Miguel Serrano

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THE MYSTERIES THE VISITS

Serrano

NOS
OF SHEBA

OF THE QUEEN OF PARADISE AND HERMANN OF TWO

THE SERPENT C. G. JUNG A RECORD

BOOK OF THE RESURRECTION

HESSE:

FRIENDSHIPS

THE ULTIMA TE FLOWER EL/ELLA

MIGUEL SERRANO
TRANSLA TED IN COLLABORATION WITH THE AUTHOR BY GELA JACOBSON

ROUTLEDGE
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& KEGAN PAUL
MELBOURNE AND HENLEY

CONTENTS

INTRODUCTION

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The revelation - How the Cosmic Egg was brokenThe Her of Him - The Gods - HER-HIM - The Secret - The face of the soul- The Circles of Return
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The comrade - The dream - The dog on the frozen plain - The Master of the Sphinx - The Master who understands the language of the animals and flowers The signs - Allouine - What she looked like - The White Gods - Don't lose your self-control'The Narrow Passages' - The suitor - The flight - The Wounded King - He asks the question - The supplicant - The kiss - The body of the Absolute Woman- The scabbard of the sword- The test- The 'tiny spark' - The exchange of hearts - The lefthanded sign - The Ring of Resurrection - Midday - The Disc
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The garden of childhood - The face - The violets of childhood - 'Ego' - 'Uninhabited blue' - My comradeThe great war of the Mahabharata - The Master and the serpent - The Court of King Antarcthus - The stone which fell from heaven - The initiation - The search once again - Carl Gustav Jung - 'Self - Anima, AnimusA-Mor - 'Synchronicity' - 'The Art of the Fugue' Hermann Hesse - The Wounded Warrior

H.The secret chamber .'The land of tears is so mysterious' THE MASTER SPEAKS ABOUT WHAT FOLLOWS 145 Dejection .VI Nos: Book oj the Resurrection OF ALLOUINE THE RETURN 83 The unknown legend of the Princess Pap an . Leopardi. 161 I recover the dog .Father .The lord of the names .Death and resurrection in Titicaca .It is also a grave .'Zarathustra' . D.The baptism of the Man-Bird .Lernuria .The Bird of Paradise . Virgil.She . Lawrence.The burning bush DEATH IN ANAHATA 135 The young fawn .The Triad . and a translation by Ezra Pound from the poems of the troubadour Bertran de Born.The plumed serpent .The secret marriage . Holderlin.'The navel of the world' .The return of the beginning to life .How can I bring her back to life? .The leap into the Void THE END OF KALIYUGA.The Cathar stars THE SOLITUDE OF THE TRIALOGUE The illustrations for this English edition have been specially drawn by Wolfgang vom Schemm.The last supper .The glance . William Blake.The Orphic Music THE MET AMORPHOSIS OF THE ELEPHANT ACKNOWLEDGMENTS 107 In which the war of the Mahabharata begins . Shelley.The initiation of the Manu-Tara .The transcendent light .A woman has no soul.The seal of the wordFather Ether .The house on the mountain . Rilke. Copyright 1926 by Ezra Pound. She is the soulDon't stay in Anahata . I am grateful to Faber & Faber Limited and New Directions Publishing Corporation for permission to quote Section II and Section IV and the first line of Section VII from the poem 'Sestina: Altaforte' from Collected Shorter Poems by Ezra Pound (Faber & Faber) and Personae by Ezra Pound (New Directions).The astral tunnel.On the other side of the mirror .The path of A-Mor .The cry of the bird .The reunion with Jason . AGE THE RETURN OF THE GOLDEN 169 OF INITIATION OF A-MOR DICTIONARY 171 . Rabindranath Tagore. In this book I have reproduced lines and poems by Irene Klatt. Omar Caceres.Dreams about water .The supplication .I interpret the giants .The difficult test once again .

The watery shore Is given thee till the break of day. o you. Why wilt thou turn away? The starry floor.The grave watered by tears. fields of wheat! Turn away no more. The only representative of God on earth is the soul MEISTER ECKHART .

Book oj Magic Love. Book of the Resurrection attempts to reveal (with great fear and difficulty). I conceived it within a rhythmic unity of the soul. nor a novel.. which apparently break through the web of a parallel world in order to situate themselves in another one _ thus forming the arrows which assassinate time. over the Sahasrara chakra. the work which preceded this one. passages. the recomposition of the primordial Cosmic Egg.t.~({a£t. from the peak of Mount Meru. In NOS. as I said. I was forced to write it in this way. However.This face does not have enough ugliness in it to be truly beautiful. to violate the aesthetic formula.i[ This work possesses all the defects needed to defeat time.'1::'.~-e{!ttO-n dJ&kc~ $tde %t"d INTRODUCTION TH U LE.. G)Itttrnate dftO'WeJ. in search of an absolute differentiation. In accordance with the required limitations. even by those who come upon it for the first time. The whole of my creative work falls outside the boundaries of any specific literary genre. I:: 1. I imagine that the ultimate solution is a leap into the Void. in the Initiation of A-Mor. Their II II II II Ii. ~.') ELiELLA. I am going beyond the Androgynous of the beginnings. and it can be assimilated with no more difficulty than that inherent in its symbology and essential obscurity. but always symbolic.:Re~Ur. the Absolute Personality. nor a philosophical essay. Of course. which NOS. it is neither a poem. I have also been permitted to reveal the Martial Initiation of A-Mor. 11 i I 198} WNf><fAN<J VOM ~<H~MM TH E WAY OF A"'MO~ . so as to introduce lengthy semiconceptual. although it contains a little of each of these. they are the defects which are necessary for a grandiose ultimate diapason. sought the reintegration of him and her. Book of the Resurrection I have been forced.s. (. where the Magic Wedding of Siva and Parvati took place.8ptYtt _OP.

as opposed to Vedantic Samadhi. Some of the extraterrestrials 'fell in love with the daughters of men'. The axis of the earth shifted. showing us that the Vanir and the i'Esir have extraterrestrial origins. After him comes Apollo. which is a Hyperborean revelation. It is important to be able to cast light on the mystery of the Twin Kings of Atlantis. they found everything changed. Leucippe. On the surface were strange. to the 'White Gods' who lived at both poles and were later submerged in the interior 'Hollow Earth'. . almost inaudible voice. Cleito and Lilith. Creation is the dance of Him and Her seeking and losing each other throughout infinity. and women to adorn themselves by making cosmetics. The origins of this most ancient martial initiation are lost in the mists of time (if indeed it ever did have any origins). according to the Greeks. Cleito. the magician as opposed to the saint and the mystic. even before it was broken. the seeming Void. it says. unrecognisable beings (Evenor. The god Poseidon fell in love with her. perhaps the 'robots' of Atlantis. totally mutilated. and it is based on the Orphic Cosmogony. who were no longer immortal. the seasons were born. Leucippe. who somehow managed to survive its sinking. Is the twin a material entity or only the' double' in an astral. Hollow Earth. The Edda refer to the same subject as the Book of Enoch and the Mahabharata. who protects the Oath and the Golden Law. Love drives the Cosmogonic Eros to break the Cosmic Egg which encloses it. The First Earth became the 'hollow' Interior Earth. In reality. before the loss of the Paradise of Hyperborea (Hyperborea means 'beyond the Ice and Storm'}. Because of the impossibility of writing their real names. dividing the Androgynous. he is a king of the Grail. or 'flying discs'. Apollo. There they hoped to be able to recover those who had turned into semi-divinities through consorting with the terrestrials. of which the Book of Enoch tells us? The angels. They are also the lords of the Ray of Green Light. the Morning Star?). Jason. From them were descended the semi-divine heroes. which are in fact mantrams. the definitive separation of tantric ecstasy: Kaiualva. the semi-divine humanity of the heroes descended from the intercourse of the gods with the daughters of men. the Second Earth involuted. Closer to what really happened is what Plato tells us about Atlantis in his Critias and Timaeus. According to the Orphic Cosmogony. 'the slaves of Atlantis'. At the very least. The ultimate aim of the Hyperborean Initiation of A-Mor. Only the divine Hyperboreans escaped from it in their vimanas. Castor and Pollux (Pole) are one of these pam. When the divinities returned. Thus. the sudra. the pasu. From the union of Poseidon and Cleito were born ten kings of Atlantis. Lucifer. Lucifer and his hosts entered the interior. parallel world? It can be deduced from all this that various levels of humanity exist. astronomy and agriculture. The Book of Genesis is known to be an Atlantean story which has been adulterated. like Heracles-Hercules. The divine humanity of the Hyperboreans. They are the 'angels' of the Book of Enoch who taught men the arts of building. Cleito?). and that of the animal-men. The Androgynous had a female companion who was not its 'her' inside the Great Egg but had always been outside it. He was called Evenor and he married Leucippe. who supports the pillar of the sky. where they built the cities of Agharti and Shambhalla.' The Book of Genesis calls her Lilith. travelled to Hyperborea every nineteen 1 Hyperborca is a mythical lost continent surrounding Some people believe that it was the real Atlantis. In the beginning 'a man issued forth out of the earth'. beyond the Sun of Gold and the Black Sun. and then only in a tremulous. the eldest being Atlas.2 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Introduction 3 union in sacred matrimony is called Gal1dharba .the Hieros-Gamos or Mvsterium Coniunctionis. From there the intention is to reach Sunya. Did the Vanir or the i'Esir consort with the daughters of men? Perhaps they the North Pole. Perhaps this is the fall of the divine extraterrestrials. Apollo. the Greek gods are he heroes and kings ot Atlantis-Hypcrborea. we have given them names like Evenor. the Non-existent Flower. Plato tells us the story of the destruction of Atlantis as if it refers to a catastrophe which occurred a very long time after the immense tragedy that is only recorded in the akdsic register of the universe. The Dioscuri. belonging solely to the polar divinities and semi-divinities. Poseidon and Clcito ~roduced the five pairs of twins who were the ten k~ngs of Atlantis. ages later (Lucifer was one of their leaders). expurgated. They had a daughter. So also may be Jason. years in order torejuve_nate himself. going to other planets (to Venus. which are taken from the truncated mythologies of a more or less recent past. That is to say. fell in love with the 'daughters of men' and consorted with them. There is a mystery which has rarely been spoken of.

but which remained as the motionless. like a fiery Serpent.gg was broken 'There was an Egg. With them they took the Goddess Frigga. And the being which was there. 4 Nos: Book oIthe Resurrection Introduction 5 1. It is the Irminsul (IR-minsul). or Wotan. within the Eternal Return. with his head touching the Pole Star above. ASA. whose real name is IR or ER. worshipped Odin's axe. the God of the Axe. there appeared the colour green. Soon Atlas. Up its trunk climbed the vine Vid-Embla. A music. Axe.Vita. The Vanir had Freyja. The Edda tell us that the sacred Tree. Charlemagne felled it. I have been permitted to reveal certain pages of the sacred book which refers to the cosmogony of this Martial Initiation of A-Mor . the root-name of the most important of the Gods. The husband of Cleito. In the Nordic cult. it should be borne in mind that the name of the God Poseidon comes from the Greek posis. Euripides said: 'In the Land of Amber (Hyperborea). Polar pillar and also Vitis. which means the married one. the seed of a music. who gave his name to Atlantis. which was all the non-created world. And also with the mysterious Woevre Saelde (Isolde") whose sons the Minnesiinger claimed to be. From there came the cult of the Magic. the King of the Gods celebrated his marriage. took shape.' The belief in reincarnation is also essentially nordico-polar (of both poles).J'" I II~I . coiling itself around it. The tree and the serpent. its insinuated trembling. With regard to the Hyperborean Magic Wedding. Sacred Grove. The Nordic legends are closer to the great mystery of the point of origin than the Christian and expurgated ones. Sacred Wedding. According to the Greek legend. the Betrothed. like the Book of Enoch itself. or rather. The way and the life. which might have become a star.Vita. They may have gone down into the Second Earth from the peak of Mount Elbrus. along with the Asag (see the Dictionary ofInitiation of A-Mor at the end of the book). worshipping their Hyperborean ancestors through the symbol of the Pillar of the Sky. the Vanir and the JEsir. They also had Atlas. the May Bride and the Countess of May. In the breathing of the Great Egg. the divine ancestors of the Atlanteans. where it reappeared among the Proven~al troubadours and the Minnesdnoer of the High Middle Ages (Tristan and Isolde). the JEsir apparently came from the Caucasus. Irmin. which was also called Y ggdrasil. The pillar and the life. or a ray oflight. Its golden fruits were the stars. and because the places of those who will be saved by the Flying Discs of Light have almost been filled. From the union of the JEsir and the Vanir came the Norsemen. They were the JEsir (Ask-Embla). 111 Hyperborea. And this was where HIM-HER lived. The Vanir lived in the north. an ash which stood in the Eresburg (EResburg). led by Odin. The crown of the tree supported the sky and was the sky. support. The Vitis. too. was destroyed in the Ragnarok. the tree then became the symbol of the legendary pillar. The Tuatha De Danann in the Irish legend are also the JEsir. There is effectively little difference between the two names. The pillar and Kundalini. a sound. Both converted the 'pagans' by force. In the Garden of the Hesperides grew Golden Apples. later called Gandltarba in Aryan India. Here is what appears in the book which was salvaged from the fire: How the Cosmic 1:. or Twilight of the Gods. inside the . the extraterrestrials who came down from the stars. being better expressed in the myth of the Eternal Return than in the rationally elaborated concept of Hinduism and Buddhism. axis of the earth and the sky. which means POWER. with transparent walls through which there could be seen no one and a non-outside. cosmo gonic Great Egg. entered into military strife. It was the Tree of Life which grew in the Nordic. He was the supporter of the pillar of the sky above the North Pole. from time to time. polar. as they also did in Avalon. who were blood relatives.1 1'[ both did? Just like the Pandavas and the Koravas in the great war of the Mahabharata.thanks to the same acceleration of time which foretold the catastrophe. he is the son of the God Uranus and the Goddess Gaia. while the monk Boniface cut down the sacropatriarchal Oak called Donar in the cnousarid-vear-ojd grove. the Island of Apples. Apollo and the divine Hyperboreans went there to eat them in order to rejuvenate themselves and return to life as immortals. the Castle of ER. like something which happened before the seconds and the hours. THE REVELATION Because of the proximity of a new cataclysm. and which the Germans wok with them to the Languedoc. because the point of origin is to be found at the pole. the Insula Pomorum.

because She didn't fit. She was alone for a moment. the turnings of the wheel. covered in a green placenta. She could no longer do so. However. but in that moment She realised that being alone could be a pleasant sensation. beginning the uncertain separation and to . And the longing. drawing him into herself. and she who places her eternity in the hands of her lover. And as this event occurred for the first time. repeating the original event. gave off a green vapour. Because this drama takes place in only one of them. And from its light which surrounds us. play and dance. although it still stayed within the walls of transparent icc. The green veils fell away from Her. He will become the son. so as not to let Her escape. into the music of the spheres. who "dies so that he may live". The breathing became rhythmic. It was He But it has always been said that green-veiled ballerina. And She began to dance more and more quickly. he will make her immortal. as if paralysed. is there not perhaps another hidden being. the time was foretold. the seductress. And He saw Her for the first time naked in her body made of breathed time. breathing in deeply. who invented this almost-love. because she believes in him with faith and love. He experienced the vertiginous sensation of his own flesh touching itself on the other side of a mirror. But this was 110t at all the same thing. conserving the increasingly tenuous hope of resurrection and of becoming immortal. And when He returned from his ecstasy. so as to see Her unfold. This knowledge drives her to suck in the man. to the 7 Great Egg. rapidly. too. it was He who began to breathe Her. imagining that if he regains his eternity. because the entrance had become smaller or had closed. we have managed to extract the knowledge that the cxtcrnaliscd woman does not have a soul or a "pre"-existence which would make her immortal. And although She tried to return.6 Nos: Book o_( the Resurrection Introduction believe that He loved. who was the active one. In the others there is still the eternity of HIM-HER. the a beginning to the flow of the hallucinatory game oflookmg at oneself in mirrors. who gave waters of the river of rorrns. until She. first to the inaudible music of the Black Sun. And as He carne closer to Her. Because she was projected. who wishes to go on dancing outside so as to imagine herself alive and with a soul. uncontrolled. all his efforts to reincorporate Her were in vain. And it was She who took him into her body. as we have seen. 'But. She became hard. it was She. She perpetuates herself in reproduction. and that He remained motionless. as an even more obscure act. 'But. In an ecstasy of green fear. then to the audible music of the Sun of Gold. enticing the warrior in order to desecrate him (Ecce Deus fortior me qui veniens dominabitur mihi'). seemingly complete and eternal. either inside or outside the Great Egg. who pre-insinuates the drama? Another being who has discovered the way to get in through the walls of frozen glass? 'Outside there is nothing but Eggs. 'There are two types of women: the seductress. solely through His immortality can She become immortal. She emerged and danced a little. a myriad of stars. retaining her substance and form. This mystery is revealed only to a few in the initiation of the Grail. prolonging within the species the possibility of the Eternal Return. And each time the Being breathed out. Someone stood waiting as if beside a spring. more Eggs. as if in the pla y of a breath or the simulation of a dance. so that the hope of reintegration can continue. And all his eternity could not suffice Him to gaze upon her nakedness. 'Whoever has the good fortune to meet this woman should 'It will never be known who smashed the walls of the Cosmic Egg. And a new chancedestiny occurred. becoming HIM-HER once more. But. projecting Her like the image in a dream. But She did not yet exist. Chance became Destiny within the Great Egg. leaving the terrible female at liberty. where the history of the Cosmogonic Egg is guarded in the secret depths of its impenetrable mystery. The Her oj Him 'We are coming down from the Ray of Green Light. 'It has been said that She was the one who smashed the walls of the Great Egg. but in the opposite way. and in that tenuous music the vapour condensed and She stood before Him. Hurriedly He reincorporated Her. like an inviolate act. The Egg turned into a star. that cup of eternal life. circular like his breathing which was now spinning like a star. could gaze upon Him from outside. until He breathed Her in as if He were drowning in a horrible pleasure. the experiment had now been made. too. that stone which fell from the Ray of Green Light. whether it was Him or Her. She couldn't get in. rapidly.

They are the para-Him and the para-Her. HIM-HER sees HER-HIM. She has been singled out for him in some register of the universe. or too early. And she was believed to have an immortal soul. through the frozen glass. was believed in. 'The Way of Return is a hard one. in reality. in their absolute darkness. And it is better so. their black holes. And it is a crime to continue losing lives in other non-essential searches. The Gods 'Those Eggs whose walls of ice have not yet been broken. And no one. like an imperious meaning which will force them to cross the walls of real glass of their Eggs and which will smash them. because She is the Her who came out of Him. from one pole to the other. But if they do manage to meet. since Earliest times. having received the gift of eternity in the cup of death. This sighing of his breast. And She will never again go back inside Him. submerged in fury. beyond the cold and the storm. 'HER-HIM. Deep are the waters Of death! Where. But this is no longer spoken of. The inviolate ones. The illusion of a return to HIM-HER and the possibility of reabsorbing her into oneself. This cannot be changed. once the Great Egg has been broken. . Neither by sea nor by land. 'However. However. being Androgynous herself. eternal love has been created. It should be known then that. this darkness IS only so for whoever is looking at it from outside. because it is still being sought on the outside of women. Has ever discovered it. within which the Cosmic Eros has not divided. In the turning of the wheel of the Eternal Return. in their physical bodies. This slender thread of crystalline water. because no one can succeed in replacing his Her.8 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Introduction 9 respond to her with loyalty and honour. to resurrect Her within his soul. irreversible destiny. it is not always given to them to meet. are the Gods who watch us. so that the vibration projected by our drama. through their walls of real glass. and did not escape from It m a sigh of imagination and desire. as She once was before the beginning of time. The secret 'There is no single species of woman in the world. 'But. Now She will lose herself outside at speeds which reach the other side of light. Here is the song of the wayfarer: "0 Lucifer. was not loyal to his Her and was not able to bring Her back to life! 'There is only one her for each him. When the Egg of . 0 Lucifer. conscious light may emerge for them as well. she was the first companion of the Androgynous. Whoever is inside it only sees through blinded eyes. perhaps they hope that from our movement. HER-HIM 'It is whispered that there was once a woman who did not e~a~ate from HIM-HER. There never was a passage. the solution is to be able to bring Her back to life. Has it ever been successfully achieved? 'No. Wind and green light. nothing can ever be the same again. the first companion of the Cosmic Eros. 'Woe betide the one who. everything must be put at stake to bring her back to life.' 'In the darkness of the primordial Egg. may illuminate the darkness of the inviolate ones. The way is agonizing. the Cosmic Eros. following our enterprise from within their frozen immobility. because she has staked her immortality on his. The way back never reaches the same point in the turning of the spiral. Shall we cross this immense sea?" 'With Luci-Bel we have lit this fire which never goes out and which leads us to a superhuman. our fore-seen chance-destiny. because this darkness is a different kind oflight. and should one day try and return through the walls of transparent ice. becoming frozen for ever. Thus. our dance of pleasure and pain. One or other might arrive late. has never been heard of again.

Because the one who is hidden there Is I myself. . in hIS splr.... thanks to a chance destiny.. o Black Sun that hides the Ray of Green Light.. but they will also have given a face to HIM-HER and HER-HIM.. the aspiration is not to . supremely personalised... repeated. HEH-HIM watched the event from Within her city of blue-green glass. . and so she.. The Circles of Return 'In the initiation of the warriors of A-Mor. " .. risking her mortal him.e t eire. hi the Grail In the warnors of t c or ef.. b .... She is not the primordial and illUsory female. lest an immortal cross your path eyes a fry eve .. Look closely at the 'The sign of traveller the I you mee t . .. S. ' d sk " reflected in it "everything looks as if It IS 111 an upside. Woman. eca .. seen 'You have the Impressl~71111~inates each of these pages.. . aCCOm a .. Withdraw your luminous shadow. f the Cosmic Egg erore.10 Nos: Book of the Resurrectioll Introduction 11 HIM-HER was broken. y ashing the walls of this f G L ht succee s 111 sm .... beloved h 111dh.. Midda Sun and... of a Ray 0 reen Ig th to the existence of a reality which other huge Egg. Someone who has been waiting as if beside a spring.. in the depths of midnight. so that I may see the hidden face.. whic 1 11 as E .. reaches the d .. O~ntil ~omcone. succeeding in loving one another in such a way that a para-Love which occurred on the other side of space and time can reach an eternity of another light. 'HER-HIM has also put everything at stake. I h the VIsion 0 ide an other still larger one.. and had the fire that cons..11 .. By the revolving of your swastika. to sLlcceed in eternalising the her of HIM-HER and the him of HEHHIM. She will never get him back again in the same way. Veiled by your disc. reaching a world that is even more glorious than that of the Gods. too. Rend your veils. n b ... She couldn't resist following suit.... u die i d to hi -ve the .. etc y.. existing only in IS e ith tile memory of his r turn to . The face of the soul 'Only those who have recognised each other.d h f so that as it is 'Drive your sword into the mirror.. like an arm holding it. _l ~e whe is the warrior's companion.. th t you have heard these words. on the polar Mountain of the Revelation. immortality passes roln1 B cause he who continues to procreate ·ncurable sten ity. e by an 1 .er h... . id 1 P nied heart can t f the species to the indivi uai.... can fulfil this mystery of love and resurrection. She is the woman who leads the elect to the heaven of Absolute Love...... not only will they have been immortalised.. eac but limited . smashed her wall and projected her own him. h ble flesh cannot resurrect.. She must. thus modifying the Monad.. illuminating the darkness of the Primordial Egg in a different way. each.. he initiate ac ieve .sti intacth b use the revo Ive s within the walls .. sing: "0 Sun of Gold that reflects the Black Sun! . still attached to its him and its her by a golden string.. star. S ca d .of a umversren~. hie. in the fragment. clothing their images with immortal substance. £ ·1 cogmse him and you at to re . ~ ·~I·S·· ·l·~~ ·. b t the Absolute Man and the Absolute A droaynous.own s y . Let forgetfulness never agam fall upo .. . 'Someone is watching this drama... Because through drinking the liquor of Eternal Love in the Grail of green stone. And in the immensity of the universes. it is difficult to know how this story will end and whether both will be capable of smashing still other walls of even thicker matter. some day. And if love triumphs. children of pens ~mmortals is the square pupil.That we lived ' . . It 0 n Iy WI . . Iongmg .. 'h'·C IS de aC Ie -roman dies.umes an b C And this is so... never d een . illuminating the non-existence of the Black Sun with the light of this Other World..IS mind. And passmg your sword over the fire. . openmgdt e ~a~ the greatest of the searchers of has never been Imagme even y longing. to be foun d i 1I1S1c Great gg IS f thi s the act of losing is eterna y b broken Because 0 1. And in the rebellion of this game from which there is no escape.. within the fatal circle of meetings and losses. ... ie 111 or . projecting him into the irreversible enterprise.. rising out 0 f t h e waters.... eSI .. because the . with the sword depths of midnight. And now we have a divine woman who is also seeking her lost totality within the Circle of the Returns. they have been able to penetrate the virginity of their own and each other's Monads....th t exit repeating each Image.

that is. HIM-HER and HER-HIM have found each other again in a different way. this does not imply a return to the original Androgynous.. 'Draw your sword. too. which Jung conceived of as the reintegration of the Anima and the Animus. one can deduce the following: loveless A-Mor consists of a reintegration of her in Him and him in Her. enter it.. in the immortality of a resurrection which has thus been invented and created.12 Nos: Book of the Resurrection through in the Eternal Return not find us again without memory.. Continue your search for the city. let us engrave it for ever. IS searching for it . The AMor of HIM-HER and HER-HIM.' From this vision.. I will hold you in my arms. a recomposition of the Cosmic Egg which had divided. but more real than anything that exists.. of Her 'him' and His 'her'. becoming transfigured in a total Absolute Personality. achieving One-Self. as the book explains. withoutdeath... Separated and united for all time in the separation of HIM-HER and HER-HIM. of a nonexistent A-Mor. will I remember? Casa Camuzzi Montagnola . Hoc est ergo magnum signum in cuius investigatione nonulli perierunt! MIGUEL SERRANO To the May Bride ETERNAL RETURN I know that I will meet you again and that everything will happen once again exactly as it did so long ago. psychologising a sacred mystery. However. But . Because this time I will remember everything. the moment has arrived... ' . defending you against the dark waters of death. The face of the Lover and the Beloved. She. unsheathe it. . because now a face is being given to the soul. I will remember that you have already died. with A-Mor. without recollection. Except that this time I will not allow you to die.

The man appeared not to have heard him arrive. A feeble light was shining from inside it. drawing ever closer to the Great South. He stepped forward into a central square and saw a man seated at a round table which had been carved either out of the rock or. His sword and armour weighed him down.perhaps out of a gigantic stalagmite. in fact. unpopulated regions. WO~f:'<IAN~ YOM ~<H~MM 15>S} . Then he realised that it was a big cave. a shadow appeared on the rocky wall. had leapt into a ravine. He had crossed forests.1 __ ~ -----------A TURN OF THE WHEEL a_. they called him. high snowcovered passes. At first. an inhabitant of the City of the Caesars. with stalactites that gave off a crystal-like brilliance in the reflected light of some flames.-----------------'/ 1. It was a cave. Some natives greeted him reverently. protected from the prevailing cold. An Ancahuinca. THE COMRADE For many years he had been travelling through these inhospitable. There was a blazing fire and two lighted torches fixed to the wall. he saw nothing. Also. lakes. some were spread open and he could see that they were maps. His eyes were closed and he was drawing circles on the top of the table. searching for that city.~. He was approaching a hillside covered with stunted trees and a few sickly flowers which had been twisted by the southerly gales. It was some time since his horse. The man decided to spend the night there. others ran away when they saw his blue eyes and golden hair. He had been able to save himself by grabbing hold of the branches of an apple tree that someone had planted in that wilderness. with a star on its forehead. On the ground were scattered a number of scrolls. They didn't know that he was exactly the opposite: that he was. becoming clearer as he came closer to it. At nightfall. he was dragging a cauldron.

' 'Alas!' he said. The Insula Avallonis. I was expecting you.' 'We have already done this. the Continent of the White Gods and Giants. Are you capable of drawing a perfect circle with your eyes closed? Only if you can do this. Now we have both reached the same point. My horse could not follow. Spreading it out on the circular stone. And your dog's name is Leo. The liquor is the blood of our guide. the Hollow Earth. comrade.' 'Now my dog's name is Aries. so he leapt into a ravine. And now I know that it is not here. our guide lies asleep and that he will be awakened when time has ended. It was thin and pale.' 'It is believed that the name Grail was read in the stars. It is the terror it feels knowing that it will be overtaken. Because the Grail keeps one in a state of non-death. But in that city for which we are searching. its "Double". The road we are following is the road of Amber. which was believed to be in Albion. descending like a bright light. The dark. Lucifer. 'y ou must continue your journey towards here. in very ancient times. the capital of Hyperborea. He sat down and was able to examine the man's face. Its liquor alone can sate our longing for eternal love. The armies that accompanied Lucifer are the defeated forces from a war between extraterrestrials. Lucifer. is really in Albania. coming closer to our hearts . with a broad forehead and black hair. between these mountain ranges. There was another stone seat beside the table. These stalactites and stalagmites are made of that mysterious substance. the White Land. Perhaps it is farther to the south. You were the first warrior-troubadour. There he founded Ultima Thule. he pointed to certain regions with his dagger. as a signal. Why do it again?' 'That is true. your name is Jason.16 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 17 III !I I Approaching the table. where the animals and the fruits conversed with the humans. When Hyperborea and Atlantis were destroyed. which displeases the Second Earth. That is the true name of this world which is older than the other one. who had already emigrated to this other continent. on the sinking of the Polar Island. When the stars were scanned.' 'I have heard tell'. when he was struck by the sword of the enemy. this name was ..' He bent down to pick up one of the scrolls. the White Gods. The Grail is ajewel which fell from the crown of our guide. in which a liquor made from the blood of extraterrestrials is drunk. The indecipherable signs protect the wisdom and the history of a great myth of love. The apples of Avalon moved. It is also our fear of something alarming which is about to occur: the meeting with that being whom no one can look at face to face. the outlaws. I have searched for it by concentrating my mind and drawing circles with my eyes closed.' 'Oh! Speak to me of the Grail. can you enter the city. It is said that possibly He himself carried it to the North Pole. like a fiery Disc. backwards through time? I have. entered the Interior Earth. he interrupted. He is alive and yet not alive. The mystery is guarded at the South Pole. It is also an Emerald Chalice. From the maps that you see at my feet you can tell that the city is not far away. They are the Regions of Pleasure. I had become convinced that the opening to that subterranean world was to be found in this cave. He struck the stone cover three times with his first. where my dog could answer me with words that I could understand.' 'Now I remember. 'You have come at last. with the result that I felt the dizzy sensation of going against the current. the White Gods still live. when it was broken in his battle in the heavens. They are the vestibule of immortality. in the form of a stone on which is inscribed the Law and the Great Secret. as if preserved in sleep. which can only be quenched by drinking from the Chalice of Green Stone. 'that in the Polar Oases. Because of this.. These southern regions of the world are plagued by earthquakes because they have always held out the possibility of this meeting.. 'I feel an insatiable thirst. in that First Interior Earth.' 'That is the thirst of the pilgrim. Can you feel how the ground trembles as we go forwards?' 'This is because we are struggling to walk backwards. he had the strange impression that he had already lived this scene.' 'It is guarded in a sanctuary somewhere in this area. he is dead and yet not dead. the Grail has been called the Stone of Exile. which is populated on its surface by the slaves who escaped from Atlantis. near a lake. ' 'Have you also retraced your steps. you will find its entrance. who still preserve the piece of the broken crown of their guide. Farther to the south. feverish eyes fastened themselves on his. And then we fell into the circle. the exiles. towards the pole. And the women who possess powers of healing. The man opened his eyes and stopped drawing. It was brought here by those who were defeated in the great war of the worlds.

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discovered. Yes, the Grail fell from the stars. ' 'But we should not speak of this except at the given time and in the appointed place. We run the risk of our faces changing colour and shape.' 'It could be that this is the time and place. The Discs of Light that we now see appearing and disappearing in the sky, moving at the speed of thought, changing shape and colour as they emit music and "seem to read the minds and feelings of men", are the New Grail, the reincarnation of its legend. They have carried off our guide, and they will return him to us. They are all-powerful. They can bring the dead back to life. If we do not forget to ask the "question", like Parsifal, they will take us to our guide. But beforehand we must triumph in the great tests of the mystery of the Grail. The light from the Disc is blinding. When it appears, the lights of the city go out. The Disc takes us outside time, it makes the sleep of centuries seem less than a second. In it the White Gods came down from the sky .... I have revealed the secret of the New Grail to you .... Look at my face .... Do you recognise me now?' 'Yes,' he said, 'your name is Jason. ' 'The Land of the Grail trembles. I tremble. No other light can compare with the light of the Grail. He who has foreseen it, or dreamed it, is lost to this world, because the Grail is the driving force behind every enterprise. It is at the origin of the war we are fighting. Once we have stepped on to the road which leads to the city where the Grail is kept, it would be better never to have embarked on the enterprise than to abandon it. Even falling and getting up again, wounded, dying, we must go on until we find it. We must never turn back; because the Grail is the medicine, the food of eternal life. It is transfiguration. Without God, without all the Gods, who do not want us to succeed, with only our ancient Hyperborean fury and the memory of the Beloved in our heart, we will achieve the Grail.' 'The Grail is the Stone of Light,' he cried. 'It quenches our thirst, it multiplies our food. It feeds us internally, creating inside us the light that enables us to find the narrow passageways that lead us to the room where our Beloved lies sleeping. Before it was found, there were no roads. The fire which has been lit will never go out agam .... 'I lived in the forest like a pure madman. I was the son of a

" 0 erhaps you were? My first fight was against her, for WIdoW. r PhI hi' ind dence of my soul. But how muc owe er. ... the 1D epen . h d " The light of the torches slowly dimmed. The m? twas rhawdmg it would be midnight. The mterplay ofhght and s. a ow on Soon 1 1 . h d .h 11 of the cave and on the sharp edges of the sta actites a on t e wa s " . st hypnotic effect. HIS eyes were slowly closing. an aIrno " h 1 1" , He heard him say: 'You are the sword. She IS t e c .ia Ice. Then, a melodious whistle, which seemed to come from his childhood. . . . And the dog called Aries came and lay down at hIS feet, in the circle. THE DREAM The men entered the cave and came into the centre. They wore black gowns and carried swords. In all, there wer~ now t:vel:e of them. Around the table were thirteen seats. A milky-white hght, seemingly given off by the amber, enveloped the scene. Then hIS comrade changed his seat, looking for the thlrteent? one. . He felt his heart stop beating, an icy coldness gnpped him. He wanted to move, to stop his comrade, but was unable to. He managed to force open his lips, which felt as heavy as stone, and tried to shout to him: 'Don't do that! Don't sit there, 111 the SIege Perilous! Don't do it again, comrade. Don't die again, leaving me alone in the fight.' His comrade didn't listen to him and sat down in that scat. The other eleven people (for the guide was not there) took hold of the top of the Round Table with both hands, as it had begun to spm wildly in the direction in which the First Earth revolved. An earthquake flattened the walls and the stalactites and stalagmites of the cave, while a huge cleft opened in the rock beneath the SIege Perilous and swallowed Jason up. Above the polar circle appeared the Disc of Light, in the form of a celestial stone, an emerald chalice, announcing its presence within each of them as a star. , And then there was no one left but the man and his comrade s dog. THE DOG ON THE FROZEN PLAIN

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Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 21 in a dream. Don't you have anything better to teach me on this side of things?' Jason had said. He remembered having heard him say that, many years ago, in the past, or perhaps in the future. But no,",,:, he was no longer here. He had been swallowed up by a dream which was more real than any reality. A cleft had opened beneath the stone circle, beside the Siege Perilous, along that path of pure dreaming which he had chosen in a remote past, during the years of his youth. The .man left the cave, followed by his comrade's dog. It was ~awn in those icy regions. And he began the next stage of his Journey as the Pilgrim of Longing. H~ loo~ed ~or his star in the sky. There it was, twinkling gently, s~ndmg him Its secret, as yet undeciphered message. It seemed to ~Im that, m its velvety and penetrating light, it was telling him: Jason IS not dead. In some part of this world, his life has been transformed. ' He stroked the head of the dog, which shook its curly coat and stared at hi~, asking him the reason for its existence, why it was there, why It was a dog. It was only for a second, because instinct quickly to~k over, the instinct of the guide dog, the dog which leads the bhnd. It began to sniff the sickly bushes, the rocks which stuck out of the snow. Now it would be the dog which would follow the non-existent road, inventing it for him, following the scent of that flower which is also non-existent, called Calafate, which grows in the inhospitable regions of the south, where the cold and the light of the Black Sun of midnight and the polar ices begin to make themselves felt. For weeks and months they walked on without meeting anyone. They were rounding the edges of the peaks of the Cordillera of the Andes. A delicate perfume wafted towards them, as if from a border land, or a universe cut off by the waters. Then the dog began to descend the mountainside. A frozen plain appeared, with two or three bushes on the horizon, bent by the wind. The dog came to a halt, panting, with its wet tongue hanging out; it looked at him fixedly. The man said to himself: 'How can people say that dogs can't speak? It is saying farewell to me with its eyes. I understand perfectly. ' The dog sat down, there in the space between the peaks and the frozen plain. Still looking at him fixedly, it began to speak to him in his own language: 'I have fulfilled my duty towards you, comrade. I am going to join Jason, drawn to him by his enchanted whirlpool, his whistle which seems to come from a distant childhood. They are calling me. You don't need me outside you any more. I will howl inside you, like my brother the wolf, when the hour of your leaving also comes, when you will be reunited with us in the City of Dawn.' And it began to run, slowly at first, then faster and faster, straight across the frozen plain. Some black birds appeared in the sky and flew very close to it. And as they all faded into the distance, approaching the twisted trees on the horizon, it seemed as if the birds were swooping down on to the dog, on to its coat of golden curls. And then he could see it no longer, because a thick mist covered the plain. For a long time he walked in this mist. He never knew how he managed to cross the plain, because he walked as if in a dream. And thus it was that eventually he found himself either inside a house with an old man like a gigantic mountain, whose face was marked with crevices of mineral and whose eyes had square pupils, or walking beside him. THE MASTER OF THE SPHINX

The old man sat down beside the piled-up bones of the skeleton of the prehistoric Milodon.1 'Let us talk,' he said. 'Question me as you would question yourself. The man stretched out beside him. 'I am surrounded by dead - both men and animals. And as if that weren't enough, now there's this skeleton. Can you tell me if any part of us continues to exist after death?' 'Your question is badly put. What you should ask is whether there is any reason to believe that anything survives death.' 'Is there?' 'A child, in whom the "ego" has not yet appeared, who talks in the third person, still has the dreams of an individualised being, with a clearly defined personality, which affect his whole adult life.
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Where is the "ego" which is not there, which is not yet conscious? Perhaps in his "Guardian Angel", which has not yet lost its wings) If the mind is capable of functioning outside the mortal body, then it is incorruptible, it is outside the confines of time and space. It lives in the stars, in the Ray of Green Light. If it has once been outside the body, it will be so again. Which docs not mean to say that you can rid yourself of your "ego". On the contrary. Your "ego" can rid itself of your body, but you can never rid yourself of it. It will always be there. Even in a moment of great ecstasy, there is an "ego" which knows that there was such a moment. There will always be an "ego" to know that you no longer exist.' The Master vanished. He remembered that a long while ago, in a faraway land, he had met him beside the Sphinx. Then he had spoken to him of love and crime. He had told him that it is necessary to love like one committing a crime. On his finger, the Master of the Sphinx wore a ring on which was carved a serpent.

ossible that my "ego" was dispersed among them, before it ~ntered my body. Perhaps a part of it still remains in the landscape. And thus my love of nature may be no more than love of myself .... ' " 'Happy are those who, in old age, are permitted to expenence once again the emotions of their earliest infancy, to listen to the same melody!' 'I have just met the Master of the Sphinx. But he spoke to me in symbols. I would almost say t~at he interpreted, them.' . 'He has the right to do so, he explained. Because he IS an immense mountain.' The smile of the Master who could converse with the animals and flowers was so gentle and his blue eyes were so clear that the man felt his heart fill with a deep, melancholic presentiment that this meeting, too, was drawing to a close. THE SIGNS When fundamental events are close to reproducing themselves, although they almost always take us by surprise, there are signs which should alert us. They are signs which appear in our souls and in the landscape around us. Like a muted music which appears in a ray of light and moves across the waters. The sky was a cold, pale blue. The snow and ice made walking through the rocky pass difficult. Now and then he saw some ferns, looking sad and limp as they struggled to grow in crevices in the rocks. A ray of cold light illuminated a solitary stone on which lay a Copihue ', like a bell of crystallised blood, transparent in this almost polar light. The man picked up the flower, because he knew that it had been left there for him. And on the stone he read the message: 'Come what may I will proceed To walk the way Of beauty, The way that leads towards the height That seems to touch The sky.
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When the mist dispersed, he found himself standing beside a handsome old man, with clear eyes and a sweet smile. He was contemplating the mountains and a blue lake set in a landscape whose vegetation reminded him of the Valley of the Flowers in the Himalayas. 'I have lost my friend's dog,' he explained. 'But really he was my dog.' 'He will have gone to rejoin Leo,' he replied. 'Who is Leo, Master?' 'Leo is the astrological age in which animals conversed with men .. " There are magical happenings in this world. For example, a dog which finds its master's house after being abandoned more than one hundred kilometres away. Nature is wise. If you listen to it, you can hear the voice of God, of all the Gods. Leo also understands the language of the flowers and the plants. ' 'When I was a child, I, too, could speak with the flowers. It is

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On the floor were deerskins and some branches from a cinnamon tree. Her golden hair floated in the breeze from the glaciers. with a deep. to walk round it and reach the entrance to the cabin. The walls of ice. so that in places one could walk on it. too. making her a bed of cinnamon and fir branches. she herself was 'beyond the God of the Cold and Storms'. which cascaded over her shoulders like a golden waterfall. her slender legs were like the roads that lead us to and from the Enchanted City. and the white peak rising into the sky. I am within you. 'My horse leapt into a ravine. which from a distance looked like slender serrated mountains. dewy light. which quickly gave off its blue-green light again. Stretched out beside the light of the green flames.. In this lonely. Only because I had to wait for you. Her neck was long. icy landscape stood a cabin. And he felt that. Her forehead was like the disc of the Moon. as if weaving her dreams. Her delicate arms. I will be constantly at your side in the Great War and if you remain loyal to me till the end of time. it seemed as if the wings of birds had shut out the light of day. Avris loved Allouine.' she said. You will find peace in combat. However. I have the power to put you in contact with your star.24 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Steep is the path. 'It is Allouine!' For a moment he lost himself in the magic of her eyes. stood a woman. giving a view over the lake and the semi-petrified forest. The radiant summit of Mount Melimoyu 1 stood out clearly.. with a tracery of delicate blue veins. When they were closed. which is the name of the God of our lost continent. my fate is linked with yours. seemed transparent from the inside.. He laid her down on the skins. carried by a ray of light. I am you. which appeared opaque from the outside. ' 1 'I. But filled with light From those that climbed Before me. '0 Gods!' he said to himself. And you will have no other companion. Therefore I shall call you Avris. Her golden lashes were like petals which had fallen from the sun in autumn. Her hands. he was being stripped of his 'ego'. now or in the depths of the grave. 'The earth was shaking. The fire. Although the lake was small.' A Turn of the Wheel 25 ALLOUINE On a plateau on the mountainside near the unattainable peak lay a small lake and a semi-petrified forest of fir trees and tall pines. And it was traversed by those musical lights which can 'read the thoughts of men'. Who left on every jutting rock A lantern glowing With their dreams. gently stirred the air. I was brought here by a miracle. He opened the small door and found himself inside a circular room. becoming entangled in the branches of the Hyperborean oak trees. And he realised that she was about to fall into the fire. He managed to hold her up. Her eyes shone like the Morning Star. . She looked at him fixedly. the room was not cold.' Where had he heard this before? Then the woman began to tremble. bravery and good fortune will never forsake you. But it will be I who will fight within you. And your bravery will protect us to the end. if you believe in me steadfastly. 'We are Hyperboreans. dressed in a thin red gown. for the first time. like that of the statues in a temple. maybe even years. the man took months. The branch of the apple tree couldn't support my weight.' she explained. Only with you can I enter . He rekindled the fire. . It seemed to him as if it was dissolving in a sweet emotional sensation. Her voice was like music flowing from the depths of night: 'I saw you arrive riding astride an arrow. is burning out . The embers of a dying fire gave off a blue light. Beside it. which revolves but stays still. WHA T SHE LOOKED LIKE Meli = four. . My love will give us peace and defend us from all danger. the fifth-born daughter of the City of Transparent Ice. The night filled with stars. I am the roof which will shelter you from the storm. Moyu = breast. 'Let us look at each other. leaning at a perilous angle. A headband of the same colour held back her hair. The water of the lake was partially frozen.

covered in orichalcum.. ' To comfort him. from whence love and dreaming come to us. at the point where Arcthus. -------------------------26 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection . searched for the path. to the mansions of the Ray of Green Light. ~hat a great risk I run and what great danger I face if you don't Imagine me.. Arthos. she told him the legend of their ancestors. 'The ancient Celts and the Vikings knew that the White Gods. as if the great effort of travelling and scarching through many ages had exhausted him. had come together in this momentous peak of the spiral. And when you have reached it. Shambhalla and the Caesars. much more. Siva. 11. on the continent of Hyperborea. where the Midnight Sun rises and which is traversed by a river ofliquid gold. ' Suddenly he was overcome by tiredness. The entrances to the Interior Earth are to be found at the poles. -----------------------A Turn oj the Wheel 27 the city. their ancestors.. like .. It seemed to him as if a whole life. the Hyperborean bear. together with the Soma plant. a whole Turn of the Wheel. Abraxas. a lance and a cauldron. The Discs of Light. beyond the Sun of Gold and the Black Sun. the White Gods withdrew into the Interior Earth. 'And I have been unable to change a thing!. There the Golden Age still exists. because that was where the Black Sun of the South Pole rose. where the Sun of the Golden Age had not yet set. They carried our guide off to a place of safety. which enjoyed a temperate climate during the Golden Age.. became Tiahuanacu. DON'T LOSE YOUR SELF-CONTROL 'There must be purity in thc defeats which lead to victory.. With them they. became Antarcthus.. This is the mystery. and I know that I will not attain the city by my own efforts. Perhaps the gates of the city are the gates of death. and he stretched out beside the fire with his head in his hands. It is the invulnerable Paradise which our people have rediscovered. when you think you hav~ lost it. the seekers of the City of Dawn. 'I. to the west.. 0 Avris! . They moved from one pole to the other. Through his clouded eyes he watched the fire. will I be able to do so. You will have reached it without realising it. They carried a sword. The story goes that they came down to live at the North Pole. and much.. But they didn't find the Enchanted City. They came to search for them and built their monoliths and towers here as signs for those who would follow them. the Kmg of the White Gods. the gateway. the bearless bear of the Southern Continent. When that continent disappeared. the star of Lucifer. Only in your mind. whom others have called Apollo. the transmitter of Venus. to hand you the chalice filled to the brim with the liquor of Immortality and Eternal Love. Our star is close by and appears to the Walkers of the Dawn to show them the way. 'This has happened so many times!' he exclaimed. 'Because the Black Sun of Midnight doesn't shed its light outside the earth but inside it. although a few of them went to a transoceanic continent. It is the starting point of the journey to our star. They can be reached by travelling through the deep waters which flow beneath the ices. That is where the White Gods. our guides. where Stonehenge. America-Albania was the land of the White Gods after the disappearance of Hyperborea and Ultima Thule. Until he was again able to tell her about his lost comrade and his dog. Perhaps you will have to change your body. the Observatory of the Sun. if you don't bring me back to hfe. carrying me III your most secret thoughts. but from that Sun which lies on the other side of all the suns. came to this ancient transoceanic land. If you don't love mefor all eternity. Don't allow your desire to reach the city to become excessive. She touched his forehead. also brought the stone which fell from the broken crown of Lucifer. the sign. But I am a woman. without speaking. inhabited by the immortal Siddhas. dreaming it all for both of us. when the catastrophe in the skies was repeated. In your mind. The green light that streams out from both poles is the dream of the Black Sun as it longs for the Ray of Green Light. in the memory of your heart. . as well as in the Antarctic Oases and possibly on the top of this mountain. Quetzalcoatl. in your dreams. fly out from there. 'The memory oflight shows us that the White Gods are the fallen warriors who sought refuge in that star. 'In this Interior Earth arc the Cities of Agharti. live. where the science of resurrection and eternal love is guarded. you will find me waiting there for you. THE WHITE GODS 'We are a solar race. You will find it when you have stopped searching for it. too. if you don't recreate me.

