Darkhold: The Book of Sins

DARKHOLD

The Book of Sins

Indulging in the seven inverted sins is the key to success. It brings physical, mental and emotional gratification. The highest plateau of human development is the awareness of the flesh! Indulging in the sins is an awareness of the flesh.This is a book of Flames.This book is Darkhold, or The Book of Sins which is a book about ancient black magic. I will talk about the Dark Tree of Life of the Kabbalah. Walking the dark path in Pathwalking of The Nine Gates of Hell. This is about the Dark Doctrine of the Left Hand Path of the Sorceror. The Dark Kabbalah. This knowledge has been passed down from The Old Ones, demonic alien beings of immense power. I will not give out information about how to conjure these beings, for it is forbidden for me to. The Great Old Ones are knocking at the Gate, waiting to be release upon the world to openly rule again.

Sinning is good for the soul. It's about moderation. Indulging in sin leaves one content. It makes one feel good. You are God, the most important person in the world, go out and have a good time. Have pride and respect yourself. Do nothing to disrespect yourself. Indulge in the pleasures of the Flesh that will elevate you as the most high. For you are God, and there is no other.

This Dark Doctrine will take you to the inner path to the subconscious. To the internal void of Darkness which is the Pit of Darkness, The Great Void. It is within The Great Void where you shall find The Ninth Gate, The Portal. This is where you will see through the Eye of the Great Dragon, that Old Serpent who is all Wise. The Dark Tree of Life is what the Traditional Kabbalist call The Tree of Death. Qlippoth means shells of the dead. They are the spheres on the so-called Tree of Death.

In myth K'lifah (called Husks of Evil) is from which Lilith, the Queen of the Night and of Demons emerges from. The Qlippoth is the place of demons.  These shells are psychspiritual circuits are an so-called inversion of the sephira counter part of the Tree of Life. Actually the shells represent the darker side of your own psych which must be faced and fully integrated with the lighter side of your psych. You are not ascending the Tree in one way. The Dark Tree of Life represents your journey inward. Each K'lifah, Qlippah represents your journey inward, a deeper part of yourself. With each part of the journey, sinning is part of the process. There is only one Tree, not two trees of good and filth. One Tree and the Dark Tree are the roots of the Traditional Tree of Life.

The Legend

There is a legend about how this book came about. The Darkhold is a volume of indestructable parchments transcribed eons ago in words of flame by the Elder God Chthon containing all of the arcane knowledge of the time. Chthon learned that new gods were supplanting the old on Earth, and in order to protect himself he decided to flee the Earthly dimension.

Before doing so he created the Darkhold to serve as his touchtone with the physical plane, as an indestructible medium through which he could manipulate others, and as a talisman that could be turned into a dimensional nexus for his eventual return.

The volume was first discovered by human sorcerers of pre-Cataclysmic Atlantis who managed to remove it from the doomed island-city before it sank. They founded a cult called the Darkholders and used the spells contained in the tome to create vampires to do their bidding. One of their number was Varnae. It was he who subdued himself to spells from the Darkhold and became the first vampire ever in the process.

The Scrolls passed through a succession of hands through the next millenea, including Babylonian savants, Egyptian priests, and Hebrew scholars. Whoever employed the knowledge contained within did so at the cost of the corruption of his life essence. This earned the Darkhold the name Book of Sins.

Around this time the Darkhold served as the source for the Necronomicon (as the Shiatra Book of the Damaned is just another name for the Darkhold.

In the Twelfth Century the pages were mystically reassembled by a Spanish monk and later, in Transylvania, a scholar named Baron Russoff rebound the parchments in book form, adding blank pages in the back to serve as his diary of occult experiences. The possession of the Darkhold triggered his here ditary tendency toward lycanthropy and turned him into a werewolf.

Many, many others have fallen to its evil. Any person not a Sorcerer Supreme who even tries to use the tome immediately turns evil and serves the demon Chthon. He will become a thrall of Chthon, keeping his ability to perform the spells that he knows, but instantly learning many vile and evil spells from the Darkhold. The Book of the Vishanti holds a spell that will release a character from the Darkhold’s influence, but it will be difficult to find.

