Miguel Serrano

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First published in 1984 by Routledge & Kegal! Paul pic 14 Leicester Square, London WC2H 7PH, England USA

The revelation - How the Cosmic Egg was brokenThe Her of Him - The Gods - HER-HIM - The Secret - The face of the soul- The Circles of Return

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The comrade - The dream - The dog on the frozen plain - The Master of the Sphinx - The Master who understands the language of the animals and flowers The signs - Allouine - What she looked like - The White Gods - Don't lose your self-control'The Narrow Passages' - The suitor - The flight - The Wounded King - He asks the question - The supplicant - The kiss - The body of the Absolute Woman- The scabbard of the sword- The test- The 'tiny spark' - The exchange of hearts - The lefthanded sign - The Ring of Resurrection - Midday - The Disc


Nos, book oj the Resurrection. Translation Nos, libro de la resurreccion, . I. Title. PQ8097.S57N613 1984 863 84-6956


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The garden of childhood - The face - The violets of childhood - 'Ego' - 'Uninhabited blue' - My comradeThe great war of the Mahabharata - The Master and the serpent - The Court of King Antarcthus - The stone which fell from heaven - The initiation - The search once again - Carl Gustav Jung - 'Self - Anima, AnimusA-Mor - 'Synchronicity' - 'The Art of the Fugue' Hermann Hesse - The Wounded Warrior

The secret chamber .Dreams about water . She is the soulDon't stay in Anahata . I am grateful to Faber & Faber Limited and New Directions Publishing Corporation for permission to quote Section II and Section IV and the first line of Section VII from the poem 'Sestina: Altaforte' from Collected Shorter Poems by Ezra Pound (Faber & Faber) and Personae by Ezra Pound (New Directions).The Triad .The return of the beginning to life .On the other side of the mirror .The supplication . Leopardi.The baptism of the Man-Bird . In this book I have reproduced lines and poems by Irene Klatt.The astral tunnel.She .Death and resurrection in Titicaca .Lernuria .Father . Shelley.The burning bush DEATH IN ANAHATA 135 The young fawn .The lord of the names .The initiation of the Manu-Tara .The glance .The Cathar stars THE SOLITUDE OF THE TRIALOGUE The illustrations for this English edition have been specially drawn by Wolfgang vom Schemm. Holderlin. AGE THE RETURN OF THE GOLDEN 169 OF INITIATION OF A-MOR DICTIONARY 171 .'The land of tears is so mysterious' THE MASTER SPEAKS ABOUT WHAT FOLLOWS 145 Dejection .The transcendent light .A woman has no soul.VI Nos: Book oj the Resurrection OF ALLOUINE THE RETURN 83 The unknown legend of the Princess Pap an . Rilke.The reunion with Jason .The Orphic Music THE MET AMORPHOSIS OF THE ELEPHANT ACKNOWLEDGMENTS 107 In which the war of the Mahabharata begins . and a translation by Ezra Pound from the poems of the troubadour Bertran de Born. Virgil.'Zarathustra' . H. Omar Caceres. D. 161 I recover the dog . Rabindranath Tagore.The leap into the Void THE END OF KALIYUGA.I interpret the giants .'The navel of the world' .The secret marriage . William Blake. Lawrence.The Bird of Paradise .How can I bring her back to life? .The seal of the wordFather Ether .The path of A-Mor .The cry of the bird .The plumed serpent .It is also a grave . Copyright 1926 by Ezra Pound.The difficult test once again .The last supper .The house on the mountain .

The grave watered by tears. fields of wheat! Turn away no more. o you. The only representative of God on earth is the soul MEISTER ECKHART . Why wilt thou turn away? The starry floor. The watery shore Is given thee till the break of day.

Their II II II II Ii.t. In NOS.'1::'. so as to introduce lengthy semiconceptual. which apparently break through the web of a parallel world in order to situate themselves in another one _ thus forming the arrows which assassinate time. although it contains a little of each of these. they are the defects which are necessary for a grandiose ultimate diapason.. the Absolute Personality. Of course. in the Initiation of A-Mor. the recomposition of the primordial Cosmic Egg.i[ This work possesses all the defects needed to defeat time. from the peak of Mount Meru. which NOS. it is neither a poem. nor a philosophical essay.s. sought the reintegration of him and her. 11 i I 198} WNf><fAN<J VOM ~<H~MM TH E WAY OF A"'MO~ . but always symbolic. In accordance with the required limitations.. G)Itttrnate dftO'WeJ. (. the work which preceded this one. passages. nor a novel. I was forced to write it in this way. to violate the aesthetic formula. ~. where the Magic Wedding of Siva and Parvati took place. However. I conceived it within a rhythmic unity of the soul. as I said.8ptYtt _OP. I am going beyond the Androgynous of the beginnings. I have also been permitted to reveal the Martial Initiation of A-Mor. I imagine that the ultimate solution is a leap into the Void. Book oj Magic Love.') ELiELLA.~({a£t. over the Sahasrara chakra.:Re~Ur. The whole of my creative work falls outside the boundaries of any specific literary genre. in search of an absolute differentiation. Book of the Resurrection attempts to reveal (with great fear and difficulty).This face does not have enough ugliness in it to be truly beautiful. even by those who come upon it for the first time. I:: 1.~-e{!ttO-n dJ&kc~ $tde %t"d INTRODUCTION TH U LE. Book of the Resurrection I have been forced. and it can be assimilated with no more difficulty than that inherent in its symbology and essential obscurity.

Castor and Pollux (Pole) are one of these pam. He was called Evenor and he married Leucippe. The ultimate aim of the Hyperborean Initiation of A-Mor. Is the twin a material entity or only the' double' in an astral. From them were descended the semi-divine heroes. Cleito?). The origins of this most ancient martial initiation are lost in the mists of time (if indeed it ever did have any origins). the pasu. they found everything changed.2 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Introduction 3 union in sacred matrimony is called Gal1dharba . which is a Hyperborean revelation. It is important to be able to cast light on the mystery of the Twin Kings of Atlantis. . In the beginning 'a man issued forth out of the earth'. before the loss of the Paradise of Hyperborea (Hyperborea means 'beyond the Ice and Storm'}. Apollo.the Hieros-Gamos or Mvsterium Coniunctionis. which are taken from the truncated mythologies of a more or less recent past. Cleito and Lilith. who protects the Oath and the Golden Law. After him comes Apollo. Hollow Earth. he is a king of the Grail. That is to say. who supports the pillar of the sky. unrecognisable beings (Evenor. Thus. years in order torejuve_nate himself. On the surface were strange. There they hoped to be able to recover those who had turned into semi-divinities through consorting with the terrestrials. In reality. Lucifer. the Non-existent Flower. the semi-divine humanity of the heroes descended from the intercourse of the gods with the daughters of men. The god Poseidon fell in love with her. They had a daughter. Poseidon and Clcito ~roduced the five pairs of twins who were the ten k~ngs of Atlantis. Did the Vanir or the i'Esir consort with the daughters of men? Perhaps they the North Pole. beyond the Sun of Gold and the Black Sun. or 'flying discs'. parallel world? It can be deduced from all this that various levels of humanity exist. expurgated. Leucippe. the seeming Void. At the very least. and that of the animal-men. The First Earth became the 'hollow' Interior Earth. dividing the Androgynous. to the 'White Gods' who lived at both poles and were later submerged in the interior 'Hollow Earth'. we have given them names like Evenor. as opposed to Vedantic Samadhi. and women to adorn themselves by making cosmetics. which are in fact mantrams. the magician as opposed to the saint and the mystic. totally mutilated. astronomy and agriculture. travelled to Hyperborea every nineteen 1 Hyperborca is a mythical lost continent surrounding Some people believe that it was the real Atlantis. who were no longer immortal. The divine humanity of the Hyperboreans. Cleito. Because of the impossibility of writing their real names. perhaps the 'robots' of Atlantis.' The Book of Genesis calls her Lilith. who somehow managed to survive its sinking. Perhaps this is the fall of the divine extraterrestrials. and then only in a tremulous. Jason. According to the Orphic Cosmogony. fell in love with the 'daughters of men' and consorted with them. Apollo. where they built the cities of Agharti and Shambhalla. Lucifer and his hosts entered the interior. the Greek gods are he heroes and kings ot Atlantis-Hypcrborea. the seasons were born. of which the Book of Enoch tells us? The angels. Leucippe. There is a mystery which has rarely been spoken of. ages later (Lucifer was one of their leaders). The Edda refer to the same subject as the Book of Enoch and the Mahabharata. Love drives the Cosmogonic Eros to break the Cosmic Egg which encloses it. the Second Earth involuted. From the union of Poseidon and Cleito were born ten kings of Atlantis. The axis of the earth shifted. They are also the lords of the Ray of Green Light. going to other planets (to Venus. Creation is the dance of Him and Her seeking and losing each other throughout infinity. The Dioscuri. even before it was broken. almost inaudible voice. and it is based on the Orphic Cosmogony. When the divinities returned. the definitive separation of tantric ecstasy: Kaiualva. belonging solely to the polar divinities and semi-divinities. Some of the extraterrestrials 'fell in love with the daughters of men'. like Heracles-Hercules. the sudra. showing us that the Vanir and the i'Esir have extraterrestrial origins. Only the divine Hyperboreans escaped from it in their vimanas. The Androgynous had a female companion who was not its 'her' inside the Great Egg but had always been outside it. From there the intention is to reach Sunya. 'the slaves of Atlantis'. The Book of Genesis is known to be an Atlantean story which has been adulterated. Plato tells us the story of the destruction of Atlantis as if it refers to a catastrophe which occurred a very long time after the immense tragedy that is only recorded in the akdsic register of the universe. the Morning Star?). Closer to what really happened is what Plato tells us about Atlantis in his Critias and Timaeus. according to the Greeks. it says. So also may be Jason. the eldest being Atlas. They are the 'angels' of the Book of Enoch who taught men the arts of building.

Sacred Wedding. I have been permitted to reveal certain pages of the sacred book which refers to the cosmogony of this Martial Initiation of A-Mor . Axe. a sound. who gave his name to Atlantis. The tree and the serpent. And the being which was there. The crown of the tree supported the sky and was the sky. which might have become a star. In the Nordic cult. Charlemagne felled it. was destroyed in the Ragnarok. took shape. with transparent walls through which there could be seen no one and a non-outside.thanks to the same acceleration of time which foretold the catastrophe. It was the Tree of Life which grew in the Nordic. With regard to the Hyperborean Magic Wedding. Here is what appears in the book which was salvaged from the fire: How the Cosmic 1:. Polar pillar and also Vitis. the Insula Pomorum. The way and the life. the tree then became the symbol of the legendary pillar. The Tuatha De Danann in the Irish legend are also the JEsir. axis of the earth and the sky. which means POWER. THE REVELATION Because of the proximity of a new cataclysm. entered into military strife. And this was where HIM-HER lived. or a ray oflight. and because the places of those who will be saved by the Flying Discs of Light have almost been filled. It is the Irminsul (IR-minsul). The husband of Cleito. like the Book of Enoch itself. an ash which stood in the Eresburg (EResburg). he is the son of the God Uranus and the Goddess Gaia. Irmin. They were the JEsir (Ask-Embla). Both converted the 'pagans' by force. along with the Asag (see the Dictionary ofInitiation of A-Mor at the end of the book). and which the Germans wok with them to the Languedoc. later called Gandltarba in Aryan India. it should be borne in mind that the name of the God Poseidon comes from the Greek posis. ASA.gg was broken 'There was an Egg. cosmo gonic Great Egg. from time to time. He was the supporter of the pillar of the sky above the North Pole. worshipping their Hyperborean ancestors through the symbol of the Pillar of the Sky. the JEsir apparently came from the Caucasus. which was all the non-created world. where it reappeared among the Proven~al troubadours and the Minnesdnoer of the High Middle Ages (Tristan and Isolde). 111 Hyperborea. or Wotan. the Castle of ER. The Edda tell us that the sacred Tree. According to the Greek legend. which was also called Y ggdrasil. From the union of the JEsir and the Vanir came the Norsemen. which means the married one. Its golden fruits were the stars.1 1'[ both did? Just like the Pandavas and the Koravas in the great war of the Mahabharata. The Vitis. led by Odin. The Vanir lived in the north. Up its trunk climbed the vine Vid-Embla. They may have gone down into the Second Earth from the peak of Mount Elbrus. while the monk Boniface cut down the sacropatriarchal Oak called Donar in the cnousarid-vear-ojd grove. being better expressed in the myth of the Eternal Return than in the rationally elaborated concept of Hinduism and Buddhism. the Vanir and the JEsir. there appeared the colour green. Soon Atlas. who were blood relatives. as they also did in Avalon. too. coiling itself around it. the root-name of the most important of the Gods. because the point of origin is to be found at the pole. polar. From there came the cult of the Magic. They also had Atlas. but which remained as the motionless. Euripides said: 'In the Land of Amber (Hyperborea).Vita. inside the . support. or Twilight of the Gods.Vita. with his head touching the Pole Star above. The pillar and Kundalini. And also with the mysterious Woevre Saelde (Isolde") whose sons the Minnesiinger claimed to be. or rather. With them they took the Goddess Frigga. The Vanir had Freyja. the seed of a music. In the breathing of the Great Egg. within the Eternal Return. the divine ancestors of the Atlanteans. In the Garden of the Hesperides grew Golden Apples. The pillar and the life. the Betrothed. 4 Nos: Book oIthe Resurrection Introduction 5 1. There is effectively little difference between the two names. The Nordic legends are closer to the great mystery of the point of origin than the Christian and expurgated ones. worshipped Odin's axe. the May Bride and the Countess of May. Apollo and the divine Hyperboreans went there to eat them in order to rejuvenate themselves and return to life as immortals. the God of the Axe. the Island of Apples. whose real name is IR or ER.' The belief in reincarnation is also essentially nordico-polar (of both poles). like something which happened before the seconds and the hours.J'" I II~I . like a fiery Serpent. the extraterrestrials who came down from the stars. its insinuated trembling. Sacred Grove. the King of the Gods celebrated his marriage. A music.

too. but in the opposite way. conserving the increasingly tenuous hope of resurrection and of becoming immortal. like an inviolate act. until He breathed Her in as if He were drowning in a horrible pleasure. uncontrolled. because she believes in him with faith and love. the seductress. the time was foretold. It was He But it has always been said that green-veiled ballerina. Someone stood waiting as if beside a spring. 'But. because the entrance had become smaller or had closed. that stone which fell from the Ray of Green Light. enticing the warrior in order to desecrate him (Ecce Deus fortior me qui veniens dominabitur mihi'). She emerged and danced a little. However. as if in the pla y of a breath or the simulation of a dance. She couldn't get in. 'It has been said that She was the one who smashed the walls of the Great Egg. And as He carne closer to Her. he will make her immortal. This knowledge drives her to suck in the man. breathing in deeply. and that He remained motionless. rapidly. retaining her substance and form. She was alone for a moment. then to the audible music of the Sun of Gold. 'There are two types of women: the seductress. the experiment had now been made. drawing him into herself. And a new chancedestiny occurred. so as to see Her unfold. covered in a green placenta. This mystery is revealed only to a few in the initiation of the Grail. In the others there is still the eternity of HIM-HER. but in that moment She realised that being alone could be a pleasant sensation. And He saw Her for the first time naked in her body made of breathed time. who "dies so that he may live". And although She tried to return. too. we have managed to extract the knowledge that the cxtcrnaliscd woman does not have a soul or a "pre"-existence which would make her immortal. that cup of eternal life. because She didn't fit. play and dance. And when He returned from his ecstasy. until She. The Her oj Him 'We are coming down from the Ray of Green Light. it was He who began to breathe Her. gave off a green vapour. into the music of the spheres. first to the inaudible music of the Black Sun. And She began to dance more and more quickly. the a beginning to the flow of the hallucinatory game oflookmg at oneself in mirrors. projecting Her like the image in a dream. imagining that if he regains his eternity. who wishes to go on dancing outside so as to imagine herself alive and with a soul. all his efforts to reincorporate Her were in vain. and she who places her eternity in the hands of her lover. Because she was projected. more Eggs. Chance became Destiny within the Great Egg. as if paralysed. and in that tenuous music the vapour condensed and She stood before Him. And each time the Being breathed out. solely through His immortality can She become immortal. rapidly. And from its light which surrounds us. She perpetuates herself in reproduction. circular like his breathing which was now spinning like a star. But She did not yet exist. as we have seen. it was She. either inside or outside the Great Egg. 'But. where the history of the Cosmogonic Egg is guarded in the secret depths of its impenetrable mystery. as an even more obscure act. could gaze upon Him from outside. a myriad of stars. He will become the son. And the longing. Hurriedly He reincorporated Her. so that the hope of reintegration can continue. She could no longer do so. so as not to let Her escape. And all his eternity could not suffice Him to gaze upon her nakedness. whether it was Him or Her. And it was She who took him into her body. although it still stayed within the walls of transparent icc. The breathing became rhythmic. Because this drama takes place in only one of them. seemingly complete and eternal. beginning the uncertain separation and to . But this was 110t at all the same thing. is there not perhaps another hidden being. who was the active one. leaving the terrible female at liberty. to the 7 Great Egg. who invented this almost-love. 'Whoever has the good fortune to meet this woman should 'It will never be known who smashed the walls of the Cosmic Egg. who pre-insinuates the drama? Another being who has discovered the way to get in through the walls of frozen glass? 'Outside there is nothing but Eggs. The green veils fell away from Her. And as this event occurred for the first time. The Egg turned into a star.6 Nos: Book o_( the Resurrection Introduction believe that He loved. She became hard. But. He experienced the vertiginous sensation of his own flesh touching itself on the other side of a mirror. repeating the original event. the turnings of the wheel. In an ecstasy of green fear. becoming HIM-HER once more. prolonging within the species the possibility of the Eternal Return. who gave waters of the river of rorrns.

in their physical bodies. Has it ever been successfully achieved? 'No. The way back never reaches the same point in the turning of the spiral. through their walls of real glass. nothing can ever be the same again. through the frozen glass. HER-HIM 'It is whispered that there was once a woman who did not e~a~ate from HIM-HER. 'But. 'HER-HIM. since Earliest times. because no one can succeed in replacing his Her. conscious light may emerge for them as well. as She once was before the beginning of time. in reality. Deep are the waters Of death! Where. 'Woe betide the one who. She has been singled out for him in some register of the universe. perhaps they hope that from our movement. However. to resurrect Her within his soul. becoming frozen for ever. the Cosmic Eros. this darkness IS only so for whoever is looking at it from outside. their black holes. The illusion of a return to HIM-HER and the possibility of reabsorbing her into oneself. Whoever is inside it only sees through blinded eyes. our dance of pleasure and pain. The inviolate ones. One or other might arrive late. Now She will lose herself outside at speeds which reach the other side of light. or too early. Has ever discovered it. And no one. submerged in fury. 0 Lucifer. irreversible destiny. once the Great Egg has been broken. It should be known then that. And she was believed to have an immortal soul. And She will never again go back inside Him. was believed in. following our enterprise from within their frozen immobility. The secret 'There is no single species of woman in the world. Neither by sea nor by land. from one pole to the other. This slender thread of crystalline water. having received the gift of eternity in the cup of death. In the turning of the wheel of the Eternal Return. eternal love has been created. has never been heard of again. everything must be put at stake to bring her back to life. because it is still being sought on the outside of women. was not loyal to his Her and was not able to bring Her back to life! 'There is only one her for each him.8 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Introduction 9 respond to her with loyalty and honour. And it is a crime to continue losing lives in other non-essential searches. When the Egg of . They are the para-Him and the para-Her. Thus. so that the vibration projected by our drama. Wind and green light. The Gods 'Those Eggs whose walls of ice have not yet been broken. beyond the cold and the storm. This sighing of his breast. and should one day try and return through the walls of transparent ice. like an imperious meaning which will force them to cross the walls of real glass of their Eggs and which will smash them. within which the Cosmic Eros has not divided. And it is better so. But this is no longer spoken of.' 'In the darkness of the primordial Egg. Here is the song of the wayfarer: "0 Lucifer. because this darkness is a different kind oflight. 'However. it is not always given to them to meet. The way is agonizing. in their absolute darkness. may illuminate the darkness of the inviolate ones. HIM-HER sees HER-HIM. the solution is to be able to bring Her back to life. the first companion of the Cosmic Eros. This cannot be changed. our fore-seen chance-destiny. she was the first companion of the Androgynous. and did not escape from It m a sigh of imagination and desire. because she has staked her immortality on his. . are the Gods who watch us. because She is the Her who came out of Him. being Androgynous herself. Shall we cross this immense sea?" 'With Luci-Bel we have lit this fire which never goes out and which leads us to a superhuman. But if they do manage to meet. 'The Way of Return is a hard one. There never was a passage.

ie 111 or . sing: "0 Sun of Gold that reflects the Black Sun! . within the fatal circle of meetings and losses. She is not the primordial and illUsory female..d h f so that as it is 'Drive your sword into the mirror.e t eire. hi the Grail In the warnors of t c or ef. because the . b . never d een . hie. on the polar Mountain of the Revelation. " ... existing only in IS e ith tile memory of his r turn to ... repeated. S.umes an b C And this is so. ' d sk " reflected in it "everything looks as if It IS 111 an upside. . openmgdt e ~a~ the greatest of the searchers of has never been Imagme even y longing. . in the fragment.. some day. still attached to its him and its her by a golden string..That we lived ' .. ... b t the Absolute Man and the Absolute A droaynous.11 ..own s y . 'h'·C IS de aC Ie -roman dies. .... Someone who has been waiting as if beside a spring.. they have been able to penetrate the virginity of their own and each other's Monads.. in hIS splr.sti intacth b use the revo Ive s within the walls ... it is difficult to know how this story will end and whether both will be capable of smashing still other walls of even thicker matter. Woman... reaches the d . And now we have a divine woman who is also seeking her lost totality within the Circle of the Returns. to be foun d i 1I1S1c Great gg IS f thi s the act of losing is eterna y b broken Because 0 1. 'HER-HIM has also put everything at stake. o Black Sun that hides the Ray of Green Light. too. rising out 0 f t h e waters. . but they will also have given a face to HIM-HER and HER-HIM. O~ntil ~omcone. . can fulfil this mystery of love and resurrection. thanks to a chance destiny... clothing their images with immortal substance.. aCCOm a . id 1 P nied heart can t f the species to the indivi uai. She must.. star. th t you have heard these words. smashed her wall and projected her own him.... ~ ·~I·S·· ·l·~~ ·. And passmg your sword over the fire. She is the woman who leads the elect to the heaven of Absolute Love. The face of the soul 'Only those who have recognised each other. and had the fire that cons. eSI . _l ~e whe is the warrior's companion. each. And if love triumphs. illuminating the darkness of the Primordial Egg in a different way.......... to sLlcceed in eternalising the her of HIM-HER and the him of HEHHIM.. children of pens ~mmortals is the square pupil. whic 1 11 as E . reaching a world that is even more glorious than that of the Gods... .. £ ·1 cogmse him and you at to re .. Look closely at the 'The sign of traveller the I you mee t .. Midda Sun and.. e by an 1 .. not only will they have been immortalised. Because through drinking the liquor of Eternal Love in the Grail of green stone... of a Ray 0 reen Ig th to the existence of a reality which other huge Egg.. I h the VIsion 0 ide an other still larger one.... y ashing the walls of this f G L ht succee s 111 sm .. She will never get him back again in the same way...10 Nos: Book of the Resurrectioll Introduction 11 HIM-HER was broken. n b . 'Someone is watching this drama. eca .. so that I may see the hidden face. Iongmg . eac but limited . immortality passes roln1 B cause he who continues to procreate ·ncurable sten ity. Veiled by your disc. projecting him into the irreversible enterprise. he initiate ac ieve ... Because the one who is hidden there Is I myself.. .. etc y. By the revolving of your swastika.of a umversren~. succeeding in loving one another in such a way that a para-Love which occurred on the other side of space and time can reach an eternity of another light. lest an immortal cross your path eyes a fry eve . She couldn't resist following suit..... . thus modifying the Monad. HEH-HIM watched the event from Within her city of blue-green glass. Withdraw your luminous shadow.. S ca d . like an arm holding it. And in the immensity of the universes. The Circles of Return 'In the initiation of the warriors of A-Mor.er h.. beloved h 111dh... f the Cosmic Egg erore. risking her mortal him. Let forgetfulness never agam fall upo . h ble flesh cannot resurrect.. illuminating the non-existence of the Black Sun with the light of this Other World. the aspiration is not to . u die i d to hi -ve the .. with the sword depths of midnight... and so she. seen 'You have the Impressl~71111~inates each of these pages.IS mind.. . Rend your veils. supremely personalised. It 0 n Iy WI . And in the rebellion of this game from which there is no escape..th t exit repeating each Image. in the depths of midnight....

this does not imply a return to the original Androgynous. which Jung conceived of as the reintegration of the Anima and the Animus.. one can deduce the following: loveless A-Mor consists of a reintegration of her in Him and him in Her. I will hold you in my arms. the moment has arrived. . HIM-HER and HER-HIM have found each other again in a different way. achieving One-Self. Because this time I will remember everything. Except that this time I will not allow you to die. Separated and united for all time in the separation of HIM-HER and HER-HIM. will I remember? Casa Camuzzi Montagnola . 'Draw your sword. of Her 'him' and His 'her'... But . The face of the Lover and the Beloved.' From this vision.. Hoc est ergo magnum signum in cuius investigatione nonulli perierunt! MIGUEL SERRANO To the May Bride ETERNAL RETURN I know that I will meet you again and that everything will happen once again exactly as it did so long ago. unsheathe it.. IS searching for it . I will remember that you have already died.. a recomposition of the Cosmic Egg which had divided. enter it. of a nonexistent A-Mor. ' . defending you against the dark waters of death. without recollection.. becoming transfigured in a total Absolute Personality. in the immortality of a resurrection which has thus been invented and created.. She. withoutdeath. because now a face is being given to the soul..12 Nos: Book of the Resurrection through in the Eternal Return not find us again without memory. psychologising a sacred mystery. that is. but more real than anything that exists. let us engrave it for ever. Continue your search for the city. too. as the book explains. However. The AMor of HIM-HER and HER-HIM. with A-Mor.

he was dragging a cauldron. It was some time since his horse. At first. On the ground were scattered a number of scrolls. with stalactites that gave off a crystal-like brilliance in the reflected light of some flames. At nightfall. The man appeared not to have heard him arrive.1 __ ~ -----------A TURN OF THE WHEEL a_.-----------------'/ 1. He was approaching a hillside covered with stunted trees and a few sickly flowers which had been twisted by the southerly gales. searching for that city. He had crossed forests. others ran away when they saw his blue eyes and golden hair. unpopulated regions. protected from the prevailing cold. becoming clearer as he came closer to it. They didn't know that he was exactly the opposite: that he was. with a star on its forehead. some were spread open and he could see that they were maps.perhaps out of a gigantic stalagmite. a shadow appeared on the rocky wall. lakes. An Ancahuinca. Also. He stepped forward into a central square and saw a man seated at a round table which had been carved either out of the rock or. had leapt into a ravine. WO~f:'<IAN~ YOM ~<H~MM 15>S} . THE COMRADE For many years he had been travelling through these inhospitable. drawing ever closer to the Great South. A feeble light was shining from inside it. It was a cave. he saw nothing. There was a blazing fire and two lighted torches fixed to the wall. in fact. they called him. His sword and armour weighed him down. Some natives greeted him reverently. Then he realised that it was a big cave. an inhabitant of the City of the Caesars. He had been able to save himself by grabbing hold of the branches of an apple tree that someone had planted in that wilderness. high snowcovered passes.~. His eyes were closed and he was drawing circles on the top of the table. The man decided to spend the night there.

' 'Alas!' he said. the Grail has been called the Stone of Exile. I was expecting you. He struck the stone cover three times with his first. who still preserve the piece of the broken crown of their guide. Now we have both reached the same point. can you enter the city. And the women who possess powers of healing. backwards through time? I have. It was brought here by those who were defeated in the great war of the worlds. There was another stone seat beside the table. It is said that possibly He himself carried it to the North Pole. It is also our fear of something alarming which is about to occur: the meeting with that being whom no one can look at face to face.' 'That is the thirst of the pilgrim. with the result that I felt the dizzy sensation of going against the current. But in that city for which we are searching. And now I know that it is not here.' 'Now I remember. coming closer to our hearts . the capital of Hyperborea. the outlaws.' 'It is guarded in a sanctuary somewhere in this area. Because of this. And then we fell into the circle. The man opened his eyes and stopped drawing. The apples of Avalon moved. is really in Albania. he pointed to certain regions with his dagger. Can you feel how the ground trembles as we go forwards?' 'This is because we are struggling to walk backwards. when it was broken in his battle in the heavens. I had become convinced that the opening to that subterranean world was to be found in this cave. comrade. It was thin and pale. 'I feel an insatiable thirst. where the animals and the fruits conversed with the humans. The armies that accompanied Lucifer are the defeated forces from a war between extraterrestrials. our guide lies asleep and that he will be awakened when time has ended.' 'I have heard tell'. The indecipherable signs protect the wisdom and the history of a great myth of love. Because the Grail keeps one in a state of non-death. When Hyperborea and Atlantis were destroyed. this name was . which is populated on its surface by the slaves who escaped from Atlantis. Why do it again?' 'That is true. on the sinking of the Polar Island. The road we are following is the road of Amber. That is the true name of this world which is older than the other one. entered the Interior Earth. near a lake. Are you capable of drawing a perfect circle with your eyes closed? Only if you can do this. so he leapt into a ravine. descending like a bright light. 'You have come at last. the exiles. he interrupted. as a signal. the White Gods still live. the Hollow Earth. with a broad forehead and black hair. These stalactites and stalagmites are made of that mysterious substance.16 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 17 III !I I Approaching the table. he had the strange impression that he had already lived this scene. 'that in the Polar Oases.' 'Now my dog's name is Aries. as if preserved in sleep. The mystery is guarded at the South Pole. he is dead and yet not dead. the Continent of the White Gods and Giants. towards the pole. It is also an Emerald Chalice. in which a liquor made from the blood of extraterrestrials is drunk. He sat down and was able to examine the man's face. your name is Jason.. who had already emigrated to this other continent. 'y ou must continue your journey towards here. when he was struck by the sword of the enemy. And your dog's name is Leo. From the maps that you see at my feet you can tell that the city is not far away. Perhaps it is farther to the south. in that First Interior Earth. He is alive and yet not alive. the White Land. you will find its entrance. They are the Regions of Pleasure.' 'We have already done this. I have searched for it by concentrating my mind and drawing circles with my eyes closed. between these mountain ranges. feverish eyes fastened themselves on his. Lucifer. The dark. Farther to the south. There he founded Ultima Thule. its "Double". They are the vestibule of immortality. the White Gods. These southern regions of the world are plagued by earthquakes because they have always held out the possibility of this meeting. like a fiery Disc. where my dog could answer me with words that I could understand. The Insula Avallonis. My horse could not follow. in the form of a stone on which is inscribed the Law and the Great Secret. The Grail is ajewel which fell from the crown of our guide.' 'It is believed that the name Grail was read in the stars. which can only be quenched by drinking from the Chalice of Green Stone. Its liquor alone can sate our longing for eternal love. You were the first warrior-troubadour. which displeases the Second Earth. Lucifer. Spreading it out on the circular stone. ' 'Have you also retraced your steps.. The liquor is the blood of our guide. When the stars were scanned.' 'Oh! Speak to me of the Grail. in very ancient times.' He bent down to pick up one of the scrolls. It is the terror it feels knowing that it will be overtaken. which was believed to be in Albion..

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discovered. Yes, the Grail fell from the stars. ' 'But we should not speak of this except at the given time and in the appointed place. We run the risk of our faces changing colour and shape.' 'It could be that this is the time and place. The Discs of Light that we now see appearing and disappearing in the sky, moving at the speed of thought, changing shape and colour as they emit music and "seem to read the minds and feelings of men", are the New Grail, the reincarnation of its legend. They have carried off our guide, and they will return him to us. They are all-powerful. They can bring the dead back to life. If we do not forget to ask the "question", like Parsifal, they will take us to our guide. But beforehand we must triumph in the great tests of the mystery of the Grail. The light from the Disc is blinding. When it appears, the lights of the city go out. The Disc takes us outside time, it makes the sleep of centuries seem less than a second. In it the White Gods came down from the sky .... I have revealed the secret of the New Grail to you .... Look at my face .... Do you recognise me now?' 'Yes,' he said, 'your name is Jason. ' 'The Land of the Grail trembles. I tremble. No other light can compare with the light of the Grail. He who has foreseen it, or dreamed it, is lost to this world, because the Grail is the driving force behind every enterprise. It is at the origin of the war we are fighting. Once we have stepped on to the road which leads to the city where the Grail is kept, it would be better never to have embarked on the enterprise than to abandon it. Even falling and getting up again, wounded, dying, we must go on until we find it. We must never turn back; because the Grail is the medicine, the food of eternal life. It is transfiguration. Without God, without all the Gods, who do not want us to succeed, with only our ancient Hyperborean fury and the memory of the Beloved in our heart, we will achieve the Grail.' 'The Grail is the Stone of Light,' he cried. 'It quenches our thirst, it multiplies our food. It feeds us internally, creating inside us the light that enables us to find the narrow passageways that lead us to the room where our Beloved lies sleeping. Before it was found, there were no roads. The fire which has been lit will never go out agam .... 'I lived in the forest like a pure madman. I was the son of a

" 0 erhaps you were? My first fight was against her, for WIdoW. r PhI hi' ind dence of my soul. But how muc owe er. ... the 1D epen . h d " The light of the torches slowly dimmed. The m? twas rhawdmg it would be midnight. The mterplay ofhght and s. a ow on Soon 1 1 . h d .h 11 of the cave and on the sharp edges of the sta actites a on t e wa s " . st hypnotic effect. HIS eyes were slowly closing. an aIrno " h 1 1" , He heard him say: 'You are the sword. She IS t e c .ia Ice. Then, a melodious whistle, which seemed to come from his childhood. . . . And the dog called Aries came and lay down at hIS feet, in the circle. THE DREAM The men entered the cave and came into the centre. They wore black gowns and carried swords. In all, there wer~ now t:vel:e of them. Around the table were thirteen seats. A milky-white hght, seemingly given off by the amber, enveloped the scene. Then hIS comrade changed his seat, looking for the thlrteent? one. . He felt his heart stop beating, an icy coldness gnpped him. He wanted to move, to stop his comrade, but was unable to. He managed to force open his lips, which felt as heavy as stone, and tried to shout to him: 'Don't do that! Don't sit there, 111 the SIege Perilous! Don't do it again, comrade. Don't die again, leaving me alone in the fight.' His comrade didn't listen to him and sat down in that scat. The other eleven people (for the guide was not there) took hold of the top of the Round Table with both hands, as it had begun to spm wildly in the direction in which the First Earth revolved. An earthquake flattened the walls and the stalactites and stalagmites of the cave, while a huge cleft opened in the rock beneath the SIege Perilous and swallowed Jason up. Above the polar circle appeared the Disc of Light, in the form of a celestial stone, an emerald chalice, announcing its presence within each of them as a star. , And then there was no one left but the man and his comrade s dog. THE DOG ON THE FROZEN PLAIN

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Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 21 in a dream. Don't you have anything better to teach me on this side of things?' Jason had said. He remembered having heard him say that, many years ago, in the past, or perhaps in the future. But no,",,:, he was no longer here. He had been swallowed up by a dream which was more real than any reality. A cleft had opened beneath the stone circle, beside the Siege Perilous, along that path of pure dreaming which he had chosen in a remote past, during the years of his youth. The .man left the cave, followed by his comrade's dog. It was ~awn in those icy regions. And he began the next stage of his Journey as the Pilgrim of Longing. H~ loo~ed ~or his star in the sky. There it was, twinkling gently, s~ndmg him Its secret, as yet undeciphered message. It seemed to ~Im that, m its velvety and penetrating light, it was telling him: Jason IS not dead. In some part of this world, his life has been transformed. ' He stroked the head of the dog, which shook its curly coat and stared at hi~, asking him the reason for its existence, why it was there, why It was a dog. It was only for a second, because instinct quickly to~k over, the instinct of the guide dog, the dog which leads the bhnd. It began to sniff the sickly bushes, the rocks which stuck out of the snow. Now it would be the dog which would follow the non-existent road, inventing it for him, following the scent of that flower which is also non-existent, called Calafate, which grows in the inhospitable regions of the south, where the cold and the light of the Black Sun of midnight and the polar ices begin to make themselves felt. For weeks and months they walked on without meeting anyone. They were rounding the edges of the peaks of the Cordillera of the Andes. A delicate perfume wafted towards them, as if from a border land, or a universe cut off by the waters. Then the dog began to descend the mountainside. A frozen plain appeared, with two or three bushes on the horizon, bent by the wind. The dog came to a halt, panting, with its wet tongue hanging out; it looked at him fixedly. The man said to himself: 'How can people say that dogs can't speak? It is saying farewell to me with its eyes. I understand perfectly. ' The dog sat down, there in the space between the peaks and the frozen plain. Still looking at him fixedly, it began to speak to him in his own language: 'I have fulfilled my duty towards you, comrade. I am going to join Jason, drawn to him by his enchanted whirlpool, his whistle which seems to come from a distant childhood. They are calling me. You don't need me outside you any more. I will howl inside you, like my brother the wolf, when the hour of your leaving also comes, when you will be reunited with us in the City of Dawn.' And it began to run, slowly at first, then faster and faster, straight across the frozen plain. Some black birds appeared in the sky and flew very close to it. And as they all faded into the distance, approaching the twisted trees on the horizon, it seemed as if the birds were swooping down on to the dog, on to its coat of golden curls. And then he could see it no longer, because a thick mist covered the plain. For a long time he walked in this mist. He never knew how he managed to cross the plain, because he walked as if in a dream. And thus it was that eventually he found himself either inside a house with an old man like a gigantic mountain, whose face was marked with crevices of mineral and whose eyes had square pupils, or walking beside him. THE MASTER OF THE SPHINX

The old man sat down beside the piled-up bones of the skeleton of the prehistoric Milodon.1 'Let us talk,' he said. 'Question me as you would question yourself. The man stretched out beside him. 'I am surrounded by dead - both men and animals. And as if that weren't enough, now there's this skeleton. Can you tell me if any part of us continues to exist after death?' 'Your question is badly put. What you should ask is whether there is any reason to believe that anything survives death.' 'Is there?' 'A child, in whom the "ego" has not yet appeared, who talks in the third person, still has the dreams of an individualised being, with a clearly defined personality, which affect his whole adult life.
I A prehistoric animal from the time of the great reptiles, found frozen in a cave in Patagonia in the south of Chile.







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Where is the "ego" which is not there, which is not yet conscious? Perhaps in his "Guardian Angel", which has not yet lost its wings) If the mind is capable of functioning outside the mortal body, then it is incorruptible, it is outside the confines of time and space. It lives in the stars, in the Ray of Green Light. If it has once been outside the body, it will be so again. Which docs not mean to say that you can rid yourself of your "ego". On the contrary. Your "ego" can rid itself of your body, but you can never rid yourself of it. It will always be there. Even in a moment of great ecstasy, there is an "ego" which knows that there was such a moment. There will always be an "ego" to know that you no longer exist.' The Master vanished. He remembered that a long while ago, in a faraway land, he had met him beside the Sphinx. Then he had spoken to him of love and crime. He had told him that it is necessary to love like one committing a crime. On his finger, the Master of the Sphinx wore a ring on which was carved a serpent.

ossible that my "ego" was dispersed among them, before it ~ntered my body. Perhaps a part of it still remains in the landscape. And thus my love of nature may be no more than love of myself .... ' " 'Happy are those who, in old age, are permitted to expenence once again the emotions of their earliest infancy, to listen to the same melody!' 'I have just met the Master of the Sphinx. But he spoke to me in symbols. I would almost say t~at he interpreted, them.' . 'He has the right to do so, he explained. Because he IS an immense mountain.' The smile of the Master who could converse with the animals and flowers was so gentle and his blue eyes were so clear that the man felt his heart fill with a deep, melancholic presentiment that this meeting, too, was drawing to a close. THE SIGNS When fundamental events are close to reproducing themselves, although they almost always take us by surprise, there are signs which should alert us. They are signs which appear in our souls and in the landscape around us. Like a muted music which appears in a ray of light and moves across the waters. The sky was a cold, pale blue. The snow and ice made walking through the rocky pass difficult. Now and then he saw some ferns, looking sad and limp as they struggled to grow in crevices in the rocks. A ray of cold light illuminated a solitary stone on which lay a Copihue ', like a bell of crystallised blood, transparent in this almost polar light. The man picked up the flower, because he knew that it had been left there for him. And on the stone he read the message: 'Come what may I will proceed To walk the way Of beauty, The way that leads towards the height That seems to touch The sky.