Inside each boat was a glove. The other discovers the oasis Of ice for both of them. you will cross the walls of the City of Dawn like a wind blowing from the stars. born out of the flames of that island. surrounded by flames. When one doubts. When one falls. Tauten the braces to the wind. navigate in a ship with all its lights on. That is where the women with supernatural powers live. The captain ordered his crew. And it will be as if it had never existed. cut into the rock. which was open and shone like a carbuncle. If you fail at the gates of the city. The boats were very small. And El Caleuche' sailed away while its crew sang: 'To every sailor the Gods Have given a comrade. which you must take when I die. with all its lights on. 'Then. he read: 'Every seven hundred years the laurel will flower again. They will make you invisible. They had to take one each.' And he saw carvings of a dove and of a man in the form of a swastika. being able to move equally in two worlds. She placed some branches as a pillow beneath his head and lay down beside him. when they put it on. And you yourself will become convinced that it was all an illusion. Before them flowed the dark waters of a subterranean river. Perhaps in this way they might be able to enter the city. in this world and in the other world that lies on the other side of the light of this earth. like a non-existent flower shedding its petals. Don't allow desperation to enter your search. However. A thousand delights that you will never forget Await you in distant lands . It was covered with the leaves of laurel and cinnamon trees.. in order to enter it. ' And the ghost ship sailed off into the distance with all its lights on. or a castle of diamond. And with your incorporeal body. which revolves like the pole. While one sleeps. They realised that. turning in the opposite direction to time. And they both dreamed the same dream. to lower two small boats into the river.' And then: 'Be ready to tally the sails. Take good advantage of the South Wind That makes us sail swiftly. perhaps. Each boat was drawn along by a parallel current until they reached some very narrow entrances. 'Listen.' 'THE NARROW PASSAGES' surface of the water. Or reach an island in the middle of the Ocean. They will give you a glove. which looked as if they were made of shiny metal and which seemed to be 1 He fell asleep beside the fire. The other gives him his faith. vessel of the South Pole. In reality.. when you have reached its walls. almost inaudible whistle. It was crewed by dead rnen. which moves beneath the surface of the water and is crewed by ghosts. He was blind. it was a ship which was navigating beneath the A mythological legend. They began to descend a staircase which at first was made of ice and then of marble. On the wall of the rocky quay. listening to the musical sound of her words fading further and further into the distance. never lose your self-control. They began to hear a faint melody which rose out of the water from a half-submerged object that was gliding along like a seawolf. he had a third eye in the middle of his forehead. the staircase came to an end. a pair of gloves. The other keeps watch On the bridge. and all the time there was this clear white light from an unknown source which surrounded them. we will have died for ever. like the Wafeln in the Nordic . Her eyes also began to close. Finally. beloved. who wore strange garments. turning her face towards the flames. In the floor of the cabin was a flagstone which could be raised to give access to a subterranean world. Its captain climbed up on to the bridge. Then he held a spyglass to his third eye and pointed it towards the region of the Ray of Green Light. they would be only partially invisible.. it will vanish in a fraction of a second. They heard a soft.28 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 29 a piece of clothing. For a long while they continued their descent. indeed. Or.

It doesn't exist. But they were unable to stop there or go still deeper inside. On the farthest borders of the south lay the Pole. with a feeling of great freedom. the City of King Philip of Spain. which invited them to drink it. They passed gently above the rocks and tried to decipher their inscriptions. And they all spoke an intelligible language. invisible. moved by the same impulse. on the edge of the lake. He walked through the forest beside the lake.30 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 31 revolving. the remains of its Golden Fleece. THE WOUNDED KING One midday he found himself in front of a pyramid-shaped rock. the carved faces. He experienced the sweet anguish of losing his beloved during the day and recovering her in the evening. they thought. inside this aperture. they saw flowers made of precious metal. They continued ever farther southward until they saW an island on which stood a castle with twelve black towers. the fruits. they found themselves gliding above the landscape. .' As they went deeper and deeper inside. two figures appeared. A drawbridge linked the towers with the central keep. He used to return there frequently. oflosing her so as to recover her. THE FLIGHT Again they dreamed the same dream. 'The Pole is in there. let us fly higher. he picked up a fistful of snow and crushed it to his breast to cool his ardour. Today it lies in the neighbourhood of Puntas Arenas in the most southern part of Chile. He walked some way off so as to retrace his steps towards the rock and examine it more closely. in which the tiny boats only just fitted. each bearing the sign of a revolving cross. Beyond. gliding gently alongside the skuas and the condors. the flowers. Until one day his sighs forsake him. If he had seen her appear at that moment. 'There is no Pole. Then the Great Ocean. It was a coniferous forest. and I have come because you called me'. They took hold of each other's hand and. THE SUITOR Early in the morning. as he called out her name.' They went back. It was founded by the Conquistador.' They could see an enormous circular aperture. appear on the horizon. he went towards the forest in search of food. Of going away from her so as to be closer to her. happy in the knowledge that she was close by. still holding hands. They flew southward and saw the City of Hunger and Thirst. 'Funnels of orichalcum'. leapt into the abyss. And with each deep sigh. Below them were rocky precipices. rivers of turquoise.' This is what happens with the suitor. the City of Petrus Sarmiento de Gamboa 1. concentrating intensely. Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa. that he had recovered her within that circle which turns endlessly. he would have said: 'Oh! I am so busy with this love that consumes me that I have no time for you any more. he would have asked her: 'Who are you and what do you want of me?' And if she replied: 'I am your beloved. He was walking round the foot of a sacred mountain and sighing with love. They were on the edge of the plateau on the great mountain. 'This is the impregnable Paradise where our guide lies sleeping and where one day he will awake. he had been here before. spending most of his time in its dingy thickets. And in the clear light of midday. in an ecstasy of love and desire. nor if they would land in the same place at the end of those narrow passages. The island was surrounded by fire. it's an apparition. But instead of falling. looking at the signs. gigantic animals of a race which had disappeared from the surface millions of years ago. 1 The ancient Ciudad del Rey Felipe. and they realised that they were not yet to be permitted to reach the city. And also terrified by the doubt that it was only a dream. with his eyes half-closed. 'Look carefully. He tried to discover the ghost of the dog. And then they couldn't see each other any more and didn't know if they would ever meet again.' she explained to him. the animals and the golden water. during the eternal return of these events. where the possibility of meeting again was always a lucky occurrence. lay the immense Ocean. He knew that rock. Let us go inside. until they landed on the icy plateau on the mountain from which they had taken off. which appeared to have no exits. the tops of the trees and the deep chasms that yawned open in the earth and the ice. He had the vivid impression that he was reliving something that had happened before. The castle was made of stone and shone brightly.

It grows in the wastelands. Because there was no time. 'That is the Fruit of Return. she passed the object over to him. when the images and the reality coincided. The only way to escape from my "ego" lies in madness. or non-law. was mistakenly projecting these images. Time is infinite. without going outside time. the man was not wearing armour or a sword. when the Will to Power again crosses the same circuit of light. She turned towards where he stood and raised her hand in a regal gesture.' The woman's hand. And I will again say: Ich fiebe Dich Ariadna! 'And I will go mad again as the only way to escape from this horror. there were two objects: a fruit and a ring. And in this hallucinatory situation. There is no way to escape from this. it will be reproduced not once but ad infinitum throughout eternity. in some other law. And. She was also wearing a darkcoloured.• 32 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 33 Curiously. owing to a strange trick of the light from these mountains. dark-coloured clothes and was leaning on a thin walking-stick. Oh. And the same rock. did not coincide in time with the event which. it will seem only a second to our returning consciousness. which could make time travel towards the past and the future come towards us. In fact. His eyes were feverish. Oh. this midday. But you may wear the rmg. but was dressed in strange. seeing the end approaching. ' The woman seemed to sense the presence of a stranger. caught hold of an object given it by an eagle. But. this "ego" which has always been here. And what they were talking about was. as if terror-stricken. he knew that th~ man was a king.our Beloved. He collected conifer resin and turpentine. and will and energy abandon our exhausted bodies. She was tall and slender. find him a way out. but energy is not and it has to reproduce its creations. And I will call this the midday: experiencing all the "egos". let it be so! And he was permitted to listen with impunity to what they were saying. You must avenge him. because he was standing inside a still-distant vibration of the light. break through the circle with your sword. Stretching out her hand as if through the rent in space and time. It is the Ring of Resurrection. And although an eternity may pass before energy repeats us. his whole body trembled. While he spoke. or a rent or an inversion in space. beside this Midday Rock. ifall the "egos" are not just "myself'. 'Do not eat it with y. And this "ego" will never know if others really exist. When that extinguishing of consciousness that we call death occurs. He could only find the Fruit of Return in these latitudes. close-fitting gown. The serpent bites its own tail. this king and this woman. And you will be "yourself'. which was still raised. Ambrosia. And this "ego" which I feel myself to be. the same grass will still be here. The same story. precisely. it is impossible to free oneself from the "ego" and its recurrent experiences. ' HE ASKS THE QUESTION He didn't leave the cabin again. inside this energy recurrence. he thought. time will also disappear. or would encounter. in the belief that ifhe made a drink from them it would prolong his beloved's life. he must have encountered.' she explained. The last becomes the first once again. the subject of the 'ego' and time. Dionysus and the Crucified One . The man explained in a low voice: 'Everything repeats itself eternally. being Caesar. surrounded by shadows. the same air. Alexander. as if toasting him with a non-existent cup. She said: 'This is the king who was wounded by a cruel lance. Perhaps that rock was a sensitive spot in the earth with a capability of projection. if only t?ey could drink gold and silver. of the 'ego' and eternity within time.. His forehead was broad. beside this rock of revelation. in the depths of midday which is also the depths of his midnight. even if an eternity passes between one turn of the wheel and another. He realised that the couple couldn't see him. The clothes were from some future far-off time which he had somehow foreseen. The thick moustache of a warrior covered his lips. Despite this. This is what happened to this king. His pain increases whenever Saturn shines. His situation. he preferred fasting to the horror that had been revealed to him. Or rather. in an eternal present. the liquor of eternal lIfe! . This rock produces blindness in whosoever looks at it from within a feverish circuit of light.. sunken.. When the energy in your body becomes exhausted. restore his ravaged lands to him. will become "myself'. And so will "you" and "I". He had uncovered his head and was speaking politely to the woman.

perhaps on this w . citing it . The Master who could converse with the animals and plants told me the following: there is a basic note which is given at the beginning of life. will be "I" myself. How can I not believe that I projected her if. And when I observe them closely. can I seriously believe that my "ego" can perish? IfI am "me". Think for a moment: everything that happens in the universe is known only by "me". The painful question I asked myself was this: is it possible that they fecl themselves to be "me" in the same way as I do? It was impossible for me to believe it.and my "I" doesn't feel it because it cannot verify it from its own experience... to penetrate with her the ultimate mystery of life and death. They spoke to me and I understood them. of reunions and losses. magic love could open a door through which I could escape from this circle? . Don't you see that half my face is yours? Only half of it is still mine . someone will agam feel himself to be me. are projected by my fevered imagination. nor were you a plant. what were you? You were not an animal. What others say. that is. The Master of the Sphinx would say that the way out may be found through strengthening the "ego" until it becomes an absolute ego. "I" know. a hen I perish .. he has gone mad . or somewh~re else in the imme~se ~l11verse.somewhere.. of the longing of the endless pilgrimage. Also. underlining their parallel existences in different bodies or in one single but ubiquitous one.. the discoveries they pass on. e with'. It is my "ego" that registers it. this "me" that I feel myself to be .om~ time.. and who do not say "I" but "we" when speaking about themselves. I. I have thought about love. if the Continent of Hyperborea is submerged. even yours which is so beautiful. How can I be sure that other people also exist and that the world can continue if "I" disappear. I had felt myself to be dispersed in the landscape. if our Great Guide loses the war. across the frozen plain. And this ego which feels like this.. Might it be possible that individualised. being in "them". dreamed by my "ego"... I heard it in what was almost my earliest childhood. "my" consciousness. I believe I met some Masters. Let us imagine what it might be. It is possible that I retained that faculty for some time: feeling myself to be "me" and yet still being "them". when I perish . feeling myself to be "me". if "my" consciousness doesn't register it? Perhaps all the people round me.t~e Tulku theory . an absolute personality. will perish? . at . Beloved. I have to make an effort to recognise myself in a hallucinatory hall of mirrors.. although I'm not certain. "I" am the one who knows it. although you could converse with them. Oh! It is impossible to explain this experience.if ever I do perish she. The Master of the Sphinx stated: "If in the moment of greatest ecstasy the' ego' were not present. simultaneous consciousnesses. Wotan or Odin whispered a great secret in the ear of Baldur as he lay dying on his pyre of perfumed sandalwood. because that is my note which has been sounding since my infancy. 'When I was walking through the mist. But it will always be "I" who loves. in their almost infinite varieties. who live and die. don't fall asleep. beings who are more than one go who live in 'several places in the universe at the same time. Do you understand? Can you grasp this? Can you comprehend this feeling? 'We have heard tell of the Tulku. And even this is "I" who am saying this. because I am going to answer your question. very spot. This is how it was given to me: suddenly I felt myself to be "me". not just its beginning and end.. Some people are lucky enough to be able to repeat it at the end. Before that. I believe I stopped being able to understand that language. Now he was going to ask the question. who sees the beloved. of the Eternal Return and partings. what they write. I had lost my comrade and his dog. 'Before you were "I". Or did I speak to myself through them? When the "ego" finally took possession of me.. Now he wanted to know... only "me". their faces. if I am the only one who can feel myself to be this "me" nd no one else can feel like this. You explained to me that even after the emergence of your conscious . Only if my "I" returns will she return . in the middle of an ocean of other "me's" who also feel themselves to be "me".. to be this "me" of mine. In order to escape from this circle drawn in the belly of a demon. and I could also converse with the animals and flowers. And the Master of the Sphinx completed the idea for me by explaining that this note affects some people's whole life.34 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection A Turn oj the Wheel 35 I' :1 I II I I ! He didn't leave her side." It is impossible to escape from the "ego". "I" register. too. in many centres of space-time. but not "me". I have seen the Wounded King. ' Gently she interrupted him: 'Look at me.if ever I do perish . If the world comes to an end. But with human beings it was different. there would be no one there to know that there had been a moment of ecstasy. When the TWilight of the Gods began to fall over the world and iron took the place of gold.

. it disappears into the distance. and I am a double-edged sword. That is the difference I believe . . And we will put on the mantle of Absolute Personality because we will have escaped from the fatal circle of returns. how did you feel without your "ego"? Were you a persona or not?' 'Let me remember. but dreams that you WIll bnng It one. For a time you didn't lose this faculty. I must fight as a woman: by dying.. It is not a question of renouncing the "ego" but rather of making it eternal. your soul doesn't have one. I was projected. And when the "ego" became defined.. I have recovered it. Your "guardian angel" has abandoned you . when the "ego" was not inside your body.. when I was a year old or perhaps less. th~ persona becomes weaker. without quarter.. And perhaps you may be able to become this persona again afterwards. who moves awav as your body and mind become hardened. unless you bring me back to life. awaiting your return. . We will be Nos. as if beside a spring. just as you are the face of mine.. I remember. you must fight the battle as a warrior. it was a phIlosopher who asked himself the question. Can you ever get out of that? Perhaps by feeling that the persona which you were before you ~ere "ego" still exists.... in the landscape. The road ISIrreversible. And even if you arc victorious in the harsh tests set in this mystery. I remember. Journey ever onward until one day you and your "ego" enter the city where I await you. including my nothingness. attaching it to the persona to make a form and consciousness that can never be destroyed. ' :But I am listening to you teUing me aU this with my "ego". Because while wishing you to be victorious. . 'Only the "ego" enters the body. Kaliyuga. I repeat: I am the face of your soul. Yes. I am the "her" who longs to be your Her. and you will fall and get up again many times. What was at one time outside you is your "guardian angel". Someone is waiting for you somewhere. It felt dee~ly offended by this lack of trust. he and she were lying on beds of cinnamon branches. in the Interior City of Green Glass of his Star. you won't be able to give a face to your persona unless you accompany me to the very end. As you were by a Great Her. That child was a very old and WIse man. all the Gods and your "angel". dreamed by a Great Him.' THE SUPPLICANT Thousands of years ago. where was It? And you. because they were afraid that I would let it drop. And the "ego". in reality they don't wish it. it knew the Importance of the ring and knew that it would never let it drop. you have given your persona a face.. You have become individualised. Because you are a man.. As your "ego'" becomes stronger. in the animals and the plants. In this way. It is a solitary struggle. and once outside rebelled and put everything at stake. Because I am the "her" who one day emerged from Him. But. Neither of them had a face.. it leaves you alone.. But you don't have a face either. And you will only have me in your mind and in your heart. on a plateau near the peak of the sacred Mount Melimoyu. Where is this persona when the child still has no sense of the individual "ego"? In my case.. even if you walk back along it. giving you my nothingness so that you can make it immortal. although I need your victory so much.36 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 37 "ego" you continued to converse with nature. because I will put you to the tests that could make you lose the battle. 'Without giving up your "ego". Kalki Was at rest. the persona becomes a personality. Or perhaps it only becomes partiaUy incarnate. It dissolves. you WIll never reach the same point. seems to remain outside. which is very old. So. so that you can bring me back to life with your face. I was leaning out of a tower holding my grandfather's ring tightly in my hand. in the deep south of the world. Because. its reflection. the "ego" bong only a part of it and the body its exact image. the "I am I" . began. beside the fire in a small dwelling made of blocks of icc. . it will have a different meaning. the Darkest Age.' .' . Yes.. Here. And this is the ring. a shadow of the light which has taken on a shape in order to travel around and gain knowledge in this world. with his White Horse. that child felt itself to be a persona. plants and stars. 'This is a struggle against God. The person waiting for you doesn't have a face. Although the spiral may seem to reach the same spot. you will regain the faculty the persona has of conversing with the animals.. Because I am the face of your soul. the Master of the Sphinx said that even a child has the dreams of a mature person which can affect his whole life . The women of the house ran to take hold of me. The persona.

It was like the touch of a petal. do not close them. Love it. their union would be possible. like a breath of soft air flowing from a universe preserved for him alone. on the other side of the light. we will open the doors to a universe which not even the greatest dreamers of longing have ever imagined. Her long lashes cast shadows on her cheeks. through an eternity. in some undefined place. very slowly. varying from copper to deepest gold and finally pale gold. ' He reached her side. I have sought you through all the worlds.. alongside the martyred coasts of the south of the world. without opening her eyes. 'How was it possible to create so much beauty?' he asked himself. the amber road which leads me to the primordial continent. 'There is more than one body. making him realise that she had always belonged to him. as delicate as the breeze which stirred the crowns of the ancestral oaks . because "honey and milk are under your tongue". and began to caress his aura. The closest thing to this body is the aura. its hills. and the reflection of the flames brought magical changing lights into it. And he felt that a subtle emanation from her skin and her veins was penetrating him. Either it causes him to lose his spiritual virility. as if in a trance. . Her lips were smiling sweetly. his destiny as a sacred warrior. as my world would be extinguished and I am already blind to all other light! Your exquisite nose is a bird which flutters in the sunshine and the scents of spring. as wide as the disc of the Moon which fell upon the world like a stone from the broken crown. constructed from the heavy materials of this exterior earth. Such a kiss produces unexpected consequences in a man. Allouine! I have always loved you. through all the turns of the wheel. when he first contemplated the woman. It is the visible double of the others which you as yet cannot sec. The man closed his eyes. thus giving rise to the infinite turnings of the wheel. He could smell the woman's integral perfume.' she explained to him. Only you will give me eternal life. honey from a Copihue surrounded by a halo of light from the Morning Star. too. exclaiming: 'Allouine. where you hid the moonstone in the depths of the glaciers of the dawn. EL-ELLA.. Her clear blue eyes were once again piercing into him as if to tell him that there. like liquid gold. were visible through them. with its seas. He could also read her thoughts. And she brushed his lips with hers. or of honey stored in drifting icebergs. with her eyes almost closed. Oh. Together we will attain it. She raised her hands. When at last they opened them and could see each other again. And she stood naked. A whole continent to explore. And your marble shoulders. And your eyes . imbued with the water of love. with love expressing itself in a glance.. Her neck was long and slender. Her hair hung down to her waist. The other half is mine.' He began to move closer to her. the warrior had succumbed. his hallowed reticence. We will drink from the glorious cup.. he exclaimed: 'It's true. caress it. with an inconsolable sadness..' THE KISS She came even closer. or else it instils such strength in him that he is able to free the giants from their prison in the rocks and raise the Continent of the Spirit. his blood. The last one to do so must be the one you can now see. as though from the wings of an Andean condor. Then your forehead. its shadows.38 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel 39 The sleeves of her gown were full and her snow-white arms. And now he remembered that. with a tiny cleft in the middle. to the nuptial homeland. by loving and protecting one another. we will smash the walls of the circle of returns. near your hair. And as he caressed her aura. Now I am caressing the aura of your neck. non-existent centre. fusing with his cells. Her chin was like a fruit of paradise. THE BODY OF THE ABSOLUTE WOMAN She let her red gown fall. its secrets. covered by a soft golden down. ' She trembled. Your lips are that door which will open to allow me to gaze upon the City of Dawn. All my other bodies will feel it. They are the ones that love. a swan which will reintegrate us with the race of the kings of our blood.. 'All of ours are enveloped in an identical substance. he whispered: 'First here. while the flames enveloped her in a light which was nevertheless incapable of clothing her Absolute Nakedness. In an uncreated. Only half your face belongs to you. honey from polar bees or the midnight sun. so that he could feel the agitated rise and fall of her breasts.

And we will have lost our only chance of resurrection. . . ~ reverent flattlhtu e .w h'· He sal'1s an d' all its lights on . 'The chastity of the sacred warn~r is the nobility of his sexual act. How many times has this happened already in the Circle of Return! We only have a limited amount of time in which to put the pieces of the broken scabbard back together again. an d And I will not destroy your magic ity. 'I u~derstand. di id Is when such a great possibility already exists or to ot er In IVI ua . I shall place my eternity in your hands and fulfil to the utmost the Myth of Feminine Immortality. They will show us the path and inspire us. Let us awaken tonight. I know that they will not be calmed merely by my taking possession of your body. Let . . We will be two sleepwalkers allowing ourselves to be guided by the legend of our White Gods. . the Primordial Fema e. it loves pious reticence. I am ready. Do you remember the words of the ascetic of the ran: . Hyper orea 0 . do not mi n~gb~ allowed into heaven. m love. IVIng In a dream 0 unfulfilled glories. She stretched out an arm over the blade and clasped his hand. absorbed into HIM-HER and HER-HIM. To the true. IS brutal. We are gomg to try an d c h an ge God . We must do everything in our power to drink from the cup of immortality. as the saga tells us.t . hild f the flesh to bring new opportumties mme gIVIng you c 1 ren 0 . y t h e magicians. The Grail doesn't toler~te unbridled passions. "Th light doesn't come from the east. b~cause they ~e1 :hat they have done everything possible to ment being deified.hat act prevents rm doin so The Wounded King also said this. You must also fulfil the Myth of Virile Immortality. giving him a face. hvsi 1 b d she explained to him in her musica VOIce u other's _P YSlca 0 Y'.' 'I am the scabbard of your sword. I will make you pregnant WIth the son of death And we will both remain virgins. from the tree whose silken threads join the earth to the sky. Because it is your magic virility which will enable us to travel along the river of death. My love and desire for you are more powerful and inextinguishable than this fire. from the Hyperborean oaks. ld absorbed into the sources of creative en. . Transported to the icy wastes of the south ld with Parsifal in a Ternplars' ship. md b' sword without taking possession of each id separate y a. made of wood from the apple trees of Avalon. Light fl gmg for etermty. f h . THE SCABBARD OF THE SWORD 'Beloved. He drew his sword and placed it between them. do not fall asleep! Watch with me through this long night. beside the fire. .g ht with a man and a woman lying naked SIde by that ancien. . '1' ng your es . w Of . . loving each other inside and outside etermty. do not take possessIOn 0 f my b 0 d y. us not crea e cbildren of the flesh.. If you sheathe me carelessly. . discovering the stone of change.' 'How could we sleep! May this sword protect us. of attaining a world beyond God. no fusion with a God or redeemer awaits r wa is not the way of ecstasy of the saints but the way of us. 1 wa known us I will not lure you into loving my body In the on y y I '11 to 'the dark age. ht fh: followers of Lucifer. andf Cross on . livi will turn you into a vanquished warnor. .ace In A . e h f ? on trul li ht in the depths of midnight. in a dream which not even the most impassioned Walkers of the Dawn could dream: to break down the walls of the great circle and end the turnings of the wheel.40 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn oj the Wheel 41 He carried her to the bed of branches. di IVId 1 . Creating wor. f 11 SI e. beyond all the Gods. the refusal to tolerate all th~.' THE TEST Thus were completed the different stages of this most ancient Hyperborean Initiation of A-Mor. you will break me. after which we will lose each other. They demand to be. s. Your sacred virility WIll enable us to life.' . because his feeling for the bea~ty ~f . . from the Tree of Paradise. in the esotericism of the troubadours and the Minnesinger of the High Middle Ages. And together we will have triumphed.ergy. Kingdom 0 'whence It from b f the White Gods of America-Albama. Now is the dept so IS ~l!. Ou. of the White Gods who have become separation of . of giving a face to our souls. We have a limited number of opportunities to sound our notes in their purest form. of the Morning Star. never returned' . I will be the She who leads you to heaven. ~~ the end of our road. I shall give you my death. ou bet' 1' dO ~~~~:~ . 1 . ki 1 nd while the ultimate test of this initiation ~as ta Ing p .. We do n~t h~~ the lunar troubadour: "Take us back to where you too us rom.. Therefore. vm ..' he whispered. because that way death will swallow you u w~ never be the Great devouring Mother.lItgis ~n immaterial irrevocability . revealed in the mystery of the Grail. with the Vermilion of the worIts .

without being able to intervene in your conflicts. nor intelligence. the amorous racing of my blood intensified. . What if none of this were certam. They were closer to the point of origin. my love. He stayed by her side. I believe that a balance w111 be achieved.. a Minnesdnger. so that they remembered everything. In the Dark Age. the warmth of my lips. you will make it even more material.. because only by becoming effeminate could you satisfy the erotic sensibilities of a woman's physical body. breaking down the doors of the city. The chaste warrior is the most virile one. h . The genuine orgasm isn't a physical one but another which is endless. without letting go of his hand: am the bb d of your sword. In their Discs of orichalcum. As I will find in yours. sung 0 ur d 'Hei/!' . who were not touched by this chance-destiny which launched us on this enterprise of death and resurrection. seemed to waver. causing him to doubt everything that had been said. which lies beside you. it. We must discover this love together. if he we:e . nor sacnfice. di . w1~he turned to~ards him.never to find her again. too. but what 1S the qualification for attaining it? It is not kindness. fights against the forces of darkness. because he loved her with an intensity that was equalled only by the fire which ~urned there. W . of green light.. losing themselves m the diaphanous midday sky. You bear the sign on your e belong to a different race. faced with the inevitable. smg keep 1t pure. Thus. they will carry them to the city.. this road which was now coming to an end? She. where you will find the perfume of my visible body. You will be a warrior-troubadour. who will ave ream of resurrection and eternal love for all etermty. trying to fight the. The memory of the love lost at t e Mmne. the Iron Age. where they will become part of that timeless order which. To take physical possession of the beloved is to lose one's soul.' . when it sends . . you will turn it into a body made of lead. h . 'We are living dangerously. f the ether we will know how to love each other so e y v1bratlOnS 0. Fate is testing you. One is born different.'1 THE 'TINY SPARK' She was dying. of all our bodies at once. When we become fore h ea d . against the Prince of Slavery and his armies of strange beings who advance in the opposite direction to our Myth of Resurrection and Eternal Love. Perhaps it 1Shonour and loyalty. if only nothingness lay at the end of this Journey. imperishable matter. There were moments when her eyes became fixed on a point b~yond t~e fire and the walls of transparent ice. and which is produced by your contact with my invisible bodies. Blood Memory. but without intervening directly so as not to transgress the secret code. tomght. somewhere. Its scabbard is called not rea me. . h the glance with the pleasure that never dies. We will belong to this order even when we will be immortals." This is so. This holy war maintains the balance between the opposing universes. .A Turn of the Wheel 42 Nos: Book of the Resurrection 43 will become a woman if you love the body of a woman. k me i bl d beginning of time flows through the blood. Another day she opened her eyes very wide and looked at him m that indescribable way that he could only compare with the impression produced by the Morning Star at dawn. True possession is the mental possession of all her other bodies. my love. . the heroes. With the memory of your beloved in your heart. when we are no longer made of mortal flesh but of red. By loving my body. I will also follow your enterprise when I am dead. angel of love and death who possessed them both: the consummatlon of the myth and the legend. the cities of the immortals still lie hidden to help those who seek them with courage and who still possess the "tiny spark". And we will be more than the Gods. nor even a feeling for beauty. 'In the Golden Age. 'After death. his search his dream. giving inspiration to the Seekers of the Dawn. They will rescue them from the Dark Age before the final cataclysm. So our combat is more heroic. Immortality is not given to all. However. crossmg the most iverse nsClOUS II c~ . Only a little time remained to her on this earth and in her lovely body. he asked himself. We have lost many turns of the wheel. . See me in your 00. men lived for more than a thousand years. what if she were never to return to life. Sheathe me gently. his gnef increased. Do sea bar k e Your sword is double-edged. you will achieve the Grail. As the end approached. we have fallen so low that it is almost impossible to go back along the current and return to the time when immortality was almost a permanent gift from heaven. . in order to help those who bear the sign. it will wish to see you triumph through your courage alone. When you remember what your blood tells you. in all the worlds and as Sons of Light. . softly.

. THE RING OF RESURRECTION It was on examining the ring that he had the idea of embalming the body of his beloved. velvety light. which. Blooms the fiery lily of eternal love. deep within her. Kissing him with open lips. he made a cut in the bark of a conifer tree and drew some off. conclusion. With his sword. And with her last remaining strength. Now they would never see again in this world.. until he could bring it back to life. filled with nostalgia for the universes that lie on the other side of other suns. which was now very weak. hurry!' She asked him to kiss her.. pained By their immense fragility. Crackling and magical. when it was . don't leave me THE LEFTHANDED SIGN He put out the fire. ' Fiihr uns den Weg. she recited a poem which she would compose in another turn of the wheel: 'The tenuous melancholy spins Its delicate web in the soul And the muffled murmur of memories Darkens space. 'Will the laurels flower again some day? . he discovered a red spot on it: the sign of the Walkers of the Dawn. she embraced him. my love. He imagined that by doing this he would preserve it through all the turnings of the wheel. Wasn't the mummy a sign? They hoped to preserve the body until that Hyperborean science was rediscovered one day. Hope reawakens.. He held her tightly and implored alone in this house of ice . when the Golden Age returned. Did they preserve the key of the seminal atom. resigned. 'Now you must breathe out inside me. Within us is a "tiny spark". The leaves fall. I felt it light up last night. Don't leave me without a heart.' she whispered. collected the scattered branches together and went out into the forest in search of resin. Conceiving a vague desire for self.' He obeyed her and felt his heart die in her. end. Twisted by the strident clamour Of the being which struggles To escape the inevitable. The soul turns and turns Within the black space. The warm flame grows and grows. The mists disperse in its heat.' And in her musical voice. die nicht irre gehn! (. He mixed it with some water and ice from the lake and returned to the cabin. of the Seekers of the City of Dawn. The Egyptian pharaohs had lost the faculty of bringing the dead back to life. 'Give me your heart. den graden Und derer. the Lefthanded Swastika which signifies the return to the Nuptial Home. Then her head fell back and her eyes closed. the Land of Resurrection and Eternal Love.44 Nos: Book of the Resurrection A Turn of the Wheel THE EXCHANGE OF HEARTS 45 us a message through its deep. ' her: 'Don't go. she sighed deep into him and gave him her heart. The renewed certainty of eternal Development rises out of infinity. She raised herself up with difficulty on her bed of branches. For the last time she looked at him intently. The spark creates. ') 'Come. All is death. He undressed the body of his beloved and began to cover it with the resin. In the silence of the white peaks. As he went to spread the perfumed resin over her left breast.Lead us along the righteous path of those who do not err. as beautiful as before. And slowly impregnates each thread Of frozen mist.

And he would have to wait another seven hundred years before the laurel flowered again. to take an active part in creation. it. like s. And the entire firmament was covered with green rays of light.. As he examined this magic stone.tatues. repeating the action time and time again. a game. He had lost the given opportunity for both of them. Indescribable! It was throbbing. the emblematic flower. with her arms crossed over her breast.' He reached the pyramid-shaped rock. like their present ones but also very different. The image was that of a mummy. In the and hi hest range of the light of another world. until the Light began to move around and upwards. on her sledge of branches and flowers. he thought he heard a rustling sound. apparently a woman. cover~ng her with her red gown. This has always been the way to win. losing and finding each other. And it looked at him as if it was sending him a message. while at the same time it 'read his thoughts and feelings'. he tried to imagine what that timeless time would be like when they would be together. It closed like an eyelid and moved rapidly towards the horizon. . Soon it became soft music. 'far beyond the .stars'. For our Myth of A-Mor. He wove her a crown of cinn~mon leaves. The mummy was the symbol used to represent Osiris. in the chosen gesture. Her blood now flowed through his veins. like the temple of the sun and the moon. l~lt doesn't matter if a battle has been lost. helping those who were ~orn b. would breathe fresh life into the 'image and the figure'? And also into memory and glory? On t. They would stand motioriless at the centre of eternity. As .earing the sign to enter the city. mingling with his and inspiring his every act. . He covered her with snow and ice. like cathedrals. ' THE DISC Standing beside her tomb and the Midday Rock. It is a dance. and of red Copihues. which was played danced far above this earth's visible and audible scale. foreshadowing the mantle of immortality he would one day give her. They would leave eternity behind after an eternity. He dug a grave there and placed her inside it. he realised that he had been in the presence of the Grail of the Andes and hadn't asked the question nor ordered it to take him with it. it is only important to fight it properly.he dragg. separate and together. like the apple trees of Avalon. He took his sword and traced the sign and the lines: 'While you sleep.he a?a~e set in the ring was a silhouette surrounded by carved inscnptions. He felt clearly that he had been doing this for an eternity. because they would b~ on the other side of the light. almost as if it was breathing. like the trees which live their whole lives without moving. within which they would live WIth their faces. MIDDAY Within his breast there now beat a woman's heart. like the touch of a snowflake or a sigh from the light of the Mornmg Star. I keep watch. He built a sledge of conifer.46 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection A Turn oj the Wheel 47 deciphered in the Eternal Return. that sacred bush of the South Pole. ~ike rays of light. as if concentrating on a point. They would play that game. like the oak trees of Hyper bore a. like an eye blinking. For a long time they gazed at each other. like the summit of. he knew that one day he would be able to decipher its message. the bell-flower of blood drawn from his woman's heart. In this way she would be preserved for ever. dance that dance. like a combination of notes and sounds. A Disc of Light stopped in space in front of him.ed the sledge over the snow. but never lost. the Irreproducible God of Resurrection. In a blinding flash. with bodies that only they could see. with honour and loyalty to the end. the mountain. until it became no more than a star which grew paler and paler. my beloved. larch and laurel branches and laid her on. He thought he could make out the name Phosia. Perhaps it had been Allouinc's name in an earlier turn of the wheel. And the chosen gesture would be that of their first kiss.

