The power of your own consciousness

Jeshua channeled by Pamela Kribbe

Dear friends, I have come today to speak with you all. You are so well known to
me! You do not know how well I know you. I am often with you because my heart is
connected to you. I see your pain; I witness your joy, your worries, your suffe
ring. And I would so much like to tell you about the power that resides in you.
The power of your own consciousness. The power of your own being. The power of y
our own soul.
Too often you are still searching. Ever again, you are looking for solutions fro
m outside yourselves. But as you take these solutions into yourselves, they alre
ady start melting away. Realise that you are the center of your being, the sun o
f your own universe. The direction of your consciousness and what it is attuned
to will decide how you feel, how you think, how you act. From deep within yourse
lf you direct these things, like a sun directs its rays outward. If you believe
that there are aspects of yourself this sun should not shine its light upon, tha
t there are places where it shouldnt shine, that there are things it shouldnt warm
with its rays, then everyone and everything you meet around you will confirm th
ese beliefs.
In the same way, the help or advice of someone else can only be received if you
allow your own sun to shine its light on the aspect with which you need help. It
is always your decision to put that aspect into the light and open the door. Th
ere is no one else who can force you to do that. That is why no one can help you
if you dont allow yourself to be helped. (That goes for earthly help as well as
help from our side.)
Convictions are alive within you that make you think you lack the strength to fi
nd your own way, to feel your own destiny again. These convictions are linked to
a past in which you lost yourselves for a very long time. I am speaking in part
icular about a past here on earth, a past of many earthly lives in which you hav
e experienced much darkness.
This history has not been meaningless. It is a history in which you were confron
ted with much fear and in which fear overshadowed your inner sun. But now you ar
e all slowly awakening. Parts of you are already in the light again but there al
so many aspects that are still in the dark, overshadowed by fear and insecurity
about yourselves.
You can compare this inner darkness to a child being lost. A part of your soul i
s a lost child. It has lost its way in a past of pain. But the past is not a sta
tic thing. Time is to some extent an illusion. Nothing is irrevocably lost in ti
me. There are no closed-off doors. The lost child within yourself which is fragm
ented in the past can be found and healed. You are its parent, you are the one w
ho is made to cherish that child, who can warm it and bring it back to life.
And by life, I mean truly living. You have forgotten how to live. You are very g
ood at surviving, but truly living is so much more sparkling and inspiring and h
appy.
It is precisely the part of you that is best capable of doing this, the child wi
thin, that has been lost. It got lost in the shadows of the past, in an accumula
tion of events that were traumatizing to your consciousness. In all the times yo
u have been incarnating here on earth, on the level of the soul you have been de
veloping like children do into adulthood. In that sense you came to earth as chi
ldren, made many experiences your own and made many experiences you did not full
y understand. Now we are coming to the end of a certain stage in your history, a

certain cycle in your development, and it is time to rise above the experiences
that have not been understood: to grow into the parent. It is now time to be th
e father and the mother of your own child. And that is what I am pointing out in
speaking to you about the power of your consciousness: the power in you to rise
above the wounded inner child.
The child in you is the victim of many experiences that have not been understood
. I am telling you that your deepest inner wound can best be compared to the emo
tional state of an abandoned child. Its a child that has somehow become separated
from the security and loving arms of Home and doesnt know why and what for. In y
ou theres a child that feels abandoned and frightened and that doesnt have the fra
me of reference to be able to understand. This pain relates back to a very dista
nt point in time, a time when you departed from the God-like state of oneness an
d started your journey as individual souls. (This will be elucidated in the next
channeling: Cosmic birthing pain.)
At some point you will understand that this journey was your own choice and an a
ct of creation that was truly divine. The deep pain you felt when you commenced
your journey alone, your journey of experience, this deep pain was at the same t
ime a great act of creation. Because by disengaging yourselves as souls from the
great whole, from Father-Mother-God, you were allowing yourselves to discover a
great deal, to experience and feel a lot of things. At the current stage of you
r journey where there is still much inner pain, it is hard to see what the ultim
ate meaning of that long journey home is. But I want to assure you that you are
wonderful beings of light, with great courage and great trust in the creator, ot
herwise you never would have commenced this journey. What I would like to remind
you of is that spark of courage and creativity and light in yourselves. Feel th
at spark again in your heart, reconnect with it. Know that you have the power to
let the child within you come to life again and let it sing and play. By lookin
g upon your inner darkness as the calling of a lost child, Im offering you a pers
pective that invites you to cherish and love yourselves as the parent you truly
are.
At the beginning of your journey as a soul, you were entrusted with a lost and a
bandoned child, left alone in the dark. It was your challenge to deal with this
emotional part of you. This part of you represents the most vital and raw aspect o
f you, the thrust of life itself. At the end of your journey, the end of this cy
cle of lifetimes, you will hold the hand of your inner child and see how it radi
ates joy, pleasure and inspired consciousness to you. It will feel safe again an
d will therefore show its true treasure: its ability to intensely feel and live
life to the fullest. What it needs to get there is a grown-up who will take it b
y the hand and cherish it and inspire it with trust. And that is your mission: t
o be the guardian of the child within. This child has caused you pain, it has be
en the carrier of your emotional traumas, but at the same time it holds the grea
test promise: to be your profoundest source of love, joy and creativity.
The time has come. At this point in your history, it is time to gather and integ
rate the lost parts of yourself. It is time to be the central sun that you are.
In reclaiming the power of your own consciousness, you are not simply returning
to how things were before you started your journey. You are creating a new reality
or level of consciousness altogether. Recognizing your own divinity feels like
coming home; it awakens in you old memories of a blissful oneness and harmony yo
u once knew. But now for the first time you will give birth to that sense of one
ness purely from your own consciousness, while you are in material reality. You
will embody God on earth. You are returning to your divine essence, without givi
ng up your individuality and your material form. This is the miracle of the New
Era: to be one and as One, to be a unique and individual consciousness and at th
e same time to be One with and connected to the whole.