kao A03BaH.
E h a o j e je A a H a e c r h A eceT .
— 3 H a n H , je A a H h A e ce T ?
— T o a h k o ! — HacMenm c e K o H r o a H a q .
151
 Ycicopo h x HnaK OTepaM h HarHaM Aa Aexuy.
YAaA>HM ce oa KaMHOHa ABaAeceirmy Kopaxa h oce-
t h m ce OAjeAHOM noTnyHO caM. HnniTa ce HHje BHiire
BHAeAo. Mecen je, H3TAeAa, 3amao 3a o6AaHHy no-
aaB y h h c k o npeMa xopH30HTy Ha HCTOKy. HaA rAa-
b o m je cacBHM BeApHAO. KpynHe, BpAO aKTHBHe, CBe-
TAypaBe 3Be3Ae ocyAe cy ce ijeAHM npociopoM y
t o a h k o m 6pojy Aa ce h h h h a o Aa jeAHO ca3Bexcfee oa-
rypyje Apyro Aa 6 h HanHHHAO MecTa ce6n h c b o -
jHMa. IIpocxo je irpnrraAo oa h >h x . B h a o je t o Ha-
a h k Ha Apso HeoSpaHHX TpemaH>a KaA Y jyny caMe
noHHy Aa npcKajy oa 3peAHHe Ha rpaHaMa. H h h h a o
m h ce Aa ynpaBO t o h nyjeM, t o cyBO 3Be3AaHO irp-
CKapaH>e. Koje t o 3Be3Ae HecTajy? HncaM ce CHaAa-
3 h o , HnjeAHy KocTeAaipijy h h c b m npeno3HaBao.
HnrAe BeAHKHX KOAa, CeBepH>aHe neT neAa&a o a Bpxa
HjHxoBe pyAe, h h t a c OpnoHa, h h t h njeAHe oa 3Be-
3Aa Koje caM HayHHo Aa AOKaiH3yjeM HaA Beorpa-
A o m h a h HaA 6ocaHCKHM nponAaHHHMa. OBAe je CBe
6 h a 0 Behe, rrpocTpaHHje, 6pojHHje, rymfre, TponcKH
6yjHHje. HnrAe h h OHe He6ecKe THHiHHe yMepeHor
nojaca. Ty je He6oM BpBeAO Kao y TepMHTHjepn ny-
Hoj XAaAa na, nrapehn ce oAaHAe, MHpnc HeKe Heo-
6HHHe CBejKHHe noneo je Aa ce cnynrra oAOHyA,
c oHor BHCOKor h CBe yjKyp6aHHjer xcy6opeH>a.
He caMO xAaAH>HKaBor. H CBe rA acH H jer. JecT e,
CBe HH>Ker. JecT e, T aj JKy6 o p K ao Aa j e H3BHpao
OAaHAe TAe j e H a jy ro 3 a n a A y He 6 o AOAHpHBaAO 36-
M A jy OHHM CHTHHM 3Be3AaHHM MAaACHCHMa H, AOTa-
KaBiHH j e , 3 a p a 3 H o CBojoM M a jy n ra o M 3 B y n H o m h y
i h t o j e CTaAa A a c e nrapn K ao n o m a c r , A a p a c T e ,
K p y n a a . Y jeA H aneH O 6 p y je h H .
K p o 3 rn y M y 3 a r a T p a H eK a n y A H a A aA eK a rrp o -
3panH ocT . O H a je H a c p h y h n p acA a, H e m n p efe n ce,
n p o S n j a A a c e , r p a 6 e h n caM O H a n p e A .
— n a t o c y KOAa! — b h k h c m rA a cH o H a c b o m
je3H K y, K o jn m h c e y h c t h M ax, K aA M y n y x 3H aH e
3ByK e h OAHOce T A acoB a, y n h h h h ć 3 h z h — A ap M a
K o jy T y h h k o H e p a 3 y M e . IIoH typH M n p e M a KaMHOHy

152
Y3HeM HpeHe B e h n A a T ^ o p M e . IIp o T e a c y h H c e , a > y a h
c y cH A a3 H A H c KOAa. H 3 M p a K a c y c e K p o 3 T p a B y h
pecTOM nyA H ycaMA>eHH h yA BojeH H K o p a i p . H 3 A a-
A>HHe c y c e n p o S H ja A H A yrat n a m p 4> apoB a.
— IIpoSyAH m o 4 > e p a ! — none Aa 6axahe Ap-
acaB H H T p ro B a p .
— H M a B peM eH a — p e n e A naA O — A a b h a h m o
npB O KO TO AOAa3H.
— H eB O A jH m p ! — p e q e je A H a H teH a.
— H a h A o n o B H ! — p e n e T p r o B a p h A H JK e n o -
TAeA n y T n A a T < j> o p M e c H > eroB H M K O JK a M a .
C T ajaA H c m o c b h caA H a A p y M y a HeKH c y , CKa-
H y h n h a h j y p e h n y c y c p e T n c y r a M <j>apoBHMa n e -
JK oa 203, M axaA H p y n a M a . Ayro h x m h m o h B c h 3 a y -
CT3BH c e TaHHO HCIipeA KaMHOHa.
— I H x a j e ? — y n H T a A n S a H a p h cTyrtH n a n y r .
3a h >h m H3 HCTHx KOAa c n h e H a ije c T y A a n p o T e r a e
H o re HajM aBbe j o r n n e T o p o A>yAH. 3 K eH a npoM OAH
C B ojy yroBA>eHy rA aB y K p o 3 n p o 3 o p . A<>3HaM: noiHAH
c y y EaM aK O , HeKH o a h >h x H M ajy c y r p a p o H H n rra H a
cy A y , A P y r n c y K peH yA H A a o S H h y C B oje paAH>e. Je­
AaH HMa A s e n e K a p e TaM o: jeA H y y E aM aK y , BeAHKy,
M ainnH C K yj A p y r y y K o A H K o p o y , p y H H y . n o c a o M y
b o a h c e c T p a o a TeTKe, y A aT a TaMO 3 a je A H o r T p ro B p a
K o jn j e n o n e o h h o a H e ra , a caA , XBaAa 6 o r y , HMa
H a jA e ra n y paAH>y TeKCTHAa h A p y r y jeA H y HCK&y-
h h b o c ra A a H T e p n j c k o m p o 6 o m .
— K/byn? — y n H T a OHaj Kojn je b o 3 h o .
— H m o m . A a h H e B e p y je M A a BaM M once 6 h t h
OA KOpHCTH. n p o 6 a j T e .
— H M aT e a h A a m h n p o A a T e r p r a p e r e ? — yxiH-
TaM B 0 3 a n a .
— H M aM . CaMO A a 3 H a m , c K y n e c y .
— He M a p H . AsaAecex K y r a j a, M o ace a h ?
H a jM A a h n M e h y H>HMa, c y B a, 6A eA a poM OoHAHa
Anna aAH nAaBHx OHHjy, TAacHO ce HacMeja.
— He! — p e n e B 0 3 a n . — Tpn 6 h ce n aK eT H h a
h H a iiiA o . K a n o p a A a . A k o r a n y im r r e ? n o A se c T a
4>paH aK a n a K e r a h . K a K B e h o b i p HM aTe?

153
 I I o h h s m A a T p a ^ tH M n o n e n o B H M a . A e p e T a j ! Kao
A PY m c k h p a 3 6 o jH H K . H a n A a h y j e A a o c r p y K O .
— I le T cTOTHHa, BHAHTe, y ceocfca (jjp a m m M a .
H CTO y TBHHejCKHM. BaHCH?
— IIpH M aM caMO ceocfia. 3H aH H , n eX e ce T H H ra-
p e r a ca M o . Ba>KH?
I I p n c T a o caM , n iT a M o ry : A s o j i m a nym H M O M o je
T p n K y r a j e neA M eA a; a 3HaM a h k o a h k o heM O j o i n
C T a ja r a T y H a n y r y . ILvaTHO caM M y h t t o j e T p a a c n o
H OH OHAa npOTpA>a HeAO THM KOHBepTHČHAHHM
HOBixeM. A a h K aA j e H eK aK o n aM 6 acK H oABaAHo o h o
ce(frve, y h h h h a o m h c e A a BHHie h h c b m rA e caM . I l p e -
ceA>eH h y a o m A a caM H a HeKH m s h b b h c k h n a H a b y p .
H e r A e n p e c b h x paT O B a. Y B peM e J a H K a BeceAHHO-
B n h a h MHAOBaHa r A H iira h a .
C T a B H B n iH B paheH H K & yH K paj K y n A y H ra Ha
n o A , KA >yn K o j n j e , A a 6 o M e , 6 h o n p e y 3 a K 3 a H a m e
3 a B p T H > e , B 0 3 a n - T p r o B a n - p a 3 6 o j H H K - M a p o A e p O A M ax
K p e n y M a x H y B iH H c b h m b c p A a n H o p y K O M . H o M a ­
u r y h n H a M T aK O h C M e m e h H c e , o S a c n n a o H a c j e
H C T O B peM eH o c b h m M o ry h H M n c o B K a M a K o je M o r y A a
c e K a n c y H a ip e T H O M H H a n e h y r A a b e H O M a p a n c K O M
j e 3 H K y . H O H e c y M e H a H e K H H aH H H A e n e j H 3 H p a A e
h B paT H A e y poA H H K p a j, rA e c e K a a c e j o m yB eK t o
HCTO C U K T e p , M a A a y jeA H O M H eH 3B O pH O M , T j. n p H -
c T o jH H je M CM H CA y. 3 a x B a A > y jy h H H e p a 3 y M e B a H > y n p a -
B o r 3 H aneH > a o p n rH H a A a . T p e 6 aA O j e A a A o b e M y
A 4 > p H K y h A a H a n y c T O M A p y M y n e K a M c a C B o jH M
A pyiH T B O M H H T aB j e A a H A a H H e K a K O A a K o j a 6 h H a M
M o r A a n o M o h n A a 6 h x 3aKA>yHHO A a n c o B K a H e c n a A a
c a M o y je 3 H K p o 6 o B a H e r o h y 6 oA>e o 6 H H a j e 6 h b -
h i h x n o A y r o c n o A a p a , a n o H e y B e K h 6 h b i h h x H a jB H -
IHH X H H a jrA a B H H jH X A p M a iJ H ja .
H e K o c e B p e M e t o CBe y 3 6 y b e H o K O M eH T ap n -
c a A o . A a h 6 e 3 K A O H yha.
B e 3 H a b e K a o A a j e 6 h a o H eno3H aT o MojHM c a n y r -
H H im M a. M e c T o A a c e p a c T y n c e n o c A e t o t c y c p e T a ,
n p B o r o a j y r p o c , c y c p e T a K o jn c m o c t o a h k o p a A ° -
c t h A oneK aA H a K o j a HaM H H je h h u i t h A o 6 p o AOHeo,

154
ohh c y , H a c y n p o T TOMe, a o ih h h o m n o MeHH, b h a c a h
h y TOMe noBOA>aH 3 h o k h HaAa3HAH n p e M a TOMe h
p a 3 A o r a A a c e p a A y jy .
C m y p H o h h n p e T o r a H H cy m h c a h a h A a heM O a o
c m p t h o c T a r a T y. 3 a n iT o OHAa T a paAOCT? O t k y a
c H a re 3a o B y H>nxoBy HH<J>aHTHAHy h c h b h x h o c t? H3-
p a 3 BHTaAHOCTH? MoncAa. A MOJKAa c y h HaBHKAH Aa
T p n e BH iiie.
T y n p e T n o c T a B K y K ao HeAOCTojHy o a 6 h h h m TAaT-
ko jeAHHM — HeMa Be3e!
M o j e j e A eJK ypcTB o a b b h o n p o u iA o , h o h h c h m c e
oAAyHHBao A a n o T p a a o iM B a A y S y . H e n a r a TaMO k o a
ixAaTcjjopMe, H a K o jo j h h k o HOHaKO H e c n a B a : j o m c e
K O M eH T apnm e M aA onannB H HotiHH c y c p e T y caB aH H .
O c A y n iK y jy liH h x , 3aKA>ynHM A a a H a A H 3 n p a jy A eT a/be
n o H a m a a a , H 3rA eA a h penA H K a A n d a H a u a , AeTaA>e
K o je j a HHcaM n y o , n p H M e r a o , h a h K ojH M a, npH M e-
t h b u i h h x n a K , HHcaM A aB ao 3 H a n a j K ojH c y A o S n ja -
AH y H>HXOBOj 6 yA H H joj OA M o je OCeTA>HBOCTH, B e h o j
h M amTOBHTHjoj K O H H eH T paim jh n p H nocM aT paH >y
A>yAH. 3AaTHH 3 y 6 A n S a H ija K o jn j e c e A e o a o B 0 3 a n a ,
nA aB e o h h O H or ac ro A .a B o r h M p m a B o r.
— Aa a h je H>eMy CBe nAaBo? H Awrnhe Mama?
— mrrao je caaaAaHKH aceHCKH rAac.
Y B e p a B a a e SapH T O H a A a H H je. Je a h H aM a H e 6 o
n p H o ? Y A y « H iie c e rA eA a, h a h 3e H m ia M a c e b h a h ,
o H e c y k o a c b h x A>yAH H pH e.
2KeHCKH c e r A a c H H je h h h h o cacBHM y 6 efeeH.
— A OHa HceHa K o ja H H je h h H3Aa3HAa H3 k o a h
n o K p H A a j e HaAAaHHHOM y c r a KaA j e 3eB aA a.
— M y jK K ojH j y j e n p e T e p a H o y x p a & H B a o M o p a
A a j o j j e AaBHo noKAOHHO n p cT e H c b c a h k h m A H ja-
MaHTOM, n a c e n A a n n iA a A a r a m h H e b h a h m o .
— J e a h H>eH M ync 6 h o c a h>om ?
— A nSaH H H H e n y m T a jy H teH e h h k h a caM e. A
jeA aH j o j j e p e n a o A a H e B u p n H3 k o a h , H a 3 e n m h e .
E o j a o c e 3 a n p c T e H . T a j j o j j e h M ync.
— M eH H c y o h h — pene Apyrn m a h a h rA a c —
h c t o mTO h O paH C H . MncAe caM o K aK o A a ce 060 -

155
raTe. JeAHOM caM xTeo c jeAHHM npHjaTeA>CKn Aa
pa3roBapaM. Huje h i i i a o .
— J a j e H e y 3 H M a 6 eAyTaK 3a npHjaTeA>a! —
p e n e CHAa.
— Aa 6ap HOBaii ocTaBA>ajy Ty. Aah He, oAHOce
ra KyhaMa.
— 3axHTo? M h o ih c y obac pobeHH.
— TpoSoBH cy Behn oa KOAeBKH.
TAacoBH cy ce cmmaBaAH, 3eBaH>a nocTajaAa
rAacHHja. 3eBHeM. Aah HHje mh c e jo m AeraAO.
To casaH a Ha hbhhh npamyMe?
06ehaH>a 6 h ce npeTBopHAa y concTBeHe po6oBe
Aa H3a MamTe He cTojn jaBa y b h ay Tor KaMHOHa c
npoSymeHOM ryMOM mTO c e yK onao HeAaAeKo oa
rnyMe KojoM BHjyra n yr npoByneH Kpo3 AHjaHe,
rrpoceneH Kpo3 npauiHHy, 6AaTO, n peno KaMema.
To A 4 > p H K a ? — y n H T a x c e y n o p e b y j y i i H y c e 6 n
OHO HITO c a M O H eK H B aO C OBHM HITO C e 3Č)HBaAO. A ah
O A ro B o p H M tom c e 6 n y c e 6 n : O H a j K o j n o 6 e h a A a b e
o 6 y h n C A O H a h t o y n h h h — y p a A H O j e B e A rn c y C T B a p .
Ako t o H e H 3 B p i i m , O H A a j e c a M O p e K a o B e A m c y C T B a p
K o j y H H je y M e o A a o c T B a p n .
I lp e neTHaecTaK AaHa CTHrao caM nocAe 16 ca ra
AeTeita H3 BeorpaAa y KoHaKpn. MAa3H>aKOM 6h x
caBAaAao Taj npocTop 3a ABarryr Kpahe BpeMe, 3a
o h hx ocaM nacoBa k oah k o ce jo m yBeK B030M n y ry je
o a EeorpaAa a o 3arp e6a npeKo PyMe, MirrpoBHHe,
BnHKOBaiia, EpOAa, CTpHHCHBojHe-BpnoA>a, KaneAe-
-EaTpHHe, HoBCKe h A yror CeAa. Y cB eiy y kom
hchbhm, yaeTOM y h cah hh , npoH3BOAH c e npeBim ie
aTOMCKHX h xHAporeHCKHx TAaBa, npeMaAo nepTAH
h Kaimoca. n peK o 60% HOBenaHCTBa jo m jeAe npc-
raMa h xoAa Maae-BHme 6oco.
Y HeAaBHO jo m Ao6a oneBa h AeAOBa, Ahbhht-
CTOHa, CjemcjeBKraa h KapAa M aja, y Ao6a AeBH-
-EpHAa, n a h A enpnca, n pe Koje AeceraHe roAHHa
KaA cy AaA>HHe o a c to KHAOMeTapa 6nAe jo m BpAO
AaAeKe a npocTopn ce oa o 3 to jo m HHcy h hh h ah 060-
peHH Ha o 6 e nAeface 6p3HHOM, tom yKporareAjHixoM

156
n iT O h e M O JK A a je A H O M x y M a H H 3 H p a T H C B e w m p A e x y -
M a H H 3 y jy h H y M e b y B p e M e H y n o B e x a , n y r o m i c i m h
oc T a A H jy p H A H c y c a M o e r3 0 T H K y h H e o & ra H o , h
6 h a h , c y A e h a n o x a n r a M a K o je c y H aM ocT aB H A H ,
y A 4 > p in m B e n n T O y rp o x c e H H o a A > yA oxcA epcK nx x a -
3 a H a 3 a n e x M e 3 , o a 3 B e p n h 6 oA ecT H .
A a H a c c e H e n y r y j e n p e x o M o p a 6 e 3 3A paB C T B e-
H o r n a c o m a . H H je K i m je n p o T H B n c y T e rp o 3 H H ije ,
T H ^ y c a , x y r e C M a a y jy H 3 B e c ra H 6 p o j o n a c H o c T H H a
p a 3 y M H y M e p y . K a H H o a A H 3 a M j e , n o c B o j n p H A H iy a ,
y B e x h 6 h o M H H x a y 3 e H H ja A a . H n j e A a H o a a y T o p a
K o j a c y o T O M e H a n r a p o K O i m c a A H H H je c b b a o h h o
o TOM e H 3 M p a x a irp o S a B H o r x p a x T a H e x o r M a p a S y a
h a h n p H a n x o r n o rA a B H p e , H e ro n p H e h n x a p r a j y
M H pH O nOA A a M n O M 3 a CBO jH M n H C a h H M CTOAOM.
X a j A e B e p y jT e !
I I p o B e p a B a a a c y n o c T a A a A a x a , 6 p 3a . J c a h h o ,
j o m c x y n o C T a jy .
H e t o a h x o A a 6 h A aA>HHe h AaA>e o 6 a B e 3 H B a A e
H a A ancH . I I p o c T o p H H e noA C T H ny M a m T y H a n c e y -
A o x e p o j c x e A p a M a T H 3 a im je . H c t h h h t o c t nyT onH C H H X
cB eA oneaa pacT e y ynpaB H oj cpa3M epn c noB ehaaeM
x o M ( j> o p a h C B a x o M e c e n H H M y 6 p 3 a a e M i r y x o B a a a .
A a H a m a H T y p n c T a , x o r 3 a B peM e A e T e a a H aA 3B yn-
h o m 6p3H H O M A e n y m x a c T e h H e p o 6 y c H e C T jy a p A e c e
cA yxce m a M n a a n e M h nH A eT H H O M , n m a p r A a M a h
c a A a tO M y A H M yH y, x o A a n H M a h x p m n x o M a H a H a c a ,
H e a h h h H a H e x a A a m a e r A O B n a H a A>yAe h A H ja -
M a H T e , c A O H O B a n y h 3 A a x o . M enu 0 3 H o j e H o r b a h
H a A S o r a T o r no-pro baneho n o A T p o n c x H M m A e M O M
6 h o j e C B a x a x o C H p o M a n n n ijH . H > e ra c y , ceM T o r a ,
caT H p aA e T p o A e ra e rp o 3 H H n e h x o 3H a x a x B e cB e H e
6 o A eT H n e. H n j e r a ycnaB A >H B ao B h h t K p o 3 6 n , H e r o
MyBa
CnaBaha ce 6oAecT AaHac Aenn cyA<j>aMHAHMa,
a npoTHB naAyAH3Ma y3HMa c e no jeAHa nHAyAnna
CBaxHX ocaM AaHa. HeMa 3MHjcxor yjeAa x ojn 6 h 6 h o
CMpTOHOcaH, ceM axo pacejaHH noBex HHje Mecxo
cepHHre h aMnyAHpa c npoTHBOTpoBOM noHeo noc-

157
AeAH»H p o M a H r p o 3 A a H e O A y jn h . A a h r A y n o c T c e
yB eK n A a h a . Y a<|>pHUKoj n p a m y M H u o b ć k c e o c e h a
6e36eA H H jH M H eroA H H a y A m ja M a h c k h x e B p o n c K H x
M eT p o n o A a , h j a . . .
A A enpa?
J e a h H a u i r y S a B a n n o m a o A a c e A e u n h a h H H je ?
J e c T e . A H H je a h m h E a A y 6 a p e n a o ( h a p ^k b b h h
Tp r o B a u n o T B p A H o ) A a c e o a r y 6 e c n e K T a K y A a p H o
n p e 3 A p a B A > a n o M o h y T p n H H j e i o i H j e A H -A H -T H ja y
H eK O M p a c T B o p y ?
M o j c T p a x n p e A ry 6 a B iie M 6 h o j e , A aK A e, 6 ec-
n p e A M e ia H , K a o h M o je K acH H je j y H a u e a e . 3 a m T o
H e 6 h x h j a OHAa M o r a o A a , M HpaH K a o h M o jn
H eyT yu eH H c a n y r c n m H , HacTaBHM A a o u e n y j e M cA e-
A e h a KOAa. O H a 3 H a u e B e h y m a H c y . O H a m T o c y
n p o n iA a cM aH H A a c y 6 p o j HeraTHBHHX H 3rA eA a 3 a
jeA a H p a 6 o m . A a h KaA l i e H a n h n C A eA eh n a y T o ?
C y T p a . I I p e K o c y T p a . C B e je A H o .
He n p e r a H a M T y o n a c H o c T o a rA a A H h a c e b n .
Ho h A a 3 a H e K H A a H n o 6 p c T H M O C B e l u t o x p a H -
A.HBO p a c T e H a A O M a K y p y n e , 6 e 3 j e A a c e M o a c e a b k o
H 3A pacaT H 6 a p A eceT aK A aH a. A 3a t o B p eM e H a u h n
h e H eK o k o j e , c A y u a jH O aK O H e h H aM epH O , n o H e o
a A a T m T o , 3 A y H e T p e S a A O , BaA>a n o H e r a K a A t o a c e
K p e h e H a A aA eK n y T K p o 3 M a a e -B H m e H eH acT aH > eH e
K p a je B e .
3 a m T o OHAa H e 6 h x m h p h o h B eA p o , K a o h M o jn
n p H ja T e A > H h o c T a A H c a K a M H O H im h ca n e T O T O H U H ,
C TaBA >ao n o A y n a K o c H e n p u M e A ^ e H a p a u y H A n S a H a -
n a K o j n c e o o r a T e c b y a n o U p H o j A<J>p h h h . U p H o j
M a n e 3 6 o r 6 o j e K o a c e H>eH Hx B H T a A H H x , B e A p n x , h m -
n y A C H B H H x h 6 h c t p h x A>yAH, Binue 3 6 o r 6 e A e h 3 a o -
C T a A o c T H y K o jH M a c y h x c h a o m A P ^ a A H 6 eA H k o -
AOHH. H o CHOHH H o h H e , H p H e C T p a H e U H B H A H 3 an H j e ,
K o j a H H je c a M o M p a u H a h c y p o B a K a K B y c y j e
O T K pH A H A ^ p H K a H X IH M a .
To j e B e h T a K o c H e A a h a M a h H e c p e h a M a . A k o
Ho h y B H u y : A e n e c m o ! — A an>y h e H 3 6 eraB a T H a & n o -
M eH y p e n A e n o T a.

158
 To j e TaKo h c KoAOHHMa, KojH c e T em e n p ira a -
jy h H A a c y a o i i i a h y Acfipmcy A a 6 h noM orAH jaAHHM
h H ec n o c o 6 HHM iip w a M a , k o j'h c y AHBA>aiiH h H e p a A -
h h u h , caM o c n a B a jy h nA erny. A a h čeAijH c y 3aTo h
a o iiia h , A a h x H a y n e A a n a m e K ao a> yah, n a c y hm
H eceSnnH o noAHTAH im coA e, 6 oA H im e, nyTeBe.
Ax, h n y re B e !

159
 2
APYTH AAH

I I p o 6 yA H A e c y M e r r r i m e , n p e r A a c H e y npeA C B H -
T a a e , j o i n S y n m i j e y T p e H y c a M o r C B H T aH >a. I I o A y -
d y A a H , o c e h a o c a M H e j a c H e n o K p e r e C B yA o k o c e 6 e ,
p a 3a 3 H a B ao n o M n p n c y A a H eA aA eK y B a T p y n o A ja -
p y j y 3 eA eH H M r p a H a M a M a x a r o H n j a . A k t h c m c e .
I I o c A e , c E a A y 6 o M n C h a o m , o t p h h m o a o H 3 BO-
p a , r A e c m o C B a T p o j n n a o n p a A H p y K e h A n n e je A -
h h m c an y H O M . C B o j c a M H3 r y 6 n o H e rA e .
T p n e h n c m o c e B paT H A H .
J e A H a o a J K e H a K o j a j e o6aBA>aAa H y a c A Y , c A&-
xeT O M H a A e b n M a , A o S a i p i H a M : — B h K a o A e i ja !
A pJK aB H H T p r o B a n t o n y h p e n e : ,
— A e T e M O H ce A a n p e c K o n n C B e p y n e c e M OHe
M e fe y c B o jH M H o r a M a .
H H a c M e j a c e H a t o jeA H H H .
— H a M a h e 6 h t h n o T p e S H a K O H A H in ija ! — peK -
H e B a A y 6 a — a H >eM y — n o K a 3 a H a M e H e — Ba&a
A a c e o c y n m . H n j e n o H e o n e m ic H p .
— IIo H e o c a M r a . A a h 6 n h e A a c a M r a H 3 ry 6 n o .
A o p y n K O B a A H c m o n o c A e c b h o k o B a T p e H a je A -
h o m M aA O M y 3 B H in e H > y K p a j H B H p e n r y M e , O A aK A e c e
A e n o B H A e o n y r h A e o c a B a H e . Y c p e A j e A e a a , O A je K -
H y h c t o h h o o a H a c n y i i a a . n p H r y m e H A a/bH H O M .
— B o jH H H K a n y n n c a ! — i p n c e c e A O B a n h n o -
TA eA a y n H T H o E a A y S y .
O B a j noT B pA H noK peT O M rA a n e , K o jy , H e n p e e r a -

160
j y h n A a JK B ahe, m h p h o oK peH y y n p a B iiy O A jen a i h t o
c e noHaBA>ao, CBe C A a đ n jn h paB H O A yniH njH .
A a h y c K o p o cm o y b h c o k o j i p a s a , H a Man>e o a
neA eceTaK M eTapa o a c e 6 e, npHMeTHAH HeKO 6 p 3 0
H enyjH o K p e T a ite . K p o 3 BAahe i h t o c e caBHjaAo h
AH33AO K ao Aa AHine, o u h t o c e npoBAauHO HeKO.
TpyA H H ua c e n p B a AH»ce h ocT a HenoMHHHa c pyKOM
Ha Ae6 eAHM ycH aM a. 3 a h>om c y OAMax yHe3BepeHo
ycTaAe h OHe A P y re ABe »ceHe c n o a s t c t o m Ha Ae-
hnM.a. I l a a p h c b b h h T proB ait. I l a 6 o a c c h h k h a e r o B
6p aT , koj’h p e u e :
— K o CTaBH Homy 3MHjy y Top6y, 3Ha ca Koje
joj je cTpaHe rAaBa.
OcTaAH cy ce ycnpaBA>aAH noAaKO.
C b h cmo HeMO TAeAaAH y BHCOKy rpaBy, HHje je
caBHjan>e h AH3aH>e oTKpHBaAO jeAHO Hepa3yMA>HBO,
yrpoHcaBajyhe npncycTBO.
— K p y n H a 3B ep! — m a x ra y je A H a oa nceH a.
— K p y im e 3B epn! — m a im y K o a o k o .
— A ko MajMyH y ijyHrAH He 3Ha KyA h e y o n a c -
h o c th , 3HanH Aa h x j e MHoro H a h cto m M eery! —
npoixeAH A p y ra HceHa.
— AaBOBH? — ynH Ta inanaTOM T p ro B au .
— H eK aj! I I c t !
— 3 aT o niTO j e n p n c T a o H a 6 oHCnje: »HeKaj Aa
A o b e peA H a Te 6 e!« AecHAo c e A a M auaK HeMa p o -
roBe!
— H e b h a h c e H a n n a ! — p e n e jeA B a u y jH o C h -
Aa, TajaHCTBeHHjn h o rncaA.
— H e n a c e h c k o n o n H e H a a p b o ! —- o 6 h h h h m
h e rAacoM AnaAO.
— T a u H o ! — p e u e ry S a B aix . — O H a j K ojH j e b h -
Aeo j e OHaj K o jn j e BHAeo!
MAaAnh nycTH AeBojnHHy pyny, Aobe ao npBe
naAMe, CByne caHAaAe h XHTpo ce y3Bepa.
KaA ce nocAe HeKor BpeMeHa cnyera, noTpaacn
OHHMa npBO A n a A o a .
— H n rn x a c e H e b h a h ! — u OAe A eB ojijH .

11 OcKap AaBHqo — X U 161

 — CBeTa CTBap A>y6aB! — y3A axH y r y 6 a B a u .—
CBeTa h x p a 6 p a .
— H e A>y6aB! — H cnpaBH r a 6 p a i . — M a ie -
PH H C T B O !
— M a j K a j e A H o r j e A>y6 a B H H u a A p y r o r ! — p e n e
r y S a B a i i h c a K p n C B o je k o c o H 3 0 o p a H o n e A o n o A
p y n a B rp a H 6 y 6 y a .
Y t o m H a A B ecT a M e T a p a H 3 6 n jy H3 T p aB e H a u e -
CTy A s a HHBHAa c o p y a tje M y p y i m .
3 a cT aA H c y K aA c y H a c y rA eA aA H , a a h je A a H o a
h .h x n o K a 3 a pyK O M H a k b m h o h h K peH y jk h b o n p e -
M a H a M a 3 a 6 a u H B iiiH n y im c y np eK O A e b a . IIo c A e
y o S n H a je H o r c a e a r a tb a , A O B ap p e n e n o cA O B H o :
— PaHHAH c m o A e o n a p A a !
— K A a o HaM cTOKy! — K a o A a c e n p a B A a o Apy-
TH y HCyToj KOIIiy/bH.
E aA y 6 a AHHce p y K y y n p a B iry TpaBe.
— TaMo j e 6h a o HeKor KpeTaH>a.
A o b h h c e n o rA e A a jy 6 p 3 0 . 3aTHM c k h h y o p y a c je
c paM eH a h 3 a T e ra y o p o 3 e .
HMaAH c y c r a p e , A y re n y n iK e jeAHOMeTKe H eyo-
SnHajeHO BeAHKor K aA nS pa, m o a c a , p e K ao 6h x , 1868,
H P h h x 3AenacTHx KyHAaKa, ueBH K o je c y y n o ip e S a ,
B A ara h p o c a i i p h a h h h o HarpH3Ae. I l a rniaK c y o craB -
A>aAH yTHcaK c m c a h x , y o p y x c je h y c e 6 e CHrypHHX
A>yAH.
— H e K a jT e ? — p e n e A ^ a A o , K o jn j e n p e K H H y o h
O B o r n y T a H H T a a e y rrp a B O M n a c y , A a 6 h , nojaB H B U X H
c e H e o n e K H B a H o , H 3 A a o H a p e A S e K o jH M a c y c e c b h
c e M A P ^ K a B H o r T p r o B i r a n o K o p a B a A H 6 e 3 A H C K y c u je .
A a h h o h 6 h c e n o c A e K p a h e r o ira p a H > a y d e b H B a o A a
H H je H M a o n p a B o . T y 6 a B a i t 6 h T a A o 6 h h h o p e K a o :
»C H O BeK OM j e K a o c M O K peH >eM . K a K O t o a A a b h -
c o k o n o H H e , y B e K 3 a B p ii i H n p e A H o r a M a ! « Y t h m j e
T p e H y ijH M a y 6 e b H B a H > a A ^ a A o , O H a K o n p H h o n o p ,
A eA O B ao c y re c T H B H o h y C B o jo j c K y A irry p a A H o j 6 e c -
npH 3H B H O C T H OCT3BA>aO y T H C a K A a A O K p a ja T aH H O
h 6oA > e o a c b h x H a c B e T y 3 H a 3 a o r r o T p e 6 a y p a A H T H
HemTO h 3 a n r r o H e. O h o h i t o 6 h npeAAOHtHo y M eo

162
je A a y h h h h T aico jacH H M A a j e p e rc c o k o Mo­
r a o a o s h H a n o M H c a o A a t o 6 a m H H je o h o j e A H H O
i h t o y t o m n a c y B a i t a ypaA H TH .
— H e MOHteTe T aK o B a c A BojH H a ceim h y T p aB y .
M o rA a 6 h B a c 3B ep H a n a c r a aico j e T ence p a a e H a .
H a h n o 6 eh H , aKO j e A aK u ie. CacTaBH M o p y ic e h 6 h~
h eM o jaK H , 3a p H e? O h h K ojH HaM n p y a c a j y p y n e
H H cy yB eK H ajjaH H , b a h t o c y a > y a h A o 6 p e BOA>e.
EoA>e j e 3aTO A a y3M eM o XHTanoBe h M o n c e h n p o -
beM O M aAo K p o 3 c a B a n y A y n a jy h n h A a p M a jy h n .
A k o 6 y A e c p e h e , H C T epaheM o 3B ep H a u e c T y . 3aT O
c e b h pa3M ecT H T e, t h T y « a H BH ny m y M e , a t h , H c y ra ,
TaM o H 3a KaMHOHa. H a c j e a o b o a iH o Aa 3 ax B aiH M o
AOCTa ix m p o K n p o c T o p h K peH eM o. C y jK aB ah eM o 06 -
p y n n p e M a s a M a . CAanceTe c e ? Y p e A y .
A oT A e j e h o S ja im & a B a o . T aA cyBO 3aK feynH :
— 2K eH e h 6 oAecHHK — H a k b m h o h .
He caneK aB H iH h h <J>opMaAaH o a t o b o p H a c B o je
p a H H je , cacBHM cjjopM aAHo n H T a a e , A nnce c e h K p e-
H y h b h h o m m y M e . K o p a n a jy h H , AHHce jeA H y npHAH-
h h o Ae 6 eA y r p a n y .
H m h K peH eM o 3 a h >h m . C b h rrp e M a c e B e p o n -
CTOKy.
O h c e H H je HHjeAHOM o cB p H y o A a b h a h k o a h k o
H a c HMa KOj'H HCypHMO 3 a h>hm ( j e p o h j e H CypH o).
E h o j e c n r y p a H A a j e o h o i h t o j e p e K a o n cn p aB H O h
jeAHHO M o ry h e ypaA H T H . H cn p aB H O h M o r y h e caMO.
H a M e p H o HHcaM y n o T p e 6 HO p e n n a M e r a o . I te r o B H
c y npeA A 03H -H apeA 6e 6 h a h H3HaA h a h T a m n ije H 3-
BaH K a r e r o p n j e n a M e r a y 3 e T e caM e 3a c e 6 e . A a c y
c e H>eroBH H apefeH BanK H npeA A 03H A>yAHMa n p e A -
CTaBA>aAH K a o naM eTH H, o h h 6 h o h>hm b AHCKyTo-
BaAH — cB aK o j e , BaA>Aa, h n p e A e K a p i a 6 h o y B e p eH
A a j e n o n a M e r a p a B a H M a k o m A p y ro M . CeM T o ra :
A a j e A n a A o npeT eH A O B ao A a j e H ajn aM erH H jH , A p y rH
6 h m h c a h a h o H>eMy A a j e HaAMeH h A nn aH .
TajHa H>eroBe 6ecnpH3HBHe cyrecTHBHocTH xpa-
HHAa ce 6e3AHHHHM H3rAeAOM H>eroBHx npeAAora —
Hapebeaa h h h x o b h m 06j eKTHBHcnraKHM KapaKTe-
163
POM. O cT aA O ---- EbHXOBa npHXBaTA>HBOCT H 3peA OCT,
K ao h H>eroB h c o S h h h o yBepA>HBo 3 a p a 3 a H HanHH A a
to niTO j e p e K a o c a o n u i r a TaKO A a CBe y 6eA H A a h e
KOpHCTHTH CBHMa, H e HheMy CaMO, AOnpHHOCHAH
c y H e o T iio p y c KojHM c e 3 a obhx A saA eceT q e r a p H
c a T a 3ajeA H H H K or HtHBOTa npH X BaTaA o CBe hito 6h
cmhcaho. H e K o r a j e 3 aT o , BaA>Aa, h n p o 3 B a o : Crapu
6ao6a6 6e3 rpma! A p y r a : C r a p n ! H B e h c e roB opH A O
o H>eMy: Mootceiu a o k o npehu npeico mezoee cewce,
ne u npeico tbezoeoz caeera!
C n o n e T K a c y h ohhx hbkoahko y3aA yA H H x npn-
r o B o p a A P ^ ta B H o r T p ro B p a npnA O HeA H n o j a n a a y
o m n T e r ythckb A a j e A n a A o yB eK y n p a B y , A naA O ,
a H e T p ro B a ii K ojH c e 6yH H o — cbh c y 6 hah c thm
HanHCTo — n p o c T O , j e p j e 6 ho Aen> A a y p aA H oho
hito c y cbh o c e h a A H A a T p e 6 a ypaA H T H a A n a A o to
caM o npB H ja cH O h ao K p a ja H 3 p eK ao .
Y c n y r M e K o a o k o cycTHHce h n p y n c H m h CBoj
HOHC.
— 3a cBaKH c A y n a j! Ja caM y 3 e o M a n e r y . 3H aM
h>om A a p y K y je M .
— Apao He c e n e apbo! — peKHeM onatco, a m o
HCAa caM Beh mhcaho Ha Kamie AeonapAa.
— I l p o S a j n p B o ! — HHCHCTHpao j e n p o 3 p a n H H
K o a o k o . — Pen B a i p a H H je ynaA H A a j o m H n jeA H y
Ka3y.
H ein T O K a c im je H ara3H M H a A o c r a A y r KOMaX
H BopH O BaTor A p s e T a n a r a noAHTHeM h n o H eceM .
IIo c A e , y noA y A y K y , jeA H o neTCTo K o p a n a j a A a-
AeKO o a H e c re , a o k c m o c e cnpeM aA H A a ybeM O y
r y c r y , BHCOKy T p a B y , H eoneKHBaHO noH H y A a m h
A pxT e KOAeHa. A a . IIoT nyH O He3aBHCHo o a apythx
nonpaT H H X n o ja B a C T p ax a. H h 3 a rp r(H y T O -y c n o p e H o r
A H c a fta , h h c y m e a a rp A a , B epoB aT H o — h h 6 a o -
AHAa. C aM o, e r o , T a C H ra a A pxT aB a je 3 a y CBe He-
C H rypH H jhm n p e r a S H M a H o ry h p y K y .
A e m a p a A o c e t o BaH M o je BOA>e h 3aTO HHKaKO
A a T aj h b o k o t o6y3A aM . A a 6 hx r a H naK c a K p n o o a
A p y rn x , y h e M c npB H M a y T p aB y , rA e j e p a a e H H A e o -

164
n a p a M o ra o H 3H eH aA a A a c k o h h H a M eH e, A a M e 0 6 0 -
p n h y c M p ra n p e h o u ito c th th c m h A a to m k c a h m
A a c e A aT H M H o x c a . A n i T a n ? A p > K a o c a M r a y p y i m
h o c e h a o c a M H>eHy j a A H y C A a 6 o c T h H e c n p c m h o c t
A a A o n e n a 3B ep. H h o jk h n r r a n — n o x n y H o 6 e 3 o n a-
c h h y M o jH M p y n a M a . K y K a B H n a ! — x t c a o x c e 6 n A a
K a a c e M . He p e x o x . He b o a h m T y p e n . H h p e n e H y y
n e A aro n n c e cB pxe.
C B e b y A a ypaA H M , caM o A a H e A obeM y n p n -
AHKy A a j e h y H a jM a a o j M ep n o n paB A aH o c e S n y
A n n e T pecH eM K a o rn a M a p . 3 a T o c e h H e ynH T aM
A a a h c e h M o jn canyT H H H H o c e h a jy h c t o T a x o m h -
3epH o K ao j a y A a3 eh n y T paB y. H e ro h o m h ca h m A a
j e C B e t o A p x T a B o y 3 6 y B e H > e H a n n iA O 3 a T O i h t o n p B H
n y T a o b h m K a o to h h h , a 6 e3 n p a B o r o p y n c ja . H o x c
— H H K aA c e H H c a M H>HMe n o c A y x o i o . I l a iU T a ? 3 a p
j e t o T e i i iK o ? H n j e . Y M e h y BaA »A a A a r a 3 a p n j e M .
T p e 6 a r a caM o h b p c t o A P ^ a r a h K p y ro M pyK O M
X H T p o 3 a M a x H y r a . A o S p o , noM H C A H X . H o 3 a p j e A e -
o n a p A je A H H a o n a c H O C T i u t o B p e 6 a H 3 T e T p a B e b h -
m e o a M e H e ? H e K p n j y a h c e y H>oj h A p y r H , H e M a -
H>e cM pT O H O C H H y j e A H ? 3 M H je , n a H T e p n , A 3 b o b h ?
O H a B H n ia o a A s e j y a c e H a c A eT eT O M n o M H C A H A a j e
n p B o H a A aB a. 3 H a n H A a h h> hx H M a y o b o m K p a jy .
O Ba Me n H T a a a h o b h Me o A ro B o p n caAeTaAH
Ao k caM y A a 3 H o c npBHMa y TpaBy.
A a h a o k c a M c e b y n c e n t y p a o y H>y, 6 a n n o c a M
je A a H o p H je H T a ip ro H H n o rA e A n y r o e c x p a j H o — h h -
h h a o m h c e — A aA eK e n e c T e . IIlT a t o 3H anH ? —
x iH T a o c a M c e A y n H B m n n i T a n o M 0 3eM A>y. — He
H ceA HM A a c e H 3 r y 6 n M . A o S p o . T o j e A o S p o . A a c e
H e 6h x H 3 r y 6 n o , T p e 6 a c e 6 p a H H T H , a x o M e k o H a -
naA H e. H T an x a .
C a A H a n p e A .

U p B O iir r o oceT H M — H aK H ceo , H a S y b a B , H eo 6 n -

h h o C H a ^ c a H a H e x a K O n p a in H > a B h b p a o H e n p n j a T a H
M H p n c A H B A .er, T y b e r 3 e A e H H A a n r r o H C T O B peM eH O
T p y A H , p a c T e , 6 y j a h c y n r a c e H a je A H O M neA A >y 3 e M -
A>e. A p y r o — n y r p c e T a B H 3 p e A H in y M O B H o m a A H X

165
M axyH a h K A acja n r r o j e xpycK aA o noA H oraM a. Ca-
BHjeHH BpxoBH B A aha ApxTaAH c y BHine o a noAyMeT-
p a HaAa m hom , yxBaTHBiiiH ueAO npocrpaH C T B o H e6 a
y CBojy T p e n e p a B y h MeKy M peacy. T p e h e — CBe
BpeM e — r a x a K p e T a a a AeBo h AecHO. O H a HHcy a o -
Aa3HAa o a M o jn x canyTHHKa. H jh x o b o n p o B A a n e ite
K po3 TpaB y HHje A onnpaA O a o MeHe. B m cy h A yny
MOTKaMa n y o caM AeBo h a o c h o 3a c o 6 o m . A o cT a Aa-
AeKO. A p y r o j e H eniTo H3M mjaAo h HiM yraAo n cn p eA
MeHe. H e n a 6 n h a 3H3t h o HHHca o a HOBexa. A aB ? naH -
T ep ? p a a e H H A eonapA ?
IIpecTaH eM A a a p x th m . Y AecH oj caM p y ip i HBp-
c t o cT e3ao h o x c; AeBOM, y K o jo j m h c e HaAa3HAa
SaTHHa, y A a p a o caM TpaB y K ao Aa j e k o c h m . Taxo
caM oT B ap ao c e 6 n n y r , n a 3 e h n A a Me, y n o B p a ra o M
ycnpaBA>aH>y, He n o c e n e t o b h c o k o BA ahe, jk h a b b o
K ao H e x e T ecT epacT e neAHHHe o n p y r e .
Y h h h h a o m h c e y ro M A a c a n e c r e n y je M 6 p e x -
T aae.
IIIo4>ep j e 3a TaxaB cA y n aj h ocTaBAeH k o a n e-
TOTOHiia. B h a o 6 h a h b h o Aa 3aMeHH t o h a k a o k c e He
BpaTHMo, n a Aa oAMax, h h m 3aBpuiHM o oB aj n o c a o ,
KpeHeMo KyhH. (3aniT O K y h n ? Ja nyT yjeM caA CBe
AaA>e o a Kyfee.)
IIpH rym eH H y A a p u n S a ra H a M a n o T p a s n h x a j-
K ainxH y3BHi{H K po3 TpaB y — t o m h j e caA K y h a .
CaMO KaA 6 h c m o c e Man>e c n o p o KpeTaAn! — n o -
m h c a h m npHMeTHBiuH Aa caM c e H3HeHaAa o c a o 6 o a h o
ApxTaBHne. B e h o a H e x o r BpeM eHa. A a . O c a o 6 o a h o .
3A ecH a c e yTOM b h k b n o j a n a h 3 iy cH y . 3 a e r a -
HeM, cnpeM aH OAjeAHOM Aa npBH H anaA neM CBe n r r o
yrAeAaM. H aK He h o m h c a h x t o MHuiA>y. H e r o c e b h -
Aex KaKO c e 6 an aM H a A eo napA a HOHceM h KaKO My
r a MyH>eBHTO 3apHBaM y BpaT ( 6 oA>e 6h 6 h a o H3a
nA ehK e) (aAH h h c b m M o rao Aa 3aMHCAHM Mory&HocT
Aa t o ypaAHM ) ( 6 a p He n p e h o h i t o 3HaM xoA a a h
h a h AencH) (caM o aK o r a yrAeAaM KaKO A eacn, h
t o n p e H ero i h t o o h MeHe o c e r a , M o rao 6 h x H3a
nA efexe).

166
 n p o A Y ^ e H O H acT aB A >ao c a M A a c e bhahm K ano
ce o A S a u y je M K a o c T paM SyA H H e h , A e T e h n boao-
paB H O K p o 3 B a3A yx, 3apH B aM 3 B e p a c e a H B o K p o 3 p e -
6 p a y c p ije . (^ fe p c T o T p e 6 a A p JK a ra A p n n c y ) (n B p rn -
h e ! ) ( y t o m 6 h m h C A y n a jy 6 aT H H a C M eT aA a) ( x p e -
6 a j e OA 6 a p H T H h h m n p H M e T H M 3 B e p ) .
Y c K o p o 3 a a y je M o n e T p a 3 A p a ra H e x a jK a n n c e rA a -
c o B e h A y n y , h t o A o c T a H c n p e A c e 6 e . I Io H c y p H M .
H 3 p a B H a M c e c a A p y ra p H M a . H n o B ira e M . A a 6 h x o h h -
M a A e B o h A e cH O o a c e 6 e A a o H a 3H aH > e A a j e h c a
m h o m C B e y p e A Y - Aa c e p a A y j e M h i t o T e p a M p a H > e -
H or A eonapA a.
^ ly A H o , B H in e h h c b m o c e h a o H H K a K B y 3 e 6 H > y .
K p e T a o c a M c e c a C B aK H M K o p a K O M C B e A e H c e p i m j e .
M o H C A a 3 6 o r M H p n c a n n j a M e H arH > H A o cT H H je n o A -
c e h a A a B H in e H a a h b a > h h y H e r o H a K y j H y H e K a K B o r
je A H a n a p c K o r p e c r o p a H a H a H e n o j n y A H o j C T aH m pi
t a g c e je A e y c B aK o A o 6 a , n a 3 a T o H a B eA H K oj y c n j a -
H o j nA O H H 3 e M /b e K p H K a y AOHLfHM a H B p H n o A B a -
A e c e T n e T H p H c a T a H a A a H . A M o> K A a h 3 6 o r T e r y -
c r e , B H c o K e T p a B e K o j a H H je A o n y n i T a A a A a c e H a -
3 p e H n i T a AaA>e o a T p H - n e T H p n K o p a K a . M o jK A a 3 a T O
n iT o j e , y n p K O c o i h t p h h h C B a x e B A a r a n o c e S H O , CBe
o k o M eH e 6 h a o n p H ry ra e H o : b h a h k , 3B yK , n o K p e T .
H n j e B aacH O . K p e T a o c a M c e 6 e 3 3 a 3 H p a n .a , n o -
H a B A .a jy liH y A a p n e h a p A a y K a i & a . Y c K o p o o c e T H M A a
m h h H aneT O C T h n a j K f t a n o n y m T a j y h A a m h n a K
6 n B a noM aA O h A ocaA H O . 3 a p c y c r p a x o a onacH O C T H
h c a M a o n a c H o c T je A H H O h i t o H e y M e A a A o c a A H ?
T a K a B 6 h 3aK A > ynaK m n a o y n p H A o r T e 3 a M a o n p H -
M a T y B a H A p y n iT B e H O e r e H C T e H i m j a A H o r , A a H e K a -
H ceM c a M o o A p a c a jH O 6 H O A o n iK o r . I H t o 6 h C B a K a K o
6 h a o B p A O M aA O A a c K .a B o 3 a c a M O c a 3 H a H ie n o B e K a
y A p y r o j noA O B H H H O B o r B e K a . A k o 6 h c e H a o c h o b y
T o r y c y n iT H H H T p e H y r a o r p a c n o A O H c e H ,a H 3 B y K A e
c B e n o c A e A n n e . H o H e H a j A a A e K o c e n c H H j e , C a 3 H a jH e .
O H T O A o n iK e . H K a K o h x c B e H e 3 0 B y .
A n e M y ? H a c m K p o 3 r y c a 6 A > ac ry h T e c T e p a e r y
BHCoKy T p a B y K o ja K p n j e y c e 6 n c T p a x o B e , 3 e 6 n > e ,

5167
HaAe h rAaAH u i t o Me yrpojxaBajy, pemiMo, iia h x
3aTo ynpomkeHo h Ha3KBaM onacHocTHMa. Tamio,
Ta TpaBa xpnje onacHocra. A a h o ik ic h o c th i h t o ce,
no my My h MHiiaity cyAehn, iiAame MeHe BHUie He-
roAH ja KbHX na ce, nyaehn HcnpeA MeHe, cxpHBa-
jy y pyne, 6e»e neTBopoHomxe Ha CBe CTpaHe,
ynaHHHeHe o a m o t xpeTama, k o a h k o h o a m o t nopro
daneho MHpnca.
IIlTa ja t o paAHM? — ynHTaM ce yAnmyhH Kpo3
pa3AOJKeHH MHpnc TpaBa 3aryuiA>HBH 3anax Ternxor
3HOja 3BepH H AHBA.aHH. IIlTa ja TO paAHM? HAeM
onacHocTH y cycpeT. He CKAaH>aM ce n peA ibom .
H I to ? H mTa? Je a h t o h h h h m Aa 6 h x HaSaBHO
xpaHy ? roH.eH, peuHMO, ereHCTeHUHj b a h h m npHBpeA-
h h m aTaBH3MOM? H a h ? He, o6paTHo j e . AeAYjeM BaH
caMooAP>Kaj h h x HaroHa.
H a c m x p o 3 TpaB y. Tyby. HAeM n p o c r a 3aTO Aa
3ajeAHO c a CBojHM canyraH U H M a yHHHHM o h o m T o j e
jeAaH o a h>hx, upH>e x o jx e o a c b h x o c tb a h x , npeA-
AOJXHO Aa yHHHHMO KaKO ShCMO nOMOTAH ABOjHHH
Heno3HaTHX A>yAH Aa Aoryxy pameHor AeonapAa
xojn hm je xAao cToxy. O h h cy je caMo nyBaAH h
HHcy ce 6aBHAH a o b o m . H h caA, AOBehn, o h h He AOBe.
HacTaBA>ajy caMo Aa nyBajy cBoje OBiie h roBeAa
ApyrHM cpeACTBHMa.
nOMElHCyhH HM y TOMe, HHcaM BObeH npH M ap-
hhm HaroHHMa. B oA e Me xacH H jn, cexyH A apHH h n o -
cpeAHH, a x o c e T a x o M osxe p e h n , o h h a p y h itb c h h .
K a x a s 6 h x j a t o H3rAeAao y oHHMa a>yah c x o -
jHMa iryTyjeM Aa c y npH M eraA H Aa c e 6 ojHM h a h Aa
caM o a S h o A a H3BpuiHM H aA or A Ha A o a? Ja HHcaM 3 a
h>hx caM o j a , HOBex x o j n c e cA y n ajH o c H»HMa y x p -
H ao H a h c t h xaMHOH. Ja AOAa3HM H3 jeAHe OApebeHe
3eMA>e 3 a HHje c y HMe c b h o h h nyAH h , 6 a m 3aTO
iir r o m h c e A n aA o npeAcTaBHo x a o HOBex yBepeH Aa
j e nyT M oje 3eMA>e onopTyHHCTHHXH h xyxaBHHXH,
j a CBojHM noHamaHbeM T p e 6 a Aa My AOxaxceM Aa mo-
jH CanAeMeHHIIH HHCy HH CTpaiIIA.HBHH h h t h o n o p -
TyHHCTH.

168
 IIp H c y cT B O M B o h a H a rp a H H , iio m h c a h m , y x B a -
TH B iH H c e 3 a A o r n H K y r p e u i K y M a A O H a u m > e r 3 a k A > y -
H K a , H e A O K a 3 y je M n p n c y c T B o o A p e b e H e B o h x e , j a -
6 y ic e , H e r o H e o A p e b e H o r B o h a c a M o . C b o jh m A pJK a-
H>eM, M a K a K B o o h o 6 h a o , j a H e M o r y y r p o 3 H T H h c -
n p a B H O C T i r y r a k o j h m H A e M o j a 3eM A >a. H A O A aM
6 p 3 o — h h t h H K o r p a 3 y B e p H T H A a H e rp e u iH M a n o
TO M HCAHM . To j e A O TH H H o! — HOMHCAHM C AOCaAOM
H A ybH K p 0 3 T p aB y .
A a h 3aKA>yHitH a o Kojnx he jeAaH HOBeK, AnaAo
Ha xxpHMep, Aohn o APyroM jeAHOM H O B eK y , o m c h h ,
peuHMO, y TaKBoj npHAHUH npeBa3HAa3e rpam m e
HcnpaBHor h a h HencnpaBHor cyAa u x t o h c k o Moxee
HMara o oApebeHoj jeAHHKH. A HnaK, Moj 6 h jaBHo
noKa3aHH KyitaBHHAyK H3a3Bao 3aKA>yHKe HHjn 6 h ce
OAjeuH npoiHHpHAH c MeHe Ha neAy Mojy 3eMA>y. H
6e3 o63Hpa h i t o o h h He 6 h 6 h a h KopeKTHH y jeAHOM
HCnpaBHOM CHAOrHCTHHKOM CMHCAy, jep CAa6oCTH
jeAHor HOBeKa He Mory n acra Ha H>eroBy 3eMA>y, Ha-
P O A H HOBenaHCTBO — OHH 6 h ce jaBHAH, HaMeTHyAH
H 3aA P^K aA H .
B h a o j e n p e c T a A O A a m h 6 y A e 3aHHM A>HBo t o
x o A a n > e K p o 3 T p a B y , n a c a M h AaA>e p a 3 M H u iA > a o o
TO M e K a o h i t o c e r p m n c a j y c e M e H K e . H 3 A O c a A e . O b h
o k o M eH e c b h c y A c ^ p H K a H ip i. H > h x j e n y H O . O h h
c y p a 3 AHHHTH. H h k o o a h » h x H H je 3 a A p y r e Acf>pu-
K a n a n , H e ro A ^ aA O , K o a o k o , C n A a. A a h j a caM je -
A h h h o a h>hx — Jy ro c A O B e H . A k o c e H e a P > k h m
K a n o T p e 6 a , o h h h e , h k s l a 3 a 6 o p a B e M o j e H M e, n p n -
n a r a : » C H aM a j e 6 h o h je A a H Jy ro c A O B eH . H I t o c y
t o K y K a B H n e ! B h o j e JK y T h 3 e A e H .« E n a A a H e 6 y -
A eM h h 3 e A e H h h x c y T ! K p B H , M a p m y o 6 p a 3 e !
Aocada K o j y c a M H a M a x o B e o c e h a o 6 n A a j e
no cA eA H > H M a H e B a p c a B A a A a H o r C T p a x a K o j n j e y 3 a -
A yA n o K y m a o A a m h n o A B a A n ; A e x c e p H o e r c K o jo M
c a M c e O A C K o p a K p e T a o A O A a 3 H A a j e o a xceA >e n n j a
m h A B o r y 6 o c T H H je H 3 M H n a A a . Kao A a c a M C B o jH M
A p x caH > eM x T e o A a C B e h » h x , 3 a je A H O c A n a A O O M ,
y B e p H M y H e o n o p T y H H C T H H K y H e y c T p a n iH B O C T c B o j e

169
n a i m j e h A a A>yAHMa n p eA aA en o o a jeAHe 3eMA>e h
jeA H e H C Topnje, cBojoM H a H3rAeA caM o cynepH opH -
c th h k o m paBHOAYixiHOHihy n p eA onacH o m fey, HaAo-
MecTHM cB a H eno 3HaBaH.a, H aponH To OHa jyrocAOBeH-
cK e noAHTHKe, jyrocA O BeH cK or A p y n rra e H o r cncTeM a
u HberoBHX y c n e x a . (A n r r a t o 3H anH ? BapaH>e a PY thx ,
h a h oneT — caM 03aBapaBaH>e.) A a h y h c t h M ax HHje
Aa HHcaM xT eo Aa CBojoM 6 a m Taico AeMOHCTpnpa-
h o m H eo 6 a3 p H B o m h y H cnpoB on
o n a c H O c ra , h to CMecTa, K axo
AOKa3ao Aa j e n a M e ra o 60j a r a c e h Aa c e a h h h h m
npHM epoM , C T ajao o h c x y n o h a h He c T a ja o , H eiie
irpom npH T H 3HaH.e h He3HaH>e M o jn x c a n y ra H K a Ha
TeMy Jy ro cA aB H ja.
Mo»«Aa. Ho 3KeA>a je Ty. H cnpeMHocr Aa je
ocTBapHM, naKo caM 3Hao Aa cy h caM03aBapaBaH>e
h o6MaH>HBaH.e Apyrnx Ha 6a3H Te Moje caA JKeA>e
h H>eHe aAorHHHe TexHHKe AOHomeH>a 3aKA>yqaica o
HaimoHaAHHM oco6nHaMa H3pa3H jeAHe npaerape, h o
AejcTByjyhe jom yBeK npance mTO je, napcnpoTory-
jyhu, y CTamy Aa xipmmme Haimjn, Koja je.Aeo no-
HenaHCTBa, n p T e h cBojcTBa cB aK or HbeHor HAaHa.
H nocAeAH>er Mefey nocAeAH>HM.
Aah h y jeAHOM h y A pyroM C A ynajy, j a caM
AeAOBao BofeeH h c k a > y h h b o HMnyACHMa ApymTBeHo-
c r a , a CTpax K o jn caM y noneT K y n p e n o m e o AOAa-
3 h o j e BHme o a m o t cxB aT am a Aa y obom KOHKper-
h o m c A y n a jy ApymTBeHOCT n p o r a B p e m i caMOoApnca-
n>y HeroAH o a m o t cTBapH or CTpaxa. <X>pa3HpaH>a? He.
He caMO. Y to m 6a m n a c y , H a h c k o a h k o K opa-
ica o a c e 6 e o c e ra M Aa HeiiiTo n o c K o n n h Hance Aa
6 e>KH. AoKaAH30Bao caM n p a B a n : AeBo. He p a 3MH-
HiA>ajyhH h h n a c a , jy p H y o caM H acyM ne 3a n ry m K a-
H>eM mTO j e o tk p h b b a o K p e T a a e h CTao Aa A03HBaM
C B oje cyroHHHe. P a n y H a o caM Aa fee 3Bep, AHBA>an,
cBejeAHo, H aH A a3ehn Ha HOBexa h AeBo KyA j e Kpe-
HyAa, C K peH yra Ha3aA k m c h h h Aa fey j e j a TaA A one-
KaTH H CMA3BHTH.
Aah nocAe hbkoahko Kopaica, y Tpicy Kpo3 TpaBy
170
h it o Me r p e 6 A a , yrA eA aM kbm hoh H a n e c r a , n io 4 > e p a
h aceH e.
IH o< ^ep, ac eH e h a o b i j h y r o M K p e n y Y c y c p e x n e -
A oj H a rn o j r p y n H x a j x a n a , K o jn c y y jeA aH M ax H3-
6 h a h H a n y T . C b h e y o h h n p ira a A H y iw a c A a A eo n a p A
H H je H 3 H in ao H a n e c T y h A a c e c n ry p H O B e h n o B y K a o
H erA e H3BaH H a m e r A O M am aja.
— H e ! — p e n e A naA O . — C n r y p a H ca M A a c e
caM o n o M e p H o m eia o . H a h n a n h h t o . C n r y p a H caM
A a cm o npoiH A H Kpaj m e r a .
— XajAeMo OHAa Aa noHOBo npoHeniA,aMo Tpa­
By! — npeAAoacH BaAy6a.
— 3 am T o! — y m n a T p ro B an . — 3anaAHM o j e
p aA H je .
— 3a6paH >eH o j e t o ! — p e n e Heico, b a h h h k o h
He n o rA e A a t o t peacH M A H jy-m T peSepa, caM o j e A**-
aA o cM aT pao A a T p e S a A a Kaxce, h t o n p e c e 6 e p aA H
HeroAH 3 6 o r a p y t h x :
— T b h h o , 3a6paH>eHo je t o , 3aTo nrro BaTpa
cKHAa CKopyn h a o a h o c t h ca 3eMA»e h i h t o ce 3ana-
A>eHa TpaBa necTo npeHocn Ha inyMe. A a h Hexa o h h
H3 BAaAe npBO AaAy cpeACTBa KojHMa tieMo ce o c a o -
6 o a h t h 3MHja h ocTaAe raMaAH, na OHAa Hex 3aHo-
BeTajy HanaMeT h 3a6pan>yjy A>yAHMa Aa ce cAyxce
jeAHHHM 3ailITHTHHM CpeACTBOM KOje HM CTojH Ha
pacnoAaraay. Hnrnxa h x He cTaje, a Ao6po je, npo-
BepeHO o a naMTHBeKa.
Y n p K O C TOM CBOM pe3K H M O <|>o6H O M H c n a A Y , OH
j e n o c A e , K aA c m o y3eA H y r a p x e , H a jB m n e y n o 3 o p a -
B a o A a 6 yA e M O o 6 a 3 p H B H . H c a h m n y T e M j e A e A H o c a -
B e T e K aK O t o r p e 6 a n a A H T H A a n o x c a p H e 6 h 3 a x B a -
t h o c T a 6 A a , n a j e H a j 3 a A h n p e A A o x c n o Aa,' n p e h o
i i i t o n p n b e M O c y ra p H H M a c y B o j rp a B H , M a n e ra M a n o -
c e n e M O n o j a c y i i i h p h h h o a M e T a p -A B a c b y a r A e c e
caB aH a o n a c H o r r p H S A H x e a B a A a n iy M H , n a h A a n o -
B p x T o ra x a j o n n n n a H H p y 6 3am T H T H M o n p eB p n y T O M ,
c B e x c o M 3eMA>OM. O H A a c e c e r a j o m H e n e r . P e x a o
j e M eH H h K o A O K o y A a o A jy p H M O K o j y c r o r a H y M e -
T a p a c e B e p m i j e , A a y b e M o y TpaB y h Aa, A a p M ajy h n

171
CBe BpeMe aok he ohh ceha, aynara, kochth h ko-
naTH, 3aAP^«HMo 3Bep y MecTy.
— AyKaB j e c t b o p h o b c k ! — Ao 6 a im npH A py-
H cy jy h n HaM c e y TpK y H am AOBan; aAH Kaico j e Ty
HCTy p e a y n o T p e 6Ho paH H je, a h 3a pym coM j y j e
B eh H3p e K a o noBOAOM H3rAeAa T a p n K y n e p a , HHje
c e 3HaAo TaHHo iir r a o h 3 an p a B o cxB aT a h o a t h m
nojMOM, Aa a h 3 a n c T a m h c a h H a AyxaBCTBo, h a h H a
HeiiiTo A p y ro , H a M yA pocr h a h Ha BemTHHy r a h a a a
peBOABepOM HAH H a HeOAOA>HBOCT KojoM OHaj TAy-
M ait T a p n H3 4>HAMa y 4 > h a m » d o č u j a u o e y oiceny«.
IIp H t o m , KaA roA 6 h p e K a o AyKaB h a h AyKaBCTBO,
nyiHceTHyo 6 h je3HKOM. H TaA y noAHe. H caA.
K o a o k o M y c a A t o O T B opeH O h p e a e y n H T a B n m
r a iry T e M :
— I H r a T e S n 3 H aaH p e a A yK aB ?
A a h H a m A O B a ii j e H a c T a B H O A a n p n a a o T a p n
K y n e p y . T o r a j e A y x a B O A o S n ja H > e y B e K h o b h x H c e H a ,
H3 rA e A a , H a jB m n e H H T p H ra p a A o . K a x o t o ? J e p rA e -
A a o j e y c b o m J K H B o r y A e c e T <|>HAMOBa c t h m T A yM -
H eM K o j n r a j e O A y m e B H o h o c B o j n o B e h n p B H n y r
C B o jo M , K a x o p e n e , h p a H H j e h c a A , JiyvzaeoM c n p e t -
u o u ih y y z a h a w y . H 3 K o A T O B o r p e B O A B e p a . 3 aT O j e
h d o 6 u o T aA , H a K p a j y K O M aA a, je A H y 3 ro A H y m v a-
B y rn y . H A p y r n n y T K aA r a j e rA e A a o , h c t o j e A o 6 p o
n y n a o . H 3 B H H H ecT epK e. M H A H H a x a x o T a j h o b c k
n y u a . H o H a x p a j y j e a o 6 h o je A H y C M e b y H c e n y ,
B p A O , B pA O H e> K H y 3 a M H A O B a m e. » K a a c e M « , t b p a h o
j e , » j a M y 3 H aM T a x o A e c e T n c e H a K o j e j e d o 6 u o , a
KOAHKO AH HX KOA K y h e H M a T a j A y K a B H H O B eK , TO
HHKO H e 3 H a .«
— IIpo3KApA,HBaH Kona CBoj rpo6 ycim ia! —
OABpaTH My 3ajeAA>HBo K oaoko.
Aah Ham AOBau pene npe3pHBo:
— Ako OAroBopnm Ha HH<i>TaH>e Marapua, no-
C T a j e m Marapam
— M o r y h e ! — rrp H X B aT H K oaoko n r p y H a A M y -
A p H B a m a . — T h ch oa ohhx Kojn BHAe KaKo c e o A y ja
cn p eM a n a n n a x noKHCHy.

172
 — A a h t h K a o A a c h 3 a 6 o p a B H o A a c h H H K ao
H M ecT y n o K B am eH O M n p e ic m n e .
a

— A k o c e TaMo m o k p h a o , HHje 6 h a o h y jk h h k .
— I I y t h h k H e 6 n p a M ecTO r A e h e c e p a c r e -
peT H T H .-
rA eA ajy h H h x k h k o c e B eh p o r y in e h cn p eM a jy
3 a T y n y , ynAeTeM c e h npeKHHeM HaAMeTame, 3axBa-
a h b iiih h m c e npBO H a AyxoBHTHM H3peKaMa KOje
c y CBe A en m e o a o h h x KojHMa c e A e n a n n y M ojoj
3eMA>H r o e a p e . O h h c e OAMax yA o 6 poBOA»e h Ha-
cM ejy. K o a o k o npyjK H p y K y AOBny:
— H aA oniA a p e K a M oace Te cnpenH TH Aa j e irpe-
h e rn , aAH He Moxce A a c e BpaTHHi.
H a n r r a A O B a n y 3 A a x H y h 3 aK A > ynH :
— npoKAeTCTBO M am ca noHHH>e o a AaHa KaA j e
p eK ao : jeA aH Me m h h i y rp H 3 a o 3 a 6 pK!
Y c K o p o cm o c t h t a h h yiHAH y TpaB y.
CaA cm o AapMaAH AOBHKyjyhn ce. To je Ayro
TpajaAO. A a h KaKO Hac h h k o HHje jom no3Bao Aa
H3nheMO jep ce ic o c u d ć a , H3TAeAa, oTerAa, noneAH
cm o Aa neBynmMo c b h k h 3a ce6e. I I I t o je, h h H h a o
HaM ce, 6 h a o noTnyHO aob o a> h o Aa 3Bep 3aAP>KHMO
TaMo rAe je AeacaAa, pameHa h a h He.
IIo 3 0 B y H ac T en n ocA e BHrne o a jeA H or c a i a .
C n ecT e cm o m o ta h A a b h a h m o a h m i h t o c e y h ih -
PO kom AyKy B eh AH3ao HaA caBaHOM. A p y m r s o HaM
j e a am A o AaAeKo H3a A eha.
A a h c a A , o 6 aB A > eH a n o c A a h p a c T y p e H H a y j k h -
h o m n e c T e A e B o h A e c H O o a n e T O T o H n a , A»yAH c y i r p H -
n a A H p a 3 6 n je H H y M a rn e r p y n e . K o a o k o M e j e T aA
6 a m h y n H T a o A a a h 3 H a M A a A H a A o H acT aB A > a A a
n o n e o A a H n a n cA > H B o n p o y n a B a K m n a c H n e K o j e c a M
M y A ao.
— I l a O H A a ? — O A p e a r y j e M H a H .e r o B H3AHUiho
3aB epeH H H K H n o r A e A .