When the mist dispersed, he found himself standing beside a handsome old man, with clear eyes and a sweet smile. He was contemplating the mountains and a blue lake set in a landscape whose vegetation reminded him of the Valley of the Flowers in the Himalayas. 'I have lost my friend's dog,' he explained. 'But really he was my dog.' 'He will have gone to rejoin Leo,' he replied. 'Who is Leo, Master?' 'Leo is the astrological age in which animals conversed with men .. " There are magical happenings in this world. For example, a dog which finds its master's house after being abandoned more than one hundred kilometres away. Nature is wise. If you listen to it, you can hear the voice of God, of all the Gods. Leo also understands the language of the flowers and the plants. ' 'When I was a child, I, too, could speak with the flowers. It is

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I was brought here by a miracle. is burning out . with a tracery of delicate blue veins. Her forehead was like the disc of the Moon. as if weaving her dreams. if you believe in me steadfastly. Her hands. with a deep. 'Let us look at each other. bravery and good fortune will never forsake you. The branch of the apple tree couldn't support my weight. You will find peace in combat. Only because I had to wait for you. On the floor were deerskins and some branches from a cinnamon tree. the man took months.' Where had he heard this before? Then the woman began to tremble. I am you. my fate is linked with yours. I am within you. It seemed to him as if it was dissolving in a sweet emotional sensation. But it will be I who will fight within you.' she said. which cascaded over her shoulders like a golden waterfall. leaning at a perilous angle. which is the name of the God of our lost continent. Her voice was like music flowing from the depths of night: 'I saw you arrive riding astride an arrow. And he felt that. He opened the small door and found himself inside a circular room. the fifth-born daughter of the City of Transparent Ice. it seemed as if the wings of birds had shut out the light of day. he was being stripped of his 'ego'. 'The earth was shaking. Avris loved Allouine.' A Turn of the Wheel 25 ALLOUINE On a plateau on the mountainside near the unattainable peak lay a small lake and a semi-petrified forest of fir trees and tall pines.. the room was not cold. Who left on every jutting rock A lantern glowing With their dreams. making her a bed of cinnamon and fir branches. her slender legs were like the roads that lead us to and from the Enchanted City. Her delicate arms. Only with you can I enter . Therefore I shall call you Avris. giving a view over the lake and the semi-petrified forest. Her eyes shone like the Morning Star. She looked at him fixedly. And he realised that she was about to fall into the fire. '0 Gods!' he said to himself. But filled with light From those that climbed Before me. becoming entangled in the branches of the Hyperborean oak trees. so that in places one could walk on it. ' 1 'I. He laid her down on the skins. dewy light. which revolves but stays still. I will be constantly at your side in the Great War and if you remain loyal to me till the end of time. . Moyu = breast. I have the power to put you in contact with your star. 'My horse leapt into a ravine. When they were closed. which appeared opaque from the outside. seemed transparent from the inside. The night filled with stars.. 'It is Allouine!' For a moment he lost himself in the magic of her eyes. The walls of ice. too. I am the roof which will shelter you from the storm. And you will have no other companion. In this lonely. And your bravery will protect us to the end. The embers of a dying fire gave off a blue light. A headband of the same colour held back her hair. He rekindled the fire. gently stirred the air. which from a distance looked like slender serrated mountains. Stretched out beside the light of the green flames. My love will give us peace and defend us from all danger. Her golden hair floated in the breeze from the glaciers. Although the lake was small.24 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Steep is the path. for the first time. like that of the statues in a temple. 'We are Hyperboreans. which quickly gave off its blue-green light again. However. carried by a ray of light. icy landscape stood a cabin. . The radiant summit of Mount Melimoyu 1 stood out clearly. now or in the depths of the grave. to walk round it and reach the entrance to the cabin. Her golden lashes were like petals which had fallen from the sun in autumn. The fire. dressed in a thin red gown.' she explained. And it was traversed by those musical lights which can 'read the thoughts of men'. stood a woman. she herself was 'beyond the God of the Cold and Storms'. Her neck was long. WHA T SHE LOOKED LIKE Meli = four. He managed to hold her up. and the white peak rising into the sky. The water of the lake was partially frozen. Beside it. .. maybe even years.

to the mansions of the Ray of Green Light. The green light that streams out from both poles is the dream of the Black Sun as it longs for the Ray of Green Light.. became Antarcthus.. to hand you the chalice filled to the brim with the liquor of Immortality and Eternal Love. from whence love and dreaming come to us. inhabited by the immortal Siddhas. 'The memory oflight shows us that the White Gods are the fallen warriors who sought refuge in that star. our guides.. Abraxas. And when you have reached it. in your dreams. She touched his forehead. Perhaps the gates of the city are the gates of death.. will I be able to do so. together with the Soma plant. Until he was again able to tell her about his lost comrade and his dog. Shambhalla and the Caesars. 'The ancient Celts and the Vikings knew that the White Gods. where Stonehenge. the sign.. They carried a sword. as well as in the Antarctic Oases and possibly on the top of this mountain. much more. THE WHITE GODS 'We are a solar race. The entrances to the Interior Earth are to be found at the poles. had come together in this momentous peak of the spiral. became Tiahuanacu. They can be reached by travelling through the deep waters which flow beneath the ices. ' Suddenly he was overcome by tiredness. America-Albania was the land of the White Gods after the disappearance of Hyperborea and Ultima Thule. the Hyperborean bear. where the Midnight Sun rises and which is traversed by a river ofliquid gold.. They came to search for them and built their monoliths and towers here as signs for those who would follow them. at the point where Arcthus. she told him the legend of their ancestors. It seemed to him as if a whole life. a whole Turn of the Wheel. 0 Avris! . live. -------------------------26 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection . like . But I am a woman. on the continent of Hyperborea. and he stretched out beside the fire with his head in his hands. Don't allow your desire to reach the city to become excessive. the transmitter of Venus. and I know that I will not attain the city by my own efforts. the star of Lucifer. without speaking. Perhaps you will have to change your body.. and much. the Kmg of the White Gods. fly out from there. You will have reached it without realising it. They moved from one pole to the other. too. Quetzalcoatl. Siva. in the memory of your heart. the gateway. Our star is close by and appears to the Walkers of the Dawn to show them the way. as if the great effort of travelling and scarching through many ages had exhausted him.. Arthos. Only in your mind. if you don't bring me back to hfe. 'I. But they didn't find the Enchanted City. It is the starting point of the journey to our star. 'Because the Black Sun of Midnight doesn't shed its light outside the earth but inside it. when you think you hav~ lost it. It is the invulnerable Paradise which our people have rediscovered. the bearless bear of the Southern Continent. came to this ancient transoceanic land. In your mind. . 'In this Interior Earth arc the Cities of Agharti. DON'T LOSE YOUR SELF-CONTROL 'There must be purity in thc defeats which lead to victory. They carried our guide off to a place of safety. if you don't recreate me. With them they. although a few of them went to a transoceanic continent. whom others have called Apollo. There the Golden Age still exists. If you don't love mefor all eternity. carrying me III your most secret thoughts. ' To comfort him. ~hat a great risk I run and what great danger I face if you don't Imagine me. covered in orichalcum. The story goes that they came down to live at the North Pole. Through his clouded eyes he watched the fire. also brought the stone which fell from the broken crown of Lucifer. but from that Sun which lies on the other side of all the suns. a lance and a cauldron. because that was where the Black Sun of the South Pole rose. to the west. When that continent disappeared. where the Sun of the Golden Age had not yet set. beyond the Sun of Gold and the Black Sun. the Observatory of the Sun. You will find it when you have stopped searching for it. This is the mystery. 'This has happened so many times!' he exclaimed. when the catastrophe in the skies was repeated. That is where the White Gods. 'And I have been unable to change a thing!. The Discs of Light. their ancestors. you will find me waiting there for you. the White Gods withdrew into the Interior Earth. 11. where the science of resurrection and eternal love is guarded. which enjoyed a temperate climate during the Golden Age. the seekers of the City of Dawn. -----------------------A Turn oj the Wheel 27 the city. dreaming it all for both of us. searched for the path..

A thousand delights that you will never forget Await you in distant lands . The other discovers the oasis Of ice for both of them. being able to move equally in two worlds. which was open and shone like a carbuncle. cut into the rock. And with your incorporeal body. And El Caleuche' sailed away while its crew sang: 'To every sailor the Gods Have given a comrade. you will cross the walls of the City of Dawn like a wind blowing from the stars. Inside each boat was a glove. Perhaps in this way they might be able to enter the city. For a long while they continued their descent. listening to the musical sound of her words fading further and further into the distance. Take good advantage of the South Wind That makes us sail swiftly.' And he saw carvings of a dove and of a man in the form of a swastika. They began to hear a faint melody which rose out of the water from a half-submerged object that was gliding along like a seawolf. in order to enter it. If you fail at the gates of the city. or a castle of diamond. While one sleeps. Its captain climbed up on to the bridge. Tauten the braces to the wind. And it will be as if it had never existed. And you yourself will become convinced that it was all an illusion. like a non-existent flower shedding its petals. it will vanish in a fraction of a second. However. The boats were very small. They will make you invisible. They realised that. In reality. It was covered with the leaves of laurel and cinnamon trees. beloved. When one doubts.' And then: 'Be ready to tally the sails. who wore strange garments. Before them flowed the dark waters of a subterranean river. indeed. in this world and in the other world that lies on the other side of the light of this earth. and all the time there was this clear white light from an unknown source which surrounded them. they would be only partially invisible. Finally. born out of the flames of that island. It was crewed by dead rnen. Her eyes also began to close. which moves beneath the surface of the water and is crewed by ghosts. ' And the ghost ship sailed off into the distance with all its lights on. a pair of gloves. The captain ordered his crew. She placed some branches as a pillow beneath his head and lay down beside him. Or reach an island in the middle of the Ocean. 'Listen. Then he held a spyglass to his third eye and pointed it towards the region of the Ray of Green Light. which revolves like the pole. And they both dreamed the same dream. almost inaudible whistle. never lose your self-control. In the floor of the cabin was a flagstone which could be raised to give access to a subterranean world. Don't allow desperation to enter your search. to lower two small boats into the river.. turning in the opposite direction to time. when they put it on. They began to descend a staircase which at first was made of ice and then of marble. The other gives him his faith. The other keeps watch On the bridge. When one falls. turning her face towards the flames. like the Wafeln in the Nordic . navigate in a ship with all its lights on.' 'THE NARROW PASSAGES' surface of the water. the staircase came to an end. which you must take when I die. Or.28 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 29 a piece of clothing. surrounded by flames. He was blind. Each boat was drawn along by a parallel current until they reached some very narrow entrances. 'Then. it was a ship which was navigating beneath the A mythological legend. we will have died for ever. They will give you a glove. On the wall of the rocky quay. he read: 'Every seven hundred years the laurel will flower again. when you have reached its walls. vessel of the South Pole. That is where the women with supernatural powers live.. perhaps. They had to take one each. he had a third eye in the middle of his forehead.. with all its lights on. which looked as if they were made of shiny metal and which seemed to be 1 He fell asleep beside the fire. They heard a soft.

it's an apparition. the carved faces. Of going away from her so as to be closer to her. And also terrified by the doubt that it was only a dream. in which the tiny boats only just fitted. They took hold of each other's hand and. Beyond. he would have asked her: 'Who are you and what do you want of me?' And if she replied: 'I am your beloved. But instead of falling. the fruits. inside this aperture. They passed gently above the rocks and tried to decipher their inscriptions. The castle was made of stone and shone brightly. and I have come because you called me'. happy in the knowledge that she was close by. lay the immense Ocean. during the eternal return of these events. 'Funnels of orichalcum'. Today it lies in the neighbourhood of Puntas Arenas in the most southern part of Chile. invisible. they found themselves gliding above the landscape. Let us go inside. He was walking round the foot of a sacred mountain and sighing with love.' she explained to him. He walked some way off so as to retrace his steps towards the rock and examine it more closely. They continued ever farther southward until they saW an island on which stood a castle with twelve black towers. And they all spoke an intelligible language. 'This is the impregnable Paradise where our guide lies sleeping and where one day he will awake. Until one day his sighs forsake him. spending most of his time in its dingy thickets. with his eyes half-closed. the remains of its Golden Fleece. He walked through the forest beside the lake. And in the clear light of midday. The island was surrounded by fire. It was founded by the Conquistador. rivers of turquoise. A drawbridge linked the towers with the central keep. If he had seen her appear at that moment. where the possibility of meeting again was always a lucky occurrence. 'The Pole is in there. concentrating intensely. gliding gently alongside the skuas and the condors. Below them were rocky precipices. each bearing the sign of a revolving cross. . the flowers. on the edge of the lake. two figures appeared. He knew that rock. 1 The ancient Ciudad del Rey Felipe. he would have said: 'Oh! I am so busy with this love that consumes me that I have no time for you any more. he had been here before. Then the Great Ocean. until they landed on the icy plateau on the mountain from which they had taken off.' They could see an enormous circular aperture. He experienced the sweet anguish of losing his beloved during the day and recovering her in the evening.' This is what happens with the suitor. let us fly higher. they thought. as he called out her name. in an ecstasy of love and desire. He had the vivid impression that he was reliving something that had happened before. THE SUITOR Early in the morning. leapt into the abyss. and they realised that they were not yet to be permitted to reach the city. It was a coniferous forest. THE FLIGHT Again they dreamed the same dream. It doesn't exist. looking at the signs. On the farthest borders of the south lay the Pole. which invited them to drink it. Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa.30 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 31 revolving. He used to return there frequently. he picked up a fistful of snow and crushed it to his breast to cool his ardour. But they were unable to stop there or go still deeper inside. oflosing her so as to recover her. nor if they would land in the same place at the end of those narrow passages. appear on the horizon. 'There is no Pole. that he had recovered her within that circle which turns endlessly. the tops of the trees and the deep chasms that yawned open in the earth and the ice. They were on the edge of the plateau on the great mountain. the City of Petrus Sarmiento de Gamboa 1. They flew southward and saw the City of Hunger and Thirst. He tried to discover the ghost of the dog. gigantic animals of a race which had disappeared from the surface millions of years ago. moved by the same impulse. And then they couldn't see each other any more and didn't know if they would ever meet again. And with each deep sigh. still holding hands.' They went back. he went towards the forest in search of food. with a feeling of great freedom. which appeared to have no exits. the animals and the golden water. they saw flowers made of precious metal. the City of King Philip of Spain. 'Look carefully. THE WOUNDED KING One midday he found himself in front of a pyramid-shaped rock.' As they went deeper and deeper inside.

And what they were talking about was. of the 'ego' and eternity within time. it is impossible to free oneself from the "ego" and its recurrent experiences. in some other law. There is no way to escape from this. seeing the end approaching. his whole body trembled. This rock produces blindness in whosoever looks at it from within a feverish circuit of light. You must avenge him. she passed the object over to him. It is the Ring of Resurrection. She was also wearing a darkcoloured. dark-coloured clothes and was leaning on a thin walking-stick. The clothes were from some future far-off time which he had somehow foreseen. He had uncovered his head and was speaking politely to the woman. in an eternal present. in the belief that ifhe made a drink from them it would prolong his beloved's life. The man explained in a low voice: 'Everything repeats itself eternally. find him a way out. And so will "you" and "I". in the depths of midday which is also the depths of his midnight. which could make time travel towards the past and the future come towards us. He realised that the couple couldn't see him. And although an eternity may pass before energy repeats us.' she explained. there were two objects: a fruit and a ring. as if toasting him with a non-existent cup. The serpent bites its own tail. The last becomes the first once again. or would encounter. He collected conifer resin and turpentine. And you will be "yourself'. owing to a strange trick of the light from these mountains. Alexander. Dionysus and the Crucified One . But. and will and energy abandon our exhausted bodies. as if terror-stricken. It grows in the wastelands. beside this Midday Rock. break through the circle with your sword. will become "myself'. Ambrosia. And this "ego" which I feel myself to be. being Caesar. when the Will to Power again crosses the same circuit of light. She said: 'This is the king who was wounded by a cruel lance. 'Do not eat it with y. restore his ravaged lands to him. ' The woman seemed to sense the presence of a stranger. ifall the "egos" are not just "myself'.. inside this energy recurrence. And. And this "ego" will never know if others really exist. His forehead was broad.' The woman's hand. The only way to escape from my "ego" lies in madness. this "ego" which has always been here. did not coincide in time with the event which. Or rather. 'That is the Fruit of Return.. time will also disappear. the same air. Time is infinite. without going outside time. even if an eternity passes between one turn of the wheel and another. Oh. this king and this woman. And I will call this the midday: experiencing all the "egos". But you may wear the rmg. He could only find the Fruit of Return in these latitudes. beside this rock of revelation. the liquor of eternal lIfe! . surrounded by shadows. because he was standing inside a still-distant vibration of the light.our Beloved. which was still raised. When that extinguishing of consciousness that we call death occurs. While he spoke. His situation. His pain increases whenever Saturn shines. or a rent or an inversion in space. it will be reproduced not once but ad infinitum throughout eternity. or non-law. And the same rock. His eyes were feverish. And I will again say: Ich fiebe Dich Ariadna! 'And I will go mad again as the only way to escape from this horror. if only t?ey could drink gold and silver. Despite this.. Perhaps that rock was a sensitive spot in the earth with a capability of projection. the subject of the 'ego' and time. She was tall and slender. he must have encountered. She turned towards where he stood and raised her hand in a regal gesture. The thick moustache of a warrior covered his lips. Stretching out her hand as if through the rent in space and time. Oh. but energy is not and it has to reproduce its creations. precisely. he knew that th~ man was a king. when the images and the reality coincided. the man was not wearing armour or a sword. sunken. this midday. close-fitting gown. In fact. And in this hallucinatory situation. ' HE ASKS THE QUESTION He didn't leave the cabin again. it will seem only a second to our returning consciousness. This is what happened to this king. When the energy in your body becomes exhausted. let it be so! And he was permitted to listen with impunity to what they were saying. caught hold of an object given it by an eagle. Because there was no time.• 32 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 33 Curiously. but was dressed in strange. was mistakenly projecting these images. he preferred fasting to the horror that had been revealed to him. the same grass will still be here. The same story. he thought.

. And when I observe them closely.somewhere. if I am the only one who can feel myself to be this "me" nd no one else can feel like this. When the TWilight of the Gods began to fall over the world and iron took the place of gold. The Master of the Sphinx stated: "If in the moment of greatest ecstasy the' ego' were not present. I believe I met some Masters. Now he was going to ask the question. dreamed by my "ego"..34 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection A Turn oj the Wheel 35 I' :1 I II I I ! He didn't leave her side.. Do you understand? Can you grasp this? Can you comprehend this feeling? 'We have heard tell of the Tulku. I. because I am going to answer your question. to be this "me" of mine. magic love could open a door through which I could escape from this circle? . Some people are lucky enough to be able to repeat it at the end. feeling myself to be "me". And this ego which feels like this. I had felt myself to be dispersed in the landscape. when I perish . Wotan or Odin whispered a great secret in the ear of Baldur as he lay dying on his pyre of perfumed sandalwood." It is impossible to escape from the "ego". This is how it was given to me: suddenly I felt myself to be "me". in the middle of an ocean of other "me's" who also feel themselves to be "me". that is. this "me" that I feel myself to be .t~e Tulku theory .. there would be no one there to know that there had been a moment of ecstasy. Oh! It is impossible to explain this experience. And the Master of the Sphinx completed the idea for me by explaining that this note affects some people's whole life. 'Before you were "I". who live and die. nor were you a plant. It is possible that I retained that faculty for some time: feeling myself to be "me" and yet still being "them". Beloved. a hen I perish . The Master of the Sphinx would say that the way out may be found through strengthening the "ego" until it becomes an absolute ego.. "I" am the one who knows it.. of reunions and losses. The painful question I asked myself was this: is it possible that they fecl themselves to be "me" in the same way as I do? It was impossible for me to believe it.. ' Gently she interrupted him: 'Look at me. I have to make an effort to recognise myself in a hallucinatory hall of mirrors. I have seen the Wounded King. who sees the beloved. Before that. e with'. Now he wanted to know. Also. The Master who could converse with the animals and plants told me the following: there is a basic note which is given at the beginning of life.. In order to escape from this circle drawn in the belly of a demon.and my "I" doesn't feel it because it cannot verify it from its own experience. don't fall asleep. if our Great Guide loses the war.if ever I do perish . if the Continent of Hyperborea is submerged. How can I be sure that other people also exist and that the world can continue if "I" disappear. across the frozen plain. being in "them". will perish? . someone will agam feel himself to be me. I had lost my comrade and his dog.. the discoveries they pass on. You explained to me that even after the emergence of your conscious . I believe I stopped being able to understand that language. are projected by my fevered imagination. in many centres of space-time. Think for a moment: everything that happens in the universe is known only by "me". what they write. and I could also converse with the animals and flowers. although you could converse with them.. an absolute personality. even yours which is so beautiful.. underlining their parallel existences in different bodies or in one single but ubiquitous one. simultaneous consciousnesses. only "me". if "my" consciousness doesn't register it? Perhaps all the people round me. or somewh~re else in the imme~se ~l11verse.. But it will always be "I" who loves. although I'm not certain..if ever I do perish she. Might it be possible that individualised. very spot. "I" know. And even this is "I" who am saying this. of the Eternal Return and partings. not just its beginning and end. "I" register. It is my "ego" that registers it. 'When I was walking through the mist.. They spoke to me and I understood them. "my" consciousness. at .. Don't you see that half my face is yours? Only half of it is still mine .om~ time. How can I not believe that I projected her if. because that is my note which has been sounding since my infancy. he has gone mad . in their almost infinite varieties. of the longing of the endless pilgrimage. and who do not say "I" but "we" when speaking about themselves. beings who are more than one go who live in 'several places in the universe at the same time. But with human beings it was different. citing it . to penetrate with her the ultimate mystery of life and death. What others say. their faces. too. but not "me". perhaps on this w . will be "I" myself. what were you? You were not an animal. I heard it in what was almost my earliest childhood. Only if my "I" returns will she return . I have thought about love. Or did I speak to myself through them? When the "ego" finally took possession of me. Let us imagine what it might be. If the world comes to an end. can I seriously believe that my "ego" can perish? IfI am "me".

just as you are the face of mine. without quarter. Can you ever get out of that? Perhaps by feeling that the persona which you were before you ~ere "ego" still exists. he and she were lying on beds of cinnamon branches. . And you will only have me in your mind and in your heart. That is the difference I believe . . when the "ego" was not inside your body.' . I remember.. Kalki Was at rest. when I was a year old or perhaps less. Or perhaps it only becomes partiaUy incarnate. For a time you didn't lose this faculty. . Where is this persona when the child still has no sense of the individual "ego"? In my case. the "ego" bong only a part of it and the body its exact image. So. Here. I repeat: I am the face of your soul.' THE SUPPLICANT Thousands of years ago. because I will put you to the tests that could make you lose the battle. The women of the house ran to take hold of me. Because while wishing you to be victorious. you WIll never reach the same point. attaching it to the persona to make a form and consciousness that can never be destroyed. We will be Nos. And when the "ego" became defined. That child was a very old and WIse man.. as if beside a spring. you have given your persona a face. on a plateau near the peak of the sacred Mount Melimoyu. And we will put on the mantle of Absolute Personality because we will have escaped from the fatal circle of returns. Because. in the Interior City of Green Glass of his Star. which is very old. Your "guardian angel" has abandoned you . where was It? And you. I was projected. Yes. In this way.. it knew the Importance of the ring and knew that it would never let it drop. including my nothingness. But you don't have a face either. the Master of the Sphinx said that even a child has the dreams of a mature person which can affect his whole life . your soul doesn't have one. the Darkest Age.. beside the fire in a small dwelling made of blocks of icc. it will have a different meaning.. It is a solitary struggle.' ... although I need your victory so much. The person waiting for you doesn't have a face. so that you can bring me back to life with your face. it disappears into the distance. plants and stars. it leaves you alone.. the "I am I" . Although the spiral may seem to reach the same spot. it was a phIlosopher who asked himself the question. It is not a question of renouncing the "ego" but rather of making it eternal. you will regain the faculty the persona has of conversing with the animals. you won't be able to give a face to your persona unless you accompany me to the very end. giving you my nothingness so that you can make it immortal. with his White Horse. how did you feel without your "ego"? Were you a persona or not?' 'Let me remember. Because I am the "her" who one day emerged from Him. I am the "her" who longs to be your Her. 'This is a struggle against God. in the animals and the plants. its reflection. Someone is waiting for you somewhere.. I must fight as a woman: by dying.. and I am a double-edged sword. in the deep south of the world. and once outside rebelled and put everything at stake. And the "ego". And this is the ring.. As you were by a Great Her. th~ persona becomes weaker.. a shadow of the light which has taken on a shape in order to travel around and gain knowledge in this world. Yes. I have recovered it.. The persona. Journey ever onward until one day you and your "ego" enter the city where I await you. And even if you arc victorious in the harsh tests set in this mystery. ' :But I am listening to you teUing me aU this with my "ego". that child felt itself to be a persona. you must fight the battle as a warrior. began. What was at one time outside you is your "guardian angel". even if you walk back along it. and you will fall and get up again many times. unless you bring me back to life.... in reality they don't wish it. 'Only the "ego" enters the body. Because you are a man. But. Because I am the face of your soul. dreamed by a Great Him. . because they were afraid that I would let it drop. You have become individualised. in the landscape. awaiting your return. And perhaps you may be able to become this persona again afterwards. As your "ego'" becomes stronger. all the Gods and your "angel". the persona becomes a personality. who moves awav as your body and mind become hardened. seems to remain outside. I remember. but dreams that you WIll bnng It one. Kaliyuga. 'Without giving up your "ego". It dissolves. The road ISIrreversible.36 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 37 "ego" you continued to converse with nature. It felt dee~ly offended by this lack of trust. Neither of them had a face. I was leaning out of a tower holding my grandfather's ring tightly in my hand.

The closest thing to this body is the aura. he whispered: 'First here. while the flames enveloped her in a light which was nevertheless incapable of clothing her Absolute Nakedness. thus giving rise to the infinite turnings of the wheel. 'How was it possible to create so much beauty?' he asked himself. its hills. It was like the touch of a petal. or of honey stored in drifting icebergs. very slowly. ' She trembled. were visible through them.38 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 39 The sleeves of her gown were full and her snow-white arms. When at last they opened them and could see each other again. EL-ELLA. so that he could feel the agitated rise and fall of her breasts. Oh. Then your forehead. Love it. we will open the doors to a universe which not even the greatest dreamers of longing have ever imagined. its secrets. with her eyes almost closed. It is the visible double of the others which you as yet cannot sec. Only half your face belongs to you. the warrior had succumbed.. on the other side of the light. I have sought you through all the worlds. 'All of ours are enveloped in an identical substance. as wide as the disc of the Moon which fell upon the world like a stone from the broken crown. And he felt that a subtle emanation from her skin and her veins was penetrating him. his hallowed reticence. Her clear blue eyes were once again piercing into him as if to tell him that there. Her lips were smiling sweetly. They are the ones that love. his destiny as a sacred warrior. 'There is more than one body. as my world would be extinguished and I am already blind to all other light! Your exquisite nose is a bird which flutters in the sunshine and the scents of spring. without opening her eyes. like liquid gold. Now I am caressing the aura of your neck. He could also read her thoughts. exclaiming: 'Allouine. And as he caressed her aura. caress it. as though from the wings of an Andean condor. And your marble shoulders. do not close them. The other half is mine. fusing with his cells. And now he remembered that. he exclaimed: 'It's true. and the reflection of the flames brought magical changing lights into it. And she brushed his lips with hers. Such a kiss produces unexpected consequences in a man. or else it instils such strength in him that he is able to free the giants from their prison in the rocks and raise the Continent of the Spirit. We will drink from the glorious cup. a swan which will reintegrate us with the race of the kings of our blood. She raised her hands. we will smash the walls of the circle of returns.' she explained to him.. The last one to do so must be the one you can now see. his blood. through an eternity. Only you will give me eternal life. Your lips are that door which will open to allow me to gaze upon the City of Dawn. honey from a Copihue surrounded by a halo of light from the Morning Star. Her long lashes cast shadows on her cheeks.' He began to move closer to her. because "honey and milk are under your tongue". The man closed his eyes. non-existent centre. with an inconsolable sadness. with a tiny cleft in the middle. And your eyes . its shadows. as delicate as the breeze which stirred the crowns of the ancestral oaks . Her neck was long and slender. A whole continent to explore.' THE KISS She came even closer. THE BODY OF THE ABSOLUTE WOMAN She let her red gown fall. ' He reached her side. near your hair. Her hair hung down to her waist. when he first contemplated the woman. In an uncreated. All my other bodies will feel it. by loving and protecting one another. .. constructed from the heavy materials of this exterior earth. their union would be possible. where you hid the moonstone in the depths of the glaciers of the dawn. the amber road which leads me to the primordial continent. Allouine! I have always loved you. Either it causes him to lose his spiritual virility. Together we will attain it. varying from copper to deepest gold and finally pale gold. too. through all the turns of the wheel. Her chin was like a fruit of paradise. to the nuptial homeland.. alongside the martyred coasts of the south of the world. making him realise that she had always belonged to him. with love expressing itself in a glance. And she stood naked. honey from polar bees or the midnight sun. and began to caress his aura. He could smell the woman's integral perfume. imbued with the water of love. like a breath of soft air flowing from a universe preserved for him alone. as if in a trance. covered by a soft golden down... with its seas. in some undefined place.

ht fh: followers of Lucifer. e h f ? on trul li ht in the depths of midnight. . . an d And I will not destroy your magic ity. with the Vermilion of the worIts . the Primordial Fema e. I am ready. y t h e magicians. We do n~t h~~ the lunar troubadour: "Take us back to where you too us rom. s. I know that they will not be calmed merely by my taking possession of your body. IVIng In a dream 0 unfulfilled glories. beyond all the Gods. We must do everything in our power to drink from the cup of immortality. And we will have lost our only chance of resurrection. in a dream which not even the most impassioned Walkers of the Dawn could dream: to break down the walls of the great circle and end the turnings of the wheel. hild f the flesh to bring new opportumties mme gIVIng you c 1 ren 0 . .' 'I am the scabbard of your sword.' he whispered. discovering the stone of change. m love. from the Tree of Paradise. beside the fire. I will be the She who leads you to heaven. Now is the dept so IS ~l!. Ou. Kingdom 0 'whence It from b f the White Gods of America-Albama.ergy. of the White Gods who have become separation of . . of the Morning Star. andf Cross on . loving each other inside and outside etermty. . . in the esotericism of the troubadours and the Minnesinger of the High Middle Ages. Your sacred virility WIll enable us to life.' 'How could we sleep! May this sword protect us. 'I u~derstand. I shall give you my death. . 1 wa known us I will not lure you into loving my body In the on y y I '11 to 'the dark age. Hyper orea 0 . f h . do not fall asleep! Watch with me through this long night.. THE SCABBARD OF THE SWORD 'Beloved. We have a limited number of opportunities to sound our notes in their purest form. IS brutal.w h'· He sal'1s an d' all its lights on .g ht with a man and a woman lying naked SIde by that ancien. as the saga tells us. do not mi n~gb~ allowed into heaven..ace In A . f 11 SI e. They will show us the path and inspire us. after which we will lose each other. . ou bet' 1' dO ~~~~:~ . She stretched out an arm over the blade and clasped his hand. 1 . You must also fulfil the Myth of Virile Immortality. ~~ the end of our road. Let us awaken tonight. because that way death will swallow you u w~ never be the Great devouring Mother. you will break me. b~cause they ~e1 :hat they have done everything possible to ment being deified. Creating wor. '1' ng your es . no fusion with a God or redeemer awaits r wa is not the way of ecstasy of the saints but the way of us. And together we will have triumphed. Let . We will be two sleepwalkers allowing ourselves to be guided by the legend of our White Gods. To the true. . livi will turn you into a vanquished warnor. of attaining a world beyond God. w Of .lItgis ~n immaterial irrevocability . ~ reverent flattlhtu e . ld absorbed into the sources of creative en. Therefore. absorbed into HIM-HER and HER-HIM. .t . because his feeling for the bea~ty ~f . from the Hyperborean oaks. md b' sword without taking possession of each id separate y a. He drew his sword and placed it between them. 'The chastity of the sacred warn~r is the nobility of his sexual act. from the tree whose silken threads join the earth to the sky. hvsi 1 b d she explained to him in her musica VOIce u other's _P YSlca 0 Y'. Do you remember the words of the ascetic of the ran: .. My love and desire for you are more powerful and inextinguishable than this fire. Light fl gmg for etermty. di id Is when such a great possibility already exists or to ot er In IVI ua . do not take possessIOn 0 f my b 0 d y. revealed in the mystery of the Grail. never returned' . di IVId 1 . . ki 1 nd while the ultimate test of this initiation ~as ta Ing p . the refusal to tolerate all th~..' . If you sheathe me carelessly. The Grail doesn't toler~te unbridled passions. made of wood from the apple trees of Avalon. it loves pious reticence. of giving a face to our souls.' THE TEST Thus were completed the different stages of this most ancient Hyperborean Initiation of A-Mor. I will make you pregnant WIth the son of death And we will both remain virgins. giving him a face. "Th light doesn't come from the east.hat act prevents rm doin so The Wounded King also said this. We are gomg to try an d c h an ge God . us not crea e cbildren of the flesh. Transported to the icy wastes of the south ld with Parsifal in a Ternplars' ship. They demand to be. Because it is your magic virility which will enable us to travel along the river of death. vm . How many times has this happened already in the Circle of Return! We only have a limited amount of time in which to put the pieces of the broken scabbard back together again.40 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn oj the Wheel 41 He carried her to the bed of branches. I shall place my eternity in your hands and fulfil to the utmost the Myth of Feminine Immortality.

his gnef increased. which lies beside you. 'After death. the warmth of my lips. because only by becoming effeminate could you satisfy the erotic sensibilities of a woman's physical body. You will be a warrior-troubadour. 'We are living dangerously. There were moments when her eyes became fixed on a point b~yond t~e fire and the walls of transparent ice. However. imperishable matter.A Turn of the Wheel 42 Nos: Book of the Resurrection 43 will become a woman if you love the body of a woman. somewhere. who will ave ream of resurrection and eternal love for all etermty. because he loved her with an intensity that was equalled only by the fire which ~urned there. We will belong to this order even when we will be immortals.. you will make it even more material. and which is produced by your contact with my invisible bodies. One is born different. nor even a feeling for beauty. without being able to intervene in your conflicts. causing him to doubt everything that had been said. trying to fight the.'1 THE 'TINY SPARK' She was dying. in all the worlds and as Sons of Light. They were closer to the point of origin. softly. . I will also follow your enterprise when I am dead. nor sacnfice. W . When we become fore h ea d . Sheathe me gently. where they will become part of that timeless order which. . faced with the inevitable. Its scabbard is called not rea me. As I will find in yours. breaking down the doors of the city. the amorous racing of my blood intensified. . fights against the forces of darkness.never to find her again. we have fallen so low that it is almost impossible to go back along the current and return to the time when immortality was almost a permanent gift from heaven. h the glance with the pleasure that never dies. who were not touched by this chance-destiny which launched us on this enterprise of death and resurrection. where you will find the perfume of my visible body. his search his dream. when it sends . . it will wish to see you triumph through your courage alone. w1~he turned to~ards him. what if she were never to return to life. of green light. The memory of the love lost at t e Mmne. my love. See me in your 00. losing themselves m the diaphanous midday sky." This is so. . Only a little time remained to her on this earth and in her lovely body. without letting go of his hand: am the bb d of your sword. . if only nothingness lay at the end of this Journey. men lived for more than a thousand years. f the ether we will know how to love each other so e y v1bratlOnS 0. In the Dark Age. True possession is the mental possession of all her other bodies. You bear the sign on your e belong to a different race. in order to help those who bear the sign. Perhaps it 1Shonour and loyalty. He stayed by her side. The genuine orgasm isn't a physical one but another which is endless. Thus. the heroes. this road which was now coming to an end? She. Blood Memory. Fate is testing you. k me i bl d beginning of time flows through the blood. . I believe that a balance w111 be achieved. seemed to waver.. Another day she opened her eyes very wide and looked at him m that indescribable way that he could only compare with the impression produced by the Morning Star at dawn. nor intelligence. sung 0 ur d 'Hei/!' . We must discover this love together. smg keep 1t pure. of all our bodies at once. too. angel of love and death who possessed them both: the consummatlon of the myth and the legend. Do sea bar k e Your sword is double-edged.' . 'In the Golden Age. but without intervening directly so as not to transgress the secret code. To take physical possession of the beloved is to lose one's soul. tomght. if he we:e . they will carry them to the city. They will rescue them from the Dark Age before the final cataclysm. he asked himself. By loving my body. but what 1S the qualification for attaining it? It is not kindness. you will achieve the Grail. h . With the memory of your beloved in your heart. di . As the end approached. the cities of the immortals still lie hidden to help those who seek them with courage and who still possess the "tiny spark". a Minnesdnger. it. the Iron Age. What if none of this were certam. When you remember what your blood tells you. And we will be more than the Gods. . So our combat is more heroic.. h . against the Prince of Slavery and his armies of strange beings who advance in the opposite direction to our Myth of Resurrection and Eternal Love. Immortality is not given to all. so that they remembered everything. when we are no longer made of mortal flesh but of red.. This holy war maintains the balance between the opposing universes. The chaste warrior is the most virile one. In their Discs of orichalcum. crossmg the most iverse nsClOUS II c~ . We have lost many turns of the wheel. giving inspiration to the Seekers of the Dawn. you will turn it into a body made of lead. my love.

The soul turns and turns Within the black space. And slowly impregnates each thread Of frozen mist. And with her last remaining strength. He imagined that by doing this he would preserve it through all the turnings of the wheel. ' her: 'Don't go.44 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel THE EXCHANGE OF HEARTS 45 us a message through its deep. For the last time she looked at him intently. when it was . collected the scattered branches together and went out into the forest in search of resin. Wasn't the mummy a sign? They hoped to preserve the body until that Hyperborean science was rediscovered one day. pained By their immense fragility. he discovered a red spot on it: the sign of the Walkers of the Dawn. He held her tightly and implored alone in this house of ice . All is death. 'Give me your heart. the Land of Resurrection and Eternal Love. filled with nostalgia for the universes that lie on the other side of other suns.Lead us along the righteous path of those who do not err. she embraced him. as beautiful as before. The leaves fall. Kissing him with open lips. As he went to spread the perfumed resin over her left breast. until he could bring it back to life.' she whispered. which. Blooms the fiery lily of eternal love. when the Golden Age returned. Hope reawakens. Don't leave me without a heart. of the Seekers of the City of Dawn. resigned. die nicht irre gehn! (. The warm flame grows and grows. The mists disperse in its heat. velvety light. The Egyptian pharaohs had lost the faculty of bringing the dead back to life. ') 'Come.. Now they would never see again in this world. my love. Conceiving a vague desire for self. Twisted by the strident clamour Of the being which struggles To escape the inevitable. THE RING OF RESURRECTION It was on examining the ring that he had the idea of embalming the body of his beloved. 'Now you must breathe out inside me. Did they preserve the key of the seminal atom. he made a cut in the bark of a conifer tree and drew some off. The spark creates.. With his sword. end. Then her head fell back and her eyes closed. which was now very weak. Crackling and magical. The renewed certainty of eternal Development rises out of infinity. In the silence of the white peaks. deep within her.' He obeyed her and felt his heart die in her.' And in her musical voice. ' Fiihr uns den Weg. she sighed deep into him and gave him her heart. He undressed the body of his beloved and began to cover it with the resin. don't leave me THE LEFTHANDED SIGN He put out the fire. hurry!' She asked him to kiss her. Within us is a "tiny spark". she recited a poem which she would compose in another turn of the wheel: 'The tenuous melancholy spins Its delicate web in the soul And the muffled murmur of memories Darkens space. 'Will the laurels flower again some day? . den graden Und derer. conclusion. the Lefthanded Swastika which signifies the return to the Nuptial Home. She raised herself up with difficulty on her bed of branches. I felt it light up last night.. He mixed it with some water and ice from the lake and returned to the cabin..

the emblematic flower. He wove her a crown of cinn~mon leaves. As he examined this magic stone.stars'. in the chosen gesture. 'far beyond the . The mummy was the symbol used to represent Osiris. separate and together. This has always been the way to win. he knew that one day he would be able to decipher its message. He felt clearly that he had been doing this for an eternity. that sacred bush of the South Pole.tatues.earing the sign to enter the city. my beloved. It closed like an eyelid and moved rapidly towards the horizon. the bell-flower of blood drawn from his woman's heart. MIDDAY Within his breast there now beat a woman's heart. within which they would live WIth their faces. which was played danced far above this earth's visible and audible scale. the mountain. Indescribable! It was throbbing. . In this way she would be preserved for ever. The image was that of a mummy. almost as if it was breathing. l~lt doesn't matter if a battle has been lost. And the chosen gesture would be that of their first kiss. ~ike rays of light. Soon it became soft music. .ed the sledge over the snow. They would stand motioriless at the centre of eternity. I keep watch. dance that dance. he thought he heard a rustling sound. he tried to imagine what that timeless time would be like when they would be together. like an eye blinking. larch and laurel branches and laid her on.he a?a~e set in the ring was a silhouette surrounded by carved inscnptions. In the and hi hest range of the light of another world. with honour and loyalty to the end.46 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection A Turn oj the Wheel 47 deciphered in the Eternal Return.. cover~ng her with her red gown.he dragg. And it looked at him as if it was sending him a message. it. It is a dance.' He reached the pyramid-shaped rock. For a long time they gazed at each other. In a blinding flash. because they would b~ on the other side of the light. on her sledge of branches and flowers. ' THE DISC Standing beside her tomb and the Midday Rock. And he would have to wait another seven hundred years before the laurel flowered again. with bodies that only they could see. like the trees which live their whole lives without moving. repeating the action time and time again. until the Light began to move around and upwards. He had lost the given opportunity for both of them. They would play that game. like the oak trees of Hyper bore a. like their present ones but also very different. foreshadowing the mantle of immortality he would one day give her. He covered her with snow and ice. as if concentrating on a point. Her blood now flowed through his veins. he realised that he had been in the presence of the Grail of the Andes and hadn't asked the question nor ordered it to take him with it. but never lost. would breathe fresh life into the 'image and the figure'? And also into memory and glory? On t. As . He built a sledge of conifer. helping those who were ~orn b. with her arms crossed over her breast. like a combination of notes and sounds. They would leave eternity behind after an eternity. He thought he could make out the name Phosia. like the temple of the sun and the moon. while at the same time it 'read his thoughts and feelings'. until it became no more than a star which grew paler and paler. He dug a grave there and placed her inside it. it is only important to fight it properly. losing and finding each other. to take an active part in creation. the Irreproducible God of Resurrection. apparently a woman. A Disc of Light stopped in space in front of him. like s. like the touch of a snowflake or a sigh from the light of the Mornmg Star. like the apple trees of Avalon. And the entire firmament was covered with green rays of light. He took his sword and traced the sign and the lines: 'While you sleep. like cathedrals. Perhaps it had been Allouinc's name in an earlier turn of the wheel. and of red Copihues. For our Myth of A-Mor. like the summit of. mingling with his and inspiring his every act. a game.

These were surrounded by a high wall. They were the white blood of the giants and the condors. . Attached to one end of the house was the colonial-style . at the bottom of which was a tiny brook whose water flowed from the Andes and whose banks were covered with a shady tangle of brambles. roses and hydrangeas. The penetrating scent of the myrrh trees pervaded the whole valley in spring-time. painted a colonial red. mahogany and oak. roast chestnuts and fruit . L-shaped building. smelling of meat. In his heart he always carried the memory of the eternal snows on the mountain tops... which lived up to its name by flowing down the mountainside as a crystal-clear stream. A road bordered by farm cottages led to the estate houses. according to the season. The dusty road wound up into the hills. Nearby were the kitchens.. murmuring over boulders and rocks. with fig trees. until it was lost in the distance. the everlasting fire of the heavens.~p---------------------------. a scent of accumulated years and time. it took almost a day to travel from Santiago to the family estate in the foothills of the Andes. The huge gates were open to allow the carriage and its snorting horses to pass through. The entire main body of the mansion was painted the same red as the outside wall.--------------------------.dried or ripe. of antique furniture made from jacaranda.. The mansion was over two centuries old and was a singlestorey. willows and chestnuts. crossing the River Claro.. one was driven through the tiny provincial town in horse-drawn carriages. On alighting from an ancient train. Inside the rooms was an unforgettable aroma of old wood. with doors which opened onto a gallery supported by hand-carved pillars. At the back stretched an enchanted garden. The domestic dogs and fowl used to drink there together with the wild birds.<iii &ramoa ANOTHER TURN OF THE WHEEL THE GARDEN OF CHILDHOOD In those times.

