Thursdays In Indiana

Calling Robby
Back at the halfway house
calling Robby
Your cousin is insane, this shit is stupid. I didn't do anything to anyone and this is the shit I hae to
deal with.!
"e's fucked up off of heroin, I'# lying on the floor in $ouis's closet.
Ca#e ho#e with Cobo, talking to Robby
ena#ored with the# both
I'# such a fucking %oke
&ot one telling the other cross the phone lines to look out for #e cause he's not there
I'# ena#ored with the# both
for now, I'# %ust lying there
and the ranting continues
"indsight' Yeah, I re#e#ber you called #e that night. (orry about all of the ti#es you would call and
I was co#pletely unsy#pathetic...I had a )*(TY adddiction and once it really took hold of #e, it
#oed in where #y e#otions once were and said fuck you.!
This is the story of #y life
+ownplays and downfalls
Treat #e like shit %ust to e,pect that years later I'll accept phone calls
and I do cause I'# not the one to gie up on anyone
I hope you read this, I hope you feel this
I )-.-R &I.- /0 1) *)Y1)-
Bought #y ticket, showed up for a week
so ena#aored, so e,cited
#y heart at ti#es #akes #e appear weak
when I'# not at all
I %ust let #y e#otions oertake the sensibilities in #e
You picked #e up, the first thing you want to do is take #e to #eet your #other
and #y against the parentals! fear runs through #y #ind
(he's nice
this house is a#a2ing
(he knows all this stuff about #e
This #eans you'e spoke of #e before
)o lie fro# this one, for that I was not ready
3e need to pick up your best friend
he's supposed to hang with us
"e's 45, #aybe 67
has a habit worse than I when I was part of the (gt. 0epper's $onely "earts Club bus
crushing up pills on the table in #y hotel roo#
we're on the bed catching up
and he's %ust fucked
ran outside, cli#bed a water tower
there's those fucking sirens again
They take hi#
he has your car keys
and disappear for the ne,t four days
this is the life I'# leading
(o I pace around this roo#
downing bottles of 3ild Irish Rose
looking at #yself in the #irror
for a girl so pretty and a#a2ing, I can't figure out where I went wrong
(it at the table
its still full of residue
Call Cobo, you want to talk to Cobo...!
That's all you want to do
*nd we talk for hours
this see#s to be how I cope
replace #y e#otion for one with another
neer really deal
neer really #oe on
This still tends to be how I cope
ho#eruns and bases neer loaded
don't know how I pull any of this off
the second #i,tape by The 3eekend co#es out at #idnight
You haen't been here in three days
that's the thing about heroin and the parts you didn't talk about
Its #ore than %ust you not being here
its the thing of not hearing a thing
can't deal with the silence
it dries #e insane
absolutely and co#pletely
til this day, this is still a haunting thing
but I wrote and I listened
sandpaper kisses8papercuts this8don't know what this #eans8but it all leads to this8you're gonna
leae8her8you hae deceied her8i'# %ust a bird!
on replay
bottles on replay
e#otions on replay
I need to call Cobo, that's all I want to do, need to call Cobo....!