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under the title, "Take Up Your Cross," in The Way, January, 1973.
It has been regendered, edited and adapted by
John Veltri, S.J. and Rev. Jean Mitchell in 1996.
At the time of its original publication
Mary Craig was the mother of three boys
and a free-lance journalist and broadcaster.
She was writing regularly for BBC Radio of London.
There have been many events in recent history to which the only
immediate response possible was tears followed by the anguished
question "Why?" The slaughter of the Jews, the annihilation of
Hiroshima, the massacres in Africa, the plundering of Third World
economies with starving families and children, the genocide in
Cambodia -- why must such horrible things happen? God stands
accused! If I were God, we think, I should never allow such
suffering! On the face of things, we have two alternatives to
explain suffering -- either the universe is governed by a cruel,
vengeful God who delights in torturing the innocent; or there is
no God and we drift through time in total absurdity.
It is we who first turn our world awry, and then we reap the
harvest -- either ourselves or our children or our children's
children. Throughout the ages, human beings have destroyed their
harmony and at-one-ness with the world and introduced discordance
everywhere. We humans, not God, have produced the instruments of
torture and destruction and have devised ever more effective means
of enslaving or terrorizing other human beings. It is our greed or
stupidity or blindness that has caused the inequalities and the
injustices in our societies. And God, who foresaw all the
inhumanities that we would perpetrate on others and on our world,
stepped into our ranks through the Word made flesh to show us the
way to love and become reconciled.
When we are confronted with suffering in our own personal lives,
even our most profoundly held beliefs easily break down . Our
natural human impulse is to fly from trouble, and when we realize
there is no escape, we are tempted to despair. When the suffering
is our own, it shrouds our whole being, undermining the little
courage we have. We become deaf to all but the din of our own
misery. Every human being must travel this road at some time and
experience this temptation to despair.
"Why should this happen to me? ... Haven't I always tried to lead
a good life?" Self-pity may be a normal reaction, but the time
for it passes. If we allow it to take hold, it can destroy us as
surely as a cancerous growth. Self-pity erodes our courage and
our humanity. It is destructive not only of ourselves but of those
who love us and who would support us. If we see ourselves as the
victims of a vicious fate, we become embittered and the love that
is in us will be soured into envy and hate.
How can we sneer at these responses? Who knows how we will respond
when the hour strikes? Surely God is our refuge, and it is our
right to ask for the agony to pass. Even Jesus did that! Did Jesus
not pray that his cup might pass? -- Yes, he did, but in redeeming
humility, he added, "Abba, if it be possible ... not my will but
yours" (Lk 22:42). Our tragedy is not that we suffer, but that we
waste suffering. Self-pity, turned inward, warps us and drives out
love. In refusing to face our situation as it is, we run from the
truth -- and from ourselves. If we are in flight from ourselves,
we have nothing whatever to give to others except our own
barrenness. We can only gain from suffering if we use the
opportunity to grow in compassion and understanding, to become
more sensitive to the needs of others. "Help carry one another's
burdens; in that way you will fulfill the law of Christ" (Gal 6:2).
Through suffering, God is offering us a share in the life that God
chose for God's Word who became human.
Each one of us has places in our hearts which do not yet exist, and
into them enters suffering in order that they may have existence.
There is a wisdom that only sorrow can bring. It is the source of
great poetry, music, art and the great discoveries of life.It is
in sorrow that we can look into ourselves and find God.
Closer to our own time, Dom Helder Camara wrote, "If I know that
there are human beings like me in some part of the world whose
lives are not worthy of being children of God, who have neither
house nor clothing, neither food nor education, then I must do
everything I can to help them ... For Christians, the Incarnation
of Christ is a living lesson in commitment." (3) We must do what
we can, however little it may be. It is indifference, not hatred,
which is the true enemy of love -- indifference which keeps the
silent majority silent. "For evil to triumph, the good have only
to remain silent." Shortly before his death, Martin Luther King
echoed these words of Augustine when he wrote, "We will have to
repent in this generation not merely for the vitriolic words and
actions of the bad people but for the appalling silence of the good
people."
Suffering does not have the last word if it is viewed from the
perspectives of solidarity with others and the hope of our ultimate
union with God. Because of Jesus' death and resurrection, the time
will come when we shall become full human beings -- being with God,
face to face. Jesus pointed the way, "Unless a grain of wheat falls
into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain; but if it
dies, it bears much fruit" (Jn 12:24).
