Easily Broken

“Wake up bells” was what my sister told me. My

sister Rosalie was older than me. She was more liked
by boys and everyone wanted to be her. She was a
blonde but she had the most excruciating face than
no one can take their gaze off of.

“Five more minutes rose”

“No! today is the first day of school.” Ugh. I was

going back to school. I was going back as a junior
and it was horrible.

I’ve never been noticed by anyone. Nobody would

see me if I bumped into them. Or if they did they
would say “watch where you’re going”. High school
isn’t just for me. It’s more for rose though. She was
popular she had all the looks and friends and most of
all boys.
As soon as I came back to reality I realized that I
might as well get this over with. I got out of bed and
went over to my bathroom to get ready.

When I looked into the mirror I look like bettlejuice. I

wanted to scream. But I just hopped in the shower
letting the warm water tingle down my back.

I had already had my outfit laid out. My mom had just

bought me some grey converse. And I slipped into
my skinny jeans with a ninja turtle shirt and was on
my way down stairs.
When I got down there, there was my dad Charlie
sitting at the table reading the news paper like
always. Charlie has dark hair like me. He was also a
quiet man possibly where I get my shyness from. He
was smiling up at me when I walked into the kitchen
to retrieve an apple.

“Looking good bells”

“Thx dad” was all I could say.

“Honey have you seen my sweater? Oh! Hey Bella

baby want any breakfast before school?” my mom
said entering the kitchen

My mom must have possibly not have had any pets

when she was younger. She was the most
irresponsible person I knew but she meant so much
to me. She was blond and prettier than me.

I on the other hand was boring. I had brown locks.

Brown eyes (which I took after Charlie).
Full lips and slender.

“No mom. And your sweater is in the bathroom”

“Thx hun! You need a ride to school?”

“No Alice is coming to come and pick me up.”

Suddenly I heard her honking out side. Alice was my

best friend. She was the only person that actually
helped me when I started going to Victory Academy.
Soon after that we just
Clicked.

She was the littlest thing I have ever seen. She was
pretty though. Her hair always struck out in every
direction and she wore the most amazing clothes.
She made my clothes look like hand-me-downs. But I
never complained. I loved Alice and she was my best
friend.

I got in the car and she seemed kind of disappointed.

“What’s wrong?” I asked. Concerned.

“Bella you told me you was going to wear the outfit I
picked out for you….that aeropostale skirt would
have went pretty with your legs….: she trailed off.

“I’m sorry Alice but I just wanted to wear something

casual and plus I think I look pretty cool.” I said
matter-of-factly.

“You think dressing up with turtles on you shirt is cool

Bella?”

“Ok... so maybe I don’t dress the best but Im not into

fashion and stuff like rose is and Alice you know that”

“Bella your parents are rich for god sake how could
you not be into fashion. Your mother is a fashion
designer.”

“Im not Rosalie. I don’t plan on getting attention just

by the things I flash in people’s faces. I want real
friends”
“I wear stuff like rose and people are not following
me”

“OK! Damn Alice I will go upstairs and change into

your damn skirt”

Alice started clapping her hands together likes she

was a five year old. I went up stairs to put on my new
skirt I bough 3 days ago. When I was shopping with
Alice. Rosalie had already left out with her friends.
As soon as I was finished I rushed back down stairs.

As soon as I got in the car Alice couldn’t help herself

by not taking a picture. I blinked as I was stunned by
the camera.

“Alice I put on this skirt for you! Now stop taking

pictures of me”

“ok but you just look so pretty”

As soon as she was done having her moment we

headed towards school.

When we got there nothing had changed. Every one

was in line for their new schedule. When I had gotten
into line with Alice. I realize that all eyes of girls
turned to the door.

There they were all 3 of them. Jasper, Emmet, and

the one everyone wanted including me was Edward.
They look amazing. Edward of course looks the best.
He was the most popular. Every guy wanted to be
him and every girl wanted to be with him.

I on the other hand didn’t care. He wouldn’t notice

me anywyas. I dint see why anyone would waste
their time. He never paid attention to anyone but
Rosalie. Even though he was a jerk. He still had a
look in his eyes as though he is not what he seems.
He always had dates. But none of them went to our
school. They would always be older than him and if I
haven’t been mistaking I would think he paid them.
But I never gave much thought.