— 3 K h b o t j e c k o k >Ka6 a . n p e c K o n n m jeA H y
n p e n p e K y , ceA H em H a A p y ry h TAeAam y T p e h y .
H H a c M e j a ce Kpanto:
i73
 — B oA eo 6h x Aa My c e a s c h i u t o h MeHH c P y n -
HnheM . A a h He B epyjeM . H n j e k o a H>era caMO —
yBepHTH, x j. pa3yBepHTH.
— Hero?
— MoHCAa h p a 3 B e 3 a rH ! — h o n e T c e H a c M e ja
KpaTKO.
— He Ba&a ce noACMeBaxn! — pene.
— IH t o ?
— A k o c e c M ejem n o m & K y M pxB aija, o h h e c e
C M e ja ra tb o m n e A y .
He c t h t o x A a My o a to b o p h m , j e p H3 xpaB e He-
AaAeKO o a H ac cacBHM HeoqeKHBaHO 6A>yny A p e n e h n
HHTaBO k p a o M ajM yHa y HajBeheM cxen eH y y3HeMH-
peHHX. O h h c y npBH o c c t h a h j o i n AaAeKy B aTpy h ,
He r y S e h n BpeM e, nojK ypnA H Aa H anycT e CBoje CTapo
npe6HBaAHHiTe He M a p e h n 3a A>yAe Ha n y r y . E h a o
j e M Horo t h x M ajM yHa. Pa3HHX B p cx a. MaAHX h ijp -
BeHory3Hx. O rpoM HHx. H c t b a h o c y HcnaAaAH H3
TpaB a. H nK aA He 6h x p e K a o Aa h x t o a h k o Moxce Aa
6 yAe M eh th m TpaByA>HHaMa K o je cm o jeA apeA n p o -
HeniA>aAH a 3 a ra M y h>hms npoBeAH caT h n o B pe­
MeHa a Aa HHHiTa h ch b o h h c m o b h a c a h . J o h i Aa c e
paAHAO o A saA eceT n a h TpHAccex m b a h x K anypH H a,
He 6 h x c e cyBHHie nyAHo: ry c T a h b h c o k h j e caBaH a.
A a h H a CTOTHHe rn S o H a h A peK aB apa j e KyA>aAO caA
H3 3anaA>eHe B eh T paB e h y p A a jy h n npeAa3HAo p e c x y .
n PH xom c y , c n a c a B a jy h n ce, c b h 6h a h x o a h k o o 6 y-
3eTH cxpaxoM o a B ax p e Aa c y , n p eA xhm H e n p n ja x e -
A>eM K o jn j e cxpaxoB H xo npeBa3HAa3Ho CBe ocxaA o
h ix o h x j e o 6h h h o yrpoxcaBaA O h cxpamHAO, o h h n o -
CAeAHbH, KaAa c y H ac npHMexHAH H a n e c x n , noneA H
Aa n y in x a jy y n o 3 o p a B a jy h e , yciiA axH peH e K pm ce, k o -
jHM c y H ac, p e K a o 6h x , no3HBaAH A a hm c e npH A py-
hchm o. JeA aH o a nocAeAH>HX A peK aB ana, npem aB H iH
B eh p e c x y , n p e h o m x o c e H 3 ry 6 n o y o h o m h o b o m ,
craypH O M n o j a c y xpaB e, B eh a h h h o 3anrrH heH o a
ora>a cbom ih h p h h o m n p a m a a B o r n y x a , c x a o j e Aa
HaM M am e cBojHM a y th m pyK aM a K ao Aa H ac n o -
3HBa Aa c e h m h c k a o h h m o . IIpH xoM e j e CBe BpeMe

174
M Huao 6p3o h HeMO t b p a h m ycH aM a n o cK aK yjyfea y
MecTy.
— 3 o B e H ac! — p e u e ApacaBHH r p r o B a u .

AnaAO ABojmiy nynncapa a c b o h a&-

pa3M ecT H
c h o o a MecTa rA e j e p a u y H a o Aa lie KpajeBH A y n a
BaTpe h 3 6 h t h Ha ApyM, a HameM AOBiiy HapeAH Aa
CTaHe Ha noA a n y T a o a h>hx. Behiraa H ac j e o e ra A a
y3 nam et Aoet^a.
Haopyxcami iirranoBHMa h MOTKaMa, TAeAaAH
cm oy rycre h HeBHCone CHKTaje npH3eMHor nAaMeHa
ce, Kao BobeH y noBOAau, npHSAHxeaBao ca c b h x
u ito
crpana uecTH. 3a BaTpoM i h t o je xeypHAa ByKao ce
Ahm cnopo h 6e3 eHepraje.
O a Kbera c e u r a p a o caA HaMeTA>HBO OHaj M Hpnc,
MaH>e-BHiue n p H c y ra H y CBeMy h c b y a H a to m k o h -
THHeHTy, OHaj jeTKH M H pnc TpaB a, cna/beH e 3eMA>e,
6 aA ere, K p n a, o ra a A a K a . H aA HaM a c e oAjeAHoM yA-
BOCTpyuHo 6p o j ro A O B p arax A e n ra H a p a opAyiUHHa.
J e c y a h HacAyTHAH r o 36e h , n p e B p h y h n H am y n o -
CAOBHIiy O BaTpH H AHMy, 3aKA>yHHAH Aa TAe HMa
AHMa M opa 6h t h h np o cy T H x u p e B a h A p y rn x 6 aH-
KeTCKHX o 6 HA>a.
Y to m TpeH y, p e c K a a HeBHAA>HBa CHKTa&a n p n -
KOBaAa c y HaM oneT n a x a t y H a p y 6 caBaH e. OAaTAe
c y n o n eA e Aa c e n p e S a u y jy 3MHje b p a o pa3AHUHTHX
AyiKHHa h Ae6 A>HHa. H cnaA aA e c y yH e 3BepeHO H3
TpaB e Ha ite c r y h OAaHAe c e npeSauH B aA e y cKOKy,
noH eTe rp u eM i u t o h x j e npocTO oAH3ao HaA 3eMA>oM
( h HHje h m A o n y u iT ao Aa j e A O Taiary) a o k c y c e
OASaipiBaAe n p e K o y TpaB y, y THiiiHHy c A P y re
CTpaHe.
Aa h cH K Tajn HHcy npecT ajaA H .
— Y3aAyA 6 exce! — peue 6p aT ry6aBueB. — Hh-
KaA Hebe c t h I i h npe C B o je TAaBe.
Kao MaAe p a x e i e H a 6 u j e H e MpxatoM u i t o no-
Aehy ca HeH3MepHO 6pojHHX noAoxceHHx AaHcnpHHX
uiHHa HeKHX hcbhaajhbhx Kabyrna, TaKo cy cMpro-
h o c h h MaM6oH, 3MHje-nA>yBauHiie h Apyre HHje cy
TpoyrAacTe BeAHKe TAaBe noAcebaAe Ha KoSpHHe,
175
a 3 a BbHMa OHe HaAHK H a rp a H e 6 a o 6 a 6 a , n a Haj3aA
H AeHHjn, TeiHKH H AyTH 6 oaHKOHCTpHKTOpH, CBe
c y c e Te 3MHje n p e 6 aip m a A e n p e n o n e c r e , p e a ty h n
Ba3Ayx c a ySnTanHOM jk c c th h o m M eT ana i h t o H3-
A ehy H3 HeBH.
H h k o ce o a Hac Hnje Mnpao, OMabnjaH th m KpaT-
KHM Tp3aBHM H MHTITHhaBHM 3MHjypHHaMa, KOje Cy,
Kao HcnA>yBpH MyH>a h cBeTAapa, oAMax nocAe Maj-
MyHa, pearoBaAe Ha noxcap h , y H36e3yMA>eHOM enco-
Aycy, npeKO uecTe TpaxcHAe cnac 6 eatehH c TepeHa
k o j'h hm je 3HanHo neo CBer, jep cy Ha H>eMy 6e3-
6 p h h c h o pacAe CBe AocaA, xpaHHAe ce h 3 o o h a h o
o h h m h i t o cy HaAa3HAe — o a ryuiTepa h MHHieBa a o
oBaiia h AaHaAn; 6 excaAe cy yxcacHyTe, HHiiiTa He
cxBaTajybn, c TepeHa Ha k o m cy ce y BpeMe napeH>a
ynBopHBaAe KpoTKe h OAaHe 3aKOHHMa Kojn Baxce
3a CBe m ro x c h b h h yMHpe, jep jecy A>y6 aB — Taj hch-
BOT H HaAXCHBOT.
IIp d m A e c y , H3TAeAa, CBe. Xohe a h H anhH jo m
HeKa BpcTa AHBA>anH? H im r r a . CBe c e c m h p h a o . 3 a p
HHHer BHiue jk h b o t HHje ocTaAo Ha obom CBe MameM
6 p o j y xeK T apa caB aH e OKpyxceHe B aip o M mTO c e
npH 6 AHXtaBaAa u e c r a , CBe caM o cB ecm ije x c y c rp a ?
3 a A y ro c e m m r r a HHje n o j aBA>HBaAo.
A OHAa, KaA cy 0 6 a Kpaja Ayxa AOTaKAa nyT h
OAaTAe noniAa jeAaH ApyroM y cycpeT, Kao Aa je
HeKa HeBHAA>HBa KpaA>ima MajKa c b h x B a ip n H3AaAa
HapeA6 y Aa noxcap omcoAH h y h h i h t h CBe mTo he
ocraTH y meroBOM KOTAy, h c k o h h a b cy HHjynyhH
Ha necTy Asa Kpyima nanoBa naAMHCTa.
H>nxoBa j e n o ja B a TprA a M oje canyTHHKe H3
HenoM H H H ocra K ojoM c y nocM aip aA H rp o 3 H y n a p o -
AHjy Te n m p o K e , BeAmce, C B eo h y x B arae B a ip e . C b h
c y JKHBHyAH, noBHKaAH, noK penyA H c e . H AnaAO.
H>eMy je , yocTaAOM, npBOM h noiiiAO 3 a pyKOM Aa
y 6 n j e jeA H pr n a n o B a naAMHCTy. IIpeABHACBmH rAOAa-
p eB a iiHKiiaKaH>a h HaMecTHBiim c e c a h t h y t o m 6 a-
t h h o m y tfUKy a o k j e o h j o m 6 h o y tfaxy, y A a p n o
r a j e y K u w y . A a h h K o a o k o c e , oHaKO n p o 3p a n a H ,

176
pa3yAapHO na, HecTBapHO TaHaK, MAarao Kao h ocra-
ah no unjyKaBHM CMebeTaMHHM BeBepnnacTHM Aon-
THnaMa Meca, He no BeTpemanaMa. H BaAySa. H Tp-
roBan. H CyAa c 06aAe CAOHOBane, h mocfiep, naK H
cTapan, rySaBneB 6paT. Eta h rybaBau je Brncao h no*
Ka3HBao Ha OHe Behe raojaBHM naTpA>UHMa oraa-
ahx npcrajy, OTKpHBeHa, AaBOBCKH Ha6opaHa neAa.
Cbh cy hx jypHAH. IIocAe OHa npBa ABa niTO cy
OHaKo onaj ho h CMeniHO h 3huiah Ha hbhuy necTe,
noMHpncaAH 3paK BpTehn CBoje pa3ABojeHe 3aTyna-
CTe rAOAapcKe H>yuiKHne h cTpaAaAH, HaBaAHAH cy
nanoBH naAMHCTH nocAe y 6yA>yipiMa.
Ta je jypftaB a 3a nanoBHMa TpajaAa nonpHAH-
hho. C nocAeAH>HMa cy noneAH Aa HCKany H3 BaTpe
cpHAahn h cpHe c AaHaAHMa. Aah hh k o o a A<j)pn-
KaHana HHje o6pahao n a x a ty Ha mnxoBe 6p3e, Ayre,
AaKe h eAeraHTHe CKOKOBe KojHM cy npecKaKaAH
necTy h HecTajaAH y TpaBH c Apyre CTpaHe. IlanoBH
naAMHCTH cy hx 3aHHMaAH. Jep ohh ce j e A y . CMa-
Tpajy H X H aK HajACAHK3THHjHM MeCOM A4>pHKe. A
AOBe hx 6am y t o Ao6a roAHHe, KaA ce CByA no ca-
BaHaMa HOHaKO naAe TpaBe.
BhhyKh a>yah cy a o h o c h ah noSnjeHe nanoBe h
AHHcyhn hx noHocHO, noKa3HBaAH ocTaAHMa AenoTy,
BeAHHHHy h Ae6A>HHy npHMepxa Kojn cy y6hah. Je-
Ahhh Koje HHje 3axBaTHAa CTpacT TaMamema na-
HOBa 6HAa cy ABojnna CTonapa-AOBaua Kojn cy jy-
Tpoc, HAybn 3a KpBA>y pameHor AeonapAa, hslklhah
Ha Hac. Ohh HHcy 3a6opaBHAH Aa je oh BancaH h Aa,
a o k H.era BaTpa He noKpeHe, HeMa MecTa h h Toj Aa-
KOMHCAeHoj xajuH, hh AfiTHHjoj paAOCTH nocAe H.e,
h h tom TpHKapamy HH3 necTy, h h tom BHTAan>y jo m
HeAOTyneHHX TAOAapa.
O hh cy jeAHHH, He o63HpyiiH ce Ha pa3yAapeHy
roMHAy AsyAH K o jn HHcy npecTajaAH Aa jy p u a jy ne-
CTOM, AP^aAH KopaK c BaTpOM, KOjoj je OCTaAO MO-
jKAa jom neAeceTaK MeTapa Aa 6 h cacBHM 3aTBO-
pHAa Kpyr.
Hnje hm toahko 6 hao CTaAo Aa caMH y6Hjy
12 OcKap AaBHMO — X II 177
3B ep. H eK a r a , Teim co p a ite H o r , h Baipa n o jeA e.
T h m 6 oA»e! 3 aT B o p n a h c e K p y r n p e h o i h t o Aeo-
n a p A H3H be, h 6 yA e a h hchb H3r o p e o , o h h h e , KaA ć e
B aT pa y ra c H , H a h n jse ro B e yrA>eHHcaHe o cja T K e h ,
HainaBHiH h x , m oH h h e Aa c e BpaTe y nAaHHHy cb o -
jHMa c AoSpoM B e in h y : A eonapA a HeMa BHHie! TaA
h e 3aKAaTH OBiiy h a o nHjaHCTBa c e H a je c r a M eca.
T e n TaA. CaA c y c e npndAHHcaBaAH jeA aH APY-
TOM H CyCTpH M , T eM eA .H T H M H 3 a T O H e 6 p 3 H M K O p aK O M
B a r p e , n iT O j e H n a K C B e B H m e T e a c H A a hckom, BaA >A a,
cbom 3aM H iuA > eH O M c p e A H H iT y . C H T a c e 6 e .
Ho, TAeAajyhH jeAHHH y AOBue, npHMeTHM yTOM
Aa c y c e y h c th M ax o S o jm ja yk ohh ah , Aa c e t o He-
oneKHBaHO a cc h a o h HameM AOBuy a 6 p a T y A p y re
HceHe pHBHAHor KOMaHAaHTa n p B o r rp a A a nocA e JeM-
6 o p n ja , 3ay3eTOM AOTAe naAMHCTHMa. H oh c e yKO-
hho, h , HcnycTHBinH n a p o B a , M ain n o o p y x c ja . n y iH K e
K o je c y OHa A BojH ua AOTAe MeKo A P«aA H o 6 eMa
p y x a M a HaniA e c y c e caA h H>HMa h TpeheM h b p cto
y pyK aM a. Y CAeAeheM TpeHy cK o p o c y HCTOBpe-
MeHO H3 CBe T p n HeBH cyKHyAH ahmobh y n p a B u y
A y re ceHKe u ito c e HeoneKHBaHO jaBHAa HaA H>HMa h,
A eT ehn H3H3A H.HXOBHX rA a s a , HarAO 3acTaAa y Ba3-
A yxy Aa 6 h c e OAMax 3bthm cpyniH A a K ao n r a n a cy-
CTHrayTa TpocTpyKHM npacKOM, TanHO n a noA a nyT a
H3M ehy ABa C T onapa AOBua, Ha HeKOAHKO K o p a n a
caM o o a 6 p a T a A p y re HceHe UHBHAHor KOMaHAaHTa,
K o jn j e , K an o j e nocA e n p H n a o , n y u a o H acyM ue He
TAeAajyhH h He BHAehn HHiHTa, o c e h a j y h n caM o Aa
T pe 6 a nypaT H y oh o H en rro u ito r a HaAAehe. Y 4>par-
MeHTy Te cenyH A e noMHCAHO j e A a t o y n r r a oKHAa
h je c T e nT H na, a a h B eh j e oKHHyo y npa3HO H cnpeA
c e 6 e, H a M eTap h n o H cnpeA M ecTa OAaKAe My j e
o c e h a i t e cnrH aA H caA o oh o npncycTB O y Ba3Ayxy.
noAaKo cy ce A>yAH npn 6AHHcaBaAH AOBijHMa,
K o jn cy h x 3aAP>KaBaAH OAMax hohob o HanyH>eHHM
nyniKaMa Aa ce He 6h cyBHine npHKynnAH 3Bepn.
— IIoAaKO, 6 p a h o . IIoAaKo! — tob op h ah c y H a -

178
H3MemraHo. — Hxnnxa cxpaimmje o a cmpxho pame-
Hor AeonapAa!
— IIoAaKo! — OATOBopno je Apyrn. — A k o CTe
hchbh h noceAyjeTe hchbox, He 3HaHn Aa BaM oh BHuie
HHje noxpeSam
MorAH cmo Aeno b h acth AeonapAa Kano Aencn
Ha 6oKy H36aneHHx npeAH>nx m ana h HCTerHyTHx
CTpaaoBHx Hory. H3rAeAaAo 6h Aa jo n i npeAehe ije-
cxy Aa My ce cAaSime HHcy xaKo cycTaAO noAH3aAe
h 6p3o naAaAe xoHyhn CBe MaAaKcaAHje y yAernyhe
H3Meby p ešap a h CBe HCTypeHHjer rpe6eHa KapAHH-
hhx Kocrajy. Kps je cnopo AonTHAa Ha pnby 6ok-
CHTHy 3eMA>y, TaMHHja h rym ha oa me. TproAjHAa je
H3 paHa CBe Tero6HHjHM h cycTaAHjHM KA>ynajHMa,
na ce CBe yMopHHje peAHAa HH3 pacKonmo chbo-
OKepacTo Kp3HO nonpcKaHO MpKHM neraMa. Jom Ha-
nyA>eHe ynm H3a rAaxKor 3aTypeHor neAa AeonapAa
yno3opaBaAe cy Aa 6h oh jom Morao jeAHHM yAap-
neM m ane Aa pacnopn h y6nje cBaKor HecMOTpeHor
paA03HaAna. Aobuh Kojn cy 6hah HanyHHAH nyunce
H3rAeAaAH cy Haj Marne paA03HaAH h HajMame pa-
AOCHH.
Ten noAa caTa Kacmije, KaA je KpB Beh AaBHO
npecTaAa Aa 6n je H3 BpeTeHacTor xpyna, KaA cy
CAa6nHaMa, yAOBHMa h peAHM TeAOM 3Bepn Beh npo-
hiah nocAeAH>H pe4>AeKCHH y3AacH h cm pthh rpneBH,
jeAaH ce AOBaix CTao onpe3HO Aa npHSAHHtaBa ahb-
hom TeAy BeAHKe Manne ocBeTA>eHe kochm cyraieM.
HmnTa ce HHje nyAo h h MnpaAo. CaMO nyipcapama,
nAaMcajn h ahm bhcoko 3a HaMa.
IIo cA e CBaKor K opaK a, AOBaij 6h 3acT ao h n p -
CTHMa AeBe p y x e o m m a B a o o m T p n B px H oaca K o jn
j e CTHCKao y A ecH oj.
Aah Ha Tpn Kopana oa BHTKe 3Bepn 3aycxaBHO
ce h , He cKHAajyhn HanperHyxn norAeA c me, Aynno
npBo AaKO HoroM y 3eMA>y, OHAa Asanyx jane. H h-
mxa HHje OAaBaAO Aa je 3Bep xo ocexnAa. Je ah Mp-
xBa? IIpaBH ah ce mpibom Kao Apso? He. OcxaBH
KOMaA MpxBor Apsexa Aa cxojn koahko xohem y
12* 179
boah, HHKaAa H eb e n o c ra T H kpokoaha. A a h A eonapA
h MpTaB HMa CBoje o u iT p e KaHije. Je a h 3 a n c T a c a -
cb h m MpTaB? Je a h A eonapA mcaA M pxaB?
He caneKa oatob op , caMo noTUHKHy, ixockohh,
XHTHy hojk yBHC, yxBaTH ra h c h>hm ce y pyuH 6 a i m
Ha BpeTeHacTO m ptbo TpynAO npynceHO npeKo np-
BeHe HecTe.
Aobhh, CBa Tpojm ia, jep cy h Apyra ABojmja ao-
TpnaAa c toahm HoaceBHMa u ito c y cBeTAyuaAH y
HpHHM pynaMa, peAOM cy 3aBAanHAH n p cre y paHe
h Ma3 aAH ce no ah h y h n c n o A MHniKe A e o n a p A o
bom KpBA>y. H e K O je o a h>hx nan noAoxcno ycHe Ha
yAa3HH OTBop paHe h noKymao Aa Hcnca h n oim je
Kan-ABe H ajxpaSpnje h Haj jkhb A>e KpBH.
OpAyuiHHe cy irmpoKo icpyjKHAe HaA BaTpaMa
Koje cy ce cacraBHAe h caA, Kao MaMy3HyTe, ro-
peAe jkhbaxHHje 6yKTehH h AaA>e hhckhm, npH3eM-
hhm nAaMeabeM 6ah>khm KopeH>y. Oho AHBA>aHH hito
ce HHje 3a BpeMeHa oaayhhao Aa H3abe Ha uecry,
ynAameHO oa Haurax MHpnca h rAacoBa BHine He­
ro ah oa TaA jom AaAene BaTpe, caA je, npeceneHe oa-
cTynHHHe, He CKpHBajyhn ce BHine, oMaMA>eHo ah-
mom jypHAO c Kpaja Ha Kpaj CBe yncer Kpyra.
Y koahko je nAaMeH CTe3ao OMny, y to ah k o je TpKa
no CBe CTeniH>eHHjeM npocTopy 6nBaAa y3HeMHpe-
HHja h onajHHja. HyAH cy ce npHrymeHH Rpmm, ah-
mom n 3MaMA>eHa cHKTama, ncapoM h oneKOTHHaMa
H3Ba6A>eHH ypAHHH. Ko 3Ha KaKBa je AHBA>an TaMo
jom ocTaAa Aa H3ropn. H ko 3Ha koahko je jkhbota,
pa3AHpaHo CTpaxoM oa BaTpe h cTpaxoM oa A>yAH,
ocyAHAO ce6e Ha AOMany, He ycybyjyhn ce Aa ce
6AaroBpeMeHO onpeAeAH h cnace 6eKCTBOM oa OHe
onacHOCTH Koja je y tom nacy SHAa HeyMHTHHja.
Aah HMa ah CTpaimraje oa OHe Kojy 3a CBy <j>ayHy
npeACTaBA»a hobck, Taj cj)ayH m ijn Aax MHpmne Ha
AHM, Ha KpB h Ha Meco?
Aobhh c y A ep aA H K o x c y A e o n a p A y . H n c a M BH A eo
c p n e K o je c y M y n p ecH O n o je A H noA eA H B iiiH r a H a
TpH A eA a H 3M eb y c e 6 e . H o K T e c y M y oacckah. O H aj

180
K o ju r a j e npBH paHHO a o 6ho j e AeBy npeAH>y h a©-
CHy 3aAH>y m a n y . O c r a A H c y c e 3aAOBOA>HAH AseM a
npeocTaAHM .
HeKO H3a MeHe KpHKHy. OicpeHeM c e 6p 3o . C ra -
r a o caM Aa bhahm jeA H y oa ohhx chbhx naTyA>acTHX
aHTHAona K an o , r o p e h n K ao 6yKTHH>a, n oK ym aB a Aa
c e y jeAHOM y3aAyAHO AenoM h y3aAyAHO T p a ra n -
hom CKOKy n p e S a rm npeKO necT e.
C r y K H e M o cbh y n A a m e H H y n p B H M a x A a Shcmo
c e 3 a T H M c jy p H A H ao H>e n a A e H a p y 6 n y T a K pB aB O M
H bym K H H O M A O A H p y j y h n b ab t c a B a H C K e T p a B e . A >yA H
c y 6 a m i A H H a H>y K o m y A > e A a y r a c e x c a p m r o j o j j e
j o m y B e K C M yA H o K o x c y . O n e K o r a H e K o j e j e 3 a A O -
6 n A a 6 n A e c y cM p T O H O C H e. K a o m r o j e h cbmhaoct
H O B eK O B a, K o j a K a c H H j e p A O A a3H T e K n o c A e aboho-
n r a e B o r 3 a c n h e H > a K pBA >y.
B a A y 6 a H aM p e n e A a H e rA e A a M o , n a n y n H y h
n p e K A a a H T H A o n y hcthm hojkcm K a K a B j e H M a o h
C n A a , c n a c H A a n H a in e r A eT eT a, p o a o m c a r p a H u n e
0 6 a A e C A O H O B ane h A a x o M e ja .
3a Benepy je cBaKO noHybeH noAyncoM nanoBa
Ha MAaAOM naAMHHOM AHcry. IIpHMajyhH y3Ayxc npe-
ceneHor nanoBa, ocerao caM AnaAOBA>eB hpohhhhh
norAeA. CeAeo je AOCTa AaAeKO oa MeHe h xcBaxao
CBoje neneme npaBehn ce Aa je 3a6aBA>eH HCKA>ynHBO
H.HM. BaA>Aa je oneKHBao Aa hy ce H3roBopHTH chto-
m hy hah HemiM cahhhhm h yHanpeA ce cnpeMao Aa
mh Ao6aim HemTo 3ajeAA>HBO. O cerao caM Aa mh ce
npeBa AHxey oa caMe noMHCAH Aa hy ce H3 HeKor
npHCHAHor, npeACTaBHHHKor HHaTa oaayhhth Aa je-
AeM to Meco. 3Hann oAAynno caM. ŠarproeM 6p30,
HacMeniHM ce Kao Aa caM jeABa AoneKao Aa to ynH-
hhm . MebyraM, Meco HHje MHpncaAo OA6ojHo! MeKO.
Ao6po neneHO. Ykycho naK. Aah to caM 3aKA>ynHO
TeK cyrpaAaH.
TaA caM 6 a im o norA eA n c n p e A c e 6 e, n y r A n a -
A oa. O h j e B eh A OBpm aBao CBojy n o p ip ijY - TAOAao j e
p e 6a p n a .
J a to HHcaM h h h h o . H e m r o m h c e raAHAO. H e .

181
C a M o , C T B a p H o , n o c A e c B e r a , 6ho c a M cht. I l a c a M
oa 6ho A a y 3M6m o a a H T H A o n e K o j y c y hcckah H a
K O M a A H h e h C K y B aA H y c o c y y koj'h c y c T aB H A H ao-
C T a ohhx A>yTHx T p a B a . H e K a K O mh c e H H ii r r a B H m e
H H je j e A o . Y e r a o c a M . O c T a T K e cbot n a n o B a n o H e o
c a M A a 6h hx 6 a iiH O 3 a n p B H r p M hhm 3 a b e M mbao
y rn y M y . T a M o , y xA aA Y , oceT H M M yH H H H y. K y K a -
bhho! o c y A H M c e h o c e T H M o r a o p n p e M a H e n p a B A H .
Aa 6hx n p e c T a o A a c e n p e 3 H p e M , oaayhhm A a n o j e -
ACM o c T a T K e n a u o B a . 3 a n i T o A a to H e yH H H H M . Cbh
c y r a c a 3 aAOBOA>CTBOM je A H . H e M a c M H C A a A a , 3 6 o r
p e H H n a iio e K o j a y mom j e 3 H K y o c A o 6 a b a o A p e b e H
H H 3 o 6 a B e 3 HHX a c o u H j a i i H j a H a r a y c H o , ra A H O , H e -
n p n j a T H o , H a K .a H a A H 3 a iiH O H e n e B H , n p A > a B e p y n e h
K y r y , H e j e A e M M e c o K o j e n p n j a O B A e cbhmb K o j n
r a o A s a j K a A a T p o r n e . H a K p a j y K p a j e B a , je A e M ahb-
A>er 3 e n a , K o j n j e T a n o b e rA O A a p K a o h n a ix o B n a A -
mhct, H H je M e c o H M a c A H H aH y K y c . H a n H A a K lH H H
n p n j a T H H j H y K y c oa 3 e n H j e r . H e h y A a p o 6 y j e M hh-
K aK B H M H a B H K a M a . H a j M a a e ra c T p o H O M C K H M . A o
H eT H M , y o c T a A O M , y K y 4 > e p y H 3 c a c B H M A P Y K H H je
cpeA H H e. T a n K a .
T H e B a H , c e o c a M y n ry M C K y T p a B y h n o n e o A a
A O B p m a B a M o c r a T K e . M o p a M n p H 3 H a r a A a hx j e 6hao
A B a n y T B H H ie ho h ito c a A A O TA e n o j e o . A n a A O n p o b e
h, B H A e B iira M e c a M o r , 3 a c r a A e K a o H 3 H e H a b e H . Oa-
TAyM H O j e to c a B p m e H O 3 a j e A H o r H e r A y M n a .
— C a M je A e r n ? — H a c M e iim c e h c e A e H a T p a B y
AO M e H e . — H h c h 6 h o c n r y p a H A a b e m t o M o b k A a
n o je A e m n p e A H aM a, j e a h ?
— O A A yH H o caM A a t o nnaK H e 6 apH M .
— TAaA?
— He. CoAHAapHOCT.
O h y3AaxHy:
— H M a H a c K o jn c e 6 e o c y b y je M o n e A o r h c h -
B O T a A a j e A e M o oho ih to H a M c e H e A o n a A a .
— npeApacyAe! 3airrro mh ce He 6h AonaAo
HeinTO irrro ce Apyrmia C B n b a ?

182
 — H j a c e iie A o r j k h b o t b T aK o H em T O in rra M .
H e 3 H a M 3 a u i T o . I I o H e K a A m h c e h h h h A a 3 H a M : H 3-
A a je M c e 3 a o h o h i t o H H c a M . J a H H c a M n p a B H n p o -
A e T e p . K o a n a c t o h h k o H H je . n p a B H h h a y c t p h j c k h
p a A H H K H H je H H K aA K O A e 6 A>HB. J a n n a K A ° 6 n j a M
A y m y H H A y c T p n jc K o r p aA H H K a, n a n o t o H H caM , r o -
H e h n c e 6 e A a j e A e M C B o je n a u o B e . Y n p e H o c H O M 3 H a -
neH >y.
Y h y T a , npebe pyKOM npeKo A n n a , y 3 A a x H y , n a

pene:
— M o r a o 6h x A a t h B p a r a M K H > n r y .
— ripoH H T ao ch KapAeA>a? IH T a K ancein?
— IIpoHHTao caM ra Ha 6p 3HHy. YBepA»HB j e .
CTaHH. J a HHcaM penao Aa caM ce c a o jk h o c h>hm y
CBeMy. J a H>eroBe HaBOAe h HHTaTe HHcaM npoBepno.
H He 3HaM He paAH a h o h c k h h c c k h m TeKCTOBHMa
OHO HCTO HITO Cy OHH ypaAHAH Ca BberOBHM H OHHMa
Apyrnx BaiiiHX me«J>OBa.
— BaA>Aa He B e p y je m Aa fee HOBeK K o jn jaBHO
HCTyna npoTHB HeKopeKTHor HaBofeeH>a c B o jn x TeK-
CTOBa caM MaHHiryAHcaTH c n p o th b h h h k h m Te3aMa
Ha CAHHaH HaHHH?
— A o r H H H o j e Aa TaKo He 6 yA e, aA H . . .
— CBe Ha c r p a n y , b a h KapAeAj j e H cyB um e h c -
TaKHyTa a h h h o c t y MefeyHapoAHOM paAHHHKOM n o -
KpeTy Aa 6 h M o rao c e 6 n Aa a o 3 b o a h h b c o a h a h o c t
Ma KaKBe BpcTe. H aK h KaA 6h XTeo.
H c a M TO MHCAHM.
— CeM Tora, oBa je KBbHra o6jaBA>eHa Befe Ha
HeKOAHKo cBeTCKHX je3HKa h MOHceiH 6 h t h CHTypaH
Aa je cTpyHHO H3aHaAH3Hpana Ha pa3HHM cipaHaMa.
KHHe3H 6 h 6 h a h npBH Kojn 6 h yAapHAH Ha CBa 3 b o h h
BHHyfeH Aa ce KpHBOTBope h> hxobh c tb b o b h Aa c y
yTBpAHAH Aa je h jeAHa jeAHHa 3aneTa H30CTaBA>eHa
H 3 T e 3 a HjH xobhx p y K O B O A H A a p a c K o jH M a K a p A e A >

pacnpaBA>a.
— H eK aj. A a a h A a t h K aateM ? YocTaAOM, HeKa!
A a a n y T caM n p o H H ia o KapAeA>eBy K H .nry. H aB eA a

183
Me Beh npnAHKOM npBor HHraita Ha HeKa pa3MH-
inAjaH>a. YKpaTKO, BpAo caM y3HeMHpeH.
— 3anrro?
— J a 6 hx nHTao: j e ah noTpe6Ho Aa komyhhcth
T a K o p a 3 r o B a p a j Y H 3 M e b Y c e 6 e ?

— KH>Hra KojY caM th Aao Aa HHTam Hcrane

ce, H3MehY ocTaAor, h H3BaHpeAHOM cy3ApJKA>HBO-
m hy h npHHHHnHjeAHomhY.
— Aah h ohh cy komyhhcth, 3 ap He? BopHAH
cy ce toahko roAHHa Kao AaBOBH, noSeAHAH, no-
neAH Aa H3rpabyjy cohhjaAH3aM y ycAOBHMa 3ao-
CTaAOCTH, nocTHJKy y c n e x e . . .
— CnoMeHyo c h y c A O B e . Y3poKe Tpe6a TpantHTH
yBeK y HbHMa. Ohh cy oho KOHKpeTHO oa Hera BaA>a
IIOAa3HTH . . .
— O h o x h to MeHe y CBeMy TOMe y3HeMHpyje
HHcy Khhc3h h KnHa. To je APyro. Mh . A4>pmca.
C/rapraa upTa o a Koje y A4>Phhh noAa3H c o h h jaAH-
CTHHKa H3rpaAH>a 6 AHHca je KHHecKoj HeroAH h i t o je
KHHecKa 6 nAa AaAena o a Barne, peuHMO. IIpH TOMe
m h He pacnoAanceMo h h o h h m i h t o cy noceAOBaAH
Khhc3h H3HiuaBiuH H3 peBOAyuHOHapHor paTa nOAH-
THHKH 0praHH30BaHH, BOjHHHKH jaKH, nOCeAyjyhH
H3BecHe HHAycTpnjCKe KanauHTeTe h nocTpojeaa.
M h HeMaMO HHiiiTa o a CBera Tora. H h paAHHHKe
KAace, h h npoAeTepcKe napTHje.
— A epAea?
— To je Apyro: iirapoKa MacHBHa onuiTenoAH-
THHKa opraHH3aoHja. Mh HeMaMO n ap rajy , CBojy,
cxBaTam? H>y 6 h rpeSaAo ctbophth: KaKO? H 3 r p a A -

H>a ce Byne cnopo. 3eMA>a HeMa cpeACTaBa. A ok ce

6yAy CTBopHAH eAeMeHTH Kojn he AaBara CBoje ch-
HOBe naprajH , npohn he ko 3Ha koahko roAHHa.
ApyiHTBo HaM HMa HH3 CBojcTaBa npeTKAacHe opra-
HH3aunje. HeH3AH<i>epeHiiHpaHo je jom. H ah bpao
MaAO AH«j)epeHUHpaHO. A h to je, KAacHa pa3AHKO-
Bama noneAa cy y nocAeAHbe BpeMe. H3bcchh a>yah
Ha BAacTH OTKpHBajy 3rpTaHKe HaroHe. Anncy BHAe
3a ce6e. Ila hx nocAe H3Aajy CTpaHUHMa 3a cKyne

184
nape. H3ipaAfta h e ctbophth paAHHHKy KAacy. Aah
c nHMe nohn y H3rpaAH»y? HMaAa Kojenrra
K i m a j e

iuto mh HeMaMo Ha cTapxy.

— CoHHjaAHćTHHKH CBeT Bac MOHce noMotrn Aa­
Hac CHaatHHje ho h ito je jyne 6ho y crafty Aa no-
MOTHe K H H y .
— A je ah y nHTafty caMo noMoh? IIpH-
a . H o

BpeAa jeAHe 3eMA>e ce He Moxce ocHHBaTH Ha no-

KAOH-naKeTHMa, H3rpaAfta ce He npaBH 6ecKaMaTHHM
3ajMOBHMa.
H3BHHH, He BHAHM KBKBe TO Be3e HMa C KftH-
roM Kojoj cmo noneAH Aa tobophmo?
o

— HMa Hexe Be3e.

— OAHCTa hx He bhahm.
OaHOCH y COIIHj aAHCTHHKOM CBeTy, OAHOCH
H3Mehy n a p r a ja . . .
— oahoch y naprajaM a.
H

— Y peAy. Aah BajKHHje je npBO. Ako th oa­

hoch HHcy KaKO Tpe6a, hh noMoh Hehe 6 hth OHaKBa
KaKBa 6 h TpeSaAo. MecTO Aa AOAa3H oa cpua, ao-
Aa3nhe H3 nponaraHAHO-npecTHHCHHx pa3Aora. A h
MH . . . MeCTO Aa CTBOpHMO CHaJKHy H jeAHHCTBeHy
CBeacjjpHHKy n ap rajy , HMaheMo fto j npHcraAHue y

jeAHe KOHueimnje conHjaAH3Ma, rrpHBpxceHHKe Apy-

re, HaBHjane 3a Tpehy.
— IIlTa 3aMHiHA>am, Aa H3rpaAH>a Tpe6a Aa Map-
HiHe 3aKOHe KpeTafta h neH3HOHHuie ahj aAeKTHKy
CKyna ca npoTHBypenjHMa?
— MeHH je jaKO Teimco, eTO. BoAeo 6 hx Aa ao
TaKBHX cnopoBa He AOAa3H.
— BoAeo 6 h Aa cbbko KAeBehe, oirryxcyje, eKC-
KOMyHHHHpa Hac JyrocAOBeHe, a mh caMo Aa hy-
THMO?
— M AH o p a AOA33H AO THX CTBapH?
A a

— H MopaAO aok je nocTojaAa caMo jeAHa

n j e

couhjaAHCTHHKa 3eMA>a. CaA, H3TAeAa, Mopa. H CBe

he BHHie MopaTH.
— T Me h peBOATnpa. Otkya npOTHBpenja
o

M iHaMa?
e h y noAa3HMo ah cbh oa hcthx npeT-
H e

185
nocTaBKH, h c t h x HAeaAa, h c t h x n p H H ip m a h , aKO xo-
hern, o a h c t h x TeKCTOBa?
— HcTOBeTHH HAeaAHnpHAarofeeHHpa3AHHHTHM.
ycAOBHMa H aM ehy, y jeAHOM c A y n a jy . . .
— He cAanceM ce. A k o ycBojHM TepMHHOAorajy
6pomypHna Koje c h m h jyne Aao, o h o i h t o ce Ha3HBa
TaMo aAMHHHCTpaTHBHo-bnpoKpaTCKHM ynpaBA,aH>eM
HHje caMo H3pa3 3aocTajan>a. A o k , o6paTHo, c h c tc m
paAHHHKHx caBeTa ...
— Hnje a h t o CBe pa3yMA>HBO h npnpoAHO?
— MeHH je t o HenpnpoAHo. HaBHKao caM Aa ce
npeA CBaKHM npoTHBpenjeM ynHTaM: o t k y a o h o , ruTa
CTojn H3a H>era, Koja je H>eroBa cTpaHa nporpecHBHa,
a Koja perpecHBHa. MebyTHM, TBojH npnjaTeAiH h t h ,
b h roBopHTe o cnopoBHMa y OKBHpy c o u h jaAH3Ma,
H3Meby COHHj aAHCTHHKHX AP^SBa, H3Meby AHHaMH-
h h h x h crarHHpajyhHx ByHHHX cHara nporpeca.
KaKo OHAa? CMe a h ce t o Heica5KH>HBo h noMH-
c a h t h ? TAeAao caM h ad co b k h h c c k h jeAaH 4>ham o
AH3aH>y HeKe SpaHe 3a xHApopeHTpaAy. C to xHA>aAa
M3AHX A>yAH CHHMaHHX OA03AO Htype y3 HeKO 6pAO.
C b b k h h o c h Ha TAaBH AOHap, Kopny, niTa ja 3H3M.
TaMo My t o HanyHe 3eMA>OM. H cBaKH ce o a t h x
A>yAH 3aTHM cnyuiTa. A a h ca CBaKHM — 6pAO je
Man>e. ItlTa Aa t h npnqaM, Kao MpaBH cy H3TAeAaAH,
aAH KaA cy c b h nponiAH — 6pAa HHje BHUie 6 h a o .
IIpocTo cy ra nojeAH.
— H>hx je MHoro h o h h cy y rrpaBy 3aTO h i t o
je JyrocAOBeHa meiao.
— He m h c a h m TaKO ynpomheHo! — nAaHy. —
H h TaKO KyKaBHHKH.
— OHAa npH3Haj Aa OHaj c o h h jaAH3aM Kojn He
pa3Be3yje CBe cTBapaAanKe cHare Mopa Aa npeACTaB-
A>a peAaTHBaH perpec y OAHOcy Ha APyrn Kojn t o
h h h h . D I to He 3HaHH Aa je npBH perpecHBaH y o a -
Hocy Ha, pepHMo, Ma Kojy Apyry HecounjaAHCTHHKy
CTpyKTypy.
— A oTKyA t o ? — nHTao Me, nHTao ce caB Ha-
neT. — A a , peKao c h : 06j c k t h b h h ycAOBH. . .

186
 — C y S je K T H B H e C H a r e T a K o b e H r p a j y y C B e M y
T O M e H e K y y A o r y . O A A y n y j y b y , h h h h m h ce, y c a v -
n a j y o K O M e ro B o p H M O .
— Y x B a T H o c a M Te. C B e c r j e ycA O B A > eH a.
— He 3 a 6 o p a B H M o , peBOAyimoHapn c m o , na j e
h o 6 p H y r o : H a i n y a K i m j y ycA O B A > aB a H a m a c B e c r .
CeAeAH c m o y inyMH Ha ABaAeceTHHy MeTapa o a
HBHne; Kpo3 rycTO Apsehe, HaAHK H a BHcoKe cyHuo-
SpaHe, BHAeo ce h n y r h Aeo caBaHe, rAe cy acapn-
mTa Baipe jom THH>aAa h UBpnaAa m apehn Heyro-
AaH MHpnc nafeeBHHe mTo Hnje H nnna nomTeAeAa h
hhkom Kor je 3axBaTHAa mmiTa onpocTHAa. A o k
caM rAeAao HeoApebeHO y t o , naAe m h y o h h H3Be-
CHa npoMeHa. HeKa Heo6jaiiiH>HBa y3HeMHpeHOCT
3axBaTHAa je o a HeKor BpeMeHa Ha pecTH A>yAe KojH
cy ce pacTpnaAH H, A03HBajyhH ce, noAjapHBaAH Ba-
Tpy k o a noA>CKe Kyxrate h a h jypHAH Ha pa3He erpa-
He c npa3HHM h nyHHM nocyAaMa. AnaAo, rAeAajyhn
Me CBe BpeMe y o h h , c x b b t h Aa ra He CAymaM Brane,
na nobe 3a MojHM norAeAOM. A a h h h m carAeAa t o -
T3A OHe CTpKe Ha necTH, ycraAe Kao yAapeH.
— H em T o ce a o t o a h a o !
I I o m h c a h o caM oAMax Ha HerrpujaTHo, HenonpaB-
AjHBO , Ha CMpT.
— O n eT 3MHja? — yimTaM K p e h y b n acypHO 3 a
H.HM.
He. P e ic A H c y H a M h h m c m o c t h t a h . T p y A H r a j a c e
t o n o p a b a A a . A e n c a A a j e H a je A H o j o a a c y p a , 3a -
K A o ra e H a neT O T O H neM . IIo M a ra A e c y j o j o 6 e a c e H e ,
k o j e c y , n o j a B A > y j y b H c e c n a c a H a n a c H 3 a K aM H O H a ,
C B o jH M H a A 0 3 H M a H H 3 a 3 H B a A e C B y O H y H 3 6 e 3 y M -
A>eH y c T p K y M y u i K a p a n a . O b h c y , 3 o y H .e H H h y 3 6 y -
b eH H , n o rp e m H O cxB aT aA H ra n x o B e 3 ax T eB e H 3 p e n eH e
c y B e p e H o m h p h o . Y n a c y K o jn j e h c c h c k h . no a b o -
j r a t a h T p o jn n a jy p H y A a 6 h c y A a p a jy h n c e h o t h -
M aA a c e o H c n p a M c a e H y 6eH 3H H C K y R a m y y K o jo j
j e B p H A a B O A a. C a M c e n o p o b a j O A B H ja o , H 3 rA e A a ,
6 e 3 K O M n A H K a u n ja . T p y A O B H c y c e ja B H A H O A M a x H e -
K aK O n o c A e y S n c T B a A e o n a p A a , b a h J K e H a H a M c e T a A

187
cKAOHHAa c o aajy . TproBaa joj je ay o je iia a e 3a u6y-
hom h npBH je aAapMHpao aceHe. AOAajyha j e A ­
C a A ,

Hoj o a h>hx KaHTy c BpyhoM b o a o m , Kojy je o a Ba-

Tpe a o KaMHOHa h o c h o MAaAnh, h noacypyjyha K o h -
roam ja Koja je AOAa3ao c AaBopoM nyHHM B3BopcKe
b o a s , o h je Beh o6jauiH>aBao Aa je Taj c ra a a j y Bpe-
MeHy carypaH 3HEIK Aa he AeTe 6 h t h xpa6po a jy-
HaHKO.
— A a K o 6 y A e A S B o j a a a a ? — y n a r a mo4>ep.
— H e M o ry h e A a to 6 yAe. AeonapA O B Ayx y A a3 a
caM o y M y u iK ap ae! — n a c e aa K a A>yTHy H a in o -
4>epa. — 3 a p th H a je jacHO, TAynaHe, A a tpyaobh
H a c y motah A a noH H y aok j e A e o n a p A 6a o jkhb?
H K o a o k o j e a o h o c h o A PBeny n o c y A y n y a y H3-
BopcK e BOAe. 3 a be>hm c e nojaB H aoB eK c 0 6 a A e C ao -
HOBaae, T a n o h e c b o a o m .
Ho TeK h it o cnycTH t b h k h A pseH H cyA c TAaBe
Ha ap B eH y 3eMA>y, OTKHHy c e OAOHyA H3a neTOTOHna
H a j j a a a AOcaA K paK a OAMax c e 3aTHM 3 a a y OHaj
HejaKH, CAaTKH 3aijeH,eHH iiA aa ASTeTa.
— H o bh a o B e K j e o 6 j a B a o C B o j AOAa3aK n a
CBeT! — p e a e C aA a.
— Mynncapaah! — HajaBH Aena AeBojKa, CBa
ASKOMnoHOBaHa a H3pa3a pacraBA>eHa Ha 6e3H3pa-
acajHe ASAahe AarneHe AenoTe. IIpoBHpHAa je H3a
nAaT<j)opMe Aa 6 a t o o6jaBHAa a 3 b th m OAMax o nei
HecTaAa.
— H O H a h e p o A H T H O B e r o A H H e ! — p e a e AP-
a c a B H H T p r o B a p . — To c e y B e K A e r n a B a K a A A e B o j K a
H a ja B H M y n i K a p a a .
IIocAe HeKor BpeMeHa m o ta h cm o c b h Aa npa-
heMo nopoAHA>a a Aa joj aecTHTaMO. H3MyaeHa
AHiia, CMeiiiHAa ce Beh SAaaceHO 3a6opaBHBina CBe:
TpyAOBe, MyKe, SoAOBe. AeacaAa je Ha acypa noKpaBe-
Ha caMo cBojaM iuapeHHM a npocTpaHHM nan> eM .
BAaacHa CBeTAyaaBa Aaaa o a Heo6pacaHor 3Hoja,
norAeAaAa Hac je CBe c Hea3MepHOM 3axBaAHomhy.
JeAHa o a aceHa je ynpaBO 3aBpniHAa npaH>e h o b o -
poheHaeTa. IIoAHTAa ra t o a o t y b h c : 6h a o je 6eAO.

188
 — A h b h o AeTe! — p e n e A n aA o n p a T e b n n o -
KpeTe HceHe K o ja r a j e yMaTaAa y n e im c n p e . — IIlT a
t h j e ? — ynH Ta Me 3 a n y b e H MojHM 3anybeHHM , BaA>-
Aa, H3pa30M . B h a o m h j e HeyroAHo h i t o c e H>eH
»zp ex« c 6 eAHOM HHje M o rao caKpHTH.
Aah oh npcHy y CMex KaA My penox pa3 A o r CBoje
HeAaroAHOCTH. *IyAHo ce:
— 3 a p h h c h 3 H a o A a c e h m h p a b a M o 6 eA H ? M h
H a je A a H A a H c a M o . I I o c A e A B a A e c e T n e r a p n c a T a
n p H A a r o b y j e M O c e — n o n p H H M o . K a o (j)HAM CKa T p a -
K a H a CBeTAOCTH. C x B a T a i ll ? IlH T M e H T nOHHH>e CBOj
x e M H jc K H n p o p e c 6 o je H > a K o n c e T e K y A O A H p y c a
C B e T A o m h y . E e A a K o x c a j e 3 a H a c 3 a T O M O JK A a h 3 h b k
H e j aK O CTH h H e n p H A a r o b e H o c T H y c A O B H M a .
— O H>HMa j e yBeK p e n ! — AoSauHM aAyAHpa-
j y h n Ha H am M aA o n aim tH p a 3 ro B o p y niyMH.
O h 3aMHiiiA>eHO norA eA a n p eK o MeHe OAe. h

IIopoAHAjy cmo noAnrAH Ha nAaT<j)opMy H am e

neTOTOHCKe HeKpeTHHHe h HanpaBHAH j o j HeKanaB
Aencaj Ha KoncaM a h 6oiiiH aM a.
IIo A a caT a KacHHje, 3 a bhacab AaKAe, H a n b e H3
HCTor n p a B p a H3 K or cmo h mh aoiuah noA yrepeT -
H>aK K o jn B eb H3AaAeKa HHje yAHBao HHKaKBor n o -
BepeHba hh n p y n c a o HaAe Aa b e H ac H3Bybn H3
nAaTKe. IIIo(j)ep j e c r a o He r a c e b n MOTop, Bah KaA
j e n y o m T a hbm T p e 6 a , MaxHy OApenHO, A^Ae r a c h,
AHHcybn n p au iH H y 3a co6 om, HecTa y rnyMH.
A o M paK a — j o m jeA H a K O A a caM o.
— IIlT a My to 3HaHH? — y iD rra c e TAacHO Tp-
ro B a n . — C a o S p a h a j j e n o c T a o hcoShhho hchb.
— AeonapA! — peKHeM nepKajybn ra. Aah oh
He oceTH 3ajeAaH>e hh y mom rAacy, hh y ohom mTO
caM peKao. CaMo noTBpAH:
— C nrypH O , A eonapA ! BeA m ca je H>eroBa CHAa.
AoniAO je, Haj3aA, h BpeMe Aerama. Hobac je
TpeSaAO cnaBara Ha 3eMA>H. ILvaTcfjopMy je 3ay3eAa
nopoAHA>a. Aah npe ho mTO caM ce npyxcno Ha caM
nyr, ncnpeA tohkobb c noAynpa3HOM Top6oM ncnoA
189
rAaBe, T p e 6 aAo j e A a c e n o c e 6 Ho AoroBopHM c a Ch-
aom h EaAySoM . CK peH yo caM h m naacKby Aa m h He
n o K y m a jy A a »noABaAe« K ao H o h ac. H 3aphca>hb caM
k o a h k o h o h h H He HceAHM » n o c e 6 aH c ra T y c « . B p e h a
Me HbHxoBa o 6 3 h p h o c t , Ma k o a h k o m h t o a h a o h»h-
xobo npHjaTeA>cTBO.
OSojHpa cy 6 h a h y36yheHH nocAe Tor Mor no-
3HBa Aa nocTynajy ca m h o m paBHonpaBHO. M h c a h m
Aa cy ce TeK nocAe Tora oGojnpa o t b o p h a h h Ayro
m h npHnaAH Aexcehn Ha 3eMibH Kpaj MeHe. Ca3 Hao
caM TaHHo rAe cy CBe 6 h a h , niTa cy HaynHAH h KaKO
he t o 3HaH>e Aa npHMeHe. C b 3 k h y CBojoj 3eMA»H.
JacHo, t o he ocTaTH Mehy HaMa caMo.
Ham AaKOMHCAeHH mo^ep, kojh je cnaBao h
npoiiiAe HohH h npocnaBao cKopo peAH AaH, OAjeA-
hom ao6h HanaA KaBaibepcTBa. Oh he Ha HAaT^opMH
Aa cnaBa. Cbh Kojn cmo npe Tora oGjaBHAH Kao y3-
rpeA Aa heMo 3apaHa Aehn, jKHBaxHeMO.
IIo p o A H A > y c j o m y B e K O K e p a c T O M 6 e 6 o M n p e -
M ecT H A H cmo y m o < j ) e p c K y K a S n H y . 0 6 e h e c e a c e H e
CMeHiHBaTH A e n c y p a jy h H oko H>e. A ^ B o j K a H e h e , j e p
c e y T e C T B a p n H e p a 3 y M e . 3aA O B O A >H a, A e n o T H p a
OAe y MpaK, TA e j e n e K a o M A a A n h H a H>y.
OHa ce MOHtAa HajBHme H3MeHHAa 3a nocAeAH>HX
ABaAeceT nerapH caTa. Oa KahnnepKe h KOKeTe ko-
ja je norAeAHMa, ocMecHMa h Ap^aaeM HenpeKHAHO
H3a3HBaAa MyuiKappe no3HBajyhH hx 6e3 peaa cbo-
joM ca3peAOM xceHCTBeHomhy Ha yABapamcy npe-
Ay3HMA>HBocT, nocTaAa je oa cHHoh HeoaeKHBaHO
KpoTKa h noByaeHa, Hiiua oGopeHHX OHHjy hah, ah-
JKyhn hx, TpajKHAa norAeAOM caMo cbot Aemca KojH
HHKaA HHje 6 ho AaAeKo h Kojn 6 h, Bpahajyhn ce
c noHeKe oa aY^khocth AeacypcTBa mTo ra je Ha
KojH MHHyT SHAa OABOjHAa OA H>e, yBeK AOA33HO
H>oj h yBeK HMao noHemTO BaacHo Aa joj Kaace, aok
ce OHa ApJJtaAa Kao Aa je y CBeMy mTO joj je oh
Hcnpnaao 3aHCTa yBeK h HaAa3HAa noHemTO m ro joj
ce HHHHAO Haj3aHHMA>HBHje Ha CBeTy.
He caMo m o 4 > e p , cbh fleMO m o H h H a n A a i c j j o p M H

190
Aa cnaBaMo. 3aT o cm o ce, B a /b A a , HeKaKO cbh h pa-
CaHHAH.
A y r o c e n p H H aA o K p a j B a T p e . C B aK H j e c M a T p a o
3a n o T p e S H o A a c e o n p a B A a 3 a H e o n e ic H B a H y H e c a -
H H H y : n p n j a T H H j e j e T a K o , H H je c e H aB H K A o p a H O
H a c n a B a H > e . H y A H o k h k o c e H O B eic H e c r n r H e A a
yM opH n p e K o A aH a.
Y C T B ap n , M H o rn c y c e c a A n o T a jH o H aA aA H A a
M o r y H a n h n H e x a K O A a H H jn h e m o 4 > e p H M a r a a A a T
K o j n H aM T p e 6 a . A a h 6 h a o H a c j e h K o j n c m o n p n -
3H aB aA H , y c e 6 n 6 a p , A a j e A p y r o 6 h a o y n H T a m y :
C T p a x o a 3 M H ja K o j e H o h y h n p e A 3 o p y A O B e. 3aTO
c m o H eK H h 6 h a h n o A e r a A H 3 a B p e M e H a A a , n o c A e
n o H o h n H c n a B a H H , B H U ie H e y c H H M O . I I p H H a A o c e
H a jB H H ie o A e o n a p A O B O M C K O K y. J e c T e a h n p H M e -
t h a h — p e n e H a m A O B a ij — n y B a o j e T a j c k o k a o
n o c A e A H .e r T p e H a . 3 H a o j e , O A A a n c y h n r a , A a O A A a x ce
CM pT.
IlpaTHO caM npouec HacTajama AereHAe, npHAa-
BaH>eM concTBeHHx oco 6nHa, HceA>a, m h c a h , cTpacra
caMoj 3BepH, oco 6nHa, BpAHHa h MaHa Koje cy, npn-
MeASaMa Apyrnx, h h x o b h m rAanameM h AOTepHBa-
H>eM, noHHH.aAe noAaKo Aa ry 6e KapaKTep AHHHe Ma-
mTOBHTocTH HOBeKa Kojn je npBH cTao Aa HMnyTH-
pajyhn npiraa. Te cy noce 6nocTH HecTajaAe h npe-
TBapaAe ce, 3axBaA>yjyhn AonyHaMa o c t h a h x HHTep-
BeHaTa, y HeKe 6e3AHHHe h a h ormrre u p re npaxBa-
TA>HBe 3a CBe.
Ho M anna AP>KaBHor TproBpa S n A a je nnaK t o ­
k o m Benepn h Hohn Hajm o S h a h h j a. Y»CHBA>aBajyhH
ce, o h je npmiao mTa je CBe AeonapA m h c a h o o a naca
KaA pameH, noSerao o a AOBaua h 3amao y TpaBe
j e ,

H3Mefey myMe necre. h je HHje npemao jep Hac

O h

je ocerao, na je peiiiHO Aa npmieKa CKpHBeH y ca-

BaHH.
Ap^aBHH TproBan ce, npiraajyhH, noTiryHO HAeH-
Tn4>HKOBao c AeonapAOM h npHAaBao 3Bepn m h c a h
h ocehaHba Koja 6 h caMO o h Morao HMara y c a h h -
Hoj cHTyaxmjH.
191
r

IIo H>eMy, AeonapA k oj’h ce, jeABa caBAabyjyhH

ypAHKe 6 oAa, ByKao Kpo3 TpaBy Tpaacehn H3Aa3,
cxBaTHO je, no t h u i h h h Koja je HacTaAa Ha n ecm ,
Aa cm o ra m h o t k p h a h . 3aTO h HHje OAMax OTHUiao
y myMy. To My je npBa rpennca. Bojao ce 3aceAe.
Bojao ce jep je y nryMH h paaeH . n a je oAAynno Aa
ce npHMHpn h Aerae. CpehoM, Hamao ce 6AH3y He-
k h x AeKOBHTHX TpaBa o a Kojnx paHe 6p30 3apacry.
HanacaBniH h x ce, ocerao ce 6oA>e. A a h TaA cm o m h
noneAH Aa nponennbaBaMO caBaHy. O h je Morao
Aa HanaAHe jeAHor 6 eAor Kojn je Hmao npaBO npeMa
H>eMy. MebyTHM, 60ja H>eroBor AHixa ra je CTpanmo
y 3HeMHpHAa. Y myMaMa h no nAaHHHaMa rAe je
npoBeo neo CBoj BeK AeonapAa, o h h h k h a HHje cpeo
cTBopa TaKBe Konce a yniTHHyTor, A>yror h oABpaT-
Hor H3pa3a. Bencao je o a c b h x A>yAH, HHje h x BOAeo,
H nje h x ce nAaumo, c m p a c a h cy My h 6 h a h t h a h h
h HapoHHTO rHycHH KaA cy h o c h a h OHe ycnaBaHe
rpoMOBe y pyun. A a h t h Koje je o h BHAeo H3AaAeKa
HMaAH cy Anne tzim h o Kao ceHKa KaA ce yjyTpy npo-
Terae y noAHoncjy CTa6Aa, Aynca o a H>era Kojn je
paba. Aok je 6eAat( HMao Koxcy 6oje Tyre, HtaAocTH
h naKAa. TaA je npBH nyT BpAO jacHo oceTHo Aa he
ra 3aAecHTH KOHanHa Hećpeha. To My je APyra rpe-
niKa. YnpaBO t o h l t o ra je h 36yHHAo, 3£iApHcaAo ra
je 3aAyro KOAe6A»HBor y TpaBH. Ho KaA je ocerao
MHpnc AHMa h Aax BaTpe h i t o My ce, ny3ehH, noAaxo
npHbAHHcaBaAa, H3ry6HO je h nocAeAH>y Kan Tpe3-
BeHocTH h pacybHBaH>a: nyT npeMa inyMH 6 h o je npe-
ceneH BaTpoM. A sa, Tpn, neT nyTa MeH>ao je MecTO,
CKAaifeajyhH ce oa H>e. Y3aAyA- Ocehao ce HenpaBe-
A ho ocybeH Aa norHHe y H>oj. ByHHo ce y ce 6n npo­
THB H>e. H 3Hao Aa My HHnrra He BpeAH — nponao
je. n a je peinno Aa neKa. MoHCAa join HMa HaAe.
MojKAa he ce a o t o a h t h HeuiTO HenpeABHbeHO. To
My je Tpeha rpeniKa.
— Pena c e He B p a h a HrncaA H3B opy! — y3Aa-
xH y r y 6 aB an . ApncaBHH ra T p ro B aii He norA eA a. npo-
AyHCH".

192
 Tek KaA je, 3acAenA>eH CBe rymhnM ahmom, H3-
6e3yMA>eH o a cTpaxa, ckohho Aa noSerae, Baxpa ce
BHHyAa 3a h>hm, cxHTAa ra, o6yxBaTHAa ra peAor cbo-
juM oSpyneM h noByKAa HaAOAe, Ha 3eMA>y, c Koje
ce 6hO, pHKHyBIHH, JH3 neTHHX JKHAa OTHCHyO yBHC
Aa 3a6opaBH CBoje norpennee iirro ce 30By CTpax,
pa3MHHiA>an>e h HeocHOBaHa HaAa, rpeimce Koje ce
Ha je3HKy AeonapAa Ka3yjy hctom penjy KojoM h
pane. Cmptohochc paHe.
BpeMeHa 3a K ajaae HHje BHHie 6 hao. CBe je
rpeimce nAaTHO. M opao je. U nane ce He 6 h poAHO Taj
MyiHKapHHh KOjH Ce POAHO.
— H a ocHOBy Hera npeTnocTaBA.am Aa je 6am
Ham Aenamih 6 ho Taj Kojn je Mopao caneKaTH y
Majim AeonapAOBy cmpt ? — yim ra K oaoko.
— 3 h 3m ! — pene ap ^ksbhh TproBan c tbpahm
HenoKOAe6HBHM yBepemeM.
Bho ce yMOTao y mnpoKH chbh rpaH6y6y HaBy-
HeH npeico nyAOBepa h upBeHHX nAaTHemoc naH-
TaAOHa.
BhAO 6h MO>KAa 3aHHMA>HBO CTpTHyTH Ha.HH33.HH
MaK npeApacyAa ca KOHpa h cth h c — homhcahm.
Aah 6ho caM yMopaH.
C e A e h n c a M h 3 a c n a o H e 3 H a H o K a A . M o jK A a H a
T p e H y r a K c a M o . M o a c A a H a AY-^ce. M o n c A a O A aB H O .
M o H C A a c a M y jeA H O M n p e A a x y H 3 M e b y C H a h C H a
O T H m a o a o H A aT <j> opM e, y 3 m i j y c a M c e h b h h y n p y -
jK H O h , H e n p o S y b e H , n p o A y ^ c n o A a c n a B a M . A m o -
JK A a c y M e M o j n n p H ja T e A > H , K o a o k o , B a A y 6 a H C n A a ,
H O B eK c 0 6 a A e C A O H O B a n e h a h A n a A o o a h c a h y c n a -
BaHor ao nexoTOHira.

13 OcKflp AaBtrao — X II 193

 3
TPERH AAH

HeMa CHTyaitaje, Ma k o a h k o 6HAa HeoSmiHa h

H3y3eTHa, Kojoj ce HOBeK, a h h i c h Apyre MoryhHO-
c t h , Hehe 6p30 npHAaroAHTH. IIocAe m b a o BpeMeHa,
o h he ce oceh ara h noHamaTH CBaKoa h c b h o ; nocAe
joni MaAO nacoBa, CBe he My H3i\AeAaTH pymHCKH
no3HaTO, aKO He h AocaAHo. 3aiHTO? H nje h c o 6 h h -
h o c t cHTyapHje o h o iirro oTBapa pacnoAOHceHba. He­
Ka 6yAe yrpoHceH h y HajSaHaAHHjHM ycAOBHMa,
HOBeKy he 6 h t h h c o S h h h o . Ee36eAHOCT je, c Apyre
CTpaHe, npe3HMe AocaAe. ABaHTypa h 3aHHMA>HBocT
cy nceyAOHHMH oAHOca h i t o Hacxajy H3Mehy Tpaj-
Hor ocehaH.a caMor ce6e h HcycTpnx HaHoca Tpeny-
TaKa Kojn npOAa3e.
YMHBaH>e h n p a a e 3y6a Ha H3Bopy HHje BHHie
6hao HeoSmmo, hh TpK Ao boao h Ha3aA. Aah Beh
AopynaK c apyhitbom Koje je cAynaj cacTaBHO npn-
jaBHO ce c AojaAeAHM yKycoM KyBaHHX KyrAH XAe6-
Hor ApseTa h bchhthx 6aHaHa c HanyiHTeHe HeAa-
AeKe nAaHTaHce. A koahko jyne 6 ho caM ycxnheH
cbhm thm . HajpaAHKaAHHje ce H3MeHHAO oho np-
BauiBbe Moje 3a3HpaH>e oa ceAaH>a Ha 3eMA>y, OHaj
CTaAHo npncyTHH CTpax oa 3MHja. KanaB caM rAynaK
6 ho ! TAe he 3MHja Ha HOBeKa Kojn mhpho Aopyn-
Kyje! H ah npaBH 3a6eAeniKe. H ah ramie HeiHTO uito
AHHH Ha CTHXOBe.
Ao6ap Aeo jyTpa npoBeo caM AeuiKapehH y
TpaBH. noniTeAehy Bac HyacHO HepHMOBaHHx pHTMa-

194
pam a. A ah ynpaBo KaA caM o ce ra o Aa caM Hcrrpaa-
hho CBe pe3epBoape cBojnx noeTCKHx noroHa h Aa
He Tpe6a BHme Aa yirpa3Ho npenymxaM oceframa, mh-
cah h AOHCHBA>aje CAo6oAHOj erp y jn peHH ocAa6eAa
Ha6oja h H3ry6A>eHa TOHyca, 3anyAo c e AaAeKo 6py-
jam e MOTopa.
I I o j y p H M c n p H o r p y 6 a j y n e H 3r o p e A e c a B a H e K a
A p y i i iT B y c B e M 3 ro M H A a H O M H a p e c T H . 3 a p j e n o c T O -
j a A a o n a c H O C T A a M e 3 a 6 o p a B e h o c T a B e c a M o r Ty?
T p n e h n , noM H C A H o caM n p o r a B t o t nnT aH > a y n y h e -
H o r C B o jo j x p n e h o j y c n A a x H p e H o c r a , — n a n r r a ?
K p e n y o 6h x p e c T O M h A o m a o n p e M p a n a a o H e n o r
H a c e A > a ; a a K o H e 6 h x , irp o A y JK H O 6h x n o M p a n y ;
— n o n e M y c y o h h A>yAH K o j e cm o n p B e ho H h n y T O -
B aH ba B n b a A H K a K O x o A a j y c a M H K p o 3 n p a m y M y , n o
n e M y c y o H e A e B o jK e H a p a m i a p K e K o j e c y c a C B o je
T p H - H e r a p n o A > y n iT e H e B o h K e c e A e A e H a h b h h h n y T a ,
n o n e M y A a o h h h O H e 6 y A y M a a e H 3 r y 6 A .eH H o a
M eH e?
He, HHcaM c e n p e B a p n o . H h OBa c r a p a , pacKAH-
MaHa KOAa h it o c y H am iiA a, 3acTaA a h OAMax Kpe-
HyAa, HHcy HMaAa o T im p a n nrap H H e n a n r a x 3aBp-
T ana.
A a h m o 4 > e p H aM j e p e K a o (o A M a x c y m h t o c a -
nyTH H H H y 3 6 y fe e H o n p eB eA H A a j e n p e A saA ec eT a K
M H H y T a o c T a B H O 3 a c o 6 om H a n e c r a K aM H O H n e T O -
T O H a n , C A H n a H H a n i e M ; 6h o j e , 3 a p a 3 A H K y o a H a ­
m e r — p e K a o j e — n p e K p H B e H rp r p a A O M . A k o o h
H e 6 y A e H M ao o h o m T O H aM T p e 6 a . . .
H hko ce BHm e HHje MHnao c a n ecre ynpKoc
OKpyTHOM noAHeBHOM cyHny.
Y c K o p o c e 3 a n y A aA eK o S p y ja m e M O T opa. n e r o -
T O H a p n p e K p H B e H im p a A O M .
HMao je CBe ohto HaM je TpeSaAO.