. painted a colonial red. The mansion was over two centuries old and was a singlestorey. roses and hydrangeas. The dusty road wound up into the hills. which lived up to its name by flowing down the mountainside as a crystal-clear stream. L-shaped building. The entire main body of the mansion was painted the same red as the outside wall.. roast chestnuts and fruit . according to the season. willows and chestnuts. until it was lost in the distance..<iii &ramoa ANOTHER TURN OF THE WHEEL THE GARDEN OF CHILDHOOD In those times. The huge gates were open to allow the carriage and its snorting horses to pass through. it took almost a day to travel from Santiago to the family estate in the foothills of the Andes.dried or ripe. At the back stretched an enchanted garden. . of antique furniture made from jacaranda. On alighting from an ancient train. Attached to one end of the house was the colonial-style . Nearby were the kitchens. with fig trees. at the bottom of which was a tiny brook whose water flowed from the Andes and whose banks were covered with a shady tangle of brambles. crossing the River Claro. one was driven through the tiny provincial town in horse-drawn carriages. smelling of meat. a scent of accumulated years and time.. A road bordered by farm cottages led to the estate houses. mahogany and oak. with doors which opened onto a gallery supported by hand-carved pillars. murmuring over boulders and rocks. The domestic dogs and fowl used to drink there together with the wild birds. The penetrating scent of the myrrh trees pervaded the whole valley in spring-time. Inside the rooms was an unforgettable aroma of old wood.. the everlasting fire of the heavens. In his heart he always carried the memory of the eternal snows on the mountain tops.--------------------------. These were surrounded by a high wall. They were the white blood of the giants and the condors.~p---------------------------.

he used to go into the garden and not leave it again until midday. a former master of these lands.' THE FACE One day. with the tree. Bevond lie other rooms and a door which opens onto a gallery with pillars and vaulted niches. their sorrows mostly. In their · 1· n their souls he sought the scent of the garden of bo dres. with an altar carved by artisans from Cuzco. 'Don't forget us.. And the sweet scent oflighted candles and evening prayers.. But. with gildings and a pair of strange candelabra made of myrtle wood. but at the same time I feel myself to be a very old person. And never afterwards was he able to speak freely with the animals and flowers. The tree.' they begged him. even before he felt himself to be 'ego'. 'Take us with you for ever. urged on by an intense desire to get closer to the condors who glided in the clear skies and who would stop in mid-flight in order to look at him. the land of Avalon. But the child's paradise lay in a tiny circular garden in front of the house. There. Someone came and took him out of the garden.and warm. the flowers. the illusion of that love . love me. His 'ego' interposed itself between him and their scent. smelling of damp violets. timeless. And he realised that now he would have to create. from that moment on. above all. . The white-haired woman who came into his room carrymg his present. The face said something to him that he didn't fully understand. where there is always a light which seems to come from other worlds. . I am standing in one o~ the rooms 111 that mansion which is over two hundred years old. In the middle grew a huge pine tree. from earliest childhood. where was the child? Mingling with the plants and the flowers. and asked him not to forget them but to take them with him when he was separated from them and could no longer understand their language. with double-headed eagles whose bodies were shaped like hearts. Now he seems to remember that some tremulous secret revealed to him by the grass made him cry on more than one occasion. the violets of today don't smell the same as they used to. childhood. We want to make ourselves invisible within you. it was a shady place. perhaps from the Morning Star. in the precarious and mystical country called Chile. It is a . . On summer mornings. the plants begged him to do so from the other side of a wall of glass which was growing less and less transparent.. climbing up the huge tree until he reached its topmost branches. Between him and his garden. far away. 111 the foothills of the Cordillera of the Andes. with the birds and. he had been glVen his diapason. And during that time. Even today he has difficulty in remembering it. . He lost that faculty. because he only spoke the language of the plants well. which he now confuses with an oak in the Central World. In his memory. like a priestess from the valley of the Andes. The tray was bordered with ~ garland ~f violets covered with dewdrops. Oh.$ --~ --------------------------~. said: 'Happy birthday! Now you're not a child any more. To bring them back to life.' The violets also told him so (because they didn't smell the same as when he was a child). The child conversed with the flowers. The child suffered for all these defenceless creatures who came and told him little things. Its eyes looked at him as ifhe was not a child but a timeless being. in front of me is a table. To my right stands a big wardrobe which gives off an aroma of old wood. forget-me-nets. the scent of the violets of h1S childhood! Like so many things.' He lived that moment as if outside time. behind me is a brass bedstead. the key of his melody. the secret of that glance. a Non-Existent Garden. for ever. THE VIOLETS OF CHILDHOOD 50 Nos: Book of the Resurrection chapel. invent some Non-Existent Violets. This chapel contained the tomb of a seventeenth-century Spaniard. with the grass that grew so sweetly and was so fragile.he couldn't remember which . or perhaps at that precise moment. in the garden of childhood. as if clothed in a dignity conferred on me by the passage of centuries. People are moving around. foaming milk fresh from the cowshed were brought to him on a tray.. 'EGO' I am a very young child. jasmine and convolvulus. It seemed to say to him: 'Seek me. a face emerged from a rose..q Another Turn of the Wheel 51 for love and to seek the face of that flower in all women. he lived only A cake with five or maybe four candles . surrounded by bamboo canes up which climbed roses.

has affected my whole life from earliest childhood up to the present. I observe. is the following: is it possible that in the midst of all the people around me. that is 'him'. in my memory ('who' remembers.' Thus I spoke to the beloved tree of my childhood. 'uniquely-me'. saying: 'Speak to me as you used to. 'uniquely-me'. And I stood beside the huge pme tree. who awakens and directs his sure gaze over the world and over himself. because that child was a knew that . that IS. to feel myself to be 'me'. myself. which had lost its protective fence and had been invaded by weeds. The fields were still transparent. Although I believe I can't understand you. And when the women came to bring me . And also of the Face m t~e Flower. tell me everything. of th~ central face m the garden of my childhood. so clear. And at that precise moment I begin to think like a philosopher. legendary personage. Everything smells and sounds as If It was new-born. I will remain the same until the end of our eternity. 'UNINHABITED BLUE' More than half a century pas passed. And I am surprised. thinking I heard the ghostly VOIcesof my ancestors. . The double-headed cagle had lost its talons but still had its heart. d0 ors . immediately this centre is open. the places I have .y childhood. a centre whI~h opens up at a given moment in a child's development. I am the only one to feel myself to be 'me'. 'me-myself. or 'who' engraved this recollection on my memory?). the road dusty and the River Claro running over steep rocks. With deep wonderment. this ego which suddenly appears.52 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn oj the Wheel 53 beautiful day full of summer sun and moving light. the mountain tops snow-covered. obeying orders. gaining such a clear experi~nce..before the appearance of that 'ego'.n ontological occurrence. because it has been recreated. returning from time to time. The street below was full of vehicles and pedestrians. Almost all the same people were there. solemn. all the beings ~ovi~g about here. filled WIth the fear that the thought of coming face to face with a dream or the ghosts of an idealised world produces in us. late in life. 'me' and not 'another'? And then. I never wanted to go back. Or in reality. a person filled with antiquity. firstly. And the walls were older and the gilded sculptures m the chapel were damaged. older than my ~ran. but with a clanty and lucidity that no philosopher ever had.. so recently emerged from the secret coffer of the universe. I made to the land of my birth: 'And now. I haven't changed. no ~irds. Scenes repeated themselves in the light. Or I couldn't. And it happened that one day I went back.of n. because I In I would 'never have done so. I entered the abandoned garden. but without being surprised. you know that I do. everythmg was exactly the same. Only the violets didn't smell the same.dfather.. tell me your sorrows and your joys. the old walls still painted red. I wandered aimlessly. (this 'ego') -leaning over the balcony of a house in the city. but as yet WIthout an ego. WIthout anyone seeing me there.always m search of the City of Agharti and Avalon. because I am a child-philosopher and my thoughts are experiences. I felt offended. is it possible that. . I say to myself: do they also feel themselves to be 'me'? It isn't possible that each of 'them' also feels himself to be 'me'. part of the mechanics of growth of the body. The tombstone had become encrusted in the floor and ItS inscription worn away by the passage of time. And the most important thought that comes into my mind at that time which I believe that I am thinking for the first time. my former self. For the first time . whenever .I open the secret ark of wisdom. no faces I could see or hear. . where was it before? And what was the 'ego' before? Or who was it? And. And ~continue asking myself: supposing that the ego ISan electro-chemical phenomenon in the brain's biochemistry. I remember the pilgrimage which. this unique 'me'? 'Me'. that child can ask himself such fundamental questions.the Pilgrim of the Great Longing . fearing I would let the ring drop. There were no flowers.so I believe . lookmg at the people walking along that gallery. I travelled the whole world. Whenever I read the following poem. remembering inhabited. of a. I rested my forehead against its ancient bark and embraced it.I have a sense of my 'ego'. I am both a very old and a new sage. However. h~ldmg tightlv in my tiny fist my grandfather's blue sapphire ring WIth hIS initials engraved in gold. that is. 'them'? And this experience. impelled bv longing .whether I wish to or not . with a recently-incarnate 'ego'. so to speak? Furthermore. my newlyappeared 'ego'. I see myself at less than a year old .

I don't remember if it was here. 111 search of the SUbterranean City and the doorway opening onto the Star of Origins.. embodying them in my life. If you leave. . without direction. If you sleep.. that he "still" enriches and impoverishes steps on the earth But who is there. Because the Noms had spoken. Is nothing more than the evidence which remains of human sadness. without beginning or end. saying the word then. entering upon this combat with no other weapons than the memory of the face in the flower in the garden of my childhood. The guides who didn't die on the corpse-strewn battlefields had to embark once again on the long exodus towards the ices of the south of the world. I shall fight for both of us. absorbed. I keep watch for you. guided by the 'blood memory'.------------------------~~ Another Turn of the Wheel 55 idnight dreaming of and searching for the City of Dawn. his whole being explodes within a great number. and as I sing my melody softly. the search in a new turn of the wheel. the same. Thus there will be a dog m the sky WIth us. also. 111 times w IC cont1l1ue . has also gone far away. . Because to each warrior The Gods have Given a comrade. in many turns of the wheel. enveloped in the mists of passing years and turns of the wheel. unri h t so as to He wanted to remain pure an d upng Jason d I . because I also lost him very early on. Nothing more. on returning.among whom I was numbered . I will look after it. So that no man can console the one who suffers thus: All that he seeks. The war had taken place many times. I thought to describe _. my paternal grandmother. As before it ended with the defeat of the followers of the God of the Losers of the Kaliyuga. THE GREAT WAR OF THE MAHABHARATA 54 Nos: Book of the Resurrection And which still carry my sacred thoughts..my meeting with and loss of a companion of my youth. All that he loves. I have gone through life singing a certain obsessive melody.. Together we lived solar times. I sang the Song of the Comrade: 'If you doubt. And it was this war that led me to the Mast~r and to be initiated into an ancient circle. or in another place which is even farther away. you will also return to life in me. Solitary as a mountain.but the By the Chilean poet Omar Caceres. attaining itself. And to know that he "still" exists. and it was not night that fell upon the defeated . 'which rules both poles. I laugh joyfully. I have dedicated myself to explaining a Myth and a Legend.. I took part in this war although I didn t know the reason for it."! MY COMRADE I I . Or. in a midday which 1 Jason left this Second Earth shortly before the great wa~ of the Mahabharata began. those for whom he now weeps.------------------------------~ PI' i 1 " I Ii :I Ii 1\ . h would be more propitious for him. whose key was given me in the land of my birth. his consecutive atmosphere. He wou continue 11S searc 1the turns of the wheel in those to come and those that throug h a 1 ' came before. . As I narrate this 'hermetic biography' which is not accessible to everyone. and it would repeat itself endlessly. this legend. Without God. polar region. I was orphaned as a child and was brought up by a widow called Fresia or Freyja. It seems to me that none of this is new. I think because I was impelled by the 'blood memory'. in a remote. the plea with which all strange solitude surprises us. ld conti 1. And I will enterthe CIty WIth It. And if you have a dog. Very soon I rebelled against the Great Widow. whom I believe I called Jason. .. although his name was really Hector. It was the Master who explained the significance of the great war to me and the reason why I had taken part in it. In order to feel how. I understand that the feeling.' hi h . At his graveside. with difficulty. was a r111 ed young. but that I have repeated it thousands of times. the light of the one who breaks through his security. I II In this turn of the wheel. I grew up in the forests of this southern land like a 'pure madman'. ' And if I return to life.

you saw Her outside you. Now She is inside you. The 'battlefield' was ready. which we fight with honour. Although. This is the Resurrection. If we face defeat with honour. something which believed that it was going to die. But at that time. But there is also the 'blood and its memory'.. A current which originated at the base of my invisible spine began to rise along the length of my body. perhaps. As it spread. we may be able to decide on a course of action a little before we come face to face with events. the face of our beloved. who had also drawn his sword and fought against identical ghosts. The same vibrations of icy fire. in the depths below. knowing that no one kills anyone else. don't resist. And the "ego" which you are going to overcome will return to life in a different form. I feel that I have stood here many times before. 'Don't be afraid. I knew that no cry for help would reach a human ear. establishing its rule in each. make the legendary continents ofMu and Gondwana. . "because those you kill on the field of battle have already died in Me". I came to the Master in the middle of this war by a 'lucky occurrence filled with meaning'. then that defeat is good! Such an ending is a spiritual adventure which has been successful in a parallel world and time. And it is also our great war. I lay down on the bed and waited for the signal which would start the conflict between the two armies. reborn. to disappear for ever. out of duty. And what was involved in that desperate struggle. a soft. Because the sky is also shaped like a man's body. the Land of the Giants. Your first meeting with Her was in the garden of your childhood. One night I lay paralysed in my bed. in the Ray of Green Light. Her poison is already circulating through your blood and if you don't find the antidote. something was gripped by an unutterable fear. reappear alongside the narrow coastline of your present homeland. you will die. in that Him-Her who waits beside a spring.56 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 57 hope of resurrection in the Oases of Ice. creating a thin crust which talks another language. And you will return to life with Her. The ancient continent of Hyperborea was submerged in the terrifying flood. And it struggled between what it believed to be nothingness and its only known existence. Harsh is the judgment of the Noms! And the warrior must accept it with honour and a joyful heart. having 'awoken without waking' while I thought I was asleep.. stirring up a fundamental. It will be returned to you. you will recover the face of the serpent. like flaming icebergs. united with the face of your flower. our solar. risking the loss of your "ego" with honour.. as Novalis says. having been led into his presence by one of my companions in the great war. my 'ego'. nor can we make use of any conscious decision or rational will there. raise Hyperborea. When the raging fire neared my forehead so as to try and touch the top of my head. I hear him say: 'You have been bitten by the serpent. When it reached my throat. which had appeared for the first time in the garden in which the golden apples of childhood grew. Hyperborea still exists. When the lost continent rises. enveloped in the phantasmagorical mists of the mystery and legends of the Grail. and the new sun was superimposed above it. nothing is exact or certain. immortal. which no longer speaks for the animals and the flowers. causing different centres or 'wheels' to vibrate. And don't forget that the battlefield is your own body. his virile hands grasping the sword. Luciferan origins. And the enemy you will be fighting in this great war will be your "ego". because in those hazy regions. Accept its death. incorporated in the old soul. as if from the thick forests on the horizon. nor understands them. which will bring us out of the battle as either victorious or defeated. From far off. go into combat with a light heart. which has come between Her and the Elect. looking at his blue eyes. Defeated with honour. its only possible light. . as a face looking out of a flower. between fear of a black void and its earthly light. I followed the Master's advice. Go down to the depths of the Ocean. an icy fire paralysed the parts it touched. behind the Yellow Sun and the Black Sun. taking one city after another. But don't think that this has only just happened. THE MASTER AND THE SERPENT I am standing before the Master. Nevertheless. Only when the "ego" is dead can he live. was the 'ego'. in the roots of the tree of your childhood. melodious sound could be heard and the fiery chariots began to approach like discs of white light. the same growing paralysis. as the invasion mounted. perhaps cosmic happening. 'in our heart of hearts'. And the memory of our beloved.' THE COURT OF KING ANT ARCTHUS As best I could.

which bore the number 13. Evidently they were waiting for me. I stopped resisting. but you are dead. 'A break in space'. only a repetition of the same thing. but you are alive. It seems to me that I have had this meeting and this conversation with you. Is this reincarnation?' 'What is commonly called reincarnation is an error reached through the thoughts and language of this continent which is superimposed on the one we were speaking about earlier. what IS inside IS outside. or the 'memory of my beloved'.58 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Turn 4 the Wheel 59 causing these centres to revolve in unison. we can begin WIth anyone of them. of nobody. because there was an empty seat. A whirlwind of fire enveloped my head.' . like the central eye of the giants. I saw. However. And I knew that It would never cease to keep watch over me. Something in the 'blood memory' decided that for me. where it had earlier thought itself to be victorious. And once again. perhaps the Master. each with a lady in a red gown standing on his left. there is an order and a hierarchy. were seated twelve knights in shining armour. However. THE STONE WHICH FELL FROM HEAVEN I went to see the Master and tell him about my experience: 'How is it possible that all this. where time was different and travelled towards the past. made of stone. of blue-green ice. a parallel world and time. too. many times. I thought. so as to make usc of them according to a plan and a strategic rhythmic law. but played in the highest possible key. or Just didn't exist. So . The vibratory sounds of the Orphic music. You seem dead. D ' with your lady. 'Ah!' he exclaimed. both earlier and later in time. You are alive. The King. the face. not tomorrow. before. a return of the same thing. you belong to his army. As the table is round. . keeping control there on the very brink of defeat. I've explained this to you. I fell further and further. Huanacu!' I obeyed. And then I was on the other side. I found myself travelling inside the fire and the light of the Disc. through the window of my room. but not yesterday. wearing the red gown of resurrection. There is no reincarnation. as if I was entering a Disc of Light. 'There is no inside and outside. It was something like a room with glass walls. The whole earth shook that Other Earth. The thirteenth is the Siege Perilous because in order to it there you must fight a well-armed knight. I heard King Arcthur. where victory awaits those who know how to lose with honour 'here'. I seemed to know that the table was my own skull. Around the Round Table. now I wanted to lose. when the garden of childhood sank along with Hyperborea and Thule. And fell into a huge abyss. There is no here and there. because it is connected with the Black Sun and the Ray of Green Light. because he had changed poles. Today. I asked. Also. something like the return to a pre-existing point. A memory of something that I have already lived through or will live through. I didn't want to.e outside me could at the same time also be happemng inside me. on t return here without her. Strangely. nor above and below. In the middle was a Round Table. according to the Venusian Calendar of Tiahuanacu. which is far more perfect and accurate than the Calendar of the Sun of Gold. was produced. An alien wisdom which reminded me: 'You are a follower of the God of the Losers. An error of this new earth and new sun which appeared within time. say to me.. 'True. which would permit me to reach the Other Earth. like an eye filled with a watery light. you must come 51 . but have only just remembered it. Five names are mlssmg. No. Sit down. and that the cup was an eye open in the middle of it. It is a language of sacred signs. Afterwards came the awakening. who was now called Antarcthur. I had sat in the 'Siege Perilous'.' And I gave in. as my body had by now also become. here in the circle. and handed over the 'summit'.names . We were travelling through a metal-like tube. a funnel which was rotating fast. And as I went deeper into the abyss.' When I found myself lying on the bed again. 'I can reveal to you the . of seven of these knights.. urged on by a music which was my melody.. I have explained this to you so many times. the playmg of the same note in different intensities of the same tone. You will win by losing. which was taking place somewhe. who was called Antarcthor. like luminous discs or stars. as well as one of mine. and an eternity of nothingness. because it was my guide on the Road of Return. Our order knows and uses the language of the lost Continent. said: 'This seat bears the number of your star. the Morning Star rise over the sleepmg Andes. On it stood a cup filled with a golden liquor. The 'ego' fell back to the upper reaches in order to fight the decisive battle at the summit.

are the White Gods. The Archetype has been debased. 'Yes.60 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Turn oj the Wheel 61 that because it is always happening. a Pilgrim of Longing. And you will be initiated into our order. so as to preserve a myth. And the war will finally be won by a Horseman riding on a white horse which gallops towards the past or who descends in a Disc of Green Light.. These are his orders. Also those who have come from opposing stars. Only Zarathustra's Persian and Rarna's Hindu are unconditionally on our side. beside the Polar Mountain of Revelation. of the Great Loser. from life to death. It was brought to this external earth with its slow vibrations. I remember it. in the mysterious oases of the South Pole. Or as if it is happening for the first time . which to fight and. along with the White Gods. eternal.. Your mission is to seek them. with the red gold of the alchemists to the Grail. from a broken crown. And from then on they will be able to move freely between these two worlds and in many others. from different universes. The warriors of our order must first seek all this outside. This is why we are fighting. Here everything is outside. 'And the war. during which he seemed to be contemplating some undefined point as if someone standing there were telling him what to say. a Guardian of the Dawn.' 'This is because you have reached midday. a stone which fell from heaven. takes advantage of this. Purely terrestrial people do not believe in this Myth of Resurrection and Eternat' Love. despite having lost their War of the Mahabharata. You will have to search the exterior world and try to enter its fortresses and gather together the scattered fragments of the broken . there is also a castle. because the Archetype will rise like a phoenix from the blood-stained ashes. a legend. in the depths of midnight. but to make yourself invisible within us?) 1 Outside. inside and out. from the rose of our star. hiding in the City of the Caesars. your Beloved who awaits you and a Disc of Light which will carry you to other constellations. The Twilight of the Gods has taken place. like a double-headed eagle which has a heart for its body. the Master continued: 'The rebellious dross overflows from the forge where the alchemist is preparing the gold of resurrection. And you must go towards it as if you were interiorizing it. Not all who inhabit the earth are the same. but with the intimate knowledge that they are also seeking it inside. with the stone from a crown which had been broken in a stellar war. a Round Table of King Arcthur. Master?' 'We are warriors from the most holy of wars. die. with the stone which fell from heaven. Amongst us. 'The Legend of Eternal Love is on the point of disappearing because of the hybridisation of the "blood memories". I am remembering it as if it has already happened or as if it were happening for an eternity. ' 'Nevertheless. in the secret refuges in the Andes. And it really had fallen from heaven. They still defend their solar soul. returning it to life there. cosmic war. This is what has mistakenly been called "astral journeying". a hidden. a Hollow Earth. Better still: when they have found it outside. Plato showed us that Atlantis was drowned because of an indiscriminate mingling of Archetypes. Prince of Darkness and Slavery. the Morning Star. 0 world. The youth of today has been influenced by black music. a warrior of the order of the Morning Star. without being either alive or dead. a Walker of the Dawn. from a mythical. There is a Holy War to be fought. subterranean city. What is inside is outside. It is not a journey. You bear the sign of the warriors of our star. are fighting against our myth. they will have also made it invisible in their "heart of hearts". it's as if it never happened. (What else do you desire. for 1 By Rilke. from inside to out. a member of the circle of Lucifer. in the south of the world. which flows through the "blood memory".. Defeat in the battles of this war will not be defeat if the myth is preserved in all its purity. in the same way as the face in the flower in the garden of your childhood appeared to you.' After a long silence. then. because of their destruction in the "blood memory". which I will obey through all eternity. And they will return to clothe it with an immortal body. Because there is a myth to be defended.' I am. They did not fall from another planet but are the "slaves of Atlantis". Counter-Iriitiation. an exile in this world. a Grail. The sound of the horn can be heard echoing sadly in the forests of Hyperborea. as if it had fallen from heaven or emerged from inside a great rose. engraved on your forehead and your arm. It came down to this earth in the Discs of Light. the star of Lucifer.' I listen to what the Master tells me extremely carefully. an acolyte of the God of the Losers. It is a "falling from the flesh into the soul".

in search of the oases of warm wate . looking deep into the eyes of every pilgrim I meet to see whether he is one of my comrades. without the warm embrace of a living woman. It is your defence and paralyses those who are opposed to your myth. by his "fury" alone. searching. where Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa tasted the bitter fruit of return. You will be the Warrior of the Two Worlds Jik: m~er ~~d ~ut~r.62 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 63 crown· if . It is believed that whoever eats it will . Whosoever sets foot here can never go back. finally. suffering thirst. consulting. ne ay you WI e the Warnor of the T wo Swor d s whe . usque ad mortem. Now you can never turn back. W IC IS a-natural. When you trace it over your heart. as they become necessary to the glory of your fight. spoken in the h y of the Caesars. hai even 1 It means approaching that table at which mex austible supply f f( d i d an .' he told me. you must search your own country you . reactivating them.' And the Master gave me the first sign in our initiation: 'The sign is the language of Atlantis-Hyperborea. opposing Nos. But whosoever sets foot upon this path which leads to the great beyond may not go forward ifhe ever has the intention of turning back. ~ drew my sword and passed it to the Master. carried mine.u WI ave come accompanied by your beloved. Then they raised them towards the Emblem of Return. either by me personally or by the guides.1 In the Sarmiento Mountains. called Calafate. d. 'The Circle is called Huilkanota. you may sit in the Siege Perilous because yo. There is only one sword. across burning deserts and icy plateaux. He must go ever onward. he lives it. The warriors pointed their swords at my heart. Ilwas shummoned to the Circular Room of Glass. He who has attained the human state and doesn't try to go beyond it is like a man who commits suicide.~h a:. You are now an Ancahuinca. . a warrior serving the White Gods of Albania. ~o that. Other signs will be given to you. He is immersed in this alle~ri~ ~. it affects the two heads of the double-headed eagle and instantly reaches the Two Earths and all your bodies. It IS the Sword of the Two Consciousnesses. 'There are two swords 0 d ill b . by Lake Nahuel1 A fruit of the south always return there. of Chile. The Master passed m·y swor over the flames. which awaits transfiguration. h [. d . it is not enough mLto. 'No one kneels in our company' Thde others formed a circle around us. because the warrior o~ alle order does not scorn nature and its laws. on the dangerous road which you will be following. an anti-spirit. which is the language of Avalon. to receive some sign or indication that would help me find the path that leads to the gates of the City of Dawn. the ~a~e time he is amazed by the eternal singufor hi b ~go . like a counter-initiation. A fire burned in the centre of the room. . .' The Master drew a sign on the blade of the sword and handed it back to me. By his constant courage in battle. half-frozen. opy 0 t e irsr orne. J. its hidden entrance.e the centre of the ice-field. ' THE INITIA TI 0 N Ih d . 0 00 IS serve and the liquor of eternal]jf< IS drunt. Leap!' THE SEARCH ONCE AGAIN Since that day I have travelled the world from end to end. was suspended from e vau te roof. I penetrated its borders. At first. which had been b III t m t e south as a c f h fi h th . I ' n you regain t e acuity of conversing with the ~~~ma s and plants. seek! And never return. e great SIgn of Return. beneath the Black Sun of Midni ht r~ 11) d dIscover the entrance to the Interior Earth where our gre~t g'uind awaits you You I· e d . e ieve In ImmortalIty. Moreover. He is the Man of G reat ongmg. too. h~u. alone. May the Noms be propitious to you! May the immortals give you their blessing! Go. e FIrstly. I allowed myself to be dragged along by the current that flows ever farther towards the south.ea ed eagle. You must stand. until one day he reaches the diamond-encrusted walls of the City of Dawn. ~o~eland. a t~ walt many years before I was accepted by the guides who contro us from the Ray of Green Light. he will have gained the right to resurrection and eternal life. 0 fthe awakening. its drawbridge. and the Master decided to iruuare me. You mus~ go d~w~~~t~~al or ers of the Antarctic. The warriors were all ~~ ressed In black and carrymg their swords. which revolves in the opposite t~rectlOln ~o the turning of this present earth. must ove your native land as you once loved th gar en and the flowers of your childhood. but looks on it as an or gorr :f somethmg supernatural. but it has two edges: a oU e. without human comfort.

I have said that I travelled to all the ends of the earth. myself at a great altitude. And thus it because only poets will be able to understand me and contmue my was. near the peak of Melimoyu. ' forcing Kahyuga towards its nadir. because I thought to find lost this stage of the war of the Mahabharata. Only the judgment of the Noms can save our You were also a son of your mountainous country. 'But you are to blame. ' 'That is true. beside a lake. their immense submerged powers. . hate me. On my return to the west. always with the hope of W d whose construction had been determined by his . . It Was anCIen ' . And one day I found the 1 I discoveredthat"a noble White Spirit had left Europe for ever. side the tower to rest beside the fire while he prepared a meal for I don't know. I searched for the City of the Caesars. m this tiny knowledge that the temples. towards the oases with great difficulty that I came down from there. thirsty and hungry. And one day I reached the this world. or :vhether I lost It m this turn of the wheel or another. h a fiery cross on . It lost it. in the work. Sometimes I think that my fellow countrymen. This homeland of mine. 'I would have lost the little that I had salvaged in the battle. their cosmofrom this world. The Master had told me that its entrance was to be found was once druidic. of the South Pole. still lie in its depths. palaces and golden ghosts of Gondland in which I am living in this turn of the wheel. We Othe~ Spine of the Earth. I am a stranger m gomc dr~ams. Because of this: my the CIty of Agharti and the Masters of my Master there. I shall try and reproduce what he told me. 1'1 which revolved in the direction of return. Like you. . and invited me mAnd m the expectation of their resurrection. appear in the thick mist. in the Transhimalayas. land of the Morning Star. conspiracy will take place against me. I am not their treasures. above the whose symbol is a clover with four leaves. as if half of my Its sa soul lay dead in that place. which Ashram. the decomposing skeletons of the men of Lemuria I endanger their materialist. It has always been so. to the new kingdom of the ants. At least your homeland is the taken control of those regions and who were opposed to our myth. He Hollow Earth. the leaf of the number of But I was prevented from doing so by the other races who had destiny. should not have CARL GUSTAV JUNG children .' I broke in. whether it fell ~. Without SOU . and which after the Thirty Years War and . I am a Hyperborean. the ferocious skuas. leaf which is the Hyperborean polar spirit. or it never had it.. saw me arrive. I burst into tears beside a small lake and a rock I wa . h Master of the Sphinx once more. while the waters of the lake lapped gently rou~d his feet. has remained a part of a Celtic confederation on t?e sacred Mount Kailas.s told that the Grail had been taken by Parsifal to Albania. what happened to my golden-haired dog..' the White Gods. the refuge of our guides.64 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 65 latest war of the Mahabharata has become like a body without a Huapi.. as I have said. on a plateau. And the Disc of Green Light and the return of sacred fury.' I agreed. He was carvmg a serpent on a seemg the oaSIS which was the entrance to the Interior World.. because it lacks the fifth rainline. And the sword called Blood Memory'. near a forest of petrified conifers.. in that European world which is not like He poured out the wine. t name for America in a Templars "shi s lp WIt which stood. In Switzerland. When I have left this life. . He put some large pots and the old the South American one. 'h He offered me wine in a metal jug and we talked all that mg t into a bottomless Antarctic abyss. a warrior. . the knowmg why. A creator. I crossed the great Ocean which eats away at our coasts. I met An~arct1c. guided by a golden-haired dog. I have lost the war. because wana and Mu. the Himalayas. money-orientated way ofhfe. the ~o~k. lackmg m ~yth of Resurrection and Eternal Love. exhausted. or whether it was devoured by nd the following day. I lived in work will remain unfinished and only poets. And now it will be the sons of my own flesh who will take part in the destruction of my work. WIll be India for many years. near Lake Manasarovar. searching the holy mountains for the Siddhaable to understand it and carry it on. 'Why didn't you risk your all? to a planet of lead. those Antarctic seagulls which flew ever closer a 'Like you. I was on the point of reaching it. in a tower built by his own hands And I continued my search until I reached the icy wastes of the dreams. in this land inhabited by the "slaves of Atlantis". a to Its Golden Fleece.

this narrow path which seems to leave us without a way out. just as if nothing had ceased is the "ego" a point. for example. a onologue in front of a mirror in which I am looking at myself.ut obtammg an answer. so that time ' Monad. a nothing. to think with How can Lknow that you really exist.66 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Tum of the Wheel 67 'I have come here to consult you. perhaps. Only can answer me. I h re IgIOuS silence. too. 'Well . who when I dIsappear. From your know that he had ~een in samadhi. b . then everything comes to an end He answered me with other questions: 'Perhaps it was the even the world. because In the Immense interval. And it cou~d well be a projection 0 myse or a splitting of myself m two. That is to say. With your "me".t hi i no consCIOusness. a ways body?' I asked. to talk to you. Is there any reason to believe tha." said Meister Eckhart. had stripped himself of his "ego" in you is that I. The sleep. with the ego ee myself to be. that you arc also "I". truly. you will never be able to understand it. The way does not lie in WIthout consciousness. The crats of the science of Kaliyuga managed to give an "ego" to their dIsappearance and resurrection of the world.' I replied. e ISa stone for ever.mg survrves death? The "ego".' w 0 ears It. without "ego". as you did long ago. And this "I". there can be no individurenunciation of the "ego". A moment. Without an answer. "crucifixion of the ego". no answer. He greeted them and thank e them. there would be no one there to you don't believe me. A. At 'I will talk to you. of which only a tiny part can enter a body made of dense a IS "I" . ' . The Eternal Return. will be "I" myself. The anguish of this WItho. ego . when the "ego" enters way out for my ego. a sigh. of the o exist. But did 'SELF' he really escape?' 'I h b . ave een a. If ever I do disappear. Because. when you were king standmg beside the Sphinx?' a . t IS supreme affirmation. but in its anon. And it is "I" h h . Persona which existed before the "ego" and which felt itself to be the wor~d comes to an end. questions and answers that I am puttmg to myself. that only I am. t you feel yourself to be an "I". no answer.~d I ~annot escape from this. how can it die? If it dies. . . f If yOU tell me so. This is how it is he was in samadhl~ Because there is individuality without ego.and he became all people in one.so they tell me . w h en "I" di so old. the repose of the Gods.. combining it with an entelechy. ~nyt?. there is ego dies. pI'1gnl1) you ave eaten and drunk. words that I am saymg to myself. Separate consciousness. er at a most . I "I" Ah b '. 'That is why I have come. while I am still here. you %e end of his dramatic life. . answer is: there is no way out.for you. If a yogi. It exists even in a flower a stone "A ston .ut If I really do die. there would be no none.' because someone assures me it is so. . for example? Can it die? If the mental brick wall. too.t here ere IS matter? Have you ever considered the possibility that the technoIso comes to an end. at one and the same time. Or perhaps he didn't know that point of view. There is no way out of this. succeeding in escaping from the CIrcle into madness. I can only think and feel the following: his body? Or perhaps the "guardian angel" is that wise man. because how can "I" know that it will go on WIthout" me " . feel myself to be "me". You know? There is none! The only thing I can confirm to world. . their robots. you cannot possibly believe me. . "vour-I"? Only because I hear t ha . the ecause It has no ego-consciousness. too. He passed his old hands across his forehead.ho fe~1slike this. you. so filled with dignity. only "you" feel yourself to be "me". e ay you exp arne to m~ that if the "ego" didn't exist. a "third"? Or . after a whole eternity if there IS no "I" .skmg myself the same question for an entire eternity 'This has been my obsessive melody. talkmg to them as if they could understand him A fit d I I' . There IS persona but not personality And the" "h' " " I fi I . exactly as I do now. electronic brains. Nietzsche also had discovered this . someone in eternity will goes away when the "ego" enters the child's body and waits for agam feel ~Imself to be "me". merely by moving a lever? Mightn't metal frying pan into the cupboard. he looked at me fixedly' . There is no possibl~ "guardian angel" which the child later loses. everything comes to an end with it On d I' d . Absolute Personality. even when I can assure you that it is the same for me. like all the rest. A poor answer. Do you wish to rest or would you rath ' er open your heart to me now. I learn 'What is the "ego"? Where was it before it entered a child's that the world goes on after me. Because his profoundest state of samadhi. so ancient. "your" return? What is this "you"? Is there. a fold in the mantle of the persona. Combining them in the ic:? Only because people tell me so.

breaks the Cosmic Egg..' I said. moving from the Yellow Sun of rational consciousness to the Black Sun of Individuation. This love. jumping into the abyss. but Phobos.. your "w ounded King".. using the German word Selbst. What you must do is help her to die outside you. the Stone of Change. Fall into this flower and you will find the face of your Beloved there.. a Sleeping Beauty in a Wood. bringing light as far as possible into the darkness. giving a face to the Gods. the individuation of both partners.' 'I understand. in another way. so as to be able one day to give a face to the Cosmic Egg. is an icy. projecting the "ego" into the Persona. ANIMA. which I have called Individuation. because she does not resign herself to her widowhood and so castrates her son. 'Das ewig Weibliche zieht uns hinan. Resurrected. to the "Guardian Angel". I know. 'It is an island of glass lost in the middle of the Ocean. who does not drag him down into hell. an Eternal Love . with all its lights on. is none 'other than love. the Monad. 'They are only words. castrating his magic virility.. This is the true Her. who is not an illusion. seeking to give itself a shape.. because once there was a King. a miracle. in the loved one. It goes against Individuation. "lighting the darkness of the Creator". Parsifal and Alexander had to employ Phobos (Hatred) in order to escape from the Great Mother. This is Individuation. united for ever.68 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 69 something similar have happened in the case of the human being' Will the "ego" survive when the robot is destroyed? Will the same "ego" be reproduced in other machines? This horrifying possibility is for me a further proof that consciousness is an archetype which forges a path through the universes. as Goethe said. so that he and she can come together again separated but.. New receptacles for an old wine. So as to acquire consciousness. into the Self. the little widow. to which the accent of individuality has now moved. fear. which is differentiation. 'Complete fusion -losing oneself in one's opposite. It is in effect a change." Because the impulse which drives you to fulfil the ultimate mystery. for all eternity. loving beyond life and death. don't make the mistake of marrying her. in an effort to return to the original Androgynous . Only poets will be able to understand me . The light of Gnosis. the unus mundus. ANIMUS 'Eros was united with his Beloved inside the Great Orphic.. the widow who is not the Widow... invented. into the Monad. placing her eternity in your hands. so as to achieve the Grail. is the Self. I have never managed to say this openly: That the "ego" is an Archetype. an oasis of warm water in the midst of the ices. Eros unites. a Queen. Combining the "ego" with the Self.. Yes. Let us return to the point from which we have strayed: combining the "ego" and the persona. profaning him. moving it from the rational consciousness closer to the Ocean of the Unconscious.. Totality. Erika Paios. 'If you have the great good fortune to meet your beloved again. a circle whose circumference is everywhere and whose centre is nowhere. I have called it Individuation. The fulfilment of the totality of a being. hatred (nothing is closer to love than hatred) disunites. This love makes you immortal. There lies the gate through which one can enter and leave Ultima Thule. You would both be destroyed. who leads the warrior to heaven. in one of the turns of your wheel. Only love can make you cross the deep chasm. and that it uses the human being in the same way as it would use the machine . which consumes everything and projects you to heaven.is not a good thing.. leads to separation. It is a Non-Existent Flower: the Self. red-green fire.. a city hidden in the depths of a mountain. And which emits a Ray of Green Light. who was the first to discover it. in which the Beloved lies asleep . making the Creator conscious . This . The beloved must die in order to return to life as an immortal. Cosmic Egg: Phones.. And the centre that appears there. a castle surrounded by flames. this impulse. individuality. Giving a face to the Self. which the Greeks called Xoanon. And do you know where I found the concept of the SelfI used in order to allude to this mystery? In the greatest psychologist of all time: in Nietzsche. without ceasing to be conscious but with a different type of consciousness. "The Eternal Feminine leads us to heaven. which is created. She is not the devouring mother. the drawbridge that separates your "ego" from the castle in which your beloved lies asleep. Meister Eckhart's "tiny spark" which navigates in a ghost ship on and beneath the surface of the Sea of the Unconscious. it is the Continent of the Golden Age. the immortality of the persona and resurrection. Changing the accent of individuality. Love her as if you were committing a crime.' 'What is the Self?' I asked. the her of him. turning man into woman.

incompatible between themselves? Isn't this the "Blood Memory". He is a Race Spirit embodied in an entire people. Parsifal. astrolo~y. Because. such as alchemy. Hinduism's Samsara is also my Collective Unconscious. or rather.. like an ideal centre. He is ubiquitous. have sung in code. I did not wish to touch it but passed it by on tiptoe. :v . or his hatred.m a. It possessed a ritual and an initiation by degrees. but all. What awaits him is Kaivalya. This is why I have said that only poets will understand rue. which you raised.Rebis. He is the Tantric Sadhaka. his totality. What difference. Because this would be the way of sainthood. because I had a presentiment that this was something sacred that should not be "psychologised". with his "fury". ' 'I am surprised to hear you use the word "psychologise". Precador. the Minne of the German troubadours. this Fire of Love. like a NonExistent Flower. from the Gods of Greece and India and of the ancient Germans? And my two or more Collective Unconsciousnesses. Having stopped m mIdstream. It is without God but lth .?eless ?nd yourself laid open to the accusation of "psychologlSlng traditional and sacred knowledge. his Phobos. . you n~. or an alchemical Tantrism of the Left Hand. I could have linked my concept of the Collective Unconsciousnesses with the mysterious Tibetan doctrine of the Tulku and the Hindu-Buddhist doctrine of the Bodhisattva. his own "fury" that Parsifal achieved the Grail and his IndIvIduation. which the troubadours and Minnes{inJ!.. out of a desire to preserve the "scientific" nature of your school at all costs. "Bound Man" and Drut. the ultimate solitude of the Superman. and of being a gnostic follower of Meister Eckhart. his Self. the River of Samsara. "Implorer".er called Woevre Saelde. total separation. a handkerchief or a glove.Beatrice... A Tulku never says "I" but "we" when referring to himself. The troubadours' esotericism became a sort of Platonism. I could have gone much further. I have handed over the "cipher". the androgynous of the alchemists . He possesses all his "I" while also being conscious in various parallel planes or times of existence. 'The mystery of the ~rail has preoccupied and moved me deeply SInce my youth.:. the Siddha. the betrothed . which went from the choice of the initiate by the "glance" of the Lady of the Castle . in the Maithuna. Isolde. in cipher. I. in the case of Dante . Samadhi. The initiate has been accepted. was resisting a participation mystique. This'is the way of the magICIan. which is no longer one.to the giving of a protective ring.. doesn't await him at the end of his road. somehow. and that the man who hates him needs only three. yOU have gamed nothing. they are beyond or before it. Unfortunately. supreme Individuation Absolute Personality. his fear of the Mother Parsifal carried with hi. And in the midst of all this is the Self. We do not know whether as well as his "fury". For example. fusion with Adhi. He then passes into the degrees of Fenhedor.I I 70 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Tum of the Wheel 71 I face. transcending the human psyche. Having done so. I am not sure that others may not do so in my name after I have gone . The cosmic isolation of the risen Purusha. "Suitor". of those archetypal forms: Maya. not lost the war. A-MOR I I I I I ~It has been said that the man who loves God needs seven Incarnations in order to enter Nirvana and liberate himself. as he was su~posed to have advised his friend Gawaine to do. of its Esoteric Order of Knights and the hermeticism of the German and Provencal troubadours and of the Fedele d'Amore in northern Italy. I have called Anima m the man and Animus in the woman. there was once a way of individual initiation into love: the mystery of the Grail. "memory of a beloved". 'In the west. having enveloped your ~rofoundest experiences in the language that was in vogue at the time. he who has exchanged hearts. the tantric hero of the Grail. for the Hindus. because your enemies will always accuse yOU of mystic arnbiguirie . haven't I said that Archetypes are psychoid? That is to say that. uniting with his lady only in the mind. then. too. ' 'I know. had I. too. and with Nietzsche's conclusion. hermeticism and even the I Ching. the Primordial Being.. like the troubadours of Occitania and the Minnesdnger. situated in no particular place in the immense Ocean. so as to escape the accusation of mysticism and magic. who sang of the memory of a Love lost at the beginning of time? What difference between this and the "Race Spirit" of which the occultists speak? Without doubt. Thus we link up with the theme of "I". a girdle (Brunnhilde's Girdle in the Nibclungenlied)..ert. This is the difference between the Liquid Road and the Dry Road. For this very reason.he who has surmounted the ultimate test of Asag. Illusion.

the initiated bride of written.or. Albion. The Gnostic Lady. of the e llows your footstepS. where the female initiatlon of A. exclusively materialistic cult. di ver w at 1 les . as cutting as a sWO. of the troubadour. eternal. of t e true h d ys love ts his soul. es the ove hi whatsoever . behind their language. This mystery man to resurrect r he Templars.. y The has gone over to the diffusion of a physical. lov~. Toda the 'The initiation of "loveless love" has been destroyed. Amor broke down in immortal. brid . from the original polar continent. the priestesses of maglC love. the results of your war. 1 thousand petals.repres W·thout-Death. imposing her phe WI the InVISI e great catastro fi d the entrance to M " the female urgency and her "Demetrian" fever for procreation. . all too human.. . magazm. the umversa to do with t h e exotericism of the Church of Rome. to be: A way of initiation totally oppos~ istianity of tlc distance. An d also the women who. a s col as h lee. it was western man. "lIs love . K nIB appeare d . f lfllling the mystery 0 of rhis earth. condition In the uman externalised in the cult of the heart of Jesus. 1 backwards is resurrection in the red immortal energy-matter of Vajra. The love of . in which the ·oined forces wit f years of t e ge eart h h as J ·11 occur in the irst . solar Kristianity. . hb our. rd an d w lC b een populansed as the Virgin Mary. ibl Double externalised Eve triumphs. In alchemy. w hiic h h as ta k en posseSSIOn 1 an of one's neig . rat the mystical Tantric coitus. What had been originated in tl e o{ar origin. with the troubadours of the Languedoc. whlC ISh· h aspires to . . A hermetic initiation of solar love has n i live and it fee 1s WI . and man Golden Age depend o~ h t Nature leaves incomplete. comes to us from an unfathomable distance. . Is poetry and . Tantric road of the chakras. h f the Grail. Eckhart. the woman who is always at the side of the alchemist. The "loveless love" of the Aquan . s b much m nove . In the west. Individuation in the Absolute Personality. by an anthropoh with equal anxlety. . . .. tory poem has deteno f day . That IS'. ed into the novel. Love . . . With the face 0 the Be oved in en w . try to ISCO e thing as it does m oUI . and the rosary have replaced the Ternplars' alchemical rose of a the lmmorta s. Arnor spe t h· ch it was 1 Mystica. t h e A· masw Uxor. the Dove. . .73 Another 72 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Turn of the Wheel ·5 1 h f R me lunar the Churc 0 0 . kaivalic the popular literatubre atnthe religion of love of the trou a we must . . cannot finish the wor t a h man in his destructlve pahssIO~. of Its symbols and adulterated them. h The end of Kahyuga an The earth by itself your tnUmp . has churches. . The Mysterium Coniunctionis. has not ing . . M eister . And she is the Yogini and Parastri. ted woman and man . of centred purely on the physical body of the woman.th you I t to d . the Iegen d 0 f the Grall. desecrating the warrior. aristocratic imtiation as ecome vu ganse In ave lk d d written a out so . It is the assassination of the sacred way of Kundalini. or d er to reac t e w hiICh is IS in In reality the awakemng of the Ana h ata c h a k ra. h b 1· d i h had a po ar. the state of definite separ_ Chnsnamty. 'Th e love ta e . the Self for S . f humanity. u warrior. Sophia. ove es d . I· fR An esoterIC. In istos in his sou. Albi) and Rubedo. unique. h h Kingdom of reali . ~ich may have destroyed with the Cathars and the Ternplars. h as b een p 1· me. . lunar religion.or. t e w to Roma. . eca use Knsto IS healed the wounded warrior and the Sick King. Albedo (frol1l the initiated knig h 0 . . because It WI been adulterated by an exoteric. the feminine Holy Spirit.. In tThose ard'Amor . Morgana and A loume. purushic. matriarchal love. A d mine. in the way m w ired Also en. your scare . day C wo which come the names Albama.. Frorn he unresurrec . to a11t h a t Rome . esotericism. h : a harsh disClWoevre Saeldc. ·11be transfigure In 'The eart IS a. w d which may and the Fedele d'Amore. is (Love) was a cip her. with the Minnesdnger 'ThIS IS why dml the Minnesanger. R a destroyed Amor. is the mystery of the Grail. But if you can m f "loveless A.. the Cat~ars.. of which we have already spoken. . . t h e magIc n e 0 f t h e trou b a d ours '1 ove Roma. The SoraI' did not mean t~e~am t was a code word. at the summit of the invisible 'SYNCHRONICITY' skull. Because av . a private. in the Lords o~ th~ :'~' perborean Blood Memory an the eternal war with the enemies of the divine myth. f 1 "Wh e talk a ou h RoslcruClans. I h e trie to reac maglCians. us has become human.. The crown of thorns overcome 1 Uk rna Thule. meanmg I h way of Tantrism. thanks to d ro the way me 'This miraculous Hyperborean initiation comes from a great That ~s. . o(A Mor Without-Death). d the entry into a new morphic. .. The Gnods r h western . ord indicated. d the unhealthy sexua b dours of arion. the Sahasrara chakra. the equivalent states are Nigredo. .. there he should achieve resurrection. . the Opposlt~ to "a" and "mor". the Exchange of Hearts. 1 love of the . . . . . everythm~.. 0 ome. The mltla hsm 0 OUI . Parakletos.