“Bella your next” Alice said to me as I came back to

earth. I stepped up.
“Name please” a gawky lady said to me.

“Bella Swan” she handed me my paper and I was on

my way. Me and Alice had the first three classes
together. We were on our way when it hit me I forgot
to tell rose that mom needed her at the studio after
school for the magazines.

Rosalie has been in mom’s magazines since she was

like 14. Mom just thought that she was the most
beautifulest person alive. Mom told me that I had
beauty to but I just needed to practice my
expressions in the mirrors. I didn’t really even care
because I don’t even read magazines so it didn’t
matter.

I told Alice that I would catch up. She said ok and I

was on my way finding Rosalie.
I had spotted her in the cafeteria with a couple of
people. I couldn’t make out who the last guy was but
I didn’t care. I just wanted to get back to Alice. I went
up to rose and she turned to smile to me. Apparently
she already had gotten the news.

“Mom already told me” she said to me.

“Oh! Well I guess im on my way then” as I tried to

push through the crowd that was around her.

“Wait Bella I have someone I want you to meet” she

said as she grabbed my arm.

She swung me around and said “I want you two to

finally meet. Edward this is my sister Bella” she said
all sweet.

“Hi! Pleased to meet you Bella. Nice shirt by the

way”

My heart began to race. Not one boy ever talked to

me since I came to this school . Besides the boys
from class. I was so tongue-tied I didn’t know what to
do.

I soon began to feel the blood race to my face. That

was all that was needed because he soon started to
look back at Rose to say something to her.

As soon as I took control I said “same here & thx!”

I knew he heard me because he winked at me. Then

he smiled a crooked smiled that look like it was just
placed for him. I was becoming weak at the knees.
He was perfect.

I soon began to realize what was happening. I cant

like him. He was madly in love with my sister. He
cant possibly like a loser like me. But something in
his emrald eyes made me stare for a few minutes.

As I began to leave Rosalie hugged me and told me

good luck. I thanked her and left.
I felt as if eyes were on me when I was walking away.
As to see if my theory was correct there Edward was
staring at me. I wondered did I have something on
my butt so I checked. All I saw was the words aero in
pink. Maybe he was just reading it. As I glanced back
up our eyes met and for a second he look interested
in me. But that couldn’t be. He liked my sister. He
always tried to flirt with her on the slide. I couldn’t let
myself think that. As I tried to look away there Alice
was standing

“Come on Bella. Were going to be late!”

She seemed almost excited to be back but I didn’t
argue I just walked ahead. To get to my next class.

EPOV

Man I did not want to come to school. But then again

I did. I want to try again this year to get with Rosalie.
She was the most prettiest girl in school and there
was no one stopping us from being together.

As I had got out the car with my brothers Jasper and

Emmet. We walked in to see every girl in the room
with their eyes on us. All but one she didn’t see me
looking but on her face I almost recognized irritation.

I didn’t see how she could be not interested. But then

again I didn’t care. I was only here for Rosalie.

A little while later I was in the cafeteria and Rosalie

was just about to say something. Then she turned
around and standing there was the random girl from
this morning.

Did she go here? How did she know Rosalie?

Was she trying to fit in?

Just then I heard her say “mom already told me”

Mom? What! Did Rosalie have a sister?

“Oh! Well I guess im on my way then”

Was all she whispered. She tried to make her way
through the crowd. When Rose grabbed her arm and
said

“Wait! Bella I have someone I want you to meet”.

She spun her around to me and I got a good look at
her.

She had features that were natural beauty.

Something I guessed ran through genes. She seem to
be shocked to see me.

“I want you two to finally meet. Edward this is my

sister Bella” she said all sweet.
I looked down at her shirt. It was Ninja Turtle shirt. It
was kind of funny. And suddenly I said

“Hi! Pleased to meet you Bella. Nice shirt by the

way”

All she did was blush and she said “same here &
thx!.”
She said it so low that I could barely here her. But I
winked at her and more blood rushed to her face.