13*
195
 4
JEMEOPH

PyqaA H cm o y rpaAy M aA H jy, KojH c e HaAa 3H

Ha T e p u ro p H jH TBHHeje, HeAaAeKo o a ceH eraAcice
rpaH H ije. He 6 a in 3aTO i i i t o h h c b m HMao HeKe BH3e
cacBHM y p eA y , b a h n n aK , c n n ia o caM c jo in a b o -
jhHOM nyrH H K a k o a OKyKe H a A se c x a M eTapa o a
rp aH H p e h 3 a m a o c H>HMa c a p ecT e y m yM y.
n o A a c a T a KacHHje cmo c e c n y c m A H H a n y r .
IleTOTOHEm c y j o n i npeT pecaA H k o a rpaHHHHHX
paMXIH.
A a ra T y caneKaMO? He. H o x i i a h c m o h b h h o m
ApyMa nenrKe. KaMHOH he Hac c t h I i h KaA Hac c t h -
rae. npsraaAH cy m h o6ojima ycnyr o p h b h a h o m
KOMaHAaHxy ipaAa, k o j ' h HMa b c a h k h x 3acAyra 3a
ocyjeheH.e npBe 3aBepe, na caM 3aaceAeo nocAe, KaA
c m o ce yKppaAH h c t h t a h , Aa ce c ee >h m b h a h m h Aa

eBeHTyaAHo o a H>era nyjeM HeKy y 3 6 y A A > H B y npiray

o xBaTatty yATpaimaix oaHAHTa.
Ha HcaAocT, HHje ra 6 h a o h h y KaHpeAapnjh
h h y Kyhn, rAe cy Tpn MAahe nceHe h jeAHa CTapnja,
ceA ehn H a noA y h oK pynceH e abuom 3aM a3aH oM a o
AaKara, pynaBaAe nHpuHan KyBan y napn. Y3HMaAe
cy ra npcraM a H3 AaBopa h yMaKaAe y a > y t h na-
npHKaui 6e3 Meca. HeKOAKKO OA>yiiiTeHHx noMO-
paHHH KOTpA>aAO ce npeKo CHB03eAeHHX iXAOHHixa. O a
H .H X caM h A03Hao Aa je KOMaHAaHT oTnyroBao no-
CAOM y KoHaKpH, aAH Aa he ce BpaTHTH o b h x AaHa,
MOJKAa npeKocyrpa h a h HaKOcyrpa.

196
 KoMaHAaHTOBe nceHe cy Me y3 t o bpao A>y6asHo
no3BaAe Aa c a m a iioacahm o e o n u p u m a . 3axB aA H o
caM ce, H3roBapajyhn ce Aa Me ApymrBO Beh nena
y xoTeAy Ha 6pAy.
HaAHK Ha AsaAeceT n y ra yBeAEraaHy ceocny
Ka3y, c KpoBOM o a CAaMe cymeHe h 3anrrHheHe o a
TpyA>eH.a xeMHjckhm cpeACTBHMa Koja cy joj cany-
BaAa CBency h jeApy 6ojy, Taj x o tc a k o jh cy hoah-
ta h 4>paHpycKH apxHTeKTH HceAehn Aa ce npHAaroAe
»ypobeHHHKOM« CTHAy, H36AH3a ce HHHHO Tp03H0
HecnpeTaH, 6e3 raapMa, BaH CBaKor cthah, jep c th a
npe cBera Tpe6a Aa HCTopnjckh h tcxhoaohikh naj-
npHKAaAHHje yo0AHHH (jjyHKHHOHaAHe caApncaje.
CMHcao OKpyTAor CAaMHor KpoBa npeKo AsocTpy-
Kor 3HAa h HeiimpoKor cAenor KpyacHor xoAHHKa
H3Mefey 3HAOBa oa Ha6 oja OHHTAeAaH je koa Ka3e y
HHjoj je jeAHHoj yHyrpaxHK&oj co 6h yBeK nyHo irpn-
ja ra e xAaAOBHHe. O a o j je h pen, o npnpoAHoj kah-
MaTH3arpijH h ito ce Kao KBaAHTeT nocTHXce OApebe-
hhm AHMeH3HjaMa npoBepaBaHHM MHAeHHjaMa.
M ehyim t, 4>paHiiycKH HeHMapn cy, 3aApHcaBiiiH 06-
AHK H OAHOCe, H3BpiHHAH TaKBa KBaHTHTaTHBHa
yBehaBba Aa cy OHa HaMeTHyAa HOBe eAeMeHTe —
npo3ope, a ohh — eacktphhho KOHAHHHOHHpaae
TeMnepaType. IH to je noTiryHO H3MeHHAo 6nTHe KBa-
AHTeTe Ka3e. JyncHH cerMeHT KpyjKHor xoAHHKa, caA
nrapoKor ocaM Merapa, npeTBopeH je y neTHpH AyHHe
co 6e, ypebeHe AyKcy3HO, CBaKa ca innpoKHM KpeBe-
tom AeBo, h o6aBe3HHM TyrneM, SnAeoM, ABBaoooM
h ta . — AecHo; ceBepHH je Aeo nocTao 3acTaKAjeHa
BepaHAa, HeKa Bpcia <j>oajea c napo 6HHM H3TAeAOM
Ha AjySKraacTe 3apy6A>eHe Kyne HHTaBor KpAa nAa-
hhhckhx rpoMaAa. Taj xotca, 3aMHmA>eH Kao oAMa-
paAHHrre 3a BHCOKe koaohhj aAHe <j>yHKHHOHepe, c
nAa<j>OHHMa oa opHaMeHTaAHo ncnAeTeHe AsošojHe
pacjjnje, c noAOM oa Tepaija, Kojn AaKaKO, y tom
BpAo AyKcy3HOM, npeAyKcy3HOM naK MaTepnjaAy,
HHje Ty hh OAymeBA>aBao, h h npHBAanno. ’laK h h
nocAe Tpn AaHa h hoHh npoBeAeHHX y pyHTAH. Y

197
HeKy j e p y K y AeAOBao, p e n a o 6 h x , cKapaAHO, 6 a m
K ao OHaj npeBOA 6H6AHje H a OHaj jeA aH o a x a y c a
A H jaA enaTa.
OcaMAeceToroAHHiHbH K yBap j e j o m noA <&paH-
Hy3HMa B p u ra o Ty h n o c a o KeAHepa. JeA Ba c e ByKao.
— H h n p e Ty HHje AOAa3HAo m h o to CBeTa! —
p e n a o j e . — noH eK H o4>Himp c A>y6aBHimoM, c Be-
peHHUOM, HrncaA c a nceHOM. IIoH eK aA j e KOMaHAaHT
o6AacTH Ty a o b o a h o ro cT e, TaM-TaMe h AeBojKe.
— O a n o n e r a a xoxeA HHje npH B A anno A>yAe ko -
j n H eM ajy p a 3 A o ra A a c e K p n jy . KaTKaA, TaKo K ao b h ,
HeKO 3aAyTa. A a h aK o HeMaTe CBe n c n p a B e y peA y,
6oA>e He HohHTe Ty.
— 3aiHTO?
O h cAence paMeHHMa.
— H a B p a h a jy r p a m r a a p H h o h h y HHBHAy.
CaA c e cTaAo Aa H aM ehe pacnoAOHceBbe cynpoT -
h o o a jyTpom H>e j o m AocaA e 3 a Aopym coM .
IHifflHAa, npnceH K poM m ip h 3eAeHa caA aTa HHcy
np n jaA H k o a h k o caM m h c a h o Aa h e . M oncA a 3&or
Honca, BHA>ymKe, CTOAHpe, CTOAa, CTOAH>aKa, T a m n p a.
OABHKHe c e AaKo o a t h x c n p a B a 3a T p n AaHa.
H h k o m c e Ty HHje ocTajaAO. KpeHyAH cmo JKBa-
h y h n nocAeAJtte 3 a A o ra je .
n y T a o JeM 6 o p H ja j e T p a c n p a o caAHCTa, AyAaK:
CTpMa y36pA H i(a, CBa y OKyKaMa, OHAa j o m cip M H ja
HH36pAHHa, p e A a o a 3rpqeH H x eco B a, H3 K o jn x c e
HeoneKHBaHO, 6e3 n p e A y n p e h e a a h 3HaKOBa, H an-
A33HAO H a A yhoK e noTOKe h p e m m e c ABeMa HaTpy-
a h m rpeA aM a noAonceHHM TaKo Aa j e caM o XAaAHO-
KpBaH h HCKycaH mo<j>ep M o rao Aa n p e h e H a A p y ry
o 6 aAy. Ee3 MaKCHMaAHe onpe3HOCTH h BeniTHHe, c b h
6 h c m o c e AeceTaK n y r a OKynaAH K ao jeAaH h j e ­
AaH ABa.
A a n p e h e M o th k b h m n y reM neA eceTaK k h a o m c -
x a p a , k o a h k o HMa o a H eA enor r p a A n h a M aA H ja a o
j o m MaHber h cH poM auiH H jer J e M h o p n ja , TpeSaAO
HaM j e neT c a r a .
A CBe B peM e — nycTorn. E e 3 HaceA>a. H ah cy

198
Beh noAeraAH no HeBHAA>HBHM Ka3aMa H3a Apseha,
caBaHa, SperoBa. Hyaho — n p n HohHocTH A4>pn-
KaHapa. Ho hh y JeMSopnjy hhcmo, npoAa3ehn Beh
yAHHOM, cpeAH HCHBa cTBopa. A AeBeT cam .
Ten KaA cmo h 36 h a h Ha irrapoKH, HenonAonaHH
Tpr-nnjany, yrAeAaAH cm o , 3rycHyre, Ty CBe craHOB-
HHKe Mecia, cpe3a h OKpyra. H BHHie: Kojy xa&aAy
AoniAHX H3 k o 3Ha k o a h k o HaceA>a h ycaMA>eHHX
Ka3a BaH OKpyra. Ynnxao caM ce: JJpe koa h k o a h
cy AaHa MopaAH KpeHyra Aa 6 h ce Ty caA o6peAH?
Ila caM noMHCAHO y h c th Max — MOJKAa cy ce h oh h
h h o k o c h h nyTHHHH nemaijH, Koje cmo cpeTaAH Hohy
Ha pecTH, ynyTHAH Ha OBaKaB HeKH cAa6o ocbct -
A>eHH ca6aT?
Hnje y nHTasby 6 ho BeiHTHHjH 36op. Ynpnoc
MHoroj AeiXH hito ce rnyraAa hah HrpaAa HiKOAmia,
cTpmbeae h THiiiHHa 6 hah cy AaAeKo ynaAA>HBHjH
o a A e n n je r noABpHCKHBaaa.
HcKpnaMO ce. AnaAo, t b h k h h npo3panHH Ko­
ao k o , EaAy6a, CHAa h ja yheMO y to m h a y h OAMax
A03HBMO:
— AaBahe ce 4>hamobh.
CrapnjH h yrAeAHHjH a>y a h ceAeAH cy ko 3Ha
OTKaA Beh Ha CTOAHpaMa H c n p e A b h co k o pa3aneTor
S n o c K o n c K o r nAaraa, HeKOAHKb CTOTHHa h x je jom
OKpyncaBaAO. C rojehn H3a h >hx , oKymbaAH cy ce
oMAaAHHiiH, aAH c Apyre cTpaHe enpaHa HanpTaAo
ce Mope AenypAHje ycxHheHHX Anna h yxcarpemix
norAeAa. npBH he nyT y HCHBOTy Aa e u d e 6 u o c v z o n .
IlporpaM: noceTa npeAceAHHKa K hhh . Y KOAopy.
— Je ah to CBe? — ymrrao je A^aAO jeAHor
HHrpacTor HOBeKa nA>ocHaTHX ycaHa H3a onynrreHHX
SpKOBa.
— KaKBH! nocAe heMO npHKa3aTH jom ABa
KpaTKa. JeAaH o rocTOBaH>y KHHecKHX apracTa y
TBHHejH. H cto y KOAopy. H . . .
— OAaKAe BaM? JecTe a h Taj 4>h a m caMH
CHHMaAH?

199
 — K aK B H ! A o Gh a h c m o h H > era H a h o k a o h o a
K n H e 3 a . A nocA eA H >e i h t o h eM O n p H K a 3 a T H , t o j e OHa
x p a n a , 3 H a m , o n o c e r a Ae T o A a K o H a K p n j y y o r n i
p e 4 > epeH A yM a.
— UlTa h e B a M T a c T a p y A H j a ?
— A a H e 3 a 6 o p a B H M o i i r r a j e 6 h a o . Y o c ra A O M ,
t o c m o caM H c h h m h a h . B H A eh eM o c e n o c A e . H M aM
y rA a B H O M H e n c K y c H e A jy A e y 3 a n a p a T . T p e 6 a A a h m
n o M o r a e M . M a i i n m e c y H a M p e A a T H B H o o c e x /b H B e .
— J e c y a h t o OHe K o je H aM j e noK A O H H A a H c -
TOHHa H e M a m c a ?
— T e 6 am .
— Mopa A a c y q a a h h h c !
— H n c y A o m e . II p a K T H H H e ! E j , C a j 6 a T a H ! —
noB H K a — C a j6 aTaH ! O BA e cm o.
A n H c y h n H eK aK B y A p a eH y K A y n y b h c o k o h sh b a
rA a B e , K p y n H H C a jG a x a H , K p B aB H x , cy3H H X o m i j y ,
r r p o S n c e k o h b h h o K p o 3 ry ? K B y M A a A H h a , A ^ B o ja K a
h A e p e , h H e n a p A O H H p a jy h n , B e h H a S y c H ra H 3 p a 3 a
K a o A a n c y j e , H a h e H a j 3 a A a o b o a >h o n p o c T o p a A a j e
c n y c r a H a 3eM A >y. 3 a H a c n e T o p m t y .
— Y p e A Y ? — y m r r a 6 p K a T H , k o j h j o m H H je G h o
O T H m a o , H aK O j e y B e p a B a o A a a A o a A a H e 3 H a K y A
h e o a n o c A a . H n j e M y n y n i T a o p y K y , h K aA H e 6 h
3 H a o m r a A a r a m r r a , noH H H > ao 6 h o a n o n e T K a c a
c a B a T a ite M : K a n o c h , K a K o n o p o A m i a , K a K o t h
AHHHO?
— H n c a M B ac y n o 3 H ao ? H oBH H ap H3 coipijaA H -
CTHHKe J y ro c A a B n je , a o b o j e , a p y ^ k s , nyBeHH CaM.
H h c h n y o 3a H>era? 3acA yncaH HOBeK. B h o j e cm n c ep
paA H o-A aK apa, ro B o p n o j e H a rB H H ejckhm je am p iM a.
J e a h TaKO?
— C aM ! C aM ! — B H K ao j e H eK O o n a j h o H 3
M paK a.
— Ax! M o p a M A a H A eM . B H A e h e M o c e n o c A e
npeA C T aB e. C a n e K a jT e M e T y. H a h H e . A o f c r r r e AO
n p o je K T o p a . T aM o h y 6 h t h .
Jo m H H je h h o T H i n a o a H e K a M e A e B o jK a , He*
H ceH a — HOCHAa j e A eT e H a A e h n M a , a b k o A O A H pny,

200
 — X o h e T e ah Aa c e noM epH T e mhao?
IIoM epH M c e . O H a ceA e. O K peH eM c e : AeTe j e
cnaBaAo Ha AebnMa h y cHy cncapcKH a h k o m h h 3 a o
Mene, nyHe ycHe Kao nrro t o paAe CBe 6e6e Ha CBeTy.
— B h CTe crpaHap? — ynHTa Me JKeHa, aKO ce
t o AeBojne m o t a o Ha3BaTn j k c h o m . H uje HMaAa Bmne
oa 1 4 ro A H H a .
OSjacHHx joj OAaKAe caM; OHa ocTa caBpnieHo
MHpHa. Aa! — OATOBOpn KaA je ja nonex Aa 3anm>
KyjeM. — YAara je. Acre je H>eHO. Mync joj je Ha
nyTy, na je H3HiiiAa Aa norAeAa <J>ham. HcKpaAa ce
3anpaBo H3 cBOje Ka3e. Aah Ty je toahko CBeTa. H
MpaK. Hhko je Hehe Ba&Aa npeno3HaTH h nocAe
HcnpEraaTH Myacy. Jep npBa MyaceBA>eBa aceHa no-
HeKaA xohe Aa 3aBHpn Hohy H>oj y Ka3y. Aah Ta je
OTnyroBaAa koa CBojnx. AaAeKO OAaBAe. A Apyra
JKeHa . . . Ax, OHa je HHKaA Hehe TyacHTH.
H HacMenm ce. EnAa je jaKo 3TOAHa h A>ymca
KaA ce cMeniHAa: jaMHpe h ocTaAo. A norAeAOM
HCKOca 3HaAa je AoSpo Aa MaHHnyAHHie. I l a Ayr Aen
BpaT h cBeTAH 3y6n — 3roAHa.
— Ja o Hioj 3HaM HeKe cTBapn. TajHa!
H o n e T c e H a c M e n m . K o H ro a H a n M e y x B a r a 3 a
pyny.
— Aa npoMeHHMo MecTo? Xohem? — h Ha-
MHTHy. TeK hito ceAOx ao AnaAoa, 4>ham oTnone:
AepoApoM. OrpoMaH. CynepHOB. CaBpeMeH. Mao,
KpynaH, MacHBaH, o36HA>Ha Anna, ca y3ApncaHHM
noACMexoM i h t o Hrpa jeAHHo o k o noAy3aTBopeHHx
OHHjy. Po6ycTHH ^ y E h Aaj c AeBe crpaHe. O h o r
Apyror c AecHe h h c h m AocaA Bnhao Ha CAHKaMa, He
3 h h m My HMe, aAH 6nhe Aa je t o OHaj ceKpeTap. k h -
HecKe IlapTHje Kojn y cBaKOM c b o m roBopy h 3 m h c a h
no HeKOAHKO h o b h x AOKa3a Aa je JyrocAaBHja TpyAa
H peBHSHOHHCTHHKa 3eMA>a. MoJKAa MH ce 3aTO H
ynHHHAo Aa je norAeA nrro je 6armo npeKo cHHMa-
TeA,a y nySAHKy 6 h o jeAaH A>yrHro aHTHpeBH3HOHH-
c t h h k h norAeA h Aa je h >h m Tpaxcno 6ani' MeHe, a 3a-
t h m , nonrro Me Hamao, crao Aa Hcrnrryje HeMa a h

201
ceM npoKAeTor MeHe CAynajHO Mehy nySAHKOM jom
HeKor baBOA>er jyrocAOBeHCKor namca, HeKor n p o
KAeTor peBH3HOHHCTHHKor yBeTa AoniAor Aa pa36nja
m o h o a h t h o jeAHHCTBO. H e . IIpeBapHO caM ce. H n j e
h h MeHe TpaJKHO, a KaMOAH Kor Apyror. CAeAeher
TpeHa rAeAao je y CBe Hac Tano MHpHO Kao Aa je
OBanAoheite Hncxe h m b a o nocnaHe caBecra. KaMepa,
h i t o ce Ha BberoBOM AHiiy 3aAp^caAa Henrro AY>Ke,
oaayhh Aa KpeHe AaA>e, OTKpHBajyhH HaM peAOM,
no oAroBopHOCTH, <j>yHKHHjH, cxapemHHCXBy, CBe He-
Ka 3aKoiraaHa Anna t c h i k h x , OKpyrAHx, o 3 6 h a > h h x
A>YAH, C MHCAHMa y3HeTHM BHCOKO H3HaA CBaKOAHeB-
h h x 6araTeAa. CBaKH o a h > h x — 4>pa3a 3a ce^e AO
rpAa 3aKA»yHaHa y CBeTAonAaBy CTaA>HHCKy a o a b m h -
Hy c nexHpH Hena. CBaKH c noKAonneM.
CHHMaTeA> je Ao6po ypaAHo i h t o je c h e ,h x npe-
rnao Ha TOTaA aepoApoMa — m b a o Ba3Ayxa.
H a > y i h h h j e yT O M c n p e T H o a T e p n p a o . M a o M y
je K p e n y o y cy cp eT npB H . H h 3 C T en em m e B eh je
C H A a 3 HO C e n y T y p e .
P y K O B a t t e , o c M e c n , n p o T O K O A , X H M H e, 6 A H C T aB a
n o n a c H a n e T a y iiiA e M O B H M a c o B je T C K o r T H n a . 3 a T H M ,
O T B O p e H e A H M y 3 H H e H n p O A a 3 IH H pO K H M H io c e o M
OH BKraeHH M c o 6 e c T p a H e a n c o A y x H O B e A p H M , M A a-
a h m , p a 3 A p a ra H H M , a h c i i h ii a h h o b b h h m a H eH 3M ep-
h h m M a c a M a . A > yA H c y c e c b h c M e ja A H h c b h c y
PH TM H H K H M aX B A H K H H eCK H M H X B H H ej CKHM 3 a C T a -
B H iia M a . A E O K y h n c e H a A h > h x o b h m r A a B a M a , K a M e p a
j e x B a T a A a K y h e , C B e y o h o m yH H < j> opM H caH O M k b -
S a c x o M M a H H p y n o 3 A a h e H e HeBOA>e H H jo M c y T ajH O M
a o n p e H eK y ro A H H y , K aH A a, apxH T eK T H o n T e p e h H B a -
a h K H H ecK o K a o h ocT aA O A a x e p c K o rp a h e B H H a p c T B O .
n y x a o p e 3 H A e H H H je j e A y r , n e c x a n p e K p a c H a ,
a c < j> a A T H p a H a , n m p o K a , n p a B a , c y H n a H a , b a h CH H M a-
TeA>y j e , K a H A a , 6 h a o n p e B H m e c t b a o A a H a c 6 a h i
A o6 p o y B e p n y o h o i h t o cm o h c b m h B eh A o6 p o
B H A eA H , n a j e , n o H a B A > a jy h H c e K B e i m e , X T e o A a n o x -
B PA H y T H C a K H e H 3 6 p o jH O C T H A>yAH H 3H HIAH X A a H 0 3 -
A paB e C eK y T y p e a .

202
 — Hira Kaateni? — ynHTa AnaAo; ytom EaAy6a
oce-ra AaK, 6Aar AOAHp HceHHHe pyice. H Tpxce će.
AoTHpaj ce noHOBH. He pene mh join HHnrra.
P e 3 H A e H i m j a . T o B o p n y C K y n n iT H H H . 0 6 a A a 3 a k
4 > a 6 p H K a T e n i K e H H A y c T p u j e . O n e T o 6 i r a a j A a ce
B eA H H H H a j e A H o r 6 p o j a , p e i p m o S p o j a c to xH A >aA a
c a o r a i i T H n o c r p o j a B a a e M CTO TH H y th x je A H H i m a je A -
hhx n o p e A A p y r n x . K p o 3 6 e 3 6 p o j 4 > a 6 p H K a , n o p e A
6 e 3 6 p o j M a iiiH H a T p e S a A O j e n p o h i i c r o c T H M a . H H e
y M o p H T H c e oa C B e h cth x n a p o A a , A H j a r p a M a , 3 a c r a -
B H p a , n a C A H K a M a o a h C e K y T y p e a , n a o n e T A>yAH
H a y A H ijH h A>yAH y 4 >a 6 p n n H , cbhx y hcthm hhcthm
iL/vaBHM , n A a T H e H H M o A e A H M a 6 e 3 M pA > H pe. B e p o B a T -
ho hm j e p e n e H o A a c e 3 a n o c e T y o S y i c y y n p a 3 H H H H o
p y x o . A a h 3 a T o x a p c K H M c e 6 aH K O M y hobom O A eA y
n n a K 6 oA>e K A H H y n a p o A e ho ih to c e p a A H . n a C B y A a
o c M e c H , o c M e c H , n a p a 3 A p a r a H o c T . O H a j e y36yA A >H -
B H je y B e p a B a A a y oho iu to c e X T eA o H e ro A H n r r o j e
T O HHHHO M yT H H , M a A a H M n 0 3 a H T H H c j a j neA H H H H X
M a n iH H a .
3eBHeM. AnaAO Me norA eA a npeK opH O . A o S p o !
noMHCAHM, n o K y m a h y Aa TAeAaM aero B H M 3aH ece-
h h m OHHMa npoK H H ecK or p oM aH T traapa. M aniH H e c y
ocTaAe KaKBe c y 6HAe. A a h He, Taj C Tpyr HHje B a n e
6 n A a HHAH^epeHTHa Heica TOKapcica M aim n ia. no-
cT ao j e npoBHAaH. H T a j e npoBHAHOCT A03BOA>aBaAa
Aa c e carA eA ajy CBe OHe A epeH H je 6 o p 6 n npoTHB
KOAOHHjaAH3Ma, CBe HCpTBe KOje j e KHHeCKH HapOA
y KpBH, 3H ojy h K ojeneM y j o m A ao h He n p e c T a je Aa
A aje Aa 6 h c e o c a o 6 o a h o HacAeBeHe 6eA e.
H3rAeA CTpyra He nocTa oa Tora y36yAA>HBHjH,
aAH je unaK y36yfeHBaAo ca3Haae thx HCTHHa o
aeM y.
HcTKHa K oje caM 3H ao. H 3a K o je m h HHje 6 h a o
HyxcHo yjKHBA>aBan>e y A n a A o a h a e r o B e a c o im ja -
n n je . BnA e c y OHe h M oje. K im a j e 3 a n c T a AaAa jeAaH
npH M ep. He jeAHHH. PaA aH h AHcnmiAHHOBaH j e Ha­
pOA Te orpoM H e 3eMA>e. Hnje jeAHHH TarcaB. H HHje

203
curypHo jeAHHH HapoA KojH y3 orpoMHe Hanope h
acpTBe H3ipafeyje coipijaAH3aM. Ja caM cpehaH i i i t o
H OH TO HHHH. H JOHI CpehHHJH HITO TO He HHHH CaM
Ha cBeTy. .
B a A y 6 a o c e i H o n e T a o a h p H ceH C K e p y n e . O c e -
thm o n e T K aK O c a B 3 a A p x i a . 3 a n iT O a 3 H e ? M h o t h
c y m h peK A H A a A 4> pH K aH K e T e c T B a p n c x B a T a jy
c n o p T C K H . M y > K T e JK e H e j e H a n y r y . A E a A y 6 a j e
c r p a H a x j , H o h a c j e T y , c y T p a O A A a3H . 3 a iH T O O H A a
A a c e H e n o 3 a 6 a B H M aA O ? B H A ex K aK O j e T A eA a h c -
K o c a y A H p e : O H a j e 3 a H e T o n o c M a i p a A a 4 >h a m .
3 a H C T a , B o j H a je napaAa 6nAa BHHie Hero h m -
no3aHTHa. OrpoMHa nemaAHja, H3a H>e c b h npH3eMHH
poAOBH B o j c K e , na MOTopH3aimja — 6e36poj Tora,
h jom BHme paK eraor opyacja, a OHAa — M A a3H >aiJH -
H h >h x MHoro, o 6 h a h o .
I Io c A e n a p a A e c a c a h a h c y c h h m h h c a rrp n je M a
y I l e K H H r y . H e A a B H O A O B p m e H a 3 r p a A a II p e 3 H A H -
j y M a O T K p H B a A a j e C B o jy p a c K o m n y S A m m H a i p r y
6 e A H o r , C H poT H H > C K or, M a A o r , H H K a K B o r J e M 6 o p n j a :
C K y n o n e H H c t y 6 o b h , H H K p y c t h p a H H nA a<j)O H H m v a -
b h m , 3 e A eH H M , p y iK H H a c T H M 4 > a ja H c o M , m a p e H H b h -
T p a a o i , K p H C T aA H H A y c T e p n . A C B e — irp e A H M e H -
3 H O H H p a H o . M o J K A a 3 a T O , T e iH K o 6 h 6 h a o o T e r a c e
y T H C K y n p e H a B n fe e H O C T H , n o c A e A H p n j e A H o r j o m H e o -
nA eM eEbeH or y K y c a . H aA > ym M c e H a c e 6 e , H a K p n -
t h h h o c t . n o K y m a f e y A a H e e c rre T H 3 H p a M B H m e . H e
h h h h m T a K o h i t o n p B H n y T . T p e 6 a H e K a A h Hh h n p o -
t h b c e 6 e . I I o m h c a h m 3 a T O : H e K a , o A c a A fe y o S p T a r a
c n o H T a H e p e a K i p i j e , n e H 3 y p H c a h y yT H C K e. A o 6 p o -
b o a j H o c a c B H M . I I a 3 H ! n o H H H > eM ! O h o h i t o j e n p e A -
c e A H H K y T B H H e je h H a M a A aT O A a b h a h m o , 3 a n c T a
H 3 a 3 H B a AHBA>eH>e. H a K p a j y K p a j e B a , T a j <J)h a m j e
h H anpaB A > eH A a 6 h t o o c e h a a e H 3M aM H o. H n p n -
P O A H O j e H ITO CB eT K O jH H e 3 H a , H e HCeAH A a 3 H a h a h
H H je H M a o n p H A H K e A a c a 3 H a y n e M y c y p a 3 A H K e
H 3 M e b y a A M H H H c rp a T H B H o r r a n a c o ip i j a A H 3 M a h
O H o r jy ro c A O B e H C K H X p a A H H H K H x c a B e T a h K O M y n a ,
h n p H p o A H o j e m T o CBeT H a t o m Tpry m h c a h K a o

204
u ito je AnaAo mhcaho npe h a h Kao nrro 6h BOAeo
Aa Moace h OAcaA Aa mhcah. A He Moace. Cbekh Me
nac npoBepasa norAeAoM. He 3aHHMa ra caMo 4>ham.
3aHHMa ra h Moj H3pa3. 3anpaBO, oh n a mom ah h y
TpajKH noTBpAy 3a oho ih to caM Beh oceha. Ha CBoje
3anpenaiiiheH>e. Jep AoSap je yKyc cnoHTaHHjn h on-
UITHjH HO IHTO MHCAe SnpOKpaTH KOjH Ce n03HBajy
Ha HeKaKBy HMarHHapHy onnrrocT, y HHje HMe H a -
Mehy CBoj jacHH h cbhme pa3yMA>HBH — HeyKyc.
— IIlTa Kaxcein? — m rra Me HianaTOM.
— H cto irrro h th .
— H e CBHfca t h ce T a pacKoin?
— 3ap ce Te6n CBnba?
— noKymaBaM Aa cxbethm o tk y a anxoBa A»y-
6 a B npeMa M O H C T p y o 3 H O M ..
— Cxbetho ch! — inaimeM.
— M h c a h h i?
H e Bepyje jo in ce6n. Bojn ce ceSe, CAoSoAe,
jepecH. nocAe HeKor BpeMeHa Kaace 3aTO oho nrro
je apythm penHMa ycnyr Beh peKao. CaA Kaxce:
— A>yah Ha obom KOHTHHeHTy HeMajy hh hhtc-
pecoBaaa hh BpeMeHa 3a Banie eBpo-a3HjcKe HAeo-
Aonnce cynTHAHOCTH. Mh cmo 3aocTaAHjn oa aac.
— Conn j aAH3aM je aeko pa3yMA>HB. Teace je
pa3yMeTH ceSe, CBoje ycAOBe h noTpe6e.
Ha to OATOBOpn aythm roBopoM:
— Mh Tpe6a iiito Space h e^HKacHHje Aa ce
HHAycrpHjaAH3yjeMo. H nje HaM BaacaH th h connja-
AH3Ma, m h heMo yciiyT norpaacHTH h Hahn OHaj Kojn
SyAe HajBHme oAJOBapao HaniHM norpeSaMa.
— 0 TOMe je 3anpaBO pen. Oho nrro ce TaKO
nCOBaHKH H33HBa peBH3HOHH3MOM 3HEHH HCKfeyHHBO
to: ip a a c e a e h HaAaaceae cBor concrBeHor n y ra H3-
BaH AaTHx cxeMa H3paheHHX ApyrAe h paHHje h hc-
Baacehnx caA h CByrAe.
— He arHTyj teko cyMapHO. nocAe K am e Kojy
caM ABanyr rrpoHHTao, HajnaMerHHje hito Moacem
Aa yHHHHin, to je Aa Me ySeAum Aa je Sap jom jeA­
HOM npoHHTaM.
205
 E a A y 6 a h o h o b o 3 a A p x T a o a A O A u p a H e n c H o r, t o -
n A o r, T p e n T a B o r A A aH a. H M aA a j e AOAHp 6 h o K p a h n
o B o r n y T a , M H n m p a M y c e c B a H a je J K H A a . Y c T B a p H r
j a c a M c e t o H a je n c H O . I I p B H rry T o T K a A c a a i y A cj> p n -
H H , o c e r a o c a M C B eJK H H y: y K oiiryA > H K p a T K H X p y -
K a B a , xiA aT H eH H M n a H T a A O H a M a h c a H A a A a M a 6 h a o
m h j e B e h 3 H M a.
E a A y S a M e y t o m n o rA e A a K a o A a h o a M eH e
T p an cH O A ro B o p H a D H T a a e K o je j e c e 6 n B e h n o -
c raB H o :
n i T a x o h e O B a H e T p H a e c T o ro A H m H > a H t e m m a o a
M e H e ? X o h e a h o A H C ia o h o i h t o H 3 T A e A a A a x o h e ,
H A H c y TH A O A H pH C A y H a jH H H nOTIiyHO H e B H H H ?
M h c a h a h OHa A a je ao b o a> h o n p e h n a a h h o m n p e K o
a e r o B e E a A y 6 a M i n i r a n e A a 6 h y c a h h i h o nceA >e k o -
j n x OH a eB eH T yaA H o H H e M o p a 6 h t h C B ecH a? M o n c A a
6 h c a M o n o n p m a A a m e ia o , n o H r p a A a c e — h 3 A p a B o ,
HeAOBHheKba!
n i T a A a O A ro B o p H M E a A y h n ? C a M h e c e C H a h n
aK O M y 6 y A e c t b a o A a c e — i h t o K a a c y — c H a h e .
B i m i e M e j e 3 a H H M a A o 3 a n iT O cH H M aTeA > x o h e A a
n p H j e M y IT p e 3 H A H jy M y h B e n e p a y r p y n a M a 3 a c t o -
A H hH M a T p a jy K a o A a c e H aA a3H M o y c B e r y k o j h
A P >kh M O H onoA H a H 3B O pe H enpoA a3H O C T H h y m f ia
B eH H O C TH ? X o h e a h T H M e A a y S e A H A>yAe H 3 J e M 6 o -
p n j a A a c b h y K h h h A o 6 p o je A Y ?
HeKo, H 3 M p a K a , H 3 o a i p i :
— IIa 3 H , AA<j>a, H a i b h x o b h m c e n p n j e M H M a j e A e
B H m e H e ro H a h r h t h m I
— A y K a B H c y o h h ! — O A T O B o p n AA<j>a h a e r o B
c e n p n ja T e A . M A aA n h K H rA a cH O H a c M e ja . E e 3 3 A o 6 e
h n a K o c T H , a n n a K c ay n e cH H H K H H eK aK O .
H a h m h c e h h h h a o caM o.
— H y je n i? — y n H T a A ^ aA o .
He OAroBopHM.
3aTaM H >eae — o T a M a e a e . C B e n e p e c e n p en iA o
pe30M H a n p n p e A S y 4>OAKA° P He r p y n e . H a h 4>oa -
KAopHHX r p y n a . Bye — b y e — nocKOHH — 3aT pyn-
K aj h npoM eH a: h o b h k o c th m h . CBaKa npoBHHUHja,

206
H3rAeXa, H acT y n a c a cb o j'h m aHcaM6AOM k o j'h n p n -
K a3 y je c B o jy rAaBHy T am cy. 3 a n p a B 0 , AeAnfe Tanice
h i t o j e caM o y reoM eT pnjH HeAeA>HBa j e p HeMa n o -
BpniHHe. H a c|> o ak ao p h h m n p n p e A S a M a TaHKe 3H ajy
h 3a n p o c T o p 6 m i e h 3 a H arne BpeMe. K o je 6e3AyuiH o
p a y 6 y jy .
A a h H a K p a jy , H a o n n iT e ycxHheH>e JeM O opn-
ja iia , HaHAa3H H ajaB a Tanice K o jy cnH K ep caoim iT aB a
eM^aTHHHHM, y36ybeHHM rAacoM : K a o nocAeAH>e —
rBHHejcKH HapoAHH nAecoBH h necM e, K o je c y y q a c t
r o c r a j y CeK y T y p e a h CejcjpyAaja HayHHAH KHHecKH
HapOAHH apTHCTH.
O h h c e h nojaBA >yjy A n n a xipeMa 3aH nx u p h o m
IHMHHKOM.
CBe c y K o p aK e h n o K p e re yxBarHAH, a o n e x —
CBe j e to 6e3 OHe cnoH TaH e r p a n n j e h hckohckot
ayreHTHHHor c a A p n c a ja k o Jh TBHHejijH y H o ce y CBoje
H rpe. H e o c n o p H o BeniTH M a jc jo p H t h n A e c an n , hah
o h h c y K acT pnpaA H K opaK e h HacyM opnAH BeAPHHy
a4>pHHKor nA eca. Y n p a B o o h h m h it o j e p e n e H o y
HajaBH »HayqHAH cy« — HayHA>HBouihy.
H e 3HaM Aa a h cy ce y tom npaBiiy seh nocAe
npBHx Kopeorpa^cKHx aioieHaTa noneAe Aa Kpehy
KpHTHKe TAeAaAana, k o jh cy caA, HaKOH cKopo abo-
nacoBHe AocaAaiiiH>e THHiHHe, craAH Ha CBe cTpaHe
Aa, th x o cnpBa, a a n 3aTHM cacBHM tabcho, KOMeHTa-
pHHiy Ty TanKy Kojy cy khhcckh apracTH naynunu
Aa 6h npujaTHo H3HeHaAHAH rocTe. H, Aa 6h KypToa-
3Hja 3axTeBaAa. . . A ah JeM6opn je 3Hao, H3TAeAa,
3a KypTO-A(J>pHKy caMO. Peam pije nySAHKe HHcy
HMaAe AAana Ha je3HKy. noneAH cy c pa3HHX CTpa-
Ha Aa ce jaBA>ajy noACMemA>HBH, bhcokh y3BHiiH,
ycKopo CMex k o jh ce, yonnrreH, cTao Aa pa3Aexce
c Tpra, Ha nnjoj cy cpeAHHH, npexo bhcoko pa3ane-
Tor HAaTHa, cKaxaAe ceHKe khhcckhx apracTa.
— To j e k o m h h h o ! — c T p ece c e B aA y6a.
H HteHa K p aj H>era c e c M e ja a a ta b c h o . APYKHHje
ce Ty H rp a . He TaKo K p y ro n a pampa4>A>eHo. A a j e
yMHpn, o h j e y 3 e 3a pyxy. OHa ra H3HeHafeeH0 no-
207
rAeAa, aAH He noByqe pyKy: »Kaxo ch?« — ymrra
OHa h jo in , cMejyliH ce, pene: »Kaxo 4>aMHAHja?« —
na AOAaAe: — »A t h ahhho?«
Kao noA irpmiyAOM, oh je Ha CBaxo nHTaae o a -
roBapao xaxo TpeSa, c ohhm pa3ByneHHM »A-xa«.
KaA 3aBpniH, nycra joj pyxy.
Y c x o p o o r n o n e n p H x a 3 H B a H > e o h o t A p y r o r <j)HA-
M a, T a x o b e y K O A opy, x o j n c y K H H e3H T a x o b e n o -
KAOHHAH T B H H e jn . » E t o K o H a x p n j a « , nO H H H >aO j e
c n n x e p H a x o p e x r a o M 4 > p a im y c x o M . A n a A O c e H a sx e
H a ix p e A A a 6 o A > e b h a h o 6 a A y c b o t r p a A a , b a h x a M e p a
jK M H p H y — p e 3 — h B e b c m o n p e A 3 a n c T a A e n o M
3 ipaAOM Hotel de Francea, AOBpmeHOM 1956. OHAa
c e cH H M aT eA ) HHCHBA>aBao H a 3 e A e H H A y M a H r o B o r A p -
B e h a . I l a h o b n p e A a 3 p e 3 0 M H a je A a H a e c T o c n p a T H H
o 6 A a x o A e p y x o m c y a M 6 a c a A e Y je A m te H o r K p a & eB -
CTBa h Š a n a A H e H e M a n x e . O A aT A e, n p e x o A o c r a 36-
A e H H A a , x a M e p a j e y c r a A y cartolina postale n p a -
BHAa 3 a m e b e p e H e c A m n m e p e 3 H A e m m je C e x y T y p e a ,
6 H B m e n a A a T e 4 > p a m ty c x o r ry B e p H e p a , A a 6 h c e j o m
jeA H O M 3 a r H > y p H A a y 3 e A e H H A o n aA M e, M a H ra ,
6 a o 6 a 6 n , x a c S h o Apaebe, n a n a j n , k o x o c h . H a j 3 a A
3 r p a A a Air-Francea h j o m j e A a H 6 a o 6 a 6 . H i m i i r r a
BHme. T o t o b o . noHHH>aAe cy Tanxe.
— To K o H a x p n ? — y n n x a M A n a A o a . He o a t o -
B o p a , 3a A y 6 A > eH O a a r A e A a H y a x p o 6 a x c x y H y M e p y
x o j y c y caB p m eH O n p ep H 3 H o H 3 b o a h a h x im e c x H a p -
THCTH. H H C a M H H C H C T H paO .
E a A y 6 a c e yroM o x p e n y o HeTpHaecToroAmmtoj
JfCeHHHH.
— X ajA eM o! — npeA A oncn.
— KaMO? — ynH Ta TA eA ajybn 3aHeTO »paTOAO-
MHjy y x o A o p y . T aA BaA y 6 a , x o j n j e o c e b a o irpo-
AYHceHH AOAHp H>eHor AABHa H a C B ojoj y3ApxTaAoj
MHTTmTpr, cna3H o 6 e H.eHe p y x e : H enoM m m e c y j o j
AencaAe y xpH A y. 0 6e p y x e . A H>eH r a j e AAaH jo m
y e e x m h a o b b o n o m h h i h h h . K a x o ? A a HeMa T pn
pyxe?
fb e H AAaH?

208
 OicpeHy ce HepB03H0, h Kao Aa ce HaMpiirrH H
ocMexHy y hcth Max. Ce6n. BuAe y3 cBojy MHnnmy
jeAHy roAHiuaBy, CAaTKy, rtpHnypacry HOJKHpy H>eHe
6e6e, HOJKmjy Koja ce, ko 3Ha KaKo, HCKonpiiaAa H3
nOBOjHHKa.
— HojKHpa TBoje 6 e 6 e . . .
CKpeHy naxcH>y liaMmiH.
— HaBHKao je oh. Hefee Ha3encrH. Mhcajhh Aa
je XAaAHO?
— He! — pene h yxBaxn je caA hbpcto 3a pyKy.
— OHa Me je Hohac npuByKAa Te6n. — Ila He Ma-
pehn 3a Hac h cbct oko Hac, o6rpAH jo j toao paMe,
c Kojer je CKAH3HyAa Ha noAa MHHiKe paM eitana H>e-
He KpaTKe nAaraeHe xaAUHHue.
— XajAeMo! J a hy npBH nofea.
— KyA HtypHHi? A a norAeAaMO jo m MaAo.
— Ao6po! KaA noHHe rpetm 4>ham.
Y nay3H H3Meby Apyror h Tpeher <j>HAMa, AnaAo
Me AHKyjyhn norAeAa.
— HnaK cy MohHH obh Khhc3h!
— He 6 h ce ocao6 oahah Aa HHcy.
— Mhcahm, 3Ham, yBeK hcko Apyni Mopa Aa
th oTKpnje AenoTe Koje th npHnaAajy. KonaKpn mh
HHKaA HHje 6 ho TaKo Aen. 3ap He? noTpeSHo je yBeK
CBeiy Tybe, oniTpoyMHo oko yMeTHHKa Aa 6h Hac
HaBHKAo Aa bhahmo Aeno y ohom hito Hac OKpy-
xcyje.
rOBOpHO je Te 6aH3AHOCTH rp03HHHaB0. IIlTa xo-
he, Aa 3a6opaBH? 3a Kojy rioMHcao Aa ce onpaBAa?
HeMy c toahko xcapa npnqaTH o yMeTHOCTH KaA je
jeAHOM, He cehaM ce BHine hoboaom nera, peKao Aa
ra yMeTHOCT He 3aHHMa?
npeKHHeM ra KaA npBH rtyr npeAaxiry. npey3-
MeM H>eroBy peneHHiiy HacyMpe, Kao AOAaHy AOirry:
— Te5n je, H3rAeAa, noTpe6Ho npe oko AaKH-
pepa neroAH oko yMeTHHKa. . .
— He pa3yMeM! — pene CKopo yBpebeHO.
— Ako xohem Aa ce ahbhhi AenoTaMa KoHaK-
pnja, aKo xohera Aa ra bhahhi h o b u m o h u m c i , mrraM
14 OcKap A asnqo — X II 209
ce je a h 3ancTa HyjKHO npeMa3HBaxH HCTHHy aekom
Kao IHTO HHHH KHHeCKH CHHMaieAj. HiTa je OH ypa-
Aho? HanpaBHO je H36op h nyiiao caMo y oho Aac-
KaBo h AonaAA>HBO. A je a h to KoHaKpH, rpaA y
kom MOHCAa BHrne o a 70% CTaHOBHHiinBa ciaHyje y
ohom h ito JyiKHoaMepHKaHUH 30By <j>aBeAaMa, mh
— jaTaraH-MaAaMa, a bh — 6haohbhaom? Jecy a h
yrrpaBo Te caA irpHKa3aHe koaohckc rpafeeBHHe A»
cTojHe Aa 6yAy o6jaBA>eHe y aHTOAornjH KocMono-
a h tc k h CTaHAapAH30BaHe apxHreKType Kao npHMepn
peAaTHBHO ycneniHor BeHnasba ^YHKipije h H3rAeAa,
oho ih to t h je 6hao noTpeSHo Aa bhahhi Aa 6h ot-
Kpno Aenoiy cbot rpaAa h, OTKpHBajyhn je, Aa 3a-
SopaBHiH cby aeroB y cTpaiiray 6eAy H pyro6y? He,
HHje to KoHaKpn KojH join jecTe, Aa ycKopo He 6h
TaKaB yncac 5ho. Mhcahm, aKO xoftern Aa 3Hain, Aa
HHje noTpeSHo Aa ra TAeAam noeuM ohumcl h Aa ce
yA>yA>Kyjem y Aancn, Hero Aa r a H3rpaAHHi, Aa
yHHHITHHI SHAOHBHAe, Aa yKAOHHHI IipA>aBHITHHy H
CMpaA, Aa cnpoBeAein KaHaAH3aipijy, Aa 3acnem h
OHHCTHHI o6aAy H SeTOHHpaiH OHHX CTOTHHaK Me-
Tapa SAaTHor AHa h ito oceKa ABanyr y 24 caxa oro-
ah h npeTBapa y bchhto AerAO MocKHTa h k o 3Ha
CBe KaKBHx He HHceKaTa.
AnaAO oSopn o h h :
— Hnje to rpeSaAo Aa mh Kaacem. Aah XBaAa.
YxBaiH Me 3a pyKy. Ja ce oKpeHeM.
BaAy6a h HeTpHaecToroAmmia Majnrnja cy hc-
napHAH a Tpehn 4>ham je jeAsa OTnoneo.
nocAe to a h k o pacKOHiH, AenoTa h 6oja Koje cy
RnHe3H HenrreAHMHixe h y3aAyAHo npocyAH, OBaj Me
HeKHHecKH AOKyMeHTapap HenocpeAHO y36yAHO h
o6oraTHo ynpKOC cbom cypoBOM HpHO-6eAOM AeKopy.
Join jeAHOM, yAemHaBaite je h3ahhiho. Y m cthocth
AOKyMeHTappa a o ctb je KaA H3Hece HHH>eHHHe y
OHOj MyKAOj TeH3HjH KOjy HOCH nyHa HCTHHa Tpe-
HyTKa. Chhmbh je kphhiom, HcnoA Kanyra, necTo
c HecaBAaAaHOM apxthbhhom, CHHMaH jeAHor Myr-
Hor AaHa KpajeM ueepnaoica, 6ea AaKiipoBCKiix npe-

210

J
T e H 3 H ja , aceA > aH c a M o A a 3 a 6 e A e jK H a T M O C c ^ e p y n o -
c e T e j e A H o r 6 e A o r I I p e A c e A H H K a K o j n A O A a3 H y C B o j y
B e p H y K O A O H H jy A a 6 h y o n n p e $ e p e H A y M a y n m a o
H a t o k C T B apn h c n p e m to o h o h i t o c y A o r a h a jn K o ja
c y c e H eK O A H K O A a H a K a c H H j e 3 6 h a h T e n o t k p h a h A a
j e H e M o r y h e c n p e H H T H . H a 3H aH O M a e p o A p o M y , B o j -
CKa H e H c n p m e H a b a h y n a p a h e H a , 6 eA e K aM am H e a
K a m a , 6 a p n n e y K o je c y y ra 3 H A H H eK H 6eA H o $ h -
H H p H , OA K O jH X j e A a H nO A H O C H panopT B o jH O M K O -
M a H A a H T y T B H H e je (3 H M o rp o 3 H B O M r p y 6 n j a H y n o A
K H H io S p a H O M ) . C B e j e t o y x B a h e H O n p e h o h i t o j e
o rp o M H H c n e ip ija A H H b b h o h a T e p n p a o .
Tennco ce 3aycraBA>a AeraAHpa Ha BAaJKHoj k a h -
3aBoj nucTH. A yroBpara IIpeAceAHHK, HceHCKH xixh-
pOKHX, CaAOM o6AOHCeHHX KyKOBa Ha TaHKHM BHCO-
k h m HoraMa, H3Aa3H Mp30BOA>aH. O h yJKypSaHO npy-
aca pyne cBHMa h CeKy Typey. K ojn Kao Aa 3a6o-
paBA,a Aa My AaAe CBojy, ocTaAy nerAe Ha AebHMa.
JeAaH CBexAynaBH norAeA Cej4>yAaja h a y x o b h t h no-
AyocMex. M opa Aa je HeKo ca 3aKantH.eH.eM oArypHyo
CHHMaTeA>a Kojn ce 6 h o cyBume i i p h 6 a h >k h o y HteA>H
Aa 3ayBeK pem cTpyje OHaj Mp30B0A>HH h npe3pHBH
yMop Ha Atniy lipeAceAHHKa 6eAapa h ony HpoHHjy
HpHor H3BpiHHona cyA^HHe, noBeKa Kojn he ycKopo
nocTara IIpeAceAHHK He3aBHCHe TBHHeje. TaA jo m
KOAOHHje.
»L i b e r t e , j ’e c r i s to n n o m « , cm ncep n o n tn B e
C B oj K O M eH T ap c r a x o B H M a E A H ja p a . A a h K a M e p a
j y p n H c n p e A M O T O ip n cA H C T a K o jH n p a T e n p H y 3 a T B O -
p e H y A H M y3H H y c ry B e p H e p o M h npeA ceA H H K O M
O p a H ity c K e P e n y S A m c e . M h c a h a h y to m n a c y c h -
ry p H O H a g r a n d e u r d e l a F r a n c e ? H e 6 h c e p e K A o .
H 3 rA eA a 3 a 6 p H H y T , A a H e 6 h x p e K a o H e n p H ja r a o
H 3 H e H a fe e H ( Y 4 > y e r a j e A p y K n n j e o S a B e c r a o : » C e K y
T y p e j e H a m H O B eK «) h y n A a m e H .
HapoA, pacnopeheH Ay^c nyTa ynpKoc yncacHO
CHancHoj TponcKoj k h h i h , xHTpo je AH3ao TpaHcna-
peHTe Kojn cy 3axTeBaAH He3aBHCHOCT. H a j k b a o c t ,
BHAA jH B H TH ce KpHHH H y3BHB[H He Hyjy. IIOAHtpT-
14*
211
ja, Koja h x nyje, ry6H acHBite h n o m e Aa paAH neH-
ApemiMa, 6aijajyfeH ce y rycraM 4)opMaipijaMa Ha
ACMOHCTpaHTe. Cinncep pepHTyje EAnjapa a o k yAap-
HH naAajy no rAaBaMa. HeKH ce pyrae noA a ip ia , aAH
h h k o n e y3MHne. Kao Aa H3 6AaTa h ac<j>aATa HHny,
HOBH cy A>yAH c HOBHM TpaHCnapeHTHMa AOAB3HAH
a a MecTo naAHX. KaMepa ce 3aA>yA>aAa h yxsaTHAa
KOMaA 6e3HaAHo CHBor He6a. CHHMaTeA. je, Mopa
6 h t h , yAapeH nao h npeKHHyo CBeAoneae.
Y CAeAeiioj ce ceKBemjH oh Hamao y AcawtfJAe-
jn , rAe CHHMa SeAor IIpeAceAHHKa, k o jh Ty, n p e A

A4>PHKaHpHMa, roBopn o e ea u h u .h u <PpamiycKe. To

caormrraBa jeAaH cnHKep npeKO TeKCTa cramaHor Ha
TpeH perprraAa cAoSoAe, Kojoj cy h TBHHejrpi hciih-
caAH HMe Ha cbbkom caHTHMeTpy n y ra oa aepoApo-
Ma ao AcaM6Aeje h npoAyncyjy Aa t o m rae n a ycTa
CeKy Typea, KojH, OAroBapajyfru Ae ToAy, 3axieBa
He3aBHCHOCT.
I I o c A e — o n e T a e p o A p o M , IIp e A c e A H H K O B y a c y p -
6 a H H 0 A A a 3 a K , H o c a o 6 e m e H a H a n o A a K onA > a. I l p a -
T e h H r a K a K o c e n e a e y C B o j y K a p a B e A y , CHHMaTeA>
j e y x B a T H o h j e A a H a e r o B o n a j a H h je A H H o a > y a c k h
H O K peT p y K O M , K o j a j e M o r a o A a 3 H a n H c a M o : » E h t -
K a j e H 3 ry 6 A > e H a !«
OAHCTa. Bnrne mncaA h h oh, h h th njeAaH oa
cAeAehux npeAceAHHKa aeroB e 3eMA>e Hefre Ty aoIih
Aa c npenoTeHHHjoM koaohb BeprAa oho h ito je oh
6ho OABeprAao.
BeprAaiHHMa Te Bpcre je 3ayBeK Ty oa3bohhao.

212
 5
OIIET HA AOmEM HYTY

HaKo mh je 6 hao CBe XAaAHHje, ocTao caM c K o

aokom h AnaAooM Kpaj MyHTare, kojh HaM je
npnnao m ra ce to c h >hm AemaBaAo y to hcto Bpe­
Me, npe Ase h no roAHHe.
H a A a 3 H o c e y A a K p y , 3 a n o c A e H K a o p a A H O -cn n -
K e p 3 a r B H H e jc K e j e 3 H K e , n a K o j e j e cB aK O A H eB H O
T p e 6 a A o A a n p e B e A e c 4 > p a H n y c K o r C B e A < M I-hh-
4 > o p M a n n je , aA H h c n e n n j a A H e K O M eH T ap e h o c T a A a
n p o n a r a H A H a n p a a a M 0 3 r o B a h < j)H A O BaH .a r A a B a . H 3
A a H a y A a H T p e 6 a A o j e A a y h e b y j e c B o j H a p o A K aK O
H e 6h M o r a o h h A a H A a hchbh 6 e 3 3 a n iT H T e AoSpnx h
nA eM B H H T H X O p a n c n j a , n n j a j e H C T o p n j a C B a o a c a -
mhx cAaBHHx noSeAa, n n j a j e y M ex H O C T o a peMeK-
A e A a , a nH B H A H s a r p i o H O 3 p a n e H > e o a eKCTpaKTa c a -
M o r a A T p y H C T H H K o r HOBeKOA>y6A>a.
IIpBor, Apyror h xpeher Aana je t o h npeBOAHO.
HexBpTor h neTor je ybAaxtaBao Ta npeTepHBaaa.
IIIecTor My ce ynaAHAa cnjaAHpa: »JecaM a h AyA Aa,
t o paAehn, noManceM KOAOHHMa Aa Bapajy h Aaxcy
Moj HapoA n OBeKOBenyjy aeroB y HecAoSoAy«. C e A -

Mor je penao: »Ohh Hac AP^Ke 3a yAHHapKy, a ce6e

3a MaKpoa. Ohh, y CTBapn, xohe Aa n ac h AaA>e ap^ke
y poncTBy Kano 6 h Hac h AaA>e nA>anKaAH.«
AreHiptjcKe Becxn je OTaA npeBOAHO no cbom
Haxoheay. HAocaobho npeBOAHO, yrAaBHOM ne.
e a c a A

Aah h y BpeMe ocTaBA>eHO 3a ocTaAO roBopno Ha j e

213
<$>yAa j e 3 H K y o h o u i t o j e m h c a h o A a M y j e a y ^k h o c t
Aa HHHH.
M e c x o » E b y -jo p K , 2 8 . a B r y e r a . Y B e3H c a 3 a K a -
39HOM ceA H H H O M B e f e a c n r y p H o c T H , H a K o j o j . j e rpe-
6 aA O A a c e A H C K y r y j e h t a . « o h 6 h p e K a o H a (j>yA a:
H>y-jopK, j e p j e H n a K H e K e K O H T p o A e 6 h a o , a A H h h -
j e A a H 6 eA H K O H T pO A O p H H je 3 H a o a o b o a > h o je 3 H K
H > e ro B o r H a p o A a , H a K O M e 6 h o h p e K a o : » r A a c a j T e
c a n e A a 6 n c T e 6 h a h c a o 6 o a h h . H e B e p y jT e A a k o m h -
H O T e M O JK e A O H eT H A P y T O H e rO A H pO H C TB O .«
AaHHMa h HeAeAjaMa npe pe4>epeHAYMa roBopno
je oh to h caMo to a Aa ce hhko oa KompoAopa, aA-
MHHHCTpaiiHje h noAHTftrj s Y CBojoj npenoTempijH
HHje cerao Aa 6 h jeAaH rrpA>aBH i^pma Morao Aa 6yAe
AyxoBHTHjH oa h>hx, chhobh HapoAa KojH je Aao eH-
HHKAoneAHCTe, A>yAe Kojn cy ce pa3yMeBaAH y noA-
BaA>HBaH>e Kpa&eBCKoj HeH3ypH. JeAHa y HH3y npeA-
pacyAa A ’AAaMhepoBHX npayHyKa TAacHAa je: »Ilp-
H>a cmpah«. A pyra: » H p aa je bcahko AeTe«. Tpeha:
»IXpaa je TAyn h KyKaBHita«.
C aM M y H T a ra h x j e y c n e n iH o y B e p n o y o S p a r a o .
J y H a H K H j e A p ^ a o C B o je poA O A > y 6 H B e r o B o p e . H O y -
T a-A n a A O H , K p a j H a c T a a e H O y A a M a , h o a h t h h k h n e -
o S y x B a h e H j o m h e A H ja M a P A A , H 3H m a o j e K O M naK -
T a H H a p e ^ e p e H A y M . 0 p r a H H 3 O B a o r a j e O B a j M A a-
A H h , K o p H C T e h n c e 4 > p aH H y cK O M T exH H K O M , (jjp a H H y -
c k h m cpeA C T B H M a h n p H M a j y h n 3 a T a j n o c a o c B a K o r
n p B o r n A a T y y ceocfia.
n p B o r c e n r e M 6 p a j e H H je n p H M H O . H e K H i p r o -
B a n A n 6 a H a H , p o f e e n y A a 6 e y , 3H a o j e o a a h h h o j e -
3 h k 4 > y A a. n p H M e T H O j e B e h o a H e K o r B p e M e H a A a
c b h n p H H , y B p e M e A a K a p c ic H X e M H c n j a H a <j>yAa, n e -
C T a j y H 3 paA H > H h c y A H ix a . H M a o j e h o h p a A H O , n a
c y A O T A e H e K H o a ke>hx A O A a3H A H H >eM y h C A y m a A H
A a K a p c h . h m , H a 4 > p a H n y c K O M . O h c e H H je o c e h a o
HpHpeM. To 3HaHH ----- OCehaO Ce HHBHAH3aTOpOM,
y t o B p e M e K O M H H O T ap n e M
6 e A E te M , 4 > p aH K o 4 > n A O M ,
Ao cp>KH, AojaAHHM CTO HacTO. n a , noHeT paA03Ha-
Aomhy Aa ca3Ha niTa t o t o a h k o npHBAann A>yAe

214
eMHcnjaMa Ha Matte BpeAHOM ppHaHKOM je3HKy, ot-
Bopno je ryKaHa y BpeMe 4>ya.a eMHcnja.
C yT paA aH n o a e ro B O M C A y in a a y , M y jr r a ra j e
y x a n m e H h n p e M A a h e H . T p n H eA eA >e j e o A A e n c a o y
h e A H j n 6 e 3 n p o 3 o p a . Humxa H H je ao 6 ho A a j e A e .
C e M n e H A p e K a . C e M e A e K T p o in o K O B a .
Tpmryr cy ra eAeKTpoKyTHpaAH Tpaacehn oa a e -
ra Aa OAa opraHH3aimjy, Mpeacy, jaBKe, KaHaAe.
He 6 h OAao HHKor h Aa je meor 3Hao. Aah CBe
nrro je paAHO, hhhho je Ha CBojy pyny, no HaAory
CBoje caBecTH.
— I^pHan h caBecT! — ypAaAH cy 6aTHHanra h
HacTaBA>aAH Myneae.
Mecep AaHa KacHHje MopaAH cy nn an Aa ra ny-
CTe. H 3 Peny6AHKe TBHHeje, n oja je, y MebyBpeMeHy,
CTettAa He3aBHCHOCT, CTHrao je nacom Ha HMe CaM
MyHTara.
Ao6ho je MecTo CAyHcSetnnca y MHHHCTapcTBy
HH<j>opMauHja. Kao m e $ <J>HAMCKe etame, npoBOAH
BHHie oa HiecT MecertH roAHmae Ha TypHejaMa. CBa-
Kor AaHa y ApyroM MecTy npHKa3yje nponaraHAHe
4>HAMOBe. nAaTa? H n je BaatHo. Moace ce. JeABa ne-
Ka Aa ce BpaTe A>yAH Kojn cy nocAaHH Ha ihkoao-
Baae. Bnhe cpehaH Aa TaA npHKa3yje <J>HAMOBe Koje
he OHH, rBHHejim, CHHMaTH 3a TBHHejne.
— He! — HacMejao ce. — Ja caM o6nqaH HOBeK.
HmcaKBH cAaBOAyiiH Me HHcy AoneKaAH Ha noBpaT-
Ky. HeKOAHKO ahhhhx npHjaTeA>a Ha aepoApoMy, h
to je CBe. HE>hx Tpojnria. H Moja aceHa. To je AOCTa,
3ap He? H ototobo KaA je HOBeK yBepeH Aa je ypaAHO
niTO je TpeSaAo 3a cao6 oay CBoje 36MA>e.

215
 6
KPAJ nYTA

X T e o c a M c y r p a A a H A a c e onpocTHM oa r y S a B i r a
h a e ro B o r 6paT a.
A e n p o 3o p H j c e H aA a3H H a c a M o j i j e c r a i h t o n p o -
A a 3 H K p o 3 r p a A - To j e , y C T B a p n , M a A a , C K p o M H a 6 o a -
H H n a H aA H K H a c e o c K y im c o A y . J e A a H S o A H H n a p y
n o A e p a H O M n p y r a c T O M n A a B O - 6 eA O M M a H T H A y A a B a o
j e H H je K ip ije r y S a B i p o t a , a K a n fo im e , n H A y A e, A p a -
a c e je h A p y r e n p a im c o B e ocT aA H M a.
B h c o k , c a M O C B e c T a H , M O JK A a 3 a p p T y - A s e n p e -
c n r y p H H j H y c e 6 e h o n r r o j e n o i p e 6 HO 6 h t h A a 6 h c e
6 h a o n p n ja T a H h o b c k , h o t b p a h o m h j e A a c e A e n p a
O A H c ra y c n e n m o A e n n y c eA a M A ec eT o a c t o C A y n a je -
B a H H j e K i p i j a M a A H A H m j a h A a c a M o y H eK H M H 3 y -
3 e T H H jH M C A y n a je B H M a T a n p o c j> H A a K T H K a H e M a h h -
K a K B o r e4>eK T a. J e c T e , p e n e H O M y j e A a T p e 6 a A a a o -
b e y c K o p o h H eK H A e ic a p , H e 3 H a O T K yA a. A o ^ p o j e
t o . B o A e c H H K a j e H c y B H t n e 3 a H > e ra c a M o r . A a o o M e ,
a K o j a x o h y , o h m h H e 3 a 6 p a H .y je A a b h a h m c B o r c a -
n y T H H K a . C A y n a j H H je 6 e 3 H a A a H . C n H o h j e a o 6 h o
n p B y H H je K H H jy . T a M o j e y n o c A e A H > o j c o 6 h .
H n j e 6 h o T a M o , H e r o y A B o p n m T y n o A M a ra ro M .
C e A eo j e K p a j c b o t 6 p a T a , y c e m jH T aM H or rp a H a T o r
A p B e T a h h y r a o . 06a c y c e c r a p p a o 6 p a A O B a A a h i t o
c aM h x c e c e iH O h n o n c e A e A a m h c p e h a H n y r . B o -
A ecH H K O B 6 p a T j e X T e o A a m h A a j e A a H o a C B o j n x
a M y A e ra.
»To n o M a J K e n y n n m i i M a « — pexao je. TpeSaAo
216
mh je BpeMeHa Aa ra y6eAHM Aa caM o a OHe Bpcre
nyTHHKa KojHMa Ta BpcTa noMobn HHje noTpeSHa.
MyHTara Me no3Ba c K a n n je .
K p a j a e j e B peM e 6hao A a K peH eM . I H o ^ e p j e
HecTpnAiHBO T p y S n o c a p e c T e . »Ebo Me.«
OApebeHo mh je MecTO H a n p e A , H3Meby mo4>e-
p a h CaM MyHTara. KacHO je Aerao. YMopaH je. HeK
ce He A>yTHM aKO ApcMHe mbao.
H h H ajM asbe.
Ta3 HHje HapoHHTO yAo6Ha Marnima, bah je Ay-
m y Aao 3a TaKBe BpAerae ycnoHe h HH36pAmje, 3a
TaKBa nycTa 6ecnyha c 6okopom o a hckoahko Ka3a
cbbkhx AeceTaK nynncoMeTa. Ha rrpnAHHHO H36aAe-
raHoj roAoj npoceKH — mhoto rpAHpa BeAHHHHe Ha-
nmx rneBa. A ae h Ase 3ajeAHO, AH3aAe cy ce Aeito y
nocAeAH>eM nacy h AeTeAe HeKO BpeMe MHnyhn re-
raBO TpTHHHHOM HcnpeA caMor xAaAH>aKa. Ha p ecra
6e3 Apyrnx B03HAa cpeTaAH cmo, c BpeMeHa Ha BpeMe,
H no HeKOAHKO CHTHHX HpHO-6eAHX OBapa, MBAHX
Kao Hama jaraaA , bah no noAHe cy Ha noBpaTKy
c nam e nyT npocTO 6AOKHpaAe KpaBe mhmhkphjckh
npHe ao nAehicH, a 6eAa Tpyna. OHe HHcy 6nAe mhoto
Behe o a AoSpnx cbhckhx K03a. YnpKoc TOMe, noKa-
3HBBAe cy noTnyHH npe3Hp npeMa nameM SpeKTamy
h rpAaToj Harnoj cnpeHH. H h OHa hx HHje MorAa
HaTepaiH Aa cnby ca 3eMA>aHor ApyMa. n a ce mo-
paAO CHA33HTH H3 KOAB H HITanOM HX HAH KBMeHH-
HaMa roHHTH Aa ce cKAOHe k oahko je noTpe6Ho Aa
6hcmo ce npoTHyAH H3Meby ee>hx h — npoinAH. JeAHo
BeAHKO APBO, CBe y KpynHHM pyMeHHM HAH 6eAHM
HBeTOBHMa, BpBeAO je o a pa3Ho6ojHHx KOAnSpnja
Kojn cy, AeSAebn, 3a6aAaAH CBoje Ayre KA>yHHhe y
AaTHpe h nHAH pocy h hchcbbbah noAeH Kao iraeAe.
EeAe cy nanA>e AyTaAe nanm>aipMa y noxpa3H 3a
rymTepHMa, a jeAHa, Koja je 6nAa c th ta b ao HBime
nyra, HHje h h noAHTAa rABBy Aa Hac norAeAa. To
HCTO HHCy HHHHAH H H O A p a C A H Koje 6hCMO 3 a T H H a A H
Kpaj HHXOBHX Ka3a. CaMo 6h naM Aepa MaxHyAa py-
kom, bah hh OHa ne 6h noTpnaAa 3a HaMa.