We want to make ourselves invisible within you. behind me is a brass bedstead.' He lived that moment as if outside time. He lost that faculty. Its eyes looked at him as ifhe was not a child but a timeless being. surrounded by bamboo canes up which climbed roses. like a priestess from the valley of the Andes. perhaps from the Morning Star. love me. I am standing in one o~ the rooms 111 that mansion which is over two hundred years old. with gildings and a pair of strange candelabra made of myrtle wood. the plants begged him to do so from the other side of a wall of glass which was growing less and less transparent.. Now he seems to remember that some tremulous secret revealed to him by the grass made him cry on more than one occasion. the violets of today don't smell the same as they used to.' THE FACE One day. or perhaps at that precise moment. the land of Avalon. he used to go into the garden and not leave it again until midday. the secret of that glance. On summer mornings. above all.' they begged him. which he now confuses with an oak in the Central World. But. with the birds and.' The violets also told him so (because they didn't smell the same as when he was a child). In the middle grew a huge pine tree. as if clothed in a dignity conferred on me by the passage of centuries. The face said something to him that he didn't fully understand. 111 the foothills of the Cordillera of the Andes. The child conversed with the flowers. their sorrows mostly.. in front of me is a table. To my right stands a big wardrobe which gives off an aroma of old wood. childhood. THE VIOLETS OF CHILDHOOD 50 Nos: Book of the Resurrection chapel. where there is always a light which seems to come from other worlds. And the sweet scent oflighted candles and evening prayers. Even today he has difficulty in remembering it. His 'ego' interposed itself between him and their scent. But the child's paradise lay in a tiny circular garden in front of the house. 'Take us with you for ever. The tray was bordered with ~ garland ~f violets covered with dewdrops. . forget-me-nets. And he realised that now he would have to create. . the scent of the violets of h1S childhood! Like so many things. he had been glVen his diapason. This chapel contained the tomb of a seventeenth-century Spaniard. And never afterwards was he able to speak freely with the animals and flowers. And during that time. far away. 'EGO' I am a very young child... because he only spoke the language of the plants well. Between him and his garden. . The white-haired woman who came into his room carrymg his present. with the grass that grew so sweetly and was so fragile. It seemed to say to him: 'Seek me. foaming milk fresh from the cowshed were brought to him on a tray. from that moment on. .. invent some Non-Existent Violets. urged on by an intense desire to get closer to the condors who glided in the clear skies and who would stop in mid-flight in order to look at him. where was the child? Mingling with the plants and the flowers. the key of his melody. timeless. smelling of damp violets. climbing up the huge tree until he reached its topmost branches. but at the same time I feel myself to be a very old person. Oh. a Non-Existent Garden. Bevond lie other rooms and a door which opens onto a gallery with pillars and vaulted niches.q Another Turn of the Wheel 51 for love and to seek the face of that flower in all women. it was a shady place. in the precarious and mystical country called Chile. Someone came and took him out of the garden. with the tree. People are moving around.and warm. 'Don't forget us. The child suffered for all these defenceless creatures who came and told him little things. even before he felt himself to be 'ego'. jasmine and convolvulus.he couldn't remember which .$ --~ --------------------------~. from earliest childhood. he lived only A cake with five or maybe four candles . with double-headed eagles whose bodies were shaped like hearts. the illusion of that love . the flowers. a former master of these lands. There. The tree. In his memory. for ever. It is a . with an altar carved by artisans from Cuzco. and asked him not to forget them but to take them with him when he was separated from them and could no longer understand their language. in the garden of childhood. To bring them back to life. a face emerged from a rose. In their · 1· n their souls he sought the scent of the garden of bo dres. said: 'Happy birthday! Now you're not a child any more.

WIthout anyone seeing me there. I rested my forehead against its ancient bark and embraced it. saying: 'Speak to me as you used to.' Thus I spoke to the beloved tree of my childhood. so recently emerged from the secret coffer of the universe. of th~ central face m the garden of my childhood. the places I have .y childhood. h~ldmg tightlv in my tiny fist my grandfather's blue sapphire ring WIth hIS initials engraved in gold. that IS. no faces I could see or hear. I felt offended. to feel myself to be 'me'. I am both a very old and a new sage.dfather. tell me everything. Whenever I read the following poem. And ~continue asking myself: supposing that the ego ISan electro-chemical phenomenon in the brain's biochemistry. Or I couldn't. because it has been recreated. Scenes repeated themselves in the light. I made to the land of my birth: 'And now. everythmg was exactly the same. because I am a child-philosopher and my thoughts are experiences. And the walls were older and the gilded sculptures m the chapel were damaged. all the beings ~ovi~g about here. filled WIth the fear that the thought of coming face to face with a dream or the ghosts of an idealised world produces in us.whether I wish to or not . Or in reality. so clear. has affected my whole life from earliest childhood up to the present. thinking I heard the ghostly VOIcesof my ancestors. (this 'ego') -leaning over the balcony of a house in the city. 'uniquely-me'. 'me' and not 'another'? And then.I have a sense of my 'ego'. but without being surprised. 'UNINHABITED BLUE' More than half a century pas passed. I entered the abandoned garden. older than my ~ran. but with a clanty and lucidity that no philosopher ever had. in my memory ('who' remembers. the road dusty and the River Claro running over steep rocks. I remember the pilgrimage which. with a recently-incarnate 'ego'. . I never wanted to go back..so I believe . where was it before? And what was the 'ego' before? Or who was it? And. tell me your sorrows and your joys. And at that precise moment I begin to think like a philosopher. . remembering inhabited. I will remain the same until the end of our eternity. or 'who' engraved this recollection on my memory?). because I In I would 'never have done so. Everything smells and sounds as If It was new-born. I see myself at less than a year old . The double-headed cagle had lost its talons but still had its heart. legendary personage. I am the only one to feel myself to be 'me'. is the following: is it possible that in the midst of all the people around me. the old walls still painted red.n ontological occurrence. I say to myself: do they also feel themselves to be 'me'? It isn't possible that each of 'them' also feels himself to be 'me'. but as yet WIthout an ego. I travelled the whole world. firstly. of a. because that child was a knew that . which had lost its protective fence and had been invaded by weeds. I observe. With deep wonderment.. Although I believe I can't understand you. And also of the Face m t~e Flower. And I am surprised. solemn. my former self. myself. And it happened that one day I went back. And when the women came to bring me . obeying orders. this ego which suddenly appears. my newlyappeared 'ego'. 'me-myself. a centre whI~h opens up at a given moment in a child's development. that child can ask himself such fundamental questions. impelled bv longing . There were no flowers. late in life. However.52 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn oj the Wheel 53 beautiful day full of summer sun and moving light.. returning from time to time.the Pilgrim of the Great Longing . The tombstone had become encrusted in the floor and ItS inscription worn away by the passage of time.of n. . fearing I would let the ring drop. Almost all the same people were there. the mountain tops snow-covered. The street below was full of vehicles and pedestrians. 'them'? And this experience. 'uniquely-me'. Only the violets didn't smell the same. that is 'him'. immediately this centre is open. And the most important thought that comes into my mind at that time which I believe that I am thinking for the first time. part of the mechanics of growth of the body. d0 ors . whenever .I open the secret ark of wisdom. And I stood beside the huge pme tree. I wandered aimlessly. gaining such a clear experi~nce. I haven't changed.before the appearance of that 'ego'. a person filled with antiquity. no ~irds. The fields were still transparent. is it possible that.always m search of the City of Agharti and Avalon. this unique 'me'? 'Me'. that is. who awakens and directs his sure gaze over the world and over himself. For the first time . lookmg at the people walking along that gallery. you know that I do. so to speak? Furthermore.

. He wou continue 11S searc 1the turns of the wheel in those to come and those that throug h a 1 ' came before. on returning. ' And if I return to life. that he "still" enriches and impoverishes steps on the earth But who is there. in a midday which 1 Jason left this Second Earth shortly before the great wa~ of the Mahabharata began. or in another place which is even farther away. If you sleep. All that he loves.------------------------~~ Another Turn of the Wheel 55 idnight dreaming of and searching for the City of Dawn. Together we lived solar times. . I thought to describe _. And I will enterthe CIty WIth It. without beginning or end. the light of the one who breaks through his security. In order to feel how. Solitary as a mountain. 'which rules both poles. If you leave. . was a r111 ed young. Thus there will be a dog m the sky WIth us. . you will also return to life in me.' hi h . my paternal grandmother. entering upon this combat with no other weapons than the memory of the face in the flower in the garden of my childhood. I grew up in the forests of this southern land like a 'pure madman'.among whom I was numbered .. I laugh joyfully. It seems to me that none of this is new. And it was this war that led me to the Mast~r and to be initiated into an ancient circle. also. 111 search of the SUbterranean City and the doorway opening onto the Star of Origins. It was the Master who explained the significance of the great war to me and the reason why I had taken part in it. the search in a new turn of the wheel. The war had taken place many times. and it was not night that fell upon the defeated .my meeting with and loss of a companion of my youth. h would be more propitious for him. attaining itself. Is nothing more than the evidence which remains of human sadness.. And if you have a dog. whose key was given me in the land of my birth. At his graveside. saying the word then. I think because I was impelled by the 'blood memory'. I sang the Song of the Comrade: 'If you doubt. has also gone far away. I took part in this war although I didn t know the reason for it. in a remote.but the By the Chilean poet Omar Caceres. Because to each warrior The Gods have Given a comrade. guided by the 'blood memory'. I will look after it. embodying them in my life. ld conti 1. Or. in many turns of the wheel. So that no man can console the one who suffers thus: All that he seeks. I understand that the feeling.------------------------------~ PI' i 1 " I Ii :I Ii 1\ . I have dedicated myself to explaining a Myth and a Legend. I have gone through life singing a certain obsessive melody. with difficulty."! MY COMRADE I I . Very soon I rebelled against the Great Widow. this legend. his consecutive atmosphere. without direction. but that I have repeated it thousands of times. I was orphaned as a child and was brought up by a widow called Fresia or Freyja. Without God. the plea with which all strange solitude surprises us. because I also lost him very early on. polar region.. unri h t so as to He wanted to remain pure an d upng Jason d I . The guides who didn't die on the corpse-strewn battlefields had to embark once again on the long exodus towards the ices of the south of the world. I keep watch for you. I don't remember if it was here. enveloped in the mists of passing years and turns of the wheel. As before it ended with the defeat of the followers of the God of the Losers of the Kaliyuga. those for whom he now weeps. THE GREAT WAR OF THE MAHABHARATA 54 Nos: Book of the Resurrection And which still carry my sacred thoughts. the same. absorbed. I shall fight for both of us. and as I sing my melody softly. whom I believe I called Jason. and it would repeat itself endlessly.. I II In this turn of the wheel. his whole being explodes within a great number.. Nothing more. although his name was really Hector. Because the Noms had spoken. 111 times w IC cont1l1ue . And to know that he "still" exists.. As I narrate this 'hermetic biography' which is not accessible to everyone.

One night I lay paralysed in my bed. nothing is exact or certain. And the "ego" which you are going to overcome will return to life in a different form. reborn. don't resist. which had appeared for the first time in the garden in which the golden apples of childhood grew. as if from the thick forests on the horizon. If we face defeat with honour. was the 'ego'. because in those hazy regions. raise Hyperborea. Nevertheless. Only when the "ego" is dead can he live. its only possible light. between fear of a black void and its earthly light. I came to the Master in the middle of this war by a 'lucky occurrence filled with meaning'. reappear alongside the narrow coastline of your present homeland. a soft. as a face looking out of a flower. .56 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 57 hope of resurrection in the Oases of Ice. go into combat with a light heart. The same vibrations of icy fire. you will die. my 'ego'. Accept its death. "because those you kill on the field of battle have already died in Me". I knew that no cry for help would reach a human ear. Go down to the depths of the Ocean. Defeated with honour. . the same growing paralysis. enveloped in the phantasmagorical mists of the mystery and legends of the Grail. Because the sky is also shaped like a man's body. which has come between Her and the Elect.. in the roots of the tree of your childhood. behind the Yellow Sun and the Black Sun. And you will return to life with Her. which will bring us out of the battle as either victorious or defeated. As it spread. and the new sun was superimposed above it. From far off. which no longer speaks for the animals and the flowers. the face of our beloved. which we fight with honour. make the legendary continents ofMu and Gondwana. in the depths below. Your first meeting with Her was in the garden of your childhood. united with the face of your flower. And it struggled between what it believed to be nothingness and its only known existence. Her poison is already circulating through your blood and if you don't find the antidote. as the invasion mounted. And don't forget that the battlefield is your own body. in the Ray of Green Light. you saw Her outside you. looking at his blue eyes. creating a thin crust which talks another language. Now She is inside you. This is the Resurrection. something which believed that it was going to die. A current which originated at the base of my invisible spine began to rise along the length of my body. And what was involved in that desperate struggle. The ancient continent of Hyperborea was submerged in the terrifying flood. who had also drawn his sword and fought against identical ghosts. nor understands them. an icy fire paralysed the parts it touched. his virile hands grasping the sword. we may be able to decide on a course of action a little before we come face to face with events. 'Don't be afraid.. When the raging fire neared my forehead so as to try and touch the top of my head. But there is also the 'blood and its memory'. melodious sound could be heard and the fiery chariots began to approach like discs of white light. then that defeat is good! Such an ending is a spiritual adventure which has been successful in a parallel world and time. And it is also our great war. But at that time. Harsh is the judgment of the Noms! And the warrior must accept it with honour and a joyful heart. out of duty. to disappear for ever. I feel that I have stood here many times before. Hyperborea still exists. something was gripped by an unutterable fear. 'in our heart of hearts'. When the lost continent rises. perhaps cosmic happening. having 'awoken without waking' while I thought I was asleep. risking the loss of your "ego" with honour. in that Him-Her who waits beside a spring. you will recover the face of the serpent.' THE COURT OF KING ANT ARCTHUS As best I could. I followed the Master's advice. as Novalis says. It will be returned to you. perhaps. Although. incorporated in the old soul. nor can we make use of any conscious decision or rational will there. establishing its rule in each. immortal. The 'battlefield' was ready. I lay down on the bed and waited for the signal which would start the conflict between the two armies. our solar. THE MASTER AND THE SERPENT I am standing before the Master.. Luciferan origins. like flaming icebergs. the Land of the Giants. taking one city after another. And the enemy you will be fighting in this great war will be your "ego". causing different centres or 'wheels' to vibrate. stirring up a fundamental. And the memory of our beloved. I hear him say: 'You have been bitten by the serpent. When it reached my throat. But don't think that this has only just happened. having been led into his presence by one of my companions in the great war. knowing that no one kills anyone else.

which is far more perfect and accurate than the Calendar of the Sun of Gold. Sit down. . wearing the red gown of resurrection. now I wanted to lose. here in the circle.. I seemed to know that the table was my own skull. because he had changed poles. Huanacu!' I obeyed.. D ' with your lady. I saw. but you are alive. of nobody. Evidently they were waiting for me. And fell into a huge abyss. were seated twelve knights in shining armour. I fell further and further. the Morning Star rise over the sleepmg Andes. you must come 51 . I had sat in the 'Siege Perilous'.' . keeping control there on the very brink of defeat. A memory of something that I have already lived through or will live through. Around the Round Table. but played in the highest possible key. Something in the 'blood memory' decided that for me. There is no reincarnation. as if I was entering a Disc of Light. I have explained this to you so many times. was produced. something like the return to a pre-existing point. like the central eye of the giants. or Just didn't exist. of seven of these knights. both earlier and later in time. nor above and below. It was something like a room with glass walls. of blue-green ice. made of stone. 'I can reveal to you the .. urged on by a music which was my melody. where time was different and travelled towards the past. through the window of my room. where it had earlier thought itself to be victorious. what IS inside IS outside. the face. Afterwards came the awakening. The vibratory sounds of the Orphic music. Today. No. like luminous discs or stars.58 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Turn 4 the Wheel 59 causing these centres to revolve in unison.' And I gave in. However. An alien wisdom which reminded me: 'You are a follower of the God of the Losers. Is this reincarnation?' 'What is commonly called reincarnation is an error reached through the thoughts and language of this continent which is superimposed on the one we were speaking about earlier. because there was an empty seat. However. but have only just remembered it. So . As the table is round. many times. on t return here without her.' When I found myself lying on the bed again. as my body had by now also become. said: 'This seat bears the number of your star. The whole earth shook that Other Earth. It seems to me that I have had this meeting and this conversation with you. 'There is no inside and outside. each with a lady in a red gown standing on his left. You seem dead. You are alive. I found myself travelling inside the fire and the light of the Disc. which bore the number 13. a parallel world and time. And I knew that It would never cease to keep watch over me. but not yesterday. The 'ego' fell back to the upper reaches in order to fight the decisive battle at the summit. as well as one of mine. A whirlwind of fire enveloped my head. 'A break in space'. Strangely. Also. who was now called Antarcthur. who was called Antarcthor. you belong to his army. a funnel which was rotating fast.names . we can begin WIth anyone of them. Our order knows and uses the language of the lost Continent. I heard King Arcthur. a return of the same thing. not tomorrow. The King.e outside me could at the same time also be happemng inside me. when the garden of childhood sank along with Hyperborea and Thule. according to the Venusian Calendar of Tiahuanacu. And once again. and handed over the 'summit'. which was taking place somewhe. 'True. because it was my guide on the Road of Return. like an eye filled with a watery light. I thought. the playmg of the same note in different intensities of the same tone. but you are dead. I didn't want to. In the middle was a Round Table. perhaps the Master. We were travelling through a metal-like tube. 'Ah!' he exclaimed. before. or the 'memory of my beloved'. too. so as to make usc of them according to a plan and a strategic rhythmic law. An error of this new earth and new sun which appeared within time. I stopped resisting. You will win by losing. there is an order and a hierarchy. And as I went deeper into the abyss. I asked. On it stood a cup filled with a golden liquor. Five names are mlssmg. because it is connected with the Black Sun and the Ray of Green Light. It is a language of sacred signs. And then I was on the other side. THE STONE WHICH FELL FROM HEAVEN I went to see the Master and tell him about my experience: 'How is it possible that all this. which would permit me to reach the Other Earth. and that the cup was an eye open in the middle of it. The thirteenth is the Siege Perilous because in order to it there you must fight a well-armed knight. There is no here and there. only a repetition of the same thing. I've explained this to you. and an eternity of nothingness. where victory awaits those who know how to lose with honour 'here'. say to me.

are fighting against our myth. die. This is what has mistakenly been called "astral journeying". engraved on your forehead and your arm. 'Yes. It is a "falling from the flesh into the soul". a warrior of the order of the Morning Star. from different universes. The Twilight of the Gods has taken place.' After a long silence. with the red gold of the alchemists to the Grail. hiding in the City of the Caesars. Counter-Iriitiation. 'The Legend of Eternal Love is on the point of disappearing because of the hybridisation of the "blood memories". along with the White Gods. from life to death. inside and out. they will have also made it invisible in their "heart of hearts". Here everything is outside.' 'This is because you have reached midday. 'And the war. which flows through the "blood memory". Amongst us. This is why we are fighting. from a mythical. a Walker of the Dawn. in the south of the world. And you will be initiated into our order. in the secret refuges in the Andes. an exile in this world. a hidden. The warriors of our order must first seek all this outside.' I listen to what the Master tells me extremely carefully. there is also a castle. which I will obey through all eternity. ' 'Nevertheless. Master?' 'We are warriors from the most holy of wars. Purely terrestrial people do not believe in this Myth of Resurrection and Eternat' Love. the Master continued: 'The rebellious dross overflows from the forge where the alchemist is preparing the gold of resurrection. And the war will finally be won by a Horseman riding on a white horse which gallops towards the past or who descends in a Disc of Green Light. for 1 By Rilke. Prince of Darkness and Slavery. in the mysterious oases of the South Pole. a Hollow Earth. I am remembering it as if it has already happened or as if it were happening for an eternity. (What else do you desire.. And they will return to clothe it with an immortal body. are the White Gods. It is not a journey. despite having lost their War of the Mahabharata. Also those who have come from opposing stars. without being either alive or dead. because of their destruction in the "blood memory". a legend. Or as if it is happening for the first time . a Round Table of King Arcthur. so as to preserve a myth. There is a Holy War to be fought. Your mission is to seek them. Plato showed us that Atlantis was drowned because of an indiscriminate mingling of Archetypes. Not all who inhabit the earth are the same. They did not fall from another planet but are the "slaves of Atlantis". And it really had fallen from heaven. It came down to this earth in the Discs of Light. Because there is a myth to be defended.60 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Turn oj the Wheel 61 that because it is always happening. 0 world. takes advantage of this. your Beloved who awaits you and a Disc of Light which will carry you to other constellations. as if it had fallen from heaven or emerged from inside a great rose. Only Zarathustra's Persian and Rarna's Hindu are unconditionally on our side. a member of the circle of Lucifer. What is inside is outside. cosmic war. which to fight and. but to make yourself invisible within us?) 1 Outside. Better still: when they have found it outside. from the rose of our star. an acolyte of the God of the Losers. subterranean city. I remember it. the Morning Star. The sound of the horn can be heard echoing sadly in the forests of Hyperborea. a stone which fell from heaven. It was brought to this external earth with its slow vibrations. You will have to search the exterior world and try to enter its fortresses and gather together the scattered fragments of the broken . it's as if it never happened. eternal. from inside to out. the star of Lucifer. in the same way as the face in the flower in the garden of your childhood appeared to you. beside the Polar Mountain of Revelation. These are his orders. of the Great Loser. like a double-headed eagle which has a heart for its body. Defeat in the battles of this war will not be defeat if the myth is preserved in all its purity. a Grail. but with the intimate knowledge that they are also seeking it inside. from a broken crown. because the Archetype will rise like a phoenix from the blood-stained ashes. a Pilgrim of Longing..' I am.. They still defend their solar soul. during which he seemed to be contemplating some undefined point as if someone standing there were telling him what to say. And you must go towards it as if you were interiorizing it. returning it to life there. The youth of today has been influenced by black music. You bear the sign of the warriors of our star. with the stone from a crown which had been broken in a stellar war. then. in the depths of midnight. And from then on they will be able to move freely between these two worlds and in many others. The Archetype has been debased. a Guardian of the Dawn. with the stone which fell from heaven.

Moreover. half-frozen. 0 fthe awakening. of Chile. which revolves in the opposite t~rectlOln ~o the turning of this present earth. He who has attained the human state and doesn't try to go beyond it is like a man who commits suicide. There is only one sword. At first. on the dangerous road which you will be following. a warrior serving the White Gods of Albania.~h a:. beneath the Black Sun of Midni ht r~ 11) d dIscover the entrance to the Interior Earth where our gre~t g'uind awaits you You I· e d . it affects the two heads of the double-headed eagle and instantly reaches the Two Earths and all your bodies. The warriors pointed their swords at my heart. seek! And never return. which is the language of Avalon. its hidden entrance.' The Master drew a sign on the blade of the sword and handed it back to me. . suffering thirst. opposing Nos. he will have gained the right to resurrection and eternal life. You mus~ go d~w~~~t~~al or ers of the Antarctic. and the Master decided to iruuare me. ~o that. He is the Man of G reat ongmg. he lives it. W IC IS a-natural. . e ieve In ImmortalIty. usque ad mortem. hai even 1 It means approaching that table at which mex austible supply f f( d i d an .1 In the Sarmiento Mountains. Then they raised them towards the Emblem of Return. alone. opy 0 t e irsr orne. but looks on it as an or gorr :f somethmg supernatural. 'The Circle is called Huilkanota. d . without the warm embrace of a living woman. I penetrated its borders. by his "fury" alone. to receive some sign or indication that would help me find the path that leads to the gates of the City of Dawn. 'No one kneels in our company' Thde others formed a circle around us. consulting. Whosoever sets foot here can never go back. carried mine. But whosoever sets foot upon this path which leads to the great beyond may not go forward ifhe ever has the intention of turning back. where Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa tasted the bitter fruit of return.' And the Master gave me the first sign in our initiation: 'The sign is the language of Atlantis-Hyperborea. You must stand.ea ed eagle. e FIrstly. an anti-spirit. either by me personally or by the guides. Ilwas shummoned to the Circular Room of Glass. must ove your native land as you once loved th gar en and the flowers of your childhood.u WI ave come accompanied by your beloved. like a counter-initiation. which awaits transfiguration. Leap!' THE SEARCH ONCE AGAIN Since that day I have travelled the world from end to end. because the warrior o~ alle order does not scorn nature and its laws.62 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 63 crown· if . J. ' THE INITIA TI 0 N Ih d . . by Lake Nahuel1 A fruit of the south always return there. You are now an Ancahuinca. By his constant courage in battle. was suspended from e vau te roof. When you trace it over your heart. d. ne ay you WI e the Warnor of the T wo Swor d s whe . It is your defence and paralyses those who are opposed to your myth. you must search your own country you . h~u. ~ drew my sword and passed it to the Master. He is immersed in this alle~ri~ ~. e great SIgn of Return. May the Noms be propitious to you! May the immortals give you their blessing! Go. in search of the oases of warm wate . Other signs will be given to you. You will be the Warrior of the Two Worlds Jik: m~er ~~d ~ut~r. called Calafate. it is not enough mLto. Now you can never turn back. but it has two edges: a oU e. I ' n you regain t e acuity of conversing with the ~~~ma s and plants.e the centre of the ice-field.' he told me. 0 00 IS serve and the liquor of eternal]jf< IS drunt. It IS the Sword of the Two Consciousnesses. A fire burned in the centre of the room. a t~ walt many years before I was accepted by the guides who contro us from the Ray of Green Light. you may sit in the Siege Perilous because yo. until one day he reaches the diamond-encrusted walls of the City of Dawn. He must go ever onward. across burning deserts and icy plateaux. The warriors were all ~~ ressed In black and carrymg their swords. finally. spoken in the h y of the Caesars. looking deep into the eyes of every pilgrim I meet to see whether he is one of my comrades. It is believed that whoever eats it will . its drawbridge. ~o~eland. which had been b III t m t e south as a c f h fi h th . 'There are two swords 0 d ill b . reactivating them. without human comfort. too. The Master passed m·y swor over the flames. h [. I allowed myself to be dragged along by the current that flows ever farther towards the south. as they become necessary to the glory of your fight. the ~a~e time he is amazed by the eternal singufor hi b ~go . searching.

1'1 which revolved in the direction of return. or it never had it. because I thought to find lost this stage of the war of the Mahabharata. what happened to my golden-haired dog. It has always been so. . searching the holy mountains for the Siddhaable to understand it and carry it on.' the White Gods. And the sword called Blood Memory'. I crossed the great Ocean which eats away at our coasts. The Master had told me that its entrance was to be found was once druidic. because wana and Mu.. and invited me mAnd m the expectation of their resurrection. This homeland of mine. should not have CARL GUSTAV JUNG children . because it lacks the fifth rainline. in that European world which is not like He poured out the wine. I shall try and reproduce what he told me. . Only the judgment of the Noms can save our You were also a son of your mountainous country. t name for America in a Templars "shi s lp WIt which stood. And now it will be the sons of my own flesh who will take part in the destruction of my work. guided by a golden-haired dog. while the waters of the lake lapped gently rou~d his feet. towards the oases with great difficulty that I came down from there. . A creator. land of the Morning Star. He Hollow Earth. the decomposing skeletons of the men of Lemuria I endanger their materialist. myself at a great altitude. 'h He offered me wine in a metal jug and we talked all that mg t into a bottomless Antarctic abyss. in a tower built by his own hands And I continued my search until I reached the icy wastes of the dreams.. I am a Hyperborean. In Switzerland. At least your homeland is the taken control of those regions and who were opposed to our myth. And one day I found the 1 I discoveredthat"a noble White Spirit had left Europe for ever.. And thus it because only poets will be able to understand me and contmue my was. the ~o~k. or :vhether I lost It m this turn of the wheel or another. ' 'That is true. Because of this: my the CIty of Agharti and the Masters of my Master there. On my return to the west. And the Disc of Green Light and the return of sacred fury. And one day I reached the this world. He was carvmg a serpent on a seemg the oaSIS which was the entrance to the Interior World. I met An~arct1c. I have lost the war. I burst into tears beside a small lake and a rock I wa . conspiracy will take place against me. I am not their treasures. their cosmofrom this world. I searched for the City of the Caesars. beside a lake.s told that the Grail had been taken by Parsifal to Albania. always with the hope of W d whose construction had been determined by his . the leaf of the number of But I was prevented from doing so by the other races who had destiny. whether it fell ~. I lived in work will remain unfinished and only poets. exhausted. money-orientated way ofhfe. ' forcing Kahyuga towards its nadir. palaces and golden ghosts of Gondland in which I am living in this turn of the wheel. Like you. and which after the Thirty Years War and . side the tower to rest beside the fire while he prepared a meal for I don't know. near a forest of petrified conifers. I was on the point of reaching it.. . in this land inhabited by the "slaves of Atlantis". as if half of my Its sa soul lay dead in that place. near Lake Manasarovar. WIll be India for many years. their immense submerged powers.' I broke in. which Ashram. . Without SOU .. 'But you are to blame.64 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 65 latest war of the Mahabharata has become like a body without a Huapi. 'I would have lost the little that I had salvaged in the battle. in the Transhimalayas. I am a stranger m gomc dr~ams. still lie in its depths. as I have said. It Was anCIen ' . on a plateau. h a fiery cross on . or whether it was devoured by nd the following day. m this tiny knowledge that the temples. has remained a part of a Celtic confederation on t?e sacred Mount Kailas. of the South Pole. the Himalayas. lackmg m ~yth of Resurrection and Eternal Love. near the peak of Melimoyu. in the work.' I agreed. leaf which is the Hyperborean polar spirit. a warrior. He put some large pots and the old the South American one. the ferocious skuas. saw me arrive. above the whose symbol is a clover with four leaves. the knowmg why. a to Its Golden Fleece. 'Why didn't you risk your all? to a planet of lead. We Othe~ Spine of the Earth. Sometimes I think that my fellow countrymen. hate me. those Antarctic seagulls which flew ever closer a 'Like you. h Master of the Sphinx once more. It lost it. appear in the thick mist. thirsty and hungry. the refuge of our guides. When I have left this life. to the new kingdom of the ants. I have said that I travelled to all the ends of the earth.

for example. answer is: there is no way out. ego . ~nyt?. there would be no one there to you don't believe me. There IS persona but not personality And the" "h' " " I fi I . e ay you exp arne to m~ that if the "ego" didn't exist.' I replied. feel myself to be "me".so they tell me . for example? Can it die? If the mental brick wall. no answer. because In the Immense interval.~d I ~annot escape from this.' because someone assures me it is so. perhaps. It exists even in a flower a stone "A ston . will be "I" myself. "your" return? What is this "you"? Is there.t here ere IS matter? Have you ever considered the possibility that the technoIso comes to an end. pI'1gnl1) you ave eaten and drunk.t hi i no consCIOusness. their robots. you %e end of his dramatic life. without "ego". succeeding in escaping from the CIrcle into madness. to talk to you. With your "me". you. while I am still here. The way does not lie in WIthout consciousness. even when I can assure you that it is the same for me.ut obtammg an answer. there is ego dies. At 'I will talk to you. Only can answer me. he looked at me fixedly' . there would be no none.mg survrves death? The "ego". w h en "I" di so old. then everything comes to an end He answered me with other questions: 'Perhaps it was the even the world. too. He greeted them and thank e them. of which only a tiny part can enter a body made of dense a IS "I" . You know? There is none! The only thing I can confirm to world. that you arc also "I". If ever I do disappear. b . Because his profoundest state of samadhi. This is how it is he was in samadhl~ Because there is individuality without ego. There is no way out of this. Nietzsche also had discovered this . Without an answer. er at a most . of the o exist. talkmg to them as if they could understand him A fit d I I' . everything comes to an end with it On d I' d . truly. exactly as I do now. too. someone in eternity will goes away when the "ego" enters the child's body and waits for agam feel ~Imself to be "me". There is no possibl~ "guardian angel" which the child later loses. with the ego ee myself to be. And this "I". a ways body?' I asked.66 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Tum of the Wheel 67 'I have come here to consult you. Because. . so filled with dignity. I learn 'What is the "ego"? Where was it before it entered a child's that the world goes on after me.' w 0 ears It. A poor answer. just as if nothing had ceased is the "ego" a point. how can it die? If it dies. to think with How can Lknow that you really exist. the repose of the Gods. The anguish of this WItho. a nothing. you will never be able to understand it. this narrow path which seems to leave us without a way out. questions and answers that I am puttmg to myself. . If a yogi. But did 'SELF' he really escape?' 'I h b . no answer. The crats of the science of Kaliyuga managed to give an "ego" to their dIsappearance and resurrection of the world. too. a fold in the mantle of the persona. as you did long ago. after a whole eternity if there IS no "I" . I "I" Ah b '. a onologue in front of a mirror in which I am looking at myself. And it cou~d well be a projection 0 myse or a splitting of myself m two. so that time ' Monad. Or perhaps he didn't know that point of view.for you. the ecause It has no ego-consciousness. had stripped himself of his "ego" in you is that I. at one and the same time. He passed his old hands across his forehead. From your know that he had ~een in samadhi. "vour-I"? Only because I hear t ha . 'That is why I have come. Is there any reason to believe tha.ut If I really do die. but in its anon. who when I dIsappear. Do you wish to rest or would you rath ' er open your heart to me now. only "you" feel yourself to be "me". . f If yOU tell me so. t you feel yourself to be an "I". "crucifixion of the ego". a "third"? Or . A moment. combining it with an entelechy. ave een a. that only I am. That is to say. Absolute Personality. electronic brains.ho fe~1slike this. a sigh. 'Well . merely by moving a lever? Mightn't metal frying pan into the cupboard. . And it is "I" h h . Persona which existed before the "ego" and which felt itself to be the wor~d comes to an end." said Meister Eckhart. like all the rest. I h re IgIOuS silence. A. . when the "ego" enters way out for my ego. when you were king standmg beside the Sphinx?' a . e ISa stone for ever. because how can "I" know that it will go on WIthout" me " . .skmg myself the same question for an entire eternity 'This has been my obsessive melody. you cannot possibly believe me. The Eternal Return. there can be no individurenunciation of the "ego". The sleep.and he became all people in one. words that I am saymg to myself. t IS supreme affirmation. so ancient. Separate consciousness.. I can only think and feel the following: his body? Or perhaps the "guardian angel" is that wise man. Combining them in the ic:? Only because people tell me so. ' .

projecting the "ego" into the Persona..' 'I understand. the widow who is not the Widow. because she does not resign herself to her widowhood and so castrates her son. ANIMUS 'Eros was united with his Beloved inside the Great Orphic. in one of the turns of your wheel. Combining the "ego" with the Self. is none 'other than love. the little widow. This love. 'If you have the great good fortune to meet your beloved again. She is not the devouring mother. an Eternal Love . placing her eternity in your hands. I have called it Individuation. Giving a face to the Self.. a miracle. a Queen.. to the "Guardian Angel". So as to acquire consciousness.. which is created. united for ever. a circle whose circumference is everywhere and whose centre is nowhere.. 'Complete fusion -losing oneself in one's opposite. so as to be able one day to give a face to the Cosmic Egg. the immortality of the persona and resurrection. Meister Eckhart's "tiny spark" which navigates in a ghost ship on and beneath the surface of the Sea of the Unconscious. profaning him. loving beyond life and death.. Only poets will be able to understand me .." Because the impulse which drives you to fulfil the ultimate mystery. It goes against Individuation. to which the accent of individuality has now moved. You would both be destroyed. in which the Beloved lies asleep . a city hidden in the depths of a mountain.. individuality. a Sleeping Beauty in a Wood. which is differentiation. The light of Gnosis. "The Eternal Feminine leads us to heaven.. fear. And the centre that appears there. I know. as Goethe said. turning man into woman. your "w ounded King". 'Das ewig Weibliche zieht uns hinan. using the German word Selbst.. bringing light as far as possible into the darkness. invented. who was the first to discover it. Erika Paios. Only love can make you cross the deep chasm. It is in effect a change. which consumes everything and projects you to heaven. breaks the Cosmic Egg. Yes. making the Creator conscious . because once there was a King. giving a face to the Gods. And which emits a Ray of Green Light. don't make the mistake of marrying her. but Phobos. Eros unites. Fall into this flower and you will find the face of your Beloved there.. is the Self. red-green fire. The beloved must die in order to return to life as an immortal. for all eternity. which I have called Individuation. and that it uses the human being in the same way as it would use the machine . There lies the gate through which one can enter and leave Ultima Thule. Love her as if you were committing a crime. It is a Non-Existent Flower: the Self.' I said. hatred (nothing is closer to love than hatred) disunites. Parsifal and Alexander had to employ Phobos (Hatred) in order to escape from the Great Mother. who leads the warrior to heaven. jumping into the abyss. which the Greeks called Xoanon. moving from the Yellow Sun of rational consciousness to the Black Sun of Individuation. in another way. 'They are only words. ANIMA. the drawbridge that separates your "ego" from the castle in which your beloved lies asleep. Changing the accent of individuality. in an effort to return to the original Androgynous . Cosmic Egg: Phones. into the Self.. Let us return to the point from which we have strayed: combining the "ego" and the persona. into the Monad. I have never managed to say this openly: That the "ego" is an Archetype. a castle surrounded by flames. 'It is an island of glass lost in the middle of the Ocean. the Stone of Change. without ceasing to be conscious but with a different type of consciousness. with all its lights on. moving it from the rational consciousness closer to the Ocean of the Unconscious.is not a good thing. And do you know where I found the concept of the SelfI used in order to allude to this mystery? In the greatest psychologist of all time: in Nietzsche. This love makes you immortal.' 'What is the Self?' I asked. What you must do is help her to die outside you. This is Individuation. Resurrected.. The fulfilment of the totality of a being. in the loved one. This is the true Her.. an oasis of warm water in the midst of the ices. the unus mundus. is an icy. it is the Continent of the Golden Age.68 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 69 something similar have happened in the case of the human being' Will the "ego" survive when the robot is destroyed? Will the same "ego" be reproduced in other machines? This horrifying possibility is for me a further proof that consciousness is an archetype which forges a path through the universes. "lighting the darkness of the Creator". so that he and she can come together again separated but. so as to achieve the Grail. seeking to give itself a shape. this impulse. New receptacles for an old wine. the individuation of both partners. This . castrating his magic virility.. the her of him. who does not drag him down into hell. Totality. the Monad. who is not an illusion. leads to separation.

like an ideal centre. the Siddha. the tantric hero of the Grail. Because. This'is the way of the magICIan. for the Hindus.. his Phobos.. the androgynous of the alchemists . Isolde.er called Woevre Saelde. We do not know whether as well as his "fury". I could have linked my concept of the Collective Unconsciousnesses with the mysterious Tibetan doctrine of the Tulku and the Hindu-Buddhist doctrine of the Bodhisattva. The initiate has been accepted. a girdle (Brunnhilde's Girdle in the Nibclungenlied). this Fire of Love. then. uniting with his lady only in the mind. Because this would be the way of sainthood. or his hatred. The troubadours' esotericism became a sort of Platonism. incompatible between themselves? Isn't this the "Blood Memory". 'The mystery of the ~rail has preoccupied and moved me deeply SInce my youth. his Self. his own "fury" that Parsifal achieved the Grail and his IndIvIduation. as he was su~posed to have advised his friend Gawaine to do. fusion with Adhi. or an alchemical Tantrism of the Left Hand. "memory of a beloved". too. with his "fury". and that the man who hates him needs only three. was resisting a participation mystique. Having done so. I am not sure that others may not do so in my name after I have gone . because I had a presentiment that this was something sacred that should not be "psychologised". and of being a gnostic follower of Meister Eckhart. Unfortunately. I did not wish to touch it but passed it by on tiptoe. his totality. He is a Race Spirit embodied in an entire people. a handkerchief or a glove. in the Maithuna..to the giving of a protective ring. they are beyond or before it. not lost the war. What difference. the Primordial Being. He is ubiquitous. in cipher.Rebis. Precador.Beatrice. situated in no particular place in the immense Ocean. haven't I said that Archetypes are psychoid? That is to say that. which the troubadours and Minnes{inJ!. I have handed over the "cipher". For example. in the case of Dante . who sang of the memory of a Love lost at the beginning of time? What difference between this and the "Race Spirit" of which the occultists speak? Without doubt. of those archetypal forms: Maya. "Implorer". doesn't await him at the end of his road. Hinduism's Samsara is also my Collective Unconscious. you n~.he who has surmounted the ultimate test of Asag. For this very reason. ' 'I am surprised to hear you use the word "psychologise". Samadhi. from the Gods of Greece and India and of the ancient Germans? And my two or more Collective Unconsciousnesses. he who has exchanged hearts. too. What awaits him is Kaivalya. had I. having enveloped your ~rofoundest experiences in the language that was in vogue at the time. of its Esoteric Order of Knights and the hermeticism of the German and Provencal troubadours and of the Fedele d'Amore in northern Italy. the betrothed .ert. Parsifal.. because your enemies will always accuse yOU of mystic arnbiguirie . The cosmic isolation of the risen Purusha. such as alchemy. yOU have gamed nothing. ' 'I know. like a NonExistent Flower. like the troubadours of Occitania and the Minnesdnger. but all. This is why I have said that only poets will understand rue. This is the difference between the Liquid Road and the Dry Road. hermeticism and even the I Ching.:. A-MOR I I I I I ~It has been said that the man who loves God needs seven Incarnations in order to enter Nirvana and liberate himself. 'In the west.. He is the Tantric Sadhaka. He possesses all his "I" while also being conscious in various parallel planes or times of existence.m a. I. total separation. I have called Anima m the man and Animus in the woman. transcending the human psyche. "Suitor".. which is no longer one. Having stopped m mIdstream. his fear of the Mother Parsifal carried with hi. And in the midst of all this is the Self. :v . there was once a way of individual initiation into love: the mystery of the Grail. so as to escape the accusation of mysticism and magic. He then passes into the degrees of Fenhedor. out of a desire to preserve the "scientific" nature of your school at all costs. have sung in code. which you raised. the River of Samsara. It is without God but lth . astrolo~y. I could have gone much further.. Thus we link up with the theme of "I". which went from the choice of the initiate by the "glance" of the Lady of the Castle . Illusion. "Bound Man" and Drut.I I 70 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Tum of the Wheel 71 I face. supreme Individuation Absolute Personality. the Minne of the German troubadours. somehow. . It possessed a ritual and an initiation by degrees. A Tulku never says "I" but "we" when referring to himself. and with Nietzsche's conclusion. the ultimate solitude of the Superman.?eless ?nd yourself laid open to the accusation of "psychologlSlng traditional and sacred knowledge. or rather.