All adepts have heard of or instinctively feel the evil of the Darkhold so any desire to use the book must be made with their complete freewill. A person who tries to psionically or mystically force them into using the book is in for a surprise. The unwilling character acts as a conduit for the Darkhold’s corruption and the manipulating character is, instead, the receiver of the curse.

The power of this book is so great it can provide power to its followers in other dimensions.

Introduction

That legend came from marvel Comics. Here is the real story behind this tome. Years ago I purchased a copy of Simon’s Necronomicon. As I lied down reading the book when I turned to the next page a white orb jumped out the page and zip by my head and entered into the head board of the bed. I was caught off guard and immediately called my cousin and told him what happed. His response was, Fucking with that book! he assumed that the orb had something to do with the book. I didn’t know what to think.

Sometime later we went to see his girlfriend at a farm. She told us all about strange things that she witness where she lives. Missing cows and red lights and how she was pulled into a portal through her wall. Some sounded unbelievable as she told us of her strange experiences. After we left we both felt an overwhelming presence of being watched. Something very powerful was watching us. We tried to get out of the area as fast as we can. The feeling of being watched dissipated gradually as we left the area which took about 20 minutes.

Days later I felt a strong urge to go back to the farm. On the third day I could no longer ignore the call. This time I took another cousin with me. This time at the farm I saw a lighted object that appeared and suddenly vanished. 

That same year I started to date a witch and we both were surveillance by lights in the sky that kept following us. One day she woke up with an unknown scar on her body. During our last date I and my cousin who was in the car behind me saw a blonde woman in a white dress on the side of a back dirt road who had disappeared in thin air.

Years later while in Barnes & Noble I decided to read the Satanic Bible to see why on earth people would want to worship evil. I wanted to see what makes these sickos tick. When I started to read it, I realize I was wrong about them. This book wasn’t about evil. The book was basically a guide book to common sense. I agreed with everything that Dr. Anton Lavey said. It was all very logical and rational.

Being turned off and repulsed by Christianity I was inspired to write this tome based upon my own research and contacts that I had encountered from Beyond. The title was inspired by a fictional book in Marvel Comics. The info is inspired by the teachings of Anton Lavey with a little Lovecraftian flavor to it. Satan in this tome is symbolic of the darkside of Nature. Everything comes from Nature and all is alive. Enjoy.

Hail Satan.

There is a misinterpretation about the Demons. Most people see Demons’ supernatural evil things. Demons’s are not supernatural. When people think this it cripples their thinking and undermines their personal power while believing the Demons are superior with supernatural abilities. There is no supernatural, all is natural. There are just some advance sciences that we just don’t understand yet.

Mysticism claims that there is a hidden nature of reality that you can know about without relying on the five senses. It claims that your senses are deceiving you and therefore you can know things by a gut feeling. What this does is causes people to not have a sense of a separate self from their experiences. Without a separate self then one feels no need for suffering while encouraging a trust in a benevolent universe. Seeing Demons’ as supernatural encourages people to be victims or trust in benevolent beings that will take care of you, like gods or angels.

Demons are human just like you. They are not superior. They just have more advance knowledge because they are older. Advance conscious beings with advanced technology will allow them to achieve biological immortality which gives them more time to acquire knowledge.

The idea is to realize that they are human too and that they do not depend upon trusting a benevolent universe or god for their success. Instead they take full personal responsibility to achieve their goals. They realize the universe isn’t benevolent. Nature can be harsh and we are responsible for how we deal with life.

I remember hearing a Mystic teaching about visualizing our goals for success. He started out OK when he mention how we can achieve our goals and seeing in the mind’s eye what you want, then he ended it by saying you may not always succeed, because if the universe knows something isn’t good for you, no matter how much you want it, the universe will prevent you from achieving that goal for your own well-being.  I say that’s hog wash. Try to tell a drug addict that, whom has a strong desire to get more drugs. Drugs are not good for you, but despite how dangerous drugs are, the universe isn’t stopping him because its unhealthy, if that addict desire to get more is strong enough, nothing is going to stop him or her.

Therefore the only thing that prevents one from achieving a goal is our self. Many times it’s our habits that conflict with what we want. We tend to become blind to this and become clueless of why we are not achieving a goal, and jump to a conclusion that something supernatural doesn’t want us to have it. How many times have you heard people say, I guess it’s just wasn’t meant to be after failing a few times.