217
 — 3 a n r r o A>yAH h y r e ? — yxiHTao caM paH H je
m o 4>epa.
— M h ph o ! — p a 3 A p a c e K a o A a K O M a H A y je .
— KaKO c e 30B e oho A p so c HBeheM? .
— Ha napoBe pa36poj c ’! — B H K H y o je K anA ap-
CKH.
I H T a M y je? Je a h n o A y A e o ?
— Hanm n A a m iH H H H H c y e K c n a H 3 H B H H ! — 0 6 -
ja c H H O m h j e M y H T a r a K a A c y r a n p o S y A H A H m o c ^ e -
poB H n p e rA ac H H o a to b o p h . I I o a c a h o j e c a m h o m h
B 0 3 a n e M H e u iT o K e K c a . I l o j e o c B o j n a K e r n h h o n e T
3acnao.
T a j H a m o c J i e p o B e B H K e: H H je 3 H a o 4 > p a H iiy c K H .
Hnje M y t o C M eT aA O . B h o je A>y6 a 3 a H . C n o n e T K a ,
K a A c a M r a , «e 3 H a j y h n t o , 3 a rtH T K H B a o j o m y B e K
K a K o c e 3 0 B e o h o A p a o h a h O H a rrrH H a , o h c e , rA eA a-
j y h n n p a B O n p e A a c e , H e o S m m o c p A a n H O C M e ja o h
H e o S n H H o A > y 6 a3 H o K A H M ao t a h b o m K a o A a j e t o
IHTO r a H H T aM H e K H B H H K O jH H O H 3 H a . JeA H O M j e ,
M ecTO O A ro B o p a , n o K a 3 a o H a c e 6 e p y K O M , K o j y j e
6 p 3 o A H r a o c B O A a H a h p e K a o : » 3 y a B — 6 y M 6 y M !«
n a , H e c H ry p a H A a caM r a p a 3 y M e o , A Q A ao O H e r p n
K O M aH A e K o jH M a j e je A H H o o n T e p e r a o C B o j 3 y a B C K H
M 0 3 a K : » M h p h o ! Ha M e c T o b o a > h o ! Ha n a p o B e p a 3 -
6 p o j c '! « A a h j e T a A h H a BOAO<j>y, jeA H O M o a j e s m c a
C e n e ra A a , p e K a o H e n rro .
K aA c e n o cA e A s a c a T a k o h b h h o n p o 6yAHO, MyH-
T a ra m h j e p e n a o A a c e A p so c upBemm HBeheM
30Be KaMOKpo h a h K aM aK opo, a 6 eA a HanA>a — Te-
AHKO.
A a h T a A 6 a m m o 4 > e p 3 a y c T a B H K O A a, c n h e H a
ApyM, o K p e H y A e b a c y m i y , o n y c r a p y K e H H 3 T eA O h
o S o p H rA a B y .
— I U r a je ? — BHKHy M y H T a ra.
— He C M e r a j m h A a p a 3 r o B a p a M c 6 o r o M .
O H A a c e m o 4 > e p c n y c T H h , M p M A > a jy h H H e p a 3 y M -
A>HBe p e n H , n o n e A a c e K A a a a K a o i h t o t o p a A e M y -
C A H M 3H H , a A H C T aK B O M a n c o A y T H O M C K p y m e H O M
o6y3eTomhy KaKBy h h r h a hh cbm cycpeTao k o a s e p -
218
Htnca. HcTHHa, ja h x MHoro He 3HaM, He a p y ^ k h m ce
c TaKBHM CBeTOM. IIIo4>ep ce noAH3ao oneT naAao h

HHHHHe peAHBajyhH 3eMA>y. KaA ce ycnpaBHO, c m h -

P © h , rAeAao je H3ry6A>eHo npeA co6om: oAcyraH, n o
ceAHyr. Ao MeHe Aonpe h b k o a h k o EteroBHX y3Aaxa
h HeKOAHKO npom airram ix AanAaHAaAaxa. H t o npe-
CTa. TaA noKpn naAipiMa ynra h AAaHOBHMa o h h n a
noHOBo oTnone Aa MpMA>a CBoje MOAHtBe. OHAa je
onycrao pyxe. IIocAe h c k o t BpeMeHa, Anrao h x j e
Ao npca, HaKAOHHo ce h c k o a h k o nyTa h Bpamo ce
o6opeHe rAaBe KOAHMa.
— n iT a c h caA 6 o a> h ? — y r o r r a r a M y H T a ra. —
A a c h 6 a p n p a B H O n iB e A C K y T H M H ac T H K y .
— Kyni! — oABpaTH cy3ApJKaHo 6ecHO.
Y KOAa y b e , H e rA e A a jy h n h h y K o ra , h 6 e 3 pena
K p e H y . I I o c A e h b k o a h k o CTO TH H a M e x a p a , n a H arA O M
y c n o n y H 3 a j e A H e o K y K e , p e n e M eH H » eK C K H 3«, m r o
c x b b t h x K a o H eK O H 3B H H > aB an>e 3 6 o r 3 a A p H c a B a H > a H a
n y T y , b a h M y H T a ra j e A o cT a A y ro r o B o p n o H eK e
r a e B H e p e n n H a BOAO<j>y.
— IIlT a K a x te ?
— A a h e M eH H p a 3 6 n T H a y n i K y 6 y A e M a h M y
j o n i jeA H O M C M e T a o A a p a 3 r o B a p a c 6 o r o M .
Y A a 6 e y cm o m o ta h o c T a r a A a npeH ohH M O A a j e
M y H T a r a 3 a T e K a o C B o je . A a h a e r o B H T e x m r a a p H H H c y
X T eA H A a H a c c a n e K a j y h n p o A y ^ c H A H c y 6 e 3 H a c 3 a
O A p e A H in T e . O h c e h 3 b h h h H a p a c r a H K y . » H n j e t h
6 h a o 3aHHM A>HBO. O n p o c x H . K a A c e jeA H O M HsifeeM O
y K o H a K p n j y , n p i m a h e M o o C B e M y n r r o T e 3 a H H M a .«
Y A H M y3 HH H K o j a j e c T p r a K p e T a A a 3 a M a M y
6 h a o j e je A H O n p a 3 H o M e c T O . 3 a M e H e . M y H T a r a m h
r a je h3 m o ah o .
CanynnmH cy mh nerapn AnSamja. TproB- C b h

HH. BAacHHK nexcoa 404 jeAaH je oa HajSoraTHjnx

A>yAH y tom Kpajy. H He caMo y tom. PaAH>H, Kyha
h Mara3a HMa Ha CBe crpaHe no TBHHejH h MaAHjy.
Hnje hx caM cTeKao, MAaA je 3a to. H>eroB oTait My
je CBe to SoraTCTBO ocTaBHO. — A caA, bhahtc h
cbmh KaKBa cy BpeMeHa cthtab — nponacT.
219
 — C jeAHe CTpaHe HMa oh h npaBo! — pene
OHaj AeBO oa MeHe. — Aah 3a A<J>pHKaHiie je obo
Ao6po, 3ap He, rocnoAHHe?
Ko npoBoipipa? homhcahm. — OOojmta?
A ah m a b a h 6oraTam 3a BOAaHOM oncoBa Ha
apancKOM h, OKpehyhn mh ce Ha xpenyxaK, pene:
— He CAyniajTe bh H>era, oh je KOMyHHCTa. K a -
HCHxe mh paAHje kbkbh c y Banra y x H c r p i. M y H x a r a ,
Kor 3H3M oAaBHO, peKao mh je Aa nHCKapaxe 3a HeKe
HOBHHe. 3ax o caM Bac h noBeo, n a mh h OAroBopnxe
— xohe ah xo xy xaKo Aa irpoAY^KH hah he Heiilxo
Aa ce AecH n a Aa xprOBHHa onex npoifBexa? Jep obo
je nponacx. Po6e HeMa, napa HeMa. IHxa bh mhcahxc,
xohe ah ocxaxH OBaKO hah he ce Hemxo AecnxH?
A eC H X H , y KO M CM HCAy ?
— Y cmhcay A a 6 y A e A o 6 p o 3 a x p r o B H H y .
— npHBaxny?
— A KaKBy TproBHHa Moxce 6 hxh caMo
A p y r y ?

npHBaiHa.
— He BepyjeM Aa he rBHHejcxa BAaAa a o 3 B o -
a h x h xproBHHMa Aa c a o 6 o a h o AHHCy neHe niBepny

H3 CeHeraAa h a h MaAHja.
— Bh cxe xoBapHnra H3 MocKBe?
— H 3 BeorpaAa.
—M orao caM Aa 3hbm Aa BHnie HeMa cpehe 3a
MeHe y xoj npoKAexoj A ^pnun. Ko ®ac xoAHKe ko-
MyHHcxe hbkoxh ? E bo , OBa ABojHna Mojnx npnjaxe-
A>a, Apann, KaxoAnnH, oneBH hm xproBpH 6 hah , a
ohh oMHpncaAH y AsaAecexoj toahhh mbao yHHBep-
3Hxexa y AaMacKy, h toxobo, noneAH pycKH Aa yne
— T o e a p u u iH u h u !
norAeAaM h x , MAaAuhn Bnme HHcy 6 hah . O H aj
AeBO none Aa roBopn Kao Aa ce npaBAa:
— J a c a M M o p a o A a 6 e>KHM H 3 C n p H j e . H H a n e
6 h M e y x a n c H A H . O a 1 9 4 9 . c a M o n e x T y . C a A 6 h x ot-
n y r o B a o , b a h K y A a A a h a o m ? O B A e B e h ro A H H y A a H a
j e A e M C B o j e n a p e . A o K A e ? Y' E B p o n y r a c e H e H A e .
C A p y r e c x p a H e — H a c e p t o h h h C B o je e r a n a x c K O -
- c n p H j c K e K O M y H H e x e . A y c o i p i j aA H C T H H K e 3 eM A ie —

220
iirra hy? Ja caM rniaic caMO TproBan, npHBaraH
ceKTop.
— Behima An6aHana He 3Ha BHme mra he ca
co6om! — jaBH ce h OHaj accho o a B03ana. — Aa
caM cTHrao Aa 3aBpniHM Hene nncoAe, Texmnnce h ah
KaKBe roA 6hao, He 6hx 6pHHyo. 3a CTpymtaKe HMa
XAe6a cByAa. IIoroTOBo TaMo rAe 6hx BOAeo Aa hch-
bhm. Y PycnjH. H ah Khhh. H ah JyrocAaBHjH. Aah
h ja caM Mopao Aa HanycTHM yHHBep3HTeT h OHAa
Aa Ty npey3MeM jeAHy o a oneBHx paAH>n. Tpe6a jkh-
BeTH.
— UETa je t o c BaMa JyrocAOBeHHMa? — ym rra
oneT OHaj Kpaj MeHe. — Hac CTe Ao6pH, nac HHCTe?
Ilonex Aa My o6janra>aBaM, aAH eKcnA03HBK0 H
ceeHaj6ojbe3Ha/iuija npeKHAe Me ycicopo.
— HncaM TAynaK. CxBaTaM h <|>HCHjy aTOMa.
Aah h MeHH cy th hobh hacoaoihkh cnopoBH Hepa-
3yMA>HBH. Ako CTe cohhj aAHCTH jeAHH h ApyrH, mTa
ce Ty OHAa cthaho HaienteTe?
CTaAox Aa OAroBapaM. npeK H A e Me oneT:
— Y hobom H3AaH>y ciapH cnop oko jilioque.
Hnje ah?
— Hnje.
— Hncy AOAapn, HHje filioque, na mra je ao
haBOAa?
PaAHHHKH caBeTH1.
— IlycTHTe to — BHKHy B03an. — BoA>e peiprre,
KaKBe cy Bame nceHe? HMa ah HAaByma koa Bac?
Y MaMy cmo c th ta h y MpaK. Aah y Hotel de la
Gare Haniao ce, ynpKoc nooAMaKAoj HohH, peAa-
th b h o h h c t KpeBeT 3a MeHe. AnSaHim cy hmhah cbo-
je Kyhe.
YjyTpo caM, MOTajyhn ce no nHjaipi, y noipa3H
3a HeKHM cpeACTBOM Koje 6 h KpeTaAo npeMa KoHa-
Kpnjy, A03Hao Aa fee oko noAHe jeAaH KaMHOH HaTO-
BapeH aHaHacoM nofen 3a KHHAHjy, rAe fee HofearH, a
cyTpa Aa fee AaA>e 3a KoHaKpn.
nio4>ep, Kojn HHje x ieo Aa npHMH hh 4>paHKa
npe ho nrro Me hchbot h 3ApaBor He HCKpna, pene

221
mh rAe Aa ce y noAHe HaheMo H3Meby ABaHaeer
h je A a H .
npBo je xTeo Aa SyAeM Ty Ha nnjanH y jeAaHa-
ecT, a OHAa, KaA caM npncrao, npoMeHHo. je mh-
niA>eH)e:
— AoiiH hy no Te6e y xoTeA. T h TaMo pynaj!
— Xohem ah Aa pynaMo 3ajeAHo?
— CAanceM ce. A ohn hy TaHHO y ABaHaecT. HeKa
6yAe H e n iT O Ao6po.
TaA, H e 3H a jy h n keiko Aa y S n je M BpeMe a o
noAHe, ceTHM c e 6 o je B o r 6 p aT a.
— HMa a h Ty HeKH nyBeHH MapaSy? — ynHTaM.
— ULra he t h MapaSy?
— HaeroB 6paT je 6oj koa jeAHor mot irpnja-
TeA>a, npo4>ecopa. 3aMOAHo Me Aa ra noTpancHM h no-
3ApaBHM.
— Bhahhi ah OHy nocAeAH>y Kyhy, OHy 6eAy?
TaMO. Aah Aa 3Ham, Taj je Mapa6y npaBH cBeTan.
Ako ce y npoAa3y HeKa HceHa oneme o H>eroB rpaH-
6y6y, oh ra Sana ca ce6e h ro oAjypn Kyhn. OHoj
TaMo niTo ce 6eAH. Bhahui ah je?
MapaSy, b h c o k , crp o r h KoiiraaT, cTajao je rrpeA
CBOjOM OKpyTAOM KyhoM, H3AHK Ha KEl3y, 3AH Ca 3H-
AOBHMa OA HHTAH H C KpOBOM OA BaAOBHTOr AHMa.
PeKox My ko caM h Aa My aohochm no3ApaBe o a
SpaTa. Ho Kaxo HHje H3rAeAaAo Aa ra to y36ybyje,
CAarax ra, HHcnnpHcaH Ha cBojy HOBHany HiTery, Aa
My SpaT Hia&e no Meim HemTO napa.
— M eH H ? — 3 an y A H c e . — K o a h k o ?
He ycrejKyhH ce, peKHeM neny jeAHor aMyAera.
— Yhn!
O x p y rA a j e c o 6 a SnA a noAeA>eHa 3aBecoM Ha A3 a
jeAHaKa AeAa. Y npBOM — T p o H o n a m o k o y ra m e H e
B aTpe, HcnoA KOTAa noKpHBeHor o k p y ta h m kelm chom .
Y y rA y — 6aAa4>oH. Ha AacnH nopeA H>era, HeKe k o -
c t h , n y n e p n H h c h b o th h > c k h x AAaKa, 3BepHH>e K aim e.
K o a h k o m h inaA>e S parah, HajMAahn c h h M or
ona?

222
 — IleT cTOTHHa! — peKHeM. — To je ueHa aMy-
Aera, 3ap He?
O ce apace, aAH mhphhm 6acoM pene:
h

— BeAHKa je to napa 3a ocnpoMaineHH HapoA

Kojn H3 AaHa y ash ry6n Bepyl
Ayro mh je TpeSaAO Aa ra pacKpaBHM. HncaM
ycneBao aok caM My npiraao o H>eroBOM 6paoy, o
mom nyroBaay, h aok caM no bhtoAom j ckhm npHH-
HHnHMa BaAHO H3 CBojnx CTBapHHx AOHCHBA>aja caMO
OHe yracKe Kojn 6h ce aeMy — panyHao caM — mo­
tah cbhacth. TeK KaA caM cTao Aa My no cehaay,
H3 AeKTHpa, cepBHpaM Kao CBoje HeKe 3aKA>ynKe
pa3Hopa3HHx TaMO cTpynH>aKa 3a rnrraBba a<$>pHHKHX
BepcKHX oSpeAa, noneo je Aa ce MErae, na je Haj3aA
peKao: »MajKa MacKe, to je nncTa H3MHniA»OTHHa
6eAHx.«
— A nrra HHje H3MHHiA>OTHHa? rpHipH? AMy-
AeT?
YhyTa cyB h mpk. Aah ce apace h noHOBH: »AMy-
AeT HHje. Xofreni ah Aa th HanpaBHM jeAaH?«
— IIOMaace a h to ?
— Kao h BaniH AeKOBH. HHKaA HHnrra aarypHO
He noMaace.
— Ja 3H3M y neMy je AeKOBHTocr neHHHHAHHa
perpiMO. Aah y neMy je TepaneyTCKa BpeAHocT rpn-
rpnja?
— XCuBOTHa cHAa oHor nrro je y BbeMy npeHocH
ce Ha HOBena Kojn ra hoch.
— H o k t h M pT B or A e o n a p A a 6 h o p eč aA O , n o Te-
6 h , A a c a n y B a jy o a acH B or A e o n a p A a ?
— Ilpe cBera Tpe6a BepoBara, Aa 6h Hnrra mo-)
tao Aa noMorae h canyBa.
— 3HaM jeAHor xony kojh je Jienuo KpaBe oa
Ty6epKyA03e 3anHCHMa.
— TAe oh acHBH?
— Y E o c h h . IIp e K O ceA aM Mopa.
— CaMo AaacAHBan HMa CBor cBeAOKa npeno
Mopa.
223
 — CAaaceM ce Aa je Aarao, aAH Ajyah cy My nAa-
haAH 3a 3aimce.
— K oahko?
— M a a e Hero Te6n.
— H >eroB 3 a n H c H H je BaA>ao.
— 3aiH T o m h c a h h i A a H H je BaA>ao?
— H n j e HMao npaBy KH>Hry h npaBy Bepy.
— O h j e n n c a o : »KpaBO, 6 yAH 3A paBo«. A t h ?
M apaSy je h y rao Ha ay^kc.
— To je rajHa! — pene nocAe manaxoM H oneT
CTHCHy y c r a .
— Y p e A y . H e HHCHCTHpaM. A a h 3aMHCAH A a Be­
p y jeM h A a t h c e o S p a h a M 3 a n o M o h .
— H e 6 h x t h A ao 3 an H C . T h H e B e p y je rn . C aM o
c e noA C M eB am .
— J a 6 h x t h n A a r a o aM yAeT h a h r p n i p n n o
ueH H . To j e BancHO.
— BancHo je, KOMe? ry n rrep y Kojn ce cMeje
naTKH jep je Apso 6AH3y? H ah Merm scojH BepyjeM
Aa yMeM Aa HaroBopHM BHine CHAe Aa y3My y 3anrra-
Ty OHOr KOjH HOCH MOj 3anHC.
— Oa n era ?
— E oah ah Te nrra?
— H n rn T a .
— nAaiHHiH ah ce?
— H e.
— Je c H a h H ecpehH o 3aA>y6 A>eH?
— Y b c k j e HOBeK H e c p e h k o 3aA>y6A>eH.
— H e h y t h Aa TH OHAa HHKaKaB 3 a n n c .
— H e yMern.
— J a ? 3 H aru a h n r r a 3HaHH — neT H pn in a n e , Ha
neTHpH m a n e , n e n a jy n e ra p H m a n e ?
— H e.
— M a n o p H a c t o a y n e n a M im ia. To 3HanH. A a h
t h M an o p , j a HHcaM M um , a 3anHC HeMa H ore.
h h c h

— HMa ah o a p pyK e?
— K aA npHMHM n a p e , H 3pacTy My.
— K o a h k o T p a n o n n 3a jeA aH 3anHC?
— P e K a o caM t h A a T e 6 n H e AaM HHnrra.

224
 — P a A H c e o je A H O M e io 6 o j k h o m H O B e x y .
— 3 a im c c e M oxce npexB opH T H y A e n y o rp A H u y
i h t o A ejK H H a n y r y , a a h K o j y H e B aA >a A H p a r a a n o
c e H e B e p y j e . Y j e m h e T e o r p A H p a K a o A a j e 3 M H ja .
J e p j e c A p y r e c T p a H e 3 M H ja .
— He A axceM . C aM o p e i m mh o a H era mh M oxcern
n p o A ara 3annc.
— K a A 6 h A o rn a o A a m h r a T p a x c n O H aj KOM e
T p e 6 a , 3 H a o 6 h iH T a r a 6 o a h .
— HMaru h x o a SoA O Ba?
— C b h x B pcT a.
— O a n e ra jo in ?
— PeKao caM t h . O a H e c p e h H e A>y6aBH.
— H t o j e CBe h i t o 3 H a m ?
— Y m c m A a npaB H M h 3 a m ic e npoT H B c m p t h !
K a K B e C M pTH ?
— T h c y H a jc K y iH b H .
— HMaui a h 3anHc npoTHB npnpoAHe c m p t h ?
— Pn6a c e H e n e p e H H KaAa T aM o rA e j e y x B a -
heH a.
— I I lT a t o c aA 3H aH H ?
— H n iie H im y . n p H p o A H y . n p o T H B n p iip o A e h h -
H iT a H e n o M a n c e .
— K aA 6 h x t h j a H a p y n n o 3 a n n c npoTH B c M p ra ,
H iT a 6 h H a i m c a o ?
— PeKao c a M Aa je t o TajHa.
— A a h K a A r a KynHM 3a o H o r KOMe Tpe6a, j a
hy ra o t b o p h t h h npoHHTara.
— Ak o to ypaA H H i, yHHHiTHo ch H>eroBy M oii.
— M e H e H e 3 a H H M a H .e ro B a M o h , H e r o o h o i r r r o
3a n H c y j e m . I L v a r a o 6 h x t h A a m h t o K a x c e m .
— Koahko?
— K o a h k o T p a x o m i?
— IleT cTO 4>paH aK a! — p e n e H e c K H A a jy h n n o -
rA eA a c MeHe.
H 3 B a A H M neT C T O «J> p aH aK a h cthbhm nA aB y h Ob -
HaHHiiy noA cBojy caHAaAy. Oh ycraAe h OAe H3a
3aBece.
15 OcKap A sbhho — X II
225
 — Kojy 4>opMyAy 3airacyjem y aMyAeT oa 60-
AeCTH ?
B p a b a j y h n c e c T p n KH>Hre Ha oKpyrAOM nA exa-
h o m nocAyJKaBHHKy, c n y c r a c e K p aj MeHe Ha Tpo-
HOHcau, y 3 e n p B y h o t b o p h je .
B ho j e to K opaH.
— Kojy cypy? — HaBaA>HBao caM .
— Ma K o jy . OHy K o ja ce C A ynajno HaMecTH KaA
OTBOpHM KHjHTy.
H n caM XTeo Aa nponycTH M H>eroBy cnpeMHOCT
Aa OTKpHBa CBoje »TajHe«. 3 aT o , n p a B e h n c e yBe-
peH y t o 1UTO m h j e A ao Kao o 6 janiH>eH>e, peKHeM:
— To j e npoTHB S o A e c ra . Je a h h npoTHB He-
c p e h H e A>y6 ćiBH noM ance K opaH ?
— O b o ! — p e n e M puiT ehn ce.
Ha M oje 3anpen am h eH > e, 6h a o j e t o jeBaHbeA>e
y H3Aan>y aHrAHKaHCKe M H cnje c b . IlaB A a.
— H acyM ine r a o t b o p h ih ?
— Aa.
— 3 H am eHTAecKH?
— He.
— He p a 3yM em i h t o 3a ir a c y je m ?
— Je a h n o T p e 6 Ho p a 3y M e ra A H cafte Aa 6 h c e
AHcaAo? H H je a h KaMeH o a KaMeHa, n aK o He pa3yM e
KaMeH ? A a 6 h c e jk h b c a o h yMpAO, pa3yM eBaH.e HHje
HyncHO. A a 6 h c e y 6 nAO, T aK obe HHje.
— 3H aiu a h t h Aa j e Ta KH>Hra npoTHB H ecpehH e
A>y6 aBH KopaH h c k h x n o p T o A aH eba?
— M paB AHine n p eM a BeAHHHHH CBojnx n A y h a,
aAH aKO o h np eB p H e jeAaH nyH n a S a p a m a č k o H3
a e r a He HCTene, 3H aj A a j e t o A ojK a, a He n a 6 a p .
T h t o 3H am , He MpaB.
— To 3HanH Aa j e A>y6 aBHHK M paB? — peKHeM
Aa 6 h x r a H c n p o B o u n p a o Ha AaA>a o 6janiH>eH.a. O h
O A roB opn CyBepeHO MHpaH:
— K aA HeKy MaAy CTBap AeAHin c a CAeimeM, He
Aaj My M H oro, MHCAHbe Aa j e Ta CTBap 6 n A a BeAHKa.

226
 — A a h KaA n y ija M y r r r a i iy , 3 e n a , 3B ep h a h
HOBeKa, T p e 6 a Aa H abeM H 3M eby c B o r o K a h i t o TAeAa
h h 3 n e B h H .e ro B o r c p u a H a jK p a h n ny T .
— Ko HeMa MajKe 3aAOBoA>aH je h c 6 aKOM, aAH
irrHua Koja npeBnme neBa HeMa caAa. Xohy Aa Ka-
HceM Aa t h ja He Mory caA Aa pacTyMaHHM KaKo ce
CTBapajy noAyAapHOCTH, aAn OHe ce CTBapajy Ha
h c t h HaHHH Ha Kojn c h pexao Aa CaCTaBA>aiH CBoj

norAeA npeKo HHUiaHa ca h c p t b o m y Kojy nyiiaui.

To je 3aKdH j k h b o t b npenyHor caMHx noAYAapHO-
c t h . OHe He nocToje caMO H3Meby CBera. OHe cy H3-

HaA CBera. Jep jecy CBe x h t o jecTe. Jep ce CBe Moace

noroAHTH. H3Meby TBoje >KeA>e, o h o t i h t o je n o p m e
H CTHHaja OKOAHOCTH 30or kojnx Moj npCT npBO
naAHe Ha OBy, a He Ha OHy cypy, nocToje nyTeBH h
CTpannyTHue. HeAOKyHHBH pa3yMy, o h h rocnoAape
noAYAapHOCTHMa, aAH H>nMa rocnoAapn CAynaj. M h
nocTajeMo rocnoAapn CAynaja caMO aKo ycneMO Aa
CBOjOM HCHBOTHOM CHAOM, yABOjeHOM CHAOM peHH,
npHMopaMO HenpnjaTeAjCTBo HenpHjaTeA>a Aa ce no-
CTaBH taMO TAe he ra yAapHTH MeTaK. Taj cAynajHH
cycpeT TpeHyTKa h Moje cHAe Koja OTBapa Kftnry
h S a p a norAeA Ha jeAHy cypy cacTaBA»eHy oa penn
h ito HHHe Ty cypy, Koja je y obom cAynajy h MeTaK
h HcpTBa, jann je o a Ma HHje npoTHBHe BOA>e. Jep
npoTHBHa je BOA>a o6hhho caMa. A Hać je ABoje. CBa-
kh je cycpeT CHaHCHHjn oa caMohe.
IlycTHO 6 hx ra Aa rrpiraa AaA>e. Aah oh HarAO
npecTaAe:
— Y3aAyA. Th H e Bepyjem.
— He — OAroBopHM h ynHTaM — H M arn a h aMy-
AeT, peUHMO IipOTHB CMpTH.
Hnje ce Aao H36auHTH abko H3 ceAAa.
— HMaM! — pene h CTaBH ABe neTCTOirme y
lien. — Xofcern a h h T a j 3 a r r a c Aa nAaTHHi?
I I o t b p a h m . I I lT a caM M o ra o .
Ha t o A H J K e M H p H O C H B y K H j H r y y noAyiuaTHy.
Ha KopniiaMa je iracaAo: KapA Mapnc, EeAa 4>hao-
30(j)H je, H3AaH>e KyAType, 3arpe6.

15* 227
 T e K K aA ca M n p o H H T a o to 3azpe6, o c e i n o caM
CBy ancypA H O C T, c B e oho H e M o ry h e y tom npeceA»eH>y
c y n e p A y u H A H o r h aothhhot M a p n c a H a mom x p B aT -
CKOcpncKOM je 3 H K y y ja 3 6 H H y to t M a p a S y a .
— O AaKAe TH TO?
— I I o c A a o mh j e 6paT. T a M o TAe paA H , HMa A e ­
ceT peA O B a n o A H iia nyHHX KH>iira.
— Y n p a o j e , 3 HaHH.
— J a caM M y T p aa cH o A a n o i m t e i p e h y KH>Hry
c T p e h e noAHBte A eB o. Y c n y j e T aK o 6 h a o . H a c c h a o
c e A a j e t o T a KH>Hra. M e H e c e H e r a n e 3aniT O j e t o
6 n A a 6 a r a T a KH>Hra. E H A a j e . T o j e a o b o a > h o A a n o -
B e p y je M A a p e n n o h o t p e A a H a K o jn n p B o c iaH eM
npcTO M KaA j e H ac y M iie o t b o p h m c a A P ^ ce n o T p e S n y
C H ary A a c e M oj niTH heH H K O A y n p e c m p t h o a 60-
A eC T H .
J o i n neTCTO <J>paHaKa j e y 3 e o h 3 axB aA H o c e b p a o
AOCTOjaHCTBeHO.
— JeAHO iiHTaH>e caM O ? — ynH T aM .
— CA anceM c e .
— A a ah 6hx j a M o ra o TaK o A a, p e i p u i o , otbo-
pHM T y KH>Hry H H jn j e HacAOB Beba (pwi030cpuje ,
Aa n p e n a m e M HeKH p eA , A a to n p o A a M y n o A a xteHe,
h A a HM a AejcTBO K o je H M ajy a M y A e ra K o je th n p o -
A a je r n ?
TAeAao Me je HaporymeHo a HnaK 6 hctpo , HHTe-
AHTeHTHO. MoJKAa H CaCBHM MaAO nOACMeiHA>HBO.
— He! — pene n o A aK o , H 3 6 e r a B iin i M o jy 3a-
ce A y . — H e H a H H je B ancH a, aAH M oj 6h 3 a n n c homo-
r a o , TBoj H e 6h. Ila M a n a p h H e r e Hepa3yMA>HBe p e n n
npenncao. .
— CyMH>aM Aa 6h ce KapA Mapnc 6aBHO TaKBHM
nOCAOBHMa, aAH He3aBHCH0 OA THX nOCAOBa, h ca-
cbhm y3rpeA peneHo, oh je ueAOM mom HapoAy no-
Morao Aa ce ocao6oah cmpthhx onacHOCTH, hito He
BepyjeM Aa je noniAO 3a pyKOM OHHMa KojH cy oa
Te6e KynoBaAH ipnaTe H3 oBe EeAe 4>nA03o<j)Hje. H3-
Meby ocTaAor, h 3aTO ihto cy ra naiira A>yAH pa3y-
MeAH, a th H TBojH naipijeHTH — HHcre.
228
 — T h ch Ty KH>Hry pa3yMeo?
— I l a A a. H a m o m j e je 3 H K y .
— tbom je3HKy?
H a mh je CBe jacHo. C a A H e M a

TajHH Ha cbom je3HKy. A JKHBOTHa cHAa, to je npBa

oa TajHH Koje ce He Mory pa3yMeTH.
HMa HX, 3HaHH, MHOTO?
— Ee36poj. Aah axo xohem Aa 3Ham 3aniTo c e
Ta CHAa onnpe pa3yMeBaH>y, OHAa iiy th fiecnAarao
pehH 3ainTO je to HeMoryhe. Xohem? Ebo 3amTO.
IIpOCTO, HCHBOT He H3BHpe CaMO H3 HaC JKHBHX H He
yBHpe caMO y Hac xcHBe.
— H e r o ?

XCHBOT AOA33H OA MpTBHX n p e A a K a , a OAAa3H

o a H a c , K a A y M p e M o , y H OBa K O A eH a x c h b h x . O h

H aM j e no3ajM A > eH , A aK A e. H m h r a no3ajM A > yjeM O

A p y rH M a . A a h m h h h c m o h c t o h i t o h o h . A c x B a T a c e
caM O o h o i h t o j e h c t o . J a T e 6 e . H e h t h M eH e.
YcTaAe h npyxcH mh pyny:
IIo3ApaBH HajMAaher C H H a m o t ona h OAHecn
—
My Moje HceA,e 3a cpehoM, 3ApaBA>eM h nonrreiteM.
A TeSn XBaAa 3a CBe HOBue, OHe Koje c h m h nAaTHO
3a aMyAeTe Koje t h HHcaM Aao h OHe Koje c h peKao
Aa m h h x 6paT maA>e no Te6n.
— peKao?
K a n o ,

— PeKao. Oh HHKaA mchh He inaA>e HOBpe. 06 h-

hho TpaJKH Aa My hx noniA>eM. IIo3ApaBH ra.
C a H io ( j> e p o M K a M H O H a , K o j n j e 6ho T a n a H , p y -

n a o c a M iia o b k y H a n n p H H H y .
 IV

XAJJIAJO
 1

XAJAAJO

Y ABOMOTopity h eah k Ha jap e 6mty, 6eAH Tpro-

Bau AnjaMaHTHMa EeimcaK HacTaBA>ao je Aa oato-
Bapa Ha nHTaH>a Koja My hhko HHje nocTaBA>ao.
CeAehn Kpaj MeHe, CMeniKao ce, 6p 6A>ao h crniao
HCHBaxHO h npeA>y6a3HO HH<j>opMauHje o AP^aBaMa
Koje cmo HaAAeTaAH. H3HaA nrapoKHX yrnha
KpaTKHX pennna, noneo je, TaKO, Aa npiraa o 6acHO-
CAOBHHM nOAjOnpHBpeAHHM MOryhHOCTHMa KOje KpH-
jy 3eMA>e noA HaMa, 3acaA nycTe MOHBape npenyHe
MocKHTa h acyTe rpo 3HHiie: »Aa Hexo cnocoSaH ao-
6nje KaHijeAapujy, to ApeHHpa h npoTKa KaHaAHMa,
HanpaBHo 6h oa obhx o 6aAa cAOHOBane, poOoBa h
3AaTa JKHTHHpy CBeTa — Tpn >KeTBe roAHHiH>e,
HeTHpH«.
Y CAeAeheM j e T p eH y n cy B eh H3AeTeo H c n p e A
CBoje npHHe h c B o jn x KOHCTpyKTHBHHx nAaHOBa 6 a p
3a T p n AY^KHHe: »EHrAe 3H c y npim peM HAH C n je p a
A eoH e 3a He3aBHCHOCT. K a n ty Aa ocxaB A jajy BHUie
4>opMHpaHHx noAHTHHKHX n a p r a j a . Aah 3HaAijH n p n -
AHKa y O pH T ayH y TBpAe A a c e HHjeAHa oa thx n a p -
r a j a He 6 aBH hoahthkom«.
— IlHMe OHAa?
— EoraheaeM AHAepa hah TaKO hchhm.
Be3 n p e A a x a O A A enpm ao j e AaA>e: »A n 6e p H ja ?
HeKH K ancy Aa HMa 500.000 craHOBHHKa, HeKH ABa
MHAHOHa h n o . H aH M e, He 3Ha c e TanH o koahko j e
a>yah npoAaTO y p o 6A>e. 3a6opaB H O caM Aa ah j e to

233
hhhho n p o u i A H , A p y r n hah T p e h n I I p e A c e A H H K n p e
O B o r c a A . Aah B e h n p B H j e , A o m a B u iH H 3 CAA, C T a o
A a c e n o H a u i a n p e iw a u p H o j 6 p a h n c T a p o c e A e o u H M a
hcto o H a K o K a n o c y c e 6 eA H r o c n o A a p H n a M y q H H x
n A a H T a > K a H a Jyry oahochah n p e M a m e M y . Hobck
j e y o n u i T e r a A , 3 bhhma>
hbo ?«
3 a T H M , 6 e 3 B e 3 e c thm: » P e K A H c T e A a H A eT e y
T a H y ? Moahm B a c n o c e T H T e T a h B a . B H A e h e T e H e x y
B p c T y n p a c T p n n T H 3 a , q a c H a p e n ! Cbh toah r o A n a r a .
T a M o A e B o jH H U H , hhm c e p o A H , n p o S y u i e H a A y c H H u e
h n o A y c H H u e . H H 3 r o A H H e y ro A H H y n p o m n p y j y T e
p y n e . K a A o A p a c T y , A e B o jK e B e h c r a B A j a j y y T e p y n e
A a n e A H C K O ce, o c a M c a H T H M e T a p a y n p e q H H K y . 0 6 y -
X B a h e H H c y pacT erA > H B H M y c H a M a K a o ry M O M . I I p c H y
ah, y c H e c e 3 a u i H j y . T o j e , y j e A H o , C B e uito A e B o jK e
h H ceH e H o c e oa O A e h e . H e n a B p c T a K a u i - c e K c a y K o -
ahko y c e n c y S p o j H M o je A H H o y c H e . Koa K y h e ckh-
A a j y T e A a K e T a H > H p n h e h y c H e hm B H c e K a o 4 > p o H -
U A e: n o A c e h a j y H a O H e H 3 A y > x e H e 6 p a A a B H u e uito n a -
A a j y c h y p a H C K H X T A a B a C B e ao n o A a B p a T a . Otkya
to, n H T a h e T e ? K A a c n q a H c A y q a j n p e T B a p a m a HeBOA>e
y B p A H H y . I T p B o c y th A>yAH f a h A jyA H B a y u a n a -
3H B aA H H a T a j H aH H H CBOJ HCeHCKH C B eT , H a T A a c y n o
A e n o T H , A a 6 h r a c n a c A H oa T p r o B a u a p o 6 A>eM, n o -
c A e c y hm c e y n p a B o T a K B e , y H a K a > K e H e A e B o jK e
C T aA e A a C B H h a j y — H e T p ro B U H M a p o 0 A > a — H e r o
HjHxobhm T a M o r a h B a M y u i K a p u H M a . H e c T o j n ah
T a K o cahhho h c a CBHM n o jM O B H M a o A e n o M H p y -
jkhom c B y A y C B e T y ? Y K o p e H y A e n o T e h o c T a A o r
C B e r a H a A a 3 H c e A>yACKa — HeBOA>a. Oho AO A e u i T a
j e ? — IL v a H T a x c a ry M e . n o A a A n G e p n je n p u n a A a
O a j p c T O H y . H n c T e q y A H ? H a j B e h n cbctckh n p o H 3 -
B o b a q r y M a 3 a a y T O M o S n A e h o c r a A o . O A A H q a H K B a-
A H T eT . I I l T a K a n c e T e ? H e 3 a H H M a jy B a c r y M e , H e r o
AHjaMaHTH? HaMepHAH C T e c e H a n p a B o r HOBexa. Ja
3 H B M CBe o H>HM a.«
npeAaT HcnpeA Mene CTaAe Aa ce moah narAac.
Oa HeKor BpeMeHa, H a m a japeGnua, noAyxBaheHa Be-
TpoM, noneAa je A a n a A a , A a ce npormme h Tpece,

234
a A>ynKa npHa cTjyapAeca 3aMOAHAa nyTHHKe Aa ce.
Beacy. EeHHcaK ce cMeiuicao: »AnjaMaHTH, ohh ahhc
Ha iiLfoyHaK. EauHAH Sacxe to Aa ra CAynajHo Ha-
Eeie.«
lion ce CBe rAacHnje moaho. TAac My je HaAja-
naBao xyxy MOTopa h cMeTao mh Aa nyjeM caroBop-
A>HBor HHcpopMaTopa. CeM Tora, rAacHa je MOAHTBa
CBe BHine AeMopaAH3HpaAa cairyTHHKe. »3aMOAHTe
ra«, peKHeM EeHHcaKy, »Aa npecTaHe c tom CBojoM
He6ecKOM nponaraHAOM. HeMa cMHCAa Aa ce TaKo
Hecjjep KOpHCTH HHH>eHHUOM UITO CMO CBH Be33HH H
niTO hhko HHje y cTaity Aa ce yAaA>H H3 aBHOHa 3a
BpeMe AeTa.«
EeHHcaKy 3acBeTAyyajy ohh Ha TpeH — BOAeo
je Ty BpcTy npncTojHe KOHBep3auHje. BpAO cBenaHa
H3pa3a Ha HeTBpTacTOM AHuy, Aynn npeAaTa abko no
paMeHy h npeHece My naTeTHHHo Mojy CKpoMHy no-
pyKy. CacBHM aocaobho.
— Ja ce moahm 3a ce6e h 3a CBe Hac! — oxpeHy
mh ce Ae6eAH npeAaT 3anpenamheHa h yxcacHyra
AHpa, 3ah nperAacHa roBopa Aa 6 h hcthhckh 6ho
yxcacHyT h 3anpenauiheH. IIohobo He oAroBopHM ah-
peKTHO.
— Pemrre My — o6paTHM ce CTora EeHHcaKy,
Kojn je y>KHBao — Aa nomxeAH MeHe 6ap. Ako HeMa
naMeTHHja nocAa, Hexa ce m o a h y ce6n h 3a ce6e
caMo. Y npoTHBHOM hy TAacHHje oa H>era nonera Aa
HHT3M KoMyHHCTHHKH MaHH^eCT, KOjH MH je y Ae-
b o m yeny BeTpoBKe.
— CAaxce ce! — pene mh EeHHcaK, Kojn My npe­
Hece h OBy Mojy nopyicy, a MeHH HieroB noMHpA>HBo-
-npeAaTCKH oAroBop: thxh npHCTaHaic Ha yKHAanbe
xAaAHor paTa y jape6HUH.
— A caA o AnjaMaHTHMa! — peKHeM EeHHcaKy
H 3 B 0 A H T e.
Kao Aa je arapTep Aao 3H3K 3a noAa3aK, BeHH­
caK 6p3Hy H3 MecTa, eKcnA03HBaH h xHTap:
— CTapHM ce HaHHHOM eKcnAoaTauHje t v S h a o
A o b o a j HO npoyeHaTa Aa 6 h ce oceTHAa noTpe6a 3a

235
APyTHM, MOAepHHM, KOJH CaBpiUeHO H30AHpa H3 IIA a-
Be 3eMA>e, H3 Taico3BaHor rpaBHjea, crpynHO peneHO,
CBe MHHepaAe. Y TBHHejH nocToje oa paHHje abP
npHBaTHe KOMnaHHje Koje ce thm 6ase: Soginex u
M iniere de B eyla. C a A nAafrajy AP^aBH AOCTa bh-
coKe TaKce. KoHTpoAa je piiropo3Ha, KaKo 3a h>hx,
TaKO h 3a npHBarae AHrepe, Konane AnjaMaHaTa,
KOjH y OKOAHHH KaHKaHa, H3 OAHBHjaAa, TpH-qeTHpH
MeTpa noA 3eMA>OM, BaAe CKynopeHH niA>yHaK. Y
KoHry ce oh Kona Kao yraA> h H3 Ay6ima oa AsecTa
MeTapa. Aah AnjaMaHT je o6hhho Ha noBpHnnm. B a p
Ty rAe ra HajBHUie h HMa. HyAHO, nyAHo! Y TaHH je
>KyhKacT, y Cnjepa AeoHe 3eAeHKacTonAaB, n a 0 6 a -
ah CAOHOBane h y TBHHejH — 6eo. 3aBpuiHO caM, to
jecT pa3onapao caM Bac. H e 3 HaM HHjeAHy 33hhm-
AjHBy npHHy: AHjaManr ce He niBepuyje. 3aopaH>eHO.
36or H>era hhko HHje hhkba y6njeH. KancH>HBO.
— A K aH K a H C K a 6 e p 3 a ?
— HyAH CTe? IIlTa bh CBe He nyjeTe! — noACMe-
XHy ce 6p30 h npoAyJKH jorn 6pnce. — Y H o te l de
la Gare, HenaA BAacHHiHTBy 4>paHitycKe KOMnaHHje
cnaBahnx KOAa, a caA noAP^KaBA>eHOM, y 2 2 co6e
HaAa3e ce 2 2 KamjeAapHje pa3HHX CTpaHHX, a p ^ k s b -
hhx hah npHBaTHHX OTKynHHx npeAy3eha. CBa nAa-
hajy ApJKaBH 7% nope3e Ha eKcnopTHH npoMeT.
— K a n o c e to kohtp o A H rn e ?
— H e M a n p e B a p e hh y CHy, n a c H a p e n . A n r e p 11.
CBe T B H H ejiiH , H A y oa c o 6 e ao c o 6 e h H y A e A H ja -
M aH T e. K o hm oa A sa A e c e T A B o jm ie n o H y A H H aj6 o A > y
u e H y , T a j n p a B H n o c a o . Aah A n r e p H e M o n c e A a y b e
y x o T eA aok n p e T x o A H o H e n p n ja B H CBe hito j e hcko-
n a o . B n A H T e h cbmh, n o c a o K o p e K T a H , n o A B a A e H e M a .
— IIp H H aA H c y mh HeKH A4>pHK aHH H A a A a r e p H
H e n p n j a B A j y j y y B e K 6 a m CBe m T O H C K o n a jy .
— n p e T p e c a j y hx n o H e K a A . Y o cT aA O M , to c y
A pacaB H H A>yAH, n a T p n o T H , 3 aA p T cbct.
— Aok c e p a A H o o 6 n H H H je M K a M e a y . Aah K aA
c y y m r c a a y H 3y3eTH O bcahkh?
E eH H caK c e H acM eiim .

236
 — HDra OHAa? — nHTao Me.
— O HAa c e OAe y O p ir r a y H — peK H eM HacyM ixe
— rA e BaM A n r e p AOHece AHjaM aHT H 3y3exH e BpeA -
hocth. CaMH CTe peKAH A a C n j e p a A e o H e H3Be3e r o -
AHiiiH.e 3 a 36 MHAHOHa A O A apa A n jaM aH aT a H CK ona-
hhx yrAaBHOM H a xxpHoj 6 ep 3 H .
— M n c A H T e ? — h H a c M e n m c e , aA H O B or u y r a
c a M o n o c p e A H O , C B e T A y p aB H M O H H M a — k o t b p a h A a
3 H a i i i T a c e p a a h H a ix p H o j 6 e p 3 H , a H e 6 a B H c e t h m
no ćA O M ( i h t o n o T B p b y je H m te H H ix a A a r o B o p n r A a -
c h o o c T B a p H M a o K o jH M a c e T A a c H o H e r o B o p n ) ,
T a j H e 3 H a n r r a j e contradictio in adjecto. B h ,
C B a K a K O , H M a T e M a n n e , a, n y A H O B a T O , H H C Te h h a s -
H a K , HH I i p H a i l , H H C H M eH O H , HH A r a T a K p H C T H , M o j a
A s a H a jo M H A » e H H ja i m c i j a . B o A H T e a h h x ? A k o c e
H e x o c n o p a 3 y M e c A H re p o M y c y n e p b e A H O M K aH K aH -
c k o m Hotel de la Gore H a H e B H b e H O o ixeH H O T K y n a
je A H o r T aK B o r y A T p a K a p a r a o r K aM eH a, m h c a h t c a h
A a A H rep M oxce T e n T a x o A a A o S n je n a c o r n h OAe
y O p H T a y H 3 a je A H o c K y m je M ?
— Aa He 3HaM Aa AHiiAOMaTCKa nouiTa HHje no-
BpeAHBa h Aa, ceM nncaMa, KypnpH y BAacHHniTBy
HMyHHTeTCKor nacorna Hoce h mToiHTa Apyro, oa
noKAOHa a o HapypSHHa, Aa He 3HaM jom Kaxo c e
AaKO npeAa3e rpaHHpe y AcJipHpH, He 6hx noBepo-
Bao Aa je BepoBarao h Moryhe CBe to hito cy mh npH-
naAH. Aah caM caM HerAe npemao rpaHHixy.
— H 3 cnopT a?
— Aa 6 h x , 3Ay He TpeSaAO, yBepno Bac h BaMa
cAHHHe Aa npobAeM HHje h h y TOMe. H h y OHOMe.
— HMa Hac pa3HHX. Ja caM oa A>yAH Kojn y npe*
HeceHOM 3HaneH>y nepy pyxe Heiube HeroAH y ah-
peKTHOM. CnpoMamaH caM HOB.eK, jeAHOM penn: A p-
HcaBHH cAyxc6eHHK. H, axo xoheTe Aa 3HaTe, Ha Tpa-
ry caM ynpaBO HeneM uito ahhh Ha Banxy Manrra-
pnjy. Meby HaMa, 6ain hacm Aa noKBapHM nocao je-
AHom BeATHjaHixy. CBHH>a.
Y h y r a o j e H a HeKO B peM e. C T jy a p A e c a HaM j e

237
n o H y A H A a r y M y 3a a t B a K a i t e . E e H H c a K y b e A Be r . 3a
jk . u p e n e :
— }Khbhm oa nAaTe, rocnoAHHe Moj. K a x c e M
ApyrHM peHHMa Aa napa HeMaM Beh neTor y-Meceuy.
Aah xoheTe ah Aa BaM HcnpnnaM KaKo ce ApyKHkje
HeroAH y Fa h B a HeBOA>a npeTBapa y BpAHHy?
H e HeKajyhn Aa KanceM xohy ah hah Hehy, oh
npoAy^cn:
— Diamond corporation, Kojn npoMehe h Tp-
ryje c 90% CEteTCKe npoH3BOAH>e SpHAHjaHaTa, no-
3Bao je, nocAe HapHCTHHKo-MOHapxHCTHHKe OKyna-
UHje EeArnje, CBe OHAaniH>e cnepnjaAHCTe paAHHKe h
Apyre Aa npeby y Aohaoh. Meby KbHMa je 6hao ao-
CTa h Hac Kojn cmo nocAe, H3 AoHAOHa, TpaHcnopTO-
B a H H y naAecTHHy. Aa He aya>hm, AaHac y H3paeAy
paAH y hhAycTpnjh AnjaMaHaTa npeno 4.500 bhco-
KOKBaAH<j)HKOBaHHX paAHHKa. Ao 1965. 6nhe Aecef
XHA^aAa CTpynH>aKa. T o 3Hann Aa c Apyror MecTa HMa
Aa H36njeMO Ha npBO. T a n o je to. npBH. HcnpeA EeA-
rnje. AoAe H>eH cbhh.ckh MOHonoA!
— JecTe ah h bh npoAyMyMOncT — ynHTax ra
— KaA toahko Mp3HTe OeArnjcKe MOHonoAe?
— I IlT a j e to? IIp o A y M n ? A x , H e. IIoA H THK a Me
H e 3aHHM a. Aah A a c y BeArnjaHiiH H eM oryhH H K a o
nocAOBHH n a p T H e p n , y to c e 3aKAHH>eM. Anxcy u e H e ,
hah n p o A a jy c ry6H TK 0M , caMO A a 6 h c e - H a c o T a p a -
chah. B yA aA e! M ecT O AenHM h A oroB opH O . Aah bh-
A e h e caA K aK B or b e hm n a u o B a AeOeAH B eH H caK A a
yBaAH y p e n !
C n y n rra M O c e H a A S n n aH C K H a e p o A p o M . H o h .
C n A a , HOBeK c a 0 6 a A e C A O H O B ane, H M ao j e n p a B o : H a
n p B H n o rA e A j e ja c H O A a c y <E>paHpy3H th K o j n y T b j
3eMA>H H 3 A a jy H a p e A S e . AtjjpHKaHUH hx c a M b H 3 B p -
m y jy .
BeHHcaK je ca m h o m , Ha H3Aa3y H3 aBHOHa, a o -
6 TpaH3HTHH KynoH, KOjH M y , Kao H H M eH H , HHje
h O
AaBao npaBo Aa HanycTH aeponopT. PeKao m h je Aa
nopynHM Ka<j)y h 3 a H>era h oTHHiao y W -C . H h
238
noAa caTa KacHHje ra hhtac HHje 6 hao. To jecT, y
aBHOHy je Kpaj MeHe ceAeo ApyrH HeKH qoBeK. APYK_
hh. CyB h cHTaH. HeeKcnaH3HBaH. Hepa3roBopA>HB.
IIocAe TpH caTa, KaA cmo Beh CAeTeAH y Ajcpy, peKao
mh je caMo:
— Ja c e 3 0 B e M B e H H c a K . X B a A a H a n p H j a r a o
npoB eA eH O M B peM eH y!
B p a h a ! — iiomhcahm. — A T aK o M aH ry n n , na
pa3A H H H T H .

239
 2
TPOIICKA HOR Y APYTOPA3PEAHOM XOTEAY

n p e K jy n e caM n o c A a o TeA erpaM e ra p o M n p n ja -

TeA>y k o j h jk h b h y A k p h B eh roAHHy AaHa h 3aMO-
a h o r a A a m h p e 3epB H m e c o 6 y y XoTeA AM6 ac aA o p y .
M h c a h o caM , A o h n h e h Aa Me A oneica. H n je r a 6h a o .
C nrypH O c e OBAe y 11 H o h y B eh cnaB a! I l a H a c ra -
b h m Aa r a onpaBAaBaM : — Mc»KAa c e Ty cn aB a caMO
yA B oje n a My oH a HHje AaAa Aa TaKO KacHO n o b e n o
HeKaKBor 3 H am ia.
Aah y A M hacaA opy hhko H n je p e 3 e p B n c a o c o 6 y
3a MeHe. TeAecj)OHHpao caM y T p n xoTeA a. H n rA e
K peBeTa hh A excaja, CBe — 3ay3eTO. IIocAeAH>H hih-
ahht yhanH M y ayTOMaT. — A a! — p e ic a o j e HohHH
n o p r a p P in jB ej xoTeA a. — HMaMO jeA H y jeAHOKpe-
BeTHy c o 6 y . A ko A oheT e 3 a AeceT MHHyTa, 3aAP>KahY
BaM j e .
— Ja caM n a K y A M hacaA opy, c e p , 6 n h e m h n o -
TpehHO CBaKaKO B u m e o a AeceT M HHyra.
— He, Hehe BaM T p e O a ra BHme KOAHMa. X o h e T e
a h A a c e onKAaAHMO?
niotjjep je npncTao A a npnneKa Ha Taxcy h Ha-
nojHHny AO cyTpa. 3an ncao mh je , 3 a C B aK H C A y n a j ,
HMe y CBoj HOTec, 6poj n acoina h H a n H O H a A H o c T .
XoTeA P r n j B e j 6 h o j e KOHanHnrre T p e h e Kaxe-
r o p n je ; KaA HeMa KHme, Kaxcy, Ao 6 a p j e h rp a A
T p e h e K a T e ro p n je .
Y o c ra A O M , co6a HHje H 3 rA eA aA a y npBH M a x

240
Aonie. Hnje 6n/va HapoHirro HHCTa, aAH je HMaAa
air-conditioner, nyBeHe MapKe Westinghaus.
B ho j e n o K B a p e H .
H M aA a j e n p o 3o p . B pA O b c a h k h .
T A e A a o j e y 0 CBeTA>eH 0 A B o p H u r r e n y H O 6 y jH o r
3eAeHHAa.
A a h npo3op HHje HMao craKAa. HeKo ra je, Mopa
6 h th ,HeAaBHO pa36no. CoSapmte HHcy t o jom o t -
KpHAe. HHane 6 h nonpaBHAH. Jep Aicpa AeAyje 60-
raTO. Bap Ha npBH norAeA-
TanHo je Aa h h Ty — k o a h k o caM ycneo Aa b h -
A h m — TpoToapn HHcy 6 h a h nonAonaHH, aAH yAHue
cy 6nAe HiHpoKe, npocTpaHe h H H T A e, 6ap nyreM
AOBAe, OHHX CMPAA.HBHX CHpOTHHiCKHX 6HAOHBHACKO-
-jaTaraHMaACKHx KBapTOBa; HanpoTHB — cByA caMH
KOTepn y 3eAeHHAy. 3Hao caM Aa je TaHa 6oraTa, a
AKpa — ypebeHa.
HaA KpeBeTOM 6HAe cy, cpehoM, r a ije 3a MycTH-
KHjepy. IIoTpa>KHM je.
M y c T H K H je p e H H je 6 h a o . B aA > A a j e H a n p a H > y !
— noM H C A H M h A H rH e M h e 6 e .
A n r a o caM He 6 a m HapoHHTO hhcto h e 6 e .
Aah HcnoA npA>aBor he6eTa HnjeAHor napmaBa:
hh AOH>er, hh ropaer. CaMo — MOHCTpyo3Ho 3aMa-
m h e H h KaA>aB AymeK.
IIpA>aB AymeK h Henncra x o t c a c k h co6a HHHe ce
y 6oraTOM r p a A y HeKOM^opHHjn Hero mTO 6 h y u y a -
t a h 6nAa yA>eM nonpcicaHa h npauiHHOM ocyia i l a h t -
<j>opMa neTOTOHua.
A a h 6 h o c a M j a n o y M o p a H . A o A e K O M (j>op! m T O
p e n e y A 6m jaH y 3 a M e a e H H B e H H c a K .
Y r a c H M , A a K A e , c b c t a o c t : M H eM O T exH H H K H n o -
K y m a j A a , H e B H A e fe n , 3 a 6 o p a B H M A a j e A y n i e K H a
Kojn h y Aehn n p A > aB .
A eraeM He 3a6opaBHBiiiH to. 3aTBopHM ohh y ho-
bom Hanopy Aa Ty npA>aBinTHHy HCKHpeTnpaM H 3
naMheaa. H3TAeAa, ycneo caM. Jep mh naxcay npn-
Byne AaAeKO 3yjaH>e aBHOHCKor MOTopa.
16 OcKap AaBiwo — X II
241
 A b h o h j e A e T e o . Ja y a e a i y K p a j 6 p 6 a > h b o t E e -
H H c a K a . n p n n a h AaA>e. l i p n j a . — K a i c a B 6 p a T ! •—
H n o K y x n a B a A a M e y B e p n A a j e o h —- O H aj A p y r n ,
hyTA>HBH E e H H c a K . A b h o h y T O n o n e A a c e p y i i i H H a
M eH e.
T p r a e M c e . Ha M e H e ? A j a y H > eM y? Kano t o ?
H c t o K a o i h t o j e 6 p 6 a> h b h E eH H caK n p e T B o p e H 6e3
x o K y c - n o K y c a y h y T A > H B o r. — He! — c M e j a o c e Ee­
H H c a K — M H CMO 6 eA H H CBH je A H a K H H p H U H M a . Kao
h o h h H a M a . T o j e C B e. P a 3 y M e T e ?
O , B e K y n y A e c a h 6 e A e A H ja M a H T C K e 6 e p 3 e ! O ,
j a j a c T a rA a B O h y T A > H B o r, o , n e T B p T a c r a 6 p 6 a j H b o t !
A b h o h h c y 3 y j e h n ir a K H p a A H , A>yTH H a M e H e .
I l f r a M e c e t o r a n e ! — n e p a A H cy M e c n y c T H B iH H
c e H a M o j y A e c H y a 6 m ia H C K y p y K y . Ha n e A O . Ha
ro A H B p a T . — - I I l T a T e c e t o T H H e! — o 6 p y m a B a A H c y
c e H a M e H e c B o jH M H T A a M a h K onA > H M a: »Ja c a M c a -
B e c T a H HOBeK.1« — B H K a o j e 6 p 6 a > h b h . » H o h j e c a -
B e c T a H H O B eK !« — n o K a 3 H B a o j e H a h y T A .H B o r. » C b h
CMO M H H 3 A H ja M a H T C K e 6 p a H H i e H aC H H H nO IH T e H H !«
O T H H y h n o a t h x y 6 o A a , m o a h o caM n o n iT e A y : » H h -
caM h h y c H y noM H C A H O , r o c n o A H H e E e H H c a n e , A a C T e
c e H H iB e p u o B a A H y A S n i i a H y h A a j e c B a rriH M n a c o -
iiie M h K a p T O M y A n p y A O A eT eo A p y r a h o b c k ! «
» A a x c e iu Aa hhch. 3H aM ja A o6p o T a K B a H>y-
H iK a A a !« H K ao A H p n r e H T 3 a M a x a p y K a M a . 3 y ja H > e
n O C T a HeH3ApHCA>HBO. O T B O pH M OH H. 3 a T B O p H M . O t -
B O pH M : K O M a p H H . C K O H H M y C T p a B H .
M y H .a c e B H y . J e A H a . n a OHAa A p y ra , T p e h a , A e-
ceT a. n o H eK O A H K o y hcth M ax.
Y K p a h H M H A H AYHCHM p a 3 M a H H M a , CyCTH JK yfeH
c e h a h H e , M y H .e c y p a c T B a p a A e j e A H o 6 A e A o B O iH T a-
ho coSho H eSo y o rA e A a A y opM aH a. Y k o h c h o oa
C T p ax a. Y H e3B epeH O y T o j yK oneH O C TH H3 K o je cy
je 3 H im c H e K o r rrarM eH T H p aH o r H ap aH y acT o r nA a-
M en>a.B pyaA H K ao o n a jH H M o p3eoB H no3H B H y no-
M oh.

242
 Ja c a M M o p 3 e . IloHoh. I I o K y m a B a M A a o c m h c a h m
pHTaM MyH>eBHTHX CHTHaAa h npoMHTaM nopyKe
M;yH>a.
II o H H e M n a K n o c A e A a SeA excH M T e o r a o p e H e
H eSecK e no3H B e y n o M o h .
BnAa cy to CAOBa, H e p e y n .
C A O B a k o j a H e H H H e H H je A H y p e n . Bap H e h h H a
jeA H O M o a j e 3 H K a K o j e 3H aM .
H eK H 6 h c e n m ^ p a H T M oxcA a h C H a rn a o , h k o m -
6 H H y j y h H T a C A O B a, A o i n a o a o K A > y n a K o jH M 6 h h x
A e n i H c J p o B a o . H a h n e c H H K , H e M o p a iiiH < |> paH T . n e-
C H H K y 6 h M O JK A a 6 n A a A °BO A >H a T a H A e j a A a 6 h ce
H H c n n p H c a o 3a p H M O B a H y n o p y K y n o c A e A H > e r H e 6 a .
A a h j a caM xceA eo A a H o h a c 6yA eM caM o h o b h -
H a p . 3 a A O B O A .n o c a M c e A a , H e3aA O B O A >aH c o 6 o m n o A
t h m H e M y n iT H M B a T p o M e T O M , 3aKA>yHHM A a j e n o M e -
T e H H je j e 3 H K a A a B H H je , n p e 3eM A>e, 3 a x B a T H A 0 H e 6 o .
I I l T a t o B e h M H A e H H jy M H M a H e 6 o x o h e A a H aM c a o n -
x h t h ? Je a h M o r y h e A a o h o a c t p h c t h h k h , T j. 6 a 6 n -
a o h c k h p e f e a C B e T A O M p n a B a CA O Ba y H e M y n iT e h 6 e -
CM H CA eH e n o p y K e o a o 3 a o H a A O A e ? H a h j e t o 3 a K a -
c H eA H MOHCAa O A r o B o p , h a h o a t o b o p H a n p e K H H y T y
M O A H T B eH y e M H C H jy n p e A a T a H 3 j a p e S n n e ? Y t o m
C A y n a j y He6o, y 3 n o M o h M o p 3 e a -M y H > a a y 3 6 a c H O -
c a o b h h y r p o m a K eA eK T pH H H e e H e p m j e , c a o n n iT a B a
c a M o j e A H o : »He A y n a j , n o n e ! «
Ayimy, OAHCTa.
H e . IlA jy c H y .
I L b y c H y ? C B e p e n e o b o t C B e T a c y c e XH A >aA aM a
h X H A >aA aM a H H j a r a p a p y n i H A e H a 3eM A >y.
Jecy ah BepcKH HeaHraxcoBaHe Myae, hbahk Ha
KpBaBe HeKe rAHCTe y eKcnA03HBH0M rpny, xTeAe t o
Aa Kaxcy CBojHM M0p 3e-npaHCH.eH.HMa?
E e 3 n p e A a x a , 6 e 3 3 a n e T e n p o c n n a A e c y c e O A a-
n e T e B O A e, n p e B p T a A H p e 3 e p B o a p n c b h x rp a A C K H X b o -
A O B O A a, p y n i H A a c e j e 3 e p a h M o p a . Y A B o p n u i T y n y -
c t o m aA H H e o n y c T o m e H O M j o m — n a A M e o r p o M H o r
A H n ih a n o n e A e c y A a o n i H y . T o a h m o k o m c e b h a c a o
Ka K o 6 y 6 p e H eK e K p y ira e x H n e p T p o ^ n p a H e naA aM H -

16 *
243
A e , K a K O o h o 6 e 3 6 p o j H O y r o j e H o i j B e h e 6 a A a B H , K aK O
c e A H ja H e , A » H ra B e h H , H c x e a t y h n p o T e a c y . C B e c e H a -
A H M aA O , p a C A O , IH H PH A O H , TAaCHO A H H iy h H , n c n y -
H iT aA O yrA>eH -AHO KCHA . BHA>e j e K pK A > aA o y H e K o j H e -
n o ja M H O C T paX O B H T O j eK C T B 3H h i t o j e y CBOM y H H -
H i T a B a j y h e M A y A H A y c j e A H t t a B a A a M yH >e, H e 6 o , n o -
T on u p acT H ae.
IIp O T H B H O B eK a.
O ce ra o caM Aa noHHH>eM Aa ce raAHM cBera Tora
HeyMepeHor HeyMepeHA>a Tor Teimcor KAeMnaBor Be-
AHKor AHiiiha, Tor orpoMHor HBeha, t h x cypAacTHX
noBHjyma, Te npeTepaHOCTH, Tor 6ecAOBecHor pacH-
nafiba CHAa. I I I t o yKpoheHe TeK CAynce JKHBOTy.
3a t o BpeMe, npoAyJKeHHX ceKyHAH h ycnopeHor
Tpajafta, m o c k h t o c h cy nyHHAH co6y y Kojoj je h o -
HaKO 6 h a o 3aryiHA>HBO, h 6e3 h >h x , a o HeAHcaH>a —
npenyHO.
IIoTon K ojn j e , pyn ieh n ce noA npaBHM yrAOM
Ha 3eMA>y, CTao Aa ce npeAHBa npeKO npara y3AHT-
Hyror 3a jeAaH CTeneHHK HaA 6aniTOM HHje HHiHTa
A o 6 p o a o h o c h o : HHMaAO CBeJKHHe. B a 3 A y x je ocTajao
h AaA>e 3aryuiA>HB, Koxca napa<j)HHCKH 6ecnopHa, Te-
a o noTHo cnoA>a h H3Hyrpa, a o k nAyha — HHKaKO
A a ce HanyHe 3paKOM, cpue h h r h a A a ce HanyHH Kp-
BA>y. H HHje nyAO u i t o c y MHrnnhn TaKo cAOMA>eHO
yMopHH, h i t o c y noKpeTH — AeH>H, ocehaH>a TpoMa,
Kao Tyra BeHHor noHaBAsaaa.
TaA ce CByA yracn c b c t a o c t . Myn>e cy ce y
hctom nacy, y3 MHiimhaB Tp3aj, c HajeAHOM npeBp-
Hyror h cpyneHor He6a npH6AHHdAe t b h k h H3 Koje
caM h x rAeAao. HMao caM yracaK Aa m h caA aeh
yAa3e y co6y 3ajeAHo c KOMapuHMa y nperpuiTHMa
h 3ajeAHO c xpnaMa HeKHX A>yTHTHX c h t h h x MpaBa,
3a KojHMa cy onaj h o HaBaA>HBaAH b p a o KpynHH, 03-
6 h a >h h HHceKTH. A CBe t o — MpaBH, m o c k h t o c h , na-
yiXH, MyHbe, CBeTAaiiH, CBe je t o ynaAaAo HacpTA>HBO
y co6y, MOTaAo ce o k o MeHe, H.yniKaAo Me, onnna-
BaAO, AH3aAO, SoAO, 3aiIA>yCKHBaAO, MOpHAO, Me-
PHAO. !

244
 IL b y c a K HHje 3 aA y ro A ao HeMHpy, K o jn y M p a x y
HH ane p acT e, Aa A H rae rAaBy. H o h j e 6 h o npHTH-
CHyT CBe ynecTaAHjHM to h o bck h m caABaMa rpoMOBa
H HbHXOBHX 6y6H>apCKHX TaMTaMa. CBeTAOCT c e
BpaTH.
K p o 3 p y n y y AecoHHTy ABOCTpyKor nAa4>OHa
npoMOAHAe c y c e npBO ohh jeA H or HaTKpynHor Tpon-
CKor ry u iT e p a . TAe c e t o HaAa3HM? Y xoTeAy? OneT
3aMpaneHOM.
He. To HHje 6 ho x o t c a , to je 300, to j e c a 6 a T
cbhx HeMHpoA>y6HBHX h KpBonnjHHX 6 y 6 a , TMa30Ba
h TAHCTaBHX MyH>a hito c y Me p e A o r npoxcHMaAe, to
j e K op3o cbhx cMpTH K o je c y HKaA M ax ap h H a n a c
yjeA aA e h H arpH 3aA e jeAHo A>yAcico c p a e .
T p a ja A o j e Ayro, t o npeBpTaH>e KopHTa p eK a, t o
npocH nai& e je 3 e p a M opa, t o 3 acn n a H .e 3eMA>e mhah-
OHHMa TOHa HeKe CAaAyH>aBO-CAaHe KHHiypHHe ah -
rneH e CBexcHHe, Te A>y6aBH.
H a rA o CBe n p e c T a . J o in H exo BpeM e caM o c y c e
K a n n K ao necH H ije 6 e 6 a OTKHAaAe o a A H m ha, o a
HCTy p e H o r n ep B a 3 a , oa ahm chot K poB a. A o 3 o p e ao -
6 y jy h H , y3A H m yhH , iH K p ry h y h n , 6oA yfen.

245
 3
HCIIOBECT, BPAO IIPHBATHA

H n c a M 3 a c n a o CBe a o k c e H H c y 3B e3 A e, H a c a T
h n o n p e cB n x aH > a, y r a c H A e h cbcbhm 3aT aM H H A e H e 6 o ,
y oneKH BaKby A a T eK caA , H a T a j T p e h n y A a p hotom
o n o A H enp o 3 H p H O C T H , O T noH H e n p e A C T a B a .
O cT ao 6 hx 6 yAaH Aa c y j o i n HeKO BpeMe MyH>e
H3AHcaAe nocAeAiBHM yMHpyhHM h H eyM npyhuM
nAaM cajHM a o a K o jn x c e c b o a , h caM Ha yM opy, rp -
h h o . Jom yBeK j e o h Ha M axoBe p a c T B a p a o cB o jy
HCKacaiHbeHy aHeMHHHy y T p o 6y .
B ho caM HcnpneH.
He 6 hx nnaK 6 ho Aerao Aa n e m p a A a HHje hc -
KA>ynHAa CBeTAOCT OAMax nocAe eMHTOBaH>a npBe ce-
p n je MyH>a. n n c a o 6 h x . H a h HHTao. A ah niTa caM
Morao y to m TOTaAHOM MpaKy, y to m HaneTOM h yn-
AameHOM oneKHBaity Aa ce A n nie 3aBeca ihto ce
HHje AH3aAa? HHcaM ycneBao Aa 3aciiHM Kao hito
cnaBaM Ha Maite-Bmiie CBaKoj no3opHHiHoj npeA-
CTaBH. H h OBa HaMeTA>HBa TeaTpaAHocT TponcKe
KHHie, SecMHCAeHo npeTepaHa h TAacHa h npa3Ha,
HHje ce cBpmaBaAa Ha BpeMe Kao hh OHa ciieHCKa,
ynpK oc cbhm HaACTpynHO oAroBopHHM He6ecKHM im-
cpHMa, pencHcepHMa, rAyMHHMa, TexmraapHMa h oc-
TaAHMa — y onca3y. M ockhtoch c y ce pyroHAH
c M oje noASyAe Konce Ha cto , orencaAH o a k p b h .
A e o raAepnjcKe, 3axBaAHe, KpBonnjHe nySAHKe?
M paK je , ynpK oc neTAOBHMa, 6 ho jo m yBeK upH>H h
npA>aBHjH o a AymeKa. CBe ce cMnpHBaAo.