So Rosalie had a sister. I was so shocked. I never

would have guessed. Bella wasn’t ugly. And she had
real natural beauty. She was a amazing person to
look at. But I had to get back in my game. I wanted
rose not her. She wasn’t on my level but at some
point I wanted to talk to her.

I have never been this interested. But the fact alone

that she is a nobody is not a risk I want to take. I can
tell that she had not many friends maybe 1 or2. I
looked at her as she walked away. I love her skirt and
how it said “AERO” on the back. Nice way to bring
attention to your ass.

But she glanced back at me and I hadn’t realized that

I was actually staring at her. So I bought my head
down when Rose asked

“Edward do you like my sister?” she ask in a whisper

like we were speaking in code.
“No! what makes you ask. My eyes are only for you.”
I said with a smirk.

Suddenly her face just dropped. She was

disappointed. Like she wanted me with her sister. So
I asked

“What’s wrong?”

“Oh it’s nothing, I just wanted you to be one of the

few people who would actually notice her. She has
been lonely for the past two years. I thought that
maybe you would be interested . You seem different
from other guys you don’t want sex and stuff you just
want people for who they are….”she trailed off into
another world.

“You thought I would be nice enough to date you

sister? Rose how can I go with her when I didn’t even
know she existed. She has been walking among us
and I never laid my eyes on her until now. And let
alone I didn’t even know you have a sister…Rose you
don’t know how I feel about you…” I was really about
to tell her how I felt when just instantly I realized
what her words were.

She really wanted me to date this unknown Bella.

How weird huh? I wanted to get to know her but
certainly not that way. I’ve never tried thinking of
another woman but Rosalie. She seemed like she was
just meant for me.
So I told her I would think about it and she kissed my
cheek.
LATER THAT DAY……

As I was going home with my brother I decided to tell

them what Rosalie requested.

“I would date any sister of Rosalie’s” Emmet started

to say.

“No you think that but once you see her it’s like you
been looking at disappointment. I mean she is pretty
but she is not even noticeable out of a crowd.”

At some point I was lying. Bella was noticeable

because if she wasn’t I wouldn’t have seen her this
morning when every girl was drooling over me and
my brothers.

Suddenly Jasper and Emmet had this face that would

always disappoint me. They had the face when they
was thinking of a bet.

“Ok! Me and jasper think you should go out with her.”

“What! Are you crazy!? I cant go with her. She

doesn’t even like us. I saw her this morning and she
look disgusted of us. No I refuse!”

“Then why did you bring it up? You never bring up

things that don’t matter. Apparently she has some
effect on you. So go out with her

And you don’t even have to go out with her for a long
time. Look we will make a bet. How ever long you
stay with Bella speaking in months is how many days
I will stop talking to people about your sex life .” said
Emmit.

“Look I don’t have time for your games…I don’t even

know her. She can’t even possibly like me.”

“Look! I don’t care but if you want me going around

telling people that you don’t get enough action then
that’s on you.”

“Ok! Damn Emmit I will do it. But if I want to stop you

cant say anything because at least I tried.”

“Perfect”…was all he said til I left the room.

BPOV

Weeks has passed and things started to act weird.

Rosalie keep asking me do I like Edward which is
weird because don’t he suppose to be going out with
her?

And another crazy part happened.

One day me and Alice was sitting down and Edward
came up to me saying
“Hi!”

I didn’t know if he was talking to me or what. I was

going to turn around to confirm if he was. But I just
left the lunch room and went to class.
As I was leaving people was watching me. The whole
lunch room had all their eyes on me. So I then
guessed that Edward was talking to me.

But that was besides the point. What did he want

with me? And why was Rose pressuring me to talk to
him?

Something was up. But I plan on getting to the

bottom of it.

EPOV

Man! This whole Bella thing has been pissing me off. I

have been trying to talk to her for the longest. She
either run away or just get speechless.

Then Emmit told me my deadline was in 3 days.

Everyone thinks that I date a lot of people. And that

story saying I date and pay people to have sex with
me is a big rumor.

But if I told people the truth I would be a joke and

people wouldn’t care much for me. Its not much for
the people I care about its for Rosalie!

So today I’m going to try again and this will be it. I’m
not going to keep pressuring my self for a girl I don’t
even know.