In an advance society people would prosper, advanced society elsewhere, others would have no economic, social or scientific need to contact earth. They would have all their needs. Only reason why other humans may contact us is to preserve the earth for ecological reasons because what we do also affects the whole.

Humanity stands on the threshold of a new civilization. This never done period in human history will be ushered in by a group of highly advanced humans, the Masters of Darkness, who for countless millenniums have, behind the scenes, guided the course of human evolution.  They were considered the gods and heroes of the old.  History has proven that when a new religion or culture takes over a country, the gods of the old are then are viewed as the villains to the new religion. The demons, the Masters of Darkness were seen as benevolent until Christianity painted them as evil. The Masters of Darkness, who are the advanced terrestrial humans, together form our Dark Hierarchy, are the custodians of the Plan for this planet. They have inspired all the great human achievements age after age, working from behind the scenes through their students in every field of endeavor. The Masters guide and teach, but it is humanity who is responding on its free will to their stimulus, which created each new civilization.

The Masters of Darkness are human just like the humans on earth. They are our future. They are who we may become one day.

Masters of Darkness are men like us who have gone ahead of us in evolution and have now reached a higher peak themselves by the very same steps we are taking today. They have undergone every disappointment, humiliation, and pain very much like we do on earth, and are now members of the Black Lodge or the Brotherhood of Darkness or Hell. Many that are earth born have gone to other planets and solar systems outside the earth,

They have many names, the Black Brotherhood, the Black Lodge, the Old Ones, the Dugpas, Mebies, the Darkforces, the Masters of Darkness, Demons, Principalities and powers, Rulers of Darkness and the Brotherhood of Darkness.

Some of them have remained on earth for millennia living occultly in the mountainous and desert regions of earth beneficently overseeing the evolution of their fellow men and women. Some of them are quite well known names in every field of human endeavor both religious and secular such as science, philosophy, literature, art, music, economics, and politics.

They were born just like the rest of us. They reached the level where they do not suffer from diseases as we do, and have achieved Immortality and some of them are thousands of years old. They can appear and disappear at will. They are able to see the past, present and future as one in the eternal now.

They are here to serve man that way humans here can one day become as they are.

What is the Powers of Darkness?  It is that which is invisible, hidden. In this document when I speak of Darkness, I am not talking about darkness in a biblical sense. I am using the term Dark as in Dark Matter. Dark Matter is called Dark because it is hidden.it is the dominant female polarity of Nature. Here I am talking about what is hidden, what is unseen. We only see a certain aspect of what we call light, the rest of the spectrum is invisible. Darkness is just invisible light.

The Right-Hand Path have labeled anything invisible as evil. We all have a shadow side to us that is unseen. The Right-Hand Path wants to keep it hidden and label it as evil. To be whole one must embrace and understand all aspects of our self. As human beings the blunt truth is that we are selfish beings and that we do not act unless we are getting something out of it. We are taught by the Right-Hand Path that human nature is evil, therefore selfishness is evil. Because of that we lie to ourselves and create words such as altruism and sacrificing. Altruism doesn’t exist. Those who deceive themselves and say they are being selfless or altruistic are not. They are getting something from the acts they do, whether it is just to feel good or to score points from their point of view of God. Right-Hand Path considers anything that leads to the self as bad. Doing magic for self-gain is considered wrong to the Right-hand Path such as Wicca. So they consider magic for self-gain as Black Magic. The truth is all magic is for self-gain. When you do magic to help someone, there is something that you are gaining.  All religions from witchcraft to whatever has been chosen for self-gain.  The religion that you chose is due to how it supports your survival combined with taste. In ancient religions many of the gods were animals because early man had to survive in wilderness and it was learning from animals is how they learned to survive in the harsh climate that is why their images of gods were animals. People who agree with the male chauvinistic view that men are superior to women may feel more comfortable choosing a religion that supports those views such as Islam, Christianity and Judaism.  Those who don’t feel comfortable with that concept may choose a religion that supports that women are just as equal. What we gain out of our religious choice is how it supports our beliefs, our taste, and how it can improve our daily lives. It is these three reasons why we stay or chose the religion we have chosen.  Sometimes we stay because of fear. Christianity for example uses fear to convert and keep members. It took me some time to break away from Christianity because of that fear of hell and damnation the church uses to scare people.