246
 H ja .
TaHHO y 7 c a r a h 18 MHHyra 6aHyo je a sh ,
a y 7 ca ra h 20 MHHyra 6e3 K yuaita je yu iao co6ap
h yHeo m h MAaK naj y m o M HHjHM je pySoM CBeT-
AypaAa, y AyrHHHM 6ojaMa, neTpoAejcna, Macn>HKaBa,
4>HHa h BpAo TaHKa npeBAaKa. H e noimjeM r a npBO.
OHAa, caBAaAaBiiiH raberte — Ha HCKan.
O O p n j e M c e , c a B A O M aH . C a n y H m h H C K A H 3H y
H 3 H a c a n y f t e H e p y n e h OTKOTpA>a c e y y r a o . T e a c e
6 h m h r a 6 h a o c a A A H h n , n o O B o j B e h M y K A o j 3H O -
j a B o j o M o p H H H , H e ro A H y E e o r p a A y , rA e j e c a A c b c -
H ce h x A a A H o , H 3 H e r a o c a M A e c e T K H A o r p a M a H a n e r a
c n p a T . O c e h a o c a M H e y ro A > H B y ^ e n t i t y 3 a r p y A B a -
H .eM , 3 a H B O K O TH M a, 3 a c H e r o M h K o m a B O M , 3 a T p y n -
K an > eM y M e c T y K o jH M c e x r p H M o p a B a M p a 3 0 M 3 r y -
C H yT a K pB A a A a K iu e n p o T K ra e K p o 3 K a n H A a p e .
C nbeM H a A opynaK . H a 3anpenam heH > e p p H o r
K e A H e p a , O A S n je M e H rA e c K H n o p m j h j a j a c a c A a H H -
h o m , K a K a o (H 3 B e 3 e H n a o je B T H H a c n p o B H H a , y B e -
3 e H K a o C K y n t o t o b c j)a 6 p H K a T y a h m c h o m e m A e c K O M
n a K O B a H > y ). K p a j M o r c r o A a A o p y H K O B a A H c y 3 a -
je A H O S y ijM a c T H , p y M e H H , H aK O A M O B aH H 3 a n a A H O H e -
M a n K H nH A O T y K p a T K H M n a H T a A O H a M a h A e S e A H E p n -
T a H a i i y h p h o m mTO<j>aHOM O A eA y , 6 e A o j K om yA > H h
K p a B a r a ; O H a j 6yA > aB K O K o j n j e C H H o h , K a A c a M
C T H ra o y x o T e A , t o a h k o H H C H C T H pao A a y b e I U s a O n
y c o 6 y , a O B a j c e K a o n p a B H O A a H e p a 3 y M e 3 a iH T o .
H c a A r a n o A 6 y A H E H r A e 3 c T e im c H M K p e n a H O - p n S -
a » h m n o rA e A O M , K p a r a a , n a K O C H a h 3 A o 6 H a A a x a ,
c B peM eH a H a B peM e x B aT ao 3 a p y K y , a o k je h h a o t,
r A e A a j y h n rp e T x e H C K H c t h a a > h b o y c B o j y m o A > y
c 6A eA O A > y6H H acT O M K p e M O 3 H 0 M T e H H o m h y , y c n n j a o
CTaA H O A e c H H K p a j o T e n e H e ro p H > e y c H e .
Y y rA y c y 3aB pm aB aA H A o p y n a K n e ra a e c T H e y n a-
AA j H b h x P y c a , c a c B H M H e y r p a A H a H 3 p a 3 a , c K p o M H a i
n o H a n ia H > a . C B a K o r n a c a T p e 6 a A a h m H a n b e a y r o -
6 y c . C T p y H H b aix H .
H 3 M e b y H j h x h M e H e — j e A H a o c T a p e A a cf)OH-
p n S e H T p o n c K a rA a B a, b a h n A a B o p n b a h o 6 h a h o n c n e -

247
raBA>eHa. H Taj 4>OHpH6eHTpoimpaHH npoMamaj ho-
BeKa h H»eroBa, no CBeMy cyAetiH, m b a o Beh OHKHyAa
h HaKHceAa H3pa3a Khep, 3ajeAHHHKH cy ce h h h h a h
Aa n a ie o a o t m c h o c t h , Kojy cy cxBaraAH Kao. Henrro
BpAO JKaAOCTHBHo h cpnenapajyhe na cy cfaAHO 6 a -
iiaAH Ha ocTaAe y Tpene3apHjn norAeAe Man>e npe3-
pnBO HaAMeHe, BHine JKaAOCTHBHe h HeyTeniHo cy3-
HOKpBaBe. To ABoje 4>aTepTOXTepcKHX oTMeH>aKa
jeAo je npn t o m Kao 6e3 aneTHTa h OTBapaAo BpAO
MaAo ycTa. HMao caM HenoTBpbeH yracaK Aa cy h m
KpajeBH ycaHa HaMa3aHH CTHncoM h nocAe nponra-
BeHH t b h k h m <|>HpnoM. TaKo je 6 ap H3TAeAaAo a o k c y
nHAH, h a h roBopHAH. A HnaK cy ce, c BpeMeHa Ha Bpe-
Me, 3a6opaBA>aAH jeAyfrn. TaA 6 h 3HHyAH Kao Ase
TpaMBajcKe HiTaAe h CTpnaAH y rapaacy nyny i i a o m -
6 npaHHx 3y6a h h t b b MepueAecoHAHH 3aAoraj u i h h -
KeH-6 yTep6 poT-MHT-nnrarAajepAPHKeApeK6 eKOTeTOM.
— M a h l z e i t ! — A o 6 a p H h m nH A O T y n p o A a 3 y
K p a j h >h x , y K p a T K o n a H T a A o a e H h B p in c a B . E p n r a H a H
j e 3 a o c T a o A a 6 h n A a r a o p a n y H . H a nH A O TO B H a i p i o -
H aA H H n o 3 A p a B , o t m c h h 4 > a T e p , H e A H n c y h n c e c
M ecT a, n e u H e caH A aA y o caH A aA y n c n o A c to a b h H a-
k a o h h T A a B y K a o A a r a j e H eK O y A a p n o H e n H M T B p -
AHM y K p T H noT H A > aK . T o x T e p K a j e c a M O n o p p B e H e A a
OA H eAH OCTH.
K a c H H je , y x o A y , n c n p e A n o p T H p m m e , a o k c a M
n o c A e TeA e<i>O H CK or A o r o B o p a n e K a o c b o t n p n j a T e A > a ,
H e M a n H a n b e H3 T p n e 3 a p n je n a n K a jy b H 3 y 6 e h ,
O H aK O , o r p o M a H , H e p a c r a c T e K o n c e c H a K H ce A O M b e p -
kom H 3 a c e 6 e , n o 3 A p a B H n p H o r n o p r a p a jeA H H M
» T y A m o h h h « , H a n iT a t b m h h K yA paB K O p e n e paB H O -
A y n iH o yH T H B o: » B a j, M a c a M n A e p ! «
IIo p T H p j e , K a H A a , 6 h o n A a b e H h A a 6 h 3 aAOBO -
A>aBao CBannjy paA03HaAOCT.
H M o jy .
» M a c a M H A ep h c h b h T y oA aB H o, j e c , M aca! K a n c y
n e r a a e c T roA H H a. H M a BeAHKy nA aH T aacy a H a H a c a .
BpAO BeAHKy j e p paA H c a H ajB ebH M eHTAecKHM <j>np-

248
M a M a . H M a o r p o M a H p a n y H y 6 a m m , j e c , M a c a , H H je
c a M . 2 K e H a h K h e p x a . C a A a j e t o C B e n p o A a o . IL v a H -
T a J K y . C ry S n T K O M . C e A H c e , K a x c e . Y A p r e H T H H y ?
H e . He T aM O . H a J a M a j K y x o h e . H e 3 H a T a n H o , j e c .
M a c a . n p e H e ic o j e B e n e r a i o H e n i T o B H U ie y c o 6 h n a
j e c n m a o , T e A e tjjo H H p a o h i r a o T y 3 a 6 a p o M c a m h o m .
C b h c y r o c T H B e h 6 h a h A e rA H h o h j e n p u q a o c a
m h o m h p e K ao A a T y y Ak p h HMa m ho to H 3 p a e A a p a ,
j e c , M a c a , h C B yA n o T a H H A a h x H M a h A a j e t o
c p a M O T a , H a CBaK O M h x K o p a x y H O B eK c p e h e , a je A a H
M y j e o a t h x H 3p a e A a ija y xo T eA A M S a c a A o p y , K aA
j e n p o n iA H n y T a o a b 3h o y A jc p y , n p m n a o h n H T a o r a
H e u iT O B pA O A p c K O , j e c , M a c a , a p c k o , a o h t o h h k o m
H e A 03B O A > aB a, H H je o h M a K a p k o , o h j e M H p a H h o b c k ,
H H K o r H e A n p a , n i T a x o h e o h h o a H > e ra , o h j e 6 h 3 h h c -
M eH K a o h C B aK H A p y r n H O B eK h u i T a H M a o h h A a r a
y 3 H e M H p y jy , j e c , M a c a , h 3 a 6 a A a j y c B o j e A e S e A e h
K p H B e H o c e B e y T y h e C T B apH , b a h o h n y r y j e , j e c ,
M a c a , h H H iiiT a r a c e H e T n n e , o h j e c a M o H a j 6 oA>e
J K e A e o T a H H h o c t b a h m y p o b e H H ix H M a , o h j e n p e M a
C B o jn M p a A H H p H M a H a nA aH T cO K H 6 h o n p a B e A a H h
x y M a H , n o H e K a A h C T p o r, b a h 6 e 3 C T p o ro cT H m m r r a ,
H p H H H c y K a o A e n a , j e c , M a c a , m o a h m B a c H 3B H H H T e,
M H CAHTe a h b h A a c m o m h K a o A e q a ? «
— Hoy! — p e K H e M . Oh A n x c e CAymaAHiiy.
— Bac T paace.
M o j n p n ja T e A * M e t o n o H O B o n o 3 H B a o A a 6 h m h
c a o n n i T H o A a H e o n e ic H B a H O H M a H e o A A O JK aH c a c T a -
H aK . A a h A a h e A o h n n o M eH e 3a n o A a c a T a .
H Aa 6 h M e yTeiirao, H H je niTeAeo y c a B e r a M a :
— He BaA>a ce A>yTHTH 36or t b k b h x SaraTeAa.
E U T a 3HanH noAa c a i a ? TaMaH hern h o b h h c H a M n p y
Aa npoHHTam.
Jo m aok m h je n o p ra p n p n n a o o M aca M nA epy,
n o C B eM y c y A e h n y 3 H e M H p e H 0 M A jx M a H O B O M c y a S h -
h o m B H m e h o niTO j e H o p M a A H o 3 a S n B m e r H e e c e c o B -
n a 3 a K o r c e , BaA >A a, H 3 A a B a o ( h a h r p e n r n M ? MOHCAa
j e H eA aB H O j o m , y 6 h b i i i h m K O A O H H jaM a, T a K B a n p o n i -

249
a o c t B aacH A a K a o n p e n o p y K a ? ) , je A a H j e M A aA nh y
m a p e H o j K o iu y A > H n p e n o S A y n H H c a , n m p o K a , M aA O
p a 3 p o K a , H e n p a B H A H a A n n a 6 o j e 6 e A e K a<j)e, K a K B a
n e e r o , y H e K o j ayT eH T H H H O C T H u i t o O A y M u p e , H M a j y
ceB ep o aM ep H M K H n p H U H , c e o y H e A a A e n y T p in n a H y
x iA e T e H y 4 >OTeA>y, y 3 e o H O B H H e c a n A e T e H o r c r o A a ,
O T B o p H O h x . A p a c a o h x j e y p y p n , a A H h x H H je h h t h o .
I I p e y 3 H e M H p e H h o h ? H n c a M c e h y a h o : 3 aK O H c e p n j a
n o H e K a A B a a c n . A a h n i T a H > e ra M y n n ? O h 6 a p H H je
6 h o e c e c o B a p ? I I o r A e A a M r a j o i n jeA H O M : H a A e B o j
H H iT p n a A o j j a r o A H H H H M a o j e T a M H H jy o a K o a c e H a -
O n j e H y M pA >y, a n c n o A H>e A y O o K e 3 a K p a c T a A e o r p e -
6 oT H H e h i t o c y M o rA e 6 h t h h p a H e .
% m c e A o x y n p a 3 H y <j)OTeA>y K p a j H > e ra h y 3 e x
A p y r n 6 p o j H A y c T p o B a H o r ApyMa ( t o j e H M e n p B H X
raH C K H X H A y c T p a i i n j a ) ( n o o n p e M H h H a m m y y p e -
f e H B a f t a h n p e 3 e H T H p a H > a M a T e p n j a A a H aA H K H a H eK H
c n p o M a n iH H j h h M a H .e c n e K T a K y A a p H H Life h a h
Match), o h , A p a c e h n Evening-News y p y p n h r A e A a -
j y h n H enoM H H H O K a o A a j e c A e n , n o n e A a r o B o p n
rA acH O , H a O H aj p a B a H , H a 3 aA aH h 6 e 3 0 c e h a jH 0 M e-
T a A a H H a n H H K o jH M r o B o p e A eT eK T H B H h r a H r c T e p n y
c p e A H > e a o h i h m 4>HAM OBHM a made in Holy wood. To-
B o p n o j e 6 p 3 o h y H eK O M C A a H ry K o j H H H c a M p a 3 y -
M e B a o A O K p a ja . I l p n T O M e c e c A y a c n o H 3 p a 3 H M a K o j e
H H rA e H H c a M c p e o . A a h H c n o B e c r j e n o n e o T a n H O
K aK o T aK B e H cn o B ecT H n o m n fe y :
» l i p e A B aA eceT h in e c T A a H a y 6 n o c a M je A H o r
< I> peH H M eH a H a a e p o A p o M y yA aA >eH O M o k o 40 MHA>a
o a B p a 3 a B H A a . P a A H o c a M 3 a airfors a M o j a c e c T p a ,
K o j y H e K a M A a M e o A s e A e y Steits, p a A H j o i n y B e K
3 a airfors h p a A n f r e c n r y p H O a o c m p t h a K o j e H e
O T n y c T e n p e , aA H H e h e : M H p n y K pB H M a a h C A yacH
y M e T e o - c e p B H c y , r A e c b h H M a j y A o 6 p e a c H B n e . Moj
j e n o 6 6 h o A o S a p : paA H C T . 3 H a T e , n p H M a ite h
OAa n iH A ,a H .e H H c j j o p M a n n j a — r A a B a A a H e 3 a 6 o A H
h h K a A y M 0 3 i y C B e c e B a o a H e y p a A r n j e . Ja H e 6 h x
Tp a a c H O 6 o a >h n o c a o n a M a K a p o B a j o A c a A n a 3 a y B e K
M o p a o paA H T H n p e K o n y T a đ e c r p a r a j e , a H e y K o H ry ,

250
je c . T aK o Kaico KanceM, T a n o 6 h h 6 hao 3aAYr o Aa
HHje AOinao OHaj npoKAeTH OpeHHMeH, T aj KojH je,
p e n a o caM th , MpTaB, HaKO HHje cacBHM MpTaB, jo iii
j e y Soahhuh, caM o — raAHo c e n p o B e o . Aah npBH
j e n o n e o , je c , M aca, a h n p e ho ihto j e T o r nonoAHeBa
n o n e o , BOAeo j e Aa, i r a j y a a hpho bhho, ro B o p n o 6 o j a
M oje Konce. J e c , j a He KanceM Aa HHcaM ih to caM, aAH
aKO caM o 6 hhhh AeH,H H H rep, npA>aBH h cmpaa>hbh
H H rep, j a h KanceM Aa caM H n r e p h He npeACTaBA>aM
c e AaJKHo TBpAehn A a caM M n cT ep ATAaHTHK, 3a p
H e? H o oh j e BOAeo Aa o ro B a p a 6 o j y M oje K oxte, n p a
neM y j e mhcaho Aa j e 6 o j a EteroB e jeAHHO n p n c T o jH a .
3HaM j a Aa cbbko HMa npncT ojH O MHUiA>eH>e o c e 6H.
H n j e t o 3ao. 3ao j e ih to c y t o t mot kphthhkot AaHa
HpBeHH nyCTHAH H3 MoCKBe y CBeMHp HeKH HOBH
cnyTHHK. A oSpo, ja caM noBeK, on e, MeHe ce noAH-
THKa hh toahko He THHe, ja paAHM cBoj u o6 3a
nape, on e, h MeHe ce HHHiTa He ran e, hh oboahko
oa HHHiTa, KaA hmbm Aa jeAeM h Aa ce o6yneM, h
Aoboa>ho Aa HAaTHM CBe MeceHHe paTe, KHpHje a h
HeniTO Aa yniTeAHM, Kao ih to caM h HMao AOTAe mo-
ryhHocTH Aa hhhhm, na h HHje nyAO ih to Me ce
HHHITa nOAHTHKa HHje THHaAa, HAH cnyTHHK, HHTaM
Bac, Aeno, je ah cnyTHHK — nOAHTHKa? H nje, Aa6o-
Me, je a ’ah HHje? Hero je cnyTHHK TexHHKa, a o Tex-
hhhh cBaKo HMa npaBa Aa mhcah uiTa xoh e. n a caM
h p en ao HiTa mhcahm, A a je Taj crryraHK, KojH aKO
Me nHTaiH HiTa je , p eh n h y th Aa je, koahko ja t o
HpHHM M03r0M CXBaT3M, 3aHCTa jeCTe jeAHa BpAO
4>HHa TexHHHKa CTBap. Th mh MOJKeni pefrn Aa HHje,
ja ce Hehy Ha&,yTHTH. OpeHHMeH ce yBeK A>yrao h
Bpebao: ycyAH ce Aa He mhcahhi ih to h oh! H ecp eh a
j e ih to ja HHcaM yBeK yMeo Aa noroAHM HiTa oh
mhcah. HeKaA HHcaM hh xTeo. A noHeKaA ce Aeuia-
BaAo Aa Me oh npBH nHTa: »UiTa mhcahhi, hphh
baBOAe, o cnyTHHKy ?« H KaA 6 hx My oAroBopno
IHTa MHCAHM, OH 6 h MH OAM3X peKaO Aa caM HpBeHH
feaBo. Jec, ja 3hbm HiTa caM h Aa ce MeHe HHHiTa ceM
Mor y o 6 a He Time. CBaKOM Tpe6a ao3boahth Aa HMa

251
C B o je M im iA > e H .e, o B a ic o hah ohbko, h T p e 6 a M y ao3-
boahth A a K a> K e t o M H inA .eH > e. M e H e c e , y o c T a A O M ,
n o H e K a A H H H H je M H iiiA>eii>e H e r a n e , hh M o j e ahhho
MHHiA>eH>e, r A a B H o j e c a n y B a T H cboj A o 6 p H n o 6 a n o
r a H M am . A j a c a M r a H M ao. C a A r a H eM aM B u m e .
3 6 o r <3>peH H M eH a K o j n a o k h j o m y Soahhhh K a o M p -
T a B hah j o i n r o p e oa T o r a : M o p a A a y M p e , a H H je j o m
M pT aB cacB H M . J a c e j o m y B eK nyA H M K a n o j e o c T a o
jkhb K a A c a M r a O H a K o n o r o A H o y B p a T C H aacH O 6 a -
n e H H M H O H ceM . J e c , M a c a , T a K o j e t o 6 hao, j a H e
boahm Aa AaJKeM h KaA 6 h mh npo 6 HTaHHHje 6 hao Aa
o S n b e M H C T H H y, m T O H e 6 h y tom c A y n a j y 6 hao T e -
ihko: c e M H a c A B o j m j e , hhkot T p e h e r H H je 6 hao A a
CBeAOHH H i r a c e 36hao, a H>eM y j e H o a c e M hito c a M y
n a A y 6 a i x n o H a H > e ra n p e c e n e H a h C H A a r o B o p a , n a
y c T a H H je O T aA ao A a H a c otbopho. Aah j a c a M p e ­
K a o H C T H H y h c y A H j n h T e 6 n , H BOAHM m T O c a M j e
p e K a o , n a K O mh j e n c a o m T O c a M H 3 r y 6 n o n o c a o K o jH
j e 6 ho ja K O <|>hh n o c a o . T a K o j e t o 6 hao h ohot 6 a m
A a H a K a A j e aoiiiao ao ry > K B e. T a A mh j e p e K a o oho
npB eH H b a B o h jo m A a caM n p o K A e ra npH H npB eH -
A a h h A a c a M cB H H >a. Oh j e n c o B a o , aA H j a c a M r a
n y c T H O H e K a r o B o p n . C B o j e MHniA>eH>e K a 3 y j e , H e h
M o j e . I U T a c e M e H e O H A a H M a A a r a n e c A a n c e M ah
c e hah H e c thm m T O r o B o p n . J e p , M a c a , oh j e 3 a
p y n K O M n o r m o — to j e n p H a c s e T a H C T H H a — n o r m o
B H m e B H H a h K O H > aK a H e r o H H a n e , a h B p y h e j e 6 hao
y H a r n o j co 6 h, B p y h e 6 a p 3 a T p n c T e n e H a H e r o y
c a M o j A03K H O H H H H n a K A a . T a K o j e 6 hao K aK O th K a-
JK eM K a A M e j e o n e T i m T a o 3 a c n y T H H K h j a c a M M y
n e r a n y T oa j y T p o c p e K a o h cto j e p He boahm A a M e -
H>aM H C K a 3 e . Oh j e T a A n p m n a o mom CTOAy H a kom
c y mh A eJK aA H H a T e A e n p H H T -x a p T H j h cbh n p e n o A H e
npH C T H T A H p a A H O - n o A a i m , K o j e c a M y c K A a b H B a o ca:
C B o jH M M e p e K b H M a h n p e A a B a o hx A a & e cay>k6 h c y -
c e A H o r a e p o n o p T a , n p m n a o j e mom CTO A y h B p H -
m T e h n K a o H e3aA O B O A >eH a JK e H a n o n e o A a n e n a M o j a
M e p e H b a K o j a c a M y n o p e b n B a o . J a c a M ckohho A a M y
T y r A y n o c T H e abm A a y p a A H , y n H T a n . y j e h mo]

252
Ao6pH 6hbiiih po 6 6ho, a He caMO 6e36eAHoeT HeKHx
AeTen>a. H nje HCTHHa Aa je oh npBO BHKHyo, Kano
je HCAeAHHK Ha cBojy pyny Harracao Aa caM H3jaBHo:
»He AHpaj Me, raAHH HHrepy, CBojHM npA>aBHM py-
KaMa«, Hero Me je oAMax yAapno HOXceM y MuniHuy h
y pyxy. Ja caM nyo Aa mh je penao oho »He AHpaj
Me, raAHH HHrepy, CBojHM npA>aBHM pyKaMa« TeK no-
h ito caM oceTHo yAap y MHimmy h y pyny, h Kaxo
caM 6am oa Tor yAapa nocpHyo, ocerao caM jom je-
AaH y 6oA HOJKa y 6eApo h ocerao Kaxo Me, aok caM
ce nnaK noneo Aa AHxeeM caB KpBaB ca noAa, oh ao-
XBaTHO oko no jaca h OArypHyo cHaxcHO oa ce 6e. Oa-
6 aneH, ja caM nom ao yHa3aA h KaA caM nocAe Tpn
KopaKa Hanmao Ha CTeneHHpe, hhchm Morao Aa ce
3aycTaBHM. npocTO caM noAeTeo rAaBOM HaAOAe, aAH
AeTehn Hamixce, ja caM y naAy H3BaAHO hoxc, 6armo
ra CHaxcHO npeMa H>eMy h noroAHo ra ycpeA BpaTa,
na ce OHAa cpym no OHecBemheH, c h>hm npeKO ce 6e,
jep aok caM naAao, 6ho je h oh Aomao ao cTeneHHua
h noneo Aa ce uepn h cMeje Kao AyA, na My je Moj
hojk npeceKao cMex. YnpKoc CBeMy, nHTame je Aa
AH je TO 3aCAyjKHO h ah HHje, aAH ao 6ho je CBOje,
h ito noKa3yje h HHH.eHHna Aa je CBe MaH>e jkhb h
Aa hh npeA CMpT, mTO ra jom HHje neAor y3eAa, HHje
HopeKao Aa je npBH noneo. Aa je to yhhhho, o 6e-
ch ah 6h Me ynpKoc bpao cnoco 6HOM aABOKaTy, Kor
mh je Moja AM6acaAa KynnAa Aa Me 6paHH: jeAaH
IIlKOTCMeH. Taj 6paHHAau, bpao cnoco 6aH h yneH
HOBeK, peKao mh je Aa m m rra He 6pHHeM, jep Moja
AM6acaAa He Hanynrra HHKaA CBoje rpabaHe, Hero hm
Kynyje yBeK cnoco 6He aABOKaTe, a Aa je mchh Kynn-
Aa Hajcnoco 6HHjer, c o63HpoM Aa je Moj cAynai 6ho
BpAO 3aMpmeH h TexcaK, mTO je CBe HCTHHa. Y no-
neTKy cy Me mhoto ty k ah , to ah k o je CBe 6hao Heja-
cho, TyKAH cy Me noAHnajim, 3eMAjann oHor <3>penq-
MeHa, kojh cnrypHo HHje BHme yormiTe jkhb, hah je
to TaKO MaAO Aa ce Moxce CMaTpara Aa je Beh mptbb
Kao eKcep, a aKO HHje jom , cnrvpHO he yMpera npe
h o mTO CTHraeM y Steits, a cthHh hy 6p30, jep Aa-

253
H ac mh AOAa3H c e c r p a a s Me oABeAe, a bh mh Aajre
CBojy a A p e c y Aa BaM jaBHM KaA CTHTHeM y cB o jy A P-
HcaBy h y CBojy yAHity, A a BaM jaBHM Aa j e <J>peHH-
MeH CHrypHo cacBHM yM po, a j a Aa caM jkhb h
3ApaB c T n ra o . J e p H a MeHH c y M oje p a H e 3apacA e.«

254
 4
MHC XEAEH H MHCTEP P01JEP

E [pH > a j e oa a B ry c T O B C K e H o h H , B H T K H ja oa
c e H K e A a c m j e y c e H i p t T p c K e . Mhc X e A e H H H H K yK O B H ,
n p H ry iu e H O T p e n e p e h n , A a x h y K a o M o p e n o A nyH O M
M eceH H H O M h c a A K a A a c T o j n h H a C A a M H im y i r a j e
cok oa a H a H a c a h r o B o p n o n u i T a M e c T a , K a K o to
n p H C T O j hoct H a A a a c e A a c e hhhh o A M a x n o c A e y n o -
3H a B a H > a .
To mh n p y n c a n p H A H K y A a n o H O B o bhahm A a c y
j o j ohh o r p o M H O n p H e , a 6 e o H > a n e o r p o M H O 6 e A e , K a o
A a c y oa c a M e cbctaocth, a H e oa oh ot oa H e r a c y
6 e o H > a H e . I l a n n a K n o r A e A j o j j e H e x c a H h ay^ok
a 3 y 6 n H c n o A 3 p e A H X H e K a p M H H H c a H H x y c H H (AOH>a
j o j H a M a 3 a H a p y n c e M , r o p i t > a c a M o O B A a in B a 3 eA H -
hom) je A H a K H h machhh, 3 A p a B H h CHaHCHe T A efen.
H e B e p o B a x H O j e , aA H j e T aK o : K p a je B H c e K y r a h a c y
j o j n p o B H A H H K a o p e T K a j y T a p m a H 3 M a r A im a .
I Io c T a B A .a M H H T aE b a. C o n m r a x c T B a p n n p e A a 3 HM
H a npH B aT H O . A ° 3 H a je M : O H a j e im c a ii, p o M a H c n je p .
O H a 3 a n p a B o T eK x o h e A a to n o c T a H e . O H a j o m H e
3 H a T a H H o m T a A a H a m m i e h K a K o A a to yhhhh h K aA
A a CTHTHe A a to y p a A H - O H a H M a y T A aB H ( h A O H eK A e
H a x a p T H j n ) u e A y <j>a6 y A y , C B e ahhhocth, a M S n je H T .
C B e č e M T O H a n p H H a m a , H H T p H re , 4 > a 6 y A e , c T a B a h
K p a j a . X o h e T e ah A a B a M n p n n a M ?
— C A ym aM !
— Ja A a B aM n p H H a M , a bh A a M e K p H T H K y je T e
K a o A a caM B eh H a im c a A a ?

255
 — Xofry!
— Ebo. EHAa 6h to npiraa o jeAHoj agboj'uh, pe-
Phmo ca ocipBa TpHHHAaAa, nyAH CTe? Ao6po! Ja
HHcaM oAaHAe, CBejeAHO, to 6h Sn/va n p m a o jeAHoj
AeBojpH c TpHHHAaAa hhj’h je oTau 6ho aoboa>ho
yrAeAaH Aa joj abko H3paAH CTHneHAnjy 3a hikoao-
BaH>e y KOAepy h Aa je nocAe noAonceHor xipHjeMHor
HCHHTa noiHA>e AaA>e Ha aohaohckh YHHBep3HTeT,
TAe 6h, pa3yMA>HBO, cTyAHpaAa eHTAecKy AHTepaTypy.
OHa je H>y h npoynaBaAa TaMo, pepHMO, to ah h y AaHa,
Aa, roAHHy AaHa, noAOJKHAa je oaahhho HcnUTe, bah
yKOAHKo je BHiiie HHTaAa, 3HaAa h 6nBaAa cnryp-
Hnja y concTBeHHM oueHaMa AeAa h HiHxobhx BpeA-
hocth, CBe je y3HeMHpeHHja nocTajaAa h CBe joj ce
MaH>e yHHAa Ta AHTepaTypa. CBe joj je BHHie nocra-
jaAa Tyba. Han joj je 3aAaBaAa 6oa. CBaKH hobh
6eAH cthx 3apHBao ce Kao crpeAa y H>eHO Meco. To
je. OHa je CBe CHaxcHHje ocehaAa Aa je upHKHHba.
H CBe ce BHiue onnpaAa 6eAHM ctkxobhmb eHTAecKHX
necHHKa. 3aniTO? He, HHcy joj 6nAa Tyba H>nxoBa
ocehaH>a h mhcah.
BHAHTe, peKAH CTe mh MaAonpe, KaA caM Bac
nHTaAa KaKO BaM ce CBnba OBAe, peKAH CTe Aa CTe
AocaA Ao CBaKe MHHHCTapcKe KaHueAapnje aoihah
npoAa3ehn Kp03 jeAHy HeBaxcHy co6y y Kojoj je
ceAeo HeKH cySaATepHH bah ctpyhhh 6eAH hhhobhhk
Kojn Bac je peAOBHO 3aAP>KaBao Ha MHHyT-ABa jep
— Apyr MHHHCTap je 3ay3eT TpeHyTHo, na moah Aa
ra H3BHHHTe; Tano CTe peKAH Aa cy BaM tobophah
h peKAH CTe Aa Bac je, 3a Taj MHHyT-ABa ao k CTe
neKaAH koa Tor 6eAor HHHOBHHKa Aa ce uphh mh-
HHCTap ocaoSoah 3a Bac, 6eAan 6p3o h cnpeTHO Hcnn-
THBao o neMy 3anpaBo xoheTe Aa pa3TOBapaTe c mh-
HHCTpOM H K3KB0 BaM Ce HHHH Ty BpeMe H KO CTe
BH H IHTa MHCAHTe O nOCAeAHiOj KOH>CKoj Tpim H
Aa a h BaM ce AonaAa KeHeAHjeBa nceHa.
— TanHO, to caM BaM Hcnpnnao, bah j a . . .
— XTeAa 6 hx aa BaM KanceM: to HHje TaKO Be-
AHKO 3AO. ThX fee TeXHHHKHX CeKpeTapa HeCTaTH H3
256
H a r n e a A M H H H C T p a im je 3 a t o a h h y , A B e , T p n . O h o B e -
a h k o 3 A 0 i i i t o h e o c T a T H y H a M a KO j a c m o c e i h k o -
AO B3AH n o eH T A eC K H M IU K O A aM a H K a A n o C A eA H jH
E H T A e3 O A e O A aB A e, t o j e A a m h , M H C A e h n H a j p a A H -
K a A H H je aH T H K O A O H H jaA H C T H H K H H, n p e M a T O M e, a H -
T H eH TA eC K H , HHHHM O TO H a eH T A eC K H H aH H H , H e CaM O
M H C A e h a h 3 a K A > y H y jy h H K a o E H T A e3 H , H e r o h T p y -
A e h n c e A a c e n o H a in a M o h c t o o h b k o K aK o 6 h c e
o h h n o H a m a A H n p e A c a h h h h m n p o 6 A eM O M , y n o T p a 3 H
3a p e m e B b e M . To j e 3 AO. O h h 6 h H 3 c B e c n a r e m h -
cahah, 3 a K A » y n H B aA H h H £iA a3H A H p e n ie H > a , a M H ----
c n o A a C H a r e . A o c e h a T e c e . M h 6 hcmo n o A O B H H y
c H a r e c B o j e H H T e A H re H ip ije h H H B e H tH B H o c iH n o r p o -
n iH A H H a H M H T H p a a e H j H x o b o t A P » a H . a n p n mh-
H iA e B b y . C x B a T H A H C T e.
— E t o B aM M OTHBa 3 a p o M a H a a a A m e .
— H e . Ja 6 h x x T e A a A a H a i m m e M p o M a H o c b h m
c B o jH M A p a M a M a . H n j e t o je A H H a . J a c a M H M a A a c e -
c r p y 6 A H 3H aK H H > y. H a K O j e 6 h o x p m n h a H H H h j a x o
o A a H M o j o j M a j n H , O T a n j e M a j K y o T e p a o T aA , n o c A e
T o r T p e h e r n o p o h a j a , K aA c m o c e c i p a h j a A o m A e H a
c B e T . n o c T o j n B e p o B a a e A a 6 A H 3 H a n n h h c y A eA O
je A H o r o n a . P a 3 y M e T e ? E h o j e y B e p e H A a r a j e ja A H a
M a M a B a p a A a . K a n c e T e a h h b h T a K o , K a o E H T A e3 H , 3 a
to? O A p a c A a c a M , T a K o , 6 e 3 M a j K e . C T a p e n p e A p a -
c y A e c y JK H B eA e h y H a m o j K y h n , H c n o A C K p a M e n p o -
T ec T a H T C K H x n p a 3 H H K a , o 6 i r a a j a h c B e r a . K a A c a M
n o c A e n p B e ro A H H e C T y A n ja A o m A a o p a c n y c T y o n e -
B o j K y h H , n o 3 B a H a c a M A a n p n c y c T B y j e M je A H o j H o h -
H o j c B e n a H o c T H . O A B eA H c y M e A y S o K O y n y H T A y .
P o h a im c y M e noB eA H . M eH e h c r a p H jy 6 p a h y . H n c y
m h p e K A H o n e M y c e p a A H . E h a h c y B pA O T a j a H -
cTB eH H . H T eK T a M o , y nyH T A H , A 0 3 H a A a c a M A a H a n m
a > y a h H o h a c T p e 6 a A a H 3 a 6 e p y h y c ro A H H e o n a 3 a
H H cjja, B p lH H O n a AYHCHOCTH C B eilA eM eH C K O r H H 4>a B a H
A c jjp H K e . H n c a M n p e n i o c T a B A s a A a A a j e M o j O T a n 6 h o
H a j c T a p a j n c h h c e c r p e C T a p o r HH<|>a. H n c a M y o n -
H iT e B e p O B a A a A a T a K B e c T B a p H j o i n n o c T o j e h A a
CMO M H OA HH<j>OBCKe, aK O H e H O A K paA > eB C K e A 0 3 e .

17 OcKap A®3*™ — X II 257

CBe c e Te CTBapn K p a jy y c i p a x y o a 6 eAHX h o a
H ac, H enocBeheH H x. IIo cT aB iira hh4>, o T au j e OApe-
A ho CBor AHHTBHcry. OBaj je , n o o S n n a jy , oAP^Kao
ro B o p MecTO o n a , HenoMHHHor noA b c a h k h m aM pe-
ao m K o jn c y ApJKaAa A sa MAaAHha. E h o j e T aj ro -
B op HeKa B pcTa npecTOHe 6 eceA e. Ty caM n A03HaAa
Aa cm o m h nopeKAOM H3 FaH e. IIo cA e ro B o p a KojH
j e OApncao oneB t o b o p h h k ( a h h t b h c t o m 30By TaKBor
HOBena 3aA y»ceH or Aa ro B o p n MecTO H>era, jeAHOM
p e n n HOBeKa K o jn j e , y HeKy p y n y , h npeAceAHHK
TaTHHe BAaAe h OHaj KojH ap > k h ro B o p yMecTO TaT e),
npHAa3HAH c y o p y A>yAH Aa necT H T ajy. A a h TaTa
HHje HMao n p a B a Aa caM AHJKe p y K y . A p y r n b c a h k o -
AOCTojHHK My j e A P » a o AOAaKTHHy h TaTHHy c y
m a n y A>yAH caM o AOAnpHBaAH. T aT a BHine HHje CMeo
HHiHTa Aa paAH. H h caM Aa jeA e. B h a o j e b c a h k o a o -
ctojaHCTBeHHKa 3aAyHceHHX Aa r a x p a H e h H a n a ja jy .
H n caM BaM peK A a, o h j e AOTAe 6 h o MaAH h c h h -
cx o aa> h b h h p h h ynHTeAj 3a n p H y A euy. OcTaBHo je
CAyjK6y. IIpoM eH H o ce. r to n e o Aa m h c a h K ao KpaA>.
A a c e n o H a rn a K ao KpaA>. Be3 AHHrBHCTe He 6 h h h y
K y h n p e n H 3peK ao. A 6 h a h cm o j o m noA B A am hy
6eAHX.
BpaTHM c e Te jeceH H y A o h a o h h OAaHAe AOAe-
th m OBaMO. H n c a M BaM HaMepHO peK A a Aa caM TaMo
3aBOAeAa jeA H or HOBeKa. H>eMy HMaM Aa 3axBaAHM
3 a CBe, 3 a G y fe e a e c b o t TeAa h yM a, C B ojnx 3aH oca
h HaAa. O h Me j e , o rp e3 A y y KyATypy EHrAe3a, Bpa-
THO c e 6n , A<J>phhh, K o jy cm o 3ajeA H o OTKpHBaAH.
IIp H to m Me Man>e B p a n a o o h o J CTapoj h n p o m A o j,
BHIHe OBOj HOBOj H caAaTTTH>Oj, H jOHI BHIIie --- OHOj
6 y A y h o j. H n caM BaM HaMepHO peK A a Aa j e Taj n o -
BeK 6 h o h 3 nAeMeHa K o je j e Ha CTpaHH EHrAe3a n p e
c t o roAHHa paTOBaAo npoTHB A m aH TH ja. Ja caM n o -
peKAOM o a A m a H r a ja . M o j o T ap , B eh KpaA>, HHje
xT eo Aa n y j e 3 a H am 6 paK , MaAa caM My peKA a Aa
P o u e p a b o a h m , A a m h j e Myxc h A a oneK yjeM 6 e 6 y.
IIpoK A eo Me n p e K o AHHrBHCTe Ha OAAacKy. PeK ao
m h j e n p eK o H>era Aa caM o a HeBepHe h n p o c T e Bp-

258
CTe ac eH a , A a j e y M eHe y i n a o a y * M a jn e , K o ja j e h
yM pA a n p o T e p a H a H3 K y h e y 6 p 3 0 n o e A e p o b e m a M o je
c e c T p e 6AH3HaicHH.e h MeHe.
M o j M yac, P o u e p P o 6 e p T C d H /je oA M ax n o H a-
rneM AOAacKy y A ic p y O A pebeH A a paA H oATOBopHe
nocA O Be y n p o n a ra H A H . A a h j e o Ct h b h o T aj n o c a o .
H n je M o ra o A a c e noM H pH c n p eo n p e 3 H H M h cn o p a M '
PHT m o m K o jn j e K a p a K T e p H c a o CBaKy OAAyKy A>yAH
H a b h h ih m n o A o a c a jn M a o a H beroB or. M h c m o o a Eh-
TAe3a HaynH A H A a H e BaA>a HarAHTH. To j e h >h x o b o
HCKycT B o. H n j e H a rn e . M h c e 6 e 3 aT ajy jeM O h n p e A -
cTaBAsaMo c e H a o n a K o . X o h e M o A a c m o npoMHHiA>eHH,
a H a m a j e c H a ra y nAaxofiHTOCTH. H eM aM H H n rra n p o -
THB npOMHHIA»eHOCTH Onpe3HHX, paHyHIJHjCKHX n p n -
p o A a . A a h h m h t h p h t h xAaAHOKpBHOCT, H e 3 H a n n
6 h t h xAaAHOKpBaH, 3 a p H e, B e b 3 H a n n H a cHAy h
Ao r n e 6 h t h o h o u it o h h c h , a H e 6 h t h A a x o h A o o p o
o h o mTO je c H . 3 H am a H e 6 h t h .
M h , AaKAe, T y H e h h t a h m o , mTO H H je no c e 6 n
H epa3yM H o, h a h m h H e HarAHMO H3 c r p a x a A a H e
H cnaA H eM o A pyK H H jn o a H eu n n x noACBecBecHHX HAe*
aAHHx npoT O T H noB a. H e H a rA e h n , m h He yKHAaMO
h o h o n r r o c m o A ocaA m o t a h . C h c t c m HH(j>OBa. Y
4>paHKo4>oHoj A ^ p h x jh , C e n y h M o a h 6 o c y t o B e h
ynHHHAH. M h H e. O h h c y H aim oH aA H 30B aA H 6aH K e.
K o a H ac j o m p a A e , n o p e A HauHOHaAHe SaH K e, h h h 3
npH BaTH H x n p e A y 3 e h a . Moj M y^c, h H e caMO o h , 6 h o
j e 3aAOBOA>aH h c S a o k o b c k o m o p n je H T a im j o m H a rn e
3eMA>e, aAH o h c e 3 a A a ra o 3 a jeA aH M arne «J>AyHAaH
a m h o t o O A p eb eH H jn n y T K a co im ja A H 3 M y . M e b y rH M ,
y CHHAHKaTHMa, TAe j e y n o cA e A m e B peM e p aA H o ,
n o n e A e c y A a c e n r n p e H eice x n c ip a A y T C K e HA y3Hje
o K O onepaTHBH3M y K ao no3H THBH oj nepcneK T H B H oj
noAHTHUH. K o o n e p a T H B a M a , craA O c e A a n p n n a , k o -
o n epaT H B aM a x o j e b e n p o A a B a r a m e b e p 3 a A s a n e -
H H ja jeBTH H H je, p eu H M o , H eroA H m TO j e p e H a m e -
h e p a k o a npH BaTH H x T p ro B a n a , H e caMO A a b e c e
p e r y A H c a r a n e H e , H e ro h e c e yHHiiiTHTH, npoM HniA>e-
h o h nocT eneH O A aS oM e, n p H B a r a a T proB H H a h T aK o

17 *
259
h e c e , A a6 oM e no A aK o h onpe3H O , 6 e 3 n o T p e c a h
C K a H A a A a , C B e n o A p J K a B H T H h h o a p y h i t b h t h . Me-
h y rH M ...
•— Exo B a M j o i n j e A H e T e M e 3 a B a i n p o M a H ! —
peKHeM.
— M ncA H xe a h A a T aK B H X T e M a H e M a M H a x h -
A >aA e? Bh cxe a o h ia h H 3 M a A H ja ?
— H 3 TBHHeje.
— B H A eA H C T e p a 3 A H K e . E H T A e3 H C y OCTaBHAH
C K o p o xH A >aA y K H A O M e T a p a a c 4 > a A x a , 6 A H 3 y 6 0 a h -
n e j a h c p e A H > n x n n c o A a ) A s a y H H B e p 3 H T e T a ,. M y 3 e j .
E a H a j e B pA O 6 o r a T a . K a x a o a o h o c h . . .
— 3H aM . O p a H iiy 3 H c y p a y 6 oB aA H , a o k c y . . .
— P a y 6 o B a A H c y h E H T A e3 H . H T e K a K O . H H H c y
6 e 3 p a 3 A o r a o x B a p a A H e s o j e m K O A e. H H H cy y 3 a A y A
o c T a B H A H H a o A A a c i t y 3 a c o 6 o m A>yAe n n c o A O B a H e y
H j h x o b h m n iK O A a M a . H > h x o b M eH T aA H T eT j e C T a c a o .
H o h h e c e 3 a A p » t a T H y H eK H M . o a H a c h K a A c e
H a c T a B a H e 6 y A e B H H ie O A B H ja A a H a eH T A ecK O M . A a
B a c n p e A y x H T p H M : t o j e h c t o — A paM C K H m o t h b .
n a h i t o H e TTWTTie M ? A a h H a k o m j e 3 H K y A a m n n e M ?
— n H T a M j a B a c . J e 3 H K 6 h b h i h x r o c n o A a p a H H je j e - ’
3 h k H a p o A a . A H a p o A T a H e H e M a j eA H H C TB eH H j e 3 H K .
— H a r a m i H T e b h K H >H ry H a eH TA eCK O M h a h H a
a m a H T H jy . A k o j e A o 6 p a , n p e B O A u h e c e H a CBe je 3 H K e
A 4>pH K e h C B eT a.
— A a 6 h 6 n A a A o6 p a , M o p a A a 6 h A a 6 y A e h
H C T H H H T a. K a o j k h b o t MOT M y H c a . H a h M o j . A t o j e
H e M o ry h e .
— 3ainT O ?
— Ee6 e H e r o B o p e O A M ax. I lH T a jT e : 3 a n iT o !
— 3aT O n i T O . . .
— 3 a i o h i t o 3 a HCTHHe T p e 6 a O K o n rra T H , 6 h t h
B eA H K . P e n n , n o ro T O B O K a A c y c y B H r n e H C T H H H re ,
M o r y h A a p a 3 o p H O A e A y j y H a o c e n a j H a T K H B a M A a-
A h x 6 n h a h M A aA H x H a i m j a . I l p e 6 h x n p e r p H 3 A a h
n p o i y r a A a c B o j j e 3 H K h o h i t o 6 h x p e K A a H je A H y p e g
K o ja 6 h M o rA a A a H a n n co A H m o m H a p o A y , m o m A e T e iy .

260;
 T A eA ao c aM j e B im c y , c B ea cy , A e n y . H H M ao y rH -
c a K a s H i n i r r a H e M o p a A a n p e h y r n . C a o 6 o a h h A>yAH
y H e 3 aB H C H o j 3 eMA>H A o p a c A H c y A a n y j y c B e A»yACKe
A p a M e . U lT a B H in e , H yacH O j e A a h x n y j y . E p x c e h e
p a c r a , ocA oS obeH H n p e h y T a H o r.
A aH > cK H n r r p a j K p a A H K u c a 3 a B e h e H A a T e — H H je
a h T a K B a j e A H a j a x a p e n ? Hnje a h H » e ro B p e 3 y A T a T
6ho cnacoH ocaH ?
— AaH>cKH nnpajK?
O H a x T eA e A a H e n r r o p e K H e , aA H n p e r p H 3 e h p e n n
h aceA > y. He c x n c H y y c H e , a A H H e H c r a c H y H H n r r a
B H H ie.
O ko c n j a A H H a h i t o c y o c B e T A > a B a A e B p T p e 3 H -
A e m i n j e b h c o k o t c A y a c 6 e H H K a M H H H C T a p cT B a H H (j> op-
M a i m j a , B p B e A o j e xHA >aAS K p H A a r a x M p a B a n r r o c y
y c b o m A yA O M A e T y n p a B H A H O H e T p H - H e m p H y x p -
iir r e H e eA H H ce K o je n o A c e f e a jy H a c x e M e K p y iK e & a
y aTOM CKOM j e 3 r p y .
IIo cy c T aA e h n a A e M paB e a o h c k h b a A e c y H e x e
a c a 6 e c m r m j e o a H a iira x h ; r y n r r e p H A s a n y r B e frn
ho y H a c . T h c y T M H 3 a B im H e o o H H H O o n p e 3 H H . H n c y
H 3A 33H A H H 3 CeHKH. O c e h a A H C y A a HX B p e 6 a A O M a-
h H H O B a c n ja M C K a M a n K a . O H a j e T a x o b e 6 n A a 0 6 a -
3 p H B a . 3 H a A a j e A a j e ra3 A ap H H H H B y n ja K H e rA e
6A H 3y.
Ca T p a B H > a K a na k o m r o c i e n o c A y a t y j y H a jM -
a j o h h K eA H ep H y A H B p e ja M a , t o c e CBe H e b h a h . T o -
CTH — H O B H H a p H , I tp H H H 6 eA H , HHCIJH H y M eT H H H H
— H p H H h 6 eA H . M h o i h c y f a m p a y K eH T O B H M a, 6 0 -
ra T H M T o r a M a o a H p B e H e h J K y T e , 3 e A e H e H . B A a r a e ,
n A a B e h H p B e H e Teiinte T k a H H f ie .
K eH T c e h o c h H a rp H K H hbhhh , npeSaneH n p e x o
A eB or paM eH a.
AecHO je toao.
T aM H o , cH ax cH o, M ycK yA 03H 0 — t o p a M e A a je
H eA O K ynH O M H 3 T A e A y T a i m a y K e H T y H e iH T o n A e M e -
h h t o A peB H o h B eH H o. C e h a & a H a A A eK caH A p e h H e -
3 a p e c y H e H 3 6 e x tH a .

261
 T B H H e jc K H r p a H 6 y 6 y j e B a p H j a H T a a p a n c K o r 6 y p -
H y c a , a A H K e H T y , T o j H a ja y T e H T H H H H jo j a H T H ra c o j
T o rn , h h k o H e 3H a T anH o nopeK A o. M h c a h c e A a je
n A e M e A rn a H T H , K o j e o a B a j n a A a h o c h K eH T , a s b h o
A o ih a o H a 3A aT H y 0 6 a A y c a H e x o r H e n p eu H 3 H o r ce-
B epoH C T O K a. n p e T n o c T a B A > a c e A a j e y B peM eH H M a
n p o u B a T a A A e K c a H A p n j e 6 h a o K O H T aK T a H 3 M e b y h > h x
H PH M A > aH a.
» IIp e T n o cT aB K e c y t o . H eA O K a3aH e!« — A>yTH c e
to jeA aH ApaMCKH r r a c a u , T a H a ii, k o j h j e cB o je B p e -
MeHO H M ao y c n e x a H a . a o h a o h c k h m cn e H aM a . O a oc -
A o6obeH > a C B oje 3eMA>e, n p e t p h h n o roA H H e, H H je
H a n n c a o H H jeA H o. eijeHCKO AeAO. 3 a y 3 e T j e n o c A o -
BHMa y p e A a K iin jH .
»H eA aB H o c m o ocHOBaAH h Y A p y n c e a e KaHHceB-
HHKa. H , H e cM ejT e c e , o h o 6 p o j n B n m e o a cTOTHHy
HAaHOBa. Oho, ja cH O , H H je h h y A p y n c e a e A o S p n x
i m c a n a , h h y A P Y ^ K ea e K anH ceB H H K a caM o. T y cm o
y n A a a e H H c b h — HOBHHapn, p a A H o -p e n o p T e p n h n o -
AHTHHKH KOMeHTaTOpH, HOBHHCKH (JjOTOrpacfra, XIHCHH
n ponaraH A H H X 6 p o m y p a , ypeAHHHH cn eu n jaA H H X
HAycTpoBaHHX n y S A H K a u n ja h K aA eH A apa, c b h K o jn
c e cAyjKHMo n n c a h o M m b h ih h o m h c a h h h h m c n p a -
BaM a. H M a k o a H a c y y A p y n c e a y h h b k o a h k o Ira ­
č a n a . A a h h h o h h H e » o r a e o a c B o jn x K a n r a . P a 3 -
A o r? H e n rra M n a M o h x . n p e C B era — je3H K . I l p e
o c A o S o f e e a a H 3rA eAaA b j e n p n p o A H o A a c e n p aB H
K a p n j e p a y A o h a o h y h i r a c a a e H a eHTAecKOM H H je
cTB apaA O H ep e n iH B e AHAeMe c a B e c r a . A a H a c ? M r a M -
n a , n p o n a r a H A a h o cT aA o , t o j e H a eHTAecKOM. T a j j e
je3H K TA acaH h HM a M H ore y n r a h M H ore o h h . A a h
3 a M o jy r e H e p a iiH jy , K o ja m h c a h h o c e h a H a c b o m
nAeMeHCKOM H a p e n jy a H 3 p a» c aB a c e H a cTpaHOM
je3H K y H a k o m j e H aynH A a A a r a r r a h c a 3 H a je o a
ocHOBHe niKOAe a o yH H B ep3H TeTa h n o c A e , H eM o ry h e
j e B H ine cT B apaTH . Ć A o 6 o A a H a c j e y iram T H A a K ao
r r a c n e . 2KaAHM a h ? «
H a c M e ja o c e A o6pohyA H O h B eA po. A u n a K n a

262
H>eroBOM nyHOM nrapoK O H ocoM AHiry H H a b h c o k o m
MeAy, ynpKOC k o c m b to c t h B eh o j k o a T a H a a a HeroAH
k o a ocTaAHx A4>pHKaHaija, c b h c y H a 6 o p n nocraA H
H3pa3HTHjn, CBe 6 o p e Ay 6 A>e h ynaAA>HBHje.
— H h H a j M a a e H e hcb ah m . E H T A e 3 H H a c H H c y
c n p e M a A H 3 a i m c i i e . I I l K O A y jy h H H a c , o h h c y x t c a h
A a A o 6 n j y c a M o o A a H e a je B T H H e H H JK e h cp eA H > e
H H H O BH H K e. To c y H A o 6 h A H . nixo c y H eK H o a H a c ,
n o B y n e H H H a ro H H M a H e p aa ro B e T H H M h a h 6 a p H e a o -
K p a j a p a 3 ro B eT H H M , n o n e A H A a n i n n y h n a n 3 a 6 e -
A encH A H H 3 B e c H e y c n e x e , k o j h 6 h hm c B a K a K O y A a -
p H A H y r A a B y , k a o h i t o 6h t o y m i H H o h O B a j b h c k h
K o j n i r a j y r i K a M K a A 6 h x r a H a rA O c a c y o y c e 6 e , t o
cnaA a y n p H B a T H e HeBOA>e k o j e H e M a j y B e 3 e c xo-
Aom o n n i T H x c T B a p n . n i T a c a M j a K a o je A H H K a , c a
H eK H M c b o jh m a h h h h m n p o 6 A eM O M , y n o p e b e K b y c a
h c th m j a — rp a fe a H H H O M 3eM A>e K o j a j e C A o 6 o A H a h
K o j a , y ć B e B e h o j h C B e c o im ja A H C T H H K H jo j c a M O -
C B o jH o c T H , n o A H H c e h j a n a H e c a k o c š o j y H e 3 a B H -
c h o c t H e r o h o H y u e A o r j e A H o r K O H T H H eH T a? M o j
o T a p j e p a A H O K a o 6 e c n p a B a H p o 6 H a n A a H T a n tH . M o j
A eA h c t o . M o j n p a A e A j e n o r H H y o y 6 o p 6 n n p o T H B
A m a H T H j a , n p H M o p a H A a y f e e y a p M H j y e H T A ec K H x k o -
A O H n ja A H C T a . M o j H y K y H A e A a j e n o r H H y o T y K y h n c e
n p o T H B e H rA e c K e B o jc K e . M eH H j e T p H A eceT h T p H
ro A H H e . To c y roAHHe KaA A^pHKaHap, C B e e r a H H a j -
M H 3 e p H H je A H eB H H X H H a jC H T H H je nOA HTHHK HX H a -
A o r a c B e a (j> p H H K e c y A jo H H e , c n o H T a H o n p e c T a j e A a
m h c a h H a C B o je HceA>e. CKe r a o 6 a B e 3 y j e Aa CBe C B o je
c H a re c ra B H H a p a c n o A a r a it e H H T epećH M a r e H e p a im ja
K o j e A O A a 3 e , A e u e K o j a h e c e p o a h t h y O c a h e (j> O B o j
P a H H . O H a h e , h a h O H a 3 a H in M a , H M a r a A a A O H e c y
h a h rr o H H y A a A O H o c e p e m e i t a 3 a n p o 6 A e M e K o j e
cm o m h — H y T O M e j e H a m a H C T o p n j c K a 3 a c A y r a
— n o c T a B H A H h 4>H K C H paA H K a o p e i i i H B e r r p o 6 A e M e .
H 3 H jH xobhx h e p e A O B a A a c e j a B e h n p B H , r rp a B H
H a iiiH a4> pH H K H r m c i m . O H a h e o n e B B T H c e 6 e . M o n c A a
H e K o o a h>hx H e h e 3 a 6 o p a B H T H h h A a H c n p u r a a h
n o H e K o r o a H a c , c B o j n x o n e s a , A eA O B a h n p a o T a i j a .

263
MeHH j e t o ca3HaH>e aoboa >h o Aa n p e c ra H e M Aa m h ­
ca h m H a cB o je HHcasbe h a h H e n n c a a e .
— H 3 ro B o p j e Ao6ap.
— 3 a iH T O H 3 r o B o p ? M o j H a p o A j e H e im c M e H .
M e H H H H je B H H ie c t b a o A a n n m e M 3 a n y S A H K y O a a
B m c a . O h o i h t o 6 h x x i e o A a K a a c e M H e r a n e c e h>hx,
H e r o a> yah K o j n i p a A e T e M y h a h o h h x K o jH h e A a
r p a A e H a j B e h y c B eK O H T H H e H T a A H y x h a p o i ie H T p a A y H a
p e i i H B o a t h . X i e o 6 h x A a i r a i n e M 3a A>yAe K o j n y n e
A a H a c a B p e M e H H a m m AOBe p n 6 y h o Q p a h y j y 36 -
MA»y, 3 a O H e K o j H p a A e B e h y M O A epH H M 4 > a 6 p H K a M a .
A a h h 3 a O H e K o jH j o i n H H c y o S y x B a h e H H c a B p e M e -
h h m A eA aT H O C T H M a, K o j H n a m e H 3 ry 6 A > e H o n o i n y -
M a M a h x p a H e c e ja M O M c a n a p n e A H i i e K o j y c y p a c i c p -
h h a h y nyH T A H h a h 3 a O H e x c e H e K o j e T o S o x c e je B -
T H H H je H e r o y p a A H > a M a n p e n p o A a j y H a n n j a i i a M a A e -
4> eK T H y p o 6 y K o j y c y h m T p r o B i p i A a A H H a K p e A H T .
A t o H e M o r y . H e M a M M e A H ja A a A o n p e M a o h>hx.
O c T a j e m h, A a 6 h x hm n o H e n iT O c a o r m iT H O , A a c e c A y -
hchm paAHjeM. A o h H H je npeABHbeH 3 a A H i e p a p H e
e r 3 H 6 H H H je . H a h y 3 r p e A T e n , A a c e n o r r y H H H e K H T p e -
H y r a K 3 e B H y o o a n p a 3 H H H e h M p iB H A a .
— 0 neM y 6 h c t c m icaA H noA npeTnocTaBKOM
A a c e 3 a B a n te r x o m o T a BtnaK c ra o p H HHTaAamca n y -
6 AHKa?
— Ily K a n p e i n o c T a B K a ! A a h A o 6 p o . Y 3m hm o j e
3 a p e a A H o c T . O H A a 6h x i r a c a o o C B e M y h i t o o c e h a M ,
MHCAHM . . .
— O C B eM y 6 a n i ? H a h S n c r e n o H e n iT o n p e h y -
T a A H ? — n o H a B A > a o c a M caA p e n n m h c X e A e H — n o -
H eiH T O i h t o , n o B a in e M M m m b e a y , H H je n o T p e 6 H o
p e h n j e p j e 3eM A >a M A a A a , a M A a A o c i j e n p e o c e T -
A>HBa n a 6 h j e H e ic e p e n n M o r A e A O T y h n .
— H e M a n p o fiA e M a o k o m c e n e 6 h m o ta o iih -
c a r a B O A ehn p a n y H a h o o h o m , h 3 A h ih h o m , h h h h m h
c e , o n e M y b h H 3 rA 6 A a S p H H e T e , n o A ycA O B O M A a c e
TO CaO IH H TH HCTHH HTO, O H aK O K aK O C e jaB A > a y KOM-
r tA e K c y c b h x o A H O c a h M o r y h H o c r n c a r A e A a m i x c a
O H e xcH B O T H e T a m c e K o j y C B e m r o n o c r o j n c a A p ^ K H , a

264
K o ja j e n o 3H rp ija n p o r p e c a . Y 3m h m o , H a n p H M e p ,
A a a c K H H r r p a j K . To j e n p B H n n p a j K H a m a x p a A -
HHKa npoT H B ycA O B a K o ja n o c T o je y H a m o j n p a -
B p e A H . 3 a e e > h x 6 h p a 3 yM H O 6 h a o p e h a A a H H c y h a & -
aA H H . O h h c y M H o ro r o p n o a T o r y S A a a c y j y h e r m u
nucy udecumu. H 3 p a 3 HTO c y a o h i h . P a A H H H H c y c A a -
6 0 n A a h e H H . P b a B O a c a B e . l i p a T O M e, 3 a p a 3 A H K y o a
H jH x , B A a c H H ijH K a n H T a A a A o 6 p o 3 a p a b y j y . M a h h -
CMO HH M O rA H , HH X T eA H A a c e 3 a H 3 BeCH O n p B O
B p e M e A a n iH M o A o n p a H o c a T3 B . n p a B a r a e H H a p a j a -
T H B e. A o S p o 3 H a M o a r r a t o H enoB O A »H o 3 H a a a a n r r a
h o c h y c e 6 a . H K a o r n a H c y a K a o onacH O C T . H ?
C a M a BHAHTe 3 a o a A o 6 p o T o r H a m e r K y p c a . 3 a o —
p e K a o c a M B aM r a . A o S p o — b h b h a h t c A a c e k o a
H a c ^aH T acT H H H O M H o ro rp a A H , A a c m o , o a c b h x
H e 3 aB H C H H x 3 e M a A .a A ^ p a K e , o H a K o j a c e H a j S p a c e
n o A a a c e , H 3 r p a b y j e , S o r a T a , j a a a . 3 eMA>a c m o K o j a
j e H a j M a a e S a A a n p a H y b e H a A a 3 a jM H y H H o c r p a H -
C T B y. M a je c M O M o a c A a S o r a r a j a o a A p y r a x , M o a c A a
c m o 3 a a c x a a n o m A H c je A H o r o im ix e n p a B p e A H o r h h -
B o a 3 H a x x io B a r n e r o a o h o t T B H H e je h a h M a A a j a .
A a h H a m e p e A aT H B H o S o ra x c T B O H e 6 a o S ja c H H A o
K aK O c y t o O B A e y Axpa n o A H T H y r e , 3 a A s e r o A H H e
c a M o , H H T a B e C T a M S e H e H e T B p x a , H 3 r p a b e H e H a jM O -
A e p H H jO M r p a b e B H H C K O M TeX H H K O M , K aK O c e TO 3 a
T aK O K p a T K O B p e M e A O B p n n iA o a n o K p e H y A O HH3 4 >a-
S p a K a a n p e A y 3 e h a , K aK O h e c e . . . O o h o m a r r o h e
c e n o A a h a A a H e ro B o p a M O . . . O h o n r r o je c T e y B e -
p a B a A a h h c m o H a n o r p e n iH O M r r y r y . A o h o h i t o
3 H aM y S e b y j e A a h e M o y n p a B O M a a c y 3 H aT H A a o S y -
3 A a M o a a H a p x a j y i i p a B a r a e H H a n a j a T H B e , H >eH y
H e A a A e K O B H A y c e o a a H o c T a c B a a e H a H 3paS A > iH B aa-
K a 3 A O A eA a. H t o H a m a p o K O M <}>poHTy. A a h t o C B e
— T eK y a a c y K aA 3 A a c T p a H a S y A e n p e T e r A a H aA A o -
S p o M . T o j e o h o m T o S a x B O A eo A a H e K H o a o h h x
H a m a x K p a B O H o rax a x p T a c T a x n a c a p a , j e p h e a m a x ,
K a o a n a c , M a j K e A a n o c e H a A e b a M a , t o S a x B O A eo
A a H eK H o a S y A y h a x n a c a p a c x B a T e , p a 3 y M e jy a c a -
o m irre : cB y k o m h a c r c h o c t n a m e A a n a ir n te 3aocTaAO*

265
c t h y n p H B p e A H , a a h h C B y KOM 6 H H O B a H y 3 a o c T a A O C T
y o A H o c H M a , n p e A y 6 e b eH > H M a h c H O B H M a, C B y p e -
aAHO CT.
—- B h 6oA>e o a M eHe 3H aTe — peK H eM — A a
yMeTHHHKo AeAO, n o A a 3 e h n o a K o m c p e x H o r, n a n a K
h o a yBeA H H aH or AexaA>a e M im p H je , AexaA>a H 3B yne-
H o r n a K h H3 c b h x peaAHHX OAHOca, o n e p m n e H>HMe
caMO K a o onniT eno3H aT O M npeT nocxaB K O M y C B ecxn
h noA C B ecTH H H T aA an a h A a . . .
— Y n p a B o 3 aT O c m o m h H 3 M o je r e H e p a p n j e H
ocybeH H A a c e 6 e o c y a h m o H a h y x a ite . J e p 3 a H ac
H eM a j o m t h x H epeneH H X n p e x n o c x a B K H . 3 a x o j a H
H e M o ry A a m m ie M o o h o m H 3 p a 3 y y o h h m h je A H o r
m x p a j K a n a , o x o A y j e A H e p a A H H ije m x p a j K a n H i i e , o
c y m iy K o je C B eT A ehn p aA H H aA C K pm xeH H M p y x a M a
raH C K o r p aA H H K a K o jn H e p aA H , o t a h a h h a h y M o p y ,
o A>y6 a B H h a h M pjK H >H . A a c a A TTHineM o T O M e, c M a -
x p a o 6 h x 3 a C B o j y o 6 a B e 3 H y a y ^ k h o c t A a A a M h je A -
H o r p a A H H K a c B e c H o r c b h x o A H o c a m T O ycA O BA >y-
jy HeAOBOA>He H a A H H n e , 6 e A y h rA a A , p aA H H K a
K o jn HM a y B e x y b h a y H H T epece A pncaB e h u eA e
A<J>pHK e, n a O A A y n y j e A a H e C T y n n y m T p a j K K o j n
O A o S p a B a j e p p a 3 y M e M O TH Be C B o j n x A p y r o B a . O h
h e A a n o r n H e , p e u n M o , y x y n n c a n ix p a jK a m c o M c x p a -
JKOM , a AH, T H H y h H , OH h e A a O npO C X H CBOjHM y O H -
H a M a . JeA H O M p e n n , H a i m c a o 6 h x H a j 6 e A H H jy , H a j o -
r a B H H j y , H a j H e A H x e p a p H H j y h H a jH e e < J> H K a c H H jy n p o -
n a ra H A H y a H x n n p o n a ra H A y 3 a o h o m x o je c M o h 6 h -
B aM O . A n n a K . . . T o j e h H c x H H a . I I p B H M y n c M o j e
c a A a n n f c e n c e H e , M h c X e A e H , H H je 6 h o p a A H H K , h a h
j e n o rH H y o . B p A o c a h h h o .
A H B p e jn c a H H K eA H ep M y j e n o x p e h n n y r 3 a -
M eH H O n p a 3 H y n a i n y b h c k h j a n y H O M .
— Jecx e a h c a o 6 o a h h cy x p a yB ene? — ym xxa
6 p H U iy h H 3 H O j H aA A aH H H O M H O X K p H B a jy h H CBeXAO-
H c y x H A A aH . .
— Bnhy.
— H 3 B e m h y B a c h HaynHXH A a n r p a x e xajAaj<j>.
B n h y xaHHO y a g c s t y A O K aA y-rA e c e x o n A e m e . Y

266
p e A Y ? Mhcahm A a 6 hx caA M o p a o A a oasm. 3a noAa
c a T a T p e 6 a A a A a M 3a BenepBby e M H c n j y j y n e p a i m f c H
r o B o p Ocabe<j>a. Tpe6 a A a r a c n p a T H M .
— Kano CTe peKAH? Ocabe . . .
— O c a b e 4 > o . To 3 H a n H H e n o r p e m n B H . H M e j e to
K o j e cmo A aA H H a m e M I I p e A c e A H H K y . H e r A e A a jT e
M e T aK O . H a p o A H K o j n x o h e A a c e o c A o S o A e iuto
n p e cbhx 6 e A a K o j e ocT a B A > a koaohhja A H 3 a M , M o p a j y
A a c e y n p B O B p e M e c A y x c e cbhm c p eA C T B H M a, — h
K a A K a a c e M cbhm, j a 3 a n c T a mhcahm H a c B a , H a O H a
A o 6 p a h H a O H a A o m a , — cpeA C T B H M a K o j a M o r y
n o M o h n A a c e T a j iiha> o c r e a p H . Ja o A>yACKoj n o r p e -
HIH BO CTH H H e n O rp e iH H B O C T H H M 3M C B O ja C X B aT aH >a,
a A H n o c T o j n koa H a c j o m y B e K B p A O mhofo a>yah
K o jH M a c y n o T p e f ) H H haoah. H jhxob c e hbhuh mh-
HiA>eH>a K p e h e oko r p a m m e p e A n r n o 3 H o r y o n n i T a -
B a n > a , T e B pA O n p H M H T H B H e T e x H H K e 3aK A >yH H B aH >a,
H a a c a A o c T JK H B e h koa 3 a o c T a A o r C B e T a E B p o n e , H e
c a M O T y y A < j> p im n . H 3 6 o p a H e M a . Y cbom cmo B p e -
M e n y mh T y o c y b e H H A a A e A y je M o H a j e<j>H K acH H j e
M o r y h e . C p e A C T B H M a K o j a H a M C T o je H a p a c n o A a -
T aH > y. n P H n e M y M o p a M O p a n y H a T H H a M eH T aA H T eT
a>yah K aK B H n o c T o j e . To j e c T B a p H O C T . Y o B a j M a x ,
M H OA A>yAH TpaH CH M O B H H ie HO m T O HM M OJKeM O
A a T H . H n j e to c a M O c A y n a j M o j e 3 eM A>e. C B e A P ^ c a B e
K o j e c y K p e H y A e n y r e M y 6 p 3 a H o r n o A H 3 a n .a T p a n c e o a
C B o jn x r p a b a H a A a p a A e 3 a M aA e n a p e . Y H aK H aA y,
hh mh hm H e M O >K eM o A a r a B i n n e ho m T O j e n o T p e S -
ho A a c e H e y M p e oa tabak h jkhbh H a bpao 3 a T e n r y -
T o j hbhhh B e m r r H x A H H iaB a H b a . Aah 6 e 3 T o r a , H e n p a -
B eA H o r c B aK aK o , K a x o C M o h n n o T p e 6 H a cpeA C T B a 3 a
C B e B e b a h B e h a , 3 a CBe n p a B e A H H ja H H B ecT H p aE b a?
S H a T e ah ? Ako 3 H a T e , p e u H T e . I I o M o r A H S n o r e n e A o j
A<j>pHHH, A 3 H j n h A o 6 p o M A e A y E B p o n e .
IIorAeAa Ha caT.
— C aA mhcahm Aa j e K pajH >e B peM e Aa OAeM.
O r a h H b y 3aA yB aH n p e A mhkpo <J>oh . M o j a j e n c e H a
TaM O y AHy 6 a m r e . 3a6aB A >ajTe j e MaAO. C aM a j e .

