Unexpected

All i ever wanted is to be happy but it seems that for the very begining it was forbiden,
it was like my name and happines do not match.

What is wrong, honey? He asked me, pulling me away of my thought and looking at me
with serious a look. I thought for a second, what should i say to him the truth and hurt
him or lie and make him happy.

Everything it is fine, baby- i am just so tired.... i half smile.

But really what is wrong with me? I have the perfect man polity, caring and it feel like i
was a zombie. He smile at me and kiss me softy in my cheek and say good night to me,
then he left the closing the door behind he.

Really what the hell??!!!!! I am the worst girlfriend ever!!!!!!!!! I better go to sleep i
hope my dreams were more... i didnt even had a word. I put my pijamas and make my
way to the big bed that Alex buy for us.

I felt the sun in my skin, then i realize that Alex was next to me he seems happy.
I stand up very carefully so i did not wake him, walking to the bathroom it hit me, today
was my first day at work, and was already late!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I run to go and change my cloths, i woke Alex but i just run to the door and yelled good
bye i am late to work!!!!!! And that was it. I noticed a change in me but i did not pay
much of attention.
It was my first job as a teacher, i just graduated for the universidad autonoma de
honduras (UNAH) with a degree in sociology and my boyfriend Alex got me the job in
a private university.

I was very nervious i had never teach and now i had to teach teenages and adults. I got
to the university and walked to the first classroom because i do not like bounding and i
have already meet the other teachers, my students were already there CRAP!!!!!!!!!! I
thought that at least i would have a moment to prepare myself but no!!!!!!!!!!!

I enter the room and everyone look at me