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Texans
I Was
To
Meet…
The First of
Three Texans
I Was Ever
To Meet
Was he assassinated?
By
For
An Editor of His,
Katherine Smith
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The Second
of
Three Texans
I Was Ever
To Meet
I
magine it is September, 1966. You have
passed a relaxing summer concentrating
on bicycling a lot and performing vigorous
calisthenics because you—now a university
graduate—know that it is time to begin two
years of active duty in the United States
Army as an artillery second lieutenant, a
redleg. You had been commissioned on the
same day of your graduation after having
studied four years of Military Science, five
hours a week, in the Reserve Officers’
Training Corps. You are going to Fort Sill, the
Home of the Artillery, in Oklahoma. You will
go to school again, immediately, attend the
Officer Basic Course at the United States’
Army Artillery & Missile School, and receive a
diploma for your efforts. You are excited.
Vietnam looms large in your mind. You are
anxious.
F
ort Sill and the city of Lawton which lies
next to it turn out to be hardship tours
themselves—even less interesting than
the downright difficult Vietnam would prove
to be later. The first three months of O.B.C.
take the sting out of the boredom on the base
because there are eight hours of classroom
study each day and, in the evening, two or
three hours of homework. One of the most
popular of songs during this time is Sonny
and Cher’s “The Beat Goes On.”
O
ne night Tom and I were returning to
our Bachelor Officers’ Quarters with
Jim—in his car. (I remember it even
seemed strange to me to enter a car with T-
E-X-A-S license plates and not The Empire
State’s!) Because Jim’s car was permitted on
base, it had to be registered, and being so,
red stickers (signifying Jim was an officer)
were stuck to the front and rear bumpers of
his car. At Fort Sill’s main gate, M.P.’s
eyeballed in-coming vehicles, and they were
authorized to stop any of them if they so
desired. And, of course, M.P.’s were required
to salute civilian cars with the red officer
decals. That night when Jim reduced speed
and approached the entrance to the fort, the
on-duty M.P. did not salute us. Jim stopped,
then backed up to reach the M.P. Through his
opened window, Jim suggested—in very
gentlemanly fashion—that the M.P. should
salute officers in the United States Army. The
M.P. immediately snapped to and put one, by-
the-book salute on us. After proceeding
farther down the road, Tom and I told Jim that
he was being too “gung-ho,” and that he
should have let go by the boards that which
was probably a mistake. Jim asked us why we
thought as we did. We believed that it was
best to let these little slips go unobserved
because it was surely unproductive to harp
on them. Jim disagreed energetically
explaining that we are all soldiers and
discipline is part of our training and that
preparation may one day save our lives on
the battlefield where we might be called upon
to react instinctively during a dangerous
situation that would not permit us to think
things out ahead of time as
“philosophically”—he put it—as Tom and I
wished. We gulped on that.
W
hen I arrived to the battlefield in the
Central Highlands in Vietnam, near
the Laotian and Cambodian borders,
I was absolutely shocked to be greeted—my
first day out!—by an infantry private who, flat
out, addressed me so: “What’s your name,
lieutenant? Out here in the field we are on a
first name basis.” My heart sank to the
ground. I thought of Tom and Jim. I knew at
that very instant in time and space I would
never be able to be a “hero” for my country.
My “country” had betrayed me. Even my M-
16 rifle, put on the market in 1967 by the Colt
Rifle Company and used by us for the very
first time in an actual combat situation, was
not dependable. It was a very sensitive
machine in those days, before being
modified, and particularly touchy when dirt
particles entered it. The L.R.R.P.’s refused to
use it during their operations. They called it
“a piece of junk,” and preferred the Russian
Kalashnikov stolen for them from captured
enemy soldiers. I recognized one fact: my
worst enemy wore the same uniform I did!
Had the Vietnam “War” been concocted by
parents and the United States’ government to
displace their nineteen-year-old juvenile
delinquents—very often criminals in Vietnam
—13,000 miles away from home and out of
their hair? (These kids belong in summer
camp, not Army camp!) Am I to believe that
Northamericans think that a Lieutenant
Calley—after having murdered innocent
children, women and elderly Vietnamese—
would return home to win “The Family Man of
the Year Award?” Military discipline was not
S.O.P., the rule of the day, in Vietnam. It was
something it should have not been. There
was something wacky going on. Soldiers’
rifles were not cleaned, grunts walked in
groups in the field disregarding the
“unwritten law” to separate from each other
always by five meters, many faked taking
their malaria pills, they refused to shave, they
contradicted orders, ad infinitum. (Imagine
you are a first lieutenant in “the world’s most
powerful army.” Privates call you “Tony;”
you’re not sure your rifle will function! The
only thing that keeps you happy is the
thought that ecstatic Colt Rifle Company
stockholders, after pledging allegiance to the
flag, will get down on their knees and pray for
your safe return. Why should you complain?