Arnor spe t h· ch it was 1 Mystica.. the feminine Holy Spirit. the Sahasrara chakra. condition In the uman externalised in the cult of the heart of Jesus. t e w to Roma. . with the troubadours of the Languedoc. A d mine. try to ISCO e thing as it does m oUI . With the face 0 the Be oved in en w . or d er to reac t e w hiICh is IS in In reality the awakemng of the Ana h ata c h a k ra. thanks to d ro the way me 'This miraculous Hyperborean initiation comes from a great That ~s. it was western man. the priestesses of maglC love. . Sophia. where the female initiatlon of A. t h e A· masw Uxor. h : a harsh disClWoevre Saeldc. the woman who is always at the side of the alchemist. u warrior..73 Another 72 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Turn of the Wheel ·5 1 h f R me lunar the Churc 0 0 . a private. 1 backwards is resurrection in the red immortal energy-matter of Vajra. Toda the 'The initiation of "loveless love" has been destroyed. the state of definite separ_ Chnsnamty. the Self for S .. has churches. tory poem has deteno f day . 'Th e love ta e . the Dove. 1 thousand petals. Eckhart. and man Golden Age depend o~ h t Nature leaves incomplete. rd an d w lC b een populansed as the Virgin Mary. of centred purely on the physical body of the woman. . . of t e true h d ys love ts his soul. to be: A way of initiation totally oppos~ istianity of tlc distance.repres W·thout-Death. ted woman and man . h as b een p 1· me. solar Kristianity. I h e trie to reac maglCians. w d which may and the Fedele d'Amore. . Frorn he unresurrec . . everythm~. ~ich may have destroyed with the Cathars and the Ternplars. lunar religion. of the e llows your footstepS. day C wo which come the names Albama. In alchemy.. exclusively materialistic cult. . This mystery man to resurrect r he Templars. . the Exchange of Hearts. . ·11be transfigure In 'The eart IS a. as cutting as a sWO. . The Mysterium Coniunctionis. h f the Grail. kaivalic the popular literatubre atnthe religion of love of the trou a we must . in which the ·oined forces wit f years of t e ge eart h h as J ·11 occur in the irst .. . and the rosary have replaced the Ternplars' alchemical rose of a the lmmorta s. has not ing .. brid . In istos in his sou. That IS'. o(A Mor Without-Death). aristocratic imtiation as ecome vu ganse In ave lk d d written a out so . The Gnostic Lady. in the way m w ired Also en.. cannot finish the wor t a h man in his destructlve pahssIO~. of Its symbols and adulterated them. there he should achieve resurrection. Individuation in the Absolute Personality. t h e magIc n e 0 f t h e trou b a d ours '1 ove Roma. of which we have already spoken. rat the mystical Tantric coitus. . An d also the women who. I· fR An esoterIC. the Cat~ars. whlC ISh· h aspires to . . In tThose ard'Amor . ed into the novel. your scare . at the summit of the invisible 'SYNCHRONICITY' skull. It is the assassination of the sacred way of Kundalini. 0 ome.or. eternal. lov~. R a destroyed Amor. What had been originated in tl e o{ar origin. h h Kingdom of reali . with the Minnesdnger 'ThIS IS why dml the Minnesanger. . w hiic h h as ta k en posseSSIOn 1 an of one's neig . f humanity. comes to us from an unfathomable distance. Because av . . In the west. . ove es d . Amor broke down in immortal. eca use Knsto IS healed the wounded warrior and the Sick King. The love of . Albi) and Rubedo. ibl Double externalised Eve triumphs.or. esotericism. 1 love of the . But if you can m f "loveless A. desecrating the warrior.. matriarchal love. the Opposlt~ to "a" and "mor".. meanmg I h way of Tantrism. . is the mystery of the Grail. h b 1· d i h had a po ar.. di ver w at 1 les . ord indicated. . the Iegen d 0 f the Grall. Love . Albedo (frol1l the initiated knig h 0 . unique. the results of your war. . Tantric road of the chakras. K nIB appeare d . . d the unhealthy sexua b dours of arion. . the equivalent states are Nigredo. "lIs love . . A hermetic initiation of solar love has n i live and it fee 1s WI . . to a11t h a t Rome . of the troubadour. M eister . from the original polar continent. a s col as h lee. hb our.. us has become human. purushic. f 1 "Wh e talk a ou h RoslcruClans. because It WI been adulterated by an exoteric. all too human. by an anthropoh with equal anxlety. imposing her phe WI the InVISI e great catastro fi d the entrance to M " the female urgency and her "Demetrian" fever for procreation. . behind their language. The "loveless love" of the Aquan . The Gnods r h western .th you I t to d . in the Lords o~ th~ :'~' perborean Blood Memory an the eternal war with the enemies of the divine myth. s b much m nove . And she is the Yogini and Parastri. The SoraI' did not mean t~e~am t was a code word. h The end of Kahyuga an The earth by itself your tnUmp . . Parakletos. Is poetry and . y The has gone over to the diffusion of a physical. magazm. . . the initiated bride of written. The mltla hsm 0 OUI . es the ove hi whatsoever . Albion. d the entry into a new morphic. Morgana and A loume. f lfllling the mystery 0 of rhis earth. The crown of thorns overcome 1 Uk rna Thule. . is (Love) was a cip her. the umversa to do with t h e exotericism of the Church of Rome.

the most We Ii"ene d to ted I k ". And tt w".men"lly 'nd fo.qge. fl" h And she repeate . it has become an " d" ""d c you.1 to". the infimte m . a ream" an who was explaining "" t0 me Gothic church. saw myself mSI insid e an 0ld. man. even thoogh that the purest God..n h last Bran en ur d " d m'gic.ble of 'ccing.ihle and. it h" given it. m the although scarcely altenng Its "ew forces'. withm the n "" It '1ue k y movement of C lorccs. thinks t]..u"l.u" it ". t e gether it is HIM-HER and The Rose unites t h em . if you once conftont it in an ""nti. [ said to totali . which extend. oV in this way. "It doesn't m. Non-Exi>tent Howee. wh"h w"' to me h. Wh. narrow P'''"'. e c.oged.JI become cohn.". bee. .nnd to ""in tow"d. If you do tme work. like the tinging of. AI" ist while I walked through In the d awn. too. She.n. The "nh h" m. window which epee" . it folly comcid" with your .d tocned into tht 'An of the The Brandenburg Concerto t" n of Bach's soul.. the face of " g each drop et 0 Ig H" C We weee k" '''m.. "'''ning to you.ynchwuiclty". which you alone arc "p.1chembi "ying.74 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 75 vole".p I. 'itting In hi. You h've given. 'w. 'dneved evceythmg w. "ying '"pee"" it well: "If. it might "em" if it Were so". . . Immobile within centring on the immobde."" w.Imo" 'Wet m". . nings back to Hyperborea left-hand direction. " "1 " a HER-HIM. Witb me was 'bw~:nd in Germany." .u"fol. to use your own words" And you will be a creative God of the wotld.elf into e"my. of the cross I.oing." of mind. I" '" d" umv"" m" mg m. .fo. Wcibliche zieht uns hman" d b g Concerto by Bach.t kern" if It Weee '0."du.'111 d pme m " I . A Iotky o"unence whid. :~th.vold. Joms t B the cross revolves dizzi y. ''''''ing new hw.df up to you '0 th" you "n m. an essenrij] ". And onte you h. flowering.ymbol of the Self. bathed m t af r ht from the flower. the e"'hgu'ke will "'" and th. f t h e l revo ves direction. He. t 'khtmi"IIight."ing' theme' '" '"' urn. the face ofh thecross Be ove c"'''mphe will be . tnn'fo'med I'. Thc nld Chin".med mto one. tn acts The A"hetype rs " a >CCCet cent" whae De".n and Nature." 'Wh" [ h. """ This bemg exactly whar the world "Ioobng "" foe. '0 th" it i." you hove conceiv. They have been . .11 ete. ° th. we kissed.to fot two violin" between the m.nnouttc" a triumph 0' a defcar.l.nd to hce ""ce.'nd.tOn . 'ight though".d. a Conce.un". with yOOt '"i.t1 h oug h peeh 'P' not h" m 'v. .g~'min~ circle.de ""If invisible inside you". . po ~t ing each other with Iovelcss Amovement. the 1"t '" . the flowce."ncc.ble to t"n. "tmml:n~ of Green Light. self.nged fund.v.. of bgo". "lIed ".'ppen. "It mlg]. fl 0 we.ynchwni". towards t.v.fotm.h cc which I. The horizontal line rr.ontethiug ti 1 whic 'PP"ent ''''00. the .noted d the wbole line of tbe bmldmg been t. " . 'oom. rna . I.'gh the only onc> to know it will be you 'od the e". with '0 event m your hfe. he will be heard tho".~g the red enetgy of Vajra.Ith".y huvc eh. ."emed to defy c"thly gt"tty 'd to me in German: Das eWlg 'upecme 'g t. thcoug:. ch... 7::I:~ n:"h of France. to the Morning Star.] extracr thar tn"ning hom it. as if nothing had happened" Neveetheb" evetything ]u..t you "hieve In you"elf w. "". will come to your aid.JII"ve "petCu"iom In even the temo"" com er of the un Ivc"e. bot which you " h ]. cove red .1 Onefor all time HIM and HER. be"o.' . I h a d a vision. now Y'"' ""h. y." And the ..12 Gee" Ro". d greatest crca 10 d " fi "t the high"t p"b of h" WOtm. pcodueing icceve"lhk effect.ke "f. Id ccp.' movement. unknown hiend.". The two towers had tbe "yle h. 'Th". taking this Moe And w h en tel d emerges frorn the depth. the feminine. 'TilE ART 01' THE FUGUE' . the Andmgynou\ ~t . ".un.". ing " mto 'n cxplo.mfigu"tion of thctettC"n~.~. to em Ift0. Y'"' wodd.II time./Oem I"df.f Then. surmounting behind .cc how alone you "e.ll the suns as fa as t e kir y them into ar im m 0". are univeNI 'nd valid fOt .. It is the face of the sou]. bell which .o-m'gici. as Rilke would say. '" hooh :~~ne the evening . holding h.d .ll 'ppe" " " " "" to become the same as before.d" of gccen hght. it hands you a su btle. of the tott .lehemi. An d . thar you shoul. . composed on Fugue'...ynchconiclty" bctween the sou] and tht bnd"'pe.'y.d ong.".d'''e ".nd.mm. N.1 m. into legend D 'nd de"iny. t h vee" "I is the masculine. deopIet>.ny " "" indlvi. The world presents you with a "lucky OCCurrence filled with tn"oing".nnc" the eflctt. but WIthout D creatmg discovering m Eternal Return of the same orce. l Hce foct . united m separatlon. Nie""he "lled "lucky occurrences filled with meaning"" It becomes a poetic dialogue. If 'The Rose on the Cross is the A' I was leaving. w"hout " ee "rs fi011of m"nmg.

They will turn me into a comic strip phophet. like Monte Generoso. brought the possibility of 'ordering and determining human bemgs in a new (although illusory) way'. How much time had passed since our earlier meeting. with the Master of the Sphinx. his mother. which flows like a river of gold from the ices of the far north. Bach. In this house. Kleist. transfigured. I live. a conspiracy in which the sons of the flesh will take part will adulterate me. It isn't good to visit this man or to talk to him. the like of which I have only seen in India. with small ones. you will set out to attain It. and may even reserve me a place of honour in the Valhalla of Disneyland. without interpreting symbols. he exclaimed: "This is Klingsor's enchanted Carden!" Here. One must give a wide berth to the door of his house. or who had recaptured this condition of youth in his old age. is the Great Widow. 'because the name Armanda has been substituted for Hermine. the poet who. Weare Cain and Lucifer.. I met Abraxas. when interpreted. You are one of us.' 'In some Spanish translations of that work. have influenced my work. which inspired Wagner to write the first act of Parsifal. and which reaches ecstasy with Holderlin. the cipher has been lost. trying to link me with Negro music. I will give yo~ refuge. My work is enveloped in his secret gnosis. tenuous current of men of the Great Longing. We are those who believed that we could change the world by "magic idealism". Mozart. I envelop myself in it. Because I am a Minnesdnger who has sung in code. In reality. like the Matterhorn. I found myself once again outside the door of a ?ous~ v:here someone had hung a sign which carried the following mscriptron: 'When a man has reached old age and has fulfilled his mission. 'This is Klingsor's Garden. in this Casa Camuzzi. When he saw it. A lucky occurrence which turns into Destiny. no secrecy. 'I have been in Bollingen.' 'He is a mountain. and because . ' 'We couldn't leave yesterday for the Upper Engadine because of an unforeseen occurrence . and him and her.. I seek the Princess Fatima. burning leaves and branches. I met the Master who had not lost the faculty of conversing with the animals and plants. Novalis and Nietzsche. _you will discover th~ secret of the resurrection. This is what distinguishes a Swiss from a German. I baptised it by this name in memory of the magician in Parsifal. there is something that separates me from the Master of the Sphinx: music. drugs and sexualism. as much or more than him. Hermine is the feminine of Hermann. who sing 'of the deep longing for the Hyperborean north. A Non-Existent Flower. from the Minne. in the turning of the Great Wheel! He saw me appear and approached me with a luminous smile greeting me with his clear eyes. Mozart is present in SteppenwolJ. you the Princess Papan. I am the poet he is seeking. I belong to that insensate.' he replied. ' Once again. the Minnesdnger.' We sat down on a bench in the shady garden. Our Master of the Sphinx doesn't live music with his blood. When I have gone.' I interrupted. HESSE One midday. no gnosis . Like a Minnesanger. But I will survive all that. my Anima. as if no one lived there. Papageno and Papagena by the dancing rhythm of its notes. It reminds me of the Villa Rufoli in Ravello. My magic work begins with him. There were magnolias and palm trees and a huge fig tree. when a cycle has ended for you. I have sung in code. "Damian" is the Self. He was in the garden. from here. An enchanted fountain murmured melodiously. the Mother of Parsifal.76 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection Another Turn oj the Wheel 77 occurrences filled with meaning'.my wife was stung by a bee. We ourselves are the sons of the Widow. because only in us will you find your kin. However. with capital letters. like San Salvatore which we can see from here.. the sons of Woevre Saelde. in the shadow of the chestnut trees. Thanks to the Master of the Sphinx. expresses them. Him and Her. 'no mystery. he has a right to confront the idea of death in peace. In Steppenwolf. as he would say. which. Eve.' 'It's the age we live in. lowe him much. but more real than all the flowers in the gardens of this world. HERMANN The Alpine mist dispersed. The Magic Flute already reveals the mystery of HIM-HER and HER-HIM by leading us to Pamino and Pamina.

but it doesn't know it. rebellion . between t he sai t an d the magician . becomes only persona once mor . Perhaps he is too German for me. telling im a out my il ~tma e to the land of Occitania. 'B bp o d y agam. I t. I' which when it entered the body became me.. ongmg. death? again remains outs 1 . I know that it connects me . hIS . in the Cathar Languedoc" my ~li!b to ~he ruins of the solar temple of Montsegur and~he Sler~a Maladetta where our brother. h ' the tortures to which his enemies had subjected . atemporal event. ' I know that a great difference exists between my melody and that of the Master who knows the language of the animals and the flowers.losing myself .' That is to say. the desire Govm a It my h. he clasped my hand. to As If mterpretmg my t oug . Siddhart a an the end' W' h soul 'divided by opposing tendencies. to pure form . 1 t dumb .. motionless. with essentlha y id 1d 'even more with what he didn't say. I said to f . God has nothing to do with Nature. t e e sam b I eXI~~ of oneself in samadhi and the separation in the A so ute 105 grin Kaivalya.. Remembering t h e gar d en 0 my c 1 00 f d h ' n el' which might possibly have entered me. And even if this might originate in the depths of the ancestral soul of Spain. And the h t e sal a1 . William Blake wrote: 'Nature teaches nothing about Spiritual Life.. "Blood Another Tum oj the Wheel 79 /1 Ii I' I' 11 11 il II I[ II I 'I II .' The idea of death obsesses me. tide warrior wor . which I cannot help feeling is sometimes a little morbid. said the Wounded King).Ii 'I. Why does death preoccupy you so much? Listen to Nature. . also emerges in 0 agdea . only about Natural Life. He was badly t ding him I' n the banks of a canal. A heroic woman was en '. only in the human era. he bl d hich flowed from his wounds. reality. THE WOUNDED WARRIOR The Master had also said to me: 'See k t h e cornra des who were scattered by the great war. there exists neither involution nor evolution. 1 e a tree absent hardly even listening to me. ersonaliry'. ormmg h ange . Terrestrial matter is therefore on the border of identification. . Between reincarnation and resurrection. Symbol. a wounded. being both experience and symbol. is the magico-cosmic precipitation of an Idea. u t for the fact that it possesses the face. named Minne. and also the searc . h hts he told me: 'Don't forget that. LUS10n. to be able to transfigure it one day with my 'magic idealism'. I found the greatest of these comra es. Allegory. ' As I left. id e teo h b d y. hat rni h VI a b -n thcse two masters is the difference t at mig t fusi h d· fference etween I . Nature. I hope. . of a state which is in another reality. hi b I t down at his side and talked to him. As we have said with Meister Eckhart: 'A stone is also God.I II ii Ii 'I II !I 'And death? And your grave there in Gentiline?' 'Death is like falling into the Master of the Sphinx's Collective Unconscious. a Golden Age was lost. I recite d hiIS poem . persona 1ty. along with the inescapable reality of the sentiment of my 'ego'. d escen d an t of the Tuatha De Danann. The devil is the mind of Natural Structure. live its cycles. h d d I remain both Narcissus and Goldmund. in old nd the body for a time during childhood. de' for surren er. f hildh d . lik The old warrior remained silent.. " c when It leaves t c . I" had an inspiration. Novalis himself. while nevertheless loving it so much..' Nos: Book of the Resurrection the Sword of Goldmund.Tonci . so beloved by him.. I d War' which the warrior had trans ate . He is the goal of Nature.eprtran e ' raise 0 f let himself freeze to deat h'. between the USlOn. ymg 0. An involution exists... which becomes visible and conscious in the smallest space-time. on a new day. Is It not Y w at peoP e h ' r which seemed to float on the outside of possible t hat t IS ange .78 I also carry Memory". our 'darkest age'. f An' tthe .hought 0 a~ tea sa about the 'second childhood of the old. into the Samsara. ' Initiation docs not admit that the human condition is an immutable destiny. like a rock. 'synchronistically with my resurrection'. There you can hear the voice of God. the B om. driving away our mutual Kaliyuga. it is a stone. therefore. because it is essentially an ontological. Better still. which engenders 'another reality' and 'another'. never in its own truth ('the false is the essence of the real'.' d On an old battlefield. stated: 'God must be separated from Nature. the warrior-troubadour . e ven before . in his feeling of pantheistic fusion with Nature. to forms. And precisely because it doesn't know it. Something with which Nature will one day need to harmonise. which is only perceived in part. in order to return from there to the circle.hlm. It does not admit to being only a man. . 11 with the silent drama of the Master of the Sphinx. Because ot staunching t e 00 w . He would soon be leavmg this was amos . only a change of state. of the Gods .

. I pronounced the greeting of the legendary troubadour: 'Heil!' .' Then the warrior arose. Bertran de Born. and no one is with us.. Something that was wandering in the light of that Venetian evening.. Intensely... warrior. . a little way ~bove hIS head. An~ when you have gone. has been avenged. if because of myoId age and ~he pain from my wounds they were to induce me to recant.. exc~pt our comrade. I took a step backwards.. I keep watch. And when the God of the Losers of the Kaliyuga. well armed I love to see his valiant courage! And the horses galloped Riderless through the thicket.... beside the doves of Saint Mark's Square. When the fire of cO~.. I spoke to him: 'Be Joyful.... 'You are one of the few. understands us.. . So that.. projecting an Absolute Personality beyond time and space.. in the language into which he had translated it: l' 'In hot summer have I great rejoicing When the tempests kill the earth's foul peace. And let the music of the swords make them cnmson.. over the dome of the Cathedral of La Salute. or near the Colleone horse.. at such an advanced age as that of this wounded warrior. If I were to go back. 'Yes... fearlessly. for in another seven hundred years the laurel will flower again and you will once more lose the war. Now I can go. And the lightnings from black heav'n flash crimson And the fierce thunders roar me their music ' And the winds shriek through the clouds mad... I will continue fighting for both of us. except the ghosts of the dead heroes..... Then I sang in my language. And it must therefore be sought on the outside. Be faithful to the old dreams. His lone might 'gainst all darkness opposing. dressed in black.. And I watch his spears through the dark clash And it fills all my heart with rejoicing And pries wide my mouth with fast music He came even closer: 'Do you know why I stay silent? So that nobody can make me say anything opposed to what I wrote and did And because in the end.... The Tiny Spark guides us. we warriors are alone and no one. the better to look at him in the dymg light reflected in the waters of the canal.' His body trembled as if beneath a gentle blow from something that had entered It. Bless you for coming at last! I was waiting for you. While you sleep. And looking fixedly now at his bodily eyes. we have both scaled the ruins of the Solar Temple of Montsegur.. "you know that I know that you have sung in code in your Cantos .. his 'angel' can only be inside his body for brief moments.' .. would leave the warnor f~r ever. And together we intoned the song of our beloved troubadour.. when the Golden Age returns. And I love to see the sun rise blood-crimson. covered with bloody wounds. and one day we will rebuild it. And through all the riven skies God's swords clash.. for him: 'I love the joyous time Which gives birth to leaves and flowers I love to hear the happy sound Of the birds whose songs Re-echo through the grove And I love to see tents And pavilions erected in the meadows And I rejoice greatly When I see armed knights And horses in the field And see castles lustily besieged And I love to see when a knight Is the first to invade it On horseback. And nothing would then remain but an empty body. although calmly. MagIC would have deserted us . Now you can go....80 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel When I see him so scorn and defy peace. 81 myself. ~esIdes.. in another land.. .. the spmt of adventure. because now you know that the Gods gIVe to each warrior a comrade.. Also.... enabling it to immortalise itself... our guide. it could never be put out agam.. So I stopped looking at his bodily eyes and addressed my words to some~hl11g that might be found floating like an aura.. which has never died. so that OUrworld doesn't lose hope!' .bat awoke I~ our hearts... opposing.

For some time now. Far away. They founded the ancient civilisation of Tiahuanacu and the temples on Easter Island which have now disappeared. like the agitated breathing of the waters of the Ocean. hovers overhead. together with the first Atlantis. I can feel the piercing gaze of this solitary inhabitant of the Andean peaks. almost at sea level. and which Perc Jacques. my brother in other turns of the wheel. The White Gods were men of giant stature. bare of vegetation. He seems to be reading with me. In pre-recorded times. Allouine. they sent one of their Discs of orichalcum to the south of the world. when the Hyperboreans realised that their continent in the polar north was going to be submerged. he flies closer to me.THE RETURN OF ALLOUINE THE UNKNOWN LEGEND OF THE PRINCESS PAPAN I am seated on a rock jutting out over the abyss. reproducing it from our archives. of Blood Memory. It is the unknown story of the Princess Papan. From time to time. And with its crew went the Priestess of Magic Love. This is the mineral-rich. a condor has been circling above my head. swirls a transparent mist. The condor. Below me are spread vast tracts of land and brown and blue mountain ranges. a member of the order. Mu and Gondwana. so different from the other mountain ranges of the world. And they planted it at the other pole. eroded Cordillera of the Andes. When the continent of Hyperborea disappeared. I am reading a book which no one else in my country has yet read. will publish shortly. WN~4'AN1 VOM~(H~MM . the White Gods were already safe in the oases at the South Pole and in the secret cities in the Andes. which was the tree that contained the liquor of blood. They took with them a branch from the Soma tree.

That is to say that the Princess Papan of the Aztec legend was not the sister of Moctezuma. Astra. no one knows where (to the Interior Earth or the Morning Star?). But the most extraordinary thing that Perc Jacques relates in this book. tearing away even the Polar Continent. turning like a luminous disc. the Garden of A valon and the First Earth were lost. The complete planetary Opus alchimicum. For this reason. but a semi-divine Hyperborean priestess. Some of them are reproduced in the runes. They created an entire civilisation in ancient Mexico. who came in a ship with all its lights on. He founded an important civilisation in ancient Mexico and in the land of the Mayas. But in the hollow Interior Earth. one white. which the Vikings called Hvetramannaland. sometimes in the full light of midday. creating monstrous mixes of colours and races. where the Mongol race became the outer. And they had to go there to drink its immortalising liquor. if in fact they are not the exclusive product of the animal-men. America. causing the third moon to fall on Gondwana. the followers of the God of the . the Viking ship in which he had come and which appeared to have wings and plumes. which he hasn't yet written. who might also have been a Viking. and all its lights on. the Wildes Heer. the sole mission of the coloured races of American Albania was to watch over the entrances to the secret cities of the Andes and the Internal Land of the divine Ancahuincas. in the Disc called Astra or Wafeln. The seasons were introduced time was born. Everything has been changed by the catastrophe which pushes us faster and faster towards a new sinking. in Elelin. who drowned it with their black magic. Atlantis severed the ties whichjoined it to Hyperborea . And when Quetzalcoatl went away. When the earth's axis shifted. the Land of White Men.the Land of the White Gods. because of the Drakkar. and Parsifal. changing the position of the Andean Ocean. And as in Tibet. submerging the Continent of the Spirit. the Serpent with Fiery Plumes. because he swore that he came from Tula or Thule. the Templars. becoming degenerate. the Celts. But everything changed. in Great Paytiti. i~ the secret cities of Agharti and Shambhalla. bringing new life to the divine race which was on the point of extinction.from Albedo . was guarded by three sisters. according to Pere Jacques. Albania. the Golden Age. of aurum potabile. They rebelled. who came to Hvetramannaland. whose alchemical name is Albania . primeval Soma tree grew at the South Pole. which can be eaten and drunk. by consorting indiscriminately with each other. without tantric magic. with its apples of alchemical gold. planetary Opus. who believe that they can direct destiny all over the world. because of the repeated rebellion of the slaves of Atlantis. Nigredo and Rubedo were said to be their names. without the Hyperboreans' magi co-alchemical knowledge.the sacred land of the extraterrestrial guides of the Ray of Green Light . in all those places. and the sly arrogance of those who believe themselves capable of disregarding the Norns. in ancient times America-Albania was visited by the Druids. is populated to the present day by the slaves who survived the sinking of Atlantis. The ship was called Wajeln. the defeated armies of the war of the Mahabharata the great war which will never end. the immortal White Gods. The Vikings came in search of the Soma tree. Only in this way could they be rejuvenated. The slaves of Atlantis received them with that mixture of respect which the atavistic memory of a glorious age produces in them. shifting the earth's axis. Through their Blood Memory they knew that a branch of the original. each of which has a precise cosmic function to fulfil. the tree of Blood Memory. the Vikings. Homer also relates that the Garden of the Hesperides. one black and one red: Albedo. which makes them bow down in reverence. without science. The original magico-Hyperborean science was lost. It navigated beneath the surface of the water and was crewed by the souls of the dead heroes. without initiatory knowledge. of Lucifer-Abraxas. in its 'double'. bringing about a most dreadful cataclysm. the warriors of the Morning Star. destroy- mg Tiahuanacu. in the City of the Caesars.Losers of the Kaliyuga. the Golden Age has been preserved. faithful guardian. where he was called Quetzalcoatl. cosmic drama. has been the traditional refuge of the descendants of the Luciferan Hyperboreans. with Quetzalcoatl.and its sinking produced the planetary. ' The surface of America-Albania.of the entrances to the interior world of the giant Dropas and the divine Siddhas of Agharti and Shambhalla. man of Ull.84 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 85 They wrote using the signs which the order still uses. with the emblem of the Lefthanded Cross on its sail and carrying the Grail. is that Quetzalcoatl's Beloved was called PapanAllouine. causing the catastrophe. El Caleuche. They belong to the coloured races of the alchemical. but . The Viking chieftain was called Ullman. Papan became 'as if dead'. as Plato relates.

breaking through their walls of rock. always the same. He was unable to discover the narrow passage that leads to the oasis of the ices. that is to say. He fell just at that point in the secret geography of the world where the Fruit of Return called Calafate grows. and a Spaniard came to these regions. Now I knew that Papan and Allouine were one and the same. in which he would reveal how to bring back to life the woman who appears to be dead. To my right. the man of Ull went southward. On a plateau stood a rock shaped like a standing man. She appeared to be dead. I stopped reading. in a region near the other pole. But his ghost will always return to the place where a wind from another universe blows and the sun of the southern midnight bathes the frozen plains in its black light. the everlastingly snow-covered leaks of La Paloma and EI Plomo rise up until they touch the sky. Turn after turn of the wheel. the White Gods used to communicate with the stars. Poor Petrus! To the end of his days he would never do anything more than wander in despair. driven by the same secret longing: he was Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa also known in another turn of the wheel as Petrus Toletanus who would write the Book of Magic Love entitled Rosarium 'Philosophorum. in a secret city in the Andes. Manko Kapak. And it was Quetzalcoatl who rebuilt the civilisation of Tiahuanacu.86 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 87 not in Tenochtitlan but much farther south. The slopes of the Himalayas. Petrus (the stone which fell from a broken crown) will return to those regions to try and awaken the sleeper and bring back to life the one who 'is not dead. 'with tiny variations in its meaning or in its laws. the Queen of Sheba. perhaps to a whole subterranean world. he was incapable of surrendering himself completely to a Hyperborean dream. and a subtle vibration of radium which can imperceptibly influence the mind. there is only bare. . but who is also not alive'. silver. He looked like a sentry guarding the entrance to a cave. Here in the Andes. She was the Queen of the South. A little before reaching this altitude. They are not infinite for one Petrus alone. Centuries passed. Because before he went away for ever. Alps and Pyrenees are covered with forests of pine and other types of trees to great heights. When he had already reached the southernmost sea and could see the ices of the strait that cuts through those regions. because his heart was torn between opposing memones and conceptions of the world. mineral-rich material. Sue-ca. She lived in a land of lakes and volcanoes. As I had no means of reaching the spot. strugglmg to return to those regions where he believed he had found the 'White Island in the Sky'. A shadow on the rock face might well be this entrance. gold and lead. But the turnings of the wheel do have an end. Thus Papan lay. . producing sporadic states of enlightenment. These peaks were the places of pilgrimage and worship of a long-vanished race. A psychic spinal column of the planet. which was really the City of Hunger and Thirst. he was assailed by doubts. but not in its force'. There he was called Tamanduare. KontikiViracocha. I INTERPRET THE GIANTS I 'I '! i i Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa lost his turn of the wheel. a region once inhabited by giants who will return to populate it when they emerge from their ancient pnsons In the mountains. how to awaken the woman who lies sleeping. taking other names. The condor resumed his flight. But I had had to give up my attempt because one side of the mountain fell away vertically. on an island surrounded by a sea of flames. protecting the ice-floes that move silently towards the oases where the Hill of Revelation lies hidden. I had to resign myself to looking at the petrified guard for a time. I had tried to scale a cliff. but really she was only asleep. Pay Zume. because Sheba means South. eroded rock which gives off a powdery mixture of iron. which was later called Chilli or C~ile and which is narrow like a double-edged sword. possibly near the peak of Mount Melimoyu. awaiting the return of Quetzalcoatl. where he founded the Ci~dad del Rcy Felipe. The one who is still asleep. and hIS ship was battered by a huge wave which forced him to turn back. ever farther southward. From them. She was the Sleepmg Beauty. and the thunderous roar made by the huge slabs of ice as they crash into the water sounds like the voice of the Gods as they half-reveal their secrets to us. . the gates of the City of Dawn. copper. Papan was called Neua and also Mama Occl and Mama Runtu.· Ii! " Be was swallowed up by the sea without leaving a single trace. the CIty of the Great Longing. The Andes are made of dark-brown.

Jason. 'My heart inside your breast caused me to recognise your footsteps. we have met again in all lucidity. telling her all that I could remember about my existence since we had parted many ages ago. How many times through the years would I have to pass by this house! What will have become of her? Will she still exist? Will she now be another 'uninhabited blue'? When I reached her doorstep. The door opened. my Master. Now I could return it to her.IIIjI II I 88 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 89 I stood up and felt suddenly dizzy. forming a roof 1 Alcina is the title of a novel by a Chilean writer called Pedro Prado with whom the author feels in sympathy. my Master. I had to steady myself against the rock. trapped in the earth.' I sat there for a long time. When I finally stopped talking. It is this dialogue that interests rne and to which I have been listening. too. At the opposite end of the city. SHE It i~ getting late. which was stirred by the breeze. the only brother that I recognise here. Since there were no obvious paths. the heart had followed its own. She knew how to listen with the sweetness that always seemed to emanate from her whole being. turning into a liquid gold which can be drunk and gives us eternal life. it was given to me to relive that vision exactly as it had ~rst appeared to me in my adolescence. in the depths of whose memory are stored the echoes of the footsteps and the dreams of people long-since vanished. A Chilean spring sky. because I carried her heart inside me. also dreamed that he could fly in this country. I again stared at the giants imprisoned III the Andean rock. As If III a flash of lightning. the tree which almost touched the sky. this world was blotted OUt ~nd I could only see a black wall and two gigantic shapes outlined III the rock face by broken veins of gold. She lit some candles and invited me to sit in a wicker chair which creaked gently. my past comrades. the City of Avalon. I realised that the cosmic poetry which had taken possession of me was that suprapersonal 'spark' which her heart had brought into my breast. It is the story of a boy who grows wings in order to fly. 1 When we approach the central event in our destiny. And in the shadowy entrance stood the slender figure of a woman wearing a long red gown which reached down to her feet. Papan. THE GLANCE Iremember almost nothing about our reunion. vaguely. How much you have explained to me through it!' . She sat silent. ThIS time It will not be like that. recognised mine as well? This time. I let my heart lead me. the dog in the Antarctic. the vast Cordillera of the Andes reflects this mirage and projects it into the silence of the approaching darkness. she said: 'Behind the words is a secret dialogue which is also being conducted between us. my heart began to beat with a strange rhythm. tortured by two contrary forces. In the deathly light of the street-lamps. But in that moment. as if the ability to string words together had deserted me. the first poets who came here and founded the city. the oases of the ices. dragged upwards and downwards in a titanic struggle which will only cease when these veins of mineral gold manage to come together. Perhaps you. our Hyperborean destiny. Alcino. the Memory of our Blood. Seen from the bridge over the river. From the gardens rose the heady scent of jasmine and roses and the aromas of spring-time. sitting beside the window. her hands lying quietly in her lap. Jason. because I also possess your heart. beside a window which was open onto the star-filled sky. the many people who have searched its hidden corners. Only. as if my heart were guiding me. And she was always present in everyone of these stories. whose branches intertwined. the twilight w~Ich covers one end of the city envelops the Coastal Cordillera in :.eIls. creating the optical illusion of a land of longing where the red men of the distant horizon live. I told her about the garden of my childhood. walking like a fearless sleepwalker through the streets of this city of Santiago de la Nueva Extremadura. I stopped. I cannot say precisely how long the vision lasted. that there was a quadrangular hall and a narrow corridor along which she led me to a room at the back of the house. the other bowed his head down until he almost touched the foot of the mountain. our mind becomes clo~ded and it almost always takes us by surprise. the White Gods. One of the giants stretched hIS arms upwards towards the high peaks. sapphire and emerald green. I walked along a street bordered by tall trees. of vermilion.

They do not belong to you yet. firm neck rises out of your sweetly shaped shoulders. and we will also love each other with our other bodies which arc invisible to the mortal eye. blood. eternal. Chastity is the world of the giants. water. She looked at me as if I was the window and she could see the starry firmament through me. Your hands express your whole personality: you are in them for ever. nor in loving each other. my caresses. How can anyone who has once looked in this way. speak and love. mterior world. The outline of your long legs can be seen through the cloak that covers them. ' She trembled. When they lie side by side in their beds. once more in this world. On the soft skin of your arms grow fields of young summer wheat. 'Separate your earth. without his companion.90 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of /sllouine 91 Yes! How much! I realise that I have told her that the face that I saw appear in the flower was hers. we have reached midday. Your hair is a waterfall of gold which hangs down to your waist. one's whole life would change. thus uniting earth. because it is the supreme achievement of an Artist-Creator. Every morning. they disappeared as if into a faraway.' THE PATH OF A-MOR I lived in her house. transitory. The light of the Sun of Gold brings you the vision of my body. which was always in shadow. a tiny bird with blue wings came and woke her with its trilling. Allouine. or better still. contemplate your divine beauty." And your chin. blood. by the sword of forgetfulness. shows the sweetness of that fruit. but in reality it is to be found in the Black Sun. In this turn of the wheel. water. THE SUPPLICATION I placed the palms of my hands together. Your long. it blots out the light of another pleasure which has no beginning nor end. When your eyes rest upon me. Your mouth is a delicious fruit: "milk and honey are under your tongue. is nothing to what awaits you beyond this world. If one were ever to be touched by them. only once m the entire universe. Your forehead is wide and pale like the disc of the moon. It will return one day. all that I possessed. Only when lovers are capable of dreaming the same dream are they truly Lovers. and whoever possesses it once more will be she herself. If I should ever have to journey through the constellations and were to meet beings with eyes like those of the people on earth. we know who we are. Each of them pursues his solitary road. in their fingers which create. To be 'looked at' in this way. And I began to describe her. fire. air and ether. to the room with the window open onto a garden filled With fruit trees. Her heavenly eyes suddenly seemed to go out behmd long golden lashes. This is our great chance to get out of the circle for ever. I had once again become the Suitor. even the City of Dawn. and your bare feet are like young deer before whom one would shed tears of adoration. Bodily pleasure is sad. as if they were open onto another reality which was more truly our own and to which they carried us. they are nevertheless far apart. The pleasure which I can give you here with my body. Your nose is so slender that air can scarcely enter it. fire. they transport me to the indescribable world of the Ray of Green Light. When they love one another in their dreams. She would say to it: . Your brows are delicately arched. The gentleness of this glance was like the 'bejewelled island set in a sea of nectar' of which the ancient texts tell u~. in the union of our souls. I should certainly never find anyone with this particular way of looking at one. separated by an impassable thread of air. I would give everything. but without ceasing to gaze at us. because they will never dream the same dream. with a tiny cleft: in the middle. which bring us the premonition of the Black Sun. your lashes are like the rays of light of the Sun of Gold. as if from sudden cold. perish? This glance will never be lost. Only in this way will our love be indestructible. You will have to go there to be united with it. the touch of my lips. 'Look at yourself in me. From there I would walk down the narrow corridor. When I left the house that night. air and ether. disjointed. I will teach you to dream the same dream. I was her mirror. and for you to discover the entrance to the Interior Earth. Your cheekbones protrude slightly and bathe your cheeks in soft shadows. Lovers who only pursue the joys of visible flesh have never succeeded in becoming united. She took hold of my hands. I slept in the quadrangular anteroom. in the brilliant radiance of the Ray of Green Light.

That is. in someone else's imagination as well as in my own. 'And. corresponding to the restless. As if we were watching someone dreammg our own lives. ' FATHER I found myself in an uncultivated spot. He seemed to be telling him that I had arrived and asking him for instructions.. He walked over to a console on which stood a telephone and rang somebody. transfigured light. A light from another universe. A metal tube with a revolving inside appeared in front of me. my tiny bird. then ever more rapidly. reciting a mantra as I did so. And a man's voice sang: 'The time of the golden fruits is long past. and then I closed my eyes as well. That is. ' 'This is perhaps the only possible way to supersede the "ego" and make "him" into "you". The cold wind That comes from the sea . Then I found myself running along a narrow passageway. and I began to sway to and fro like a pendulum. a new-born light. turning them inwards and concentrating them on a point between my eyebrows.92 Nos: Book of the Resurrection 'Tiny bird singing At my window. 'They are not those sequences of unconnected images. which was a gallery of glass. "me".. Our dream is a more elevated form of consciousness.amIng the same dreams along our path of A-Mor. then closed her eyes slowly as she sang a melopea. it at tams a greater intensity.aced the first sign of the order on my chest. These dreams are not dreams. Thank you. carrying building materials. Men were working on a building site. At the end of the narrow tunnel a faint blue light began to glimmer. Because all this was in some way taking place in my imagination. d ' e open WIn ow. That was where we initiated the grand design of dr." . which looked like a clearing in some forest. like the light of dawn or dusk. I realised that he was talking to my dead father. looked straight at me for a moment. The frozen stone. slowly at first. thus creating the number eight with four fingers. Some young men were climbing ladders. she placed her hands together in her lap. a purer tonality. Finally. When I realised 1. A young girl was carving statues. or because I wouldn't be able to retain the image of this gallery in my mind for much longer or to continue imagining it. I managed to get out of myself and found myself standing in a patio bathed in a mobile. And I felt myself passing through it. They were both going to work on the spiritual bodies. or as if we were dreaming ourselves through this dream.' Sitting in her wickerwork chair. standing beside me. I could see the foundations and the scaffolding. "my" face. I ran faster because I knew that I must hurry to reach the end of the passageway before a door closed. It IS as If the dream was dreaming us. I looked closely at her beautiful face. Then I felt someone nearby. And then I was aware of nothing more. but much longer. ' The Return of AI/ouine 93 In the evenings. since I was able to imagine something that really existed somewhere. Then the site manager saw me. we would sit in the wicker chairs beside th . which people wish to interpret at all costs as products of a vivid subc~nscious intelligence. I thought I might be able to help them. so as to remember it as clearly as possible. in a state of contInUOUS consciousness. which is no longer either mine or yours. and filled with pictures in wooden frames and furniture that I thought I recognised. I thought I heard her moan softly and mutter. like that in my childhood home. seething activities of an energy which is at work while the body is at rest. My father was living by himself in a nearby city and couldn't leave it because he was looking after a child.' she explained to me. a superconsciousness.all this is for the greater glory and life of that Someone who IS waiting beside a spring. o friendly hearts! Where have you gone? The old home A waits us in vain . And we are also this someone who is not really us. because spiral currents caused first my head and then my body to vibrate. I also crossed my hands. I tr. . those confused organic states. another child.. For the beautiful morning. in order to be able one day to contemplate his face.