He.med mto one.' movement. f t h e l revo ves direction. 'itting In hi.' .df up to you '0 th" you "n m.vold. even thoogh that the purest God.nnouttc" a triumph 0' a defcar. narrow P'''"'. ing " mto 'n cxplo.v.nnc" the eflctt. towards t.t you "hieve In you"elf w. An d . thar you shoul. bot which you " h ].qge." .JI become cohn.ll 'ppe" " " " "" to become the same as before.II time. he will be heard tho". Wcibliche zieht uns hman" d b g Concerto by Bach.d.11 ete. It is the face of the sou]." of mind.". 'ight though". ° th.v. I. the .ke "f. like the tinging of. holding h.~g the red enetgy of Vajra.". Nie""he "lled "lucky occurrences filled with meaning"" It becomes a poetic dialogue. the face of " g each drop et 0 Ig H" C We weee k" '''m. to the Morning Star."ing' theme' '" '"' urn. now Y'"' ""h. 'Th". "It mlg]. cove red . " . into legend D 'nd de"iny. nings back to Hyperborea left-hand direction. She. 'dneved evceythmg w.ontethiug ti 1 whic 'PP"ent ''''00. the feminine.o-m'gici.cc how alone you "e.y huvc eh. .. l Hce foct . A Iotky o"unence whid.t kern" if It Weee '0.1chembi "ying. of the tott .] extracr thar tn"ning hom it. the face ofh thecross Be ove c"'''mphe will be . . wh"h w"' to me h... composed on Fugue'.'ppen. t e gether it is HIM-HER and The Rose unites t h em . flowering.h cc which I.~. 'TilE ART 01' THE FUGUE' . ...Ith".. . to em Ift0. the Andmgynou\ ~t . surmounting behind . window which epee" .mfigu"tion of thctettC"n~. :~th. man. [ said to totali .oged. 'w.p I.d tocned into tht 'An of the The Brandenburg Concerto t" n of Bach's soul. fl 0 we. of bgo". Thc nld Chin". thcoug:. 'oom. thinks t]." you hove conceiv. Wh. "'''ning to you. The world presents you with a "lucky OCCurrence filled with tn"oing". The "nh h" m. bell which .."" w.1 m. it hands you a su btle. saw myself mSI insid e an 0ld. it h" given it. an essenrij] ".n h last Bran en ur d " d m'gic. tnn'fo'med I'. ."ncc." And the . bee.nd to hce ""ce. the e"'hgu'ke will "'" and th. the flowce.tOn . Witb me was 'bw~:nd in Germany. ch. Non-Exi>tent Howee. N./Oem I"df. "ying '"pee"" it well: "If. the most We Ii"ene d to ted I k ". w"hout " ee "rs fi011of m"nmg. ''''''ing new hw. 7::I:~ n:"h of France.de ""If invisible inside you".d ong. as if nothing had happened" Neveetheb" evetything ]u. Id ccp. rna .to fot two violin" between the m. y. You h've given.lehemi. "It doesn't m. "tmml:n~ of Green Light.n. They have been .." 'Wh" [ h. "lIed ". with '0 event m your hfe. it folly comcid" with your . ".nnd to ""in tow"d. pcodueing icceve"lhk effect. deopIet>. e c.f Then. Immobile within centring on the immobde.ihle and.fotm. of the cross I. I" '" d" umv"" m" mg m. united m separatlon.u" it ". . taking this Moe And w h en tel d emerges frorn the depth. . .g~'min~ circle.12 Gee" Ro". If 'The Rose on the Cross is the A' I was leaving. as Rilke would say. to use your own words" And you will be a creative God of the wotld. .."emed to defy c"thly gt"tty 'd to me in German: Das eWlg 'upecme 'g t. a ream" an who was explaining "" t0 me Gothic church.d . "". tn acts The A"hetype rs " a >CCCet cent" whae De".u"l.nd. too.JII"ve "petCu"iom In even the temo"" com er of the un Ivc"e. oV in this way.fo. the infimte m . The horizontal line rr.men"lly 'nd fo. If you do tme work.noted d the wbole line of tbe bmldmg been t.un. are univeNI 'nd valid fOt ..n and Nature. bathed m t af r ht from the flower.ynchwni".'gh the only onc> to know it will be you 'od the e". we kissed. a Conce. the 1"t '" . '" hooh :~~ne the evening . if you once conftont it in an ""nti. t 'khtmi"IIight.ny " "" indlvi. . I h a d a vision.1 Onefor all time HIM and HER. withm the n "" It '1ue k y movement of C lorccs.ynchconiclty" bctween the sou] and tht bnd"'pe.un".ymbol of the Self.t1 h oug h peeh 'P' not h" m 'v. fl" h And she repeate . po ~t ing each other with Iovelcss Amovement. Joms t B the cross revolves dizzi y.74 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel 75 vole".'y. And onte you h.d'''e ".'nd. be"o. but WIthout D creatmg discovering m Eternal Return of the same orce.d" of gccen hght.l. The two towers had tbe "yle h.. d greatest crca 10 d " fi "t the high"t p"b of h" WOtm. it has become an " d" ""d c you.".elf into e"my.ble of 'ccing.'111 d pme m " I . AI" ist while I walked through In the d awn. will come to your aid. " "1 " a HER-HIM.mm.ll the suns as fa as t e kir y them into ar im m 0"."du. And tt w".1 to". """ This bemg exactly whar the world "Ioobng "" foe.nged fund. unknown hiend.Imo" 'Wet m". which you alone arc "p.u"fol.".ble to t"n. m the although scarcely altenng Its "ew forces'. which extend. it might "em" if it Were so". Y'"' wodd. with yOOt '"i. t h vee" "I is the masculine. self.ynchwuiclty". '0 th" it i..oing.

When he saw it. Papageno and Papagena by the dancing rhythm of its notes.' he replied. How much time had passed since our earlier meeting. which inspired Wagner to write the first act of Parsifal. transfigured. Novalis and Nietzsche. It reminds me of the Villa Rufoli in Ravello. but more real than all the flowers in the gardens of this world. have influenced my work. brought the possibility of 'ordering and determining human bemgs in a new (although illusory) way'. Mozart. drugs and sexualism. HERMANN The Alpine mist dispersed. "Damian" is the Self.' 'In some Spanish translations of that work. the Mother of Parsifal..76 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection Another Turn oj the Wheel 77 occurrences filled with meaning'. One must give a wide berth to the door of his house. the sons of Woevre Saelde. you the Princess Papan. ' 'We couldn't leave yesterday for the Upper Engadine because of an unforeseen occurrence . I baptised it by this name in memory of the magician in Parsifal. Bach. However. But I will survive all that. as if no one lived there. I am the poet he is seeking. the Minnesdnger. is the Great Widow.' I interrupted. because only in us will you find your kin. The Magic Flute already reveals the mystery of HIM-HER and HER-HIM by leading us to Pamino and Pamina. 'no mystery. Like a Minnesanger. and which reaches ecstasy with Holderlin. They will turn me into a comic strip phophet.' 'It's the age we live in. My magic work begins with him. A Non-Existent Flower. I met Abraxas. _you will discover th~ secret of the resurrection. Him and Her.. We ourselves are the sons of the Widow. when interpreted. which. ' Once again. HESSE One midday. the like of which I have only seen in India. the cipher has been lost. A lucky occurrence which turns into Destiny. and because . in the turning of the Great Wheel! He saw me appear and approached me with a luminous smile greeting me with his clear eyes. you will set out to attain It. and may even reserve me a place of honour in the Valhalla of Disneyland. when a cycle has ended for you. I found myself once again outside the door of a ?ous~ v:here someone had hung a sign which carried the following mscriptron: 'When a man has reached old age and has fulfilled his mission. I have sung in code.' 'He is a mountain. This is what distinguishes a Swiss from a German. with the Master of the Sphinx. as he would say. I seek the Princess Fatima.. Weare Cain and Lucifer. Hermine is the feminine of Hermann. I live. trying to link me with Negro music. no secrecy. In reality. he exclaimed: "This is Klingsor's enchanted Carden!" Here. like Monte Generoso. burning leaves and branches. in the shadow of the chestnut trees. from the Minne. 'This is Klingsor's Garden. as much or more than him. Because I am a Minnesdnger who has sung in code. from here. There were magnolias and palm trees and a huge fig tree. no gnosis . who sing 'of the deep longing for the Hyperborean north. there is something that separates me from the Master of the Sphinx: music.' We sat down on a bench in the shady garden. which flows like a river of gold from the ices of the far north. the poet who. lowe him much. Eve. a conspiracy in which the sons of the flesh will take part will adulterate me. An enchanted fountain murmured melodiously. his mother. like San Salvatore which we can see from here. We are those who believed that we could change the world by "magic idealism". In this house. or who had recaptured this condition of youth in his old age. with small ones. I belong to that insensate. in this Casa Camuzzi. It isn't good to visit this man or to talk to him. Thanks to the Master of the Sphinx. I envelop myself in it. You are one of us. Kleist. Our Master of the Sphinx doesn't live music with his blood. He was in the garden. with capital letters. like the Matterhorn. my Anima. expresses them. My work is enveloped in his secret gnosis. Mozart is present in SteppenwolJ. and him and her. tenuous current of men of the Great Longing. When I have gone. I met the Master who had not lost the faculty of conversing with the animals and plants. he has a right to confront the idea of death in peace. 'because the name Armanda has been substituted for Hermine. without interpreting symbols. 'I have been in Bollingen. I will give yo~ refuge. In Steppenwolf.my wife was stung by a bee.

motionless. ongmg. the desire Govm a It my h. Nature. Symbol. to pure form . de' for surren er. death? again remains outs 1 . 11 with the silent drama of the Master of the Sphinx.eprtran e ' raise 0 f let himself freeze to deat h'. . There you can hear the voice of God.. in his feeling of pantheistic fusion with Nature. Allegory. " c when It leaves t c . I said to f . Why does death preoccupy you so much? Listen to Nature. I" had an inspiration. LUS10n. which I cannot help feeling is sometimes a little morbid. And the h t e sal a1 . which is only perceived in part. And even if this might originate in the depths of the ancestral soul of Spain. The devil is the mind of Natural Structure. Better still. I d War' which the warrior had trans ate . Siddhart a an the end' W' h soul 'divided by opposing tendencies. f hildh d . between the USlOn.Ii 'I.' Nos: Book of the Resurrection the Sword of Goldmund. 'B bp o d y agam. He was badly t ding him I' n the banks of a canal.' d On an old battlefield. ' I know that a great difference exists between my melody and that of the Master who knows the language of the animals and the flowers. in the Cathar Languedoc" my ~li!b to ~he ruins of the solar temple of Montsegur and~he Sler~a Maladetta where our brother. of a state which is in another reality. to be able to transfigure it one day with my 'magic idealism'. because it is essentially an ontological. . he clasped my hand. in order to return from there to the circle. atemporal event. h hts he told me: 'Don't forget that. it is a stone. id e teo h b d y. reality. becomes only persona once mor . so beloved by him. is the magico-cosmic precipitation of an Idea. h d d I remain both Narcissus and Goldmund. named Minne. . hat rni h VI a b -n thcse two masters is the difference t at mig t fusi h d· fference etween I . Terrestrial matter is therefore on the border of identification. I found the greatest of these comra es..' That is to say. "Blood Another Tum oj the Wheel 79 /1 Ii I' I' 11 11 il II I[ II I 'I II . telling im a out my il ~tma e to the land of Occitania. Perhaps he is too German for me. also emerges in 0 agdea . between t he sai t an d the magician . tide warrior wor . said the Wounded King). Between reincarnation and resurrection. He is the goal of Nature. our 'darkest age'. persona 1ty.' The idea of death obsesses me. I t. therefore.. there exists neither involution nor evolution. ersonaliry'. Something with which Nature will one day need to harmonise. driving away our mutual Kaliyuga. a wounded. t e e sam b I eXI~~ of oneself in samadhi and the separation in the A so ute 105 grin Kaivalya. Because ot staunching t e 00 w . on a new day. never in its own truth ('the false is the essence of the real'. I recite d hiIS poem . God has nothing to do with Nature. only about Natural Life. And precisely because it doesn't know it. a Golden Age was lost. Novalis himself. He would soon be leavmg this was amos . in old nd the body for a time during childhood. rebellion . I hope. 1 t dumb . .I II ii Ii 'I II !I 'And death? And your grave there in Gentiline?' 'Death is like falling into the Master of the Sphinx's Collective Unconscious. e ven before . to forms.. 1 e a tree absent hardly even listening to me. live its cycles. ymg 0. he bl d hich flowed from his wounds. into the Samsara.hlm. ormmg h ange .. An involution exists. Is It not Y w at peoP e h ' r which seemed to float on the outside of possible t hat t IS ange . u t for the fact that it possesses the face. but it doesn't know it. hi b I t down at his side and talked to him. It does not admit to being only a man.. to As If mterpretmg my t oug . while nevertheless loving it so much. only a change of state. of the Gods . being both experience and symbol.losing myself .78 I also carry Memory". hIS . with essentlha y id 1d 'even more with what he didn't say. h ' the tortures to which his enemies had subjected . which becomes visible and conscious in the smallest space-time. lik The old warrior remained silent. Remembering t h e gar d en 0 my c 1 00 f d h ' n el' which might possibly have entered me. and also the searc . d escen d an t of the Tuatha De Danann. I' which when it entered the body became me. the B om. along with the inescapable reality of the sentiment of my 'ego'. like a rock. I know that it connects me .Tonci . ' As I left. As we have said with Meister Eckhart: 'A stone is also God. A heroic woman was en '. stated: 'God must be separated from Nature... the warrior-troubadour . only in the human era. f An' tthe . which engenders 'another reality' and 'another'. ' Initiation docs not admit that the human condition is an immutable destiny. THE WOUNDED WARRIOR The Master had also said to me: 'See k t h e cornra des who were scattered by the great war. 'synchronistically with my resurrection'..hought 0 a~ tea sa about the 'second childhood of the old. William Blake wrote: 'Nature teaches nothing about Spiritual Life.

. in another land... although calmly. MagIC would have deserted us ... . And the lightnings from black heav'n flash crimson And the fierce thunders roar me their music ' And the winds shriek through the clouds mad. So I stopped looking at his bodily eyes and addressed my words to some~hl11g that might be found floating like an aura.. 81 myself.. which has never died. Bertran de Born.. warrior. I spoke to him: 'Be Joyful.. and one day we will rebuild it.. I keep watch. the better to look at him in the dymg light reflected in the waters of the canal.bat awoke I~ our hearts. Then I sang in my language... And together we intoned the song of our beloved troubadour.. And when the God of the Losers of the Kaliyuga.. would leave the warnor f~r ever... And through all the riven skies God's swords clash.. it could never be put out agam. a little way ~bove hIS head.. I took a step backwards. except the ghosts of the dead heroes.. if because of myoId age and ~he pain from my wounds they were to induce me to recant. over the dome of the Cathedral of La Salute. the spmt of adventure. because now you know that the Gods gIVe to each warrior a comrade. And nothing would then remain but an empty body. I will continue fighting for both of us. 'Yes. If I were to go back... Something that was wandering in the light of that Venetian evening. our guide........ beside the doves of Saint Mark's Square... Bless you for coming at last! I was waiting for you. Now I can go.. covered with bloody wounds.' ... .. 'You are one of the few. His lone might 'gainst all darkness opposing. or near the Colleone horse. in the language into which he had translated it: l' 'In hot summer have I great rejoicing When the tempests kill the earth's foul peace.... And it must therefore be sought on the outside. opposing. and no one is with us.. Be faithful to the old dreams. exc~pt our comrade.. his 'angel' can only be inside his body for brief moments. And I love to see the sun rise blood-crimson. so that OUrworld doesn't lose hope!' . So that. we warriors are alone and no one. when the Golden Age returns. . for him: 'I love the joyous time Which gives birth to leaves and flowers I love to hear the happy sound Of the birds whose songs Re-echo through the grove And I love to see tents And pavilions erected in the meadows And I rejoice greatly When I see armed knights And horses in the field And see castles lustily besieged And I love to see when a knight Is the first to invade it On horseback. dressed in black. Intensely. The Tiny Spark guides us.' Then the warrior arose. we have both scaled the ruins of the Solar Temple of Montsegur.. Now you can go. When the fire of cO~.. "you know that I know that you have sung in code in your Cantos . ~esIdes. enabling it to immortalise itself. And I watch his spears through the dark clash And it fills all my heart with rejoicing And pries wide my mouth with fast music He came even closer: 'Do you know why I stay silent? So that nobody can make me say anything opposed to what I wrote and did And because in the end. An~ when you have gone. projecting an Absolute Personality beyond time and space. for in another seven hundred years the laurel will flower again and you will once more lose the war.. While you sleep. Also. And let the music of the swords make them cnmson. understands us......' His body trembled as if beneath a gentle blow from something that had entered It. And looking fixedly now at his bodily eyes.... I pronounced the greeting of the legendary troubadour: 'Heil!' . well armed I love to see his valiant courage! And the horses galloped Riderless through the thicket. has been avenged.80 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Another Turn of the Wheel When I see him so scorn and defy peace. at such an advanced age as that of this wounded warrior.. fearlessly..

hovers overhead. Allouine. The condor. will publish shortly. bare of vegetation. eroded Cordillera of the Andes. For some time now. It is the unknown story of the Princess Papan. they sent one of their Discs of orichalcum to the south of the world. he flies closer to me. which was the tree that contained the liquor of blood. like the agitated breathing of the waters of the Ocean. I can feel the piercing gaze of this solitary inhabitant of the Andean peaks. so different from the other mountain ranges of the world. when the Hyperboreans realised that their continent in the polar north was going to be submerged. swirls a transparent mist. together with the first Atlantis. Mu and Gondwana. a member of the order. From time to time. And they planted it at the other pole. reproducing it from our archives. I am reading a book which no one else in my country has yet read. And with its crew went the Priestess of Magic Love. In pre-recorded times. Below me are spread vast tracts of land and brown and blue mountain ranges. The White Gods were men of giant stature. the White Gods were already safe in the oases at the South Pole and in the secret cities in the Andes. When the continent of Hyperborea disappeared.THE RETURN OF ALLOUINE THE UNKNOWN LEGEND OF THE PRINCESS PAPAN I am seated on a rock jutting out over the abyss. and which Perc Jacques. They took with them a branch from the Soma tree. my brother in other turns of the wheel. of Blood Memory. WN~4'AN1 VOM~(H~MM . This is the mineral-rich. He seems to be reading with me. Far away. They founded the ancient civilisation of Tiahuanacu and the temples on Easter Island which have now disappeared. almost at sea level. a condor has been circling above my head.

which the Vikings called Hvetramannaland. the Vikings. with Quetzalcoatl. the Celts. But the most extraordinary thing that Perc Jacques relates in this book. without initiatory knowledge. and Parsifal. each of which has a precise cosmic function to fulfil. They rebelled. who drowned it with their black magic. submerging the Continent of the Spirit. the tree of Blood Memory. where the Mongol race became the outer. one white. The slaves of Atlantis received them with that mixture of respect which the atavistic memory of a glorious age produces in them. in its 'double'. primeval Soma tree grew at the South Pole. It navigated beneath the surface of the water and was crewed by the souls of the dead heroes. is populated to the present day by the slaves who survived the sinking of Atlantis. creating monstrous mixes of colours and races. of Lucifer-Abraxas. because of the Drakkar. i~ the secret cities of Agharti and Shambhalla. sometimes in the full light of midday. which he hasn't yet written. where he was called Quetzalcoatl.the sacred land of the extraterrestrial guides of the Ray of Green Light . And they had to go there to drink its immortalising liquor. the warriors of the Morning Star. Astra. the Golden Age has been preserved.the Land of the White Gods. The Vikings came in search of the Soma tree. The Viking chieftain was called Ullman. has been the traditional refuge of the descendants of the Luciferan Hyperboreans. without the Hyperboreans' magi co-alchemical knowledge. bringing about a most dreadful cataclysm. whose alchemical name is Albania . Papan became 'as if dead'. turning like a luminous disc. the Serpent with Fiery Plumes. but . For this reason. in Elelin. Only in this way could they be rejuvenated. the sole mission of the coloured races of American Albania was to watch over the entrances to the secret cities of the Andes and the Internal Land of the divine Ancahuincas. which can be eaten and drunk. who came in a ship with all its lights on. was guarded by three sisters. is that Quetzalcoatl's Beloved was called PapanAllouine. The complete planetary Opus alchimicum. faithful guardian. the Templars. The ship was called Wajeln. the Land of White Men. Some of them are reproduced in the runes. the Golden Age. man of Ull. They belong to the coloured races of the alchemical. by consorting indiscriminately with each other. causing the catastrophe. the immortal White Gods. in ancient times America-Albania was visited by the Druids. destroy- mg Tiahuanacu. in Great Paytiti. Albania. the Wildes Heer. Atlantis severed the ties whichjoined it to Hyperborea .of the entrances to the interior world of the giant Dropas and the divine Siddhas of Agharti and Shambhalla. He founded an important civilisation in ancient Mexico and in the land of the Mayas. no one knows where (to the Interior Earth or the Morning Star?). And as in Tibet. They created an entire civilisation in ancient Mexico. Everything has been changed by the catastrophe which pushes us faster and faster towards a new sinking. the defeated armies of the war of the Mahabharata the great war which will never end. The seasons were introduced time was born. When the earth's axis shifted. of aurum potabile. the followers of the God of the . The original magico-Hyperborean science was lost. without tantric magic. America. one black and one red: Albedo. changing the position of the Andean Ocean. because of the repeated rebellion of the slaves of Atlantis.84 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 85 They wrote using the signs which the order still uses. Through their Blood Memory they knew that a branch of the original. El Caleuche.and its sinking produced the planetary. and the sly arrogance of those who believe themselves capable of disregarding the Norns. according to Pere Jacques. with its apples of alchemical gold. the Garden of A valon and the First Earth were lost. But in the hollow Interior Earth. But everything changed. who might also have been a Viking. which makes them bow down in reverence. with the emblem of the Lefthanded Cross on its sail and carrying the Grail. ' The surface of America-Albania. Homer also relates that the Garden of the Hesperides. the Viking ship in which he had come and which appeared to have wings and plumes. becoming degenerate. in the Disc called Astra or Wafeln. shifting the earth's axis. bringing new life to the divine race which was on the point of extinction. but a semi-divine Hyperborean priestess. cosmic drama. causing the third moon to fall on Gondwana.from Albedo . who came to Hvetramannaland. And when Quetzalcoatl went away. That is to say that the Princess Papan of the Aztec legend was not the sister of Moctezuma.Losers of the Kaliyuga. Nigredo and Rubedo were said to be their names. tearing away even the Polar Continent. because he swore that he came from Tula or Thule. planetary Opus. who believe that they can direct destiny all over the world. as Plato relates. without science. in all those places. and all its lights on. in the City of the Caesars. if in fact they are not the exclusive product of the animal-men.

but who is also not alive'. I had to resign myself to looking at the petrified guard for a time. the Queen of Sheba. A little before reaching this altitude. And it was Quetzalcoatl who rebuilt the civilisation of Tiahuanacu. He fell just at that point in the secret geography of the world where the Fruit of Return called Calafate grows. the man of Ull went southward. silver.86 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 87 not in Tenochtitlan but much farther south. gold and lead. A shadow on the rock face might well be this entrance. Pay Zume. These peaks were the places of pilgrimage and worship of a long-vanished race. When he had already reached the southernmost sea and could see the ices of the strait that cuts through those regions. and a subtle vibration of radium which can imperceptibly influence the mind. They are not infinite for one Petrus alone. and hIS ship was battered by a huge wave which forced him to turn back. which was later called Chilli or C~ile and which is narrow like a double-edged sword. Alps and Pyrenees are covered with forests of pine and other types of trees to great heights. The slopes of the Himalayas. . the CIty of the Great Longing. how to awaken the woman who lies sleeping. but really she was only asleep. The one who is still asleep. The condor resumed his flight. A psychic spinal column of the planet. Petrus (the stone which fell from a broken crown) will return to those regions to try and awaken the sleeper and bring back to life the one who 'is not dead. breaking through their walls of rock.· Ii! " Be was swallowed up by the sea without leaving a single trace. possibly near the peak of Mount Melimoyu. Poor Petrus! To the end of his days he would never do anything more than wander in despair. which was really the City of Hunger and Thirst. the everlastingly snow-covered leaks of La Paloma and EI Plomo rise up until they touch the sky. that is to say. As I had no means of reaching the spot. Papan was called Neua and also Mama Occl and Mama Runtu. the White Gods used to communicate with the stars. he was assailed by doubts. To my right. eroded rock which gives off a powdery mixture of iron. there is only bare. There he was called Tamanduare. copper. She was the Queen of the South. because Sheba means South. he was incapable of surrendering himself completely to a Hyperborean dream. in a region near the other pole. a region once inhabited by giants who will return to populate it when they emerge from their ancient pnsons In the mountains. She appeared to be dead. Manko Kapak. always the same. in which he would reveal how to bring back to life the woman who appears to be dead. in a secret city in the Andes. ever farther southward. awaiting the return of Quetzalcoatl. Now I knew that Papan and Allouine were one and the same. . I INTERPRET THE GIANTS I 'I '! i i Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa lost his turn of the wheel. Here in the Andes. . But his ghost will always return to the place where a wind from another universe blows and the sun of the southern midnight bathes the frozen plains in its black light. 'with tiny variations in its meaning or in its laws. I had tried to scale a cliff. He looked like a sentry guarding the entrance to a cave. and the thunderous roar made by the huge slabs of ice as they crash into the water sounds like the voice of the Gods as they half-reveal their secrets to us. KontikiViracocha. protecting the ice-floes that move silently towards the oases where the Hill of Revelation lies hidden. Because before he went away for ever. and a Spaniard came to these regions. but not in its force'. because his heart was torn between opposing memones and conceptions of the world. From them. The Andes are made of dark-brown. the gates of the City of Dawn. producing sporadic states of enlightenment. Turn after turn of the wheel. She lived in a land of lakes and volcanoes. But I had had to give up my attempt because one side of the mountain fell away vertically. But the turnings of the wheel do have an end. on an island surrounded by a sea of flames. I stopped reading. Thus Papan lay. Centuries passed. She was the Sleepmg Beauty. strugglmg to return to those regions where he believed he had found the 'White Island in the Sky'. taking other names. On a plateau stood a rock shaped like a standing man. driven by the same secret longing: he was Pedro Sarmiento de Gamboa also known in another turn of the wheel as Petrus Toletanus who would write the Book of Magic Love entitled Rosarium 'Philosophorum. He was unable to discover the narrow passage that leads to the oasis of the ices. where he founded the Ci~dad del Rcy Felipe. Sue-ca. perhaps to a whole subterranean world. mineral-rich material.

walking like a fearless sleepwalker through the streets of this city of Santiago de la Nueva Extremadura. that there was a quadrangular hall and a narrow corridor along which she led me to a room at the back of the house. the only brother that I recognise here. SHE It i~ getting late. turning into a liquid gold which can be drunk and gives us eternal life. Papan. sapphire and emerald green. It is the story of a boy who grows wings in order to fly.eIls. beside a window which was open onto the star-filled sky.' I sat there for a long time. also dreamed that he could fly in this country. her hands lying quietly in her lap. I realised that the cosmic poetry which had taken possession of me was that suprapersonal 'spark' which her heart had brought into my breast. the twilight w~Ich covers one end of the city envelops the Coastal Cordillera in :. From the gardens rose the heady scent of jasmine and roses and the aromas of spring-time. our mind becomes clo~ded and it almost always takes us by surprise. She lit some candles and invited me to sit in a wicker chair which creaked gently. She sat silent. At the opposite end of the city. As If III a flash of lightning. this world was blotted OUt ~nd I could only see a black wall and two gigantic shapes outlined III the rock face by broken veins of gold. The door opened. 'My heart inside your breast caused me to recognise your footsteps. which was stirred by the breeze. One of the giants stretched hIS arms upwards towards the high peaks. And in the shadowy entrance stood the slender figure of a woman wearing a long red gown which reached down to her feet. sitting beside the window. trapped in the earth. But in that moment. my past comrades. Perhaps you. the many people who have searched its hidden corners. THE GLANCE Iremember almost nothing about our reunion. the White Gods. the heart had followed its own. because I carried her heart inside me.IIIjI II I 88 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 89 I stood up and felt suddenly dizzy. dragged upwards and downwards in a titanic struggle which will only cease when these veins of mineral gold manage to come together. ThIS time It will not be like that. Since there were no obvious paths. In the deathly light of the street-lamps. of vermilion. How many times through the years would I have to pass by this house! What will have become of her? Will she still exist? Will she now be another 'uninhabited blue'? When I reached her doorstep. When I finally stopped talking. I had to steady myself against the rock. She knew how to listen with the sweetness that always seemed to emanate from her whole being. Seen from the bridge over the river. It is this dialogue that interests rne and to which I have been listening. And she was always present in everyone of these stories. I told her about the garden of my childhood. telling her all that I could remember about my existence since we had parted many ages ago. the oases of the ices. Jason. tortured by two contrary forces. in the depths of whose memory are stored the echoes of the footsteps and the dreams of people long-since vanished. I walked along a street bordered by tall trees. the City of Avalon. the vast Cordillera of the Andes reflects this mirage and projects it into the silence of the approaching darkness. the first poets who came here and founded the city. creating the optical illusion of a land of longing where the red men of the distant horizon live. vaguely. I cannot say precisely how long the vision lasted. too. my heart began to beat with a strange rhythm. Only. whose branches intertwined. I again stared at the giants imprisoned III the Andean rock. the tree which almost touched the sky. she said: 'Behind the words is a secret dialogue which is also being conducted between us. How much you have explained to me through it!' . the dog in the Antarctic. my Master. I stopped. the Memory of our Blood. A Chilean spring sky. Jason. forming a roof 1 Alcina is the title of a novel by a Chilean writer called Pedro Prado with whom the author feels in sympathy. recognised mine as well? This time. we have met again in all lucidity. Alcino. the other bowed his head down until he almost touched the foot of the mountain. I let my heart lead me. as if the ability to string words together had deserted me. because I also possess your heart. Now I could return it to her. 1 When we approach the central event in our destiny. as if my heart were guiding me. my Master. our Hyperborean destiny. it was given to me to relive that vision exactly as it had ~rst appeared to me in my adolescence.

your lashes are like the rays of light of the Sun of Gold. disjointed. On the soft skin of your arms grow fields of young summer wheat. by the sword of forgetfulness." And your chin. but in reality it is to be found in the Black Sun. The gentleness of this glance was like the 'bejewelled island set in a sea of nectar' of which the ancient texts tell u~. You will have to go there to be united with it. and whoever possesses it once more will be she herself. Only when lovers are capable of dreaming the same dream are they truly Lovers. I had once again become the Suitor. in the union of our souls. they transport me to the indescribable world of the Ray of Green Light. once more in this world. Bodily pleasure is sad. firm neck rises out of your sweetly shaped shoulders. we have reached midday. blood. we know who we are. without his companion. To be 'looked at' in this way. Only in this way will our love be indestructible. fire. ' She trembled. even the City of Dawn. Chastity is the world of the giants. thus uniting earth. in the brilliant radiance of the Ray of Green Light. Lovers who only pursue the joys of visible flesh have never succeeded in becoming united. and for you to discover the entrance to the Interior Earth. contemplate your divine beauty. air and ether. shows the sweetness of that fruit. one's whole life would change. air and ether. speak and love. The light of the Sun of Gold brings you the vision of my body. water. to the room with the window open onto a garden filled With fruit trees.90 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of /sllouine 91 Yes! How much! I realise that I have told her that the face that I saw appear in the flower was hers. Your brows are delicately arched. they are nevertheless far apart. which bring us the premonition of the Black Sun. because it is the supreme achievement of an Artist-Creator. they disappeared as if into a faraway. Your cheekbones protrude slightly and bathe your cheeks in soft shadows. perish? This glance will never be lost. The outline of your long legs can be seen through the cloak that covers them. and your bare feet are like young deer before whom one would shed tears of adoration. as if they were open onto another reality which was more truly our own and to which they carried us. In this turn of the wheel. Your forehead is wide and pale like the disc of the moon. When your eyes rest upon me. If one were ever to be touched by them. I slept in the quadrangular anteroom. Her heavenly eyes suddenly seemed to go out behmd long golden lashes.' THE PATH OF A-MOR I lived in her house. transitory. mterior world. 'Separate your earth. Your hands express your whole personality: you are in them for ever. Each of them pursues his solitary road. in their fingers which create. They do not belong to you yet. I should certainly never find anyone with this particular way of looking at one. all that I possessed. which was always in shadow. When they lie side by side in their beds. When they love one another in their dreams. my caresses. blood. Every morning. I would give everything. From there I would walk down the narrow corridor. eternal. but without ceasing to gaze at us. fire. it blots out the light of another pleasure which has no beginning nor end. Your nose is so slender that air can scarcely enter it. Your mouth is a delicious fruit: "milk and honey are under your tongue. and we will also love each other with our other bodies which arc invisible to the mortal eye. Your hair is a waterfall of gold which hangs down to your waist. THE SUPPLICATION I placed the palms of my hands together. only once m the entire universe. This is our great chance to get out of the circle for ever. Allouine. If I should ever have to journey through the constellations and were to meet beings with eyes like those of the people on earth. nor in loving each other. with a tiny cleft: in the middle. Your long. is nothing to what awaits you beyond this world. The pleasure which I can give you here with my body. And I began to describe her. 'Look at yourself in me. as if from sudden cold. She looked at me as if I was the window and she could see the starry firmament through me. I was her mirror. She would say to it: . How can anyone who has once looked in this way. or better still. a tiny bird with blue wings came and woke her with its trilling. because they will never dream the same dream. I will teach you to dream the same dream. water. She took hold of my hands. It will return one day. separated by an impassable thread of air. the touch of my lips. When I left the house that night.

