Compassion imbued with love July 27th 2013 by Marian van der Veen.

Quote from book II The Law of One page 90 Session 42 March 22, 1981 Compassion, imbued with wisdom enables humans to appreciate its contributions to the planetary consciousness, by the quality of its being without regard to activity or behavior, which expects results on the visible planes(end of quote) Every time I read this text, theres more meaning growing in my comprehension of it. Today, it struck me that wisdom seems to partake in the movement of love, as a bridge between the planetary consciousness and the visible planes. To me, being without regard to activity or behavior, doesnt mean to refrain from them. Only, theyre not a goal or fulfillment onto the personal Self. Theyre simply physical expressions of form in a 3D-world, created for the benefit of a family, a community, a country, the planet. If intended that way. Making forms of love, which is contrary to the nature of love as a formless moving energy, is often a visible expression of the need to be loved. For example, a woman can mistakenly use niceties and sweetness, to awaken desire in a man, to bind him to her. As a substitute for not being in affinity with herself, in her heart. A lover-boy knows that game too and his sweet words and pleasing actions bind girls to him. The aforementioned woman is an excellent match to him, although at the cost of her freedom. Those kind of relationships require a certain activity and behavior, which, by force and conquest, expect results on the visible planes under harsh conditions. A game of trick or treat with a variety of forms: from violence to the bitterness of a status quo, a balance filled with survival in both scales. Many of those games are tied in with trade, money and marriages in communion of belongings.

In other words: the visible planes display the human expressions of drama, so often a need for love under cover, disguised in being a bully, a victim or a martyr, in business and in the privacy of ones home, on a physical, emotional and spiritual level. For those teachings Im in that school of life. Contributions to the planetary consciousness are transpersonal, although our personal life is immersed in it. Similar as in our bodies being part of planet Earth, sharing the same matter. Do you see the comparable nature of both the same way as I do? Our personal life may be served for no gain or goal onto its Self, although we may experience tendencies towards that, while observing our-selves. We are, at present, human on planet Earth, learning by experience. That capacity (to observe ourselves) is transpersonal by nature, when we choose to refrain from acting out those tendencies and not make manifest that which glorifies parts of us that are somewhat in darkness, overshadowed by pain and in need of healing. In my opinion, still very much a student, free will reigns in all aspects of life. A life of a martyr, suffering for a good cause to set an example of righteousness and/or to create more peace and love on the planet, sincerely coming from love, ends often in death. Hence, the end of that persons work on the planet. You might ask Does this persons fate, this death, holds wisdom? Who knows, to end ones life this way, might serve a goal for gain onto its Self? Only by choosing consciously, we may play the role of martyr, which is a tremendous offer of love to me. However, in my view, ethics dictates to leave the prowess of humankind alone, the responsibility for its sins or karmic debts. There may have been one exception, once upon a time, on Golgotha. Within the freedom of our choices, no such role should ever be forced upon us, although certain religious groups will disagree with me. The old adage Know Thyself is an advise of love imbued with wisdom, to me. For practical reasons: Know Thyself is only as valuable as the assistance it provides us in the present.
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The process of healing, by Marian van der Veen Febr. 2013 "The process of healing, if I may share my views on it with you, for Gaia, her (Earth) pain, feels very similar to the more personal one that I experience myself. It's just that I presume many are in this with me. And what's dawning in me, is the evidence of the illusion that we have become separated from our authenticity and pure creation life force, by believing that damage is done to us and many times withhold ourselves from outgrowing that. By sticking to our child-fears and a toddler's emotional dependency, in a survival mode and subdued by the rules of religion, culture and race division. If were not awake, or even willing, to see this. Do we learn, at a young age, how to live on this Earth and achieve the skill of living in harmony with ourselves and others, nowadays? I am saying this without meaning to judge or teach anyone, we're in this together. I know and have experienced, how deeply painful issues can be, sometimes buried deep inside. I think, although it's my stumbling efforts and living experience, to excersize this daily and not an absolute fact of life, that it is we, that have separated ourselves from the Goddess/God/ Divine/Oneness that contains and holds all life in unconditional love. By holding on to our pain, even through life after life, instead of stepping into our higher truth. Not succumbing to victimhood, but accepting the truth that nothing is a coincidence and that we are cocreators of all that manifests in the inner and outer world, our own reality. Standing in the courage of that truth, we can make a choice: to not submit ourselves to mind-programming and belief systems, either selfmade, or placed upon us. Or at least begin to empower ourselves by starting to begin to see the truth of that, to be unsentimentally aware of the effect on us, caused by active and reactive collective consciousness. And be honest about our own ways to avoid feelings of hurting, in order to not being hurt again.
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To see our own weird and desperate antics, in order to keep others with us in the room. And try to not judge and resist it, but acknowledge our own creation of it and include our feelings thereof, so that we may say "This is truth". We are all living, now on Earth, in the bandwidth of a rainbow, showing itself when rain and shine are present simultaneously. So are tears and smiles, meant to be present in acceptance, both at each end of that rainbow. It seems that humanity, as a collective, hits rock bottom at the other side of 12-12-12. That loud thummmpppp sends some of us into bliss, some of us into despair, all depending on either turning our face towards the sun, savoring the truth and nothing but the truth, so help me God... or turning away in denial of it, looking for a way out that isn't there anymore. Unless While releasing the old paradigms, freedom can return in retrospect towards the past and when returning to the present, finding it beautifully transformed, so that new pathways will manifest at crossroads, in close up or beckoning as dream come true, in the future. Is this surrender to what is and myself? Is this the transformation of duality consciousness? Receive this as an observation, thoughts of mine that I share with you. You may have a different view and experience. To me, this is an immense change of heart, slowly dawning on me, I am growing into a more relaxed older (new) age.