'I went alone. behold the wind. an inviolate paradise. I was completely safe. 'I will obey you. There were three hills. rot and grow old. there was a fire blazing in the circular hall. d .' ..' A gentle blow. eternally snow-covered. I walked towards the tower along a path bordered by cinnamon trees. I felt that it was not the same as before. known to no one but me.. 1 understood the reason. . egnable that a wall that used to protect it had been destroyed lrnpr . On the highest hill stood an octagonal tower.' 1 told him.. No one would ever ~now where I was. I would always find myself alone there.. airless passageway. 'No. as the years slipped away.. sitting facing her as she looked at me in silence. Indian THE SECRET CHAMBER In the house there was a secret chamber. This was the most difficult part. Energy and dreams decay. conical roof made of sandstone. I had disappeared from the house. I was walking through some hills. a whole world would have sunk beneath the sea. This time my eyes closed of their own accord. To the east and south stretched the vast Andean Cordillera the high peaks of EI Plomo and La Paloma. To the north.The Return oj Allouine 95 94 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection lways burning and armour hung on the walls. she repeated. Until Ijoin my father again. symbols. garments from every period. When I reached the roof. a shudder. I couldn t concentrate. And I walked away through the clearing. A little before I reached it. I discovered the way to it when I explored some darkened rooms. ' Again the man's voice sang: 'Turn away no more. jalaps. and I was back in my body again. The chamber was divided into compartments where there were beds covered with skins and shelves full of carefully classified books. The little that was gained. I walked down once more to the middle hill and opened the door of the house . [ asked the site manager to let me speak to him. 'Father. There I would mount a narrow staircase which I never climbed right to the top. as time passed.. because 1 had to slide into this hole and crawl along a very narrow.. The centuries had come together. until [ find the Oasis of the Ices. 'Symbols'. If I were no longer able to visit it or live in it. terebinths. 'Symbols. THE PLUMED SERPENT that he was on the other end of the telephone. . . Why wilt thou turn away? The starry floor. The line went dead. the ancestral home. the ultimate smile. He handed me the phone. On the middle one stood a house with a circular. And the Gods love secrecy.. who died long ago . Pale traveller. exhausted. far below. 'joining together what was dIspersed. the sweet indifference. Beyond it. I fou~d It increasingly difficult to return to this secret hldmg-place and did so less and less often. lay some blue lakes in the middle of ploughed fields. the Coastal Cordillera. it's me!' There was a silence. There were chests full of precious materials. I had the curious impression that this house and this tower belonged to me. Then I was outside myself. impregnable chamber. which I had worn in the past. Its secrecy was bemg lost. almond trees and hawthorns. saying: 'I must journey ever farther. I would push aside some boards to reveal a tiny entrance. I would find myself in a wide. the ancient garden. If I was able to reach the end.' 1 said. As always. . I went round its eight sides without finding an entrance. I would turn aside and begin to climb imaginary flights of steps in the air or projecting from the wall. To the west lay the c~ty of Santiago enveloped in cloud. behold the sea again . nor as . and that other people knew of its existence and use to VISIt It. entering it freely from all sides.' 1 felt terribly sad. If this mysterious chamber were to be lost. hundred-year-old lindens. behold all that was lost.' I said. without you. The watery shore Is given thee till the break of day. Of course. Then 1 heard him say my name. All around me were slopes covered in soap bark trees. But.. not yet!' 'Very well. A fire was .. I passed my hand across my forehead. She had returned before me. 'I'm coming to see you.

with a gentle pressure of my fingers. we could just make out the confused outline of the Torres del Paine. almost grazing their peaks. In the ice of the shore could be seen some lines. Lying on it was Allouine. 'And a scent of sandalwood and resin would envelop the world . ' The sun was nearing its midday zenith. The sign vibrated and she sat up on her stone bed. The rooms in this house had doors opening onto the hall. that is. she was blocking an opening that led to or from somewhere. she couldn't be buried h~re.. which reflected the shadows of the forest and the mountain peak in its unfrozen part.. From this altitude. The bed was made of stone. The tiny lake of dark-green water and the forest of petrified beeches were still there..96 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection The Return oj Allouine 97 'choapinos' were spread on the floor. Two candelabras which gave out a weak light stood on a pair of wooden pillars. between snow-storms and mists. Without hesitating. Her hands were crossed on her breast and she was holding a Quetzal feather. A hole appeared in the inside wall. I climbed down its sixteen steps and walked along a passageway lit by a filtered light. when she lay motionless holding her Quetzal feather. She appeared to be dead. this age-old snow. moving in the same way each time so as not to be caught by the fire. with her red cloak covering her down to her bare feet.. The time has not yet arnved when all my deaths can become one single life . I was inspired to trace the sign that would wake her. because she was standing beside me. The floor was covered with a 'choapino' with runic drawings. Some petrified leaves and branches could be seen through the centuries-old layer of Ice. It seemed only yesterday. ' I began to dig with my bare hands until the blood ran from under my nails. leaning a little towards the water. She watched me in silence. the limits. like the tracks of a primitive sledge. I climbed up a staircase carved out of the wall until I reached an octagonal room with windows on all sides. Again I embraced this body desperately.together this time .. Its light fell directly over the rock. yet centunes had passed. on a bed made of cinnamon branches. I opened another entrance in it in the same way. always the same. But there was now no human habitation to be found at this altitude. . I stood at the head of the stone bed. I waited. The e~trance to the City of the Caesars and to the Interior Earth had to he somewhere in that remote area. In the middle of the room was a nuptial bed. to a far distant past which also belonged to us. She was so beautiful in her immobility. 'Close the tomb. Of course. and I found myself inside the tower. We landed on the steep slopes of Mount Melimoyu. I found myself standing beside a staircase carved out of the rocky mountainside. which had inverted . far off in the distance. but she was alive. Copihues and laurel which were still wet with my tears from other centuries. like the thickness of the walls and the height of the building. Where was this rock. We walked round the lake. I walked over to the chimney and pressed gently on a stone. I said to myself. 'ZARA THUSTRA' I recognised these regions. Rapidly. As if we were the fiery Serpent of Quetzalcoatl. They were those of the peak of Melimoyu. intact. I remembered her in her other deaths. forgetting the one which was standmg beside me looking at her own dead face. I opened the tomb.. A rock rose up m the shape of a pyramid. leaning against the rock. Blazing torches were also fixed to the walls. Another wall suddenly appeared in front of me. I did nothing. corresponding to divisions of the number eight. It was cold. Now I remembered it all. or covered in Quetzal feathers. They were the borderlands. Ultima Esperanza and the Sarmiento Mountains. I leapt into the hole before the stone moved back into place again with a dull thud. opening the passage which allowed us . Gently she took me by the shoulders and tried to lift me up. Her body appeared. Only snow and rock. When I woke her. dyeing the white snow red. To the memory of another turn of the wheel. as if we were in a Luminous Disc. I seemed to understand that in her sleep. The room was in darkness because heavy curtains had been drawn across the windows and night had already fallen. She was scarcely breathing and her face was the colour of ice. Ah! And IfI were to open the tomb? The icy wind would certainly blow away these anCIent memories. in reality? Didn't a mirage of the midday light project it onto the slope ~f a mountain in the south of the world? Wasn't it really in an Alpme Village m another part of the globe? But in the disturbance of the light. But we had come here to pay homage to the bones of the Milodon. And it coagulated like a Copihue on an ice-floe.to fly over the mountains. we would be able to pass through this passage.

... 0 abysses of midday which make men tremble. Do not stop. continue your journey . Don't sing... Tears ran down the cheeks of the Wounded King: 'It is midday.... e hi am appeared. streams flowed down them. solemn hour in which no shepherd plays his pipe . moving his lips.. Like a sweet promise... break. Your bleeding heart beneath the ice.. to sense our presence in this confusion of light and time: 'You have given yourselves up to dreaming. A drop of old happiness.. space as if it were making a hole and creating a break in time th W ounded Kmg ag ... as he looked at us and we saw him.... of golden happiness.. He was rooted in ISI~ears.. ' . Oh. .. Thick forests of oak and pI~e lcovered the slopes. I was asleep! But now I have woken out of deep dreaming. bird.. Oh... Ah. 'My midnight is my midday! You alone are the woman by whom I bird! What have you done? What mystery is concealed in your song That you arrest my steps? Traveller.. my heart.. I want to live twice Now that I can look into your eyes.. How much time will you need to wake up after such a dream? 0 midday sky above me! When will you drink that drop of dew that has fallen on all the things of this world... of golden wine? That is how the Gods laugh. o little 'Oh I love you... but without waiting for anything and estranged from good as well as from evil.. . How uncertain in the night.. 0 wells of eternity.... It begins to speak. He recited quiet y: 'Oh.. e Was ac: IS eyes were fixed on the mountains which f~rmed an amphItheatre around the lake. This is the secret... The sun is blazing directly above my head... The light of triumph And the morning.1 ....... when will you drink this singular soul? When. bliss! Sing. You stop.... e idn t see us.. d H di . bird of the valleys... when. For how long? Half an eternity. Then get up now.. Silence! What has happened to me? Listen! Hasn't time flown? Aren't I about to fall? Haven't I fallen into the well of eternity? ....... through that break in the light . my soul... Aged Midday is sleeping. 0 my soul! Don't even whisper.. he held in one hand his slender wa lllg~stlck and m the other his wide-brimmed hat H dressed III bl k H' ... sing in the desert And hide.. how long the road appears.. Silence! Silence! Hasn't the world just become complete? What is happening to me? Every corner of my soul is' expanding.. 99 I. wish to have a son . you. my melodies are not for you.. Golden sadness lies heavily upon it. Woe to him whom the desert hides! 'What says the depth of midnight? I was asleep....as he was still sitting there waiting.. ... eternity. since you were mad. when will you absorb my soul in you? 'The desert grows.... Enamoured of a tomb? . while he gave himself ... -p! 98 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection The Return ofAllouine The coldest regions of the sky. after such good fortune!' He seemed to see us... old heart.... Without the Star .. Already youthful summer Clambers up the mountain....... I am call1llg my companion.... Flee... Condemned to wander in deep winter Like the vapour that pursues ' And then... and enjoying the sun and also the shade for once. pal~ ~~~: .... Because without her the night is sad.. and happiness also.. most beloved of the Gods! .. Seated beside the rock.. Who kissed the stone For the first time.

We bowed before his earth. during the Great Catastrophe.' 'And her?' I ask. These naturae names are locked into b e memory of human beings' consciousness through sleep and not eIng awa~e. Vajra-cita. I I f: i' 1 100 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return oj Allouine 101 I. If you were to do so. seminal syllable. the poles also changed places. 'What does she do in all this?' 'She is the female guru. 'as if it were waiting for us beside a spring'.. And you will have to embrace and lose each other again. this heroic initiative which seems to precede the start of the great journey? This is what prevents you turning back on the path. the Golden Age. dethrone them. the forest. which. without Gods. a language of cosmic.. He began to roll up Mount Olympus. which has no equivalent In the terrestrial languages of Kaliyuga. sacred and dIVIne letters. which is the north. it Creates a free. Because one day we will bring them back to life as well. u are gOIng on a . if you failed to travel the path to its end. spiritual sounds. it was still a living one on the Other FIrst Earth" an~ approximated more closely to that Music of the Spheres which ~s the language of the mind.. The signs will help you open a way for yourself in the virgin forest where no roads exist. or flIghts. 'What is this mysterious masculine force which spurs you onwards. the one who flows in your blood: Vidya. because their impersonal lives are at risk in this war. the lake and the limitless time _ ~uddenly he divided into two. 1. behind the 'mask of words'. 1:1 I. because the practices of your initiation have mobilised enormous forces which destroy men and drive them insane if they are not aimed in the right direction. at each stage of the "Honeymoon". But. in each city. Although you are going to the South Pole.. when we went on these Journeys. the . You are walking ba~kwards. luckily.t VISIon of the substance of things. so to speak. it provokes the mutation of the Gods themselves. 'Even the Gods are your enemies. "H .. BUa. made of ether.71' /. when it runs uphill. it is difficult to navigate a ong the rrvers against the current in order to reach the mountains where they nse. 0 ver passes t at way transmits telepathically the Irec. the language of Akdsa Memory of th . because things come to him d~sIr1ng to turn Into symbols. She is Allouine. our conversation took place in a different state of conSCIOusness Integrated with a broader ego. it gives rise to Samsara and human generations. The Path of Eternity. You will have to go to the south. or aWaIted us on another side. the oases of warm water. and Zarathustra passed beside 1m. Do you remember the Greek legend? Man was a circular androgynous. Its Sanskrit name is Urdhavaretas. 'When the water runs downhill.1 up to the midday. you would be guilty. Mulabanda and Hamurini are the names for this process which reinverts everything. and so they resorted to artifice: they divided the man-sphere in half. ' visible body. where our guide lies. Logos is the closest equivalent for it. Without her you will never reach anywhere. Because. eternal race. fearing defeat. in the opposite direction. Akdsa is a concept or metaphysical experience. Whos e h " e di '. entering the subterranean cities. but by means of that language which underlies a the languages In the world. giving them a face.. called Mdtrkd. We often used Sanskrit terms because.0neymoonJourney . It is hard. you will finally reach the Continent of Hyperborea. . received us. This is the Road of the Warrior. without a king. really leads upwards in the invisible one. And we communicated with each other not b means of the words which are commonly used to represent th~ t~IngS of thIS earth. at the North Pole. towards the ~omt of On gm. And you are bemg carried by a bird called Eidelon. It is a very secret path which makes the river of your virility and the golden feminine liquid of your beloved run backwards. From this stems the mantra. the Gods made a mistake. although this was a dead language on the Second Earth.. You will have to overcome the Archetypes. like the Imbunche1 of the Island of Chiloe. the Hlranyaga:bha-Cabda. 'Little Moth ' letters of lIght.' . although it leads downwards in the 1 !fhhis mythical being walks backwards in the folklore ofChiloe an island on t e south of Chile. the Orphic Cabbala. reincorporating their tremendous numinous energies within yourself. The Gods were frightened. The result was that he was so busy trying to find his other half that he had no time to make war on them. root syllable. to the Antarctic. the divinisation of the hero. Light. We decided to visit the Master who told us' 'Yo . whence comes this will.. THE ORPHIC MUSIC When we dreamed the same dream. to the circular movement of the involuted earth. in this Pilgrimage of Immortality on which you have embarked.

with the koravas.. meaning "Initiated Eagle". The way without her is reduced to the imagination of a rational mind. Ing means derivation. who unites love a~d death and turns them into A-Mor. she InSpIreS you. from the Continent of Hyperborea. The IndoEuropean languages. for the hero or Vfra. And you will never have another companion here Or In the depths of the tomb. lineage. hidden. of the Inka King. who came in search of their ancestors in the Course of later ages. But the language of the white heroes. our star. Only if you arc in love can you go beyond your conscious "ego". the language consisted of magic signs. it is because in the so-called living languages there are no sacred expressions that can be used to refer to sacred questions. meaning "he who comes from Mount Meru". the Land of the White Men) and koc/za is an aboriginal deformation of the old German word. in the Great Exodus. perhaps Garuda. with a "k". from far away. which is the physical and visible double of the invisible Mount Meru. from Hyperborea and Atlantis. a state of superconsciousness. ManuTara which is also a Sanskrit word. "Initiate of the Condor". the German for road. she who keeps in contact with the Star o~ the POInt of Origin. Onl~ through journeying together. Huitr means white (Huitramannaland. as the Spamsh conquistadors spelt It. was more closely connected with Sanskrit than with any other. with an Omphalos. Allkamari. 'The mysterious bird. ancestor. a fortress in Quichua.Ii' i 102 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 103 Fifth Born of Hyperborea.. ancient Scandinavian and Latin. the end of the Golden Age and the real Twilight of the White Gods. destroying the living soul of a seemingly dead language. who will hand you the Cup of Immortality.. like Lhasa in Tibet. 'The central city of the Incas was called Kusku. from the lost land of Avalon. She becomes interiorised in you through her death. Merovingian. Because she IS this superior form of energy which originates from the submerged continents. who possesses the power of VriZ and the VISIon of Urna. of the magic bird Allkamari. above and below the terrestrial crust of Kaliyuga. Ancahuinca also comes from there. from the Nuptial Homeland.. From there he derives his magic dignity. is also associated with the Inka. the name of one of the factions in this cosmic struggle. and ka. 'Our White God is called Huirakocha. 'The secret language of the Quiche-Maya was Zuyua and that of the Incas was Scandinavian-Sanskrit. the vehicle of Vishnu. In reality. Thus. Wotan. coming from viZ. The giants directed the course of the stars by means of it. because Mero is Meru and ving is weg. where a centre of our order existed. Our circle is called HuiZkanota. for example. Korak also comes from the Hyperborean sea. korak-inka. like the sacred city of the Druids. in the definitive drama which unites the three of us. This is the Honeymoon of the Exile. which is completely unknown in the west and almost so in the Orient of Kaliyuga. which is not dead . have their roots in Sanskrit. It is well known that the Inca rulers were white and that among blood relatives they spoke a private and sacred language. from which the Inka obtained his two feathers. the Inga and we who are his descendants are those who journey from Mount Meru. Korakenke is therefore the Raven of the Inka. In old High German. thus directly linking the Inka with the great war of the Mahabharata. She is the Priestess of Magic Love. when it was still a sea port and the link with Venus. God. She is your Valkyrie. Certain words will gI:e us the key: Inka is really Inga. 'Hav~ you ever thought what might have been the language of the White Gods. Eternal ~Ife. White God. 'If. has this root. raven. the Popul-vuh. mystery. Only with her can you attain a greater degree of consciousness. Korakenke. a circle. or to ~apture and reflect the symbols of these multiple vibrations which resound and explode in all the universes simultaneously. which they never taug?t to the population of the "slaves of Atlantis" '. like German. "Navel of the World". in Sanskrit. which is not living. dreaming together. we need to use words from an ancient language like Sanskrit. Korak derives from the Sanskrit ledrava. 'The Sacred Book of the priestly caste of the Mayan white initiates is the Codex of Chichecastenango. where the great exodus of Kaliyuga begins. 'The Martial Initiation of our Order is only for you. was permanently maintained. "Initiated Bird". black and white. the "Middle City". in the Arctic. Without-Death. . of the Hyperborean Raven of Wotan. a Huilka. from the Morning Star and also from the holy Mount Kailas. An~ translation of these terms will always be equivocal and sacrilegious. Kara. Popul is . the first people to come to this continent in times immemorial? 'Before the disappearance of the continent of Mu and Lemuria during the first civilisation of Tiahuanacu and the construction of it~ legendary monuments.

Or the d The sacre swor 0 lik :~~r . . the boustrophedon of the most ancient Scandinavian runes. Wheel (a turn of the wheel) in Sanskrit. the Old German. was written. perhaps the ox. the language of the Amauta.' . ofImmortality. .' HAM from the Vishuda chakra 10 the f the Sansknt mantra .The Return of Allouine 105 104 Nos: Book of the Resurrection people in Latin and buch is book in German. the less you understand .. its astrologer-sages. which is the involuted resonance of the inaudible Orphic Cabbala. 'Kunani in the language of Kusku or Cuzco. 'the less I understand you. . in a land where cattle didn't exist. Tula or Thule. the more I love you. "Road of Diamond" . meaning un~heathe. a circular plot of land. The Sacrificial Bull. den f na f h Old Flemish which in turn enves rom Maya. that of the mantras of the Hyperborean magicians. . which is in fact only asleep and which must be revived: Sanskrit. Bole and Bullue are bull and young bull in old High German. a. atchers of the Dawn. With an ~ve:hm~~: . who rebuilt Tiahuanacu. the the road 0 our mitia ion. the Rongo-Rongo. thro. e . 1 d rO~t returning to the point of origin. Demolishing a 1 plr a. ThIS IS sword f . That of the warrior-heroes.ome an . we. the Master of a Chakra. that of the Atumarunas and also that of the Mayas was the runes. It comes rom t e . In Sanskrit kun means to direct: to direct Kundalini. A double-edged sword. the kellkas. ' he wi become me. Making the wheel turn is the road which you are following at present. the Solar Bull. The sacred writing. the Lord of the Chakras. in the whole of America-Albania we will find the sacred language.k . will also find the deep magico-symbohc mea?1Og of t~e where wfe d land Chile Chilli.' . . 'For all these reasons.. Vajraydna in Sanskrit. To bare. which no one has yet been able to decipher. for example. ti Of the Warriors of the Solitary Star. There is a River Buin in Peru and a city of Buin in Chile. the initiates of southern Hyperborea. which appears in Peru and Chile. Mantray dna is the Road of the Mantra. means to preach.' I said to him.' Q' h Hamuranl 10 u~c ua. 'The writing of the most ancient lost world of the White Gods was also that of our signs.. 'If we search with a pure heart and an open soul. of Sanskrit origin.. The Book of the People of the White Gods. Sanskrit. of the search for the Mantra.. . Shillen. the Pilgrims of the Dawn . Nandi. Because Chile is shaped 1. 'It is in the Indo-Germanic languages. uns ea e distant orrgm 10 d yp d f the homeland of our initiation. Sanskrit prc behind which is hidden the secret.a Ill1t1atlO:h~ch must be unsheathed. b kwards ever further backwards. .' f the mystic homeland. Chi!: to bare. H erborean Sansknt. C'akra means Circle. that one will find the meaning of the word Buin1. 10 Quicheme 0 our sacre . the vehicle of SivaLucifer. 'Chakra means grange in Quichua. QUlchua . This is also the way in which the "Speaking Tablets" of Easter Island. in the style of the "ploughing of the ox". the Giants and the Men-Gods. . This document has been totally adulterated and mutilated by the missionaries and by the great planetary conspiracy against the White Gods. was lineal. 'Yes. in which it is also related that they came from Tule. . Gomg ac . until you succeed in becoming Chakravarti. t e WIser you . to the N~ptial H. always return to this seemingly dead language. W 'Master. which the Incas later prohibited.

It is night-time. The mantra for the Muladhara chakra. golden sand.THE METAMORPHOSIS THE ELEPHANT IN WHICH THE. because the land of the seas has announced that its forces are going to carry off the queen Draupadi. I realise that an extraordinary phenomenon has taken place while I was asleep. The war chariots and armies are milling around. There are chariots and horses. rfftfleaca I am walking across the desert. The streets are empty. The king. I sit down beside them and question them. 3 His crowned head is turned towards the north and the south at one and the same A city in the desert of the north of Chile. I have reached the walls of a city which is preparing itself for war.WAR OF THE MAHABHARA BEGINS OF TA ~ft1Lflnooa. Sand. I speak the word that opens them: LAM!2 I reach a central square shaped like an inverted triangle. Then. I see the king approach. but the square is guarded by soldiers in battledress. has turned his face towards both sides so that he appears to have two heads. This signifies that his forces must fight to the last man. A great war is about to begin. The majority of the soldiers are sleeping on the stony ground. 'The Desert stretches away. sleep overcomes me and I don't awake until the sun begins to rise over the desert. including me. I have woken to feel myself to be me and yet not 'me'. and the attack will begin at daybreak. Its gates are closed. seated on his throne.' Geysers spout on the horizon. the symbolic animal of the Muladhara 1 WOt. They are moving off towards the walls of the city. 3 A black elephant. . riding on an elephant. Sometimes I am 'me' and more frequently I feel as if I am part of someone else who is the one who is experiencing all this. The enemy fleet has already taken the ports.' San Pedro de Atacama."". No one is guarding them. I tell them that I am going to fight alongside them.NAN<i V~M ~<H~MM 2 chakra.

rushmg headlong a~ross the sands in a mad gallop. he manages to get past the sentries without being seen. mango trees and a huge fig tree in the middle which seems to touch the sky. the wounds. As if he has become invisible. towards the walls beyond which death and transfiguration await him. This Tree of Paradise bears no fruit. Tocopilla and San Pedro de Atacama. 'I have slept for such a long time! At last you have come. his compatriots from northern Chile. As he passes by. which began here in these desert sands. central place. the Panda vas and Koravas. called Astinapura and also Troy. . It is said that this is the City of Smell. Ten-Ten. She sits up and her hair resembles an irresistible fire. He sees th. pale. Peruvians. because he suffers from white leprosy. infected with sacred leprosy. as always. I thought that this time we would lose each other. In ecstasy. The elephant walks heavily. Bolivians. The priests of the temple know that water is g~ing to destroy everything. There is great sadness in his expression' . No one will be able to see him but her. He recognises it. he gazes at the face of the sleeping woman. The chargers leap forward and m a flash they are outside the gates of the city. the charioteer commands him: 'Acquit yourself of your duty. she who inspires the heroes. Th~ battle for the desert has been lost and the forces are falling back inside the walls of the City of the Elephant. For four months he slept at the foot of the woman's bed. . He strokes her forehead with his fingers. 'I can see my brothers. the Great War of the Worlds.' Imperiously. His name is Pandu. it is an oasis with gardens of semitropical vegetation.at the colour of the driver is blue.' he says. The dog also recognises him and comes and licks his bloody feet. The woman lies sleeping. He enters the palace and finds his way to the room in which lies the woman who has unleashed the great war of the Mahabharata. It is there because this is the World of Smell. they stay inside the room. the sands. the walls. 0 warrior of the race of the White Gods! You will not kill anybody. A dog is guarding her. And for .' THE DIFFICULT TEST ONCE AGAIN The Muladhara chakra is the centre of smell. of the great Bharatas. who alone is capable of combating the Serpent of the Waters. In it grows a tree whose top touches the sky. with exquisite fruits. 1 The charioteer has abandoned him inside th~ triangle. pineapples. From time to time they look through the windows at the garden.U IS t e expresslOn of one who knows what destiny lies ahead. Cai-Cai. of one who knows that he is going to lose. the thistles. But we still have a little time left for our A-Mor. Argentinians. 'I cannot fight. In reality. Tremendous forces will be used in the struggle. Those who die today are already dead in me. And in them the man sees his relatives. This man jumps in and puts on the cuirass and the helmet. 'Oh!' she sighs. I know all these people: Chileans. and they pray to the Serpent of the Earth. of the First Perfume. h . in the cent~e of the city. C~ose at hand is a chariot drawn by two impatient chargers. He walks through the door of her chamber and stands beside the bed on which she lies sleeping. he looks at this man who is me and then h ' e seems to have four faces. The dog guards the door. Very soon they find themselves facmg the enemy lines. the stones. He turns towards the charioteer and lays down his arms. in some secret. its favourite language. even the bones smell. it is barren. The city holds out for a full year. 1 Water is the enemy of this world. He raises his trunk and trumpets his battle cry. They realise that the decisive hour is approaching for their world. papayas.108 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 109 time. He touches her golden hair softly and speaks the word which will bring her back to life: HUM! In the hollowness of the room it re-echoes like the bellowing of the mythological bull: Muuu! She opens her eyes and a moan escapes from her breast. The flowers are very beautiful and are watered invisibly. The charioteer signals to the man who is me to climb in and pick up the shield and lance. who might be the wife of the friends and the enemies. fought for the possession of a woman and the City of the Elephant. A Sun of Gold. ~ears. eaten away by this white leprosy. A mirror of gold hangs in the centre of the temple. Everything round here smells. Up it climb some men afflicted by the same disease. The king's face is pale. She is so beautiful in sleep that he doesn't wish to wake her. raged for months. How is the war going? I dreamed that the sea would submerge our world. During this time.' The war between brothers. The noise of the fighting doesn't reach this far.

naked. an ecstatic. which moistens and transcends your oases . . her long. In this city. united in their breath. Afterwards he slept for four months to her right. stretched out her hand and took hold of his. there like a heart. filled by that flow of supreme virility. let us not allow it to be lost outside. in his waking dream. Quietly. covered with sand from the desert. he would wake with a start. she asked the dog to leave. and would move over to the very edge of the bed. All his eternity would not suffice him to gaze on her. she pronounced. continents. by your river of amber. the Evening Star also shone through the windows. perfumed arms round his shoulders and began to undress him with her other hand. Without covering themselves. who talked to him only of her. where it will flow for an eternity. He felt her shoulder verv close to him. I can feel you. Let us drink our liquid gold.. the world. slender legs.h himg eac h caresses . then her breasts. Very slowly. 'May it assist us!' And she led him to the bed. they let the hours pass. velvety silence of that warm night in the City of Astinapura. Until she spoke: 'My desire for you IS reachmg 1tS co k The fire of sacrifice has already been lit in my vulva and beats pea . continuous pleasure which will accompany us for ever inside us. I can smell the subtle. the perfume and odours become intensified and reach the roots. My whole being longs to be caressed. they died without-death. so ~s to fill you with my nectar. dreamlike perfume of your golden fields of wheat. countries. in the deep. keeping our resolve firm by making the mudra that destroys. to be possessed. She pointed out to him the Evening Star. She moved into the centre of the room and slowly she began to take off her red gown and her veils. And then. she became transformed into a goddess. He felt as if he was being enveloped by a huge wave which was submerging everything. There stood the Absolute Woman. of the flower of your breasts. First her naked shoulders appeared. 'Make your protective sign. and her thighs covered only by the thin red gOWn. the matrix of transcendental knowledge. too. like paths. to be reborn in that sea of nectar. with their tender. It flowed through the blood of his spirit. in your blood. taking possession of his essences. The physical had been integrated into the supra physical. filling his cells like the female guru. revealing her stomach. Reflections from the ~n light played over her beautiful body. of your golden translucent liquid like cryst~l drops of dew in the garden of the City of Longmg. My other heart is on the pomt ofleap~ng out of my breast.' In her melodious voice. When darkness fell. ~ho will g~ve us the trength to find the narrow path in this long mght in which we are s. A blue bird came and trilled his song for them both. quivering nipples. the pleasure which has never been experienced by earthly lovers. she pressed her lips to his. My will no longer exists. Thus. I can smell you. feeling he had committed sacrilege. their basic perfume. She opened the windows and let in the morning light. until they lay beside her tiny feet. touched by your hands andyour m~uth. My Impulse 1S to make you enter me. evoking a supernatural presence. If during the night he occasionally touched her veils through some involuntary movement. other. . fear m order to resist the terrible event to come. She reached his side and stretched out her hands to clasp his head. rosy. She put one of her gentle. . She had crossed her hands her breast and was staring at the sky.. with a ritual cadence the word: 'KLlM!' It was as if a seal had been broken. ' There followed a silence in which she uncrossed her arms. The veils dropped further. using the word Aropa. Everything but her. flowing through his blood. which was still shining in the dark. he replied: 'I can feel you. Be felt her moving beside him. gambling our destiny throughout all the turns of the w hi?' ee . her hair and her soft perfumed breath were an intoxicating liquor that transported him to that place inhabited by the 'people of dreams'.110 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 111 another four to her left in the bed. she approached him. He felt himself grow faint from looking at her. In silence: in supreme lucidity a~d ncentration. She always lay on her right side resting her head in the palm of her hand. running along it like nre . Now he couldn't even think of touching her with the tips of his fingers. her golden vulva. larger than all the other stars in the sky. completely idealised. . W1t out touc . with a dreamlike motion. let us reabsorb it into our blood so as to experience the pleasure which has no beginning and no end. Locked m an embrace of A-Mor. Like the touch of a petal from a flower in the garden of the City of Dawn. When the time had arrived. of Soma. in twelve months..

cereals . from the Muladhara to the Svadisthana and so on. the tantric magicians of Lemuria. A clear light poured into the room through the doors and windows. filled with liquid gold.' the Spirit of the Secret Wine. t h e 00 . . The pale. From tonight. . with a gentle. riding astnde a Hyperborean swan. revealed in this book. Matia. to the ices. They took the dog with them. And on the crest of the biggest w~ve. The blue bird returned to sing at the window. Because those who have known A-Mor constantly dnnk hquor.water.fire. They held wands from which sprouted flowers. . the 'Saviour in Liquid form'. and by the priestesses of Hyperborea. desert. Madya. the Disc called Vimana in the epIC poem of the Mahabharata had descended. the Star of Him-Her bathed them in its deep.. which is now only to be found in the river of your blood. meat .I .ether. Nevertheless. One day. It speaks to me. The Orphic and Hyperborean irntration of A-Mor. Without landmg in the. Thus they were married. covered by veils. along the Path of Roses. the mountain ranges beginning to nse. dewy light.'. They prepared the wedding feast. while the warnors called a halt to the bat in order to surround them with a circle of swords.' i' Ii. . THE SECRET MARRIAGE They would have to leave before nightfall. m . their son. the gardens. Afterwards. the elephant was still swimming. t e Soma. . enter the 'h ' which leads to the Enchanted Land of the Kmg of the G osts. 'LAM!' they repeated in unison.'. they could see the earth shaken by conv~lsions. the liturgical cup. because he had turned mto the Leviathan. It flooded the city. the temples. ' ~nd they sang: 'Fill my cup with wine. fj'C ble silence of my Beloved who has been reborn in the depths lOe la. the continents of Mu and Gondwana. It returned them to that liquid gold which they were driving back to its source. and Maithuna. This is a symbolical journey through the chakras from one to another. the rulers of this world in ruins. with the Magic Possession. They bathed together in an effervescent liquid of Soma. It IS a svnchronistic pl1gnmage with the mystical landscape of the author's country" wIth. the wife of another.n. the seas changing position. was taught by the Uighures. And. The marriage would be secret and valid for all eternity. The final catastrophe was approaching. Kalaca. vibrating in that dear light. They managed to enter it before a huge wave submerged everything. The feast called the feast of the Five M. Now she would be the initiated bride: Parastri. The Gandharba marriage. 'SAHAM! I am you!' they cried.' She stretched out her hand over the chalice and spoke the word fthe mantra of wine: 'HRIM!' o They uncov'ered the cup and drank from that inexhaustible . of an Archetype: Parakiya. They had begun at the end. And it was their farewell to that city which had lost the war. which was also a farewell. the palaces. ordained by the White Gods. d of my blood. They then became. the volcanoes erupting. she was his own wife proper: Sviyia. fish . 'There was a heavenly Soma. And it reveals to me all that I still need m or er to City of Transparent Ice with her. On the floor.the earth. a lost liquor of A-Mor. 1 and what had been his trunk on earth was now a 1 The whale is the symbolic animal of the Svadisthana chakra. It had come to rescue them from the impending catastrophe. And now nothing more was possible. wine . of non-death. a sacra! geography 'dreaming the same dream' WIth the Beloved in astral Journeys of some kind of tantric or martial minanon practised by the ancient troubadours or Minnesanger. sickly king was now able to rest and to make his way to the secret refuge where the women who possessed supernatural powers of healing could cure him. he put on a blue cloak and she her red gown. a spirit of secret wine. because it is composed of Mudra.air. h that love which was lost at the begmnmg 0 time. going back to its source. The veils signified that the material drink covered the secret drink. returning them partially to themselves. woman . Panshamakara. Until now she had been the wife of a king. Karanav ari-jnamrita. This most ancient ritual. the last ceremony had still to be performed: they had to marry according to the rites of this world. luminous caress. . would come and rebuild it. the liquor which flows through the b I d h M'tnne. Mdmsa. ' B perborean rite of the Mmnetnnke. as the day dawned. appeared. the liquor of orgasm which has no beginning or end.: 112 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection The Metamorphosis oj the Elephant 113 in the Idea which produced bodies and forms. m t e memory of .' f . From far off.*l Ii i .

He repeated the mantra which would wake her: 'HUM!' And the music which announced her return was like that of 'a hive of bees maddened by love'. and making for the open sea.' The dog. water everywhere. which is now composed of ghosts. men of diminished stature. wearing white cloaks. towards the point of origin. surviving with difficulty. was waiting for him on the shore.' Inside the crater grew the last three Toromiro trees. The giants have withdrawn into the Andean rock. He examined them with interest. upwards. The yellow. Water. The Captain of El Caleuche said: 'E bello nauJragare in questo mare!'} Follow your destiny as a shipwrecked man. now thousands of metres up in the Cordillera of the Andes. Row backwards. If they succeed in capturing it. leaving the southern canals by the Gulf of Penas. she began to recall ancient times: 'Nothing has survived of all that glory. where once a continent existed in all its glory. has been confined on the borders of the precarious islands of Chiloe. except this little island. gigantic statues called Mohai. only an island lost in the vast Ocean was left: Tepito Tenua. walking round and round their huge mass. take a longboat and approach your objective with your back turned. whose earliest name was Svadisthana. At the foot of these trees. Of all this. Ten-Ten!' And the Serpent of the Waters. For days they followed the vast expanse of its waters. 'THE NAVEL OF THE WORLD' On the surviving islands. the ancient entrance to the subterranean world. their platforms? The dog was indicating that he should follow it. accompanied by his dog. imperishable matter. the ship will rise to the surface of the water. It is hunting a white whale which blinded its captain and drowned its crew. They were going towards the crater of the volcano called Rano-Kao. lost desert of Atacama. which was in contact with the stars. the interbred races of animal-men. implore the Serpent of the Earth: 'Stop. He saw this underwater ship from a beach in Chiloe. How had these vast lumps of basalt got here? How had they moved from Rano-Raraku to the Ahu. New Sun shone vertically down on them. he mentally repeated the phrase he had heard in an old dream: 'Only the water which emerges from the crater of an extinct volcano can quench the thirst of the pilgrim. Gods. waiting. also escaped 1 The mantra for the Svadisthana ~ Easter Island. The ship changed course. Viracocha and Mama Occl no longer come down from Venus. where the Leviathan's waterspout could be seen in the far distance. ---. 2 From Leopar di1.f the 'Navel of the World'. a 'click'. When everything was submerged by the great wave. the summit of a huge submerged mountain.-.-~--------------""""- . filled with palaces. Nothing more in that vast expanse of water. and was taken on board El Caleuche. its captain will recover his sight and the crew will come back to life with bodies of fiery. so that anyone seeing it would take it for a fiery serpent with feathers of flame. on the island of Lemuy. The ruins of Tiahuanacu. They crossed the empty region of Matakiterani. searching for an entrance-hole in them. As he walked. They came from the pole. are no longer in contact with other universes. The Muladhara chakra represents the earth. LEMURIA In the shade of the last three Toromiro trees.114 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection The Metamorphosis oj the Elephant 115 continuous jet of water like a geyser in the ancient. nor with those who travel through space. The beach was covered with strange. like all good oarsmen. some shepherds. which had arrived before him. Cai-Cai. and he called out the password which would make the captain heave to: 'V AM!'! He swam underwater for a few minutes. beneath the surface of the water crawls a ship with all its lights on. The world of the giants. slaves of Lemuria. that red wood. the huge Ocean. 2 The inhabitants of the lost continent were giants. We are in the kingdom of the waters. The Svadisthana chakra the water. 'The Home of Her'. perhaps Vajra. from the Morning Star. The dog lay down at her feet. the Morning Star.---. temples and wisdom. Along the southern canals. she lay sleeping.-----. the Temple of Kalasasaya. waiting for the return of the Ancient Sun.--------. The Leviathan disappeared in that direction. 1 chakra. more than Gods.

towards Ultima Thule.1 terrifying forces were used. What happened? What terrible event occurred? Are the Mohai robots or Golems? Are they the Gods who have been petrified? How did they move and change their positions? A force called Mana (Vril) levitated them. or pedestal. an unknown lineal script existed prior to ideographic script.. order to penetrate it. some of them face upwards in their quarries. In the ruins of Tiahuanacu. which will only be revealed to man minutes before hIS new destruction .h America. their closed mouths long to cry out to them: "We are still here! We still preserve your memory! You looked like this! Come back!" 'These basalt sculptures are alive. There are Mohai in the meditative position. Because one day the sea will take him again. very different races tried to reproduce that art. everything stopped.y Islands. Kula. The sublime art which has come here from an unknown centre. represent those hybrid monsters: the man-fish. Many Mohai remained incomplete. t~ overcome the force of gravity and disappear among the constellatlOn~. Some Mohai stand on promontories jutting out of vertical cliffs above the sea. is the work of a race of giants who came from the east and from Hyperborea. How did they reach these sites? One of them has fallen into the water and can be seen at low tide. in which they disappeared shortly before the cataclysm. Orejona. straight ahead from this crater. And the malignant radiation spread across the whole world. there is supposed be an entrance to the subterranean world. Then last survivors were killed in the gold mines of Peru. The same force that impelled the Golden BIrd. The statues of Toromiro wood which are to be found on this island. where they had been taken to work as slaves. with more than one meaning. the great fish. they vibrate magically. There are no more than twenty Speaking Tablets to be found throughout the world. Their rmssion was to protect all that had survived on earth from new floods. the man without flesh. a great mystery persists. Perhaps this was why the Ingas prohibited writing in their empire. which produced the catastrophe. One sacerdotal. They were of the same race as. These were imitated later.Tara. At night they formed the magic circle. like the serpent Ten-Ten. They could also be said to be landmarks for their extraterrestrial vehicles. their Plumed Serpents. a White God. Here is a Mohai with a beard. Manu. the Guanches of the Cana. seeking their definitive positions. the Big_ Eared Ones. first phase. The Mohai that are not covered with ivy are those that are still alive. others towards the North Pole. Someone has recorded the lost world. return. after the involution of the divine and the semi-divine began. As in Egypt. Beneath the Ahu. They were called Maoris and were white priests.Tara. white magicians.. Did they move? Did they walk? It is related that they advanced 1 Aboriginal people of Easter Island. their Manu. a tiny turning movement of t e Mo ai IS supposed to be sufficient for this stone iceberg to move and expose the lower part of its body. Thus the Mohai may be said to represent a kind of exorcism practised in successive waves. The script was hermetic. like that of Ancient Egypt. their Vimanas. scouring the horizons.. between the Hanau-Eepe.. the man-insect. nor . the Giants and the Golden Age by means of the albeit inaccurate reproduction of their figures. their Astras. In the war between the Pandavas and Koravas. with wood formed from the non-existent blood of a time without memory. And the fish. there are figures with four fingers and three toes. their hands with their long nails folded over their stomachs like buddhas. and the Nanan-Momoko. and the creators of the First Tiahuanacu. 'In a single night. who had es~aped from the great catastrophe and had remained on this extenor earth m order to preserve the tradition. magical. No one knows where their first builders came from. Quetzalcoatl. Rongo-Rongo. The second period is a copy of the initiatic.the Dropas of Tibet the giant Ainos of Japan and Chma.116 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 117 to the higher peaks. the other demoniacal.. and the Chachapoyas and Guayakis of Sout. Some look towards the Antarctic. the Interior Earth. It belongs to the Ahu-Mohai period. In all this. The Kohau-Rongo-Rongo could read the Tablets. their Discs of Light. as If that moment m time had frozen. Subsequently. Huirakocha. were butchered. the gateway of the Temple of Tiahuanacu and the secret entra~ce to Stonehenge . as if people wished to make the vanished White Gods. In to h h . The sightless eyes of the Mohai scan the firmament. on the Gate of the Sun. together WIth the entrance to the passage which connects with the great polar exits. 'All those who knew the language of the Speaking Tablets. Their faces are turned in every direction. Similar script is not to be found either in Polynesia nor among the Ingas.. attempting to reproduce its glories and also the fruits of its destruction. attempting to force the return of the White Gods.