Magic is using energy and can be used to heal or harm. A hammer can be used to bash someone’s brains out or used to build a shelter to live in. therefore like a hammer, there is no good magic or bad magic no more than there is a bad hammer or good hammer. Here is this tome DarkHold which is not just any typical grimoire, but also a workbook. Hail Satan! 

Chapter 1:

Sinning feels good

Pride : Let’s talk about the Sin pride. Having pride is about knowing how important that you are. Realizing that you can get your needs met, because you are important enough to know that you deserve them to get met. Realizing that you are the most important person in your life means that you do not seek other people’s approval. Indulging in pride means that your emotions are not caused by outside events. You know what other people think of you is not important. Indulging in pride is letting the Black Flame burn in you. The Black Flame blackens the heart which comes from strengthening your WANT muscles. When you focus on what you want to achieve, you become immune to other peoples pathetic insults and your own self-defeating dialogue.  Indulging in this sin means that you will go out and have a good time, but you will not do anything to disrespect yourself. That means if you have an alcoholic problem, then you will not drink, for drinking in your case would be self-disrespecting yourself, because it always leads compulsion which weakens the body and the mind. It leads to compulsion which is the opposite of indulgence.

Having pride means that you will exercise to make sure that your appearance is appealing. Pride motivates you to re-gain or maintain your appearance and self-respect. A God realizes that he/she isn't perfect and will make mistakes, and also learn from those mistakes. Counterproductive pride, is throwing out the baby with the bath water, which is stupid. That is when you let your pride paint you into a corner, which is counterproductive. This arrogance gets you nowhere. The rational thing to do is admit your mistake and apologize and compromise. A God knows that he is not invulnerable.

Having pride means that you know the proper way to communicate with people. You know that in most cases you can express yourself to others without hurting them. There are 4 types of communication. 1. Passive, 2. Assertiveness, 3. Passive aggressiveness and 4. Aggressiveness. Number 2 which is assertiveness is the only way to communicate and get your point across to civilized human beings. Communicating passively indicates that you are not important enough to get your needs met. Therefore you send this message to others that you are not important. As you don't get any of your needs met, yourself image of yourself becomes or remains low. As you feel the need to protect yourself by not emotionally opening to others you are actually more vulnerable to being hurt. You are always hurt due to concealing emotions from others.

In this state, you lack self-respect and within the animal kingdom there is an instinct, an impulse to degrade the one who will not have self-respect and stand up for themselves. The observer usually cannot resist this impulse to degrade that victim with aggressive words or actions, or less overtly by feeling pity for them. Being passive and not standing up for yourself, you may turn your loving friend into a sadist and yourself into a masochist.

"Blessed is a man who has a sprinkling of enemies,

for they shall make him a hero-cursed is he who

doeth good unto others who sneer upon him in return,

for he shall be despised!"

-The Book of Satan V: 10

With pride you will be assertive and stand up for yourself. The more that you stand up for yourself, the more self-esteem that you experience. By being assertive the chances of getting what you want out of life improve greatly when others know what you want, as you stand up for your rights and needs. Expressing yourself during uncomfortable feelings means that resentment will not build up. You will feel free to open up emotionally to others and see, hear and love others more easily.

When you express yourself with others assertively and they still cannot respect that, then that is when it's time to kick them out of your world.  Keeping them in your world is futile. For these arrogant fools will only trample all over any pearls that you give them, and pride is about not letting swine trample on your precious jewels. A individual that is never satisfied with anything that you do, nor with anything that you say means anything to them  is in jest saying, What you have to offer is not good enough and never will be, so I'm going to stomp on it like trash, because trash is what it is. Therefore individuals like this, assertiveness will not do any good, because whatever you say is just empty words. Walk away.