A light from another universe. The frozen stone. or as if we were dreaming ourselves through this dream. in a state of contInUOUS consciousness. Because all this was in some way taking place in my imagination. Thank you. corresponding to the restless. And a man's voice sang: 'The time of the golden fruits is long past.amIng the same dreams along our path of A-Mor. but much longer. ' FATHER I found myself in an uncultivated spot. like that in my childhood home. A metal tube with a revolving inside appeared in front of me. then closed her eyes slowly as she sang a melopea. looked straight at me for a moment. ' 'This is perhaps the only possible way to supersede the "ego" and make "him" into "you". like the light of dawn or dusk. reciting a mantra as I did so. Our dream is a more elevated form of consciousness. The cold wind That comes from the sea . in someone else's imagination as well as in my own. That is. I looked closely at her beautiful face. And then I was aware of nothing more.. At the end of the narrow tunnel a faint blue light began to glimmer. I managed to get out of myself and found myself standing in a patio bathed in a mobile. Then the site manager saw me. because spiral currents caused first my head and then my body to vibrate. As if we were watching someone dreammg our own lives. I thought I might be able to help them. I could see the foundations and the scaffolding. My father was living by himself in a nearby city and couldn't leave it because he was looking after a child. and I began to sway to and fro like a pendulum.. d ' e open WIn ow. in order to be able one day to contemplate his face. I ran faster because I knew that I must hurry to reach the end of the passageway before a door closed. 'They are not those sequences of unconnected images. I tr. For the beautiful morning. Finally. And we are also this someone who is not really us. a new-born light. It IS as If the dream was dreaming us. He walked over to a console on which stood a telephone and rang somebody. since I was able to imagine something that really existed somewhere. thus creating the number eight with four fingers. we would sit in the wicker chairs beside th . standing beside me.. And I felt myself passing through it. which looked like a clearing in some forest. They were both going to work on the spiritual bodies. which was a gallery of glass. or because I wouldn't be able to retain the image of this gallery in my mind for much longer or to continue imagining it. seething activities of an energy which is at work while the body is at rest. I also crossed my hands.' she explained to me. so as to remember it as clearly as possible. then ever more rapidly. a superconsciousness. "me". ' The Return of AI/ouine 93 In the evenings. Some young men were climbing ladders. carrying building materials. That is." . .' Sitting in her wickerwork chair. Then I felt someone nearby. 'And.92 Nos: Book of the Resurrection 'Tiny bird singing At my window. my tiny bird. slowly at first. she placed her hands together in her lap. I thought I heard her moan softly and mutter. it at tams a greater intensity. those confused organic states. "my" face. another child. He seemed to be telling him that I had arrived and asking him for instructions. which is no longer either mine or yours. which people wish to interpret at all costs as products of a vivid subc~nscious intelligence.all this is for the greater glory and life of that Someone who IS waiting beside a spring. I realised that he was talking to my dead father. Then I found myself running along a narrow passageway. o friendly hearts! Where have you gone? The old home A waits us in vain .aced the first sign of the order on my chest. Men were working on a building site. A young girl was carving statues. These dreams are not dreams. transfigured light. and then I closed my eyes as well. When I realised 1. a purer tonality. turning them inwards and concentrating them on a point between my eyebrows. That was where we initiated the grand design of dr. and filled with pictures in wooden frames and furniture that I thought I recognised.

garments from every period.' . The line went dead. All around me were slopes covered in soap bark trees. Then I was outside myself.' I said. ' Again the man's voice sang: 'Turn away no more. as time passed. This time my eyes closed of their own accord.. No one would ever ~now where I was. 'I will obey you. And the Gods love secrecy.. I discovered the way to it when I explored some darkened rooms. not yet!' 'Very well. If I was able to reach the end. rot and grow old. until [ find the Oasis of the Ices. I had the curious impression that this house and this tower belonged to me. To the west lay the c~ty of Santiago enveloped in cloud.' A gentle blow. she repeated. To the east and south stretched the vast Andean Cordillera the high peaks of EI Plomo and La Paloma. He handed me the phone. I fou~d It increasingly difficult to return to this secret hldmg-place and did so less and less often. without you. The little that was gained. 'I went alone. terebinths. Then 1 heard him say my name. impregnable chamber.. On the middle one stood a house with a circular.. an inviolate paradise. 'No. entering it freely from all sides. egnable that a wall that used to protect it had been destroyed lrnpr . But. which I had worn in the past.. . sitting facing her as she looked at me in silence. Of course. There I would mount a narrow staircase which I never climbed right to the top. [ asked the site manager to let me speak to him. As always. 1 understood the reason.. THE PLUMED SERPENT that he was on the other end of the telephone. saying: 'I must journey ever farther. exhausted. Beyond it. almond trees and hawthorns. 'Symbols'.' 1 said. it's me!' There was a silence. On the highest hill stood an octagonal tower. there was a fire blazing in the circular hall. known to no one but me. If this mysterious chamber were to be lost. 'Father. nor as . I would find myself in a wide. a whole world would have sunk beneath the sea. Indian THE SECRET CHAMBER In the house there was a secret chamber. A little before I reached it. Pale traveller. d . the sweet indifference. . The centuries had come together. If I were no longer able to visit it or live in it. . and that other people knew of its existence and use to VISIt It. and I was back in my body again.. hundred-year-old lindens. The watery shore Is given thee till the break of day. a shudder.' 1 felt terribly sad.The Return oj Allouine 95 94 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection lways burning and armour hung on the walls. I would always find myself alone there. I was walking through some hills. 'Symbols. 'joining together what was dIspersed. the Coastal Cordillera. This was the most difficult part. The chamber was divided into compartments where there were beds covered with skins and shelves full of carefully classified books. as the years slipped away. the ancient garden. I couldn t concentrate. jalaps. I was completely safe. far below. I walked down once more to the middle hill and opened the door of the house . I felt that it was not the same as before.' 1 told him.. 'I'm coming to see you. And I walked away through the clearing.. I went round its eight sides without finding an entrance. I walked towards the tower along a path bordered by cinnamon trees. behold the sea again . eternally snow-covered. Energy and dreams decay. She had returned before me. When I reached the roof.. airless passageway. Until Ijoin my father again. I had disappeared from the house. who died long ago . To the north. behold all that was lost. because 1 had to slide into this hole and crawl along a very narrow. A fire was . I passed my hand across my forehead. . symbols. lay some blue lakes in the middle of ploughed fields. There were three hills. conical roof made of sandstone. the ancestral home. the ultimate smile. Its secrecy was bemg lost. behold the wind. Why wilt thou turn away? The starry floor. I would turn aside and begin to climb imaginary flights of steps in the air or projecting from the wall. There were chests full of precious materials. I would push aside some boards to reveal a tiny entrance.

A rock rose up m the shape of a pyramid. dyeing the white snow red. Gently she took me by the shoulders and tried to lift me up. Only snow and rock. I leapt into the hole before the stone moved back into place again with a dull thud. almost grazing their peaks. As if we were the fiery Serpent of Quetzalcoatl. in reality? Didn't a mirage of the midday light project it onto the slope ~f a mountain in the south of the world? Wasn't it really in an Alpme Village m another part of the globe? But in the disturbance of the light.. But there was now no human habitation to be found at this altitude. Her body appeared. corresponding to divisions of the number eight. The tiny lake of dark-green water and the forest of petrified beeches were still there. because she was standing beside me. leaning a little towards the water. we could just make out the confused outline of the Torres del Paine. always the same. she was blocking an opening that led to or from somewhere. on a bed made of cinnamon branches. I waited. To the memory of another turn of the wheel. Ultima Esperanza and the Sarmiento Mountains. The floor was covered with a 'choapino' with runic drawings. I opened another entrance in it in the same way. I said to myself. I found myself standing beside a staircase carved out of the rocky mountainside. we would be able to pass through this passage.. 'And a scent of sandalwood and resin would envelop the world . Of course. which had inverted . The e~trance to the City of the Caesars and to the Interior Earth had to he somewhere in that remote area. .. The rooms in this house had doors opening onto the hall. this age-old snow.to fly over the mountains. like the thickness of the walls and the height of the building. The sign vibrated and she sat up on her stone bed. I seemed to understand that in her sleep. Two candelabras which gave out a weak light stood on a pair of wooden pillars.. Her hands were crossed on her breast and she was holding a Quetzal feather. or covered in Quetzal feathers. Blazing torches were also fixed to the walls. In the middle of the room was a nuptial bed. Its light fell directly over the rock. When I woke her. Now I remembered it all. Another wall suddenly appeared in front of me. I climbed up a staircase carved out of the wall until I reached an octagonal room with windows on all sides. that is. She was scarcely breathing and her face was the colour of ice. I climbed down its sixteen steps and walked along a passageway lit by a filtered light. and I found myself inside the tower. 'Close the tomb. intact. Lying on it was Allouine. I stood at the head of the stone bed. The time has not yet arnved when all my deaths can become one single life .together this time . It seemed only yesterday. I opened the tomb. They were those of the peak of Melimoyu. the limits. with her red cloak covering her down to her bare feet. I was inspired to trace the sign that would wake her. She watched me in silence. She appeared to be dead. far off in the distance. And it coagulated like a Copihue on an ice-floe. Ah! And IfI were to open the tomb? The icy wind would certainly blow away these anCIent memories. We walked round the lake. I remembered her in her other deaths. yet centunes had passed. but she was alive. leaning against the rock. she couldn't be buried h~re. forgetting the one which was standmg beside me looking at her own dead face. They were the borderlands. to a far distant past which also belonged to us. moving in the same way each time so as not to be caught by the fire. Some petrified leaves and branches could be seen through the centuries-old layer of Ice. From this altitude.. The room was in darkness because heavy curtains had been drawn across the windows and night had already fallen. opening the passage which allowed us . A hole appeared in the inside wall.. which reflected the shadows of the forest and the mountain peak in its unfrozen part. In the ice of the shore could be seen some lines. Again I embraced this body desperately. We landed on the steep slopes of Mount Melimoyu. ' The sun was nearing its midday zenith. with a gentle pressure of my fingers. She was so beautiful in her immobility. when she lay motionless holding her Quetzal feather. like the tracks of a primitive sledge. Where was this rock. between snow-storms and mists. as if we were in a Luminous Disc. Rapidly. It was cold. I walked over to the chimney and pressed gently on a stone. Copihues and laurel which were still wet with my tears from other centuries. The bed was made of stone. 'ZARA THUSTRA' I recognised these regions. But we had come here to pay homage to the bones of the Milodon. I did nothing. Without hesitating.96 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection The Return oj Allouine 97 'choapinos' were spread on the floor. ' I began to dig with my bare hands until the blood ran from under my nails.

... Thick forests of oak and pI~e lcovered the slopes. moving his lips.. continue your journey ..... ..... as he looked at us and we saw him... Without the Star . Golden sadness lies heavily upon it. how long the road appears. I was asleep! But now I have woken out of deep dreaming.... Already youthful summer Clambers up the mountain....... 0 wells of eternity. 99 I.... Seated beside the rock... Silence! Silence! Hasn't the world just become complete? What is happening to me? Every corner of my soul is' expanding... Your bleeding heart beneath the ice. 0 abysses of midday which make men tremble. Ah.. of golden happiness. Silence! What has happened to me? Listen! Hasn't time flown? Aren't I about to fall? Haven't I fallen into the well of eternity? . bird of the valleys.. It begins to speak. I want to live twice Now that I can look into your eyes.... o little 'Oh I love you. Enamoured of a tomb? . 0 my soul! Don't even whisper..... streams flowed down them... break. -p! 98 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection The Return ofAllouine The coldest regions of the sky.. Flee... Oh. d H di . How uncertain in the night... most beloved of the Gods! .. He was rooted in ISI~ears... Woe to him whom the desert hides! 'What says the depth of midnight? I was asleep.... of golden wine? That is how the Gods laugh. The light of triumph And the morning... Then get up now.... Like a sweet promise. For how long? Half an eternity.. my melodies are not for you...... Because without her the night is sad.. Who kissed the stone For the first time... . bird. bliss! Sing.... after such good fortune!' He seemed to see us. Don't sing. when will you absorb my soul in you? 'The desert grows.. A drop of old happiness. when. Tears ran down the cheeks of the Wounded King: 'It is midday. solemn hour in which no shepherd plays his pipe .. space as if it were making a hole and creating a break in time th W ounded Kmg ag . you. 'My midnight is my midday! You alone are the woman by whom I bird! What have you done? What mystery is concealed in your song That you arrest my steps? Traveller.. eternity. e idn t see us. and enjoying the sun and also the shade for once.1 . through that break in the light . since you were mad.. he held in one hand his slender wa lllg~stlck and m the other his wide-brimmed hat H dressed III bl k H' .. How much time will you need to wake up after such a dream? 0 midday sky above me! When will you drink that drop of dew that has fallen on all the things of this world... my soul.... Do not stop. and happiness also. while he gave himself .. Condemned to wander in deep winter Like the vapour that pursues ' And then.. The sun is blazing directly above my head.... This is the secret. my heart.. He recited quiet y: 'Oh.... I am call1llg my companion... e hi am appeared. e Was ac: IS eyes were fixed on the mountains which f~rmed an amphItheatre around the lake. to sense our presence in this confusion of light and time: 'You have given yourselves up to dreaming... pal~ ~~~: .. sing in the desert And hide. wish to have a son .... ' ... but without waiting for anything and estranged from good as well as from evil. Aged Midday is sleeping. You stop.. .. Oh. when will you drink this singular soul? When..as he was still sitting there waiting... old heart....

and Zarathustra passed beside 1m. when we went on these Journeys. you will finally reach the Continent of Hyperborea. made of ether. if you failed to travel the path to its end. dethrone them. the Gods made a mistake. Whos e h " e di '.. so to speak. If you were to do so. u are gOIng on a . the . the language of Akdsa Memory of th . you would be guilty. Light. 'Even the Gods are your enemies. the Hlranyaga:bha-Cabda. spiritual sounds. in this Pilgrimage of Immortality on which you have embarked. really leads upwards in the invisible one. the lake and the limitless time _ ~uddenly he divided into two. it provokes the mutation of the Gods themselves. the divinisation of the hero. a language of cosmic. 1. You will have to overcome the Archetypes. it gives rise to Samsara and human generations. But. to the circular movement of the involuted earth..' 'And her?' I ask. The signs will help you open a way for yourself in the virgin forest where no roads exist. root syllable. this heroic initiative which seems to precede the start of the great journey? This is what prevents you turning back on the path. because things come to him d~sIr1ng to turn Into symbols. during the Great Catastrophe.. although it leads downwards in the 1 !fhhis mythical being walks backwards in the folklore ofChiloe an island on t e south of Chile. fearing defeat.' . Its Sanskrit name is Urdhavaretas. entering the subterranean cities. 1:1 I. He began to roll up Mount Olympus. We decided to visit the Master who told us' 'Yo .. Logos is the closest equivalent for it. Vajra-cita. "H . It is a very secret path which makes the river of your virility and the golden feminine liquid of your beloved run backwards. at each stage of the "Honeymoon". the poles also changed places. And you will have to embrace and lose each other again. without Gods. towards the ~omt of On gm. We bowed before his earth. but by means of that language which underlies a the languages In the world. We often used Sanskrit terms because. like the Imbunche1 of the Island of Chiloe. This is the Road of the Warrior. the one who flows in your blood: Vidya. when it runs uphill. The Gods were frightened. or flIghts. or aWaIted us on another side. received us. 'as if it were waiting for us beside a spring'. . Do you remember the Greek legend? Man was a circular androgynous. The result was that he was so busy trying to find his other half that he had no time to make war on them.. the Golden Age. in the opposite direction. 0 ver passes t at way transmits telepathically the Irec. And we communicated with each other not b means of the words which are commonly used to represent th~ t~IngS of thIS earth. Akdsa is a concept or metaphysical experience. She is Allouine. The Path of Eternity. luckily. where our guide lies. in each city. which is the north. without a king.0neymoonJourney . Although you are going to the South Pole. which has no equivalent In the terrestrial languages of Kaliyuga. ' visible body. seminal syllable. although this was a dead language on the Second Earth.1 up to the midday. the oases of warm water.. 'What is this mysterious masculine force which spurs you onwards. reincorporating their tremendous numinous energies within yourself.t VISIon of the substance of things.. 'When the water runs downhill. Mulabanda and Hamurini are the names for this process which reinverts everything. whence comes this will. It is hard. and so they resorted to artifice: they divided the man-sphere in half. called Mdtrkd. sacred and dIVIne letters. our conversation took place in a different state of conSCIOusness Integrated with a broader ego. You will have to go to the south. 'Little Moth ' letters of lIght. behind the 'mask of words'. BUa. which. 'What does she do in all this?' 'She is the female guru. it Creates a free. it was still a living one on the Other FIrst Earth" an~ approximated more closely to that Music of the Spheres which ~s the language of the mind. it is difficult to navigate a ong the rrvers against the current in order to reach the mountains where they nse.71' /. Because. to the Antarctic. because the practices of your initiation have mobilised enormous forces which destroy men and drive them insane if they are not aimed in the right direction. From this stems the mantra. eternal race. THE ORPHIC MUSIC When we dreamed the same dream. because their impersonal lives are at risk in this war. I I f: i' 1 100 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return oj Allouine 101 I. the forest.. Without her you will never reach anywhere. at the North Pole. giving them a face. You are walking ba~kwards. These naturae names are locked into b e memory of human beings' consciousness through sleep and not eIng awa~e. Because one day we will bring them back to life as well. And you are bemg carried by a bird called Eidelon. the Orphic Cabbala.

in Sanskrit.. it is because in the so-called living languages there are no sacred expressions that can be used to refer to sacred questions. which is not dead . Without-Death. the Inga and we who are his descendants are those who journey from Mount Meru. a fortress in Quichua. 'The secret language of the Quiche-Maya was Zuyua and that of the Incas was Scandinavian-Sanskrit. ManuTara which is also a Sanskrit word. of the Inka King. Eternal ~Ife. where a centre of our order existed. from which the Inka obtained his two feathers. She is your Valkyrie.. above and below the terrestrial crust of Kaliyuga. from the Nuptial Homeland. Only if you arc in love can you go beyond your conscious "ego". our star. the end of the Golden Age and the real Twilight of the White Gods. Only with her can you attain a greater degree of consciousness. And you will never have another companion here Or In the depths of the tomb. . have their roots in Sanskrit. a state of superconsciousness. She becomes interiorised in you through her death.Ii' i 102 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Return of Allouine 103 Fifth Born of Hyperborea. as the Spamsh conquistadors spelt It. where the great exodus of Kaliyuga begins. White God. destroying the living soul of a seemingly dead language. Huitr means white (Huitramannaland. But the language of the white heroes. in the Great Exodus. is also associated with the Inka. she who keeps in contact with the Star o~ the POInt of Origin. the language consisted of magic signs. Korak also comes from the Hyperborean sea. She is the Priestess of Magic Love. Korakenke. perhaps Garuda. lineage. Ancahuinca also comes from there. "Initiate of the Condor". a circle. and ka. was more closely connected with Sanskrit than with any other. ancient Scandinavian and Latin. From there he derives his magic dignity. like German. from the Continent of Hyperborea. Allkamari. In reality. Thus. meaning "he who comes from Mount Meru". from the Morning Star and also from the holy Mount Kailas. the German for road. who came in search of their ancestors in the Course of later ages. was permanently maintained. God. Popul is . for the hero or Vfra. black and white. The IndoEuropean languages. from far away. which is not living. for example. in the Arctic. thus directly linking the Inka with the great war of the Mahabharata. mystery. who unites love a~d death and turns them into A-Mor. when it was still a sea port and the link with Venus. the "Middle City". 'The mysterious bird. in the definitive drama which unites the three of us. 'The Sacred Book of the priestly caste of the Mayan white initiates is the Codex of Chichecastenango. meaning "Initiated Eagle". with the koravas. of the magic bird Allkamari. 'The Martial Initiation of our Order is only for you. which is the physical and visible double of the invisible Mount Meru. we need to use words from an ancient language like Sanskrit. she InSpIreS you. which they never taug?t to the population of the "slaves of Atlantis" '. the name of one of the factions in this cosmic struggle. 'Our White God is called Huirakocha. Kara. The giants directed the course of the stars by means of it. the Popul-vuh. Onl~ through journeying together. hidden.. with a "k". This is the Honeymoon of the Exile. 'Hav~ you ever thought what might have been the language of the White Gods. Wotan. It is well known that the Inca rulers were white and that among blood relatives they spoke a private and sacred language. which is completely unknown in the west and almost so in the Orient of Kaliyuga. from Hyperborea and Atlantis.. like the sacred city of the Druids. with an Omphalos. coming from viZ. has this root. or to ~apture and reflect the symbols of these multiple vibrations which resound and explode in all the universes simultaneously. "Navel of the World". because Mero is Meru and ving is weg. from the lost land of Avalon. like Lhasa in Tibet. Merovingian. "Initiated Bird". of the Hyperborean Raven of Wotan. who possesses the power of VriZ and the VISIon of Urna. 'If. Korak derives from the Sanskrit ledrava. the first people to come to this continent in times immemorial? 'Before the disappearance of the continent of Mu and Lemuria during the first civilisation of Tiahuanacu and the construction of it~ legendary monuments. In old High German. The way without her is reduced to the imagination of a rational mind. the vehicle of Vishnu. Certain words will gI:e us the key: Inka is really Inga. Korakenke is therefore the Raven of the Inka. korak-inka. Because she IS this superior form of energy which originates from the submerged continents. raven. An~ translation of these terms will always be equivocal and sacrilegious. Ing means derivation. ancestor. who will hand you the Cup of Immortality. 'The central city of the Incas was called Kusku. Our circle is called HuiZkanota. a Huilka. dreaming together. the Land of the White Men) and koc/za is an aboriginal deformation of the old German word.

the Solar Bull. . the Giants and the Men-Gods.. the vehicle of SivaLucifer. of the search for the Mantra. Chi!: to bare. Making the wheel turn is the road which you are following at present. thro. that of the Atumarunas and also that of the Mayas was the runes. the kellkas. t e WIser you .ome an . ofImmortality. that of the mantras of the Hyperborean magicians. A double-edged sword. which no one has yet been able to decipher. That of the warrior-heroes. of Sanskrit origin. Or the d The sacre swor 0 lik :~~r . which the Incas later prohibited.. Tula or Thule. . Nandi. 'If we search with a pure heart and an open soul. in which it is also related that they came from Tule. will also find the deep magico-symbohc mea?1Og of t~e where wfe d land Chile Chilli. QUlchua . was written.' f the mystic homeland.k . With an ~ve:hm~~: . The sacred writing. The Book of the People of the White Gods.' HAM from the Vishuda chakra 10 the f the Sansknt mantra . that one will find the meaning of the word Buin1. Demolishing a 1 plr a. to the N~ptial H. a.' . ti Of the Warriors of the Solitary Star. 'For all these reasons. perhaps the ox. was lineal.' I said to him. . the more I love you.The Return of Allouine 105 104 Nos: Book of the Resurrection people in Latin and buch is book in German. To bare. the language of the Amauta. "Road of Diamond" . 'The writing of the most ancient lost world of the White Gods was also that of our signs.. for example. the less you understand . It comes rom t e . 1 d rO~t returning to the point of origin. Vajraydna in Sanskrit. meaning un~heathe. who rebuilt Tiahuanacu. which is in fact only asleep and which must be revived: Sanskrit. 'the less I understand you. This is also the way in which the "Speaking Tablets" of Easter Island. until you succeed in becoming Chakravarti. Gomg ac . in the whole of America-Albania we will find the sacred language. in a land where cattle didn't exist. In Sanskrit kun means to direct: to direct Kundalini. This document has been totally adulterated and mutilated by the missionaries and by the great planetary conspiracy against the White Gods. 10 Quicheme 0 our sacre . Bole and Bullue are bull and young bull in old High German. the boustrophedon of the most ancient Scandinavian runes. 'Chakra means grange in Quichua.. . atchers of the Dawn. the Pilgrims of the Dawn . Sanskrit. ' he wi become me.' . . always return to this seemingly dead language. 'Kunani in the language of Kusku or Cuzco. 'Yes. Because Chile is shaped 1. The Sacrificial Bull. e . the Lord of the Chakras. uns ea e distant orrgm 10 d yp d f the homeland of our initiation. Shillen. .' Q' h Hamuranl 10 u~c ua. the Old German. the Master of a Chakra. ThIS IS sword f .. the the road 0 our mitia ion. b kwards ever further backwards. Sanskrit prc behind which is hidden the secret. which appears in Peru and Chile. a circular plot of land. the Rongo-Rongo. . C'akra means Circle. den f na f h Old Flemish which in turn enves rom Maya. . which is the involuted resonance of the inaudible Orphic Cabbala. Mantray dna is the Road of the Mantra. Wheel (a turn of the wheel) in Sanskrit. W 'Master. in the style of the "ploughing of the ox". the initiates of southern Hyperborea. 'It is in the Indo-Germanic languages. . we. H erborean Sansknt. There is a River Buin in Peru and a city of Buin in Chile.a Ill1t1atlO:h~ch must be unsheathed. means to preach. its astrologer-sages.

THE METAMORPHOSIS THE ELEPHANT IN WHICH THE. They are moving off towards the walls of the city. golden sand. The enemy fleet has already taken the ports."". including me. The streets are empty. No one is guarding them. 3 His crowned head is turned towards the north and the south at one and the same A city in the desert of the north of Chile. the symbolic animal of the Muladhara 1 WOt. Then. The war chariots and armies are milling around. Its gates are closed. This signifies that his forces must fight to the last man. It is night-time. has turned his face towards both sides so that he appears to have two heads. There are chariots and horses. seated on his throne. but the square is guarded by soldiers in battledress. A great war is about to begin. I realise that an extraordinary phenomenon has taken place while I was asleep. 3 A black elephant. The majority of the soldiers are sleeping on the stony ground.NAN<i V~M ~<H~MM 2 chakra. 'The Desert stretches away. sleep overcomes me and I don't awake until the sun begins to rise over the desert.WAR OF THE MAHABHARA BEGINS OF TA ~ft1Lflnooa. The king. I have woken to feel myself to be me and yet not 'me'. Sometimes I am 'me' and more frequently I feel as if I am part of someone else who is the one who is experiencing all this. rfftfleaca I am walking across the desert.' San Pedro de Atacama. I have reached the walls of a city which is preparing itself for war. I sit down beside them and question them.' Geysers spout on the horizon. I tell them that I am going to fight alongside them. because the land of the seas has announced that its forces are going to carry off the queen Draupadi. I see the king approach. I speak the word that opens them: LAM!2 I reach a central square shaped like an inverted triangle. . riding on an elephant. Sand. and the attack will begin at daybreak. The mantra for the Muladhara chakra.

. Argentinians. During this time. who alone is capable of combating the Serpent of the Waters. he gazes at the face of the sleeping woman. A mirror of gold hangs in the centre of the temple. infected with sacred leprosy. As he passes by. as always. The flowers are very beautiful and are watered invisibly. It is there because this is the World of Smell. 'I can see my brothers. papayas. The elephant walks heavily. In it grows a tree whose top touches the sky. they stay inside the room. he looks at this man who is me and then h ' e seems to have four faces. towards the walls beyond which death and transfiguration await him. The dog guards the door. Tremendous forces will be used in the struggle. Very soon they find themselves facmg the enemy lines. The city holds out for a full year. His name is Pandu. pale. He touches her golden hair softly and speaks the word which will bring her back to life: HUM! In the hollowness of the room it re-echoes like the bellowing of the mythological bull: Muuu! She opens her eyes and a moan escapes from her breast. rushmg headlong a~ross the sands in a mad gallop.108 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 109 time. Peruvians. with exquisite fruits.' he says. its favourite language. 'I have slept for such a long time! At last you have come. This man jumps in and puts on the cuirass and the helmet. 'I cannot fight. I know all these people: Chileans. They realise that the decisive hour is approaching for their world.' Imperiously. the sands. The king's face is pale. Cai-Cai. Ten-Ten. I thought that this time we would lose each other. C~ose at hand is a chariot drawn by two impatient chargers. 'Oh!' she sighs. the walls. the wounds. 1 The charioteer has abandoned him inside th~ triangle. For four months he slept at the foot of the woman's bed. pineapples.' THE DIFFICULT TEST ONCE AGAIN The Muladhara chakra is the centre of smell. The priests of the temple know that water is g~ing to destroy everything. mango trees and a huge fig tree in the middle which seems to touch the sky.U IS t e expresslOn of one who knows what destiny lies ahead. From time to time they look through the windows at the garden. even the bones smell. It is said that this is the City of Smell. his compatriots from northern Chile. of the First Perfume. She sits up and her hair resembles an irresistible fire. raged for months. In reality. 0 warrior of the race of the White Gods! You will not kill anybody. she who inspires the heroes. There is great sadness in his expression' . And in them the man sees his relatives. No one will be able to see him but her. The dog also recognises him and comes and licks his bloody feet. 1 Water is the enemy of this world. He recognises it. In ecstasy. called Astinapura and also Troy. of the great Bharatas. the Panda vas and Koravas. who might be the wife of the friends and the enemies. Tocopilla and San Pedro de Atacama.at the colour of the driver is blue. ~ears. in the cent~e of the city. fought for the possession of a woman and the City of the Elephant. A Sun of Gold. eaten away by this white leprosy. How is the war going? I dreamed that the sea would submerge our world. and they pray to the Serpent of the Earth. Up it climb some men afflicted by the same disease. the thistles. He raises his trunk and trumpets his battle cry. because he suffers from white leprosy. central place. of one who knows that he is going to lose. She is so beautiful in sleep that he doesn't wish to wake her. But we still have a little time left for our A-Mor. He enters the palace and finds his way to the room in which lies the woman who has unleashed the great war of the Mahabharata. in some secret.' The war between brothers. he manages to get past the sentries without being seen. Those who die today are already dead in me. it is barren. And for . . Everything round here smells. He sees th. h . the charioteer commands him: 'Acquit yourself of your duty. This Tree of Paradise bears no fruit. Bolivians. The woman lies sleeping. which began here in these desert sands. the Great War of the Worlds. The noise of the fighting doesn't reach this far. it is an oasis with gardens of semitropical vegetation. As if he has become invisible. He walks through the door of her chamber and stands beside the bed on which she lies sleeping. Th~ battle for the desert has been lost and the forces are falling back inside the walls of the City of the Elephant. The charioteer signals to the man who is me to climb in and pick up the shield and lance. He turns towards the charioteer and lays down his arms. The chargers leap forward and m a flash they are outside the gates of the city. the stones. He strokes her forehead with his fingers. A dog is guarding her.

they let the hours pass. He felt her shoulder verv close to him..' In her melodious voice. in your blood. she pressed her lips to his. like paths. with a ritual cadence the word: 'KLlM!' It was as if a seal had been broken. revealing her stomach. taking possession of his essences. And then. When the time had arrived. Thus. she approached him. she pronounced. stretched out her hand and took hold of his. he replied: 'I can feel you. flowing through his blood. covered with sand from the desert. She pointed out to him the Evening Star. who talked to him only of her. I can smell you. of Soma. with their tender.h himg eac h caresses . so ~s to fill you with my nectar. In this city. . and would move over to the very edge of the bed. her golden vulva. He felt himself grow faint from looking at her. Until she spoke: 'My desire for you IS reachmg 1tS co k The fire of sacrifice has already been lit in my vulva and beats pea . My other heart is on the pomt ofleap~ng out of my breast. and her thighs covered only by the thin red gOWn. W1t out touc . using the word Aropa. the matrix of transcendental knowledge. I can feel you. feeling he had committed sacrilege. they died without-death. slender legs. All his eternity would not suffice him to gaze on her. She reached his side and stretched out her hands to clasp his head. She had crossed her hands her breast and was staring at the sky. Without covering themselves. He felt as if he was being enveloped by a huge wave which was submerging everything. her hair and her soft perfumed breath were an intoxicating liquor that transported him to that place inhabited by the 'people of dreams'. other. touched by your hands andyour m~uth. Everything but her. which was still shining in the dark. their basic perfume. of the flower of your breasts. Let us drink our liquid gold. naked. she asked the dog to leave. velvety silence of that warm night in the City of Astinapura. She moved into the centre of the room and slowly she began to take off her red gown and her veils. If during the night he occasionally touched her veils through some involuntary movement. there like a heart. . too. the world. the pleasure which has never been experienced by earthly lovers. countries. perfumed arms round his shoulders and began to undress him with her other hand. . her long. My Impulse 1S to make you enter me. filling his cells like the female guru. of your golden translucent liquid like cryst~l drops of dew in the garden of the City of Longmg. . completely idealised. filled by that flow of supreme virility. to be possessed.. 'May it assist us!' And she led him to the bed. Be felt her moving beside him. I can smell the subtle. continuous pleasure which will accompany us for ever inside us. let us reabsorb it into our blood so as to experience the pleasure which has no beginning and no end. an ecstatic. She put one of her gentle. In silence: in supreme lucidity a~d ncentration. fear m order to resist the terrible event to come.110 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 111 another four to her left in the bed. quivering nipples. in twelve months. the perfume and odours become intensified and reach the roots. he would wake with a start. gambling our destiny throughout all the turns of the w hi?' ee . There stood the Absolute Woman. where it will flow for an eternity. The physical had been integrated into the supra physical. It flowed through the blood of his spirit.. keeping our resolve firm by making the mudra that destroys. A blue bird came and trilled his song for them both. When darkness fell. to be reborn in that sea of nectar. by your river of amber. let us not allow it to be lost outside. dreamlike perfume of your golden fields of wheat. She opened the windows and let in the morning light. 'Make your protective sign. First her naked shoulders appeared. the Evening Star also shone through the windows. Locked m an embrace of A-Mor. ' There followed a silence in which she uncrossed her arms. united in their breath. continents. in his waking dream. My will no longer exists. ~ho will g~ve us the trength to find the narrow path in this long mght in which we are s. Afterwards he slept for four months to her right. The veils dropped further. Like the touch of a petal from a flower in the garden of the City of Dawn. in the deep. she became transformed into a goddess. rosy. Now he couldn't even think of touching her with the tips of his fingers. evoking a supernatural presence. with a dreamlike motion. Very slowly. running along it like nre . Reflections from the ~n light played over her beautiful body. until they lay beside her tiny feet. then her breasts. My whole being longs to be caressed. larger than all the other stars in the sky. Quietly. which moistens and transcends your oases . She always lay on her right side resting her head in the palm of her hand.

desert. the seas changing position. revealed in this book.ether. the liturgical cup. The pale. The final catastrophe was approaching. . the rulers of this world in ruins. riding astnde a Hyperborean swan. would come and rebuild it. which was also a farewell. The feast called the feast of the Five M. d of my blood. t e Soma. One day. It flooded the city. the continents of Mu and Gondwana. sickly king was now able to rest and to make his way to the secret refuge where the women who possessed supernatural powers of healing could cure him. And on the crest of the biggest w~ve. . Now she would be the initiated bride: Parastri. h that love which was lost at the begmnmg 0 time. Because those who have known A-Mor constantly dnnk hquor. vibrating in that dear light. They prepared the wedding feast. as the day dawned. they could see the earth shaken by conv~lsions. the mountain ranges beginning to nse. . m t e memory of . They bathed together in an effervescent liquid of Soma. the tantric magicians of Lemuria. which is now only to be found in the river of your blood. luminous caress. They took the dog with them. a spirit of secret wine. And now nothing more was possible.' She stretched out her hand over the chalice and spoke the word fthe mantra of wine: 'HRIM!' o They uncov'ered the cup and drank from that inexhaustible . They managed to enter it before a huge wave submerged everything. because it is composed of Mudra. This is a symbolical journey through the chakras from one to another. And it was their farewell to that city which had lost the war. From tonight. with a gentle. The Orphic and Hyperborean irntration of A-Mor.water. Mdmsa.' the Spirit of the Secret Wine.' f .'. enter the 'h ' which leads to the Enchanted Land of the Kmg of the G osts. ' ~nd they sang: 'Fill my cup with wine. It had come to rescue them from the impending catastrophe. the volcanoes erupting. a sacra! geography 'dreaming the same dream' WIth the Beloved in astral Journeys of some kind of tantric or martial minanon practised by the ancient troubadours or Minnesanger. They held wands from which sprouted flowers. of an Archetype: Parakiya. And it reveals to me all that I still need m or er to City of Transparent Ice with her. The veils signified that the material drink covered the secret drink. going back to its source. filled with liquid gold.air. a lost liquor of A-Mor. the Disc called Vimana in the epIC poem of the Mahabharata had descended. fj'C ble silence of my Beloved who has been reborn in the depths lOe la. of non-death. t h e 00 .the earth. The blue bird returned to sing at the window. and by the priestesses of Hyperborea.'. from the Muladhara to the Svadisthana and so on. And. the wife of another. and Maithuna.I . she was his own wife proper: Sviyia. ordained by the White Gods. meat . the gardens.. dewy light. . to the ices. 1 and what had been his trunk on earth was now a 1 The whale is the symbolic animal of the Svadisthana chakra. Nevertheless. cereals . appeared. the Star of Him-Her bathed them in its deep. along the Path of Roses. wine .*l Ii i . the liquor which flows through the b I d h M'tnne. Until now she had been the wife of a king. This most ancient ritual. ' B perborean rite of the Mmnetnnke. was taught by the Uighures. Karanav ari-jnamrita. . They then became.' i' Ii. They had begun at the end. Matia.: 112 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection The Metamorphosis oj the Elephant 113 in the Idea which produced bodies and forms. the last ceremony had still to be performed: they had to marry according to the rites of this world. the elephant was still swimming. It speaks to me. returning them partially to themselves. he put on a blue cloak and she her red gown.n. Kalaca. Thus they were married. with the Magic Possession. the liquor of orgasm which has no beginning or end. covered by veils. A clear light poured into the room through the doors and windows. From far off. the 'Saviour in Liquid form'. 'LAM!' they repeated in unison. . their son. m . On the floor. It IS a svnchronistic pl1gnmage with the mystical landscape of the author's country" wIth. fish . Afterwards. the temples. The marriage would be secret and valid for all eternity. THE SECRET MARRIAGE They would have to leave before nightfall. while the warnors called a halt to the bat in order to surround them with a circle of swords. Panshamakara. It returned them to that liquid gold which they were driving back to its source. 'SAHAM! I am you!' they cried. Madya. Without landmg in the. because he had turned mto the Leviathan. The Gandharba marriage.fire. 'There was a heavenly Soma. woman . the palaces.

Water. waiting. They crossed the empty region of Matakiterani. she lay sleeping. leaving the southern canals by the Gulf of Penas. The giants have withdrawn into the Andean rock. They came from the pole. like all good oarsmen. When everything was submerged by the great wave. a 'click'.-. walking round and round their huge mass. The beach was covered with strange. was waiting for him on the shore. and he called out the password which would make the captain heave to: 'V AM!'! He swam underwater for a few minutes. The dog lay down at her feet. gigantic statues called Mohai. 2 The inhabitants of the lost continent were giants. The ruins of Tiahuanacu. The Captain of El Caleuche said: 'E bello nauJragare in questo mare!'} Follow your destiny as a shipwrecked man. He examined them with interest. and making for the open sea. It is hunting a white whale which blinded its captain and drowned its crew. As he walked. she began to recall ancient times: 'Nothing has survived of all that glory. are no longer in contact with other universes. perhaps Vajra. ---. New Sun shone vertically down on them. imperishable matter. temples and wisdom. that red wood. wearing white cloaks. the summit of a huge submerged mountain. Row backwards. slaves of Lemuria.' Inside the crater grew the last three Toromiro trees. only an island lost in the vast Ocean was left: Tepito Tenua. so that anyone seeing it would take it for a fiery serpent with feathers of flame. now thousands of metres up in the Cordillera of the Andes. he mentally repeated the phrase he had heard in an old dream: 'Only the water which emerges from the crater of an extinct volcano can quench the thirst of the pilgrim. We are in the kingdom of the waters. more than Gods. which was in contact with the stars. Gods.114 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection The Metamorphosis oj the Elephant 115 continuous jet of water like a geyser in the ancient. which is now composed of ghosts. surviving with difficulty. Nothing more in that vast expanse of water. and was taken on board El Caleuche. also escaped 1 The mantra for the Svadisthana ~ Easter Island. beneath the surface of the water crawls a ship with all its lights on. men of diminished stature. nor with those who travel through space.-~--------------""""- . He saw this underwater ship from a beach in Chiloe. Of all this. the interbred races of animal-men. the Temple of Kalasasaya. where the Leviathan's waterspout could be seen in the far distance. The ship changed course. Cai-Cai. Along the southern canals. Viracocha and Mama Occl no longer come down from Venus. their platforms? The dog was indicating that he should follow it. which had arrived before him. waiting for the return of the Ancient Sun. For days they followed the vast expanse of its waters. 'The Home of Her'. accompanied by his dog. If they succeed in capturing it. The yellow.--------. some shepherds. the ship will rise to the surface of the water. the huge Ocean. water everywhere. Ten-Ten!' And the Serpent of the Waters. lost desert of Atacama. on the island of Lemuy. the Morning Star. How had these vast lumps of basalt got here? How had they moved from Rano-Raraku to the Ahu.---. from the Morning Star. has been confined on the borders of the precarious islands of Chiloe. They were going towards the crater of the volcano called Rano-Kao. where once a continent existed in all its glory. 2 From Leopar di1. He repeated the mantra which would wake her: 'HUM!' And the music which announced her return was like that of 'a hive of bees maddened by love'.f the 'Navel of the World'. filled with palaces. towards the point of origin. upwards. implore the Serpent of the Earth: 'Stop. the ancient entrance to the subterranean world. At the foot of these trees. LEMURIA In the shade of the last three Toromiro trees. The world of the giants. The Muladhara chakra represents the earth. 1 chakra.-----. whose earliest name was Svadisthana. its captain will recover his sight and the crew will come back to life with bodies of fiery. except this little island. searching for an entrance-hole in them. 'THE NAVEL OF THE WORLD' On the surviving islands. The Leviathan disappeared in that direction.' The dog. take a longboat and approach your objective with your back turned. The Svadisthana chakra the water.

order to penetrate it. their Manu. straight ahead from this crater. And the malignant radiation spread across the whole world. t~ overcome the force of gravity and disappear among the constellatlOn~. there is supposed be an entrance to the subterranean world. their hands with their long nails folded over their stomachs like buddhas. their closed mouths long to cry out to them: "We are still here! We still preserve your memory! You looked like this! Come back!" 'These basalt sculptures are alive. As in Egypt. their Discs of Light. Huirakocha. Thus the Mohai may be said to represent a kind of exorcism practised in successive waves.. very different races tried to reproduce that art. like the serpent Ten-Ten. They were called Maoris and were white priests. a tiny turning movement of t e Mo ai IS supposed to be sufficient for this stone iceberg to move and expose the lower part of its body. Because one day the sea will take him again. Many Mohai remained incomplete. attempting to reproduce its glories and also the fruits of its destruction. Rongo-Rongo. The Mohai that are not covered with ivy are those that are still alive. Manu. Perhaps this was why the Ingas prohibited writing in their empire. Their faces are turned in every direction. with more than one meaning. which produced the catastrophe.y Islands. together WIth the entrance to the passage which connects with the great polar exits. their Vimanas. What happened? What terrible event occurred? Are the Mohai robots or Golems? Are they the Gods who have been petrified? How did they move and change their positions? A force called Mana (Vril) levitated them. How did they reach these sites? One of them has fallen into the water and can be seen at low tide. first phase. 'In a single night. and the Chachapoyas and Guayakis of Sout. with wood formed from the non-existent blood of a time without memory. Similar script is not to be found either in Polynesia nor among the Ingas. the great fish. Quetzalcoatl. between the Hanau-Eepe..... some of them face upwards in their quarries. the Giants and the Golden Age by means of the albeit inaccurate reproduction of their figures. the Big_ Eared Ones. Kula. a White God. Beneath the Ahu.h America. Some look towards the Antarctic.. as If that moment m time had frozen. Their rmssion was to protect all that had survived on earth from new floods. their Plumed Serpents. There are Mohai in the meditative position. In the ruins of Tiahuanacu. At night they formed the magic circle. magical. The Kohau-Rongo-Rongo could read the Tablets. These were imitated later. which will only be revealed to man minutes before hIS new destruction . They were of the same race as. towards Ultima Thule. their Astras. nor . Some Mohai stand on promontories jutting out of vertical cliffs above the sea. In to h h . as if people wished to make the vanished White Gods. The second period is a copy of the initiatic. and the creators of the First Tiahuanacu. The sightless eyes of the Mohai scan the firmament. The script was hermetic. The statues of Toromiro wood which are to be found on this island. or pedestal. who had es~aped from the great catastrophe and had remained on this extenor earth m order to preserve the tradition. Subsequently. like that of Ancient Egypt. scouring the horizons. everything stopped. where they had been taken to work as slaves.116 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 117 to the higher peaks. represent those hybrid monsters: the man-fish. attempting to force the return of the White Gods. Here is a Mohai with a beard. the gateway of the Temple of Tiahuanacu and the secret entra~ce to Stonehenge .Tara.Tara. they vibrate magically.the Dropas of Tibet the giant Ainos of Japan and Chma. after the involution of the divine and the semi-divine began. the Guanches of the Cana. One sacerdotal. were butchered. It belongs to the Ahu-Mohai period. Then last survivors were killed in the gold mines of Peru. And the fish. The same force that impelled the Golden BIrd. Someone has recorded the lost world. an unknown lineal script existed prior to ideographic script. Did they move? Did they walk? It is related that they advanced 1 Aboriginal people of Easter Island. return. Orejona. 'All those who knew the language of the Speaking Tablets. the man without flesh. They could also be said to be landmarks for their extraterrestrial vehicles. and the Nanan-Momoko. the other demoniacal. There are no more than twenty Speaking Tablets to be found throughout the world.1 terrifying forces were used. on the Gate of the Sun. there are figures with four fingers and three toes. the Interior Earth. In all this. the man-insect. in which they disappeared shortly before the cataclysm. is the work of a race of giants who came from the east and from Hyperborea. white magicians. a great mystery persists. seeking their definitive positions. others towards the North Pole. The sublime art which has come here from an unknown centre. In the war between the Pandavas and Koravas. No one knows where their first builders came from.