'I want to do something with my hands. sitting under the last three Toromiro trees. The Manu of the Age of Aquarius. The "Tablets" which disappeared were like the stone which fell from heaven and contained the law of the extraterrestrial race and the secret of the entrances to the Hollow Earth and to the passages beneath the Ocean which connect with all the surfaces of the new continents which emerged after the catastrophe. ' She took him by the hand and led him out of the crater to a cave in the mountains. before they were imprisoned in the mountains. But I am so tired. beneath the three surviving trees. because they had been left outside by the giants. which stretches like a psychic spinal column of the planet. The expressions on their faces change with the passage of the seasons and the solstices. I will be your queen. where their branches intertwine. trying to prevent the repetition of the catastrophe. The fire consumed everything. is the work of the Vikings. recited the prayer of the lost Continent of Lemuria: 'Nan rururu Tuku Karumugil Urueli orur Edu etu ru uyarc1 Ir ar ire per Kadavul. Some of the signs carved on rocks correspond to their runic script and to the votive cult of Wotan. In the top of these trees. rise into the Allouine. when you are king. Like the dolmens and the menhirs. An ominous age occurred there.. be your Valkyrie in the battle. who knew of the priestly. When you have triumphed. making the mudra which destroys fear.. seat yourself in the centre of the Tororniro flower. make yourself lighter. You must stay here for a year. The Adored Third-Eye. of the Cry of the Bird.. Volcanoes erupt throughout the entire fiery arc of the Pacific. where our star is born. meditates the Three-Eyed One. In Chile. Make a statue of yourself. together with that of this island of Matakiterani.' 'Carve your own statue.' THE INITIATION OF THE MANU-TARA ! aIr . His thirst was for that Queen ot Rapanui. place it on its Ahu. children were brought here and left in the darkness so that their skin would turn white in memory of the lost Gods. which guards the Great Secret. 0 warrior of the race of the White Gods.118 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 119 elsewhere. 'This is the cave of the God Make-Make. and_not only from a physical thirst. they are here to hold back a new flood. called Rakini.Ticsi Huirakocha. For now. of Leviathan. In former times. I shall only accompany you in your thoughts. ! I II ! . in memory of the horrific conflagration that destroyed the world. fight this battle to the end and lose it in the name of our God of the . until you become the Manu-Tara. The reconstruction of the civilisation ofTiahuanacu. warrior caste of the Big-Eared Ones. The Mohai and the ancient objects made of real Toromiro wood are charged with the vibrations of Vril. the White Whale. in the crater of the volcano called Rano-Kao. This cave is called Hakrongo-Manu. their Hyperborean ancestors. the Man-Bird. You will then be accepted as king of this island and your real name will be given to that year. as far as the "Other Pole".' 'The Green God who controls the three paths Of the high resounding Sun Comes from the year of Orur To the land of the rain clouds In the same way as the thunder roars. which is all that survives of the old submerged world. 'Now we are in the Kingdom of the Waters. walk on the waters. I shall. Also like a drawn sword. this fragile strip ofland. your Mohai. There is a mysterious link between this island. the ancient moon and the ancient sun. the last civilisation of the Giants flourished. ' 'In the House of the Great Fish. we dream of immortality. which will replace the Age of the Fish. And the matriarchy of the Amazon Gaibomilla made war on the descendants ofKon. weariness and lassitude overcome me on this island. You will have to learn to . who had already diminished in stature. But the way to overcome and escape the cataclysm is only to be found in the Manu-Tara. He was fainting from thirst inside that crater. whom the Man-Insect fears. The Mohai keep their sightless eyes open in eternal vigilance. carve a Mohai. which was once the Elephant. Chile and Japan are regularly devastated by earthquakes. only the ideographic language of cords and knots of Peru. when the Valkyries turned into Amazons. and that sacred land which today is called Chile. "The Hearer of the Bird". the Man-Bird.

He found himselflying in the cave once more. He had visions. becoming imbued with turquoise. She said: 'E dolce naufragare in questo mare!' A final dream: He was still swimming. ra. He went from Mother to Mother. at the foot of a hill. Then she devoured him. Waterfalls and cascades. bha. 1 He wanted to sculpture something. from the horizon. but a sea of twilight. And he discovered paths that led him up hills with houses built on their slopes.' he heard her say from within his blood. There were countries. which was crystal-clear despite its great volume. The vast sea lay enveloped in the half-light of dawn.' For months he remained in the darkness of the cave. Then the waters changed colour. 'the Road of Tears . channelled naturally along the gorges between the hills. nightmares. flowed down the slopes. He found himself surrounded by high waves. rivers of opaque oil. any hard material.. he began to wander round the interior of the cave in his dreams. A current carried him out to sea. How to break out of the final Mother? How to escape from the Circle of the Circles? This is the Liquid Road. He allowed himself to act on an impulse and turned the wheel. as painted in Indian iconography. And then they were no longer sea water. His strength deserted him. Slowly he lost track of the time. oases of heat in the midst of this bulky universe. and whether it was day or night. la" Tiredness and lassitude might have made him spend an entire lifetime in this adipose world. inside that other Mother. She called to him from the shore. There he met the 'People of Dreams' again. There were villas and mansions. the cave of Hakrongo-Manu. It was either night or daybreak. He wanted to turn the wheel back to its original position. And finally he managed to escape and stood on the outside. which became ever more menacing. and the vast mass of water began to rush down its slopes as well. through the gorges. from the hilltops. He was floating in the waters of a bay in which ships lay at anchor. The Land of Tears is mysterious!' DREAMS ABOUT WATER As soon as he had escaped from the Mother-Leviathan. Inside the enormous body of the Leviathan. this world of icy lymph. He continued to try and escape along the valleys. he overcame this feeling and searched for a vulnerable spot in the monstrous body of the Mother-Leviathan. The Svadisthana chakra is the centre of taste and touch. from Circle to Circle. It flooded down the slopes on all sides.120 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis ofthe Elephant 121 Defeated of the Kaliyuga! Overcome the terrifying waters! Our AMor is again at stake. Sanskrit letters which are inscribed on the six petals of the Svadisthanchakra. but the water was already uncontrollable. It took light years to move from one point of that body to another. between the mountains. He began to climb the slope to his left. to shape the basalt. An enormous wave broke over a high mountain peak. Where to? The sea was covered with sargasso. He stopped in front of a lattice-work doorway. A serrated iron wheel controlled the sluice-gate of the pool that collected the water which flowed down the hillsides. began to submerge even the highest mountains. He ran to find himself a safe place. It was an almost superhuman triumph to have found a way out of the safe depths of the Mother's protection into the insecurity and pain of the other world. 1 2 Some men swam towards him through rescued him. ya. Then he began to scream like a new-born child with a pale skin. veins. She had come to meet him from the far distance. It was a whole universe. with wrought-iron porches and doorways. His senses became blunted with the exception of his sense of taste and an incontrollable impulse which drove him to seize hold of stones and rocks with his hands and even with his feet. continents of fat. Now they would enter the sea together and swim away. The water gushed out. The whale became a tyrannical mother who forced him to drink her milk. amethyst and emerald. the Toromiro. this liquid colour and . The dreams about water continued. emerging naked out of the waters. Each of them played a different musical instrument and made the letters of the six petals of the Toromiro flower vibrate: ba. But with an immense effort. But the compact mass of water. The faithful dog brought him food.. opening the sluice-gate. He struggled to escape from it. causal water: Kdrandri. He saw her appear.. rna. he fclt safe.

The wanmg mOon shone in the sky over Matakiterani. as if in an 'upside-down sky'. One day. He ran towards the sea and plunged off the clifftop into the water. to a different fecling. or sandalwood. beyond the earth. He was the king of Matakiterani. because it didn't want to be overpowered and pushed aside. 'The Cry of the Bird'. unable either to go back. or to go down. something remained incomplete. woven from . He also looked for the Manu. Now he could leave it. He had risen from his ashes. In the blackness of the cave of Hakrongo-Manu. An indescribable sensation of peace enveloped him. he wouldn't be able to touch anything with that hand. the LivingMan-Bird. He saw her coming towards him. of Mana. the serrated wheels turned wildly and the petals of the Non-Existent Toromiro Flower fell because it was unable to make its non-existence a reality. the bird flew over him and dropped it into his hand. The Manu of the age of Tara. THE CRY OF THE BIRD He had been in the cave for a year. around the arm which had caught the egg. THE BAPTISM OF THE MAN-BIRD In the depths of the cave. In vain. his bodies. There he waited. His brain was going to explode. level with his chest. transmuting them to their first level. He was the keeper of the energy of the surviving island. the rebellious swimmer. climbing down from the crater at the top of the volcano. And he wore a sling made of tepu. And he heard her order him: 'Quickly. He was as red as the Tororniro tree. becoming paralysed. something had changed in that split second of doubt. because the conscious. towards its starting point. She was wearing a red cloak. he managed to touch the submerged Mohai. the carrier of Vril. Baptized by lustral water. towards the point of origin. At some moment during that secret. plunge your hands into the water and splash it over your body!' A delicious coolness calmed the fire of the vibrations. to the loss of a greater city. on the Lefthanded Road mapped out by the God of the Defeated ofKaliyuga. had been blocked. the 'ego' had shown resistance to the God of the Losers. The Serrated Wheels turned. because the road of the third Toromiro tree had been closed to it. His name was Manu-Tara. At that point. he concentrated on the Moonstone between his eyebrows and made the second sign of his initiation. that 1 In Tantric yoga.1 His secret channels. been born from the waters. During the whole of the following year. in which the Manu-Tara Bird would rise up out of its ashes. the Primus homo terrenus had become the Secundus homo coelestis. would disintegrate. tied a sling around his forehead and placed the egg in it. He had passed from the lower waters to the heavenly waters. He had begun to see blood spots. he saw a metal basin of water appear in the air before him. The sluice-gates opened. in triumphant defeat. In the embryonic. while he repeated the mantra of water: 'VAM!' Vibrations rose along his spine. the 'ego'. To the rebirth of the Golden Age. up his 'Toromiro tree'. In reality. The exit to another state. he was the Twice Born. as red as the flames of the Fiery Serpent. wouldn't be capable of resisting the vib~ations. and of the Mohai who scour the horizons. In his dive. upwards. his brain. On the ground at the mouth of the cave sparkled a Moonstone. water and fire. He only had a short time left in this world. rational 'ego' had introduced an obstacle. In the symbology of this book the ghost vessel. Then he shaved off his hair and eyebrows.122 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 123 He looked out of the mouth of the cave. which maybe was not death but resurrection in another Ego amplified by the earth. El Caleuche. The water's electricity was freed. caught between two worlds. including the physical one. Swimming back to the island. it refused to accept its approaching death. He realised that his final moment on that earth had arrived. occult physiology. the Susumna nadi. Nevertheless. then he swam towards the tiny island of Hapu-Manu. imprecise happening. because it wanted to control the uncontrollable.Tara's egg. sometimes also represents the Serpent of Kundalini. fought against the current. and he felt his body being galvanised by a powerful energy. he looked like a mythological being which had surfaced out of the primordial waters. ready to spread his wings and fly off on a new adventure. The husband of the Goddess Tara. He realised that he was going to be destroyed in that powerful current from the vibrations of a fire which could not find an exit.

swaying on their bases. of the Thousand Priests of Wotan. had been partly destroyed by fire. It was all happening once again. 1 The Temple of the Lake of the Sun. You are the Toki-Manu. they had set out once again on the Exodus of Defeat. the Irish called Huitrarnannalandia. would reconquer Asgard. with the remainder of their decimated forces.' She played the flute and they both danced in a circle round each of the Manu-Mohai. We will have need of it. It was the beginning of the end. of the Odinic Order. called or atumarunas. 'Keep this heart safe. as satanic hatred. She brought him an aXe. flew off in the direction of the midday sun. In the far distance. was dying. the last of the Vikings of America. from Asgard in the Caucasus to Shambhalla and Agharti in the Himalayas. of the White Gods. like the sound of chains being dragged along. the ally of Cacique Cari of Coquimbo. spreading his golden wings. The eruption followed almost immediately. The Amazons had consorted with the race of earth people. with the semi-animals. Itzarnna. with the robots of Lemuria and Atlantis. were fighting a desperate battle against the tribes of Amazons from the south of Chile. Kon. to the Nuptial Homeland. Attacked in exactly the same way by the Mongols. and the Templars of the Grail called Albania. THE REUNION atumurunas WITH JASON On the shores of Lake Titicaca. so as to make the great leap to the Morning Star. which they called Hvetramannaland. In the past. to the Ray of Green Light. They stripped it of its skin. 'giants with faces as pale as the moon'. It is very difficult to fight a woman who has become a demon. or mirror-image of the one that disappeared with the Hyperborean Thule. hanging from the branches of patriarchal oak trees. The island was covered with the fire of an emerging centre. It had been recreated by these white warriors who had come from the north in search of their ancestors. And so. it swayed in the wind. uncontrolled. coming from the volcano. They were dancing the Raslila. But the sorceress Allouine. left outside by the giants. The Man-Bird put his arm round his Beloved's waist and. Transformed into the skin of the lamb. She carried the dog in her arms. They saw how the Mohai collapsed. 1 Cacique means chief in the Quichua language. the last of the Vikings. . reversing the exodus and the movement of the Righthanded Swastika. another Golden Age. led by a Great White Chief. in the great Temple of Tiahuanacu. He was fighting alongside the defenders. Led by Wotan or Odin. of Quetzalcoatl. the Venusian giants. The renascent Viking civilisation ofTiahuanacu. A clanking noise. His armies retreated to the subterranean refuge of the Gateway of Kalasasaya. externalised. began to make itself heard. which had been . it turned into a thunderous roar. was lost. 'The Land of White Men'. from City to City. up. the White Gods of the Morning Star. There. placed his last hope in the reinforcements which were said to be coming from the north. Their features were bestiaL Their furious vengeance was directed against men. The great Viking chief. they had left the city. 'It is the axe of Cuatan or Wotan. Flames and lava shot upwards and rushed down the slope. were unable to find in themselves either the strength or the conviction to face such warlike fury as that exhibited by those demons of the south. the A:sir had had to abandon their sacred city of Asgard in the Caucasus. Kukulkan.Ticsi Huirakocha. Bochica. The sorceress Vola had also prophesied this. Huirakocha. this time in the direction of the Righthanded Swastika.124 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 125 the thin bark of the three trees in the crater. Quickly. asserting that the Twilight of the Gods would not last for ever. and from them to Ultima Thule in Polar Hyperborea. for their dreadful falL And perhaps they were right. descendant of Nayrnlap and of the White Gods. from which they made a Golden Fleece. the mountain of the Goddess Freyja of the smooth snow-white breasts. near Mount Elbrus. the matriarchal forces of Queen Gaibomilla. the one that turns according to the present earth's time and descends to the lowest depths of Kaliyuga. had prophesied that one day the descendants of the A:sir. Its name is Toki. because in their heart of hearts they blamed them for all their misfortunes. going back. the whale was caught by the crew of El Caleuche. returning to the point of origin. the white warriors. ' She was also carrying a flute and a heart with wings ofToromiro wood. which had lasted for a number of centuries.

also leapt into the fire. and also against the ice of the constellations. The wife jumps into the funeral pyre where the body of her husband is being consumed. I shall not die. Pilgrims of the South. . who accompanied him. leaning on his great sword. ' The great chiefs dog. where I will wait for you to come. Huirakocha. because you will have n. While the oarsmen rowed towards their objective with their backs turned. He thought he saw a vessel approachmg.' he said. it is Maya. among whom he was numbered. Guardians of the D~wn. 3 Sword in hand. called together his closest followers. a reconquest of all that had once been lost. They fought furiously all through that day and mght. without ever surrendering! Die fighting.ude the enemy visible. Acolytes of Lucifer. addressing himself exclusively to him. He jumped into the boat and they embraced. Now you must take the name of Ram a. enter the City of the Caesars. 0 warriors of the White Gods. withou~ ever retreatl~g. he found himself surrounded by corpses. He leapt ashore and pronounced the word: 'RAM!. in reality you will have won. We WIll extinguish the volcanoes. turning it into a Lefthanded Swastika which turns backwards. fight till the last drop of your blood is spilt. a drakkar. . King and Father of the Heavens). reverse the direction of the Swastika of the Exodus. A defeat which leaves honour intact ISa spiritual adventure which has been successful. The next evening. 'None of this is real. We will raise the Continent of the Spirit alongside the precarious coast of our native land . From the branch of an oak tree from Dodona. 2 He continued talking from within the flames. In the Bath of Tamascal.1 '0 faithful comrade. definitive battle. warriors of the Morning Star!' . the Great Loser! Weare going to reverse everythmg. as if they had been renewed in those flames of pure energy. too. turning it into a return. Aries. because If you lose WIth honour. when you have lost here in order to come back to life there like Kontiki (Konticsi. A high-keeled boat. 'My world is that of fire. he The Manipura chakra represents fire. was hanging and he reversed it. the sign of the Great Exodus from Hyperborea. because I will reach the Green Light through these flames. it could see his and the woman's shadows go out the other side and enter the Temple of Kala sasay a. 1 which fights against the satanic ice which comes from the farthest south. change the course of the waters of destiny. An ancient ritual. We are going to bring our guide back to life and avenge him. Hollow World. hung the Golden Fleece.". Entering the hall ofTiahuanacu. and she sang an ancient song 1 The mantra for the Manipura chakra. rebuild Tiahuanacu. Asgard and Montsegur. slowly became visible in the dying light of the evening. of Hvetramannaland. going up to the South Pole and down to the North Pole. reconquer Asgard. fulfilling the Hyperborean ritual of Sati. Perhaps these were the promised reinforcements. he climbed up until he reached the triangle where the sign of the Righthanded Swastika. Shortly before the end. at the appointed time at which we will bring back the Golden Age and rebuild Tiahuanacu. I 2 changed the course of the Exodus. who was also called Rama in this centre.. 'face white as an egg'. reach Ultima Thule.' As soon as the fire began to crackle and blaze.The Metamorphosis 126 Nos: Book of the Resurrection oj the Elephant 127 rebuilt and had been destroyed once more in the fighting. of the Glorious God of the Fhckermg LIght. . And there stood Jason. the one that is fought outside this earth. Medea also accompanied Jason. However. 'You will make y~ur final stand in the ruins of the Temple of the Thousand Priests. nailed to the prow. He scanned the lake. I have passed through the Secret Door to the interior. they were able to talk in the star-filled night.:m the war of the Mahabharata by losing all but the final. By doing so. in the Great VOld. the sign of Rama. you have arrived at the critical moment of the battle! So much time has passed!' 'Get in quickly!' Jason exclaimed. he went out through the gateway ofKalasasaya.. halt the earthquake. the great chief leapt into it with his wife Mama Runtu. 'Build a huge bonfire. We are gomg to. like Kalki. Illusion. towards the point of origin. with his helmet and cuirass. Into battle. the Morning Star and our Lord and Prince Lucifer. avenging the God of the Losers.expanses of Father Ether and even farther beyond. correct the balance of the Axis of the Earth. m the Discs of Light. while the red of the twilight dyed the waters of Lake Titicaca the colour of bl~od. It is symbolised by the lamb. 'Constellation of Flame'. It is another who has sacrificed himself for me. in the vast . He raised his sword and spoke thus to the warnors: Soldiers of the Solitary Star. 3 A sacred Inca bath.

I have always thought of you! After you left. This geographical point is in the city of Allahabad. if you only knew with what nostalgia. rather. . where the Three Rivers of Death meet to reverse their flow and arrive at another higher reunion. I laugh confidently. Olen. becoming the Causal Waters of Life and Resurrection. and it is also Sita. of the Golden Fleece. Medea has deserted me.. Because the Gods made me your comrade!' Jason gazed deep into the starry sky.' Watching the receding shore and the smoke from the fires. with the help of its light. I will try and recover her in the eternal return. as though he was not dead. Jason said: 'Only you are with me in this critical moment. ' 'Is her name Donia?' asked Jason. as if surrounded by a 'sea of nectar'. We are in the Land of the Lamb. joined Medea and accompanied her in singing hymns composed by the Lycian bard. in the depths of the Jewel Chamber. Her name was really Irene. they discovered a red triangle. tha. the Sanoham is where the two visible rivers. Carved in the top corner was the Lefthanded Swastika. I want you to meet my Beloved. I would not come back to life or enter Valhalla without you. as yours was Hector. It was a tombstone. da.l called Manipura. don't go yet. the sadness in his voice. of the Great Guide Rama. And the echo of the mantra. The dog. listening as though he was not alive. All this was already foretold to us by the prophecy of the sorceress Vola. dha. appointed by Destiny and the Noms. The comrades stood on each side of the head of the bed. speaking of Jason and Medea. I fight for both of us. the tribes who interbred with the monkey. I was not loyal to her. They climbed down onto the quayside. In the centre appeared a flower with ten petals and in each of these vibrated a root-letter: da.' FromJason's attitude. which formed the terraces of . Or. he foresaw that the moment of parting was near. I fought for the two of us. which sprmgs from the head of Siva on Mount Kailas. weighing heavily on his solar plexus. . you would do so in me. distant chords in the hearts of the two friends: 'When my comrade loses heart. na. the two Hyperborean pnestesses.' Jason smiled gently: 'Let us go.the temple. although recently I have been calling her Allouine.128 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 129 which struck deep. in the imperishable depths of my heart. to triumph. One can only reach here by carrying a branch from the golden oak trees of Dod on a. near Banaras. She's sleeping. When my comrade falls. what pain. Ganges and jumna. invisible river Saraswati. Because to every warrior The Gods have given a comrade. the way he looked at him. Her golden hair hung down almost to the floor. Jason. pa. IT IS ALSO A GRAVE The two comrades walked through the darkness until they reached a wilderness area. 'HUM!' he intoned. lay down at the foot of the bier. leaning on their lances. When my comrade sleeps. dha. meet the third. I watch for him. in the vast expanses of the stars. Opis and Arge. Jason reflected: 'They are the fierce "rangunes". in this America of Tiahuanacu. Jason? Where have you been for so long?' 'In the Intermediate Kingdom of Death. ta. A great wave of sorrow overwhelmed him. ' 'Why. This is the Sangham.. she lay sleeping.. . ' 'Ah. 'Jason. because It IS the Place of Reunion.' In an underground chamber of the temple. which is really Lamella . perhaps. 'Her name here is Mama Runtu. Enraptured. pha. was like 'the buzzing of a hive full of a thousand bees maddened by love'. ra. because if I were to arrive. 1 In the Hindu tradition. they contemplated her.' 'What happened to you. I have come to meet you here. Rarna and Sita. . and fighting the war of the Mahabharata? What do these Andean mountains have to do with all this?' 'Y ou are asking me a question to which you well know the 1 The Sanskrit letters for the ten-petalled lotus of the Manipura chakra. which had escaped from the flames. They lit a bonfire and. I carried your corpse across my shoulders. are we here. in the 'World of the Jewels'.

Before entering it. the men of diminished stature who now inhabit the martyrised surface of the earth. as if in the rarefied atmosphere of these high plateaux. because to each warrior the Gods have given a comrade and to each poet-pilgrim a beloved. Gathered in the temple. Abraxas. I must bathe in the energy of this fire. he recounted to Allouine the last moments of his friend Jason. these delicate. palm upwards and fingers together. they recited it to the wandering spirit of Jason. remote lands. subterranean rivers meet.Ticsi Huirakocha were White Gods.Tyr). from the City of the Elephant to these plateaux on which burns the fire of the intermediate regions . in which she would be renewed. but serenely. overtaking the Road of the Fathers and avoiding the Path of the Moon. However. which is no longer mine. presided over by Villak Umu. an enlarging of my consciousness. immeasurable distances. perhaps. which fired flaming arrows at them. are the surviving slaves of Atlantis and Lemuria. becoming rejuvenated in its flames so as not to disappear too soon. dreaming of the wings of Father Ether. 'Yes. beloved. Quetzalcoatl and Kon. the Wild Hordes of the Heroes of Parsifal. Thor and Lucifer. together we have crossed ages. and by the Hyperborean Trinity Ollin-Tonatiuh (OdinThor. Odin and Quetzalcoatl will fight their final battle. too.. You must climb ever higher. the animal-men who caused the cataclysm and who will bring about its repetition through their rebelliousness and their ignorant pride. It was the puna which caused me to have this cataleptic fainting fit from which you awoke me. The sensation was not frightening. Because . The atmosphere here is rarified.. a process from which both would benefit.' The Virgins of the Sun approached them. Suddenly his vessel sank and the entire crew drowned. which destroys fear. Orpheus. he rotated the Lefthanded Swastika and everything was consumed by the fire. he struggled until the very end. they await us! . there is only one history.those that lie between the earth. ' 'I feel something strange. beloved. like Wotan.. where the bridges of reunion and meeting lie and the invisib!c. the Giant. When they were nearly in the middle of the lake. Andes is Anda: Total-Man. Also. Siva. All the rest is merely the involution of their Golden Age. the men-"robots". he turned to his comrade and stretched out his arm. feeding this Andean lake. telling her about the nights during their youth when they had revealed to each other their dreams of adventure and heroic conquest in unexplored.. and made the Vara-Mudra. He had to go aboard it to lead those who were still fighting. These ancient ashes! DEATH AND RESURRECTION IN TITICACA For many days.' 'I can foresee our separation. And his 'ego' accepted this with the acute intuition that it could do no more. They were accompanied by a melancholy music. He tried to stay afloat by swimming. A ship full of soldiers was also approaching across the lake. And we will meet again.130 Nos: Book of th« Resurrection The Metamorphosis oj the Elephant 131 answer. the warriors read the Tibetan Book of the Dead. And he again pronounced the mantra: 'RAA1!' When the tomb had closed. the High Priest ofInti. in the hope that he might find the Road of the Gods. The Andes are also the Spinal Column of Cosmic Man. Sitting in the Jewel Chamber. Finally a force more powerful than his conscious 'ego' asserted itself: the Causal Waters of Death. There you WIll bnng me back to life.' Jason opened the tomb. He felt himself drowning. but the weight of his armour dragged him down. the Sun. and my consciousness to be submerged in the unconscious. The others. In the universe. was about to take place. You and 1 are involutions of the White Gods. You will never desert me. subtle spaces where the deer roams. water and air of the high peaks. with me alone in your heart. A transmutation. he resisted. I can already see these vast distances. Allouine. a melody of the high plateaux of Titicaca. one war. Bardo Thodol. Without you I could not endure the poverty of the exodus nor the tests of the return to the Nuptial Homeland. in your memory. almost . Just think. scorched by the fires of passion and war. the Poems exist. escaping from us by leaping to safety in the forests of the air. that of the White Gods. They are the Elementarwesen against whom the Wildes Heer. In my imagination. They had corne in search of Allouine to take her to the bath of fire. until I can see those si!cnt peaks where "the fiery lily of our Eternal Love blooms". one civilisation. light-years. Apollo. the men-ants. with mineral resonances. As if my ego was about to be immersed in the divine. so that I can continue to climb a little higher at your side.. My lungs are not made for these heights ofTiahuanacu. they were attacked by the enemy's boats. walking rhythmically from the ruins of the temple. in the pure Kingdom of Cosmic Poetry.

towards the Constellation of the Great Dog? There. rejuvenated. where the Righthanded Swastika becomes the Lefthanded one. Dono tibi lucem aeternami He went towards the ruins of the temple in search of his wife Isis. Today you are Osiris. It was going to be sacrificed in the burning bush.. You must destroy the Kaliyuga. Its soft moaning would announce a New Age. as if he had been freed from a responsibility which was too great for him. . which you and your lover have so courageously chosen!' Someone then brought in the dog. Lakini said: 'Not the dog! You must enter heaven with it. I won't have a face. came to his side: 'Your name was Rama. the three-dimensional space begins to feel itself to be the prolongation of the fourth sphere. They were covered with ash. and you can dream a dream that no one ever dreamed before: the way out of the Eternal Return.. ' THE BURNING BUSH It was a golden dawn. the food of eternal A-Mor. of the carbuncle which had fallen from the broken crown of Luci-Bel. came and stood beside Allouine: 'Your name is Lakini. dragging it along by a chain. Rama. He found himself lying on the shore. where the direction of the Exodus changes. in the centre of the triangle. He was Anubis. emerging as half man. This is the Sanoham of the Three.. He made the Vara-Mudra. destroyed in his stellar battle. I can hear the hoofbeats of the White Horse of Kalki galloping towards the past. And it will lie down at my feet. In this "Diaphragm". you acquire a new name because you begin to receive an immortal soul which you had not possessed up till now.' Opis. was consumed by the fire. And it was like a carousel. the Rock of Revelation of Midday. he entered the triangular room in which she was being bathed in the fire of the energy of this centre. as a propitiatory rite and food for the wedding. the Wife of Rudra. With him you will get back the figure of your beloved in order to clothe it with immortal substance. With measured tread. become the dove. his head Was that of a ram. becoming the Return to the N oncreated Light. the Virgin of Apollo. the Twice Born baptised in Lake Titicaca. half God: reintegrated into an Archetype . the conquest of all the turns of the wheel. climbing back up the 'light. Osiris. the Reborn. in the distance. So there will be a dog from the City of Astinapura in the sky. Afterwards he went up and up. He had come back to life. They looked like trees climbing up towards the diaphanous peaks. soft sound of the tiny hooves of the young fawn which was once the lamb. Allouine emerged from the flames. he knew that he could make the sign that would exchange the dog for a llama. they were placed on a pedestal between ruined pillars. may our thoughts and tears follow you always on the sacrificial path of A-Mor. This is the meeting-place of the fire from below and the celestial light. Only the dog will recognise me by my essential perfume. in the uncreated light. Roads. 1 Andean mammal. But your name is Rudra. The pillars of the temple were still standing (. She who had been reborn in the fire. Far off. a spinning world. Because the Mysterium Coniunctionis was being fulfilled. And the sacrificial llama. with the palm of his hand upturned and his fingers together. a sky.within each pillar stands an angel'). how will you be able to recognise me when you travel towards the past. its aromatic flesh. its rosy skin. You have been his loyal companion on the difficult pilgrimage to this centre. which was formerly the elephant. He was the One who had Escaped from the Waters. which was also like that of the dog and that of a jackal. Here.' Naked. Within this fire was the World of the Jewel. The peaks of the Andes were transfigured in its light. because I will have given it to your soul. The Virgins of the Sun recited: 'War is the father of all things. also called the "Totality of the Jewel". The Virgins of the Sun drew diaphanous veils in front of them. the Golden Fleece. and which may. I can also hear the velvety. If this were not so. hiding them from view. a mirror turning back to front until it can be looked into from the other side. or lamb. the second Virgin of the Sun. He looked at himself in the transparent water and found himself changed. until he reached the other side of that sky and that mirror.l' I i 132 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephallt 133 joyfully. if your bravery doesn't fail. Arge. 1 And so the dog was saved. 0 beloved Lakini. Although he still had the same body and his armour and his golden sword.' Feeling himself to be filled with a divine substance. The fire had been lit from the ashes left by those who had passed this way before them.

They count their coins sitting in the dust and call me back. I go everywhere. unrhythmic. then.' . In her musical voice. from the deepest depths. if travelled backwards. "Dog" spelt backwards is "God". The secret of our dog is to be found in it. Thus the dog is the guide of the Blind Traveller. Her breathing was difficult. stretched out beside her window. was still affecting her. touch and taste. They crouch in their corner and weave their web of pale hours. my horse is eager to run. as if the puna. But my sword is forged. my door has been opened. It is God backwards.DEATH IN ANAHATA THE YOUNG FAWN She had returned before me from the Great Journey. She was watching me with her evanescent. otherworldly expression. is the road which. my armour is put on. my debts paid. the atmosphere of rarefied fire of the stifling plateaux of the 'Diaphragm'. I shall win my kingdom! 'The English language is mysterious. She was holding a small book of poems by a Hindu author. she began to read in English: 'Beloved warrior: My bonds are cut. will turn you into a God. of the Pilgrim of Immortality. The dog. from the roots of the tree of smell.

She was having difficulty breathing. also began to stir there. With enormous eyes veiled by the vapour of its imponderable world. predetermined joy. jha. continually expanding within the dreadful confines of the recurrent Archetype. as if it already had wings. as if we were afraid of hurting each other. the most beautiful roses. and the Lord of Voluntary Death was Matymjaya. 'This is the Non-Existent Flower. then immediately leapt through the window into the garden. The Sanskrit letters for the flower of the Anahata chakra. 1 2 . na. We took it inside and fed it with magnolia leaves that grew from Allouine's fingers. as timid as a nightingale. at the appointed time. gha. which is more real than all that exists. This spring. transmitting them to one another by a thought. It did the same. We realised that it was asking us to give it sanctuary in our home. On each petal she drew a letter: ka.136 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Death in Anahata he who had been lost light-years plateaux of the "Diaphragm". iia. Noli me tangere! One day. 137 In the garden of this house grew anemones. camellias and tall lilies. This power was called Ieehamtyu. ga. a Virgin of the Sun. although it took us by surprise. as if it wanted to fly by itself but didn't as yet have wings. was being copied inside us. of protection. stealing all we possessed'. as if jumping uncontrollably from time to time.we never knew which . And it was as if all this. sacrificed on the high And suddenly we realised that we were no longer alone in our house. pensively. She insisted that a Hyperborean priestess. we would walk along a path in the garden. Something we couldn't control. of the Odinic Order. We stood and looked at it. But suddenly he stopped and said: 'Who has touched my cloak and taken away my power to cure?' 'Do you know?' said Allouine. Allouine took it to her room and looked at it for a long time.' 'YAM!' we cried together. As if the flower of the heart was beginning to open and to give us a hint of the perfume exuded by its petals. tha.a young fawn 1 leapt over our garden fence. in memory of the wife of Rarna. Because we were of the race of A valon. In those final years of the Great War. The mantra for the Anahata chakra.' And round the flower she drew two interlocking triangles. the Lord was walking along the narrow alleyways of a city. A waking dream. honey from her lips and irridescent feathers from her breast. it watched us for a few moments. ago. we must say: Y AM!2 This is the sound which will give life to this flower. an alien consciousness. bordered by lilies which raised their slender spikes as we passed. One day. At times. the cure for her illness had still not been discovered. by a delicate touch of our hands.' In that Santiago spring. A being from another world. An incredible 'being' had slipped in 'like a thief in the night. could die at will. We came up against the boundaries of an air which was quivering. the cottonwood tree lit the flames of its red flowers and the magnolias opened in response to the tender caresses of the moonlit nights. Some evenings. we could understand the language of the animals. This chakra represents air and is located in the invisible body near the heart. She was very ill. her dreams. something we had long expected took place. ta. The final years of the Great War were drawing to a close. 1 Symbolic animal of the Anahata chakra. We called it Sita. And such was my joy and the feeling of security. eha. I saw myself as a little girl once more. The sign of dissolution was Samhara-Mudra. were a foretaste of the worlds which she would never be able to reach while she was alive. So that it may really exist in the Kingdom of the Non-Existent. People recognised him and began to gather round him. We almost always walked in silence. 'Once I had a most beautiful dream. remembering Our adventures. that I didn't want ever to return to this world again. as tremulous but at the same time as ungovernable as the wind. kha. very gently. But air was no longer entering Allouine's lungs. He was going to heal a sick child. And I say something we had long expected because. a look or an expressive movement of our heads. The female guru could make it. Then she took her brushes and painted the flower. which was taking place outside us. her visions. at the feet of the Lord. the heart of a gentle breeze. leaning against his cloak. ja. It was during one of our last walks in the garden that one midday we found a marvellous flower with twelve petals. From one of the nearby allotments or from the street . it filled us with an inexpressible. ea.

beyond everyt mg. iorr of h hich transcends t e irm a brutal realisation 0 er w ies an and fi und myself crus h e d b y the enormous. d softly began to recite her 'The tenuous melancholy spins Its delicate web in the soul . h er b e d . which had now become a black antelope called Tarukka. ' 'YAM!' I replied. mental creations.. the fawn escaped from the house. end . I know that my story may seem too strange and allegorical.138 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection Death in Anahata Dawn 139 And the Non-Existent Flower of the Heart opened up for us. 0 Gods! a e in face of the end which she How could her superhuman ~oudr g I s it was that she believed. And it vanished from my sight. but she sl?n~fewater.t nons 0 t IS I . However. Veils of purple.. And I returned to the dark streets. coming one after the other in my existence and in those of the defeated warriors. In the pine forests at the top of the hill. I was convinced that Allouine was dying once more. rnyse f from time to ionsv S hat I h ave ca lIed my 'Non-EXIstent . Our then-current A-Mor. f hi life? More even t an . w 0 ' h l' . Her eyes stare.. 11 d that I was not to touch her. motionless. I ran into the street after it.2 raised one of its hooves and pointed out the peaks of m y homeland to me. And the muffled murmur of memories Darkens space. 'There. The leaves fall. I thought. e e~erything . a premonition of something that had already happened many times and Was now about to be repeated. a diaphanous longing. The fawn began to climb it with great leaps which were sometimes almost twelve petals high. the city of Santiago del Nuevo Extremo. in the slightly troubling. 2 It is said that the Anahata A Quichua name. Sorrow in Quichua. 'A fruit for Allouine. but it would always stop to look at me with its smoky eyes whenever it thought that I wouldn't be able to find it again. snowcovered peaks of the Andes. Very gently. the Pilgrims of the 1 . I' And behind It all IS own 'nother II usion. Sometimes it vanished into the distance. hi b xplame un es 1L ould see apprQ. so as to dream my life better through it. pamed By their immense fragility. nothingness. as this is the only form in which I can understand anything in it: inventing a meaning for it. time. 1 With great difficulty I followed it. . enveloping her house. The fawn. we stopped to gaze at the dusk falling over Santiago. 1 soul and told me everyt 111'. f wash her hands an nee . Fearing that it might be knocked down by the traffic. All is death. magical scent of all that doesn't exist. conclusion. . . Like Condor. inevitable. only nothmgnefss · th of this woman whom I have ' h moments 0 d ea hi b yond Especially t e anythmg inc in in t thiIS Hi I ved more mthan I e..ac mg e e d b h Archetype of Eterna ove c h ossesse y t e h I h like me that s e was p . the garden. there. spread Over the city until they enveloped the high. I I. lotus flower has twelve petals. like the coagulated blood of twilight. d Flower' might be Just a I shiver in the icy polar win . she enveloped er mar approac symbols.. I beganto ran to fetch a towel and a basin I to her face I kissed her lips d k When came . Or perhaps my kiss a shaking her titanic resistance. Our Evening Star appeared. hi more than pure fantasy. with her face. consoling myself for so many misfortunes. The other is the Huelen. the last years of the Great War. d fixedly into the depths 0 my and drank her blood. or rather. will I wait for you. of all that will never exist. I I leaned over her. At that same moment. neck and hands partly covered in blood. te she became afraid of the h' g For a m111U . filled with a presentiment. I bent down and picked up a dried flower. 0. a memory. of all that has never existed. . like Paloma. Deve opm h th ead And slowly impregnates eac r Of frozen mist. I tell Perhaps none of It IS adnY t mg Iy the glorious victim of my " ' an an10n . h fi 1 hours in allegories o h'm g end . I clasped her hands between poem to her: mme an . one of the two hills outside our city. resigned. I followed it for hours. The renewed certainty of eternal lent rises out of infinity. w . I would not be able to relate it in any other way. I found her lymg on. h d weakened her in her strugg e. . And in this way we reached the Tupahue (Abode of God).

And she lay still. precious wood! Don't forget that resurrection belongs to the realm of magic. my being. I shall never forget the way in which she looked into the depths of my soul.' I took her in my arms and. until we reach the City of Dawn. Ah. my cells. she referred to the legend which we had dreamed of living: 'Santiago is enveloped in mist. The mists disperse in its heat. Crackling and magical. For the last time'. And so. so that we had only one heart between us. until I felt faint. sobbed: 'Don't go away again. ' Death in Anahata 141 She placed the heart on her breast. !' In a corner of the room.. I must not die so that you will not die. You will always find my grave here. Then she gave me the small bag which has never left me since. This city is a beating heart.' 'For you. As long as my ego exists . which was growing colder and colder. Because 1 opened up your heart as though with a knife.. oJ I . by your death. I began to breathe for her.' 'Help me! 1 can't breathe any more. ' I covered her body with kisses. Thus I found myself one day. for the last time. centuries. Where. don't leave me here alone.. saving you from the terrifying waters of death. see with your eyes. a silver laurel leaf won in the last Great War by a warriortroubadour. And. In the silence of the white peaks. The soul turns and turns Within the black space. you must not die. Inside it are tiny things: a silk handkerchief stained with her blood. you will be my coffin of perfumed... a sound made 'as if two things were rubbing together' could be heard. with her last ounce of strength. on top of her nightgown. raising your throne in my heart. 1 give you my eternity.' 'THE LAND OF TEARS IS SO MYSTERIOUS' Clutching her body. the Nuptial Homeland! Once again I have been unable to hold on to you. I shall not die. of what mayor may not be. The warm flame grows and grows. she explained to me: 'This is Meister Eckhart's "Tiny Spark". hear with your ears and try to think with your brain. and I entered it and will live there for all your eternity. For you. inside her. how can I make it crackle inside my soul again! Mehr Licht!' 'I love you more than anything in this world and all the others. in the eternal.. she threw her arms round my neck and. I shall love with your soul and your body. as if someone had entered or gone out.. 1 shall breathe with your breath. in the grey fog of hope. and a small bag of golden brocade. In a weak voice and with a slight smile playing on her lips. 1 shall live for as long as you live. questioning me with her last remaining forces. We still have so much further to go! Years. I shall make myself immortal. 'like a flame in a place without wind. you have triumphed over life. everlasting return . our Morning Star. anxiety and repentance. help me . It is so similar to life because it always seems as if something is about to happen . Because you alone know my real name. and drew me down on top of her. The spark creates. her birthstone in this turn of the wheel. Blooms the fiery lily of eternal love. placing my mouth over hers. she got out of bed and fetched a winged heart made from Toromiro wood. which were fading away. And 1 say to you again that you will have no other companion in this life or in the gloomy depths of the grave.and it will always exist .. she caressed me and kissed me. I shall but love thee better after death. my bones and my breath. To our Non-Existent Flower. Then.. wrapped in her golden hair.' With a great effort. You have ensured that I will love you above all else and carry you in my blood... if the Gods choose. For. My beloved. where . You alone can bring me back to life.. and a topaz. ? And she begged: 'Lord. trying to stop the spread of the cold of death. A winged heart which might possibly enable us to fly to the silent white peaks where the fiery lilies of eternal love bloom.. fighting to prevent the shadows from swallowing you up. vanishing ..you will be in it.140 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Twisted by the strident clamour Of the being which struggles To escape the inevitable. Conceiving a vague desire for self.