Anger: Here I will continue the importance of communication with the sin of anger. All the Sins are founded upon Pride. The strongest instinct in every living thing is self-preservation. When self-preservation is threatened, one experiences anger to protect himself from further attack. Instead of re-acting to the anger, transform it into something constructive. Reacting would be communicating with acts or words of passiveness, aggressiveness or passive aggressiveness. Reacting in a passive way is turning the anger inward to the point that it becomes self-loathing and depression. Lashing out in a sarcastic manner (passive aggressive) or lashing straight out aggressively doesn't work well either. That behavior by hurting another automatically puts the other person in defense whereas trying to express your rights and needs has no effect. The passive aggressive or aggressive behavior only pushes the others away while you still haven't gotten your rights or needs met. This anger doesn't have any place else left to go but inward in the form of self-loathing. That is why so many people who don't know how to communicate well have so much anger issues.

Self-loathing only destroys the soul, your well-being. The pro-active approach toward anger is by standing your ground, standing up for yourself, assertiveness. That means anything that you find that is a threat to your self-preservation, whether it is an individual, or an inanimate object, you must stand up to it. Example: If you have an addiction to a substance such as alcohol or any other drug, and you are being tempted to use or pick up, this is a threat to your self-preservation. By giving in, not standing up to yourself will bring similar feelings as when you do not stand up to yourself by letting a human overstep their boundaries. Once the drug or person who oversteps your boundaries is gone, you will feel anger seeping which if not dwelt with will turn inward to self-loathing and depression.

If this state of feeling continues, you will most likely continue to let the drug or person, or persons to continue to overstepping your boundaries. This just leads to a vicious cycle. Standing up for yourself will transform the instinct of anger to something productive. Not standing up for yourself will just keep feeding the anger as it gets out of control. When anger is out of control, you then lose your self-respect, pride and you mentally and physically become out of shape.

Gluttony: Eating is important. There is a universal law that is Eat or die. All living creatures must eat. If they do not, they will die. Indulging in Gluttony is eating more than what you need to keep yourself alive. Indulging in Gluttony also means being mindful of what you eat. When you eat enjoy the moment as you become aware of the taste of every bite of food that you put into your mouth. Savor the taste and enjoy fully the food that you are eating. Notice how you feel. The pleasure that you experience from the variety of foods that you eat. It is important to eat three meals a day, balanced with protein and green vegetables. Eat fruits as well.

What you eat or don't eat or drink has a lot to do with your personal growth and advancement. One cannot be a successful Sorcerer if he is eating and drinking unhealthy substances. One cannot be a successful Sorcerer if he doesn't eat or drink enough substances that will give him/her the proper amount of nutrients. Lacking the proper amount of nutrients, one then has a chemical imbalance in the brain due to the brain not getting the proper nutrients. A chemical imbalance leads to different types of mental illnesses. Depression is one of them. Being depressed for any reason, such as the brain not receiving the chemicals it needs causes one to not see things clearly. It distorts one's perception of reality. This can cause one to quickly make poor choices in decision making. A Sorcerer cannot be successful if he is making poor decision making choices.

What you eat affects the mood and it is your feelings that play a large part in how you have success in sorcery. Being depressed due to lack of serotonin in the brain for example can cause an increase in trust issues, cause masochistic tendencies, obsessive thinking, etc. There is a saying, Scared money always loses. If someone is having trust issues they will not get very far in life. Trust issues start with lack of trust in oneself. Playing with scared money means if one is doing what they can to protect their money from losses, they are not then being considerate of what it takes to actually win. The reason is because they don't trust themselves, so they believe that they will probably lose no matter how the events unfold. They do not accept that winning is really possible. Poor nutrition can lead to this type of thinking. Therefore one cannot succeed as a Sorcerer with this mentality. This mentality just leads to loss and eventually a lonely death.

Each living thing must eat or it dies. The more it feeds, the more enduring and stronger it becomes. Of course one must exercise so that the food doesn't store as excess fat. Everything is carnal. Everything that exists is matter. It's all material. That which our physical senses cannot detect is just fine matter. The astral world is fine matter. Without materialism one cannot function, that is because all is material. Therefore the carnal flesh must eat.

Greed: Since everything is carnal, one cannot function without materialism. Materialism rules over spirituality, because all is material. What is spirituality? The Right Hand path religions have a distorted view of spirituality. They view spirituality as some separate intangible state of being that comes from some intangible otherworldly god. Life is about being happy and that is by doing what you want to do. Doing what is in your heart. Material gain is an extension of oneself and a tool to have freedom in this world and for survival. The more material gain is the better for survival. White magic practitioners say material gain is wrong, and therefore label magic to achieve material gain as black magic.