Why should we doubt the necessity that suffering has become part
of God's way of redeeming the world? It may be difficult for us to
conceive how suffering could have been part of God's 'original plan.
' Yet, knowing how humanity has developed, the Christian doctrine
of being made perfect through suffering is credible (Heb 5:7-9).
A world without suffering -- a plastic, homogenized world where
growth is forever impossible -- is now unthinkable.
Pain may lead some of us to revolt and rebel. Yet pain can provide
opportunities for conversion in various aspects of our lives.
C.S. Lewis suggested that until some people find evil unmistakably
present in their own existence in the form of pain, they remain
enclosed in an illusion. (5) Without suffering, the evil and the
good pursue parallel courses, never interfacing with each other.
Suffering alone makes them converge. Bonhoeffer, condemned to
death by the Nazis, wrote from his death cell at Flossenburg: "I
believe that God can and intends to let good spring from everything
, even from what is most evil. For this, God needs human beings
who know how to turn all things to the good."
What better (or worse) illustration could there be than the ghettos,
the slave camps, the extermination camps of Nazi-occupied Europe
of World War II? It is estimated that 20 million people died in
3000 camps in terror and starvation and humiliation and degradation
. Evil was let loose and ran amok; it was a world ruled by hatred.
In such a world countless people lost their faith. "I cry to you
and you give me no answer; I stand before you but you take no
notice" (Jb 30:20). In how many hearts must those words of Job have
echoed? The extermination camps, such as Buchenwald and Auschwitz,
represent the horrible levels of suffering that humans have
generated through their capacity to make choices.
Yet consider something else -- those human spirits that rose above
the degradation and found God in the stench and the filth and the
misery. Physical strength counted for nothing. It was inner
strength that counted and this was to be found in unexpected places.
Public persons foundered; obscure and despised individuals
displayed heroic behaviour. Some became beasts; others saints.
Until their hour came, no one could tell who would belong to which
category. There were, of course, magnificent examples: Janusz
Dorczak, the Polish-Jewish doctor who resisted offers of a safe
passage for himself and led his orphanage children from the Warsaw
ghetto to Treblinka, singing all the way;(6) Maria Skobtsova (7) of
Ravensbruck and Maximilian Kolbe of Auschwitz, who both gave their
lives for another; and Edith Stein, of whom it was said that God
called her to implant the cross in the entire desert of hatred.
But most of the heroic women and men were unsung. They were the
ones who testified to the survival of the human spirit "through
the all-transcending grace in the total absence of the means of
grace."(8)
O God, remember not only the men and women of good will, but also
those of ill will. But do not remember all the suffering they have
inflicted upon us; remember the fruits we have bought, thanks to
this suffering -- our comradeship, our loyalty, our humility, our
courage, our generosity, the greatness of heart which has grown out
of all this, and when they come to the judgment let all the fruits
that we have borne be their forgiveness.Only one who had plumbed
the depths of suffering could have learned so much compassion.
And what of the guilty? As time has passed, with a few exceptions,
we have come to accept the judgment that these criminals were as
banal as the rest of the world's little people, that they were in
the grip of forces which they didn't understand and to which they
succumbed. One of the jailers under Franz Stangl, the Nazi
commandant of a concentration camp, described him as "like a human
being, an intelligent person and not a brute." Stangl, like others
of his ilk, was not a natural monster, but quite ordinary, with no
gift for heroics and no instinct stronger than that of self-
preservation. Can we be absolutely certain that we would have acted
differently? Can we be sure that such people are beyond
forgiveness?
Among many of the survivors of the camps, one meets this tremendous
inner strength, this indestructible human spirit. Such survivors
seem to have passed beyond hatred and bitterness because they saw
where the hatred and bitterness led. They are linked together by a
powerful bond and mutual compassion. I shall never forget the
woman I met in Warsaw at a party for survivors of Auschwitz and
Buchenwald. Suddenly she turned to me and said sadly, "I wasn't
there; but I wish to God I had been. I'm on the outside. Do you
understand?"
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Mary Craig has used the example of the extermination camps of the
World War II as the metaphor to reflect on suffering -- how has
this horrible metaphor been repeated in our present time?
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