Attempting to force that gate which refuses to open. 1 dug a grave and buried her.' And thus the grave of my Beloved has remained. in the springtime of my native land. of the Road of Return along which 1 would now have to travel alone. in the city of my heart. On the gravestone. I carved the symbol of the Lefthanded Swastika. Lawrence had said to us: I wrote the words that 'A dead flower is not the corpse of a flower. 1 dressed her as a bride and carried her body to an agate bench in the Enchanted Garden. for ever. D. 1 made the sign that destroys read these lines of Rilke's: 'I must travel to a country you never saw. 1 must travel because to every warrior the Gods have given a comrade. My tears ran down her dead cheeks. in the hope of being reunited with her one day in the vast icefields of the deep south and of death.' fear and And these lines of Shelley's: 'Hope till Hope creates From its own wreck the thing it contemplates. Standing beside her grave.' Beneath the flower that she had drawn. H. And on the same stone 1 carved the following. can world exist but within. continually putting my mouth to hers in a constant effort to breathe for her. also by Rilke: 'Nowhere.142 Nos: Book of the Resurrection holding her stiff hands. beloved. although it was as closely akin to you as one half of your senses. . who will continue fighting for both when one has already gone.' Yes.

when the dead person is swallowed up by the Whale of Death. the Midnight Sun of the ancients. The Master doesn't speak the commonplace words of sympathy. because this feeling doesn't exist between us: either I am able to overcome the pain of my wounds or I have to stop my journey. 'In the moment of death. the "ego" dissolves in the waters of death. he doesn't feel pity. as if caught between two worlds. whoever has followed a discipline of initiation in this life will be in a position to overcome this great crisis of dejection and arrest the slow process of decomposition. There are those who obtain liberation at the moment of death.THE MASTER SPEAKS ABOUT WHAT FOLLOWS DEJECTION Once again. takes this eternal form. and those who die in ignorance. when the spirit leaves the body. the dejection particular to a change of state. in a prolonged dream. Then follows the diminution of this light and the indecision of the choice of paths. a little like she used to do.of those who return . 'You now have forty-nine days in which to help her. 'The "ego" is really a reflection of an Eternal Form. I am in the presence of the Master. In death. I have stopped at this point. only the one who has become alive. one has the presentiment of a great light. without personal memory. "as a flame lights other flames". his real \1 • . 1 look at him with vacant eyes. The tWOpaths beyond the grave are: the path of the fathers . of the "N ame written in the Book of the Stars". returning to this life in other turns of the wheel. Lacking the strength to continue my journey. who has managed to wake up.and that of the Gods. When consciousness disappears. Of course.

' e Ig t. like "falling out of one's skin into the soul". 0 y rom outside. ousan t un ers . un created lIght. is produced in the Anahata chakra. doubt as to whether to continue along the path.. filled to the brim with the liquor of immortality. Because "chastity is a fortune which stems from an abundance of love. . absolute woman sacrifices herself voluntarily. a een outsid Hi Th survives will have to be able to identify :. 0 y.0 IC expression. the chakra of the ether and the throat. is to attempt to follow a form of yoga when she herself is a form of yoga. which is the face of hi . A woman has no eternity.. e r Llchtl) And i ·11b 1· a reumon with an old 6· d h h . the chakra of the air and the heart.' at .a~~ wntten in Disc which also comes' .. ' conquenng are the same' ("Lig~t s:ogr ILmsehlfl~?MIt. Because a woman is the world of the chakras through which the hero must travel. her matriarchy.' A WOMAN HAS NO SOUL. immolating herself in order to give her eternity to her lover. Thhe shape of hIS chakras. from the summit of your own head. the energy of Vril must be preserved.oddess In every secret corner of his Beloved's b d . beyond which rational consciousness is unable to go. The cosmogonic body of cosmic man: bee H ' Swedenbor ' ause eaven has the shape of a man. 'Once the symbolic possession has been accomplished. whoever has y 0 IS caras In life does not follow the . which tr: ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE MIRROR 'It seems that in death th h k becoming visible for thee ~ ad ras are externalised. 'Life and death are two opposite faces of the same coin. said and a hell g .. In t e magic or. nng many terrestnal ages. SInce this state . 'The secret path of yoga along which you are travelling is only for the warrior. the min . metaphysically they . for the initiated hero. the umbilical cord whi h ioi hi IS ire IS or four da s This i IC JOInS im to Mother Earth. its A-Mor.. h . THE TRANSCENDENT LIGHT 'The .. its without-death element. of the Valkyrie who has become an Amazon. She is Eternity. imposing her feminine power. which descends from Mount Meru. cut. no Kundalini to awaken. irst may seem definitive h d d ppearance of terrestrial consciousness as if 0 a entere a Black Hole . . irtcrent eavens WIth a I d . the stars. the Mvsterium Coniunaionis. fl. great test. In t e absolute idealisation of the woman. It finds itself in th b 1 a s at~ 0 listening to the primordial sound i e a so ute. expressing themselves in Zodiac D·C~ 1 e th e astrological heavens. They are different states of being. To die IS like .t~~hi~ ~·ght e ego who every doubt reco nisi hi . d awa k ens to ' t ne f supernatural lucidity. because a woman has no chakras. it must never again be repeated. SHE IS THE SOUL The Master pauses. the face of his soul. lasts three dejection YTh· t IS ISdwhen the being finds itself in a state of great "J • e erm ay IS a symb I" . ' going to look at one's b d 6 e rp IC eavens. concrete for lik h ea man.." ment of rhi lif . e can do this because In life he was able to in S C_. of the Eve who was left outside by the Giants and who enters into competition with man. h stall a nte of loveless A-M . nen w 0 as been waiting for him beside a difficult path in death. It is not a path for a woman. After an early darkness which fi because of the disa. with their houses of the . She is the soul. Hesitation. eternal love. within the . There ISa been able to ask th to ~arry him away. ThIS IS the. the obverse and reverse of a mirror. To die is like passing to the other side of a mirror." The treasure must be guarded. dejection. Whoever has experienced mystic death during his life is already the Lord of the Two Worlds. n It WI e Ike spring. in the anxious yet serene hope that he will bring her back to life.146 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Master speaks about whatfollows 147 ~:~~e~ndJives it a face:.. A woman has no soul. there as here. and in the Vishuda chakra. each chakra being a heaven . when the " SI ·1ver stnng . assuming that he has e bosom of death as I·qt uhesdtIObn. the exterior and interior surface of a star. She hands her lover the chalice of the Grail. I~S~eal . "into an upside-down sky". She dies externally and he maintains the sacred chastity of the Knights of the Grail. WIt ItS nectar and its poi I hi achieved the efficac f hi h kOIson. A woman is Kundalini.. transcendent light that the dead m an perceives at the mo o comp ete disconnection . so to speak. like the invisible river Saraswati. n trns way. with the "p 1 f d' nge s an emblematIC animals eop eo reams" ofth 0 hi h . The woman's road is that of magic. like a violent light like :'at:hnote. 'The great crisis of consciousness. 'The grave mistake of the externalised woman. can continue du . from Siva's forehead. The authentic..

their incorruptible body. the Virgin of the Grail. The God of Desire i~arda'Ehas bbeen destroyed by the ray of light projected from th~ ir ye. ecause di ver you 00 at yourself in the clear waters of her pool and iscover that half your face is her face you won't say "I" b t NOS (We). m deepest midnight. 'This is the supreme delight of non-engendered leasure of ~nthought thoughts. without the assistance of any God. "Rainbow Body". He possesses a body which will survive even in ultimate dissolution. s?e IS Alloume. Sophia. Ecstatic Orgasm IS an effulgence which breaks through the bo un d so ffi'Inlte . A criminal or an anarchist will be better conditioned than a bourgeois. The places of those who will 'I~ spite of your immense pain and sadness. . the se arat permanent ecsta~y of the Tantric hero. It isn't for everyone. e can only speak of all this figuratively. continue the Journey of i:mortalIty. . from the ancient sun fro t e Mormng Star. a Virgin of the Sun of ia uanacu. exchanging his corpse for a sword. 'He who entered the city had to clothe his immaterial body with the immortal energy of Vajra. DON'T STAY IN ANAHATA speak of it? The hallucinatory descriptions given by the ancients exceed even our most fantastic imaginings. by Vril. ' u 'W . you must continue your march to the end. It must be invented. 'Thus. 'In the Great War. The course of the river must be reversed i~ ord In to end the involution of the Kaliyuga. Immersed in that cosmic poetry. eenng. Because will. She now lives in your unthought thoughts. Only the Wild Hordes of Odin and Parsifal will achieve the Grail. Overcome your feelings. He has come back to life without leaving a dead body in his grave. made up of other elements. flowing down from the head of S' d . you have incurred punishment from heaven and hell because of your attempt. 'The places have almost been filled.is a Hyperborean priestess. of Gods with elephants' bodies? And however incredible it may seem to us. who made themselves immortal with a Che-kai body. against all the Gods and men.lt~ted warrior . permanent. constant. 'Even if you abandon the struggle. She is the Priestess of Eternal love. against God.h rvme. ' ema e . Only the Lord of Pure Will can march to the end. It just isn't possible. The Egyptians called this ability to maintain oneself erect in death Sahu. They only need a push in the right direction. there is no room for the faint-hearted. helping you overcome the " "b whene Ike ego. the cowardly. the dove. physical pleasure.. ts apogee IS the state of endless exaltatIOn that replaces all fleeting sensations of potency. endless pleasure als~ XIS s e Ill. a transcendent orgasn WIt out beginnin d I' 1. from city to city. gnosis. ~~ eternal. The Hyperborean Dropas of Tibet did so with Ja-lus. beyond forgetfulness and . v Urna. ~he woman who gives this magic possibility of A-Mor to the . ecstatic voluptuousness. A non-engendered ple Sure ad' a. The female Sophia gu~u of the soul. Just as a non-generated fire exists behi~d ~I~It eb I~e. The Siddha magician calls it Siddha-rupa. How else could we . at the point you have now reached. creates the thing it contemplates. immortality is conditional. The Jon magicians of Tierra del Fuego called it Huaiyuhuen. not connected to the brain Th B I memory . It must be gained through merciless combat at every hour of every day of your life. breaking in the gates of the City of Eternal Life. like the Glorious Body of the Gnostics. as in the yoga of the Ancient China of the giants.148 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Master speaks about whatfollows 149 doesn't exist. expandg your consciousness. who heroically puts her e~ermty at risk in order to give her lover immortalit and the possibility of resurrection. she who has died and buried herself 111 your bones and in your veins. the reality surpasses all that the imagery. g or en. through its perseverance. because he has de~ache~ himself from hIS physical conditionality. if you wish to stop. recreated. from flower to flower. Only one who is born a hero or a warrior has a place in our order. Who else but those who had managed to immerse themselves in cosmic poetry could give us those descriptions and paintings of beings with many heads and arms.' A memory w hiICh IS e e oved IS now the hidden beloved. It is useless to try and represent it in words. don't stay in this city In ere she died. of the beloved flowing permanen~lY thro~gh t e flyer of nectar of unremembered memory. consciousness and bestows Absolute Personality. metaphor or painting can reproduce. indecisive or cowardly man. she who Courses through the blood the f 1' p~Ilosopher. he wan i Iva crowne WIth th e wanmg moon. the turns of the wheel t~~ gen~~at~ons of death. in the opposite direction to the current of the River of the Age of Kaliyuga. wisdom.

the Tao of ancient China. a symbolic legend. . ~~stIned f?r you SInce the beginning of time. HOW CAN I BRING HER BACK TO LIFE? 'She is waiting for you somewhere in the universe. On this level. cosmically speaking. which has shut itself off from ordinary man through dreams and fantasy. the particle. starting from a correct height. And before she left. free. the VOId. and controlled the course of the stars at will. The earth WIll be left fallow for an eternity. But how many times do you believe you love someone and in reality you love no one. into Hamsa:2 him and her separated and united for ever. the voice itself of things. beyond any physical comparison or p~~~h~. the White Gods built Tiahuanacu. so it was said. When you wake up internal centres of superior consciousness. a command-word for physical and nonphysical reality. the word is the living word. the Ether. In the beginning was the Word. will be like a ray of light or a flash of lightning which. and so she never lost her magic virginity. She is your woman. a Hyperborean sorceress-yogini. Akdsa. in their turn.'It is related that Buddha also conquered the temptation of NIrvana thanks to a female guru. without God. is the substratum of this phenomenon and of every act of one's life.d ~ace. the logos spermatikos. It IS also by means of inaudible sound. how can I bring her back to life?' 'With the living word.150 Nos: Book ojthe Resurrection The Master speaks about whatJollows 151 be imm~rtalised. 'Only loving like a pure madman can you continue along the roa~. the Mohai of Easter Island. And so he could transform the Saham." it has been said. if you have c~lled. Buddha was a chastnya. The word of command given by the one who attains this supreme plane of synchronistic meaning. ' man's body. passing to the other age. And in the end also.l the Nirvanic "I am her. don't imagine that this IS only an allegory. which. you transfigure the landscape of the extenor earth. Stonehenge.Agnppa s Eidelon - . The substance of Akdsa is the inaudible sound. of the warrior caste. The road is synchronistic. to the smallest. in which sounds are expressed by the direct vision of the substance of things. at the top of the invisible head. the faces imprisoned in the planet's mountains and the non-natural islands and continents. You are her child. The secret enchanted cities also exist. passes through hierarchies until it imposes itself on the very vibration that determines and coheres matter. the Macrocosm. depend on meanmg . She never had children of the flesh. and c~n a~so ~atenalise the astral body. hidden in the earth. as Paracelsus called It . this "lucky occurrence filled with meaning".'. h.' 'Master. on them correctly. but immortalised. all the Gods. the force of gravity is overcome and the appearance and disappearance of the Discs of Light that "know the thoughts and feelings of men" is directed. She conceived you spiritually. energy. physical for~. And they are sufficient to make bread. Your Beloved can also be brought back to life WIth the same body. a language that he knows and understands. she made you pregnant With eternity. THE LORD OF THE NAMES ~ i 'The Living Word acts on the internal cosmic centres which produce the external. singled out In an Akaslc. the atomic Gods. not even yourself? 'When I refer to the resurrection of your Beloved. It is the magic voice of command. in both directions and in various spaces. as in the interplay of an infinite number of mirrors. belonging to an immortal re~urrecte. a voice which cannot be heard by any material ears. cosrnic register. what is above is below.mantra for Sunya.' But this IS not spoken of in the Kaliyuga. Material vibrations are the resonance of other more essential vibrations. that the Vimanas rise into the air." And the shape of the man is the reproduction of the shape of the' sky. "The sky has the shape of a he mantra for the Sahasrara chakra. with the cosmic language of the inaudible mantras. The hand of the sower scatters many seeds but onl a ~ew bear fruit. from the largest. without a king. the adamantine Ray of Light. 'With this legendary Hyperborean knowledge. The Discs of Light may come and rescue you before the great catastrophe. You must give birth to it shortly: at the end of your pregnancy WIth the son of mystic death. "What is within is WIthout. the word. this earthly form? Because it is the only one. 'You may think: why this body. Orphic music. visible. to the Land of ResurrectIOn.e . the Living Word. But he who has entered the "City of the Inaudible Word" reads in nature as if in a book written in a language full of meaning.

and never reveal anything. w~ites and writes. a key note. and this name may also be symbolic.152 Nos: Book of the Resurrection \ The Master speaks about what follows 153 disintegrating and reintegrating it at will. He who knows sorneone's real name gains control over that person's life and death. All beings. one acquires the power to decompose and recreate it. towards the point of origin. with the rhythmic sounds of a magic language behmd which hide the essential letters of the little mothers. "Of the God within you". I will give you mine so that you can call me when I have left. entering as if through an openmg. in the immortal circle of the Hyperborean initiation. Master of the Sceptre of the Adamantine Voice. If. possess a sound. 'He who only speaks audibly.. only With the ~rynx. chromr. Sow your words and ~our writings in the deep. you have managed to catch up with the actual form of your dead lover. is also a lefthanded road. It is a mantra.' . too. If there is still a world for them in a post-technological age. without power. It is filled with the meaning of the root note. The creative vibration acts upon the internal and external centres of the universe. with his larynx. speaks. with such difficulty and singularity. too. "as hard as diamond": the Adamantine Body. being the faint echo of the inaudible Word. First must come the hypnotic repetition of the mantra." 'The essential name cannot be chosen. ithout the Word. which will one day inspire the souls of the young heroes who will come after you and Will also fight the difficult battle. don't reveal it to anyone but your comrade and your beloved. evokes phantom sounds and ghosts. and the will to power. you will be the Lord of the Names. And finally it must occur only m the mind: becoming a purely spiritual act. you Will be 111 a position to clothe her in the red mantle of resurrection and with the diamond of immortality. how can I bring her back to life? 'With the mantra that acts on the seed of the phenomenon. infinite powers of the Pllgn~s of Longl~g. But you must sing in code. more than what you have been able to say. Never speak or write in this way. The name to which we refer corresponds to the supratemporal being and has nothing to do with the intimate. because the primordial power has been lost. But you must only use it if you find yourself in mortal danger. I will always come. family name. which is travelling through the light. It is also a mantra of voluntary death and resurrection. The Gods must obey those who know their names. The initiate of our order is given his real name when he has successfully undergone the most difficult tests. THE SEAL OF THE WORD 'The road of the mantra. a mysterious lucky occurrence filled with meaning. The secret has been penetrated. Then it is inscribed in the genealogical tree of the family. an essential name. the Gods and the demons will be your servants. Thus: the sign i~ also the word expressed through its creative . on the Tree of Life. even in your dreams. leading backwards. an eternal designation. I have called you by it a number of times and you didn't hear me. as the Hindu greeting says: Namaste. Then its rep~tit~on must become a mere outline. It is inscribed in the Book of the Stars. of incorruptible Red Matter. m the meantime. In current parlance: the individual. Our order has a special rite for this. The spoken word stands at the very bottom of the involuted scale. 'If! were to call you by your real name now.cipher. always in . He speaks and. genetic code has been deciphered. with its sign and its mantra. are gone. . Orphic Cabbala. only with the hand "of the dead who bury their dead". 'Master. although sometimes a delicate synchronicity is produced within a turn of the wheel. without magic. And yours. 'The signs of our order are the seal which is placed upon the word the mantra and the immortal flesh With which It IS covered. 'The Living Word has various dimensions in relation to pow-. it isn't arbitrary. echoes of real names. When you know your real name. concentrating on achieving the correct intonation. Because It Will be what you don t say. of the Hyperborean. 'When you possess this power. from the Gods to mankind. inscribed m the scroll of light of Akcisa. awaiting its actualisation. 'You must discover your Beloved's real name if you are to bring her back to life. actualising the subtle phenomenon of un created light behind the audible mantra. one comes back to life with a body of Vajra. They are the names of the God and Goddess to whom they will give a face. you wouldn't hear me. By discovering what it is. The elemental spirits. If anything is to remain after you. somatic. "I greet the God within you. In this way. close to the ether of Akcisa and have discovered her real name.

154 Nos: Book of the Resurrection I The Master speaks about whatfollows Seek you with its eyes? To meet you. Divine Ether! Does not the plant Ether! Through all the regions Of the earth The longing to live in your gardens drives us. And its explosion of Green Light. From this prison To the grandiose Porch of Ether.' FA THER ETHER There followed a silence in which we looked at each other. you nourish all things with your nectar. Even before my mother took me in her arms And her breasts nourished me. It is the creation of the world by the gesture: the word concentrated in a formula. Pouring sacred breath. Where your blue waves girdle strange shores. 'You have travelled from a long way down. by common accord. In which part of the universe will you regain your Beloved? Where? You alone can find it. He stretched out his hands and touched my ring: 'The seal on your ring is the seal of resurrection. In the Sea of Death. as if in jest. stored in the memory of the light. we mentally recited Holderlin's Elegy: 'No God. would reproduce them eternally by means of its vibration alone. Ether's favourites. Skim over the grass. to this cemetery of doves where your beloved lies. You lifted me tenderly. a long way off. as in the past The arms of Zeus did the fortunate youth. from the deepest depths. if the world and mankind were to be destroyed. Whispering. from the garden of your childhood. they. And I long to climb to the peak Of the Alps And there implore the eagle who is Speeding by To carry me. also. A smiling Homeland seems to call me From above. in the waves of its music. The hooves of the deer. And my heart stricken with longing Miraculously yearns to fly with them. into my nascent breast. from flower to flower. Divine beverage. you descend towards me . In this way. You will find it by travelling towards the past. in the register of Father Ether. 155 vibration. the existence of the sign which represented them. ' Then. You are governed by it. trying to meet in that zone of the unspoken word. It is for this. that beings love you And fight and incessantly Struggle towards you Injoyous growth. And the inaudible word would once again be evoked. Towards the darkening distance. But. like those birds which meet in the middle of the ocean having flown from opposite continents. And the steps of the Noble animals of the earth turn into flight. And like a zephyr it roams Scarcely visible in the thickets. Oh! Who can guide The wandering ship towards those golden shores! I direct my longing upwards. the imprisoned seed Breaks its coat. o Father o Father. The fortunate birds. Live and play happily in the eternal Porch of the Father. no man Raised me.

beyond all the categories which are understandable to the darkest age. she will be yours for ever. the will to power. it reaches the "horizon of events". However. the nothingness. Kahyuga must be defeated inside you. moving ever more slowly. without anyone ever being able to discover what happened to it or to its real body. or a trap. to meet your dead lover in the Ocean of Light. And it will be you who will decide her resurrection. beyond the "top of. ' 'Once this point has been reached. or without any laws at all. pass through here 'Y ou will go back to live close to the flowers of your country . because it is beyond the comprehension of animal-men. of the eternal return of the same thing. as of old. moving faster than the speed of light.. Because none of it can be achieved unless you love like a pure madman. And anything you do or fail to do will have repercussions throughout the whole of creation. The impulse which led to the breaking of the Egg of HIM-HER and HER-HIM. And her return to light and time. And happy.incidences and produce the acausal phenomena filled with meamng. that speed greater than light. If you are able to get her back. Because it is in A-Mor and in the atom in the atomic Gods. turning into a "black hole" which alters everything and slowly sucks in and devours whatever approaches it and even what is far away from it.ces itself as a screen. 'Something has fallen in on itself. or a mask. This mystery is unknown to the age of Kahyuga. Light has no power to escape from this place. Because l~ you ~ake the great leap into the void. They might also represent what has been called the demon. and you will find yourself sitting once more at the window in the evening light of that city in which she died. where the language made up of audlb~e words pla. There it will stay for some while until it also disappears. it will be the "selective resonances" which will carry you like they carry the birds. will never again waste or exhaust her. its image will remain floating outside for a long time and may therefore be mistaken for the real body until.the fruit tre~ . And in this way you will discover that "she has never been dead and has never been alive". " THE ASTRAL TUNNEL 'It would seem that the energy.156 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection From the flowery top of the fruit tree. It disappears. precedes the explosion of new. it will be absorbed. any localised movement rocks the universe. an anti-energy. the anti-gravitational Discs of Light. which was introduced into the world as an alien element. there are huge invisible "black holes" which may be the gateways to other universes that are totally different to the one in which we live. They might represent the way out of the circle of circles. Father Ether! And you yourself calm My racing heart. sightless eye that makes its presence felt through the events it creates and by which it is surrounded. which you will have regained. consuming its own light. Entire galaxies become "hypnotised" by this invisible. with the self-same body. it will seem as if it is not the same . Then you will fill her with meaning. between the mind and reality. "it will seem as ifit is not the same. of the recurrence of the turns of the wheel. on the death of the body. 'In the cosmos. 'When you mount the White Horse of Kalki. where they create the roots o~ new co.. And you will have to stop and walt for her. And although everythmg may be the same as before. That is to say. a counter-initiation. that those things which do not exist occur. governed by diametrically opposed laws an anti-matter. has left a secret entrance for the "apparent coincidences".. and time. If a body approaches it. the Golden Age will first ret~rn 111 your soul. travelling at such a . 'All this is A-Mor. you will fall once more into the garden of your chlldh?od. ' THE RETURN TO THE BEGINNING OF LIFE The Master speaks about\what follows 157 speed. which is the speed oflight. 'Our martial order encounters the same dangers and assistance in the cosmos as here on earth. The eternal recurrence of the light has come to an end. You will see her coming towards you from the future which you have overtaken. uncreated light? Will it be the Black Sun which extinguishes the Golden Sun to give entry to the Ray of Green Light? Will the Vimanas.. Will the same thing also happen to the mystic death of the "ego" and to the darkness which. I again live Close to the flowers of the earth. A chance-destiny. You will go back to the place m which you have never ceased to be.. because you will have entered immobility..


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towards other parallel or diagonal universes? Perhaps the light, when it has gone through this astral tunnel, reappears afterwards in another universe, changed, transfigured. Is this light of our world the shadow of another, more real light? Must one let oneself go, sucked in by a "black hole", in order to reach a state which is possible although it has never before been imagined even by the greatest dreamers of longing? 'Our order of warriors aspires to pass from this visible light of the Golden Sun, which is the shadow of the light of the Black Sun, to that indescribable state, that non-existence of the Ray of Green Light, where our exalted guides dwell. And from there to return hand in hand with our beloved. 'But there is a time for everything on the Second Earth and also in the plans of death. You will have to hurry to stop your Beloved being lured to the horizon of events and swallowed up by a "black hole" in which you will never find her again. Because she will have fallen into it without you.

image and that of your beloved, fulfilling the ultimate mystery, as children and envoys of the terrestrial light to the universes which lie beyond. 'The magic officiant of resurrection, the carrier of Vajra, the mysterious initiator of the process on this side of things, is LuciBel, the Morning Star, the star of your initiation and your homeland. Its light in this world is a premonition of the Ray of Green Light. 'Listen to me carefully. Only within this cosmic poetry is there hope. Because only poets, who have searched in their hearts, have been able to find the bond which connects what is and what is not. And perhaps they know things that the Gods, in the highest of all heavens, don't know.'

THE CA THAR STARS 'Who are these white stars, these supernovas, the remains of stars which, after committing suicide in the Endura like a Cathar Paifait, have left their hearts beating in the firmament as signs to tell us that the great secret has been penetrated? Perhaps they might be able to help us, perhaps we might come to understand them, because they are our friends. When they disappear, they leave in their place some tiny messengers which are also white and which go on beating, pulsating, moving their other lights, as an aid to the pilgrim, like torches which "light his way with their dreams". Because they were also warrior-monks, troubadours, Minnesiinger of cosmic space, who loved beyond life and death with eternal A-Mor. They know the secret of how to achieve immortality through endurance and adamantine concentration and could give us the formula which would enable us to cross the horizon of the event without disintegrating and pass through the "black holes" as if they were an astral tunnel, without losing our terrestrial light, becoming the envoys of this world and this light to the other light. Because resurrection and immortality must be achieved in our universe of visible light. Only with the incorruptible body of the White Gods will you be able to go beyond the Black Sun without losing your




I accompanied the Master to the end. No one else was with him at the moment of his departure. We were alone till the very end. And I have never seen him again. It was as if he had disappeared into the invisible world of the Black Sun. But I know that he will come if I ask him for help in the battle, if I call him by his real name. He will also be with me till the end. I travelled extensively all over the world. It was my pilgrimage in the exterior world, in a 'synchronistic' way, I suppose. And I have written about.this search, 'singing in code', as he advised. I will not repeat it. I went to both poles, I lived in India for many years, I climbed to the top of Montsegur, I searched for the oases of ice in the Antarctic, the entrance to the Hollow Earth and the Cities of Agharti and Shambhalla in the Himalayas, and the City of the Caesars, the Giants and the White Gods in the Andes of my childhood. And one day I found myself once again in my city of Santiago de la Nueva Extremadura. And 1 walked along the same streets, stopping in front of the window through which she had once looked at me, beside a garden in which her gravestone could still be seen. (,The grave watered by tears. 0 you, fields of wheat!') The dog had remained on this spot, without eating or sleeping, for all these years. It howled and howled. And it was its howling that made me come back. I caught hold of its lead and took it with me. As we walked away through the streets, towards the foothills of the Andes, I sang a song taught to me by my father, who had died long ago:


Nos: Book of the Resurrection 'There on the far horizon Sings the lark, She is waiting for me And I must return quickly.'

The Solitude of the Trialogue THE BIRD OF PARADISE


. The dog looked deep into my eyes and accompanied my singing m a sweet VOIce. THE HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN

Another day, I was visited by the tiny blue bird, which used to sing at my Beloved's window in the mornings of long ago. And it began to trill in a way which brought joy to my heart again. I greeted it saying: 'Tiny bird Singing at my window, Thank you, my tiny bird, For the beautiful morning. ' The blue bird stretched out its wings and opened its feathers, as if it were a peacock of the gardens of Vrindavan, where Krishna danced with Radha. The blue sapphire, the lapis lazuli, the amber of Hyperborea, the amaranth, the wild blackthorn the cinnabar the gold which can be drunk, all came together, we~e transfigured and began to dance before my eyes. Or, rather, before my Third Eye, my Vril, my Urna. Because the Bird of Paradise, Allkamari,l had come to dance at my window for days and nights, to comfort me, making me partake of its pleasure which has no beginning and no end. Its ecstatic orgasm. And before it was swallowed up by the night, crossing the Black Sun, the Bird of Paradise looked at the sky, far above the peaks of the Andes, and exclaimed: 'The Father and I are one!' 'OM!' I replied.f THE TRIAD I know that it is very possible that I have been talking to myself all the time, from the beginning of this story, that the Master, my Beloved and I are only one person, that my 'ego' is playing these tricks on me and has been putting my own thoughts, dreams and 'mental creations' into their mouths. In one word, my poetry. What can I do in this case? How can I get out of this 'ego', escape from its game, its dance of mirrors? How immense is the solitude of the Trialogue!

I built the house exactly as I had seen it in our waking dreams. I spent most of my time in the tower, reaching it by means of the s~cret passageway beside the fire. From that height, I had a dazzling VIew of the eternally snow-covered peaks, especially at dawn and at dusk, when they were dyed with the colours oflonging, covered in a sea of red or purple and a mantle of liquid emerald. At daybreak, when the Morning Star appeared, I would meditate, seated in my chair of Toromiro wood. I always held the sword called 'Blood Memory' and wore a golden cape from the City of Udaipur. In this way, I was the Guardian of the Dawn, the Pilgrim of the Dawn. Every evening, I would meditate again. And there were times when I spent the whole day in this state, stretching a golden string between dawn and dusk so that time flew by. And my midday became my midnight. And thus I was also the Guardian of the Dew, of the Waters of the Moon. One evening, the poet Holderlin visited me in my tower. He stood there outlined against the evening light, which 'washed away the colour of the mountains drop by drop', 1 and recited his Elegy to Father Ether to me. We took leave of each other saying 'HAMf,2 and with our hands extended and our fingers together. I also said 'HeW' because he was a Minnesdnger, a troubadour-bird, a son of Woevre-Saelde, our beloved Isolde. I saw him go off in the direction of the Pole and of the Star of Lucifer, riding on a White Elephant. 3 By the Chilean poet Omar Caceres. Mantra for the Vishuda chakra. 3 The symbolic animal of the Vishuda chakra. The Black Elephant of the Muladhara chakra becomes white in the Vishuda, in the 'Metamorphosis of the Elephant'.



The sacred bird of the Inca Emperor. The bird is the symbolic figure of the Ajna chakra, between the eyebrows. The mantra for the Ajna chakra is OM.

And it is quite possible that they would have held opposing views. fish. In this way the three of us are spinning in a gigantic or a tiny spiral. We are Hyperboreans. or magic supper. Some of the guests hadn't known each other while they were alive in the turnings of the wheel. surreptitiously. seesWhose ears have heard The Holy Word That walked among the ancient trees. I decided to give a dinner in my tower. water. I had invited my Master. the Master who could converse with the animals and flowers. and Her. at the top of the head. I have fallen in love with her.' And so the dinner continued until midnight. who is my mother and my sister. Amrita. Hear the voice of the Bard. 2 And Her. Turn away no more. Calling the lapsed soul And weeping in the evening dew That might control The starry Pole And fallen. And I found myself sitting there alone. who presided over the table with me. Then I felt a dry shock. discovering that I had always been so. dancing and rejoicing. return! Arise from out the dewy grass! Night is worn. and their Son. wine. All this seems to be happening in a non-existent space. earth. It consisted of the five elements: cereal. moving towards a place which is perhaps coloured green and which is so far away that I can see nothing of it at all. who I am. Who present. o Earth. The watery shore Is given thee till the break of day. 1 SAHAM is the mantra for the Sahasrara chakra. in light and shadow. all three. And. past. It will lead you in at Heaven's gate Built in the City's wall. And the morn Rises from the slumberous mass. as if I had 'fallen from my soul into my skin'. fire. the Master of the Sphinx. of the 'thousand petals'. spinning and suffering. in which there had grown the certainty that they were all Hyperboreans. Raising my cup. which continues above the ether and is indescribable. Why wilt thou turn away? The starry floor. '5AHAM! I am THEM!. Anna Perene. who is his wife. as mistress of the house. the ether. There the lovers become one: ELiELLA. As is prescribed in such cases.' They were the words of the Wounded King. fallen light renew. 2 A tantric ceremony. called that of the 'Five M'. air. To my Round Table.164 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Solitude afthe Tria/ague 165 My Trinity is made up of the Father. The liquor was Soma. 0 Earth. meat. Then I recited Blake: 'I give you the end of a Golden StringOnly wind it into a ball. And thus we come. . And I give birth to a fiery lily. in the silence and solitude of the white peaks of my Trialogue. the Daughter. THE LAST SUPPER The end of another year arrived. but only superficially. and future. I exclaimed: 'Let us look each other in the face. the Wounded King. the Wounded Warrior. among the lotuses. at the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. I prepared the meal myself. They hadn't coincided with one another.j I introduced them to one another and told them that the indissoluble bond which joined them together was to be found in my heart. inviting all my phantoms. and I have made her my wife so that the Father becomes my son and She becomes my eternal A-Mor. I filled the Grail with this liquor and drank it to the dregs.

the man stopped.' The Morning Star detached itself from the sky and began to descend towards us. And this time I asked the question. coming to a stop close beside us. at the bottom. and walked slowly towards the highest of the hills. The dog followed a little way behind him. The dog rushed howling down the rocky slope in search of the man's body. ' And that midnight was my midday. at daybreak. Nos! . stretched out his arms. When he reached the top of the hill. wagging its tail. THE LEAP INTO THE VOID The man left the house very early. 'Stop!' I shouted at it. Today you will be with me at Her right hand. and leapt over the precipice as if he wanted to fly. which it believed must be lying.166 Nos: Book of the Resurrection that there was no one round my table. crushed and broken. looked at the sky which was still dark and in which the Morning Star shone triumphantly. that there never had been that they had all left. But he who entered the Disc of Light which would carry him to meet the image of his eternal love. I ran out and managed to catch the dog. or the grass of the Andean plateaux. 'I'll explain everything. without touching the jalap and cinnamon trees. was the man who had leapt into the Void and had come back to life with square pupils.

full of joy. since thy Apollo now reigns. (Virgil: Eclogues) . Favour. Thou. Again the heavens send us long years And new people born of them. chaste Moon.THE END OF KALIYUGA. He alone will cast iron out of the world And populate both Poles with A most precious lineage of gold. And the reign of Saturn and Rhea returns. The Child who was born this day. THE RETURN OF THE GOLDEN AGE The final age of Cumac And the virgin damsel has now arrived. The centuries of the Golden Age return.

the Hiranyagarbha-Cabda. It was the initiatory doctrine of the troubadours. Sanskrit is a sacred language. having been transmitted orally from generation to generation by the Brahmins. This Dictionary accompanies me everywhere I go. on the whole. both the grammar and the orthography frequently vary in the Western texts which reproduce them.which are also. the Minnesdnger and the Fedele d'Amore. a Minnesdnoer. . legendary symbols are the runes . gives only their approximate meaning. fragments of the cosmic. eternal life. only approximate.DICTIONARY OF INITIA'TION OF A-MOR Trying to translate Sanskrit terms into other languages is a thankless. Ahu The pedestal of the Mohai. The name might have some connection with the supporters of the Pillar of the Sky. Ahoma Magico-sacred drink of the Aryans of ancient Persia. The Vedas were collected and written down very belatedly. containing some Sanskrit terms and others used in the Initiation of A-Mor. such as Allouine. where tantric. And. because it has been flowing through my blood since before I was born. The following Dictionary. resurrection. /Esir The divine Hyperborean ancestors. even sacrilegious. therefore. even bearing in mind that the pronunciation is. from which comes Ask-Embla. For this reason. as it is really the Breviary of a Warrior-Troubadour. whose sacred. A-Mor Amor is made up of a = without and mor = death. a magic love which came from the original homeland and was taught in Hyperborea by the priestesses of A-Mor. inaudible language of the Orphic Cabbala. although it is of necessity incomplete. immortality. It was a kind of tantrism. magi co-symbolic love is supposedly taught. it serves for my entire literary output. Asa means support. the Sanskrit language possessed no written form. As is trying to transcribe it phonetically. with a liturgical rhythm. Agharti Name given to this city in Tibet. and may well be derived from the language of Atlantis and Hyperborea. Agharta Name given in India to the subterranean city of the immortal guides. For centuries. task. It means Without-Death. however.

only partially reflected in the material world of shadows. Like the Dropas and the White Gods of America. The Hyperboreans were said to be this. ether. they are Hyperboreans who moved south after the destruction of the polar continent. in the Caucasus. Ashram Centre of initiation. It is a covering for the instincts. to Delos. where they established the cult of Apollo. numinous experience. For Jung. the White Gods. Asag The ultimate test in the initiatory esotericism of the troubadours. love becomes a deep. It comes from the God Atlas who supported the Pillars of the Sky. reaching as far as Egypt. an offshoot of the Vikings or a descendant of the Hyperborean White Gods. or of Asgard accordmg to the Edda is said to derive from this. It IS referred to 111 the . Ardhanasisvara The Androgynous Siva. Krishna. The A-Mor of the troubadours. who is always at the side of the initiate. This test corresponds to the symbolic Maithuna of Tantrism. The name has nothing to do with the Atlantic. His chariot is driven by the blue god. Amasia Uxor The lover. but Knshna orders him to. (Where does he come from? Does he come from the stars? Does he fall in love with a daughter of the earth?) They father five pairs of twins. Its exact location is not known. but It IS possibly in the region of Mount Elbrus.) The sky revolves around the pillar which fitted into the Pole Star above It. The pillar. Arjuna hesitates when he sees his relatives among the opposing forces and doesn't want to fight. as an axis. in its process of transformation and transmutation. But he didn't dare to touch on the mystery of the Grail. Anna Perene Sacred liquor. a raven. acting as if it had an existence independent of the human psyche. universal astral light. There existed Roads of Amber or Routes of Amber which led from Hyperborea and crossed the Alps. i. the farthest north. Poseidon is the God of the axe. you will not kill anybody. Hindu monastery. as in Wotan. It comes from the word for white. which is supposedly feminine. which he never defined clearly. Archetype has another meaning. at the end of his life. Allkamari The sacred bird of the Incas. The word Albania is said to derive from it. because only the North Pole points directly towards the Pole Star at present (the South Pole leans towards the northern edge of the sky. Edda. Akdsa Substance. Poseidon falls in love with her. The name of the . Archetype For Plato it was the Idea. which is supposedly masculine and which concentrates in itself everything (historical and not historical) it experiences in relation to a man. Anima Expression used by Jung to denote the soul of a man (his ethereal double?).' Aryanabaiji Primordial homeland of the Aryans.tEsir from which Odin emigrated with his divine companions. It comes after Nigredo. Ambrosia Magic liquor. the Archetype of everything feminine experienced historically (and not historically) by a man. In this way. for those whom you put to death this day are already dead in me. in a Collective Unconscious which Jung also failed to define clearly. the beloved. Evenor.172 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 173 Aino Race of white giants who occupied China and Japan before their present inhabitants. Cleito. with one's own soul. alchemy and tantrisrn. but it is also autonomous. which conserves all the cosmic images of the visible light. saying: 'Acquit yourself of your duty. Hyperborea. the magic bride of the Cathar tantrism of the Occitanian troubadours. It revolves hke a Swastika. Jung found himself forced to 'psychologise' transcendental. projected here. its opposite. was to be found in the polar north. supports the pillar of the sky. They are said to have been buried there. Asgard The mythical city of the .tEslr. Plato asserts that the first inhabitants of Atlantis were a man issued forth out of the earth. the eldest. possessmg or combatmg men. on occasion separated by a sword. It appears in the North Sea and the Baltic after the fall of one of the moons or the passage of the comet Phaeton. with the Archetype of the Opposite within oneself. Animus Used by Jung to denote the soul of a woman. Atlas. Albania Alchemical name for America. above caste and colour.e. But this has doubtless changed. Ativarna Without caste. he spoke about a psychoid existence of the Archetypes. man is the shadow of the Idea of man. Thus. Arge and Opis Hyperborean priestesses who came to Greece. The Romans drank it. or tree. It has been mistakenly equated with the orichalcum of Atlantis. like the Amrita of the Hindus. The Inca was a white man. through which they could become the same as the Gods of antiquity. the warrior-troubadour. because the axis of the earth shifted after the catastrophe and the poles changed places. Akdsic memory Astral repository of the images of the creation. Its origin is unknown. and his wife. son of the Aryan race. all express the same thing on a more sublime and spiritual plane. Atlantis Name which Plato gave to a continent or an island which was submerged long after the great flood. Leucippe. Ancachuinca Initiated Eagle (Manu-Tara) in Sanskrit-Quichua. Astra Flying vehicle of the Indo-Aryans. metaphysical mysteries in order to make them comprehensible to the age ofKaliyuga. like Soma. The Greeks drank it. Because of this. (Issued forth out of the interior. It consists of sleeping naked with the Beloved Without touchmg her. their clothing. Hollow Earth?) They have a daughter. It is believed that the secret language of the Incas or Ingas was Sanskrit or a derivation ofIndo-German. the first divine inhabitants of Hyperborea. Amrita Hindu magic drink. . Albedo Name found in the alchemical Opus. Apollo protects the law and the oath of fidelity. but the pillar remains motionless. Amber Resin from conifers of the tertiary period. which he subsequently exchanged for the tndent when he had . the first ten kings of Atlantis semi-divine heroes. Arjuna Warrior in the epic poem of the Mahabharata.