Material gain is a necessity to function in life. The Right Hand path religions, such as Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, and Wicca believes that material gain is a distraction from spiritual growth. The fact is that most people are happier with money, than without money. Many relationships fall apart due to money problems; it is one of the number one things that cause relationships to fall apart. Therefore materialism is connected to happiness and peace of mind. Indulging in greed is the force behind this.

Greed is the instinct to want more than you already have. Greed motivates one to strive for more. Want it all, and always finding enough. If you want it all and lack gratitude for what you have, you cannot be happy. You can never get enough of what you don't need. If you find enough now and give up wanting it all, then you are settling for less and again you cannot be happy. Indulging in greed is wanting it all while you have gratitude for what you have, while motivated to strive for more. Greed is a necessary instinct to get things accomplished in life. 

One thing when it comes to greed, don't measure your worth by money, and don't try to keep up with the Jones'. This leads to nothing but compulsion. It is about indulgence not compulsion. Trying to keep up with the Jones' only leads to unhappiness while you keeps updating your car, suits etc just to keep up with others. Material gain isn't about comparing what you have or don't have with others.

Material gain is about freedom to express who you are. If having a year 1999 Mercedes Benz represents an extension of you, then there is no need to buy a year 2007 Mercedes Benz just to keep up with the neighbors. This is not freedom; this is slavery while you're trying to keep up with others. Then you will find yourself buying a year 2008 next year and so on. Meanwhile you will never be content while you compulsively spend money trying to keep up while never having enough money.

So do not fall into the trap of trying to keep up with the Jones'. Instead indulge in greed where you have gratitude as you strive for more with the freedom to express yourself and the freedom of survival.

Envy: Looking with favor upon what others have and wanting to have similar is envy. I'm not talking about trying to keep up with the Jones' which is not indulging, but compulsively wanting what the other has. Instead indulging in envy is wanting similar to what others have that is an expression of yourself. While striving to obtain similar you are grateful of what you have and what you have accomplished. Having role models of successful people can be used to obtain similar to what they have.

Having many financial advisors is also good. For these people can help you with learning how to manage your money. Networking is also important. A lot has to do with who you know. It's good to have advisors in whatever field that you are going for. For example, if you wish to be a book writer or script writer, then model yourself after a successful book writer or script writer. Perhaps that book writer is wealthy and has a family. You find that those are similar to what you want. So by modeling yourself after him motivates you to proceed this goal so that you can also achieve wealth and a family of your own. Make sure that it is something that you like to do. Don't make money as your number one goal. Have money as a side effect of what you do. Donald Trump for example is wealthy because he likes to build things. The money that he makes naturally comes from doing what he does. His father liked to build things, so he used his father as his role model.

Sloth: At times you may be reluctant to get up in the morning. The thing is, is that rest is important. It is a time of replenishing and re-charging. When you go to sleep at night, you re-charge your body, mind, and astral body. You are able to think clearer upon wakening and make better choices. Sleeping and resting is not the only form of sloth. Passive meditation also falls into this category. That is by passively letting go and going within. Meditation allows our body's natural health and rejuvenation abilities to be activated. With passive meditation it still requires concentration and awareness. By learning meditation you develop meditation concentration. This is learning the ability to concentrate on a particular object and see it clearly as it is, without judgment. With meditation we can gain control over our thought processes, evolve and communicate with Demons. You can receive the answers to solve any problem that you may have, by tapping into the Forces of Darkness. You can also bring forth powers of telepathy, telekinesis and even time travel, where you can gain information on certain events. Sloth in the form of rest, sleep and meditation is very important for a healthy mental and physical life.

When it comes to the lack of rest, the body hasn't re-charged and you are low on life-force while your emotions are fragile as you tensely hold onto your convictions, your irrational beliefs. This in turns makes one more edgy, easily depressed as they continue to bleed away their vital energy.

