Diary of a Broken Doll INTRODUCTION December 21, 2016 at 10:58 pm Dear Diary, Fim not sure whot lt doa. Im going though alot of stress. Wel fest, et _me el you who Jam bet me do a proper introduction. -Helig,fm Dolly. Now, Doli just my nicename. My real name not ‘bementoned duet softy regulations. | have te go by Alyn because (Quote deleted my profile many times becouse of my name, ely Fm ‘curently 12, going tobe 13 in February 20eh, 2017 ‘ano se to Christmas bu | ever realy eed eho: not ‘becouse at esusaronything I's just becouse 'm not realy a happy i ‘ond psitv person yo know? woud be, fit wast for everthing that ‘has happened. But sem that tie ond experince has made me what ‘am todo, and Yam hapoy an na any oter way {imigh not beable trite in my cary EVERY cy, bu wil be sur 0 ty and doris atleast 2.3 times a week: If get 50 deep that it starts to wigger you, ext emedienty. I por want tobe the reason for wagering someone So you believe you wil be riggred, | would recammend ti story to read. You ‘have been wormed "hope you al enjoy my deep thoughts ond fetngs. you have any questions comment below. Make sue o follow me, ‘one a this story to your fovoits So hove fun! Thanks boty Diary of a Broken Doll ‘Thursday, December 22, 2016 at 11:27 AM Dear Dia, just canto this anymore. e lived marth without my lve, an ean da that anymere. [need to fil him, but dont even know where to start. ve decided to {g0 ona mission, and to find im once an for all Because | have made 2 conchison that: | ca’ Ive without him, NEED his love. NEED hs warmth, has been several months sce st spoke itn rn. ind one of thse ments | atualy te 0 kill mse by overdose because couldnt ake the pain anymore |just NED to rind my ove | miss him SO deer. lead have» fee rena helping me te lok fri, but 1m aid that! might ned more. you'te reading ths, please PLEASE help me. cant live without him. My hear longs fer him He went by Ben Drowned. He claimed tat he was the real Gn Drowned. Right now, | ot care. The last person to have actually know who he i just basically vanished and we cat ind her. Her names Aloe. Ifyou have ANY information about her, please contact me ASAP. Shei known ar a proxy of Slrerman, which Im not sures rue, butts he only lead I have Wl you help me find her, 50 can ind Ben? | made a group called The Finders help me nd my long lost love lease batp me Sincerely, DollyDiary of a Broken Doll Friday, December 23, 2016 at 10:36 AM. ee ia, at found my love tanks fo he lp of you al want to tank ‘veryane whe helped me My mission sems to be complete, butts sti have more todo that none of you can help me with But stil thank youal v's wo more days Christmas. uC te hing nate Chrstmas. Its Lust not my type of hot se Yo get the “Christmas spit, but now Ion. n't know whet will happen but all krow ism not gonna eit And to be honest, ve in such a poor eminent My be not even “bed I's anol, uty mates laying ina cold et lot. The oor we because ofa broken pipe My uc. might net the bathroom, and the pipes is leaky. Theefne, my aris wet This wll most ikely make someone sik because net only isthere leaky pipes but here's a huge hoe n my Hoor hat leads te outside t's the mide ofthe winter. So, ol pls wt floc equal sickness. Not mention that bird st ew int my room trough the hale. That's my luck | hima enough for now. Wel ry tow you again Soon. Wel Bye now. Scare, DalyDiary of a Broken Doll Tuesday, December 27, 2016 at 11:06 AM ese Dia ‘Ths Christmas has been the worst Crista ever, And it not ust because | hat the holiday tel. its much more ‘han that. Lm Aum forthe fst ime ina while. The one, Sa that hurt me the most, my stepfather Pra, My stepfather aid lot of things to me that it seems cannot forgive him fr. He physical, mentally, ard verbally bused me, He struck me with his leather belt that has sive stvd, making sur thatthe stud hit me He once hat ‘me So hard with the bel on my an, that my arm stated 0 bees He even,, He Wied to rape me lean’ and | wont forgive him for eveything he has done He tole me to “hang myse? just because | asked him if he would stop being so perverted infront of my younger lings He cuss me anl cals me a "worthless whore” ad that | shal ill myself He made me lap in my cocm ‘hats tray fling apart. He woulda’ lt me do anything I got int the National Leaders Association fo Young Leaders. They ware gaing to help me with my College But ofcourse, he sid | was to stupi to ein something like tat, ana Burnes tin tron of my ee | was forced to see him again on Christma. That was the worst part of the whole day. He touched my siblings. He touched me, yet we were frced to see him. wil NEVER forgive him. Weel nee to nish up this ent. If don't now, be ere al day. So, the question ofthe day: What would have you done you saw someone who hut you? Comment below your answers. il ext time, Bye Sincerely, oy « Previous Testy Comber 7, 201631 6AM Next »Diary of a Broken Doll ‘Tuesday, Decmeber 27, 2016 at 11:28 PM 23D, Iehurs Everything hrs. My heart, my soul ny fesings, my body. Just al fucking hus. But now, | enjoy this pln. | enjoy being heart broken enjoy my depression. just fucking enjoy all Sty, | got carried aay. 'm ust lost. I need 10 pay t0.God tonight ‘Maybe hel help me find the answers Iso desperately need | Yake ‘mecicine for my depression, but it doesnt work too wel. | id something unforgivable tonight. i's been one month since ast one cut Not just my wrist ike usual. cut my shou, near my elo, anc both thighs Ie hurts so ad. But what hurts worse is my depression. my mather were to find out cut again ‘ong to do. fel so ssapointed in myself because | know now that be in deep sh. don't know what Ym Heel ke hanging myself with a cord Just tying a corel around my celing fan and getting a bucket. Then tying it around my neck and jumping. Then greeting death. That's what fel ke doing. (Or even taking 2 knife ana sting my throat. That's good, to. Maybe cuting my wrists oo deep? I don't know, However, Ido know that can't let these demons get me, no matter how much want till myst Wiel, until next me guess. Question ofthe night: what are some ways to mot cu that helps with depression? (Comment below scan use them and soothers cant, sincere, oily Loa arson wpa setae os ooo wpe Ns ery « Previous Turd Deore 27 O16 T2BPM +