So I got dressed and got ready for school. When I got

there and her friend I’m guessing was sitting down. I
noticed Jessica was staring at her. Gossiping I
suppose. Since that is what she do best. If you ever
want to the latest 411. Just go to the talking hoe and
she will update you on the things you need to know.

She has been trying to get with me for like the past 2
years. But I never paid her any attention.

Her and her friends was laughing and mocking the

way Bella dress. So to make her talking ass to shut
up I walked over to Bella.

I sat down and she looked at me confused.

“Hi…Um…Bella!” I said trying to make conversation.

“Bella I have to get to the gym. I have extra credit

due to that crazy gym teacher.” Said her friend. She
seemed nice. She must have been trying to give me
and Bella some privacy.
“NO!...ALI-“ Was all she could say before her friend
was gone.

We sat there for a few minutes. And I guess she

wasn’t talking because the whole lunch room was
quiet. So I broke the silence.

“So why have you been avoiding me every time I

have been trying to talk to you.”

“The question is why have you been trying to talk to

me?” She said. I was shocked. She never spoke to
me. And she sounded as beautiful as she looked.
“I’m just trying to make some new friends. And
besides I think your pretty cool. I mean I know I don’t
know you and all but you seem to be holding my
interest.”

“So along with my sister right?” she said with

irritation.

I didn’t answer. She just looked at me for a moment

and then she said

“look Edward I know what most boys like you want.

You want my virginity don’t you? And if its not that
then your making bets on me. So how about I give
you back your interest and you go back acting like I
don’t exist. And besides I know that Rosalie is behind
this anyway.

And if your still confused why your brother was in on

it to is because Rose and Emmit are dating. That’s
why he wanted you to be with me so that he can
have my sister to him self.”
That was all she said to me before she walked away.

I was still processing the words she just said. I was

furious. I didn’t know what to do at that moment. But
all I knew is, is that me and that fucking jerk I call my
brother is having a big talk tonight.

BPOV

I shouldn’t have told Edward about my sister and

Emmit that afternoon a week ago. But I knew what
they were doing and I was not about to get played.
No matter who it is.

For the days after that conversation he haven’t been

around Rosalie or his brothers. I’m guessing that they
gotten into a argument.

He was still always trying to talk to me.

I didn’t want to get into all of their business so when

he passed me I would just look down. I don’t know
why he was still trying to talk to me.

I mean like Rose and Emmit was still dating and there
was nothing he could do about it. So why was he still
trying to talk to me?

I didn’t know but I’m not about to feel sorry for him.
He never noticed me in the first place so there is no
need for him to try to talk to me now.

But one day after school I felt as though I was being

followed. But then I realized I was. Because when I
turned around there he was walking behind me. He
was a block away but I knew he was following me
because he was walking the direction I was since I
left school.

I stopped and walked up to him.

“Why in the hell are you following me, Edward?”

“I wanted to ask you something and since you

wouldn’t answer me in school I guessed I should ask
you outside of school.” he said that as If it was really
important.

“Ok! So here I am shoot” I said with my hand waving

come on.

“How long have they…you...know?”

He looked like he was in pain. I was kind of sad to see
him like this. But I really can’t try to feel sorry for
him. What difference does that make?

“Since last year. The beginning of the summer. I’m

surprised that you didn’t know. He was over my
house every day, he even ate dinner and breakfast
with us. And sometimes he would spe-“

I stopped because he looked like he lost his best

friend. I felt so bad for him. If I knew him better I
would just hug him or do whatever I could to comfort
him.

He was really in love with my sister. Stupid Rosalie.

She just hurt boys like him. I mean I know I don’t
know him but he didn’t deserve the hurt that she
caused him. I knew how he felt when you like a
person and they didn’t like you back and you would
do whatever you could just for them to notice you.

“You know I don’t know if this will help but your

better off without my sister. She can be a bitch at
times and I’m also glad because you don’t deserve
the heartbreak”
“It doesn’t even matter. After all these years I knew
her and Emmit had a thing. I knew because the way
they looked at each other…I just didn’t want to
accept it

But I’m kind of glad that you told me…why did you
tell me though? Why didn’t you just let me find out
on my own?” he asked I knew the answer: Cuhs I
didn’t want to get played by the person I’m in love
with.