One then is very susceptible to making bad choices. When you are working on a project, rest is also important. You may work on a project from Monday thru Friday. During this rest period on the weekend, you have time to gather your thoughts as new ideas come to your mind. When Monday comes again, you may go Gung Ho As you are highly motivated with new fresh ideas. By not taking that break, you may feel burned out and on Monday you have no extra boost, no new ideas and a lot less may get done.

This is also applies to weightlifting as well. You may be able to lift only 60lbs Monday thru Friday. Then after a few days of rest, you restart and realize that now you can lift 100lbs. This rest when it comes to weight lifting is necessary for muscle growth as well.

Lust: Lust is necessary to procreate life. Without lust we would have no desire to have sex. Lust is that desire to bond and feel pleasure from the bonding. Lust is used in sex magic to achieve your desired goal. The Judeo-Christian Islamic religions have put taboos on sex. First they say lust is wrong then says certain sex acts are wrong. Satanism condones any sexual act that involves consenting adults. It doesn’t matter if it’s heterosexual, bisexual or homosexual. There is no wrong sexual act that involves consenting adults. These taboos cause guilt and shame which reinforces compulsive behavior.

Gurus who unknowingly have a sex addiction will teach their students that abstinence is the key to growing in spirituality. The guru doesn’t realize that any type of addiction creates unhappiness and it isn't the abstinence of sex that causes him to feel better; it is the exercise of will that creates growth. To use will to overcome any addiction will cause one to feel better.

Without lust the human species would die for people would stop having babies. All acts are self-motivated so without lust, not too many is going to have sex when there is no pleasure involved. Even if one just did the sex act to procreate, without lust no one would know to have sex from the beginning.

Chapter 2

The Nine Gates

The Nine Gates are associated with the Kabbalistic Dark Tree of Life. The Jewish tradition sees the Dark Tree has emanations that are the opposite of the Sephiroth called Qlippoth which means shells. They view the Qlippoth as evil. The Sumerian the word is iskilla. Iskilla means shell as a symbol of a pregnant woman. The shells in the Dark Tree of Life are symbols of the womb. The dark Tree is the roots of the traditional tree. It is the womb from where the Tree of Life sprouted from. Within the womb of the tree is where our shadow side dwells. In these roots are our darkest fears and desires. Traditional Kabbalist try to get rid of these aspects. These aspects of ourselves don’t go away. You have to embrace and understand them. To ignore them gives them power to control you. To tame them, you must acknowledge them. Pathworking through the Nine Gates will allow you to get to know yourself better.

In Babylon since the shell was the symbol of the pregnant woman, they have worshipped the Goddess Mother and Son. The image showed the infant in the mother’s arms. From Babylon this concept has spread all over the world. In Egypt the Mother and Child is depicted as Isis and Horus. In Rome it was Fortuna and Jupiter. In Greece the Great Mother Ceres infant is depicted to suckling on her breast.  This same theme is even in China, Tibet and Japan. In Catholism it is the Madonna and child.

The Qlippoth may have been viewed as an evil tree because it honored foreign gods that also symbolize the female. Judaic Christianity has a habit of demonizing the female. The three pillars on the Tree have the left female side more destructive than the male aspect on the right side.  Look throughout their text and observe how most of the females are demonized such as Lilith, Eve, Salome, Delilah and the Mary who kissed Jesus’s feet was demonized as a harlot.

The Dark Tree of Life is also called the Tree of Death. Death is transformation.

The First Gate

The first Gate is the The Initiation of Death.  Here in this Gate is about acceptance and Indulgence. The Sins is Greed and Sloth. Trial by Fire is how the Beings like their food. The Phoenix symbolizes this. Dying daily to be reborn is getting rid of useless habits. The Initiation of Death is the lesson of acceptance. That Acceptance is that change is a part of nature.  Reality always changes. Radical acceptance is complete acceptance. That is by accepting reality as it is, and that everything has a cause, that everything is as it should be. Suffering is the cause of pain& non-acceptance.

This is also the Gate of Indulgence. Indulgence is the opposite of Compulsion. Compulsion is experiencing something half-ass and never getting enough, never satisfied while compulsively chasing for more. On the other hand indulgence is experiencing the totality of your experience. That is by fully enjoying the totality of the moment. It is the indulging in your desires without the fear of loss. Fear of loss comes from not indulging in the moment, due to lack of gratitude while focusing on the lack of.