267
 5
BATATEAE

m o4> epoB BOAaH j e c AecHe c ip a H e KOAa. OH a

B03e AeBHM AeAOM yA im e. T aK o j e y T a m i, TaKo h y
AoHAOHy. T aK o j e y H H re p n jH h y K e H H ja . H CByA
rA e c e , chaom k o aohh jaA H e apM H je h B A acra, n p n -
CHAHO y^HAO A a MepH japAOM, CTOIIOM H HHHOM a
MaHHnyAHme 4>yHTOM, K o ja , aK o c e He BapaM , HMa
20 inHAHHra, oa K o jn x CBaKH caA P^tH 24 neH H ja. T o
HHje CBe. IIOCTOje j o i n KOMIIAHKOBaHHje HOBHaHe
CTBapn. JeA H a c e 30Be n m e j a . O H a HMa, mhcahm,
2 4 mHAHHfa, a o k K poyH HMa — He 3HaM BHrne H era
H H KOAHKO.
Y K O H T H K T y C TOM 6 p H T a H C K O M H yM H 3M aT H K O M
n o c T a j e M C B e c T a H koahko h c a M j e c a M n c p T B a » H a ­
m e r « K O H T H H eH T aA H O -A eK aA H o r ( A e K a A S H T H o r ? ) hob-
q a H o r c n c T e M a . H , y o i m i T e , K O A m c y eM O H H O H aA H y
y A o r y H r p a j y h T a K B e y c A O B H e O a r a x e A e y xcH B O T y
H O B eK a K o j n n p e T e H A y j e A a c e H e 6 a B H y B e K H e o 3 -
6 ha>hhm c T B a p H M a .
Hamm HciiBOTa c n a A a y T e HenpHKOCHOBeHe Ta-
6 y e . »IH T a?« — p e s o A t n p a o c e K eA H ep — »bh H e
je A e T e y j y r p o n o p n i i ? Hero n r r a ? A a H e h e r e 6 e A y
Kacjpy?«
— IU to A a H e?
E e A a KacJ>a hah n o p H H , H H je a h c B e je A H O ? H3-
r A e A a A a H H je . H H a n e 6 hx H 3 6 e r a o n p e 3 H p A O C T o ja H -
C T B e H o r K e A H e p a h H a p y m i o n o p m j , <J>AeKc hah x a -
MeHAeKC. HncaM H a p y n n o hh 6 e A y K a 4 > y . Hero T y p -

268
CKy. H K a K o H>y H H c y neKAH hh y P m j B e j y , hh y A m -
6 a c a A o p y , 3 a a p a H tH o c a M e c n p e c o .
Y n p H H a M a I J o H a T a H a CBH<j>Ta p a T O B a A O c e h th-
H y A o 3 6 o r M a a e 6 h th ot. 3 a m T o M a a e S u r r a o r ? Y
w a y o f l i f e , c h c to toah k o itp H O h 6 eAOKa<j>eHHX hah
nopHHOBCKHx n p a B a , 3 a i r r r o A a c e H e yBpcTH h hbhhh
H a K o j n c e 3a. A o p y n a K p a 3 6 n j a M e n o K y B a H O j a j e .
IlH T a H > e — c B p x a hah c a i n o T K e ? — noACTaha he
H A eoA O H H tH c n o p a K o c e A B o j m j a O T H M a jy o je A H O
h cto j a j e . I lA a H e T a p H O .
A to je, A03BOAHheTe, MaH>a pa3A H K a ho n r r o je
O Ha H 3M ehy 6 y T e p 6 p o T a , S o p r n n a hah n p x c e H o r 6 e -
KHa c naAaHHHHHM a. Pa3A H K e c y to, AaKAe, A ySoK e.
Ax, K a n o A>yAH H H cy pa3AHHHTH! H KaA c y
HeMHpoA>y6HBH K a o j a , H e 6 h paTOBaAH npoT H B TAy-
n a n a K ojH y nacyA> H e c ia B A ia jy c y B a CBHBbCKa p e -
6 a p p a , H e ro M apM eA aA y o a ja S y K e . K aK aB p y n a K !
P a T n o H H a e o a A o p y n K a . K eA H ep m h j e AOHeo e c ­
n p e c o h n a m H iiy S p eH A H ja ( iiia>hbO BH pe H H je 6 h a o
y TaKBOM x oT eA y K an a B j e A M 6 a c a A o p ). P e K a o caM
AOHeo. A a , AOHeo. H n j e M e nocAyJKHO. C n y c r a o je
to H a c t o h yA aA .n o c e c ocehan> eM a y S o k o t n p e -
3 H p a n p e M a MeHH K o jn caM AHBA>aK, j e p H e 3HaM
i i r r a T p e 6 a nopyH H T H 3 a A o p y n a K .
H o B a n p u r a a o AHBA>aKy c A a A e n o r E aA K aH a c iB a -
p a A a c e H 3a n p H o r n e A a a o c t o j aHCTBeHor K eA H epa
K ojH j e H eK aA a a s b h o CAyjKHO AopAOBe y K apATOHy.
H 3 B H H H T e. M hoth A 4 > p H K a H im j o m H e A o p y n -
K y j y . H mhoth, mhoth A p y r A e , Y A 3 H jH , A M e p m t H
H Ebpohh. E b e M y 6 h 6 hao C B ejeA H O — 6 e A a Ka<j>a,
6 o p i r r a hah 6 e K H . C a M o A a j e H e n iT O B p y h e h x p a H -
A.HBO A a c e 6 a ij H y KA>yH. C n a A a q m n m a hah 6 e 3 .
IIoM apaH xjH HM a a o b o a >h o 3 a CBe y TaHH. JeB -
THHe c y . A a h h >h x j e A o S p o n o j e c r a h a h nonH T H ,
H cpefeeH e, n p e h a h n o c A e k o h c h c t b h t h h j e r o 6 p o K a .
H cT H H a, H H je cBaKOM A aH o A a A o b e a o n > era. C b h
He p a A e j o r n . A o p y n K y jy caM o n o M o p a H ijy .
H 3 c e A a A O A a 3 e m h o t h y r p a A O B e . 3H A a c e n y H o .
J e c T e , c a M o M a m H H e C B y A a B e h M e m a j y 6 eTO H . O H e

269
n p a n a A a j y K o M n a H H ja M a K o j e 3 H A a j y . K a m r r a A j e
3 0 % ra H C K H , 7 0 % K o c M o n o A H T C K H . Y M H o rH M c A y q a -
je B H M a K a o x ip a B H o A m t e jaB A > a c e H t e p a e A . Oh n o -
K p H B a C B o jH M M a A eH H M n p o n o p n n j a M a , K o jH X c e
h h k o H e 6 o j H , k o C B e 3 H a K a K B a H e 6 eA O C B eT C K a
B A aC H H IH T B a.
H e K a A , a o k ra T O B H A y K e T e M e H H C y 6 h a h r o -
TOBH, M O TAO C e H O H eiH T O 3 a p a A H T H p a A e t i H H a H C K p -
H a B a H b y ■6 p o A O B a . 3 a n p a B O , c S p o A a y c H A p e H o r H a
K H A O M eT ap -A B a o a n A i m c e 6 A a r H .a B e o 6 a A e A n p e ,
p o 6 y c y n p e y 3 H M a A H CH H A H K aTH B A a c r o i k a q a M a p a ,
3a K o je c y o n e T paA H A H B e c A a q a c T p o 3 y 6 n M , H en -
T yH C K H M B e c A H M a . J o i n je A a H o a T p a r o B a c T a p n x
T p K a H a 3 A a r a o j O S a A H . T p a r o B H x eA eH C K H X B e c a A a
h a h x eA eH C K H X M H T O B a? M a M 6 y l i a n a j e H M a o , H 3-
rA e A a , n p a B o B e p y jy f m A a c y c b h m h t o b h , CBe n p e A -
p a c y A e , c B a o p y b a , H o n iH b e , o O n n a j H n p e B O A H B H j e p
c y je A H H jeA H H C T B eH H , A jyACK H, h h c t h y n p K o c p a 3 -
A H K aM a, H e M a p a 3 A o r a A a c e 3 a p a T H 3 6 o r p a 3 A H K a.
C a h h h o c th p a T y jy T aK obe.
K a A c e A e n ia B a A O j o m H eA aB H O A a CTHTHe B i n n e
6 p o A O B a y je A a H M a x h A a j e M o p e H e M n p H o , n o B e K
c n p e M a H A a p a ah M o r a o j e h A a H a b e n o c A a . Aah c a A ,
c A yK O M , A H 3 aA H L ia M a , H H C T a A a p n j a M a T e K y h n x B p n -
UH 3 a H C K ppaB aB be p o 6 e ?
IIp e A 6 ep 3 0 M p a A a q e n a jy npeK O n e A o r A aH a
B eA H K e cTpnA >H B e M a c e K o je c e H a A a jy .
H a n n j a u H , H a T p J K H H p a M a — B H iiie n p o A a B a p a
h o K y n a n a , B H in e H a p a H n a p K H h o aapasim, B H in e
H tH A eT a h o 6 p a A a h B H in e n e p T A H h o a » y a h y HTaAH-
jaH CKH M 3apy6A >eH H M IUHM HKaM a.
H a c B e c T p a H e — p o 6 a . T c k c t h a H H A H jc K H , j a -
n a H C K H , e H rA e c K H . T e n n c o j e h o b h m n p o H 3 B o b a n H M a
n p o A P S T H H a t o T p jK H H iT e 6 A a r o B p e M e H O 3 a n o c e A -
H y r o h p a 3 p a b e H 0 . T a n H O j e A a c e C B e B H iu e T p o u m .
A a h c r a p e c e T p r o B a n K e 4 > npM e — r p n K e , A H 6aH C K e
h SpH TaH C K e — o S p a h a j y c ra p H M A H ^ep aH T H M a h
C T ap H M K p o j a n H M a K o j n p a A e K O H ^ e K i m j y H a c h i* .
I I l H B e a e j e h T y M y n iK H n o c a o . C H H r e p n u a n r r e -

270
n y j e H a yAHijH. I I o a cyH itoS paH O M h a h m a T o p ck h m
k p h a o m , BaH paA H .e, n o A BeApHM H e6oM . JeA aH j e
K p o ja y y Hcyro-HpBeHOM KeHTy 3aicaH H o 3 a M aniH H y
KapTOH: »3aH aT H 3ynH o y 3 aT B o p y H je H o r A>yincor
BeAHHaHCTBa. C n e itn jaA H C T a 3 a MOAepHy AHHHjy.«
<&HpMa j e HeKaA M o p a A a npH B A annT H . T a n a j e
A aH ac CAoSoAHa. Ha acpT B e KOAOHHjaAana c e H e
rA eA a B H iue c h c th m n o u iT O B a ite M . CoA H A apH ocT h
H H T e p e c o B a a e K o je j e T a j c n e im jaA H C T a 3 a MOAepHy
AHHHjy H M ao p a 3 A o r a A a o n e K y je n p e n eT h n e x n p H ,
n a h T p n ro A H n e , A aH ac j e m iraH A eA a. O k o a e r o B e
c e M aniH H e H e t h c k h BHUie cB eT a H eroA H o k o o c x a -
a h x . B p A o MaAH 6 p o j A>yAH H a p y n y je . O k o CBaKor
o a K p o ja n a n o rH y T H x H aA u ih b o m , n o h c k o a h k o AjyAH
HecMeTaHO p a 3 rA e A a T p y S e m x a M n a H o r mvaraa h a h
h y r a 3arA eA aH o y n p a 3 n o .
IIpoA a3H M n o p e A pn6A >e i m j a p e n r r o c T p a n iH o
3 a y A a p a . Ha c y m iy , c y in e H e capAeAOAHKe h cK y n io -
AHKe p n 6 e C B eT A ypajy 3AaTacTHM KpA>yniTHMa h n e -
p a jH M a . M y B a 3anyA O H eM a. H p B a — k o a h k o boahux.
^ C y h K a c r a npB H hH raM HHcy n o cyBHM capA eA H paM a.
B e c A a n n h ocTaA H K ojH M a j e TaK Ba p n o H ix a p y n a K
oH H cxe npcT H M a n p B H h e K o je BHAe to a h m o k o m h y
cA acT n o je A y OHe K o je H e BHAe.
O h o M yB a niT O HMa K O H neH T pncaH o j e o k o He-
KaKBHX K y rA tm a . H M a h x ABe BpCTe. O K epacTH X h
TaMHOMpKHx, t o t o b o ppH H X. JeA H e c y OA T yiiaH O r
a p a n iH A a n o M e m a H o r c TynaHOM nanpH K O M , CBe y B a-
a>3ho y H eK y AenA>HBy M a c y h o c y m e H o H a B a3A yxy.
CAyjKH 3 a n p a B A se ite c o c a y 3 n n p H H a n h a h M eco.
A p y r e c y K yrA H pe o a H eK o r A y r o r K o p e a a h n a -
npH K a. H c t o T y n a H e , yAenA>eHe h o c y m e H e . Y n o T p e -
d A jaB ajy c e TaK ofee K a o 3 a n n H . J e o caM h x .
CeTHM a h c e T o r p y n x a , caA, c a 3aKaniH>eH>eM o a
HeKOAHKo HeAeA,a, AHHty m h c e n p e B a . Je a h ra f e e a e
h k o a A p y rn x c a h h h o eKcnA03HjaM a c a 3aAp>KaHHM
naA>eaeM ?
noA a3H M S p jK e A a 6h x c e o c a o 6 o a h o Tor m h-
p n c a . A s a y rA a AaA>e CTajeM n p e A jeAHOM bbahkom

271
r

paA H > O M K o j y y n p a B o 3 a T B a p a j y . B h a h m y H y rp a n o
pa^oBHMa cBHAy, irmxjjOBe, roTOBa oAeAa, ipnieAe.
H a A yA a3C M — <|>HpM e H e M a .
je xproBai? 3aKA»yHao Ty CBojy paAH>y
A a h KaA
HaAHK Ha Maraay, cnoA>a Ha npBOHHM Bpaim ia npo-
HHTao caM 3armcaHO KpeAOM:

O e d e c e n p o d a j e cclm o d o ć p o u j e e r u H O .
A a / e t o u c T u n a , e n a c n u K C w a u iu ja d e c vzyne
c e č o z o m u c e o j o M d e tjO M .

T a j o S ir a a j A a c e OAaKo c x B a T a jy tjm p M e m x o
n o A c e h a jy H a A e n je 3 a n n c e n o 3HAOBHMa M o je 6 e o -
ipaA C K e yA H ite, y cxH A y »JacM H H a p a 3 rO B a p a c I l e -
PHHOM« HAH »BO K a BOAH A aH Y «, HAH »M h IIIKO IH e x a
c H eH O M «, n p o x e jK e c e o a C h k h a h ja A e c a , K ojH c e
■cnpeMa A a A oroA H H e o x B o p n b c a h k h p o 6 h h m o a h h
Mara3H H , a o a n o x e K a .
H a jeA H oj — 4>npMa j e hcxo KpeAOM H an n caH a:

A k o T e u r v a 6 o a u , ic y n u . n e v z i c o d n a c .
H a u iu c y n p o d a e iju n p a e u d o ic r o p u .

KoM e c y x e HaHBHe peKAaMe H aM eaeH e? 3 a im -

•CMeHe c y npeHaHBHe. A HenncMeHH KaKO Aa hx
AOKyne?
C a o S p a fia jH H c y 3 H a im n p H A a ro b e H H H eqH xa-
HHMa. H e c x o x e x aS A e c y n o 3 o p eH .H M a A tm e H a c x p n -
n o B e K ojH o m n H p H o , npxejK H M a, n p r r a a j y KaA c e
CMe h KaA H e CMe npeA a3HX H yA H na.
PeipiM O, rrpB a cAHKa: H anpxaH npBeHH 3HaK a
noBeK n p e A a 3H. A p y r a CAHKa: a y x o r a y n y n o j 6p -
3HHH p y iTm. T p e h a CAHKa: HOBeKa OAHOce H a hoch-
AHMa y 6 oahhhy.
B oA H H na j e K y h a c npBeH HM K pcxoM .
n p e ra a c e H H , m ocjjepH h
S oA m raap H c y A<j>pn-
KaHHH. KaA HeMa SeAHx a> yah y to m h a h ,
o ceh aM c e
i q d h h m . C b h c e pabaMo 6 eA H . O h h K o ju
cnoA>a He
n o iip H e HHje A a He M o ry H 3H yxpa.

272

J
 Kancy Aa th 3Haim c io je jo m H3 koaohhj aAHHX
BpeMeHa.
Aah HMa h hobhx Kojn CAyxce 3a Apyra yno-
3opeH>a. Ha H>HMa ce CMeityjy HairacaHe penn h
HpTencH:
IlHHxe:

O e a j r e p e n n p u n a d a K O M n a .H u .ju
ACG. Ko n o d u zn e ce6u k y h y n a
tb e M y , 6 u h e K a x c tb e n u K y h a h e M y
6 u t u c p y u ie n a .

3aT H M p p T e jK : n p H K a 3 y je o 6 h h h y iip H a n K y K a 3 y .
J o h i H e A O B p m e H y . O h h k o J h j e r p a A e T A e A a jy n p e K o
p a M e H a . H 3 p a 3 h m j e y r t A a m e H . P a A e H eiH T O H e A 0 3 -
B O A eH o. A p y r n iip T e n t: A s a 6 y A A O x cep a H a ja x a A a H a
K a 3 y K o j a n o n y u i T a n o A T epeT O M ra o H c fe a p H je .
B o 3 a H H 6 y A A O H c e p a c y A < j> pH K aH itH , K a o h B A a -
chhk K a 3 e . Oh c e y A a p a pyKOM n o tabbh. Ohh c e
CMejy.
He bo3h ce caMO c AeBe crpaHe yAime. Ehth
HAaH UK napTHje y Taroi 3HanH 6hth habh Hoah-
THHKor hah H3BpiiiHor 6npoa, aok pehn 3a HeKor
Aa je habh H3BpniHor 6npoa — 3Hann Aa je o č u h o h
habh UK.

18 OcKap A&bh<!0 — X II
273
 6
C T A PA IIP H H A

IIpeACTaBHHK Jy ro c A a B H je n o 3BaH j e A a npeK O

p a A H ja o a p ^ c h n p e A a B a & e o 3HaHeH>y h 3 H a n a jy 2 9 .
HOBeM6p a . n p e ABe roAH H e.
H n o n i T O c y c e c n p e A C T a B H m iH M a M H H H c r a p -
C T B a CnOA>HHX nO C A O B a y T B pA H A H CBH M O A aA H T eT H H
o c T a A a M a ite - B H m e T exH H H K a nH T aH >a, o A p e b e H o j e
h B p eM e K aA b e H a m h o b c k a o 6 h y P a A H o -C T a m m y ,
k o h e r a T aM o A o n e K a r a h t a .
H a c a M A a H 2 9 . H O B eM 6 p a , H a h b k o a h k o c a r a
n p e H H TaH >a, ja B H O c e A n p e K T o p P a A H o - c r a m m e , m h -
C T e p , M H C T ep . . . j e A a H E H r A e 3 , b p a o c r p y n a H 3 a T a j
n o c a o , n p a B H c n e x m ja A H C T a K o j n H H K aA H e H 3 A a3 H
H 3 O K B H p a C B o jH X K O M n e T e H ItH ja , y B e K H HCKA>yHHBO
A H peK T O pC K H X , T j . aA M H H H C T paT H B H O -O praH H 3aiJ(H O -
h h x . JeA H O M p e n n — y n o A H T H K y c e h h k b a H e M e r n a ,
n a K 6 h c e M o rA O p e h n A a j e a n o A H r a n a H , b a h B p e -
A a H , C T p y n a H , 4 > h h , c H M n a r a n a H H O B eK . C T pnA >H B y 3
t o , n y H T a K T a , A o 6 p o B a c im T a H , K y A T y p a H . I I p a B H
H O B eK H a n p a B O M M e c rry . 3 a x B a A > y j y h n H >eM y, eM H -
c n j e P a A H O -A K p e n o c T a A e c y p a 3 H O B p c H e , n p n c T y n a -
H H e, A e A O T B o p H e . C H H ^ o p M a i m j a M a o 3 6 n B aH > H M a y
C B e T y H H je c e K a c H H A o , a B A aA H H e n o T e 3 e h M e p e
P a A H o - C T a H H n a j e c h £ l> k h o n o A y n n p a A a h c n p e r a o
n p o n a rn p a A a .
C b h c y y H .o j 6 h a h 3 b a o b o a > h h c b h m b : cA y^cS e-
HHQH, HOBHHapH, AHpeKTOp. A H3BBH H>e — BABAa
paAHOM H paA H O BAaAHHOM nOAHTHKOM.

274
 A a h T o r 29. HOBeM6p a , TaKo p e h n y h h k 3o p e ,
o k o 9 q a c o B a h 30 MHHyTa, A npeK Top je, nyH TaKTa
h c nyHO HCKpeHor jKaA>eH>a y rA a c y , o o a B e c n io
H am y AM6 acaA y A a j e s o r r y i h t o HMa Aa caonniT H
HeyroA H y BecT, aAH A a My j e M aA onac jaBA>eHO H3
CnoA>HHx nocA oB a Aa c e jyrocAOBeHCKo irpeA aBa& e
H ehe M ohn Aa o a p ^ k h .
— 3 a u iT o ?
— H n j e m h T aH H o p e n e H o 3 am T O , b a h H a ocH O B y
o H o r i h t o m h j e p e n e H O , c M e o 6 h x A a 3aKA>yHHM A a
c e c M a T p a A a j e B a m e H 3 A ara n > e c y B n m e n p n c T p a c H O
h j e A H o c i p a H O , A a j e M e c T H M m m o n o A eM H H H O h A a
c e m h c a h A a 6 h H a c o h o M o r A o a H ra J K O B a T H y H 3 B e -
CHOM H eH teA >eH O M CM H CAy.
— T o B aM j e p e n a o . . .
— J e c . C noA »H H n o c A O B H .
— H aneA H H K ?
— J e c . J a H H c a M o B A a ir th e H A a a o c a o b h o n p e -
H e c e M A o S n j e H e H H C T p y K ii n j e , b a h O H e c y , H a a c a -
a o c t , B pA O rr p e H H 3 H e h H e o c T a B A > a jy H ra c a K B e c y M -
H»e m T O c e T i m e c y A O n H e B a m e r n p e A a B a a a . JK a A H M ,
cep , bah m h . . .
— T p e H y ra K caM O , ro c n o A H H e A u p e ic r o p e . J e a h
Ba M t o c a o n n r r e H o j y r p o c ?
— Y n p a B y cTe. JyTpoc.
— CaM HasteAHHK?
— Jec. 3 a m ro ?
— O B A a m h e H c a M A a B aM k a x c e M A a c a M c n p e -
M aH A a M e c T a h < ^ o p M y A a im je y n p e A a B a H b y K o j a c e
H e H H H e H a jc p e h H H je K a 3 a H e n sO a iiH M h a h c a o 6 p a -
3HM . . .
— E o jH M c e A a j e t o H e M o r y h e ! — p e n a o j e c a
H C K peH H M HtaA>eH>eM M H C T ep . . . A H p e K T O p :
— H H C T p y K im ja j e b p a o H 3pH H H T a h H e o c r a B -
A>a H H M a A o c y M H .e y n p n p o A y c m h c a b c a M e A n p e K -
T H B e. M o r y y C B o je a h h h o H M e c a M O j o m jeA H O M A a
B a M K a a c e M k o a h k o h c b a h m h A a B a M , H e3aB H C H O o a
C B e r a T o r a , y C B o j e H M e h y HMe H a m e H H C T H T y im je ,

18 *
275
H a jc p A a H H u je H e c T H ra M Barn H aijH O H aA H H n p a 3 H H K .
B a j! B a j! C o a o h i \
OTnpaBHHK ce OABe3ao x h t h o y MmmcTapcTBO
cnoA>HHX TaHe. 3aTpaJKHo Aa 6yAe npHMA>eH koa oa-
r o B o p H o r HaMeAHHKa. E h o npHMA>eH. C a c o 6 o m je
noHeo xeKCT npeAaBaifca.
— M o a h m B a c n poH H T ajT e r a j o i n jeAHOM n a
mh Ha3HaHHTe M ecT a K o ja BaM c e He mme n o r o -
AHa 3 a . . .
— I Ip B o — 3 an y A H o c e HaneAHHK — KaKO M o ry
A a n p o H H ra M j o m jeAHOM H e n r ro n r r o HHcaM h h jeA ­
HOM n p o H H T a o . A p y r o . j a h h c b m n e H 3 o p . T p e h e , j a
caM c e 6 n p e 3 e p B H c a o 3aAOBOA>CTBo A a B a c B e n e p a c
CA ym aM c a CBor n p n jeM H H K a k o a K y h e .
— A a h b h e r e HapeAHAH A a c e t o n p e A a B a a e
C K H H e c A a H a im te r rrp o rp a M a .
— Ja?
A a A 4>pH K aH an MOHte b h a a >h b o A a n o n p B e m i, t o
6 h c e THeBHO HpBeHHAO BHACAO H a HaneAHHKOBOM
A H uy.
— J a H apeA H O ?
— TaK O m h j e pen eH O .
3B O H ne 3 a n o M o h m n c a .
3B O H ne 3 a p etj)ep eH T a .
3anac c e yTBpAHAo A a h h k o H3 K y h e H H je H M ao
h h j y r p o c h h CHHoh, h h n p e K jy n e HHKaKaB p a 3 r o -
BOp HH c a KHM H3 PaAHO-CTaHHHe; HHTH y Be3H C OBHM
n p e A a B a a e M , h h t h y Be3H c M a h h m a p y t h m .
H aneA H H K 3 aip a> K H B e3y c A H peK TopoM p a A H ja .
JyrocAOBeHCKH AmiAOM aTa j e XTeo A a H 3H he.
— M o a h m B a c A a ocT aH eT e! — p e K a o j e h n p y -
jk h o M y n o M o h n y C A ym aA H ijy — X a A o , b h cT e m h -
CTep . . . X B aA a. O S a B e n rre H caM M a A o n a c A a CTe c n o -
MHH>aAH M o je HMe y Be3H c a CK HAaiteM n p e A a B a m a
o 29. HO BeM 6py.
— A a , ro cn o A H H e , 3 a n p a B o H e, ro c n o A H H e . . .
x e . . . j a caM j y r p o c , x e , H a c b o m caM cTOAy H a m a o
n o p y K y K o ja j e £>HAa n p e ip i3 H a . B e p o B a r a o j y j e y

276
Baine HMe caomnTHO Mojoj ceKpexapmpi Heno oa
BatTTHX CAy^c6eHHKa.
HaMeAHHK je cxaBno pyKy Ha CAymaAHay h pe­
Kao pe<j>epeHxy:
— Moahm Bac no3BOHHxe H>eroBoj ceKpexapnnH
h imxajxe je ko jo j je xo peKao — h AHiao p y K y —
aAO, bh cxe peKAH . . . ?
— PeKao caM Aa caM Ha cbom cxoAy jyrpoc 3a-
TeKao nopyKy CBoje ceKpexapnpe e Aa . . .
— Jecxe a h je irax aA H o a K o r a je x y n o p y K y
A o 6 n A a...
— HncaM . . . aAH xo Mory oAMax Aa yhhhhm . . .
— H uje noxpe6HO.
PetjjepeHX je yinao. HaneAmnc je c x a B H O AAaH
Ha CAymaAHny.
— OHa HHje pa3roBapaAa hh c khm OAaBAe h
HHje ocxaBHAa HHKaKBy nopyKy Ha cxoAy AnpeKxopa.
— M oahm Bac, rocnoAHHe AHpenxope, Aa ce 3a
noAa caxa jaBHxe JyrocAOBeHCKoj aM6acaAH h Aa ce
HajynxHBHje H3BHHnxe. Y CBoje HMe. Y Moje HHje
noxpe6HO. CeM xora, moahm Bac Aa Me He AHmnxe
3aAOBOA>cxBa Aa npeKO CBor npnjeMHHKa Benepac
HaynHM Hemxo o 3eMA>H Koja je Ham HCKpeHH h OAa-
hh npnjaxeA> h npeMa Kojoj mh, ceM npHjaxeA>cxBa,
rajHMo h HajAy6Aie CHMnaxnje.
TanHO nocAe noAa caxa AHpeKxop ce jaBHO y
JyrocAOBeHCKy aM6acaAy.
— XeAoy, Ao6pa Becx — nyo ce H.eroB hhhhh-
jaxHBHH rAac — ja caM noHOBO BpAO nancA>HBO npo-
HHxao xeKcx Bainer npeAaBama h , pa3MHCAHBmn ao-
6po o CBeMy, OAAynHo Aa y3MeM Ha ce6e caB pH3HK;
na Bac moahm Aa Aobexe AaHac y yxBpbeHO BpeMe h
OApiKHxe npeAaBaae. J a by Bac ahhho AoneKaxn.
— Aobn by, aAH bh ce He Mopaxe xpyAHXH Aa
Me AoneKaxe. Bhao 6 h xo HajeAHOM cyBnme pH3mca
3a Bac. Xoby Aa KanceM Aa caM 6 ho y MHHHCxapcxBy
KaA aaM je HapebeHO Aa mh ce H3BHHHxe.
E[peAaBaH.e je, AaSoMe, OAP^caHO h HMaAO ycne-
xa. UncMa Koja cy cxnrAa Ha aApecy AM6acaAe H 3-

277
paacaB aA a c y n p o S y b e H a H H T epecoB aita c b h x B p e ra .
M H o ra c y TpajKHAa cHCTeMaTH30BaHHje M a ie p n ja A e
o H a m o j 60p 6n , Ham eM CHcieM y, H a m o j yM eiHocTH,
HarneM c n o p T y .
H a m a npeACTaBHHmTBa He p ac n o A a x cy yBeic
c AOBOA.HO TaKBor M aT epnjaA a. O h o m bao m T o j e
nocTojaA O 6 h a o j e hcaoboajHO A a 3aAOBOA>H CBe 3a-
xTeBe.
A A npeK Top PaAHO-CTamme?
H e x o BpeMe 3 bthm 6 h o j e 3aMOAieH Aa noA H ece
ocTaBKy.
— 3aniT O ? — nH Tao je .
M e c r o O A roBopa, pe<i>epeHT 3a PaAHO-AH«J>y3Hjy
r a j e A>y6a3Ho y B ep aB ao Aa n e 6 p im e , o craB K a fie My
6 h t h OAMax yB anceH a.
M ebyTHM . . .
E m A ecK a KOMnaHHja 3a eiccn A o aT aipijy A nja-
MaHTCKHX noA>a y T a m i cancaAHAa c e Ha He3anocA e-
h o c t 6H B m er AHpeKTopa. H 24 caT a nom TO j e H3ry-
6 h o jeA aH h o 6 , a o 6 h o j e A p y rn , B e h n h 6oA>e rtAaheH.
IIo c T a o j e A H peierop Te KOMnaHHje.

278
 7
MY3EJ H JEAHA IIECMA

3 rp a A a H enpeT em tH 03H a aAH 4>yHKiiHOHaAHa. Ha

jKaAOCT, HHje OTBopeHa CBaKor AaHa. AHCtjjyHKxmja?
YMeTHHHKe CAHKe BHCe Y He HapOHHTO OCBeTA>eHOM
AHy jeAHe cnopeA H e caA e. A h t o ih to j e H3AojKeHO
— n o p T p e r a , nej3a>KH h KOM no3Himje — HHje 6 o r-
3Ha koahko 6 oA>e oa Ma K o je 3 a o c ra A H je npoBHHiiH-
jaAHe HM HTaunje H en er hxto c e n p e c to roAHHa CMa-
TpaAo Aa c y jeAHHe TeMe, HCKA>ynHBH mothbh h n p e -
O K ynanH je ahkobhc yMeTHOCTH. H n n e r caMOCBojHor.
H n n e r HCTpancHBaHKor aico He h OTKpHBaAanKor.
n p n p o A H o , h raHCKa y M erao cT 3acaA npeACTaBA>a je -
AHy o a 6e36pojH H X n p o B H H u n ja CBeTa. To hcto BaxcH
h 3 a yMeTHHHKy CKyAnTypy, Tj. 3 a oho hbkoahko 6 h-
CTa h aKTOBa K o je c y H3BajaAH CKyAnTopn caM o y im
hah niKOAOBaHH no eHTAecKHM aKaAeMHjaMa. Cfie j e
to , ceM cpeAH>e hcbaocth, 3aHaT 6 e 3 M aniTe, A yxa h
Ao»CHBA>aja, 3aHaT KaKBor HMa cByA y HtaAocHo 6p o j-
HHM KOAHHHHaMa.
JeAHHa My j e Ty BpeAHOCT — m bao r a HMa.
H y o caM B eh: »K o a o h h c y H ac cnpeMaAH 3 a h h -
HOBHHKe HHHcer p a 3 p e A a , He 3 a C TB apaoue h a h yMeT-
HHKe.«
A a h CBe ocTaAO j e ayreHTHHHO h y36yAA>HBo cbo-
joM CHpOBOM, HeTpaHCnOHOBaHOM AOKyMeHTapHOM
B peA H om hy. To c y Man>e oHe 4> nrype y nAeMeHCKHM
KeHTOBHMa u i t o c e , Bom TaHe, HHHe Aa H3Aa3e H3 Ky-
naTHAa. M a n e c y to — 3 a p b a A a KonA.a h ManeBH,

279
OAHHbaAH A yK O B H u H a n p c A H to 6 o a l(h 3a. C T p e A e . Ma­
lte M O AeAH n o p T y r a A C K H X n y r n a K a h T o n o B a H 3 16.
B e x a , h ah M a a e M y 3 e j c K a — a y T e H T H H H a e H r A e c K a
o p y n c j a . B n i u e C B e t o 3 a je A H O h o h o ih to j e c y iH T H H a
C B e ra T o r a . T H y c H o r a .
Hnje B a a c H o H M e 6 o r o 6 o j a 3 H e h xpH C T O A >y6H B e
H a i m j e , B a a c H o j e A a c e H e ic a A m otao C M a T p a r a H o p -
M aA H H M A a c e n o i i i A j e H a ix n o H a A H a a p s m j a c H a ijH O -
H aA H H M 3 a c T a B a M a , O B e h ah O H e e B p o n c K e bhcoxo-
UHBHAH3 0 B a H e 3eM A >e, c a 3 aA aT K O M A a o c B a j a h n o -
p o 6 n . E e 3 H K aK B or o n p a B A a H o r p a 3 A o ra h noB O A a
o c B a ja H e c y H a c T a ite H e T e p H T o p n je , x o p m n h e i t e M
6 o A > e r, T j. y S n A a H K H j e r o p y a c j a , H a M e T a H H c y n o x o -
p e H H M A p a c a B a M a h H a i m j a M a k oaoh h j bahh c r a T y T H .
Ohh c y 3 H aH H A H e K c n A o a T a u H j y , bah A H T H y T y H a
CTO Ty n o T e H H H jy .
H H e c a M o to . E o r o 6 o j a 3 H e h xpH C TO A >y6 n B e A p -
a c a B e , H a n n j e h a p M H j e A 0 3 BO A >aBaA e c y c e 6 n A a
A>yAe K o j n c y mhpho acH B eA H H a c B o jH M T e p H T o p n -
j a M a , H e y r p o a c a B a j y h H hhkot, H a j M a i t e I I o p T y r a A H e
hah I I I n a H u e , A a n n e hah H e M i j e , X o A a H b a H e hah
E e A T H ja H H e , E m \A e 3 e hah O p a H t i y 3 e , H e 3 H a j y h n n a x
hh A a T a K B e 3 eMA>e n o c T o j e , A0 3 BOA >aBaA e c y c e S n
A a A o 6 p e A>yAe, A a T a x o p e h n A>yAe c n p a n o p u H M a
oko 6 ochx H o r y X B a T a j y A a c o M x a o iiito c e to hhhh
c M ycT aH 3 H M a h 3 B epH M a.
Aa, 3 a p o 6 A ,aB a A H c y h x , T p n a A H y 6 poA O B e h
npoA aB aA H n p e x o M o p a x a o p o S o B e.
I l p e x o 50 M H A H O H a A c j> p H x a H a n a , t o x o m n o c A e -
A H .a T p n B e x a , T a x o j e y x B a h e H o , n p e S a n e H O n p e x o
o x e a H a , npoA aT O . IIp e đ a n e H o je , y c T B ap n , m h o to
M a n e a>yah y o 6 e i p n A M ep n x e h H a p a 3H a ocT pB a
T h x o t O x e a n a . K yriA > eH O j o r n M a n e T aM O . A a h 50
M H A H O H a j e O A B eA eH o y p o 6 A>e. J e A H a T p e h H H a 6 h
o S h h h o n o M p A a n y T e M a o O poA O B a. A p y r a T p e h H H a ,
a M O JXA a h B H in e o a A p y r e T p e h n H e , n o M p A a 6 h 3 a
B p e M e nA O B H A O e h a h y M H p a A a O A M a x n o c A e n c x p -
u a B a ita o a S o a c c th , cA aS e n c x p a H e , r p o 3H o r n o -

280
CTyraca, 3apa3a h HeirpHAarobeHocrH HOBoj kahmh h
CBeMy octelaom ySnAanKOM.
Y to ce BpeMe boacao y Ebpohh, hihao y no30-
pmiiTa, raicaAe necMe, neBaAO, CAHKaAo, jeAO, cna-
BaAO, Ao6 HjaAe noBHimme. . .
Y A 4 > p m m c y A e A O B aA e M H C H je. P a 3 H e . C e M T p -
TOBaHKHX, 6 h A O j e yM eT H H H K H X , K y A T y p H H X , B O jH H X ,
B epC K H X .
B H A e o c a M H 3A O H ceH e M a c n e h C K y A ir r y p e . O H e
K o j e c y H H C im p H c a A e 6 e A H a I l m c a c a .
O pH T H H aA H c y y A oH A O H y. O B A e c y K o n n j e y
o 6 o je H O M r a n c y h a h o a a h b u h y 6 p o H 3 H .
H to . C KojHM cy npaBOM peMeK-AeAa acj>pHHKor
nAacTHHHor reHHja npeHeTa y MeTponoAe nA>anKaiua?
C KojHM cy npaBOM OTHMaHa Ta AeAa? Y HMe nera?
IXHBHAH3aTopcKe MHCHje? Ila aKO cy t o 6 hah ahb-
A>artH Koje je TpeSaAo HHBHAH30BaTH, 3aniTO cy Haj-
Aenme MacKe, CKyAirrype, HajBeAHnancTBeHnje H3-
pe36apeHe cTOAHue HH<|>oBa h KpaA>eBa, 3aniTo cy
OKAOIIH OA KOHCe, THKa, 6pOH3e, TBOJicba HAH HeAHKa
TpaHcnopTOBaHH y AncašoH, Aohaoh, IIapH3 ? 3ap
cy HHBHAH3aTopH HMaAH noTpeSe Aa 6 yAy, aKO He
HHBHAH30BaHH, a OHO OIIAeM€H>eHH yMeTHHHKHM TBO-
peBHHaMa 6e3BpeAHHX, npA>aBHX ach>hx upHaua?
TpHHca caBecTH, oHa AaTeHraa, h ito Hrpa HCMypne
ca CBemhy? BeAe je AocaA pykoboahao y A<j>pHKy
caMo jeAHo: 3rpTaH>e.
BojoM KOJKe ce He crane npaBo Ha AeraraMaHHjy
hh baBOAa, hh CBeija, aAH 6 eAH cy npHHMa yhhhhah
toahko 3Aa Aa hh xhajhahth Aeo Tor yxcaca KojH cy
HanpaBHAH Hehe Aa Hamme cbh upmpr AonoBH,
ybnne, KamiSaAH, raHrcTepn, neAOMopim na Aa ce
ca 6 epy CBa 3AOAeAa Koja cy a sp ir a te KpHMHHaAHe
xpoHHKe 3a6eAexcHAe oa naMTHBeKa hah he 3a6eAe-
hchth AO Kpaja cbhx BeKOBa. He 3 Hann Aa BepyjeM
Kano HAsaAH3annj a ohot hito ce 30Be acj>pHHKa nep-
COHaAHOCT, a<j>pHHKa CIIHpHTyaAHOCT HTA. HMa BpeA-
hoct Behy oa AeMaroniKe. He bhahm Te Bpcxe BpeA-
hocth. CBe cy mh cyMH>HBe. HaponHTO OHe Koje cy

281
Beh HMaAe npHAHKe Aa C B o jy HanHOHaAHy oco6eHocT
MaHH^ecTyjy h Kao yrH>eTaBaH>e h Kao nA>aHKy.
3aTO c e H 3B H H >aB aM u i t o H e h y o n H C H B a ra h h
OTHCK e H K O IIH je M aC K H , H H O A AHBe C K y A H T y p a , H H
n p e K p a c H e C T O A H ue nA eM eH C K H X H H ^ o B a ( m h c a h m A a
h x j e H eT pA eceT aK 6 h a o ) , C B an a A e n u ia o a A p y re ,
c B a K a 3 a A H B A > y jy h e H 3 p e 3 6 a p e H a ; i h t o H e h y n p H H a r a
O 4>aH TaCTH H H H M M y3H H K H M H H C T p y M eH T H M a H a M a
H e3 H aH H X j o i n 3 B y K O B a , H H O KOH>aHHHKHM O K A O nH M a
A m aH TH ja, k o j 'h c y c e 3 a C B o jy C A o 6 o A y T yK A H —
h h t o m h H e 3 H aM O — C B e AO 1902. r o A H H e , 3 a A a j y h n
E H T A e 3 H M a t o k o m c b h x A e i i e m i j a 19. B e K a c r p a x o -
B H T e y A a p u e h T aK O T e n i K e n o p a 3 e K a K B e c a M o c a o -
6 oAO Aay 6 HBH H a p o A H h H a p O A H e B o j c K e M o r y A a H a -
H e c y 3 a B o je B a H K H M a p M a A a M a y n p K o c h > h x o b o m x h -
A >aA OCTpyKO y 6 H T a H H H je M H a o p y jK a H > y .
MecTO o yMeTHOCTH, eTHorpatjxnjH h HCTopnjH
acJjpHM KHX H apoA a, j a h y n p H H a r a o jeA H O M m o -
AeAy ApBeHor 6 p o A a Ha je A p a . Ty y My3e jy . 3B ao c e
CeH C n n p n T . To 3HanH C b c th Ayx. A ah n p eH eo
j e p o S o B e y AyH 3H jaH y. A saA eceT aK n y r a . OHAa j e
noTOHyo y 6 y p n . C a nocaAOM h p o 6 oBHMa.
C B e r a A y x , C b c t o T p o jc T B o h a h M a jK a E o x c j a
— t o c y H M e H a H eK H X o a S p o A H h a u i t o c y c e , n o A h o -
M H H aA H O M 3 aiH T H T O M p a j C K e B p x y H I K e , 6 aB H A H THM
cB eT H M T p a H c n o p T H H M n o c A O B H M a ; n o c A e CTOTHHy r o -
A H H a H C K y c T B a , c b h c y t h T p a H c n o p T e p n 6 h a h M an > e-
-B H H ie c a h h h o r p a f e e H H , T a K o A a c y n o A n p o B O M h
K pM O M H M aA H n o T p H -H e T H p H c n p a T a . H n j e A a H o a
t h x 6 p o A O B a H H je r a 3 H 0 B H U ie o a t p h M e T p a a H a A
n o B p n iH H O M c e H H je A H 3 a o H i r n r r a B r a n e h o h i t o j e
r a 3 H o . C n p a T y n o T n a A y O n H H je 6 h o 3 H a r a o b h h i h
o a M e T p a . Ha c b b k o m c n p a T y — m e 3 A e c e T c a H T H M e -
T a p a je A H a o a A p y r e — n p H K y p a H e c y y x p a c T O B n o A
6 h a c aAKe. 3a h > h x j e n p H B e 3 a H 6 h o n p H a p y A a H -
U H M a. C B a K H » c n p a T « H M a o j e n o c e S a H AHMH>aK 3 a
BeHTHAaimjy.
n y T O B a a a oa 3 A a T H e 0 6 a A e , p e ip i M O , ao H e K o r
r p a A a H a j y r y C eB epH H X A p ^ a B a , T p a ja A a c y n o H e -

282
K aA h A s a h Tpn M e c e n a . HmcaA M a i t e o a je A H o r.
3a CBe t o BpeMe p o 6 A>e iraje 0ABe3HBaH0 h h o t-
K H B aH O .
Pa3yMere?
H e K H T a A M A aA j o i n h n p e a y 3 h m A jh b T p r o B a n ,
k o j h j e c B o je S o ra T C T B o c T e K a o t b k b h m n o cA O B a-
H»HMa h , C T e K a B iiiH r a , y A a p n o TeM eA >e j e A H o j o a
H a jc A a B H H jh x A a H a c n o p o A H n a 4 > H H a H C H je p a , 3 a 6 e -
A e a c H o j e y c b o m A H eB H H K y :
»KaA CY Moja MopHapH, 3axBaA>yjyhn mhaocth
KojoM Hac je Bor o6acnnao 3a CBe BpeMe cpetiHor
58-AHeBHor rryTOBaH>a, cnycTHAH cHApa h xtcah Aa
noAarHy noKAomje Ha npoBH, HHcy hh iiomhcahah Aa
ce OAMax cirycTe AOAe y noTnaAy6y. CTyKHyAH cy
OA^HjeHH yjicacHHM cMpaAOM kojh je oao3ao no-
KyA>ao h noneo Aa ce iirapn ao bhcokot KOMaHAaHT-
cKor MocTa Ha kpmh. H ja caM Mopao HanycTHTH
6 p o A He Moryhn Aa Taj npHamcH cMpaA noAHeceM.«
Y HCTOj 6eAe>KHHiiH ramie:
» O a 188 y K p tja H H X (7 4 j e y r a i i y A o i r y r e M a o
Ayne), c t h t a o j e 114 h c h b h x . B o r H H je X T e o A a H 3 r y -
6 h m H a cA eA C T B o K o j e c a M CM eAO h p H 3 H K y j y h n
M H o r o , a o n o c A e A H > e r 3 A a T H H K a , yA O JK H o y T a j n o -
c a o . H a n p o T H B . M o r y p e h n A a caM t h m H 0T e30M
y T p o c i p y r a i o c B o je H M a ite .«
T a j npeA y3H M A > H B H H H eH C K yC H O 6 p 6 A>HBH T p r o -
B a ii 3 B a o c e I J o p u C n e H c e p K y n e p . Oacemio c e y n e -
T p A eceT h H eK o j t o a h h h . H H M ao T p n K h e p K e . Y o h o
B p e M e , T p n H a j S o r a r a j e y A a B a n e . C h h o b h c p eA H > e
K h e p n A aA H c y n p e 3 H M e j e A H o j h A a H a c c A a B H o j a h -
H a c ra jH 6 a H K ap a.
l i p e 3 H B aA H c y c e n o o n y .
K y n ep a 6h a o je h n p H H X . I I p e 3 H B aA H c y c e n o
ro c n o A a p y .
JeAaH j e o a h>hx H a ira c a o TyxcaA.Ky n p r a ja .
YpaMA>eHa j e h b h c h H a 3HAy My 3e ja . A a r a p a H3
BpeMeHa t h x 18-BeKOBHHX T p ro B a m o ix noTXBaTa.

283
 Cuaom u t u n y n a H u s tacl doMoeune,
U3 d o M a t u r o j e 6 e 3 t p t b a p y o tc a ,
a c /jp u H K e z u n y e e d p e n p o i c u n e
U 3 c e u j y c y 3 a y o i c y c y o ic w a .

B c u b a M e z n e e d u e /b e z o tc e a n a
e e 3 c iH o z 3 a d u o n o T n .a A .y 6 a ,
a 6 e a u c r p a H a tf. ic o ju 3 A a r o c a tb a
H e n y j e a ’ i c p o 3 3 6 e ic r a j u t u i c p u n y 3 y 6 a ?

M o je h e p y ic e u M o je r e n o
u d c u b e o c r a r u u c n o d M p e o tc e ,
a n ' M u c a o m u 6 e o ic u H 0 3 a d y c e A o ,
u> y A a n a t f n e M o o ic e H U K a d d a e e o ic e .

3 a r o c e h u to m , y 3 a a y d u u j e a u
to zeooiche u vro m u E u zA ecK a M ehe
K ad M o je c p q e j e d u n o oiceAu
Afypuvzy, o 6 a n y M o je c p e h e .
Y3aAyd nuje a u , ja uiaA>eM nuTatbe
y y u iu dana uito he da cyde,
nehe a u npaeda, y jeduo pasdatbe,
da tjpny ceH c n y c ru na 6ejle A>yde?

H eK o je Ha Kpajy n o c A e A H > e r CTHxa H a n n c a o :

U puuM d a o c n e u n e e u H e A > yde.

A y T o p ? H e K H H H T aA ap KOMe c e yH H H H A a rrp e -
C T p o r a (hah hcaoboajHo C T p o r a ) T a K a 3 H a 3 a c B e oho
HITO j e yHHH>eHO n p o T H B A<j>pHKe H I te H H X A>yAH?
Mhc X e A e H mh c e O K p e H y :
— Ty n e c M y mh j e n o K a 3 a o M o j rrpBH MyjK y
n a c y K a A c a M H H T a A a A e A H M a r 6 e T . He 6hx y M e A a
A a B a M o 6 j a c H H M K a n o c e t o y M eH H acchao, bah j a
oa t o t n a c a hhcbm M o r A a hh n i e K c i m p a B H r n e A a
n p H M a M a A a H e iiomhcahm A a j e 6 ho E H T A e3 , h A a
j e c B o j a A e A a y T 3B . 6 e A H M C T H x o B H M a n n c a o 3 a

284
6 e A e H H T aone. Ha H a c o h H H je m h c a h o . HmiiTa m h
HHj e BpeA eA o i h t o caM 3H aA a A a j e O x eA a h c t h
IIIeK CIIHp Ha3BaO HAeMeHHTHM H X paSpH M ppH IieM .
He, SnAa caM C H rypH a: 6eAH yM eTH H im H e MHCAe
H a H ac K ao H a H H Taoire a o k r o m iy . M h 3 a c e 6 e
h h c m o ppH H H . M h c e 6 e o c e h a M o K a o A>yAe. Y B n b a T e
h b h A a t o H H je 6 n A a cacBHM yM ecH a p e a K ip r ja c
M o je CTpaH e. C B ecH a caM CBe H>eHe 3arpHJKeHOCTH
H HeoSjeKTHBHOCTH, caM o . . .
— H yA H A O 6 h M e A a j e A p y m m je , 6 e 3 o 6 3 H p a
i h t o H e3aB H C H O o a C B e r a T o r a i i h c h h , a o k m a n y , H e
M H CAe H a H H T a o ije , H e r o je A H H o H a o h o m T o c a o n -
H rra B a jy .
— T p e 6 aAO m h je BpeM eHa Aa rrpeSoAHM Hen-
paB A y h yB peA y K o jy m h , K ao h p h o k o jk o m 6 n h y , h h -
c y HaHeAH c b h 6 eAH A>yAH, H ero jeA H a KAaca, jeA aH
cAoj jeAHe KAace H C T opnjcK or A pyniTBa 6 eAHx. IIlT a-
BHHie, j'a 3HaM A a H e c x a je n p H a ceHKa Ha 6 eAHMa o
K o jo j ro B o p n K y n e p h Aa j e 6 o p 6 a 3 a coipijaA H 3aM
K ° jy c y noBeAH 6 eAH paAHHpH cacTaBHH Aeo 6 o p 6 e
c b h x A>yAH 3 a o n rn T y eM aHHHnauHjy HOBeKa h CBeTa.
A a h x o h e i e a h pa3yM exH o n a ja m e y K o je caM 6 nA a
6 a n e H a KaA BaM KanceM Aa caM , a o k j e CBe t o y mb-
HH peBOATHpaHoj BpHAO, HHTajyhH TyJKHe CTHXOBe
E a jp o H a h a h IIIeA H ja, yjKHBaAa MHCAehn: »A ko, T y -
TyjTe, M y m rre ce, n A a m rre h b h , 6 eAH.« CaA Me c p a -
M oxa. A a h xaK o j e 6 h a o .
— Ja c e H e n y A H M B a m e M 3 A y p a A O M r a e B y , ja
c e a h b h m A>yACKOCTH K o j a B a M je O M o r y h H A a A a
H a fc e T e n pH jaT eA > C T B O h A p y r a p c T B o T aM O r A e C T e h x
je A H H o h m o t a h H a h n k o a 6 e A H x .
— O H A a CMO p 3 3 A H HHTH. O B O A PY TO M H C e H H H H
H opM aA H H M , a n p B O — H eA onycT H B O M rp e m K O M a o -
T H H H o r M H H L& eBba y c x y K H y A o r n p e A a^eK T H B H O M
aA O rH K O M .
Je a h to peK A a 36or M eH e, 36or ce6e?

285
 8
BHCOKH 3KHBOT HA IIHCTH

He, Huje oh A sre, n a n o j e ohhto A a c e H a a e -

roBO o 6 e h a a e h h c b m CMeo o c a o h h t h . He, o h H H je
A a r a o KaA m h j e p e K a o A a h e t b h h o y A eceT 6 h t h y
OBOM BeAHKOM H CKyilOM AOK3Ay nOA OTBOpeHHM
H e6oM . C n r y p a H caM A a j e y n a c y KaA m h j e 3aK a3H -
B a o cacT a H a K m h c a h o A a o y A e T an a H . A a h a e r o B a
o 6 e h a a a H e M a jy n a M h e a a . K a o h h a e r o B a y 3 6 y -
heaa.
H I t o c e y 3 6 y b e a a m e , H H c a M a h h j a A<j>pH-
K a H a i i ? H aA > yT H M c e , h a h O A y m e B H M , h a h c A e A e h e r
c a M T p eH y T K a B e h h 3 M h to a > h o npH T H C K y o c e h a a a .
A a n o T p a j y , o H a 6 h m h C B o jo M C H A O B H T o m h y 3 a n a c
H cn p a3 H H A a n o ro H C K e 6 a T e p n je h i t o h x x p a H e h
H H K aA H e 6 h H M a A a C H a r e A a c e n p e T B o p e y y c n o -
M e H e . 3 a T O M O iK A a T a K o 6 p 3 o , A a H e K a a c e M A O K p a ja
H e n p o M H H iA > eH O , p e a r y j e M H a n pH M A > eH e H M n y A c e . To
6 h 6 h O p a 3 A O r 3 a a4>eK T H B H H A H C K O H TH H yH T eT K a A
H e 6 h x 6 h o c n r y p a H A a c e cB aK O , n a h H a jM y a e B H -
r a j e o c e h a a e KOM e c a M o T B o p e H T o ra A H 3 y je H e rA e
y c b o m K o p e a y n o A A e n c y liH n p H T H C K y H e n e r h i t o
6 h x H aM epH O H a 3 B a o o ih h th m y s e p e a e M , A a H e 6 h x
6 h o n p H H y h e H A a y n o r p e 6 HM H H je A a H c o h h o a o u i k h
h a h H a y H H H jn H 3 p a 3 . J e p o h h , y n p K O C rrpeuH3HocTH,
h i t o y OBOM c A y n a j y H H je n p e A H O C T , H c y B H in e n o -
je A H O c T a B A > y jy h o r p a H H i a B a j y n p o S A e M e n p H A a r o -
h e a a S u h a n a M h e a y , K o je j e 3 a c a A b h a b c h h o c t h ,
o 6 a h k T p a ja a a .

286
 A a h B e n e p a c He m h c a h m o c e 6 n . A k o 6h x Ma
KOMe p e K a o Aa h y HerAe 6 h t h y AeceT, h h ceKH pe Me
He 6 h 3 a A P » a A e A a He 6 yAeM y AeceT TaMo rA e caM
p e K a o Aa h y 6 h t h . T o HeMa Be3e c n a M h e a e M . To j e
noiH T O B aae A p y ra x .
K o a Mor npHjaTeA»a A^pHKaHpa, XeAeHHHor
Apyror Mynca, npohAeM HHje y nouiTOBaay. M h c a h m
Aa h h k o a Kora Ty eMoimje He nare o a rpajaaa. Ho
aKO He naMTe, oHe ce 6ap Mory npaBHTH Aa t o HHHe.
A a h HOBeK Kojn Me je no3Bao HenpoMHHiA>eHO 3a
AeceT, MOJKAa je o a CHHoh a o AaHac 3aKa3ao Ha
pa3HHM MecTHMa HH3 cacTaHaKa y Taj caT. A He
narn o a ySHKBHTera. H o b c k je. H caA ce 3Hojn,
Myan h He yMe Aa ce HcneTA.a H3 o6aBe3a Koje je
ce6n HaMerayo. CByA CTH»ce AomcaH, cByA ra aoh©-
Kajy c rpAHbOM Kao ja AoSpmjy, h a h c yBpeAOM h i t o
THHta a H3 nanaHCKe npHCTojHOCTH Hehe Aa ce
HCnOA>H.
A a CKHHeM T y K paB aT y H a ry M y ? n p e y c K a m h je .
0 6 a B e 3 H a j e y to m 6 a p y , a j a j e y A k p h h h k s a He
h o c h m : n p e B p y h e j e . 3 a n p a B O h H H je t o a h k o TonAO
k o a h k o j e B a3A yx n p e a a c n h e H BA aroM , n a HOBeK, 3HO-
j e h n c e h c k h m KanH A apH H M , iip h k o h c h h m , HeHAeHTH-
4>HKOBaHHM 3H ojeM , H e 3H a j e a h M y H en p n jaT H O
HaApa>KeHa A epM a 3 6 o r 3 H o ja h a h j y j e t o o n n r r a
aTM O ccjiepcKa B A a ra H aK B acnA a H 3a3H B ajyhH t o c th a -
h o o c e h a a e A a H eK e HeBHAA>HBe ry c e H H iie MHAe n o
KOHCH, H p H T H p ajy h H j e CBojHM HeBHAAjHBHM AAaKa-
bh m H O H tnpaM a nyHHM c B p a 6 a .
OAAynyjeM Aa He CKHHeM K paBaTy. KeAHep 6 h
Me onoM eH yo: K p aB aT a j e o 6 aBe 3Ha, c e p ! H a yAa 3y
m h j e nopT H p HaMeTHyo oB y 3 a TpH n eH ca. H a j 6 oA>e
Aa j e npoMeHHM. ¥ 3 e h y A p y ry c a n m p o M ryMOM.
A eceT j e h TpHAeceT rnecT .
H o B a M aH>e c T e a c e , h a h h o H a c M e T a . C B e c M e T a .
H KoxnyAja, h n A a ra e H e naHTaAOHe, h AaKe caHAaAe.
H c o n c T B e n y 6h x K o n c y C K H H y o c a M o A a M o r y A a
cpK H eM A y6oK O cB eJK er, nA aH H H C K or B a 3 A y x a .

287
 A OHAa He3H3HO H3AajeM c e 6n H apeA ^y: CAeAeha
Tam ca! IIp e c T a jeM HCTor TpeH a Aa m h c a h m Ha c e 6 e.
To caM h h h h o A a He 6h x m h c a h o H a im c u a k o j'h He
tro m e j e p noM ance 3eMA>H Aa CTaHe H a H ore. M a a e
m h j e HecHOCHO TonAo. KeAHep c n y iir r a Ha c t o n a m y
co K a o a aH aH aca. 2KeAaH caM , h a h 6 oA>e He i i h t h Te
CAaTKe coKOBe h i t o oeraBA>ajy 6 a>yteib yK yc y y c-
THMa. H a p y n y je M b h c k h . A h h b h c k h m h c e He rra je .
H e r a p n M H H y r a a o j e A a H a e c T . A s e C T O A n rte a o -
n y n i T a M A a m h A H TH e B e h e A p y n iT B O h i t o c e A a 3 a
c t o H 3 a M e H e . J e A H y c a M 3 a A P > K a o . 3 a C B aK H C A y n a j .
A k o H e A o fe e K O A e r a , M o a c e A a H a n b e M o j n p n j a T e A j .
I I o n H o c a M h c o k h b h c k h . CaA ce T p n H o 3 h o j 'h m h
y c e S n n c y j e M CBe.
— IIa3 H t h c h B e h c r a r a o ! — nyAH c e M O j
rm c a ii K o jn He m n n e ApaMe.
— Oa AeceT Te neKaM.
— 3 a n iT O oa AeceT?
— PeKao c h m h y A e c e T .
— n i T a j a 3HaM, MOJKAa caM h p e n a o y AeceT,
aAH m h c a h o caM Aa h e m 3aKacHHTH, A>yAH o S h h h o
KacHe, n a i h t o A a ceAHM caM ?
— CeAeo caM ja .
— 3ap c e A>yTH H i?
— TAe 6 hx ?
— E h o 6h h h c t h BO A O BH 3aM A a c e a> ythhi.
— He A>yTHM c e B H m e , 3 a n c T a . n p o n i A o M e .
— H n aK , A>yTHO c h c e . M o n tA a c h c e c h a h o h Aa
ce oceham y B pebeH .
— H n caM c e c h a h o .
— T h HeM am CMHCAa 3 a x yM op. A o k neKaM He-
K or, MeHH c e peAOBHo ynaAH HeKa c n ja A im a . 3 a n r r o
6 h x c e OHAa B p e b a o KaA y t h m T penypH M a HeoneKH-
BaHe caM o h e h HeHaAaHe K O H ueH Tpaim je j a peAOBHo
H arm m eM H e n rro . Ha TaKBe c e noKAOHe He BaA>a
A>yTHTH.
— n iT a n n je m ?
— B h c k h . H e . M oncA a 6 h x paA H je n a m y ijHHa.
— TBHHejiiH n n j y m h o t o M a m e h o b h Tampi.

288
 — OBAe j e t o npoSA eM . Ko t o a HMa n a p a Aa
c e 6 n n A a r a rmfee, MOJxeni c e k a b a h t h Aa fee r a i u t o
n p e h H a j 6 p a c e M oryfee c a c y r a y rpAO.
— HncaM cpeo imjaHaixa Ha yAHUH.
— 3HanH HeMa ce napa. Ax, xajAaj<J>!
M y3HKa j e n o n e A a . IIpBH c e A H rao jeAaH 6 yA>o-
o k h , H c n p e c o B a H H M A a A n fe , A n 6 a H a n h a h T p x , a o
m a o A o c p e A H H e i m c r e A p n c e fe H A a x o 3 a p y x y M y A a T -
KHH>y T p a jH O aH T H K O A M O B aH e, A a K A e H c n e r A a H e h
H 3 p a B H a H e x o c e h , y A a x H y B iim A y S o x o , n o n e A a
H rp a o 6 p a 3 y 3 o 6 p a 3 , T p6 y x y 3 T p6 y x , 6 eA po y 3
6 e A p o . Y 3 a A y A j e A e B o j x a O A M fflja A a 6 e A p a , M A aA jafe
c e y B n j a o , C T H 3 a o h x h n p H A > y 6 A>HBao n o H O B O y 3 H>y,
H a r H y T B H n ie o a x y A e y I I H 3 H , c noTHA>KOM B efe h 3 b b h
T e H C H n rra c o n c T B e H e o c o B H H e . I X y p a M y H H je o a m h -
u a A a H 3 M opaA H C T H H K H X n o 6 y A a . He. O H a H M a a o -
b o a > h o n p H e K a<j)e y x p B H A a 6 h c a M O n A e c a A a x a A
n A e m e . T p A j a t t a fe e A o f e n n o c A e , r A e 6 h a o . C b y a c e M
H a nH C T H . A a h o h j e E B p o n A > a H H H h a h T a x o H e n iT O .
— IIo rA eA aj t e i m o !
I l p e x o n n cT e, H3a 3HAa, AH3aA a c e T p o c n p a r a a
x y h ep H H a. Ha ocBeTA>eHOM SaAXOHy n p B o r c n p a T a
xceHa j e nA ecaA a caM a h H>HxaAa x y x o B e h rpyAH y
pHTMy xajA aj(j)a. To j e HHHHAa H ocefen 6 e 6 y H a
AefenMa.
— A OHaj Tpx, oh He ocefea p m a M ! n o rA e A a j
My MaAy. O n a jH a je .
— H e 6 h x p e x a o . B n m e He Sexcn. H cnpaB H A a c e .
— C axcaA H A a c e . H H a n e 6 h j o j n a p r a e p n a o H a
n o T H A > ax .
n n c T a c e n o A a x o xxyHHAa. J o m A sa MemoBHTa
n a p a . E eA a JxeH a nAaTHHHpaHe x o c e h n pH M ynixa-
p a n . n a jeA aH A y ran x H , nyHH 6 eA an y roAHHaMa h
jeAHa A e n rn p a c T a , A en p m aB a, n p e A e n a MeTHCXHH>a.
HAyfeH x a nncTH , o h Me no3ApaBH. OTno3ApaBHM,
b a h c e He c e r a x o a m b x x o je . H exoA H X o npH H x n a -

po B a. H jo n x H exoA H xo. AoTAe He 3aHHMA>HBa, im -

CTa m h j e caA n pnxH B aA a norAeA- B h b i i i h n n c a n 6 a m
TaA p e n e OAcyTHo:
19 OcKap A asnqo — X II
289
 — Moja JKeHa HHje XTeAa Aa Aobe.
— 3 a u iT o ? — rA eA ao caM u p H e n a p o B e K a n o
n A e m y . EeAH h h k h a H e h e HayHHTH A a y npaBOM n a -
c y O A pa3e CHHKOiry. I l p e y p a i i y j y h a h 3aK aiiiH > yjy.
H n je A a H A 4>pH K aH au H e r p e m n y o cehaH > y ck H K o n e .
A n ra e M no rA eA : H a 6aAKOHy M aj K a c 6 e 6 o M H a
A ebH M a n A ec aA a j e caM a. A e T e j e HbHxaAO C B ojy jeA -
HoroAHHUty CAaTKy rAaBHuy AeBo h a c c h o .
— 3aTO hito Te je can>aAa H o h ac.
— I la iHTa je c th m ? C aitaA a! BpA o BaHCHO.
— T o h h m a h Te Aa c e o JK em u n ? JecaM a h t h
TpancHO oAXHTeTy y HOBuy?
OKpeHeM My ce: TAeAao je y HAecane. Penao
6hx — H OH 3aHeTO.
— I I I t o 6 ncT e m h TpancHAH HOBaxx?
— K ano — h i t o ? H M ao 6 h x pa3Aora Aa c e CMa-
TpaM H3HeBepeHHM Aa HaM o6oMa h h c h npepyxcaH
3 a TaKO h i t o . YnAauiHAa c e , jaAHHua!
H y T ao caM. K a o Aa c e MeHH A onaA a H .eroBa
HceHa! A a h y to m , n A e m y h n 6 e 3BOA>HO, rrpofoe OHaj
KpynHH 6 eA au c AenTHpacTOM m 6th c k h h > o m h j a c e
ceTHM KO je , rAe cm o c e h KaA yno3HaAH h u iT a m h
j e CBe H c n p im a o a o k c y Ha CAHHHoj i i h c th , y k o -
H aK pnjcK oj La Paillote, A>yAH HAecaAH npKOCHO
HyBeHH noAHTHHKO-nAecHH u iA a re p K o jn TaMO Hey-
MopHO B eh A se h n o roAHHe c b h napoB H HajBHine
BOAe A a n e B a jy h n r p a j y :

Seku Ture, m i ahata com m unautđ

Seku Ture, m i w o nai independent
C om m unaute ve la
indepen den t ve li.

IIIto 3HanH:

Ceizy T ype, ja nehy da ynecreyjeM y KOMunarey

Ceicy Type, ja k y da zjiacaM 3a H.e3aeucHOcr
KOMUHOTe nuje bodpo
He3aeucHOCT je doćpo.