“Because you deserve better. My sister would have

probably broke you heart and she don’t deserve
someone like you. You deserve someone better. And
someone who will return the love back to you”

I had to realize who I was talking to. Every one loves

Edward but then again they love his face not his
personality.

“So someone like you?” yes!

What was he serious? He couldn’t have been talking

to me. Impossible. Maybe that was my brain playing
tricks on me. But that couldn’t have been what he
just said.

He was looking me in the eyes as if he was waiting

for a response. So he was serious. I didn’t know what
to say I just stared at him.

I began to walk away. I felt something tug my arm.

Why was he steady trying to talk to me? He was not
showing a good way of not liking me and the more he
keep talking to me the more I get tongue-tied.

“Edward why do you keep trying to talk to me. We

both know that you don’t have to get with me
anymore. Secrets out. You don’t have to pretend to
like me anymore….”

I wanted to keep going on. But I couldn’t get

frustrated over something that isn’t his fault.

“Bella if I didn’t like you I wouldn’t be wasting my

time standing here and you wouldn’t either.”

“Edward I want to go is home. So let go of my arm” I

couldn’t believe he was still holding on to me. I soon
felt his grip loosen and I soon began to walk in the
direction I was heading. When I turned around he
was gone.

THE FOLLOWING DAY…..

Today some kid was getting transferred to all my

honors classes. I was wondering were they new? Or
did some kid decide to get lucky and have some nerd
do his homework?

Kids never usually get moved up to honors classes. It

was the same kids for the past year. Unless some
foreign student moved into town. But that only
happened twice here at Victory Academy.

I had to escort him all day. And tell him what we was
learning. It was going to be a drag.
As I was walking down the hall to go to first class.
There he was.

Was he stalking me?

“What are you doing her-“

“Ms. Swan this is Edward Cullen. You will be showing

him his classes and helping him catch up. Since you
are my best student I assumed that there will be no
problems”
Said Mr. Brown

“No sir! I’m sure I can escort this young “man”

around.” Saying “man” as if he was going to be a
problem.

“Ok! Well every one get to your seats. Edward you

will be sitting with Ms. Swan.”

GREAT! Just what I need to start of the day.

“Ok! Edward we are working on the way chemicals

can change into another…”

“Bella! Why Don’t you talk to me? Did I do anything

wrong?”

“Edward this is not the place to talk about this”

“Bella please. All I have been trying to do for this

past month is to talk to you. You either walk away. Or
you just stare at me.”
“Look Edward I’m going to tell you why. For one you
don’t even like me. Two your in love with my sister.
Three what makes you like me now you never
noticed me before. And you can’t say you never seen
me because last year I was in 3 of your classes. So
don’t put on your puppy face trying to make me feel
sorry for you because I don’t….you don’t know
nothing about me and I’m pretty damn sure that
before this month you didn’t even know my name”

I was so pissed that I moved over to Alice and just let

him sit there and learn it by himself. He would catch
on anyway thats why he’s here.

Epov

I didn’t even know that she was in my classes last

year. I guess that’s a good reason to hate me. But
why did she hate me so much. I never did anything
that should hurt her.

Was it jealousy? Was she mad because I was in love

with her sister and didn’t even notice her? Or maybe
she just didn’t even like me.

For the rest of the day I just followed her and at

times she would turn around and if you look really
close. I could see the most sexiest smile I have seen
in years.

I noticed a lot of things about her that day.

1: she was a casual dresser
2:she was a shy person and would avoid drama
3: she really didn’t like peanuts. She was just picking
them out at lunch
4: her mom was totally rich and paid more attention
to Rosalie.
5: she was the responsible type
6:she didn’t listen to music often
7: she loved Ninja Turtles. She had their book bag,
shirts, socks, poster, any thing you can name she
had it.

I thought It was kind of cute. Most teenagers let their

childhood super hero’s fade away. But she didn’t. She
was different. She wasn’t trying to fit in. She was a
total outsider. She never wore makeup and she still
looked better than most girls in this school.

I still cant see how I never seen her. How could I not
know she was even walking on this earth.
I felt stupid and worthless.
It was 3 months later when I realized that I learned a
lot of things about Bella. Her best friend name was
Alice and they did everything together.