' 'The Green God who controls the three paths Of the high resounding Sun Comes from the year of Orur To the land of the rain clouds In the same way as the thunder roars.118 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 119 elsewhere. The Mohai keep their sightless eyes open in eternal vigilance. of Leviathan. because they had been left outside by the giants. ! I II ! . walk on the waters. and that sacred land which today is called Chile. In former times. 'I want to do something with my hands. The "Tablets" which disappeared were like the stone which fell from heaven and contained the law of the extraterrestrial race and the secret of the entrances to the Hollow Earth and to the passages beneath the Ocean which connect with all the surfaces of the new continents which emerged after the catastrophe. He was fainting from thirst inside that crater. 'Now we are in the Kingdom of the Waters. in memory of the horrific conflagration that destroyed the world.Ticsi Huirakocha. fight this battle to the end and lose it in the name of our God of the . only the ideographic language of cords and knots of Peru. which is all that survives of the old submerged world. which was once the Elephant. this fragile strip ofland.. Some of the signs carved on rocks correspond to their runic script and to the votive cult of Wotan. which stretches like a psychic spinal column of the planet. children were brought here and left in the darkness so that their skin would turn white in memory of the lost Gods. This cave is called Hakrongo-Manu. be your Valkyrie in the battle. But the way to overcome and escape the cataclysm is only to be found in the Manu-Tara. as far as the "Other Pole". You will then be accepted as king of this island and your real name will be given to that year. where our star is born. their Hyperborean ancestors. together with that of this island of Matakiterani. In the top of these trees. sitting under the last three Toromiro trees. warrior caste of the Big-Eared Ones. I shall only accompany you in your thoughts. Volcanoes erupt throughout the entire fiery arc of the Pacific. seat yourself in the centre of the Tororniro flower. who knew of the priestly. Like the dolmens and the menhirs. the Man-Bird. whom the Man-Insect fears. 'This is the cave of the God Make-Make.. which will replace the Age of the Fish. called Rakini. 0 warrior of the race of the White Gods. they are here to hold back a new flood. You must stay here for a year. where their branches intertwine. trying to prevent the repetition of the catastrophe. Also like a drawn sword. your Mohai.. when the Valkyries turned into Amazons. the last civilisation of the Giants flourished. Make a statue of yourself. we dream of immortality. place it on its Ahu. the ancient moon and the ancient sun. ' 'In the House of the Great Fish. make yourself lighter. ' She took him by the hand and led him out of the crater to a cave in the mountains. until you become the Manu-Tara. is the work of the Vikings. which guards the Great Secret. carve a Mohai. when you are king. In Chile. rise into the Allouine. I shall. meditates the Three-Eyed One. An ominous age occurred there. the Man-Bird. and_not only from a physical thirst. And the matriarchy of the Amazon Gaibomilla made war on the descendants ofKon. His thirst was for that Queen ot Rapanui. weariness and lassitude overcome me on this island. making the mudra which destroys fear. who had already diminished in stature. The fire consumed everything. You will have to learn to .' 'Carve your own statue. I will be your queen. before they were imprisoned in the mountains. The Mohai and the ancient objects made of real Toromiro wood are charged with the vibrations of Vril. "The Hearer of the Bird".' THE INITIATION OF THE MANU-TARA ! aIr . The expressions on their faces change with the passage of the seasons and the solstices. in the crater of the volcano called Rano-Kao. For now. The reconstruction of the civilisation ofTiahuanacu. Chile and Japan are regularly devastated by earthquakes. recited the prayer of the lost Continent of Lemuria: 'Nan rururu Tuku Karumugil Urueli orur Edu etu ru uyarc1 Ir ar ire per Kadavul. When you have triumphed. the White Whale. The Manu of the Age of Aquarius. There is a mysterious link between this island. of the Cry of the Bird. beneath the three surviving trees. The Adored Third-Eye. But I am so tired.

the cave of Hakrongo-Manu. Then the waters changed colour. from Circle to Circle. began to submerge even the highest mountains. continents of fat. Then she devoured him. Each of them played a different musical instrument and made the letters of the six petals of the Toromiro flower vibrate: ba. nightmares. His strength deserted him. this liquid colour and . with wrought-iron porches and doorways. oases of heat in the midst of this bulky universe. He stopped in front of a lattice-work doorway. She said: 'E dolce naufragare in questo mare!' A final dream: He was still swimming. channelled naturally along the gorges between the hills. and the vast mass of water began to rush down its slopes as well. It was a whole universe. How to break out of the final Mother? How to escape from the Circle of the Circles? This is the Liquid Road. which was crystal-clear despite its great volume. But the compact mass of water. He allowed himself to act on an impulse and turned the wheel. It took light years to move from one point of that body to another. Slowly he lost track of the time. A serrated iron wheel controlled the sluice-gate of the pool that collected the water which flowed down the hillsides. She called to him from the shore. opening the sluice-gate. A current carried him out to sea. Waterfalls and cascades. He wanted to turn the wheel back to its original position. He began to climb the slope to his left. He struggled to escape from it. The faithful dog brought him food. and whether it was day or night. But with an immense effort. He saw her appear. he overcame this feeling and searched for a vulnerable spot in the monstrous body of the Mother-Leviathan. He had visions. from the hilltops. this world of icy lymph... The whale became a tyrannical mother who forced him to drink her milk. The vast sea lay enveloped in the half-light of dawn. Inside the enormous body of the Leviathan. amethyst and emerald. He found himselflying in the cave once more. The dreams about water continued. And finally he managed to escape and stood on the outside. He found himself surrounded by high waves. he began to wander round the interior of the cave in his dreams.120 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis ofthe Elephant 121 Defeated of the Kaliyuga! Overcome the terrifying waters! Our AMor is again at stake. It was an almost superhuman triumph to have found a way out of the safe depths of the Mother's protection into the insecurity and pain of the other world. The Svadisthana chakra is the centre of taste and touch. 1 He wanted to sculpture something. Now they would enter the sea together and swim away. any hard material. through the gorges. as painted in Indian iconography. veins. 1 2 Some men swam towards him through rescued him. rivers of opaque oil. The water gushed out. between the mountains. And he discovered paths that led him up hills with houses built on their slopes. She had come to meet him from the far distance. An enormous wave broke over a high mountain peak. There were countries. He was floating in the waters of a bay in which ships lay at anchor. Sanskrit letters which are inscribed on the six petals of the Svadisthanchakra. ra. becoming imbued with turquoise. There he met the 'People of Dreams' again. It was either night or daybreak. rna. but a sea of twilight.' he heard her say from within his blood. There were villas and mansions. flowed down the slopes. He went from Mother to Mother. to shape the basalt. from the horizon.' For months he remained in the darkness of the cave. He ran to find himself a safe place. He continued to try and escape along the valleys. emerging naked out of the waters. inside that other Mother. at the foot of a hill. which became ever more menacing. Where to? The sea was covered with sargasso. Then he began to scream like a new-born child with a pale skin. ya. but the water was already uncontrollable. 'the Road of Tears . bha. The Land of Tears is mysterious!' DREAMS ABOUT WATER As soon as he had escaped from the Mother-Leviathan. la" Tiredness and lassitude might have made him spend an entire lifetime in this adipose world.. he fclt safe. the Toromiro. His senses became blunted with the exception of his sense of taste and an incontrollable impulse which drove him to seize hold of stones and rocks with his hands and even with his feet. causal water: Kdrandri. It flooded down the slopes on all sides. And then they were no longer sea water.

El Caleuche. his bodies. Baptized by lustral water. the serrated wheels turned wildly and the petals of the Non-Existent Toromiro Flower fell because it was unable to make its non-existence a reality. He had begun to see blood spots. which maybe was not death but resurrection in another Ego amplified by the earth. as if in an 'upside-down sky'. including the physical one.122 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 123 He looked out of the mouth of the cave. he saw a metal basin of water appear in the air before him. At some moment during that secret. had been blocked. And he heard her order him: 'Quickly. as red as the flames of the Fiery Serpent. or sandalwood. unable either to go back. Now he could leave it. occult physiology. The Serrated Wheels turned. He was the king of Matakiterani. it refused to accept its approaching death. something remained incomplete. he wouldn't be able to touch anything with that hand. level with his chest. something had changed in that split second of doubt. he concentrated on the Moonstone between his eyebrows and made the second sign of his initiation. the 'ego'. the bird flew over him and dropped it into his hand. caught between two worlds. because the road of the third Toromiro tree had been closed to it. In reality. His name was Manu-Tara. He had passed from the lower waters to the heavenly waters. He was the keeper of the energy of the surviving island. woven from . or to go down. of Mana. the Primus homo terrenus had become the Secundus homo coelestis. tied a sling around his forehead and placed the egg in it. to a different fecling. beyond the earth. because it didn't want to be overpowered and pushed aside. while he repeated the mantra of water: 'VAM!' Vibrations rose along his spine. His brain was going to explode.Tara's egg. in which the Manu-Tara Bird would rise up out of its ashes. sometimes also represents the Serpent of Kundalini. fought against the current. The water's electricity was freed. on the Lefthanded Road mapped out by the God of the Defeated ofKaliyuga. his brain. would disintegrate. In vain. During the whole of the following year. because the conscious. In the symbology of this book the ghost vessel. transmuting them to their first level. The Manu of the age of Tara. the rebellious swimmer. An indescribable sensation of peace enveloped him. Nevertheless. in triumphant defeat. then he swam towards the tiny island of Hapu-Manu. the LivingMan-Bird. up his 'Toromiro tree'. he was the Twice Born. THE CRY OF THE BIRD He had been in the cave for a year. rational 'ego' had introduced an obstacle. because it wanted to control the uncontrollable. In his dive. the Susumna nadi. And he wore a sling made of tepu. The exit to another state. that 1 In Tantric yoga. plunge your hands into the water and splash it over your body!' A delicious coolness calmed the fire of the vibrations. he looked like a mythological being which had surfaced out of the primordial waters. and he felt his body being galvanised by a powerful energy. He had risen from his ashes. becoming paralysed. He ran towards the sea and plunged off the clifftop into the water. Then he shaved off his hair and eyebrows. towards its starting point. imprecise happening. been born from the waters. towards the point of origin. He also looked for the Manu. On the ground at the mouth of the cave sparkled a Moonstone. 'The Cry of the Bird'. the carrier of Vril. One day. water and fire. around the arm which had caught the egg. He saw her coming towards him. wouldn't be capable of resisting the vib~ations. To the rebirth of the Golden Age. the 'ego' had shown resistance to the God of the Losers. The wanmg mOon shone in the sky over Matakiterani. He only had a short time left in this world. The husband of the Goddess Tara. He realised that he was going to be destroyed in that powerful current from the vibrations of a fire which could not find an exit. THE BAPTISM OF THE MAN-BIRD In the depths of the cave. he managed to touch the submerged Mohai. He realised that his final moment on that earth had arrived. ready to spread his wings and fly off on a new adventure. She was wearing a red cloak.1 His secret channels. In the embryonic. upwards. In the blackness of the cave of Hakrongo-Manu. climbing down from the crater at the top of the volcano. At that point. He was as red as the Tororniro tree. and of the Mohai who scour the horizons. Swimming back to the island. to the loss of a greater city. There he waited. The sluice-gates opened.

the one that turns according to the present earth's time and descends to the lowest depths of Kaliyuga. Led by Wotan or Odin. uncontrolled. led by a Great White Chief. of the White Gods. reversing the exodus and the movement of the Righthanded Swastika. was dying. the white warriors. Huirakocha. coming from the volcano. They were dancing the Raslila. it turned into a thunderous roar. with the semi-animals. the mountain of the Goddess Freyja of the smooth snow-white breasts. It was the beginning of the end. the White Gods of the Morning Star. the last of the Vikings. because in their heart of hearts they blamed them for all their misfortunes. He was fighting alongside the defenders. began to make itself heard. as satanic hatred. were unable to find in themselves either the strength or the conviction to face such warlike fury as that exhibited by those demons of the south. The Man-Bird put his arm round his Beloved's waist and. up. We will have need of it. to the Ray of Green Light.' She played the flute and they both danced in a circle round each of the Manu-Mohai. The eruption followed almost immediately. In the past. the whale was caught by the crew of El Caleuche. His armies retreated to the subterranean refuge of the Gateway of Kalasasaya. Transformed into the skin of the lamb. called or atumarunas. from Asgard in the Caucasus to Shambhalla and Agharti in the Himalayas. would reconquer Asgard. which they called Hvetramannaland. near Mount Elbrus. this time in the direction of the Righthanded Swastika. swaying on their bases. they had left the city. asserting that the Twilight of the Gods would not last for ever. She carried the dog in her arms. ' She was also carrying a flute and a heart with wings ofToromiro wood. Kon. It was all happening once again. hanging from the branches of patriarchal oak trees. from which they made a Golden Fleece. going back. flew off in the direction of the midday sun. In the far distance. of Quetzalcoatl. which had lasted for a number of centuries. She brought him an aXe. Flames and lava shot upwards and rushed down the slope. of the Thousand Priests of Wotan. Kukulkan. the last of the Vikings of America. The Amazons had consorted with the race of earth people. They saw how the Mohai collapsed. Its name is Toki. You are the Toki-Manu. the matriarchal forces of Queen Gaibomilla. The island was covered with the fire of an emerging centre. returning to the point of origin.Ticsi Huirakocha. externalised. they had set out once again on the Exodus of Defeat. from City to City. had prophesied that one day the descendants of the A:sir. placed his last hope in the reinforcements which were said to be coming from the north. The great Viking chief. of the Odinic Order. spreading his golden wings. was lost. 'giants with faces as pale as the moon'. with the robots of Lemuria and Atlantis. Their features were bestiaL Their furious vengeance was directed against men. But the sorceress Allouine. 1 The Temple of the Lake of the Sun. the ally of Cacique Cari of Coquimbo. with the remainder of their decimated forces. descendant of Nayrnlap and of the White Gods. had been partly destroyed by fire. the A:sir had had to abandon their sacred city of Asgard in the Caucasus. which had been . the Irish called Huitrarnannalandia. There. Quickly. And so. or mirror-image of the one that disappeared with the Hyperborean Thule. THE REUNION atumurunas WITH JASON On the shores of Lake Titicaca. Itzarnna. in the great Temple of Tiahuanacu. left outside by the giants. 'It is the axe of Cuatan or Wotan.124 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 125 the thin bark of the three trees in the crater. and the Templars of the Grail called Albania. so as to make the great leap to the Morning Star. The sorceress Vola had also prophesied this. like the sound of chains being dragged along. another Golden Age. for their dreadful falL And perhaps they were right. It is very difficult to fight a woman who has become a demon. 'The Land of White Men'. A clanking noise. They stripped it of its skin. . Bochica. 'Keep this heart safe. The renascent Viking civilisation ofTiahuanacu. Attacked in exactly the same way by the Mongols. 1 Cacique means chief in the Quichua language. were fighting a desperate battle against the tribes of Amazons from the south of Chile. and from them to Ultima Thule in Polar Hyperborea. to the Nuptial Homeland. it swayed in the wind. It had been recreated by these white warriors who had come from the north in search of their ancestors. the Venusian giants.

It is symbolised by the lamb.ude the enemy visible. where I will wait for you to come. at the appointed time at which we will bring back the Golden Age and rebuild Tiahuanacu. like Kalki. as if they had been renewed in those flames of pure energy. He raised his sword and spoke thus to the warnors: Soldiers of the Solitary Star. he found himself surrounded by corpses. definitive battle. reach Ultima Thule. going up to the South Pole and down to the North Pole. An ancient ritual. of the Glorious God of the Fhckermg LIght. From the branch of an oak tree from Dodona.. halt the earthquake. The next evening. you have arrived at the critical moment of the battle! So much time has passed!' 'Get in quickly!' Jason exclaimed. reconquer Asgard. Huirakocha. Into battle. However. rebuild Tiahuanacu. A defeat which leaves honour intact ISa spiritual adventure which has been successful. because you will have n.' As soon as the fire began to crackle and blaze. 'None of this is real. and she sang an ancient song 1 The mantra for the Manipura chakra.:m the war of the Mahabharata by losing all but the final. I shall not die. with his helmet and cuirass. fight till the last drop of your blood is spilt. Pilgrims of the South. he The Manipura chakra represents fire. In the Bath of Tamascal. who accompanied him. He jumped into the boat and they embraced.1 '0 faithful comrade. Shortly before the end. A high-keeled boat. while the red of the twilight dyed the waters of Lake Titicaca the colour of bl~od. towards the point of origin. 3 A sacred Inca bath. While the oarsmen rowed towards their objective with their backs turned. slowly became visible in the dying light of the evening. 1 which fights against the satanic ice which comes from the farthest south. We are going to bring our guide back to life and avenge him. I 2 changed the course of the Exodus. . who was also called Rama in this centre. He thought he saw a vessel approachmg. in the Great VOld. He leapt ashore and pronounced the word: 'RAM!. It is another who has sacrificed himself for me. it is Maya. 'Build a huge bonfire. Entering the hall ofTiahuanacu. also leapt into the fire. a drakkar. They fought furiously all through that day and mght.". m the Discs of Light. Medea also accompanied Jason. . hung the Golden Fleece. 0 warriors of the White Gods. We WIll extinguish the volcanoes. correct the balance of the Axis of the Earth. 3 Sword in hand. because I will reach the Green Light through these flames. change the course of the waters of destiny. the Great Loser! Weare going to reverse everythmg. addressing himself exclusively to him. We will raise the Continent of the Spirit alongside the precarious coast of our native land . Aries. the one that is fought outside this earth. reverse the direction of the Swastika of the Exodus.' he said. leaning on his great sword. ' The great chiefs dog. when you have lost here in order to come back to life there like Kontiki (Konticsi. warriors of the Morning Star!' . was hanging and he reversed it. the sign of the Great Exodus from Hyperborea. King and Father of the Heavens). 2 He continued talking from within the flames. among whom he was numbered. By doing so. I have passed through the Secret Door to the interior. because If you lose WIth honour. they were able to talk in the star-filled night. The wife jumps into the funeral pyre where the body of her husband is being consumed. We are gomg to. he climbed up until he reached the triangle where the sign of the Righthanded Swastika. 'face white as an egg'. the Morning Star and our Lord and Prince Lucifer. And there stood Jason. the sign of Rama. the great chief leapt into it with his wife Mama Runtu. and also against the ice of the constellations. in the vast . Asgard and Montsegur. Guardians of the D~wn. Acolytes of Lucifer. withou~ ever retreatl~g. he went out through the gateway ofKalasasaya. 'My world is that of fire. it could see his and the woman's shadows go out the other side and enter the Temple of Kala sasay a. of Hvetramannaland. Illusion. . 'Constellation of Flame'. without ever surrendering! Die fighting. Perhaps these were the promised reinforcements.expanses of Father Ether and even farther beyond. fulfilling the Hyperborean ritual of Sati. too. avenging the God of the Losers. a reconquest of all that had once been lost. turning it into a Lefthanded Swastika which turns backwards. turning it into a return. 'You will make y~ur final stand in the ruins of the Temple of the Thousand Priests. in reality you will have won.. Now you must take the name of Ram a. nailed to the prow. called together his closest followers. Hollow World.The Metamorphosis 126 Nos: Book of the Resurrection oj the Elephant 127 rebuilt and had been destroyed once more in the fighting. He scanned the lake. enter the City of the Caesars.

' 'Ah. I have always thought of you! After you left. was like 'the buzzing of a hive full of a thousand bees maddened by love'.128 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephant 129 which struck deep. Jason. the tribes who interbred with the monkey. as yours was Hector. which sprmgs from the head of Siva on Mount Kailas. She's sleeping. in this America of Tiahuanacu. weighing heavily on his solar plexus. which formed the terraces of . what pain. Enraptured. joined Medea and accompanied her in singing hymns composed by the Lycian bard. We are in the Land of the Lamb. they discovered a red triangle. na. Medea has deserted me. if you only knew with what nostalgia. invisible river Saraswati.l called Manipura. I want you to meet my Beloved. of the Great Guide Rama. Because to every warrior The Gods have given a comrade. don't go yet. the Sanoham is where the two visible rivers. 'Her name here is Mama Runtu. da. dha. which had escaped from the flames. where the Three Rivers of Death meet to reverse their flow and arrive at another higher reunion. I fight for both of us. because It IS the Place of Reunion. although recently I have been calling her Allouine. meet the third. Jason said: 'Only you are with me in this critical moment. When my comrade sleeps. leaning on their lances..' In an underground chamber of the temple.' FromJason's attitude. dha. 'Jason. pa. as if surrounded by a 'sea of nectar'. ta. the two Hyperborean pnestesses. Jason? Where have you been for so long?' 'In the Intermediate Kingdom of Death. IT IS ALSO A GRAVE The two comrades walked through the darkness until they reached a wilderness area. lay down at the foot of the bier. the sadness in his voice. I watch for him. Jason reflected: 'They are the fierce "rangunes". near Banaras. ' 'Is her name Donia?' asked Jason. as though he was not dead. I would not come back to life or enter Valhalla without you. they contemplated her. I have come to meet you here. One can only reach here by carrying a branch from the golden oak trees of Dod on a. which is really Lamella . you would do so in me. because if I were to arrive. Ganges and jumna. When my comrade falls. 'HUM!' he intoned. pha. becoming the Causal Waters of Life and Resurrection. I fought for the two of us. I laugh confidently. in the imperishable depths of my heart. she lay sleeping. Because the Gods made me your comrade!' Jason gazed deep into the starry sky. A great wave of sorrow overwhelmed him. Or. in the depths of the Jewel Chamber. Olen. The comrades stood on each side of the head of the bed. listening as though he was not alive. Her golden hair hung down almost to the floor.. All this was already foretold to us by the prophecy of the sorceress Vola. distant chords in the hearts of the two friends: 'When my comrade loses heart.' 'What happened to you. are we here. perhaps. to triumph. The dog. and it is also Sita. speaking of Jason and Medea. Rarna and Sita. They climbed down onto the quayside. in the vast expanses of the stars. 1 In the Hindu tradition. rather. the way he looked at him. .' Jason smiled gently: 'Let us go. with the help of its light. of the Golden Fleece. . In the centre appeared a flower with ten petals and in each of these vibrated a root-letter: da. Her name was really Irene. This geographical point is in the city of Allahabad. I was not loyal to her.. It was a tombstone. . in the 'World of the Jewels'. I will try and recover her in the eternal return. . Opis and Arge. tha.' Watching the receding shore and the smoke from the fires. appointed by Destiny and the Noms. I carried your corpse across my shoulders. ' 'Why.the temple. And the echo of the mantra. ra. and fighting the war of the Mahabharata? What do these Andean mountains have to do with all this?' 'Y ou are asking me a question to which you well know the 1 The Sanskrit letters for the ten-petalled lotus of the Manipura chakra. They lit a bonfire and. This is the Sangham. he foresaw that the moment of parting was near. Carved in the top corner was the Lefthanded Swastika.

He tried to stay afloat by swimming. And we will meet again. I can already see these vast distances. the Giant.Ticsi Huirakocha were White Gods. beloved. the Wild Hordes of the Heroes of Parsifal. Andes is Anda: Total-Man.. He felt himself drowning. he struggled until the very end. in your memory. the Sun. You will never desert me.Tyr). They are the Elementarwesen against whom the Wildes Heer. water and air of the high peaks. like Wotan. Apollo. Siva. Also. A ship full of soldiers was also approaching across the lake. from the City of the Elephant to these plateaux on which burns the fire of the intermediate regions . in which she would be renewed. they were attacked by the enemy's boats. one war. They were accompanied by a melancholy music. All the rest is merely the involution of their Golden Age. and my consciousness to be submerged in the unconscious. the High Priest ofInti. which destroys fear. A transmutation. a process from which both would benefit. he turned to his comrade and stretched out his arm. that of the White Gods. remote lands. he rotated the Lefthanded Swastika and everything was consumed by the fire. Because . scorched by the fires of passion and war. There you WIll bnng me back to life. In my imagination. light-years. Gathered in the temple. I must bathe in the energy of this fire. Thor and Lucifer. Suddenly his vessel sank and the entire crew drowned. 'Yes. It was the puna which caused me to have this cataleptic fainting fit from which you awoke me. Before entering it. feeding this Andean lake. one civilisation. subterranean rivers meet. was about to take place. Finally a force more powerful than his conscious 'ego' asserted itself: the Causal Waters of Death. Without you I could not endure the poverty of the exodus nor the tests of the return to the Nuptial Homeland. perhaps. because to each warrior the Gods have given a comrade and to each poet-pilgrim a beloved. When they were nearly in the middle of the lake. and by the Hyperborean Trinity Ollin-Tonatiuh (OdinThor. these delicate. However. Just think.. subtle spaces where the deer roams. almost . the men of diminished stature who now inhabit the martyrised surface of the earth. And his 'ego' accepted this with the acute intuition that it could do no more. with mineral resonances. walking rhythmically from the ruins of the temple. are the surviving slaves of Atlantis and Lemuria. beloved. they await us! . Orpheus. They had corne in search of Allouine to take her to the bath of fire. In the universe. My lungs are not made for these heights ofTiahuanacu. becoming rejuvenated in its flames so as not to disappear too soon. there is only one history. Abraxas. he resisted. Sitting in the Jewel Chamber. but the weight of his armour dragged him down. dreaming of the wings of Father Ether.130 Nos: Book of th« Resurrection The Metamorphosis oj the Elephant 131 answer. The Andes are also the Spinal Column of Cosmic Man. which fired flaming arrows at them. The atmosphere here is rarified. the warriors read the Tibetan Book of the Dead. You and 1 are involutions of the White Gods. with me alone in your heart.those that lie between the earth. a melody of the high plateaux of Titicaca. telling her about the nights during their youth when they had revealed to each other their dreams of adventure and heroic conquest in unexplored. Quetzalcoatl and Kon. he recounted to Allouine the last moments of his friend Jason.. And he again pronounced the mantra: 'RAA1!' When the tomb had closed.' Jason opened the tomb. The sensation was not frightening. too. where the bridges of reunion and meeting lie and the invisib!c.. overtaking the Road of the Fathers and avoiding the Path of the Moon. an enlarging of my consciousness. These ancient ashes! DEATH AND RESURRECTION IN TITICACA For many days. ' 'I feel something strange. Odin and Quetzalcoatl will fight their final battle. until I can see those si!cnt peaks where "the fiery lily of our Eternal Love blooms". You must climb ever higher. Allouine. together we have crossed ages.' 'I can foresee our separation. Bardo Thodol. presided over by Villak Umu. in the hope that he might find the Road of the Gods. but serenely. He had to go aboard it to lead those who were still fighting. the Poems exist. which is no longer mine. palm upwards and fingers together. escaping from us by leaping to safety in the forests of the air. immeasurable distances.' The Virgins of the Sun approached them. the men-ants. as if in the rarefied atmosphere of these high plateaux. so that I can continue to climb a little higher at your side. and made the Vara-Mudra. As if my ego was about to be immersed in the divine. the animal-men who caused the cataclysm and who will bring about its repetition through their rebelliousness and their ignorant pride. they recited it to the wandering spirit of Jason. the men-"robots".. The others. in the pure Kingdom of Cosmic Poetry.

its aromatic flesh. This is the Sanoham of the Three. they were placed on a pedestal between ruined pillars.' Naked. with the palm of his hand upturned and his fingers together. The Virgins of the Sun drew diaphanous veils in front of them. if your bravery doesn't fail. Here. He made the Vara-Mudra.. the three-dimensional space begins to feel itself to be the prolongation of the fourth sphere. emerging as half man. But your name is Rudra. With him you will get back the figure of your beloved in order to clothe it with immortal substance. hiding them from view. 0 beloved Lakini. Rama. because I will have given it to your soul. and which may. destroyed in his stellar battle. and you can dream a dream that no one ever dreamed before: the way out of the Eternal Return. which you and your lover have so courageously chosen!' Someone then brought in the dog. the Twice Born baptised in Lake Titicaca. how will you be able to recognise me when you travel towards the past. Osiris. . The peaks of the Andes were transfigured in its light.within each pillar stands an angel'). a spinning world. 1 Andean mammal. in the centre of the triangle. The pillars of the temple were still standing (. where the direction of the Exodus changes. He had come back to life. Its soft moaning would announce a New Age. came to his side: 'Your name was Rama. Only the dog will recognise me by my essential perfume. If this were not so. also called the "Totality of the Jewel". Lakini said: 'Not the dog! You must enter heaven with it. dragging it along by a chain. He was the One who had Escaped from the Waters. a mirror turning back to front until it can be looked into from the other side. his head Was that of a ram. With measured tread. The fire had been lit from the ashes left by those who had passed this way before them. its rosy skin. he knew that he could make the sign that would exchange the dog for a llama. towards the Constellation of the Great Dog? There. you acquire a new name because you begin to receive an immortal soul which you had not possessed up till now. becoming the Return to the N oncreated Light. So there will be a dog from the City of Astinapura in the sky.' Feeling himself to be filled with a divine substance.. as a propitiatory rite and food for the wedding.. the Golden Fleece. was consumed by the fire. Allouine emerged from the flames. I can also hear the velvety. Today you are Osiris. And it was like a carousel.' Opis. he entered the triangular room in which she was being bathed in the fire of the energy of this centre. ' THE BURNING BUSH It was a golden dawn. You have been his loyal companion on the difficult pilgrimage to this centre. Dono tibi lucem aeternami He went towards the ruins of the temple in search of his wife Isis. In this "Diaphragm". the Reborn. And it will lie down at my feet. 1 And so the dog was saved. the Virgin of Apollo. They looked like trees climbing up towards the diaphanous peaks. Far off. You must destroy the Kaliyuga. soft sound of the tiny hooves of the young fawn which was once the lamb. Within this fire was the World of the Jewel. And the sacrificial llama. This is the meeting-place of the fire from below and the celestial light. He looked at himself in the transparent water and found himself changed. Afterwards he went up and up. It was going to be sacrificed in the burning bush. in the uncreated light. a sky. which was also like that of the dog and that of a jackal. the food of eternal A-Mor.l' I i 132 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection The Metamorphosis of the Elephallt 133 joyfully. Although he still had the same body and his armour and his golden sword. may our thoughts and tears follow you always on the sacrificial path of A-Mor. of the carbuncle which had fallen from the broken crown of Luci-Bel. the second Virgin of the Sun. The Virgins of the Sun recited: 'War is the father of all things. the conquest of all the turns of the wheel. or lamb. He found himself lying on the shore. which was formerly the elephant. Arge. She who had been reborn in the fire. where the Righthanded Swastika becomes the Lefthanded one. I won't have a face. until he reached the other side of that sky and that mirror. They were covered with ash. came and stood beside Allouine: 'Your name is Lakini. half God: reintegrated into an Archetype . as if he had been freed from a responsibility which was too great for him. climbing back up the 'light. He was Anubis. the Wife of Rudra. become the dove. the Rock of Revelation of Midday. in the distance. Roads. I can hear the hoofbeats of the White Horse of Kalki galloping towards the past. Because the Mysterium Coniunctionis was being fulfilled. rejuvenated.

from the roots of the tree of smell. my debts paid. is the road which. "Dog" spelt backwards is "God". She was holding a small book of poems by a Hindu author. was still affecting her. then. will turn you into a God. touch and taste. She was watching me with her evanescent. unrhythmic. In her musical voice. The secret of our dog is to be found in it.' . from the deepest depths. They crouch in their corner and weave their web of pale hours. as if the puna. my horse is eager to run. They count their coins sitting in the dust and call me back. the atmosphere of rarefied fire of the stifling plateaux of the 'Diaphragm'. my door has been opened. stretched out beside her window. my armour is put on. of the Pilgrim of Immortality. Thus the dog is the guide of the Blind Traveller. The dog. But my sword is forged.DEATH IN ANAHATA THE YOUNG FAWN She had returned before me from the Great Journey. Her breathing was difficult. she began to read in English: 'Beloved warrior: My bonds are cut. I shall win my kingdom! 'The English language is mysterious. otherworldly expression. I go everywhere. It is God backwards. if travelled backwards.

This power was called Ieehamtyu. pensively. A waking dream. very gently. So that it may really exist in the Kingdom of the Non-Existent. But suddenly he stopped and said: 'Who has touched my cloak and taken away my power to cure?' 'Do you know?' said Allouine.136 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Death in Anahata he who had been lost light-years plateaux of the "Diaphragm". by a delicate touch of our hands. remembering Our adventures. sacrificed on the high And suddenly we realised that we were no longer alone in our house. We called it Sita. it filled us with an inexpressible. bordered by lilies which raised their slender spikes as we passed. On each petal she drew a letter: ka. kha. Because we were of the race of A valon. we would walk along a path in the garden. The final years of the Great War were drawing to a close. In those final years of the Great War. eha. could die at will. iia. The mantra for the Anahata chakra. 1 Symbolic animal of the Anahata chakra. tha. as if we were afraid of hurting each other. It was during one of our last walks in the garden that one midday we found a marvellous flower with twelve petals. camellias and tall lilies. And I say something we had long expected because. People recognised him and began to gather round him. ta. We came up against the boundaries of an air which was quivering. we must say: Y AM!2 This is the sound which will give life to this flower. as timid as a nightingale. leaning against his cloak. We realised that it was asking us to give it sanctuary in our home. that I didn't want ever to return to this world again. predetermined joy. It did the same.a young fawn 1 leapt over our garden fence. the cottonwood tree lit the flames of its red flowers and the magnolias opened in response to the tender caresses of the moonlit nights. As if the flower of the heart was beginning to open and to give us a hint of the perfume exuded by its petals. With enormous eyes veiled by the vapour of its imponderable world. as tremulous but at the same time as ungovernable as the wind. From one of the nearby allotments or from the street . ga. gha. The Sanskrit letters for the flower of the Anahata chakra. I saw myself as a little girl once more. Noli me tangere! One day. na. 1 2 . At times. Something we couldn't control. Allouine took it to her room and looked at it for a long time. her visions.' In that Santiago spring. an alien consciousness. as if jumping uncontrollably from time to time. ja. the Lord was walking along the narrow alleyways of a city. the heart of a gentle breeze. One day. were a foretaste of the worlds which she would never be able to reach while she was alive. ea.' 'YAM!' we cried together. of protection. as if it wanted to fly by itself but didn't as yet have wings. ago. which was taking place outside us. stealing all we possessed'. a Virgin of the Sun. She was very ill. in memory of the wife of Rarna.we never knew which . She insisted that a Hyperborean priestess. something we had long expected took place. we could understand the language of the animals. jha. He was going to heal a sick child. also began to stir there. and the Lord of Voluntary Death was Matymjaya. the most beautiful roses. was being copied inside us. honey from her lips and irridescent feathers from her breast. We almost always walked in silence.' And round the flower she drew two interlocking triangles. And such was my joy and the feeling of security. 'Once I had a most beautiful dream. The sign of dissolution was Samhara-Mudra. Then she took her brushes and painted the flower. And it was as if all this. She was having difficulty breathing. the cure for her illness had still not been discovered. An incredible 'being' had slipped in 'like a thief in the night. We stood and looked at it. transmitting them to one another by a thought. it watched us for a few moments. 'This is the Non-Existent Flower. 137 In the garden of this house grew anemones. her dreams. as if it already had wings. But air was no longer entering Allouine's lungs. at the appointed time. continually expanding within the dreadful confines of the recurrent Archetype. A being from another world. which is more real than all that exists. of the Odinic Order. We took it inside and fed it with magnolia leaves that grew from Allouine's fingers. a look or an expressive movement of our heads. then immediately leapt through the window into the garden. This chakra represents air and is located in the invisible body near the heart. The female guru could make it. This spring. Some evenings. although it took us by surprise. at the feet of the Lord.

Our Evening Star appeared. Sometimes it vanished into the distance. 0. I would not be able to relate it in any other way. like Paloma. h er b e d . pamed By their immense fragility. I I leaned over her. The renewed certainty of eternal lent rises out of infinity. And it vanished from my sight. coming one after the other in my existence and in those of the defeated warriors. time. which had now become a black antelope called Tarukka. inevitable. 1 With great difficulty I followed it. . iorr of h hich transcends t e irm a brutal realisation 0 er w ies an and fi und myself crus h e d b y the enormous. I found her lymg on. h fi 1 hours in allegories o h'm g end . she enveloped er mar approac symbols. . hi b xplame un es 1L ould see apprQ. snowcovered peaks of the Andes. like the coagulated blood of twilight. there. the last years of the Great War. neck and hands partly covered in blood. I beganto ran to fetch a towel and a basin I to her face I kissed her lips d k When came . in the slightly troubling. ' 'YAM!' I replied. but she sl?n~fewater. resigned. d fixedly into the depths 0 my and drank her blood. I' And behind It all IS own 'nother II usion. I tell Perhaps none of It IS adnY t mg Iy the glorious victim of my " ' an an10n . d Flower' might be Just a I shiver in the icy polar win .ac mg e e d b h Archetype of Eterna ove c h ossesse y t e h I h like me that s e was p . e e~erything . the city of Santiago del Nuevo Extremo. Sorrow in Quichua. d softly began to recite her 'The tenuous melancholy spins Its delicate web in the soul . And the muffled murmur of memories Darkens space. the garden. magical scent of all that doesn't exist. will I wait for you... Our then-current A-Mor. 11 d that I was not to touch her. Her eyes stare. only nothmgnefss · th of this woman whom I have ' h moments 0 d ea hi b yond Especially t e anythmg inc in in t thiIS Hi I ved more mthan I e. .2 raised one of its hooves and pointed out the peaks of m y homeland to me. w 0 ' h l' . spread Over the city until they enveloped the high. f hi life? More even t an . filled with a presentiment. nothingness. the fawn escaped from the house. I thought.t nons 0 t IS I . The other is the Huelen. as this is the only form in which I can understand anything in it: inventing a meaning for it. Veils of purple. consoling myself for so many misfortunes. Like Condor. Or perhaps my kiss a shaking her titanic resistance. the Pilgrims of the 1 . In the pine forests at the top of the hill. All is death. I clasped her hands between poem to her: mme an . or rather.138 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection Death in Anahata Dawn 139 And the Non-Existent Flower of the Heart opened up for us. conclusion.. of all that will never exist. motionless. so as to dream my life better through it. te she became afraid of the h' g For a m111U . end . a memory. And I returned to the dark streets. 1 soul and told me everyt 111'. we stopped to gaze at the dusk falling over Santiago. At that same moment. The fawn. I know that my story may seem too strange and allegorical. And in this way we reached the Tupahue (Abode of God). one of the two hills outside our city. f wash her hands an nee . rnyse f from time to ionsv S hat I h ave ca lIed my 'Non-EXIstent . 'A fruit for Allouine. but it would always stop to look at me with its smoky eyes whenever it thought that I wouldn't be able to find it again. The leaves fall. The fawn began to climb it with great leaps which were sometimes almost twelve petals high. . of all that has never existed. I was convinced that Allouine was dying once more. I followed it for hours. Deve opm h th ead And slowly impregnates eac r Of frozen mist. However. h d weakened her in her strugg e. I bent down and picked up a dried flower. I ran into the street after it. beyond everyt mg. Fearing that it might be knocked down by the traffic.. a diaphanous longing. 'There. hi more than pure fantasy. 2 It is said that the Anahata A Quichua name. lotus flower has twelve petals. a premonition of something that had already happened many times and Was now about to be repeated.. with her face. mental creations. Very gently. I I. w . 0 Gods! a e in face of the end which she How could her superhuman ~oudr g I s it was that she believed. . enveloping her house.

You alone can bring me back to life. I must not die so that you will not die.. she got out of bed and fetched a winged heart made from Toromiro wood. which were fading away. The soul turns and turns Within the black space. sobbed: 'Don't go away again. ' Death in Anahata 141 She placed the heart on her breast. my bones and my breath. Because 1 opened up your heart as though with a knife. a sound made 'as if two things were rubbing together' could be heard. and drew me down on top of her. I began to breathe for her. oJ I . placing my mouth over hers. our Morning Star. on top of her nightgown. fighting to prevent the shadows from swallowing you up.' I took her in my arms and. help me .. you have triumphed over life.. I shall make myself immortal. For. !' In a corner of the room. and a topaz. precious wood! Don't forget that resurrection belongs to the realm of magic. which was growing colder and colder.. ' I covered her body with kisses. you will be my coffin of perfumed. by your death. vanishing . It is so similar to life because it always seems as if something is about to happen . You have ensured that I will love you above all else and carry you in my blood.. she referred to the legend which we had dreamed of living: 'Santiago is enveloped in mist.' 'THE LAND OF TEARS IS SO MYSTERIOUS' Clutching her body. and I entered it and will live there for all your eternity.' With a great effort.' 'Help me! 1 can't breathe any more. with her last ounce of strength.. inside her. for the last time. see with your eyes.. Crackling and magical. The warm flame grows and grows. saving you from the terrifying waters of death. trying to stop the spread of the cold of death. My beloved. where . Blooms the fiery lily of eternal love. I shall but love thee better after death. everlasting return . Where.you will be in it. until I felt faint. As long as my ego exists . Inside it are tiny things: a silk handkerchief stained with her blood.. Conceiving a vague desire for self. A winged heart which might possibly enable us to fly to the silent white peaks where the fiery lilies of eternal love bloom.. 1 shall live for as long as you live. I shall never forget the way in which she looked into the depths of my soul. she threw her arms round my neck and. The spark creates. Thus I found myself one day. For you... of what mayor may not be. The mists disperse in its heat. This city is a beating heart.. In the silence of the white peaks. I shall love with your soul and your body. 1 give you my eternity. my being. And 1 say to you again that you will have no other companion in this life or in the gloomy depths of the grave. she caressed me and kissed me. wrapped in her golden hair. 1 shall breathe with your breath. her birthstone in this turn of the wheel. Ah. and a small bag of golden brocade. as if someone had entered or gone out. Then. For the last time'. You will always find my grave here. In a weak voice and with a slight smile playing on her lips. a silver laurel leaf won in the last Great War by a warriortroubadour. you must not die. To our Non-Existent Flower. I shall not die. We still have so much further to go! Years. don't leave me here alone. anxiety and repentance. ? And she begged: 'Lord. hear with your ears and try to think with your brain. in the eternal. raising your throne in my heart. centuries. Because you alone know my real name. And so.. she explained to me: 'This is Meister Eckhart's "Tiny Spark". the Nuptial Homeland! Once again I have been unable to hold on to you. in the grey fog of hope. And she lay still. my cells. so that we had only one heart between us. how can I make it crackle inside my soul again! Mehr Licht!' 'I love you more than anything in this world and all the others. until we reach the City of Dawn..' 'For you. 'like a flame in a place without wind. questioning me with her last remaining forces.140 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Twisted by the strident clamour Of the being which struggles To escape the inevitable. Then she gave me the small bag which has never left me since. And. if the Gods choose.and it will always exist .