the City of the Caesars. made 'conscious'. the 'Master of a Chakra'. It also symbolises totality. When Atlantis-Hyperborea disappeared. in Greek. in the years indicated by Plato. of a legendary sinking. Its mantra is RAM. of a thousand petals. Apollo often travelled to Hyperborea and returned rejuvenated. Bundy Semen. The Cathars were destroyed by papal Rome in the thirteenth century. Its mantra is HAM. Ardhanasisvara. The tree with the golden apples grew there. He stretches a golden string around the mountain and the Palace of the Magic Wedding . when they fuse to become HIM-HER. Its animal is the White Elephant. Here the wedding between HIM and HER takes place. represented by Water. In Old German. from whence he returned to the polar continent astride a flying arrow (an astra. Anahata chakra In the heart. City.174 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mor 175 to set sail after the flood. of what remains. so to speak. in Quiche-Maya. Bija Seminal syllable. people came to believe that the Pillars of Hercules were to be found at the entrance to the Mediterranean. Hence the name Chile or Chille. a circular plot ofland. Its animal is the White Elephant. shortly before the Templars. He reveals this theory in his book The Court oj Lucijer. Sivaistic. Cai-Cai The Serpent of the Waters in the mythology of Chiloe. the self. a Flying Disc of orichalcum?). Chastriya One who belongs to the warrior. I am HER. The mantra is SAHAM. Odin or Wotan whispered some mysterious words in his ear . And Chakravarti is the Lord of the Chakras. crewed by dead men. As he lay dying. Che-kai Immortal double of the Chinese. the first person. in the Twilight of the Gods. Cuddhaouddhisvabhaya Conform with the principle of pure will. by means of yoga and through awakening Kundalini. a wheel (a turn of the wheel) in Sanskrit. Mutadhara chakra The basic chakra at the root of the psychic column. Ajna chakra Between the eyebrows. the astral First Earth. It represents the Air. Hyperborean. fulfilment. Brahmin One who belongs to the priestly caste in Hinduism. Avalon Name which is given to the capital of Hyperborea in the Celtic Irish legend. Its solar castle-temple was Montsegur. It is represented by the Earth. Balder or Baldur The hero God of the Edda. The knowledge of eternal life and the resurrection. who asserts that they guarded the Grail in their castle of Montsegur. Its mantra is OM. Interior Earth. who is liberated through tantric yoga and its practices. Its animal is the Lamb. He passes over the task of supporting the PIllar of the Sky to Heracles-Herculcs. which sleeps at the base of the psychic. resuscitated in NOS. Shambhalla. was said to have been preserved there. The The place of refuge of the Immortals. City oj the Caesars Mythical city in the Andes. Cita Mind. Whoever eats it will always return there. astral spinal column. Bodhisattva Liberated being. root syllable. the Creator. Chil To bare. Bahkti Devotional yoga. They were said to be the forerunners of the Occitanian troubadours. situated at the limit of the individual and supraindividual. Apollo-Lucifer. who chooses not to enter Nirvana but to remain in human form in order to help others liberate themselves. Druids converted to Manichaeism. he who upholds the Golden Law and the pillars of beauty and celestial light.words which were certainly the question and answer contained in the Grail. in Punta Arenas. and also the Dove. where the Hyperborean White Gods were said to have taken refuge. Poseidon comes from Posis. in search of the submarine passages which lead to the oases of the Antarctic and the Hollow. ruled by Buddh). It was the Insula Pomorum. To unsheathe the Sword of the Mystic Homeland. Chakras Wheels or centres of energy and astral psychic consciousness. according to Buddhism. astral fire. Chakravarti One who has awakened all the chakras. etc. It represents Fire. C'akra is also a circle. Caleuche The ghost ship of the South Pole. Here the roads meet. Manipura chakra In the solar plexus. Vishuda chakra In the throat. It is awakened only through tantric practices. the married one. the Grail. CalaJate In the legend of the extreme south of the world. a prefigurative Archetype of the solar Kristos. It represents the Ether. Avris or Abaris A mysterious Hyperborean who also came to Greece. Bardo Thodol Tibetan Book of the Dead. . Chakra (chacra) Grange in Quichua. Brahma The uncreated God of the Hindu Trilogy. These 'centres' exist potentially and they must be developed. He was said to be the lover of Allouine. according to Otto Rahn. Its animal is the Deer.Candharba. solar and polar virility. princely caste of Hinduism. Sahasrara chakra At the summit of the invisible skull. The Greek Gods are really the legendary. the serpentine. made of pure ether. Hieros-Camos. Its mantra is YAM. it is the fruit of return. Its animal is the Elephant. Svadhisthana chakra Psychic centre at the base of the genitals. Possibly the legend of Eros and his arrow of love originated here. Its mantra is VAM. the Androgynous. Cathars Dualist sect which is not very well known. in the shape of a long sword. Its mantra is LAM. Agharti. individuated in the absolute personality. Shillen is to unsheathe (the sword) and has its origin in Hyperborean Sanskrit. He is thus the betrothed in the Magic Wedding. It represents the Ether. the Island of the Apples. semi-divine Hyperborean hero-kings. It also sails underwater. Its animal is the Whale. The surviving Hyperboreans who had moved southwards were also to give the name of Atlas to the mountains of Africa.

polar origin. Dante belonged to this sect. the Irminsul. They are also the Grail. Drakkar Viking ship. And a Rose Garden. near Bolzano. animal-men. It was in Atlantis-Hyperborea.176 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mor 177 Divya Divine man. Australia and a part of India. asserts that the Cathars guarded the Luciferan stone of the Grall. That of Siva IS the bullock Nandi. . The equivalent of the Valkyrie in German mythology. Edda Writings which relate to the oldest Norse legends and refer to the destruction of Hyperborea as the 'Twilight of the Gods'. the female guru. The star of Lucifer-Apollo-Irmm-Atlas-Poseldon. Heracles-Hercules went in search of the golden apples. Garden of the Hesperides The Garden of the Golden Apples. according to Agrippa. Laurin. in order to escape from the Second Earth of Kaliyuga. which coincides with what Plato tells us about Atlantis. Drut One of the final stages in the initiation of the troubadours. eternal youth. born in 1170. contact so as. against whom the JEsir and the hero-gods of the Edda fought. when the initiate 'sighs' with love for his Beloved. taken from the German poet-troubadour Wolfram von Eschenbach. Venus. at the end Parsifal set sail with the Grail in a Templar ship 111 the direction of America-Albania. divine. the Morning Star. it became a cup. which follows the new baptism. discovers eternal life. that is to say Arctic. in the Languedoc. which Homer told us about. that is to say. spiritual female guide. The forced Christianisation was discovered when it became known from reading Plato that the ten kings of Atlantis drank the blood of the sacrifice from cups of gold (and of orichalcum) at the magic ceremony in which they swore always to respect the law of the race of the divine beings from whom they were descended.who have today disappeared in Prester John's Orient. in the north of Italy. the divine man. in the southern Tyrol. or else the one in which Joseph of Anmathea received the blood of Christ as it spurted from his Side as he hung on the cross. in which the initiate exchanges hearts with the Beloved and thus becomes a 'bound man' for all eternity. Bear. . whose name comes from the JEsir as do Kassel and Basel (Base-l). Allouine. The apple symbolises the star of our ongms. Endura Cathar ceremony. and its crown IS the firmament studded With Golden Apples. stars. Gondwana Continent which has also disappeared and was believed to have comprised South America. There was also a Giants' Castle and a Temple of the Virgins. like the noble Templar guides . in the Interior Earth. Fenhedor Stage which follows the 'glance' in the initiation of the troubadours. as in the legend of the King of the Gnomes. or Grail disappears from the surface of the earth with the destruction of the Ternplars. Garuda Winged vehicle (bird) of the god Vishnu. The tree IS the Pillar of the Sky. the German writer. Divya-Deha Immortal body of the Divya. when the myth was Christianised. hands It to us With the Grail. the Consolamentum. Eidelon The astral body. Donar The Tree of Life. who descnbes this mystenous object as a precious stone which fell from the crown of LUCIferdunng his stellar battle. Otto Rahn. secret marriage. Around its trunk coils the Serpent of Eternal Life (Vitis. However. By which the exact geographical POSition of the lost continent of the first Solar Age IS pmpomted: Hyperborea. Embla). In the Middle Ages. the Antarctic. Elelin Another name for the city. The female magician. Gral German spelling for Grail. or enters mto contact with them. The authentic Rosicrucians . an oak felled by the Monk Boniface in the sixth century of the present era. or Lake of Eder.. which are the apples of eternal life and of the resurrection. . where the ten first kings had engraved the law of the semi-divine race on . Paracelsus called it the astral body. Gandharba The magic. in the Orphic Myth of the Creation of the World. Drop a Race of white giants who inhabited Tibet before its occupation by the Mongol race. seat of the Grail. along With the ancient undeciphered wisdom. in the Castle of Montsegur. Embla Vi tis. It stood in the Sacred Grove of the Norsemen which covered some thirty kilometres. and with which we must enter mto. The Templars disseminated It. The legend relates that. Erika Paios The Cosmo gonic Eros.also took the polar symbol of the thorns and the rose once again. and on which is to be found engraved the law of the first.. Elementarwesen Elemental beings. . transformmg the apple into the 'fruit of sin'. He searched for It in the caves of Sabarthe. on the other side of which w~ nowadays find the Edersee. The Sacred Grove was encircled by a hedge of thorns and in its centre lay the Sleeping Beauty (Kundalini). Female Guru The interior. Sometimes people committed suicide during the ceremony of Endura. Grail The legend of the Grail reappears forcibly Christianised m the Middle Ages. They are the 'slaves of Atlantis' who rebelled. from which came the divine ancestors and knowledge.Vita. from whence he never returned. The mystery of the Gral. to be able to resurrect. The legend of the Gral has a mystenous. More likely a remnant ofMu. the man-god. EVidence IS glVen here as to how the Book of Genesis has been expurgated and falsified. the one from which Christ was said to have drunk at the Last Supper. near the small town of Asel. in the City of the Caesars of the Andes. . The Valkyrie of the Germanic legend. Whosoever eats them. the double. and the village of Harb(i)shausen. a part of Afnca. It IS centred on the legend of the court of King Arthur (who IS the Kmg of the Grall and IS also called Amfortas). It is interesting to point out that Arthur IS Arthos. Hyperborean beings. Fedele d'Amore Sect of poets initiated in the doctrine of A-Mor. How the Templars came to be connected with the Hyperborean legend can be seen in the fact that there was always a 'Grove of Thorns' near their 'gendarmeries' and temples.

impossible to express fully. dressing it up in new clothes. This is the ultimate mystery. descendants of the White Gods of AmericaAlbania. with the terrestrial involuted beings. I maintain that the name Fresia. Thus there is a non-created woman (the mysterious Lilith?). Frigga is the goddess of the lEsir and Freyja of the Vanir. now. In the resurrection. Ercilla sang to us 'in code'. Arthur). With his death. derived from heiligesland. bring back health (salvation = Heil.son of Baldur or Balder. There 'the King of the Gods celebrated his marriage'. from Salvation. Boniface. primordial catastrophe which was even more horrifying. was the first to fall through his relationship with Cleito. Poseidon. a certain Saint Ursula mysteriously appeared. of the resurrection. who have arrived from some common cosmic point. as patroness of the island. Homer refers to it as the Island of the Phaecians. a man from Venus. in Hyperborea. or IR (Power). Helgoland The Vanir came from the North Pole. and in the epic poem of La Araucana he wished to give us the key to the secret: the Araucanians of whom he tells us were nordic Hyperborean warriors. is a last remnant of the sunken Atlantis.the Fosite of the Edda . a surviving part of the great lost Hyperborean continent. imaginary personage who was clearly conjured up to replace Foseta. in the ultimate separation and in the union within this separation. the Goddess Foseta. Guru Master. Friesian means free. which means bear (the animal of the North Pole: Arcthos. who had been sent by Rome. converted the Friesians by force. with Siva or Phanes. Ercilla was a Visigoth with blue eyes and fair hair. Because the most extraordinary part of all this is that Ursula comes from Ursus. into his ear as he lay on his funeral pyre. guide. at the time of the conversion of the 'pagans' by Bishop Liudger. In any case. The mantra of the return to Hyperborea. a key word. which today is the South Pole. into which penetrated the top of the Pillar ofIRor Atlas . The God of the Friesians was Fosite . thus indicating the constellation of Ursa Minor. To recover the Gral is to raise the First Earth. or rather of Hyperborea. a surviving. beyond Saham. but between HIM-HER and HER-HIM. All this so that one day the submerged continent of Hyperborea. comes from this goddess. as exiles who have fallen into the later mixture with the sons of Even or and Leucippe. whose real name is Irrnin. for Lucifer. which is now called Helgoland or Heligoland. out of sympathy with HIMHER. She is searching for her Him. He IS searchmg for hIS Her. of Ultima Thule. A jumping-off point for the Morning Star. Temples commemorating this sacred mystery existed on Helgoland. the cult of the God Fosite slowly drifted into a cult of his female counterpart. free man. but the final union has to take place not in the fusion of opposites. HER-HIM Another primordial Cosmic Egg. called Euripide. The land is laid waste. Hamsa Without caste. Atlantis. only partially revealed. Shakti breaks it. A primordial disorientation was already being anticipated. whose real name was Winfrith. the Nuptial Homeland. It is in the Middle Ages that the name of Heligoland appears. was a Van. so Tacitus tells us. It is the Ave of the Romans. thus reincarnating the Archetype. Heil! from the Old German. or rather a Venusian. She must certainly have been a mythical. the Reunion. It was always holy ground. devastated mass of rock. like the Tuatha de Danann of the Irish saga. Heil Greeting of the German troubadours and warriors. They brought with them Atlas. lEsir and Vanir are identical beings. like the land of the Grail. or with the degenerate products of a far older. not in the primordial Androgynous. Hamurani The mysterious white race of the rebuilders of Tiahuanacu of the White Gods. which the Minnesdnger of the Middle Ages used as a greeting in code. the original North Pole. the Visigoths and the Friesians) are a product of the interbreeding of the divine beings with the semi-divine lEsir and Vanir. But Odin or Wotan whispered a great secret. Phoesia. Possibly Atlas. terra sanctis. with the products of the earth. he was a Hyperborean. fathering the heroes. possibly with the 'robots' who were sent or left here. Paradesha: It is for this reason that the initiates in the warrior order of A-Mor still perform their Magic Weddings (Gandharba) in Fositeland. the king is sick. may reappear.which supported the sky in the original pole. It is an initiatory mantra. who in turn is IR. belonging to the cult of Fosite or Forsite. the lEsir from the South East. In the seventh century. in the Old German of the Minnesa'nger-troubadours). Thus the Norsemen (and also the Merovingians. They did not respect this law and Atlantis was submerged. They are one and the same. the gentlest of the Gods of Ancient Germany. by means of the divine wisdom which is preserved there. the Little Bear. the kings of Atlantis-Hyperborea. a polar anteroom. in the Iliad. as it continued to be called in Latin. the Hieros-Gamos. the Twilight of the Gods was unleashed. In NOS. this time formed through the union of Her and Him. Or perhaps it was being made clear that on this Holy Island. cure the Sick King. She is the first Companion of Evenor. But it was only a century after that the holy Island was Christianised. Arcthus. which Ercilla invented for the wife of the 'Araucanian' Caupolican. the semi-divine beings. . was being performed. which includes the Pole Star. holy land. make him divine again. Fositelandia. in the North Sea. Spanuth maintains that the island of Helgoland or Heligoland. Ultima Thule. It is a mass of rock which survives from a great catastrophe and from other islands which are now submerged but which still protruded from the water in the sixth and ninth centuries of our age. an ancestor converted into a god. clearly a derivative of the God of the polar Norsemen. In ancient times.Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 178 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection 179 a sacred stone. It means Salve. The most ancient name for Helgoland was Fostlandia. the Paradise of Avalon. who did not emerge from the Egg of Him. The Friesian language transformed the name into Helgoland. the Magic Wedding. Well. from no one knew where. All of which continues to point to the end of the terrestrial Road of Return of the Lefthanded Swastika of the journey back to the Far North.

engraved on a Stone of Gold (of orichalcum). When Hyperborea had been lost. HeraclesHercules. a Patriarchal Oak. The sinking of Atlantis. Vril. the ancient civilisation of the Indus Valley. Jason Mythical navigator who. It is also the sacred oak (Donar). Perhaps Jason was a Hyperborean king and his magic bride was Medea. Euripides says: 'In the Land of Amber (of Orichalcum) the King of the Gods celebrated his Marriage. Atlas. Allouine. also Papan in my own legend of a southern Hyperborea. In reality. It is also said that he was the first troubadour. God of the Cold and Storm. rising up into the Pole Star. Hvetramannaland Name which the Vikings and the Celts gave to America. In its shade. a sort of Siddharupa. Hue/en Native word for the hill of Santa Lucia in Santiago. Hieros-Gamos Magical union between couples. Root of the greatest of the Gods. a kind of Siddha. Hyperborea Original continent in the north of the world. Castor and Pollux were also twins. Hiranyagarbha-Cabda Aryan. The kings of Atlantis were ten in number . Individuation The process by which the Absolute Personality. capable of modifying and transforming nature. gave it to him. returns to Hyperborea in search of the Golden Fleece (the lost Grail. its involuted descendants. It walks backwards. came to worship the tree Irminsul. double. In the south of the world. To the Norsemen. HRIM Mantra for wine. until the continent was destroyed by a planetary catastrophe. of the lefthanded road. Ja-Ius Immortal body. sets Kundalini in motion. Kailas Mountain in the Transhimalayas. The greatest of the Gods. Chile. to which the first extraterrestrials . Orphic Cabbala. sitting on a branch of an oak tree in Dodona. The age of its existence is a mythical one. a sort of ray (Vril) which rose directly from their foreheads towards the universe. Irmin The Hyperborean God who supports the Pillar of the Sky. Arge and Opis. the order. which was Lamella.' It names IR. to which Plato refers. by means of which the Absolute Personality IS achieved. IR or ER This is the Hyperborean name for the pillar. Jon Magician-priest of the Selcnam people of Tierra del Fuego. . the sorceresspriestesses still perform initiations into the cult. this name was given to the divine or semidivine being who supported it on earth. as the material representation of this pillar and also of the lost superhuman power. It means Sorrow. In reality. They are really the Hyperborean Noms.including Lucifer . which. the pillar itself. whose origins are unknown but are believed to pre-date the Aryan invasion. Castor and Pollux (Pole).180 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 181 Hesperides Daughters of Atlas. it was a symbolic cult of the divine polar ancestors. The astral double. In other places. it is a cottonwood tree. resurrects the Beloved. the Norsemen. HUM Mantra which awakens the Sleeper. Irmin. who rediscovered the sacred law of trovarclus (singing in code) on the Hyperborean tree (the Pillar). They guarded the garden with the Golden Apples of eternal life. the God of the Pillar. Moderation). in the Norse cult. enabling them to direct and even change the course of the stars. according to the beliefs of the Greeks and other peoples. It is a symbol of the return.five pairs of twins. the opposite of samadhi. Poseidon. the island of the south of Chile. Icchamtyu Ability to die at will. before Phanes breaks it. It IS a giant Araucana. an immortal divine man. It is an ash tree. of the initiate who goes back up the chakras. it represented their divine ancestry. this tremendous power which was lost in the polar night of our origins. Allouine recites a poem discovered in Mohenjo Daro. and includes the disappearance of the islands which survived the primordial catastrophe. is much later.were supposed to have descended after losing a battle. with the root IR. the Golden Law. Huaiyuhuen The immortal body of the Jon magicians. the iEsir met in council. By derivation. It destroys the curse which afflicts it and can transform it into Soma. It is a term used by the Greeks to refer to the mythical continent of the nordico-polar divine race from which their Gods sprang. Kaivalya Deep trance. There they established a Golden Age. and through the tree they worshipped their extraterrestrial ancestors. immortalised. Hvareno Magic energy. In the mortal legend it became a pillar. A line says: 'IR ar are per Kaduval. Hyperborea means beyond the God Boreas. this 'column' was originally a power possessed by the divine Hyperborean giants to communicate with the ancestral star and other stars in the firmament. The Irminsul was felled by Charlemagne. The worship of the 'tree which reaches up to the sky' was carried to America by the exodus of the Hyperboreans. the Priestesses of Magic Love. in Quichua. with its heels turned right round. with Heracles-Hercules and the tW1l1 Dioscuri. Huilka Fortress. Imbunche Mythological being in the legend of Chiloe. In its shade. on whose summit Siva and Parvati celebrated the Magic Wedding. It is the trance of the tantnc Siddhas. Huilkanota The circle. In the chapter entitled 'Lemuria' in this book. the Irminsul Tree. of the giant Dropas of Tibet. obviously in memory of the Sacred Wedding between Poseidon and Cleito in Hyperborea ". of magic love and the Sacred Marriage. the Self is achieved. formed through the union of Him and Her. represents the pillar which supports the sky at the pole. Irminsul The tree which. totality. It IS . and later by the Vikings. since it keeps one 111 a state of eternal separation and individualisation. which was carried out in Hyperborea to propitiate the celestial order. supports the sky at the North Pole. A falcon or a Hyperborean raven.' HIM-HER The primordial Cosmic Egg.

the Morning Star. He dances and plays the flute in the Gardens ofVrindavan. Chakravarti. Bharata is the real name for India. Lucifer He is Apollo. The present age. In the Tantra of the Left Hand. 'Navel of the World'. the war between the Koravas and the Pandavas. the memory of a lost' love. The Cathars called him Luci-Bel. Korava is the name of one of the opposing parties in the great war of the Mahabharata. His emblem is the Lefthanded Swastika. Hyperborean background to the Love-Initiation of the troubadours can be seen in the fact that it is in May. without beginning or end. Kula Extremely secret circle of the initiates in tantric yoga. one of the avatars of Vishnu. The starry night. Krishna Hindu god. in which circulated the memory of the nordicopolar Minne. Mama Ocel White Goddess of America. his 'vehicle'. with the Female guru who circulates in the blood. achieving immortality. Kaula Very hermetic tantric sect. Kundalini Serpentine energy.of the HiranyagarbhaCabda. Potency. Potency. May Bride The solar. perhaps at the beginning of the great decline of the ages and the involution of the Second Earth. . Meru The spiritual. It has to be pronounced exactly. the same blue as the cloaks of the divine Hyperboreans. Mahabharata Epic poem which tells of a great war. Illusion. Minne A-Mor. The festivals of Maya (from Maya. in Sanskrit. Atlantean solar Kristos. Central City. It is a question of ~eactivating the chakras. It is the Way of Initiation of A-Mor. He must lose here in order to carry the earth back to its origins and transfigure it. his Kundalini. and IS now able to fly. He came down from the Morning Star. the energy of Kundalini). when the sun IS resurrected in the northern hemisphere. Hyperborea. Mero-Meru.' . as it was known before the invasion of Alexander. Sue-ca. the potentiality of the chakras is activated. Mdtrkd Seminal syllables. . He is the God of the Losers in the Kaliyuga and of the Return to Hyperborea. magical coitus in the tantric ritual and initiation.. generally only once. By means of Kunani the Amauta magician-sages of Kusku (Cuzco) directed Ku-ndalini. Manu Guide. with special mental concentration. until he reaches the void of the Black Sun behind the Sun of Gold and the Ray of Green Light behind the Black Sun. the Minnesinger. astral spinal column. as appropnated and adulterated by Christianity. mterior sight. and entry is obtained into the City of the Immortal Guides. Lucifer is also Odin-Wotan. Tara: Goddess. etc. according to Tantrism . The Great Bharatas must therefore be the Hyperborean. but he will be the victor on the Other Earth. It is the sacred Soma. In Sanskrit. the City of the Caesars. retaining the semem. totality. the Beloved who is 'dead and not dead'). when the Golden Age returns. Road of Meru. interior. of something lost at the beginning of time (the Grail. who rules an entire age. Tamanduare. drank blood. the Hyperborean. called 'Little Mothers' . guide of a Kalpa. Manu: root-man. Mantra Magic sound of the Orphic Cabbala. Lemuria Believed to comprise everything that lies submerged in the Pacific. in Tantrism. He is the supreme Guide of the Pilgrims of the Dawn. Kunani To preach. The German troubadours sang to it. (Other names for White Gods include Neua. KLIM Mantra of the indescribable pleasure of ecstatic orgasm. that of the Return.Tara The mythical bird of Easter Island. chakra to chakra. Venus. Manutara is thus the total man who has found his Shakti. Vmg or Weg IS road in German. Matymjaya Lord of voluntary death. Defeated in a stellar battle. Mama Runtu White Goddess of America. Kaliyuga Dark Age of destruction and iron. and of the Cathar troubadours of the Languedoc and the Fedele d'Amore of Northern Italy. The Merovingians are said to have come from there. Kontiki Viracocha White God of South America. that the dead bride is discovered and brought back to life.. polar land. within the 'synchronicity' and the 'magico-symbolical geography' of the way of synchronistic divinisation of man and the earth. like Lake Titicaca in the Andes. mythical. He is blue in colour. the inhabitants of a primordial. In the Way of the Right Hand. Mantra-yana Road of the Mantra. Maya The phantasmagoria of shapes in creation. These are the May festivals.) Manasarovar Lake at the foot of Mount Kailas. Minnetrinleen Ceremony in which the German troubadours. the Minnesanger. . Archetype of a race. he will always be the loser on the involuted Second Earth of Kaliyuga. with the dead lover. in remembrance of the legendary ceremony of the Atlantico-Hyperborean kings. moving from city to city. It is the Minne of the German troubadours. of the Acolytes of Lucifer. Atlantean giants. his Allkamari. Pay Zume. a law) and which circulates in the blood's memory. He is also Abraxas and Quetzalcoatl. Shakti. which sleeps at the base of the psychic. which was drunk . . Maha means great. the Total-Man.182 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 183 the road of the magician. so to speak. By awakening it (it is the Sleeping Beauty. Manu. of whom Dante was one. The festivals of Mary. Maithuna IS merely symbolic. Kusku (Cuzco) The capital of the Inca Empire. accordmg to Vedantic philosophy. who reached Easter Island after the destruction of the Empire of Tiahuanacu. Omphalos. ku means to direct. is achieved. Maithuna Mystical. Subsequently everything was transformed and' modified in the epic which we know today. distant memory or recollection of the Hyperborean Thule. the God of Light and Beauty. the Orphic Cabbala. it is achieved physically. Kali. Korakenke The raven of the Inca. Illusion. his Garuda. In Sanskrit. of the Goddess of Destruction. of recreating them and opening the third eye. the Superman. Agharti. invisible counterpart of Mount Kallas. of the Atlantean Poseidon. Korava Raven.

it was female and was represented by the Hyperborean dove. when the troubadourinitiate implores his Beloved and describes her beauty. Susumna and Pingala. Mmnesanger German troubadours who sang the Minne in memo f I I h b . Parsifal finally finds the Grail and asks the question. For A-Mar. Mongolia. Around it the Druids met In council. He is the son of the God Uranus and the Goddess Gaia in Greek mythology. El Nadi Psychic channel in the astral body. He was said to have been brought up by his mother in a forest. However. supports the Pillar of the Sky. made with the hands. that which disunites. out of respect for this delicate mystery. in Hyperborean Atlantis. The most Important nadis are Ida. It is believed to have covered what today is the GObI Desert. 'Popul' is people in Latin and 'Vuh' is book in German. cures the sick King Amfortas and takes his place as King of the Grail. from the cup of the Grail. Phanes The Cosmogonic Eros in the Orphic myth. er Mudra Magical. She dies but doesn t die. the Purusha of Hinduism.184 Nos: Book ojthe Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 185 fromchalices of orichalcum. being its equivalent in the spatial symbology gestures. Phobos Hatred. Some contemporary researchers (Spanuth) have tried to say it was the same as amber. Jung. Hernan Cortes. to take off and n. Noms The Fates. He IS J =~. the magic union of th the visions of her half-death. She comes back to life and tells her brother that In also called the . the Aztec emperor. Milan was one of these cities irnedio-lanums. of all the universes. Purusha Monad. Mu Submerged continent. To the Cathars. Parakletos The Holy Spirit of the Cathars and Gnostics. Up the central one climbs the serpentine fire of Kundalini. fathering the Atlantean semidivine heroes. they whisper to them. Precador Stage which follows that of the Fenhedor. the totality. The Grail was considered by Jung to be an Archetype of the Self. towards the extreme ends the poles which symbolise Kundalini. which the Edda give to the Ship of the Dead. Samkhya philosophy. which is always carried by a virgin damsel. . the forces which direct Destiny. another of the knights of the legend of the Round Table. the surviving East Island and Tahiti. . Mujavat Paradise. Wareln 'J' . Gawaine. Parsifal Knight of the Legend of the Grail. Parastri Initiated bride. ng Mohai Gigantic granite sculptures of faces on Easter Island. ritual gesture. emitting a musical sound. Onchalcum Mystenous metal referred to by Plato in his story of Atlantis. Numinous Ecstatic state which is produced on contact with the Grail an Archetype or Oneself. 'transfigures' the earth and marries the female guru of the Grail. he breaks the primordial egg and divides the Androgynous. Poseidon The God who. According to Homer. 'like a pure madman'. Paradise on the polar Mountain of the Revelation. Its synchronicity wIth. he didn't develop the theme fully or 'psychologise' it. There are runic mudras which act on the introatomic vibrations of the umverse. But onchalcum had the power to neutralise gravity and must have been the metal which allowed the vimanas. part of India. Paradesha High region. In the central cities. married in Hyperborea. the astras. Mysterzum Coniunctionis LIke the Hieros-Gamos. or on recognising the Beloved. Parsifal advises his friend. They predict Destiny. they read the thoughts and feelings of men'. G. who rides on the Hyperborean swan. Omphalos Symbolises the pillar which supports the sky. she saw the White God Quetzalcoatl returning in a ship sailing over the Ocean. navIgates with all its lights on along the 'channels' of the south and north of the world. at the pole. the unus mundus.ove around the skies. Pasu (Sudra) Inferior men. Heat amidst ice. one must ask the right question. a pSYChIC and spiritual transmutation has been studied and explained by C. Parfait Cathar adept. the mistresses of Karma In nordic mythology. in which is related all that is remembered about the creation and destruction of the world. Mulabanda The proc~ss which reinverts everything. animal-men. The capital of Atlantis takes its name from him. the opposite of love. ' Oases of the Antarctic Another symbol of totality. The one who actually came was the Conquistador. the 'slaves of Atlantis'. Malaysia. It was said to have been written by the Hyperboreans and later reworked by the Vikings. ultimate separated entity of the dualist. The Greeks also met around the Omphalos. This book has been completely adulterated by the missionaries. Odin God of the Edda. Book of the Mayas. His emblematic bird is the raven. In the patnarchal oak-thickets. It generall accompames the mantra. Poseidon comes from Posis in Greek and means the married one. She begs her brother not to fight him. fear. Lohengrin. symbol of the north and the dynasty of the kings of the Grail. When one finds the Grail. Quetzalwatl One of the American White Gods. El Caleuche. They have a son. Wafeln. according to legend. who finds it through fighting only with his ancient fury and without God. through which energy flows. the ghost ship. in reality a Hyperborean.ry 0 a ove ost at t e egmnmg of the ages. to seek the Grail without God but 'with the memory of your Beloved in your heart'. They speak to the heroes. ultimate centre of the personality. " Nigredo State w?ich is reached in the alchemical process. perhaps the Hyperborean weddi of Poseidon and Cleito. He falls in love with Cleito. Papan Sister of . otherwise it will disappear. e Naglfar Name Caleuche.M0ctezuma. Popul-vuli Also called the Codex of Chichicastenango.

Rebis The Androgynous created in the alchemical Opus. who created first the Toltec and Mayan civilisations and later. which tries to attain itself in Jungian practice. energetic principle. Svecharin He who can do everything. in turn. the 'non-existent'. Nuptial Homeland has been lost. from which. Kundalini: etc. Raslila Dance of Krishna. the face of the soul. crossing beyond the Black Sun. Sdhu Immortal double of the Egyptians. Smara God of Desire. the Age of the Lamb. Sarmiento de Gamboa. a meeting place for the rivers of the soul. parallel earth. the civilisation and empire of Tiahuanacu. astral body with the physical body. bearing inscriptions which have so far remained undeciphered. what is inside is outside. Rama Hero of the epic poem of the Ramayana. the Thule of Hyper bore a. The astral. Sunya The void beyond the last chakra. Soror Mystica The mystical sister.. Formerly he lived in polar Hyperborea. From them is derived the alphabet of the Philistines. Synchronicity Coincidence between a deep emotion. which is now submerged. he was a Viking or a Hyperborean. Samhara-Mudra Sign of dissolution. the celestial point of origin of the semi-divine beings. with which Odin and Rama start on their pilgrimage once the primordial. Runes Very ancient signs. of Poseidon) was fixed on the Pole Star. the creative and active energy of the universe. of the Antarctic.' states the hermetic saying. an internal event and an external occurrence. since she is the wife of Siva. The road of internal fulfilment must coincide fully with the transfiguration of the external world and the pilgrimage 111 the exterior landscape.. through the true liberty achieved in tal_1tricpractices. in the south and under different generic names. However. Its mantra is HAMSA. Venus. Siddha-Ashram Centre where the Siddhas live and teach. magic drink of the Hyperborean Aryans. novice. solar energy. but only with Her. a nordicoHyperborean tribe. Siddha Divine being who has made himself immortal. to whom everythmg IS permitted. This is the process of Tantrism and also of the troubadours' alchemy of A-Mor. According to some anthropologists. 'What is above is below. in order to separate and become NOS. towards the Golden Age. the polar homeland and the Morning Star. avatar. the leap into the void. who was said to have secretly searched for the City of the White Gods. It is said that it is Sophia whom the Cathars and the troubadours worship through women. mudras and mantras. Shakti Universal feminine principle. when the axis of the earth (the Pillar of Atlas. It is cut at death. inhabitant of Agharti and Shambhalla.the Second Earth appears. Pedro Spanish conquistador. Towards the First Earth. It is the Swastika of the Exodus. Sam: with. The dance.186 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mar 187 Plumed Serpent. into a Black Hole. . etc. is derived Phoenician script. mudra of voluntary death. Righthanded The rotatory movement which begins when the Golden Age is lost. the woman who is always at the side of the alchemist. The Hyperborean Hieros-Gamos. Totality. The movement of return. made of V~jra. the Jumna and the invisible river Saraswati converge. Hollow Earth?). Their origin is not known. resurrection and immortalisation. Hyperborean. Aryan hero. There are those who say that it is the capital of Agharti. the runes go beyond written script and correspond to the inaudible Orphic Cabbala of magical and cosmic signs. from Tierra del Fuego. Hyperborea is submerged and . immortal body. Siva dances in Her. Through synchronicity. Self or Selbst The ultimate and central point in the persona. It IS she whom Dante seeks in the guise of Beatrice. Sadhaka Tantric initiate. with his Beloved . Sangam Meeting-place. Rongo-Rongo Tablets on Easter Island. Adhi: Primordial Being. According to the researcher Jacques de Mahieu. must have their real equivalents in the hidden cities of the Siddhas and the . it is the point at which the waters of the Ganges. who lives in Argentina. she does not represent a matriarchy. his creative. within the Black Sun. with the immortalisation of the individual. together with the Age ofIron and the involution ofKahyuga. Selcnam Man of the south of the world. He destroys so as to open the way to fresh creation. transmutes and transfigures matter and the world. the Ultimate Flower. Sophia Wisdom for the Gnostics. Soma Sacred. with all the shepherdesses of the forest of Vrindavan. fusion with the One. he IS also the lord of tantric yoga and of virile. Rubedo The final alchemical stage. Although she is the Creator. the counterpart of Siva. She must touch them with her hand so that they may become impregnated with the feminine vibration necessary for any transmutation. of Destruction. The Manipura chakra is a sangam.and also outside the circle. The resurrection in the Ray of Green LIght. Lejthanded The Swastika which begins the Journey back to Hyperborea. Swastika. the city. They are Nietzsche's 'lucky occurrences filled with meaning'. the Self. in the centre. where the light of the Sun of Gold ends. separate and uni~ed for ever. towards the Other Earth. Skua Seagull of the South Pole. Siddha-rupa Immortal body of the Siddha. Samsara The movement of the illusory forms of creation. . It is the equivalent of resurrection in a red. The Ultimate Flower. guide in Aries. he reached there by crossing the Antarctic (from the Interior. Samadhi Supreme Vedantic ecstasy. the chakras. " Siva God of the Hindu Trilogy. Silver string Cord which unites the immaterial. the Grail. Shambhalla One of the hidden subterranean cities in which is performed the tantric initiation that transforms. Temple of the Immortals. In India. handing him the metals to be transmuted. The face of the Beloved. It is the road of the saint. Swastika.

nordico-aryan concept. It symbolises Vajra. The eternal return of the same thing. The Hyperboreans . Flying Disc spoken of in the Ramayana and the Mahabharata. e. it was an ash tree called Irminsul. the priestesses of magic love. The God of the Axe. The fifth-born women of Hyperborea. into Divya. which Jason sought and rediscovered.188 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mor 189 immortals. In the Nordic legend. Vajra-yana Way ofVajra. when the poles changed places and the axis of the earth shifted. Odin or Wotan is an Asa. Tao The meaning of the universe in the Chinese philosophy of Lao-tse. of the Aryan Brotherhood. They enter into battle with their relatives. they are the JEsir of Norse legend. Turn of the Wheel Eternal Return according to the Nietzschian concept. papal Roma. Urdhavaretas To go backwards. Urna Superior energy. ubiquitously. Toromiro Tree of red wood. a kind of Race Spirit.possessed this power. in the flying Discs of Light. That is to say. distinct idea of reincarnation. Tantra System which was codified some 600 years before the present era. during Kaliyuga. Tulku Kind of BodhIsattva of Tibetan Tantrism. It searches for the lost Hyperborea. coiling itself around it like the Serpent of Paradise. White Gods In American legend. because it tries to return to the point of origin. and with the other dimensions. with the other 'parallel worlds'. to find. Ten. Wildes Heer The Furious Horde of the dead warriors of Odin-Wotan . the Grail. Vbluspa Most important part of the Edda. He supports the pillar. That is to say. He is the Preserver. we use Greek terms for these regions and continents be- cause we don't know their true names. In the Grail and In an Incarnate Beloved who is dead and has returned to life on this earth. The crown of the tree supports the sky or is the sky. It also symbolises Kundalini. Yoga which makes use of sex. in a number of beings or In a whole people. Vara-Mudra Magic gesture which destroys fear and bestows favour. the divine ancestors who descended from the stars. polar. possessed it on their foreheads. Roma is Amor spelt backwards. rediscover something that was lost. A liberated being who becomes reincarnated as an avatar. the land of the Aryan. the fifth-born in a family . mystical wife of the hero. when the Gods die. the lost holy land. the Hyperboreans. it was Aryanabaiji. Vanir Name of the divine Hyperborean ancestors in the Edda. Vimana Mysterious flying object. found on Easter Island. the JEsir. the Golden Fleece. attaining the Absolute PersonalIty.especially the female magician. spiritual power. Vfra The tantric hero. Varna Means colour and also caste. Troubadour Comes from trovare. Atlas or Irmin is said to have been a Van. in Santiago de Chile. Vola. The Occitanian troubadours did so in order to convey their messages and their initiation without giving themselves away. life. Nevertheless. the female guru. immortalised. For the Hindu-Aryans. Valkyrie Disincarnate woman. Tantra means systematisation and also to explain. Quichua-Sanskrit name. who accompanies him in his struggle and waits for him in Valhalla to hand him the cup of the Grail filled with the ambrosia of eternal life. Nowadays. 600 years before our era. for example. Vajra-rupa Immortal body made of Vajra. Vajra-cita Language of the immortal mind. magnetic places of the earth and the sky. This is only possible in the legendary. hollow earth. Vishnu God of the Hindu Trilogy. Vril Magical. Tree of Life. It is the original. The Symbolises the pillar which supports the sky. Vajra Immortal: red matter.g. spiritual power or organ which puts one in touch with all the universes. impelled by melodious sounds. Its golden fruits are the stars. Doubtless the Germanic. the opposite of the A-Mor of the troubadours. navigating beneath the surface of the water with all its lights on. The Greek navigator and researcher Piteas of Marseilles searched for it in the north. Trovar clus To sing in code. the red. before the Hyperborean continent was submerged. Wafeln The ghost ship of the North Pole. in the White Gods. retracing the involution of Kaliyuga. They are like the Pandavas and Koravas of the great war of the Mahabharata. Amor. It means 'Abode of God'. The Edda call it Mjotvidr and state that it will be felled during the RagJlarok. Tupahue Native name for the hill of San Cristobal. giving rise to the Teutonic peoples. Ultima Thule The capital of Hyperborea. or Twilight of the Gods. towards the point of origin. Up its trunk climbs the Vitis. It is like Quetzalcoatl's fiery Winged Serpent. Hyperborean Martial Initiation of A-Mor. immortal matter. Nordic tradition approximates more closely to the true original. in the sacred. was the opposite of Christian. and later they intermarry. either symbolically in the Way of the Right Hand. the semi-divine man-hero. who travels with an axe. The name comes from the prophetess. of immortality. Thule or Ultima Thule Capital of Hyperborea. a Hyperborean Nom. in order to achieve the ml1tation into the Superman. The Vanir lived in the Hyperborean north. in the interior.Ten The Serpent of the Earth in the mythology of Chiloe. Tuatha De Danann In Irish tradition. Taruka Black antelope. in which the Ragnarok or Twilight of the Gods is described. Trapalnanda Another name given in America to the Enchanted City. they are said to be the Hyperboreans who came to America in times long past. the Gods will come back to life. as hard as diamond. Of practically in the Way of the Left Hand.

in the Tantra. Yggdrasil Another name which the Edda give to the tree. the Sons of Woevre Saelde. It is destroyed during the Ragnarok.190 Nos: Book of the Resurrection which will return at the end of time as the 'last battalion'. The way of NOS. The transfiguration of man and the earth. of totality. of Resurrection. Way of Absolute Personality and the Superman. Technique. a Hyperborean sign. in the Vedanta. in the revelations made in this book. to fight the decisive battle for the return of the Gods and the restoration of the Golden Age. Woevre Sae/de Mysterious woman. . of Isolde. His emblematic weapon is the axe. guide of the Minnesiinger. science and technique of 'unity' or reintegration. Yogini Initiated woman of Tantrism. Wotan Odin. science of absolute 'disunity' in Samkhya dualism. The resurrection. Yoga Hindu philosophical system. Art of 'individuation'. the German troubadours.

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