I have never been as interested in someone like Bella

ever. Not even Rosalie could top all the thing I knew
about Bella.

But I knew that there was still some much more to

explore. She was a surprise I know that much. You
never know what she was going to say but you did
know that it would always be the truth.
I haven’t spoke to her since that day in the
classroom. But I wanted to ask her so many
questions.

She only spoke to me once or twice in the hallway.

When she caught me staring at her. But all she would
say is “hi” and it would be super low as if she was
trying not to make a scene.

She was always the last thought in my mind before I

went to sleep and the first when I woke up.

One day I was sitting in class. She wasn’t there. I was

hoping she was coming late. All the seats was taken
except the one next to me. I knew that if she came
through that door she would have a fit so I just asked
her best friend Alice to switch seats with me. She did
and soon before I knew it Bella was walking in
apologizing to out geometry teacher.

As soon as she sat down Alice had whispered

something in her ear and her whole face had sunken
into her arms. She looked sad as if she had planned
to come in late just to sit next to me. But that
couldn’t be she hated me. Why would she want to sit
next to me?

I just turned around trying to focus on my work. I

couldn’t stand to see the girl I wanted so bad to be
unhappy. I wanted to go back there and kiss her. But
that wouldn’t help, it would just make her more
unhappy.
On my way out of class I turned to notice that Bella
was staring at me. Our eyes met and if my eyes
haven’t betrayed me a tear struck out of her left eye.
I was about to walk over to her when she finally got
up and walked away.

I knew I had something to do with what she was

crying about but I didn’t know what to do.

Bpov.

Why would he just move. I was so disappointed. I was

going to ask him did he want to hang out with me
and Alice and a couple of our friends from class. After
he found out the secret he haven’t been hanging out
with Emmet lately. He would talk to Jasper every
once and a while but not everyday. He seemed so
lonely lately and I had the tiniest part thinking that it
was my fault. But I don’t understand. Was he mad at
me because I dissed him that day.

Or was he just not that interested?

“Bella he wouldn’t sit next to you because he thought

that you didn’t want to sit next to him. So he
guessed that if I switched with him it would make you
happy.” Alice told me in the hallway.

“how do you know?” I asked now interested in what

she had to say’.

“Bella im not sure if your updated on things but

Edward is in love with you. Now before you go telling
me I’m wrong you have to see the way he looks at
you. He smiles every time someone says your name.
He’s sad when your sad. For over the past 3 months
everyone had noticed it. Even Jessica stop getting on
his case about it. Bella he loves you. He has been
trying to find the best way to talk to you.

He even had the guts to come up to me one day just

to ask how you was doing. I know I was shocked to
but how many boys do you know come up to the
person they love best friend to see how they are
doing just because the person they love don’t want
to talk to them? Not many. Bella you need to talk to
him.”

“No! Alice your wrong! He cant be….”

“Bella you don’t see it? He’s always in the same
hallways as us. He’s always near our lunch table. And
he’s always staring at you like he just found the love
of his life.”

I was in shock and disbelief at what she was telling

me. How could I miss this. I never took the time to
realize that she could be right. He was always in the
same hallways with me. He was always at near lunch
tables. And he always was staring at me when I
caught him.

Alice was right. I’m so stupid. But why would he be in

love with me? I’m a nobody. Why me? No! he could
just be using me just to get over my sister. There is
no way I’m about to let myself get personal over a
boy who I barely know.
I didn’t know what to do at that moment but all I
knew was is that I wanted to be near him. I have to
go find Edward.

Epov

I’m so happy it’s the end of the day. I’m extra tired.
As I was about to go heading for my car. I heard my
name being called.

“Edward!” it was Bella. I was shocked. I had to be

dreaming. Why would she be calling my name?

“Edward. Wait we need to talk.”

I stopped to let her catch up.

I looked around the parking lot. Where the hell did

everyone go?

“Edward is it true?”
“is what true?” I asked. I was trying to be more alert.
But I was caught off guard of how beautiful she was.
How the sun knew the right way to touch her dark
brown eyes.

“Nothing…I don’t even know why I wasted my time

thinking that you or any guy at that matter would…..
” she trailed off.