290
 Aa, TaA mh je Taj upim, yMopHH, bhcokh <E>paH-
uy3, KojH je capafciHBao ca P A A oa caMor noneTica,
raAaHTHo peKao yno3Hajyhn Me ca CBojoM A>ynKOM
MeTHCKHHbOM, Burne ho ABanyT MAaboM oa ce6e:
— 3 6 o r H>e caM c e OApeKao 4>paH uycK or Ap-
HcaBA>aHCTBa.
H e 3HaM 3 aniT o caM oA saA no, He MHCAehn H>y
Aa yBpeAHM, H ero A a urrocH eM BaA>Aa Ha p an y H o H or
n e r a c e o h oA peicao, T en H3AeTeAO m h je :
— 3 6 o r H.e 6 hx c e h j a o A p e n a o 4>paHuycKor
AP^KaBA>aHCTBa!
OHa ce HacMejaAa npBo:
— 3ap ere h bh OpaHuy3? — rnrraAa Me.
— H e ! — peKHeM.
Ha t o m h je OHa OKpeHyAa Aeba. YBpeAHAa c e .
YoSpaHceHa. A a h h m b a b je Ha uiTa.
r aHCKH rracau Bpara Me y A n p y rAe c e nAeme
xajAaj<j). CTaBHBiiiH mh pyny Ha paMe, y n n i a :
— IIlT a th j e ?
— Hrama.
— OHAa nyj: CTpauiHO ce ynAamHAa Moja aceHa
oa tot cHa. Aa ce HHje TaKo ynAaiiraAa, He 6 h mh
h h 3a >KHBy rAaBy npH3HaAa Aa Te je can>aAa.
— KaA Me ce TaKO ynAaiHHAa, ihto je npH3HaAa
»CBoje HeBepcTBO«?
— H 3 c r p a x a Aa He poah mptbo AeTe.
— B e p y je m y to?
— H e.
— A OHa, M h c XeAeH?
— H e.
— n a OHAa?
— H e 3HaM.
CAexce p a M e H H M a .
— CTpauiHo je Apyro. OHa Me yncrHHy npe-
BapHAa c jeAHHM npHjaTeA>eM.
— TaHueM ?
— Aa. Benepac cmo pa3roBapaAH o TOMe. 3aTO
CaM 3aicacHHO.
19*
291
 — Pa3BendieTe ce?
— He. O h Hehe Aa ce o jk c h h a o iie . H e 3HaM
n iT a A a paA H M ?
— 3 a p c e y A paM aM a K o j e CTe im c a A H HHjfe y
TaKBHM C A ynajeB H M a nyujaAO y H3AajH HK e h H eB ep -
H H ite?
— A o k cm o 6 h a h p o 6 o b h , t o H H cy 6h a h n p o 6 -
AeMH 3 a H a in e i m c n e , HaKO j e HopM aAHO A a c e y
H 3B ecH O M rrp on eH T y y c B a x o j 3 a je A H H im A o r a b a j y
h TaKBa npH B aT H a H eB ep cT B a. CaA cm o c a o 6 o a h h
h y n p B H nA aH A O A a3e c T B a p n K o j e c y HeicaA 6 n A e
HeBa>KHe.
— 3 a p c y TaKBe n o ja B e caA H ern h e?
— M ojKAa h HHcy, aAH caA Me HHje c t h a Aa
roBopHM o H>HMa. MeHH je , OTBopeHO KaJKeM, 6 h a o
A eran e a o k caM c e HecAoSoAaH 6 o p n o Aa t o n p e c r a -
HeM A a 6 yAeM. A a H a c T p e b a Aa paAHM, 3 a p a b y je M ,
TpaHCHM 6 oA>H CT3H . . .
— 3 a p B a c A so jH H a H e n A e m e T e ?
JeA H a raHKHH>a, HeHauiMHHKaHe ropH>e ycH e, Ha-
KapMHHHcaHe caM o OHe AOH>e, cTaAe n p eA H am cto .
— He B enepac! — p e n e m ic a n K o jn He nmne.
— TyjKHH cm o!
— B a m 3aTO T p e S a HAecaTH. P a c ip e c H T e c e . Xo-
h e T e a h m h noH yA H TH cxoA H H y A a ceA H eM ?
— HM aM o A a irpm iaM o H em To caMH.
— J a BaM H eh y CM eTara, ceA eh y h m r r a noAaKO
jeA aH c o k . J e p j a caM jeA H a CKpoMHa o n e p o u n d g ir l,
AeBojKa o a jeA H e <j)yHTe, aAH B e n e p a c He paAHM, 60-
AecHa caM , 3HaTe B eh, aAH t o k o a MeHe He T p a je h h -
KaA Aynce o a A sa-T pn AaHa.
HnaK OAe. JeA aH j e p h B o k o c h M opH ap 3 aA P »ta y
n p o A a3 y h H3BeAC H a im cT y, rA e c e H 3 ry 6 n y ryatB H .
— H M aA a j e npaBO . T p e 6 aAo j e n A e c a ra .
— IL vecaT H ? A B a m irp oS A eM ?
— MaAO caM r a ApaMaTH30Bao. K a n o h He 6 h x ,
im coA oBao caM c e y EHTAecKoj, n a caM h HexoTHne
noMHCAHO A a j e t o npH A m ca Aa 6 a p y TAaBH noK y-
m aM Aa c e n oH am aM K ao 6 e o h o b c k h noByneM k o h -

292
ce K B e im e K o je 6 h h 6eA H h o b c k n o B y K a o . CMenrao!
I lH T a ite j e A a a h M e n ce H a y o m n x e u p e B a p H A a ?
— C ohhm TaHueM?
O h je rA e A a o y n a c T y .
AeBojKe noAoaceHHX AAaHOBa Ha npyjKeHy mhdjt
Ky napraepa KAH3HAe cy hckhm MeHyeTCKH cht-
hhm aAH HeoTMeHHM, jep nnaK npepacnycHO pa3H-
rpaHHM Kopaipuaa. 06nAa3ehH thko nHcry, napoBH
cy no3ApaBA>aAH rAaBOM AeBo h AecHo HMarHHapHe
noAaHHKe: a o c to jaHCTBeHO h Kao npe3pHBO. Taj cht-
hh KopaK je CMemaH A^pmcaHHy, no3ApaBH rAaBOM
cy My rAynH, oh 6 h ce cMejao. H MAaAH ce A>yAH h
cMejy, naKo no3ApaBA>ajy h Aa&e npe3pHBo h aq cto -
jaHCTBeHo: HMHTHpajy rocnoAy. A a h t o onoHamaH>e
xajAaj<j>a, BnbeHo k ph th h kh m o k om 6 hbhihx po6o-
Ba, HHje 6 h ao HHMaAO AacKaBo no rocnoAy. TAeAaH
H3 AOH.er paKypca, h >hxob je KopaK KAenaB, nocp-
xaB, HeMobaH, cAa6amaH, 6AeAyH>aB; a ocMex — yo-
SpaaceH 6e3 pa3Aora. To je no3ApaB haKHyT h 6e3
A>yACKor caAP^Kaja. Taxo ohh nrpajy CBoj AoacnBA>aj
6eAHx. TaKo hx KapHKHpajy Ha noneTKy casbHBHX
TaKTOBa xajAaj<J>a.
A a h OAjeAHOM c b h n A e c a n n 6 a i i a j y c a c e 6 e K a-
p H K aT ypaA aH c t b b , K o p aK , ocM ex . H n o n n a y A a
n r p a j y K aK o T p e 6 a : c b o m a y u io m , c p u e M , h c h b o to m ,
c b h m ocehaH >H M a, MHCAHMa, 3TAo6oBHM a, n p e ra S H M a ,
TaSaHHMa, H A am m M a, MHunihHMa.
H A a& e c e m v e m e y K p y r y o S h m o m m i c r e : A eB oj-
Ke nopeA M y n iK a p a n a . H AaA>e y r y c r a M peAOBHMa,
jeA aH 3a A p y rn M , n p o A a 3 e n a p o B H . A a h t o m m e y
KOHByA3Hjh BeAHHaHCTBeHHX nAecHHX n o K p e T a , n o ­
K p eT a k o a CB aK or n a p a A PyK H H jnx, k o a cB aK o r c b o -
j n x . OryA h H eM a 6aH aA H e epoT H K e — H A ecan He
A O A npyje n A e c a m m y . JeA H o y 3 A p y ro h a h jeAHO n p e r
M a A P yroM , CBaKo o a h>hx n r p a 3 a c e 6 e h CBojHM
xiAecoM H 3 p an c aB a C B ojy npm iaA H O C T 3ajeAHHHH aPY“
n iT B a, cB eT a, HCHBOTa.
H eK O A H K O 6 eA H X h a h M e m a H H X n a p o B a H C K a-
K aA O j e H 3 o p r a H C K o r c K A a A a k o j h c y T B o p H A e H a j -

293
p a 3 A i r a n T H j e a p a 6 e c K e n o K p e i a acj> p m iK H X n A e c a n a ,
H H jH 3 r A o 6 o B H O A p a n c a B a j y H e n o r p e n i H O , y n p a B O M
M a c y , c H H K o n H H y 3 A eT . I H t o j e , H 3 T A eA a, H e A O K y m iB O
6 a p SeA H M a K o jn c y T e B e n e p n m vecaA H . T p a b e H n p o -
S y c H H j e o a uphhx, y x p a m e m i j H , T B p fc n x 3 T A o 6 o B a ,
rA y B H 3 a T a j H y K p e T a H > a y chhkoiih, ohh H e M a j y
n e o n x o A H y r p a u H A H o c T M A a H a n a h o H e H y jK H e 3 a t o ,
A y r e , B p e T e H a c T e M r n i m h e . Hah hm j e ybo O H eM o -
h a A o , n a H e X B a T a j y 3 B y K y chm6ho3h c y A a p o M o
T a M -T a M , y n a c y K a A n o A a 3 H O A aH A e, H e y T p e H y k h a
CTHHte Ao HjHx. H ah . . .
Ilncau Kojn He mirne Brane, y 3AaxHy. Je ah 36h-
A>a A>y6oMopaH?
— Baft>Aa Hehera caA pehn Aa Te yoiraiTe HHje
H3HeBepnAa?
— OHa? — h npacHy y cMex — ueAHM 6nheM
ce H3HeBepaBa. CaH hah TeAO caMH to He Mory Aa
yraiHe.
— To ce h y EBponn Monce nyra.
— OBAe ce to oceha h 3Ha. H Brane oa Tora.
HeBepcTBo He noBAann cmpt HeBepHHKa.
HyTao je HeKo BpeMe. IIocAe 3aKA>ynH:
— Y thm je cTBapHMa TeniKo oaayhhth ko je
H3HeBepeH. OHaj Kojn npeBapn, jep ce h caM npeBa-
pHO npe ho niTO je noneo Aa Bapa. Hah oHaj Kojn je
pa3onapao napraepa h AoneKao nocAe Aa to h caM
6yAe.
— XoheMO ah Aa KpeHeMO?
IlyTeM Kyhn, 3anyjeM H3 no6omie yAranrae Bracy
hito je pacAa.
CTHrao caM y nacy KaA je rpynn oa AeceTaK
MAaAnha Beh ycneAO Aa onKOAH oTKpHBeny 3MHjy.
MosKAa 6h je cbbkh HajpaAHje oambx y6no. Aah
HHje cMeo. IIocToje npaBHAa. To ihto cy paAHAH ah-
hhao je Ha hckohckh HeKH JKpTBeHH iiAec. Aah ko je
Ty HcpTBa? 3MHja ocoBA>eHe nA>ocHaTe TAaBe hito ce
noAaKo H>HxaAa AeBo-AecHo hah MAaAnh Kojn ce
npHBAanno AaraHo raoj? 3eAeHa 3MHja je HMaAa
raaHce, MAaAHh HHje. Y Toj 4>a3H oh ce roAopyK
294
npH6AHJKaBao caMO penTHAy H3a3HBajyhn ra. H>h-
xaite naAapaBe rAaBe je OAjeAHOM npecTaAo h y hc-
tom ce TpeHy, BaH CHHKone, 3Muja A y r a MeTap h no
6anaAa Ha MOMKa, Kojn 6h, uhkhybluh oa crpaxa,
ycneBao Aa ce H3Bnje, oackohh h cnace.
KopnAa?
Hexa Bpera. To ce noHaBA>aAo. JeAaH 3a Apy-
thm, cBaKH je MAaAHh, ynAameHHX ycaHa h oHHjy,
HCKymaBao CBojy xpadpocT.
IIocAe AeceTaK TaKBnx 3anHKaBaH>a, noneAO je
y6njaH>e. Taxobe no npoTOKOAy yTBpbeHOM ko 3Ha
KaA h 3aniTO. A ah 3ayBeK. JeAaH no jeAaH joj ce oneT
noHHH>ao Aa npnSAHxcaBa h Ten KaA 6h ce, yMopeHa
oa AocaAauiHiHX y3aAyAHnx HanaAa, Beh MaH>e My-
H>eBHTO CHKTehn, ycrpeMHAa nyT HOBeKa, Kojn je,
ocehaAa je, yrpoxcaBa, oh 6h je TeK y ckokobhtom
AeTy HMao npaBO Aa yAapn h Tex 6h je TaA h yAapno
niTanoM TanHo no rAaBH. YAap HHje 6ho ybncTBeH.
Aah n o c A e hbkoahko y A a p a u a , o m a M y h e H a , 3mh-
j a j e n o H e A a A a n o M H n iA > a H a n o B A a n e H > e . I I p e c T a A a
j e A a H a n a A a . IIo K y m a A a j e , j o u i yB eK o n a c H a h n y -
hhx otpobhhx K e c H p a , A a c e H 3 B y n e . K p y r c e C T e 3 a o .
H KaA ce 6anHAa hhcko HanpeA, nao je nocAeA-
h>h yAapau. Aotykah cy je, OMOTaAH oko uiTana h
HeKOAHKo nyTa 6auHAH yBHC. PeAOM.
Aah nocAe, KaA cy mh peKAH Aa je to OHa 3mh-
ja Koja ce 30Be (y aocaobhom npeBOAy) IIpecTaHaK
5Khbothhjc PaAOCTH, ona onacHa D endroaspis viridis,
ja caM cxBaTHO 3auiTo cy hm oa noneTKa AHua 6nAa
y hcth Max h ynAameHa h pa3HrpaHa.
YjeA D endroaspis virid is je CMpTOHOcaH. Cmpt
HacTyna y TpeHyTKy.
Oho uito mh HHje 6hao toahko jacHo: 3aniTo
yBeK h CByAa maba hobck boah Aa ce nonrpaBa ca
cMphy? Je ah to HeBepnna MAaAOcra y peaAHOCT
cmpth? Aah 3aniTo OHaj CTpax HeyKAOH>eH ca Anna?
Hah je h to jeAHa oa HajHeo6janiH>HBHjHx naTancn-
xhhkhx MaHH4>ecTanHja CAo6oAe, nojMA>HBe TeK Ha
HBHitH ancypAa, Kao KAaHKaAHua c TacoM cmpth,
295
c TacoM JKHBOTa h ca cao 6oahom boa>om Aa oxrre-
p e ra 6nhe oaobom pa 3HHx npaBHAa Koja oxeHcaBajy
HOHaKo HeBeAHKe maHce JKHBoia? H ah h xo xpe 6a
CXBaxHXH caMO Kao jeAHy nyKy paxmnncy Hipy : oAp-
HcaBaHbe xpa 6pocxH h BeiHXHHe OASpaHe h HanaAa,
jeAaH AaKH kohahuhohh xpeHHHr 3a CBaKOAHeBHe.
HeBOA>e?
MAaAuhn cy OAAa3HAH nesajyliH. 3MHja ce mao-
xaBo AyAaAa, BHcehn MpxBa npeKO cpeAHHe mxana
Kojn cy ABojnixa Ha neAy ApacaAa 3a KpajeBe.

296
 V

MMTMHr
1
 I

MHTHHr

IIIecT nyTa caM AOAerao h ah OAAeTao H3 KoHaic-

pnja. Y bck 6hx Ha aepoApoMy 3aTHitao HAaHOBS
BAaAe, ABanyT h caMor IIpeAceAHHKa. Hnje Aornao
36or MeHe, He SojTe ce. Hcnpahao je h ah AOHeKHBao
3BaHHHHe rocTe.
Hhm 6hx BHAeo CTpore A>yAe-3acTaBe, c ncyica-
hhm ca6A>aMa y ABa peAa Ha HBHuaMa CTeneHHiHTa,
hhm 6hx BHAeo y cBaKOM peAy OHa Tpn rapAHCTa,
AeBor h AecHor rope y 3eAeHHM neAepmraMa, Apyrn
nap y ncyTHM, — TpefiH y npBeHHM, 3HaAO ce: Ty je
h IIpeAceAHHK, Ty cy h A£bojKe-MOToixhkahcth y 6e-
AHM yHH<j»OpMaMa H IHAeMOBHMa, Ty cy H OHe TpH
neTOTOHCKe npare ca nonacHOM neTOM h OHaj K a -
MHOH C My3HKOM, Ty Cy H AHMy3HHe MHHHCTapa H
AHnAOMaTCKor Kopa.
Ham HnKa J a H K o j e , mhcahm 1949, p e i c a o y ma-
a h A a boahmo y ro c T H T e A > C K y n o A H T H K y , M H C A e n n H a
6 e 3 6 p o j H e n p o r p e c H B H e A>yAe, 3 B a H H u e , n o A y 3 B a H H H e
K o j e cmo n o c A e p e 3 0 A y i m j e 1948. 6h ah n p H H y b e H H
A a BOA aM O n o 3 eMA>H K a n o 6hcmo hm n p y jK H A H n p n -
A H K y A a c e C B o jH M O H H M a y B e p e y A o rM a T C K y n p o n -
3Boa>hoct h A3>khoct o n T y x c S H m T O c y n a A e H a H a -
m y I l a p r a j y , pykoboactbo h HapoA.
T a j A eAH M HH HO yrO CTH TeA sCK H K y p c HA H , T aH H H -
j e , T a n o A H T H K a o T B o p e H H x B p a T a H 3 r A e A a A a H H je
c a M o c n e u n ja A H T e T H a n ie c y A S n H e . K a o A a c y CBe
H O B e, M A aA e A P ^ t a B e b b h S a o k o b c k h x o n A a T a n p n -

299
H y b e H e A a c e , y jeAHOM T p e H y n c y C B oje H C T o p n je , n o -
cA ynce tom caM ooAP^KajHOM tcxhhkom. K a n o 6h p a 3 -
6 n A e 3 a B e p y KAeBeTa, Ae3HH4>opM ai*Hja h OAy3HMa-
H>a n p a B a H a concT B eH H rA a c , je3H K h p a 3 A o re .
Ha to cy ynyheHe h cBe He3aBHCHe a<j>pHHKe AP-
jKaBe, hhjh cy (^yHKHHOHepn, npeMa pHropo3HOM
npoTOKOAy, AoneKHBaAH h HcnpahaAH, 3a BpeMe ih to
caM TaMO npoBeo, XapHMaHa, AaACOBy cecTpy, KeHe-
AHjeBor 6paTa, HCTOHHOHeManKe imoHHpcKe pyKOBO-
AHope h pyKOBOAHoije AAP-paAnja, neiHKe mhhh-
CTpe h npeAceAHHKa CCCP-a EpejKH>eBa, TproBHHCKe
AeAeraipije H3 ueAor CBeTa, no TpH-HerapH ahcbho,
Aa He roBopHM o npeAceAHHKy CKynniTHHe CeHera-
Aa, Aa He roBopHM o npeAceAHHimMa HnpyMaxy h
MoAH6y KeHTH, nojn cy 3a ABa Mecepa 6h ah AsanyT,
oahocho TpnnyT y KoHaKpnjy, Aa He tobophm o
IIpeAceAHHKy AnSepnje Ta6MaHy h cbhm ocraAHM
CBaKOAHeBHHM H CBaKOHOtlHHM TOCTHMa KOJH yBeK
noHHH>y h CBpmaBajy CBoja rocTOBaaa Ha aepoApo-
My. TBHHejcKa Bojna My3HKa cBHpa CBe xhmhc CBeTa
HanaMeT.
H aiiH oH aA H e 3 a c r a B im e oa noAHBHHHAa y K o -
H a K p n jy B H ce yB eK rycT O p a 3 a n e T e n p eK O y A im a H3-
M e b y CTySoBa. C B a n a A sa -T p n A aH a M e a a j y c e caMO
S a p ja n n b H A H A epa 3eMaA>a y n o c e r a TBHHejH. C ko-
AeT CAaBOAyKa H a A v e n u e d e V A v i a t i o n 6 a p jeAHOM
c e HeA6A>Ho o S A a n ce cbokhm naAMHHHM h M aH ro-
bhm A H m heM . K a o h T p n 6 n H e H a T p r y P en y 6 A H K e,
h ah oH e n p e A cnoMeHHKOM HcpTBaMa naAHM y 6 o p -
6h npOTHB KOAOHHjaAH3Ma, HAH OHe y CeHOBHTO]
yAHHH H 3M eby pe3H A eH H H je h H d t e l d e F r a n c e .
Hoby j e K a p r a j e A aTeH h oho hbkoahko A e n n x
KOHaKpHj ckhx 3 r p a A a ocBeTA>eHO pecjiA eKTopH M a, n o -
AHBHHHA OKO H>HX CBeTAyita, a OA HOBOT, HeOHCKHM
TTTHTT K a M a onTOHeHOT KHHeCKOT naB H toO H a y CTHAy
iim p o K e h nA>ocHaTe n a r o A e , n y j e c e A y n a TaM-TaM a
h n e c a M a n r r o H e n p e c T a jy . IIp e A h>hm j e yB eK M a ca
CBeTa. CKynA>eHH oko n p o T O T n n o B a npBHX KaMHOHa,
n p B e AHMy3HHe, n p B o r T p a K T o p a h HeKHX A P y n ix Ma-

300
niH H a KHHecKe H3paAe n o p y c K o j h ah n e n iK o j AHueH-
xpi, K oH aK pnjaH H He n p e c T a jy Aa ce y c x n h y jy h
H aA ajy Aa h e 3a AeceTaic roAHHa h a n x o B a 3eMA>a
AocthHh T aj hhbo npoH3BOAH>e. H a yA a3y y naro A y -
-naBHA>OH, AeBojKe n p o A a jy CBoje OA>ynrreHe noMO-
paH ije, aAH y xaAH rA e c y H3AoxceHe KOH3epBe, TeK-
ctha, xeM HjcKe oAOBKe, cBecKe, n p e A M e ra y M e ra ira -
K or 3aH aTa y w a A y , noA yA paroM K a M e a y h o p a r a -
HaAHOj, aAH H XeMHjcKOj CAOHOBaHH, XipaBa j e THCKa.
H ajB H m e j e n n a K n o K p eT a npeA bcahkom M am m ioM
K o ja 3 a AaH npoH3BeAe hbkoahko A e c e ia K a xHA>aAa
p u r a p e T a iiito c e 6 ecnAaTHO AeAe cbbkom ko npyjK H
h ah He rrpyncH p y icy . Aoboa>ho j e A a 3acTaH e y n p o -
Aa3y . H 3AOHc6 eHH paAHHifH h HaMeiiiTeHHixH, cBe Kh-
He3H, y B p eA n h e c e aKO O A ^njeTe A a npHMHTe u n r a -
peT e. » r p a r a c ! « — y B e p a B a jy . Aah He HHCHCTHpajy.
n p e M H o ro j e ohhx K o jn 6h hx nyum A H , paBHOAyni-
H H jnx oa MeHe H a M H pnc h KBaAHTeT n n ra p e T a .
TAaBHo hm j e Aa c y S e c n A a ra e . K a o h <J>HAMCKe T pa-
Ke inT o n o HeKOAHKo c a r a n p H n a jy o y c n o H y M aoB e
KHHe.
KoHaKpn HMa Tpn 6nocKona, cBa Tpn y aepnpa-
HHM CaAaMa, c 60HHHM 3HAOBHMa KOHCTpyHCaHHM OA
6eTOHCKHX nAona, nocTaBA>eHHX y o 6AHKy H3BpHyror
V, hito, y pa3MaKy oa AeceTaK caHTHMeTapa Hajaxyjy
jeAHa noBpx Apyre, Taico Aa ce cnoA>a He bhah niTa
ce AemaBa y ABopaHH, a Ba3Ayx nnaK cao 6 oaho CTpy-
jn, HomeH npoMajoM ih to BeHraAnpa 6oA>e o a air-
-conditionera BecraHrxayca.
IIo3opHnxTa HeMa. H 3aAyro ra Hehe 6h th , 6e3
o63Hpa iiiTO je ciiocoShoct AtjjpHKaHapa Aa ce yjKHBe
y cBaxy cmyaHHOHy yAory onniTa h H3HaA TaAeHTa
noTpeSHor 3a oho h ito 6h HTaAHjbhckh HeopeaAH3aM
caA Ha3Bao HaTypniHHCTBOM KaA 6h yMeo Aa ce no-
cAyncH CTapoM pycKOM penn. KoHnepaTa TaKobe
HeMa.
BeAH c y Ty HeicaA AOAB3HAH Aa MyaeBHTO 3 rp H y
nape, He Aa c e OAajy KyATypHHM yacHBaanMa, a
n p H ijH . . .

301
 I l a n n a K c y S o T O M , h h m c y H n e 3 a b e , o A je K H y T aM -
-T aM H O A aC B yA . H KO H H je H H tfm U H p a H O A B paT H H M K O
AOHCKHM n p H H a M a O U pH aH K O M C M p a A y HH HCTO T aK O
Aa5KA>HBHM n p n n a M a o H>HXOBoj p a c H o j H eT pneA iH B O *
c t h n a 3 a b e y K B a p T O B e A c J jp H K a H a n a , H M a h e n p H -
A H K e A a a o h c h b h B eA H K a yM eT H H H K a y 3 6 y b e H > a rA e -
A a j y h n n A e c a H K e n a p o B e , o a k o j 'h x C B aK H n A e i n e 6 0 -
A>e h H H B eH T H B H H je H e r o h c a M <E>peA Acrep 3 a je A H O
c IjH H u ep P o y e p c o B O M K a A j e H > H xoB a y A B o j e H a c A a -
B a 6 n A a y 3 eH H T y.
C M paA ? B p e b a M e h no M H cao A a je h k o H opM a-
A aH h H O B e n a H h k b a r i o B e p o B a o h t o a h u h o y T e k a o -
B eT e A a 6 h M y 6 h o n o T p e S a H h O B aj M o j y 3 rp e A H H
A eM aH T H . T a n H o , H M a 6 h a o h b h a c k h x , c h p o t h h > c k h x
K B a p T O B a 6 e 3 K a H a A H 3 a itH je ; H e c a M O y A ^ p h h h h
H e c a M O y K o H a K p n j y , o h h HH TA e H e M n p n u i y n p n -
j a r a o . J e A H a K O 6 h H e y ro A H O 3 a y A a p a A H A a y H>HMa,
6e3B O A H H M , CHpoTHH >CK HM , 4>aB eA H H M h S a p a K a m -
k h m , c T a H y j y c a M H xepeH 4> O A K O B C K H e r 3 e M n A a p n .
IIo ro T O B o K aA 6 h c e 6 a p e h M O H B ape o k o h> hx r o -
A H H a M a 3 a c n n a A e b y 6 p e T O M h c jje K a A H ja M a . H H a n e ,
C B e c y p a c H C T H H K e n p n n e — j a A H e H3MHiHA>OTHHe
K o j e , c p e h o M , A e M a H i y j e c b b k h K O H T aK T c A<J>pHKaH-
UHMa.
Tpn H o h H a A O K a A a n o A B eA p H M H e 6 o M cy6oTOM
nyH a cy o a 11 y B e n e a o 3 H3jyipa.
H n a K , »Chez l e p e r e t r a n q u i l l e « H 3 rA e A a A a H M a
C B e T a h n p e K O H eA eA >e. M a n > H j e . A h je B T H H H jn o a
P l a g e c a m a y e n e h a h o a H a j A e m i i e y p e b e H o r La
P a i l l o t t e , r A e c y T p n oM A aA H H K e A e A e r n p a H e A a
C B a K e h o H h n A e r n y c ycaM A >eH H M n o c e T H o p H M a .
Aa c e p a 3 y M e M o : c f t H M a h e O H e n o n A e c a r a , n o -
nH T H B o h H H c o k , n o n p H H a T H . H H H U iT a B H U ie. Y La
P a i l l o t t e , K o ja j e n p o c r p a H H n a p K H p a H H B pT c 6 a o
6 a 6 n M a h n a A M a M a , o p K e c r a p o a c aK c o 4 )O H a, 6 aH -
p o a , T a M -T a M a , T p y S e h a K o p A e o H a C B H p a noA H T H H K H
n i A a r e p o p e ^ e p e H A y M y , K o j n T B H H e ju H n A e r n y
c T aK B H M 3 a H o c o M h noH O C H H M n p K o c o M n p e A KaK-

302
b h m 6 h MHMCKa c y r e c n iB H o c T h c a M o r M a p c e A M a p -
c o a M o p aA a npH 3H aTH C B ojy H eA opacA ocT .
O h o i h t o OAyiueBA>aBa a o k ce rAeAajy nAecanH,
t o je ocehaflbe Aa cy noTnyHO onyiirreHH, ynpKoc H 3-
BeCHHM yCAOBHHM, CTHAH30BaHHM, apXaHHHHM nOKpe-
THMa HHjn je CMHcao CBaKOMe jacaH.
JeAHe caM Hohn bhaco KaKo Mapnja, motoixh-
KAHCTKHH>a H3 IIpeAceAHHKOBe rapAnjcKe npaTH>e,
OBor nyTa y naH>y h xaA>HHHUH, nAerne c jeAHHM
TaKCH-mo<t>epoM, Kojn Me cAynajHO B03ao hckoahko
nyTa y AM6acaAy. IIocAeAH>H nyr, npe HeKH AaH, ca-
o 6pahajau Hac je 3aycraBHO HerAe koa KHHecKor
naBHA>OHa, HapeAHBinn HaM Aa ce ckaohhmo c nyra,
Kojn Mopa Aa ce ncnpa3HH. H3AaAeica ce nyAa Mapn-
jnHa cnpeHa. OHa je neAHa MOTouHKAHCTKHH>a. Bo-
3HAa je, CMemehn ce HeoApefeeHo, npBa Kao h yBeK,
c ocaMAeceT Ha caT, n HHje CKHAaAa npcT c AyrMeTa
cnpeHe. Aah je OAjeAHOM npHMeTHAa mo<j>epa, 3ay-
CTaBHAa CBOj MOTOP H AOBHKHyAa M y :
— Xej, He 3a6opaBH Benepac!
3a h >o m H a n e A y , 6 h a h c y npH M opaH H Aa c e 3 a-
y cT aB e c b h : A eB ojK e m o t o u h k a h c t h , n o A H u a jn n h
rapAHCTH H3 o6e36efeeH >a, IIpeAceA H H KO Ba KOAa
C BHCOKHM TOCTOM H AHMy3HHe 0CT3AHX MHHHCTapa,
rapAHCTH y BojHHM KaMHOHHMa h My3HKa. Ha T pe-
HyTaK: A a M a p n j a K axce c b o m MOMKy o h o i i i t o My j e
peK A a h Aa j o j o h noT B pA « A a c e CAaJKe. OHAa j e
npHTHCHyAa c n p e H y h c b h c y noHOBO KpeHyAH. O H a
H OCTBAH 3 a H j OM.
Hhko ce HHje y3HeMHpno, hhkom Hehe hh na-
cth Ha yM Aa joj 3aMepn uito He pa3AHKyje BpmeH>e
jaBHe AyJKHocTH oa npHBaTHHx nocAOBa. Ha Kpajy
KpajeBa, 3aniTo cmo cao 6oahh?
3aHCTa, 3 a n iT O ?
BepoBaTHo 3aTO uito HOBeK AaHac He MO>Ke hh
Aa 33M H CA H CBOj HCHBOT y H e C A o 6 o A H . A >KHBOT ----
to c e H3MHHiA>a h He 3aMHmA>a Aa 6h c e n p a 3 a H ao-
HCHBeo h 6e3AHHHO npoxcHBeo.
303
 Aah Aa je Hamm Ha Kojn A^pmcaHap cxBaTa jkh-
bot h H.eroB chhohhm — CAoSoAy y MHoro aeMy
AHHieH HamHx yMepeHonojacmix, Aa He KaaceM Tap-
thcJjckhx cTHAOBa, to je HeocnopHO.
H h k o He HAe r o y a h p o m . H anpoT H B . A a h HHjeA-
H a HceHa He 3Ha cacBHM TaaH o K o jn j e a©o TeAa c th -
AHO o t o a h t h , k o j h r n ije . H eK e noK pH B ajy pyK e, aAH
y x o a y A o je A exe. H a rpaACKoj necM H, HacpeA yAHpe,
aceH e y n a m y caM o, 6 e 3 6Ay 3e h a h r o p a e x ato H im p e,
n o Heo AaH n e p y p y 6A>e. H h k o He TAeAa noacyAHO
y H>HX0Be ro A e rpyA K . A HMa h x 6 a m A en n x h n o -
HCeAjHHX.
H eM a jaBHHX KA03eTa h h KAomM epAa. OHe Hte-
He KojHMa j e CHAa, c K p e n y c ac<J>aATHe TpaK e HeKo-
a h k o K o p a n a y noA>CKy TpaBy h a h y 3eAeHHAo n a p -
KHha. H e n e CKHHy n a n . h ocTaH y 3 a t o BpeMe cacBHM
ro A e K p aj M y n n c a p p a K o jn paAH h c t o mTO h OHa, He
MHCAe&H Aa AH j e TO npHCTOjHO HAH He. Aa HM KO
CKpeHe n a J K ity H a t o , o h h 6 h c e 3anyAHAH. KaKBe
Be3e HMa npncTojHOCT c 06 aBA.aH.eM TeAecHHx n o -
T pe 6 a ? KaKBa j e pa3AHKa H3Meby Ma K o je o a t h x
HenpHCTOjHHX H OHHX IipHCTOjH H X — K ao mTO j e
A H cam e, H a npH M ep?
npHHybeHH Aa ce oSAamiMO, m h cm o HeKe a©-
AOBe concTBeHor TeAa onrepeTHAH cpaMHHM, Apyre
npHCTOjh h m (JjyHKPHjaMa. A ah no neMy He 6 h a©bo-
jamcH h o c h a h ycTa H3a3HBaAH noHtyAy, Kao h Ae-
na Aojna Kojy m h m h c a h m o Aa Tpe6 a oAehoM caKpn-
t h o a norA eA a?
HeKH KajKy, p p m m c y 6 ecxHAHH, He n r r o to
je c y , H ero n r r o hx 6 o j a m n x o B e KOJKe He oroA>yje.
IX p H H --- TOBOpe TH maMHHOHH pa3AHKa --- OHH HaM
c e m m e yBeK o 6 yneHH. A o 6poH aM epH o h a h He, o h h
r p e m e . M h cm o 6 eAOKompH 3a A<f>pmcaHpe TaMaH
TOAHKO o 6yneH H k o a h k o c y h o h h HaMa. CeM T ora,
H a m a 6 o j a K once HeKHMa c e o a h .h x He CBHba h m h
cm o hm pyntH H n a n h B m n e H ero aA 6 nHocH. Th c y
6 a p rp ry p a B H . Ohh c y p p b o K o cH , 6 eAOKoncH h n e-

304
C T O Bp A O neraB H . J c a h h o y cH e, h o c h o c ra A e n p T e
AHua c y h m cacBHM HerpoHAHe.
I Io c T o jn npK raa: y T p eH y n cy KaA c y 3annH>aHH,
H 3 M e b y o n a h M ajK e n p o m a o j e 3 a o A y x , n a j e CBa-
k h e a 6 h h o c y CTBapn baBOAOB c h h . H n peM a TOMe
baB O .
— 3aHHMA>HBO — p e K a o m h j e n a T e p y 6eA oj
MaHTHjn (n p o A aB ao j e CBoj penHHK c y c y je3HKa H3a
KaTeApaAe, BaA>Aa H a jp y ro S m ije , HajuyHKepoAHKH je
HpKBe H a CBeTy) — n o c r o j n n p a e r a p a oBAaTTm»a n p n -
n a Aa c y n p ir a AaBHO npoT epaA H Ha ceB ep Te aA 6n-
H oce, baBOA>e CHHOBe. Y n p a B n y naK A a, oneBHHe aA-
6nHOHAa. J e p M ajKe — CM ernno c e crpyH H o yrojeH H
4>paTap — K o je c y h x poAHAe HHcy M orAe 6 h t h CMa-
TpaH e KpHBHMa h i t o ce, y T peH y n cy KaA c y h x 3anH-
H.aAe, H3Meby o n e B o r TeAa h h>hx n p o B y K ao caM He-
nacTHBH. A a h — (^p aT ap cTaAe Aa 6 p m n e H a o n a p n —
noTOMHH npoT epaH H x aA6nHOCa, p obeH H baBOA>OM
HHTepBeHIJHj OM, BpaTHAH Cy c e nOCAe HeKOAHKO B6-
KOBa. H h k o h m c e c noneT K a HHje O A ym ipao. C b h c y
j o in 3H3AH 3 a T aj CBoj, p e K a o 6 h x , pacH H h c t o h h h
rp e x . Ohh c y , p a A e b n p o n c K e nocAOBe 3 a 6eAe, o t -
KynA>HBaAH CBoj r p e x n p eM a M ajxaM a npaM ajK H , k o -
j e cy - h > h x o b h n p a o iiH HenpaBeAHo a h h i h a h A ene.
J e p , Ha K p a jy K p ajeB a, c no3HHHje h p h h x MajKH TAe-
AaHo, oHe c y h aA SnH oce poAHAe. Y 3 acncTeHH Hjy
COTOHe HAH He, TO HHje BaXCHO, j e AH TaKO? Po­
AHAe c y h x .
— IIpH 3H ajT e, K p a j CTe b h h 3 m h c a h a h ! — h h -
cHCTHpao caM . — H He caM o K p a j. Ao6py h o a o b h h y
npune.
— H e ja ! — H acM eiirao c e n a T e p . — JeA aH o a
npBHx M H cnoH apa, MaAH 6 p a T A n 6 o a npBH j e Ty
n p H n y yH eo y CBoje c ira c e . T b p a h o j e Aa My j e Taj
EberoB — cacBHM A o rn n aH , yocTaAOM — 3aKA.ynaK n o -
CAyjKHo. H Aa j e , 3axBaA>yjybH H>eMy, nocA e y n n o
A>yAe jeBaHbeocKOM TpnA>eH>y h o c t b a h m x p in n b a H -
CKHM BpAHHaMa KpOTKOCTH. J a He BHAHM y TOMe HH-
n r r a A orne.

20 OcKap AaBmo — X II 305

 — Ja nyHo! — noBH K aA a j e a M e p u n x a ijpHKHH>a
n o u iT o caM n p e n p n y a o T aj p a 3 r o B o p c cj>paTpoM. OHa
j e n p e roA H H y A aH a AOUiAa A a >xiibh h paAH y Tbh-
H ejH .
Bhah cmo y jeAHOM AOCTa uinpoxoM ApyniTBy
Ha Benepn Kojy je Aexap AcjjpHxaHap npnpeAHO y
nacT jeAHor cbot npe3ApaBeAor h oa CMpra cnaceHor
nauHjeHTa. JyrocAOBeHa.
— 3HanH HMajy npaBa ohh HauiH HHrepn Koju
HanyuiTajy xpHiuhaHCTBO h Bpahajy ce HCAaMy. O hh
TBpAe Aa hx xpmiihaHCTBO ynn noxopHOCTH h Aa c e
noKopHomhy He Moxce aoKh ao CAoSoAe. 3HaTe ah
Aa ce Beh HexoAHXo mhahohb aMepHHxnx HHrepa
BpaTHAo HCAaMy! O hh TBpAe Aa je t o Bepa xpaSpnx.
— B p a ra ! — npexH A e j e A ex ap . — HcAaM n p o -
noBeA a 4>aTaAH3aM h MHpeH>e: »CBe j e 3anH caH o h
th He MOJKeui n o 6 e h n oa CBoje cyA SnH e y pyicaM a
AAaxa!« CBe p e A H ra je , A p a ra P e S e x a , y n e hctom. H
<j>eTHLi_iH3 aM Hac j e craBA>ao noA BAacT H aTnpnpoA -
hhx CHAa, y cT B apn Heo 6jauiH>eHHX h HecxBaheHHX
npnpoAHHX n o ja B a , a u ix a t o 3H aun HeroAH oneT
HCTO. H 3 M e b y (jjeT H IH H C T H H X e nO K O pH O C T H , HCABM-
cK or 4>aTaAH3Ma h xpnm haH C K e kpotkocth — hh-
KaKBHX p a 3AHxa! Y B arne 3ApaBAje, P e 6 eKa! IlH jTe!
— HMa Beh HexoAHKO MHAHOHa HauiHX HHrepa
Koja cy ce BpaTHAH npaAeAOBCKoj Bepn — roBopHAa
je 3aMHuiA>eHo xipHa »AMepHKaHKa«, noBpaTHHua. H
OTKaA cy to yHHHHAH, nocTaAH cy xpa 6 pn, Tyxy ce
c noAHCMeHHMa, Kojn cy yrAaBHOM Ae6 eAH h j a x n
pnbn Hpun iiito CMpAe Ha upHO tthbo. H ja mhcahm
Aa je t o Ao6 po jep cy, OTxaA ce to hckoahko nyTa
AeCHAO, H TH HpUH CXB3THAH Aa He CMejy Hexa>K-
H.HBO Aa Tyxy Hac HHrepe xao npe ih to cy hhhhah.
Ja mhcahm Aa je t o AoSpo. HcAaM. Ja caM — mchh je
CBejeAHOi y CTBapn — bah 3 a Mace . . .
— T A e C T e H a y H H A H T y r A y n o c T ? — ckohh jkh-
BaxHH A e x a p . — I I o n e M y . c T e bh 6 oajH oa th x B a -
ihhx M a c a ? K a A H e n i T o H H je aoboa>ho A o S p o 3a B a c ,
3 a u iT O M H CAHTe A a h e BaA>aTH A p y r H M a . T a x o tobo-

306
p e — A e ic a p j e T p a x c n o p e n j a n y o a O H e K o ja 6 h M y
6 HAa n o T p e 6 H a — caM o eK cnA oaT aT opH T an o ro B o p e !
— K o ra j a , jaA H a, eKcriAoaTHmeM?
AeK ap c e 3aAOBOA>HO cM eum o, y c n e o j e cK o p o
Aa AOBeAe P e 6 eicy ao c y 3a . A oh to boah. OHa je
H>eMy TaKo AeTHH>acTa a, yoim iT e, cM euiH a h 3roAHa.
— C e 6 e h CBoje eKcnAoaTHiueTe — HacraBA>ao
je Aa ce CAyxcn CTporHM, cypoBHM peHHMa — jep ce
He onHpeTe aoboajHO eiccnAoaTaTopcKOM Hammy
MHiHA>eH>a h noKBapeHHM 4>pa3aMa Koje TaKBH n y -
uiTajy y cbct!
CaA he je oneT HaTepaTH Aa 3anAane: npoAy>KHO
je jorn naTeTHHHHje.
— 3 a H a c , K o jH M a c e m m e B e h B eK O B H M a H e -
n p a B A e , H e T p e 6 a B H iiie A a n o c r o j e y B 0 3 H e B e p c K e
hah a y T o x T O H e c jjo A K A o p H e C T a p y A H je , M a koahko
O B e A p y r A e M o r A e 6 hth HCK opHCTA>HBe 3 a j a n a a e
H a ijH O H a A H o r c a M o o c e h a H > a . H a M a j e , n p e C B e r a , H y -
5kho A a c e H 3 B y n e M O H 3 3 a o c T a A o c T H , j e c , mhc P e -
S e n a ! n o M a n c y h H H aM A a t o yhhhhmo S p J K e ho h ito
j e H o p M a A H o , ohh K o j n H aM to n o M a n c y B p a h a j y , y
C T B ap H , c a M O je A a H C T a p n A y r ! H e i c a H e o n e i c y j y hh
c K p y m e H y 3 a x B a A H 0 C T , hh n p e T e p a H O A jy6a3H O C T H .
H a M a j e n o T p e S H o A a uito 6 p> K e n o c T a H e M o c a B p e -
M eH H . A o c a A cmo 6 hah hphh. T o j e H 3 rA e A , <j>opM a
c a M o . Mh C B o j o j 6 0 j n T p e S a A a A aM O a K T y eA H H c a -
A p x c a j . H e K H H e cK H , hh a M e p H H K H , hh p y c K H , hh
( jjp a H u y c K H . H a m . A cjjpH H K H . A bh, mhc P e S e i c a —
o H C A aM y ! C p a M O T a .
— Y neM y 6 h 6 ho Taj a4>pHMKH caAP>Kaj? —
yM emaM c e j e p Me 3aHHMaAO aoktopobo MHiiiA>eH>e
BHiue HeroAH P e S e io m e cy 3 e h H>eHo npaB A am e.
— T p e 6a r a n p o H a h n .
— TAe heTe r a TpajKHTH?
— Y A tjjp n im , y HaMa h y CBeMy bcahkom, nAe-
MeHHTOM h AenoM mTO j e hobck ctbopho. Y H a y i m ,
T e X H H im , yM eT H O C T H .
— A ApyniTBO?

20* 307
 — CnrypHO hobo. CoimjaAH3aM ? ^.a. He aAMH-
HHCTpaTHBHH, KaKO BH KcOKeTe, He XipenHCHBaHKH,
KaKO 6hx ja peicao. Hh OHaj MeKH, AaSypHCTHHKH,
hh OHaj AaKejcKH, aMCTepAaMCKH.
— Hero?
— JeAaH Kojn 6h 3a apyhitbo hito ce nocreneHo
HHAycTpHjaAH3yje canyBao HeKopyMimpaHe OAHOce
H3Mefey A>yAH KaKBH cy ce OBAe OApacaAH ynpitoc
CBeMy, join H3 poaobckhx 3ajeAHHHa.
— Je ah Aa je jaKO naMeraH Ham aoktop? —
yriHTaAa Me Pe6eKa, HaOaAajyhn onpe3HO hcbhcokhm
IHTHKAaMa AOK CMO Ha OAAaCKy CHA33HAH HH3 CTpMe
CTeneHHHe AeKapeBor ctaHa HerAe ycpeA 6HAOHBHAa.

308
 2
PEIJHTAItHJA

— 3ainTO H e 6 h A o m a o H a M oj n a c ? — i r p e A -
a o jk h o m h je
MAaAH npocj>ecop, JyrocAOBeH. — B h -
Aeo 6 h K a K B e
b a ic e h m b m , CBecpAHo y n e , m h p h h c y
x a o 6 y 6mxe.
— 3HaM.
— A ah He 3H am A a h h k o a o h h x h 3 m ecT o r h
n e T o r p a 3 p e A a H e M a A o m a ir r a B a H b a . Ja C B o ja n p e A a -
B aH >a A p a c H M y T a K o a n c o A y T H o j t h h i h h h A a m h j e
C K o p o H e rrp n ja T H o .
— 3 a n iT o HenpnjaTHO?
— 3 a T o hito c a M H a B m c a o , T a M o y r p a A H h y
C p S n j e y kom c a M c A y n c 6 o B a o n e T r o A H H a , A a c e ,
n p e A a j y n n , cbbkh M H H y r n p e K H A a M jeA H H M : » M n p ,
A e p o ! « , n a mh j e to »mhp, A e p o « n o c T a A a y 3 p e H H p a
B e h n o c A e toahhy A a H a . I I p B H x H eA eA > a, T y hhcem
y M e o A a mhcahm 6 e 3 to t cbot »mhp, A e p o ! « . 3 6 y H > H -
B a o c a M c e h r y 6 HO hht H 3 A a ra H > a . T p e S a A o mh j e
B peM eH a A a c e C H abeM .
— H n je a h t o 6 h a o h 3aT o h i to c h n p ira y b e H
Aa n p e A a j e m H a 4 > p a im y £ K O M ?
— I I o iH T e H O r o B o p e h n , t o mh j e 3 a A a B a A o M a a e
T e n n c o h a . T a n H o j e A a c a M c n o n e T K a n n c a o C B o ja
npeAaBaaa, H H T a o hx H eK O A H K o n y T a koa K y b e h
K a o T A y M a it npeA otacabaom y n n o hx H a n a M e i . Cpe-
h o M , j a c n a A a M y O H e K o j n A o 6 p o 3 H a j y 4 > p a im y c K H .
— HMa ah h H3UTHX K o j n r a H e 3 H a j y ?

309
 He oAroBopti, Bpara ce cbom HHCHCTHpajyheM
no3HBy. OSehaM My, aKo . . . Ee3 o6aBe3e. Ako HafeeM
BpeMeHa.
T p e 6 a A o j e Aa c e t o nonoA H e b h a h m c. jeAHHM
npnjaTeA jeM . K o a o k o m h j e TeAe<j>oHHpao, c a cBera
noA a caT a 3aAOUH>eH>a, Aa j e cn p en eH h Aa Me m o a h
Aa H3BHHHM, aAH M ajKa My j e cTHTAa, 6oA ecH a j e
h o h M opa Aa j e OABeAe y OoAHHuy.
H 3nbeM H3 H otel de France, kojhm, HeMHpHo
HaKO A>y6a3HO, cpAaHHO MaAa HepB03H0, pykoboah
H eM H ua, <&paHuycKHFba n o Myxcy, H eM H ija K oja He
boah Aa j o j c e Kance Aa ro B o p n oaahhho 4>paHuycKH
»c MaAo, BpAO MaAo HeMaHKor aK ueH Ta«. KaA roA j o j
t o KaaceM, KOMiLAeKcnpa c e h noHHH>e Aa ce Henc*
K peHo, HeKaKo aAHOnjcKH HcnoBeAa.
T p n caT a: uiT a Aa paAHM n o T oj >Ke3H? A a o a sm
Ha nA ancy? Y ja H y a p y ? H e , y ja H y a p y Ha n A a aty —
HHKaKo! H n u iT a Me, y n p K o c B pyhnH H , HHje pa3yBe-
paBaAO Aa c e y ja H y a p y He K yna h HHiHTa Me HHje
ByKAo raMO rAe 6 h x 3aTeK ao H am e roA H inaBe cnoA>He
T pro B u e 3a noo6eAHHM npecjjepaH coM . YocTaAOM, a o k
CTHTHeM, o h h h e n o n e r a Aa OAAa3e: MHHHCTapcTBa
paA e h nocA e noAHe. H cnocT aB H he c e Aa c y c e y3a-
AyA noMyHHAH a o nie<i>a KaSnHeTa — MHHHCTap j e
Ha ceAHHim, Ha aepoA poM y, Ha K O H ^epeH unjH , ao -
b n T e c y T p a. AaHauiH>e K ao h cBaKo npeTXOAHO, Kao
h CBaKo cA eA ehe nonoA H e n p e T B o p n h e c e cBaKaKo y
jeAHO o a o h h x c y T p a KaA He k o h b h h o a o S h t h oa-
ro B o p h n o p y n S eH H n y .
CeTHM c e npHjaTeA>a, n p o cjieco p a.
H aA nycTHM yA nuaM a kpy>khah c y AeiiiHH apn
— 6ecnA aTH a rpaACKa caHHTapHa HHcneKHHja h hh-
CTaHKa KOAOHa. O ceK a j e oroA eA a npHO, jaK o n n r-
MeHTHpaHo KaMeH>e y3 o6aA y h hphh MyA> n o kom
c y ra n a A e xceHe c AeTeTOM Ha AebnM a y noTpa3H 3a
MopcKHM BoheM: uikoA>KaMa, p an n h H M a h cH nnnaM a.
n o H e K a H ap aH u ap K a y xAaAy 6 a o 6 a 6 a hah M aHra
TpA>aAa j e AecHH h 3 y 6 e bcahkhm, Ae6eAHM KHpAa-
hom. Y jeA H oj Be>KH, yAHHHH j e im c a p n n c a o n o ah-
310
KTaTy c r a p u a . 3acTaHeM Aa nocA yruaM Kaico c e chh,
A p a z u n a m c u n e , tokom AHKTHpaita iracM a npeT B apa
y S p aT a, 6 p aT H h a, o u a .
— K aK o to ? — ynMrraM n ocA e »AHKTaTopa«,
C T apua y nAaTHeHOM S y p H y c y HepaBHOMepHo 060-
jeHOM npupoAHHM hhahtom — x o h e T e ah to rracMO
Aa uiaAieTe chhy hah o u y ?
— CHHy.
— C A yuajH o caM u y o KaA CTe peKAH iracapy Aa
Haramie BarneM 6paTy Aa na3H Ha 3ApaBA>e.
— Cbh cmo mh M yuiK apuH 6p a h a , K ao
uito c y
CBe uceHe — c e c r p e .
— O H aj kom uiaA>eTe iihcmo, 3Haun, HHje BaM
O T au?
— 3oB e c e hcto K ao uito c e 3B ao h moj noKojHH
OTau.
H e u r r o Aa/be, noA pa3aneTHM uphhm K H iuoSpa-
hom — 6 e p 6 e p cK a p a A ita . II oa uiaTopcKHM kphaom
— o 6 y h a p j e y A a p a o ĆAOKeje Ha n o rn e T H u e K oje j e
n p e T o ra HcrrpaBHO. H a npeKpHBeHHM Te3raM a, MAa-
AH j e T o p 6 ap-TproBH H h c n aB ao H cnpynceH npeKO
H3AouceHe HHpH SepuiK e p o 6 e.
IIpeA H acfiajoM , npBOM aphobhom po 6hom Ky-
hoM , ry>KBa. IloA H U H ja Ha yA a3y c MyKOM oApucaBa
peA. CBe j e TaMO jeBTHHHje HeroAH koa A n 6 a H a u a
h ocTaAHX npHBaTHHx n p o A aB au a. 3 aT o h h.hx HMa
y ryucBH. P o 6 y K o jy h e , KaA yhy, A a K yne y Ha«j>ajH,
np o A aB ah e n ocA e 6 a p 3 a 50% cKynA>e y CBojoj paA-
h>h. Toboph c e Aa h e 3 0 o r tbkbhx n o ja B a BAaAa hah
3aTBopHTH p o 6 Hy K y h y hah 3aTBopHTH npHBaTHe
TproBHHe. OTKaA c e to uyAO, ry H ry A a je n o p acA a.
HapoA c e 60j n Aa He 6yAe n p en y u iT eH TproBUHMa,
obh c e 6 o je Aa hm c e He O H eM oryhn paA, h jeAHH
h A p y ru K y n y jy p o 6 y n o peryAHcaHHM hhckhm
ueH aM a.
Ha n u ja u H j e hchbo: AapM y AHucy npoAaBUH
KojH c e AOBHKyjy c K p a ja Ha K p a j. H n jeA H o r K y n u a
y to Ao 6 a HeMa. 3a B o h e j e joxu p a u o , 3a KyrAHue

311
a p a n i H A a , 3 a n a n p m c e , n o B p h e h c a A a x y — A O ip c a H .
3 a b H H b y B e h A eK O B H T e T p a B e H H je K a c H O , c a M o
H eM a K y n a p a .
I I p e n y H H T aK C H c T a j e h h m A H n ceM p y n y . T e n t a A
n p H M e h y je M A a H M a m e c T n y r c n iK a , H a K o H a K a p o c e -
p n jH n n m e : n eT M ecTa.
— H e M a M ecT a! — n a n c e m o c jje p .
— J a h y T y c h ! i h ! — jaB A > a c e j e A a H n y T H H K
H 3 B0 A H Te!
— 3ap h h c h penao A a h e m a o A o m c e ? — n H T a
r a Heno H 3 K O A a.
— T p e 6 a 6 h t h A .y 6 a 3 a H c a e r p a H i p i M a .
— C A a n c e M c e ! — O A T O B ap a O H a j i i r r o r a j e
n o A c e T H o A a j e 6 a p 6 h o H ayM H O a o A o m c e . — Y b n !
— n o 3B a M e.
— H e n a ! C a n e n a h y A p y r a K O A a.
— M oahm Te, y h H — H H C H c i n p a j y c b h — t h
ch C T paH ap.
H e B peA H m h H H ra ra . C b h c y h 3h h i a h , c b h M e
y B e p a B a j y A a j e t o H o p M a A H O . I H o ^ e p CTpnA>HBO
T A eA a n p e A c o 6 o m .
C B e c e 3 a B p m a B a T H M e i h t o y je T K O 3 e A eH H h
KOAH6 p H JK yT H MOCKBHH y A a 3 HMO CBH . C e A a M n y T ­
H H K a h m o 4 > ep . K o j n h e M e , n o A a 3 e h n , y n H T a r a A a a h
x o h y d ir e c tio n h a h d e p la c e m e n t?
n p B H c e T H n B oncH > e n A a h a , 6 e 3 o 6 3 H p a H a Ay-
JK H H y n y T a , 25 < j> p aH aK a, A p y m — 150, j e p i p e 6 a
C K peH yT H M a n a p h cTO TH H y M e r a p a c a je A H o r o a
n e r a p H rA a B H a n p a B ija .
H M a o c aM c p e h y . Je A a H o a c a n y rH H K a , O H aj
K o jn m h ceA H c K o p o y K pH A y, 6 h o j e y E B p o rra ,
p a A H O y j e A H o j H C T O H H O H eM am co j c jp a S p m jH . H a y -
h h o je H e n rro nenncH .
— K a n o n e n iK H ?
— n p B O caM 6 h o y A p e 3A eH y, a n o c A e , a y ^ k o ,
y n p a r y . » H a 3A a p , n a H e !« — A o S a p y je m h H a
pacT am cy.

312
 A o HHJKe rHMHa3Hje HeMaM h h 150 M eTapa. A a h
K o m y A ja h nA ax H eH e naH T aA O H e c y mh c e x a n o H 3-
ryjKBaAe Aa c e p em aB aM A a c e BpaTHM. H M a a h
CMHCAa TaKaB y p a 3 p e A ?
CTHrao caM y n p a B H nac. BeAHKH je oamop h
Mo j npnjaTeAj AHKyje.
— H A y fe n n y T hy Te aobccth c b o jh m K O A H M a.
H O A r o B a p a m h Ha maiaae.
— Aa, KynyjeM KOAa! JeAaH 4>pamiycKH KOAera
OAAa3H h npoAaje m h c b o j a o <|>h h 3a 250 xHA>aAa.
Ilpemao je caMo 56.000 KHAOMeTapa. JecTe, Ha npo-
Aehe HanymTa Acj>pHKy.
M h o c t h n p o ^ e c o p n H 3 3 a n a A H H X 3eM aA > a H e h e
B H u ie A a o c T a H y . He i h t o 6 h h m b a h p a 3 A o r a A a c e
n o J K a A e . C a M O , n o e r a j y C B ecH H A a j e H e K a K B a h > h x o -
B a M H c n j a 3 a B p m e H a . O h t h m h c t h M e b y H rH M a A O A a jy :
3 a c a A . A a h p a 3 o n a p a H O O A M a x y jy p y K O M .
»Pa3yMeTe« — Kaxce rocnoAHH IIoa — »ja caM
300AorHja, 6oTaHHKa, SHOAornja — mh ce hh npe hh
caA hhcmo MemaAH y noAHTHKy. To ce 3HaAo h 3Ha:
npo(j)ecopH ce 6aBe HacTaBOM caMO. IIoAHTHKa,
3HaTe, to ce Meaa. Hayna je BenHTa. Aa, nAaTe cy
HaM 6HAe neT-mecT nyxa Behe Hero y OpamiycKoj,
a y oho ce BpeMe xy motao Aa jkhbh npocTO — 6ec-
nAaxHO. CBera je, npHAe, 6hao. Hh caA He 6h 6hao
Aome, aAH HeMa XHTa Aa ce Kynn. CTaH h 6oj — to
je 3a Hac npo«J)ecope jom yBeK 6ecnAaTHo Kao h npe.
A h AHBHy BHAHixy caM ao 6ho. MaAO H3BaH rpaAa,
aAH ja hy CBoja KOAa Aa 3aApncHM aok He oacm,
Manap hx TaA Mopao npoAaTH 6yA3ainTo. YocTaAOM,
npoOAeM TpaHc4>epa HHje pemeH. Ja caM, peiiHMO,
HiTeAeo h, 3a obhx Aecex roAHHa paAa y TBHHejn,
CKynHAO ce nonpHAHHHO 6aHKHOxa. Ao npe Ase
roAHHe — HHje 6hao npo6AeMa. Oa cbotc Kojy caM
ymreAeo y nocAeAH.e BpeMe, TpaHc^epHcahy 3Ba-
hhhho, npeKO rBHHejcKe HapoAHe 6aHKe, 4 0 oacto.
3 a ocTaAo hy MopaTH Aa ce AOBHjeM.«
»Kano?« — yrorra Moj npnjaTeA h caM y HeKy
pyKy 3aHHTepecoBaH 3a pemeae npoSAeMa rpaHC-
313
4>epa OHe yniTebeHe cBOTe nrro npeAa3H 40 oacto.
FocnoAHH IIoa panmpH pyKe h n y h H y TaHKHM
ycHaMa:
»IIocToje A>yAH KojH ocTajy Ty h AaA>e Aa
JKHBe. HMaM jeAHor iukoackot APyra, paAH y koh-
3yAaTy, pa3yMeTe? CaMO o thm craapHMa HHje
3TOAHO npHHaTH.«
CBa uiKOACKa 3BOHa HMajy hcth 3ByK. TpraeM
ce, nocKOHHM: HHcaM cnrypaH Aa 3HaM jom yBeK
TaOAHuy MHOjKeita. IIorAeAaM y npHjaTeA>a. Y3HMao
je mhpho KaTaAor neTor pa3peAa.
— IIlTa je? — aAH ce Aocera — jom Te cena?
IIpeA yAa30M y pa3peA crajao je AenaK — ncyre
janaHCKe caHAaAe-nanyne oa nAacTHHHe Mace,
KpaTKe, TecHe naHTaAOHe, mapeHa KomyA>a: npHe
xpH3aHTeMe Ha 3eAeHOM He6y — bah norAeA Bpeo,
y36ybeH .
— TocnoAHHe npo4)ecope, hhcbm cTHrao Aa
npemmieM necMHuy, Mopao caM Aa hacm no aok-
Topa h nocAe y anoTeKy. Moja cecTpnna ce pa3-
SoAeAa.
— Eto! — pene mh npHjaTeA>, noMHAOBaBnm
Aenana no acTpaxaHCKH pyHacToj koch — koa Hac
ce to HHKaA He 6h AecHAO. Ham 6h MaHrymmh npe-
nncao necMy 3a BpeMe OAMopa. Ohh He 3Hajy Aa
noABa&yjy, nomTeHH cy.
— MojKAa je 6oAje pehn Aa cy noHocHH.
— He. HMajy HeBepoBaTHo mhoto hckot, penao
6hx, ypobeHor ocehama KojHM AH<j>epeHUHpajy ao-
6po oa 3Aa, oho mro ce cMe oa ohot mTO ce He CMe.
— AoctojaHCTBeHH cy!
— Hnje to 6am AocTojaHCTBo. MoJKAa caMo
HceA>a Aa He 6yAy kphbh.
— HeMaM yTHcaK Aa Te ce mbah 6ojao.
— Eojao ce ce6e, cbot ocehama KpHBHne. To je
caBecT.
— JeAHOM penH, caBecT je, no TeSn, CTpax oa
KpHBHne, 3anpaBo oa nocAeAHna KpHBHne.
314
 — IIo c A e A H u a , a n crp a K T H O y 3 eT H X . O h ce He
6 o j n M e H e . A a h H e 6 h x T e o A a o S M aH O M y B p e A H M e H e ,
h h t h A a r a , y x B a h e H o r y obM aH H , j a c npaB O M x a 3 -
HHM H y B p e A H M .
Y h ia h c m o .
— C eA H T e! — p e n e rr p o c ^ e c o p , x o j n 3 a i m c a o a -
c y T H e h , c T o j e h n H 3 a cT O A a, o r a o n e — j e c T e a h c b h
ceM E a 6 y x a p a n p e m ic a A H n e c M H u y ?
— J a c a M j e h Haynno H a n a M e T .
— BpAo AoSpo, AA<j)a. Xoheui a h Aa je H3A&-
K A a M y je m ?
A e n a x y M a jn n n 6 e 3 p y K a B a , S yuM acT H X o 6 p a 3 a
h K p y n H H X O K p y rA H X O H H jy , H 3 n b e 6 e 3 p e n n H 3 T p e h e
K A y n e , A o b e a o T a 6 A e , y M H p n c e n a , npH A > y 6 A>eHHx
p y x y h h 3 rn a B O B e n A a B H x n a H T a A O H H u a , h 3 k a o h h c e
y CTaBy m h p h o n p o c j i e c o p y , n a O H A a u eA O M p a 3 p e A y .
B h c o k h m n p o A o p H H M rA a c o M H3r o B o p n h b c a o b :
— La chanson du Dioliba.
H 3 6 p o ja y c e 6 n a o T p n ( b h a c a o ce t o n o T p n
n p c r a h a K o ja j e c b b h o y 3 rn a B n a H T aA O H H u a ), y 3 e
B a3 A y x a, npoA yJK H :
— A y T o p n e c M e x o j y h y B a M H 3 p e iiH T O B a T H
j e c r e J t e r o B a E x c e A e H u n j a , M H H H C T ap y H y T p a im b H X
nocA O B a, A p y r K eH T a O o A e 6 a .
PeKaBiiiH to, HaKAOHH ce jorn jeAHOM: hh Hac-
TaBHHKy, hh ApyroBHMa, Hero cbhmb h CBeMy noA
H e 6 oM .
B oA H 6 a j e , H a M aA eH x ey , HM e B eA H xe p e x e H h -
r e p a . K e H T a <E>oAe6 a , c a A a n iH > H M H H H C T ap y B A a A H
C e x y T y p e a , a y T o p je h necM e o jy H a x y A A ^ a ja ja
h n n c a n H H 3a A p y r n x n p n ro A H H X , n o A H T H H x n x c x e -
n e B a , x y n A e T a h c t h x o b 3 , aA H h x o M n o 3 H T o p t b h -
H e j c x e X H M H e. M A a A , e H e p r n n a H , npeA y3H M A > H B ,
o p r a H H 3 0 B a o j e H e r A e y 1 9 5 5 . H 3 B p c H y < j)O A X A opH y
r p y n y r t A e c a n a h n e B a n a h c h> om o 6 H A a 3 e h H c b c t ,
C T H ra o h a o H a c . Y c n o M e H e H a T y n o c e T y j o r n c y
M y C B e x c e h c e h a c e j o i n y B e x o h h x <j>peHeTHHHHX
a n A a y 3a y B e o rp a A y , 3 a r p e 6 y , H a P n je p n , a n A ay 3 a

315
K o jH M a c y S h a h n o 3 ApaBA>eHH h o h h H > eroB a r p y n a .
»He 3 H aM K aK O «, p e n a o m h j e , »aA H j a c a M o c e h a o
y n p o A y n c e H O M m b e c K y s a m e n y S A H K e B H iiie H er o A H
3 a xB aA H O cT 3 a 3 aAOBOA>cTBO K o j e j e H M aA a r A e A a j y h n
h C A y m a j y h n Ham n p o r p a M . O c e r a o c a M h CBe A p y r o .
I l p e c B e r a c H M n a T H je 3 a S o p S y H a m e r H a p o A a . H
coA H A apH O C T c a c b h m ocA oS oA H A aH K H M n o K p e T H M a
C B eT a.
H 3j a B a j e t o . T p e S a p a 3 yM eT H h M H H H cr p a .
M h c a h o j e A a t o h c c a h m A a n y je M n a m h j e p e K a o
n p e H eK H A aH , K aA c a M h p a 3 r o B a p a o c h> hm , o h o
i h t o j e np eT n ocT aB H O A a h e M e p a A O B a ra A a n y je M ,
a A a B b era, H > e ro B y (^ y H K ip a jy y B a a a h n a h h B A a A y
h h h h m H e o S a B e n c e . H a c m o AaA>e.
To jecT BpaTHMo ce y pa3peA.
AA<j>a j e p e ip iT O B a o yH CH BA>aBajyhH c e S e 3 H a-
n o p a y KOH BeHH H OH aAH e CTHXOBe T e e A e r n j e o H h -
r e p y , KOM e m e r o B a r o A o r p y A a A e n a c n p a h K O M y
p y i r n n e B a j y C B a K o r j y r p a , c B p x a M H p a A o p a H aA
3 eA eH H M nn p H H H aH H M n oA jH M a, n e c M y o H>eM y, B o -
A n S a y , H n r e p y , K o j n 3 H a k o a h k o r a BO A e CBa p n S a p -
CK a c e A a K o j a x p a H H S e 3 m c a K B e p a n y m m e . O h h ,
p n S a p n h ceA >aH H , p a 3 y M e j y H a jS o A > e »T B o j j e 3 HK h
T B o j T e M n e p a M e H T . I l a C B aK e r o A H H e o k o T B o j n x
TpaB H H X C A a S n H a A O A a še A a n r p a j y y T B o j y n a c T ,
H3p a H c a B a j y h n n e c M a M a HCHBOTHy paA O C T K o j y c h
h m t h , B o A H S a , A a o . T e i m 3 aTO , n a c H H H n r e p y , h
B p r n n h A a A .e C B o j y xiA eM eH H T y M H c n j y y c B e r y
H P h h x A>yAH. A o k S y A e r n HCHBeo, B o A H S a , HCH Behe
h H a m a n p o c T p a H a r m p H im a H a noA > a; a o k S y A e m
o n A o h n B a o H a r n e H>HBe h p a c ij B e T a B a o H a m e p a B -
H H ixe, H a n m C T a p n , K o j n n o H H B a jy n o A A p seT O M p a 3 -
r o B o p a h c a B e T a , S A a r o c H A > a h e T e 3 a y B e K .«
IIo A > o n p H B p e A H a H o cT a A T H ca H .a M H H H c ip a y H y -
T p a m m H X n o c A O B a H e a H r a a c y j y E b e r o B y M H H H cra p -
c K y a i o m j y y B A aA H i h t o c e o K p e n y A a H H A y c T p n ja -
AH3 a i m j H . A a h n a K O K o m m x iH p a H a K O H B eH im oH aA -
h o , n a K o c e H H je p a 3 a h k o b a A a M H o r o o a c a h h h h x
n e c M H ix a k 3 k b h x H M a O A yB eK no c b h m H H T am caM a

316
H a C B e ry , n o m rra H K a M a K o je n o y n a B a jy A e p y
O A a c B y A A a je A H H o H e K ii II o T O M a K , H e K H T n 6 a p ,
H e n a C eH a, H eK a T eM 3a , H eK a EA 6 a , H eK a B n cA a,
H eK H A y n a B , H e K a B d A r a , H e K H P h o Aa I L v a i a ,
H eK H J a H n j e K j a H r , H e K H E y c j> p a T H H je o 6 w m a , H e r o
H3y 3 e x H a p e K a h CBe o c ra A O h i t o c a M h x y n c a A
c A y n i a o H e 6 e 3 H 3 B e c H e T H x e T y r e H a A o n n iT O M ,
CBeA>yACKOM n e A a r o n i K O M K p e T e H H 3 a u H j o m o c H O B a -
H a h rH M H a 3 H C T a y H M e A o 6 p n x H a M e p a h o c T a A H x
n y T eB a y n a K a o , H naK y T oj j e necM H 6 h a o h p e n n
o j e 3 H K y h T e M n e p a M e H T y n a c H e B O A e h o H > eH oj
n A e M e H H T o j M H C H jn . T o 6 h c e h h h h a o C M e iim o
A a H H je A eA O B aA O H C K p eH O . Ho K a A j e M a A in n a H
c r a r a o A o O H o r M e c T a r A e c y c e cn o M H B b a A H » H a n m
C T a p n K o jn n o H H B a jy n o A A p s e x o M p a 3 r o B o p a h
c a B e T a « , A e n a K K O M e c y A O TA e o h h c n j a A e 3 a n a A ) e H e
H6 KHM CeTH HM y C X X ih e iie M , H e 3 aA p>K H B O j e 6 p H 3 H yO
y r i A a n , n p e K H H y o H a T p e H y T a K p e p H T a r p i j y h K O A y-
T a jy h n onH M a n o n e o A a c e T p ece.
— ^CHBeAa H je ro B a E K c e A e m m ja A Pyr Moah6 o
KeHTa! — BHKHyo j e yTOM HeKo hcto Kpo3 cy3e.
OKpeHeM c e : 6ho j e to E a 6 y K a p .
— AoAe KOAOHnjaAH3aM! HeKa name caoSoahh,
He3aBHCHH h yjeAHH>eHH HapoAH Acjjpmce!
Cbh c y y pa3peAy hmbah c y 3 e y o n H M a . H n c y
cbh r p p a A H h j e p a A H . Aah cbh c y 6h a h y 3 6 y h e t m h
H 3 6 a n H B a A H n a p o A e . A e n A a c n p a H o , a a h A e n o H a H eK H
H anH H . M eH H 6 a p . T aA .
H n j e mh 6hao T e i m c o A a hx cxbhthm. 3 a p hhcmo
h mh to a h k o r o A H H a n a T H A H p o 6 y j y h n ? H n j e ah
h A a H -A aH a c H a m a A H T e p a T y p a j o i n y B e K n p e 3 a c n -
h e H a e M o im ja M a K o je , a K o h H H cy n p o m n n h e H e ,
H H cy H e n cK p eH e.
O n e p m n y h H h>hm3, H e n p a B H c e y B e K A o S p a
A H T e p a x y p a , a A H c e y h3bcchhm h cto p h j ckhm x p e -
H y p H M a c a M O T a K o , H 3 rA e A a , y c n e B a A a c a o m n x H
C B e H a p H O H a A H a H A H K A B C H a C O A H A apH O C T.
3a K o jy A epeH H jy, oceTA>HBOcx h e h Ty xpajKHTH
A p y re noACTHpaje h noBOAe. H MOJKAa h e ce MAaAnhn

317
KojHMa 6 y A e Aomao ao pyicy EoAH6a H>eroBe E k-
ceAeHUHje qyAHTH HaHBHOCTH cboj'hx oqeBa Koju cy
xiAaKaAH jaBHO cAymajyhn Te yMeTHHHKH Hejane
pequ. Ja ce Hehy qyAHTH. Pa3yMeM 6oa. Pa3yMeM
Hacyumy noTpeSy 3a cao6oaom, thm xac6om XAe6-
HHjHM OA XAe6a.