1 dressed her as a bride and carried her body to an agate bench in the Enchanted Garden. can world exist but within. for ever. beloved. 1 must travel because to every warrior the Gods have given a comrade. On the gravestone. . 1 made the sign that destroys read these lines of Rilke's: 'I must travel to a country you never saw. H.' And thus the grave of my Beloved has remained.142 Nos: Book of the Resurrection holding her stiff hands.' Beneath the flower that she had drawn. although it was as closely akin to you as one half of your senses. in the springtime of my native land. Lawrence had said to us: I wrote the words that 'A dead flower is not the corpse of a flower. continually putting my mouth to hers in a constant effort to breathe for her. in the hope of being reunited with her one day in the vast icefields of the deep south and of death.' fear and And these lines of Shelley's: 'Hope till Hope creates From its own wreck the thing it contemplates. My tears ran down her dead cheeks. Attempting to force that gate which refuses to open. And on the same stone 1 carved the following. also by Rilke: 'Nowhere. D. I carved the symbol of the Lefthanded Swastika.' Yes. in the city of my heart. who will continue fighting for both when one has already gone. of the Road of Return along which 1 would now have to travel alone. 1 dug a grave and buried her. Standing beside her grave.

Of course. I have stopped at this point. the "ego" dissolves in the waters of death. There are those who obtain liberation at the moment of death. his real \1 • . only the one who has become alive. when the dead person is swallowed up by the Whale of Death. I am in the presence of the Master. returning to this life in other turns of the wheel. 'The "ego" is really a reflection of an Eternal Form. 1 look at him with vacant eyes. The Master doesn't speak the commonplace words of sympathy. 'You now have forty-nine days in which to help her. the Midnight Sun of the ancients. "as a flame lights other flames". the dejection particular to a change of state. he doesn't feel pity. Then follows the diminution of this light and the indecision of the choice of paths. The tWOpaths beyond the grave are: the path of the fathers . one has the presentiment of a great light. because this feeling doesn't exist between us: either I am able to overcome the pain of my wounds or I have to stop my journey. when the spirit leaves the body. Lacking the strength to continue my journey.of those who return . a little like she used to do. 'In the moment of death. whoever has followed a discipline of initiation in this life will be in a position to overcome this great crisis of dejection and arrest the slow process of decomposition. and those who die in ignorance. In death.THE MASTER SPEAKS ABOUT WHAT FOLLOWS DEJECTION Once again. who has managed to wake up. of the "N ame written in the Book of the Stars".and that of the Gods. When consciousness disappears. in a prolonged dream. takes this eternal form. as if caught between two worlds. without personal memory.

"into an upside-down sky". nen w 0 as been waiting for him beside a difficult path in death." ment of rhi lif . 'The grave mistake of the externalised woman. concrete for lik h ea man. which tr: ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE MIRROR 'It seems that in death th h k becoming visible for thee ~ ad ras are externalised. each chakra being a heaven . THE TRANSCENDENT LIGHT 'The . the exterior and interior surface of a star. A woman is Kundalini.. and in the Vishuda chakra. Because "chastity is a fortune which stems from an abundance of love. Whoever has experienced mystic death during his life is already the Lord of the Two Worlds. fl. A woman has no soul.. The woman's road is that of magic. cut. A woman has no eternity. expressing themselves in Zodiac D·C~ 1 e th e astrological heavens. ' going to look at one's b d 6 e rp IC eavens. from the summit of your own head.. is to attempt to follow a form of yoga when she herself is a form of yoga. like the invisible river Saraswati. is produced in the Anahata chakra. the energy of Vril must be preserved. ' conquenng are the same' ("Lig~t s:ogr ILmsehlfl~?MIt. which descends from Mount Meru. e can do this because In life he was able to in S C_. assuming that he has e bosom of death as I·qt uhesdtIObn.. She is the soul. there as here. it must never again be repeated. of the Valkyrie who has become an Amazon. 'The great crisis of consciousness.. great test. its A-Mor. when the " SI ·1ver stnng . lasts three dejection YTh· t IS ISdwhen the being finds itself in a state of great "J • e erm ay IS a symb I" . e r Llchtl) And i ·11b 1· a reumon with an old 6· d h h . h . a een outsid Hi Th survives will have to be able to identify :. They are different states of being. the min . no Kundalini to awaken. within the . the obverse and reverse of a mirror. beyond which rational consciousness is unable to go. doubt as to whether to continue along the path.t~~hi~ ~·ght e ego who every doubt reco nisi hi . filled to the brim with the liquor of immortality. whoever has y 0 IS caras In life does not follow the . To die is like passing to the other side of a mirror.. . dejection.' at . ThIS IS the. which is the face of hi .. un created lIght. In t e absolute idealisation of the woman. for the initiated hero. SInce this state . absolute woman sacrifices herself voluntarily. irst may seem definitive h d d ppearance of terrestrial consciousness as if 0 a entere a Black Hole . 'The secret path of yoga along which you are travelling is only for the warrior. After an early darkness which fi because of the disa. Thhe shape of hIS chakras. of the Eve who was left outside by the Giants and who enters into competition with man.. There ISa been able to ask th to ~arry him away. the umbilical cord whi h ioi hi IS ire IS or four da s This i IC JOInS im to Mother Earth." The treasure must be guarded. immolating herself in order to give her eternity to her lover. WIt ItS nectar and its poi I hi achieved the efficac f hi h kOIson. 'Life and death are two opposite faces of the same coin. like a violent light like :'at:hnote. n It WI e Ike spring. ousan t un ers . 0 y. transcendent light that the dead m an perceives at the mo o comp ete disconnection . She hands her lover the chalice of the Grail. the chakra of the ether and the throat. In t e magic or. It is not a path for a woman.a~~ wntten in Disc which also comes' .. can continue du . the Mvsterium Coniunaionis. Hesitation. imposing her feminine power. in the anxious yet serene hope that he will bring her back to life. The authentic.0 IC expression. the face of his soul.' A WOMAN HAS NO SOUL. She is Eternity. ' e Ig t. from Siva's forehead. so to speak. with the "p 1 f d' nge s an emblematIC animals eop eo reams" ofth 0 hi h . It finds itself in th b 1 a s at~ 0 listening to the primordial sound i e a so ute. her matriarchy. nng many terrestnal ages. To die IS like . said and a hell g . She dies externally and he maintains the sacred chastity of the Knights of the Grail.146 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Master speaks about whatfollows 147 ~:~~e~ndJives it a face:.oddess In every secret corner of his Beloved's b d . eternal love. like "falling out of one's skin into the soul". SHE IS THE SOUL The Master pauses. 0 y rom outside. because a woman has no chakras. h stall a nte of loveless A-M . with their houses of the . I~S~eal . irtcrent eavens WIth a I d . metaphysically they . the stars. 'Once the symbolic possession has been accomplished. its without-death element.. . The cosmogonic body of cosmic man: bee H ' Swedenbor ' ause eaven has the shape of a man. d awa k ens to ' t ne f supernatural lucidity. Because a woman is the world of the chakras through which the hero must travel. the chakra of the air and the heart. n trns way.

Who else but those who had managed to immerse themselves in cosmic poetry could give us those descriptions and paintings of beings with many heads and arms.lt~ted warrior . helping you overcome the " "b whene Ike ego. DON'T STAY IN ANAHATA speak of it? The hallucinatory descriptions given by the ancients exceed even our most fantastic imaginings. don't stay in this city In ere she died. A non-engendered ple Sure ad' a. It just isn't possible. exchanging his corpse for a sword. gnosis. creates the thing it contemplates. 'This is the supreme delight of non-engendered leasure of ~nthought thoughts. if you wish to stop. the cowardly. from the ancient sun fro t e Mormng Star. consciousness and bestows Absolute Personality. who heroically puts her e~ermty at risk in order to give her lover immortalit and the possibility of resurrection.148 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Master speaks about whatfollows 149 doesn't exist. there is no room for the faint-hearted. you must continue your march to the end. wisdom. The female Sophia gu~u of the soul. Only the Wild Hordes of Odin and Parsifal will achieve the Grail. ecause di ver you 00 at yourself in the clear waters of her pool and iscover that half your face is her face you won't say "I" b t NOS (We). the reality surpasses all that the imagery. through its perseverance.is a Hyperborean priestess. He has come back to life without leaving a dead body in his grave.h rvme. he wan i Iva crowne WIth th e wanmg moon. 'Even if you abandon the struggle. permanent. v Urna. not connected to the brain Th B I memory . endless pleasure als~ XIS s e Ill. of the beloved flowing permanen~lY thro~gh t e flyer of nectar of unremembered memory. m deepest midnight. Only one who is born a hero or a warrior has a place in our order. Ecstatic Orgasm IS an effulgence which breaks through the bo un d so ffi'Inlte . because he has de~ache~ himself from hIS physical conditionality. She is the Priestess of Eternal love. e can only speak of all this figuratively. like the Glorious Body of the Gnostics. The God of Desire i~arda'Ehas bbeen destroyed by the ray of light projected from th~ ir ye. The Hyperborean Dropas of Tibet did so with Ja-lus. expandg your consciousness. by Vril. the dove. constant. their incorruptible body. against all the Gods and men. flowing down from the head of S' d . The places of those who will 'I~ spite of your immense pain and sadness. The Jon magicians of Tierra del Fuego called it Huaiyuhuen. It must be gained through merciless combat at every hour of every day of your life. breaking in the gates of the City of Eternal Life. at the point you have now reached. in the opposite direction to the current of the River of the Age of Kaliyuga. without the assistance of any God. of Gods with elephants' bodies? And however incredible it may seem to us. a Virgin of the Sun of ia uanacu. . from city to city. A criminal or an anarchist will be better conditioned than a bourgeois. ~he woman who gives this magic possibility of A-Mor to the . indecisive or cowardly man. The course of the river must be reversed i~ ord In to end the involution of the Kaliyuga. He possesses a body which will survive even in ultimate dissolution. metaphor or painting can reproduce. from flower to flower. she who Courses through the blood the f 1' p~Ilosopher. ' ema e . ts apogee IS the state of endless exaltatIOn that replaces all fleeting sensations of potency. as in the yoga of the Ancient China of the giants. Sophia. ecstatic voluptuousness. she who has died and buried herself 111 your bones and in your veins. ~~ eternal. made up of other elements. 'He who entered the city had to clothe his immaterial body with the immortal energy of Vajra. the se arat permanent ecsta~y of the Tantric hero.. Overcome your feelings. It must be invented. eenng. "Rainbow Body". Because will. immortality is conditional. The Siddha magician calls it Siddha-rupa. 'In the Great War. Just as a non-generated fire exists behi~d ~I~It eb I~e. 'Thus. How else could we . ' u 'W . against God. the Virgin of the Grail. Only the Lord of Pure Will can march to the end. the turns of the wheel t~~ gen~~at~ons of death. s?e IS Alloume. recreated. a transcendent orgasn WIt out beginnin d I' 1. g or en. They only need a push in the right direction. She now lives in your unthought thoughts. beyond forgetfulness and . The Egyptians called this ability to maintain oneself erect in death Sahu. who made themselves immortal with a Che-kai body.' A memory w hiICh IS e e oved IS now the hidden beloved. you have incurred punishment from heaven and hell because of your attempt. It is useless to try and represent it in words. . It isn't for everyone. physical pleasure. 'The places have almost been filled. continue the Journey of i:mortalIty. Immersed in that cosmic poetry.

the logos spermatikos. a symbolic legend. singled out In an Akaslc. into Hamsa:2 him and her separated and united for ever. ' man's body. in their turn.mantra for Sunya. the Ether. the force of gravity is overcome and the appearance and disappearance of the Discs of Light that "know the thoughts and feelings of men" is directed. beyond any physical comparison or p~~~h~. at the top of the invisible head." And the shape of the man is the reproduction of the shape of the' sky. starting from a correct height. this "lucky occurrence filled with meaning". She is your woman. in both directions and in various spaces. She conceived you spiritually. the White Gods built Tiahuanacu. that the Vimanas rise into the air. The Discs of Light may come and rescue you before the great catastrophe. The hand of the sower scatters many seeds but onl a ~ew bear fruit. THE LORD OF THE NAMES ~ i 'The Living Word acts on the internal cosmic centres which produce the external. with the cosmic language of the inaudible mantras. On this level. The road is synchronistic. which. this earthly form? Because it is the only one. And so he could transform the Saham. as in the interplay of an infinite number of mirrors. hidden in the earth. a Hyperborean sorceress-yogini. belonging to an immortal re~urrecte. to the Land of ResurrectIOn. a command-word for physical and nonphysical reality. the Macrocosm. the atomic Gods. physical for~. not even yourself? 'When I refer to the resurrection of your Beloved. "What is within is WIthout. It IS also by means of inaudible sound. don't imagine that this IS only an allegory. is the substratum of this phenomenon and of every act of one's life. the VOId. In the beginning was the Word. from the largest. without God. the particle. When you wake up internal centres of superior consciousness. You are her child. The substance of Akdsa is the inaudible sound. 'With this legendary Hyperborean knowledge. so it was said. and so she never lost her magic virginity.the Tao of ancient China. the word is the living word. as Paracelsus called It . what is above is below. And they are sufficient to make bread. visible. Your Beloved can also be brought back to life WIth the same body. But he who has entered the "City of the Inaudible Word" reads in nature as if in a book written in a language full of meaning. depend on meanmg . You must give birth to it shortly: at the end of your pregnancy WIth the son of mystic death. you transfigure the landscape of the extenor earth. She never had children of the flesh. The secret enchanted cities also exist. "The sky has the shape of a he mantra for the Sahasrara chakra. the faces imprisoned in the planet's mountains and the non-natural islands and continents. she made you pregnant With eternity. how can I bring her back to life?' 'With the living word. without a king. Buddha was a chastnya. passing to the other age. if you have c~lled. cosrnic register. 'You may think: why this body. in which sounds are expressed by the direct vision of the substance of things. to the smallest. ~~stIned f?r you SInce the beginning of time. . the Living Word. h." it has been said.e . But how many times do you believe you love someone and in reality you love no one.' 'Master. And before she left.150 Nos: Book ojthe Resurrection The Master speaks about whatJollows 151 be imm~rtalised. It is the magic voice of command. a voice which cannot be heard by any material ears. but immortalised.l the Nirvanic "I am her. Orphic music. cosmically speaking. the Mohai of Easter Island. and c~n a~so ~atenalise the astral body. energy.' But this IS not spoken of in the Kaliyuga. The word of command given by the one who attains this supreme plane of synchronistic meaning. all the Gods. passes through hierarchies until it imposes itself on the very vibration that determines and coheres matter. a language that he knows and understands. HOW CAN I BRING HER BACK TO LIFE? 'She is waiting for you somewhere in the universe. which has shut itself off from ordinary man through dreams and fantasy. 'Only loving like a pure madman can you continue along the roa~. The earth WIll be left fallow for an eternity. Stonehenge. and controlled the course of the stars at will.d ~ace. the voice itself of things. will be like a ray of light or a flash of lightning which. of the warrior caste.'It is related that Buddha also conquered the temptation of NIrvana thanks to a female guru.'. free. the adamantine Ray of Light.Agnppa s Eidelon - . the word. on them correctly. And in the end also. Akdsa. Material vibrations are the resonance of other more essential vibrations.

ithout the Word. m the meantime. inscribed m the scroll of light of Akcisa. only With the ~rynx. too. possess a sound. from the Gods to mankind. although sometimes a delicate synchronicity is produced within a turn of the wheel. w~ites and writes. of the Hyperborean. In this way. more than what you have been able to say. I have called you by it a number of times and you didn't hear me. too. Never speak or write in this way. a key note. somatic. And finally it must occur only m the mind: becoming a purely spiritual act.. as the Hindu greeting says: Namaste. "Of the God within you". It is a mantra. "as hard as diamond": the Adamantine Body. 'Master. The name to which we refer corresponds to the supratemporal being and has nothing to do with the intimate. Then it is inscribed in the genealogical tree of the family. If there is still a world for them in a post-technological age. how can I bring her back to life? 'With the mantra that acts on the seed of the phenomenon. Master of the Sceptre of the Adamantine Voice. close to the ether of Akcisa and have discovered her real name. always in . with its sign and its mantra. evokes phantom sounds and ghosts. with such difficulty and singularity. family name.' . Then its rep~tit~on must become a mere outline. If anything is to remain after you. 'You must discover your Beloved's real name if you are to bring her back to life. The initiate of our order is given his real name when he has successfully undergone the most difficult tests. and this name may also be symbolic. The Gods must obey those who know their names. without magic. Our order has a special rite for this. only with the hand "of the dead who bury their dead". They are the names of the God and Goddess to whom they will give a face. you will be the Lord of the Names. without power. you wouldn't hear me. which will one day inspire the souls of the young heroes who will come after you and Will also fight the difficult battle. 'If! were to call you by your real name now. In current parlance: the individual. leading backwards.152 Nos: Book of the Resurrection \ The Master speaks about what follows 153 disintegrating and reintegrating it at will. chromr. If. the Gods and the demons will be your servants. 'When you possess this power. an eternal designation. It is filled with the meaning of the root note. one acquires the power to decompose and recreate it. because the primordial power has been lost. It is also a mantra of voluntary death and resurrection. genetic code has been deciphered. is also a lefthanded road. a mysterious lucky occurrence filled with meaning. don't reveal it to anyone but your comrade and your beloved. it isn't arbitrary. and the will to power. echoes of real names. The creative vibration acts upon the internal and external centres of the universe. Because It Will be what you don t say. with the rhythmic sounds of a magic language behmd which hide the essential letters of the little mothers. towards the point of origin. I will always come. concentrating on achieving the correct intonation. But you must only use it if you find yourself in mortal danger. 'The Living Word has various dimensions in relation to pow-. actualising the subtle phenomenon of un created light behind the audible mantra. you Will be 111 a position to clothe her in the red mantle of resurrection and with the diamond of immortality. THE SEAL OF THE WORD 'The road of the mantra. 'The signs of our order are the seal which is placed upon the word the mantra and the immortal flesh With which It IS covered. awaiting its actualisation. "I greet the God within you. The spoken word stands at the very bottom of the involuted scale." 'The essential name cannot be chosen. with his larynx. entering as if through an openmg. . All beings. in the immortal circle of the Hyperborean initiation. And yours. and never reveal anything. By discovering what it is. He who knows sorneone's real name gains control over that person's life and death. Orphic Cabbala. Sow your words and ~our writings in the deep. 'He who only speaks audibly. one comes back to life with a body of Vajra. being the faint echo of the inaudible Word. speaks. on the Tree of Life. First must come the hypnotic repetition of the mantra. It is inscribed in the Book of the Stars. The elemental spirits. you have managed to catch up with the actual form of your dead lover. The secret has been penetrated. of incorruptible Red Matter. are gone.cipher. He speaks and. which is travelling through the light. I will give you mine so that you can call me when I have left. When you know your real name. even in your dreams. an essential name. But you must sing in code. Thus: the sign i~ also the word expressed through its creative . infinite powers of the Pllgn~s of Longl~g.

And the steps of the Noble animals of the earth turn into flight. in the waves of its music. stored in the memory of the light. 155 vibration. Oh! Who can guide The wandering ship towards those golden shores! I direct my longing upwards. as if in jest. the imprisoned seed Breaks its coat. would reproduce them eternally by means of its vibration alone. as in the past The arms of Zeus did the fortunate youth. also. Ether's favourites. into my nascent breast. In the Sea of Death. ' Then. if the world and mankind were to be destroyed. It is the creation of the world by the gesture: the word concentrated in a formula. by common accord. It is for this. But. You will find it by travelling towards the past. Even before my mother took me in her arms And her breasts nourished me. In this way. 'You have travelled from a long way down. a long way off. we mentally recited Holderlin's Elegy: 'No God. Where your blue waves girdle strange shores. like those birds which meet in the middle of the ocean having flown from opposite continents. that beings love you And fight and incessantly Struggle towards you Injoyous growth. Divine Ether! Does not the plant Ether! Through all the regions Of the earth The longing to live in your gardens drives us. And my heart stricken with longing Miraculously yearns to fly with them. you nourish all things with your nectar. Skim over the grass. Live and play happily in the eternal Porch of the Father. from the garden of your childhood.154 Nos: Book of the Resurrection I The Master speaks about whatfollows Seek you with its eyes? To meet you. And like a zephyr it roams Scarcely visible in the thickets. The hooves of the deer. you descend towards me . And its explosion of Green Light. In which part of the universe will you regain your Beloved? Where? You alone can find it.' FA THER ETHER There followed a silence in which we looked at each other. And I long to climb to the peak Of the Alps And there implore the eagle who is Speeding by To carry me. You are governed by it. in the register of Father Ether. they. And the inaudible word would once again be evoked. From this prison To the grandiose Porch of Ether. Whispering. The fortunate birds. trying to meet in that zone of the unspoken word. A smiling Homeland seems to call me From above. Divine beverage. the existence of the sign which represented them. to this cemetery of doves where your beloved lies. He stretched out his hands and touched my ring: 'The seal on your ring is the seal of resurrection. o Father o Father. Towards the darkening distance. Pouring sacred breath. no man Raised me. from the deepest depths. from flower to flower. You lifted me tenderly.

If you are able to get her back. will never again waste or exhaust her. there are huge invisible "black holes" which may be the gateways to other universes that are totally different to the one in which we live. it reaches the "horizon of events". There it will stay for some while until it also disappears. 'When you mount the White Horse of Kalki. sightless eye that makes its presence felt through the events it creates and by which it is surrounded. The impulse which led to the breaking of the Egg of HIM-HER and HER-HIM. You will see her coming towards you from the future which you have overtaken. to meet your dead lover in the Ocean of Light. and you will find yourself sitting once more at the window in the evening light of that city in which she died. a counter-initiation. You will go back to the place m which you have never ceased to be. she will be yours for ever. And although everythmg may be the same as before. The eternal recurrence of the light has come to an end. because you will have entered immobility. or a trap. of the eternal return of the same thing. it will seem as if it is not the same . which you will have regained. of the recurrence of the turns of the wheel. pass through here 'Y ou will go back to live close to the flowers of your country . as of old.. " THE ASTRAL TUNNEL 'It would seem that the energy. Will the same thing also happen to the mystic death of the "ego" and to the darkness which. governed by diametrically opposed laws an anti-matter. which is the speed oflight. with the self-same body. it will be absorbed. where they create the roots o~ new co.ces itself as a screen. any localised movement rocks the universe. And her return to light and time. turning into a "black hole" which alters everything and slowly sucks in and devours whatever approaches it and even what is far away from it.. its image will remain floating outside for a long time and may therefore be mistaken for the real body until. that speed greater than light.incidences and produce the acausal phenomena filled with meamng. you will fall once more into the garden of your chlldh?od. Because it is in A-Mor and in the atom in the atomic Gods.156 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection From the flowery top of the fruit tree. Because none of it can be achieved unless you love like a pure madman.. Light has no power to escape from this place. A chance-destiny.. where the language made up of audlb~e words pla. the anti-gravitational Discs of Light. Kahyuga must be defeated inside you. They might represent the way out of the circle of circles. the Golden Age will first ret~rn 111 your soul. on the death of the body. "it will seem as ifit is not the same. or a mask. without anyone ever being able to discover what happened to it or to its real body. And in this way you will discover that "she has never been dead and has never been alive". the will to power. Father Ether! And you yourself calm My racing heart. precedes the explosion of new. And anything you do or fail to do will have repercussions throughout the whole of creation. 'Our martial order encounters the same dangers and assistance in the cosmos as here on earth. beyond the "top of. It disappears. They might also represent what has been called the demon. has left a secret entrance for the "apparent coincidences". because it is beyond the comprehension of animal-men. Because l~ you ~ake the great leap into the void. between the mind and reality. That is to say. which was introduced into the world as an alien element. and time. ' 'Once this point has been reached. it will be the "selective resonances" which will carry you like they carry the birds. consuming its own light. moving faster than the speed of light. 'Something has fallen in on itself. Entire galaxies become "hypnotised" by this invisible. And it will be you who will decide her resurrection. moving ever more slowly.. ' THE RETURN TO THE BEGINNING OF LIFE The Master speaks about\what follows 157 speed. or without any laws at all. 'In the cosmos. that those things which do not exist occur. I again live Close to the flowers of the earth.the fruit tre~ . uncreated light? Will it be the Black Sun which extinguishes the Golden Sun to give entry to the Ray of Green Light? Will the Vimanas.. And you will have to stop and walt for her. an anti-energy. travelling at such a . the nothingness. If a body approaches it. 'All this is A-Mor. beyond all the categories which are understandable to the darkest age. And happy. However. This mystery is unknown to the age of Kahyuga. Then you will fill her with meaning.

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towards other parallel or diagonal universes? Perhaps the light, when it has gone through this astral tunnel, reappears afterwards in another universe, changed, transfigured. Is this light of our world the shadow of another, more real light? Must one let oneself go, sucked in by a "black hole", in order to reach a state which is possible although it has never before been imagined even by the greatest dreamers of longing? 'Our order of warriors aspires to pass from this visible light of the Golden Sun, which is the shadow of the light of the Black Sun, to that indescribable state, that non-existence of the Ray of Green Light, where our exalted guides dwell. And from there to return hand in hand with our beloved. 'But there is a time for everything on the Second Earth and also in the plans of death. You will have to hurry to stop your Beloved being lured to the horizon of events and swallowed up by a "black hole" in which you will never find her again. Because she will have fallen into it without you.

image and that of your beloved, fulfilling the ultimate mystery, as children and envoys of the terrestrial light to the universes which lie beyond. 'The magic officiant of resurrection, the carrier of Vajra, the mysterious initiator of the process on this side of things, is LuciBel, the Morning Star, the star of your initiation and your homeland. Its light in this world is a premonition of the Ray of Green Light. 'Listen to me carefully. Only within this cosmic poetry is there hope. Because only poets, who have searched in their hearts, have been able to find the bond which connects what is and what is not. And perhaps they know things that the Gods, in the highest of all heavens, don't know.'

THE CA THAR STARS 'Who are these white stars, these supernovas, the remains of stars which, after committing suicide in the Endura like a Cathar Paifait, have left their hearts beating in the firmament as signs to tell us that the great secret has been penetrated? Perhaps they might be able to help us, perhaps we might come to understand them, because they are our friends. When they disappear, they leave in their place some tiny messengers which are also white and which go on beating, pulsating, moving their other lights, as an aid to the pilgrim, like torches which "light his way with their dreams". Because they were also warrior-monks, troubadours, Minnesiinger of cosmic space, who loved beyond life and death with eternal A-Mor. They know the secret of how to achieve immortality through endurance and adamantine concentration and could give us the formula which would enable us to cross the horizon of the event without disintegrating and pass through the "black holes" as if they were an astral tunnel, without losing our terrestrial light, becoming the envoys of this world and this light to the other light. Because resurrection and immortality must be achieved in our universe of visible light. Only with the incorruptible body of the White Gods will you be able to go beyond the Black Sun without losing your

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I accompanied the Master to the end. No one else was with him at the moment of his departure. We were alone till the very end. And I have never seen him again. It was as if he had disappeared into the invisible world of the Black Sun. But I know that he will come if I ask him for help in the battle, if I call him by his real name. He will also be with me till the end. I travelled extensively all over the world. It was my pilgrimage in the exterior world, in a 'synchronistic' way, I suppose. And I have written about.this search, 'singing in code', as he advised. I will not repeat it. I went to both poles, I lived in India for many years, I climbed to the top of Montsegur, I searched for the oases of ice in the Antarctic, the entrance to the Hollow Earth and the Cities of Agharti and Shambhalla in the Himalayas, and the City of the Caesars, the Giants and the White Gods in the Andes of my childhood. And one day I found myself once again in my city of Santiago de la Nueva Extremadura. And 1 walked along the same streets, stopping in front of the window through which she had once looked at me, beside a garden in which her gravestone could still be seen. (,The grave watered by tears. 0 you, fields of wheat!') The dog had remained on this spot, without eating or sleeping, for all these years. It howled and howled. And it was its howling that made me come back. I caught hold of its lead and took it with me. As we walked away through the streets, towards the foothills of the Andes, I sang a song taught to me by my father, who had died long ago:

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Another day, I was visited by the tiny blue bird, which used to sing at my Beloved's window in the mornings of long ago. And it began to trill in a way which brought joy to my heart again. I greeted it saying: 'Tiny bird Singing at my window, Thank you, my tiny bird, For the beautiful morning. ' The blue bird stretched out its wings and opened its feathers, as if it were a peacock of the gardens of Vrindavan, where Krishna danced with Radha. The blue sapphire, the lapis lazuli, the amber of Hyperborea, the amaranth, the wild blackthorn the cinnabar the gold which can be drunk, all came together, we~e transfigured and began to dance before my eyes. Or, rather, before my Third Eye, my Vril, my Urna. Because the Bird of Paradise, Allkamari,l had come to dance at my window for days and nights, to comfort me, making me partake of its pleasure which has no beginning and no end. Its ecstatic orgasm. And before it was swallowed up by the night, crossing the Black Sun, the Bird of Paradise looked at the sky, far above the peaks of the Andes, and exclaimed: 'The Father and I are one!' 'OM!' I replied.f THE TRIAD I know that it is very possible that I have been talking to myself all the time, from the beginning of this story, that the Master, my Beloved and I are only one person, that my 'ego' is playing these tricks on me and has been putting my own thoughts, dreams and 'mental creations' into their mouths. In one word, my poetry. What can I do in this case? How can I get out of this 'ego', escape from its game, its dance of mirrors? How immense is the solitude of the Trialogue!

I built the house exactly as I had seen it in our waking dreams. I spent most of my time in the tower, reaching it by means of the s~cret passageway beside the fire. From that height, I had a dazzling VIew of the eternally snow-covered peaks, especially at dawn and at dusk, when they were dyed with the colours oflonging, covered in a sea of red or purple and a mantle of liquid emerald. At daybreak, when the Morning Star appeared, I would meditate, seated in my chair of Toromiro wood. I always held the sword called 'Blood Memory' and wore a golden cape from the City of Udaipur. In this way, I was the Guardian of the Dawn, the Pilgrim of the Dawn. Every evening, I would meditate again. And there were times when I spent the whole day in this state, stretching a golden string between dawn and dusk so that time flew by. And my midday became my midnight. And thus I was also the Guardian of the Dew, of the Waters of the Moon. One evening, the poet Holderlin visited me in my tower. He stood there outlined against the evening light, which 'washed away the colour of the mountains drop by drop', 1 and recited his Elegy to Father Ether to me. We took leave of each other saying 'HAMf,2 and with our hands extended and our fingers together. I also said 'HeW' because he was a Minnesdnger, a troubadour-bird, a son of Woevre-Saelde, our beloved Isolde. I saw him go off in the direction of the Pole and of the Star of Lucifer, riding on a White Elephant. 3 By the Chilean poet Omar Caceres. Mantra for the Vishuda chakra. 3 The symbolic animal of the Vishuda chakra. The Black Elephant of the Muladhara chakra becomes white in the Vishuda, in the 'Metamorphosis of the Elephant'.
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THE LAST SUPPER The end of another year arrived. air. in the silence and solitude of the white peaks of my Trialogue. at the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. 2 A tantric ceremony. Then I felt a dry shock. To my Round Table. 1 SAHAM is the mantra for the Sahasrara chakra. They hadn't coincided with one another. Some of the guests hadn't known each other while they were alive in the turnings of the wheel. called that of the 'Five M'. 0 Earth. but only superficially. the Master of the Sphinx. at the top of the head. It will lead you in at Heaven's gate Built in the City's wall. Amrita. We are Hyperboreans. I filled the Grail with this liquor and drank it to the dregs. o Earth. In this way the three of us are spinning in a gigantic or a tiny spiral. and Her. fallen light renew. The liquor was Soma. the Wounded Warrior. past. or magic supper. spinning and suffering. the ether.' They were the words of the Wounded King. of the 'thousand petals'. Calling the lapsed soul And weeping in the evening dew That might control The starry Pole And fallen. Raising my cup. and I have made her my wife so that the Father becomes my son and She becomes my eternal A-Mor. who is my mother and my sister. . and future. fire. the Master who could converse with the animals and flowers. meat. I had invited my Master. water. And thus we come. who presided over the table with me. Hear the voice of the Bard. Anna Perene.164 Nos: Book of the Resurrection The Solitude afthe Tria/ague 165 My Trinity is made up of the Father. I exclaimed: 'Let us look each other in the face. the Wounded King. seesWhose ears have heard The Holy Word That walked among the ancient trees. who I am. in light and shadow. earth. fish. Turn away no more. '5AHAM! I am THEM!. who is his wife. And it is quite possible that they would have held opposing views. And. I have fallen in love with her. 2 And Her. return! Arise from out the dewy grass! Night is worn. And I give birth to a fiery lily. moving towards a place which is perhaps coloured green and which is so far away that I can see nothing of it at all. I prepared the meal myself. the Daughter. as if I had 'fallen from my soul into my skin'. Then I recited Blake: 'I give you the end of a Golden StringOnly wind it into a ball. among the lotuses. surreptitiously. All this seems to be happening in a non-existent space. discovering that I had always been so. dancing and rejoicing. And the morn Rises from the slumberous mass. as mistress of the house. There the lovers become one: ELiELLA.' And so the dinner continued until midnight. which continues above the ether and is indescribable. As is prescribed in such cases. Why wilt thou turn away? The starry floor. inviting all my phantoms. wine. and their Son. The watery shore Is given thee till the break of day. in which there had grown the certainty that they were all Hyperboreans. It consisted of the five elements: cereal. Who present. And I found myself sitting there alone. all three. I decided to give a dinner in my tower.j I introduced them to one another and told them that the indissoluble bond which joined them together was to be found in my heart.

and leapt over the precipice as if he wanted to fly.' The Morning Star detached itself from the sky and began to descend towards us. crushed and broken. coming to a stop close beside us. The dog rushed howling down the rocky slope in search of the man's body.166 Nos: Book of the Resurrection that there was no one round my table. wagging its tail. looked at the sky which was still dark and in which the Morning Star shone triumphantly. 'Stop!' I shouted at it. 'I'll explain everything. The dog followed a little way behind him. was the man who had leapt into the Void and had come back to life with square pupils. or the grass of the Andean plateaux. And this time I asked the question. which it believed must be lying. and walked slowly towards the highest of the hills. But he who entered the Disc of Light which would carry him to meet the image of his eternal love. without touching the jalap and cinnamon trees. ' And that midnight was my midday. at daybreak. I ran out and managed to catch the dog. Today you will be with me at Her right hand. THE LEAP INTO THE VOID The man left the house very early. When he reached the top of the hill. at the bottom. that there never had been that they had all left. the man stopped. stretched out his arms. Nos! .

full of joy. (Virgil: Eclogues) . chaste Moon. Again the heavens send us long years And new people born of them. Thou. And the reign of Saturn and Rhea returns.THE END OF KALIYUGA. Favour. THE RETURN OF THE GOLDEN AGE The final age of Cumac And the virgin damsel has now arrived. He alone will cast iron out of the world And populate both Poles with A most precious lineage of gold. The Child who was born this day. The centuries of the Golden Age return. since thy Apollo now reigns.

Sanskrit is a sacred language. a magic love which came from the original homeland and was taught in Hyperborea by the priestesses of A-Mor. where tantric. The name might have some connection with the supporters of the Pillar of the Sky. task. legendary symbols are the runes . It was the initiatory doctrine of the troubadours. Ahoma Magico-sacred drink of the Aryans of ancient Persia. the Sanskrit language possessed no written form. with a liturgical rhythm. Agharta Name given in India to the subterranean city of the immortal guides. fragments of the cosmic. as it is really the Breviary of a Warrior-Troubadour. therefore. As is trying to transcribe it phonetically. resurrection. magi co-symbolic love is supposedly taught. however.which are also. gives only their approximate meaning. the Hiranyagarbha-Cabda. containing some Sanskrit terms and others used in the Initiation of A-Mor. such as Allouine. although it is of necessity incomplete. even bearing in mind that the pronunciation is. whose sacred. It means Without-Death. It was a kind of tantrism. because it has been flowing through my blood since before I was born. on the whole. Agharti Name given to this city in Tibet. A-Mor Amor is made up of a = without and mor = death. Asa means support. inaudible language of the Orphic Cabbala. And. from which comes Ask-Embla. The Vedas were collected and written down very belatedly. Ahu The pedestal of the Mohai. /Esir The divine Hyperborean ancestors. This Dictionary accompanies me everywhere I go. eternal life. both the grammar and the orthography frequently vary in the Western texts which reproduce them. For centuries. the Minnesdnger and the Fedele d'Amore. and may well be derived from the language of Atlantis and Hyperborea. For this reason. it serves for my entire literary output. immortality. a Minnesdnoer. having been transmitted orally from generation to generation by the Brahmins. . only approximate.DICTIONARY OF INITIA'TION OF A-MOR Trying to translate Sanskrit terms into other languages is a thankless. even sacrilegious. The following Dictionary.