“That I what…”

“Its nothing. Just forget it. its impossible. Alice was

wrong….”
“About what?”
“Why does it matter to you?”

As she said that I was thinking:

Will it matter if she told me she didn’t want me?

“It doesn’t matter” I answered the question in my

head.

“just as I thought” she started to walk away. I

couldn’t just let her walk away. No! not this time.

“Bella that’s not what I was trying to say”

“Edward you must not hear yourself talk. You just

said it yourself. I don’t even care anymore. I’m tired
of pretending that I don’t care about you when I do.
I’m tired of trying to make you like me. I have been
trying to make you notice me when you was in love
with my sister. I’m tired of trying to have you
understand that you are the only person I actually
get tongue-tied around. I’m tired of thinking that
maybe you would love me back. I don’t know what to
do to….”

But before she could even finish I just had to kiss her.
To let her know that I felt the same way. I was tired as
well. I have been trying to help her see that the way
she feels about me is the same way I feel about her.

She kissed me with all her passion. I never kissed

anyone the way she kissed me. It was perfect. She
soon put her hand around my neck and knotted her
hands through my hair. Which made me deepen the
kiss even more.

Its like our lips was made for each other.

I didn’t even want to come up for air. I wanted this to

last forever.
It couldn’t get any better than this.
Bpov.

Everything I was mad about had disappeared. From

the moment I felt his lips on mine I couldn’t resist. I
knew I was probably dreaming. But when did I get
home?
Here I was in the school parking lot kissing the boy I
was madly in love with. How could this be.

As soon as I came back from my thoughts. I knew

that I couldn’t handle this. The way he smelled and
felt just made me go weak to the knees. He couldn’t
love me.

I soon broke the kiss and stepped away.

“Edward I cant…”
“Bella please.”
“Edward if you sit here and keep talking to me the
way you do your going to break me. You cant
possibly like me. I’m a nobody. So stop acting like
you care. Because nobody care about me not even
my own family.”

“Bella but I do…”

“STOP IT EDWARD. GODDAMMIT!
Stop saying that. You don’t and you never will so just
go on with you life and treat me like you did last
year. Like a nobody. That’s what I am best.” I hadn’t
realized that I was crying all this time.

He looked like her was pained to here me say that.

But I have to leave. So before he can say another
word I just walked away.

I heard him say some thing about love when I was

walking away but I was crying so hard that I couldn’t
hear.

I was soon at home. I just ran to my room and cried. I

couldn’t take it anymore. Why did he kiss me when
he didn’t even like me? Why would he do such a
hurtful thing to me?

I sat in my room for 4 days straight. My mom tried to

come upstairs to talk to me. But there was nothing
she could do.

On the fifth day everyone was gone. Rosalie was

spending her weekend at Emmet’s. Mom and Dad
was spending some time together and it was just me.

I was startled when I heard a “ding-do ng”

Who could be at the door? Was someone bringing me

my extra homework? Did Rosalie forget to go to one
of my teachers?

I walked down the stairs to see who was at the door. I

first looked at the clock. It was 5:30 pm.
Who could be at the door? I opened it to realize that
it was him.

Edward.

WTF was her doing here?

But before I could form any words his lips was
pressed down onto mine.

He was holding me so tight. It made me deepen the

kiss. I soon was able to get access to his tongue. He
was so turned on I felt him moan something in my
mouth. This made me give the kiss all my sensation I
have been bottling up.

We was so into that he slammed the door and push

me against the front door. I was so excited that I
wrapped my legs around his waist.

He was grinding on me and I could feel him harden.

He suddenly moved from my lips and up to my ear.

“Bella I love you”

I stopped my breathing

“Bella breath.” I started breathing but I had to ask.

“You said what?”

“Bella I love you . I have loved you all along. When I

kissed you in the parking lot. I knew that we
belonged together. I never paid so much attention to
anyone as I paid to you. You make me feel like you
want me for me not for my looks like people at
school. I love you. I love the way you eat. I love the
way you pick your peanuts out of your ice-cream. I
love the way you have Ninja Turtles all around your
locker. I love how you smell. I love how you don’t try
to bring attention to yourself. I love how you feel.
Bella there is not any other person I love besides
you. You are my soul mate.. I love how you let Alice
get her way knowing that she will always win. There
is no way that I will ever let you walk out of my life”
It was hard to process this. How did he know?