The Sins of this Gate to indulge in is Greed and Sloth. Indulging in Greed is to want it all, but always having enough. Whatever it is that you have, you fully enjoy it in totality. You accept the partial, enjoying it while you still want more. It is having gratitude for what you do have. Acceptance is always finding enough while enjoying the totality of the partial of what you have while still striving to have more.

Indulging in sloth is realizing that rest is important. That is by having that balance of not resting too little or too much. That is by realizing that proper rest is necessary for growth and too think clearly. Accepting that the cycle of nature, life and death is stillness and movement. Rest is necessary for the time of growth and recharging. If you find that you are not use to these habits and you find it uncomfortable, indulge in the uncomfortable feelings realizing that the feelings aren’t you and can't hurt you.

This Gate is also associated with key 19 of The Satanic Bible and Dark Tree of Life. The 19th key is The Law of the Jungle. This law lays down the foundation for the lover of life. The strong shall survive. In the jungle the Lion is King. He is the predator that survives best in the jungle. In the concrete jungle it is the predatory human that survives the best. Not the so-called predators such as sex offenders and their ilk, for they are only fake predators that are exposed for the slime that they are. True predators are never exposed, for there is nothing to expose since it is always a symbiotic relationship.

Since the 19th key is The Law of the Jungle, here is Lex Satanicus, which is a law of the jungle for social interaction from Dr. Anton LaVey.

1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.

2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure

they want to hear them.

3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do no

go there.

4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and

without mercy.

5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the

mating signal.

6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it

is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be

relieved.

7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed

it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the

power of magic after having called upon it with success,

you will lose all you have obtained.

8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not

subject yourself.

9. Do not harm little children.

10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked

or for your food.

11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If

someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not

stop, destroy him.

To reach the top of the Predatory Hierarchy one must indulge in the 25 power of hell which is the power associated with this Gate. The 25 power of hell is work. One must face challenges by working to survive in the jungle. Man is on this earth to work. He works as his way to receive in order to give happiness. One cannot share if they do not receive and it takes work to receive. Without work, fatigue and boredom sets in. This leaves one depressed and unable to share. This power of hell is what is necessary to rise on top.

In this Gate of the Initiation of Death which is about acceptance, write an acceptance list. Also since this is also the gate of Indulgence, write a gratitude list.

The Second Gate

The second Gate is The Caverns of Repetition. Here in this Gate is about questioning everything and vital existence. The key word is doubt. That is to be a walking question mark. Do not believe anything, instead test and acquire knowledge. Seeing is believing, but direct testing is knowledge. There are enough beliefs, but we want facts. Question everything by looking at the reflections within. 

Dispute irrational beliefs and use scientific thinking. Stop musturbating, but it’s ok to masturbate. Musturbating is the irrational beliefs of I must Have to should oughts. This type of thinking causes misery. Example of this irrational belief is "I must make this business trip so that I can provide for my family, because if I don’t then it will be horrible, and that means that I’m incompetent. That scientific rational thought will be, I prefer to make this business trip, and if I don’t it isn’t the end of the world. It is just a minor setback."

Many people believe that there is a God out there that is fair and will look out for those who do his bidding. Wrong, there is no God out there that gives a fuck what we do. Life is unfair and you as an individual have to make the best of it. Some Christians have the irrational belief that they are a bad person, because they are unhappy with their life, and think the reason why life is fucked up for them is because God is punishing them for their wickedness. Their life seems fucked up because they musturbate too much. 

Vital existence is about worshipping your life. A Sorcerer worships life. Lust life, lust sex. Getting aroused is necessary for Vital existence. Getting aroused is what is necessary to perpetuate the species.

Without a sex drive we have no need for others. It is the sex drive that drives us to socialize so that we can find a mate. Man is a social creature and socializing is part of enjoying life. Worshipping life is indulging in the pleasures of life while avoiding what is painful.

The power of Hell in this Gate is failure. Realize that as you dispute irrational beliefs while worshipping your life that there is no failure. As long as you are alive and don’t give up, there is no failure, only setbacks. These are setbacks that can be overcome.

This Gate is associated with key 16 of The Satanic Bible and the Dark Tree