(Issued forth out of the interior. It is a covering for the instincts. which he subsequently exchanged for the tndent when he had . the Archetype of everything feminine experienced historically (and not historically) by a man. Asag The ultimate test in the initiatory esotericism of the troubadours. Anima Expression used by Jung to denote the soul of a man (his ethereal double?). But this has doubtless changed. It IS referred to 111 the . Ambrosia Magic liquor. Anna Perene Sacred liquor. saying: 'Acquit yourself of your duty. The word Albania is said to derive from it. (Where does he come from? Does he come from the stars? Does he fall in love with a daughter of the earth?) They father five pairs of twins. Hollow Earth?) They have a daughter. Amber Resin from conifers of the tertiary period. an offshoot of the Vikings or a descendant of the Hyperborean White Gods. which is supposedly masculine and which concentrates in itself everything (historical and not historical) it experiences in relation to a man. acting as if it had an existence independent of the human psyche. because only the North Pole points directly towards the Pole Star at present (the South Pole leans towards the northern edge of the sky. Amrita Hindu magic drink. Astra Flying vehicle of the Indo-Aryans. It is believed that the secret language of the Incas or Ingas was Sanskrit or a derivation ofIndo-German. The Hyperboreans were said to be this. the first divine inhabitants of Hyperborea.tEslr. The Inca was a white man. son of the Aryan race. universal astral light.) The sky revolves around the pillar which fitted into the Pole Star above It. Archetype has another meaning. or tree. Poseidon falls in love with her. all express the same thing on a more sublime and spiritual plane. . or of Asgard accordmg to the Edda is said to derive from this. their clothing. as in Wotan. projected here. ether. It consists of sleeping naked with the Beloved Without touchmg her. possessmg or combatmg men. which he never defined clearly. metaphysical mysteries in order to make them comprehensible to the age ofKaliyuga. It appears in the North Sea and the Baltic after the fall of one of the moons or the passage of the comet Phaeton. on occasion separated by a sword. Because of this. For Jung. Ancachuinca Initiated Eagle (Manu-Tara) in Sanskrit-Quichua. Archetype For Plato it was the Idea. in the Caucasus. Ativarna Without caste.e. Arjuna hesitates when he sees his relatives among the opposing forces and doesn't want to fight. This test corresponds to the symbolic Maithuna of Tantrism. Ardhanasisvara The Androgynous Siva. the beloved. the farthest north. the eldest. Jung found himself forced to 'psychologise' transcendental. supports the pillar of the sky. was to be found in the polar north. where they established the cult of Apollo. Arjuna Warrior in the epic poem of the Mahabharata. It comes after Nigredo. Akdsic memory Astral repository of the images of the creation. Atlantis Name which Plato gave to a continent or an island which was submerged long after the great flood. Thus. at the end of his life. Animus Used by Jung to denote the soul of a woman. the White Gods. numinous experience. because the axis of the earth shifted after the catastrophe and the poles changed places. Arge and Opis Hyperborean priestesses who came to Greece. The Greeks drank it. man is the shadow of the Idea of man. The name of the . but Knshna orders him to. They are said to have been buried there. only partially reflected in the material world of shadows. The A-Mor of the troubadours. Hyperborea. which conserves all the cosmic images of the visible light. Amasia Uxor The lover. above caste and colour. but the pillar remains motionless. with one's own soul. Hindu monastery. its opposite. reaching as far as Egypt.' Aryanabaiji Primordial homeland of the Aryans. like Soma. It has been mistakenly equated with the orichalcum of Atlantis. Its exact location is not known. But he didn't dare to touch on the mystery of the Grail. Its origin is unknown. through which they could become the same as the Gods of antiquity. Allkamari The sacred bird of the Incas. but it is also autonomous. It comes from the word for white. The name has nothing to do with the Atlantic. Atlas. which is supposedly feminine. with the Archetype of the Opposite within oneself. The Romans drank it. alchemy and tantrisrn. love becomes a deep. Plato asserts that the first inhabitants of Atlantis were a man issued forth out of the earth. It revolves hke a Swastika. a raven. Albania Alchemical name for America. Ashram Centre of initiation. Asgard The mythical city of the . but It IS possibly in the region of Mount Elbrus. Leucippe.tEsir from which Odin emigrated with his divine companions. Apollo protects the law and the oath of fidelity. who is always at the side of the initiate. they are Hyperboreans who moved south after the destruction of the polar continent. the magic bride of the Cathar tantrism of the Occitanian troubadours. Poseidon is the God of the axe. There existed Roads of Amber or Routes of Amber which led from Hyperborea and crossed the Alps. Akdsa Substance. i. Like the Dropas and the White Gods of America. in its process of transformation and transmutation. and his wife. Krishna. the first ten kings of Atlantis semi-divine heroes. Albedo Name found in the alchemical Opus. Cleito. as an axis.172 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 173 Aino Race of white giants who occupied China and Japan before their present inhabitants. His chariot is driven by the blue god. Evenor. In this way. to Delos. like the Amrita of the Hindus. for those whom you put to death this day are already dead in me. you will not kill anybody. It comes from the God Atlas who supported the Pillars of the Sky. the warrior-troubadour. he spoke about a psychoid existence of the Archetypes. Edda. The pillar. in a Collective Unconscious which Jung also failed to define clearly.

who is liberated through tantric yoga and its practices. Its mantra is OM. a prefigurative Archetype of the solar Kristos. Its animal is the Whale. ruled by Buddh).words which were certainly the question and answer contained in the Grail. Its mantra is RAM. Sivaistic. Whoever eats it will always return there. In Old German. The Greek Gods are really the legendary. from whence he returned to the polar continent astride a flying arrow (an astra. These 'centres' exist potentially and they must be developed. Manipura chakra In the solar plexus. They were said to be the forerunners of the Occitanian troubadours. Agharti. people came to believe that the Pillars of Hercules were to be found at the entrance to the Mediterranean. It also symbolises totality. who chooses not to enter Nirvana but to remain in human form in order to help others liberate themselves. the astral First Earth. he who upholds the Golden Law and the pillars of beauty and celestial light. Its animal is the White Elephant. etc. was said to have been preserved there. Its animal is the Deer. The mantra is SAHAM. individuated in the absolute personality. astral spinal column. solar and polar virility. He was said to be the lover of Allouine. Cai-Cai The Serpent of the Waters in the mythology of Chiloe. Hieros-Camos. It represents the Ether. the serpentine. Che-kai Immortal double of the Chinese. the first person. It is awakened only through tantric practices. The tree with the golden apples grew there. the self. semi-divine Hyperborean hero-kings. Bardo Thodol Tibetan Book of the Dead. Vishuda chakra In the throat. He passes over the task of supporting the PIllar of the Sky to Heracles-Herculcs. The Cathars were destroyed by papal Rome in the thirteenth century. Apollo often travelled to Hyperborea and returned rejuvenated. It also sails underwater. in search of the submarine passages which lead to the oases of the Antarctic and the Hollow. fulfilment. the Creator. He stretches a golden string around the mountain and the Palace of the Magic Wedding . Chakra (chacra) Grange in Quichua. The knowledge of eternal life and the resurrection. princely caste of Hinduism. Chastriya One who belongs to the warrior. Svadhisthana chakra Psychic centre at the base of the genitals. a circular plot ofland. and also the Dove. C'akra is also a circle. Odin or Wotan whispered some mysterious words in his ear . in the shape of a long sword. Cuddhaouddhisvabhaya Conform with the principle of pure will. it is the fruit of return. He reveals this theory in his book The Court oj Lucijer. It represents the Ether. Its mantra is HAM.174 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mor 175 to set sail after the flood. I am HER. City oj the Caesars Mythical city in the Andes. so to speak. of a thousand petals. in Greek. in the Twilight of the Gods. Its animal is the Lamb. Chakravarti One who has awakened all the chakras. Interior Earth. Cathars Dualist sect which is not very well known. by means of yoga and through awakening Kundalini. astral fire. It represents the Air. Its solar castle-temple was Montsegur. Bija Seminal syllable. root syllable. resuscitated in NOS. in Punta Arenas. who asserts that they guarded the Grail in their castle of Montsegur. City. made of pure ether. represented by Water. in the years indicated by Plato. the 'Master of a Chakra'. in Quiche-Maya. Chil To bare. the married one. Shillen is to unsheathe (the sword) and has its origin in Hyperborean Sanskrit. Here the roads meet. made 'conscious'. Mutadhara chakra The basic chakra at the root of the psychic column. The surviving Hyperboreans who had moved southwards were also to give the name of Atlas to the mountains of Africa. Its animal is the Elephant. Here the wedding between HIM and HER takes place. Apollo-Lucifer. To unsheathe the Sword of the Mystic Homeland. Anahata chakra In the heart. And Chakravarti is the Lord of the Chakras. Its mantra is LAM. Hyperborean. Shambhalla. CalaJate In the legend of the extreme south of the world. . Poseidon comes from Posis. a wheel (a turn of the wheel) in Sanskrit. He is thus the betrothed in the Magic Wedding. situated at the limit of the individual and supraindividual. Its mantra is YAM. of a legendary sinking. It represents Fire. the City of the Caesars. Ardhanasisvara. a Flying Disc of orichalcum?). It was the Insula Pomorum. Possibly the legend of Eros and his arrow of love originated here. Hence the name Chile or Chille. It is represented by the Earth. Bundy Semen. the Island of the Apples. Ajna chakra Between the eyebrows. Chakras Wheels or centres of energy and astral psychic consciousness. Brahma The uncreated God of the Hindu Trilogy. according to Buddhism. As he lay dying. Bodhisattva Liberated being. Druids converted to Manichaeism. the Androgynous. The The place of refuge of the Immortals. which sleeps at the base of the psychic. Avalon Name which is given to the capital of Hyperborea in the Celtic Irish legend. Bahkti Devotional yoga. Its animal is the White Elephant. Brahmin One who belongs to the priestly caste in Hinduism. Its mantra is VAM. Sahasrara chakra At the summit of the invisible skull. crewed by dead men. when they fuse to become HIM-HER. the Grail.Candharba. where the Hyperborean White Gods were said to have taken refuge. according to Otto Rahn. of what remains. shortly before the Templars. Balder or Baldur The hero God of the Edda. Cita Mind. Caleuche The ghost ship of the South Pole. When Atlantis-Hyperborea disappeared. Avris or Abaris A mysterious Hyperborean who also came to Greece.

when the initiate 'sighs' with love for his Beloved. stars. in the Languedoc. The legend relates that. the one from which Christ was said to have drunk at the Last Supper. By which the exact geographical POSition of the lost continent of the first Solar Age IS pmpomted: Hyperborea. The equivalent of the Valkyrie in German mythology. in the Interior Earth. It IS centred on the legend of the court of King Arthur (who IS the Kmg of the Grall and IS also called Amfortas). transformmg the apple into the 'fruit of sin'. Sometimes people committed suicide during the ceremony of Endura. from whence he never returned. Embla Vi tis. near Bolzano. asserts that the Cathars guarded the Luciferan stone of the Grall. which are the apples of eternal life and of the resurrection. when the myth was Christianised. . or Lake of Eder. from which came the divine ancestors and knowledge. to be able to resurrect. Drut One of the final stages in the initiation of the troubadours. Donar The Tree of Life. The authentic Rosicrucians .. They are the 'slaves of Atlantis' who rebelled. Dante belonged to this sect. the man-god. More likely a remnant ofMu. Edda Writings which relate to the oldest Norse legends and refer to the destruction of Hyperborea as the 'Twilight of the Gods'. where the ten first kings had engraved the law of the semi-divine race on . Elementarwesen Elemental beings. which coincides with what Plato tells us about Atlantis. contact so as. Garden of the Hesperides The Garden of the Golden Apples. in the southern Tyrol. Garuda Winged vehicle (bird) of the god Vishnu. There was also a Giants' Castle and a Temple of the Virgins. in the Orphic Myth of the Creation of the World. secret marriage. the Antarctic. The tree IS the Pillar of the Sky. Fedele d'Amore Sect of poets initiated in the doctrine of A-Mor. . eternal youth. Gral German spelling for Grail. Hyperborean beings. that is to say. Fenhedor Stage which follows the 'glance' in the initiation of the troubadours. They are also the Grail. Otto Rahn.also took the polar symbol of the thorns and the rose once again. in the north of Italy. a part of Afnca. the female guru. the Irminsul. How the Templars came to be connected with the Hyperborean legend can be seen in the fact that there was always a 'Grove of Thorns' near their 'gendarmeries' and temples. The mystery of the Gral. in the Castle of Montsegur. The legend of the Gral has a mystenous. Drakkar Viking ship. Divya-Deha Immortal body of the Divya. along With the ancient undeciphered wisdom. who descnbes this mystenous object as a precious stone which fell from the crown of LUCIferdunng his stellar battle. Around its trunk coils the Serpent of Eternal Life (Vitis. as in the legend of the King of the Gnomes. that is to say Arctic. divine. which follows the new baptism. Gondwana Continent which has also disappeared and was believed to have comprised South America. Elelin Another name for the city. Australia and a part of India.Vita. The forced Christianisation was discovered when it became known from reading Plato that the ten kings of Atlantis drank the blood of the sacrifice from cups of gold (and of orichalcum) at the magic ceremony in which they swore always to respect the law of the race of the divine beings from whom they were descended. the Consolamentum. However. or Grail disappears from the surface of the earth with the destruction of the Ternplars. Female Guru The interior. It stood in the Sacred Grove of the Norsemen which covered some thirty kilometres. which Homer told us about. Heracles-Hercules went in search of the golden apples. seat of the Grail. at the end Parsifal set sail with the Grail in a Templar ship 111 the direction of America-Albania. Laurin. and on which is to be found engraved the law of the first. Paracelsus called it the astral body. Eidelon The astral body. That of Siva IS the bullock Nandi. the divine man. or enters mto contact with them. animal-men. in the City of the Caesars of the Andes. near the small town of Asel. taken from the German poet-troubadour Wolfram von Eschenbach. the Morning Star. and with which we must enter mto. an oak felled by the Monk Boniface in the sixth century of the present era. The Sacred Grove was encircled by a hedge of thorns and in its centre lay the Sleeping Beauty (Kundalini). the German writer. hands It to us With the Grail. Allouine. it became a cup. In the Middle Ages. according to Agrippa. The Valkyrie of the Germanic legend. Grail The legend of the Grail reappears forcibly Christianised m the Middle Ages. or else the one in which Joseph of Anmathea received the blood of Christ as it spurted from his Side as he hung on the cross. Drop a Race of white giants who inhabited Tibet before its occupation by the Mongol race. The star of Lucifer-Apollo-Irmm-Atlas-Poseldon. like the noble Templar guides . EVidence IS glVen here as to how the Book of Genesis has been expurgated and falsified. in which the initiate exchanges hearts with the Beloved and thus becomes a 'bound man' for all eternity. . Bear. The Templars disseminated It. And a Rose Garden. the double. born in 1170. in order to escape from the Second Earth of Kaliyuga. polar origin. He searched for It in the caves of Sabarthe. spiritual female guide. . Whosoever eats them.176 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mor 177 Divya Divine man. .who have today disappeared in Prester John's Orient. It was in Atlantis-Hyperborea. discovers eternal life. Erika Paios The Cosmo gonic Eros. Gandharba The magic. The female magician. on the other side of which w~ nowadays find the Edersee. against whom the JEsir and the hero-gods of the Edda fought. and its crown IS the firmament studded With Golden Apples. Embla). The apple symbolises the star of our ongms. It is interesting to point out that Arthur IS Arthos. Endura Cathar ceremony. whose name comes from the JEsir as do Kassel and Basel (Base-l). and the village of Harb(i)shausen. Venus..

It was always holy ground. who did not emerge from the Egg of Him. Hamsa Without caste. Arthur).the Fosite of the Edda . thus indicating the constellation of Ursa Minor. It is an initiatory mantra. clearly a derivative of the God of the polar Norsemen. as patroness of the island. the king is sick. Fositelandia. Paradesha: It is for this reason that the initiates in the warrior order of A-Mor still perform their Magic Weddings (Gandharba) in Fositeland. or rather a Venusian. the Goddess Foseta. They are one and the same. Frigga is the goddess of the lEsir and Freyja of the Vanir. terra sanctis. possibly with the 'robots' who were sent or left here. is a last remnant of the sunken Atlantis. the Magic Wedding. which today is the South Pole. like the land of the Grail. They brought with them Atlas. To recover the Gral is to raise the First Earth. for Lucifer. a certain Saint Ursula mysteriously appeared. may reappear. was the first to fall through his relationship with Cleito. primordial catastrophe which was even more horrifying. Ercilla was a Visigoth with blue eyes and fair hair. Poseidon. beyond Saham. the lEsir from the South East. guide. Ultima Thule. which the Minnesdnger of the Middle Ages used as a greeting in code. only partially revealed. in the Old German of the Minnesa'nger-troubadours). into his ear as he lay on his funeral pyre. devastated mass of rock. It is in the Middle Ages that the name of Heligoland appears. In NOS. Friesian means free. Helgoland The Vanir came from the North Pole. with the products of the earth. Arcthus. which Ercilla invented for the wife of the 'Araucanian' Caupolican. who in turn is IR. the Hieros-Gamos. Well. in the North Sea. The most ancient name for Helgoland was Fostlandia. who have arrived from some common cosmic point. of the resurrection. or rather of Hyperborea. dressing it up in new clothes. a man from Venus. of Ultima Thule. but the final union has to take place not in the fusion of opposites. bring back health (salvation = Heil. the Nuptial Homeland. A jumping-off point for the Morning Star. cure the Sick King. Thus there is a non-created woman (the mysterious Lilith?). from Salvation. was being performed. fathering the heroes. now. The land is laid waste. The Friesian language transformed the name into Helgoland. a surviving part of the great lost Hyperborean continent. Homer refers to it as the Island of the Phaecians. She is searching for her Him. Thus the Norsemen (and also the Merovingians. This is the ultimate mystery. imaginary personage who was clearly conjured up to replace Foseta. I maintain that the name Fresia. impossible to express fully. the Visigoths and the Friesians) are a product of the interbreeding of the divine beings with the semi-divine lEsir and Vanir. Hamurani The mysterious white race of the rebuilders of Tiahuanacu of the White Gods. She must certainly have been a mythical. In ancient times. Atlantis. But Odin or Wotan whispered a great secret. or IR (Power). or with the degenerate products of a far older. he was a Hyperborean. There 'the King of the Gods celebrated his marriage'. Temples commemorating this sacred mystery existed on Helgoland. not in the primordial Androgynous. the original North Pole.Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 178 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection 179 a sacred stone. called Euripide. Possibly Atlas. so Tacitus tells us. a polar anteroom. It is a mass of rock which survives from a great catastrophe and from other islands which are now submerged but which still protruded from the water in the sixth and ninth centuries of our age. lEsir and Vanir are identical beings. In the resurrection. descendants of the White Gods of AmericaAlbania. Spanuth maintains that the island of Helgoland or Heligoland. HER-HIM Another primordial Cosmic Egg. which means bear (the animal of the North Pole: Arcthos. the Paradise of Avalon. an ancestor converted into a god. the cult of the God Fosite slowly drifted into a cult of his female counterpart. make him divine again. The God of the Friesians was Fosite . In any case. holy land. the Twilight of the Gods was unleashed. who had been sent by Rome. out of sympathy with HIMHER. But it was only a century after that the holy Island was Christianised. All of which continues to point to the end of the terrestrial Road of Return of the Lefthanded Swastika of the journey back to the Far North. and in the epic poem of La Araucana he wished to give us the key to the secret: the Araucanians of whom he tells us were nordic Hyperborean warriors. They did not respect this law and Atlantis was submerged. which is now called Helgoland or Heligoland. the Little Bear. as it continued to be called in Latin. Because the most extraordinary part of all this is that Ursula comes from Ursus. belonging to the cult of Fosite or Forsite. from no one knew where. converted the Friesians by force. It means Salve. in Hyperborea. the kings of Atlantis-Hyperborea. with Siva or Phanes. the semi-divine beings.which supported the sky in the original pole. a surviving. Phoesia. whose real name was Winfrith. The mantra of the return to Hyperborea. He IS searchmg for hIS Her. by means of the divine wisdom which is preserved there. comes from this goddess. All this so that one day the submerged continent of Hyperborea. In the seventh century. Boniface. into which penetrated the top of the Pillar ofIRor Atlas . With his death. A primordial disorientation was already being anticipated. this time formed through the union of Her and Him. Heil Greeting of the German troubadours and warriors. but between HIM-HER and HER-HIM. She is the first Companion of Evenor. was a Van. Shakti breaks it. the gentlest of the Gods of Ancient Germany. Or perhaps it was being made clear that on this Holy Island. Guru Master. like the Tuatha de Danann of the Irish saga. a key word. at the time of the conversion of the 'pagans' by Bishop Liudger. Ercilla sang to us 'in code'. .son of Baldur or Balder. in the ultimate separation and in the union within this separation. which includes the Pole Star. in the Iliad. It is the Ave of the Romans. thus reincarnating the Archetype. with the terrestrial involuted beings. the Reunion. free man. derived from heiligesland. Heil! from the Old German. as exiles who have fallen into the later mixture with the sons of Even or and Leucippe. whose real name is Irrnin.

It means Sorrow. Hue/en Native word for the hill of Santa Lucia in Santiago. By derivation. the pillar itself. They are really the Hyperborean Noms. the Golden Law. the opposite of samadhi. obviously in memory of the Sacred Wedding between Poseidon and Cleito in Hyperborea ". Poseidon. Moderation). It is the trance of the tantnc Siddhas. formed through the union of Him and Her. before Phanes breaks it. a Patriarchal Oak. a sort of Siddharupa. It is also said that he was the first troubadour. HeraclesHercules. immortalised. which. Root of the greatest of the Gods. Hieros-Gamos Magical union between couples. Jon Magician-priest of the Selcnam people of Tierra del Fuego. and through the tree they worshipped their extraterrestrial ancestors. Arge and Opis. the Self is achieved. of the giant Dropas of Tibet. its involuted descendants. The Irminsul was felled by Charlemagne.' HIM-HER The primordial Cosmic Egg. double. Vril. supports the sky at the North Pole. came to worship the tree Irminsul. of the lefthanded road. In reality. It is a term used by the Greeks to refer to the mythical continent of the nordico-polar divine race from which their Gods sprang. In the chapter entitled 'Lemuria' in this book. It is a symbol of the return. according to the beliefs of the Greeks and other peoples. this 'column' was originally a power possessed by the divine Hyperborean giants to communicate with the ancestral star and other stars in the firmament. of the initiate who goes back up the chakras. IR or ER This is the Hyperborean name for the pillar. Euripides says: 'In the Land of Amber (of Orichalcum) the King of the Gods celebrated his Marriage. In reality. Castor and Pollux were also twins. a kind of Siddha. as the material representation of this pillar and also of the lost superhuman power. sitting on a branch of an oak tree in Dodona. It IS a giant Araucana. and later by the Vikings. with Heracles-Hercules and the tW1l1 Dioscuri. Icchamtyu Ability to die at will. a sort of ray (Vril) which rose directly from their foreheads towards the universe. Jason Mythical navigator who. Irmin The Hyperborean God who supports the Pillar of the Sky. to which the first extraterrestrials .180 Nos: Book oJthe Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 181 Hesperides Daughters of Atlas. enabling them to direct and even change the course of the stars. capable of modifying and transforming nature. Atlas. of magic love and the Sacred Marriage. The worship of the 'tree which reaches up to the sky' was carried to America by the exodus of the Hyperboreans. To the Norsemen. resurrects the Beloved. Hyperborea Original continent in the north of the world. Ja-Ius Immortal body. in the Norse cult. Kaivalya Deep trance. The greatest of the Gods. gave it to him. in Quichua. Huaiyuhuen The immortal body of the Jon magicians. Hvareno Magic energy. They guarded the garden with the Golden Apples of eternal life. with its heels turned right round. the God of the Pillar. In its shade. which was carried out in Hyperborea to propitiate the celestial order. who rediscovered the sacred law of trovarclus (singing in code) on the Hyperborean tree (the Pillar).were supposed to have descended after losing a battle. the Norsemen. Allouine recites a poem discovered in Mohenjo Daro. In other places. it was a symbolic cult of the divine polar ancestors. When Hyperborea had been lost. Perhaps Jason was a Hyperborean king and his magic bride was Medea. also Papan in my own legend of a southern Hyperborea. . the ancient civilisation of the Indus Valley. It is also the sacred oak (Donar). engraved on a Stone of Gold (of orichalcum). the sorceresspriestesses still perform initiations into the cult. It walks backwards. the iEsir met in council. the Priestesses of Magic Love. A line says: 'IR ar are per Kaduval.including Lucifer . Orphic Cabbala. It destroys the curse which afflicts it and can transform it into Soma. represents the pillar which supports the sky at the pole. It IS . Castor and Pollux (Pole). A falcon or a Hyperborean raven. Irmin. There they established a Golden Age. God of the Cold and Storm. is much later. sets Kundalini in motion.five pairs of twins. Kailas Mountain in the Transhimalayas. The sinking of Atlantis. The astral double. and includes the disappearance of the islands which survived the primordial catastrophe. Hvetramannaland Name which the Vikings and the Celts gave to America. it represented their divine ancestry. the island of the south of Chile. an immortal divine man. it is a cottonwood tree. which was Lamella.' It names IR. on whose summit Siva and Parvati celebrated the Magic Wedding. totality. until the continent was destroyed by a planetary catastrophe. In the mortal legend it became a pillar. It is an ash tree. Individuation The process by which the Absolute Personality. by means of which the Absolute Personality IS achieved. this name was given to the divine or semidivine being who supported it on earth. to which Plato refers. Imbunche Mythological being in the legend of Chiloe. Allouine. HRIM Mantra for wine. returns to Hyperborea in search of the Golden Fleece (the lost Grail. with the root IR. whose origins are unknown but are believed to pre-date the Aryan invasion. The kings of Atlantis were ten in number . this tremendous power which was lost in the polar night of our origins. Hiranyagarbha-Cabda Aryan. HUM Mantra which awakens the Sleeper. the order. the Irminsul Tree. Chile. Huilkanota The circle. In the south of the world. rising up into the Pole Star. The age of its existence is a mythical one. Irminsul The tree which. since it keeps one 111 a state of eternal separation and individualisation. In its shade. Hyperborea means beyond the God Boreas. Huilka Fortress.

of whom Dante was one. The present age. of the Acolytes of Lucifer. Defeated in a stellar battle. moving from city to city. distant memory or recollection of the Hyperborean Thule. astral spinal column. and IS now able to fly. Atlantean giants. Kunani To preach. of the Goddess of Destruction. Vmg or Weg IS road in German. the Total-Man. Minnetrinleen Ceremony in which the German troubadours. Kula Extremely secret circle of the initiates in tantric yoga. the inhabitants of a primordial. It has to be pronounced exactly. It is a question of ~eactivating the chakras. It is the Minne of the German troubadours. his Allkamari. with the dead lover. May Bride The solar. . . Maithuna IS merely symbolic. generally only once. 'Navel of the World'. Subsequently everything was transformed and' modified in the epic which we know today. By means of Kunani the Amauta magician-sages of Kusku (Cuzco) directed Ku-ndalini. one of the avatars of Vishnu. with special mental concentration.Tara The mythical bird of Easter Island. Tamanduare. which sleeps at the base of the psychic. within the 'synchronicity' and the 'magico-symbolical geography' of the way of synchronistic divinisation of man and the earth. These are the May festivals. Kundalini Serpentine energy. the Hyperborean. Kusku (Cuzco) The capital of the Inca Empire. until he reaches the void of the Black Sun behind the Sun of Gold and the Ray of Green Light behind the Black Sun. Meru The spiritual. accordmg to Vedantic philosophy. the Orphic Cabbala. who reached Easter Island after the destruction of the Empire of Tiahuanacu. Korava is the name of one of the opposing parties in the great war of the Mahabharata. The festivals of Maya (from Maya. chakra to chakra. as it was known before the invasion of Alexander. ku means to direct. Lemuria Believed to comprise everything that lies submerged in the Pacific. it is achieved physically. Mantra-yana Road of the Mantra. but he will be the victor on the Other Earth. His emblem is the Lefthanded Swastika. He is the supreme Guide of the Pilgrims of the Dawn. The Great Bharatas must therefore be the Hyperborean. like Lake Titicaca in the Andes. when the sun IS resurrected in the northern hemisphere. Road of Meru. the energy of Kundalini). In Sanskrit. By awakening it (it is the Sleeping Beauty. in remembrance of the legendary ceremony of the Atlantico-Hyperborean kings. the Minnesinger. his Kundalini. He is also Abraxas and Quetzalcoatl. the Minnesanger. Korakenke The raven of the Inca. KLIM Mantra of the indescribable pleasure of ecstatic orgasm. in Tantrism. as appropnated and adulterated by Christianity. Lucifer is also Odin-Wotan. of the Atlantean Poseidon. his Garuda. He is blue in colour. mythical. Mahabharata Epic poem which tells of a great war. Kontiki Viracocha White God of South America. with the Female guru who circulates in the blood. called 'Little Mothers' . He must lose here in order to carry the earth back to its origins and transfigure it. The starry night. Manu. achieving immortality. who rules an entire age. It is the Way of Initiation of A-Mor. Potency. Manu Guide.' . the Superman. The Merovingians are said to have come from there. he will always be the loser on the involuted Second Earth of Kaliyuga. In the Tantra of the Left Hand. Illusion. Mantra Magic sound of the Orphic Cabbala. Bharata is the real name for India. He came down from the Morning Star. his 'vehicle'. . the Beloved who is 'dead and not dead'). Pay Zume. Archetype of a race. when the Golden Age returns. in Sanskrit. Potency. Tara: Goddess. totality. polar land. invisible counterpart of Mount Kallas. and of the Cathar troubadours of the Languedoc and the Fedele d'Amore of Northern Italy. Lucifer He is Apollo. the Morning Star. the war between the Koravas and the Pandavas. Maya The phantasmagoria of shapes in creation. retaining the semem.. In Sanskrit. of recreating them and opening the third eye. Illusion. Kali. which was drunk . that of the Return. mterior sight. Mama Runtu White Goddess of America. Chakravarti. Hyperborea. Agharti. Mdtrkd Seminal syllables. a law) and which circulates in the blood's memory. It is the sacred Soma. is achieved. In the Way of the Right Hand. that the dead bride is discovered and brought back to life.182 Nos: Book oj the Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 183 the road of the magician. Central City. Mero-Meru. Omphalos. drank blood. Kaliyuga Dark Age of destruction and iron. magical coitus in the tantric ritual and initiation. the God of Light and Beauty. Hyperborean background to the Love-Initiation of the troubadours can be seen in the fact that it is in May. Manu: root-man. the City of the Caesars. Minne A-Mor.) Manasarovar Lake at the foot of Mount Kailas. Matymjaya Lord of voluntary death. according to Tantrism . The German troubadours sang to it. (Other names for White Gods include Neua. Maha means great.of the HiranyagarbhaCabda. the same blue as the cloaks of the divine Hyperboreans. guide of a Kalpa. etc. He dances and plays the flute in the Gardens ofVrindavan. Maithuna Mystical. He is the God of the Losers in the Kaliyuga and of the Return to Hyperborea. The festivals of Mary. Manutara is thus the total man who has found his Shakti. interior. perhaps at the beginning of the great decline of the ages and the involution of the Second Earth. Krishna Hindu god. Venus. . in which circulated the memory of the nordicopolar Minne.. of something lost at the beginning of time (the Grail. the potentiality of the chakras is activated. without beginning or end. Atlantean solar Kristos. and entry is obtained into the City of the Immortal Guides. Mama Ocel White Goddess of America. Kaula Very hermetic tantric sect. Shakti. the memory of a lost' love. The Cathars called him Luci-Bel. Sue-ca. so to speak. Korava Raven.

in which is related all that is remembered about the creation and destruction of the world. Purusha Monad. one must ask the right question. To the Cathars.M0ctezuma. ritual gesture. . Noms The Fates. another of the knights of the legend of the Round Table. the surviving East Island and Tahiti. Mysterzum Coniunctionis LIke the Hieros-Gamos. Samkhya philosophy. Parsifal Knight of the Legend of the Grail. Malaysia. In the central cities. However. Hernan Cortes. They have a son. the unus mundus. of all the universes. Phanes The Cosmogonic Eros in the Orphic myth. supports the Pillar of the Sky. the Aztec emperor. in reality a Hyperborean. Popul-vuli Also called the Codex of Chichicastenango. Quetzalwatl One of the American White Gods. El Caleuche. 'transfigures' the earth and marries the female guru of the Grail. the forces which direct Destiny. This book has been completely adulterated by the missionaries. Its synchronicity wIth. cures the sick King Amfortas and takes his place as King of the Grail. who rides on the Hyperborean swan. According to Homer. Poseidon The God who. Numinous Ecstatic state which is produced on contact with the Grail an Archetype or Oneself. They speak to the heroes. It was said to have been written by the Hyperboreans and later reworked by the Vikings. ng Mohai Gigantic granite sculptures of faces on Easter Island. Parsifal advises his friend. 'Popul' is people in Latin and 'Vuh' is book in German. His emblematic bird is the raven. Up the central one climbs the serpentine fire of Kundalini. The Greeks also met around the Omphalos. He falls in love with Cleito. the Purusha of Hinduism. perhaps the Hyperborean weddi of Poseidon and Cleito. Mmnesanger German troubadours who sang the Minne in memo f I I h b . through which energy flows. Poseidon comes from Posis in Greek and means the married one. who finds it through fighting only with his ancient fury and without God.184 Nos: Book ojthe Resurrection Dictionary oj Initiation oj A-Mor 185 fromchalices of orichalcum. navIgates with all its lights on along the 'channels' of the south and north of the world. to seek the Grail without God but 'with the memory of your Beloved in your heart'. Parastri Initiated bride. There are runic mudras which act on the introatomic vibrations of the umverse. Lohengrin. being its equivalent in the spatial symbology gestures. He was said to have been brought up by his mother in a forest. to take off and n. from the cup of the Grail. towards the extreme ends the poles which symbolise Kundalini. they whisper to them. married in Hyperborea. Omphalos Symbolises the pillar which supports the sky. the magic union of th the visions of her half-death. part of India. Parakletos The Holy Spirit of the Cathars and Gnostics. which is always carried by a virgin damsel. that which disunites. he didn't develop the theme fully or 'psychologise' it. Parfait Cathar adept. In the patnarchal oak-thickets. El Nadi Psychic channel in the astral body. ' Oases of the Antarctic Another symbol of totality. Mu Submerged continent. fear. ultimate separated entity of the dualist. Papan Sister of . Around it the Druids met In council. She begs her brother not to fight him. which the Edda give to the Ship of the Dead. e Naglfar Name Caleuche. emitting a musical sound. Book of the Mayas. er Mudra Magical. He is the son of the God Uranus and the Goddess Gaia in Greek mythology. the opposite of love. Some contemporary researchers (Spanuth) have tried to say it was the same as amber. Wareln 'J' .ry 0 a ove ost at t e egmnmg of the ages. the 'slaves of Atlantis'. They predict Destiny. Susumna and Pingala. But onchalcum had the power to neutralise gravity and must have been the metal which allowed the vimanas. It is believed to have covered what today is the GObI Desert. Mongolia. symbol of the north and the dynasty of the kings of the Grail. Phobos Hatred. the ghost ship. The Grail was considered by Jung to be an Archetype of the Self. ultimate centre of the personality. 'like a pure madman'. the totality. . Pasu (Sudra) Inferior men. according to legend. when the troubadourinitiate implores his Beloved and describes her beauty. Parsifal finally finds the Grail and asks the question. Wafeln. otherwise it will disappear. out of respect for this delicate mystery. they read the thoughts and feelings of men'. Paradesha High region. Heat amidst ice. the astras. a pSYChIC and spiritual transmutation has been studied and explained by C. It generall accompames the mantra. at the pole. She dies but doesn t die. The one who actually came was the Conquistador. She comes back to life and tells her brother that In also called the . Gawaine. animal-men. Mujavat Paradise. Precador Stage which follows that of the Fenhedor. in Hyperborean Atlantis. Mulabanda The proc~ss which reinverts everything. the mistresses of Karma In nordic mythology. When one finds the Grail. He IS J =~. or on recognising the Beloved. Onchalcum Mystenous metal referred to by Plato in his story of Atlantis. Paradise on the polar Mountain of the Revelation. For A-Mar. " Nigredo State w?ich is reached in the alchemical process. made with the hands. he breaks the primordial egg and divides the Androgynous. The most Important nadis are Ida. it was female and was represented by the Hyperborean dove. G. Jung.ove around the skies. Milan was one of these cities irnedio-lanums. fathering the Atlantean semidivine heroes. she saw the White God Quetzalcoatl returning in a ship sailing over the Ocean. Odin God of the Edda. The capital of Atlantis takes its name from him.

astral body with the physical body. the city. she does not represent a matriarchy. in the south and under different generic names. Siddha-Ashram Centre where the Siddhas live and teach. Self or Selbst The ultimate and central point in the persona. with the immortalisation of the individual. Although she is the Creator. when the axis of the earth (the Pillar of Atlas. . must have their real equivalents in the hidden cities of the Siddhas and the . he reached there by crossing the Antarctic (from the Interior. The Manipura chakra is a sangam. The Ultimate Flower. " Siva God of the Hindu Trilogy. the Age of the Lamb. Selcnam Man of the south of the world. he was a Viking or a Hyperborean. It is said that it is Sophia whom the Cathars and the troubadours worship through women.186 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mar 187 Plumed Serpent. Rama Hero of the epic poem of the Ramayana. is derived Phoenician script. Rubedo The final alchemical stage. Hyperborea is submerged and . Runes Very ancient signs. the Thule of Hyper bore a. Sadhaka Tantric initiate. the 'non-existent'. Sam: with. Aryan hero. the Self. mudras and mantras. They are Nietzsche's 'lucky occurrences filled with meaning'. crossing beyond the Black Sun. separate and uni~ed for ever. It is the Swastika of the Exodus. It is the equivalent of resurrection in a red. into a Black Hole. Totality. The road of internal fulfilment must coincide fully with the transfiguration of the external world and the pilgrimage 111 the exterior landscape. of Poseidon) was fixed on the Pole Star. the Ultimate Flower. energetic principle. the Jumna and the invisible river Saraswati converge. a nordicoHyperborean tribe. The movement of return. Sophia Wisdom for the Gnostics. the celestial point of origin of the semi-divine beings. Righthanded The rotatory movement which begins when the Golden Age is lost.' states the hermetic saying. of the Antarctic. Samsara The movement of the illusory forms of creation. Soma Sacred. bearing inscriptions which have so far remained undeciphered. since she is the wife of Siva. Sarmiento de Gamboa. She must touch them with her hand so that they may become impregnated with the feminine vibration necessary for any transmutation. the civilisation and empire of Tiahuanacu. from which. It is cut at death. avatar. who created first the Toltec and Mayan civilisations and later. From them is derived the alphabet of the Philistines. Temple of the Immortals. inhabitant of Agharti and Shambhalla. the chakras. Its mantra is HAMSA. handing him the metals to be transmuted. to whom everythmg IS permitted. Towards the First Earth.the Second Earth appears. Hollow Earth?).. resurrection and immortalisation. towards the Golden Age. through the true liberty achieved in tal_1tricpractices. Rebis The Androgynous created in the alchemical Opus. who was said to have secretly searched for the City of the White Gods. the creative and active energy of the universe. the woman who is always at the side of the alchemist. Siddha Divine being who has made himself immortal. Sunya The void beyond the last chakra. which tries to attain itself in Jungian practice. but only with Her. 'What is above is below. Formerly he lived in polar Hyperborea.. with his Beloved . with all the shepherdesses of the forest of Vrindavan. novice. Smara God of Desire. Nuptial Homeland has been lost. This is the process of Tantrism and also of the troubadours' alchemy of A-Mor. Lejthanded The Swastika which begins the Journey back to Hyperborea. It is the road of the saint. Svecharin He who can do everything. Samhara-Mudra Sign of dissolution. the counterpart of Siva. the Grail. in turn. Silver string Cord which unites the immaterial. Siddha-rupa Immortal body of the Siddha. in the centre. he IS also the lord of tantric yoga and of virile. Sangam Meeting-place. The dance. Through synchronicity. Venus. Shambhalla One of the hidden subterranean cities in which is performed the tantric initiation that transforms. which is now submerged. He destroys so as to open the way to fresh creation. the runes go beyond written script and correspond to the inaudible Orphic Cabbala of magical and cosmic signs. transmutes and transfigures matter and the world. the leap into the void. etc. his creative. the face of the soul. mudra of voluntary death. fusion with the One. where the light of the Sun of Gold ends. with which Odin and Rama start on their pilgrimage once the primordial. in order to separate and become NOS. Synchronicity Coincidence between a deep emotion. within the Black Sun. The face of the Beloved. Kundalini: etc. Skua Seagull of the South Pole. Hyperborean. Raslila Dance of Krishna. Swastika. together with the Age ofIron and the involution ofKahyuga. There are those who say that it is the capital of Agharti. It IS she whom Dante seeks in the guise of Beatrice. Sdhu Immortal double of the Egyptians. what is inside is outside. of Destruction. guide in Aries. However. Pedro Spanish conquistador. Soror Mystica The mystical sister. who lives in Argentina. the polar homeland and the Morning Star. from Tierra del Fuego. solar energy. . parallel earth. Their origin is not known. The resurrection in the Ray of Green LIght. made of V~jra. According to some anthropologists.and also outside the circle. magic drink of the Hyperborean Aryans. Swastika. immortal body. Siva dances in Her. it is the point at which the waters of the Ganges. an internal event and an external occurrence. Samadhi Supreme Vedantic ecstasy. The astral. Shakti Universal feminine principle. In India. Adhi: Primordial Being. The Hyperborean Hieros-Gamos. towards the Other Earth. a meeting place for the rivers of the soul. Rongo-Rongo Tablets on Easter Island. According to the researcher Jacques de Mahieu.

In the Nordic legend. Ultima Thule The capital of Hyperborea. A liberated being who becomes reincarnated as an avatar.188 Nos: Book of the Resurrection Dictionary of Initiation of A-Mor 189 immortals. to find. Tupahue Native name for the hill of San Cristobal. It symbolises Vajra. when the Gods die. Wafeln The ghost ship of the North Pole. polar. hollow earth. giving rise to the Teutonic peoples. Vola. 600 years before our era. was the opposite of Christian. the JEsir. Odin or Wotan is an Asa. Urdhavaretas To go backwards. either symbolically in the Way of the Right Hand. Ten. Wildes Heer The Furious Horde of the dead warriors of Odin-Wotan . Nordic tradition approximates more closely to the true original. Toromiro Tree of red wood. Vril Magical. they are said to be the Hyperboreans who came to America in times long past. life. That is to say. The Symbolises the pillar which supports the sky. The name comes from the prophetess. Urna Superior energy. in a number of beings or In a whole people. for example. Vara-Mudra Magic gesture which destroys fear and bestows favour. It also symbolises Kundalini. the Grail. It is the original. They are like the Pandavas and Koravas of the great war of the Mahabharata. the lost holy land. They enter into battle with their relatives. Vajra Immortal: red matter. which Jason sought and rediscovered. Varna Means colour and also caste. The eternal return of the same thing. before the Hyperborean continent was submerged. of immortality. Nevertheless. Vimana Mysterious flying object. The God of the Axe. as hard as diamond. retracing the involution of Kaliyuga. Of practically in the Way of the Left Hand. Its golden fruits are the stars. spiritual power.g. in order to achieve the ml1tation into the Superman. we use Greek terms for these regions and continents be- cause we don't know their true names. Nowadays. Tantra System which was codified some 600 years before the present era. The Hyperboreans . the land of the Aryan. Flying Disc spoken of in the Ramayana and the Mahabharata. or Twilight of the Gods. it was Aryanabaiji. ubiquitously. possessed it on their foreheads. the Golden Fleece. the Gods will come back to life. The crown of the tree supports the sky or is the sky. The Vanir lived in the Hyperborean north. Tulku Kind of BodhIsattva of Tibetan Tantrism. Turn of the Wheel Eternal Return according to the Nietzschian concept. In the Grail and In an Incarnate Beloved who is dead and has returned to life on this earth. Tao The meaning of the universe in the Chinese philosophy of Lao-tse. in which the Ragnarok or Twilight of the Gods is described. The Greek navigator and researcher Piteas of Marseilles searched for it in the north. Vbluspa Most important part of the Edda. in the sacred. of the Aryan Brotherhood. in the flying Discs of Light. coiling itself around it like the Serpent of Paradise. Hyperborean Martial Initiation of A-Mor. in the White Gods. Tree of Life. the female guru. Vajra-yana Way ofVajra. Taruka Black antelope. Tantra means systematisation and also to explain. distinct idea of reincarnation. This is only possible in the legendary. and later they intermarry. e. Vajra-cita Language of the immortal mind. Up its trunk climbs the Vitis. The Edda call it Mjotvidr and state that it will be felled during the RagJlarok.possessed this power. It means 'Abode of God'. It searches for the lost Hyperborea. Quichua-Sanskrit name. into Divya. in Santiago de Chile. Troubadour Comes from trovare. the priestesses of magic love. during Kaliyuga. the fifth-born in a family . That is to say. Tuatha De Danann In Irish tradition. Roma is Amor spelt backwards. White Gods In American legend. and with the other dimensions. He supports the pillar. immortalised. a Hyperborean Nom. who travels with an axe. a kind of Race Spirit. The fifth-born women of Hyperborea. the Hyperboreans. The Occitanian troubadours did so in order to convey their messages and their initiation without giving themselves away. the divine ancestors who descended from the stars. Trapalnanda Another name given in America to the Enchanted City. the red. it was an ash tree called Irminsul. when the poles changed places and the axis of the earth shifted. immortal matter. towards the point of origin. He is the Preserver. because it tries to return to the point of origin. It is like Quetzalcoatl's fiery Winged Serpent. the opposite of the A-Mor of the troubadours. Amor. who accompanies him in his struggle and waits for him in Valhalla to hand him the cup of the Grail filled with the ambrosia of eternal life. mystical wife of the hero. they are the JEsir of Norse legend. Doubtless the Germanic. Thule or Ultima Thule Capital of Hyperborea. rediscover something that was lost. with the other 'parallel worlds'. Trovar clus To sing in code. For the Hindu-Aryans. nordico-aryan concept. Vanir Name of the divine Hyperborean ancestors in the Edda. papal Roma. magnetic places of the earth and the sky. Vishnu God of the Hindu Trilogy. impelled by melodious sounds.Ten The Serpent of the Earth in the mythology of Chiloe. found on Easter Island. in the interior.especially the female magician. navigating beneath the surface of the water with all its lights on. the semi-divine man-hero. spiritual power or organ which puts one in touch with all the universes. Atlas or Irmin is said to have been a Van. Yoga which makes use of sex. attaining the Absolute PersonalIty. Valkyrie Disincarnate woman. Vfra The tantric hero. Vajra-rupa Immortal body made of Vajra.

Wotan Odin. in the revelations made in this book. The transfiguration of man and the earth. to fight the decisive battle for the return of the Gods and the restoration of the Golden Age. of totality. a Hyperborean sign. Yogini Initiated woman of Tantrism. Art of 'individuation'. Woevre Sae/de Mysterious woman. guide of the Minnesiinger. in the Vedanta. His emblematic weapon is the axe. . the Sons of Woevre Saelde. science and technique of 'unity' or reintegration. Yoga Hindu philosophical system. of Resurrection. in the Tantra. The resurrection.190 Nos: Book of the Resurrection which will return at the end of time as the 'last battalion'. Yggdrasil Another name which the Edda give to the tree. The way of NOS. of Isolde. science of absolute 'disunity' in Samkhya dualism. Technique. Way of Absolute Personality and the Superman. It is destroyed during the Ragnarok. the German troubadours.

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