He really did love me.

“I love you too Edward”

I couldn’t even say no more. Before I knew it he was
kissing me again. I couldn’t resist. I wrapped my legs
back around him.

He soon began to carry me to my room. He sat me

on my bed. And gave me the most passionate kiss. I
started to get on top of him. And kissing him some
more.

As I was kissing him I started to unbutton his shirt.

He was helping me as if he was as eager as I was. As
soon as it was off I looked at how beautiful he was.
His perfect body can not be in my room at this
moment.

I moved from his lips and went to his ear down to his
collar bone then to his chest. When I got there I soon
began to lick him down. Until I reached above his
pants. I unbuckled his them and soon started to pull
them down. Once those were off I made my way up
to his mouth again. Sticking my tongue down his
throat as far as it could go. He started to moan which
turned me on even more.
As I was kissing him I hadn’t even realized that I was
now on my back. He had one of his hands on the bed
to make sure not to put all his weight on me as he
was kissing me. Between the kisses he would say “I
love you” and “I want you” that only made me want
him even more.

He soon licked me down till he got to my pants. But

to prove how much of a freak he was he pulled off
my sweats with his mouth.

I wanted him more and more.

He made his way back up to my mouth. I felt that my

bra was being unsnapped. It fell off without
hesitation. And once he saw what I had. He couldn’t
get more excited. He moved down to my 36 c cups
and started to suck on my breast.

“EDWARD!” I screamed. It felt so good.

I kept screaming his name. I was pretty sure that my
neighbors would be able to hear. But I didn’t care I
wanted the whole world to know.

I started to grab his hair as he was pleasuring the

other. I couldn’t control how loud my moaning and
name calling was. I have never been so loud all my
life. And I was kind of impressed of how loud I could
get.
As he was sucking on my harden nipples I felt his
hand go down to my pink laced Victoria Secrets
underwear. But before I knew it he ripped them with
one hand. He moved back up to kiss me. And I made
it really passionate just for him. I wrapped my legs
around him and started to remove his boxers with my
feet.

They feel unto the floor and we were both naked and
very horny at this moment. He stopped for a second
to look at me.

“perfect” was all he said. He must have liked what he

saw. He layed me back down and started to kiss me
from my neck to my breast and then to my stomach.
But he didn’t stop from there. He want even further
happy to see the new exposed skin and started to
kiss in between my thighs. He kept moving up and
he bold enough to lick me right about my….

“EDWARD” I screamed so loud that I almost lost my

voice. He was now giving me oral sex. I placed my
hand in his hair making him go deeper. And he did it
like a pro. All my juices was flowing out and I was
sure I was about to lose my mind.

He stopped two minutes later and returned back to

my mouth. I turned him over and let him enter me.
And rode him like a jockey. He had his hands on my
waist. I was going faster and faster. Nothing was
going to stop me now. He started to moan my name.
which made me go even faster.
He flipped me over on my back and let me put my
legs on his shoulder and started to push in and out.

“Edward, Edward, EDWARD!”

I couldn’t even form anymore words. His love making

was…ugh I cant even explain.

He kept going until he started to remove his huge

manhood and replace it with his fingers. This was
only my 3rd time having sex and I never had it this
good. He was a fucking pro. Soon he entered me
again and he collapsed on me and we went to sleep
in each others arms.

“I love you Bella” was his last words before he fell

asleep.

“I love you too, Edward” I kissed him and fell asleep.

That was the last thought I had before I was in a
peaceful dream.

THE NEXT DAY….

I woke up confused. Last night I slept with the love of

my life. But I wasn’t in my room. I thought I had sex
in my room but that didn’t matter. I was guessing
Edward was gone to go change from his clothes.

As I was getting up from the couch I saw red rose

pedals all over the for making a trail. I followed it and
it was leading me to the kitchen.
Then the scent hit me. I smelled my ex-boyfriend. I
could smell it. We broke up a year ago after he took
my virginity he left me.

Please god!..dont let him be here

As I was about to turn the corner.

I saw……