Date Rape, You ravaged me and raped me and left me broken and dying behind, Your cruelty, dark

and loathsome, was so much more than just unkind. We strolled the park until it grew dark, how sweet you were, your clever words drew me in and were so disarming, now I can see it was all so absurd. To think you could really love me then, you even spoke it as if true, that was before your claws descended, and left my body black and blue. I put my trust into your hands, my tenderness of soul, you shredded it with my cocktail dress, and betrayed it don't you know. You left me lying, bleeding, cut upon the cold forest floor, I cried for you to stop it, couldn't take brutishness any more. Your carnal thrust into sacred space haunts me like a tortured ghost, as you took from me what was so dear, the sweet virtue I valued most. The scars you left are scars for life, they're tattooed upon my soul, I'll never know sanctity of peace again, now that your vile stench won't go.

You took from me my virginity, the sanctity of my life, you left me dead within my heart, lost to bouts of internal strife. Was it me? Did I do this? Was it my own sordid heart? Leading you on, alluring you, until you tore me all apart. Did you know that I'd give to you all I held sacrosanct and dear to my soul. You didn't have to take it by force, What you lusted for when I said "NO!" There is a time for everything under heaven, I wanted it to be special and right, Not just another roll in the hay, but you left me no say, on that fateful night. You treated me like a slab of meat, just waiting to be abused, without any thought for the future, as a rag doll I was used. I lay there in the verdant grass for hours torn, broken, bleeding, hoping I would die. Struck by how empty I felt inside. I could not even shed a tear or cry. Now I sit here my lip bleeding an overcoat clung to my arm, giving the police my statement, wondering if I'm safe from harm.

So run away now my once sweetest love, they'll come find you and throw you in a pit, You betrayed my love and broke my heart, now the whole wide world must know it. I sit and wonder how I will ever get over this? Will I ever from this taint recover? Will I ever live and trust again, and accept to me a new lover? Or will I live as a shadow of my former self, and never again embrace the good life, never allow myself to get close to a man, never know the joy of being his sweet wife. So mourn for me, my shattered dream, lying broken on the verdant floor, all because of your vile treachery, when you treated me like a GOD DAMNED WHORE! They say to forgive evil Is so much a part of divinity, But do they know your crimes, It seems like such a pity. How can I ever in my broken soul Come to where I can forgive you, I dont know how to do it, And to my own self be true. But words from my humble youth Haunt me in the deep, dark night, When the dream alive with horror Torments me with fright. The words I hear from long ago

Say seventy times seven, If I hope to save my soul, Or ever know of heaven. I wont let you rob me of My blissful eternity. Its all Ive got left of my soul, So from your clutch I will be free. You violated my spirit, But it will to the heavens soar, You wont keep me pinned down Or suffocate me anymore. You thought you could destroy me, You though your ploy would win, But my dear Im above it all, I forgive your tawdry sin. And in my forgiving heart Ill find solace and serenity, Ill not let you canker my soul, From your filth I now am free.