You are crazy if you do!) The absurdity of
Vietnam is even more clearly marked in my
memory by this incredible truth: When I
served on staff as an assistant adjutant, I was
responsible for writing up the narrations for
the Awards and Decorations that were later to
be approved by Division staff personnel. I
noticed that many of my recommendations
had been rejected because I was frequently
downgrading medal endorsements which I
thought had been proposed on a basis of
exaggeration—they simply did not fulfil the
requirements asked for in Army regulations. I
went to my superior officer and he explained
to me that I was to be more generous. He
said: “We have to give the boys something
to go home with.” Years later, when Vietnam
veterans gathered beneath the Washington
Monument to discard their medals, I realized
immediately that they were not disgusted so
much with the Vietnam “War.” No, they were
ashamed of themselves!
**
By
For
An Editor of His,
Katherine Smith
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The Third of
Three Texans
I Was Ever
To Meet
W
hen I last set eyes on my uncle Bill,
The Pill, in August, 1967—on my way
to Vietnam—he stood tall for me
epitomizing what was then for sure the senior
business executive: unkind, authoritative,
excessively patriotic, self-righteous and
church-going. Of course—as most of his
unimaginative peers were—he was a
detestable Republican and still is today. He
lived in Clarendon Hills, a suburb of Chicago
the city Martin Luther King said (said George
Wallace!) was the most racist urban sprawl in
the United States. The Pill worked for
Woolworth and was always showering his
relatives with Woolworth junk that I am sure
he never paid for, and as previously, I wonder
even today if he gave away those trinkets to
assuage in some way the culpability he
hopefully silently harbored for being such a
miserable anal-hoarding miser and ultra-
mundane member of the human race with
the personality of one of the cactus plants
near his retirement condominium in Phoenix.
T
he ramifications gushing from the
Vietnam “War” debacle and the Fall of
the Wall have remolded, as never
before, the very essentialness of military
science and its methods of conducting
modern warfare. The Vietnam conflict was
not a defeat for the United States—it was
worse than that. The United States trounced
itself in Vietnam because there it had no
rational mission to execute. A justification for
being in Vietnam was not comprehensible.
Therefore, the energy to counterbalance was
frustrated due to this intelligibility and, taking
advantage of this vacuity, the enemy made
mincemeat of a soldiery groping in its own
bewilderment. The matter was further
exacerbated because at no other time in the
history of the world had a Peace Movement
been so vigorous in undermining the
hegemony of a military establishment and
those to whom it was subordinate. Common
sense did not assent to the ten-year
prolongation of the Vietnam “War.” It was a
misadventure distinguished by sheer folly.
(Vietnam veterans are not crazy because
they went to Vietnam; those who sent them
there need to have their heads examined.)
On the other hand, common sense did yield
to the crumbling of the Berlin Wall. Why?
Was it not about time to reunite the divided
Germany? Was it not opportune to be, finally,
sagacious? Time heals all wounds except the
chagrins of the Pentagon!
I
will bet that you think I have forgot about
that third Texan! Nope. It was The Pill who
suggested that I make a visit to Wichita
Falls, Texas from Fort Sill, Oklahoma to visit
Mr. Marcus some months before I was ordered
(Why did they not ask me?) to Vietnam. Mr.
Marcus was a client of The Pill and he had a
factory on an old Air Force base where he
manufactured leather goods for the
Woolworth multinat. What was interesting
about Mr. Marcus’s work was that he
employed many handicapped individuals to
produce the objects my uncle would buy from
him for Woolworth. Mr. Marcus and his wife
took me to an exclusive restaurant in Wichita
Falls, and I remember that they were a very
kind and generous Jewish couple who desired
zealously to help people—especially those
downtrodden. (I am sure they were not
Republicans.) To this very day, I ponder over
this equivocation: Did The Pill send me down
to meet Mr. Marcus to show off his lieutenant
nephew so that he could get a discount for
Woolworth? Or did The Old Fart verily have it
in mind to do something—finally!—genuinely
bounteous for me? If the latter is so, why did
he not want to send me cigars when I was in
Vietnam? (Because he is a noodle-headed
Republican! Didn’t I tell you so?)
***
By
For
An Editor of His,
Katherine Smith
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