318.
 3
AOIIOBH H 3KAHAAPH

Ha noBpaTKy, y TaKCHjy y k o m caM ceAeo caMo

c jorn jeAHHM CTapHjHM A^pHKaHueM Kpaj mocj>epa,
CHiuao caM oneT Ha nnjauH. 3a o h h x 25 4>paHaKa,
Ty m h je HeKaKO 6 h a o HajaroAHHje.
Aah TeK uito caM onpe3HO CTao Ha npaimt>aBH
3eMA>aHH TpOTOap, HHjH je HHBO HHJKH OA pa3HHe
ac4>aATHpaHe pecTe, 3anyjeM HeAaAeKH npoAopHH
KpHK.
— ApJKTe AonoBa!
Y Hepa3yMA>HBoj ctpuh Koja HacTa, cBe je Kpe-
HyAO, jypHAO, npecKaKHBaAo Te3re, Kopne c HapaH-
uaMa. lIpeKO nnjaHHHX nAOHHua KOTpAjaAe cy ce
rAaBe Ty jano CKynor h peTKor AyKa, BaA>ao ce
pacyTH KpoMnnp, ra3HO Kynyc h cyBe pH6nue no-
AOHceHe no acypaMa. Cbh mhphch cy nocTaAH jann.
H ja, Kojn caM ce HaAa3Ho join yBen Ha hctom
MecTy Ha Koje caM 6ho CTao KaA caM ce MaAonac
HCKpnao, h ja caM ocerao KaKo ce jane 3HojHM. A
HenoMHHaH.
M a A a c e H a cT a B A > aA a T p K a y p a 3 H H M n p a B ii H M a ,
M a A a c e B H K a A H 3 a A a H 3 p a 3 H H X y rA O B a .
Ko je AonoB? — noKymaBao caM Aa noroAHM.
Aah cbh cy jypHAH CBe, 6eHcehH oa cbhx. TaKO mh
ce hhhhao Aa caM TAeAao Te CTape h MAaAe rra-
janHe TproBne Kano ceBajy npecKanyhn 6ypaA, xpne
xpaHe, iHHpoKe Te3re. BehHHOM cy 6hah y ohhm
npemnpoKHM h ao 3eMA>e AyrHM rpaH6y 6yHMa.
319
 Haj3aA je aoiiob yxBaheH. Bho je to jeAaH cHa-
3«aH, bhcok ma3ah6/ HcyKaHHx SeAHx 3y6a, y nan-
TaAOHaMa oa ppHor cepnca h A>y6HnacToj Majnpn
HCnOA 6eAHHaCTOCHBe BeTpOBKe OA nOAHBHHHACKe
HMHTapuje 3MHjcKe Koace. Boc. Aah cyAefiH no He-
jkho HcyTHM neTaMa h TaSaHHMa — oACKopa.
IIaMTnhy Ayro OHy BteroBy KpaTKy BeTpoBKy.
AsanyT je npojypHO y H>oj icpaj MeHe. Bho je y ro-
MHAH C OCTaAHMa H BHKaO C H>HMa: »AP^c'Te AO-
noBa!« Y pypn je AP^cao 3apbaAH neKHh h KaTaHan.
OKpynceH caA MacoM pohycTHHx h y36ybeHHx A>yAH,
KojH cy cbh y hcth Max roBopHAH, AaxTao je join oa
Tpnafta c H3pa30M aTAeTe Kora cHHMajy nocAe cth-
3ait>a Ha hha», yMopHor, c HemiM 3rabeHHM y Kpaje-
BHMa ycaHa, pa3onapaHHM y onHMa, aAH cpeTHHM Ha
jaroAHpaMa h oa h>hx CBe ao y3ApxTaAe o6hhho
jadynnpe.
To nocAeAH>e, Ta cpeha Ha A n p y My je caMo caA
HeAocTajaAa. CpehaH HHje 6ho: ABojnpa cy ra y36y-
beHHx nnjanapa ApntaAa 3a pyKe, a Tpehn, noKpa-
AeHH, oTHmao je no ncaHAapa.
OBaj Hnje CTajao AaAeKo oa MeHe. Aah je, Kao
h ja, CBe to MHpHO nocMaipao. MnpHHje oa MeHe.
IIlTaBHnie, KaA je peAa jypn>aBa Beh oTnoneAa, oh je
oKpeHyo Aeba imjapn, hcto HaBAam, Kao Aa ra je
3aHHMaAO HeniTO Apyro, 3aHHMA>HBHje: Ha npHMep —
OHCHBeAO npoTHpasbe KOAa H3 rpaAa npeMa aepo-
ApoMy h ošparao.
HarAameHO ce mhpho OKpeHyo TproBpy Kojn ra
je ByKao 3a pynaB 06jaim&aBajyhn My Aa je no-
KpaAeH.
— O neMy ce paAH?
— OHai TaMO Me noKpao. YxBaTHAH cmo ra Ha
AeAy.
— IIlTa hy th oHAa ja?
To j e 6hao aothhho acaHAapMy Kojn j e mhpho
H 6 e 3 HKaKBe paA 03H aA 0CTH n o rA e A a o y n p a B p y
A o n o B a. AorHHHo to iraxaH>e H Hje 6hao T p ro B p y .

320
 — Keko oirra hem mh? — Bmcao je — ko Tpe6a
Aa ra oABeAe y xanc, t h h a h ja?
— Ja Tpe6a Aa xBaTaM KpHBiia h Aa ra cnpo-
BeAeM.
— To h Ka>KeM. Eho ra TaMO, crrpoBeAH ra.
— n o neMy je oh KpHBaq? HHiirra ja H iic a M
BHAeo.
— Aah ja th KanceM.
— A KO CH TH?
— Ja caM TproBau.
— TproBaij? 3 a MeHe cy upe caera cbh TproBim
AonoBH. HecTO Behn oa ohhx Kojn hx noKpaAajy.
3aTo ja H>HMa mhoto He BepyjeM.
— K pahy cy b h acah cbh. Cbh cy ra jypHAH. H
cbh n o M o r A H Aa r a yxBaTHMO.
— Kojn to cbh? — nHTao je ncaHAap caBpmeHo
MHpaH.
— Cbh . . . OBa ABojmja Koja r a Apace. H octbah
OKOAO HjHX.
Jecy AH H OHH TprOBIXH?
— Jecy! — pene iproBap oAjeAHOM HecnrypaH
y ce6e h CBe. — Aah . . . h ohh cy noiHTeHH rpahaHH
OBe 3eMA>e.
— TproBim nomTeHH? Cbh cy TproBim AonoBH.
Ybck Tpasce BHme, yBeK Ha6njajy peHe, yBeK cKpn-
Bajy po6y HcnoA Te3re, yBeK. . .
OqajaH, TproBmih no3Ba pyKOM CBoje npHjaTeA>e
h KOAere.
— AoBeAHTe ra OBaMo!
YxBaheHH ce HHje 6ym io. M hpho je npHA33Ho
HcaHAapy. Y pyim je Apacao jom yBeK yKpaAetm
HeKHh h KaTaHap.
— IIlTa je to 6hao? — ynHTao je AonoBa mhpho
yHH<j)opMHcaHn HenpnjaTeA. rproBana.
— HncaM KpHB, rocnoAHHe HapeAHirae! JeAHa
CTapa HceHa Me MOAHAa Aa joj Ha6 aBHM KaTaHap, kojh
Me 3aMOAHAa Aa 3aKypaM Ha BpaTa H>eHor craHa, ja
caM o6ehao Aa hy joj ncnyHHTH MOA6y, bah hhcbm
6am HMao napa, n a caM . . .
21 OcKap — X II
321
 — Th h h c h , ,AaKAe, t o yicpao, H e ro n o 3 a jM H o ?
— Aa! — oSpaAOBa ■ce aohob H3HeH3AHoj no-
mo&h h 3a6p3a inapajy&H OHHMa — 3aMOAno caM
ra Aa mh to no3ajMH, oh je npncTao, Aao mh, h KaA
caM noqeo Aa ce yAaA>yjeM oa aeroB e Tešre, oh je
noBHKao 3a mhom : » A p ^ 'ie AonoBa!«
— B h a h ih ! — o K p e H y c e A H K yjyhn n caH A ap n o -
KpaAeHOM — b h a h h i — h , B H A ehk A a r a .je A o e r a
CBeTa O K pyatH A o, n o n c e A e A a o A p n c n MHTHHr: » H n j e
T e cpaM O T a! B p a T a A tjjp in c a im a A ancH o o m y n c y je i n .
Aa h TaKBH c i e b h T proB ijH . C aM o rA eA aT e A a o m b a n -
K aT e A>yAe h m h c a h t c K a n o c e 6 n A a -H anpaB H T e
peK A aM y!« — n a c e o K p eray H a6ebeH O M A o n o B y : —
» B p a r a t h a e M y n e i u i h h KaTaHaix k o j h t h j e n o 3 a j-
m h o . M eH H 6 a m c a A T p e 6 a A a A o b e cM eH a, n a h y
Te oABecTH C B o jo j K yfrk. H M aM j a TaMO cyB H m aH
neK H h h KaTaHaiJt. Ja h y t h h x no3ajM H TH . A b h —
p a3 A a 3 . H A a BaM H e n aA H e B H m e H a naM eT A a
AancHO o n T y n c y j e ie A>yAe. C b h c m o m h 6 p a h a . C b h
CMO jeAHO. A<j)pHKaHHH.«
T a K B o r p e n H T o r aH T H T proB am cH p a c n o A o n c e H o r
n ca H A a p a j o m H H caM BHAeo. C n o p o M e 6 h o y s e p n o
A a HHcaM BHAeo o h o i h t o caM M o ra o A a b h a h m A a
caM x i e o : T peH KaA c e o B a j M A aA nh o n c a H H o o a
T e 3 re a T p ro B a ij, K o jn j e 3a t o B peM e p a 3 r o B a p a o
c KOAeroM , H H je M o ra o A a b h a h m i a M y c e A e m a B a
H 3a A e h a . I l a n n a K , T p ro B a it r a j e o t k p h o o h h m yB eK
6yAHHM ncehecB ojH H C K H M nyAOM n r r o r a o6aB ecT H A o
A a c e H e n r ro HeHopMaAHO 3 6 n B a H 3a m e ro B H x A e h a .
H a h c e , n p o c T o , M oncA a O K peH yo A a n o rA e A a H e HAe
a h KaKaB noTeH H H jaA H H K y n a n K o r 6 h T pe6aA O 3 a-
A p n c a r a . T eK , BHAeo j e h a h A o n o B a y n a c y KaA j e
K p a o , h a h j e n p H M e m o , O K peH yB m n c e , OHaKO, 6 e 3
p a 3 A o r a , A a M y c T e 3 re HeAOCTaje H eK a p o 6 a , n a n o -
A H rao rA aB y h o n a 3 n o 6 a m t o n r r o M y j e MaEMcaAo
y p y u H A o n o B a h OHAa n o B m c a o o h o h i t o j e n o B m c a o .
T p roB U H c y c e pa3HAa3HAH. B h a h c y k h b h h H a
n ca H A a p a B H m e H eroA H H a A o n o B a . K o j n h x H H je
yB peA H o oniT eTH B iiiH je A H o r o a h >h x . H a n p o iH B . K p a -

322
A e c e ; o a o h o t k o H M a . A h m e i i h H H je yB peA A > H B o.
A o k ^ c a H A a p . . . 3 A a c y B p e M e H a A o n i A a 3 a T p ro B E je ;
H A a H H c y A 4 > p H K aH H H . K o j n j e c y ; 3 a » c a A H A H 6 h 3 a
B p e M eH H M a K a A c y c e c b h x c a H A a p H , y ' t b k b h m •c A y -
n a je B H M a 6 a p , 6 e 3 p a 3 M H n iA > aH > a cTaB A >aA H H a be>h-
x o B y C T p a H y . H e K a J K y — a i c o 6 h c e c n o p b o a h o H3~
M e fe y 6 e A i i a h r t p H o r . A p y r o j e t o t b a 6 h a o . T a A ’ 6 h
jK a H A a p 6 h o H a c r p a H H o e A e , r o c n o A a p e K e , baB O A >e
6 o j e . A a h t o M y j e T a x o — H H K aA A 3 a A o 6 p a y je A H o
h H H K aA c B a 3 A a H a je A H O M i
— Hena! — t p a h a h cy xcaHAapa noH3AaA>e Apy-
t h TproBipi. — Yo6pa3HO ce. Jyne je Aoniao H3 u y H -
rAe, a AaHac HaM a p >k h roBope. Ko je b h a o o 4>a h k
Aa MHTHHryje! CpaMOTa!
— C t b h h ! — C H K H y H c a H A a p , p a B H O A y in a H H a
T p r o B p e K o j n c y c e B e h p a 3 n n iA H , h y x B a T H H B p c io
3 a p y n y A o n o B a K o j n j e n o n e o n o A a n o A a c e y A a A > y je
— y 3 M eH e A a c T o jin n h A a c e rH H c n M aK ao .
T o j e p e n a o h b p c th m , h h m e a o a< j> pH K aH C K O -6paT -
ck h m T A a c o M . Y o n n r r e , c a A K a A c y c e T p r o B i p i y A a -
A jhah h o h o c r a o c a M c A o n o B O M ; K o j e n r r a c e y H>e-
ro B O M A P » a B & y h 3 m c h h a o .
— Ilp eA A O H C H o 6 h x t h A a m h K a a c e m rA e cT a-
H y j e m ! — p e n e AonoB.
— A a n e 6 h h M eH e A a n o K p a A e m ?
— He! — OTe ce KpyiraoM MAaAnhy— oramao
6hx ao cTapHpe Aa joj 0 6 j bchhm Aa ce cTpnn jom
maao aok Te «e cMeHe; na 6hx oa H>e ©HAa Aomao
npaBo Te6n Kybn.
— A p y K H H j e b e M o m h ! Th h e m T y c r a j a t H c a
m h o m a o k M e H e C M e H e . J o m je A a H c a T . A n o c A e h y
T e j a oA B ecTH y x a n c .
— MeHe? — n y A H o ce M A a A n h . — 3 a m T O ?
— 3 a T O m T o c h n o K y m a o Aa n o K p aA em HOBexa,
6 p a T a A 4> pH K aH pa.
— A a h o h j e T p ro B a p ! — n o n y c iH M A aA nh —
a T p ro B im c y H a jB e h n A o n o B H .
— CXaxceM ce. A a h t o HMa npaBa A a h m Kante
caMo OHaj ko He KpaAe.
21* 323
 — J a caM no3ajM H o, hhcbm K p a o . CaM ch to
penao.
— CAaJKeM ce Aa caM to peKao, jep ja TproB-
UHMa He JKeAHM Aa AajeM 3a npaBO. H h y n erap n
OKa, h h Ha jaBHOM MecTy. Aah ano j a n e boahm
TproBpe 3aTO h ito cy AonoBH, ja He boahm h h AonoBe
3axo m ro cy . . . h ito cy . . .
— TproBiin! — AoSaiiHM Aa M y n o M o r a e M .
— CAanceM ce! — pene, OKpeHy mh ce, no3ApaBH
H HOHOBH --- TaHHO . . . TpTOBHH. YKpaAeHO --- IipO-
A a jy . K o M e ?
— TproBiiHMa! — pene obot n y ra AonoB — h
to no neT n y ra jeBTHHHjoj neirn. C ry 6HTKOM mh
paAHMo.
— l i o neT n y r a jeBTHHHjoj n e H H ? He. A ancern,
6 p a T e A ^ p rn c a m ie . H bh 3 a p a b y je T e . Bac yKpaAeHo
H in irra He K o n rra .
— A CTpax? — ynHTa AonoB.
TO BaM je 3aAOBOA>CTBO.
— A p H 3 H K ? Ja h y caA y xanc.
— CAanceM ce! Y xanc. Bap Ha Mecen AaHa.
— Je ah to npaBO? HmcaKBe Kopncm hhcbm
BHAeo, a y xanc? HAy ah y xanc xproBiiH?
— He 6oj ce. H ohh he. JeAHor AaHa.
— JeAHor AaHa? A ja? Ja Beh AaHac TpeSa Aa
noA>y6HM CBa nernpH 3HAa. Eto, to je TBoja npaBAa!
KoSajarn TproBiie He boahhi, bah h>hx hern jeAHor
AaHa y xanc, a MeHe, hh KpHBa hh Ay^na, Mene hem
OAMax, je ah? A HapoA, HMa ah HapoA mTeTe oa
MeHe? Monte ah ce Moj nocao MepHTH c iproBamcHM
nAjaHKaiieM HapoAa?
— OAaKAe ch th ?
— H 3 KyM6e. A th ?
— Ja H 3 CoHa, 3eM A > ane!
— I\A e ! KaKaB CAynaj! Oa h cth x cmo npeAaKa!
— o 6paAOBa c e A o n o B — a jecn a h nyo, 6 p a T e , Aa
ce K a n c e : '»KaA HeKO tb p a h Aa My « e T p e S a KyM6a,
3HanH Aa je C oho Ha BHAHKy.«

324
 — H n c a M . A a h H a t b o m h e b h a h k y 6 h t h CTaAHO
O H a j H 3 C o H e . H A a 3 H a m , j a y T B o j y n p i r a y o C T a-
p m r e H H c a M H o B e p o B a o H H je A H o r T p e H y r i c a . H A a
3H B U I, j a A o n o B e M p 3 H M , h c t o K a o h T p r o B p e . A a h
Aa b h a h h i — j a c a M n p a B e A a H H O B eK — O H o r A a H a
K aA 6yA eM O n o n e A H A a x a n c H M o T p r o B p e , O H or h y
A a H a j a a h h h o h T e 6 e . A c a A O A jy p H O H o j C B o jo j c r a -
p o j H ceH H h p e p n j o j A a n e i o m h K a T a H a p h h c h
HHTAe H a r n a o . C n p a n r a !
H n j e 6h a o n o T p e S H o A a t o n o H O B H . A o n o B j e
3A hm ho. A a h K a A j e 6 h o C K o p o H a y r A y , 3 a c T a A e ,
O K p eH y c e , c tp b h p y n e H a y c r a h B H K H y:
— E j! E j! 5 K aH A ap y ! A a 3H a P i . . . X B aA a!
n p n h e M M y.
U3BHHHTe . . .
— 3HaM HiTa x o h e m Aa K ancem , crpaH H e! IL \a -
heH caM A a XBaTaM A onoBe. T o h h h h h m . KaA M ory.
A a h o b o j e . . . J a caM h HAaH E p A e a . J a T pe 6 a h n o -
AHTHHKH A a M HCAHM , H e CaM O n O A H p H j CKH. M O JK A a
T a j K y M 6 a H a p H e h e H H K aA B H P ie A a K p a A e . ^ y o c h .
3 a x B a A H O c e . A a a h 6h m h c e 3 a x B a A H o A a c a M r a
O A B eo y x a n c ? A O H A a . . . 3 a n o c A e A a e A s e r o A H H e ,
K o H a K p n c e B H Q ie h o y a b o c tp y h h o . P a 3 y M e n i ? C B e T
H e M a B H H ie p a 3 A o r a A a c e c a x p H B a n o p y H T A a M a h
nA aH H H aM a. C bh x o h e A a c n h y y rp aA O B e. C A o 6 o A a,
t o h H H je 3 a y caM A > e H H K e , H e r o 3 a B e A H K a A p y u i T B a .
A ah — M y x a T y n o H H tte h H e C B p m aB a x a n m e ite M
n o H e K o r A o n o B n n h a . Y rpaAOBHMa H H je A aK O C H a h n
c e TOAHKO 6 p 3 o k o a h k o c e 6 p 3 0 o rA a A H H .

325
 4
AEOHAE

A a 6 h x A oxuao ao c o u p e -fila , M o pao caM Aa

HMaM <J)OTorpa(J)Hjy, aAH Aa 6 h x c e (^ o ro rp a tjjH cao ,
M o p ao caM T pu n y T y 36 c a r a Aa OAeM a o 4>oto-
-yMeTHHKa. IIpB H nyT HHje 6h o pacnoA onceH Aa Me
CAinca. »3HaM j a B ac«, BHKao j e , » b h m h c a h tc t o j e
3aHaT, a ah j a h y BaM AOKa3a r a Aa j e t o h i t o j a pa-
Ahm HHCTa y M e ra o c T . A ofeirre c y r p a « . A PY ™ n y T"
»A aH ac HeMa ao b o a> h o c y m ja 3 a B arn y 6AeAy Koacy«.
Tpehn nyT Me j e c h h m h o nocA e B ra n e o a n oA a caTa
HaMeraTaBba.
TpraiyT caM Mopao Aa aoab3hm h no cj>OTorpa-
4>nje. IIpBH nyT: »niTa bh m hcahtc, Aa Tpeda Aa ce
noAOMHM 36or Bac«. A pyrn nyT: »HncTe bh jeAHHH«.
TaA caM y3eo jeAaH oa <j)HAMOBa h 3aAenHO ra 3a
» c o u p e -fil« . Jep je.MHTHHr norantao 3a noAa caTa,
a yMeTHrat mh je penao Aa AobeM cyTpa. CyTpa caM
Ao6ho 4>OTorpa4>Hjy
Aa Me TpyAHe nceHe h OMAaAHHa hciioa raecHa-
ecr roAHHa hh y CHy Ha H>oj He BHAe! Ahhho caM Ha
6a6apory.
Tpeher AaHa caM noijenao c o u p e -fil, cnaAHO ra
CKyna ca CBojHM 4>otocom a neneo pacyo. Aa 3ayBeK
3a6opaBHM Ha crpec Kojn caM a o jkhbco KaA caM ce­
de yrAeAao KaKO TAeAaM HCKpA>eniTeHO h TaKo AaA>e
y jaAHor cede; KaA caM, jeAHOM penn, dapno norAeA
Ha cede cj>OTorpa<j>HcaHor y yMeramncoj odpaAH My-

326
im ra a B o r K O H aK pnjcK or »cneunjaA H CTe 3 a u p H e h
6 eAe, H a p o 'q m o nopoAHHHe cAmce, M oace h MpTBaiie«.
A o 6p o , o a T o r c o u p e - fila HHje o c T a o h h n e -
n e o . Y3aAyA caM c e HaM ynHo: HHje m h y o n n r r e 6h o
n o T p e 6 aH.
H a h cy Me 3aAy^KeHH noAHpajuH Befe H03HaBaAH,
h a h hm HHcaM yAHBao HenoBepeH>e, xeK 3a OHa Tpn
AaHa nojanaHor nopeTKa, npoAa3Ho caM cByAa h yAa-
3 h o naK h y IIpeAceAHHKOBy pe3HAeHipijy a Aa Me
h h k o HHje aaycTaBHO, h h marao 3a nponycHHpy.
M ohcasi h 3aTO h i t o caM CTH3ao npBH CByAa.
IIpBH caM Aomao h Ha Taj AaH BeAHKe napaAe
AO Mecia OApeheHor 3a HiTaMny y npBOM, Hajhhjkcm
peAy AeBo o a npoAa3a 3a Aoncy Tpn npeAceAHHKa:
HnpyMaxa, M o a h 6 o KeHTe h AOMafenHa CeKy Typea,
3a Ty AOJKy HCKHfeeHy 3eAeHHAOM, filHAHMHMa h 3a-
CTaBaMa. TaA caM, Kao h i t o caM peKao, HMao caMo
HeKonHpaHH <J>ham 3aAeiiAjeH 3a c o u p e -fil. Aa m h
ra je h c k o 3aTpajKHo, cnrypHo Me He 6h npeno3Hao
h He 6h — nycTHo.
IIporpaM — Kojn caM Hamao OAiirraMnaH H a
cBojoj c t o a h h h — 6 h o je pHropo3aH, H3panyHaT H a
MHHyre. IIpeABHbao je Aa fee ce aBHOH HKpyMaxa;
crrycTHTH y 15,02 Ha aepoApoM, Aa fee y 15,05 no-
nera o6HAa3aK nocipojeHe nonacHe neTe, Aa fee y
15,15 6 h t h oACBHpaHe o 6e xHMHe, Aa fee ce nocAe
T o c t h AoMafeHH Ao 15,30 3aApacaTH y caAOHy ae-
poApoMa, Aa 6h nocAe, o a 15 nacoBa h 32 MmryTa,
AoMafeHH-IIpeAceAHHK noHOBHo a o 15,45 h c t h npo-
t o k o a ca ApyrHM IIpeAceAHHKOM-rocTOM, M o a h 6 om
KeHTOM. Y 16 cara h 6 MHtryra TpeSaAo je Aa omo-
HHe MHTHHT H A^HAe.
Iloneo je ca caTOM 3aKaiHH>eHia, h i t o je Ao6po
(jyne caM 6 h o Ha jeAHOM naprajcKOM cacTaHKy 3a
aKTHB III rpaACKor pejoHa, Ha k o m je TpeSaAo Aa
caM Cej4>yAaj, Apyra h o b c k , oprceKpeTap BAaAajy-
feer IleAeJKea (AeMOKpaTCKa nap raj a iBHHeje) o a p -
hch npeAaBaite. PaAHo-KoHaKpH je join npeKjyne 06-
jaBHO Aa fee cacraHaic »oraoyera t b h h o .y npeiiH3HO
327
3aKa3aHO BpeMe«, a to TaHHO h npeipi3Ho 3aKa3aHo
BpeMe 6hao j e OApebeHO, 6ap npeMa Toj n c x o j eMH-
c n j n , — »Ta^Ho oko noAa Tpn«).
npeAaBaae je Cej4>yAaja OTnoneAo y. noAa ce-
AaM. TpajaAo je ao noAa AeceT. Aah, c ocraAHM Tan-
KaMa AHeBHor peAa, 3aBpiueH0 je CBe oko noHohn.
T o c e AecHAo j y ^ e - Aah A a n a c j e n p B o CeK y
T y p e , y 6 eAOM rp a H 6 y 6y y , n p e A a o OAAHKOBaH>e
» C o m p a g n o n d e V In d e p e n d e n c e « M o a h S y KeHTH.
OHAa c y CBa T p n npeAceAHHica, oa K o jn x j e jeAHHH
H K pyM ax 6ho y eBponcKOM OAeAy, iioaojkhah BeHau
n p eA jeAHocTaBHHM cnoMeHHKOM sK p T eoM a n e u u w
y 6 o p 6 u n p o r u e vzonoHU]cuiu3Ma, cnoMeHHKOM K o jn
c e HaAa3H H a T p ry n p e K o n y r a t p h 6 h h c . OACBHpaHe
c y noHOBO CBe T p n XHMHe h n a p a A a j e M orAa Aa
OTIIOHHe.
Oho nrro je y36yfenBaAO y Ae<j>HAey Tpyna, to
HHje 6ho hh HBpcT KopaK nemaAHje, hh HmteHmia
Aa c y neTe 6nAe HaopyncaHe cbhm caBpeMeHHM mo-
AeAHMa neiHKor opyncja, Aa je CBaitH boa hmbo ao-
boa»ho MHTpaA>eša, 6a3yKa h apythx 6apaHa mhhb,
Aa je 6hao jeAHHHpa ayTo6AHHAH, TeHKOBa, motoph-
30BaHe neniaAHje, apTHA>epHje h caMOxoAHHX TonoBa,
Hero Aa Cy CBH BOjHHIIH, ITOAOcj)imHpH H 0(j)HHHpH
6hah TBHHejpH — npBa apMHja jeAHe nomyHO He-
3aBHCHe h MHpoAjySHBe 3eMA>e y tom 3anaAHOM AeAy
A<j)pHKe, 3eMA>e Koja CBoj nyT Tpaacn h HaAa3H H3BaH
XAaAHOpaTHe nOAHTHKe SAOKOBa. TaHCKH HOBHHap
Kpaj MeHe, npoceAH bhcokh hobck nAeMeHHTO nc^a-
HeTHpaHa AHpa, HMao je cy3e y OHHMa: y HaitHOHaA-
Hoj apMHjn aeroBe He3aBHCHe 3eMA>e, o<J>hhhph cy
join yBeK EHTAe3H.* A°PHChhk Essora H 3 EaMaKa
nocMaTpao je, cpehaH h TyncaH, koaohc TBHHejapa
oSyneHHX y 3eAeHOCHBe nAaraeHe yHH^opMe. Y H>e-
roBoj He3aBHCHoj peny6AHHH, y MaAHjy, <&pamiy3H
jom yBeK AP^Ke Tpyne y hckoahko rapHH30Ha. 3a-
* CeirreMdpa 1961. HaxmoHaAH30BaHa je h TaHCKa
apMHja. H3 E>e Cy yKAOIteHH HHOCTpaHBC HHCTpyKTOpH.
T p a a c e H o j e A a o A y , o r a h n fiie C H r y p H o , a A H j o m
y B eK H u e y o t h u ia h .
— 3HaTe a h Aa TBHHejpH HMajy nexocAOBanKe
HHCTpyKTope y apMnjn? — pene PayA KaA npecTaAe
Ha TpeHyTaK Aa cHHMa emaAOHe.
— Š H a T e a h A a H o M 6 e h K a c a B y S y H M a jy 6 eA -
rn jc K e H H cxpyK T ope?
— J a caM c p e h o M H J B a jp a p a p !
— JecTe a h 3a6opaBHAH A a je r a p A a BaTHKaHCKe
A p > K a B e CBa o a IIlBajpapapa? H Aa BaxmcaH HHje
h h 4>opMaAHO HeyTpaAaH.
— M o a h m , m o a h m — n o n e H e p B 0 3 H 0 — t o H H je
T aH H O , a O H A a, t o j e T p a A H p n j a .
— E t o , b h c e H ep B H p aT e, M ecT o A a c e p a A y je T e
h i t o n p n c y c T B y j e T e p a f e a n > y je A H e H O B e T p a A H i m j e !
H c T H H a H e B a T H K a H C K e h H e i i i B a j p a p c K e , aA H c B a K H
H a p o A H M a n p a B a H a T p a A H ip ijy n o c b o m y K y c y .
— B h C T e c T p a n iH O H aH B H H . M h c m o I l l B a j n a p -
H H H e y T p a A H H , H e x o c A O B a n K a j e 6 A O KOBCK a 3 eM A>a.
— K a o h E e A T H ja , K a o h E H T A e c K a .
— K a K B e B e3e H M a c a A E H T A ecK a? H e p a 3yM eM .
— I l H T a j T e K O A e ry H 3 T a H e , K o j H 6 p n n i e j o i n
c y 3 e j e p h h o h H e p a 3 y M e 3 a n i T o c e T A aB H O K O M aH A y-
j y h n H b e ro B e a p M H j e 3 0 B e c e p A A e n c a H A e p h 3 a n iT O
j e T a j c e p — E p H T a H a p h SpH TaH C K H re H e p a A .
— B h CTe c y p o B H , H eB acnH T aH H h y 3 t o H e3H a-
A H pa.
— I I o 3 H B aM B a c H a B e n e p y A a M e n p o c B e T A H T e h
eB eH T y aA H o n p e B a c n H T a x e . B a p K a o h i t o CTe t o y n n -
HHAH B e h C H eK H M A A e H a y e p O B H M M H H H C T pH M a, eK C
e c e co B P H M a . A i u t o c e cypoB O C T H r a n e , 6 n h e n o B y -
H H -n o T e rH H c a m h o m . T o B aM y H a n p e A K a n c e M . Y B e K
h y , c a c b o m c y p o B o m h y 3 a K o jy caM c n o c o 6 aH , M p-
3 e x H C B e, n a h H a jH O B H je K p e a g n j e M O A H O -M a p o A e p -
c k h x K y h a H M n e p n ja A H 3 M a h K an H T aA H 3 M a.
— 2KaAHM. B e n e p a h y y iip n ja n r a je M A PynrrB y.
3 aK a 3aHO jy n e .
I I o c A e B o j c K e , H H jn c y t c h k o b h o c T a B H A H 3 a c o -
6 om a o b o a jH o h h c k o t n A a B o r AHM a K o jn c e c n o p o

329
pa3HAa3no, HamiiAH cy nnomipH, TaKo h h a h h x c h -
Baxnn Aa je h jeAaH <J>paHiiycKH HOBHHap c HeroAo-
BaH>eM penao PayAy, k o J h ce ryiirao oa KainA>a:
— Vieux, exagere pas, h ein !
I I h o h h p h cy MaxaAH 3acTaBnijaMa Taiie, MaAHja,
TBHHeje, CBe TpH y h c t h m 6ojaMa, caMO — raHCKa
HMa ijpHy neTOKpaxy Ha cpeAH>eM, JkyroM noAjy, a
MaAHjcxa Ha h c t o m MecTy — c h m S o a h h h h reoMer-
pHjcicH npTexc npHor HOBexa.
3a A e u o M c y H a im iA H y n e H H H H h y n e H H n e A H p e j a
h yH H T eA sC K e H iK O A e. I l a O M A aA H H a J P A A H 3 n e r a p H
r p a A C K a p e j o H a . C B e o M A aA H H C K e p a A H e S p n r a A e —
6 n A e c y y n A a r a e H H M y H H c j)o p M a M a . — P a A H H x ax-
tpaja — i n v e s t i s s e m e n t h u m a i n — H M a M H o r o . O H e
c y , p a 3 y M e c e , A O 'S poB O A .H e, S e c n A a r a e h h >h x o b h c e
p e 3 y A T a T H , eKOH OM CK H h n e A a r o n i K H , n o n n a y A a o c e -
h a j y y p e A o j 3eMA>H. M A a A H A>yAH c r a n y p a A H e H a -
B H K e, y n o 3 H a j y a o m o b h h y , y n e c e m iC M eH O C T H h 3 a -
H a T H M a . I I a T p H O T H 3 M y c e H e y n e . K a o h he>h x o b h o n e -
b h , h o h h c y 3aA >y6A >eH H y C B o jy 3eM A >y.
Y H>oj ce, Ha npHMep, HHjeAHa o a SpojHHX a h -
Bep3aHTCKHX rpyna, Koje cy c noneTka 6 h b i h h k o -
aohh oirpeMaAH h c a b a h y TBHHejy, HHje OApxcaAa
hh Asa AaHa Ha c a o 6 o a h . Hnje h m t o noiHAo 3a py-
KOM, ynpkOC KOHBepTH6HAHHM AOAapHMa, opyxcjy
h ocTaAOM, h h KaA cy, HemTO kacnnje, H36arpiBaHH
AHBep3aHTH H3 aBHOHa no HajHeHaceA.eHHjHM npeAe-
AHMa <3>yTa BaAOHa h a h no ckopo nycToj IIIyMCKoj
OSAacTH. XBaTaAH cy h x h o t k p h b h a h y m h o x h m
CAynajeBHMa OMAaAHHHH H3 paAHHx SpHraAa, xojn
cy y t h m kpajeBHMa paAHAH h a h fia cenn Apaa h a h
y n o A > o n p H B p e A H h a h Ha xonaay TeMeA>a 3a 6yAy&e
4>a6pmce.
3a t o m OMAaAHHOM a4>pHHKor AeMOkpaTCKor no-
kpeTa h 3a cnopxHCTHMa — ^YA^aAepn, Komapka-
i h h , 6oKcepH, nyAOHCTH, psanH, AakoaTAeTHHapn
(CBH ca CBOjHM peKBH3HTHMa H y CBOjHM ApOCOBH-
Ma) — noneAe cy Aa npoAa3e HenperAeAHe noBopke
A>yAH h xceHe c b h x y3pacTa. ^leAHH cy h o c h a h TpaH-
330
cnapeH T e c ra e H H M a p e jo H a h HaceA>a KojHMa e >h -
xo B a CBeHannoHaAHa, n r a p o x a n a p r a j c x a o p ra m ra a -
i p t j a n p n n a A a , h T paH cnapeH T e c n ap o A aM a oa koj' h x
c y m h c e A se y p e3 aA e 3ayBeK y n a M h e a e :
» H 3 a AAHCHpCKOr OCAoSoAHAaHKOT (J>pOHTa C T O jH
u e A a A tJ jp n x a !«
T o j e jeAHa. A A p y ra j e HeHaHBHO nHTaAa:
» Je c y a h Y jeA H aeH e H a n n je nocT aA e HeoxoAO-
HH jaAHCTHHKO MHHHCTapCTBO 3 a KOHTO?«
— Be3o6pa3A yK ! — n p o M p c n P a y a h npHTHCHy
AyrMe CBor x o A a x a .
— Frechheit! — h o h o b h K ao oA jeK a o iih c h h x
3anaAHOHeMaHKe a re m iH je h npHTHCHy cB o jy A a jx y .
— I I I t o b o a h m a p c k o c t! — p e K H e M . A a h A a & e
m h c e H H je p e n x a A o c f t H M a . H o c h h x fe a B o ! E h o c a M
o 6 y 3 e T y cn o M eH aM a. H h h h a o mh c e , a o k caM n o cM a-
T p a o T e n o B o p x e h T p a H c n a p e H T e , A a t o T A eA aM H e -
ra T H B <j)HAMa c jeA H O M H a m o M n p B O M a j ckom n o B o p -
k o m H 3 1946. h a h 1947. O h o H e 3 a 6 o p a B H o H a r n e H 3
o h h x H e 3 a 6 o p a B H H X n o c A e p e B O A y n n jc K H X j o i n M A a-
A o o c A o 6 o f c e H H x A a H a , t o c a M c a A n o H O B O a o jx h b -
A > aB ao . n p e B e A e H O c a M O c 6 e A o r H a n p H O . 3 a 6 y H e
H H je MOTAO 6 hTH: HCTH 3 aH O C , HCTH n O K A H im n p e T O -
B a p e H H jeA H H M y 3 6 y b e a e M , c y 3 A p n c a H O M c a o 6 o a o -
a>y6 h b o m c B e r n h y . H j o n i jeA H O M o 6 a c j a A O M e o c e h a -
H .e H e x e h 6A6a > h b o c th c A o š o A e . H h je A a H h c t h h c k h
o c A o S o b e H H a p o A , H a cbom n y r y x a h o b h m , c o iih -
jaA H C T H H X H M OA H O CH M a, H H TA e H a C B e T y H H je y c r a ­
f t y A a c e n O M H p n c h c c a o S o a o m H T A e H a C B e T y . He
3 a T O h i t o 6h r a O H a , H e c A o 6 o A a , H e n o c p e A H o n o A H -
THHX H H A H B O jH H H X H yrpOJXaBaAa, H e r o 3 a T O h i t o j e
n p a B a , c o n n j aAHCTHnxa c A o 6 o A a jeAHHa o a t x h b h
o n n i T e , c B e A > y A c x e c p e h e , a m T o c e c a M H e M O Jx e
6 h t h c p e h a H . O A H C T a, H H x a A H O B e x H e y M e A a 6 y A e
n o n i y H o c p e h a H a o x 3 H a A a H M a a>yah y H e c p e h e H H x
x o A O H H j 3A H 3M O M , H 3 p a6 A jH B aH > eM , n o A j a p M A > e H o m h y
H OCT3AHM 6 p O j HHM o S A H H H M a X O jH M a X A aCH O -H 3-
p a 6 A > H B a n x H c h c tc m h n p o A y 6 A > y j y o iy b e H O C T n o B e -
x a o a CBO f n p a B a H a n y H y c p e h y . H a x o c e h a a e A a

331
je MeTacj>opiraHH hah cTBapHH 3aAoraj xAe6a y ycTH-
Ma Tor Apyror uoBeKa Man>H oa TBor yHecpefeyje h He
A03BOA>aBa th Aa 6yAem 3aAOBOA>aH CBojHM, BehHM.
Jep cpeha je npaBAOA>y6HBa. OHa ce paba Ha iiomhu-
Hoj ppxH MoryhHOCTH. 3aTo je AaHac h y TOAHKoj
MepH jeAHanapcKa. He TaA KaA ce Maite motao Aa
npoH3BeAe, OHa TaA ncnxoAoniKH HHje MorAa Aa
6yAe TaKo ynopHa. tLeHa ce oceTA>HBOCT H3oniTpHAa
nocAeAH>Hx AepeHHja, c nopacroM npoH3BOAHHX mo-
ryhHOCTH Koje 6h , no hckhm pauyHHMa, MOTAe, y3
oirnrre noAH3aH>e HHAycTpnjckhx moHh npoceuHO pa-
3bhjeHHjhx KanauHTeTa, Aa xpaHe, OAeBajy, Hacia-
H>yjy, niKOAyjy h 3aAOBOAjaBajy CBe noipe6e hobo-
HaHCTBa Ha HajBHumM AaHac CTaHAapAHMa JKHBOTa:
HiBeACKHM, pepHMO. n p e HHcy TaKBe 6nAe. Y 17.
Bexy na h y 19. npoH3BOAHOCT h jeAHanapcTBO 6 hah
cy MHOTO CKpOMHHjH.
A ko AaHac HHcy, t o je 3aTO niTO HeMa BHme
pa3Aora Aa t o 6yAy.
H KaA cy 3aTHM, npeA MacaMa Koje cy ce nocAe
Ae4>HAea oKynHAe Ha 03ByneH0M npocTopy Tpra
Peny6AHKe, oa KaMeHor 6AOKa nocTaBAjeHor y ok>
MeH naAHx y 6op6 h npoTHB k o a o h h jaAH3Ma — CBe
Ao BeAHKor 6ao6a6a Kapraje AaTeHa, y3eAH pen
npeAceAHHHH h y CBojHM roBopHMa jeAaH 3a Apy-
th m HHCHCTHpaAH Ha npaBy jeAHe h HeASA>HBe A<J>-
pHKe Aa 6 yAe cAoSoAHa, He3aBHCHa h c p eh H a, o h h
cy TAacHO H3pHHaAH o h o uito cy A>yAH npeA h>hm3
MHCAHAH, aAH H OHO iiito caM h ja, H 3 T y 6 A ie H B e b
HerAe y to m h a h , ocehao:
»Ja roBopHM eHTAecKH, a a h ja HHcaM EHTAe3!«
— y3BHKHyo je .H K p y M a x , cnrypH O HajSAHCTaBHjH
p eT o p k o t caM y jKHBOTy n y o . »Kao. i u t o h h b h h h -
CTe 4>paHny3H, n a K o roBopH Te (J>paHnycKH. M h cm o
caM o A4>pHKaHi[H. H enpaB A e K o je c y HaM y u m te H e
y nponiAOCTH aceAHMo Aa HcnpaBHMO. Y3 n oM oh
np n jaT eA ja, y n n j a HCKpeHa h He3aHHTepecoBaHa o ce-
han>a HMaMO p a 3A o ra Aa BepyjeM O. A a h n p e CBera,
h H a npBOM MecTy, m h heM o c e o c a o 6 o a h t h HacAe-

332
 i

beHHx HeBOA>a aKo ce noy3AaMO y ce 6e, y CBoj paA H

y CBoje cHOBe.«
A a h Ceny Type, k o j 'h je y 3eo pen npe HKpyMa-
xa, npBH je yica3ao Ha jeAaH npo6AeM o a npBopa3-
peAHor 3Hanaja h Ha OAAyKy Tpn npeAceAHHKa Aa
yHHHe CBe h i t o je y H>HXOBoj Mohn Aa 6 h ra peiimAH
Kano Tpe6a. »Aa« — peicao je o h — »Ham nyr je
nyT yjeAHH.eH.a h ano, HAyhn h > h m , 6yAe rpe6aAo Aa
ce, nocTynHO, CBana o a Haurax 3eMaA>a OApeKHe no-
Hener mTO TBOpH npeporaTHBe caMOcxaAHHX h cyBe-
peHHx AP^saBa, m h heMo t o ymiHHTH AaKa cpna.
HMaMo y BHAy HajBHHm HHTepec: jeAHHCTBo A^pn-
Ke, yCAOB He3aBHCHOCTH.«
Ty cy OAAyKy noTBpAHAH h M o a h 6 o KeHTa Kao
h HKpyMax. Y roBopHMa cBa Tpn npeAceAHHKa t o
je MecTo 6 h a o HajTonAHje no3ApaBA>eHo noKAHiiHMa,
necMaMa h nAecoM.
Jep AcjjpHKamtH 3aneBajy h 3axiAemy h h m ce
y36yAe. To je Hamm KojHM H3paacaBajy He caMo
CBojy carAacHOCT Beh h CBojy npnnaAHOCT 3 a j e A -
HHPH.
OAHCTa, caM noBeK He nAeme h He neBa. IleBa
ce h Hrpa KaA HMa a > y a h Kojn re CAymajy, rAeAajy
h pa3yMejy. Otya y noKpeTHMa c b h x Krpana A4>pn-
KaHaira, CBejeAHO Aa a h cy H3 TaHe, MaAHja, TBHHe-
je, Toroa, AaxoMeja, HnrepHje, Topite BoATe, h a h
MaAa, 6e3 o63Hpa nrra HrpaAH, HMa h m h m c k h x npeA-
BepSaAHHx ycAOBHHX recTOBa, 3HaK0Ba h CHM6oAa.
A a h KaA je M o a h 6 o KeHTa oSjaBHO Aa he Tpn
BAaAe <J)opMHpaTH KOopAHHaimoHo TeAO ca 3aAaT-
k o m Aa ycKAabyje cnoA>HonoAHTHHKa HCTynama TpH-
jy 3eMaA>a h Aa peaAH3yje h i t o npe, Ha yHyTpaimteM
mvaHy, pecj>opMy Koja 6 h AOBeAa a o MOHeTapHor
jeAHHCTBa, yHHHHAO MH Ce Aa BHAHM KaKO ce Kp03
jeAHy CBe TaAacaBHje y3HeMHpeHy c b c t a o c t nrro je
noAaKO XBaTaAa y CBoje (j)HHe jom, npo3panHe Mpe-
Hce, cnynrreHe oAHeKyA OA03ro, neo Taj npocTop, CBe
A>yAe h Tpn6HHy, Aa b h a h m Kano ce npyjKa Taj npBH
raraHTCKH KopaK Kojn he ycKAaAHTH <j)HHaHCHjCKe,
333
 >

yHyrpannBe h cnoA>HonoAHTiraKe Mepe iiito he hoay-

3HMaTH TpH babac Koje TaKO CBenaHo xohe Aa ocTBa-
pe t o jeAHHCTBO. Hmirra ih to je 3acaA pen o jeAHH-
cxBy Koje he Aa o6yxBaTH caMo Tpn 3eMA>e ynja no-
BpmHHa h3hoch CBera HeiuTO npexo Asa mhahohb
KBaAparaHx KHAOMeTapa h 3axBaTa AeceTHHy peAo-
KynHor CTaHOBHmiiTBa KOHTHHeHTa. HeMa cyMH>e Aa
he ce nocTeneHO, c noBehaiteM 6poja hcthhckh a He
<J)OpMaAHO He3aBHCHHX a4>pHHKHX 3eMaA>a, H3 toah-
He y roAHHy, rrpHKA>yHHBaTH HOBe h HOBe ApataBe
tom cnopa3yMy o MaAonac npoKAaMOBaHOM jeAHH-
CTBy Ha Tpry n p e A KojoM AeceTHHOM XHA>aAa oAy-
nieBA>eHHX h 3aHOCOM noHeTHX A>yAH, npHKA.yHHBaTH
HOBe AP^KaBe, TeK ocAo6oheHe koaohhjaAHHx, MaH-
AaTHHX, anxapTejAHHX h kbkbhx CBe He cTaTyra, ii
HeMa cyMKbe Aa obot TpeHyTKa ja npncycTByjeM o6e-
AOAaaeEby jeAHe oa HajAaAeicocejKHHjHX h HajnocAe-
AHHHHjnx oAAyxa no cyASHHy caBpeMeHor CBeTa.
BhAO MH je H cacBHM pa3yMA>HBO 3aiIITO TO H H-
jeAHa HaiiHja AaHac He Moxce Aa OA^pajra He3aBH-
ch oct a Aa He nohe y H3rpaAH>y ceoz coipijaAH3Ma,
na M a c k o t HHBoa noAa3HAa, MaKap h c pa3HHe
reHTHAHO-poAOBCKHX OAHOca h HaTypaAHe noA>onpH-
BpeAe, na Maicap h MopaAa 3a to Aa rrpecKOHH npo-
c to (6e3 njeAHe cy3e xcaA>eH>a) CBe eTane 4>eyAaAH-
3Ma h KannTaAH3Ma; aAH h 3axnTo 3a Te hctom OHe-
3aBHHiH>eHe h ocAoSoheHe 3eMA>e, Ten KpenyAe y
H3rpaAH>y, HeMa Ha MehyHapoAHOM nAany Apyror
nyTa ceM oh ot noAHTHKe aKTHBHe Koer3HCTeHimje,
nOAHTHKe MHMO 6 AOKOBa, nOAHTHKe BHpTyeAHO npo-
THBHe npeBa3HheHHM h BaMnapcKHM xAaAHopaTOB-
ckhm rpynncaBbHMa. Cbh pa3A03H h ito ce join Ty
h TaMO noTpncy Aa 6 h ce onpaBAaAo h>hxobo nocTO-
jehe nocTojaite 6e3 nocTajaH>a, npaKTHHHO cy ohb-
MoryheHH He caMo pa3BojeM CBey&HAanke Mohn ca-
BpeMeHor HaopyjKai&a Hero h CBe eKCHA03HBHHj om
boajOM MHpoA»y6 HBor HOBenaHCTBa Aa jkhbh h CTBa-
pa BaH OKBupa aKyMyAannja MH3epnje h HeA>yA-
ck octh KojHMa je KanHTaAH3aM, c AepHBaTHMa HMrre-

334
p n j a A H 3 M a h K O A O H H jaA H 3 M a , A a p H B a o o h y B e h i m y
q o B e n a H C T B a H 3 H H j n x c y H cyA >eB a, 3 H o j a h k p b h
C T B o p e H a 6 o ra T C T B a h rtH B H A H 3 a i p i j e , n a A a x e h K a -
m m c e , B H A > yniK e h p o A C - p o j c o B H , A j<|>eA O B e K y A e h
o 6 A a K O A e p H , H a jA O H H h C e H M o p i m n , E s r a a j p O r e j T C
6haahh3h h c B a A e A a BH CO K e K y A T y p e . Oa c r p a H e
M a A o S p o jH H x re H H ja A H H X A .yA H 3 a p e A aT H B H O B p A O
M a A o S p o jH e K O H cyM eH T e. B p A O M a A o 6 p o j H e y n o -
p e b e m y c ohom hhhobckom M a c o M o 6 e cn p a B A > eH H X ,
A in n e H H x , O T y b e H H X , 6 eA H H X . K o j n H H je A H o r T p e -
H y T K a H H c y n o c y M H > a A H A a hchbot M o n c e h M o p a A a
6 yA e h A p y ro .
Kojh HHKaA H H cy npecTaA H A a c e 3 a t o A p y ro
6 o p e . IH ecx cTOTHHa MHAHOHa KHHe3a. IleTCTO mhah-
oH a H H A yca. Cto MHAHOHa K y 6 a H a q a , B eH epyeA aH a-
p a , IIopT opH K e 3a . OcaM AeceT MHAHOHa HHAOHencaHa.
A rA e c y ocTaAH H3 j o m yBeK, y 1961, n o c T o je b e r
p o A a HHCKocTaHAapAHe B e h ira e HOBenaHCTBa, HHjH
j e crpaxoBH TH MopTaAHTeT npeB a3H beH caM o c jp a -
xoBHTHjHM j o m HaTaAHTeTOM; HHjH c y y a c a c a B a jy h e
cypoB H ycAOBH noAaHHmTBa 6 hah ySAaacaBaHH caMO
oTnapH M a h M pBim aM a j o m y n c a c a B a jy h e bcahkhx
6 oraTCTaBa h haoahocth tab Ha KOMe c y p o b e m i
Aa H om e.
H e noA ycAOBHMa Kojn cy hm HaMeTHym. H e
BHme.
CaBecTH ce 6yHe Aa orpoMaH 6poj 3eMaA>a, ao
jyqe BaH HCTopnje, 3eMaA>a rAe ce T a x o rAaAHO, Ta-
ko toao 6 oco HceAHO h ncyAHo hchbcao, ocTany mTO
jecy, KaA ce no AnjaMamre TaMO Tpe6a caMo carHyrH,
KaA c e Haj6oraTHja mctbaom pyAa bbah ahcbhhm
KonoM, KaA 6oKCHTa h MOAH6AeHa, KaAaja h KoSaATa
HMa Ha npeTeK, KaA cy pe3epBe ypaHHjyMa TOAmce
Aa ce Mory noMohy mera HanpaBHTH A, H , K-6oM6e,
AOboa>ho pa3opHe CHare Aa ce ymmiTH peo CBeMHp
a He caMo OBa jom yBeK jaAHa, bah He jaAHKyjyha,
oBa ojabeHa bah He h o6e3HabeHa nAaHeTa. JeAaH
<I»paHHy3, HOBHHap, Kora caM AOTAe H36eraBao h
c khm AOTAe HHcaM hh pen nporoBopno, y npOAa3y

335
K p a j M e H e , n o c A e T o r M H T H H ra p e i c a o j e 3 a c e 6 e b h -
r n e H e ro A H 3 a M eH e: » E h o c a M n o H o c a H H a P a c H H a ,
E o A A e p a ; n a h H a M a A p o a . Bnme H H c a M h h H a c B o j
j e 3 H K , HH H a CBOj H a p O A , HH H a 6 e A H H y C B O je KOHCe.
C p a M O T a M e .«
CyHije je 3anaAaAO. Johi maao na he heitao Aa
6aHe Hoh nyHa TaM-TaMa h h6bhaa>hbhx noKpeTa.
Aah caA je join bhaajHbo noA yBeK yjeAHaneHO chb-
KacTHM HeSoM, ca AH<j>y3HHM cymjeM hito ce Kao
HeKO poBHTO, pacyro ncyMamie Tonn 3a o 6aAOM
c. nHTMeHTHpaHHM 6AaTOM h KaMeaeM, TOHyhn He-
rAe H3a CBe TaMHHje chbo nnrMeHTHpaHor oKeaHa.
A a h B e h c e H a H e 6 y h i t o h p h h ja B A > a jy n p B e
H e3 H a H e 3 B e3 A e n o n p c K a H e t h m h h m T a m a m a M a .
CaBecTH ce 6yHe. H to HAe AOTAe Aa cnrypHO
HHcaM 6 ho jeAHHH 6eAan Kojn je y cnoHTaHoj, cKopo
HeHAeoAoniKoj JKeAjH Aa cnepe cpaMOTy 3AOHHHan-
Kor hito je ynHH>eHO, jeAHOM 6paTCKOM ocehajHOM
coAHAapHoiiihy, y tomhah A4>pHKaHapa, 3a6opaBAjao
Ha 6ojy cBoje Konce h, He BHAehn ce, ocehao ce je-
AaH C H>HMa HCTH HITO H OHH.
H c K p p a B a j y h H c e H a K O H a K p n j ckom a e p o A p o M y ,
j a c a M y cbom K y c J> ep y H M a o hckoahko h 3Ah h ih 6
6 eA H X K o m y A > a , a y H H T eA eK T yaA H O M 6 a r a n c y c a M O
KH>HUiKe n p e A p a c y A e h KH>HHHca H e 3 H aH > a o C T B a p -
HOCTH A 4 >pH K e.
Ha n p H M e p : h p h h h c y A en>H . O h h c y K a o A e n a :
A aacA iH B H c y h H e A P ^K e o 6 e h a n > a . C b h o h h H M a j y
H eK aK aB m h p h c o a k o t c e H aM a 6 eA H M a A n a c e h ir p e -
B p h e CTO M aK .
I l y T O B a o c a M c A c jjp H K aH H H M a, j e o H 3 hcthx n o -
c y A a n p c T H M a , y M a n a o y hcth cok i m p H H a n , n p o c o ,
4)ohho , M aH H O K , c n a B a o y hcthm c o S a M a , H a H C T o j
n A a T (j)o p M H K a M H O H a , T H C K a o c e c H>HMa y tomhah
h n o B0 3 H A H M a — A a a c j e C B e hito c e o M H p H c y
n p i m a , H eA O C T ojH O r a y c H a K A e B e T a . H e A o c T o j H a H 3 -
H o r n e f t a n o p H n y h n x A O K a3 a .
A a h CTOMaK m h c e AH3a o h n p eB p T ao KaA t o a
caM HaHAa3HO Ha 6 eA or T proB iia K o jn 6h oATOBapao
336
A a H e M a , p e i p m o , S a T e p n j y 3 a n e i r a y A a M iiy : » O t -
K y A ? TAe b h a c H B H T e , rocnoA H H e. 3H aTe a h K a K B a c y
c a A B p e M e H a!«
A H M a o je S a T e p n j y . C a M O n p e j e n p n c r a j a o A a
H e H a n p a B H n o c a o H e ro A H A a c e a h u i h c r n ia s b a o t -
p o B a y nocyAy p e aA H O C T H c A o 6 o A e h n e p c n e K T H B H o r
S o r a h e a a A p y r u x — H e n o je A H H a p a K a o o h H a p a n y H
H a p o A a — H e ro H a p o A a cacB H M K paT K O , h h H a n n jH
p a n y H h a h H a p a n y H c B o r p a A a y c B o jo j c a o 6 o a h .
A ^ p H K a H p H H H c y A e p a . A o 6 e h a H > a K o ja H e Ap­
a c e , t o c y O H a K o j a H H c y a h a h h a h K o ja c y h m 6 n A a
H3H y b e H a .
IIpenoT eH H H ja j e p e h n A a c y A e a n . O h h c a M O
H eM ajy p a A H H x HaBHKa. H n c y h h m o t a h A a h x CTeK-
Hy H a n p H H y A H O M , npncHAHOM h H e n A a h e H O M p a A y
n o n A a H T a n c a M a h y p y A H H ip iM a 6 eAHx. 3a6ym aB aA H
c y KaA t o a c y m o t a h . 3 a p b h He 6 h ? Ja 6 h x . Ja 6 h x
h cab o T H p ao . Ja 6 h x h y 6 n ja o .
He S o j T e ce. H o h h c y . He Aa 6 h nojeA H A h b h h t -
CTOHe h A p y re . A a 6 h c e oA 6paHHAH o a T p ro B a u a
p o 6A>eM, o a H3BHAHHna k o a o h h jaAHHx o c B a ja n a , OA
H3BHAHHpa K o je c y n ecT o HMaAe »HeBHHe« M acne m h-
CHOHapa h HaynHHKa.
P a A H e H a B H K e ? H A < J> p H K a m m h e h x c x e h n
c H H A y c T p n j aA H 3 a ii H j o m n iT O h e H a A B A a A a r a r r p e -
H C T o p n jy .
H 3 rp a A H .a K y n a H a H > nxo B a B p a T a . O T B o p e H a
H > oj, H a A a M a h c T B a p H o c T H K o j e O H a h o c h . C B e y 6 e -
h y je A a je T aj n p o p e c n o n e o h A a c e ® eh A em aB a
y O K B H p y O A H O ca K o j e h e c t b o p h t h c o h h j a A H 3 a M
H aK aA eM A > eH H a 3 A a r a y r p a n y j o m h c h b o t re H T H A H o r
H a c A e h a poA O B C K e A e M O K p a ra je . X o h e a h 3 a A p a c a -
B a H H h c y 3 6 n j a H H n p o n e c A eKO AOH H3 a r p i j e , c A y n a j
K O M H H O T ap H e a H T a H T e A a x o M e j , H a A , H n r e p , O o a A a
C A O H O B ane, h a h c A y n a j C e H e ra A a , aA H h J y a c H o a -
4 >pH H K e Y m i j e , P o A e 3 H j e , T a H r a a H K e h t a . y K H H y r a
OBO c a A a n o c T o j e h e o c e h a j H O 6 paT C T B O A 4 > p H K a H a n a ,
aA H h S paT C T B o n o H H B oy 6 eA e h c n p o M a n iT B a , x o h e
a h H e 3 aB H C H e a ^ p H H K e 3 eMA>e A o c e h n 3 a K o j y A e c e -

22 O cn ap AasHHo — X II
337
THHy roAHHa SAarocTaae h peAaTHBHO bhcok cTeneH
HHAycTpHjCKe Mohn, xohe ah, TaKBe, 6hth npHMep
caMo Kojn he h ocTaAe HecAoSoAHe 3eMA>e Acjjpmce
Aa CAeAe hah he npe Tora HMnepnj aAHcra noKymaTH
Aa OMeTy npnpoAHH xoa cxBapn h Aa, Kao y Korny,
noKymajy Aa H3a30By HecAaraae Meby 6pahoM Kojy
cy 3aKpBHAH, yHHinTaBajyhn cBecHo (aAH h y3a-
AyAHo) 6amTHHy TOAepaHipije h A»y6aBH 3a Kojy je
cnoco6aH Taj cBeT? He BepyjeM Aa he OHe jom 3a-
BHCHe h o6ecnpaBA>eHe aijipmKe 3eMA>e 6hth 3acAen-
A>eHe saBHinhy Kojy npoBonnpajy koaohh koa ah-
Aepa HaA KojHMa cy 3aAP>KaAH cBoj yranaj, 3aBnmhy
IHTO THM nOAHTHHKHM HnaK A>yAHM3 H HnaK A<j>pH-
KaHHHMa Hehe ao3boahth Aa carAeAajy niTa CBe Ba-
A>a Aa ypaAe Aa 6h 3aiHTHTHAH h CBoje HHTepece,
6paHehn OHe cbot HapoAa. He BepyjeM Aa he oko
3ABTHHX Bp6a BeHHaHa KOAOHCKa H npKBeHa npo-
naraHAa OABecTH Te HapoAe Ha kphbh nyT 6paTo-
ySnAanKe Mpxate, He3HaHe jom Ha tom KOHTHHeHTy.
IIoHeT h>om, oh 6 h AOHCHBeo npBo, npaBO h jeAHHO
H3THaHCTBO H3 npaCTapOT paja CBeKOHTHHeHTaAHe,
HpHoacjjpHHKe ajyACKe coAHAapHOCTH. He. He Be­
pyjeM hh Aa he ao hobot, MOAepHor paja Aohn cno-
po, Kpo3 nyHO roAHHa kpbh h Myna. A4>pmca je Beh
jeAHa, h Hmmje HHTpnre Hehe pa3opHTH H>eHO je-
Ahhctbo. HanyurraM A<j>pHKy nocAe Asa KpaTKa Me­
cena, c TyroM hito ocTaBA>aM TOAHKe HencnpHHaHe
nej3ance, 3aAacKe, Hohn h 3ope h TOAHKe npHjaTeA>e
KOjH cy MH CBOjHM nOAHTHHKHM pa3TOBOpHMa OAPS-
AHAh AOiKHBA>aje h TOHyc obhx cTparoma.
Aah 3ope nnjy SacHocAOBHocT Hehy 3aAyro bh-
Aera ocTajy Aa o6acjaBajy Te o6acjaHe A>yAe K oje
caM Haynno Aa nomryjeM, Koje caM 3aBOAeo 3ayBeK.
H>hxobo OTBopeHO, CKopo 6hx penao cKojeBCKo Apy-
rapcTBO ocTaje y MeHH 6AHCTaBHje oa Moje xceA>e
Aa ce noHOBO npoJKMeM xHnep6opejcKHM toahiiihjHM
Ao6nMa c KHHiaMa, cHeroBHMa, npoAehHMa. nocAe
toahko 3HojaBHx KonryA>a AeTa yBeK hctot h jeAHa-
Kor ce6n.
338
 C r a a p HeBaJKHa — Ta m o j a 2KeA>a. CTBap HaBHKe.
H j a c e H3BHH.aBaM i h t o j e y o b o m KOHxeKcry cn o -
MHH>eM. A a h t o KaaceM paAH o h o t CBe B eh e r 6p o j a
MAaAHX A cjjpH K auapa K o jn y n e h K o ja h e y h h t h n o
HaiHHM yHHBep 3HTeTHMa h TexHHKyMHMa. O h h c n ry p -
h o TeniKO noAHOce H arne noAHe 6A>e. A a h o h h 3H ajy
Aa h h>hx n eK a n o o 6 aBA>eHOM n o cA y OTap&HHa. Y
K o jy h e c e n o cA e h c k o a h k o roAHHa BpaTHTH Aa 3Ha-
H>a, Ty cx en eH a, cxaB e y cA yxcdy CBoje 3eMA>e noA
jeAHHM CBe 6paTCKHjHM, CBe onoBeneHHjHM h CBe M a -
H>e CypOBHM, CBe SAHCTaBHJHM CyHpeM A4>pHKe.
K o j a M e p e A a y o bom n a c y , A a A e K o o a a e a
6 AH3 y C T a p o r K a n e T a H - M n n i H H o r 3 A a n > a , n o A c e h a H a
O H y a y A y H 3 t o a h h c 1939. OHa je, T a y H H B e p 3 H T eT C K a
a y A a , n p n n a A a A a h T a A a caM O n p o rp e c H B H H M c ry A e H -
T H M a. IIp e n O A H T H 3 H p a H H M . Y 3 a B p e A H M .
A,Be roAHHe KacHHje, h n ocA e j o m , h AaHac h
yBeK, o h h c y AaAH 6 e 36p o jH e KaApoBe h x e p o je P e-
BOAypHjH. D I to lie n p e c T a je KaA jeAHOM oxnoHHe,
niTO He OTnoHHH>e aKO HeMa cH are A a HenpeKHAHO
OTKpHBa h OTKHBa c e 6 e y orAeAaAy HOBeKOBHX n o -
T pe 6 a , HceA>a, HaAa.
C a h h h o c t h H e o 6 a B e 3 y j y . OHe c y o 6 a B e 3 a 'f f la e -
H H p a h A >yA H K o j n c e 6 o p e A a C B eT 6 y A e C A o S o A a
j e A H o r je A H H o r h C B e je A H H C T B e H H je r A > y A C K o r c B e T a .
T y . TaMO. CByAa.

22 *
339
 HAnOMEHA

K e b h t y n y T o r i H c a IJpno na 6eno o S j a B H A a j e
S e o r p a A C K a I I p o c B e T a 1962. C A O B 'e H a q K H n p e B O A
o 6 ja B H A a j e U p e i n e p H O B a A P Y ^ K -S a, A > Y 6 A > a H a
1963.
 CAAP3CAJ
I U P H O H A EEAO
1 E hbihh S e A a n ............................................................. 13
2 JeAHa 6HOipai|)Hja: ynopHOCT............................... 15
3 C aB aT aae aoa33h oa ? a v a ? ............................... 19
4 Ta^HO y A B a ............................................................. 25
5 Y Ka3H h B a n ............................................................. 36
6 H e, HHje c e 3Bao *6hahh Bhttttti^ , a unaK . . 43
7 EKCuepirr H3 .KOHTeKCTa cacBHM HCTopujcKor 50
8 Apyra cip a a a MeAaA,e h a h Mape KOAOHHja-
A H 3 M a ............................................................................ 58
I I Y AYKCY3HOM XOTEACKOM 4>0AJEY
HEKAA 3A EE A E CAMO
25. jaH yap 1961.................................................................. 77
I I I T P H AAHA Y IJYHTAH
1 npBH A a n .................................................................. 95
2 Apyeb a s h .............................................................160
3 Tpefoa A a H ........................................................................ 194
4 J e M S o p n ..............................................................................196
5 Oner na AomeM n y r y ........................................... 213
6 K paj n y r a ........................................................................216
IV XAJAAJ<6
1 X a j A a j ^ ) ............................................................................. 233
2 T pon cx a ho & y APYropa3peAHOM xoTeAy . . 240
3 HcnoBecT, BpAo n p H B a r a a ..........................................246
4 M hc XeAen h MHcrep P o p e p .....................................255
5 E a r a T e A e ............................................................................. 268
6 G ra p a n p e r a a ...................................................................274
7 M y3ej h jeAHa n e c i a a ....................................................279
8 B hCOKH JKHBOT Ha H H C T H ..........................................286
V M H TH H T
1 M h t h h t ............................................................................. 299
2 P e ip r r a p H ja ........................................................................ 309
3 AonoBH h xcaHAapH.........................................................319
4 A e 4 > H A e ............................................................................. 326

343
 O CK A P A A B H q O

LfPHO HA BEAO
*

TeXHOTKH ypeA H H K

jfCuxca Herpoeuh

KopeKTop
M upa ffleuLvuja
Topdana Joeanoeuh

*
Il3AaBaH
H 3da.8a.HKO n p e d y s e h e IIP O C B E T A
EeorpaA, AoSpamraa 30

IIlTaMna
Eeoipadctcu zpcufiuHKii aaeod
EeorpaA, EyAeBap BojBOAe Mimrafia 17